The Pros and Cons of Silence - DarkSideofParis (2024)

Table of Contents
Chapter 1: The Impossible Astronaut Part 1 Chapter Text Chapter 2: The Impossible Astronaut Part 2 Chapter Text Chapter 3: The Impossible Astronaut Part 3 Chapter Text Chapter 4: Day of the Moon Part 1 Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 5: Day of the Moon Part 2 Chapter Text Chapter 6: Day of the Moon Part 3 Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 7: The Curse of the Black Spot Part 1 Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 8: The Curse of the Black Spot Part 2 Chapter Text Chapter 9: The Curse of the Black Spot Part 3 Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 10: Bad Night Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 11: Aches and Pains Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 12: Touched by an Angel Part 1 Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 13: Touched by an Angel Part 2 Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 14: Touched by an Angel Part 3 Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 15: Touched by an Angel Part 4 Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 16: Touched by an Angel Part 5 Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 17: Touched by an Angel Part 6 Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 18: Touched by an Angel Part 7 Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 19: Touched by an Angel Part 8 Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 20: Touched by an Angel Part 9 Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 21: Date Night Take Two Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 22: Good Night Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 23: The Doctor's Wife Part 1 Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 24: The Doctor's Wife Part 2 Chapter Text Chapter 25: The Doctor's Wife Part 3 Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 26: The Cardiff Reinforcements Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 27: The Rebel Flesh Part 1 Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 28: The Rebel Flesh Part 2 Chapter Text Chapter 29: The Rebel Flesh Part 3 Chapter Text Chapter 30: The Almost People Part 1 Chapter Text Chapter 31: The Almost People Part 2 Chapter Text Chapter 32: The Almost People Part 3 Chapter Text Chapter 33: A Good Man Goes to War Part 1 Chapter Text Chapter 34: A Good Man Goes to War Part 2 Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 35: A Good Man Goes to War Part 3 Chapter Text Chapter 36: The Turning Point Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 37: Adjusting - May Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 38: Adjusting - June Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 39: Adjusting - July Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 40: Adjusting - August Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 41: Let's Kill Hitler Part 1 Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 42: Let's Kill Hitler Part 2 Notes: Chapter Text Chapter 43: Let's Kill Hitler Part 3 Chapter Text Chapter 44: Sparks Fly Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 45: Pleasure, Pleasure Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 46: Paradox Lost Part 1 Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 47: Paradox Lost Part 2 Notes: Chapter Text

Chapter 1: The Impossible Astronaut Part 1

Chapter Text

The Pros and Cons of Silence - DarkSideofParis (1)

Alex Locke was quite seriously contemplating homicide.

". . .so thenIsaid, 'Of courseI love you, silly, but Ineedsome space every now and then!’ I mean, can youbelievethat I actually had to explain that?"

"No," Alex said, gritting her teeth. "I can't." In fact, she couldn't believe a lot of things about new Leadworth Public Library intern, Kendra Benson.

Kendra, oblivious to Alex's irritated mood, leaned back in her swivel chair and popped a piece of the bubble gum she'd been chomping on for the past thirty-seven minutes, by Alex's count. "Bloody hell, I love Tristan,don'tget me wrong on that, but sometimes he drives metotesmental, you know?"

Alex's grip tightened on the Agatha Christie paperback she was trying to read. "Oh, yes, I know," she nodded, even though she knew Kendra wouldn't get the hint that she was currently the one driving Alex crazy.

For the gazillionth time, Alex mentally cursed out Leadworth's mayor, who had been the one to assign Kendra to her. Kendra, being the mayor's niece, was expected to do great things in her life, an aspiration that, in the rest of Leadworth's belief, would never happen. Kendra was a blonde-haired, mini-mini-skirt wearing airhead, or as Amy called her, 'dumber than a sack of hammers'.

This phrase fit Kendra perfectly, for she could barely do any job that required brainpower. Alex had already had to go over how to check-in and check-out books five times, had banned Kendra from organizing the periodical room after she found issues ofNational Geographicstuffed in theTimemagazine holders, and had to profusely apologize to a five-year-old’s mother after her child found a copy ofHow to Be Lovers for the Rest of Your Livesnext toHarold and the Purple Crayonand began reading it out loud, a situation that Kendra had thoughtlessly caused. Now the only task Alex allowed Kendra to do was sharpen pencils, and even then, Alex watched her. It wouldn't do, after all, for the mayor's niece to slice one of her fingers off.

Kendra was still babbling on about her boyfriend, a topic she was absurdly fixed on, but Alex had already tuned her out. This was a skill she had mastered within the first week of meeting and training Kendra, if only to keep herself from going mad listening to pointless boy/girl drama and the ramifications of wearing turquoise shoes with an orange skirt. Knowing she needed some kind of distraction to keep from reaching over and throttling Kendra's neck, Alex dug out her Blackberry and pulled up a text draft.

Kendra is driving me crazy, she sent Rory.

Just a few seconds later, Rory replied,Sorry.

Please say there's an emergency and you need me to come home right away.

LOL. No, sorry.

Alex frowned.For a best friend, you're no help.

Rory didn't seem too bothered by this for he sent back,I aim to please!

Alex rolled her eyes, albeit fondly, and tossed her phone onto the desk. As Kendra was still gibbering on, Alex looked around the library for something to do. She had already shelved all the books, put the new magazines out on display and the old ones in the periodical room, dusted the computer tables, sanitized all the other tables, and even Windexed all thirteen of the library windows. And it was only 12:20 now.

Unfortunately for Alex, the Leadworth Public Library wasn't a popular destination on a Monday afternoon in April. Kids were still in school with their own libraries and adults were either at work or lounging on the couch watchingJeremy Kyle. Improving their minds by visiting the public library wasn't even a faint thought in their heads.

"Hey, Alex?" Kendra spoke, pulling Alex back into the moment.

"Yes?" Alex replied, just barely managing to keep the disdain she was feeling out of her voice.

Kendra co*cked her head at Alex whilst simultaneously adjusting her cleavage so that more was showing, a move she had obviously practiced and perfected. "Do you have a boyfriend?"

Alex dropped her copy ofMurder on the Orient Expressand stared at Kendra in shock. "Excuse me?!" she exclaimed. What on earth had made Kendra ask that?

"Do you have a boyfriend?" Kendra repeated, staring at Alex likeshewas the dumb one.

Alex narrowed her currently copper-colored eyes. "Why in the world would you ask a question like that?" she demanded, silently adding 'idiot' to the end.

"It's something I've always wondered," Kendra shrugged, like this explained everything. She swung her long, fake-tan clad legs back and forth like a little kid sitting on a high barstool. "I mean, who else gave you that necklace? I've never seen you without it."

Alex's hand crept up to play with the charm on the end of her necklace. It was the TARDIS police-box exterior, made up of brilliant blue sapphires, diamonds, black onyx, and a single topaz. Aside from being the most expensive and most beautiful piece of jewelry Alex had ever owned, it was also sonic. The Doctor had given it to her for her 21st birthday and ever since that night, Alex hadn't taken it off. And she knew people had noticed. Despite her best efforts to keep the charm hidden under her shirt collars, it sometimes slipped out. And Kendra, being the kind of girl who gorged on fashion and jewelry calories in magazines, had definitely noticed it.

"It's not from a boyfriend," Alex corrected, her voice coming out a little sharper than she intended.

But Kendra wasn't really listening. In a flash, she leapt out of her desk chair and crossed over to Alex's side of the desk. "Was it him?" Before Alex could stop her, she had snatched up a silver-edged photograph Alex kept on her desk and was critically examining it like it contained the secrets of the universe. Or the truth about Alex's love-life.

Alex stood up to take the photo away. As she pulled it from her assistant's grasp, her eyes couldn't help but examine it as well. It showed her and the Doctor sitting side-by-side at her birthday party in Savannah. They were sitting outside at a restaurant. Alex, as usual, looked gorgeous in the black and white strapped dress the Doctor had gifted to her before the celebration. Her hair looked more blonde than brown, and her eyes had been caught changing from chocolate brown to dark green. Next to her, the Doctor looked like his usual tweedy professor self, a red bowtie tied around his neck. His dark green eyes were sparkling, his smile was genuine and, best of all, his arm was slung around her shoulders, pulling her even closer to him. To the casual observer, they definitely looked like boyfriend and girlfriend.

Kendra let out a little squeal. "Oh, he'sgorgeous, Alex! Not sure about that bowtie though, but I imagine it comes in handy inmanysituations." She then had the nerve to give Alex a conspiratorial wink.

Alex's jaw dropped. "No, no,no!" she shouted. "The Doctor and I arenota couple! We're just good friends."But you're in love with him,a voice in the back of her mind reminded her. Alex quickly told it to shut up.

"Oh, he's a doctor?" Kendra grinned. "Oh, he must haveloadsof money! No wonder he was able to afford that necklace!"

Alex barely managed not to snort. The Doctor? Loads of money? Hardly. She was the one with all the money (even if she couldn't access it yet) in their relationship, afriendlyrelationship.

"How did you meet?" Kendra inquired as she hopped up on her side of the desk, inadvertently giving Alex a flash of her pink lace thong in the process.

Alex sighed as she dropped back into her chair. She knew by now that no matter how hard she tried, Kendra wouldn't let the subject drop. Funny how the ditz could have a one-track mind at times. "If you must know,"and I know you must, "he's a friend of Amy's. We met when he came to visit her a few years ago."

Kendra co*cked her head again. "Lemme see that again," she requested. Within a split second, she'd hopped off her desk, crossed the small space to Alex's, and had snatched the photograph again. "Wait! I know him! He's that bloke Amy used to go on and on about when we were kids!"

"Yeah, he's a . . . childhood friend," Alex lied, a little surprised that Kendra had remembered Amy's 'imaginary friend' from so many years ago.

Kendra shrugged and put the photograph down. "Well, I don't know why you're not with him. He's bloody hot. Forget Tristan. If this Doctor man came in here right now, I'd jump on him, pin him to the ground and snog him till his lips turned blue."

A huge rush of jealousy ran through Alex's veins at her words. Involuntarily, her eyes narrowed and her grip on the chair's armrests tightened. Even though she knew that the Doctor would have next to no interest in Kendra, she still felt horribly angry at the image of them rolling around and kissing on the library floor.

Calm down, Alexandria,she mentally drilled. Alex closed her eyes and counted backwards from ten. When the image of the Doctor and Kendra snogging failed to disappear, she tried again from twenty. Gradually, her grip on the armrests loosened and the fiery jealousy left her system, gone until the next time she had a big moment of possessiveness.

Fortunately, Kendra hadn't even noticed Alex's behavior. She was now gazing up at the ceiling tiles. The mean part of Alex wondered if she was trying to count them and not being able to make it past ten. "Where is he?" she suddenly asked. "The Doctor bloke, I mean. I haven't seen him around here, and I definitely would've noticed him if he had been."

Again, Alex's grip on the armrests tightened. "He's . . . on business," she said, and mentally congratulated herself on coming up with a decent lie and not smacking Kendra for her interest in the man.

Kendra made anoh yeahface. "Oh, yeah, him being a doctor and all. Is he in, like, Africa fixing kids' teeth and all? My mum tried to get me to go there on a church trip, but I said no way. They havesnakesdown there! And no Wi-Fi! I mean, how am I supposed to text people and check my Twitter feed withno Wi-Fi?!"

Now Alex knew why the Doctor always criticized Amy's use of Twitter. "No, not exactly," she replied to Kendra's first question. "He kinda . . . travels all over the place, solving problems and helping to fix them. It's not just medical. It can be anything. Political, economic, societal, you name it."

"Sounds very nosy to me," Kendra sniffed.

Talk about the pot calling the kettle black,Alex thought, giving Kendra the once-over.

"Is he coming back anytime soon?"

On this, Alex faltered. What could she say? That she had essentially left the Doctor because she loved him but knew that he could never love her? That the other reason she had left, but would never admit to anyone else, was because she was scared? She feared the passionate feelings the Doctor stirred in her. She had never felt anything like it before. Everything was so intense, accelerated and somuchat once. . . Alex couldn't take it anymore. She had to spend time away from the Doctor. She had to sort everything out.

She had to leave him.

And that had been twomonthsago. She'd thought the Doctor would be back by now, but no such luck. Alex had spent several nights since she came back to Leadworth lying in her bed wide awake, terrified that he wasn't ever coming back. That he’d decided she wasn't worth it because she left him, that he never really cared about her at all, that he’d died on some planet far away in the future. . . Whatever horrible possibility there was to be thought up, Alex's mind did it.

But she couldn't tell Kendra any of that. She glanced up at the girl, hoping that the airhead had gotten fixated on some other materialistic topic. But no such luck. Kendra's blue-green eyes were fixed on her superior, eagerly awaiting an answer.

"Yes," Alex nodded, trying to keep her voice confident and happy, even though she knew it was probably a lost cause. "Of course he is! Why wouldn't he?"

Why wouldn't he, indeed.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"'. . .at the personal intervention of the King, the unnamed Doctor was incarcerated without trial in the Tower of London.'"

"Okay," Rory nodded, conceding to the argument Amy had started almost fifteen minutes ago. "But it doesn't have to be him."

Amy raised an eyebrow challengingly and continued reading. "'According to contemporary accounts, two nights later, a magical sphere some twenty feet across, was seen floating away from the tower, bearing the mysterious Doctor aloft.'"

Rory sighed. That was definitely the Doctor. "Okay. It's him."

Amy held up her finger in the international wait-a-minutesign. "There's more." But before she could continue, the front door opened.

Rory's eyes widened and after Amy tossed the book at him, he proceeded to stuff it under the couch cushions. He lounged back against the armrest and switched on the TV while Amy crossed her arms and pretended to be very busy looking out the window. The two listened as Alex put her purse down on the kitchen table and went to the refrigerator. She jerked it open, drink bottles and other condiments rattling as she pulled out a Diet Pepsi and popped the tab. A second later, the refrigerator door slammed closed. A series of footsteps followed this, gradually getting louder as they neared the living room. A second later, Alex stepped in.

"Hey," she greeted as she sat down next to the coffee table.

"Hey!" Amy greeted, sounding just a tad too excited. This didn't go unnoticed by Alex, who raised an eyebrow at her in question. But before she could ask her what was up, Amy said, "You're home early. I thought you didn't get off work till five."

Alex rolled her eyes. "I had to leave early. Clueless Kendra was driving me crazy."

"She didn't put theKama Sutranext toK is for Kabuki,did she?" Rory asked.

"No, thank God. Mrs. Temple is still giving me the evil eye for 'scarring her precious son'," Alex said, saying this last part in an exaggerated British accent. "But enough about me and the town dunce. What are you two doing?"

Amy and Rory shrugged. "Nothing," they said in what was supposed to be an innocent manner.

Alex frowned at them, wondering what they were up to (because they were obviously up tosomething) and why they were trying to keep it from her. A second later, it dawned on her. "Oh guys," she groaned. She reached over and stuck her hand under the couch cushions. She felt around for a few seconds before finally pulling out a thick history book, one of many Amy had checked out from the library the next town over:The Life and Times of the English Monarchy: James I to Charles II.

"Guys, I've told you a thousand times," Alex sighed, waving the book around and opening it to the spot Amy had bookmarked. "You don't have to keep hiding these from me."

"Considering you snapped at us when we told you about the incident with Madame de Pompadour, I beg to think otherwise," Rory said dryly. He shuddered a little, remembering that day. It hadn't been pretty when Alex found out that someone going by the name of 'the Doctor' had apparently been the secret lover of Madame de Pompadour.

"And I apologized right after, didn't I?" Studying the page Amy had been on, Alex grabbed her drink and wandered into the kitchen.

Amy and Rory looked at each-other, waiting for the other shoe to drop. A few seconds later, there was a loud thud as the history book fell on the kitchen table. "HE POSED FOR WHAT KIND OF PORTRAIT?!" Alex shrieked. There was what sounded like a cabinet door slamming shut and then a bunch of ragged breaths. A moment later, a newly composed Alex stepped out of the kitchen, the history book tucked under her arm. She passed it to Amy, who took it wordlessly, and sat back down by the coffee-table.

Alex took a sip of her drink, trying to calm down.Ten Mississippi, nine Mississippi, eight Mississippi. . .She reached up and began playing with a strand of her brown-blonde hair. "So, what else?" she asked in a purposefully chipper tone.

Rory looked at Amy, hoping she chose something a little less scandalous, along with something that preferablydidn'tinclude any women. Fortunately, Amy was a step ahead of him. She picked up a book from the desk beside her, this one titledSecret Escapades of WWII. She opened the book to a bookmarked spot, cleared her throat, and began reading. Rory and Alex listened attentively as Amy recounted the interesting story of someone identified only as 'the Doctor' helping a bunch of Allied army prisoners escape a German prison camp. There was also a tidbit about performing at a USO show, where he was apparently a big hit.

Amy shook her head at the latter bit of information. "It's like he's being deliberately ridiculous, trying to attract our attention!"

Alex hummed in agreement. She turned to ask Rory what he thought, only to catch a glimpse of the film he was watching. "Rory," she groaned, "are you watching thisagain?"

The film in question was a black-and-white Laurel and Hardy film. Alex blamed herself for getting Rory hooked on the old comedy duo. She had found a copy ofThe Flying Deuceswhile organizing the movie room at the library. Thinking it might be funny and needing something to take her mind off things, she brought it home. It hadn't been really funny to Amy, who didn't get the jokes, and Alex had barely been able to concentrate, her mind focused on other matters, aka the Doctor and his whereabouts. Rory, on the other hand, had found it absolutely hilarious and was now hooked on the comedy duo. He was a sucker for any Laurel and Hardy film he could get his hands on, making Alex glad that she hadn't introduced him to Abbot and Costello.

"Yeah," Rory replied, reaching over to pick up the history book Amy had discarded. "I've explained the jokes."

Alex sighed and shook her head. She smiled at him fondly before getting up and going into the kitchen. Sitting on the kitchen table were several grocery bags, which she immediately began putting away, if only to have something to do.

She pulled the freezer items out first, smiling a little as she pulled out two cartons of Ben & Jerry's Milk and Cookies ice-cream. Amy had remembered her ice-cream, the one she had been obsessively eating ever since she and the Ponds left the TARDIS. She always ate enormous amounts of ice-cream when she was sad or missing someone. And she definitely missed someone right now.

Alex robotically put the items away, her mind going over the reasons she left the TARDIS. They were pretty stupid reasons now that she thought about them, but at the time, they seemed perfectly valid. She had been attracted to the Doctor since the moment she met him, and her senses revolving around the man had heightened the longer she spent with him. She could sense his presence when he was a couple hundred feet away, her body automatically supplied her with a new adrenaline rush when he was around and powered down when he left. It was all so strange and completely unlike what she normally felt in a relationship that she'd panicked and left.

It also probably didn't help that just before he decided to leave, he'd left her to get married to Marilyn Monroe of all people. Thank God he hadn't gone through with it, but still. It was the principal of the thing.

Now, Alex stuffed everything into the freezer before turning to the rest of the bags and pulling out a bunch of canned goods. She crouched down on the floor next to the lazy Susan and began placing cans inside. She tried not to think about the day she left, but it was no use. It was all she thought about, every single day. The Doctor about had a panic attack when she announced she wanted to leave, only calming down when she clarified that it was merely a break, not forever. He had also grown sad when Amy and Rory left with her. Alex couldn't help but wonder how he was doing now, if he was okay.

He was all she thought about. Despite the fact that she had left to try and kill her feelings for him, the Doctor kept invading her thoughts, like some kind of mind parasite. She fantasized about his dark green eyes, his lanky yet muscular figure, his floppy brown hair, the bowtie she loved to tease him about but secretly liked, and the tweed jacket that felt especially warm when wrapped around her shoulders.

These thoughts running through her head, Alex finished putting away the groceries. She brushed some dust off her ripped jeans, paired with a red tank-top, navy-blue Converse, silver heart earrings, red wrap bracelets and a black bowtie necklace layered over her sonic one. She then went back to the fridge and dug out one of the ice-cream cartons. In her emotional state, she didn't care if it wasn't completely frozen yet. She was just digging in when the doorbell rang.

As Amy hastened over to the door, behind her, Rory rolled over away from the TV and called out, "So what are you saying? Do you really think he's back there, trying to wave to us out of history books?"

Wouldn't put it past him,Alex thought, continuing to dig into the ice-cream.

"Hey, it's the sort of thing he'd do," Amy said, unknowingly echoing Alex's thoughts. She opened the door to find the mailman on their front stoop. He handed her a large stack of mail. "Thanks," Amy nodded before shutting the door with her hip.

"Yeah, but why?"

"Well, he said he'd be in touch," Amy pointed out as she flipped through the mail.

"Two months ago," Rory and Alex reminded her, Alex's voice sounding bitter and resentful.

"Two months is nothing," Amy dismissed as she flipped through the mail. Behind her, Alex shot a glare at her back. "He's up to something. I know he is. I know him." Suddenly, her hand paused. Alex abandoned her ice-cream and stepped out of the kitchen to see what had gotten Amy so stunned.

At the bottom of the stack of mail were two dark blue envelopes. One was labeledAmy and Rory Williamswhile the other was labeledAlexandria Locke. Each envelope had a bunch of stamps on them, indicating that they had been traveling around in different places for quite some time. But what was most interesting about the envelopes was that there was no return address.

Alex grabbed her envelope and tore it open as Amy did the same with hers. Alex peered inside the envelope and carefully eased a single piece of paper out.

Alexandria Locke

22/04/2011

16:30 MDT

378-08-388* N, 1108-148-348* W

Alex almost fell over. She knew exactly who had sent her this envelope. It was the object of her affections, an object she hadn't seen in a little over two months, an object she was going to see again in just a few short days.

Rory stared at them. Amy looked stunned while Alex looked shockingly happy, a look he hadn't seen on her for quite some time. "What is it?" Neither girl answered. "Amy?"

Amy stared at the sheet of paper in her hands before finally saying, "A date, a time, a map reference. I think it's an invitation."

"From who?" Rory frowned.

"It's not signed and there's no return address," Alex revealed. "But look." She held up her envelope, a smirk gracing her face. "TARDIS blue."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex glanced out the window at the passing desert, her iPod earbuds stuck in her ears in an effort to pass the time until she saw the Doctor again. She clicked past a Blake Shelton track and landed on one of her favorite songs.

I know I gotta put in the hours, make the money while the sunlight shines, but anything I gotta get done, it can get done some other time. Time is love, gotta run, love to hang longer but I got someone, who waits, waits for me, and right now she's where I need to be, time is love . . . gotta run.

'Time is Love', by Josh Turner. In a lot of ways, it described her and the Doctor . . . only without the romantic part.

Suddenly, a tapping rang out on her shoulder. Alex turned to see Amy sitting behind her, grinning wildly. "Hey, we're almost there." She held up Rory's phone, currently on the GPS app so they could track their progress.

Alex grinned and nodded her thanks. Turning back around, she switched her iPod off and yanked the earbuds out before tucking the device into a pocket on her jacket. She'd gone all out for their reunion with the Doctor. Her outfit consisted of a black tank-top, a cropped gray trench-jacket, skinny jeans, cream-colored suede kitten-heeled boots, her trademark hoop earrings, her TARDIS necklace, and a watch necklace layered over that. She'd even gotten her blonde highlights touched up.

Behind her, Rory and Amy watched Alex play with her bangs, adjusting them so that they didn't hang in her eyes. Ever since those envelopes from the Doctor arrived, Alex had been behaving like her usual self, or the self they had seen when she was with the Doctor. She was upbeat and happy now, something she hadn't been since the day they all left the TARDIS.

Right then, the school-bus came to a stop. In their excitement to get to the Doctor, they had forgotten to arrange some sort of transportation to get them to the Doctor's location, which was in the middle of the Utah desert. Luckily for them, a school-bus driver had been at the airport, having driven a bunch of eighth graders there for their flight to Washington D.C., and agreed to drive them after Alex sweet-talked him into it.

The three jumped up, Amy and Rory grabbing their backpacks while Alex wrestled with her large suitcase. The suitcase, Amy and Rory knew, meant that Alex would be rejoining the Doctor, along with them if the Doctor let them back on the TARDIS, which they were pretty sure he would. Even if he refused, all Alex had to do was say 'please' and the Time Lord would hasten to obey.

Alex got out first, fumbling with her suitcase as she went. Amy and Rory stepped out a second later and, not for the first time today, Alex found herself jealous of their simple backpacks. "Thanks!" Amy called to the driver.

"You're very welcome!" the driver said, trying to get a look at Alex as he closed the doors. Unfortunately for him, Alex was completely consumed with looking around for the Doctor. Not able to get Alex's attention, the school-bus reluctantly rumbled off.

"This is it, yeah?" Amy asked, reaching up to adjust her bun. Living in England, one of the coldest places in the world in Alex's opinion, Amy wasn't used to the United States' regular heat, particularly Utah's. "The right place?"

"Nowhere, middle of?" Rory joked.

"Yeah," Alex answered as she felt her heart rate jump and a sudden, small burst of adrenaline enter her veins. "This is it."

"Howdy!" a familiar voice called.

Amy, Rory, and Alex all spun around. In front of them, grinning away, was the Doctor. He was lounging on the hood of a red, 1950s era Edsel Villager and, for some reason, wearing a Stetson. Other than the hat, he looked just as he did the last time the group had seen him, right down to the bowtie wrapped around his neck.

"Doctor!" Amy and Alex cried. Alex dropped her suitcase and ran forward into his ready arms. She buried her head into his neck, desperate to inhale the familiar scent of his musky cologne. Sure enough, there was a slight trace of it, and she took a quick whiff, recommitting it to memory.

The Doctor grinned and held her close, absently running a hand through her hair. "Miss me, Ally?" he murmured.

Alex's heartbeat quickened at hearing his nickname for her. "More than you can imagine, Doc," she said, raising her head to beam at him.

The Doctor chuckled at her nickname for him and released her from the hug. He didn't let her get too far though. Instead, he turned Alex around so that she was pressed into his side, an arm wrapped around her waist. He turned to Amy and Rory. "It's the Ponds!"

"Hey!" Amy greeted, rushing forward to hug him.

"Hello, Pond. Come here!" The Doctor released Alex long enough to hug Amy, but when they were finished, his arm immediately wrapped around her waist again.

"So someone's been a busy boy then, eh?" Amy smirked. Rory smiled alongside her, but inwardly hoped that Alex didn't bring up Madame de Pompadour or the portrait incident.

"Did you see me?" the Doctor grinned.

"Of course!"

"I've never seen her read so many books," Alex quipped. Luckily for Rory, and most definitely the Doctor, she was so thrilled about seeing him again, she couldn't even remember the interesting escapades the alien had pulled during his absence.

"Stalker," the Doctor teased.

Amy and Alex rolled their eyes. "Flirt," they countered.

"Husband!" Rory jumped in. He stepped forward, wrapping an arm around Amy's waist while placing his other hand on Alex's shoulder, reminding the Doctor that he considered Alex to a be like a little sister.

"And Rory the Roman!" the Doctor cheered, throwing his arms around him. "Come here!"

Rory laughed and hugged him back. As he pulled away, his eyes wandered up to examine the Doctor's hat. "Hey, nice hat."

Better than the fez,Alex thought, studying the Stetson.

The Doctor beamed. "I wear a Stetson now," he proclaimed, obviously proud of his new accessory. "Stetsons are cool."

A split second after he said that, a gunshot rang out from behind them. The bullet hit the Doctor's hat, wiping it right off his head and sending it billowing out into the desert. Everyone jumped, Alex even yelping a little and automatically grabbing onto the Doctor's jacket. The group spun around. Standing before them, blocking the sun with her figure, was none other than River Song.

River smirked and blew smoke away from the barrel of her gun before holstering it. "Hello, sweetie," she smirked at the Doctor. Her eyes then traveled over to Alex, who was still clutching onto the Doctor's jacket, but more possessively now than anything. "Hello, Ally," she greeted, her voice neutral.

Alex resisted the strong urge to groan.Figures the slu*tty poodle would be here.Alex gave her a cool nod. "River."

Knowing that River and Alex had never quite gotten along and weren't likely to do so now, Amy hastened to change the subject. "So, where's the TARDIS?" she asked, looking around. Her eyes settled on the car. "It's not this, is it?"

The Doctor shook his head. "No, it's a little ways away. I thought for this little outing I should travel in more appropriate style." He patted the hood of the car. "So, I commandeered a suitable vehicle."

Alex raised an eyebrow at him. "You stole it, didn't you?"

The Doctor scratched the back of his head uncomfortably, which only confirmed Alex's suspicions. "Well . . . it depends on your definition of 'stole'. In my definition, I borrowed it."

"Like how you borrowed the TARDIS?" Amy questioned.

"Shall we go?" the Doctor asked in a clear effort to change the subject. Without giving any of them time to answer, he hurried over to the driver's side door. He placed his hand on the handle but another, smaller one quickly slapped down over top his, preventing him from opening the door.

"Hold it," Alex ordered, staring up at him. "You are not driving."

The Doctor frowned. "Alex, are you forgetting that I drove your friend Lacey's car back in Bristol? I did perfectly fine!"

"We only went a few streets," Alex reminded him. "And besides, I'm the only one here who has an American driver's license.I'lldrive."

The Doctor sulked but handed her the car-keys anyway.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

This was a decision he later regretted.

It was not a good idea letting Alex Locke drive them all somewhere.

Alex sped along the dirt road, kicking up dust at almost ninety miles an hour. Her foot was firmly pressed down on the accelerator and, much to everyone's alarm, only one hand was on the wheel. At the moment, her other hand was fiddling with the ends of her hair while she calmly hummed along to the country ballad currently playing on the radio.

In the backseat, River, Amy, and Rory were all squished together. Rory was clutching an armrest, River was grasping, with both hands, a handle above the window, and Amy, scrunched in the middle, was trying to find leverage as Alex sped down the road. In the passenger seat, the Doctor, who should have been used to scary driving considering his piloting of the TARDIS, was desperately hanging onto the rail above the window and to the back of his seat. His eyes were going back-and-forth from the road to the speedometer.

"Alex, slow down!" he commanded as the speedometer reached ninety-five miles per hour.

Alex rolled her eyes. "Oh, don't be such a backseat driver," she retorted as she reached over to adjust the dial on the radio, eyes straying away from the road.

"Eyes on the road!" Amy and Rory shouted, remembering the first time they had met Alex . . . when she nearly ran them over.

Alex rolled her eyes again and continued at her normal pace. "Don't be such worry-warts," she dismissed . . . right as the car swerved, nearly taking out a cactus.

River shut her eyes and her grip on the handle tightened. "Alex, if we all die in a car wreck, I am going to kill you!"

"Double negative, River," Alex smiled faux-sweetly. She stared at the woman through the rearview mirror. "You can't kill me if we're already dead."

"I'd find some way of doing it," River grumbled.

"We're making better time," Alex argued. "We're getting to. . . Where are we going, Doctor?"

"Roadside diner," the Doctor said as he stared, unblinking, out the window. "Of course, there'sno needto get there in such a hurry." He glanced over at the small clock on the dashboard. 4:34 pm.

Alex caught him doing this. "Your checking of the clock begs to differ, Doc."

"Eyes on the road!" Amy, River, and Rory cried from the backseat.

Alex shook her head but obliged. "So, Doc, what have you been up to?"

"You're asking me thisnow?!" the Doctor exclaimed, gesturing to the road ahead of them. "Just concentrate on driving, Alexandria."

"Don't call me that," Alex muttered. Of course, she knew that the Doctor only called her this when he was worried about her or angry/frustrated with her. She was willing to bet he called her this now because of the latter.

They continued on in silence for a few moments until a car came careening down the opposite lane. Alex eased them over a little, but the other car still came dangerously close to them, its rearview mirror nearly touching the one on Alex's side. Alex frowned and glared at nothing as the car continued down the road.

"Idiot," she declared, glaring up at the rearview mirror. Her eyes off the road, the car swerved into the second lane.

"EYES ON THE ROAD!" the Doctor, River, Amy, and Rory yelled.

Alex huffed but thankfully obliged. Beside her, the Doctor leaned back in his seat and closed his eyes. It would be a miracle if he survived this.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A little while later, the group arrived at a small roadside diner. Despite the Doctor, Amy, Rory, and River's misgivings, Alex had gotten them there unharmed. Amy had made a point though of jumping out of the car and screaming "LAND!" when Alex pulled into the parking lot.

The diner reminded Alex of Blondie's Diner, her old workplace in Bristol, but smaller and with a bigger emphasis on reminding people of its ‘50s roots. Black and white tile decorated the floors with big neon signs hanging overhead. A soda counter ran the length of one side of the room while a bunch of small red leather booths took up the other side. A mural had been done on the back wall, showing pictures of Elvis, a red station wagon, and other icons of the 1950s.

Alex leaned against the counter, waiting for the soda jerk behind it to deliver her Diet Pepsi. As she waited, she watched the Doctor and River in a booth a little ways away. Both were rapidly flipping through notebooks.

"Right then, where are we?" River asked as she eagerly paged through her diary. "Have we done Easter Island yet?"

The Doctor flipped a few pages in his notebook in his own enthusiastic manner. "Er . . . yes!" he declared. "I've got Easter Island!"

"Theyworshippedyou there," River recalled. "Have you seen the statues?"

"Jim the Fish," the Doctor continued, ignoring her question.

"Oh, Jim the Fish! How is he?"

"Still building his dam," the Doctor answered, making Alex frown in confusion. How the heck did afish, if that was what Jim the Fish was, build a dam?

"Here you are, miss," the soda jerk said behind her.

Alex whirled around and took her glass. "Thanks," she said, slapping a five-dollar bill on the counter. "Keep the change."

That done, she headed over to the Doctor and River's booth. Alex had a lot of reservations about River Song . . . alot. For starters, River killed someone in the future, someone who was implied to be the Doctor. And, according to the Doctor, River had also attempted to kill the man's girlfriend, whoever that was. If that right there wasn't enough reason to dislike River Song, Alex didn't know what was.

She also didn't like the way the woman was around the Doctor. River just seemed to expect that the Doctor would come running at her beck and call, which he'd done. Twice. That didn't settle well with Alex, how the woman could so easily manipulate and control the Doctor.

And her and River's relationship also helped to feed Alex's resentment and dislike. River and Alex's relationship was complicated. If you asked her, Alex wouldn't know how to describe it other than frenemy like. The two bickered and insulted each-other 75% of the time, but the rest of that percentage involved being nice to and helping each-other when the situation desperately called for it.

Alex sighed to herself. She knew why she and River didn't get along, the main reason at least. They were both infatuated with the Doctor. Alex herself was in love with him. She didn't know about River, but then again, she didn't reallywantto know if that was the case.

And now, here was River, happily talking and reminiscing with the Doctor,Alex'sDoctor,herDoctor. It made Alex's blood rush and pound. She wanted to drag River away from him and throw her into the Grand Canyon or something.

Calm down, Alexandria,Alex scolded herself. In her last few weeks with the Doctor, her jealousy had become something of an issue. She had found herself jealous of theTARDIS, for Christ's sake! When she left for a break, she thought that the powerful, burning jealousy would disappear. Apparently, based on how she reacted in the library with Kendra and now, she'd thought wrong.

Now, Alex slid into the Doctor's side of the booth. "How does a fish build a dam?" she questioned.

The Doctor looked down at her and smiled. "Very carefully, Ally," he replied, winking at her and reaching out to play with a strand of her hair. Alex giggled a little in response. She didn't notice River's sour expression at her and the Doctor's interaction.

"Sorry, what are you two doing?" Rory asked as he and Amy approached them. They'd been listening to the bizarre exchange as well.

"They're both time travelers, so they never meet in the right order," Amy explained as she slid in next to Alex, a bottle of Coca-Cola in her hands. "They're syncing their diaries."

When did he get the time to do all of that?Alex wondered. She studied the Doctor critically. To her surprise, he looked a bit older, more . . . wearier. How much time had passed for him? When she and the Ponds left two months ago, Alex had assumed the Doctor would skip those few months and pick them up, thinking they'd never guess only five minutes had passed for him. But looking at him now, it seemed as though years had passed for the Doctor, rather than a few minutes or months.

"So, what's happening then?" Amy questioned, oblivious to Alex's inner worry. "Because you've been up to something."

The Doctor stared down at the tabletop for a moment. "I've been running," he said lowly, in a voice that Alex would normally find sexy and alluring, but one that she now found worrisome. He looked back up at them, his fingers continuing to play with Alex's hair. "Faster than I've ever run, and I've been running my whole life. Now, it's time for me to stop." He turned to look into Alex's eyes, speaking more to her than the others as he said, "And tonight, I'm going to need you all with me."

"Okay," Amy nodded, not allowing the new anxieties that had popped up in her mind to enter her voice. Something was off about the Doctor. He seemed so weary and tired and, with the way he was looking at Alex right now, you'd have thought the young American was his salvation.

"We're here," Alex said. She rested her hand atop the one that wasn't running through her hair. "What's up, Doc?"

The Doctor chuckled a bit at her joke, making Alex beam. She was glad to have made him laugh. He looked like he needed a good laugh. "A picnic, Ally," he answered. "And then a trip. Somewhere different, somewhere brand new."

"Where?" Amy wondered.

"Space, 1969."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Salud!" the Doctor cheered, lifting his wine bottle.

Alex, Amy, Rory, and River copied him, clinking their glasses against his bottle. "Salud!" they repeated. Well, Amy, Rory, and River did. Alex said, "Cheers!"

Alex leaned back on the red and white picnic blanket. She was lying next to the Doctor. Okay, she was actually nestled into his side, something that pleased her to no end. Smiling, she took a delicate sip of her wine. She had immediately examined the bottle upon the Doctor pulling it out of the picnic basket, discovering that it was a lovely red Bordeaux. The Doctor added that Napoleon had thrown it at him, though he neglected to say why. Alex wasn't much of a wine drinker – give her whiskey or a gin and tonic and she was good – but she had to admit that this wine was pretty good.

The group were currently spread out on the shores of Lake Silencio. The Doctor told them it was a nice spot, though Alex had thought he was saying it a bit forcefully. Either way, itwasa nice place. In front of them, the lake's light blue waters glistened in the bright sunlight, a light breeze blew off the water, keeping them cool, and the shore wasn't very crowded. Actually, they were the only ones there. It really was a great place to have a picnic, even if Alex couldn't understand the Doctor's motivation behind it.

And even if, when she had offered to drive them here, everyone else screamed, "NO!" The Doctor even called a vote, claiming that since they were in America, they might as well solve things in a democratic way. Alex driving had been vetoed, four to one. River had driven them instead, agreeing with Alex that letting the Doctor drive wasn't a good idea. She was surprisingly good at it, which Alex hated to admit.

"Enjoying yourself, Ally?" the Doctor murmured, pulling Alex out of her thoughts.

"Absolutely, Doc," she affirmed, grinning up at him. Her heartbeat sped up and another stream of adrenaline flooded her veins. God, what had she beenthinking, believing that getting away from the Doctor would make her feelings for him disappear? If anything, they had only intensified, and they were going into overdrive now that she was back with him.

"So, when are we going to 1969?" Rory's voice rang out, pulling the Doctor and Alex out of their little moment.

"And since when do you drink wine?" Amy added, staring at the bottle in the Doctor's hand. Even though it was pretty good wine, the fact that the Doctor seemed to drink now was a little disconcerting.

The Doctor examined the label on the bottle. "I'm eleven hundred and three," he said casually. "I must've drunk it sometime."

Alex, who had been taking a sip of wine when he said this, suddenly spit it out in shock. "Eleven hundred andthree?!" she repeated shrilly.

The Doctor didn't acknowledge her outburst, instead taking a sip of wine from the bottle. Just seconds after tasting it, he grimaced and whirled around to spit it out over his shoulder. "Oh, why it's horrid!" he cried as Alex giggled hysterically. "I thought it would taste more like the gums."

"Okay, I'm with Alex," Amy said, refusing to get sidetracked by the Doctor's impression of a spit-take. "Eleven hundred and three? You were nine hundred and eight the last time we saw you."

"And you've put on a couple of pounds," he retorted. "I wasn't going to mention it."

Alex let out an outraged squawk and immediately shimmied up to whack him on the back of the head. "Don't be rude!" she scolded as the Doctor yelped.

He rubbed the back of his head and sighed wistfully. "Oh, you have no idea how much I've missed that, love."

Alex visibly started and stared up at him. "Love?" she repeated. Where had that come from? And, more importantly, would he call her that again? "Since when have you called me 'love'?"

The Doctor blinked and actually looked panicked for a second before his features abruptly turned blank. "Why, I've always called you that, Ally."

"No, you haven't," Alex said slowly, frowning.

"Who's that?" Amy suddenly asked.

The Doctor and Alex turned to look at Amy. She was staring at something on the cliffs above them. Rory glanced up from his wine. "Hmm? Who's who?"

Right as Alex was about to look up, Amy turned away from the cliffs to face her husband. "Sorry, what?" she asked brightly.

"What did you see?" Rory asked.

"You said you saw something," Alex reminded her.

Amy shook her head and looked at them bewilderedly. "No, I didn't."

Alex turned back to the Doctor. He was now staring out at the lake with a somewhat expectant expression on his face. "Doc, what's going on?" she murmured. "You know something I don't, I know you do. I know rule one is that you lie, but please, tell me what's going on."

"You'll find out soon, Ally," he whispered. "And what's about to happen? I'm so, so sorry."

Alex stared at him. What the hell was going on?! Why was the Doctor acting like this? What was about to happen? "Doctor, you're scaring me."

He winced and ran a hand through the back of her hair. "I'm sorry, Ally. I don't mean to." He leaned forward and pressed a kiss to her forehead. Alex closed her eyes, loving the feel of his lips against her skin, but she still didn't feel reassured.

The Doctor tossed the wine bottle aside and moved his hand down Alex's hair to her shoulders, pressing her into his side even more than she already was. "Ah, the moon!" he loudly exclaimed. He pointed overhead to the moon which, despite the daylight, was quite visible. "Look at it. Of course, you lot," he tapped Alex's nose on this, "did a lot more thanlook, didn't you? Big, silvery thing in the sky. You couldn't resist it. Quite right."

"The moon landing was in '69," Rory recalled. "Is that where we're going?"

The Doctor's answer was extremely cryptic, even for him. "No. A lot more happens in '69 than anyone remembers." He sighed and shook his head. "Human beings. I thought I'd never get done saving you."

Alex frowned. What did he mean by that? The Doctor's whole life revolved around saving humans, aliens, and many others. Why was he now acting like he wasn't about to be doing that anymore?Maybe he's retiring,she jokingly thought, but it was nothing more than something to keep the worries in her mind at bay and she knew it.

She was about to ask him what the hell he meant when the sound of a car came from behind them. The Doctor quickly stood, then reached down to pull Alex up. Once she was on her feet, Alex turned to see an old man with a gray beard climbing out of a truck. She swiveled around to look at the Doctor, about to ask him if he knew anything about why the man was here, only to see him waving at the stranger.

"Who's he?" Amy asked for all of them as she, Rory, and River got to their feet.

"Oh, my God," River suddenly gasped. Everyone turned to look at her, only to find that she was staring out at the lake. They all turned towards the lake and Amy, Rory, and Alex's jaws dropped.

Climbing out of the lake like a sponge diver was a figure dressed in a NASA spacesuit. It stood knee-deep in the water at the lake's shoreline, just staring at them.

"What is that?" Alex demanded, pressing herself into the Doctor's side. His arms wrapped around her protectively as he stared out at the astronaut, none of the others' expressions of shock and wonder on his face.

"You all need to stay back," he ordered. "Whatever happens now, you donotinterfere. Clear?" Then, pulling away from Alex, he turned to kneel at her eye-level. "Ally, promise me that no matter what happens next, you'll stay back. You are the most precious thing in the universe to me, love, and I do not want to see you hurt."

Alex's breath came out in gasps as she desperately tried to comprehend the Doctor's words. Her heart was beating faster at his implication. "Doctor, you are really scaring me now. What is going on?"

"You'll find out soon," he promised. He placed his hands on her shoulders and pulled her closer to him. "Just . . . stay back and, this is most important, when the time comes, duck. Do you understand?Duck. Icannotstress how important it is that you do that, Ally."

Alex bit her lip worriedly but nodded anyways. "Yes, Doctor. I promise."

The Doctor nodded approvingly at her, but the worry in his eyes didn't help to combat Alex's. "Thank you, Ally." With that, he started off towards the astronaut. But a second later, he came back. "One more thing," he muttered as he pulled Alex back to him.

Alex arched an eyebrow. "What?"

The Doctor smiled a little. "This."

Then, before Alex could question him, he'd knelt down and pressed his lips to hers.

Alex's eyes widened and she gasped, giving the Doctor the perfect opportunity to slip his tongue inside her mouth. Her knees buckled as his tongue explored her mouth, his lips pressing into hers harshly, almost desperately, as he kissed her. Just as Alex was about to reciprocate though, the Doctor pulled back, his hands resting on her shoulders to keep her from falling over.

He smiled down at her, taking in her reddened lips, which would surely be bruised in a couple of hours, and her flushed cheeks. "Stay back, love," he told her before leaning down and pressing a kiss to the top of her head, a kiss that was pretty damn chaste compared to the previous one. Then, before Alex could say anything, he was heading back towards the astronaut.

"Wow," Amy stated, pretty much summing up everything that had happened thus far. Alex blushed and turned to face her. In all the excitement, she had forgotten that the Ponds and River were standing right there. River looked slightly put out but didn't say anything.

Amy went and stood next to her best friend. "Wonder what he did that for?" she wondered. "Long time coming though."

Alex didn't say anything, only blushed harder.

Rory, while stunned by the Doctor and Alex's lip-lock, decided to focus on the bigger situation at hand. Specifically? The astronaut now standing on the shore, watching the Doctor approach. "That's an astronaut," he gaped, stating the obvious. "That's anApolloastronaut in a lake."

"Yeah," Amy nodded, focusing back on the strange sight in front of them.

The four watched as the Doctor went and stood in front of the astronaut. He leaned closer to the astronaut, seemingly talking to it. Unfortunately, they were too far away to hear anything. Then, a moment later, he lowered his head, seeming resigned at what was about to happen.

"What's he doing?" Amy whispered, a little afraid of speaking any louder than that. Beside her, Alex began trembling. She didn't know why or how but she swore that she could sense that something bad was about to happen. She watched the astronaut's hand raise up.

BANG!

Everyone jumped when the gunshot sounded. Everyone except for the Doctor. He staggered back as a green light blasted him in the chest.

"DOCTOR!" Alex and Amy screamed, immediately launching themselves forward. Forget what the Doctor had told them before. He had just been SHOT!

But before either of them could tread serious distance, River yanked Alex back while Rory held onto Amy. "Girls, stay back!" River shouted as she struggled with Alex, the girl kicking and thrashing around like some kind of wild animal.

BANG!

The girls froze at the sound. The Doctor stumbled back again, launching Alex into another kicking frenzy. "River, let me go!" she yelled, kicking at River's shins with the heels of her boots.

River winced as Alex's heels dug into her skin, but her grip on the girl remained tight. "The Doctor said stay back!"

"I don't care!" Alex howled. She twisted her leg a little and landed her heel into River's thigh. River gasped in pain and released her to clutch her injury. Alex immediately started forwards, only to come to a stop when she saw the astronaut turning . . . turning towards her.

She watched, frozen in place, as the astronaut lifted its hand, a hand she now knew contained a gun. She watched as the astronaut aimed its hand towards her. It hesitated a second, then . . . it fired.

"ALEX! DUCK!" Amy screamed as Rory held her back. Their eyes were wide and fearful as the green blast shot towards their friend.

When the time comes, duck. Do you understand?Duck. Icannotstress how important it is that you do that, Ally.The Doctor's words echoed in Alex's mind. It was all the motivation she needed. Just as the blast neared her, Alex flung herself to the ground. Above her, the green blast continued forwards until it hit the cliff. BANG! Rocks flew everywhere and a cloud of dust drifted around for several moments before ultimately dissipating. Decorating the side of the cliff-face was a brand-new massive hole.

"ALEX!" Amy shrieked as she and Rory sprinted forwards. River was hot on their heels, her gun out and at her side. Amy dove onto the ground and took her friend's face into her hands. "Are you okay?!"

"It . . . it shot at me," Alex gasped, blinking rapidly. What thehell?! Tears pooled up in her eyes and her breathing became more and more erratic as her heart raced and her inner panic level rose. "Why? Why did it shoot at me?!" But before Amy, Rory, and River could even attempt to answer, Alex's eyes traveled beyond them, and she gasped. "DOCTOR!"

The Ponds and River turned around just in time to see the Doctor fall to his knees. A golden-colored glow was emanating out of his hands, curling around them like cigarette smoke. He looked over at them, but Alex knew his eyes were resting on her. "I'm sorry," she saw him say before he turned away.

They watched as the same light on his palms began streaming out from his neck, bathing his head in a golden glow. He titled it back and stretched his arms out as the glow became stronger and stronger. But before anything else could happen, BANG! A fourth gunshot rang out, striking the Doctor in the chest and sending him falling to the ground.

"NO!" Alex screamed in agony. She shot up and pushed past Amy and Rory to scramble down the beach and to the Doctor. Amy, Rory, and River ran behind her, practically on her heels. As Alex and Amy fell to their knees beside the Doctor's fallen form, River pulled an instrument out of her jacket and aimed it at him.

Amy turned to look up at her while Alex stayed by the Doctor's head, running her fingers through his fringe, and murmuring incomprehensible words under her breath. River's eyes stayed fixed on her instrument. Then a flatline beeping sounded. River's face fell.

Alex looked up at her through red-rimmed eyes. "No," she shuddered, shaking her head. "No, please God, no." River only looked at her sadly. Alex's lower lip trembled before she suddenly threw her head down onto the Doctor's chest, huge, gasping, shuddering sobs consuming her.

Her fingers clutched the lapels of his jacket, the familiar tweed material scratching her fingertips. Alex wailed and closed her eyes, tears continuing to leak out and stain the Doctor's shirt. So consumed in her grief, she barely heard River shooting at the retreating astronaut.

"Wake up," Alex begged, lifting her head a little to look at the Doctor's lifeless face. His eyes were closed, preventing her from looking into his intoxicating dark green depths. "Please wake up. Youcannotleave me. Ijustcame back to you." She shuddered, another sob escaping her. She leaned down to press her forehead to his. "I love you," she whispered. "I've been in love with you since Imetyou and I didn't realize it until afterSavannah. Oh God, why didn't I tell you? I was so scared you'd reject me, so I kept it hidden." Another sob escaped her, and tears began falling onto the Doctor's brow. "I should've told you. I'm so sorry, I should've told you, because I should've known you felt the same way—" She was cut off as another powerful wave of sobs devoured her and she simply fell forward, wrapping her arms around the Doctor's head as she cried into his neck.

"Hecan'tbe dead!" Amy wept. She curled herself into a small ball and began rocking back and forth. "Thisisn'tpossible!"

River shook her head. "Whatever that was, it killed him in the middle of his regeneration cycle," she explained as she stared sadly at the Doctor's body. "He didn't make it to the next one."

"Maybe he's a clone . . . or a duplicate, or something!" Amy babbled desperately.

"I believe I can save you some time," a new voice rang out.

Ever so slowly, Alex lifted her head to look at the gray-bearded stranger that had arrived a few minutes ago. After all the events of the last few minutes, she'd forgotten he was there. She stared at him, sniffling, as he said, "That most certainly is the Doctor. And he is most certainly dead." He set down the object he was carrying. Alex stared uncomprehendingly at the can of gasoline. "He said you'd need this."

"Gasoline?" Rory questioned.

"A Time Lord's body is a miracle," River said as she sniffled, her own chest wracking with silent sobs. "Even a dead one."

Alex immediately saw where this was going. "No."

River sighed. "Alex—"

"No." Alex looked up at her defiantly. Even with her red-rimmed, neon green eyes, puffy skin, and defeated, agonized expression, she still looked something fierce. "Iwon'tlet you."

River sighed and went over to her. She knelt down in the sand and gently grasped Alex's face, forcing the girl to look at her. "Alex, please listen to me. I know you and I have never gotten along but we do have our moments, and right now, this is one of them. A Time Lord's body is an absolute miracle. There are whole empires out there who'd rip this world apart for justonecell." Alex closed her eyes, a new wave of sobs running through her as River said, "Youknowwe can't leave him here. Or anywhere."

Alex let out a loud, heartbroken sob. River was right. She knew that. The Doctor was so amazing, so wonderful, so powerful. Alien races would be falling all over themselves in an effort to get his body and use it for their own twisted purposes. The Daleks would most certainly be first in line, and Alex had seen the damage they could do. And all those aliens that had trapped the Doctor and her in the Pandorica? What wouldtheydo when they learned of the Doctor's death?

As much as she hated to admit it, River was right.

Alex turned away from her and flung herself down onto the Doctor's chest. Her weeping was quiet this time, the only evidence that she was doing it being the constricting and heaving of her back.

Amy rested her head on his chest as well. "Wake up," she pleaded. "Come on, wake up, you stupid, bloodyidiot." But the Doctor failed to respond. Amy slowly lifted her head to look at her husband, who had been taking this whole horrible thing in stride. "What do we do, Rory?" she asked.

"We're his friends," River broke in. "We do what the Doctor's friends always do." She picked up the gasoline can. "As we're told."

"There's a boat," Rory spoke up, his gaze looking past them to a small rowboat tied up on the opposite end of the shoreline. "If we're gonna do this, let's do it properly."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

It was an hour later, but to Alex, it felt like mere minutes. It was amazing how time moved quickly when someone you loved with all your heart died. Alex couldn't remember much of the past hour, other than a scene of Rory and the stranger moving the Doctor's body into the rowboat. Every now and then, she had to blink a few times so as to fully absorb her surroundings. It was so weird.

She stood on the embankment, her arms crossed against the cool wind coming from across the lake. Her eyes were still neon green as silent tears traveled down her cheeks, tears she normally would have wiped away, but not now. She stared at the flaming rowboat out in the middle of the lake, the one that the Doctor's body was now in. She didn't notice Rory wading back up to them. She didn't notice Amy looking out forlornly into the distance. All she noticed was the fire that was slowly destroying her love, her heart's desire, into cinders and ashes.

The Doctor was dead. What was she going to do now? She'd have to go back to Leadworth and continue to work in the library, pretending to be nice and helpful to the people who showed up and pretending to tolerate Kendra, while she screamed and sobbed on the inside. Or maybe she'd go back to Bristol. She'd get a job waitressing at Blondie's again. The manager would surely hire her, especially with Bree's encouragement. Maybe she'd go back to college once she got the funds for it.

But really. What was the point in doing all that? The man she loved wasdead. How could anything get back to normal ever again?

Don't,a voice in her head spoke.Don't think about that. In fact, just . . . don't think.

That seemed like pretty good advice. Alex decided to take it.

She was staring blankly out at the water, absently gripping the charm of her sonic necklace, when she heard River ask, "Who are you? Why did you come?" Ever so slowly, Alex turned to see River talking to the strange man who, it suddenly occurred to her, had yet to give them a name.

"The same reason as you," he replied. He reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a TARDIS blue envelope, identical to the ones Amy, Rory, and Alex had received.

The man faced all of them, Amy and Rory having turned around to listen at some point as well. "Dr. Song, Amy, Rory, Alex. I'm Canton Everett Delaware III." He stared out at the burning rowboat. "I won't be seeing you again, butyou'llbe seeingme." Without saying another word, Canton placed a baseball cap on his head and handed River his envelope. He made his way towards his truck while River turned to face the Ponds and Alex.

"Four," she said.

"Sorry, what?" Rory blinked.

"The Doctor numbered the envelopes."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A little while later, they were back at the diner. Alex barely remembered the trip there, other than that River drove, which was probably a good thing. A grieving Alex behind the wheel was just a car accident waiting to happen.

River marched into the diner, Rory right behind her, while Amy and Alex slowly brought up the rear. "You got two," River explained, "I was three, Mr. Delaware was four." She paused and whirled around. "Alex? What number did you get?"

Without a word, Alex reached into her trench jacket pocket and pulled the envelope out, wordlessly handing it over. River quickly flipped it to the number on the back. It said, inexplicably, 1.

She sighed. "There's a surprise," she muttered, handing it back to Alex. "Alex got one," she revealed as Alex put the envelope back in her pocket.

Rory stared at her. "So?"

"So, where's the other one?"

"What, you think he invited someone else?"

"Well, hemusthave. He planned all of this, to the last detail."

"Will you two shut up?" Amy breathed, tucking herself into a booth.

"She's right," Alex said stiffly. "It doesn't matter. He'sdead."

"He was up to something!" River insisted.

"He's dead," Amy repeated flatly.

River ignored them. "Space, 1969," she mused. "What did he mean?"

"You're still talking, but itdoesn't matter!" Alex snapped.

"It mattered tohim," Rory reminded her, hoping that this would help Alex see reason.

"So it matters tous," River agreed.

"He's dead," Amy stated again.

"But he still needs us," River persisted. She stepped towards the girls. "I know. Amy, Alex, Iknow. But right now, we have to focus." She turned to Alex. "Come on, Alex. Your grief is clouding your judgment. I know if you concentrate hard enough, you'll see it."

Alex didn't respond, not even giving River a dark look.

"Look!" Rory cried. He pointed over to a table at the other end of the diner. A TARDIS blue envelope was resting on it. It had been ripped open and was just sitting there, nothing else nearby to indicate the identity of the receiver.

Rory and River sprinted over to the table while Alex slowly walked forwards until she was leaning against a booth two seats down from the one they were at. She watched River snatch up the envelope while Rory ran over to the counter.

"Excuse me, who was sitting over there?" he asked the busboy.

The busboy shrugged. "Some guy," he replied before heading back into the kitchen.

Yes, that's very helpful,Alex snidely thought. She blinked in surprise. She’d thought her wit and sarcasm had left her in her time of grief. Apparently not.

"The Doctor knew he was going to his death, so he sent out messages," River summarized as Amy got up from her booth to join them. "When you know it's the end, who do you call?"

"Er. . ." Rory scratched the back of his head as he thought. "Your friends. People you trust."

River held up the envelope, revealing a perfect little 0 on the back. "The Doctor trusts Alex the most in the whole universe," she explained. "That's why she got 1. But who would the Doctor trustbeforeher?"

Right at that moment, the door at the back of the diner swung open. The group turned around to see the new arrival and when they caught a look at him, their jaws dropped.

Standing there, in bowtie, tweed jacket glory, grinning away and most certainlynotdead, was the Doctor.

Chapter 2: The Impossible Astronaut Part 2

Chapter Text

"This is cold," River breathed as she stared at him in utter shock. "Even byyourstandards, this iscold."

The Doctor pulled the straw he was chewing on out of his mouth. "Or 'hello!' as people used to say," he smiled.

Amy blinked at him rapidly, wondering if what she was seeing was some sort of mirage produced by her grief-addled brain. "Doctor?" she breathed.

"I just popped out to get my special straw," the Doctor explained, seemingly oblivious to their stupefied expressions. "It adds more fizz."

Alex stared at him. She felt like she had been kicked in the heart. What was going on? Was what just happened at the lake some kind of prank? Because if it was, the Doctor had better watch out or she'd slap him into a brand-new incarnation . . . maybe even two since her emotions were all over the place.

How could he be alive?! It didn't make any sense! It defied all logic! Alex swallowed as she tried to control the onslaught of tears threatening to erupt. Her throat burned at the action, red and raw from all the gasping and crying she had been doing over the last hour or so.

She was pulled back into the present when Amy began circling the Doctor, like she was trying to see if he was real or not (she probably was). The Doctor's head turned to follow her as she did this, looking rather confused and a bit alarmed at her behavior. "You're okay," Amy said incredulously. "How can you be okay?"

The Doctor frowned. What the hell was going on? Amy looked like she had seen a ghost. Actually, she, Rory and River all looked like that. He couldn't tell about Alex because she was standing so far away. He could only see her skinny jean clad legs and cream-colored kitten-heeled boots.

Seeing that Amy was still so obviously distressed for whatever reason, he reluctantly pushed aside his thoughts about Alex and reached out to hug her. "Hey, of course I'm okay," he assured her, patting her on the back. "I'm always okay, I'm the King of Okay. Oh, that's a rubbish title. Forget that title." Quick as a blink, he released Amy and stepped forward to hug Rory. "Rory the Roman! That's a good title! Hello, Rory."

He clapped the bewildered man on the shoulder and stepped forward to address River Song. River looked very calm and cool, a combination which really wasn't good when paired with the woman, not that the Doctor recognized that. Instead, he smiled at her. "And River Song. Oh, you bad, bad girl. What trouble have you got for me this time?"

River's only response was to give him a sharp slap across the face. The sound echoed throughout the diner and the force of her hit sent the Doctor's head whipping to the side.Oh, that's going to leave a mark,he thought as he swiveled back to look at her.

"Okay," he winced, rubbing his cheek. "I'm assuming that's for something I haven't done yet."

River stared at him, a pissed-off and aghast expression on her face. "Yes, it is," she said through gritted teeth.

"Good. Looking forward to it."Not.

He turned away from River, his eyes immediately locating and resting on Alex. Alexandria Nicole Locke. The only thing he could think about for the past couple of months. It honestly amazed him as to how he could focus on little else when she wasn't around, making smart little comments about the various things he did, calling himDoc, giggling whenever he did something particularly amusing, or impressing him with her knowledge and general humanness.

He had missed her so much. So much in fact, he had actually considered going back into her timeline just to see her when she was younger, as he'd always wondered what she was like during that time. The TARDIS, of course, had been heavily against this, pointing out all the paradoxes and dangers this could bring up. Instead, his brilliant, sexy machine had come up with another idea. She had made a slideshow of many different pictures of Alex, some taken from the photos in her bedroom, others ones that the TARDIS had somehow taken when Alex was onboard.

Regardless of how she had managed to do such a thing, the Doctor loved it. He often found himself just watching the slideshow multiple times, taking in all of Alex's marvelous features. The brown-blonde hair. The hazel eyes that changed colors every time you looked at them. Her tiny, 5'4 frame. Her long legs. Her full, pretty pink lips. The tiny white scar on the right side of her nose from where she tried, and failed, to pierce her nose when she was a teenager. All of her was exquisite and he just wanted to memorize every feature.

Now, as his eyes landed on her, he noticed several things very quickly. Alex's beautiful hazel eyes were red-rimmed, her irises the hideous neon green they got whenever she had been crying. Her lips were bruised and a harsh red. The skin under her eyes, along with her cheeks, was red and puffy and she was clutching onto the charm of her sonic necklace like it was a lifeline. Most important of all, she was staring at him with an expression of unabashed shock and apprehension.

What's wrong with her? What's happened to her?!the Doctor thought, alarmed. The others were upset about something, sure, but none of them on the level that Alex was. He hurriedly bent down to her eye-level and looked into her eyes. "Ally, what's wrong?" He reached up and ran his thumb across Alex's cheek, wincing when she shuddered and flinched away. "Ally, please tell me!" he begged. "What's wrong? Have you been crying? Your eyes. . ." He trailed off, his hearts breaking when Alex turned away from him, her eyes closing, but not before one solid tear leaked out and ran down her cheek, dripping onto the floor.

"I don't understand," Rory broke in, partially because he really didn't understand what the heck was going on, and also because he could see the Doctor's sudden reappearance and continuous questions wasn't calming Alex down any. The poor girl looked like she was two teardrops away from a breakdown. It was best if he temporarily redirected the Doctor's attention so that the girl had time to compose herself. "How can you be here?"

"I was invited," the Doctor replied, holding up his envelope, though his eyes never wavered from Alex. "Date, map reference. Same as you lot, I assume, otherwise it's a hell of a coincidence."

Amy shook her head. "River, what's going on?"

"Amy, ask him what age he is," River commanded. Alex would have been the better person to ask but based on the way she was acting right now, it didn't look like she was going to be much help for a while.

The Doctor frowned. What did that have to do with anything? "That's a bit personal," he retorted.

"Tell her!" River snapped. "Tell her what age you are."

"Nine hundred and nine." A slight squeak echoed from Alex. Hearing this, he quickly grasped her shoulders and pulled her forward so he could press her into his chest. Alex complied with the movement, her arms wrapping around his waist and clutching him tight.

Rory frowned in confusion. "Yeah, but you said you were—"

River cut him off before he could reveal anything. "So where does that leave us, huh? Jim the Fish? Have we done Jim the Fish yet?"

The Doctor smiled at the ridiculous name. "Who’s Jim the Fish?" he questioned as he ran a hand through Alex's hair, the silky strands feeling smooth and perfect against his skin.

"I don't understand," Amy whimpered.

By this point, the Doctor had just about had enough. His companions were keeping secrets from him, secrets that, based on the way they were acting, were rather horrible and traumatic. His fingers increased their running through Alex's hair as his tolerance reached its breaking point. "I don't!" he shot back, glaring at Amy, Rory, and River. "What are we all doing here?"

There was silence for a moment as the companions tried to figure out what to tell him. How did you tell a man that you saw his older self killed, if you even told him that at all? Amy and Rory looked at each-other uneasily, then at Alex, who still had her head buried in the Doctor's chest and didn't look like she'd be much help, before finally resting on River. Out of all of them, River seemed the most capable and prepared to handle this bizarre, frightening, confusing situation.

"We've . . . been recruited," River said slowly as she concocted a story that wasn't technically a lie. It just had a few details removed. "Something to do with space, 1969, and a man called Canton Everett Delaware III."

The Doctor raised an eyebrow, his curiosity piqued. "Recruited by who?"

"Someone who trusts you more than anybody else in the universe." Seeing him starting to look down at Alex, River hastily clarified, "No, we know it's not Alex."

The Doctor's face fell a little, but he could see how she was right. Alex surely wouldn't have been crying if she had set this whole thing in motion. "And who's that?"

Much to everyone's surprise, it was Alex who answered. Her head slowly rose and she smiled sadly at him as she said, "Spoilers."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex labored and struggled with her suitcase as she dragged it through the TARDIS doors. The Doctor had the time machine parked right by the diner's back entrance, eliminating the need for the car and a hastily concocted cover story for where they had gotten it. The Doctor's future self had certainly considered all the variables.

The Doctor leaned against the inside of the doorframe, watching as Alex swore and fumbled with the suitcase. The last time he had seen her with it, she had been leaving. Now it meant that she would be staying. He couldn't be more thrilled. Of course, he'd be a lot more thrilled if they could get the thing in here before Alex changed her mind.

He sighed when Alex failed, for the third time, to get the hulking mass of a suitcase over the tiny ledge in the floor. "Oh, Ally, give me that!" he cried in exasperation. Not giving her any time to object, he grabbed the suitcase and lifted it with ease. A second later however, he staggered under its enormous weight.

"Rassilon, Ally!" he gasped as he scrambled up the steps to the console before he dropped the bag. "Did you pack all of Leadworth in here?" He ran over to the hallway that led off the control room and set the suitcase down against the wall, knowing that the TARDIS would make sure nothing happened to it.

Alex didn't say anything, instead stepping through the door and into the TARDIS. She reached out to touch the wall. A familiar hum sounded beneath her fingertips and a warm, delighted buzz traveled up her arm, making her giggle. Above her, the somewhat dim lights turned bright, casting the whole control room in a luminous, brilliant glow. Up by the controls, the Doctor grinned. The TARDIS had missed Alex, maybe even more than him.

"Hey, gorgeous," Alex murmured as she petted the wall. "Miss me?" A loud, affirming hum rang out throughout the whole room.

Alex laughed and headed up the console steps, only to remember that she was alone with the Doctor. She paused. Normally she would have been absolutely thrilled about this, but the man she usually liked being alone with was now most definitely suspicious of her thanks to her reaction to seeing him in the diner.

She shook her head and continued up to the platform. She could have kicked herself. After all that time spent locking down her emotions, these had bubbled to the surface, alarming him and making him all the more determined to figure out what they were all hiding. For the very first time, Alex actually wished that she wasn't alone with the Doctor, because she knew that he could easily pry the information out of her whenever they were alone. It was rather eerie, the attraction and influence they had over each-other. They could get each-other to reveal their deepest, darkest secrets with as little as 'please'.

Luckily for Alex, some deity out there was listening, for right then, the Ponds and River piled in. Amy settled beside Alex next to the railing on one side of the platform, Rory on the opposite side, and River on another. All of them watched the Doctor run around the console and begin piloting the TARDIS.

"1969!" he exclaimed jubilantly. "That's an easy one! Funny how some years are easy. Now, 1482, full of glitches. Now then, Canton Everett Delaware III. That was his name, yeah?" Amy suddenly pushed off the railing and went down the steps to underneath the console. "How many of those can there be?" Alex went after her, River following a second later. "Well, three, I suppose." The Doctor looked up just in time to see River disappearing beneath the console, Amy and Alex no longer in sight. "Rory, is everybody cross with me for some reason?"

Rory blinked. "I'll find out." He immediately scrambled down the stairs and under the console, leaving the Doctor alone with his puzzled thoughts.

"Explain it again," Amy was saying as Rory approached them. Amy was sitting on the floor directly under the glass platform. River was leaning against the stair railing with Alex at her feet. Rory knew that the only reason Alex was in such close proximity to River was because she was wary of the numerous, large, oil-filled holes that decorated the lower level of the TARDIS. For good reason too. All three companions had to once help the Doctor out when he fell into one of the holes.That was a fun Wednesday,Rory thought dryly.

"The Doctor we saw on the beach is a future version," River explained, pulling Rory back to the present. "Two hundred years older than the one up there."

"But all that's still going to happen. He's still going to die."

"We're all going to do that, Amy."

"We're not all going to arrange our own wake and invite ourselves," Rory retorted. He honestly couldn't understand why the Doctor would do that to them, especially Alex. He had to know the kind of reaction she'd have to his death. "So, the Doctor, in the future, knowing he's going to die, recruits his younger self and all of us to, to what exactly? Avenge him?"

"No," Alex muttered, shaking her head. Rory noted that her hair was messy and tousled from where she had run her hands through it in frustration. She wrapped her arms around her knees. "Avenging isn't his style."

"Save him," Amy suggested hopefully.

"Yeah, that's not really his style either," Rory said, not unkindly.

"We have to tell him!" Amy declared. She straightened up, looking completely ready to run up there and reveal all to the Doctor.

River shook her head and eyed Amy seriously. "We've done all we can. We can't even tell him we've seen his future self. He's interacted with his own past. It could rip a hole in the universe."

"Yes, but he's done it before!"

"And in fairness, the universe did blow up," Rory reminded her.

"But he'd want to know!"

"Would he?" Alex questioned. The group turned to her. An eyebrow was raised, and her features were a mixture of askance, melancholy, and reluctance. "Really, Amy, would anyone want to know when they were going to die?"

Amy shrugged, acknowledging the truth behind her words. Before anyone could say anything else, the Doctor's head popped down from above the platform.

"I'm being extremely clever up here and there's no one to stand around looking impressed!" he snapped. "What's the point in having you all?!"

River glared at the space his head had been in once he disappeared back up above the platform. "Couldn't you just slap him sometimes?" she hissed.

Alex stood. "Pretty much every day," she sighed.

"River, we can't let him die!" Amy continued to protest. She leapt to her feet and planted herself in River's path, preventing the woman from passing. "Wehaveto stop it. How can you be okay with this?"

Alex frowned at River, wondering this as well. She'd never really seen River scared before. Maybe rattled, but not truly scared or upset. Actually, compared to the rest of them, she was handling the Doctor's future death rather well. She watched River take a deep breath before answering.

"The Doctor's death doesn't frighten me. Nor does my own." She sighed sadly and looked at the ground for a moment. "There's a far worse day coming for me." Without another word, she walked around Amy and up the stairs to the platform.

Alex sighed. "As always, she manages to reassure me," she quipped under her breath. Amy and Rory let out little snorts of amusem*nt. If Alex was making little insults about River, that meant she was coming back to them.

The three climbed up the stairs and back to the platform. At the console, River was standing, arms crossed, by the controls, warily watching the Doctor pilot his ship. None of them could really blame her for her uneasiness. The Doctor had told Alex he'd failed the TARDIS flying test on Gallifrey, after all.

The Doctor looked up at the sound of their footsteps and smiled brightly when he saw Alex. Much to his relief, her cheeks were no longer red and puffy, and her eyes had changed to a warm chocolate brown. Even better, her hair was tousled and wild, just how he liked it. Still grinning like an idiot, he swept over to her and wrapped an arm around her shoulders, leading her over to the console. Alex immediately leaned into him, comforted by the familiar act.

"Time isn't a straight line," the Doctor began in his familiar lecturing voice as he pulled a lever on the console. "It's all bumpy-wumpy. There's loads of boring stuff like Sundays and Tuesdays and," he grimaced, "Thursday afternoons. But now and then there are Saturdays! Big temporal tipping points when anything's possible! The TARDIS can't resist them, like a moth to a flame. She loves a party, so I give her 1969 and NASA, because that's space in the sixties, and Canton Everett Delaware III, and this. . ." He and Alex rushed over to the monitor, Alex reaching over to press the button the Doctor nodded to, ". . .is where she's pointing."

The other companions quickly gathered around them to examine the screen. "Washington D.C., April the eighth, 1969," Amy read. "So why haven't we landed?"

"Because that's not where we're going."

The others frowned at him.Where could we be going?Alex wondered.His future self said to go to 1969!He wouldn't have done that for no reason.

"Oh," Rory blinked, surprised. "Where are we going?"

"Home," the Doctor replied, pulling away from Alex and promenading around the console as he spoke. "Well, you two are. Off you pop and make babies. And you, Dr. Song, back to prison. And me? I'm late for a biplane lesson in 1911. Or it could be knitting. Knitting or biplanes, one or the other." He fell back into a jumpseat as the others hesitantly stepped forward to stare at him.

"What about me?" Alex spoke up, her arms crossed.

The Doctor grinned at her. "I thought it went without saying that you'd come along too, Ally. How are you at knitting?"

"Rubbish."

He beamed at her. "Me too! That's why I asked for the lessons."

Alex smiled back, but it was a forced one. As much fun as knitting or biplane lessons in 1911 sounded, theyhadto go to 1969. Something was happening during that year, something that she bet had to do with the Doctor's future death. She swallowed thickly, feeling her throat ache a little as she did so.

The Doctor, noticing her silence and forced smile, turned away from her to study the rest of his companions. They were all frowning, their expressions guarded. What weren't they telling him?! He knew they knew something he didn't, and that just infuriated him.

"What?" he snapped when they continued to look at him that way. "A mysterious summons. You think I'm just going to go? Who sent those messages? I know you know. I can see it in your faces." He narrowed his eyes, allowing just a hint of the Oncoming Storm to appear in them. "Don't play games with me," he warned, an ounce of darkness in his voice. "Don't ever,everthink you're capable of that."

"You're going to have to trust us this time," River told him calmly.

The Doctor's frown intensified. TrustRiver Song? Was she serious? He liked her well-enough, considering she was from his future and all, but trust her? No. He seriously doubted that he could ever do that.

"Trust you?" he sneered, allowing himself to vocalize his thoughts. He stood and slowly crossed over to her. "Sure. But, first of all, Dr. Song, just one thing. Who are you?" River simply stared at him. It was the exact reaction the Doctor had expected. "You're someone from my future," he continued. "Guessing that, but who?"

Still, she said nothing.

"Okay. Why are you in prison? Who did you kill, hmm? Who was the girlfriend youattemptedto kill? Now, I love a bad girl, me, but trustyou?Seriously?"

"Trust me," Amy's voice rang out.

"And me." The Doctor turned at that voice. It was Alex. She stood beside Amy, looking rather brave and determined, quite the opposite of what you would expect from a person who had been crying for almost two hours.

Alex nervously watched the Doctor appraise them both for a moment before he slowly nodded. "Okay," he murmured, stepping over to them.

Amy took a deep breath before plowing into her explanation. "You have to do this, and you can't ask why."

He only frowned at her. "Are you being threatened?" he demanded. Unfortunately, considering the type of aliens he had dealt with, that was a distinct possibility. "Is someonemakingyou say that?"

"No," Amy insisted. She prayed that Alex wasn't looking at River.

"You're lying," he challenged.

"No, she isn't," Alex insisted, putting all the acting skills she had honed during her four years in the Southern Bristol High School Drama Club to the ultimate test.

The Doctor eyed her a moment before saying, "Swear to me. Swear to me, both of you, on something that matters."

Amy thought for all of one second before giving him a small smile. "Fish fingers and custard."

"Salsa dancing," Alex said a moment later. She smiled brightly at him, remembering the huge dancing pavilion he had taken her to in Rio to cheer her up after Rory's supposed demise by one of the cracks in time. They had danced for so long that night and then again at Amy and Rory's wedding, shocking everyone with the Doctor's not-so-horrible-after-all dancing skills. Those times in his arms were some of her best memories.

A twinkle shined in the Doctor's eyes at her words. He remembered those nights quite vividly. It seemed that only in Alex's arms did he have any dancing ability. Out of them, he danced like a drunk giraffe, at least in Amy's words. He knew those memories were precious to Alex, just as Amy's memory of her first encounter with him was precious to her.

How could he not trust them after hearing that?

He smiled at them. "My life in your hands, girls."

Alex and Amy smiled relieved smiles which dropped the instant he turned his back. As they watched him go to the console, their eyes were drawn over to River. She was nodding approvingly at them.

"Thank you," she said lowly so as to keep the Doctor from hearing.

Amy and Alex didn't say anything. Amy just headed over to Rory while Alex went to the console, leaning against it at a spot close to the Doctor.

"So!" the Doctor exclaimed as he ran around the console like a five-year-old on a sugar high. "Canton Everett Delaware III! Who's he?"

River waltzed over to the monitor to examine the information the TARDIS had gathered on the mysterious man. "Ex-FBI," she read. "Got kicked out."

"Why?"

River shrugged. "Six weeks after he left the Bureau, the President contacted him for a private meeting."

"Yeah, 1969. Who's President?"

"Nixon," Alex sneered, rolling her eyes. In her opinion, the man was only slightly better than Warren G. Harding and even then, not by much.

"Richard Milhous Nixon," River recited. "Vietnam, Watergate. There's some good stuff, too."

"Not enough," the Doctor and Alex argued.

River rolled her eyes at their simultaneous speaking, but still managed to retort, "Hippies!"

"Archaeologist," the Doctor countered. He rushed around the console, flicking switches, pushing buttons, and throwing levers so fast none of the companions could keep up with him. "Okay, since I don't know what I'm getting into this time, for once I'm being discreet. I'm putting the engines on silent."

"When do you ever know what you're getting into?" Alex questioned.

He frowned playfully at her. "That hurts, Ally," he retorted as he pulled a lever on the console. Much to the companions' alarm, a loud wailing sound rang out, completely the opposite of what should happen to silent engines. Once the Doctor's back was turned, River immediately darted forward and flipped the lever back down, cutting the sound off. She then flicked a switch, and the engines went silent.

She stepped back just as the Doctor whirled around. He stared accusingly at her. "Did you do something?"

"No, just watching," River said innocently. Despite her dislike for the girl, she had paid attention to Alex's instances of acting over the years.

The Doctor eyed her another moment before ultimately dismissing it. "Putting the outer shell on invisible," he announced, running back around the console. "I haven't done this in a while.Bigdrain on the power cells."

"You can make the TARDIS invisible?" Alex asked excitedly . . . right as a bunch of bright, almost blinding lights came on.

River shook her head. "Very nearly," she muttered. She reached out and threw a few switches back, turning the lights off.

The Doctor darted over to her. "Did you touch something?" he demanded.

River shook her head. "Just admiring your skills, sweetie."

"Good. You might learn something." Turning his focus back to the controls, he didn't see River smirk triumphantly. "Okay. Now I can't check the scanner. It doesn't work when we're cloaked. Just give us a mo." With that, he hurried down the stairs, but came to a stop and whirled around when he heard everyone else rushing after him like a stampede of elephants. "Whoa!" he shouted, causing them to stop in their tracks. "Whoa, whoa, whoa. You lot, wait a moment. We're in the middle of the mostpowerfulcity in the mostpowerfulcountry on Earth. Let's take it slow."

And without another word, he opened the door and stepped out into the Oval Office.

It was dark outside, probably past quitting time in Washington. A few lamps had been turned on all around the room. Sitting in front of the desk on one side of the room was Canton Everett Delaware III, his back to the Doctor. Behind the desk was President Nixon, his chair turned to face the gardens outside the window. A tape recorder on the desk was currently playing, both men enraptured in listening to it. A ringing noise sounded on it, most likely a telephone, cutting off a second later as it was answered.

"Hello?" Nixon asked on the recording. "Who is this? This is President Nixon. Who's calling? Is this you again?" Curious, the Doctor cautiously crept forward, pulling a notepad and a pen out of his jacket pocket so he could copy the recording down.

"Mr. President?" a little girl's voice rang out.

"A child!" Canton gasped in astonishment.

How can a child call the President of the United States?the Doctor wondered as he continued to creep closer.

"This is the President, yes," Nixon confirmed.

"I'm scared, Mr. President," the little girl whimpered. "I'm scared of the spaceman."

"A little girl?" Canton asked.

"Boy," Nixon corrected, not bothering to turn around.

It's a little girl,the Doctor thought, rolling his eyes.

"How can you be sure?" Canton countered.

The Nixon on the recording interrupted them. "What spaceman? Where are you phoning from? Where are you right now? Who are you?"

There was a small pause, as if the little girl was considering whether or not to answer any of these questions. Finally, she said, "Jefferson, Adams, Hamilton."

"Jefferson, listen to me," Nixon began, but at that moment the call ended, the little girl apparently having hung up.

"Surely this is something the Bureau could handle, sir," Canton suggested.

"These calls happen wherever I am," Nixon protested. "How do I know the Bureauisn'tinvolved?" The Doctor couldn't help but agree with that logic, considering the U.S.'s history with phone-hacking. "I can't trust anyone," Nixon continued as he swiveled around. He was about to continue, but his voice immediately died when he caught sight of the Doctor, still scribbling away at his notepad, oblivious to the fact that he had been discovered. Seeing the president's look of alarm, Canton whirled around and hurriedly sprang to his feet.

The Doctor glanced up when he realized they weren't saying anything. Still ignorant of the situation, he waved for them to continue before focusing back on the notepad. Then, it came to him, like one of Alex's whacks on the back of his head. He slowly looked up, knowing he had better come up with somethingfastto explain just how he was in the most secure room in the most secure building in America.

"Oh! Hello!" he greeted as he began backing up towards the invisible TARDIS. "Bad moment. Oh, look, this is the Oval Office! I was looking for the . . . uh. . ." In his haste, he bumped into and about knocked over a lamp before he caught it at the last second. ". . .oblong room. I'll just be off, then, shall I?" He spun around, only to walk straight into the invisible TARDIS, toppling to the ground.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Inside the TARDIS, a loud thump sounded from the outside, causing a reprieve from the silence that had invaded the control room during the Doctor's absence. Amy, Rory, and Alex looked up, puzzled by the noise, while River just sighed and muttered, "Every time."

"Don't worry!" the Doctor called from outside. "Always does that when it's cloaked!" A second later, he let out a loud shout. "Ah, no! Stop that!"

Busted,Alex thought, rolling her eyes. She was a little surprised actually. She'd have thought he'd get caught sooner.

River hurried over to the monitor and dragged it over to face the doors. "He said the scanner wouldn't work," Rory reminded her.

"I know," River replied, grinning as she plugged a large wire from the console into the scanner, sparks shooting out a moment later. "Bless."

Alex had to laugh a little. "Rule One, Rory," she quoted. "The Doctor lies. Or is ignorant on many aspects of the TARDIS."

"Let's go with the second one," River said as she fiddled a few of the scanner's knobs. A moment later, an image appeared and not a very reassuring one at that. The Doctor was currently on the Oval Office floor, being held down by several members of the Secret Service.

"River, have you got my scanner working yet?!" he yelled, his voice a little strained due to his pinned position.

River groaned. "Oh, I hate him."

Alex frowned at the screen. "I'm going to kill him," she declared.

"I'll believe that when you actually do it, Ally," River retorted.

Alex was about to snap at her for calling her a nickname she only allowed the Doctor to call her when the latter cried, "No, you don't! And you will not, Ally! River, make her blue again!"

River immediately jumped into action, frantically working at the console before glancing back up at the scanner. On the screen, Nixon, Canton, and the rest of the Secret Service agents were all gaping at the now visible police box.

"Mr. President," the Doctor called out from where he was now lounging behind the desk, having escaped the Secret Service at some point during the TARDIS's reappearance. The agents whirled around, quickly aiming their guns at him, but the Doctor didn't flinch in the slightest. "That child just told you everything you need to know, but you weren't listening. Never mind, though, because the answer is yes. I'll take the case." He then blinked, now noticing the guns. "Fellows, the guns, really? I just walked into the highest security office in the United States and parked a big blue box on the rug. Do you think you can justshootme?"

River's eyes widened and she practically flew over to the doors. "They'reAmericans!" she shrieked as she stuck her head out. The guns immediately switched over to her.

"I resent what that implies, River," Alex retorted as she walked out of the TARDIS. She glanced at the guns before holding up her hands and calmly leaning against the time machine. "Hi. Actual American here, sodon't shoot me."

The Doctor jumped up from his seat, remembering that Americans were quite trigger-happy. "Don't shoot!" he cried, holding up his hands. "Definitely no shooting!"

"Nobody shoot us either!" Rory requested as he and Amy came out. "Very muchnotin the need of getting shot! Look, we've got our hands up."

"Who the hell are you?" Nixon demanded, stepping forward a little.

"Sir," the young Canton cautioned, eyeing the TARDIS crew with a mixture of apprehension and curiosity, "you need to stay back."

"But who are they and what is that box?"

"It's a police box," the Doctor answered, rather confused as to why Nixon hadn't figured that out. It was pretty obvious. He nodded to the sign above the TARDIS door that read, inexplicably, POLICE PUBLIC CALL BOX. "Can't you read?"

"Doc," Alex warned, seeing the President starting to look rather agitated. She knew the thought of shooting them all was getting more and more tempting by the second. And frankly, she did not want to die in 1969 at the hands of Richard Nixon, of all people. "Might want to explain what we're doing here?"

"Right, yes," the Doctor declared, nodding approvingly at her. "Thank you, Ally. I'm your undercover agent on loan from Scotland Yard. Code name the Doctor. These are my top operatives, the Eyes, the Legs, the Nose, and Mrs. Robinson."

While Alex rolled her eyes, Amy glanced down at her legs, and Rory examined the bridge of his nose, River let out an exasperated huff. "I hate you," she ground out.

"No, you don't," the Doctor retorted, smirking slightly.

Stop flirting!Alex mentally shrieked, even though she really wanted to say that out loud. However, this was probably not the best time for her jealousy to start rearing its ugly head.

"Who are you?" Nixon questioned.

"Nah, boring question," the Doctor dismissed, waving him off. "Who's phoning you?That'sinteresting. Because Canton Three is right. That was definitely a girl's voice, which means there's only one place in America she can be phoning from."

"Where?" Canton asked.

"Do not engage with the intruder, Mr. Delaware!" an African American agent, clearly the head of the group, snapped.

"You heard everything I heard," the Doctor reminded them. "It's simple enough. Give me five minutes, I'll explain." He leaned back in his chair and planted his feet up on the desk, making Alex shake her head at his behavior. "On the other hand," he continued, "lay a finger on me or my friends, and you'll never, ever know." Especially if they laid a hand on Alex. They certainly never would know, because they would all be dead. It was a rather dark thought for the Doctor, one he wasn't accustomed to thinking when it involved a pretty girl, but he knew that that was what was likely to happen if anyone in this room hurt Alex in any way.

He now watched as Canton tentatively approached the TARDIS, completely in awe of the police box. "How did you get in here?" he wondered. "I mean, you didn't carry it in."

"Clever, eh?" the Doctor smirked.

"Love it."

"Do notcomplimentthe intruder!" the black agent snapped again.

Canton ignored him. "Five minutes?"

"Five minutes," the Doctor affirmed.

The other agent frowned, not happy with this development at all. "Mr. President, that man is a clear and presentdangerto—"

"Mr. President," Canton said, cutting the irate agent off, "that man walked in here with a big blue box and four of his friends, andthat's," he pointed to the other agent, "the man he walked past. One of them's worth listening to. I say we give him five minutes. See if he delivers."

The Doctor beamed at him. "Thanks, Canton!"

"If not, I'll shoot him myself."

The Doctor's face fell. "Not so thanks," he muttered.

"Sir," the other agent started up again, "I cannot recommend—"

"Shut up, Peterson!" Nixon snapped at him. He sighed begrudgingly and nodded at Canton and the Doctor. "All right," he agreed. "Five minutes."

The Doctor grinned and quickly lowered his feet, sitting up properly in the chair as the Secret Service agents reluctantly lowered and holstered their guns. "I'm going to need a SWAT team, ready to mobilize," he instructed. "Street level maps covering all of Florida, a pot of coffee, twelve Jammie Dodgers, and a fez."

Alex rolled her eyes and sauntered past the agents over to the desk. "Get him his maps," she told Canton as she hopped up onto the desk beside the Doctor.

The Doctor deflated a little at her words. "So little faith in me, Ally," he bemoaned. "We're going to have to work on that."

"I'm sure the next few minutes will restore it," Alex smiled at him. Even though she was still pretty stunned at actually seeing him alive and well after watching him get gunned down at Lake Silencio, she was trying to push it to the back of her head and not dwell on it. She had to concentrate on whatever the heck was going on here. The Doctor's future self wouldn't have sent them to 1969 for no reason.

A few minutes later, a bunch of maps of Florida had been gathered and assembled all along the desk. The Doctor, sans jacket, was leaning over the maps, giving them his best attentive stare, the one Alex thought was incredibly sexy and wished was often directed on her. Alex continued sitting on the desk, idly examining a small map of southeastern Florida. Other than seeing the spots where several retirement communities would be in a couple decades, she didn't see anything peculiar. Certainly not whatever the Doctor was looking for, at least. Nixon sat beside her in his chair and Canton stood beside the Doctor, both of them curiously watching the man work. Across the room, Amy, Rory, and River were standing around, looking at the different things in the room as they were unsure on what else to do. Two Secret Service agents kept watch over the group.

"Why Florida?" Canton questioned as he watched the Doctor lean over a map.

"That's where NASA is," the Doctor explained. "She mentioned a spaceman. NASA's where the spacemen live. Also, there's another lead I'm following."

Like the one we saw at the lake,Alex thought. But why would a NASA astronaut want to kill the Doctor?No, it's something a bit more complex. Something alien. It's got to be. It's the Doctor!

Alex put the map down and pursed her lips, absently reaching up and playing with her sonic necklace. "Doc, did you write down that recording you told me about?"

The Doctor glanced up at her. "Oh, yes," he said distractedly. "It's in my jacket pocket if you want to take a look."

Alex hopped off the desk and hurried over to where the jacket had been aimlessly tossed on one of the couches. She dug around in one of the pockets for a moment before finally pulling out a small notepad. She opened it as she headed back over to the desk, flipping past numerous scribblings of what looked like complicated mathematical equations and theorems and even, much to her surprise, a Christmas list. A few more pages and she finally found the hastily written-out recording.

What spaceman?she read.Where are you phoning from? Where are you right now? Who are you? . . . Jefferson, Adams, Hamilton.

Alex frowned. Okay, what kind of parent named their kidJefferson? That was as bad as some of the stupid names celebrities out in Hollywood came up with for their kids.Jefferson Adams Hamilton,Alex mused.Nobody has that kind of name, especially a little girl.Alex looked back over the notes, then noticing something. The Doctor had put down little dots after Nixon's question and before the girl's reply. That meant the girl had hesitated before answering. But why?

She could've been considering whether or not she should tell him. But I don't know. . .

However, before she could ponder this anymore, she suddenly heard Amy murmur, "I remember."

Alex's head popped up and she whirled around so fast, she nearly toppled off the desk. Clutching onto the edge for support, she looked at Amy. She was facing the door leading out of the Oval Office. Rory was standing in front of her, a confused look on his face.

"Amy?" he questioned. "What do you remember?"

Amy blinked, looking totally bewildered by what he was asking. Alex glanced over at the Doctor. He was watching the scene with a similar, but more worried expression. Alex was sure it was a twin of the look on her own face. She turned back to Amy, who she now saw was glancing over at the doorway. Alex craned her head to look around Amy so she could better see it.

There was nothing there. So why was Amy so caught up in it?

"I don't know," Amy stuttered, shaking her head. "I just. . ." Suddenly, she trailed off, looking quite ill. She put a hand over her stomach. Alex stiffened at the action.

"Amy, what's wrong?" Rory asked fearfully.

"Amy?" River broke in as she moved to stand closer beside the girl.

"Are you all right?" the Doctor and Alex asked together, though they didn't really notice it. They were too focused on Amy to joke and flirt about another one of their simultaneous speaking moments. Even River didn't say anything.

"Yeah, no, I'm fine," Amy sputtered, growing just the teeniest bit more ill at all the sudden attention on her. Not to mention, but the way Rory and River were standing around her was making her feel claustrophobic, which didn't help with her sudden nausea any. "I'm just feeling a little sick."

Alex sprang off the desk and darted over to her friend's side. "Mind pointing us in the direction of the nearest bathroom?" she asked Peterson.

"Sorry, ma'am, while this procedure's ongoing, you must remain within the Oval Office," Peterson replied, sounding just the tiniest bit bitter. He probably resented the fact that he didn't get to shoot the Doctor and have a cool story to tell his friends at one of the downtown bars.

Alex frowned at him and narrowed her eyes. Idiot. She had half a mind to simply drag Amy right past him and out the door. They wouldn't shoot her, not if the Doctor had anything to say about it. Just as she was about to do this though, Canton ordered, "Shut up and take them to the restroom."

Peterson bristled at the command. Fortunately for him, the other agent watching them stepped forward. "This way, ladies," he said, waving his hand at the door.

"Just me actually," Amy corrected him.

Alex blinked in surprise. "Amy—" she started, but her friend cut her off.

"Alex, I'mfine. It's probably just something I ate, that's all." Amy smiled wryly. "You know our cooking attempts. Besides, you're needed here. No one else is better equipped to help the Doctor figure out something than you."

Alex smiled at the compliment, but that didn't banish her concerns for her friend. "Are yousurethough?" she checked.

"Yes. Now go. Shoo." Amy lifted a hand from her stomach to wave Alex away before following the Secret Service agent out the door. Rory made a move to follow her but was stopped by Peterson blocking the door.

Alex bit her lip in worry. She knew Amy could take care of herself, but for some reason, she was really worrying about her. She didn't know why. Almost absently, she felt a small twinge at the back of her mind. She frowned. Why was that happening? Her mind only did that when there was a perception filter nearby and as far as she could tell, there wasn't any in the Oval Office.

But before Alex could ponder the subject any longer, Canton pulled her back to the present by saying, "Your five minutes are up."

"Yeah, and where's my fez?" the Doctor returned, not even glancing up from his map.

Uh-oh!Alex thought as she hurried back over to the desk and leapt back up on it. Nixon frowned at the action, but she ignored him. Though she was pretty sure that Canton would extend the five minutes considering he seemed pretty intrigued by them, she knew it was only a matter of time before Nixon or one of the other agents insisted they be taken away. They needed to solve this thing andfast.

She turned back to the notepad. Jefferson Adams Hamilton. No, that couldn't be the little girl's real name. It was too big and complicated for a little girl. So, if the little girl hadn't been answering Nixon's question as to who she was, what question had she been answering?

What spaceman? Where are you phoning from? Where are you right now?She seriously doubted the spaceman's name was Jefferson Adams Hamilton, so that only left two questions.Where are you phoning from? Where are you right now?

Like one of those lightbulb-over-the-head moments in the movies, it came to her. "Doctor!" she cried, leaping off the desk so she was right at his side. "I figured it out! It's so obvious! It's staring us in the face!"

"What is?" Canton question, looking understandably puzzled.

The Doctor, however, instantly caught on to what she was saying. He had long stopped trying to figure out how he and Alex could do this, connect the dots in each-others minds without saying that much. "Exactly!" he cried. "Figured as much but wasn't a hundred percent sure."

"You should've told me earlier," Alex replied, not giving the others any clue as to what she and the Doctor were talking about. "Would've saved us a little time. Two is better than one and all that."

"Ally, you're brilliant."

Alex preened at the compliment. "Flattery will you get you anywhere," she teased, entering full-on flirting mode before she remembered what was at stake here. "Except an actual location."

Like they were one, the Doctor and Alex leaned down and squinted at the maps. "There's only one," Alex muttered under her breath as she scanned the southern tip of Florida, a finger pressed to the spot where Cape Canaveral was. "Can't be that difficult to find."

"How do you figure that?" the Doctor asked, scanning the northern tip of Florida.

"Figure what?"

"That there's only one."

"It's not exactly a common street name," Alex retorted.

Canton, continuing to watch the two in bafflement, leaned over to speak to Rory. "Do they do this a lot?" he muttered.

"All the time," Rory nodded. "You kinda learn to just go with it."

"Not to mention their speaking simultaneously," River added with an eye-roll. "It's very annoying."

Right then, the phone on the desk rang.

All eyes, except for the Doctor and Alex's, shot to it. "The kid?" Canton guessed.

Nixon eyed the phone as if it might be a bomb. "Should I answer it?"

Right then, the Doctor and Alex's eyes connected on the exact same spot on the map. "THERE!" they shouted, startling everyone so much they all jumped a good foot in the air, even Amy and the one Secret Service agent as they re-entered the room.

"The only place in the United States that call could be coming from," the Doctor said.

"Told you it was obvious," Alex remarked, sending the Doctor a flirty smirk while her eyes switched from forest green to topaz.

The Doctor beamed at her. "Ally, you'rebrilliant," he said again. He picked her up and twirled her around in a circle, ignoring Alex's cackling and half-hearted hits to his shoulders as she told him to put her down.

Canton dodged their movements and leaned over to examine the area of map they'd indicated. When he saw it, his eyes widened in astonishment. "You, sir, ma'am, are geniuses," he complimented. And they really were. Who else could figure that out in under ten minutes?

"It's a hobby," the Doctor waved off.

"More like a profession for you, Doc," Alex laughed as he set her down.

Canton smiled a little at them before turning to face Nixon. "Mr. President, answer the phone."

Nixon nodded and lifted the receiver. With his other hand, he reached over and turned on the tape recorder. "Hello? This is President Nixon."

"It's here!" the little girl on the other end shrieked. "The spaceman's here! It's gonna get me! It's gonna eat me!"

The Doctor and Alex frowned, both feeling automatically protective of the little girl. Within an instant, Alex had shot across the room, grabbed the Doctor's jacket, and was now helping him into it. "There's no time for a SWAT team," the Doctor said as he straightened his lapels, desperately trying not to think about how nice it had been when Alex helped him into his jacket. It was something no one else had ever done for him, something his ninth incarnation would have called domestic, but he couldn't help but hope that it would happen again. . .Focus, you bloody idiot!

"Let's go!" he cried, pushing those thoughts to the very back of his mind. He grabbed Alex's hand and ran with her over to the TARDIS, followed by the Ponds and River. "Mr. President, tell her help's on the way!" He and Alex stepped aside to allow the others entrance. Once River was inside, they turned to Canton.

"Canton, on no account follow us into this box and close this door behind you," they said simultaneously. Canton blinked at them, more stunned by this than what they had actually said, while the two grinned at each-other.

"More simultaneous speaking," the Doctor observed, his voice in that low timber Alex loved.

"Our habit's back," Alex matched in a similar voice, unknowingly causing shivers to go down the Doctor's back.

"Welcome back, Ally."

"Good to be back, Doc," Alex grinned before pulling him into the TARDIS.

Chapter 3: The Impossible Astronaut Part 3

Chapter Text

"What the hell are you doing?!" Canton demanded as they disappeared inside. Knowing that the only way he was going to get answers was to go after them, he quickly followed them inside, shutting the door behind him. He turned around to study the surely tiny space . . . only for his eyes to widen and his feet to become frozen in place as he took in the bigger-on-the-inside interior.

Up by the console, the Doctor didn't even notice Canton's reaction to the TARDIS for he was too busy piloting the machine with some help from River. Alex clutched the railing and looked down at Canton. She smiled reassuringly at him, noticing that Rory was standing beside him, before turning to address Amy, lounging against her.

"You feeling better now?" she asked.

Amy looked over at her. "Sorry, what?"

"Are you feeling better now? Not feeling sick anymore?"

Amy shook her head. "Oh, I'm fine. Probably just one of those twenty-four-hour bugs or something. I'll be okay, don't worry."

Alex nodded, but that didn't calm her down any. Why was she worrying so much about Amy? Yes, she was her best friend, her closest one next to Lacey back in Bristol, but there was something else going on here. Another twinge twitched in her mind, this one stronger than the last one. Alex frowned. It was like the twinge was trying to get her attention. But over what? The TARDIS didn't have any perception filters!

"Jefferson isn't a girl's name," the Doctor's voice suddenly broke in, derailing Alex's thoughts.

Alex nodded in agreement, focusing back on the matter at hand. "It's nothername either," she added.

"Jefferson . . . Adams . . . Hamilton," the Doctor mused. He suddenly turned to his co-pilot. "River!"

River grinned and straightened her shoulders a little, obviously pleased at having been picked instead of Alex. "Surnames of three of America's founding fathers," she provided.

"Lovely fellows," the Doctor recalled. "Two of them fancied me."

Alex's brow furrowed. She wasn't sure she needed to know that. She felt her jealousy bubbling up but pushed it down. "TMI, Doc," she called out.

The Doctor stuck his tongue out at her, making her giggle a little, before continuing with his explanation. "You see, the President asked the child two questions. Where are you and who are you."

"She was answering where," Alex picked up.

The Doctor gave her an approving nod. "Now, where would you find three big, historical names in a row like that?"

"Where?" Amy asked.

In response, the Doctor reached out and pulled a lever on the console, causing the TARDIS to make a thumping sound as it landed. "Here!" He darted to the doors, pausing only to grab Alex's hand so she could join him.

"Come on!" Alex cried over her shoulder as she and the Doctor ran down the stairs. So caught up in getting outside, they almost banged into Canton and Rory, the former still gaping around at the control room.

"It's . . . er. . ."

The Doctor sent Canton a fleeting glance before turning to Rory. "Are you taking care of this?" He gave Rory no time to reply and merely rushed out the door. As Alex was pulled along, she managed to send Rory an apologetic look over her shoulder.

"Why is it always my turn?" Rory grumbled as River dashed out after them.

Amy strode up to him. "Because you're the newest," she answered simply. She smiled sweetly at him before leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his cheek. Then she, too, was out the door.

Amy frowned a little at her new surroundings. They had landed in what appeared to be a mostly disused office space. Filing cabinets were stacked everywhere, a fine sheen of dust decorating the tops of them. Discarded boxes filled with packing peanuts were strewn all across the floor. On one side of the room was a small desk with a little leather chair in front of it. This was where the Doctor was sitting, playing with an American flag he'd snitched off the desk, while Alex sat comfortably in his lap.

"Where are we?" Amy questioned as she cautiously stepped further into the room.

"About five miles from Cape Kennedy Space Center," Alex answered, giggling and playfully swiping at the Doctor's hands as he waved the flag in her face.

The Doctor chuckled and tossed the flag back onto the desk. "It's 1969, the year of the moon. Interesting, don't you think?"

You have no idea, Doc,Alex thought as she cast her eyes downwards, purposefully looking anywhere else than at the Time Lord.

"But why would a little girl be here?" Amy wondered, waving a hand around the dingy space.

"I don't know," the Doctor admitted. "Lost me a bit."

"At any rate, I doubt she's here by choice," Alex said. Little girls liked big open spaces to play in. This wasn't one of them.

"Good job, Ally," the Doctor complimented, smiling approvingly and pointing a finger at her. "The President asked the girl where she was, and she did what any lost little girl would do." He nudged Alex off his lap and stood to head over to a window on the other side of the room. "She looked out of the window." He pulled some blinds aside, revealing a dark street with only one working streetlight on it. The light was perfectly positioned to show three street signs across the road: Jefferson Street, Adams Street, and Hamilton Avenue.

Amy peered out the window. "Streets. Of course, street names!"

"The only place in Florida, probably all of America, with those three street names on the same junction." He then glanced over at River. "And Dr. Song, you've got that face on again."

"What face?" River questioned, but Alex caught the gleam in her eye. She knew exactly what the Doctor meant.

"The 'He's hot when he's clever' face."

"This is my normal face," River argued, albeit weakly. Alex glowered at her. Oh, it wassoobvious that River was enjoying this.

"Yes, it is," the Doctor nodded.

"Oh, shut up," River saucily retorted. Alex's glare intensified by a thousand. If it were possible to kill people with just a look, River Song would be dead as a doornail right about now.

"Not a chance," the Doctor shot back. He actually looked as though he wasenjoyingthe interaction.

Alex had to stop this. River so freaking in love with the Doctor, it was almost pathetic. Alex was aware that saying this was like the pot calling the kettle black considering her own feelings for the Doctor, but the point still stood. Besides, it was highly likely that River knew of Alex's feelings for the Doctor and was just blatantly ignoring them so she could try to get the Doctor for herself.

Well, that's not gonna happen,Alex vowed as she marched up to plant herself between them.

"Come on, Doc," she ordered, forcing a cheerful tone as she grabbed the Doctor's jacket sleeve and led him towards a corridor away from the office. "Let's go this way." However, right before she could pull him away from River's desperately-trying-to-sink-into-him claws, Rory came out of the TARDIS along with a still baffled Canton. The ex-FBI agent stumbled out of the time machine and gaped at his new surroundings.

"We've moved," he said, pointing out the obvious. "How . . . how can we have moved?!"

The Doctor groaned. Other people had handled this so much better. "You haven't even got tospace travelyet?"

Rory shot him a defensive glare. "I was going to cover it withtime travel."

"Time travel," Canton dumbly repeated.

"Brave-heart, Canton," the Doctor told him as Alex dragged him towards the corridor, Amy and River already having gone ahead. "Come on!"

The group cautiously walked down the dark and damp corridor. As they ventured further, Alex found herself gripping onto the Doctor's jacket while the latter wrapped his arm protectively around her shoulders. Going down dark and creepy tunnels was nothing new to them, but it was still a rather nerve-wracking experience, made none the easier when the one they admired was standing right there.

The corridor eventually branched out into a large cement-walled room. Boxes and bins had been stacked at random all around. A small distance away, there was a large examination table cluttered with tools and little bits of 1960s era tech . . . including an adult-sized NASA astronaut suit. Alex gulped when she saw it and immediately refrained her eyes, though she found that her gaze kept being pulled back to it.

"It's a warehouse of some kind," River observed. "Disused."

Alex rolled her eyes at such a blatant statement about something they could clearly see. "No, really?" she faux-gasped. "I had no idea. Please, tell us more!"

"Alex," the Doctor admonished, not wanting to get involved in another Alex-River spat right now. He kept his arm wrapped around her shoulders as he turned and asked River, "You realize this is almost certainly a trap, of course?"

River nodded. "I noticed the phone, yes."

Amy, hearing this even though she was slightly ahead of them, turned back around. "What about it?" she questioned.

"It was cut off."

Alex shuddered at the sinister implications of that piece of trivia, but quickly focused on what this factoid now revealed about Nixon's mysterious caller. "So how is the little girl calling the President from here?"

"And why would anyone want to trap us?" Amy added as the group continued further into the room.

Alex shook her head sadly. Sometimes, Amy could be horribly naïve and oblivious. "Amelia, who in this room is one of the single-most powerful beings in the universe?" she asked, looking pointedly at the Doctor.

Amy followed her eyes and, when realization hit, went, "Oh. Sorry."

The Doctor snorted a little at the girls' antics, but he couldn't help but worry at Alex's words. She was right. Hewasquite a legend. Was this a trap built with him in mind? If so, by who?

Stop it,he scolded himself.Worrying isn't going to help. Besides, other than a few irate Daleks, some pissy Cybermen, and a few other species, you haven't really pissed anyone off. There's probably nothing to worry about.

Pulling himself back to the present, he shrugged and said, "Maybe, and thank you for the compliment, Ally, but for now, let's see if anyone tries to kill us and work backwards."

Yeah, that would end well,Alex thought.

"Now, why would a little girl be here?" River wondered, gazing around at the dilapidated room.

"I don't know," the Doctor replied. "Let's find her and ask her."

"Before we do that," Alex said, "can we focus onthatfor a minute?" She pointed across the room to the examination table and the spacesuit lying on it. A panel of light was shining down on it, looking a lot like the lights from some alien operating room Alex had seen in a movie her friend Ross dared her to watch a few years ago. Regardless of its creepiness, the light perfectly illuminated the suit, revealing that it had actually been opened up. A bunch of wires and other components stuck out of it, adding to the creepy element of this whole place.

River immediately hurried over to it, her inner archeologist peeking out as she examined a piece that, in her time, was positively ancient. "It's nonterrestrial," she reported. "Definitely alien. Probably not even from this time zone."

"Which is odd, because look at this!" the Doctor cried excitedly from his place by a few opened boxes, all of them packed with NASA spacesuits. Alex went over to him and leaned against a crate. She watched him poke around the boxes, looking like a little kid on Christmas morning. The comparison made her smile.

"It's Earth tech," River added. "It's contemporary."

The Doctor reached into one of the boxes and pulled out an astronaut's helmet. "It'sverycontemporary," he corrected. "Cutting edge. This is from the space program."

"Stolen?" River guessed.

"What, by aliens?" Amy scoffed as she moved to stand next to Alex.

"Apparently," the Doctor shrugged, pulling the space helmet over his head. Alex closed her eyes and placed a hand over them, shaking her head wearily. She really needed to do something about the Doctor's fascination with hats. First fezzes, then Stetsons, now space helmets? This was getting ridiculous!

"That makes no sense," she argued. "If you're an advanced alien race and can make it all the way to Earth, why would you bother stealing technology that, in this time period, barely made it to the moon?"

"Maybe because it's cooler?" the Doctor suggested, his voice slightly muffled by his gold-plated visor. Lifting it up, he enthusiastically added, "Look how cool this stuff is!"

Amy blinked. "Cool aliens?" she said, staring at him.

"Well, what would you call me?"

"An alien," Amy and Alex said together.

"Oi!" He shot them a frown, though it turned into something more playful when he looked at Alex.

Alex smirked back at him. "Maybe a handsome alien," she countered, her eyes sparkling as they switched from copper to honey colored. She didn't care that she was full-on flirting with him right now, just that he was here so she could. She couldn't focus on the Doctor's death. That was hundreds of years in his future. It probably wouldn't even happen again while she was with him. She hoped.

The Doctor's face reddened. Nevertheless, his lips broke out into a grin. "Th-thank you, Ally," he stuttered.

Alex giggled a little, making his grin grow wider. Beside them, Amy rolled her eyes, albeit affectionately. Having traveled with the Doctor and Alex for so long, she had gotten used to their flirting. It was either that or be annoyed by it every time it came up which was only . . . every three minutes.

Just then, Rory and Canton appeared. "I, er, think he's okay now," Rory announced. The ex-FBI agent did look much calmer now. He had somehow procured a flashlight and was currently shining it all around the warehouse.

"Ah!" the Doctor beamed. "Back with us, Canton?"

Canton nodded. "I like your wheels."

"That's my boy," the Doctor said admiringly, patting him on the shoulder. With his other hand, he reached out and grasped Alex's hand. "So, come on. Little girl. Let's find her."

Alex allowed the Doctor to pull her off to the other side of the warehouse while Amy went over to River. The woman was still examining the dissected spacesuit, currently fascinated by a bunch of muck and slime on its wiring. Amy grimaced a little before forcing herself to focus on her true purpose for coming over here. "So, River—"

"I know what you're thinking," River interrupted, not even looking up as she scanned one of the wires with her handheld.

"No, you don't."

"You're thinking if we can find the spaceman in 1969 and neutralize it, then it won't be around in 2011 to kill the Doctor."

"Or attempt to kill Alex," Amy added. Seeing that astronaut try to kill her other best friend . . . It scared her half to death. If Alex hadn't ducked, she would most certainly be dead right now.

River hummed at the comment, but otherwise didn't acknowledge it. "It's only because I was thinking it too."

"So let's do it!"

River shook her head. "It doesn't work like that." She stepped around Amy to examine another section of the spacesuit. "We came here because of what we saw in the future. If we try and prevent the future from happening, we create a paradox."

"Time can be rewritten," Amy protested.

"Not all of it."

"Says who?"

River looked Amy right in the eye. "Who do youthink?" she shot back. And really, the answer was painfully obvious. The Doctor knew more than anyone about what you could and couldn't do to time.

Amy went silent, absorbing this, as River's eyes caught sight of a wire on the floor. It traveled across the concrete all the way over to a manhole a small distance away. "What's this?" she murmured, following the wire over to the manhole.

Amy, refusing to let the subject drop, went after her. The Doctor and Alex were her best friends. The Doctor had been a fixture in her life since her childhood and Alex had been the first person to believe her and not think she was crazy about her 'imaginary friend'. Alex had helped get her and Rory together and the Doctor had shown her more wonders of the universe than she ever could have imagined. They were both so fantastic and wonderful. How could River just stand by and not try to help? Amy knew that she had some kind of issue with Alex, but she seemed to really like the Doctor. Why wouldn't she try and at least keep him from getting hurt?

She tried to appeal to this side of River's character. "We can still save him," Amy persisted.

But if River heard her persistence, she chose not to acknowledge it. At the moment, she was completely captivated by the manhole before her. "Doctor?" she called. "Look at this."

The Doctor and Alex whirled around and headed over to them. Alex watched, her head tilted, as River lifted the manhole cover, exposing a bunch of thick wires running down into a deep black tunnel. "So, where does that go?" the Doctor wondered.

River held out her handheld and scanned it. A few moments later, a result popped up. "There's a network of tunnels under here."

"Any life signs?" Alex asked, kneeling beside the hole to peer down into it. The Doctor immediately moved behind her, ready to catch her if she accidentally fell. Knowing he was paranoid about her falling down there a laAlice in Wonderland, Alex hopped back up and moved over to his side, though she was still mega curious about that hole. Someone had to have made those tunnels and whoever that someone was, they had to still be down there.

River shook her head. "No, nothing that's showing up."

"Those are the worst kind," the Doctor commented as River put her handheld away and began climbing down the hole. "Be careful!" he warned her.

River paused on the ladder and smirked up at him. "Careful? Tried that once. Ever so dull."

"Shout if you get in trouble," the Doctor ordered.

River's smirk grew wider, and Alex had to resist the urge to face-palm herself. That comment was like giving catnip to a cat or a car gasoline. Riverthrivedon innuendos. She was a lot like Captain Jack, but a lot less likable.

"Don't worry, I'mquitethe screamer," she boasted, eyeing the Doctor significantly. "Nowthere'sa spoiler for you."

Alex smiled back at her, though her smile was more menacing than sweet. She crossed her arms and looked River right in the eye as she said, "Yes, I'm sure the time I pushed her off that cliff gave herplentyof practice."

River glared darkly at her, but nevertheless continued downwards. Alex thought she caught a few choice words about her but decided to dismiss it and enjoy this little victory. Alex, 1. River, 0.

"So, what's going on here?" Canton's voice broke out.

The Doctor whirled around to face him, his eyes wide. Was Canton asking about River? Did he think they were an item? Because they weren't! Far from it, actually. While he did sort of like River as a friend, he wasnotromantically interested in her. That position had been filled by Alex the second he laid eyes on her.

"Nothing," the Doctor dismissed. "She's just a friend." Hearing Alex snort at that, he rolled his eyes and said, "Alexandria."

"Sorry," Alex said, not sounding apologetic in the slightest.

Rory stepped up to the Doctor, knowing he’d better correct the Doctor's assumption before he landed in hot water with Alex. "I think he's talking about the possible alien incursion."

The Doctor nodded in relief. "Okay!" He really didn't want to have to explain his relationship with River, especially with Alex there. The two really didn't like each-other. Granted, they had their moments, but they were a bit rare.

The Doctor went back over to the boxes of equipment. Alex tagged along behind him while Amy and Rory stayed with Canton by the manhole. Alex watched the Doctor study the equipment for a few moments, taking in all his features. His dark emerald green eyes. His floppy dark brown hair, hair that she longed to run her fingers through. Thick, angular cheekbones. Pale pink lips that were perfect for kissing. . .Snap out it, Alexandria!

Though really, you couldn't blame her. The future Doctorhadkissed her (with tongue!) at Lake Silencio and called her 'love'. That implied thatsomethingin the future happened, though what that something was, Alex wasn't really sure. Did he love her? Did they become a couple? It was a slight miracle her brain was even keeping up with the weird alien stuff going on around her, considering the events at Lake Silencio were at the epicenter of her mind.

"Penny for your thoughts, Ally?" the Doctor's voice broke in.

Alex blinked, then pushed her romantic thoughts to the very back of her mind. She turned and mock-glared at the Doctor. "My thoughts are worth far more than a penny, Doc."

He snickered a little. "Oh, really? How much then?"

"About a thousand bucks."

"My, you're expensive. Perhaps I should keep you in the TARDIS so no one can try and steal those extremely valuable thoughts."

Alex giggled a little. Their banter was back. It seemed like they were normal again. "I think I might object to that, Doc."

"You can't blame a person for wanting to protect what's precious to them," the Doctor argued. This time, his voice was much more serious, indicating that he wasn't just bantering with her anymore.

You are the most precious thing in the universe to me, love, and I do not want to see you hurt.The words flashed through her mind in an instant, nearly causing her to miss them. She studied the Doctor. His eyes were dark and serious, exactly like they had been when he told her this at Lake Silencio. Alex gazed up at him. "Really?" she breathed.

He raised a hand and lightly grazed her cheek. Alex shivered a little as his cool skin ran against her suddenly hot one. "Didn't you already know that, Ally?" he murmured, the words audible only to her. "Hmm? Because you are. Since day one."

Her cheeks flamed, but in a totally thrilled way instead of an embarrassed way. "I know now," she replied. She reached up to place her hand atop his, holding it to her cheek. "And for the record? It's the same vice-versa, Doc."

"I had a feeling," the Doctor admitted, feeling immensely happy that Alex,his Ally, felt so strongly about him, the same way he did with her. It was astounding really, how quickly their relationship had developed, as if it were a switch inside them that had been turned on when they met each-other. He had felt something like this with Rose, but his connection with her paled to the one he had with Alex. This was something different, something more . . . fateful, for lack of a better word.

But before either of them could express more devotions to each-other, River chose that moment to come scrambling up the ladder. Alex's head spun around to face her, her lips already in the beginning processes of a frown, until she saw the look on River's face. She looked frightened and alarmed and she was panting for breath, as if she had been running. Then, just a split second later, the look of fright disappeared, replaced with a perfectly calm expression. Alex's brow furrowed.What was that about?she wondered.

"All clear!" River called out, the upper portion of her body leaning out of the manhole. The gears in Alex's mind turned as she watched River. She seemed to be calm, but Alex could see that the woman was a little confused about something. What had happened down in that tunnel?

"What's down there?" Alex asked, crossing her arms and tilting her head to the side as she awaited River's answer.

"Just tunnels. Nothing down there I can see." She turned to look at the Doctor. "Give me five minutes. I want to take another look around."

"Stupidly dangerous!" the Doctor shouted after her.

"Yeah, I like it too," River smartly countered as she proceeded back down the ladder. "Amy, look after him!"

Alex rolled her eyes at River's obvious deliberate exclusion of her from that order and began marching over to the manhole. "Doctor, I'm going down there too!" she called over her shoulder.

The Doctor's eyes widened, and he scrambled over to her so fast, it almost looked like he flew. "Why?" he demanded nervously. Alex hated River and the feeling was very, very mutual. She wasn't going to use exploring the tunnels as a pretense to try and harm River, was she? He mentally slapped himself.Don't be stupid!he inwardly snapped.Alex doesn't go around deliberately killing people!Still, it was River she was talking about going down with. . .

"Didn't you notice that River came up panting for breath?" Alex asked, keeping her voice quiet so she wouldn't alarm the others. "She also looked terrified for a split second before she suddenly got calm."

The Doctor frowned, taking in her words. What could cause something like that? "You're thinking she forgot that something happened to her down there?"

Wouldn't be the first time people have been forgetting things today, Alex thought, remembering Amy's wondering of what something was at Lake Silencio and how she seemed to remember what that something was back at the Oval Office. "It's possible," she said instead, shrugging a little for emphasis. "Stranger things have happened."

That was true. The Doctor definitely couldn't argue with that. And if Alex was telling the truth (which she definitely was because it washis Ally), then something was clearly going on here, something that probably had a lot to do with the little girl that kept calling Nixon.

He sighed and closed his eyes. After a moment, he opened them and looked right into Alex's currently light-green depths. "Okay," he acquiesced. "You can go. Butpleasebe careful, Ally. Promise me that?"

"Don't worry, Doc," Alex smiled. "I'll be careful enough for thethreeof us."

The Doctor chuckled at the little dig against him and watched Alex shimmy down the ladder. Once she was out of sight and earshot, he immediately whirled around and said, "Rory, would you mind going with her?"

Rory eyed the dark hole. "Yeah, a bit."

"Then I'd appreciate it all the more."

Rory sighed, but he knew the Doctor was right. Someone had to look after Alex . . . and prevent a potential double homicide from happening. "Hang on!" he yelled as he started climbing down the ladder. "I'm coming too!"

Alex, who was almost at the bottom of the ladder, looked up and shook her head. "I said I'd be careful for the three of us!" she shouted upwards. But if the Doctor heard her, he didn't acknowledge her. Alex sighed and continued down, hopping off the final rung. When she turned around, she came face-to-face with an ill-looking River. She was hunched over, her arms wrapped around her stomach, and her face was a little green.

"You okay?" Alex asked as Rory hopped down beside her.

"Ah, yes, yes," River dismissed, waving her off. "I just felt a bit sick. It's the prison food, probably."

"Shouldn't have killed someone then." A question then rose in her mind. She was pretty sure that River had killed the Doctor. All of her comments in their previous adventures with her had seemed to imply that. But the Doctor was killed at Lake Silencio . . . and River was standing right beside her . . . and she seemed pretty shocked about the whole thing as well.

Later, Alexandria,a little voice in Alex's head spoke up.You can try and work that out later. Right now, you have to concentrate on the creepy tunnel ahead of you. And it really was a creepy-looking tunnel. It was dark and gloomy. Water dripped down from the ceiling, making eerie sounding little plops as it fell onto the concrete floor.

River ignored the insult and instead pulled out her scanner. "Okay," she said, pointing it out in front of her. "This way? What do you think?" Not bothering to wait for an answer, she set off at a determined stride, leaving Alex and Rory to scramble after her.

Alex caught up with her first. "Did you hear something?" she suddenly asked. Indeed, there was some kind of strange noise coming from all around them, but she couldn't see anything just yet.

Rory nodded. "I keep thinking I hear things," he confirmed.

"That's interesting," River murmured, peering at her handheld. "These tunnels are old,reallyold."

"Must've been made," Alex hypothesized. She studied the tunnel walls for a clue as to who made them. She was willing to bet they weren't man-made. More like alien-made.

"How can they be really old and nobody notice them?" River wondered, gazing around the tunnels.

"The Doctor once told me that the human race is notorious for dismissing things they can't explain or don't want to believe. It's not really that difficult to explain when you think about it."

River hummed in agreement. They continued on for a few moments until they came to a large steel door in the middle of their path. Rory eyed it. "It's a maintenance hatch," he observed.

River moved to open it, but nothing happened. "It's locked," she announced. She grimaced in frustration. "Oh, why do people always lock things?"

"What's through there?" Rory wondered.

Alex leaned back against the wall. "Who knows?" she shrugged as she watched River play with the lock.

Rory arched an eyebrow at them. "Something bad?"

"Almost definitely," River and Alex replied. The two jerked a little and slowly turned to look at each-other. River shook her head. "Rubbing off on me, the both of you," she muttered, turning her focus back to the lock.

Rory watched her fiddle with it. "You're going to open that, aren't you?" he sighed.

"Well, it's locked. How's a girl supposed to resist?"

"Is this sensible?"

"God, I hope not," River grinned. She pulled her scanner out and flashed it at the lock before getting to work picking it. Alex watched her do this for a few moments. It was slow going.

Alex glanced down at her necklace. It was hidden under her jacket, just how she preferred it. She didn't really want word getting out to alien races that she had a sonic necklace. There was always the chance that someone might steal it, either for its sonic value, the gemstones in it, or both. Only a few people besides her and the Doctor knew about it. There was Lacey and Marigold, who had found out along with her that it was sonic when she visited them for a belated birthday party, and Amy and Rory. They had been pretty shocked when she told them about the added bonus in her special birthday present, making her prove it by sonicing the TV. They got all the sports channels for free now.

Now, Alex wondered about River. Did she know about the sonic necklace? It was possible, considering she was from the future. She hadn't said anything about it, though she probably wasn't sure if Alex had the necklace or not yet. Alex checked River's lock-picking status. Still slow, tedious going. Growing impatient, she reached under the collar of her jacket and pulled her necklace out, the gemstones on the TARDIS charm glittering a little in the darkness.

River's eyes went straight to it. "You've had that the whole time and didn't say anything?!" She jumped up and put away her scanner, then held her hand out, palm turned up. "Give it here."

Alex narrowed her eyes, the honey colored depths turning into the Doctor's dark green. "If you think I'm letting you lay afingeron my necklace, you're crazy!" she snapped. Clutching the charm tightly in one fist, she marched past River and knelt before the lock. "I'lldo it."

River huffed and leaned back against the wall. Clearly, this wasn't the first time Alex had refused to let her within spitting distance of the sonic necklace. Rory eyed the two warily, his gaze mostly resting on River. Amy had told him about the woman shortly after their wedding, about the Weeping Angels and their encounter with River there. Amy had said that River was very flirty with the Doctor and seemed to know quite a bit about him. In fact, Amy had suspected she might be his wife in the future.

Rory frowned. No, he really didn't want that to happen. Amy didn't either. They had both seen the Doctor and Alex together and anyone with eyes would tell you that the two were in love with each-other and were pretty much destined to be together. There was a chemistry between them, an attraction that couldn't really be described. It was . . . unique. And while River was flirty with the Doctor and the latter did respond back in a similar fashion, the connection and attraction just weren’t there. Rory seriously doubted that the Doctor felt like that towards River. Not that River seemed to know otherwise.

"You and the Doctor," he said to River as Alex buzzed her sonic over the lock. "Amy's told me about you, but I can't picture it."

River frowned and turned to stare stonily back the way they'd came. "Keep a look out," she said tightly, obviously offended by Rory's comment.

But Rory wasn't going to get sidetracked. Alex was his best friend, like a little sister to him. He wanted to know what to expect from this total stranger and how it might impact his friend. "What did you mean? What you said to Amy. There's a worst day coming for you." Alex looked up at this, her sonic falling silent. She stared at River, waiting for her to say something.

River stared out into the distance for a moment before finally sighing and turning her head back to face them. "When I first met the Doctor," she began, "a long,longtime ago, he knew all about me. Think about that. An impressionable young girl and suddenly this man just drops out of the sky and he's clever and mad andwonderful and knows every last thing about her. Imagine what that does to a girl."

"We don't really have to," Rory said. Alex nodded in agreement, both of them thinking about how the Doctor's arrival in Amy's backyard when she was seven influenced the course of her life up to today.

"The trouble is," River continued, "it's all back to front. My past is his future. We're travelling in opposite directions. Every time we meet, I know him more, he knows me less." Her expression turned wistful and sad, clearly thinking back over the times these things had occurred. "I live for the days when I see him, but I know that every time I do, he'll be one step further away. And the day is coming when I'll look into that man's eyes,myDoctor . . . and he won't have the faintest idea who I am. And I think it's going to kill me."

Alex turned back to the lock, running her sonic over it. Hearing that . . . she actually felt a little sorry for River. Only a little, certainly not enough to where her feelings for the woman had changed, especially with that 'myDoctor' part, but she did understand her a little better now. It had to be hard seeing someone who was such a big part of your life not know who you were and whether or not they could trust you.

Right then, the lock clicked, and the door slid open. "Ha!" Alex cheered, bouncing up. "There we go! Sonic lessons from the Doctor. Who would've guessed they'd pay off?"

"That is a miracle," Rory agreed, "considering his driving of the TARDIS is worse than yours on a car."

Alex stuck her tongue out at him, making Rory chuckle. She turned back to the door and, hesitating slightly, walked in, Rory and River behind her. As they walked through the door, Alex's jaw dropped, and her eyes widened to the size of dinner plates.

They were now inside a huge, apparently empty, control room. The metal walls were dark, and smoke drifted across the floor. In the center of the room was a control console, much like the one on the TARDIS, though this one contained little blue orbs on the center of each panel. But that wasn't what shocked Alex. It was that she hadseenthis place before.

This was an exact copy of the spaceship that had been posing as the second floor on Craig Owens' flat. The one she and the Doctor didn't know who it belonged to.

"Who did it belong to?" Alex inquired. "I mean, what kind of aliens?"

The Doctor sighed. "I don't know. We may never know. The crew was dead anyway."

Was the crew for this spaceship dead as well? Alex looked around, staying by the doorway as River and Rory cautiously stepped further into the room. She didn't see any bodies, but that didn't mean there hadn't been someone here.

"What is this place?" Rory wondered.

River stepped further into the room. Just as she did this, the lights above them started flickering and a klaxon began blaring. "That's an alarm," she said, stating the obvious. "Check if anything's coming."

Rory and Alex nodded and turned back to the doorway. The sight beyond the confines of the door made Alex shriek.

Standing outside was a large swarm of horrifying-looking aliens. Their heads were large and bulb-shaped, colored pale gray. They all had sunken in eyes and, as far as Alex could tell, no mouths. All of them were dressed in black suits, which looked almost like their skin. Their hands were large, and their fingers were long, the nails resembling claws. They were hands down the scariest looking aliens Alex had ever seen before.

Rory's eyes widened in horror and he immediately turned around to warn River . . . only to blink a second later, his features calm. "There's nothing out there," he said as the menacing aliens continued to stare at them.

Alex gaped at him in shock. What the hell?! There were freaky-looking aliens just five feet away! "Rory, what the hell are you on about?!" she shrieked. "There are aliens out there! Freaky, dangerous ones!"

"There's nothing out there, Alex," Rory insisted, giving her a strange look. "I know what I saw."

"Honestly, Ally, are you getting scared by your own shadow?" River snarked as she scanned one of the orbs on the panels.

"River, now is not the time for sarcasm!" Alex snapped.

But to her distress, River ignored her, continuing to scan and examine the control console. "These tunnels, they're not just here," she revealed. "They'reeverywhere. They're running under the surface of the entire planet! They've been here for centuries."

"Thank you for the history lesson, River, but we have got to get out of here!" Alex yelled. Those aliens were really starting to scare her. They were staring at them very menacingly and, much to her growing alarm, little pinpricks of electricity were coming out of their fingertips. It reminded her of the Lylon's and their ability to control and handle electricity. And in her experience, that was not a good ability to have.

Alex immediately sprinted up to River and grabbed her hand, dragging her towards the door. "Alex!" River shouted. "What the hell are you. . .?" Then they got over to the door and River's eyes grew wide. "Oh my God," she breathed, trembling in fright.

"What?" Rory cried. He turned around and caught sight of the aliens as well. "Oh my God!" he yelled, jumping in shock.

"You can freak out later!" Alex yelled as the electricity in the aliens' hands grew, the crackling of the energy very audible now. "Just run!"

Grabbing hold of Rory's hand, Alex pulled the two through the mass of creatures. The aliens sneered and snarled at them, indentations forming in the spots their mouths would be at, which only terrified Alex even more. And she hardly ever got scared. That meant that these aliens were something new, something dangerous and threatening.

After what felt like ages, they came to the ladder. Alex shoved Rory towards it. "MOVE!" she yelled at him. Rory hastened to obey, immediately scrambling up the ladder. Once he was halfway up, Alex ushered River to go ahead, but the woman surprised her by pushing her forwards instead.

"The Doctor will kill me if anything happens to you!" River shouted as she pulled her gun out and aimed it at the advancing creatures. "Go!"

Definitely not about to argue in this situation, Alex shimmied up the ladder like it was what she was born to do. Before she knew it, she was at the top. She hauled herself out and struggled to her feet. She was panting wildly, and her heart was beating faster than a drum during one of those salsa dances she and the Doctor loved doing. She ran a hand through her dampening hair, watching as River clambered up, her gun still held out in warning.

She gasped for breath and went to lean against the wall. "I think we're safe now," she decided. But then, a breath later, she blinked, and her features changed. She looked around the room, puzzled. "What are we doing up here?"

"I was just thinking the same thing," Rory confessed.

Alex gawked at them. "Are you doing this just to get on my nerves?!" she cried. "Do you seriously not remember running from the crazy aliens with a passion for Brooks Brothers’ suits?"

"What are you talking about, Alex?" Rory demanded, giving her a confused expression.

He really doesn't remember,Alex realized. Which only brought up one question. How did she remember the events?

Worry about that later, Alexandria. Right now, you need to get the Doctor and get the hell out of here.That seemed like a good plan. Alex decided to do just that. She looked around, expecting the Doctor's head to come popping up from behind a box, probably wearing that ridiculous space helmet again, only . . . no one else was there.

"Dammit!" she cried in frustration, stomping her foot. "I should put a bell on him or something! Tell him it's cool. . ." She trailed off as she looked around the room for another exit, only to see one of those unnatural creature's hands slipping out from the manhole.

"Oh no, you don't!" Alex cried. She dashed forward and, with the heel of her boot, stomped on the creature's hand. The creature, whatever the heck it was, howled in pain, probably cussing her out in whatever language it spoke. A few stomps later, it disappeared back underground. Alex smiled triumphantly and quickly snatched up the manhole cover, slapping it down over the hole. She then hopped up on it and jumped up and down a few times, getting it on there nice and tight. She knew it wouldn't keep the aliens out for long, but it would delay them for a few minutes.

"Okay!" she chirped to Rory and River, who had been watching her actions of the last few minutes with total bafflement. "It's not safe and I don't have time to explain why. Just get to the TARDIS now. I have to go find the Doctor. Go!" And without seeing if they obeyed her or not, Alex sprinted off around a corner and down a hallway.

She worried that it would take a while to find the Doctor, but it actually took less than ten seconds. "Doctor, quickly!" she heard Canton call out.

"What, now?" the Doctor groaned. Alex's heart sped up and a fresh load of adrenaline entered her system.Just a little further. . .

A moment later, she rounded a corner to see Canton lying on the ground, unconscious, with the Doctor and Amy kneeling beside him. "Doctor!" Alex cried, skidding up to them and falling to her knees.

The Doctor looked over at her and smiled in relief. "Ally!" he exclaimed. He reached out and wrapped an arm around her shoulders, then pulled her to him and kissed the top of her head. "Are you okay? Where's River and Rory?"

"In the TARDIS, I think. Doctor, wehaveto get out of here! There are these freaky suit-loving aliens in the tunnels—"

"Just a mo, Ally," he interrupted, holding up a finger in the internationalwait-a-minutesign. "We've got to help Canton."

"Is he all right?" Amy asked. It was then that Alex noticed that her arms were wrapped around her stomach, just like they had been back in the Oval Office.

"Just unconscious," the Doctor assured her. "Got a proper whack."

Amy started to nod, only to suddenly grimace. She gripped her stomach tighter. "Doctor, Alex, I need to tell you something. I have to tell it now."

"Amy, your timing is positively horrible," Alex deadpanned. "Always has been, no offense."

"None taken and it's important. Ithasto be now."

"Help!" a familiar voice cried out. It was the little girl. The trio looked around, but she was nowhere to be seen. "Help me! Help me!"

"Doctor, Alex. . ." Amy began once the girl's cries ceased. ". . .I'm pregnant."

The Doctor and Alex stared at Amy, their eyes wide with shock and disbelief. A flurry of emotions ran through Alex. Elation that Amy was pregnant and that she was going to become a godmother, nerves because Amy was pregnant, terror because Amy was pregnant right now in such a horrible situation, and absolute frustration that there was total danger surrounding them and her now pregnant best friend and they weren't doing anything to try and escape it.

Frustration which only grew when the sound of boot stomping rang out.

The trio turned. Standing before them, in full spacesuit glory, was an astronaut.

"That's it!" Amy whimpered as the Doctor got to his feet. "The astronaut!" Behind her, Alex eyed the astronaut warily, but didn't make any movements. Instead, she watched as the astronaut raised its arm.

She didn't see Amy grab Canton's gun, ready to defend her friends if the astronaut fired on them.

The astronaut's arm continued to rise until it reached its visor. It lifted the visor, revealing a little girl inside. She looked about six or seven years old in Alex's opinion, with light brown hair in little pigtails. "Help me!" she cried.

"Get down!" Amy ordered. She jumped to her feet and raised the gun, not even noticing the little girl.

"What are you doing?!" the Doctor yelled, looking positively aghast at seeing Amy with a gun.

"Saving your lives!" With that, Amy whirled around and fired.

Alex jumped up and reached out to snatch the gun away. "Amy, no!" she shrieked. But she was too late.

"NO!" the Doctor roared.

BANG!

Chapter 4: Day of the Moon Part 1

Notes:

A/N: You can find Alex's outfits for this chapter on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

Chapter Text

Three Months Later – July 1969

Amy sprinted through the desert, desperately trying to stay ahead of the black SUVs chasing her. Above her, the sun beat down relentlessly and the air was hot and dry, the only weather the Valley of the Gods seemed to experience.

It was official. ShehatedUtah.

Amy forced herself to keep moving, even though her lungs were burning, and she was sweating more than a greased pig. Her clothes were plastered to her body and her hair was completely damp from sweat. In addition to these things, several black tally marks decorated her arms, neck, and face. A pen hung from a lanyard around her neck, the writing utensil bouncing against her stomach every other second as she ran.

Amy continued to run through the desert, but suddenly came to a halt as she reached a small ledge that led down into a bunch of cacti and desert grass. She stumbled, raising her arms to keep her balance. Behind her, she heard the SUVs come to a halt. Hesitantly, she turned around. Several FBI agents were standing in front of her, guns aimed. At the front of them was a very familiar face.

"Canton!" she gasped out, her throat raw from inhaling desert dust.

"Miss Pond," Canton coolly greeted. He turned and motioned to one of the other agents. The agent stepped forward and laid a long black bag on the ground.

Amy eyed it apprehensively. "Is that . . . a body bag?"

"Yes, it is," Canton smirked.

"It's empty."

"How about that."

Amy glared at him. "Do you know why you're doing this, eh? Can you evenrememberthe warehouse?"

Because she could.

A split second after Amy fired the gun, Alex jumped up and snatched it away from her. Amy screamed in horror when she finally caught sight of the person inside the astronaut suit. It was a little girl, probably about six or seven years old. She didn't seem to be hurt, but the glass on her visor was cracked from the bullet.

"Oh, thank God you have terrible aim," Alex sighed in relief as she quickly unloaded the gun, pocketing the bullets.

The Doctor seemed to agree with her, for he let out a matching sigh before dashing over to pull a newly conscious Canton to his feet. "Canton!" he cried, dragging the man in the opposite direction. "Amy! Alex!"

Alex pocketed the gun and grabbed a stunned Amy's hand. Amy couldn't believe she'd just shot a child. Granted, the child was going to kill the Doctor in the future, but still, achild. Amy allowed her friend to pull her along as they all raced through the warehouse back to the TARDIS.

"River, come on!" they heard Rory shout just ahead.

"Run!" the Doctor yelled at them, as if they weren't doing that already.

"What the hell's going on?!" Canton demanded. He yanked his arm out of the Doctor's grasp and planted himself a few steps away from them.

The Doctor and Alex eyed the space behind Canton. "Look behind you!" the Doctor urged, pointing in the direction indicated.

"There's nothing behind me!"

"Yes, there is!" Alex protested. "Look!"

"Look," the Doctor begged. His hand reached out and grabbed Alex's, pulling her close to him. "Canton, look, I tell you!"

Though the ex-FBI agent still looked doubtful, he obliged and turned around. His eyes widened and he gaped at the creature before him. It was the alien Alex had seen in the tunnels, the one Amy now remembered as the one she saw in the bathroom at the White House. Electricity was crackling around the creature, reminding three of the people in that room of the Lylon's back in Bristol. Amy dug into her pocket and pulled out her phone, taking another picture of it so she wouldn't forget it again.

The creature stepped towards them, electricity still snapping all around it. "Canton. . ." it said, an indentation forming in the spot where its mouth should have been. The creature's arms reached out towards them. . .

But Canton didn't say anything. Instead, he pulled out his gun and fired.

BANG!

Amy fell to the ground.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Though you would never hear anyone confirm it, Area 51 was, in fact, a space the U.S. government used to keep aliens and study them. The Doctor knew this. He had tried to warn a couple creatures away from the Nevada area because of this exact spot.

He never thought he'd actually end up in here himself.

The room he was in was essentially a large hanger, more like something that would be used to store helicopters and secret pieces of military aircraft instead of the last Time Lord in all of existence. Armed guards were stationed all around the perimeter, staying back from the open section in the middle. The Doctor sat on a platform in this space, in the center of a large yellow circle. In the three months since the warehouse, his hair had grown longer, and he'd even grown a mustache and beard. He sat there, shackled to a chair and in a straitjacket, watching Canton approach.

Above, a speaker called out, "All visitors to remain behind the yellow line. All visitors to remain behind the yellow line."

"We found Amy Pond," Canton told him as he approached the edge of the circle. He pulled some photos out of an envelope and held one of them up. It was of Amy's arm, several black tally marks decorating it. "She had strange markings on her arm. Do you know what they are?" He tossed the photos into the circle.

The Doctor stared down at them. "Why don't you ask her?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

It was nighttime in New York City. Stars glittered overhead, shining down on River Song as she made her way through a partially constructed office in one of the city's skyscrapers. She was dressed to the nines in a floor-length green dress and heels, her hair piled up on top of her head. Black tally marks adorned her arms like red dots on a child sick with chicken pox.

River glanced around nervously. Plastic tarps were hanging from the ceiling, blocking various areas off so that construction wouldn't affect them. In the night wind, they swung and fluttered back and forth like ghosts. It was a horribly creepy effect, made none the easier considering who else was in the room.

Nearby, a pipe clattered, and River gasped. She whirled around, only to gasp again when she saw two more of the aliens in front of her. She took a pen off a lanyard hanging around her neck and, without looking away, made two tally marks on her arm. "I see you!" she shouted at them. "Iseeyou!"

"Dr. Song!" Canton's voice called out. River spun around, trying to locate him. "Dr. Song!" She turned back around. The aliens were gone. She looked down at her arm. There were two fresh-looking tally marks. She'd had another encounter.

"Go, go, go!" Canton shouted. A second later, a bunch of footsteps began pounding across the floor as several agents started searching for her. River hastened over to the window. She grimaced as her heels clacked across the floor, easily revealing her location.

"Don't move!" Canton ordered, coming into view as River stood by the open window. Several agents came up beside him, their guns drawn. "It's over!"

"They'rehere, Canton," River proclaimed. "They're everywhere."

"I know. America's being invaded."

She shook her head. "You were invaded a long time ago," she corrected. "America isoccupied."

"You're coming with us, Dr. Song," Canton said, not bothering to pursue the argument. "There's no way out this time."

River once again shook her head, this time smirking a little. "There's always a way out." Then, before anyone could stop her, she threw out her arms and fell backwards out the window. Canton rushed forward and peered down. River was falling, a calm expression on her face, as though this was something she did every day.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Back at Area 51, the Doctor watched as two scientists began constructing a wall along the platform. The bricks they were using were black and looked extremely thick. It appeared like they could keep just about anything out.

Footsteps sounded out in front of him, but the Doctor didn't remove his gaze from the bricks. "We found Dr. Song," Canton reported.

"These bricks," the Doctor said instead. He watched as one brick was placed next to another. The crack between the two bricks melded together, as if they weren't two separate bricks at all. "What are they made of?" When Canton didn't answer, he decided to go back to River. "Where is she?"

"She ran," Canton said bluntly. "Off the fiftieth floor."

Sounded like something River would do. The Doctor acknowledged this information with a nod before switching back to the bricks. "I'd say zero balance dwarf star alloy. The densest material in the universe. Nothing gets through that. You're building me the perfect prison." He turned to Canton, his eyes gleaming, and smiled a little. "And it still won't be enough!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Rory burst out of a door onto a road going atop the Glen Canyon Dam, going faster than a bat out of hell. The poor man was very disheveled. Loads and loads of tally marks were all over his body, indicating a lot of encounters he couldn't remember, and his clothes were dirty and sweaty. He'd been running a lot lately, more than he ever had on adventures with the Doctor.

He made to run one way, only to see a bunch of men in black blocking his path. Turning around, he saw the same thing. He scrambled over to one side of the dam and glanced down, only to quickly dismiss the thought of jumping when he saw the exact distance he would have to go. It was alongway down and the landing would most certainly not be pleasant. Sighing, Rory turned around and held up his hands in surrender to Canton.

He frowned though when he saw Canton just looking at him, as if this whole thing wasn't a bloody manhunt. "What are you waiting for?" he questioned.

"I'm waiting for you to run," Canton replied as Rory slowly lowered his arms. "It'll look better if I shot you while you were running. Then again," he shrugged, picking up his gun, "looks aren't everything." Rory closed his eyes, waiting for the shot.

BANG!

Rory toppled to the ground.

Canton nodded in approval. "Three down, one to go."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex walked through the crowded streets of New Orleans, her eyes wandering from one side of the street to the other. She was currently in the French Quarter. All around her, people of black and white ethnicities were calling things out, from sales prices (Bag o'beans! Only a dollah!) to greetings (Ricky! How's your wife?) to some rather vulgar profanities (You come down here and face me, you two-timing Yankee bitch!). She turned to view the person shouting this. It was a young man in mechanic's overalls, currently standing on the sidewalk and looking up at a second story window above a book shop. A young woman with short, curly brown hair was leaning out the window, dressed in only a thin black negligee and a red satin robe. A cigarette dangled from her fingertips, smoke drifting past her bored expression.

Alex smiled to herself. Ah, regular human problems. Those two didn't know how lucky they were.

Alex continued on, weaving her way through the crowd while constantly looking all around her. She wasn't drawing any attention, thankfully. She had decided the best way to try and see how many suit-wearing aliens there were in the U.S. was to blend in with the population. So she had.

She was currently dressed in a red and black mod dress which stopped at mid-thigh, black go-go boots, and dangly gold earrings. Her hair was stiff from too much hairspray and had been teased up high, with a bright red headband holding everything together.

The whole ensemble made Alex a little self-conscious. She knew her body looked great, so that wasn't the problem. She had just never been one to dress provocatively, like her high-school rival Hillary Westcott did, even in the middle of December. She didn't really like causing guys to whistle at her ass as she walked past and shout, 'Hey baby, looking for a date?' which had happened, oh, four times today already.

Suddenly, a loud whistle pierced the air. Alex turned to see a bunch of greaser-looking guys loitering around a soda shop, leaning against their motorcycles, trying to act cool and totally succeeding at it. The guy who whistled at her appeared to be the leader of the gang for he was standing in the exact center of the group, leaning against the biggest bike there. He was dressed in faded, ripped jeans, motorcycle boots, and an unzipped leather jacket, exposing his bare chest and the eagle tattoo on his left bicep. His shaggy black hair hung around his equally black eyes, which glittered when he saw Alex looking at him.

He whistled again. "Hey, baby!" he called over to her as Alex stood on the sidewalk, arms crossed and lips pursed in a tight, annoyed line. "How about you and I take a little spin on my bike here?" He patted the seat of his bike invitingly while his leather-clad groupies looked on in admiration, all probably hoping that one day they would be such a legend too.

Alex rolled her eyes and reached up to fiddle with the charm of her sonic necklace, safely tucked under the collar of her dress. "Piss off!" she shouted at him before twirling on her heel and marching off as fast as her go-go boots would allow her.Make thatfivetimes today,she thought as she swerved through the throng of pedestrians.

Honestly, she didn't have time to deal with all these dumb boys and their catcalls! She had a planet to save! Well, technically there was no planet-saving going on just yet. It was more like information gathering. But after this, she had a planet to save!

It had been three months since the incident at the warehouse. Shortly after they had all legged it back to the TARDIS and were safely in the vortex, the Doctor had decreed that they needed to learn more about these mysterious creatures they had encountered and why they were in America. Alex had liked that plan, but she didn't really like the idea of them all splitting up.

Still, even that part had its benefits. They were able to cover more ground that way and it was a good thing too. These creatures, whatever they were, wereeverywhere. It amazed Alex that she hadn't seen any of them in Kentucky when she was growing up.

She started out in Savannah since she knew the city. It had been nice being able to explore River Street again, even if it wasn't as commercially developed here as it was in her time. While there, staying in a small bed-and-breakfast that was reported to be haunted, she had counted a grand total of 377 aliens. She had been in Savannah for three weeks until a few men in black turned up and started asking around about her. In the middle of the night, Alex had gotten the hell out of Dodge.

From there it was on to Atlanta, where she stayed two and half weeks, this one with 405 aliens. After that, she caught a train up to Charleston, South Carolina. She counted 187 aliens during her five day stay there. After a government agent turned up at her hotel, Alex snuck out through her bedroom window and hitch-hiked up to Columbia, staying there two days while she waited for a train from out west to arrive. Once the train arrived, she managed to sweet-talk the young conductor into letting her on there for free, even managing to get free food and a room. It was a really good thing she had her mother's good genetics and a nice dose of southern charm. She'd be utterly lost without it.

The train arrived in San Antonio, Texas where she stayed for only three days until the ridiculous heat started getting to her. Down there, there were 250 aliens. A venture into Houston turned up 116 more. From there, Alex befriended a young girl who was part of a contortionist act in a traveling circus that was headed for Baton Rouge, Louisiana. Karen agreed to smuggle her into her car and let her off in Baton Rouge. For two days, as they traveled to the city, Alex and Karen traded stories and laughed. Alex was careful not to reveal any of her time traveling adventures but did tell Karen about growing up in Kentucky (albeit with a few period details changed) and about Amy and Rory. Karen was seventeen years old and had been with the circus since she was fifteen. She told Alex very calmly that she ran away from her Oklahoma home after her mother died and her stepfather started using a belt to get his point across, meeting up with the circus people in St. Louis and traveling with them ever since. Though she liked her contortionist act, Karen secretly hoped to become a secretary in a big city office somewhere.

"Don't you think it would be glamorous?" she'd said as she wistfully stared out the window at the passing farmland.

LikeMad Men, Alex had thought, but didn't say. Instead, she had nodded and said, "Oh, of course. Very posh."

Karen had also revealed that she was in love with the ringmaster's nephew, Brady. Alex had been fully informed of Brady's numerous features, from his shiny grain-colored hair to his deep blue eyes, to his 6'2 frame and strong muscles, and his deep Southern drawl, a trait Karen swore made women everywhere they went swoon. The only problem was that she didn't have the guts to make a move on him.

"You really should," Alex had said, feeling like she was coaching Amy and Rory in the early stages of their relationship all over again. "Why should you wait for him to make the first move? You're a young woman. Feminism is starting up. Nothing's holding you back except for yourself."

"You make it sound soeasy," Karen sighed. She tucked a piece of her strawberry blonde hair behind her ear. "Do you have a boyfriend?"

Alex had shifted at that question. "Well . . . no. I'd like for him to be, but no."

That, of course, had completely captured Karen's attention and she spent the next two hours prying information about the Doctor out of Alex. Alex had been careful with the details, saying that the Doctor's name was John and that he worked as a doctor at Cambridge, a nice little homage to a cover story she and the Doctor had concocted for various occasions. Karen had practically swooned at her description of the Doctor and, like Alex, had encouraged her to do something about her crush.

"If you love him, just tell him! What's the worst that could happen?"

That he doesn't love me? That he'll throw me off the TARDIS? That'll he'll say he's in love with River? That he dies in the future?What she had finally settled for was, "It's not really that easy."

"Sounds easy to me," Karen had insisted. "You should take your own advice. Nothing's holding you back except yourself."

And she was right. Alexwasholding herself back. But it was for good reason. There were too many risks with the Doctor, ones that Karen would never be able to understand. But Alex knew them. That was all that mattered.

Still, it had been good to have a little girl talk, a welcome break from her alien hunting. But upon arriving in Baton Rouge, Alex had to bid Karen good-bye, wishing her luck with Brady before setting off into the city. The hot summer weather nearly made her have heat-stroke, but Alex persevered, getting a temporary job as a waitress in a diner so she could stay in the upstairs apartment while counting out the various aliens. Baton Rouge wielded up 215. After a week, she'd vacated the place and hitch-hiked to a city she had always wanted to go to and deemed the circ*mstances appropriate enough for visiting: New Orleans.

So far, New Orleans hadn't disappointed. The beautiful French-inspired architecture was positively breathtaking, the scent of Creole cooking hung in the air, making Alex permanently hungry, and the atmosphere was alive and electric, the citizens seeming permanently happy and in a party-loving mood. Alex was a little surprised that they didn't have Mardi Gras full time here.

And New Orleans didn't disappoint in the alien department either. In her four-day tenure here, she had counted a grand total of 465 aliens.

Make that 466, Alex thought as she came up on an alleyway between two different bars. Standing in the shadows of the alleyway was another creature, dressed in a suit like all the others. It stared at her, not making any moves as she studied it.

She had learned something very quickly in her alien-hunting expedition. It was that after encountering these creatures, no one else remembered them. People just seemed to completely forget about them once they turned away.

Except for herself. Alex remembered them. She knew this wasn't really surprising, considering her advanced mind. After all, she'd been able to see the Krafayis at Vincent Van Gogh's house, even though it was invisible to the Doctor and Amy. But still, it was a little strange. Then again, Alex guessed that she was still getting used to the weird workings of her mind.

"What are you?" she murmured, peering at the creature while being careful not to get too close. She didn't know what these guys could do with electricity, but she was willing to bet that it wasn't something good. "Why are you here?" The creature didn't answer. Alex had asked this question before to other ones, and they all did the same thing.

"Hey!" a voice yelled out behind her. Alex stepped away from the alien and turned around to see what unlucky sap was getting yelled at now, only to see the motorcycle boy from a few minutes ago storming up the sidewalk towards her.

Alex groaned.Oh, brother.This was thelastthing she needed.

Motorcycle Boy continued stalking towards her, but Alex wasn't about to deal with him. She quickly turned around and started parading away . . . only to be jerked back as a hand wrapped around her wrist, tugging her into the alleyway.

"Let go of me!" she shouted. She tried to pull her hand away, but Motorcycle Boy's grip was tight. It wasn't like when the Doctor invariably grabbed her wrist to lead her away from something. His grip was firm, but gentle. Tight, but not too tight. Motorcycle Boy's grip let her know that she was going to have bruises a little later.

"Stop screaming," the punk commanded, reaching out and snatching hold of Alex's other wrist. He laughed a little right in her face. His breath wreaked of cigarettes and dipping tobacco.

As Alex wildly struggled, Motorcycle Boy leaned in closer to her. "Come on, baby, don't struggle," he crooned. "One little ride on my bike. Whaddya say?"

Alex's response was to glare at him and spit in his face.

Motorcycle Boy's face grew dark and his grip on Alex grew tighter. "Bitch!" he yelled, pulling her closer to him as she continued to thrash around. "No onesays no to Bobby Dean. . ." Suddenly, Bobby's voice trailed off. Alex looked up to see that he was looking past her. His face turned to one of horror and Alex immediately knew what he was looking at.

"What the hell is that?!" he cried, releasing one of her wrists to point at the alien standing behind them. The creature stood there, just watching them, as if they were some kind of science experiment with interesting results.

"An alien," Alex said matter-of-factly. Using the distraction to her advantage, she yanked her other wrist out of Bobby's hand and put one well-placed shin to a spot she knew would hurt. Bobby howled in pain and immediately ran out of the alleyway and up the street. Alex poked her head out and watched him. A moment later, Bobby stopped mid-run and turned to look back the way he'd came. Alex ducked back into the alley and waited a moment before peering out again. Bobby was walking, legs bow-shaped, up the street to his peers, who were in near hysterics at his appearance.

Alex sighed in relief. She leaned against the brick wall and turned to look at the alien still standing there. "What do you know?" The alien turned its head to her. "You're useful for something after all. I mean, besides being a model forThe Scream." The alien, if it felt anything about the last few minutes, said nothing.

Figuring she didn't have much to lose, Alex decided to remain in the alley and continue talking to the creature. Who knew? She might learn something. "I'm Alex. Who are you? Do you have a name?" No reply. "Oh, come on. I know you can talk. I saw one of you talk in Florida!" Still nothing. This species of alien wasn't exactly chatty.

Alex pursed her lips and co*cked her head, trying to figure out what to do next. "Where are you from?" Again, nothing. "Okay, maybe it's best you don't answer that. It's not like I'd know anyways. Why are you here? Why are there so many of you here? Do you just like America or something?"

But the creature only stared at her, refusing to talk or do anything of interest. Alex sighed. Well, she had tried and hadn't gotten anything useful. "Okay then," she shrugged, peeling off the wall and turning to head back out onto the street. "Nice talking to you! Might want to reconsider those suits. It's hot here."

She started to walk out of the alley and back out into the sunshine when a voice rang out behind her. "Alex. . ." Alex stiffened and slowly turned around. The creature was looking at her, an indentation in its mouth-spot visible. It stared directly at her, making Alex shift a little. After dealing with these things for three months now, she was no longer scared of them, but the way this one was looking at her now was enough to make her feel just the teeniest bit afraid.

"You are Alex Locke," it said slowly.

Alex stiffened when it said her last name. She hadn't told it that, so how did it know? "Yes?"

"You are the Doctor's Ally. You were supposed to be the one."

"Don't call me that," Alex snapped. "And what do you mean?"

"You were supposed to be the one."

"Yeah, getting that, but what does that mean? The one what?"

"You were meant to be the one at Lake Silencio, not the other one."

God, this was confusing. She was supposed to be 'the one' at Lake Silencio? What did that mean? That she was supposed to be killed instead of the Doctor? Or something else, something the creature wouldn't divulge? "Okay," Alex said slowly, inching towards the safe, bright sunlight, where nothing bad would surely happen to her. "Lovely chat. Definitely more than I was expecting. So, I'll just be going now. . ." She whirled around and began making a beeline for the street . . . only to run into a black suit. Her head shot up. Was the creature was trying to trap her?

Nope. It wasn't the alien. It was none other than ex-FBI agent Canton Everett Delaware III.

He smirked at her, not bothering to lower his shades even though he was currently facing a dark alleyway. "Hello, Alex."

Alex took a step back, then immediately spun around and started sprinting to the other end of the alley. That plan was thwarted, however, when a bunch of agents stepped out of the shadows, their guns out and aimed at her.

Alex backed up and raised her hands. She glanced over at the section of alley the creature had been in. There was nothing there. The creature had gotten the hell out of there. Smart guy. She turned back around and smiled faux-sweetly at Canton. "Hello, Canton. Fancy running into you here. Long time, no see."

"You've made it rather difficult, the seeing part," Canton commented dryly.

"I aim to please!" Alex chirped. "So, you've really come all this way just to get me? What did I do? I'm just trying to protect my country, doing my American duty. Meanwhile, I was accosted not ten minutes ago by some motorcycle punk up the street. Why don't you take care of him instead?"

"I'll be more than happy to do so," Canton agreed, "right after I get through with you." He snapped his fingers. An agent stepped forward and lowered a body bag to the ground.

Alex eyed it nervously. Body bags. Oh, joy. "Well, I always hoped I'd go out with a bang," she joked, her voice only slightly shaking. "Though I should warn you, there are dozens of people on that street. I don't think you can keep them from hearing a gunshot."

Canton chuckled and raised his gun. "Oh, I have my ways," he assured her as he took aim. A second later, BANG!

Alex Locke fell to the ground.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

In Area 51, the Doctor's prison was now complete. The square structure wasn't very big or tall, probably about nine feet high and seven feet wide. Not that the size really mattered anyway. No matter how big or small it was, it was still a prison.

Inside his little cell, the Doctor watched as Canton came in, three agents following him. Each agent was dragging a body bag. They laid the bags out before the Doctor, as though offering food to a god. Canton stood in the cut-out doorway watching them, looking rather pleased with himself.

The Doctor's eyes stayed on the smallest body bag for a moment, the one for the shortest of his companions. "Is there a reason you're doing this?" he demanded.

"I want to know where you stand."

"In a cell."

"In theperfectcell," Canton corrected. He nodded to the three agents, who turned and left. "Nothing can penetrate these walls. Not a sound, not a radio wave, not the tiniest particle of anything." He turned and placed his fingers into a specially made keypad on the wall next to the cut-out door. A square lit up around his fingers and a moment later, the cell-door swung in, the space between the bricks immediately filling in so that in just a few seconds, it looked like there wasn't a door at all. "In here, you're literally cut off from the rest of the universe." He turned around and smiled at the Doctor. "So I guess they can't hear us, right?"

"Good work, Canton. Door sealed?"

"You bet."

The Doctor jumped to his feet and shook off his straitjacket and chains. They had been loose the whole time. In front of him, all three body bags sat up, gasping for breath and, in one bag's case, kicking and thrashing as the person inside hurried to get out.

The Doctor immediately dove down next to the flailing middle body bag. Unzipping it, he revealed the slightly tousled hair of Alex Locke.

"Oh, God," Alex groaned as she gasped for breath. She had played a corpse for a play before, but that wasnothingcompared to what she had to do this time around! She looked around the dark little cell before turning her head and finding herself face-to-face with the Doctor. She blinked, taking in his mustache, beard, and long hair. "Now I know these things are deadly," she declared. "Hello, Jesus of Nazareth."

The Doctor frowned at her. "You can talk, Joan Holloway," he shot back. He then grinned. "Miss me, Ally?"

"Always, Doc," Alex giggled. She lifted her arms up and he immediately helped her to her feet. Once she was standing, Alex kicked the body bag away from her.

"Are you okay?" the Doctor checked. He hadn't liked the idea of Alex being stuck in a body bag for so long, but no other option had presented itself.

"I'm fine," Alex assured him. "But let's not do a repeat of this, deal?"

"Deal."

Meanwhile, Canton hurried over to Rory and unzipped his bag before darting over to release Amy's. "Finally!" the redhead gasped, sending a little glare over at the Doctor. While she knew he would go to Alex first, he could have at least reached over and tugged her zipper down.

"These things couldreallydo with air holes!" Rory exclaimed.

"Never had a complaint before," Canton chuckled.

Amy kicked her bag off and got to her feet, heading over to Alex as Rory got up. "Isn't it gonna look odd that you're staying in here with us?" she asked.

"Odd, but not alarming. They know there's no way out of this place."

The Doctor stretched out his arms and wound them round in circles, trying to get his circulation going again after sitting in a chair for three months. He looked over at Alex and took in her mod dress. It hovered several inches above her knees, exposing her long, slender legs. Not to mention, but it rather suited her petite form, the dress hugging her in all the right places.

Rassilon, she was beautiful. And he had missed her. Every single day was spent thinking of her, wondering where she was and what she was doing.

Once the feeling had returned to his arms, he turned to address the others. "Exactly!" he enthused as he stretched his braces out. "Whatever they might think we're doing in here, they know we're not going anywhere." On that, he slumped to the side, seemingly about to fall to the floor, only to thump against something solid. He grinned at Alex when he saw her eyes light up in recognition. Not moving his gaze from her, he snapped his fingers, opening the invisible TARDIS's doors. "Shall we?"

Amy, Alex, and Rory immediately ran into the time machine, the Doctor and Canton bringing up the rear. "What about Dr. Song?" Canton asked as they hurried up onto the glass platform. "She dove off a rooftop!"

"Don't worry," the Doctor said, waving off his concern as he began running around the console. "She does that. Amy, Rory, open all the doors to the swimming pool!" The Ponds immediately rushed off to do just that while Alex leaned against the railing, just watching the Doctor in his element.

She was so glad she was back with him. She had missed him so much during the last three months. Every night before she fell asleep, she would think about him, hoping and praying that he was doing alright at Area 51.Absence makes the heart grow fonder alright,she thought.

She could only wonder if the feeling was mutual.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A little while later, everyone re-grouped in the console room. Amy and Rory wanted to wash all of their tally marks off, River wanted to wash the chlorine scent off of her, and the Doctor was desperate for some new clothes after being stuck for three months in a straitjacket. Alex had stayed in the console room with Canton, not bothering to change just yet. Soon the group was back, all refreshed except for the Doctor. He had clean clothes, but he hadn't shaved the mustache and beard. Alex could only hope and pray that he didn't decide to keep it. She'd never been big on facial hair.

"So, we know they're everywhere," the Doctor summarized. He rushed around the console, passing River, in the process of drying her mega-curly hair with a towel. "Not just a landing party, an occupying force, and they have been here a very, very long time. But nobody knows that, because no one can remember them."

"So what are they up to?" Canton wondered.

"No idea," the Doctor admitted as he pulled a lever down. A second later, the TARDIS landed with a thump. "But the good news is, we've got a secret weapon."

He darted over to Alex and grabbed her hand. Alex let out a little squeal as she was rushed down the stairs and out the door, the others hastening to follow them. They all filed outside onto a large grassy field. In front of them was a huge Saturn V rocket on a launch-pad, ready for takeoff.

The companions and Canton all stared at it, trying to figure out what, exactly, the Doctor's secret weapon was. Not even Alex could figure it out. Finally, River took it upon herself to ask. "Apollo 11's your secret weapon?"

"No, no," the Doctor scoffed, shaking his head. "It's not Apollo 11. That would be silly. It's Neil Armstrong's foot." He beamed, looking utterly pleased with himself and his clever mind, before darting back into the TARDIS.

Amy looked over at Alex, knowing that if there was anyone here who could figure out what the Doctor was up to, it was her. "Any ideas?"

"Not a clue," Alex admitted. "But I'm sure it's something brilliant . . . and something he'll probably end up getting thrown in jail for."

"Have a little faith, Ally!" the Doctor shouted out the partially open TARDIS door.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Ow!" Canton hollered a few minutes later as the Doctor injected something into the palm of his hand.

The group was back in the TARDIS, still outside the Kennedy Space Center. The Doctor had excused himself for a few minutes to go and shave, much to Alex's relief, and had come back with a strange looking gun-type thing. Based on what just happened with Canton, it was some kind of injector gun.

Alex shrank back up the steps, really not wanting to get injected with that thing. She hated getting shots. Not to mention that, while she trusted the Doctor with her life, she'd much rather know what was in the injector gun before getting shot with it.

Luckily for her, the Doctor didn't notice her backing out of sight. Instead, he chuckled a little at Canton's exclamation. "So, three months!" he called, injector gun still in hand. "What have we found out?"

"Well, they areeverywhere," Rory reported, not noticing the Doctor coming over and picking up his hand. "Every state in America – ah!"

"Not just America," the Doctor corrected, calmly walking away as Rory inspected his hand. "The entireworld."

"There's a greater concentration here, though," River pointed out from her place by the console scanner. She was looking at something, though Alex couldn't see it from her angle.

As she said this, the Doctor went over to Amy, who was distracted by listening to River, and swiftly injected her hand. "Ow!" Amy yelped. Alex's gaze darted over to her. She had worried about Amy during the last three months. She eyed her friend's stomach. Amy didn'tlookpregnant, which was rather strange since by Alex's calculations, she was supposed to be about six months along.

"Are you okay?" the Doctor asked her, Alex knowing he was asking about her pregnancy instead of her hand.

Amy nodded. "All better."

The Doctor raised an eyebrow. Behind him, Alex tilted her head in confusion. "Better?" he repeated.

"Turns out I was wrong," Amy murmured, her words just barely audible to Alex. "I'm not pregnant."

Alex frowned sadly. She had been really happy that Amy was pregnant, even if the circ*mstances weren't exactly ideal. She knew Rory really wanted kids, having never had any brothers or sisters growing up, and she suspected Amy felt the same way, even if the redhead had never said anything.

She was jerked out of her thoughts when Rory's voice rang out. "What's up?" he asked Amy. Alex glanced down at him. Based on his expression, he didn't know what they were talking about.

"Nothing!" Amy quickly chirped, doing her best to act innocent. A moment later, she switched to a scoffing matter, saying, "Really, nothing. Seriously."

Did Amy tell Rory she thought she was pregnant?Alex wondered. She doubted she had during the last three months, as the companions had been ordered not to contact each-other so that it would take longer for Canton and his team to track them down, but Amy would have had the opportunity when they all got back to the TARDIS and she and Rory went to wash off the tally marks. And that just brought up another question. Why did Amy tell the Doctor and Alex that she thought she was pregnant first, and not her husband?

A small twinge echoed at the back of her mind. Alex sighed. And there was another problem. The mysterious twinge. Her mind only ever did that when it was trying to bypass perception filters and the like, something the TARDIS was greatly lacking. There was no reason for it to be happening. But it was. Over the last three months, the twinge she'd felt in the Oval Office and the TARDIS had been steadily increasing. Curiously enough, it occurred whenever she was thinking about Amy and her potential pregnancy. She'd tried pursuing it, using the mental exercises the Doctor had taught her, but to no avail.

Alex shook her head.Too many mysteries.She resolved to ask Amy what her intentions had been once this whole alien occupation of America thing was sorted out. The same with the Doctor in regards to her mind twinges.

"So you've seen them, but you don't remember them?" Canton asked the group.

I do,Alex thought.

"You've seen them, too," River reminded him. "That night at the warehouse, remember? While you were pretending to hunt us down, we saw hundreds of those things."

"Thousands," Alex corrected her. "I saw 2,016 of those things."

River nodded at her. "See? And even with so many, westilldon't know what they look like."

"It's like they edit themselves out of your memory as soon as you look away," Rory explained. "The exact second you're not looking at them, you can't remember anything."

"Sometimes you feel a bit sick, though," Amy added, "but not always."

Alex looked over at River.That explains why she looked so ill down in the tunnels.

"So that's why you marked your skin," Canton realized.

Amy nodded. "Only way we'd know if we'd had an encounter."

Not in Alex's case. She kept track by writing down each city in a small notebook she'd gotten in Savannah and kept a running count in there. Whenever she had to leave, she counted up all the marks. It had astounded and terrified her when she got over a thousand on only her fourth trip.

She reached into her dress pocket and pulled out the small stenographer's notebook. She absently flipped through it, looking through the numerous tally marks she'd made. They went over ten pages.

Now, Canton eyed her. When he and Alex met up in New Orleans, he'd noticed that she didn't have any of Amy and Rory's tally marks on her. "What about you?" he asked, causing the others to look in his direction at Alex. "You didn't have any tally marks on you."

"I kept track using this," Alex said, holding up the notebook. She didn't really want to tell them she could see and remember the aliens just yet. She was quite interested in hearing what the others had discovered.

The group nodded in acceptance. Alex was probably trying to keep attention away from her. Amy and Rory could understand this. People in the towns they'd visited probably thought they were mad, covered head-to-toe with black Sharpie marks. It was a miracle someone hadn't tried to put them in an insane asylum.

"How long have they been here?" Canton asked now.

"That's what we've spent the last three months trying to figure out," Amy said.

"Not easy," Rory admitted, "if you can't remember anything you discover."

"How long do youthink?" Canton persisted.

"A very long time," the Doctor and Alex replied.

River sighed and shook her head. "So bloody annoying," she muttered, not that anyone paid her much attention.

The Doctor and Alex turned to grin at each-other. "Care to elaborate, Doc?" Alex requested as she leaned to one side against the railing.

The Doctor winked at her. "Of course, Ally. As long as there's been something in the corner of your eye, or creaking in your house, or breathing under your bed, or voices through a wall." He stepped over to Canton while River moved around the console in an obvious effort to be closer to him. Alex had half a mind to go down there and drag her away, but she had a feeling of what was going to happen next, and she wanted to enjoy it.

"They've been running your lives for a very long time now," the Doctor continued, looking around at each and every one of them. "So keep this straight in your head. We arenotfighting an alien invasion; we'releadinga revolution. And today, the battle begins."

Canton frowned in confusion. "How?"

The Doctor smiled. "Like this. . ." he said, before whirling around and injecting River's hand.

"Ow!" River yelped, shooting the Doctor a dirty look. She shook her hand out in an effort to relieve and lessen the pain from the injector.

The Doctor merely laughed at her and held up a tiny object in his other hand. Alex squinted at it. It was oval shaped, red, and about the size of a pea. "Nanorecorder," he explained. "Fuses with the cartilage in your hand." He loaded the nanorecorder into the gun and injected it into the palm of his right hand. "Ow," he grimaced, shaking his hand out a bit. "And it tunes itself directly to the speech centers in your brain. It'll pick up your voice, no matter what. Telepathic connection. So, the moment you see one of the creatures. . ." he lifted his hand and pressed his palm, ". . .you activate it, and describe aloud exactly what you're seeing."

He pressed the palm of his hand again. "And describe aloud exactly what you're seeing," his voice rang out. "Because the moment you break contact, you're going to forget it happened. The light will flash if you've left yourself a message. You keep checking your hand if you've had an encounter. That's the first you'll know about it."

"Why didn't you tell me this before we started?" Canton demanded.

The Doctor walked back to the console. "I did. But even information about these creatures erases itself over time. I couldn't refresh it because I couldn't talk to you."

It was then that he pressed a button on the console. Out of the corner of her eye, Alex saw an image appear over by the doorway. She whirled around to see one of the aliens standing there.

Her movement attracted the attention of the others. Turning around, Canton's eyes widened, and he immediately pressed the palm of his hand. "My God!" he sputtered in shock. "How did it get in here?!"

"Keep eye contact with the creature," the Doctor directed him, "and when I say, turn back, and when you do, straighten my bowtie." After a momentary pause he said, "Now turn around."

Canton did so, the worry and horror instantly disappearing from his face. Alex watched, curious, as Canton reached up and straightened the Doctor's bowtie, just as he had been instructed. But how could he have remembered that? Even looking at an image of the creature didn't seem to help the others remember them. Unless. . .

Post-hypnotic suggestion?Alex considered this.That makes sense. It isn't completely out of the ballpark. It certainly explains why no one remembers looking at them. They tell you to forget, so you do.Except her. The Doctor had said that her mind repelled things that tried to trick it, like perception filters and invisibility. Apparently, it worked against these aliens too.That's good. At least one of us can see and remember the creatures.

She was jerked out of her thoughts when she heard Canton say, "What? What are you staring at?"

"Look at your hand," River instructed.

Canton obeyed. A red light was flashing out of the center of his palm. "Why is it doing that?"

"What does it mean if the light's flashing?" the Doctor prodded. "What did I just tell you?"

"I haven't—"

"Play it!" Alex called down.

Canton hesitantly eyed her for a moment before reaching down and pressing his palm. A beep sounded, followed by voices. "My God, how did it get in here?!"

"Keep eye contact with the creature and, when I say, turn back, and when you do, straighten my bowtie. Now turn around."

"What? What are you staring at?"

"Look at your hand."

The conversation ended and Canton and the others turned to look back at the alien. "It's a hologram," the Doctor explained. "Extrapolated from the photo on Amy's phone. Take a good, long look." The group all stared at it for a moment until the Doctor reached over and pressed a button on the console. The hologram flickered and faded.

"You just saw an image of one of the creatures we're fighting." The Doctor snapped his fingers. "Describe it to me."

Canton shook his head. "I can't."

The Doctor frowned. "No. Neither can I."

Alex sighed. Now seemed as good a time as any to reveal more of what her mind was capable of. "Their heads are bulb-shaped," she called down. All eyes immediately shot to her, wide and unblinking as she spoke. "They have sunken-in eyes and no mouth, though a small indentation appears when they speak, so I guess they communicate mostly by telepathy. They all wear suits, which kinda look like their actual skin, in my opinion. Their hands are large with only four fingers and sharp nails. Basically, think of the screaming figure inThe Scream."

Dead silence. And then. . . "She remembers!" Canton shouted, pointing at her. "How?"

The Doctor sighed. He had a feeling this was going to happen. "Alex's mind is different from other humans," he explained as Alex walked down the steps towards him. Once she was by his side, he reached out and wrapped an arm around her shoulders, tugging her into his side. "It repels things that try to trick it."

"Like the perception filter in your house," Alex nodded at Amy. "And the Krafayis."

"And the cracks in time had no effect on you either," the Doctor added. "Basically, anything that tries to trick her or influence her memory in some way fails. And, in this case, it appears these creatures can do that with us, but not her."

"Their post-hypnotic suggestion doesn't work on me either," Alex said, "otherwise I'd be doing any number of things without realizing it."

The Doctor looked down at her. "Oh, worked that out already, now did you?" he murmured, gazing at her in a proud, affectionate way. "Have I told you that you're brilliant?"

"Not lately, but feel free to praise," Alex giggled.

He smiled and tapped her on the nose. "You'rebrilliant."

Alex giggled again. She had truly missed this, their constant back-and-forth and praising and the way he made her giggle, something she hadn't done with any other guy before him. The Doctor brought out a lot of things in her that she'd never done before. With him, she was bubbly, flirtier, much more relaxed, and not as uptight and rigid as she usually was. It had happened the second she met him, like a switch being turned on inside her. It was part of why she left. It had freaked her out that he made her so different, so unlike herself.

Now though, standing here with him, flirting with him as he complimented her, she wondered why she ran away from this. It felt so nice, sogreat, so . . . normal. Like it was meant to be.

A coughing sounded from behind them. The two turned to see River standing there, her arms crossed. A slightly put-out expression was on her face. Alex narrowed her light green eyes at her. "Hate to ruin the moment," River said, sounding almost like she meant it, "but post-hypnotic suggestion?"

Alex nodded. Even though River hadn't interrupted their moment for comprehension-related reasons, she was right to have done so. They had to focus on this alien occupation. There would be time for flirting later.

She focused back on Canton. "You straightened the Doctor's bowtie because he planted the idea in your head while you were looking at the alien."

"So they could do that to people," Amy summarized.

Alex nodded grimly as the Doctor separated from her to go over to the scanner. "Exactly. You could be doing stuff and not really know why you're doing it."

Amy shuddered a little. "Ruling the world with post-hypnotic suggestion. . ." She shook her head at the infinite possibilities. These aliens could be telling them to do just about anything and they would have no idea the ideas weren't theirs. Anything could happen!

"Precisely why we've got to stop them," Alex said at Amy's look of realization.

"Now then," the Doctor cut in. "A little girl in a spacesuit." He tapped some buttons on the console and swung the scanner around over to him. "They got the suit from NASA, but where did they get the girl?"

Canton shrugged. "It could be anywhere."

"Except they'd probably stay close to that warehouse, because why bother doing anything else? And they'd take her from somewhere that would cause the least amount of attention." He flicked a few more buttons and looked at the scanner expectantly. A map of Florida came up, zooming into the state until three red blinking dots were on the screen. "But you'll have to find her. I'm off to NASA."

"Find her?" Canton repeated in shock. "Where do we look?"

Alex immediately figured this out. "Children's homes," she said together with the Doctor.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A thunderstorm pounded overhead as a black Sedan drove down a small dirt road. Canton sat in the front seat in his typical suit while Amy sat next to him in the passenger seat, dressed in a professional-looking black pant suit and sensible heels. In the backseat, Alex was dressed in a white blouse, a black pencil skirt that came down to her knees, a black blazer, black kitten heels, black tights, and simple gold stud earrings. Her TARDIS necklace was around her neck, the charm safely tucked under the collar of her shirt. As usual, her parents' wedding bands rested on her third index finger.

She shivered and gazed out the window at the storm. It seemed to be letting up a little, but not by much. Alex didn't like thunderstorms and this kind of atmosphere wasn't exactly reassuring, considering where they were headed.

Still, she couldn't really complain. She had to twist the Doctor's arm in order to get him to agree to let her go with Canton and Amy.

At first, the Doctor had wanted her to come with him to NASA while Amy and Canton went to investigate orphanages. Apparently, he was going to be doing something to the Apollo 11 module and wanted her there as a look-out. Alex had seriously doubted her being there would keep him from getting caught and told him so before asking what River and Rory would be doing. The Doctor had said they were going to be with President Nixon. He didn't give an explicit reason why, but Alex figured he wanted someone on standby in case he did get caught and captured.

She continued to argue with him, pointing out that she wouldn't be much help at NASA and that it would probably be better if she went with Canton and Amy. As the only one of them who could see the aliens they were after, wouldn't it be better to be there and warn them when one was coming? The Doctor had predictably argued this, pointing out that one of those creatures could hurt her.

Now, Alex sighed and ran a hand through her hair. Their arguing had escalated, as it always did whenever they really disagreed on something. It got so bad, in fact, that Amy and Rory had made some flimsy excuse about showing Canton and River the new handtowels in one of the TARDIS bathrooms, rushing the two off as she and the Doctor continued shouting about who was right and who was wrong.

Eventually, Alex had brought up another point. Wouldn't it be best if she kept an eye on Amy? The Doctor had frozen at that, pondering her words. Seeing that she was getting to him, Alex continued, saying that Amy's thinking she was pregnant and then dropping it rather quickly was too weird. The Doctor had been forced to agree with this and after a few pleads and eye-batting, she had gotten permission to go.

Now though, she was starting to re-think her pleading. Amy seemed perfectly fine and all the orphanages they had checked so far had wielded up nothing. Alex gazed out the window as the car turned into a driveway. She studied the black wrought-iron sign above them. GRAYSTARK HALL ORPHANAGE. This was their third orphanage. Hopefully, three times the charm would be true for them here.

Canton pulled up in front of a large, dilapidated structure that looked like an eviction notice waiting to happen. Weeds had grown up through the concrete driveway, shingles and roof tiles were missing in several spots, and moss had practically overtaken the whole front of the building. It reminded Alex of the place in horror films where the killer lies in wait for the heroic protagonist and his dumb blonde girlfriend.

The radio station they'd been listening to, a station which seemed partial to Beatles hits, went into a news broadcast. "In just a few days,mankind will set foot on the moon for the first time. Today, the President reaffirmed America's commitment. . ."

Canton turned the dial down and swiveled around in his seat so he could look at Amy and Alex. "Ready. Check?

Amy lifted up the palm of her hand. No light flashing. "Check."

Canton looked at his own, seeing the same thing. "Check."

Amy turned to face Alex. "What about you? See anything?"

Alex peered out the window. She examined the grounds and then the orphanage windows, the ones that were lit anyway. There weren't any suit-clad aliens in either location. She checked the dark windows as a flash of lightning lit them from above. Still nothing. "Nothing so far," she reported.

Canton nodded. He was really glad that she could see and remember these aliens. He peered out through the windshield at the rain, which didn't seem about to relent any. "Guess we'll have to leg it," he sighed. He gripped his door handle. "Ready?"

Amy nodded and gripped hers. "Let's go."

Alex sighed and reached down to pick up the red umbrella the TARDIS had provided her with before she left. The TARDIS had been pretty insistent on giving her the umbrella. Alex had tried to leave it behind in the wardrobe a few times, only for it to appear in her path in the hallway. After the fourth time of doing this, she'd given in. She hadn't understood the time machine's motivation in giving it to her until the thunderstorm started shortly after investigating the first orphanage. Alex made a mental note to thank the TARDIS when she got back. The time machine knew she was afraid of water, that she had been ever since she nearly drowned in the boating accident that killed her parents when she was five years old, and had taken a step in making sure that she would be better suited to face the rain.

Alex opened her door, kicking it the rest of the way open. She opened her umbrella and hesitantly stepped out onto the wet concrete. "Come on," she called as she hurriedly walked forward. She would have offered them shelter from the rain, but the umbrella was only big enough for one person. Evidently the TARDIS had meant for only her to use it.

Amy, Canton, and Alex hurried up to the doorway, thankfully covered by a small portico. Canton knocked on the door. A moment later, it swung open to reveal an older man in his early forties with short black hair and a mustache. Alex eyed him. He was dressed in a tattered brown jacket and pants and clutching a rag in one hand. He stared at them, his expression a mixture of bewilderedness and vacantness. "Hello?"

Canton held up his federal ID. "FBI. You must be Dr. Renfrew. Can we come in?"

Renfrew, who didn't look like he wanted to let them in, glanced back behind him for a second. "The children are asleep," he stuttered.

"We'll be very quiet," Amy promised.

"Is there a problem?"

"It's about a missing child," Alex answered in her best no-nonsense federal voice. She took a pointed step forward. "Can we come in?"

"What are you. . .?" Renfrew started before his voice abruptly trailed off. Alex watched as he blinked and nodded, seemingly thinking better of his question. Or he'd just gotten a suggestion to let them in. "Yes, come in, please."

Alex stepped into the foyer and turned to shake the rain off her umbrella out onto the portico. Once she was done, she stepped back, allowing Renfrew to close the door. Though he nodded to a hat-stand just beside the door, Alex held on to the umbrella. You never knew. It might come in handy, whether they ran into a really big leak or if they had to fight off a couple of these mind-wiping aliens. Or even Renfrew himself, who seemed like he had met one too many of these creatures.

Alex examined the room. The inside of the orphanage was just as dilapidated and run down as the outside. The carpet was dingy and dirty, in desperate need of a vacuuming. It was damp everywhere, not calming her fear of water down any. Paint chipped from the walls, though this didn't really matter considering the graffiti.

Painted on the wall above the staircase were large messages in blood-red paint. The paint had dripped as whoever did them painted, unintentionally causing the words to look even more sinister than they already did. GET OUT was one message. LEAVE NOW was another.

"Please excuse the writing," Renfrew said, seeing Alex, Canton, and Amy eyeing it as he led them up the stairs. He fiddled with the rag in his hand. "It keeps happening. I try to clean it up."

"It's the kids, yeah?" Amy guessed. "They do that?"

Renfrew feebly patted the wall with his rag, though Alex doubted he was going to have much luck removing the paint with that. "Yes, the children," he nodded absently, looking as if he were trying to convince himself of this. "It must be, yes."

Alex bit her lip when she saw the words 'Get Out' written on Renfrew's wrist in black marker. She didn't believe him for a second. It was pretty obvious that there hadn't been children living in Graystark Hall for a long time. One child? That she could believe. Either the little girl from the warehouse had written these messages to herself or Renfrew, or Renfrew had written them to warn himself. Either way, it didn't look like they had worked. Renfrew had clearly gone off the deep end from all the mind-wipes.

"Anyway," Renfrew went on, "my office is this way."

"We nearly didn't come to this place," Canton informed him as they followed the man up the stairs.

Alex nodded. "Yes, we understood Graystark Hall was closed in 1967."

"That's the plan, yes," Renfrew commented.

Amy blinked. "Theplan?"

"Not long now."

Canton eyed the man. "It's 1969," he said gently.

"No, no," Renfrew protested, shaking his head. "We close in '67. That's the plan, yes."

"You misunderstood me, sir. It's 1969now."

Renfrew whirled around. His eyes were wide and unblinking, and he looked like he was on the verge of a complete nervous breakdown. "Why are you saying that?" he demanded, his voice going an octave higher as his panic increased. "Of course it isn't!"

"July," Canton insisted.

Renfrew looked like he was about to argue again, but suddenly he blinked and straightened up. Alex didn't turn around, already knowing what had happened. One of those creatures was behind them, giving Renfrew the order to drop it and just take them upstairs already. Now, Renfrew glanced up and motioned over his shoulder. "My office is this way," he stammered. "This way." He veered off onto a smaller staircase, but Canton and the girls hung back.

"We'll check upstairs," Amy volunteered, gesturing to her and Alex.

"Be careful," Canton cautioned. Though he hadn't known them long, he already knew that the Doctor was very protective of the girls, particularly Alex. Canton had no doubt that if anything happened to Alex, the Doctor would go on a warpath to try and avenge her.

The girls nodded their agreement before continuing up the stairs while Canton followed Renfrew. The second floor was just as rotten as the ground floor with dirty, damp carpet, a dark hallway, and more warnings written on the walls. The girls walked right next to each-other, not wanting to separate from one another for even a second. They approached a partially open door. Amy looked at Alex and raised an eyebrow. Alex nodded and Amy reached out to push the door open.

They found themselves in what used to be a dormitory, evidenced by the several metal bedframes lined on either side of the room. LEAVE ME ALONE was written on one wall in the same drippy, blood-red paint used to write the warnings downstairs.

Alex stared at it. "I think we need to call a doctor," she quipped, hoping that would make Amy laugh a little in their tense situation.

Amy snorted. She was so glad Alex was her best friend. The girl always tried to distract her and cheer her up whenever they were faced with a scary situation. "Worse pun ever," she deadpanned as she pulled her walkie-talkie out and pressed the talk button.

A moment later, the Doctor's voice rang out. "Amy? Ally?"

"Hey, Doc," Alex greeted. "We've found the place the little girl was taken from. Graystark Hall Orphanage."

"How do you know?"

"It's pretty obvious," she told him, glancing around the room.

"Those things have been here," Amy reported. "But the whole place is deserted. There's just one guy here and I think he's lost it."

"Yeah," Alex agreed sadly, thinking about Renfrew and what his mind must be like now. "The poor guy's completely off his rocker."

"Repeated memory wipes fry your head eventually," the Doctor sighed. "You girls find out what you can, butdon'thang around." He then let out what sounded like a grunt. Amy and Alex looked at each-other and frowned.

"How's Apollo 11 working out?" Alex asked.

There was a pause and then what sounded like approaching footsteps. "Gotta go, got company," the Doctor said quickly. A second later, he disconnected.

Alex sighed and shook her head. "I told him he was going to get caught," she groaned.

"At least River and Rory are there to bail him out," Amy reminded her, pocketing the walkie-talkie.

Alex hummed and shrugged in reply before heading off across the room to look out the window. She was hoping to see a couple of the creatures out there. While she hadn't seen any yet, she knew there were some here. She heard Amy walking towards her and then the sound of the door slamming shut.

The girls jumped and spun around to see the closed door. "Did you do that?" Alex asked, knowing that it wasn't likely, but checking anyways.

"Of course not!" Amy protested as she began marching back to the door to open it.

Alex pursed her lips and began to roll her eyes at this ridiculous horror-movie cliché . . . until she caught sight of what was on the ceiling. She stared, incredulous and horrified, at the horde of black-suit clad creatures hanging upside down from the ceiling like a flock of bats.Yep, definitely having nightmares about this,Alex thought as she stood frozen in place, just gawking at the ceiling.

She took this opportunity of being frozen in terror to study the aliens. Luckily for them, they didn't appear to be awake.How is sleeping upside down comfortable?the snippy part of her mind wondered before the practical part told that side to shut up so they could get out of here. Alex somehow forced her legs to move her one step away from the horde. "Amy?" she whispered.

Amy stopped mid-stride and turned back to look at her friend. "Yeah?" she hissed back, not bothering to question why Alex was whispering. It had to be for some good reason, and she wasn't about to waste time questioning it.

"Do you trust me?" Alex asked.

Amy blinked in surprise. Of course she did! How could Alex think that? She trusted her just as much as she trusted the Doctor. "Of course I do," she replied.

"Alright, so if I tell you to do something, you'll do it?"

"Yes," Amy said slowly. Where was this going?

"Okay. Amy, listen to me and obey me for once. Donotlook up."

Amy frowned at her. "Why?" she questioned, her voice going slightly higher in worry.

Alex inched sideways across the room to her friend, eyes remaining on the ceiling. "Amelia, listen to me," she ordered. "No matter how tempted you are, donotlook up at the ceiling. You really don't want to. Okay?"

Though Amy was now incredibly curious, she fought the powerful urge to look up and instead nodded. "Okay," she whispered back.

Alex nodded approvingly and grabbed Amy's arm, steering her over to the door. She kept her eyes on the ceiling, making sure that the creatures didn't awake and try to come after them.

"This is just like the Weeping Angels in the oxygen factory," Amy said. "Me, not being able to see anything, and you steering me in a certain direction."

Alex smiled a little, even though that memory was hardly pleasant. They'd had Weeping Angels stuck in their minds and they both could have died if just one thing had been slightly different. Alex was about to remind Amy that at least they weren't dealing with Weeping Angels this time when a CLANG sounded right next to them. The girls jerked back, and Alex looked down to see a bucket lying on its side on the floor. Amy had evidently kicked it as Alex moved her forwards.

"And, like with the Weeping Angels, you tripped over something," Alex hissed. Her eyes shot back to the alien horde. She saw one creature stirring.

Immediately, she maneuvered around Amy and buzzed her sonic necklace over the lock. To her relief, the door opened. She quickly grabbed Amy's hand, jerking her out into the hallway, before turning back around and closing and sonicing the door lock.

Chapter 5: Day of the Moon Part 2

Chapter Text

As Alex had expected, the Doctor had been caught and captured in the Apollo 11 module. He now sat, handcuffed, in a chair in one of the lecture halls at NASA. Boards cluttered with equations and diagrams lined the perimeter, along with a mini model of the Apollo 11 capsule. A guard stood at the back of the room while two men in white shirts, khakis, and ties stood before the Doctor, trying for the tenth time in the last half hour to pry what they believed was the truth from him.

"Now, one more time, sir," a man who'd introduced himself only as Gardner urged. "How thehelldid you get into the command module?"

The Doctor glared at them. He'd been telling them the truth for the last half hour, them and the other couple men who'd been sent in and ultimately given up on him. "I told you. I'm on a top-secret mission for the President." He then proceeded to bite the cuffs in a fruitless attempt to break them.

Gardner chuckled, apparently believing the Doctor to be a total nut. "Well, maybe if you just get President Nixon to assure us of that, sir, that would be swell."

The Doctor dropped the cuffs and smirked. "I sent him a message."

Right on cue, the door behind the men opened to reveal President Nixon, flanked on either side by River and Rory. Rory had changed into a professional suit, complete with Clark Kent style glasses, while River had opted for a blue dress with a matching coat, small heels, a brooch, and her wild, curly hair pulled back into a bun.

The two men whirled around, completely dumbstruck, while the Doctor merely grinned and lifted a cuffed hand to wave at the group.

"Hello," Nixon greeted as he approached the men. He turned to Gardner. "I believe it's Mr. Gardner. Is that correct? Head of security?"

Gardner fiddled with his glasses as he stuttered out an answer. "Er, yes sir! Yes, Mr. President."

Nixon turned to address the other man, a slightly more rotund one with short blond hair. "Mr. Grant, is it?"

"Yes, Mr. President."

"The hopes and dreams of millions of Americans stand here today at Cape Kennedy, and you're the men who guard those dreams. On behalf of the American people, I thank you."

"You're welcome, Mr. President," a collected Gardner nodded.

"I understand you have a baby on the way, Mr. Grant."

Grant nodded. "Yes, Mr. President."

"What are you hoping for, a boy or a girl?"

"Just a healthy American, sir."

Nixon laughed and nodded approvingly. "A healthy American will do just nicely," he affirmed. "Now, fellows, listen. This man here, code name the Doctor, is doing some work for me personally. Could you cut him a little slack?"

Gardner shifted uncomfortably. "Er, Mr. President, hedidbreak into Apollo 11."

Nixon stared at the Doctor. The latter shrugged and mouthed, "Sorry."

After a moment of processing this information, Nixon finally said, "Well, I'm sure he had a very good reason for that. But I need you to release him now so he can get on with some very important work for the American people. Could you do that for me?"

Grant hesitated. "Well. . ."

"Son, Iamyour Commander in Chief."

"Then I guess that would be fine, Mr. President," Gardner hurriedly relented, eager to stay on Nixon's good side.

"Glad to hear it," Nixon smiled.

Gardner turned and nodded at the guard. In just a few seconds, the Doctor was released. He sprang out of the chair and rushed over to Grant. "Thank you!" he beamed, shaking the man's hand. "Bye, bye." He shook Gardner's hand as well before snapping his fingers at Nixon and rushing past them to the TARDIS parked just outside.

"Carry on, gentlemen," Nixon told Gardner and Grant before exiting as well. River followed along behind him while Rory loitered in front of the Apollo 11 model. He picked up a piece of the model, only for it to break off in his hand. He cringed and tried to stick it back on but was ultimately unable to.

He set it down on the table and turned to face the men. He coughed a little. "America salutes you," he said in his best American accent, which really wasn't very good. Once saluting them, he turned and awkwardly headed back to the TARDIS.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Back at Graystark, Amy and Alex walked through the third-floor hallway, thankfully the last floor of the building. After their experience in the room downstairs, the girls had decided to use the flashlights Canton had provided them. Walking around in such a creepy place was much better with a little light instead of none at all.

Alex stepped into an empty bedroom while Amy continued down the hall. Alex moved further into the room, using her other hand to hold her umbrella out like a sword. There wasn't anything significant about this room. A few more bedframes lined the walls, a couple of them covered with dirty, dusty mattresses. Looking out the lone window in the room, Alex could see the rain continuing to pour down, just as furious as it had been when they arrived.

She glanced up at the ceiling, checking to see if there was another nest of aliens up there, but thankfully, this one only yielded dusty rafters and possibly a few bats. That was good. The ones downstairs were enough for her.

She was about to investigate the room further when she suddenly heard Amy's voice call out, "Hello? I saw you looking through the hatch!" Alex whirled around and hurried out of the room and down the hall, coming to a stop before an open door.

"Amy?" she called into the room.

Amy spun around. "Alex! Did you see her?"

Alex frowned in confusion. "See who? I was in another room. Who were you talking to?"

"There was this woman wearing an eyepatch who appeared in a hatch in the door." Amy patted the specific spot on the door. The hatch was noticeably nonexistent. "I asked her who she was, but she just turned away and said, 'I think she's dreaming'."

Weird. Maybe the aliens had gotten to Amy and were trying to trick her. "Amy, have you checked your hand lately?" Alex asked as she tilted her head to get a better look at Amy's palm.

Amy glared at her. "Alex! I know what I saw!" She raised her hand. No glow coming from it. "See?" she said triumphantly.

Alex sighed. Well, at least that was good news, but it still didn't explain why Amy had seen an eyepatch lady in the door. "Well, whoever she was, she's gone now," Alex said, flashing her light around the room.

They appeared to be in a child's bedroom, presumably the little girl's since it looked much nicer than the rest of the bedrooms they'd seen. A small collection of stuffed animals had been arranged on the bed while a mobile full of stars and moons hung from a lamp. On another side of the room was a large chest of drawers, the top of which contained a bunch of framed photographs on a lace doily. Amy headed over to this while Alex crouched down to examine the stuffed animals.

The photos showed the little girl at various ages, none stretching past her current one. As Amy examined them, she spotted a photo tucked into the very back. She reached out and picked it up, only for her eyes to widen in shock.

It was of her and a baby swaddled up in a white blanket. She was holding the baby, leaning over slightly so her face was in the picture. Amy couldn't see much of the background, so she had no idea when or where the photo might have been taken.

"How?" she murmured to herself. "How can that be me?" It was entirely possible this photo had been taken in her future, but whose baby was she holding? Was the baby the little girl?If so,Amy thought,who is she to me?

"Ames?" Alex called. She straightened up and headed over to the redhead. "What'd you say?"

Amy glanced at her friend. She was just about to show her the photo, hoping that maybe Alex could gleam something from it that she couldn't, only to hear a familiar thudding sound from a small distance away, steadily getting closer.

The astronaut.

Amy hurriedly set the photo down while Alex moved a hand to her sonic necklace. They watched, hesitant, as the astronaut entered the room, coming to a stop a few steps away from them. "Who are you?" Amy demanded. "We don't understand, so just tell us who you are!"

The astronaut raised its gold visor to reveal the little girl from the warehouse. A crack was still in her helmet from where Amy had tried to shoot her. Amy winced at the sight and at the thought that she had nearly killed a child. "I'm sorry," she apologized. "I didn't mean to shoot you. I'm glad I missed." The little girl just stared at her, as if unsure whether or not to believe her words. Alex studied her as Amy continued. "But you killed the Doctor. And you tried to kill Alex." She nodded to the girl beside her. "Or you're going to kill him and try to kill her."

"That's time travel for you," Alex interjected, knowing she had to try to get the girl to like them if they wanted to find out who she was. She cautiously stepped forward, ignoring Amy's tugs on her blazer, and smiled a little at the girl. "Hi. I'm Alex, and that's Amy. What's your name?" No response, not that Alex was surprised by that. "Oh, come on. Pretty little girl like you must have a pretty name." Still, nothing. Alex sighed and decided to try another tactic. "Who are you? Could you please tell us, because we don't understand any of what's going on."

"Please help me!" the little girl begged. She reached a hand out towards them. "Help me,please!"

"Help you from what?" Alex asked. She was already starting across the room. "Is it the aliens? Is that it?"

But just as she reached the little girl, two of those very aliens came in through a door behind the girl. Amy started screaming and the door slammed shut. In the space of five seconds, Alex found herself grabbed by one of the aliens.

"Let go of me!" she yelled, kicking and thrashing around as the creature attempted to restrain her. Just her luck. The only way they could get out was by using the door, which was currently locked, and the only person who could open the door was currently being held by a disgusting-looking alien. Just great.

"Help!" Amy shouted. She scrambled over to the door and desperately tried to open it. "Help us!"

"Canton!" Alex screamed at the top of her lungs as she continued thrashing around. Remembering she still had her umbrella in hand, she moved to dig its handle into the alien, only her captor caught her doing it and jerked her to the side. The umbrella jostled out of her grasp. Defeated, she turned to watch the other alien approach Amy as the redhead continued to kick and pound at the door. The little girl in the spacesuit stood by, observing everything with a sad, but accepting air.

"Canton!" Amy called, not seeing the creature behind her. "Canton, help us!"

But by the time Canton would their screams and come to rescue them, it would be too late.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"You have to tapeeverythingthat happens in this office," the Doctor instructed Nixon. They were back in the Oval Office, Nixon behind his desk while the Doctor stood on the other side, giving orders. The Doctor couldn't help but be partially amused at the fact that he was setting part of the Watergate scandal up. He had to remember to tell Alex this. She'd probably tease him about doing such a thing in that adorable, flirty, sassy way of hers. "Every word, or you won't know if you're under the influence."

"Doctor, you have to give me more than this," Nixon argued as the Doctor went over to the TARDIS. "What were you doing to Apollo 11?"

"Thing," the Doctor dismissed. "A clever thing. Now, no more questions. You have to trust me and nobody else."

Just then, the TARDIS door opened and River poked her head out, one hand clutching a phone. "Doctor, it's Canton!" she cried frantically. "Quick! He needs us!"

The Doctor didn't even hesitate, rushing past River and into the console room. He ran up the steps, practically taking them two at a time as River shut the doors and moved to join him. The Doctor barely looked up as they operated the time machine, not even to tell River she was doing anything wrong.

In truth, he was terrified, absolutelyterrified. If Canton had called, that meant that Alex or Amy or both were in danger. His hearts tensed at the thought of his Ally in peril. He should haveknownsomething like this might happen! He should have resisted Alex's incredibly irresistible eye-batting and pleading and put his foot down. Never mind how angry she might have been, she'd be safe.

Not now,he told himself as he pulled a lever down to send them to the destination Canton had given them.Go save Ally – and Amy – and then you can worry about the what ifs.

All too soon – but not soon enough for the Doctor's liking – they were at Graystark Hall Orphanage. The Doctor barreled down the stairs and out the door, River and Rory hot on his heels. As they ran up to the third floor, they could hear Canton desperately shoving against a door, Amy and Alex's screams echoing from beyond.

"Help!" Amy screamed. "Help us! Please, I can't . . . I can't see!"

"Get off of me!" Alex screeched. The Doctor ran even faster at this. "Somebody help!"

"Amy!" Canton cried. "Amy! Alex! Can you hear me? Girls, I'm going to try to blow the lock. I need you to stand back!"

"Okay, gun down!" the Doctor cried as he jumped up onto the landing and ran over. He already had his sonic screwdriver out and he immediately pressed it to the knob. "I've got it!"

"Amy! Alex, we're here!" Rory called as he and River reached the top of the steps. "Are you okay?"

"We can't see anything!" Alex yelled.

At this point, the lock gave way and the Doctor barreled into the room, the others quickly following. They found themselves in the little girl's bedroom. The astronaut suit was lying lifeless on the carpet and Amy and Alex were nowhere in sight.

Rory spun in a circle, trying to see all of the room at once. "Doctor, where are they?!"

River hurried over to the spacesuit and knelt down next to it. She pulled out her scanner and ran it over the contraption. "It's empty," she reported a moment later. As though to further illustrate her point, she lifted the visor. Nothing but a blank space.

The Doctor nodded at her, but his thoughts were consumed by Alex. Where was she? What had happened to her? She should have been safe, considering she could see the aliens. What had happened to her?! "Alex!" he shouted. "Alex!" He crouched down on the floor and looked under the bed, even though he doubted he was going to find her under there. "Ally, where are you?!"

"It's dark," Amy's voice whimpered. The group looked around and were soon drawn down to the floor as a red light flashed on the carpet. It was Amy's nanorecorder. "So dark. I don't know where I am. Please, can anybody hear me? Alex? Where are you? Alex?!"

"Right here," Alex's voice reported, sounding much calmer than Amy. The Doctor sighed in relief. She was alive. That was good. He didn't think he could handle it if she was dead. "Wherever here is, anyway."

Rory bent down and picked up the nanorecorder. "They took this out of her. How did they do that, Doctor? Why can I still hear her?"

"Is it a recording?" River asked.

The Doctor stepped closer and ran his sonic over the device. After a moment of scanning it, he raised the sonic and examined the results. "It defaults to live," he explained. "This is current. Wherever the girls are right now, this is what they're saying."

"Amy, can you hear me?" Rory called into the recorder, cradling it in his hand like it was the rarest gem in the world. "Alex? We're coming for you two. Wherever you are, we're coming, I swear."

"They can't hear you. I'm so sorry. It's one-way."

Rory shot him a dark look. "Amy canalwayshear me, Doctor," he argued as Amy's sobs broke out on the other end. "Always. Just like Alex can always hear you. Wherever they are, and they always know we're coming for them.Always."

The Doctor went silent. He couldn't really argue that point, considering the connection between him and Alex. He could always hear her and most definitely would always hear her. He wouldn't be surprised if it turned out to work vice-versa as well.

"Doctor?" Alex's voice called out, as though she could actually hear them right now. "Doc, I know you're out there. Doc, if you can hear me, please,pleasehurry. Amy's scared and, well, I'm okay but I'd much rather be with you instead of with a bunch of aliens permanently dressed for the Oscars. Like that one, Amy?"

"Yeah," Amy giggled, her sobs turning into slight sniffles. "Thanks, Alex."

"No problem," Alex said breezily. The Doctor and Rory looked at each-other and grinned. Alex was trying to distract Amy with her usual sarcastic wit and humor. That meant she was okay . . . for now. "But hurry up, Doc. Amy needs her raggedy doctor and I need to see you."

The Doctor stared at the nanorecorder for one long moment before plucking it out of Rory's hands and raising it to his lips. "I'm coming, Ally," he whispered into it. "I swear it; I'll be there soon."

There was a long pause on the other end and then, finally, "Thank you, Doc."

"Hello?" a new voice rang out as the Doctor handed the nanorecorder back to Rory, the latter kissing it. Everyone turned to see Renfrew poking his head in. The Doctor eyed him. The man certainly looked frazzled and off his rocker, just like Alex had said.

Renfrew stumbled the rest of the way in, glancing back out at the hall a few times as though to check that something was there. "Is somebody there? I think someone has been shot. I think we should help . . . we c. . ." He blinked and looked around bewilderedly. "I can't re. . . I can't remember."

Yep, off his rocker,the Doctor thought. The poor man's mind would never be the same again after so many memory wipes. He darted forward towards the door, River, Canton, and Rory rushing to follow him . . . until the Doctor tripped on something. He stumbled and held his arms out for balance, catching himself at the last minute. Frowning, he looked down.

It was a bright red umbrella, lying abandoned on the ground. The golden tip at the top was broken, the little piece lying just a small distance away. The Doctor bent down and picked it and the umbrella up, placing the former in his pocket so he could attach it back on later. He fingered the umbrella. It was still slightly damp from the rain, drops of water catching and staining the sleeves of his tweed jacket.

It looked like an ordinary umbrella to everyone else, but it was incredibly important to the Doctor. It was the umbrella Alex had been carrying when she walked out of the TARDIS wardrobe in what he liked to call her power-suit. He'd been confused as to why she was carrying it when it was sunny outside though, now seeing the rain pounding away out the window, he guessed that the TARDIS had known a change in weather was coming and had wanted Alex to be prepared for it.

Still gripping the umbrella, the last thing he had left of Alex, the Doctor stormed out the door and down the stairs. He knew the others were following him, but he barely heard them. His blood was pounding away, harder and faster than the rain overhead, and his hearts were beating louder than any thunder could dream to sound like. He was angry, so, so angry. Alex, his Ally, had been taken away from him, snatched out of his reach by enemies he couldn't even remember encountering. They had just taken her from him, not knowing how furious it would make him.

He felt the dark part of himself he strove to keep hidden rise up. The Oncoming Storm was whirling through him like a mighty hurricane and nothing,nothing,was going to stop him from rescuing Alex.

So consumed in his thoughts, he almost didn't register the fact that he was walking into Renfrew's cluttered office. Lying on the floor was one of the aliens. One of its hands clutched a gunshot wound on its side. Canton shined his flashlight on it as they approached. The creature struggled to back up as the Doctor advanced towards it.

He knelt down next to the creature. "Who and what are you?" he demanded. His voice was cold and hard, a little glimpse of the all-consuming rage running through his veins.

The creature eyed him for a moment before answering. "Silence, Doctor," it hissed. "We are the Silence."

The Doctor's eyes widened in recognition. Silence. . . He'd heard that before. He'd heard it all throughout his adventures leading up to the Pandorica.

Prisoner Zero fixed his eyes on the Doctor and Alex. "Silence, Doctor and Ally," he hissed. "Silence will fall."

Rory stepped into the doorway, Alex right behind him, but the Doctor stopped them from heading in. "Rory, Alex, listen to that!" he commanded.

Rory frowned in confusion. "Er, what? All I can hear is . . . silence."

Almost instantly, Rosanna's playful demeanor towards him disappeared, revealing a scared and mournful person. "We ran from the Silence," she replied.

"The Silence?"

The Doctor blinked. All those instances where his enemies had spoken of the Silence. . . He hadn't known what they were talking about until now. He stared at the Silent before him.

"And Silence will fall!" it finished.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A little while later, the Doctor, Rory, and River were back at the warehouse. The Doctor had dropped Canton and the Silent off at Area 51 after making a pit stop in Washington to pick up President Nixon, who they needed to make sure no one questioned Canton about his reappearance from the prison after several days of being in there. They had a little plan in the works which, if everything went off without a hitch, would work.

Now, the Doctor and River were examining the spacesuit they'd recovered from Graystark while Rory sat a little distance away, clutching the nanorecorder in his hand. Amy and Alex hadn't spoken for a while, and it was starting to alarm the men. River didn't look all that concerned, but she was from the future and probably already knew how things happened.

Or she just really didn't care for Alex. That was likely too.

"It's an exoskeleton," she said now, pulling the Doctor out of his steadily darkening thoughts. "Basically life-support. There's about twenty different kinds of alien tech in here."

"Who was she?" he wondered. "Why put her in here?"

"You put this on, you don't even need toeat. The suit processes sunlight directly. It's got built-in weaponry and a communications system that can hack into anything."

"Including the telephone networks?"

"Easily."

"But why phone the President?"

"It defaults to the highest authority it can find," River said as she scanned the suit. The Doctor took this opportunity to pull the blue envelope he'd received out of his jacket and begin examining it. "The little girl gets frightened, the most powerful man on Earth gets a phone-call. The night terrors with a hotline to the White House." She looked up just in time to see the Doctor licking the envelope. She shook her head and wondered if this was how Alex felt half the time. "You won't learn anything from that envelope, you know."

He lowered the envelope and turned it over, examining each side. "Purchased on Earth, perfectly ordinary stationary, TARDIS blue," he summarized. "Summoned by a stranger who won't even show his face. That's a first for me. How about you?"

"Our lives are back to front," River reminded him. "Your future's my past. Your firsts are my lasts."

"That's not really what I asked."

River just smirked. "Ask something else, then."

Easy enough, considering there was still a lot about the Silence and the little girl he didn't know. "What are the Silence doing raising a child?"

"Keeping her safe." River leaned back down to examine the suit's technology. "Even giving her independence."

The Doctor paced across the floor, passing Rory as he said, "The only way to save Amy and Alex is to work out what the Silence are doing."

"I know," Rory responded.

"And every single thing we learn about them brings us a step closer."

"Yeah," Rory cut in before he could go on. "Doctor, I get it. I know."

The Doctor nodded, knowing that he did, but just reinforcing what they had to do to get their girls back. "It's possible she's not just any little girl," he said to River.

"Well, I'd say she's human," River hypothesized, "going by the life-support software."

"But?" he prodded. There was always a 'but'.

River sighed and wearily rubbed her forehead. She looked a bit like Alex when she was frustrated, not that the Doctor was about to tell her that. That wouldn't be received well at all. "Sheclimbedout of this suit. Like. . ." She held up one of the wires sticking out of the suit. It had been ripped in half. ". . .sheforcedher way out. She must be incredibly strong."

"Incredibly strong and running away," the Doctor mused. He smiled. "I like her."

"We should be trying to find her."

"Yes, I know. But how? Anyway, I have the strangest feeling she's going to find us."

"Apollo 11, this is Houston," a voice rang out, though no one looked around for it. It was coming from the TV that had been set up on the other side of the room, tuned to the Apollo 11 launch. "How do you read? Over."

The Doctor walked over to the TV and studied the screen as the NASA scientists went on. Rory, however, eyed the spacesuit. "Why does it look like a NASA spacesuit?" he asked.

"Because that's what the Silence do," the Doctor said. "Think about it. They don't make anything themselves. They don't have to. They get other life forms to do it for them."

"So, they're parasites then," River summarized.

"Superparasites," the Doctor corrected, "standing in the shadows of human history since the very beginning. We know they can influence human behavior any way they want. If they've been doing that on a global scale for thousands of years. . ."

"Then what?" Rory prompted when he trailed off.

"Then why did the human race suddenly decide to go to the moon?"

"Ten, nine. Ignition sequence start. Six, five, four." Flames began bursting out from the underside of the rocket and the whole contraption trembled on the launch-pad.

"Because," the Doctor finished, "the Silence needed a spacesuit."

"One, zero. All engines running. Liftoff. We have a liftoff." On screen, Apollo 11 began zooming upward. In just a few minutes, the astronauts aboard would be in the upper part of Earth's atmosphere, pieces of rocket falling away as it propelled towards the moon. "Thirty-two minutes past the hour, liftoff on Apollo 11."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A little while later, the Doctor opened River's beeping comm. He smiled when he saw the video file Canton had sent from Amy's phone. That smile turned into an almost dark grin when he heard the Silent utter the phrase, "You should kill us all on sight."

Behind him, River continued to examine the suit. The little archeologist inside her must have been having a field day, examining such a complex piece of tech. Just as she was running her scanner over it again, one of the suit's gloves twitched.

"This suit," she called to the Doctor, making him look back over at her as the suit continued twitching, "it seems to be repairing itself. How's it doing that?" Then, a thought occurred to her. "Doctor, a unit like this, would it ever be able to movewithoutan occupant?"

"Why?"

"Well, the little girl said the spaceman was coming to eat her. Maybe that's exactly what happened."

Before the Doctor could reply, Amy's voice came out through the nanorecorder. "I love you," she said, the first words either girl had spoken for at least a couple hours. "Really, I do. More than I ever thought possible. And I swear, when I see you again, I'm going to tell you properly, just to see your stupid face. My life was so boring before you dropped out of the sky. So just get your stupid face where I can see it, okay? Okay?"

"And, for the record," Alex's voice interjected, "just in case there's any lingering paranoia in you, Rory, she was talking toyou."

"Yes, thank you, Alex," Amy dismissed, probably sticking her tongue out at the girl.

Rory had to chuckle. Alex needn't have clarified Amy's words for him. He hadn't worried about Amy's feelings for the Doctor in a long time, not since he came aboard the TARDIS and went to Venice. Seeing Alex's interactions with the Doctor and vice-versa and seeing how Amy had turned over a new leaf and was trying to push the two together, he knew then that Amy was completely his, reinforced even more after he heard what she did to get back to him during the Dream Lord adventure. She was his wife and she loved him, and nothing would ever make him doubt that.

"They'll be safe for now," the Doctor quietly assured him, having sat down beside him at some point during Amy's declarations of love. "No point in dead hostages." He grimaced, realizing just how bad that had sounded. "Um . . . forget I said that," he said awkwardly, his stomach twisting painfully at the thought of Alex dying.

Rory looked at the Doctor, taking in his weary and slightly angry expression. Being apart from Alex was taking his toll on him. He recalled the way the man had acted when Alex was taken by the Silurian's. He'd never seen such raw anger before, a twisted, powerful force that was never seen so long as Alex was standing alongside the Time Lord. He could only hope and pray that it wouldn't be unleashed again before they got back to the girls. "Can't you save them?" he asked.

"I can track that signal back. Take us right to them."

Rory gaped at him. If he could do that, why wasn't he falling over himself trying to get back to Alex, considering how important she was to him? "Then why haven't you?" he demanded.

The Doctor sighed. "Because then what? I find them and then what do I do? This isn't an alien invasion. Theylivehere. This is their empire. This is kicking the Romans out of Rome."

"Rome fell," Rory flatly reminded him.

"I know," the Doctor murmured, remembering his trip to the city during his first incarnation and how he accidentally gave Nero the idea to burn down the city. Not that he was about to tell Rory that. Instead, he settled for, "I was there."

"So was I."

Which reminded him. . . "Personal question."

"Seriously, you?"

"Do you ever remember it?" the Doctor asked, ignoring the dig. "Two thousand years, waiting for Amy? The Last Centurion."

"No."

The Doctor eyed him doubtfully. "You're lying."

"Of course I'm lying."

"Of course you are. Not the sort of thing anyone forgets."

"Alex asked me about that."

The Doctor raised an eyebrow, but he wasn't really all that surprised. Alex was tremendously caring, and he knew she looked after her friends with a fierce protectiveness and determination that he greatly admired. "Did she now? When?"

"Not long after the wedding. It was probably a few days before we went to Savannah. She found me in the kitchen late one night. I'd had a dream of a memory during those years. It was during WWII, London Blitz, and I was tugging the Pandorica out of the warehouse it was in before a bomb fell on it. I was heading out when this brown-haired girl in a nurse's uniform came running up to me. She yelled, "Look out!" and pushed me out of the way and on the ground. Then there was this whistling sound and a big explosion. When it cleared, I looked round, but she wasn't there anymore. She died for me that night and I didn't even know her.

"Anyway, I couldn't sleep after dreaming aboutthat, so I went into the kitchen to make tea. I was just sitting there, and Alex came in. Said she couldn't sleep either and asked me what I was doing up. I told her about the dream, and she asked me if I remembered any more of those 2,000 years."

"What'd you tell her?"

"I said I don't remember it all the time. It's . . . like this door in my head. I can keep it shut."

"Please, please, just come and get me," Amy begged, sobs starting to overtake her voice. "Come and get me."

"Come on, Doctor," Alex pleaded. "You must have a plan in the works by now! I know you. You're quite brilliant. And sorry, Rory, for making a smug look appear on his face."

The Doctor laughed a little, making a mental note to get back at her for that remark. "I do, Ally," he said to the nanorecorder. "And I think now's as good a time as any to put it in action."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex's eyes fluttered and she grimaced as she re-woke to a dim room, lights shining overhead like some people who claimed to have been abducted by aliens described. She glanced down to see that she was still strapped to the chair she'd been in for the last. . . Well, she didn't really know how long she'd been here, but she'd estimate a couple days.

She looked around the room, a carbon copy of the control room she'd seen in Craig's flat and the one back at the warehouse. A small distance away, Amy, strapped to her own chair, was waking up. And in front of them were at least a dozen aliens.

Amy winced in the bright glare of the lights. "Where am I?" she demanded. "Where is this?"

Alex wasn't surprised that Amy couldn't remember much. These aliens, who she'd heard calling themselves the Silence, had been knocking them out, using their post-hypnotic suggestion skills to make them forget the last few days. Well, they were trying to, in Alex's case. Alex could remember everything but didn't let on in front of them. She doubted it was a good idea to let them know that. They might try and kill her because of it.

Still, she had fallen asleep. And when she'd woken, she could have sworn that she was supposed to remember something, something important. But no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't think of anything.

Now, Alex shifted. There was an uncomfortable pain in her chest. It was probably from the tight straps surrounding her waist, but it didn't really feel like that. It felt more like something was . . . shiftingaround inside her body, like her organs were getting squished from something new being added to her insides.

But before she could dwell on it further, one of the Silence started speaking. "You are Amelia Pond." It then turned to Alex. "And you are Alexandria Locke."

"And you're ugly," Alex retorted. "And don't call me Alexandria."

"We do you both honor. You will bring the Silence." Exactly who it was talking to was unclear, for the creature had positioned itself so it was looking at both girls. "But your part will soon be over."

"Whatever that means, you've made a big mistake," Amy shot back, "bringing us here, because wait until you see what's coming for you now." The Doctor was most definitely angry about Alex having been taken. Amy had seen what instances like that did to him. If the Silence were smart, they'd betterrun.

"You have been here many days."

"No," Amy said slowly, "we just got here. You just put us in here!"

"Your memory is weak," the Silent argued, as if it hadn't been erasing her memories over the past few days. "You have been here many days."

Amy shook her head adamantly and struggled against her straps. "No. No, I can't have been."

The Silent stepped over to her while another one went to Alex. Both started to lean over the girls. "You will sleep now," they commanded.

"No!" Amy screamed, shaking against her restraints.

"Get off of me!" Alex yelled, thrashing around wildly, and cringing back from her Silent. She really wished she could use her sonic necklace to loosen her bonds, but it only worked when she was holding it. When the Doctor got here, because hewouldget here, she was going to have to ask him if there was any way she could use her necklace without having to physically hold it.

"Sleep."

"No! Get off me!" Amy cried. "No! No!"

"Sleep."

"NO!" the girls screamed, their cries practically rivaling each-other in volume.

And then, a glorious sound rang out, stopping everyone in their tracks and cutting the girls' cries short. It was the TARDIS materialization noise. Amy and Alex turned to watch, grins lighting up their faces, as the blue box came into reality.

The Doctor stepped out and looked around at the familiar setting. "Oh, interesting," he marveled, studying the room. "Very Aickman Road. I've seen one of these before. Abandoned. I wonder how that happened? Oh, well, I suppose I'm about to find out." He spun around to address River and Rory, who had just stepped out of the time machine. "Rory, River, keep one Silent in eyeshot at all times."

He swiveled back around and looked at the Silence. "Oh, hello!" he exclaimed, as if just now noticing them. "Sorry, you were in the middle of something." He darted back into the TARDIS, coming out only a second later with a small TV in his hands. Alex co*cked her head at it. What was he doing? "I just had to say though, have you seen what's on the telly?" As he set the TV on the console, he turned to the girls. "Oh, hello, Amy, Ally! Are you two alright? Want to watch some television?" In actuality, he was literally forcing himself from running forward and tearing Alex out of her restraints. Sadly, he just couldn't do that yet. His plan had to go off without a hitch or things would be truly screwed.

He then noticed that some of the Silence were edging closer to him. "Ah!" he warned, holding a hand out. "Now, stay where you are. Because look at me, I'm confident. You want to watch that, me, when I'm confident. Oh, and this is my friend River." He nodded over his shoulder to the woman now standing back-to-back with him, her blaster trained on the Silence. Neither of them noticed the steely glare on Alex's face when she saw how close they were. "Nice hair, clever, has her own gun, and unlike me, she really doesn't mind shooting people. I shouldn't like that. Kind of do, a bit."

River beamed at him over her shoulder. "Thank you, sweetie."

"I know you're team players and everything, but she'll definitely kill at least the first three of you—"

"Well, the first seven, easily," River interrupted.

"Seven, really?"

River smirked, practically preening at his amazement. She leaned her head back to rest on his shoulder. "Oh, eight for you, honey," she promised.

"Stop it."

"Makeme."

Oh, I'lldefinitelymake you!Alex thought, her eyes positively shooting daggers at River. Her eyes switched from a light honey to a deep, dark green, to the point that they were almost black. Amy and Rory glanced over and shivered a little bit. They'd seen Alex's eyes change colors before, but never like this.

From his angle, the Doctor couldn't see Alex and her steadily growing fury. "Yeah?" he shot back. "Well, maybe I will."

By this point, Alex had had enough. "WILL YOU TWO STOP FLIRTING FOR ONE GOD-DAMNED SECOND AND GET US OUT OF HERE?!" she screeched, everyone, even the Silence, wincing at the sound of her voice.

"Yeah!" Amy called out in agreement, although nowhere near as loud as Alex. "Because I feel like I should be high on the list right now!"

The Doctor cringed, more at Alex's voice than anything. That was the voice of pure jealousy, no mistaking it. And he couldn't blame her. It did sound like he had been flirting with River, even though he didn't mean to. His most recent incarnations had acted like this with everyone, flirting with people who he regarded as friends. As far as he was now concerned, he only wanted to flirt with Alex. Which meant that he was going to have to watch the flirting.

"Yes," he nodded, jumping away from River. "Right. Sorry! As I was saying, my naughtyfriendhere is going to kill the first three of you to attack, plus him behind, so maybe you want to draw lots or have a quiz. . ."

As he talked, Rory crept over to Amy and began trying to undo her bonds. "What's he got?" she whispered.

Rory fussed with a complicated knot. "Something, I hope," he muttered.

". . .or maybe you should listen a minute," the Doctor went on. "Because all I really want to do is accept your total surrender and then I'll let you go in peace. Yes, you've been interfering in human history for thousands of years. Yes, people have suffered and died, but what's the point in two hearts, if you can't be a bit forgiving, now and then?" He eyed one of the Silence, but it didn't say anything. "Ooh, the Silence. You take that seriously, don't you? Okay, you got me. I'm lying. I'm not really going to let you go that easily. Nice thought, but it's not Christmas."

He went over to the TV and flicked one of the switches. "First, you tell me about the girl. Who is she? Why is she important? What's she for?"

But there was still no reply.

The Doctor shrugged. "Guys, sorry, but you're way out of time. Now, come on. A bit of history for you. Aren't you proud?" He extended the TV antennas and switched it on. The screen showed black and white footage of the moon landing. "Because you helped! Now, do you know how many people are watching this live on the telly? Half abillion. And that's nothing, because the human race will spread out amongst the stars. You just watch them fly. Billions and billions of them, for billions and billions of years, and every single one of them at some point in their lives will look back at this man, taking that very first step, and they will never, ever forget it."

They all watched as Neil Armstrong prepared to step off the ladder and onto the lunar surface for the first time. "Oh, but they'll forget this bit," the Doctor added, pulling out his comm and clicking it on. He held it to his lips, eyes fixed on the Silence. "Ready?"

"Ready," Canton confirmed.

On screen, Neil Armstrong began to hop off the Apollo 11 module ladder. "That's one small step for man. . ."

But then, the image changed. Alex blinked, shocked, as a Silent took Armstrong's place. "You should kill us all on sight," it hissed.

"You've just given the order for your own execution," the Doctor remarked, his voice dark and filled with an unmistakable edge, "and the whole planet just heard you."

The screen switched away from the Silent and back onto Armstrong as he stepped onto the lunar surface. ". . .one giant leap for mankind."

"And one whacking great kick up the backside for the Silence!" the Doctor laughed.

"Oh, you clever man," Alex breathed. And he really was. She was rather surprised though that the Doctor hadn't given the Silence a chance to back off, like he did with every other alien enemy they came across. Then again, what probability was there that the Silence would agree? In her experience, zero. They would likely just continue to influence the human race with post-hypnotic suggestion and there really wasn't any need for that, right?

The Doctor caught Alex's praise and beamed, even though he was pretty sure he didn't really deserve it. He didn't like committing genocide, but in this case, he felt it was necessary. "You just raised an army against yourself, and now, for a thousand generations, you're going to be ordering them to destroy you every day. How fast can you run? Because today's the day the human race throw you off your planet. They won't even know they're doing it. I think, quite possibly, the word you're looking for right now is, oops."

But the Silence hardly looked amused. In fact, they lookedfurious. Alex's eyes widened and she started thrashing around again, desperate to be free, as the Silence stared advancing on the Doctor.

"Run!" the Doctor cried, hastily backing up as above them, electricity started building. "Guys, I mean us. Run!"

Beams of light began shooting down, the Silence angrily screeching at their plans having been thwarted. River immediately sprang into action, firing her blaster at them while the Doctor just flashed the sonic around. What he was doing wasn't clear to Alex, but she imagined he was trying to be useful in some way.

"I can't get her out!" Rory shouted as he struggled with Amy's straps.

"Go! Go!" Amy cried. There was no way she wanted to see him dead! Again.

"We are not leaving without you!"

"Look, will you just get your stupid face out of here!"

"Run!" River shouted at them when she saw they hadn't gone anywhere. She shot another Silence. "Into the TARDIS, quickly!"

Hearing the Ponds' predicament, the Doctor flashed his screwdriver at Amy's restraints. The straps fell off her and Rory immediately sprang up to help her down. The two raced through the gunfire and blasts of electricity all the way into the TARDIS.

"Doctor!" Alex wailed as she struggled with her restraints. Unable to actually force herself out of them, she was trying to free a hand so she could use it to work her sonic necklace on the straps. Unfortunately, the Silence were skilled knot-tiers. These straps were practically unbreakable.

The Doctor instantly sprinted forwards and over to her side. Once beside her, he wasted no time in flashing his sonic over the straps. Alex shook her arms as the straps fell away, reaching out for the Doctor. He guided her arms around his neck as he lifted her out of the chair. Without pausing to put her down, he raced over to the TARDIS door and set her down inside.

"I'll hug you properly later," he promised.

"I'll hold you to it, Doc," Alex smiled.

Once Alex had ducked inside, the Doctor ran back over to River. "Don't let them build to full power," he warned her, flashing the sonic around.

River rolled her eyes. "I know! There's a reason why I'm shooting, honey! What are you doing?"

"Helping!" he replied as they pressed their backs against each-other.

"You've got ascrewdriver! Go build a cabinet!"

"That's really rude!"

"Shut up and drive!"

Deciding to obey River before she shot him, the Doctor ran into the TARDIS. In the Silence control room, River kept firing, spinning around in a circle like a graceful ballerina, killing Silence every which way. Once she had done a full circle, she crouched down, checking to see if all of the aliens had actually been taken out. Behind her, Rory slowly opened the TARDIS door and peeked out.

River straightened up and spun the blaster on her finger before tucking it into her holster. "My old fella didn't see that, did he?" she asked, not even turning around. "He gets ever so cross."

Hardly your 'fella',Rory thought, but didn't say. There was something he'd been wondering about River and now seemed like as good a time as any to ask it. "So, what kind of doctor are you?" he asked as River turned round to face him.

"Archeology," she answered . . . right as a Silent jumped up behind her. But before Rory could call out a warning, she pulled the blaster out and, without turning back, shot and killed the creature. She tucked the blaster back into her holster and strode up to the TARDIS door. "Love a tomb," she beamed, then calmly headed inside.

She darted up the stairs and over to the console. The Doctor, seeing this, cried, "You can let me fly it!"

Beside him, Alex snorted. Though she didn't care much for River, she'd be the first to admit that the woman was much better at flying the TARDIS than the Doctor was. "Orwe could get where we're supposed to," she challenged.

"Thank you, Ally," River remarked as she started pressing buttons on the console.

"River, how many times have I told you not to call me Ally?"

Across the platform, Amy observed the three, chuckling slightly at River and Alex's bickering. As she was laughing, Rory stepped up beside her. Amy looked over at him and, noticing the awestruck look on his face, asked, "What's the matter with you?"

"You called me stupid."

"I always call your stupid."

"No, but my face." He held up the nanorecorder.

Amy looked at it, then back up at him. "You heard me?" she breathed.

Rory smiled at her. "I always hear you. And just for the record? I know you love me. Alex didn't need to reassure me of that."

"That's good," Amy giggled, beaming like an idiot. She stepped closer to him and wrapped her arms around his neck before pulling him into a long kiss.

"Thanks," Rory smiled once they came up for air.

"You're welcome," Amy replied. She quickly pulled him back for another kiss. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Alex watching them, smiling away like the cat that ate the canary.

Now if we can only get her together with the Doctor,Amy mused as she deepened the kiss with her husband.

Chapter 6: Day of the Moon Part 3

Notes:

A/N: You can find Alex's outfits for this chapter on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

Chapter Text

"So we're safe again!" Nixon cheered once the Doctor finished telling him all about what happened with the Silence.

The Doctor scoffed. "Safe?" From her spot on the sofa, Alex snorted and pressed her lips together to keep from giggling at Nixon's alarmed expression. "No, of course you're not safe! There's about a billion other things out there just waiting to burn your whole world. But, if you want to pretend you're safe, just so you can sleep at night? Okay, you're safe. But you're not really."

"I think that really helped, Doc," Alex quipped, allowing a slight giggle to escape as she took in Nixon's frozen face.

The Doctor turned to her. "Behave," he mouthed, smiling when Alex stuck her tongue out at him. Snickering a little, he turned to address Canton. "Canton. Until the next one, eh?" He shook the man's hand.

"Looking forward to it," Canton grinned.

Alex stared at the carpet, thinking about the next time Canton would encounter them. She shook her head. No, she wouldn't dwell on those dark thoughts.I won't, Ican't.

The Doctor turned back to Nixon. "Canton just wants to get married. Hell of a reason to kick him out of the FBI."

"I'm sure something can be arranged," Nixon promised.

"I'm counting on you," the Doctor said as he held out a hand to Alex. Alex leapt up and immediately took it.

As they were heading back to the TARDIS, Nixon called out, "Er, Doctor!" Once the two turned back around, he continued with, "Canton here tells me you're, you're from the future. It hardly seems possible, but I was wondering—"

"I should warn you," the Doctor cautioned, "I don't answer a lot of questions."

"But I'm a President at the beginning of his time. Dare I ask. Will I be remembered?"

Alex bit down on her lip to keep from busting a gut at his question.Oh yes, Ricky, you'll be remembered,she thought,but not in the way you'd like!

Glancing down at Alex and seeing her amusem*nt at this question, the Doctor decided to answer. He sighed a little and fixed Nixon with a little smirk. "Oh, Dicky," he sighed. "Tricky Dicky. They'renevergoing to forget you, right, Ally?"

"Oh, yes," Alex nodded, pushing her laughter down. "You're in all the history books."Right after the word 'Watergate'.Which, really, was rather sad now that she thought about it. Nixon had helped them out a lot. Not a lot of people – especially presidents – would do that but the fact that he did showed just how much he really did care about his country and its people.

The Doctor patted Nixon's shoulder, then turned back to the TARDIS. He wrapped an arm around Alex's waist. "Say hi to David Frost for me," he called over his shoulder, almost as an afterthought.

"David Frost?" Nixon muttered, confused, but before he could ask what that meant, the TARDIS dematerialized.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"You could come with us," the Doctor half-heartedly offered a little while later. He knew Alex would never go for the idea of River being on the TARDIS full-time, but he felt like he had to at least offer the option, considering they were now at the Stormcage Containment Facility, dropping River back off at her cell.

Much to his relief, River shook her head. "I escape often enough, thank you. And I have a promise to live up to. You'll understand soon enough."

The Doctor nodded. "Okay. Up to you." He began walking to the TARDIS. "See you next time. Call me!"

River laughed at him, making him frown and turn back. "What, that's it? What's the matter with you?"

The Doctor's frown deepened, and he walked back over. "Have I forgotten something?" he wondered.

Neither of them saw the TARDIS door open behind them.

"Oh, shut up," River smirked before grabbing his lapels and pulling him down for a kiss.

Behind them, Alex stared, stunned at the sight in front of her. The Doctor and River were . . . kissing. The Doctor waskissingRiver Song.

Alex felt like someone had kicked her in the gut. She could feel her heart shattering into a thousand tiny pieces as she watched the two. She wanted to scream. She wanted to run over and break them apart. She wanted to throw up. She wanted to run to her bedroom and sob until there wasn't an ounce of water left in her body.

This was a sign. It had to be. This was the universe laughing at her for holding off so long on telling the Doctor her feelings for him. Tears brimmed in her eyes as she thought about how stupid the forces that controlled the universe must think her. Poor little Alex, in love with the almighty Time Lord, but he wasn't really hers, was he?

Though she felt frozen in place, Alex somehow mustered up the ability to wrench herself away from the doorway and rush back into the TARDIS. The door closed behind her, not even making a thump.

This all seemed like it lasted minutes, maybe even hours. In reality, it lasted all of four seconds.

The Doctor was stunned. What the hell?! Why was River kissing him? She wasn't even a good kisser. Her lips felt chapped and like rubber; Alex's were soft and firm and tasted sweet and sour at the same time, a flavor he still remembered from when he had to kiss her during the Pandorica fiasco in theByzantiumoxygen factory.

He put his hands on River's shoulders and firmly pushed her away, backing up a few steps just in case she tried to come after him. He rubbed his lips, feeling the sticky lip-gloss she wore that tasted like expired honey: sweet, but bitter, too bitter for anyone to enjoy for too long. He ached to dig out the tube of Chapstick he had buried in the nether regions of his jacket, but he knew it would be far too rude.

River stared at him, looking surprised for a second that he'd pushed her away, but it then changed to one of sad realization. "Of course," she said softly, her voice just a twinge bitter. "It would never happen between us, would it?"

"What are you talking about?" the Doctor demanded, running a hand through his hair and wiping his lips with the sleeve of his jacket.

River's eyes followed the action and she shuddered. "That," she nodded. "You're so disgusted. I should've realized all those years ago. Pining for you was a waste of my time. You only think abouther."

"Her who?"

River rolled her eyes. "Don't play dumb, sweetie. It really doesn't suit you. Who do you think I meant?"

The Doctor's eyes widened. "You mean . . . Ally?"

"Ally, yes. Alexandria, Alex, Ally, all the same person. You only think about her. You have ever since you met her. And it's most definitely vice-versa."

"She does not," he argued, while also wondering why he was discussing this with River. "We're not. We can't be."

"Actions speak louder than words, sweetie. And what you just did? That action was received loud and clear."

The Doctor didn't say anything. He didn't know what he could say to that. Deciding that silence was best, he turned his back and marched into the TARDIS. Behind him, River leaned against the bars and watched the time machine fade into the vortex.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Alex?"

Alex looked up from her spot on the jumpseat. Standing before her were Amy and Rory. Amy rested a hand on her shoulder. "Are you okay?" she asked, taking in Alex's upset face. Her friend's eyes were ever-so-slightly red-rimmed, she'd nibbled all her lip-gloss off, and her arms were wrapped around her stomach like she was going to be sick.

"Fine!" Alex dismissed, forcing cheer into her voice. She really didn't want to talk about what she'd seen with River. In fact, she wanted to forget that the whole thing had ever happened.

Neither of the Ponds looked convinced, but before they could say anything, the TARDIS door suddenly slammed shut and the thudding of footsteps rang out. A moment later, the Doctor jumped up onto the console. Alex picked at a loose thread on her skirt, not wanting to look at him.

The Ponds, however, did. To their surprise and befuddlement, the Doctor looked a little angry and slightly nauseous. He kept his lips tightly pressed together as he flew around the console, occasionally lifting a sleeve to rub at them furiously.

"Lick something he shouldn't have?" Amy mumbled to Rory.

"Maybe," Rory shrugged. He was just about to ask the Doctor if something was wrong when the Time Lord started speaking.

"Rory, I'm going to need thermocouplings. The green ones and blue ones."

"Okay. Hold on."

"No looking up through the glass again," Alex called out as he went down underneath the platform.

Amy's face reddened, remembering that little incident. "Alex!" she cried while the Doctor snorted a little, only to cover it with a hacking cough when Amy turned and glared at him.

"No danger in that!" Rory called beneath them. "Amy's wearing a pantsuit anyways."

Amy's face turned a thousand shades redder and, taking pity on her, the Doctor went over and leaned on the console next to her. "So," he said.

"So," she echoed.

"You're okay?"

"Fine," Amy nodded as Alex stood up and joined them. She stood beside the Doctor, but not as close as she usually did. "Head's a bit weird. There's loads of stuff I can't quite remember."

"After effect of the Silence. Natural enough."

Alex's brow furrowed. She supposed not remembering things was normal for those lacking advanced minds but could the same be said for her? She didn't want to be vain, but she didn't think so. She recalled that she felt like she couldn't remember something, something important. She was only pulled away from her worries when the Doctor said, "That's not what I was asking though."

Alex could see where his thoughts were going and was reminded of the promise she'd made to herself to ask Amy what her intentions had been once the whole Silence mess was over. "Amy, you told us you were pregnant," she said quietly.

"Yes," Amy nodded.

"Why?" the Doctor and Alex said together.

Amy shifted a little. "Because I was. I mean, I thought I was. It turns out I wasn't."

"No, why did you tell us?" Alex corrected, gesturing to herself and the Doctor.

"Because you're my friends." Amy smiled slightly. "You're mybestfriends."

"Hmm," the Doctor nodded, though he felt quite happy that Amy considered him that. "Did you tell Rory?"

Amy looked down at the ground. "No."

"Amy, why tell Alex and I, and not Rory?"

"Why do you think? I traveled with you in this TARDIS for so long. All that time. . . If I was pregnant for some of it, wouldn't it have had an effect? I don't want to tell Rory his baby might have three heads or, like . . . a timehead, or something."

The Doctor and Alex chuckled. "What's a timehead?" the Doctor asked, nudging Amy playfully.

She frowned at them. "I don't know, but what if it had one?"

"Atimehead," Alex snickered, picturing a baby with a clock for a face.

Amy's frown shook a little. "Shut up," she said, lightly flicking her shoulder. And then, she called out, "Oi! Stupid face!" The group turned to see Rory cautiously poke his head out from under the console.

"Er, yeah?" he said as he walked up the stairs, Amy's nanorecorder in hand. "Hello."

Amy shook her head. "I'm taking that away from you if you're going to listen in all the time."

"Okay, that's a fair point. But you should've told me that you thought you were pregnant. I'm a nurse. I'm good with pregnancy."

"Not, as it turns out, that good," Amy retorted, moving in to hug him. "Will you stop being stupid?"

"Er, no!" Rory exclaimed. He lifted her up and twirled her around, Amy giggling hysterically. The Doctor and Alex observed them with identical smiles on their faces. "I'm never, ever, going to stop being stupid!"

"So!" the Doctor interjected, clapping his hands as Rory set Amy down. "This little girl." He swung the scanner around to his side. "It's all about her. Who was she? Or we could just go off and have some adventures. Anyone in the mood for adventures? Because I am. You only live once!"

Alex smiled a little, but in truth, she was exhausted. They'd defeated a whole massive population of aliens, her organs still felt like they were shifting (nothing some sleep couldn't cure, she was sure) and she had just seen him kiss River Song. That last thought plagued her mind the most, and she really didn't want to go on another adventure until she had processed and accepted that. She doubted she ever would, but she would like a night's sleep.

"Actually, Doc," she began, "I'm rather tired. Think it can wait a few hours?"

He nodded rapidly, just as she had expected him to. "Of course, Ally. Besides, there are some things I need to check up on."

"What kind of things?"

"Nothing you need to worry about," he dismissed with a wave of his hand. "Shoo. All of you. Go rest as you humans are so fond of doing."

Amy, Alex, and Rory did triple eye-rolls but nevertheless headed up the stairs to their rooms. The Doctor watched them, waiting until Alex had disappeared before hurriedly looking at the scanner.

Amelia Pond

Full body scan in progress

Pregnancy. . .

The results came up. The Doctor frowned.That cannot be right.

On an image of a human body, the result was flashing back-and-forth from 'positive' to 'negative'.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

BANG! BANG! BANG! The gunshots were continuous, like the 21-gun salutes used at military funerals. But in this case, the gunshots were not the sound of someone gone being honored; they were the sound of someone who should be honored getting killed.

"DOCTOR!" Alex shouted at the top of her lungs. She forced herself forwards, no one stopping her, because there was no one else there to stop her. She watched the Doctor fall to the ground, sand kicking up as his body fell hard. She stopped for a moment, tensing as the astronaut turned to look at her. She waited for a gunshot to ring out, for a green light to come flying at her. . .

But nothing happened. The astronaut just stood there and stared at her, as if it were wondering why she was there. Then it turned away and headed back into the waters of Lake Silencio.

Once it was about halfway into the water, Alex darted forward again. "DOCTOR!" she called again, the wind sucking up her words and sending them elsewhere. She hurried onwards, ignoring the aching of her feet in her kitten heels and the wind that kept blowing her hair into her eyes. She needed to get to the Doctor. She had to. She couldn't let him die. Not again.

But to Alex's frustration, every step she took just brought her a step further from the Doctor. The distance between them expanded and Alex forced herself to move harder, run faster in order to get to him. After what seemed like an absolute eternity of running, she finally fell onto her knees at the site where his body had fallen.

She wheezed for breath, her lungs aching and pounding. She pushed her bangs out of her eyes and glanced down. "Doctor?" she said softly, but then she jerked in alarm.

There was no one there. The Doctor's body was just . . . gone.

Alex frantically looked around. Where did he go? He couldn't have gone anywhere. He had been shot, for Christ's sake! She whipped her head back and forth and stood up so as to better locate him . . . then she saw that her surroundings had changed.

The bright blue sky and cheerful sunshine, the perfect weather conditions for a picnic by the lake, had disappeared. The sky was now a dark, gloomy gray, storm clouds hovering over the cliffs behind her. The air felt electric and charged, like it always did before a thunderstorm, but this air also contained a palpable sadness. The lake's sparkling water was now dull and gray, flat and unmoving. A gust of wind blew around, sending prickles of sand onto Alex's boots and legs, but she didn't notice.

What had happened? What was going on? The weather couldn't change that suddenly. That wasn't logical.

Alex turned in a circle, taking all this in. Once she had done a full 360 degree turn, she found herself looking back at the spot where the Doctor's body had been. Something was there now.

It was a tombstone. It was about seven inches high, round at the top, and a pale, pale gray. Alex bent down to examine it.

Here lies the last Time Lord in existence

The Doctor

? – April 23, 2011

"To die would be an awfully big adventure." – Peter Pan

Alex couldn't help but snort. Figures the Doctor would have such a quote engraved on his tombstone. It was very him.

As she was examining the tombstone, she heard a sudden thudding come from behind her. Alex tensed. She should have known the astronaut would pull something like this! She whirled around, ready to fight to the death against whatever the hell was inside that thing . . . only to stop short and scream.

Standing in front of her was a humanoid creature of absolute nightmares, one that Stephen King would probably praise. Its flesh had rotted off in parts, veins and muscles proudly on display. It stood just a little bit over six feet tall but was hunched over as though it had a hunchback. Its clothes were filthy and dirty, caked with dirt and sand. A sleeve of its tweed jacket was torn, its pant legs were covered in dirt and sand particles, which were slowly crumbling off, the leather on its shoes was cracked. . .

Wait. Atweedjacket?

Alex took in the frightening figure again. Tweed jacket. Black trousers. Leather boots. She slowly looked up. And yes, a bright blue, albeit dirty, bowtie.

The horrifying figure with the rotting flesh . . . it was the Doctor.

"D-Doctor?" Alex whispered, gazing at him in horror. What had happened to him?! Why did he look so terrifying? Then it hit her. She was standing in front of his tombstone, directly above where he was buried six feet under. Or where he wassupposedto be buried. His corpse was standing right in front of her.

"Ally. . ." the Doctor hissed, stepping closer towards her.

Alex forced herself to remain still. This was the Doctor, after all. He wouldn't hurt her. "Yes, it's me."

"Ally. . ."

"Doctor, I'm here."

But instead of being reassuring, like she had intended, this only seemed to provoke some not yet decomposed nerve. "ALEXANDRIA!" he screeched. Alex yelped and stumbled back in horror. He stormed towards her, not having any problem doing so despite his decaying status. "LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME!"

"W-what?" she stuttered, continuing to move backwards as he stalked towards her.

"IT SHOULD'VE BEENYOUWHO GOT SHOT! BUT INSTEAD IT WASME!" At that, he pulled his tweed jacket open, allowing her to see the light blue shirt he'd been wearing that day. Aside from more dirt and sand residue, it seemed otherwise fine.

Until she caught sight of the holes.

There were three, perfectly round holes over his left heart. Three holes for three bullets.

"IDIED, ALEX! IT SHOULD'VE BEEN YOU! YOU SHOULD'VE DIED INSTEAD!" Then, he grinned. It looked so grotesque and unnatural on his disintegrating features, but the mood-change was just like the Doctor. It actually reassured Alex a little. Maybe she'd be okay. Maybe he wouldn't hurt her.

"Luckily, that won't be much of a problem for longer." His vacant eye sockets turned to look at something behind Alex. Ever so hesitantly, she turned around.

It was another tombstone.

Here lies Alexandria Nicole Locke

August 31, 1989 – April 23, 2011

Alex's eyes widened and she immediately scrambled away from the Doctor. "No, no, please!" she begged as he continued forwards at a determined stride. "Doctor, please!" She hurried backwards, only to slam into something. It was the Doctor's tombstone. She was trapped between it and the rapidly advancing Time Lord with no immediate exit in sight.

She moved to try and run around the tombstone, only for the Doctor to suddenly charge towards her. Alex screamed and fell to the ground. She desperately tried to move backwards but the Doctor leapt forward. He landed right on top of her, a feeling that was once pleasant, but was now just frightening.

Tears ran down Alex's cheeks. "Doctor, please let me go!" she sobbed.

"You will die, Alexandria, just as you were meant to." He reached a hand out to grab her throat, only for his skin to suddenly peel away.

The last thing Alex felt was the cold, icy drip of his blood on her throat as she screamed for a life that was being squeezed out of her.

Alex bolted upright, a scream dying in her throat. She gasped for breath and clutched her collarbone, her thumb running over the jewels in her necklace.

You're okay,she drilled to herself.You're okay. It was just a nightmare. It's okay. It wasn't real.

Despite these mental reassurances, she looked around her room hesitantly. This was usually the part in horror movies where the evil figment of the protagonist's dream reappeared, revealing to the audience that the nightmare was not yet over. Luckily for Alex, the Doctor's corpse was nowhere in sight. Still, that didn't stop her from leaning down and looking under the bed. Nothing there, not even a dust bunny. The TARDIS kept things very clean.

Alex sat back up and shuddered. There was no way she was going back to sleep after dreamingthat. She sprang out of bed and hurried over to her closet. She wanted to go and see the Doctor. Some in such a situation might be reluctant in going to see someone who they'd just had a nightmare about, but Alex wanted reassurance that he wasn't dead, that he wasn't that horrible decaying corpse that blamed her for his death.

Five minutes later, her white camisole, sleep shorts, and socks exchanged for a black sweater, skinny jeans, black ballet flats, and gold stud earrings, she stepped out of her bedroom and headed down the dimly lit corridor to the console room.

Just as she expected, the Doctor was there, crouching over the console, a rag in hand. He was leaning in close as he wiped a particular spot, murmuring something inaudible under his breath.

"Flirting with the TARDIS again?" Alex teased, the Doctor jerking up and yelping when her voice traveled over to him.

He tossed his rag down and mock-glared at her. "Ha, ha," he said dryly. "I was just . . . talking to the TARDIS . . . very quietly."

Alex nodded, a little smirk gracing her lips. "Of course you were."

The Doctor faltered for a second and struggled to come up with something. "Oh . . . you, well . . . oh, shut up!"

Alex just giggled and settled herself against the console. She regarded the Doctor. He was clad in only his shirt, bowtie, trousers, suspenders, and boots. In other words, completely sexy, at least in her opinion.

She was brought back to the present when he asked, "Can't sleep?"

"Uh, yeah." She decided not to mention the nightmare. It would just bring up too many questions she couldn't answer, no matter how much she wanted to.

"Any particular reason?" he asked as he bent down to retrieve his rag, inadvertently giving Alex a nice view of his rear in the process.

She kept her voice steady as she studied that section of anatomy. "Probably just getting used to the TARDIS humming again. I did find it restful here, but I guess sleeping without it for so long takes some readjusting."

The Doctor nodded and straightened back up, folding the rag and tucking it into his pocket. "Perfectly understandable," he said as he walked over to stand beside her. "Happened to Rose whenever she went and stayed with her mother for a few days. She usually ended up coming down here and talking to me for hours on end."

Alex smiled a little. Rose Tyler, his first companion after the Time War, was someone only she knew about, not Amy and Rory. The Doctor and her had been in love, though neither of them ever mentioned it because they were too scared. It sounded all too similar to Alex's situation now, though she doubted the Doctor had feelings for her. He'd told her so himself, after he reappeared at Amy's wedding following the Pandorica mess. And then there was that kiss she saw just a few hours ago with River. But there was also the kiss he gave her before his demise via astronaut.

This whole thing was just horribly confusing.

There was silence between them, a silence that was terribly uncomfortable. It wasn't like them to just stay quiet with each-other when they could be bantering or flirting. After a few more moments of this awkwardness, Alex decided to take the bull by the horns. "So, I saw you kissing River," she blurted.

Had he not had one hand on the console, the Doctor might have fallen over. He tightened his grip so he'd remain standing. His face was purposefully impassive as he said, "Oh?"

Oh? Was that really all he could say? Alex's jaw clenched. "Yes."

"Well. . ."

"Well, indeed," Alex scoffed. She pushed away from the console and started stalking around it, not wanting to be close to him while they talked about this painful subject matter. She leaned in close to the controls, pretending to examine some buttons. "You were certainly getting to know your future lover pretty well."

The Doctor almost threw up. River? Hislover?Ew,he grimaced. But then, as his brain processed the tone of Alex's voice, theaccusationbehind it, he started to grow angry. "Hardly mylover," he sneered, not turning around.

"Oh, yes, that's right," Alex nodded, straightening back up. "River's yourwife. She told me and Amy while we were hiking through the Maze of the Dead andthenyou asked her to marry you at Amy and Rory's wedding—"

The Doctor whirled around. "You and I both know that I wasnotasking River to marry me!"

"She thought so! She said yes, didn't she?"

"Well, yes, but—"

"But nothing! I saw it with my own two eyes. You and her were kissing. Perfectly fine. Congratulations."

The Doctor's hearts were throbbing at her words. Didn't she get it?! Couldn't she see that he didn't want River? He only had eyes for the girl in front of him!Everyonesaw it, even River just a few hours ago. They were always getting confused for a couple in every single place they went. Did she see that happening with River? Other than Amy's initial inference, no, she did not.

But you told her you didn't have feelings for her,a cruel voice in the back of his mind reminded him. He internally winced. That was right. He did. He said he didn't after she asked him why he kissed her in theByzantiumoxygen factory when he was backtracking through his life in the Pandorica. He had lied to her. Rule One, the Doctor lies.

But he'd had good reason to lie! Alex was so young, not even 21 at that point in time. He was 909 now, centuries older than her. There was no way she'd ever live that long. She'd get sixty more years if she was lucky. He couldn't tell her the truth, just to lose her a short time later.

But really, what had he accomplished in doing that? He kept hurting himself every time he looked her in the eye and told her no, he hurt them both when they shrugged off previous kissing encounters and, now that he was thinking about it, he had hurt them both when he'd caused her to leave. After all, why else would she have left? Having feelings for someone who had bluntly told you that they didn't feel that way? Why would you stay with them?

And he justknewshe had feelings for him. He'd heard it in her voice when River was flirting with him back at the Silence spaceship. That was the voice of someone who was positively jealous that the person they liked was being hit on by someone they did not care for at all. Especially when the person they liked was responding to said flirting.

He had to correct this.Now.

But what about Ally's age?a voice in his mind whispered.

He froze. Oh yes, thatwasa concern.

But she thinks you're in love with River,a second voice reminded him.

Yes, but she'll die soon,the first voice argued,whether old and aged, or to a Dalek's blast. Point is, she'll leave you soon.

Don't you want to be able to look her in the eye and prove that you don't want River?

Do you really want to be standing over her dead body one day?

Doesn't risk outweigh the endless possibilities?

Doesn't denying everything outweigh the risk and endless possibilities?

Then, a snort. He jerked himself out of his thoughts to see Alex looking at him spitefully, but there was a glimmer of hurt underneath that mask. He could see that same hurt more strongly in her eyes. "See?" she said, pointing at him. "You can't deny it anymore, can you?" Then, much to his horror, she began walking off.

"Oh, screw it."

Alex turned around and stared at him. To his relief, she wandered back. "What was that?"

The Doctor didn't answer. Instead, he started striding towards her. Alex eyed him, backing into the console as he got closer to her. In just a few steps, he had planted himself right in front of her. He placed his hands on either side of her, trapping her so that she couldn't escape. Not that Alex was really thinking about escaping. Actually, she was rather thrilled, but she refused to show it, not while she was still upset with him.

"How much did you see of me and River kissing?" the Doctor asked lowly. His voice sent shivers down Alex's spine. "Hmm?"

What did he mean by that? What more was there to see?! He didn't. . . Alex quickly dismissed that nauseating thought. Only a minute had passed between the time she left and the time he came back into the TARDIS. There was nowhere near enough time for them to do . . . that.

But he was expecting an answer. "Um . . . about four or five seconds, I guess?"

He hummed lowly, launching Alex into a full-on body shudder. Making a mental note to remember that, the Doctor reached out and began tracing her jawline with the pad of his thumb. She had rather loved that when he did it to her on theByzantium, and he was betting that she still loved it now.

Alex bit her lip and closed her eyes, trying to keep from moaning as his finger moved up to lightly trace her lips before going back to her jawline again.Why's he doing this?she thought, but she wasn't about to make him stop so she could ask.

The Doctor made a tsk-tsk-tsk noise. "Ally, Ally, Ally, if you had bothered to stay just another second, you would've seen me push River away."

Thatgot her attention. Alex's eyes burst open, exposing dark green irises. She gazed up into his own dark green depths, searching them to make sure he was telling the truth. Much to her delight and shock, she saw that he was. "You did?" she breathed.

He nodded, keeping his eyes tightly fixed on hers so she could see that he was telling her the truth. "I did. I couldn't stand the thought of her lips on mine. They tastedawful. After you and the Ponds went up to bed, I spent ten minutes washing my mouth out. The TARDIS can vouch for me." There was a little hum at this. The Doctor grinned. "See?"

Alex nodded, but she was still confused on why he had pushed River away. That didn't necessarily mean anything. He didn't necessarily have feelings for her. River could have just been a bad kisser. "Why'd you push her away?" she demanded, her voice no louder than a whisper.

He leaned in closer to her, to where his Listerine-scented breath hit her in the face. Both breathed heavily at this close contact, their hearts pounding in anticipation for what he was about to say. "Because," he murmured, "the only one I everthinkabout kissing is you."

Alex shivered and pressed her forehead against his. "But . . . after the Pandorica," she muttered in confusion, "you said—"

"I lied. Rule One. The Doctor lies."

And then he pressed his lips to hers.

Their kissing was fast and passionate, both releasing all their pent-up emotions from the last year. Moving his arms around Alex, the Doctor pressed himself even closer, nearly bending her back over the console. Alex wrapped her arms around his neck and, using the leverage this provided, pushed herself up onto the console.

The Doctor pulled back for just a second to check that she was sitting comfortably and not on some lever, but Alex immediately pulled him back. She didn't want to let him get out of arm's length for anything. Pushing her lips on his, she cautiously slipped her tongue out and lightly ran it over his bottom lip. He shuddered and quickly parted, his grip on her growing tighter as she traced patterns on the roof of his mouth, still having it memorized from when he kissed her on theByzantium.

Knees buckling from the intensity and power she wielded over him in such a simple action, the Doctor hastened to regain some control. Using his own tongue to push hers out, he swept it over her lips before nibbling at her bottom lip. Alex let out a sound resembling a purr and opened up to him. She would have fallen backwards when he scraped his tongue over the roof of her mouth, but his arms were wrapped tightly around her and she was practically pressed up against him now, like he didn't want to let her go. Not that she ever wanted him to.

She reached up and ran her fingers through his hair, giggling a little into the kiss when he let out a moan. She did it again. When he moaned even louder than he had the first time, she released another giggle.

He pulled back and frowned at her playfully. "Stop that, Ally," he scolded, his eyes twinkling in amusem*nt.

Alex's reddened lips curved into a smirk. She leaned closer, purposefully biting her lower lip. As his eyes went wide at the action, she whispered, "Makeme."

His eyes darkening, the Doctor immediately moved back on her, only instead of aiming for her lips, he went to her throat. He planted a series of hot kisses down her neck and along her collarbone, pausing at this site to nip and nibble at a few places. Alex whimpered and ran her hands through his hair, trying to pull him back up, but he refused to oblige. "Doctor, please!" she begged, her plea cut off by a groan as the Doctor swept his tongue in the hollow of her throat.

"You said make you stop, Ally," he reminded her, his voice a low murmur that made her arms feel weak. He chuckled when she dropped her hands from his head, vibrations echoing onto her skin as he laughed. "This is my way of doing it."

Alex moaned but didn't try to stop him again. He moved up and away from her collarbone, kissing the other side of her neck until he got to her pulse point. Here, he paused for a second, examining it, watching the spot throb rapidly. Alex was about to ask him what he was doing when he did something she did not expect. He began sucking at her pulse point.

Alex let out a cry and felt her legs weaken as he did his exquisite torture. Her eyes involuntarily closed as he continued sucking. She felt like she'd gone to heaven or achieved nirvana or something. This was total and utter bliss. This was something she had been searching for her whole life but hadn't known.

The Doctor continued up her neck and to her jawline. Pausing to take a nip at this, emitting her into another full body shudder, he went back to her lips. He forcibly pried them open with his tongue and moved a hand up to her hair, running it through the silky tresses. Alex eagerly responded to this by quickly pushing her tongue against his. A battle for dominance ensued. The Doctor's hand tightened in Alex's hair as she took control of their kiss, her hand trailing down the back of his neck to push him closer to her. Once she had done that, she began playing with the ends of his hair. He trembled at the action.

"Ally," he groaned, her name sounding like both a swear and a praise on his lips.

"Doctor," she matched in an identical voice.

They continued their fevered kissing for a few more moments, but a lack of air was starting to become a concern for Alex. Also, this kissing, as stellar as it was, was starting to be just a bit repetitive. It was time to up the ante.

She quickly pulled back from the kiss and placed her hands on his shoulders. Before the Doctor could even register what was happening, he found himself stumbling backwards, his legs hitting the back of the jumpseat. He fell back into it and stared at the marvelous sight in front of him.

Alex sat on the edge of the console, gasping for breath. Her hair was messy and wild, just the way he liked it, and her eyes were dark, incredibly dark, the dark green depths almost black as she looked back at him. Her sweater had bunched up at some point and now exposed part of her bare side. He watched, entranced, as she hopped off the console and straightened her top. Then she charged at him, crossing the room in three steps.

She pounced on top of him and quickly straddled him. Her arms went around his neck and her lips promptly found his. Their lips pressed against each other harshly. A small voice in the back of the Doctor's head remarked that they would be bruised later. Not that he cared.

He raked his hands through her hair, grazing his fingertips against her scalp. Feeling her shake, he continued doing this. Alex's own hands went up to cradle his face, just wanting to touch him as she kissed him. She alternately sucked and licked his bottom lip, tasting their flame-like flavor. Why in the world did she wait so long to do this? This was fantastic!

She moved her lips down his jaw and to his neck, nosing his collar aside so she could kiss his collarbone. The Doctor groaned, his head falling back and his hands flopping down on the jumpseat as his Ally bit down on his neck. He cried out at the mixture of pain and pleasure, then groaned when the skilled girl on top of him ran her tongue over the bite, soothing it.

Then the console began beeping.

The two glanced up and over at the console, struggling to determine what was happening with their lust-addled brains. After a moment of blank staring, they finally located a pair of red flashing lights.

Alex frowned. "Leave it," she whispered, turning back to the Doctor and forcing her lips back on his. The Doctor, who had started to get up at the beeping, relented and sank back into the leather seat. Alex smiled and started to push her tongue into his mouth . . . when another series of beeping rang out.

"Sorry," the Doctor apologized, nudging her off his lap and onto the jumpseat. "I have to." Alex sighed and lay out on her side on the seat.

The Doctor headed over to the console and pulled the scanner over to his side. He squinted at the readings. "Distress signal," he explained. "Coming from. . ." He blinked. "Well, that's not right."

Alex sighed again. She knew where this was going. And while she understood the need in investigating a distress signal, she was a bit more concerned about what might happen now. She and the Doctor had just had a mind blowing makeout session. This was a whole new level in their relationship. Were they just going to dismiss it like all the other times they kissed? She really hoped not. She was tired of hiding her feelings for him. She wanted him.

"We're going to investigate, aren't we?" she guessed.

The Doctor nodded eagerly, already in the process of running around the console with his usual maniac speed. "Yes, we are!" He pulled down a lever and a microphone popped up out of a hidden panel on the console. While Alex stared at it curiously, the Doctor picked it up and began shouting into it.

"PONDS!" he bellowed, his voice echoing out of speakers around the console room. Alex clapped her hands over her ears and winced. "WAKE UP! BIG ADVENTURE AND MYSTERIOUS DISTRESS SIGNAL!"

"DOCTOR!" Amy screeched. Alex snickered a little. There was going to be hell for the Doctor to pay for waking Amy Pond up.

"Can't this wait?!" Rory cried, though not nearly as loudly as Amy.

"Afraid not!" the Doctor said cheerfully, thankfully no longer shouting. "Get dressed and be down here in ten!" Amy started to swear, but the Doctor cut the microphone off before she could get really colorful.

And then there was silence. Alex lay sprawled out on the jumpseat while the Doctor stood at the console. Knowing how awkward silence was between them and not wanting to delay the inevitable any longer, Alex ran a hand through her tousled hair and turned to look at the Doctor. To her pleasant surprise, she found that his gaze was tightly fixed on her.

"Well, that was . . . nice," she murmured, her cheeks burning a bit.

"Nice?" he repeated. He sounded almost offended. "Just . . . nice?"

"No! Well, yes, it was nice, but also. . ."

He raised an eyebrow. "Also?" he prodded.

Alex's cheeks were a bright red now. "Mind blowing. Spectacular. The best kiss I've ever had."

The Doctor smiled broadly, and a little bit cheekily too. "Really?"

She nodded. "Yeah."

There were a few moments of silence before Alex finally forced herself to say what was on her mind. "Look, I know you probably think this was and should be a one-time thing, but I can't do that. Iwon'tdo that. I'm pretty sure you know that I have feelings for you, and I'm also pretty sure you feel the same for me. . ." She shook her head when she trailed off and forced herself to continue. "Okay, bottom line, I had to get that out, even if you think this should just be a one-off."

The Doctor stared at her. "What?" he whispered. His voice abruptly became louder and full of offense and incredulousness. "A one-off? Alexandria, do you really think I would constitute what just happened as aone-off?"

Alex eyed him, her dark green irises switching to a hopeful-looking light green. "It wasn't?" she murmured.

The Doctor shook his head so quickly and adamantly, Alex half expected it to fall right off. "Of course not," he said gently with such tenderness and compassion that Alex knew he was telling the truth.

Her face lit into a grin and she swung her legs over the jumpseat. She ran across the room and into his already open arms. She wrapped her own arms around him, squeezing his waist so she could guarantee that this was actually happening. "You have no idea how long I've hoped for this," she whispered, not feeling any embarrassment crop up. Their relationship was different now. She could say things to him now that she couldn't before.

"Me too," the Doctor confessed, running a hand through her hair. He leaned back to look her in the eye. "I won't lie to you, Ally. I'm still not entirely sure this is a good idea, but I'll be damned if I push you away again."

Alex smiled softly and moved her hands to cup his face. "Me too. But don't think about that. Just concentrate on the now." She raised up on tiptoe and pressed a kiss to his chin. "Will you try, for me?"

"For you?" One of his hands ran through her hair. "Of course."

Alex smiled brightly at him, pleased that he would try, even though she knew it wouldn't be easy for him. Things with him never were, but that was okay. They would just have to deal with any roadblocks together.

She glanced over her shoulder at the doorway. Still no sign of the Ponds, though she was sure they were hurrying. Knowing Amy, she would want to get down here as fast as possible so she could scream at him sooner. "So . . . after we figure out what the distress signal is and stop it, will we do more. . .?" She trailed off suggestively and looked up at him, a lustful glimmer appearing in her dark eyes.

The Doctor narrowed his eyes and gripped a piece of her hair. Alex yelped as he tugged on it, pulling her head upwards. "Of course, Ally," he promised, bending down so he could reach her lips. "It's just a good thing the Ponds will be coming in here at any moment and interrupting us, because I could probably snog you to death right about now."

Alex's breath hitched. She bit her lip on purpose, causing the Doctor to groan at the sight. Quick as a wink, he swooped down and captured her lips with his. This kiss started out fast and furious, but soon dwindled down into a slow, steady one that Alex swore made her insides turn to mush. The Doctor was just backing her up onto the console again when a flurry of footsteps sounded out from behind them.

Alex immediately pushed the Doctor away and scrambled away from him. She rushed over to sit on the jumpseat and put a finger over her lips. The Doctor smiled and nodded. It would be nice to keep their new relationship just to themselves for a little while. It was a major development for them both and they needed some time to sort through it and process it without any outside influence. Namely, Amy and Rory.

He reached over and grabbed his jacket from where he had tossed it on the railing. He was just tugging it on when Amy came down, her expression positively furious. He swallowed nervously.Maybe waking her up via TARDIS speaker systemwasn'tsuch a good idea.

"This better be a bloody good distress signal!" Amy snapped as she jumped off the last step. She stormed over to him and put a finger against his chest. "Because if this turns out to be nothing, the universe is going to have one less Time Lord in it!"

"Don't be so violent, Pond," the Doctor retorted as Rory came in.

Rory yawned and crossed over to Amy, knowing that she was likely to kill the Doctor for waking her up in such a loud and enthusiastic manner. "What's up?" he asked sleepily.

The Doctor began bouncing around the console. "Distress signal!" he cheered. "Coming from the 1600s, which is a bit odd. Aliens usually tend to stay away from that time period."

"Says the guy who met alien vampires in sixteenth-century Venice," Amy retorted.

"Yes, but that was the1500sand different circ*mstances. This is the1600s."

Amy rolled her eyes and went over to Alex. "Hey," she greeted, leaning a hip against the jumpseat. "He wake you up too?"

Alex shook her head. "No, I was already down here."

"What for?"

Alex glanced over at the Doctor. He was too busy directing Rory on how to hold a certain lever on the console down to pay them any attention. Still, she didn't want to risk him overhearing the reason she'd come down here. She leaned in close to Amy. "Nightmare. About. . ." She trailed off, not really needing to explain.

Amy nodded understandingly, a mournful expression falling across her features. "Yeah, I know what you mean. How bad?"

Alex winced, thinking about the Doctor's corpse blaming her for his death. "Bad. Let's just stick with that." She didn't want Amy to start getting such horrific nightmares too.

Amy looked at her questioningly, but ultimately nodded. "Okay." She started to turn back to watch the Doctor and Rory, who were now in the middle of what sounded like an argument about using the stabilizers, when her eyes caught something. They widened and she leaned in closer to Alex. "Alex, what did you do to yourneck?"

Alex jumped, looked down at her neck, and inwardly groaned. Thanks to the V-neck on her sweater, all of the Doctor's nips and nibbles were on display. Several reddish-purple marks decorated the sides of her neck and collarbone. She mentally swore. Had she known the Doctor and her would be making out and exploring each-other's necks when she came down, she would have put on a turtleneck.

"Oh, burned myself with the curling iron." She hoped that Amy wouldn't be able to tell the difference between burns and bruises.

Amy eyed Alex's perfectly straight hair and then the hickeys. "So many times?" she said doubtfully.

Alex bristled. "You know how stubborn I am. And after I kept burning myself, I finally just used the straightener like I always do."

Amy just gave her a suspicious look, expressing in no uncertain times that she wasn't buying what Alex was selling. Thankfully, before she could question Alex on just where those bruises – because even she knew those werenotburns – had really come from, the TARDIS suddenly shook to the side, forcing everyone to grab hold of something. Alex clutched the sides of the jumpseat while Amy clung to the railing. Ahead of them, Rory was holding onto the console for dear life.

The Doctor, however, just laughed and ran around the controls. "And we're off!" he cried, yanking down a lever and sending them further into the time vortex.

Chapter 7: The Curse of the Black Spot Part 1

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It wasn't long until they landed. The companions gingerly let go of the various parts of the TARDIS they'd grabbed, just in case the time machine had tricked them and was getting ready to throw them to the side. It wouldn't be the first time.

But the Doctor was the only one who didn't seem to be worried about such a thing, even though the last time it happened, he'd nearly been launched right off the platform. "Right!" he beamed as he examined the scanner. "Right place, right century. I did it!"

Alex stepped up beside him. "First time for everything," she quipped. The Doctor turned and gave her a put-out expression, but Alex just smiled mischievously. He grinned back at her. Thank Rassilon that their bantering wasn't gone despite the fact they had kissed so spectacularly.

He blushed remembering it. Normally, he was never so . . . vocalandexpressivein his desires. In the past, whenever women kissed him, he’d just stood there, his body shaking and his hands flapping around, not sure what to do. During some of the times he and Rose kissed (even though it was always something that had possessed Rose kissing him) he hadn't reciprocated, even though he was thrilled at the very thought that he was kissing her.

But with Alex, it was different. She brought out something in him that made himwantto tell her his desires and made himwantto show her how good she was making him feel. That necking he did with her? As far as he could remember, he'd never done that with anyone. But something in him strove to do that to Alex, to suck and lick her neck, putting marks on her that let everyone know she was his.

Speaking of marks. . . He looked down and noted with quite a bit of pride the several hickeys decorating the sides of Alex's neck.Going to be a bit hard hiding those from Amy and Rory,he thought with no small amount of smugness.

Seeing where he was looking, Alex casually tossed her hair over her shoulders, hiding the hickeys on the sides of her neck. The ones on her collarbone were still visible, but her sonic necklace hid some of the bigger ones. "Burned myself with the curling iron," she lied, an impish look appearing in her topaz-colored eyes.

The Doctor nodded and pursed his lips. "Better be careful, Ally," he commented, biting the inside of his cheek to keep from laughing at their new antics. "You're far too precious to me."

"What, value of me goes down if I get injured?"

"Actually, no. Your value goes up. I can't stand seeing you hurt."

Alex giggled while behind her, Amy and Rory looked at each-other in confusion. Normally, when Alex burned herself, either through trying to curl her hair or attempting to cook, the Doctor would whisk her off top speed to the medical bay and fuss over her until each and every burn was gone. But now, he didn't seem at all concerned. It was as though heknewexactly how the marks had gotten there and was relishing in the opportunity to flirt with Alex.

And Alex was only too happy to reciprocate. "I'll try to be careful then," she promised. "Can you do the same?"

The Doctor placed a hand on the console, the other one going to his hip. He knew Alex's words had a double meaning for Amy and Rory's benefit: she was really talking about him controlling himself on her body. "Can't promise anything," he admitted. Alex truly was his kryptonite. He found himself bending to her every will . . . except on letting her keep a cat, but that was pure logic that took over on his part. "Although, in the past, my not being careful has led to someverypleasant things."

Alex blushed and giggled. Amy and Rory just stared at them. "Do you have any idea what's going on?" Rory whispered.

"No idea," Amy replied, shaking her head. "But look at the marks on Alex's neck."

Rory looked. Though Alex had covered most of them with her hair, he could still make out the numerous funky-shaped bruises adorning her skin. "Are those—"

"Yes," Amy hissed, cutting him off. "At least, I think so. There's no way she did all that with acurling iron."

"But then who. . .?" The two slowly swiveled their heads in the Doctor's direction. They stared at him for a moment before turning back to face each-other.

"Nah," they dismissed. The Doctor and Alex were so stubborn and hard-headed. There wasno waythey would ever start making out like that. It'd take the Jaws of Life to get them to do that, and even then, they'd just dismiss it and never speak of it again.

"Now!" the Doctor declared, rushing across the platform and down the stairs, Alex in tow. "Let's find out where we are!" He and Alex rushed out the door. After a moment, the Ponds followed them.

They found themselves in a dark, wood-lined room. Barrels and trunks were everywhere, cluttering almost every inch of available space. Alex started to survey the room, only to suddenly stumble when the floormoved. She yelped and gripped onto the Doctor's jacket. The Doctor ran a hand through her hair, trying to calm her down, and cautiously led her further into the room.

"Where are we?" Amy questioned. At that moment, a bunch of footsteps sounded from above.

"Lower levels of someplace," Rory guessed as he ran a hand across the dust-covered lid of a trunk.

The Doctor sniffed the air. "It smells like the seventeenth century. Along with brine and . . . salt-water. . ." His eyes widened and he glanced over at Alex. Thankfully, she was too enraptured in studying a birdcage to really notice the smell of the air or his words. But when she did notice, he knew she wasn't going to like it one bit.

Amy and Rory took whiffs of the air and then immediately looked at Alex. "You mean we're on a pirate—" Amy started, but the Doctor shushed her. He did not want to tell Alex that they were on a pirate ship in the middle of the ocean, the last place she'd want to be, just yet.Or ever,he silently amended.

He looked around for something else to talk about, finally spotting a grate just overhead. "Aha!" he cheered. He quickly reached up and started shaking the grate. Above them, the footsteps stopped. The Doctor banged on the grate twice, knowing from experience that people usually tended to get irritated the longer and harder you rattled things.

It was at that moment that Alex got a good sniff of the air. The floor gently rocked again, and the dots connected in her brain. "Oh no," she gasped, turning to give the Doctor a dark look.

He gulped at the anger in her eyes.So much for more kissing tonight.

The grate finally came undone and, to keep from looking at Alex, he gave it a good push. It clattered to the ground above, allowing the four to see the night sky overhead . . . and several sailors crowded around the hatch, one pointing a gun at them.

The Doctor wasn't even deterred. Instead, he grinned. "Yo-ho-ho!" he greeted as Alex continued glaring at him. "Or does nobody actually say that?"

"I willkillyou," Alex told him, an ominous tone in her voice.

"No, you won't," he laughed.

At least, hehopedshe didn't.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A few minutes later, the four found themselves in the captain's cabin. They were standing before the captain at his desk while a few sailors stood behind them so as to make sure they didn't try to escape.

The captain was a big, burly man with a graying beard and stern eyes that had clearly seen their fair share of hardships. At the moment, he was giving the Doctor a very doubtful look as the Time Lord tried to explain just how they had gotten onto a pirate ship in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean.

"We made no signal," the captain retorted once the Doctor had finished his explanation.

"Our sensors picked you up," the Doctor explained, glancing sideways at Alex to see that she was still shooting daggers at him. Her arms were crossed, and she was standing with all her body parts very close together, as if she were afraid of spreading out. Reluctantly pulling his gaze away from her, he added, "Ship in distress."

The captain frowned at him, confused. "Sensors?"

"Yes," the Doctor winced. "Okay, problem word. Seventeenth century. My ship automatically, er, noticed-ish that your ship was having some bother."

"That big blue crate?"

The Doctor snapped his fingers in confirmation.

"That is more magic, Captain Avery," the sailor standing beside the captain said. He pointed at the TARDIS crew with his hat. "They're spirits! How else would they have found their way below deck?"

"Well, er," the Doctor stuttered. Not for the first time since this conversation started, he wished that Alex would help him out, though he knew that wasn't likely going to happen at this point. "I want to say multidimensional engineering, but since you had a problem with sensors, I won't go there. Look, I'm the Doctor. This is Amy, Rory, Alex. We're sailors, same as you." Avery's response to that was to pull out a gun and aim it at him. The Doctor sighed. "Ooh, arr, except for the gun thing. And the beardiness."

"You're stowaways," Avery decided. "Only explanation. Eight days, we've been stranded here, becalmed. You must have stowed away before we sailed."

"Now what do we do with 'em?" the crew member beside him asked.

Avery smiled at the four, but it wasn't one that spelled good intentions. "Oh, I think they deserve our hospitality."

The Doctor grinned, ignorant of the fact that things were only about to get worse. Beside him, Alex groaned.

"Okay," she declared, "I reallywillkill you now."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Less than two minutes later, the Doctor was pushed out onto the plank of the ship. He warily eyed the dark blue water a few feet below him and silently thanked God that Alex wasn't on this. She'd have a coronary. Behind him, the pirates were laughing their heads off, some of them holding back Amy, Rory, and Alex.

"I suppose laughing like that is in the job description," the Doctor remarked as the pirates continued cackling at his predicament. "Can you do the laugh? Check. Grab yourself a parrot." He put his arms over his head, like he was an Olympic swimmer ready to jump off the diving board, and bounced up and down on the plank a few times. Behind him, Alex's eyes widened, and she prayed that the plank wouldn't fall. "Welcome aboard."

"Doctor, be careful!" Alex called. She couldn't lose him to a freaking walking of the plank for crying out loud! Not after she finally got together with him! And really, pirates actually did that? She thought it was a bunch of junk made for Hollywood movies just to get the audience riled up. Apparently not.

"Stocks are low," Avery informed them, looking quite calm considering the circ*mstances. "Only one barrel of water remains. We don't need four more empty bellies to fill." He turned to the crewmen holding Amy and Alex. "Take the doxies below to the galley. Set them to work. They won't need much feeding."

"Like hell!" Alex screeched. She dug in her heels as her captor tried to drag her off.

"Rory? A little help?" Amy cried as she was pulled over to the grate-covered hold they'd all come out of earlier.

Rory struggled against his captor. "Yeah, hey!" he shouted. "Hey, listen, right? They're not doxies!"

"I didn't mean just tell them off!" Amy retorted, rolling her eyes as she was shoved under. "Thanks anyway."

"Doctor, help!" Alex yelled. She kicked at her captor's shins, but he kept ducking out of the way. Alex squirmed and pulled against the crewman's grasp, but it was no use. He had a tight grip on her. He yanked her over to the hold section, where Amy was trying to jump out. "Doctor!"

The Doctor immediately turned around, ready to rush off the plank and to her rescue. However, before he could take a single step in that direction, Avery whipped his gun out and aimed it directly at him. The Doctor put up his hands and reluctantly turned back around, listening as Alex was finally forced down into the hold with Amy.

"If you're lucky, you'll drown before the sharks can take a bite," Avery told him.

Yes, that's very lucky,the Doctor thought. Aloud, he said, "If this is just because I'm a captain too, you know, you shouldn't feel threatened. Your ship is bigger than mine. And I don't have the cool boots. Or a hat, even."

Avery co*cked the gun. "Time to go."

The Doctor shuffled forward to where he was on the very edge of the plank. "A bit more laughter, guys?" he requested, noticing that the pirates had gone quiet. They immediately obliged and snickered away at his doom.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Meanwhile, Alex stumbled back into Amy's arms as she toppled into the hold.

"Whoa!" Amy cried. She hastily caught her friend and set her back on her feet.

"Thanks." Alex brushed the sleeves of her sweater, as if by somehow doing this she could get rid of the salt-water stench now buried in the fibers. She glanced up above them, hearing the jeering and howling of the pirates as the Doctor stood on the plank. She felt a surge of protectiveness rise in her, something that was quite new for her. She'd never really been protective of boyfriends in the past. Now though, she wanted to keep the Doctor safe and out of harm's way, much as he did for her. "We've got to get up there."

Amy nodded and looked around the hold. "There's gotta be something down here we can use." She rushed over and lifted a trunk-lid to reveal piles and piles of jewels. She frowned. "Pretty, but not useful."

Alex snorted and made her way over to another trunk. "Well, we're on a pirate ship, so they have to have some weapons lying about," she reasoned as she fumbled with the trunk's lock. A second later, the lock gave way and she pushed open the lid. Her eyes widened at the sight inside. The trunk contained several dozen swords, all long and shiny and sharp. Alex reached in and pulled one out, brandishing it carefully. She had never used a sword before, unless you counted the foil she’d used during the brief fencing unit in ninth grade gym.

Amy sped over to the trunk and pulled out a sword of her own. "Why are they all locked up down here?" she wondered. "I didn't see any on the men, did you?"

"No, but that means their stupidity is our gain," Alex said, shutting the trunk. When she turned back around, she found Amy now wearing a blue frock coat and a black triangle-shaped hat. Alex shook her head, amused. "Better not let the Doctor get his hands on that," she warned, tapping her head. "We'll never hear the end of 'pirate hats are cool'."

Amy chuckled in agreement before eyeing the sword in Alex's hand. "Have you ever used a sword before?"

"No, unless you count the unit I did in ninth grade gym on fencing. I was relatively good. What about you?"

Amy shook her head, but grinned nevertheless. "First time for everything! Now, let's go get our boys."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Where are the rest of the crew?" the Doctor asked, turning on the plank to face Avery. "This is a big ship. Big for five of you. I suppose the rest of them are hiding and," he pinched his nose and turned back around, the rest of his sentence coming out in a nasally voice, "they're going to jump out and shout boo."

"Boo!" a familiar Scottish voice cried.

Everyone spun around to see Amy and Alex standing at the head of the ship, both brandishing long, pointy swords. Amy was decked out in a blue frock coat and a tricorn hat, looking very much like a pirate. Alex, on the other hand, looked more like a pissed-off, worried young woman. She glanced over at the Doctor and gave him a reassuring wink, her grip on the sword tightening when she saw that he was still standing on the plank.

The girls aimed their swords at Captain Avery. He seemed rather terrified of the objects in their hands, the complete opposite of how you would expect a pirate to look when faced with such weapons. "Throw the gun down," Amy ordered. Without a word, Avery took out his gun and tossed it to the ground. Amy kicked it over to Alex, who quickly picked it up and tossed her sword overboard. She could handle a gun much better than a sword.

"The rest of you," she said, sliding a bullet into the chamber, "on your knees."

The Doctor ran back up the plank and onto the deck. "Amy, Alex, what are you doing?!"

"Saving your life," Amy retorted.

"Okay with that, are you, Doc?" Alex added, winking at him again to try and calm him down. But based on his distressed expression, it didn't do a lick of good. The fact that she was holding a gun probably didn't help matters.

"Put down the sword," Avery requested. He eyed the weapon with quite a bit of apprehension. "A sword could kill us all, girl."

"Yeah, thanks. That is actually why I'm pointing it atyou." Amy continued aiming it at him until one of the crewmembers suddenly attacked her.

"Amy!" Alex cried, immediately turning and tossing the gun to the other side of the ship. She had seen enough movies and episodes ofGeneral Hospitalto know how it would go if she and a crewmember started struggling over the gun. She was not about to risk that happening here.

She needn't have worried though. Despite never having handled one, Amy was doing remarkably well in defending herself. As one of the men tried to hit her with a long wooden staff, Amy simply stepped back and began using her sword to dodge the blows.

While this went on, Alex started inching her way to the other end of the ship, pressing herself against the railing to avoid getting a stray blow from the fight. She looked over her shoulder and glanced down at the dark, almost black waters. She shuddered and turned back to watch the fight, all the while praying that she didn't accidentally get shoved over.

The Doctor's eyes widened upon seeing her predicament. Alex couldn't go anywhere unless Amy and the others moved their fight elsewhere. The only place for her to go was overboard. He immediately started forward, wanting to get to her and pull her back as far as possible from the edge, only for Avery to grab him and hold him against some of the sail ropes. The Doctor thrashed and pushed against Avery, but the captain had a good grip on his wrists, preventing him from going anywhere. With a low growl, the Doctor managed to crane his head far enough to look at Alex. "Hang on!" he called to her.

Meanwhile, Amy was still fighting. She stabbed at one of the men, causing him to jump back a good three feet. The rest, a bit braver, gathered around her. Amy merely smirked and stabbed the sword at one of the men. He, too, recoiled. She swished her sword around, getting this reaction out of all of them. They were all positively terrified of getting even a scrape!

Alex observed this, her brow furrowed. The men were clearly afraid of getting injured, so they’d locked up all their swords as a precautionary measure. But why had they done so? There had to be a specific reason for this newfound sense of caution.

She was pulled back to the present when she saw one of the men charging forward at Amy, armed with a wooden stick. Before she could call out a warning though, Amy spotted him. She easily knocked him back, kicking him down for good measure. At that moment, another crewmember ran towards her, a rope in his hands. Amy whirled around and hurried to another deck. She grabbed a rope and jumped off the deck, swinging past the crewmember and slashing him in the hand.

Everyone froze, gawking at the man, as Amy safely landed on top of a barrel. The man stared down at his hand before looking up at her. "You have killed me," he gasped.

Amy rolled her eyes at him as Alex hurried forwards and helped her down. "No way. It's just a cut," she scoffed. "What kind of rubbish pirates are you?"

"One drop, that's all it takes," Avery said grimly. "One drop of blood and she'll rise out of the ocean."

"Who?" Alex questioned. But before Avery could answer, Amy cut in.

"Come on, I barely evenscratchedhim! What are you all in such a huff about?" Right then, another man came at her. Amy grabbed the rope and swung down again, but the man grabbed her legs, making her drop the sword.

Rory darted forward to try and catch it, but only succeeded in scratching himself. "Ow! Argh!" he hissed. Two crewmembers came up behind him, one of them already holding Amy while the other took hold of Rory. Alex was dragged up to them by another crewmember.

"Er, Doctor?" Rory suddenly called out. "What's happening to me?" He lifted his scratched hand. A black spot the size of a quarter was now in the center of his palm.

"She can smell the blood on your skin," Avery cryptically explained. "She's marked you for death."

"She who?" Alex questioned.

"A demon, out there in the ocean."

"Okay, groovy," the Doctor nodded, grinning as he walked up and examined Rory's hand. "So not just pirates today. We've managed to bagsy a ship where there's a demon popping in. Very efficient. I mean, if something's going to kill you, it's nice that it drops you a note to remind you."

Great!Alex thought.Now not only do I have to worry about being on a pirate ship surrounded by water, but I also get to worry about a homicidal demon! Just fantastic!

But before she could vocalize any of these thoughts, or possibly hit the Doctor upside the head for bringing them here, a strange, ghostly voice started to echo all around them.

As the Doctor, Amy, Rory, and Alex looked around, the crewmembers began covering their ears. "Quickly now!" the one Amy had slashed shouted. "Block out the sound!"

"What?" Rory asked, confused.

"The creature," Avery elaborated. "She charms all her victims with that song."

Rory's eyes widened and he glanced down at the spot on his hand. "Oh, great!" he groaned. "So put my fingers in my ears, that's your plan?" He turned and headed back towards the grate. "Doctor, come on. Let's go. . ." Rory trailed off suddenly, his voice slurring, and he stumbled. He shook his head and tried to move forward again. "Let's get back to the . . . er. . ." He staggered around, swaying like a drunk person as the Doctor, Amy, and Alex worriedly watched. "Oh . . . back to the . . . er. . ." Then, as if things couldn't get even more bizarre, he suddenly burst out laughing.

"The music," the other crewman chuckled, looking just as amused as Rory did. "It's working on him. Look."

Rory swirled around and stumbled over to Amy. He leaned against a rope as he looked at her with an expression that could only be described as love drunk. "You," he gasped, "aresobeautiful!"

Amy frowned at him. "What?"

"I love your get-up! That's great! You should dress as a pirate more often." He moved to hug her while the Doctor and Alex watched him with identical frowns on their faces. "Hey, hey, cuddle me, shipmate."

"Rory, stop!" Amy ordered, pushing him away.

Rory didn't seem too deterred though, for he planted his hands on her shoulders. "Everything is totally brilliant, isn't it?!" he cried. "Look at these brilliant pirates! Look at their brilliant beards!" He pointed to the pirate standing next to them to illustrate his point, his other hand still holding on to Amy. "I'd like a beard. I'm gonna grow a beard."

"You're not," Amy deadpanned.

"The music turns them into fools," Avery explained.

"That certainly explains a lot," Alex remarked when Rory and the other pirate started laughing hysterically at something known only to them.

It was then that something caught her eye. Alex looked over at the water and stared, stunned, as a section of it started turning green. "Oh my God," she gasped, attracting the Doctor's attention. He turned just in time to see a light drift up from the green bit of water. He and Alex watched, curious, while the pirates and Amy eyed it with extreme trepidation. Rory and the other pirate's eyes widened, their mouths dropping open in wonder.

A figure flew out of the light. It was a tall, very attractive woman with green skin and long dark hair. She wore only a white strapless dress, her feet bare. Her mouth was open, the haunting song coming out of it. Immediately after landing gracefully on the deck, she began walking towards them.

His hand outstretched, the pirate headed over to her. He was grinning like a madman, his eyes practically glazed over. Rory was in a similar state, his own arm stretched out, but Amy was holding him back. Seeing that she was struggling, Alex darted over to help, gripping Rory's other arm in as tight a hold as she could manage.

The injured pirate continued to approach the green woman. He stretched his hand out towards her. The moment his fingertips met hers, the pirate burst into ashes.

The crew, the Doctor, Amy, and Alex all jumped back in shock. All gawked at the spot where the pirate had been. The only evidence he'd been there at all was a small pile of gray ash and dust.

Rory, however, didn't seem alarmed by what had just happened. In fact, it only seemed to make him more determined to get to the woman. "I have to touch her," he declared, straining against Amy and Alex's holds. "Let me touch her!"

"Yeah, that's not happening," Alex told him as Amy released one of his arms to go and confront the green woman, who was edging closer to them, trying to make Rory's wish come true.

Amy stepped right in her path. "Sorry," she glared, "but he is spoken for."

This did not go over well with the green lady. Within the blink of an eye, her skin switched from calm, soothing green to a harsh, violent red. Her eyes did the same, resembling those of someone possessed in a Devil horror film. She angrily screeched at Amy before suddenly sending the redhead flying backwards by some invisible force.

"Amy!" Alex cried. She wanted to dart over and check on her friend, but it was vitally important that she keep Rory back. She looked over and saw that the woman had turned green again. There was no evidence of her previous anger in her calm, beckoning appearance. It was as though she'd flipped some internal switch.

"Amy!" the Doctor shouted, rushing towards the Scot. He bent down, giving her a quick glance-over before helping her up. Amy seemed a little dazed, but otherwise okay. As he tugged her up, he yelled, "Everybody into the hold!" The pirates hastened to obey him, Avery pausing only to retrieve his gun from the spot Alex had thrown it. After ushering Amy down after them, the Doctor rushed over to help Alex pull Rory down.

He grabbed Rory's arm and, with Alex, started tugging him over to the hold. "Rory, come on!"

"Hey!" Rory protested, straining to get over to the green woman. "Wait!" But the Doctor and Alex ignored him, instead dragging him into the hold.

The three dove inside. Alex grimaced as water splashed over her ballet flats, soaking her feet and a few inches of her jeans. Once one of the crewmembers shut the grate, she glanced at the Doctor and nodded at Rory, silently asking if it was okay to let him go now. The Doctor nodded and Alex released him.

Amy came forwards to take hold of him. "What is that thing?" she demanded.

"The legend," Avery said. "The Siren. Many a merchant ship laden with treasure has fallen prey to her. She's been hunting us ever since we were becalmed, picking off the injured."

"Like a shark," one of the crewmembers added. "A shark can smell blood."

"Okay," the Doctor nodded, processing this. "Just like a shark, in a dress. And singing. And green. A green singing shark in an evening gown."

Alex's brow furrowed. "I think it's something a bit simpler than that," she said, not unkindly.

The Doctor smiled, relieved that she was talking to him again, even if it was only about the Threat-of-The-Day. "You're definitely right, Ally," he complimented, giving her a wink.

Though she tried not to, Alex smiled a little.

"This ship is cursed!" Avery protested.

The Doctor sighed and inwardly cursed Avery for interrupting their moment. "Yeah, right," he scoffed. "Cursed is big with humans. It means bad things are happening, but you can't be bothered to find an explanation."

"She's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen," Rory murmured wistfully, clearly talking about the Siren even as he took Amy's face in his hands.

"Actually, I think you'll find she isn't," Amy argued calmly.

"She is!"

In an effort to keep her amusem*nt in check, Alex bit down on her lip. She leaned over and whispered to Amy, "Now would be a great time to get him to buy you that necklace I saw you dog-ear inVogue."

"I would never take advantage of my husband when his mind has obviously been messed with," Amy retorted loud enough for the others to hear. But then, once everyone looked away, she gave Alex a conspiratorial wink. Alex winked back. Poor Rory. He was going to pay greatly for this little adventure.

Amy wrapped her arms around her clingy husband's body and leaned over his shoulder so she could talk to the Doctor. "We have to leave right now."

"That thing of yours is really a ship?" Avery asked.

The Doctor co*cked his head, wondering how best to explain the TARDIS in terms the man could understand. "Well, it's not propelled by the wind. . ."

Once again, Avery pulled out his gun and pointed it at the Doctor. "Show me," he ordered as the Doctor moved Alex behind him, not wanting her in the potential line of fire. "Weigh anchor. Make it sail."

"And the gun's back," the Doctor noted, trying to keep calm even though he was utterly terrified about it being around Alex. It seemed as though ever since he properly kissed her, his concern and protectiveness for her had gone into overdrive. Actually, really thinking about it, it had started after she came back from her break in Leadworth. It seemed he was terrified of losing her again, whether to a break or a bullet. "You're big on the gun, aren't you? Freud would say you're compensating. Ever met Freud? No? Comfy sofa."

"Leave the cursed one, Captain," one of the pirates suggested. "The creature can have him."

Rory nodded eagerly. "Yes, please!"

Avery tilted his head, considering this. "We don't want the Siren coming after us," he agreed.

Alex glowered at him.No way in hell is that happening,she vowed.

But before she could object to this plan, the pirate that suggested it started shouting. He held out his leg, everyone backing away when they saw the small black creature on it. "It's a leech!" Alex exclaimed.

"Everyone out of the water!" the Doctor yelled. Everybody immediately scrambled up onto the crates lining the room. The Doctor pulled Alex into his side on their crate, wrapping an arm around her waist to keep her from falling off and into the water. The contact made his fingertips and Alex's side tingle, a feeling they had long gotten used to whenever they came into close contact.

"It's bitten me!" the crewmate bemoaned. He reached down and yanked the leech off, tossing it back into the water. It was too late though. A trickle of blood oozed out of a wound and down his leg. "I'm bleeding!" he cried and held up his hand to show them the new black spot adorning it.

The Doctor examined the man's wound. "She wants blood," he mused.

Alex leaned into his touch. "Why does she want blood?" she wondered.

Amy glowered at the injured man. "What were you saying about leaving the cursed ones behind?"

"It's okay, we're safe down here," the Doctor assured them. "No curse is getting through three solid inches of timber."

A nice thought . . . until the Siren suddenly popped up behind the Doctor and Alex. She screeched at them, presumably for the fact that they'd taken Rory away from her.

The duo spun around and gaped at her. "Oh!" the Doctor gasped as he shoved Alex behind him. "Ah . . . hello again."

Almost immediately, Rory's madman expression came back, and he reached out to touch the Siren. While Amy struggled to keep him back, the leeched man walked past her, arm outstretched and his eyes glazed over. All the while, the Siren sang her haunting melody.

A chorus of 'no's' rang out from everyone as the pirate got closer to her. The Doctor leapt forwards to try and snatch him back, but he was too late. The man touched the Siren's hand and immediately disintegrated. The only thing left of him besides ash was his maroon and gold tricorn hat. The Doctor had managed to grab it before he met his demise.

The Doctor quickly sprang into action. He pushed Alex ahead of him before proceeding to do the same to everyone else in the room, ushering them forwards and further into the ship. The remaining group dashed out of the hold and into what appeared to be the mess deck, based on the sacks of food lying all around, along with an awkwardly placed hammock. Once seeing that everyone was out, the Doctor slammed the door shut and locked it.

"Safe?" Amy shrilly repeated, somehow finding the energy to give him a look even as she held Rory back.

As he turned to face her, the Doctor put the tricorn on. Behind him, Alex sighed.So much for preventing 'pirate hats are cool'."I have my good days and bad days," he shrugged, pulling off the hat.

"How did she get in?" Avery wondered.

"It was probably the water," Alex hypothesized as the Doctor began sonicing the hat with his screwdriver.

"Bilge water," he reported a moment later. He turned and tapped Alex on the nose with the end of the screwdriver. "And I think Ally's right. She's using the water like a portal, a door. She can materialize through a single drop. We need to go somewhere with no water."

Alex rolled her eyes. "Oh, gee, well, it's a darn good thing we're not in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean right now!"

"Did you see her eyes?" Rory babbled to Amy as the Doctor put his hat back on, only for Alex to immediately snatch it off again. "Like crystal pools. . ."

"Youare in enough trouble," Amy told him before glancing over at the Doctor and Alex. Alex had a hold of the Doctor's new hat and was shaking her head, refusing to give it back to him. The Doctor pouted at her. Alex just gave him a dry look. The Doctor leaned in close to her. Amy squinted, trying to make out what he was saying since she couldn't hear them over the pirates' discussion of what area of the ship was driest. To her untrained lip-reading eye, it looked like he was saying, "I bet I can make you." Alex arched an eyebrow. "Oh, really?" her lips challenged. The Doctor smirked at her and pulled back a little. But before Amy could see what was about to happen, Rory suddenly tried to dart forward. Growling to herself and making a mental note to make him get her that necklace after this whole thing was over, Amy yanked him back.

Meanwhile, the Doctor murmured, "Yeah," at Alex. He looked around. Avery and his crew were busy debating which area of the ship was driest while Amy was struggling to keep Rory from going after the Siren. After affirming that no one was watching them, the Doctor craned his head down and used his finger to tilt Alex's chin up. Then he swooped down and licked the bridge of her ear up and down, pausing on her earlobe to briefly suck and nibble at it.

Alex gasped and pushed him away. "Doctor!" she breathed, her eyes darting around anxiously. She was relieved to see that no one had noticed, though her heart skipped a beat at the thought that they could have been caught. Normally, she wasn't one to do things like making out in public, but it seemed that the Doctor was bringing out new desires in her.

The Doctor chuckled, reached down, and snatched the hat out of her now loose grip. "Told you I could make you," he teased.

Alex pouted at him. "That was completely and totally unfair, Doctor." She paused and then asked, "Will you do it again?"

He beamed and popped the hat back on his head. "Oh, does this mean I'm forgiven now?"

Alex pursed her lips in consideration. "I think," she said slowly, "if you do that ear thing again when we get back to the TARDIS, you will be." She bit her lip enticingly, causing the Doctor to growl lowly in his throat.

"Stop that, Ally," he warned, leaning down to murmur in her ear. "Or I might just do that and more right here, right now."

"Promises, promises," Alex giggled and bit down on her lip a little more. The Doctor gave her a look, one of his hands creeping around to cup the small of her back. Alex gasped and released her lip, blushing fiercely when the Doctor smirked at her and released his hold.

"The magazine!" Avery suddenly exclaimed, yanking the two out of their moment.

"What?" Amy questioned as the Doctor and Alex sprang apart.

"He means the armory where the powder's stored," the Doctor explained. To his relief, his voice came out much more steadily than he’d thought it would.

"It's dry as a bone," Avery assured them.

The Doctor nodded approvingly and grasped Alex's hand. "Good. Let's go there." The two stepped forward, but before they could get very far, Avery's gun was aimed at them.

"Igive the orders," he informed them.

The Doctor glowered at the weapon. He wasn't worried about it being pointed at him, but hewasworried that it was being pointed at Alex.All I have to do is snatch that gun out of his hand and point it at him.He'd resolved to do just that when a hand crept up to his shoulder, causing the muscles he didn't even know were tensed to relax.

Alex kept a steady eye on Avery while she clutched the Doctor's hand, squeezing it tightly. She knew exactly what he'd been thinking of doing. She could see it in his eyes and in how his whole body had tensed up when the gun came out, the barrel just barely pointing at her. He had been fully ready to grab it and point it at Avery. Alex shuddered slightly, remembering the Doctor's reaction when he found out she'd been dissected by a Silurian scientist. He would have ripped Malohkeh's head off if she hadn't told him to stop.

Naturally, she had to do something. "Worried just because he's wearing a hat now?" she joked, laughing lightly as she reached up and pulled the hat off. "I can solve that rather easily." She placed the hat on her own head, then led the Doctor past the gun barrel and the flabbergasted Avery. "Come along, Doctor!" she called over her shoulder. "And no one touch anything sharp!"

The Doctor waited until they were a little bit ahead of everyone before leaning down to whisper in Alex's ear. "Very impressive, Ally."

Alex shrugged. "Had to do something before you tackled him for the gun."

"Alex—"

"No, I understand. And I quite admire it. Makes me l—" She cut herself off, wincing at her almost slip-up. While she’d admitted to the Doctor that she had feelings for him, she wasn't about to risk everything she'd been hoping for and potentially scare him off by telling him those three big words just yet. Besides, who knew if he loved her as well? As far as he was probably concerned at this point, they were operating on mutual attraction and chemistry, nothing more, nothing less.

"What was that?" the Doctor asked when Alex stopped talking. He could have sworn she'd been about to say 'love', though perhaps he was mistaken. She couldn't really love him . . . could she?

Alex wracked her brain for something to say, coming up with it 2.5 seconds later. "I was about to say that it makes melikeyou more than I already do. A girl likes feeling protected, you know, even by a man in a bowtie."

"Oi! You couldn't let one go by, could you?"

Alex giggled in reply, pretty much answering that question. "But I can take care of myself, Doc. Besides, I seriously doubt he was going to shoot. He was just doing that to intimidate us, showing us his masculine power."

"I suppose you're right," the Doctor conceded.

"Of course I am," Alex smirked. "I'm brilliant, aren't I?"

He laughed and slung an arm around her shoulders, pulling her into his side. "And so modest too." He studied her pirate hat. "And also very pretty in a pirate's hat."

"Should I dress up as a pirate more often then?" she murmured.

The Doctor gulped as he caught the meaning behind her words. "Yes!" he blurted before he could even think about it. Then, realizing what he'd said and how she could potentially be offended by that, he babbled, "No! Er, I mean . . . n-not unlessyouwanted to or. . ." He trailed off, blushing furiously as Alex giggled. "Oh, shut up," he muttered.

"Most girls would be quite offended and outraged by that," Alex mused.

"You're not going to slap me, are you?" the Doctor asked worriedly.

"No, I only do that when youreallyanger me." She reached up and pulled off her hat, messing with her hair a little to get it to straighten back out. "But, just to keep your libido in check. . ." She plopped the hat on his head.

The Doctor snorted and adjusted the tricorn, not bothering to protest her remark about his libido. "So you're not going to roll your eyes and sigh if I say pirate hats are cool?"

"No, I'll still probably do that. But I know you've been eyeing it for more than the fact that it looks good on me." She smiled up at him. "Have a little fun, Doc."

He grinned at her. He loved that she was trying to cheer him up and please him, even though she really didn't have to. That was just the kind of person Alex was; selfless, loyal, and caring. He ran his hand along the back of her head and bent down to press a kiss to her hairline. "Thanks, Ally."

Alex giggled louder than she normally did, attracting the attention of Captain Avery, Amy, and a slightly more alert Rory. Avery raised an eyebrow at the two. "She his doxie or something?" he asked.

Amy glared at him. "Alex is not a doxie!" she snapped. "She's alibrarian. And no, they are not . . . like that." But even as she said this, she couldn't help but feel like something in the Doctor/Alex relationship had changed. They seemed much closer and more protective of each-other than normal, and the Doctor leaning in so close to Alex and telling her that he could make her give him that hat back. . . That still puzzled Amy. Could they really have admitted their feelings to one-another after denying them for so long?

Alex glanced over her shoulder, seeing Amy eyeing her strangely. She turned back around and snickered. "We're not doing a good job hiding our new relationship from the Ponds."

"Amy, you mean. I think Rory's still a little loopy from the Siren to really notice anything at the moment."

Alex shrugged, conceding to his point. "Still, we could be a little more subtle."

"I think that might be easier said than done, Ally."

"How come?"

He smiled at her and tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ear. "Because now that I know you feel the same way about me as I do with you, I can barely restrain myself. I don't have an excuse for holding myself back anymore."

Alex gazed up at him, astonished that she had such an effect on him. She knew that she could convince him to do whatever she wanted, but she didn't know that she practically made him lose control around her. It was very exhilarating.

But before she could ponder this any longer, the group reached the door to the magazine. One of the crewmen pulled out a large collection of keys and began searching through them. Alex swallowed a yawn as he went through them once, then again. It was a very tedious process.

Avery, thinking the same thing, snapped, "Quickly, man!"

"I can't find the key!" the man exclaimed as he rifled through the keys for the third time. "Tis gone, Cap'n."

"How can it have gone?!"

The Doctor and Alex frowned and turned to eye the door. They looked at each-other and arched their eyebrows, thinking the same thing. After a moment, the two turned to the door and pushed on it. To everyone else's surprise, the door swung open, revealing a small room packed floor to ceiling with barrels of gunpowder.

"Someone else had the same idea," the Doctor and Alex murmured as they stepped into the room. The Doctor, predictably, was ahead of Alex, wanting to make sure it was safe before he allowed her – and the others – to enter.

After nothing immediately leaped out at him, Alex went further into the room. She waved over her shoulder for the others to come in. They obeyed and looked around nervously as they all piled in.

"Barricade that door," Avery ordered one of the men. "Careful of that lantern," he cautioned another as the man passed him a lantern. "Every barrel is full of powder."

The Doctor continued to look around for whoever might still be in here. "Who's been sleeping in my gun room?" he said aloud, part joking, part serious.

As if in reply, a faint coughing rang out.

Avery went dead still, listening intently. A second later, another cough sounded out, and Avery stormed across the room over to a barrel. He put down the lantern and jerked the lid of the barrel up. He then reached inside and, much to everyone's shock, pulled out a young boy with light brown hair and brown eyes.

"You fool!" Avery shouted, lifting the boy up and pushing him against the wall. "You fool, boy! What are you doing here?!"

"Who is he?" one of the pirates asked.

"Obviously not part of the crew," Alex deduced.

"No," Avery confirmed as he continued to glare at the poor kid. "He's my son."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A little while later, Avery and his son sat against one of the magazine walls. The boy coughed into his hand every few seconds, causing the Doctor and Alex to look at each-other worriedly. They both knew that illnesses quite treatable in the future were basically a death sentence here.

Still,Alex thought, trying to reassure herself,at least he doesn't have any blood coming out of him. He's safe from the Siren.

She and the Doctor were sitting in front of the door. Alex had resisted the overwhelming urge to rest her head on his shoulder so that she could try and keep Amy and Rory in the dark for as long as possible. It wasn't that she didn't want them to know about her and the Doctor finally getting together; she just wanted to keep it between herself and the Doctor for a little while. Also, it was rather humorous watching the Ponds, who had been trying to push them together for ages, being oblivious to the fact that they'd gotten together.

Or not,Alex thought, remembering the doubt in Amy's voice when she told her the lie about the hickeys on her neck, and how the redhead had been watching them on their way in here. Amelia Pond was smart, and Alex had no doubt that she would eventually figure out that the two were together. But for now, Alex had to restrain herself from giving more fuel to the fire and just let Amy puzzle it out on her own.

"What in God's name possessed you, boy?" Avery demanded now, pulling Alex back into the conversation. Though everyone around them was trying to act like they weren't, they were all eavesdropping on Avery and his son's conversation. This was probably the most exciting thing to happen on this ship since the Siren, and no one wanted to miss it.

"Your mother will be searching for you," Avery continued, eyeing the boy significantly. The boy, however, just looked down at the floor. Alex glimpsed a small tear in his eye. She frowned sadly, knowing immediately what had happened to the boy's mother. Avery apparently knew it too, for he sighed and asked, "When?"

"Last winter," the boy whispered. "Fever. She told me all about you. How you were a Captain in the Navy." Everyone in the room shifted uncomfortably at this, none more so than Avery. Thankfully, the boy didn't notice. "An honorable man, she said. How I'd be proud to know you." He coughed a little. "I've come to join your crew."

"I don't want you here."

"You can't send me back. It's too late. We're a hundred miles from home."

"It'sdangeroushere," Avery insisted. "There is a monster aboard. She leaves a mark on men's skin."

"The black spot?" Avery, the Doctor, and Alex stiffened and stared at him. Not noticing their looks, the boy raised his hand.

On his palm was a large black spot.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Shortly after Toby, as they'd come to learn his name was, revealed the black spot on his hand, Avery began checking him for any scars or cuts that might have attracted the Siren's attention. The Doctor and Alex leaned against the back wall next to Amy and watched them. After a moment, Alex lifted the charm of her sonic necklace.

The Doctor eyed her. "What are you doing?" He knew Alex liked to keep her necklace hidden and didn't bring it out unless she was planning on using it.

"Just checking something," Alex murmured back. She glanced around real quickly, making sure no one was watching her. She aimed the charm towards Toby and began scanning him, the topaz in the lightbulb part of the police-box exterior lighting up. There was no buzzing however, Alex having turned it off so that no one would hear the necklace going. A second later, she lowered the charm.

The Doctor scooted closer to her, leaning over her shoulder to read the results. "Ooh," he grimaced and glanced at Toby sadly.

"Typhoid fever," Alex mumbled, her words audible only to the Doctor. She dropped the necklace back to her collarbone and turned to face the Doctor. "He'll die from it, won't he? He's in the early stages but. . ."

The Doctor nodded grimly. He reached out and pulled her to his side, a hand running up and down her arm. "I'm afraid so," he confirmed.

Alex didn't say anything. Instead, she rested her head on his shoulder like she’d wanted to do earlier.

Avery came over and leaned against the wall next to the Doctor. "There's nothing wrong with him," he reported. "He has no scars."

"No, but he does have a fever and a cough," Alex pointed out. She decided not to tell him about Toby's fatal illness. It would just bring up too many awkward questions and that was something they had no time for right now.

The Doctor sighed solemnly. "Yep. Ignore my last theory."

"Ours actually," Alex corrected. She had initially agreed with him that the Siren was going after blood. She smiled apologetically at Avery. "Sorry. We have our good days and our bad days."

"It's not just blood," the Doctor summarized. "She's coming for all the sick and wounded, like a hunter chooses the weakest animal."

"Okay, look, he's got a fever," Amy piped up beside them. "The Siren knows it."

"Humans," the Doctor lamented. "Second-rate. Damage too easily. It's only a matter of time before everyone gets bruised."Like Ally,he thought. No, he couldn't let that happen. Over his dead body would the Siren get her.

That thought in mind, he declared, "My ship, it can sail us all away from here. You and me, we'll fetch it." He nudged Alex off him and stood. "Let's go."

But before he could so much as open the door, Avery had his gun on him again. Alex sighed and shook her head. Now this was just getting ridiculous. "You're very reliant on that, aren't you?" she observed dryly.

Avery ignored her. "You're not the captain here, remember?"

But before the Doctor could think of a smart-alec retort, Toby, who had gotten up at some point, raised the lid on one of the water barrels. The Siren's green hand shot up out of the water. The Doctor quickly darted past Avery and over to the barrel, snatching the lid and slamming it back down over the Siren's hand.

"The water's dangerous!" Avery snapped at Toby. "That's how she gets through. One touch of her hand and you're a dead man!"

"He didn't know, did he?" Alex reminded him, going over and placing a comforting hand on Toby's shoulder.

"We're all cursed if we stay aboard," one of the remaining crewmembers remarked.

"It's not a curse," the Doctor and Alex insisted.

"Curse means game over," the Doctor continued. "Curse means we're helpless."

"And we arenothelpless," Alex added, giving the Doctor a significant look.

The Doctor smiled, glad that she believed in him so much, before turning to Avery. "Captain, what's our next move?"

Notes:

A/N: Just letting you all know, as I already said when I posted this on fanfiction.net, I'm not a particular fan of this episode and I struggled with writing it, so if this one sucks, it's on me. Sorry! Hopefully all the fluff makes up for it.

Chapter 8: The Curse of the Black Spot Part 2

Chapter Text

"Wait with the boy," Avery ordered his two remaining crewmembers as he placed the silver medallion he'd been wearing around Toby's neck.

One of the men frowned. "Captain, we're all in danger here!" he argued as the other man unbolted the door.

Avery merely gave the man a look that reminded him in no uncertain terms who was in charge. "I saidwait. And barricade the door after we've gone."

"So," the Doctor said, him and Alex leaning against the wall near the door, "if I told you to stay here where it's safe, would you?"

Alex thought for a moment. She really did want to go with the Doctor, but she knew she wouldn't be much use. He'd just be worrying about her the whole time, which wouldn't help them get to the TARDIS fast enough. Nor did she know how to fly the TARDIS, so she wasn't any help there.

Alex glanced at the other two pirates.And someone should keep an eye out here,she thought. Amy was too busy worrying over Rory, and Toby was too ill to do much. Plus, one of the pirates had objected to Avery's order. With all of that occurring at once, anything could happen.

"Yes," she nodded. The Doctor raised his eyebrows, taken aback. He had expected Alex to put up more of a fight. Seeing his shocked expression, Alex burst out laughing. "Well, I wouldn't be much help. You'd just be worrying over me the whole time, terrified that I might trip or something."

He couldn't really argue with that. "That is true," he admitted. "I just want to keep you safe, Ally."

"I know, and thanks, but I'll be fine here. I can help Amy with Rory, look after Toby, and. . ." She trailed off and glanced around, checking that no one was listening before leaning in and murmuring in his ear, ". . .keep an eye on those pirates. They're scared and I remember what you said about when people get scared."

"Fear generates savagery." He considered the crewmen, taking in their big, burly physiques. "Be careful, Alex," he cautioned. "Don't fight them if they try to escape."

"I won't," Alex promised. "But you can't tell about the others." He shrugged, conceding her point.

"Sure you want to go?" Amy asked behind them, interrupting their conversation. The two looked at each-other and rolled their eyes before turning to face her. Amy Pond had horrible timing, especially when it came to interrupting moments between them.

"We have to get Rory and Toby away," the Doctor answered. "She's out there now, licking her lips, boiling a saucepan, grating cheese—"

"Okay!" Amy cried, cutting him off before he could finish that slightly disturbing analogy. "Well, remember, if you get an itch, don't scratch too hard."

The Doctor shrugged. "We've all gotta go sometime." He didn't notice how the girls tensed at his words, remembering all too vividly his demise at Lake Silencio. He stepped over to Rory. "There are worse ways than having your face snogged off by a dodgy mermaid." He patted Rory on the back as the latter laughed.

The Doctor went back to Alex. "Sure you'll be okay?" he asked.

Alex nodded firmly. "Doctor, you're acting like you haven't left me alone before. I'll be fine." She gave him a gentle shove towards the door. "Now shoo. Go get the TARDIS and save the day as usual."

The Doctor smirked and nodded. Rassilon, he wished he could kiss her right now. Of course, there was nothing really preventing him. He didn'thaveto try and fool Amy and Rory. He could easily swoop in right now and put his lips on hers, suck on them till he left bruises. The Ponds would be pretty stunned, but Alex could easily explain it.

Yes,he thought, his mind practically purring.Thatisa good idea.

But just as he was about to do that, a hand grabbed his arm and pulled him out of the room. He turned around, ready to tell the person off, but it was Avery, looking ready to end the Siren's reign of terror once and for all. The Doctor inwardly sighed. He would kiss Alex later.

They stepped out into the mess deck. Behind them, the magazine door was shut and bolted. "Do you want to draw lots for who's in charge then?" Avery asked, pocketing his gun.

"Darkness? Demon?" The Doctor patted him on the stomach. "You can have first go."

Avery laughed and the two started forwards. They hadn't even gone five steps when Avery suddenly stumbled, his arms bracing out, palms flat . . . one of them right over a sharp, partially raised nail on a board beside him. The Doctor hurriedly grabbed his arm and steadied him before the captain could make himself another Siren victim.

Avery looked down at the nail and breathed a sigh of relief. "Nearly," he chuckled nervously. The Doctor snorted, patting his shoulder before pocketing the nail and continuing on.

It took them only a few minutes to reach the TARDIS. The Doctor hastily unlocked it while Avery studied the police-box exterior with a bemused expression. This changed into one of shock and wonder when the Doctor pushed open the door and stepped inside.

Avery gaped at the bigger-on-the-inside control room. He spun around, trying to take everything in all at once. "By all the—"

"Let me stop you right there," the Doctor interrupted, already up by the console. As Avery slowly headed up to join him, the Doctor began explaining the ship while he set the controls. "Bigger on the inside. Don't mind, do you, if we just skip to the end of that moment? Oh, and sorry I lied, by the way, when I said yours was bigger. Kitchen that way," he pointed right, "choice of bathrooms there, there, there.” He pointed right, left, and back.

All Avery could do was nod dumbly.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Back in the magazine, Alex lounged against the wall, feeling rather bored. The pirates didn't seem to be doing anything, Amy and Rory were cuddling, and Toby was sitting beside her, coughing quietly. There wasn't much to do but wait for the Doctor and Avery to get back, which would probably take a while, considering the Doctor's piloting of the TARDIS and all.

Alex sighed and tucked several strands of hair behind her ear. She wondered how the two were doing. No doubt that Avery was dumbfounded by the inside of the TARDIS. Everyone who first saw it was. The Doctor was likely being forced to explain several features of the time machine. He was probably doing so irritably and snippily, not realizing he was doing it that way as he furiously worked the TARDIS controls, trying to get back to her –them.

Wow, Alexandria, less than two hours together and you're already fixated on him and only him.Alex wrinkled her nose. She hated girls like that, the ones who forgot and dropped their friends whenever a guy entered their life. Hillary Westcott had done that. Not that Alex and her had been friends, but Alex had seen how Hillary's wannabees looked whenever this happened, all lost and forlorn and confused. Granted, they had the intelligence of tap water, but the point still stood.

Alex glanced at Amy and Rory. She did not want to be that girl. She wanted to be there for her friends, help them and encourage them and make them laugh whenever need be. A relationship that she'd been waiting so long for could not,should not, change that.

And it won't,she vowed.I won't let that happen.

"What's wrong?" Rory suddenly asked.

Alex jolted, thinking he was talking to her. She turned to face him, trying to think up some viable excuse, only to see that he was talking to Amy. The redhead was pacing the floor, mulling over something.

Amy turned to him. "The most beautiful thing you've ever seen?" she repeated, one of her eyebrows arching.

Rory groaned. "Tell me I didn't really say that."

"Okay, I won't."

"I will," Alex jumped in. She smirked at Rory. "You did. And you said you would buy her that necklace she wants."

Rory frowned. "I did?" He scratched the back of his head, thinking this over. "Really? I don't remember that. . ."

Alex nodded seriously, forcing herself to look away from Amy, who was silently laughing behind her poor husband's back. "Yes, you did. The Doctor can confirm it too, if you want." The Doctor enjoyed tricking Rory almost as much, if not more, than the girls did. He'd more than happily go along with them if Alex asked him to.

"Miss Alex," a voice rang out. Alex turned to see Toby eyeing her curiously. "Can I ask you something?"

"Of course. But don't call me miss. It makes me feel old." She cracked a smile at him, hoping that it would make him laugh.

It did. Toby laughed, but his amusem*nt was cut off a second later by a coughing fit. Alex watched him sadly. She wished she could do something to cure his illness. A moment later, Toby cleared his throat and faced her again. "What's that mark on your ear?" he asked. "You didn't get a black spot too, did you?"

Alex jumped and pressed a hand to her ear, the one the Doctor had nibbled and sucked on. She inwardly cursed. Oh,sh*t.

Amy and Rory knelt down in front of her. Rory gently slapped her hand aside and peered at the blue-black marks now decorating her earlobe. "Alex!" he gasped. "How'd you do that?"

"Don't tell me it was a curling iron," Amy said dryly. "Alex, how on Earth did you do that?"

Rory leaned closer to peer at the lobe. "Are those teeth-marks?" he marveled, squinting at them.

Oh, hell, how am I getting out of this?!Alex frantically searched her head for a plausible explanation – would the Ponds buy that she'd been attacked by a crazed dog in between the time they'd gone to bed and came back to the console room four hours later? – but, fortunately, she was saved by a sudden racket. The group turned to see one of the crewmen removing the boxes and barrels they'd stacked in front of the door.

"What's going on?" Amy demanded.

"We're not staying to mollycoddle the boy," the crewman replied irritably. "The captain’s gone soft. It's time for us to leave."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"What's this do?" Avery inquired. He pointed to one of the various instruments on the console.

The Doctor took a quick glance before going back to typing into a keypad. "That does very, very complicated," he answered quickly. He didn't have time for these questions. He needed to get back to Alex and the others. His hearts raced at the mere thought of Alex landing in trouble. He had to get back there to protect her.

This in mind, he swiftly dinged a bell on the console, sending the coordinates he'd typed into the navigation system. Knowing Avery was going to ask what that did, he said, "That does sophisticated," he pointed to another doohickey, "that does whoa, amazing, andthat," he pointed to the big glass rotor in the center of the console, "does whizz, bang, far too technical to explain!"

"Wheel?" Avery guessed, pointing to a small ball with several spikes on it.

"Atom accelerator."

"It steers the thing?"

"No!" the Doctor objected, then paused to consider this. "Sort of. Yes."

Avery scanned the console for a moment before pointing to the atom accelerator again. "Wheel," he stated, then pointed to another instrument. "Telescope. Astrolabe. Compass." The Doctor gawked at him. He'd never met someone who could so easily guess what the TARDIS controls did, aside from River. Seeing his dumbstruck expression, Avery shrugged and said, "A ship's a ship."

The Doctor just nodded, too stunned to really say anything other than, "Oh."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"He told you to wait, you dog," Toby snapped, storming over to the men. Alex, Amy, and Rory hurriedly got to their feet to stand behind him, ready to protect him in case one or both of the pirates tried to do something to him. "He's your Captain, a Naval Officer. You're honor-bound to do as he tells you!"

"Honor-bound?" one of the men scoffed. "Do you know what kind of ship this is? Do you know what your father does?"

"Toby, don't listen to him," Alex said quickly. She glared at the pirate, hoping that her eyes would intimidate him into shutting up. But the man wasn't even looking at her.

"We sail under the black flag," he revealed, his voice low, like he was divulging a great, fantastic secret. He was revealing a secret alright, but not a great, fantastic one. "The Jolly Roger."

Toby was silent for about three seconds before he suddenly leapt forward. "Liar!" he yelled as Amy, Rory, and Alex pulled him back. "He's no wicked pirate!"

The man rolled his eyes. "Oh, you think so? I have seen your father gun down athousandinnocent men."

Toby stared at him, completely floored and speechless. After a moment, he turned and buried his face in Alex's shirt. Alex wrapped her arms around him and hugged him. It was the only comfort she could think of to provide him.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"This is how the professionals do it!" the Doctor exclaimed. He pulled down some levers, intending to fly them into the vortex before landing in the magazine room. However, this had quite the opposite effect. A grinding noise rang out, the glass baubles inside the rotor rising for a moment, only to fall a second later, rather like a car engine failing to start.

The Doctor frowned and flicked a few switches. "Er . . . it's stuck. Not responding."

Avery watched him, a smirk threatening to crop up from the corners of his mouth. "Becalmed?" he suggested.

"Mmm-hmm. Yeah, apparently. That's new." The Doctor looked up to glare at him. "You had to gloat, didn't you?"

"I'm not gloating." The corners of his mouth turned up even more.

This didn't go unnoticed by the Doctor. "I saw that look just now. Ha, ha, his ship is rubbish!"

Avery shrugged, the smirk now wide and gleaming in amusem*nt. "True."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Get what treasure you can," the crewman ordered the other. "I'll meet you in the rowboat."

But at that moment, Toby snatched up a cutlass that somebody had left in the magazine. He pointed it at the wayward men. "You're going to remain at your posts."

The men eyed the cutlass with a mixture of anger and dread. "I am not playing games with you, boy," the one giving the orders warned, the sinister effect ruined quite a bit as he stuttered. "You put thatdown."

"One more step and I'll use this, you big blaggard."

"You don't know how to fight with a cutlass, boy."

Toby smirked and took a quick glance at the man's hand. "Don't need to, do I?" And then he thrust the weapon forwards, swiping the side of the man's hand, and cutting into the skin.

The man looked at his injury in horror. "No," he breathed, hurriedly flipping over his hand. Sure enough, a black spot was now in the center of his palm.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The Doctor ran around the console like a chicken with its head cut off while Avery looked on, confused and more than a bit uneasy at his behavior. "It can't get a lock on the plane," the Doctor mumbled as he studied the scanner.

Avery stared at him blankly. "The what?"

"Space we travel in," the Doctor babbled, resuming his running. "The ocean. Sort of ocean, but not water. The TARDIS can't see. It's sulking because it thinks the space doesn't exist. Without a plane to lock onto, we're not going anywhere."

"I'm confused."

"Yeah, well, it's a big club. We should get t-shirts."

Right at that moment, the TARDIS jolted to the side, sending the Doctor and Avery stumbling. The grinding, failed engine noise started up again, the sound echoing all around them. The Doctor whirled around and stared at the console in bafflement. "What's happening?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"You little swabber!" the man yelled, glaring daggers at Toby.

Toby, however, failed to be fazed be the insult. Instead, he looked at the man with an expression akin to one of satisfaction.

"Congratulations," Amy sarcastically complimented. "You made it to the menu."

Alex smirked a little. "I wouldn't go out there if I were you," she remarked, nodding to the black spot.

The man continued to scowl at Toby. Suddenly, he pulled out a pistol. "You scurvy ape!" he screeched, pointing it at the lad. Rory sprang in front of Toby while Alex and Amy hurriedly pulled the boy behind them, Alex taking the cutlass away and sticking it behind some barrels.

Rory attempted to grab the gun. "Don't shoot!" he cried. "The powder will blow and kill us all!"

Taking advantage of this distraction, the second crewman jumped forwards and swiped the keys off the first man's belt. "Mulligan!" the man gasped as the latter unlocked the door. "What are you doing?"

But Mulligan didn't answer. He merely opened the door and took off.

"No honor among pirates," Amy stated.

Amy, Alex, Rory, and Toby silently watched the dejected man lower his gun and go over to re-barricade the door.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Okay, she's had her little sulk!" the Doctor shouted over the grinding noise, which was now louder than ever. The TARDIS was shaking harder too, like it was being affected by an earthquake . . . again. He could just imagine Alex's retort to this.You call this a little sulk?!"Now she's heading for the full-on screaming tantrum!"

"Can you fix it?" Avery questioned.

The Doctor pushed past him to examine the console. "Argh!" he growled in frustration. "The parametric engines are jammed! Orthogonal vector's gone. I'm almost out of ideas."

"Almost?"

"Well, we could try stroking her and singing a song."

Avery eyed him strangely. "Will that help?"

"Hard to say. Never has before." The TARDIS jolted, sending the two stumbling backwards. The Doctor looked up at the rotor, his eyes wide and panicked. "I've lost control of her!" he cried. "She's about to dematerialize. We could end up anywhere!"

"That sounds bad!"

"Yes, it is!" The Doctor leapt away from the console as a section of it sparked and barreled down the stairs. "Out! Out now! Abandon ship!"

The two sprinted out of the TARDIS. Just a few seconds after they escaped, the whole TARDIS exterior started to glow green. A moment later, it disappeared. The Doctor stared at the now empty spot for a few seconds before starting to pace.

"Okay, okay, okay. TARDIS runs off on its own. That's a bit of a new one." He came to a stop and stared at the vacant spot forlornly. "Bang goes our only hope of getting them out of here."

"Not much of a Captain without a ship, are you?" Avery observed.

The Doctor didn't bother to try and retort to this. Instead, he started back to the magazine. As they entered the mess deck, a figure suddenly popped out in front of them. It was one of the crewmen, Mulligan. A bunch of priceless riches and treasure was in a pouch strapped around his chest and a jeweled crown hung from his wrist. Upon seeing the two, he aimed two guns at them.

"Mulligan, what are you doing?!" Avery yelled as he and the Doctor put their hands up. "This is mutiny!"

Mulligan inched his way around them. "She doesn't want me. She only wants Toby and the scrawny looking fellow." By this point, he had made his way around them. Without another word, he took off.

"He's got the last of the supplies," the Doctor observed. "We should go after him."

"Never mind the damned supplies!" Avery snapped. "What about my treasure?"

Being that this was coming from a pirate, the Doctor couldn't really retort. The two raced after Mulligan. They ran around a corner, only for two gunshots to ring out. BANG! BANG! The Doctor and Avery ducked down, which allowed Mulligan the opportunity to run off.

"Don't get injured, don't get injured," the Doctor chanted to himself. That wouldn't be good. Alex would kill him, and he'd have to get down on his knees and grovel for her to kiss him again. And he didnotdo groveling.

Once they were sure that Mulligan wasn't going to try and shoot them again, the two continued their pursuit. They chased the man into the storeroom, Mulligan locking the doors behind him.

Avery banged his fist against the door. "Come out of there, you mutinous dog!"

No response. The Doctor pulled out his sonic screwdriver and began buzzing it over the lock. But then a familiar sound rang out from the other side of the wood. It was the Siren.

The Doctor and Avery jumped back and immediately checked themselves for any injuries. Seeing nothing on either of them, they turned their attention back towards the door. A blue-green light slipped out from the crack at the bottom. "She's inside!" the Doctor realized.

"She's come for Mulligan," Avery deduced.

At that moment, a scream came from the other side. The Doctor sprang into action, flashing the sonic over the look until it loosened. The two rushed inside and were not at all surprised to find that Mulligan was no longer there. As the Doctor ran around the room looking for any water, Avery bent down to collect the dropped bejeweled crown.

"No water in here," Avery said. "How did she take him? You said she uses water like a door, that's how she enters a room."

The Doctor surveyed the room once more, hoping that Avery was wrong and that there were just a few drops of water in the room. Seeing none, he turned back to Avery. Then he spotted the crown in his hand.

The Doctor crept closer and leaned down to look at it more closely. His worried reflection stared back at him. "I was wrong," he murmured. "Please ignore all my theories up to this point."

"What, again?" Avery scoffed.

The Doctor grabbed the crown and examined it even more closely than he had a few seconds ago. "We're all in danger," he insisted. "The water's not how she's getting in. When we were down in the hold, think what happened. You, me, Amy, Rory, Alex, leeches."

"She sprang from the water."

"Yes, only when it grew still. Still water. Nature's mirror."

Avery's eyes widened in realization. "So, you mean—"

"Yes! Not water." He pointed to the crown, their reflections perfectly visible in the polished metal. "Reflection.That Siren legend. The curse."

"You said curses weren't real."

"Folklore springs from truth," the Doctor argued, still fixated on the crown. "She attacks ships filled with treasure. Where else do you get a perfect reflection?"

Avery glanced down at the crown. "Polished metal!" he exclaimed.

"Hmm?" The Doctor looked up to see Avery checking his chest. For a moment, the Doctor was puzzled as to why he was doing that, until he noticed a startling lack of a medallion hanging from the captain’s neck.He gave it to Toby,the Doctor recalled.And Toby's in the storage room . . . with Alex!

The men looked at each-other, both realizing the danger the others were in. "We must warn them!" Avery cried, immediately running off towards the magazine. The Doctor sprinted alongside him, determined to get to Alex. His hearts were racing at the thought of her getting hurt and being disintegrated by the Siren. He didn't think he could survive if that happened.

Still,he thought,she's not in any real danger. It's not like she's bleeding or has any bruises. . .His eyes widened. Alex's hickeys! They weren't harmful and would disappear in a few days, but the Siren might not think so. It was highly likely she would mistake some bruises for a horrible, life-threatening condition.

Oh God,the Doctor thought, panicked.What have I done?!In the exhilaration he felt in finally, properly kissing Alex, he had barely been able to control himself. And thanks to that, Alex might be marked for death right now.

It felt to the Doctor like several months had passed before he and Avery finally reached the magazine door. Once it was in sight, the Doctor barreled up to it and began hitting it like crazy. His hearts were beating a thousand times a minute and his blood was pounding in rhythm alongside them. He knew he wouldn't calm down until he got to Alex and made sure she was okay. "Alex!" he yelled, continuing to bang on the door. "Alex, open the door!"

"Toby, open the door!" Avery called out. "Toby!"

"Open the door!" Inside, the sound of barrels being pushed aside could be heard, but the Doctor still felt like he could bust down the door at any second.

"Toby!"

After what seemed like an eternity, the door opened. The Doctor wasted no time in running straight over to Toby. Grabbing the medallion from the boy, he began breathing on the gleaming silver surface. Amy and Rory frowned at him, wondering what the hell was going on, while Alex gave him a contemplative look. The Doctor knew that brilliant brain of hers was going five miles a minute trying to figure out the purpose of his actions. A moment later, he saw the glimmer of realization in her eyes.

He checked the medallion and was relieved to see that the surface was cloudy. Pocketing it, he gave a thumbs up to Avery before running out of the room. Avery followed him and a few moments later, they were in the captain's cabin.

The captain's cabin was a large room with several glass windows overlooking the dark blue waters. Piles of books, papers, treasure chests, and artifacts littered the room. It was clear that this was the place Avery spent the majority of his time in. Without breaking his stride, the Doctor snatched up a gun from a nearby sideboard and commenced smashing out the windows. Glass shattered into several pieces, falling out into the calm waters below.

"We've got to destroy every reflection!" he said over his shoulder to Avery, who was standing in the doorway, watching him bewilderedly. "Gold, silver, glass, she could spring from any of them." Whirling around, the Doctor slammed the gun against a mirror hanging on the wall. The glass shattered into several large pieces. Avery looked at the shards, and then at the broken mirror with alarm.

The Doctor barely managed to restrain himself from rolling his eyes. Honestly. Why did humans insist on believing in ridiculous, petty curses? There was no scientific proof that any of them even worked. "Yes, yes, I know, I know. Very bad luck to break it. But look at it this way. There's a stroppy homicidal mermaid trying to kill all."

Avery chuckled slightly. "How much worse can things get?" he said wryly.

"Yep. Help me lug this out." The Doctor nodded to a large chest of treasure sitting against one wall.

Avery nodded and helped him lift it. "Where are we taking it?"

"The ocean."

"No, no!" Avery shouted, his eyes wide and panicked. "This is the treasure of the Mogul of India!"

"Oh, good," the Doctor remarked snidely. "For a moment there I thought it wasyours."

"No, no! Doctor, wait! Must we do this?"

"Any reflection, any mirror, and the Siren will attack. We have to protect Rory and Toby."And Ally."Go and get the crown from the storeroom."

Avery sighed but nodded. He turned and headed out the door while the Doctor dumped several bars of valuable gold out the broken window.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Justwait?" Rory said incredulously.

He, Amy, Alex, Toby, Avery, and the Doctor were all in the magazine. After the Doctor's bizarre breathing on Toby's medallion, no one had really understood what was going on, save Alex. According to her, the Siren was appearing not out of water, but reflection. This made sense, but it seemed to be the only thing that was actually clear-cut today.

Rory watched as the Doctor clutched Alex closer to him. His arm was wrapped around her shoulders and had been since he and Avery came back. The Doctor's face was also contorted in worry, and he kept looking down at Alex as if expecting her to sprout wings or something. It was incredibly strange, and Rory had no idea why he was doing that. The Doctor was protective of Alex, but nowhere near this level.

"Not my most dynamic plan, I realize," the Doctor admitted, his eyes on Alex once again.

Alex glanced up at him and frowned when he gave her a reassuring smile.What's up with him?she wondered.

"TARDIS?" Amy suggested.

The Doctor winced. Alex closed her eyes and shook her head at him. "You lost her, didn't you?"

"It's . . . been towed."

"What?" Amy cried, giving him a look.

"Sorry," the Doctor cringed. "We might just be stuck here for a while."

"So, you're saying that we should all just wait here below?" Rory asked.

"The sea is still calm," Avery informed them. "Like a mirror. If you go out on deck, she'll rise up and attack you."

"It's okay," the Doctor assured them. His hand traveled down to settle on Alex's waist. He pressed her even closer to him, as if by doing that he could somehow push her inside him. At least that way, she'd be protected from the Siren. "The calm won't last forever. When the wind picks up, we'll all set sail."

"Until it does, you have to hide down here."

Amy and Rory sighed, knowing there was no point in arguing. "Come on, then," Amy ordered, dragging Rory to where a bunch of flour sacks sat. "I'm exhausted. We might as well rest before we face that green sea-devil again."

The Doctor shuddered at her words. "Trust me, Pond, if you ever actually met a Sea Devil, you wouldn't be saying that. At least the Siren is much prettier."

Alex frowned, her jealousy automatically flaring up. Logically, she knew that there was no reason to be jealous; she very much doubted the Doctor was interested in the Siren. But still, hearing him call someone other than her pretty was just upsetting. "Really?" She attempted to keep her voice neutral, but it came out sounding very high-pitched and accusatory.

This didn't go unnoticed. Amy and Rory turned to give her identical frowns while the Doctor seized onto her jealousy like a lion on its prey. "Ally, can I talk to you in private for a minute?"

Alex raised an eyebrow. "Sure," she agreed.

She hadn't even taken two steps out of the magazine when the Doctor pushed her up against a wall and immediately started checking her skin. Alex frowned as he worriedly turned over her palms. "Doc, what in the world are you—" But she stopped talking when the Doctor held up the palm of her left hand. Smack dab in the center of it was a dime-sized black spot.

Alex gawked at it. "H-how. . . W-when. . ." she stuttered awkwardly, her vocal chords unable to form any words due to her shock.

The Doctor's face fell, regarding the mark with hatred, horror, and anguish. "Oh, Ally," he breathed. He lightly ran his thumb over the spot. He had been so worried that this would happen. It was all his fault! If he hadn't practically lost control of himself on Alex's body, she'd be safe and fine right now.

"How long has that been there?" Alex wondered, finally regaining her voice.

The Doctor continued inspecting the spot. "Probably since we first got here," he mused. "Your. . ." He trailed off and caught Alex's eye, glancing down meaningly at her hickeys.

"Oh." There really wasn't anything else she could say, but damn if she wasn't going to try and think of something. "Well, that Siren really is an idiot if she thinks a couple of bruises are going to hurt me."

The Doctor tried to laugh at her quip but couldn't find it in himself to do so. Why was she being so lighthearted about this? It washisfault those hickeys and that spot were there! She should hate him right now. She should be pushing him away and never speaking to him again.

Noticing his silence, Alex titled the Doctor's chin up so she could look into his eyes. "Doc?" she murmured, peering into the dark green depths. They looked so raw and guilty. They looked that way most of the time, but there was a greater intensity in them now. "Doctor, what's wrong?"

"Ally, how can you be so calm?" the Doctor blurted.

Alex stared at him. "What?"

"Alex, that spot on your hand ismyfault. You shouldn't be standing here acting all mild-mannered with me!"

"Oh, good lord, Doctor," Alex sighed. "It's not as if you meant for me to get a black spot. We didn't even know that anything other than blood summoned her until a little while ago."

"Still, if I hadn't lost my control, you wouldn't be in danger right now."

"I wasn't exactly complaining when you lost control."

"Alexandria, I'm serious."

"So am I!" Alex crossed her arms and glared at him. "Doctor, you cannot blame yourself for this. I won't let you. I certainly don't blame you, and if I did, you'd have a lot more to worry about than a blood-thirsty sea siren. I don't regret a single thing that happened in that control room, and I know for a fact that you don't as well. Correct?"

The Doctor shifted a little. "Correct," he mumbled.

"Then that settles it. No more blaming yourself. Besides," she lowered her voice an octave, "I wasreallyhoping you'd give me more marks. I have this really cute sweater I want to wear, and your bites would be the perfect excuse."

Despite himself, the Doctor laughed. Alex was always able to pull him out of his dark moments of self-loathing and hatred and back into the light. It was like she was the yin to his yang, the light to his dark, something that no other companion had ever been, at least not on Alex's level. It was hard to describe just how right this seemed, as though it was meant to be or some other sort of divine intervention. Regardless, the Doctor knew he never wanted it to change or be like this with someone other than Alex. Now, he smiled at her. "Thank you, Ally."

Alex beamed. He was no longer in that deep, dark space inside him that he reserved for the inner disgust and hatred he felt he deserved. That was the one thing she hated about him, absolutely, positively hated. He could never see how wonderful and brilliant and extraordinary he was. Instead, all he could focus on were the scars and bloodshed on his hands, things he had done in order to save the lives of millions. She wished he would realize that. Maybe, just maybe, now that their relationship had deepened, she could help him see it.

"No problem, Doc," she giggled before immediately looking back at the black mark on her hand. It was small, much smaller than Rory's, which explained how she hadn't noticed it before. Also, the thought of her hickeys being a red flag to the Siren hadn't crossed her mind, since it was filled with so many other things at the moment. Alex mentally kicked herself. She was much more observant and intelligent than that. Kissing the Doctor didn't require the energy ofallher brain cells!

Okay, just focus,she drilled to herself. "So, you think this has been here since we first stepped out of the TARDIS?"

"Most likely," the Doctor guessed. He grasped her palm and ran his calloused fingertips over the mark. Even though she was trying to stay focused, Alex couldn't help but shudder a little.

"So. . ." she said slowly, forcing herself to think. "If it has been there ever since we arrived, that means I had it whenever the Siren popped out at us. But I haven't been affected."

The two looked at each-other. "Brilliant mind, Ally," they said together.

Alex giggled. "Jinx. You owe me a co*ke."

"I'll give you way more than that when we solve this thing and leave," the Doctor promised. "But we're both right. Your mind repels things that try to trick or influence it. The Silence couldn't make you forget them, so it's doubtful that the Siren can hypnotize you and make you want to get yourself cremated."

At these words, the Doctor's eyes widened and his grip on her hand grew tighter. He had seen three men turn to dust today, and there had been plenty more before that too. The thought of his Ally becoming that. . . It was too horrible to consider, yet his mind insisted on playing cruel scenarios of Alex somehow getting lured over to the Siren, touching her, and bursting into ash. He felt his hearts tighten.

Calm down,he ordered himself.That's not going to happen. Ally is too smart to get tricked by the Siren. You're worrying for nothing.Still, the thought that she could get disintegrated was terrible and refused to leave him.

Alex immediately saw where his mind was going. She reached out and placed a comforting hand on his shoulder. "Doc, don't worry," she soothed. "Nothing's going to happen to me. I know for a fact that you'd die before you let that happen." She mentally winced, remembering Lake Silencio and her almost murder. For all she knew, the Doctor had given up his own life to save hers.No! Don't think about that, Alexandria!

"You're not wrong, Ally," the Doctor confirmed, unknowingly causing Alex's inner panic to rise as she continued to remember Lake Silencio. "The Siren would have to go through me before she could get to you."

Alex smiled, even though she didn't really feel like it after hearing what sounded like a promise he would take to Utah. Needing comfort, she reached out to hug him. The Doctor quickly reciprocated the hug, tightening his arms around her protectively, as if he was shielding her from any oncoming dangers.

"So, what happens now?" Alex questioned into his shoulder.

"Now. . ." The Doctor sighed and pulled back to look at her, though he kept his arms wrapped around her. "Avery and I go up top to wait for a storm and you, Amy, Rory, and Toby stay down here where it's safe." Alex opened her mouth to argue, but he silenced her with a glare. "No arguments, Alexandria," he warned. Alex quickly shut her mouth. "I'll worry a lot less if you're down here where nothing can try and get to you."

Alex sighed. She really wanted to stay with the Doctor, and probably could convince him into letting her come with him if she tried hard enough, but she knew he was right. There was too much risk, and the Siren would come after her, regardless of whether or not she was affected by the song. Sighing again, she stretched up on tiptoe and pressed a chaste kiss to his lips. "Fine. I'm not happy about it, but I'll do it.Pleasebe careful though, okay? I don't want the Siren getting you, too."

The Doctor smirked at her, and his eyes turned dark. A low thrum of heat rushed through Alex's veins upon seeing the expression. There were definitely alotof benefits in being with the Time Lord romantically. "You do realize that if the Siren did get me and she sang that song, I'd be fawning all over you, right? I'd be positively enamored of you, more so than now."

Alex felt her knees buckle at the implications of such an event but forced herself to remain in control. "Save it for the TARDIS, Doc. That's what I'm doing."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex twisted over onto her side. Only a few seconds passed before she immediately rolled over onto her other one. Try as she might, she just couldn't get comfortable.Stupid hardwood floor,she thought as she flopped over onto her stomach and readjusted her head on the flour sack.

Her eyes fluttered. She was exhausted, but she couldn't seem to fall asleep. Either she was nervous about falling asleep on a ship or the hard floor beneath her was making it impossible. Frankly, she was betting on the latter, though the first option required a little consideration as well.

She glanced over at Avery and Toby. The two were deep in conversation, discussing Toby's mother. Alex sighed and watched the boy. He didn't know how lucky he was. He had known his mother for years and had wonderful memories of her. She had known her parents for five years and couldn't recall much about them.

Alex shut her eyes, trying to fall asleep before her vague New York City memories could push at her brain. However, it didn't work, and Alex found herself mentally reviewing her life pre-Bristol. An extravagant Disney Princess themed birthday party, with a Cinderella cake and a trip to seeBeauty and the Beaston Broadway. Getting forced into her preschool uniform, consisting of a white button-down, a blue sweater with a golden emblem on it, a blue plaid skirt, white socks, and blue Mary-Jane's. Running through the Barbie doll aisle at FAO Schwartz. Playing hopscotch in Central Park with a black-haired girl around the same age as her. Her name started with an M. Melody? Marnie? Mallory? Melina? No. . . Melinda! Melinda Clarke! She had been in her preschool class.

A few more memories pressed into Alex's brain. The smell of Stetson cologne, which she knew her dad had to have worn.Ode to Joybeing played on the piano by a red-haired woman in a white co*cktail dress. A glass of red wine sat on top of the piano, the liquid inside bouncing every time a key was struck. Though she couldn't see the woman's face, Alex knew this to be her mother.

After this, her memories started getting fewer and fewer, sometimes containing only a word or sound of some event. A cork of champagne being popped, probably at a party her parents had thrown when she was supposed to be in bed. The sound of a car-horn blowing. A loud explicative being said before a phone was slammed down. Her mother complaining about the weather the night of the boating accident, her words wrapped in a Scottish accent thicker than Amy's. Murmurs ofI love you's, along with the vaguest recollection of an autumn wind, though Alex had no idea if that was real or not.

Everything became more or less clear after the boating accident, something she remembered in incredible detail. She could still recall Marigold's old car, a burgundy Saturn she'd had until Alex was ten, along with the purple and gray radio Lacey had in her bedroom back in the ‘90s, which had been driven to near abuse from constant playing of Backstreet Boys and Britney Spears CDs.

Alex sighed. She wouldn't trade her life as it had turned out for anything, otherwise she probably wouldn't be here with the Doctor and the Ponds right now. Still, she couldn't help but wish that she had known her parents just a little bit more. She wanted to know why that loud curse word had been said to someone on the phone and if her mom could play the piano amazingly or if she only knew just that one song. But she would never know.

Stop thinking about that, Alexandria,a voice in her head halfheartedly scolded. Alex knew the voice was right. Thinking about those memories and all those what-ifs made her upset, occasionally leading to crying. And shehatedcrying. Besides, she'd already used up her tear quota sobbing over the Doctor's death at Lake Silencio.

Stupid Utah,she thought as she squeezed her eyes shut. After what seemed like an eternity, but was actually fifteen minutes, Alex finally fell asleep.

Meanwhile, just a little ways away from her, Amy's eyes twitched and fluttered. She could just vaguely hear a voice. At first, she figured it was Alex, telling Rory to shut up with his snoring, but then she realized. . . Rory wasn't snoring, the first time in months. And the voice wasn't Alex's.

"It's fine," she heard an older female voice say. She sounded soothing and calming, as if she were someone you could rely on. But Amy wasn't so sure. Hearing voices was never a good thing. "You're doing fine. Just stay calm."

Amy lifted her head and forced her eyes all the way open. She looked around confusedly for a moment before finally seeing something on the wall in front of her. Right above Alex's sleeping figure was an opening in the wall. A woman with piled up curly brown hair, dark red lips, and an eyepatch over one eye was looking out. She was smirking slightly, as if she knew something Amy didn't. But before Amy could do anything, a panel on the opening slid shut, turning into wood once more.

Amy shivered and sunk back down on the makeshift bed. That was the same woman she'd seen in Graystark back in Florida. She glanced over at Alex, wondering if she should wake her. She had told Alex about the woman and her friend probably should know that she had seen her again. But Amy dismissed the idea. Alex was resting, as she should be. This trip hadn’t been easy on her, what with taking place within spitting distance of water and all.

Amy scrunched herself closer to Rory and closed her eyes. She needed to get some rest. She had to, before they dealt with the storm and the Siren. Worrying about mysterious eyepatch ladies wouldn't accomplish anything today.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The Doctor stood outside on the deck, admiring all the stars above him. When he'd been a very, very young Time Lord, he'd been fascinated by the stars and had promised himself that he would visit them one day. And he had. Sometimes, he was still a little amazed that he'd done it.

As he was gazing up at the heavens, he heard footsteps coming up behind him. At first, he thought it was Alex, ignoring his instructions of staying down in the magazine – Alex was horribly stubborn, especially when it came to his orders that she stay put – only to look over and see Avery instead.

The Doctor turned back to the stars and pointed to one of the brightest ones. "It's not one star, it's two," he explained. "The Dog star, Sirius. Binary system."

"I use it to navigate the ocean."

"I've traveled far, like you. Space can be very lonely, and the greatest adventure is having someone share it with you." It probably wasn't the most subtle of arguments, but the Doctor knew how lonely it was traveling on your own and he didn't think Avery needed to suffer that. Besides, Toby was his son. They needed each-other.

Avery didn't look away from the sky. "If we get out of this, I'll take him back to England. He can't stay with me. I'm not the father he needs."

"Who are you?" the Doctor asked, turning to face him. "Henry Avery? Respected naval officer, wife and child at home. How did you end up here, wandering the oceans with a band of rouges?" What made a man give up such a nice life for one of thievery and danger?

"I've set my course now," Avery said firmly. "Nothing I can do to alter it."

The Doctor looked back up at Sirius, studying it for a moment. It gleamed down at them, a point of light echoing out of the heavens. "People stared at it for centuries and never knew," he told the pirate. "Things can suddenly change, when you're least expecting." Having said that, he turned and walked off deck, leaving Avery alone with his thoughts.

The Doctor went through the ship and back into the captain's cabin. As he placed the pirate's hat down on the desk, his gaze was drawn over to the glass-shattered window behind it. He gazed out at the dark waters, seeing nothing but blackness in the distance. But there was something there. He could sense it.

He was still staring out the window when Amy came in. She stood in the doorway, watching him. After failing to go to sleep – Rory had started snoring again, preventing everyone in that room from sleeping – and thinking about it for several minutes, she finally decided to come and tell the Doctor about the Eyepatch Lady, as she had now taken to calling the strange woman. The Doctor would probably tell her it was only her imagination or something her subconscious had created just before she woke up, but at least it would be reassurance, something she was craving right about now.

She stared at him, his tweed-clad back to her. "Doctor?"

"Shush," he ordered, not even turning around to look at her. He continued staring out the window.

Amy slowly approached him. "What can you see?" she asked. He had to be looking out the window for some reason.

"Feels like something's out there," the Doctor murmured, "staring straight at me." But before he could elaborate, a sudden flash went off in front of the window, followed by a loud rumble of thunder. Finally, a storm was coming.

"Man the sails!" the Doctor shouted as he raced out of the room. Amy ran out a second later, rushing off to wake Rory . . . and to prevent Alex from murdering him.

Chapter 9: The Curse of the Black Spot Part 3

Notes:

A/N: You can find Alex's outfit for this chapter on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

Chapter Text

"This is hell!" Alex wailed a few minutes later as Amy and Rory dragged her up on deck to help. "This is absolute hell!"

The scene up top certainly did seem to be Alex's personal hell, what with the plethora of water and all. Heavy rain pounded down on the deck, making everything wet and slick. Within seconds of stepping onto the deck, everyone was completely soaked. Not that this seemed to be bothering anyone other than Alex though. Avery was currently hanging onto a rope for some strange reason, while Amy and Rory pulled Alex over to the middle of the ship, where the sails were located.

"To the rigging, you dogs!" Avery shouted at them. "Let go the sails!" He jumped down from the rope, a crazed look in his eyes. He appeared to be having fun in this godforsaken, effing weather. "Avast ye! Put the bunt into the slack of the clews!"

Amy and Rory turned hopefully to Alex, but the befuddled – and pissed-off and miserable – expression on her face told them she had as much understanding of what he was talking about as they did.

Knowing they had to do something, Amy started tugging on a pulley. "I swear he's making half this stuff up!" she declared, yelling over the roar of the wind and the constant rumbling of thunder overhead.

"Well, we're gonna need some kind of phrase book!" Rory shouted. He stumbled and nearly fell backwards. It may have been from the slick wood but was more than likely due to the fact that the Doctor had just taken the wheel of the ship, not necessarily a reassuring thing in this situation.

"Toby!" Avery called to his son as the boy stumbled his way up top. "Find my coat! My compass is inside it, boy!" Once Toby started making his way over to a chest, Avery shouted in the Ponds and Alex's direction, "Heave ho, you bilge rats!"

"Rats was all I could hear!" Rory yelled.

"Did he just call us rats?" Alex wondered, shouting like the rest of them. She was currently gripping onto a beam that held up one of the sails. Her nails dug into the damp wood, and she tried to calm her out-of-control breathing. Her body hadn't been this wet since the night of the boating accident. It was a big shock to her system.

But she didn't focus on this for long. Just as she was hoping and praying that she didn't break out into hives or something, a clang rang out behind her. She whirled around to see a large, jeweled crown rolling across the deck, away from Toby, who had apparently discovered it, before finally falling down flat at the edge of the ship. A split second later, a green arm shot out of the crown's reflective surface. A moment later, the Siren fully popped out. She flew through the air and over to Toby. Her hand was held out and her haunting, hypnotic song echoed through the air, sounding surprisingly loud over the roaring thunder and thrashing waves.

"Don't let her take you!" Avery shouted in horror. He raced down from the upper portion of the deck to get to his son. But it was too late. Toby, completely hypnotized and entranced, walked towards the Siren. "No!" Avery leapt forwards but by this point, Toby was already in the Siren's hold. He reached out and touched her. A second later, he burst into ashes. "NO!"

The Doctor sprinted down from the wheel. Snatching up the crown, he hurled it out into the pulsating waves, causing the Siren to disappear. He turned and glared at Avery, who, in his defense, looked rather remorseful and horrified.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Avery gasped, sounding truly regretful. He fell to his knees, tears streaming down his face.

Alex hesitantly let go of the beam to walk over to them. She was just as angry as the Doctor. Did a bunch of treasure really take precedence to Avery's own son?! Toby was so sweet and caring, and now he was dead. An angry thrum ran though Alex's veins, steadily increasing until it felt like there was an all-out hurricane inside her.

"You couldn't give up the gold, could you?!" the Doctor shouted. "That's why you turned pirate! Your commission, your wife, yourson!"

"Just how much is that treasure worth to you?!" Alex demanded. "He was your son! He should've been your first priority!"

But before they could continue their berating, something horrible happened. As the Doctor and Alex were yelling at Avery, Amy was holding Rory back, the man having quickly gone under the Siren's trance when she appeared. He was still thrashing around to try and get to her, even though she was no longer in sight. Amy struggled to hold him back, but it wasn't easy without Alex there to help her. To make matters worse, the rain was making her hands slick and slippery. It was just the advantage Rory needed. He broke free of Amy's grasp and ran to the side of the ship. Right then, a sail broke its hold. The beam swung around, hitting Rory in the chest, and throwing him off the ship.

"RORY!" Amy screamed. She ran to the side of the ship and peered down into the water. "Rory! I can't see him! Doctor? I'm going in!"

"No!" Alex cried, immediately grabbing hold of Amy and pulling her back before the young woman could so much as get a foot over the side.

"He's drowning," the Doctor told her. "He's drowning! You go in after him, you'll drown too! There's only one thing that can save him now."

"What are you talking about?!" Amy demanded.

"The Siren. The Siren, she wants him. We have to release her." He hurried over to a barrel of water.

"Doctor, no!" Amy cried.

But he didn't listen. Instead, he soniced the lid open and pulled it off. The Siren flew straight up into the air. The Doctor pointed to the ocean. "He's drowning!" he called up. "Go find him!" Without a second thought, the Siren turned and dove into the water.

"What, what did you do?!" Amy shrieked as the Doctor replaced the lid.

"If he stays in there, he'll die."

"But she'll destroy him!"

"That thing isn't just a ravenous hunter. It's intelligent."

Alex gazed at him, seeing where he was heading with this. "You think we can reason with it?" She wasn't really sure about that, but stranger things had happened.

The Doctor nodded. "And maybe, just maybe, they're still alive somewhere. We have to follow."

"Are you mad?" Avery cried.

"Very," Alex told him.

The Doctor ignored her. He reached into his pocket and pulled out the nail Avery had nearly injured himself on. "If we ever want to see them again, we have to let the Siren take us. We'll prick our fingers. All agreed? Yeah?"

Avery looked a little hesitant, but after a moment, nodded. "Aye."

"Aye," Amy agreed.

"Aye," Alex chimed in. She trusted the Doctor with her life, and she knew he wouldn't be going through with this if he didn’t have a really, really strong suspicion that nothing horrible was going to happen.

"Aye then." The Doctor immediately set to work, pricking Avery and Amy's fingers and then his own. He was quite grateful that he didn't have to prick Alex's. He never wanted to cause her physical pain . . . other than the hickeys, of course. That was okay.

Amy frowned at him as he pocketed the nail. "What about Alex?" She figured the Doctor would be hesitant in pricking Alex's finger, but the brunette was quite capable of doing it herself. Actually, that was what Amy was expecting her friend to do.

"She doesn't need it," the Doctor murmured, wrapping an arm around Alex's shoulders. Alex leaned into him and wordlessly lifted the hand with the black spot on it.

Amy gasped. She opened her mouth to question the two, but before she could get anything out of her mouth, the Siren appeared. She opened her mouth and her haunting song poured out. The four offered their hands to her. Alex glanced around at the others. They all looked glassy-eyed and awestruck, just like that crewman and Rory had been. But Alex didn't feel the song's effects getting to her at all. There was a slight twinge in the back of her mind, but she could feel her mental barriers keeping it out.

That didn't seem to deter the Siren though. She reached out her arm to touch them, and the group disappeared in a brilliant white light.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex groaned as she woke up and blinked wearily. Getting transported by the Siren was almost as bad as getting transported by vortex manipulator. At least she didn't feel nauseous.

She rolled over onto her side and found herself face-to-face with the Doctor. He was lying on his back, a pained expression on his face. "Remind me to book an appointment with a chiropractor after this," he muttered.

Alex laughed, remembering when he said the same thing after they jumped up onto theByzantium. "Yeah? Okay, but you owe me big for dragging me into a water-infested adventure. I'll take diamonds, chocolate, and a Russian Blue kitten."

"No cats," the Doctor grimaced. "I will gladly give you any amount of chocolate you want . . . maybe with a bit more of what I promised I'd give you before we came here if you're good."

"I'm always good!"

"Let's not get carried away. . ."

"Oi!" Amy cried. The two turned their heads to see Amy and Avery lying next to them, the former looking rather exasperated. "Can you twopleasestop flirting for five seconds so we can find my husband?"

The Doctor and Alex cringed. She was right. They couldn't flirt. Finding and rescuing Rory was a hell of a lot more important. "Sorry," they simultaneously apologized.

"Thank you. Now where are we?"

"We haven't moved," the Doctor revealed. "We're in exactly the same place as before." He pushed himself to his feet, then reached down to pull Alex up. Once she was standing, he wrapped an arm around her shoulders and steered her over to a large window, Avery and Amy getting up behind them. Alex marveled at the view. The window looked out onto the ship. It was still storming outside, and several items were getting blown and knocked around by the wind.

Avery came up and peered out the window. "We're on a ghost ship," he breathed.

"No, it's not," Alex corrected.

"It's real," the Doctor jumped in. "Spaceship trapped in a temporal rift."

Amy's brow furrowed in confusion. "How can two ships be in the same place?"

"Not the same. Two planes, two worlds, two cars parked in the same space. There are lots of different universes nested inside each-other. Now and again, they collide, and you can step from one to the other."

Amy nodded. "Okay, I think I understand."

"Good, because it's not like that at all. But if that helps."

Amy and Alex looked at each-other and rolled their eyes. "Thanks," they said together.

The Doctor ignored them. All of his attention was captured by the window. "All the reflections have suddenly become gateways," he mused. He reached down, picked up a piece of metal, and tossed it at the window. Instead of the glass shattering, the object went right through it, landing on the deck of the pirate ship. "Ever look in a mirror and think you're seeing a whole other world? Well, this time it's not an illusion."

Beep, beep!

The group whirled around, the Doctor leading the way as they tried to locate the source of the beeping. "The signal?" Alex guessed.

"Yes."

"The distress call?" Amy checked.

"Uh huh."

"There was a second ship here all this time."

A familiar singing then rang out. Alex shuffled closer to the Doctor, knowing that the Siren wanted her. "And the Siren is onboard," she muttered.

The Doctor latched a protective arm around her waist and pulled her close to his side.Nothingwas going to get his Ally if he could help it. With his other hand, he reached out and pushed a button on a door in front of them. It opened to reveal a dead creature in a spacesuit.

Alex yelped, the Doctor hurriedly pushing her behind him as Amy and Avery jumped back. Avery whipped out his gun, only for the Doctor to put his hand out and lower it. "Dead," he announced. He stepped forward and studied the skeleton. The alien looked like a cross between an oversized rat and an equally ginormous beaver. It was dressed in a futuristic spacesuit with the letters D.I.H.S. on it.

The Doctor took Alex's hand and carefully led her past the alien, keeping her as close to him as possible to prevent her from touching it. Alex used her other hand to cover her mouth and nose. Based on the smell the alien was letting off, it had been here since, oh, the time of the Black Plague.

The group walked into a large control room. A circle of controls sat in the middle of the dark room while several windows decorated the walls, all of them looking into the captain's cabin. Also in the room was another alien skeleton, sitting in a chair next to the controls. Like the first one, it wore a spacesuit. While the Doctor pulled Alex over to examine it, Amy and Avery looked out the windows.

"You were right," Amy remarked. "There was something staring at us the whole time. How long has this ship been marooned here?"

"Long enough for the captain to have run out of grog," Avery quipped, nodding to the skeleton the Doctor and Alex were currently sonicing.

"I don't understand." Amy turned to the Doctor and Alex, the pair still scanning the alien. "If this is the captain, then what's the Siren?"

"Same as us," the Doctor guessed. "A stowaway."

"She killed it?"

"Nope, human bacteria," Alex announced. She examined the results on her sonic necklace. "It was a virus from Earth. To be more specific, influenza. Since influenza's airborne, I'm guessing it traveled through the portal into here. That's what killed it." She returned the necklace charm to her collarbone and looked over at the Doctor. To her surprise, he was smiling at her. "What?"

"Nothing," the Doctor dismissed, still grinning away. "Although that was quite impressive, Ally."

Alex blushed. "It wasn't a big deal," she mumbled bashfully. Secretly, she was quite happy that she had managed to make him proud of her. It seemed like a much bigger thing to make a fuss over now that they were a couple.

"Maybe not to you," the Doctor said, coming up to her and brushing her bangs to the side so that he could look into her light green eyes, "but it was to me. It made me realize even more how glad I was I gave you a sonic necklace."

Alex giggled. Christ, she really wished she could pull him down and kiss him. Well, she could if she wanted to. Nothing was stopping her other than her desire to keep the wool over Amy and Rory's eyes for a little while. Still, it might be fun to see the stunned expression on the redhead's face when they finally came up for air. Maybe she would even faint!

But before Alex could do any of this, someone cleared their throat. With slightly sour expressions on their faces, the Doctor and Alex turned to Amy. As usual, she had interrupted them.

I really need to get on building that companion muzzle,the Doctor thought. It'd save him and Alex a whole lot of trouble and interruptions.

Amy stared at them. It wasn't like these two to get so off-track like this, but they'd been doing this all day! It was really weird. "Virus on aliens?" she reminded them, even nodding at the skeleton to get her point across.

The Doctor sighed. He knew she was right. "Yes," he said, pocketing the sonic screwdriver as he walked around the controls. "Influenza virus, that's what killed it." He pressed a hand to the controls. "Didn't get its jabsssss . . . urgh!" He grimaced and yanked his hand off the controls, right out of the slime he'd accidentally put it in. "Look," he said, holding out his hand and revealing the slime on it.

Amy and Alex backed away, disgusted. "What is it?" Amy sneered.

"Sneeze! Alien bogies!" He shook his hand, flicking some of the slime off, before crossing over to Amy and wiping the rest on her jacket. Amy shuddered, looking positively horrified. As the Doctor walked off, she glared darkly at his back.

Alex chuckled a little and hastened to catch up with him. She was about to grab his hand, but quickly reconsidered.Better make sure he washes those hands before he kisses me again."Careful, Doc," she murmured. "You'd better sleep with one eye open tonight."

"Alex, I don't need to sleep for another two weeks."

"Better not let Amy know that," Alex said, glancing back at her friend. Amy was still shooting daggers at the Doctor's jacket. If looks could kill, the Siren would be having a field day with the Doctor's body right now.

They went a little further into the spaceship until they finally reached a large room. The walls and floor were slightly dark with gauzy white curtains hanging at random intervals. Several tables hung from the ceiling, each holding an unconscious male occupant. All of the occupants were dressed in only a pair of pants while a tube was wrapped around each of their throats, stretching upwards into the ceiling.

"Legraw!" Avery suddenly cried out as the others looked around the room in shock. "He's one of my men."

Amy went over to examine Legraw. "He's still breathing," she reported, seeing the rising and falling of his chest.

"My entire crew is here!" Avery spun in a circle, marveling at all of this, until he spotted one particular figure on a table across the room. "Toby!" he cried, rushing over to his son's side.

"Amy, look!" Alex exclaimed. She tugged on Amy's sleeve and pointed to a table a little ways away, holding another familiar man.

"Rory!" Amy gasped. She and Alex immediately ran over to Rory's side. To their relief, the man was still breathing, not showing any signs of nearly drowning.

"The TARDIS!" the Doctor cheered when he spotted the time machine behind some curtains. He ran over and kissed the door before falling back against it in relief.

"We have to get him out of here," Avery said.

"Wait!" The Doctor hurried over to him and pulled out the sonic. He gave Toby a quick scan. His brow furrowed at the results. "His fever's gone," he revealed.

"What?" Alex cried. How could that be possible? Toby had typhoid fever, not something easily curable in this time period. She glanced down at Rory before lifting her necklace charm up and running it over him.

"He looks so well," Amy observed.

"She's keeping him alive," the Doctor deduced, racing over to them. He turned to Alex, now examining the results of her scan. "Anything?"

Alex nodded. "His brain is still active, but all cellular decay is suspended."

The Doctor lifted a black block he had acquired a few moments ago. He held it out to Alex. "It's not a curse, it's a tissue sample," he explained as Amy and Alex studied the yellow spot on it. The Doctor frowned in thought. "Why get samples of people you're about to kill?"

"Maybe she's not planning on killing them?" Alex suggested. "Either that or she's creating clones."

"Help me get him up," Amy requested. The Doctor and Alex quickly moved to unstrap Rory, but the Siren's song began playing just a little ways away. Rory stirred, his eyes fluttering, and a series of beeping began coming out of some the equipment monitoring him.

"She's coming!" the Doctor hissed. He grabbed Alex, the two and Amy running and hiding behind some monitors. Avery rushed over to join them, hiding behind a panel.

The group tensely watched as the Siren came floating in. She went over to Rory, who was now wide awake. Rory struggled, trying to get away from her and out of his tube, but the Siren simply continued singing. She placed a hand on his chest. Within a few moments, Rory was fast asleep.

"Anesthetic," Alex murmured in realization.

"What?" Avery whispered, unfamiliar with that medical terminology.

"The music," the Doctor clarified. "The song. So she anesthetizes people and puts their body in stasis."

And then the Siren went over to Toby.

The Doctor happened to look over at Avery and saw him pull his gun out.Why didn't I take that thing away from him?!"Avery, no!"

But Avery didn't listen. Instead, he jumped out and fired at the Siren.

The Siren whirled around, turning from green to red in the blink of an eye. Hissing and screeching, she stalked towards him, her red devil eyes practically promising pain. The Doctor ran out of his hiding spot, hoping he could stop her. As he was running around a table with one of Avery's crewmembers on it, he sneezed. The Siren's attention switched to him She whirled around and screeched. A moment later, a brilliant red fire appeared in-between her hands.

"Fire!" the Doctor gasped, his eyes wide.

Across the room, Alex watched, terrified, as the Siren got closer to him. She had half a mind to run over there, but she knew the Doctor wouldn't want her to do that.

"That's new," the Doctor stuttered. He ran a hand through his hair as he struggled to figure out why the Siren was coming after him. He backed away, trying to keep as much distance between him and the angry creature as possible. "What does fire do? Burn? Yes. Destroy? What else?"

"Sterilize!" Alex cried just as she figured this out.

"Sterilize!" the Doctor shouted in agreement. He stuck a hand in his pocket, madly digging around for a tissue as the Siren continued to come at him with her big ball of fire. He absently mused that he really needed to clean this garment out sometime. He had too much stuff in the pockets. "I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I sneezed!" he stuttered as he finally managed to locate a tissue. "I've brought germs in!" Once he blew his nose, he hurled the tissue to the floor. The Siren seized on it, shooting the fire in her hands out to burn the wet rag.

The Doctor breathed a sigh of relief that he was no longer going to get killed, but then saw that Amy had run across the room back to Rory and was in the process of trying to remove his tube. "Amy, stop!" he cried as the Siren turned around and strode towards her. "Don't interfere! Don't touch him! Anesthetic, tissue sample, screen, sterile working conditions. . . Ignore all my previous theories!"

"Yeah, well, we stopped paying attention a while back!" Amy snapped, ignoring his instructions and continuing to try and free Rory.

Alex darted over and pulled Amy back. "She's not a killer at all!" she shouted in time with the Doctor. "She's a doctor!"

Amy looked at them in shock. Seeing that she was no longer trying to tamper with her patient, the Siren calmed down and turned back to green.

"This is an automated sickbay," the Doctor explained as he looked around, admiring everything. "It's teleporting everyone on board."

"With the crew dead, the sickbay hasn't had anything to do," Alex added.

"It's been looking after humanity whilst it's been idle. Look at her!" the Doctor exclaimed. "A virtual doctor able to sterilize a whole room!"

"Able to burn your face off," Amy reminded him.

He merely waved this off. "She's just an interface, seeped through the join between the planes, broadcast in our world. Protean circuitry means she can change her form and become a human doctor for humans." He beamed at the Siren. "Oh, sister, you are good!"

Amy pulled out of Alex's grasp and went over to try and remove Rory's tube again. The Siren immediately turned red and snarled at her. Amy jumped back and the Siren switched back to green.

"She won't let us take them," Avery surmised as he went over to Toby.

"She's keeping them alive, but she doesn't know how to heal them," the Doctor realized.

"I'm his wife, for God's sake!" Amy snapped. "Why can't I touch him?!"

The Doctor considered this. Just a few seconds later, an idea came to him. "Tell her, Amy. Show her your ring." He grabbed Amy and Rory's left hands and held them up before the Siren, showing her the matching rings. "She may be virtual, but she's intelligent. You can't do anything without her consent." He looked at the Siren. She was simply staring at the rings. "Come on. Sophisticated girl like you, that must be somewhere in your core program."

"Look, he's very ill, okay?" Amy pleaded. "I just want to look after him." Tears pooled in her eyes as the Siren continued to do nothing. "Why won't you let me near my husband?"

Alex tensely watched the Siren consider Amy's words. Finally, a spark of recognition went off as the Siren tilted her head. She held out her hand to Amy, a golden ring of light appearing around it.

"I'm guessing that's the consent form," Alex murmured.

The Doctor nodded. "Sign it," he told Amy, who was eyeing the ring apprehensively. "Put your hand in the light. Rory's sick. You have to take full responsibility."

This spurred Amy on. She stuck out her hand and placed it through the ring. Once she did, the Siren disappeared. Without wasting any time, Amy rushed over to Rory and began unstrapping him, the Doctor and Alex stepping in to help. As the Doctor and Alex fumbled with the tubes, Amy hit a button on a panel next to the bed. Rory suddenly jerked up, eyes wide, gasping and wheezing for breath.

"He can't breathe!" the Doctor cried. "Turn it back on!"

Amy quickly hit the button and Rory fell back to the table, unconscious. "What do we do?" she asked. "I can't just leave him here."

"He'll die if we take him out," Alex said. "He was drowning."

Amy ran a hand through Rory's hair. She leaned down and whispered in his ear. "Rory? Rory, wake up."

Rory stirred, his eyes slowly opening. He looked around in shock, taking in his strange, unfamiliar surroundings. "Where am I?"

"You're in a hospital," the Doctor explained calmly. "If you leave, you might die."

Alex frowned at him. A split second later, she whacked the back of his head.

"Ow!" the Doctor cried, shooting her a glare. "What was that for?!"

"Was that really the only way you could tell him that?" Alex cried, giving him an identical glare back.

"Both of you shut it," Amy ordered, not even taking her eyes off Rory. "The Doctor's right," she admitted when the Doctor and Alex had quieted. "But if you don't, you'll have to stay forever."

"You're saying that if I don't get up now. . ."

"You can never leave," Amy finished.

"The Siren will keep you safe," the Doctor added.

Rory struggled to comprehend this. "And if I come with you. . ."

"Drowning on the point of death," Alex said quietly.

Rory was silent for a moment as he thought this all over. Then he looked at Amy. "I'm a nurse."

Amy blinked. What did that have to do with anything? "What?"

"I can teach you how to save me."

"Whoa! Hold on."

"I was drowning. You just have to resuscitate me."

Amy gave an incredulous laugh. "Just?"

"You've seen them do it loads of times in films. CPR. The kiss of life."

Amy blinked back an onslaught of tears. "Rory, this isn't a film, okay? What if I do it wrong?"

"You won't," he insisted.

"Okay, but what if you don't come back to life? What if—"

"I trust you." He took her hand and squeezed it reassuringly.

"What about them?" Amy asked, nodding at the Doctor and Alex. "I mean, why do I have to be the one? Why do I have to save you?"

Rory smiled at her. "Because I know you'll never give up." Amy sniffled and brightened slightly at that. "And," Rory went on, "I know for a fact that Alex skipped all of the health fairs her high school offered."

"Hey!" Alex cried, shooting him a dirty look.

"Not my fault you don't know CPR!" Rory shot back.

"In my defense, I didn't think I was ever going to need to know any of it!" At the time, ditching the all-day health fair to go make-out with Ryder Lewis in Lover's Lane or go to Lexington with Lacey seemed like very good ideas.

"Okay," Amy interrupted, chuckling a little at their banter. "What do I need to do?"

As Rory started to explain the basics of CPR, the Doctor and Alex walked over to Avery. The pirate was staring down at his son, worry in his eyes, the kind of worry that only a parent could project. Alex smiled slightly. It looked as though Avery had finally realized how important his son was.

"We have to send this ship back into space," the Doctor told them. "Imagine if the Siren got ashore. She would have to process every injured human."

"What about Toby?" Avery asked.

The Doctor sighed sadly. "I'm sorry."

"Typhoid fever," Alex revealed, her voice quiet and morose. She looked at Toby sadly. "Once he returns, it's only a matter of time."

Avery was silent for a moment. "What if I stay with him, here?" he proposed. "The Siren will look after him. I can't go back to England. And what home does he have now, if not with me?"

"Do you think you can sail this thing?" the Doctor asked.

Avery offered him a wry grin. "Just point me towards the atom accelerator."

The Doctor laughed and clapped the man on the back while Alex tilted her head, wondering what they were talking about.Probably something that happened aboard the TARDIS,she guessed as the duo wandered back over to the Ponds.

"I know you can do this," Rory was telling Amy as they approached. "Of course, if you muck it up, I am going to be really cross. And dead."

"You'll be fine, Amy," Alex assured her. "You're the most stubborn person I know."

Amy smiled slightly. She sniffled a little and ran her fingertips over Rory's cheek. "I'll see you in a minute," she vowed. Rory nodded in agreement and lay his head back against the table. Once he was ready, the Doctor, Amy, and Alex set to work ripping the tube and straps off him. Rory gasped for breath as the Doctor and Amy set his arms around their shoulders and hauled him to the TARDIS. The moment they placed him on the floor, Amy dropped to her knees and began a series of five compressions and a breath.

Alex shut the TARDIS door and hurried over to the Doctor. He was crouched on the floor, watching the scene before him with a hopeful expression. Without a word, he wrapped an arm around her shoulders, tugging her to him.

They tensely watched Amy breathe into Rory's mouth. Nothing happened. Panicked, Amy turned to look at them. The Doctor and Alex nodded encouragingly. Amy turned back to Rory and did another round of compressions and a breath. Nothing.

"Come on, come on, Rory," the Doctor chanted as Amy did another round. "Not here, not this way, not today!"

Five more compressions, another breath.

Nothing.

"He trusted me!" Amy wailed. Tears flowed down her face, falling into her mouth and hair. "He trusted me to save him!"

"You still can!" Alex insisted. Amy couldn't give up now!

"You can still do this," the Doctor agreed. "He believes in you."

"And he's not the only one," Alex added. "Come on, Amy! Come on!"

Reinvigorated by their praise and encouragement, Amy started the compressions again. She pounded Rory's chest hard, like she was trying to physically shove life back into him. Once the compressions were done, she bent down and gave him a breath of air.

Nothing.

"No!" she sobbed, continuing to pound on Rory's chest. She sucked in a large breath and blew it into Rory's mouth. The Doctor and Alex watched, their hope quickly dwindling as Rory failed to move.

"Please, please, please wake up!" Amy begged Rory's unconscious body. She did another series of compressions. "Wake up! Wake up! Come on, come on!"

But even after she breathed into him, there was no movement from Rory.

Amy broke down in tears. The Doctor fell back on his heels, the hope on his face turning into weariness and melancholy. Alex broke out of his grasp and crawled over to hug Amy. Amy buried her head in Alex's hair, feeling a few drops of water land on her neck as Alex softly cried.

But then, a miracle.

A sudden gasping, coughing sound attracted everyone's attention. Rory was on his side, hacking up water. Amy looked on in shock for all of two seconds before breaking free of Alex's arms and launching herself at her husband. As she helped him up, the Doctor sprang to his feet and went over to help Alex up. Alex shuddered and threw herself at him in a tight hug.

"Please no more ships," she begged. It seemed that every time she was on a ship, somebody drowned or almost did. First her parents and herself near enough, and now Rory. She wasn't willing to go for a third.

The Doctor pressed his lips to the top of her head. "Never," he promised. If he ever received a distress signal from another ship stuck in water, he wouldn't go near it . . . or he'd just leave Alex in the TARDIS and refrain from telling her about it. Either would do.

"Amy," Rory breathed, smiling at his wife as she continued to hold onto him, afraid to let him go. "Amy, you did it! You did it!" He wrapped his arms around her and hugged her tightly as Amy sobbed tears of relief into his shoulder.

The Doctor and Alex kindly stood aside, respecting their moment.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A little while later, the Doctor had piloted them into the time vortex, far away from the pirate ship and the Siren sickbay. No one had really wanted to stick around the ship longer than necessary. The Doctor had showed Avery the basics of the spaceship, then hurried off. He wanted to get Alex as far away from the ship as possible and kiss her senseless in apology as soon as the Ponds went off to bed.

Luckily for him, the experience of one of them nearly dying had drained the Ponds. Rory, wrapped in a blue bathrobe the TARDIS had provided, headed up the stairs, partially assisted by Amy. The Doctor was by the console, looking at something on the scanner, while Alex was sprawled out on the jumpseat, pretending to read an issue ofHarper's Bazaar. Needing to get the salt-water stench off her as soon as possible, she had showered and changed into a sky blue, short-sleeved shirt that showed off her hickeys and assets (at least in her opinion), a pair of matching sky blue and black plaid pajama pants, and white socks. Casual, but cute and attractive enough to get the Doctor's attention.

She glanced up at Amy and Rory, seeing that they were still only on the third step of the staircase.Jesus, go to bed already!she mentally shouted. She wanted to be in the Doctor's arms again so badly. She wanted to stretch up on tiptoe and kiss him, have him back her up onto the console . . . and she really needed to focus on pretending to read Nicole Kidman's interview before she did something potentially embarrassing. Not necessarily for her, but for Amy and Rory.

"I thought I was an excellent pirate," Amy remarked as she and Rory finally began heading up the stairs at a faster pace.

Rory smiled cheekily. "I thought you were an excellent nurse."

"Easy, tiger," Amy laughed, blushing slightly as she turned to look back at the Doctor and Alex. "Night, Alex. Goodnight, Doctor."

The Doctor took a quick glance away from the monitor to address her. "Goodnight, Amelia."

Amy frowned. "You only call meAmeliawhen you're worrying about me."

"I always worry about you," the Doctor dismissed, fiddling with a knob on the scanner.

Amy eyed him for one long moment, remembering the shooting at Lake Silencio. "Mutual."

The Doctor glanced over at Alex. She seemed pretty absorbed in her magazine, but he knew better. He turned back to Amy. "Go to bed, Pond," he commanded, hoping that this would spur her into leaving so that he could finally get back to what he was doing with and to Alex before the distress signal came.

Over the top of her magazine, Alex watched Amy shake her head fondly before continuing up the stairs. At the top, she saw Rory whisper into Amy's ear and then Amy whisper back. It was probably romantic murmurings, but Alex doubted it. She didn't ponder it though. She was trying to put Lake Silencio and its events out of her mind. She should be focusing on the present, not a future that was years and years away.

But it was easier said than done.

Stop thinking about that, Alexandria Nicole!she snapped to herself. She needed to focus on more important things . . . namely that Amy and Rory had now completely exited the control room, leaving her and the Doctor alone.

There was silence for a few moments. Alex put down her magazine and swung her legs over so that she was now sitting properly. She leaned forward, watching as the Doctor frowned at something on the scanner. "What're you looking at?" she asked.

The Doctor glanced at her. "Oh, nothing," he lied, taking another peek at Amy's pregnancy scan. It continued to flash back and forth between positive and negative. But that was something he could worry about later. He had more important things to concern himself with, namely the incredibly gorgeous brunette sitting just a few feet away from him. He switched the scanner off and sauntered around the console until he was standing directly in front of Alex.

"So. . ." he said, leaning against the console.

"So. . ." Alex copied, saying this in a low voice to try and imitate him.

The Doctor laughed slightly at her antics. "So . . . I believe I promised you a few things back on the ship."

"Diamonds, chocolate, and a Russian Blue kitten," Alex promptly recited. "But the diamonds are a bit difficult to get and we both know I'd have better luck getting you to destroy the space-time continuum than with you letting me get a cat."

"Very true," the Doctor agreed. "But I'm sure the TARDIS will be more than happy to accommodate you with the chocolate." A loud, affirming hum went off at this.

Alex giggled and slowly stood up. Nonchalantly, she strolled over to him. She leaned a hip against the console, just a few steps down from him. "Glad to hear that, but I seem to recall you promising to do something else to make it up to me, too."

The Doctor co*cked his head in pretend thought. "I did, didn't I?"

"Yes." Her eyes glittered mischievously, turning from chocolate brown to copper.

"Although, in actuality, I said I'd only do it if you were good."

"I'm always good!"

"What did I say about getting carried away?" Alex rolled her eyes and the Doctor chuckled. "But you're rightthis time," he conceded.

"So you'll do that thing with my ear again?"

The Doctor's eyes grew dark, and he stepped closer. Alex eagerly watched him, not moving a millimeter due to the anticipation of what would happen next. He brushed a finger over her hair, tucking a few strands behind her ear. Then, he knelt down and took her earlobe into his mouth. Alex gasped and her head fell back, forcing the Doctor to cradle her jaw with both hands to keep her steady as he sucked at the lobe. He ran his tongue around her earring stud, kissing the top part of the stud lightly before moving on to the bridge of her ear. He ran his tongue up and down it before finally moving in and nibbling the already bruised skin, creating new marks atop the old ones.

Alex groaned as his breath hit her skin. She could feel her legs shaking. She wouldn't be able to stand upright for much longer. Sensing this, the Doctor's hands traveled down to her waist, keeping her still as he continued to lavish her ear with attention. He pulled her closer to him, his hands playing with the hem of her top. He wasn't going to pull it off or anything; no, he wanted to take this new relationship slow. When he and Alex were ready for that next step, he'd make sure she was treated just like the incredible, gorgeous girl she was.

He pulled back from her ear to study her face. He took great delight in the fact that Alex's mouth had gone slack, her breathing labored and intense. Her eyes were dark and unfocused, until they looked upon him. In an instant, they turned from glazed and clouded to dark, fixated forest green pools. He immediately opened his arms, allowing her to jump up into them. Her long legs wrapped around his waist as he clutched her fiercely, holding her to him like she was the only thing that mattered. He maneuvered her onto the console, a spot with no levers or switches suddenly appearing before him. Sending a mental thank-you to the TARDIS, he ran his fingers down her neck, gathering her hair in a loose ponytail and placing it behind her shoulders.

He gazed down at his handiwork on her neck, all her hickeys now bared to him. He had claimed her alright, all his teeth marks and nibbles and sucking showing her as his and only his. No one else would ever have a claim over her, not if he could help it.

"Like what you see, Doc?" Alex asked breathlessly.

"Very much so, Ally." He looked up into her dark eyes, the desire in them making his hearts beat faster at the realization he could make her so insatiable, so hungry for him. What she didn't know was that she did the same to him.

He leaned down and placed his lips upon hers. He kissed her slowly and languidly, not wanting to get too fast and rough yet. He wanted to show her just how much she meant to him. He couldn't say the l-word yet, but he did want to let her know that she was important to him, more than any of the others that had traveled with him. It was hard to convey in words, but the Doctor was a firm believer in actions speaking louder than words.

Alex went along with the gentle kiss for about a minute until her raw desire overpowered her. She grasped his still slightly damp jacket lapels, her fingernails digging into the tweed material. Using her tongue, she pried his mouth open and ran her tongue inside it. She scraped her tongue over his, causing his knees to buckle and his hands to delve into her slightly curly hair, how it always got whenever she first came out of the shower. She sucked at his bottom lip, emitting a groan from the centuries-old Time Lord. His hands fisted in her hair, and he tugged her closer to him, if that was even possible.

So caught up in their phenomenal kissing, they didn't hear footsteps ringing out just above them. "Sorry, Rory. I left that pirate hat down here and I need to get it before the Doctor gets hold of it. . ." Amy dashed down the stairs, her face aimed at the floor so as to watch her step. Rory was right behind her, his head down as well. "I think I put in on the jumpseat. . ." Amy looked up at the same time Rory did and her voice trailed off. Their eyes widened and their jaws dropped.

Right by the console were the Doctor and Alex, feverishly making out. As in actually, legitimatelymaking out. Alex was seated on the console, her legs wrapped around the Doctor's waist. Her hands were clutching his jacket lapels while his were currently fisted in her hair, keeping her face nice and close to him. Their eyes were closed, and their lips and tongues were working tirelessly against each-other, going faster than the TARDIS ever did through the vortex.

"OH MY GOD!" Amy shrieked.

The Doctor and Alex jumped, yelping, and sprang apart at the sound of her voice. The Doctor almost fell as he stumbled backwards away from Alex. The two looked around, coming face-to-face with the astonished Ponds. The Doctor and Alex's eyes widened to the size of CD's.

"Wh-what?" the Doctor gasped, too breathless from kissing Alex to really get the word out.

Alex didn't say anything. She was too stunned by the fact that Amy and Rory were there gawking at them. She didn't even try to straighten her messy, tousled hair or tug down her shirt, which had bunched up slightly in the front.

"Oh my God, you were kissing!" Amy cried, quite unable to believe this fact. It had happened, it had finally happened! She pointed at Alex's neck. "Iknewthose weren't burns! Curling iron, my eye!"

"Um. . ." Alex panted for breath and attempted to hop off the console, but her legs had fallen asleep from being around the Doctor's waist for so long. She stumbled and grabbed hold of a lever. The Doctor was still too stunned by the Ponds' discovery to notice and rush to her aid.

"When did this happen?!" Rory gawked. It couldn't have been after Lake Silencio. They'd have noticed! Wouldn't they?

"Uh. . ." It rather amazed Alex at how slow her brain was working just because of the Doctor's kisses.

"Five hours, thirty-seven minutes, and. . ." The Doctor paused to check his watch. ". . .seventeen seconds ago."

Alex whirled around to look at him. "How do you know that?" she asked, somehow regaining her voice to ask this question.

"Time Lord, Ally. I have aconnectionto time."

"Seriously?!" Amy exclaimed. "And you didn't tell us?!"

"Well, it happened rather fast. . ." Alex stared at the Doctor, hoping he would jump in. However, he had gotten the sudden urge to start aggressively wiping the railing around the platform with his jacket. As if cleaning was the most important thing right now.

"I can't believe you didn't tell us!" Amy glared at them, the effect slightly spoiled by the grin threatening to crop up. "We've been trying to get you two together for almost ayearnow, and you went and did it on your own!"

"Ever heard of patience, Pond?" the Doctor muttered, continuing to wipe the railing at the exact same spot he'd been at a minute prior.

"Patience, my arse! You two are so bloody stubborn and would never admit it! Why the hell didn't you tell us?"

"Truthfully, we were hoping to keep it from you for a little while."

"Just to let ourselves adjust," Alex hastily clarified.

"Yeah," Rory scoffed. "You two wereverysubtle."

The Doctor and Alex didn't say anything to that. It wasn't like it wasn't true or anything.

There wasn't much else to say. Knowing it was time to leave, Amy dashed over and grabbed the pirate hat from where Alex had placed it under the jumpseat. "Well," she chattered, rushing back over to Rory and hauling him up the stairs, "we'll be going now! Get back to . . . what you were doing!"

Rory managed to plant his feet on one step before Amy could continue dragging him up. "Keep it clean!" he warned the Doctor, giving him a warning look. Amy rolled her eyes and snatched hold of his earlobe. Rory yelped as she yanked him up the stairs, pulling him into the corridor by his earlobe. The last thing the Doctor and Alex heard before they got out of earshot was a bunch of slaphappy giggling from Amy, followed by, "Idiot! What did you say that for?!"

Then all was quiet.

"Well," Alex said after a few moments. "That was fun."

"I hope you mean that sarcastically," the Doctor commented.

"Yes, Amy has the worst timing ever." Alex sighed, fixing her eyes up on the ceiling. "Has to ruin everything."

"Not necessarily," the Doctor argued. He walked back over to her. "We can still pick up where we left off if you want."

Alex was about to answer in the affirmative when she felt a fast hum run underneath her fingertips. She glanced down. To her surprise and bafflement, there was a small square of chocolate lying next to her hand. "Huh," she remarked, picking up the chocolate and pulling off the silver and blue wrapping. She held the piece up for the Doctor's inspection. "Guess the TARDIS is fulfilling her promise to me."

"You never know, you might find a whole cache of diamonds in your vanity," the Doctor joked.

Alex giggled and began to put the piece of chocolate in her mouth. Then an idea came to her. "Hey, Doc?" she said casually, holding the chocolate at her lips. "Come here."

The Doctor hastened to obey her, figuring she wanted to get back to their kissing. He was therefore surprised when she placed a hand on his shoulder, preventing him from moving in and grabbing her lips.

"Be patient, Doc," she murmured. "I've got an idea I think you're gonna like."

The Doctor watched, curious, as Alex stuck the chocolate in her mouth. Then, placing her other hand on his other shoulder, she pulled him to her lips.

She opened her mouth a little, just letting his tongue creep onto her bottom lip. But before he could delve inside, he felt the tip of his tongue pressing up against something. It was hard and slightly slick. Her teeth? No, her teeth didn't taste that sweet.

It was the chocolate. The Doctor almost fell back at the shock his tastebuds were now going through. The chocolate, aside from tasting milky and sweet, was now coated in Alex's particular taste. It was sweet and sour, like a lime covered in lemonade. Alex pushed the chocolate outwards towards his mouth. The Doctor grasped one end with his teeth. The chocolate was now perfectly divided between their mouths. They bit down.

A half of chocolate went into each of their mouths. The Doctor sucked on the Alex-flavored sweet in his mouth while Alex hastily chewed and swallowed her own piece. She took in the Doctor's look of pure delight at his new treat. Finally, he swallowed.

"Brilliantidea, Ally," he complimented, gazing at her admirably. "Your greatest one, I believe. We should share food more often."

Alex laughed and ran her hands over his shoulders, pulling him back to her. "Well, I think the TARDIS might be willing to help with that idea." A rather thrilled hum went off throughout the room, the lights overhead blinking excitedly. A moment later, the Doctor felt a bag appear on his boot. He bent down to pick it up. It was a nicely sized bag full of little chocolate squares.

Alex eyed the bag. "That's alotof chocolate." There had to be at least thirty pieces in that thing!

The Doctor chuckled and set the bag down beside her. "Well then," he remarked, pulling a piece out and unwrapping it, "we'd better get to work."

Chapter 10: Bad Night

Notes:

A/N: You can find Alex's outfit for this chapter on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

Chapter Text

Ba-ring! Ba-ring! Ba-ring! Ba-ring! Ba-ring! Ba-ring! Ba-ring! Ba-ring! Ba-ring! Ba-ring!

Amy glared darkly at the phone, somehow managing to do this even though she was half-asleep. How many times was this thing going to ring?! It hadn't stopped for a good five minutes! And it was soloud. You could hear it from about two corridors away, maybe three if your hearing was particularly good, which, unfortunately, Amy's was. And never mind the fact that she couldn't sleep anyways.

It wastwo thirty in the morning. Well, by Leadworth standards at least. Who was calling at two thirty in the morning? Didn't the TARDIS have some kind of phone system where calls were only accepted during daylight hours on Earth? If not, one should be installed.

Where was the Doctor? It washisphone. He should be here answering it! Amy looked around the control room. There was no bowtie-clad figure in sight. Either he was in the depths of the TARDIS doing whatever it was he did when she, Rory, and Alex were asleep or. . . Well, Amy couldn't really come up with an 'or'. She probably could if she wasn't operating on only three hours sleep. And if that infernal phone wasn'tstillringing.

Knowing there was only one way to shut the damn thing up, Amy grabbed the receiver. "Hello?" she said, yawning slightly. "He's, he's not here. Who's speaking?" At that moment, a fly chose to intrude on her conversation.

Amy frowned and swiped it. "Sorry, the Prince of where?" she asked, flicking at the fly, now by her shoulder. "Which one? No, no, no, which prince, not which Wales." The fly buzzed around for a few moments before finally landing on the console. Amy smirked and grabbed a rolled-up newspaper someone had left by the phone. "Um, what year is this?" She finished her question by bringing the paper down on the fly. A satisfied SMACK rang throughout the room.

It was at that moment that the TARDIS doors slammed open. "I think that's probably for me!" a familiar voice shouted.

The doors slammed shut and Amy whirled around to see the Doctor. Strangely, he was dressed to the nines in a black suit, white shirt, white bowtie, black dress shoes, and a black top-hat. But even stranger was the fact that he was carrying a goldfish in a little glass fishbowl.

He darted up to the console, holding the fishbowl carefully so as not to spill any water. "Hold this!" he ordered, shoving the fishbowl at a bewildered Amy as he took the phone from her. "Hello? Ah, yes, everything's fine, don't worry." He paced back and forth along the platform, doing the exact opposite of not worrying.

"Well, exactly," he remarked as he went past Amy, forcing her to duck under the phone cord lest she get strangled with it. "Why should you be worrying? Who evenmentionedworrying?" He paced back to the other side, Amy doing her ducking act again. "She's fine! Your mum, your mum isfine!" He whirled around and faced Amy, covering the receiver with his shoulder. "Don't answer this phone.Ianswer this phone."

"Where have you been?" Amy whisper-demanded.

He waved his hand dismissively. "Party, just a party."

But instead of being mollified, Amy just became more confused and more determined to get answers.

The Doctor put the phone back to his ear and resumed his pacing. "Um, yes, your mum is here actually, but she can't come to the phone at the moment."

Amy held up the fishbowl and peered at the fish inside. It wasn't doing anything remarkable. He didn't seriously mean. . . As the Doctor turned round to face her, Amy pointed at the fish, giving him an expression that loosely translated asIs that seriously the Queen?!

He confirmed this with a slight nod and moved in closer to look upon Her Majesty. "Well," he stuttered awkwardly as he tried to think of an excuse to give the Queen's rather frantic son. "She's . . . busy. Well, you know, the Commonwealth. . ." He put the phone to his shoulder again and bent down to meet the fish's eyes. "It's your son, ma'am," he whispered. "He wants to talk to you." He pulled back and sighed. "Oh, we can't let him see you like this, well, not hear you, not that he could hear you, you're afish!"

Ba-ring!

"Sorry! I've got another call coming in." He pressed the answer button on the phone cradle. "Hello?" He frowned as a bunch of yelling came out the other end. "There is not a bit of use yelling, Ambassador. Your Warrior Chief is trapped in my TARDIS, and until you've turned Her Majesty here back into a human being, he's staying put. Don't worry, he's perfectly safe. . ." He trailed off as his gaze landed on the rolled-up newspaper, now containing a tiny little carcass that hadn't been there half an hour ago. He looked at Amy, who cringed at the mixture of dread and alarm on his face.

"Just putting you on hold," he muttered into the phone. He placed it back in the cradle before carefully picking up the newspaper.I knew I should've tossed this after Alex was through with it!

The paper in question was a Leadworth current edition ofThe Wall Street Journal. The TARDIS had given it to Alex that morning as it contained an article about some big buying deal between G-Locke and smaller, but also well-known publishing company Infinity House. What it basically boiled down to was that Alex was now $15.5 billion dollars richer, and G-Locke Publishing had acquired the rights to many popular magazines along with an undisclosed future Stephenie Meyer book series. Alex was the wealthiest companion the Doctor had ever had, even though she had yet to see a cent of her inheritance.

G-LOCKE, INFINITY DEAL!the headline boasted, the fly carcass sitting right on top of it. The Doctor stared at it in horror. "What have you done?" he breathed.

Amy winced. "I thought . . . it was a fly."

The Doctor sighed. "So much for the slaughterer of ten billion souls," he muttered, tossing the paper over his shoulder to land with a splat on the lower-level floor.

"What is going on?!"

"I was at a party. There was aslightincident."

Yeah, right,Amy thought. 'Slight' and 'the Doctor' didn't go together. It was go big or go home with him. "Wait, what, so you sneak out at night to parties?"Wonder how Alex will feel about that.

"What?!" a Southern-accented voice cried out. The two turned to see Alex storming down the stairs, frowning furiously at the Doctor. Despite the fact that her hair was in a wretched-looking ponytail, and she was clad in only a short, long-sleeved, white nightgown and socks, she still managed to look rather frightening and intimidating.

Alex planted herself in front of the Doctor who, needless to say, looked rather terrified at her sudden appearance. "You sneak out at night to parties?! Seriously? What on Earth do you get up to in there. . . Hang on." Alex looked him up and down, taking in his fancy attire. It was rather handsome, but she wasn't about to admit that. "You're dressed up. Youneverdress up." Her eyes narrowed, giving the Doctor a frightening view of copper-colored storms. "WasRiverat the party?"

He took off his top-hat and started rushing around the console. "Wh-wh-why would she be there?"

Alex rolled her eyes and followed him. Did he really think that would work?

Amy stayed in the exact same spot, knowing well to stay out of their way when they started arguing.

"Donotlie to me, Doctor," Alex warned. She put her hands on her hips and kept her eyes tightly fixed on his. "You're horrible at it."

"Somebody's in trouble," Amy softly sang to the fish.

By this point, the Doctor and Alex had been officially together for two weeks. Well, two weeks, one day, seven hours, fifty-three minutes, and twelve seconds, to be more precise. Things had changed aboard the TARDIS in that time, not horribly and drastically, but for the better.

For starters, it was now quite common to see the Doctor and Alex making out in any area of the time machine. Amy and Rory had seen them kissing on one of the library couches, in one of the TARDIS's many hallways, outside Alex's room, against the kitchen counter, against a shelf in the library and, the couple's personal favorite, on the control console. Those two could barely keep their hands off one another. The fact that they hadn't had sex yet was surprising.

The only reason Amy knew this was because she'd cornered Alex the morning after she saw the two kissing outside of Alex's room. It'd been in the kitchen, when Alex was attempting to make eggs sunny-side up and failing miserably.

"So. . ." Amy smirked, her voice going up an octave.

Alex looked at her and raised a confused eyebrow. "So what?" she asked. The eggs in the pan hissed and Alex jumped, barely dodging a streak of grease.

"Oh, come on, Alex. You know what I mean."

Alex poked at the eggs with the edge of her spatula, grimacing at the blackened contents. "No, not really," she said distractedly as she dumped the ruined eggs into the trashcan.

"It's not like you to play coy."

"Play coy over what?"

Clearly, the only way to handle this was to take the bull by the horns and say the words outright. "Playing coy over the fact that you and the Doctor had sex!"

Alex dropped the pan with a loud clatter. She gawked at Amy, wide-eyed for a moment before rushing over to the doorway and peeking out. "Oh my God, would you be quiet?!" she hissed. "He'll hear you!"

"Ha!" Amy crowed. "So, you did it!"

"We did not!" Alex objected, still whispering even though Amy knew for a fact that the Doctor was in the control room several corridors away, teaching Rory how to install the emergency temporal shift break or something.

Amy frowned, puzzled. "You didn't? But I saw you two kissing outside your bedroom door last night."

Alex gaped at her as she walked back over to collect the pan. "And you automatically assumed that we were going to have sex?" She dropped the pan into the large, restaurant-style sink. "It's not even been a month since we got together!"

"I was with Rory in less than a month."

Alex grimaced and made some sort of noise that sounded like she was trying not to gag. "TMI," she choked.

Amy sighed. "So, if you didn't do it last night, what was that kiss?"

"It was just a goodnight kiss! Have you and Rory never done that before?"

Amy tilted her head back in consideration. Strangely enough, nothing like that was coming to mind. "Uh . . . nope, don't think so."

"Seriously?" Alex questioned, sounding surprised. "Never?"

"Yeah. Is that weird?"

Alex shrugged. "It's a little uncommon. . . But, back to the main point. The point is, whether or not the Doctor and I have had sex is none of your business."

"So, there will be some going on in the future?"

Alex threw her hands up in frustration. "I don't know! I assume there will be if. . ." She trailed off, looking slightly befuddled and embarrassed.

Amy leaned forwards. "If what?"

"If. . ."

"Come on, Alex. I'm your best friend. You can tell me!"

"If . . . he has the right parts."

Oh, right. The Doctor was an alien. There was no telling if he was qualified to do . . . that. "Well, he's kissing you," Amy reasoned, "quite enthusiastically at that. I'm sure he does that. Hey, when you guys are making out, do you ever feel something pressing up against your stomach?"

Alex's eyes widened and her face reddened to the color of a beet. "I-I am not discussing this anymore," she chattered, running a hand through her hair and making a beeline to the door. She paused and turned back. "And, again, none of your business, Amelia."

With those final words, she rushed off.

Of course, Amy made it her business to be informed of all goings-on in the Doctor/Alex relationship. They were her best friends, and it was best if someone who was much more experienced, i.e., a married woman, kept an eye on them. She could guide them and make sure they didn't make the same mistakes she and Rory had made in their relationship. Not that there were many but kissing another man on the night before her wedding wasn't one of her proudest moments.

Based on acute observation, it seemed as though the Doctor and Alex had become even more possessive of one another than usual. That wasn't really surprising though. It was practically guaranteed to happen when the relationship escalated. Still, sometimes it amazed Amy how jealous the two got whenever someone flirted with one of them. They both looked like they could rip that person's head off and do a tap-dance over it.

And right now, here was another green-eyed moment in the making.

"No! I do not sneak out at night to parties with . . . with . . . with River Song!" the Doctor shouted at Alex, pulling Amy back to the present. He took off his top-hat in frustration and placed it on Alex's head. Frowning, not in the least bit amused, Alex continued trailing him around the console, pausing only to place the hat on Amy's head.

Amy glanced up at it and wondered why she was being treated like a coatrack. Sure, they were arguing, but still! She deserved a little respect!

"How is she?" Alex asked faux-sweetly. She smiled a little. She almost looked like she wasn't going to tear the Doctor a new one. Almost.

Seeing that there was no way he was getting out of this, the Doctor muttered, "Fine."

"See?!" Alex exclaimed, vindicated. "Horrible!"

The Doctor sighed. He really didn't have time for this. While he kind of liked that Alex was jealous of his relationship with River – it had, after all, led them to finally admitting their feelings for each-other – it was also a bit petty of her, one of the few character flaws she had. He knew this conversation was far from over, but he could worry about that later. Right now, he needed to focus on figuring out the crisis he'd gotten himself in the middle of.

"Sorry, but I'm in the middle of a thing." He snatched the fishbowl from Amy and planted a quick kiss on Alex's cheek before rushing down the stairs back towards the doors.

"Doctor!" Amy called after him, making him stop in his tracks. "Doctor," she said a bit more quietly. The Time Lord turned to face her. Alex's face dropped its angry expression, turning into one of concern and compassion when she saw the look on Amy's face. She appeared rather upset and more than a bit confused.

Alex put a hand on her friend's shoulder. "Amy?"Does this have to do with why she thought she was pregnant?Amy hadn't brought it up again, but maybe she was starting to reconsider.

"I. . . I need to talk to you," Amy admitted. She turned to Alex. "Bothof you, really." The girls walked down the stairs over to the Doctor while Amy continued to talk. "There is a reason why I couldn't sleep."

"You mean aside from that damn phone?" Alex joked, although there was an undercurrent of annoyance in her voice. Since her room was right next to the control room, she'd been able to hear that blasted phone loud and clear. After it stopped ringing, she had almost been able to go back to sleep . . . until the Doctor started ranting and shouting.

Amy acknowledged this with a small smirk.

The Doctor didn't say anything. Instead, he just eyed her for a long moment. Then he shouted, "RORY!"

"What are you doing?!" Amy hissed while Alex looked at him strangely.

"You've got the serious face on," the Doctor babbled, appearing and sounding a little panicked. "I always shout for Rory when you've got the serious face on – RORY, SHE'S HAVING AN EMOTION!"

"Oh my God!" Alex cried, giving him an appalled look. Really?! The Doctor had surely dealt with many companions’ moods before. Why couldn't he help with Amy's? Unless he knew what Amy wanted to talk to them about and he was trying to avoid it.But what could it be?

Amy looked pretty stunned too, though before she could give the Doctor her own two cents, Rory came rushing in, pulling on a red bathrobe. "What? What's wrong Amy?" he asked through a yawn.

"Why are you calling him?" Amy demanded, still whispering.

The Doctor turned to leave. "It's his turn."

Amy and Alex gawked at him. A split second later, Amy whirled around to glower at Rory. "You two have, you two haveturns?!" she screeched. Rory opened his mouth to defend himself, but Alex cut him off.

"You're not going to do that with me, are you?" she questioned, her eyes narrowed in topaz colored warning. The Doctor was her . . . significant other now. He had to suffer her emotions just like the rest of the universe's general male population.

"NOOOO!" the Doctor yelled. At first, Alex thought it was a quick and hasty reply to her question, but then she saw him looking at Her Majesty the Goldfish in unabashed horror. "I've the wrong fish. I've taken the wrong fish!" He jerked the TARDIS door open and stuck his head out. "River, we've got the wrong fish!"

He whirled back around. "Uh, look, sorry, you three, I've made a mistake. I've got three hours to save the Commonwealth."

Rory scratched the back of his bedhead. "What happens in three hours?"

Alex looked at the Doctor knowingly. "Pet shops open?"

The Doctor nodded. "Exactly." He snatched the top-hat off Amy's head, placed it back on his own, and kissed Alex chastely on the lips. Then, without another word, he scrambled out the door.

The three stared at the shut door in silence for a few seconds until Amy shrugged. "Well, that was fun." She turned to Rory, a steely glare crossing her features in a split second. "Now, what's this about having turns?"

"Um. . ." Rory stuttered, scrambling backwards up the steps as Amy stalked towards him. "Well, Amy, it's, it's not as bad as it sounds—"

"Really? Because it certainly doesn't sound that way to me!"

As poor Rory hurried up the steps to try and escape Amy, Alex settled into the jumpseat, shifting around until she was perfectly comfortable. She knew the Doctor would solve whatever mess he'd gotten himself into and return, all smiling and happy and ready to bask in and celebrate his victory.

Then he'd see her and remember that their little 'discussion' about River was not yet over.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex paged throughHarper's Bazaar. It was the same issue she'd been pretending to read a few weeks ago before Amy and Rory went to bed after their . . . well,adventurewasn't the right word to describe what happened on Captain Avery's pirate ship and the Siren sickbay.Escapedmight be a better one.

Alex shuddered. That incident still freaked her out. She had to go on a ship for the first time since she was five, one of her friends had nearly died. . .

Shaking her head, Alex forced herself back to her magazine. She was studying an article on the latest makeup trends when the doors slowly squeaked open. She glanced up. The Doctor was standing in the doorway, top-hat mysteriously missing and bowtie undone, eyeing her warily.

"Two hours and forty-five minutes." Alex smiled. "I'm impressed. I assume you found Her Majesty and got her turned back to normal?"

Seeing that she wasn't going to bite his head off – yet anyways – the Doctor shut the door and dashed up the stairs to the platform. "Yes," he sighed. "But barely. Might've gone easier if Amy hadn't slaughtered the Warrior Chief." He cast a dark look at the newspaper, once again resting on the console. Alex must have fetched it. "But . . . River helped."

He didn't miss the way Alex's lips pressed together or how she was silent for exactly eleven seconds. "How so?"

"Flirted with the ambassador and managed to get the transformation elixir off him whilst she had him engaged in a very. . ." He cleared his throat, his cheeks reddening. ". . .compromisingposition."

"I'd expect nothing less from her," Alex said dryly. She put aside her magazine and sat up straighter. "So . . . I'm sorry for snapping at you earlier. That was . . . uncalled for." She squirmed a little. She wasn't used to apologizing for her jealous tendencies, least of all to the Doctor. It was a very strange experience.

"It's okay, but thank you," the Doctor replied. He could see how unsettled she was and merely wanted to reassure her. Not to mention, but this was strange for him as well.

He and Alex had shouted at each-other before and probably would in the future. They usually cleared the air afterwards. He still vividly remembered their talk after he'd shouted at her and Amy on Starship U.K. But what happened tonight was a first for them. Alex had never shouted at him, especially because she was jealous of River. Not that this was surprising. In fact, when he really thought about it, this had been a long time coming. He knew Alex was jealous of River and the woman's relationship with him – her yelling at them to stop flirting in the Silence base echoed in his ears – and it wasn't surprising to consider the fact that it had escalated since he and Alex got together. The only surprising part was that he hadn't considered all this before now.

He let out a long sigh and refocused on Alex. She was still sitting on the jumpseat, watching him attentively. "I suppose," he said slowly, "you don't like my hanging around River."

There's the understatement of the century,Alex thought, but she caught herself before she could say it out loud. "Yes," she said instead. It was simple, a statement of fact.

"You realize that there's not much I can do about that, right? River's a part of my future and she's made it clear that we have a lot of interactions."

"Yes, I understand." And she did. The Doctor couldn't risk altering the timelines and potentially wrecking the space-time continuum just to appease her jealous tendencies. "But. . ."

"Yes?"

Alex shifted around some more. "Maybe you could tell me before you have any future encounters with her? Ones that I'm not a part of. Or at least let me know if you interacted with her after one of your nighttime escapades." She said this last part with a mischievous smirk.

The Doctor chuckled. "Yes, yes," he affirmed. "I can absolutely do that." He paused. "Just to clarify, you're not upset that I sometimes go out while you and the Ponds sleep?"

Alex appeared surprised at the question. "Of course not. I'd be more surprised if you just stayed in here tinkering all night."

"Sometimes I do that. But more often than not, I go out. Just because you lot are sleeping doesn't mean the rest of the universe is."

Alex gave a dramatic sigh. "So many problems, so little time."

He chuckled again. "Exactly. Is there anything else you want to address?"

Alex considered, then nodded. Her face suddenly became more serious and her eyes bored right into his. It felt like she was trying to look inside him, delve inside his mind so as to see what he was really thinking. "Your flirting," she said loudly and quickly, the verbal equivalent of ripping off a Band-Aid. "With River. Well, with other women, too, I suppose, but mainly with River. It needs to stop."

He blinked, startled.

When he didn't say anything, Alex went on. "I know it's just a natural part of you, flirting with others. I'm pretty sure you don't even realize you're doing it half the time." She smiled and snorted. "And God knows I've flirted before to get what I want." She snorted to herself, then abruptly turned serious again. "But, with you, I . . . I can't stand it. It's . . . it just pisses me off, seeing you flirting with someone that's not me and I know that's petty on so many levels and I should really work on that—"

"Okay," the Doctor said.

It was Alex's turn to blink. She gaped up at him. "What?"

"Okay," he repeated, smiling softly while his eyes twinkled. He stepped closer to her and got down on his knees so he was at her eye-level. He placed his hands on her knees, his fingers just barely touching her skin, and he smirked at how her breath hitched. "I will," he promised, "endeavor to work on my unconscious flirting with other people." Alex rolled her eyes, but she couldn't quite fight off a smile. "Especiallywith River Song. But I warn you now, I won't be an automatic expert. You may have to tell me off from time to time."

Alex's honey-colored depths gazed at him in warmth, amazement, and admiration. "Thank you," she said softly. "And don't worry, I will."

The Doctor snorted and moved closer to her. Alex hastened to copy him. Their lips met in a slow glide, their tongues following a few seconds later, wet and warm as they flicked at each-other. After several moments, the Doctor pulled back and smirked at the glazed look in Alex's eyes.

"I take it," Alex gasped, her voice low with desire, "you continue to accept my apology?"

He let out a laugh. "I certainly have. But if you need me to affirm it anymore. . ." He shifted so that he was kneeling between her knees and his hands went just a touch lower. The bottom part of his palms tingled upon contact with her skin.

Alex giggled and leaned back in the jumpseat, the hem of her nightgown rising a little and allowing every part of the Doctor's skin to touch her bare legs. "I'll hold you to that," she promised. "But first I want to hear more about what happened tonight. For starters. . . What happened to your hat?"

The Doctor's jaw fixed itself into a glower. "River shot it off."

Alex sighed and ran a hand through his hair. "You poor thing. That was the one hat of yours I actually liked."

With a low growl, the Doctor's hands darted up to cup her face and pull her into a wild kiss.

Chapter 11: Aches and Pains

Notes:

A/N: You can find Alex's outfits for this chapter on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

Chapter Text

Alex knelt down to examine the intricately designed necklace. It was made of some kind of purple stone and resembled tiny chain links. On the links was tiny golden lettering, so tiny that Alex couldn't make the words out.

"Excuse me," she called to the vendor. The vendor, a plump old woman in a red beret-looking hat, hustled over, a smile on her face as she eagerly anticipated a possible sale. "What are the words on this?"

The vendor looked down at the necklace and smiled. "Oh, that's a Vivuldian marriage necklace, dear, not something you'll be buying for yourself."

Alex's brow furrowed. "A Vivuldian marriage necklace?"

The vendor eyed her curiously. Alex knew she probably looked like she didn't belong here in a simple white t-shirt, jeans, a University of Kentucky Wildcats zip-up hoodie, blue high-tops, and large gold hoop earrings. But the vendor's staring confirmed it.

"Not a native, are you, dearie?" the vendor guessed as she leaned over the counter of her wooden booth to try and make out the charm of Alex's necklace, hidden under the zip-up.

Alex laughed while placing a protective hand over the TARDIS charm. "No, I'm afraid not. So, what is a Vivuldian marriage necklace?"

"It's a special piece of jewelry a groom gifts his bride on the day of their wedding. The bride gifts him with this." The vendor reached under the counter and held up a large cuff bracelet. It was made of the same material as the necklace and had the same teeny tiny gold lettering on it. The vendor held it up high, allowing the piece to shine in the sunlight as she went on with her explanation. "A Vivuldian marriage cuff. Engaged couples give these to each-other on their wedding day during the ceremony. Right after they say, 'I do', they put these pieces on their partners. The necklace and cuff are both bio-coded by the partner's DNA. When your partner puts this on you, only they can take it off."

Alex frowned. She wasn't sure how to feel about that. "What if one partner dies?"

The vendor's smile turned a bit sad. "Then they have to wear that piece for the rest of their lives. We Vivuldian's are strict one-marriage people. No divorce, no annulments, no swapping your wife for another in a game of hacky-sack like on Yadiris for us. Till death do you part."

It took Alex a moment to formulate her next question, for she was still trying to process the Yadiris hacky-sack ritual.Note to self: make sure the Doctornevertakes us to Yadiris."Okay," she said slowly. "Well, back to my first question, what are the little gold words?"

"Vivuldian marriage vows. Very, very,verysacred. They go all the way back to the founding of the planet a thousand years ago, and they're treated like laws. If someone in a marriage breaks them, they can go through horrible torture, sometimes even death."

Alex swallowed heavily.Second note to self: no getting married on Vivuldi.

"The vows go like this," the vendor continued. "'I promise to love my spouse more than I did yesterday, and less than I will tomorrow; I will care for them no matter how hard; I will help keep a tidy home for my spouse; I will never hurt my spouse in any way, shape, or form; I will never let another person tempt me away from my spouse; I will give my spouse my undividing attention on every manner'; and with the females, they always say, 'I will follow the commands of my spouse and obey them perfectly'."

Alex's frown deepened. So Vivuldi was a place where women were expected to be subservient to their husbands. Wonderful. Another reason not to get married here. "I see," she nodded, trying not to let her feelings on the subject taint her voice. The Doctor had told her before that alien cultures had their reasons for believing the things they did, and regardless of whether those beliefs were brilliant or ridiculous, they had to respect them and try not to judge. Of course, the latter part was easier said than done.

She was pulled out of her musings by the vendor sighing wistfully. "I still remember those vows, sixty-five years after my wedding day." She reached under her white smock and pulled out a necklace identical to the one Alex had been studying, only in jade green. "When Tomas put this on me, I knew I'd obey those vows forever."

Alex couldn't help but ask. "Did Tomas obey too?"

The vendor gaped at her, clearly shocked at Alex's assumption that Tomas might not have obeyed the sacred vows. "Why, of course he did! Till the day he died, and I meantill the day he died." On this, the vendor's sweet old lady face hardened. "Itoldhim not to go out bar-hopping. And look what happened! Stumbled out into the street, drunk as a Vivuldian skunk-rat, and got himself hit by a tourist trolley!"

Okay. . . Now was probably a good time to go. Leaving the vendor to her mutterings about Tomas's final drunken hours, Alex slipped away from the booth and continued down the street.

As she walked, she took in the small marketplace. Despite some of its beliefs, Vivuldi was actually a very lovely place. Her first view outside the TARDIS was of the bright red Vivuldian Mountains, which positively shined in the bright sunlight. The Doctor had told her that each mountain was made of rare Scarlet Vivuldian Quartz, and it was illegal to try and mine them. Anyone who did so was immediately punished by death. Alex was kind of glad about this. The mountains were too pretty and breathtaking to destroy.

The beauty didn't stop there. It had taken them only fifteen minutes to hike down to the large town situated at the base of one of the mountains. The Doctor hadn't told her its name, saying that it was far too difficult to pronounce and that its origins had derived from a mixture of Latin and Mandarin Chinese, but whatever the town's name was, it was breathtaking. All of the buildings were made from very-common Porcelain Vivuldian Quartz, with several parts of them adorned and decorated with other colored quartz: cobalt blue, emerald green, pale pink, midnight black, sunshine yellow, and even a knockoff of Scarlet Quartz called Ruby Vivuldian Quartz. The natives had the quartz displayed in various designs, from common wavy and straight lines to the more sophisticated family crests and elaborate murals that often took up the whole side of a building.

Alex passed one of the murals. It showed a gigantic brown owl, a sacred animal on Vivuldi, holding a sword in its talons as it fought off an equally large beast that looked like a cross between an elephant and a mountain lion. Alex had no idea what it was called or why the owl was fighting it but resolved that she could ask the Doctor later.

Speaking of. . . Alex blushed, ducking her head down to watch her feet walk across the white cobblestone road. She still couldn't believe she was in a relationship with the Doctor,theDoctor! It all felt like some crazy, wonderful dream, and she was worried that she was going to wake up at any second and realize that the Doctor wasn't in love with her, or if he was, he'd never admit it.

Thankfully, that hadn't happened. All of this was real, and it was fantastic. The Doctor wasn't like the boyfriends she'd had in the past, the ones who were only interested in fast cars, drinking, smoking, and sex. No, he was better than that,somuch better.

For starters, he listened to her. He never tried to change her beliefs on anything, unlike that one atheist boyfriend who nearly tossed her mother's Bible out her bedroom window, or the one who told her that if she joined cheerleading, he'd dump her because she'd turn stupid just like all the other cheerleaders. The Doctor also looked out for her, always checking that she was right beside him. In the past, this behavior from other boyfriends had made Alex feel suffocated and irritable; now it just made her feel loved and protected, like she was the Doctor's whole universe.

Not to mention, but the Doctor was hot as hell, even with that bowtie.

But their relationship wasn't built on just physical attractiveness. Alex loved the Doctor's brilliant, slightly barmy mind, the way he always tried to do right wherever they went, how he was so stubborn and head-strong (even if those qualities tended to infuriate her at times), and so much more. He never looked at her like she was just a pretty face or another notch to add on his bedpost. He was, to her, in every sense of the word, perfect.

With all of that, it was a little hard to believe they had been together for less than a month and hadn't even gone on a real date yet.

Still blushing, Alex looked around the marketplace. Where was the Doctor anyway? He'd been at her side at first, ushering Amy and Rory off in one direction while he led her the other way, but then he caught sight of something shiny and bounded off into the distance to find it, like a puppy at a park. Still, it was adorable, and Alex had laughed heartily before wandering over to the booth with the marriage jewelry.

Of course, she should probably find the Doctor before he ended up offending some high-ranking official and they all had to high-tail it back to the TARDIS. Turning on her heel, she headed down the other end of the street.

This end of the street was identical to the other end. It was cluttered with carts and booths selling a wide array of items. Alex spotted futuristic cookware, intricately designed rugs and blankets, dozens and dozens of glass owls, clocks with funky-looking designs on them, piles of multi-colored Vesuvian quartz, and so much more. As she walked, she noticed Amy and Rory at one booth, studying a bunch of small metal objects. The sign over the booth advertised the objects as 'Bazoolium's', whatever those were.

She was still studying the sign, wondering what a bazoolium was, when the massive pain hit her.

Alex gasped and stumbled back against a booth selling desserts that looked an awful lot like Earth ice-cream. There was a weird sensation coming from her abdomen. It felt like someone was slicing a knife through her flesh, something she already had experience with thanks to the Silurian's. The feeling was both painful and uncomfortable, causing Alex's eyes to water and her legs to quiver uncontrollably.

"Miss!" A split second later, the ice-cream vendor was kneeling before her. He reached out and gripped her shoulders, attempting to straighten her up. "Are you alright?"

Alex panted as she tried to respond, but she could barely find her voice when the cutting in her torso was still going on. "I . . . I. . ." she choked, but she trailed off, gritting her teeth as the cutting stopped, then came back with a new intensity. Alex let out a loud sob and reached a hand out to grip the booth's counter.

"Alex!" Amy distantly cried. A moment later, the redhead was beside her. Amy shoved the vendor aside and took up his kneeling position while Rory stood behind Alex, his hands under her arms to keep her from falling.

"What's wrong?" Amy asked frantically. She eyed Alex worriedly. Alex was biting her lip to the point where she was drawing blood, her eyes had a thin layer of water in them, and the hand that wasn't gripping the booth for dear life was on her abdomen, like those people on TV and in movies always did when they had just been shot or stabbed or something. "What is it? Tell me!"

"P-pain," Alex whimpered, her knees starting to crumple again. The only thing that kept her from crashing to the ground was Rory's iron-tight grip on her arms. "R-really b-b-bad!" She let out another whimper, followed by a little shriek as the carving feeling moved up to her chest.

Rory looked at his friend, distressed and anxious for her wellbeing. What was going on?An alien virus?he wondered. It wasn't completely outside the realm of possibility. There was only one person who would know for sure though.

"Go get the Doctor," Rory ordered his wife. "I'll get her back to the TARDIS." Without even blinking, Amy straightened up and sprinted off down the street, shoving aside pedestrians while calling "Sorry!" over her shoulder.

Before Amy was even a speck in the distance, Rory gathered Alex up in his arms. He was displeased to note that she was shaking and quivering, actions that only seemed to make the pain she was experiencing worse. Keeping a firm grip on her, Rory rushed through the suddenly crowded street. For once in his life, he didn't pause to apologize to people he hit or nudged out of the way. Instead, he ran until he was right in front of the TARDIS doors.

Fortunately, the TARDIS seemed to realize the urgency of the situation and automatically unlocked and opened the doors. Rory charged up the steps, past the console, and up another flight of steps until he was in one of the TARDIS corridors. He looked around frantically for the infirmary, only to see a door materialize out of nowhere in front of him. It opened a second later, revealing the white walls of the very room he was seeking.

Rory had barely placed Alex on the bed when a sudden skidding rang out in the hallway, followed by a voice shouting, "MOVE, POND!" No sooner had that been said when the Doctor came barreling into the room, the end of his tweed jacket flying behind him like a cape. His eyes were wide and frantic, and he was gasping for breath, something that failed to be important to him when he caught sight of Alex shaking and sniveling on the bed.

"Ally, what's wrong?" he questioned as he hurried over to her side.

Alex felt the cutting go even deeper. "I . . . I don't know!" she yelped. "I-it feels l-like s-s-something's slicing in-into me!"

"What the hell could cause that?" Rory wondered.

The Doctor took a few seconds to wrack his brain for all possible diseases. Shortly after they came aboard the TARDIS the first time, he’d vaccinated Alex and the Ponds against a plethora of alien diseases, giving them so many shots that Alex complained about feeling like a pin-cushion. That eliminated about twenty-five possible diseases. They hadn't been on Janf*cke in the 41st century during the Janf*cke Body-Quake pandemic, so that was out, too.What the hell could it be then?!

He watched Alex wrap her arms around her abdomen and arch into them as the pain in her body increased by a hundred and fifty. Her bottom lip was bleeding from where she'd bitten it and tears of agony were streaming down her cheeks. His hearts constricted. He couldn't stand this. He had to dosomething.

He reached into his jacket pocket and quickly pulled out the sonic screwdriver. "Don't worry," he assured Alex. He ran a hand through her hair in the hopes that it would calm her down, although he doubted it would work at this moment. "The sonic will tell us what's wrong."

He aimed the sonic at Alex's curled-up form and ran a basic body scan over her. A few seconds later, the device beeped. The Doctor held it up to his eyes to examine the psychic reading, only to frown. "Perfectly normal body functions?" he read in disbelief.

"Can it even do body scans?" Rory questioned, remembering how the Doctor once said that the sonic didn't work on wood.

"Yes, and don't diss the sonic," the Doctor muttered. He went over to the foot of the bed and ducked under it to pull out the collapsible med-scanner. He had hoped he wouldn't have to use this again on Alex . . . or any other companion. He quickly turned it on and rolled it into place.

"Stay still, Ally," he directed while he plugged the sonic into a little outlet on the side of the scanner.

"I remember," Alex mumbled. She struggled to calm her shaking limbs and buried her head in the pillow. She really didn't want to see the Doctor's face if the scanner revealed bad news.

Rory went and stood beside the Doctor. "What is this?" he asked, eyeing the scanner with a mixture of marvel and befuddlement.

"Collapsible med-scanner," the Doctor explained quickly, too caught up in trying to figure out what was wrong with Alex to really go into depth. He watched as a green light went over an outline of Alex's figure on the screen with the words SCAN IN PROGRESS beside it. A few seconds later, it changed to show the words SCAN RESULTS AVAILABLE.

"Ha, ha, excellent!" he cheered as the screen changed again to show the results. He and Rory leaned in close, their noses practically touching the glass. Alex's body was infected with. . .

"NOTHING?!" the men shouted. They straightened up rapidly, both nearly falling backwards in the process.

Alex peered over at them. During the scanning, the slicing feeling had abruptly stopped, but her torso still felt uncomfortable, like there really were massive cuts in it. "What do you mean, nothing?" she demanded, her voice slightly unsteady from crying and fear.

"I-it says there's nothing wrong with you," Rory reported. He gawked at the screen. That couldn't be right. There was clearlysomethingwrong with Alex. He had seen it with his own two eyes!

"But I was in pain."

"And we know that's true," the Doctor assured her. He seriously doubted Alex would ever fake something like that, like how Earth teenagers pretended to be sick to get out of going to school for a day or two. After all, what would be her reasoning? If she didn't want to go on an adventure, all she had to do was ask him and he'd gladly let her stay on the TARDIS or park them in a quiet spot in space so they could all relax. "It might be just a fluke, that's all. The scanner probably just needs a software update."

Alex nodded slowly. That made sense. "The slicing stopped while you were doing the scan. Maybe it said nothing was wrong with me because the pain stopped."

"Seems like a good explanation to me," Rory commented.

"Yes, that could be it," the Doctor agreed. He yanked the sonic out of its outlet and switched the scanner off. "Nevertheless Ally, you should go lie down and rest for a while. I'm sure Amy will keep you company while Rory helps me update the scanner."

"Alright." Alex slowly straightened up, still feeling the tenderness in her torso. "Amy's been badgering me to watch the 23rd century remake ofTwilight. She'll be happy to have me as a captive audience."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

And for the next several hours, that seemed to be the end of that. The tenderness in Alex's torso faded a quarter of the way throughTwilight(which wasn't half bad; Orlando Bloom's great-great-great grandson was a terrific actor) and she soon forgot about the pain, dismissing it as some weird body reaction to something on Vivuldi. Maybe there was something in the air the Doctor had forgotten to tell her about. Whatever had happened to her, it had stopped, and Alex could fully concentrate on Amy's drooling face as she watched Charlie Bloom's Edward romance Bella Swan, who was thankfully more assertive and independent than she was in the films Alex was familiar with.

But later that night, as the Doctor was walking towards Alex's room to check on her, he heard a loud shriek coming from that very room.

His hearts pounding rapidly at the thought of Alex in danger or hurt, the Doctor broke into a run, sprinting down the hall until he was at Alex's door. He threw it open to find Alex sitting up in bed, dressed in a black, long-sleeved shirt and black and gray plaid pajama pants. She was hunched over with her arms wrapped around her waist, quivering and sobbing as a massive amount of pain wracked her body.

"Ally!" the Doctor cried, running over to her side. He crawled up onto the bed and enveloped Alex in his arms, holding her tight, but not to where it would aggravate her already sensitive body. "Shh, love. It's okay, it's okay."

"Doctor," Alex choked. She leaned back a little into his arms. Thank God he was here. "It . . . i-it hurts!"

"I know," he said, even though he truly didn't understand the agony Alex was going through. He wished he did though. He wished he could somehow transfer her illness to him so that she wouldn't have to endure her current torment. "I'm taking you to get scanned, okay?" Without waiting for her to respond, the Doctor gathered her up in his arms and headed out the door.

Alex bit down on her lip as they went down the corridor. She had been fine for so long. She’d thought that the pain from earlier was gone, that it would never happen again! But less than an hour after going to bed, she had woken up with a start when a dream she was having about dancing with the Doctor in Rio ended with the Doctor plunging a knife into her stomach. She'd been frightened at first, wondering what the heck that dream had been about, and was about to go find the Doctor so that he could comfort her, when that same stabbing feeling she'd had in her dream and several hours before hit her.

She'd barely been able to move, only able to let out little shrieks and sobs to convey that she was hurting. She’d felt so helpless, something she was greatly unused to feeling. She'd been like that for about two minutes (though it felt like two hours) when the Doctor finally came running in.

What's wrong with me?Alex thought as the Doctor carried her into the control room. She let out a gasp and a small scream as the slicing died down for a second, then came back with stronger force. It felt like she was being cut into with a sharper, less dull, knife. She whimpered, "Doc-Doctor. . ."

"Shh," he soothed, setting her down onto the jumpseat. "Love, it's okay, it'll pass." He leaned down to kiss her forehead before swiftly moving off to the console. As he walked, he tried to hide the inner panic he was experiencing. He had to remain calm, for Alex's sake if not his own. But it was easier said than done. His hearts were pounding, his blood jumping and thrashing nervously, and he felt like his brain was going to explode from trying to figure out what was making Alex act like this.

With more steadiness than seemed capable of him, the Doctor pulled the scanner around and started typing commands into it. "Come on, old girl," he murmured, fiddling with a knob. "Tell me what's wrong with her."

He glanced at Alex. She seemed to have subdued somewhat, but she was still shaking. Whether that was from the pain or because she was cold, he didn't know. Either way, he shrugged out of his jacket and wrapped it around her shoulders. Seeing his Ally grip onto the lapels tightly as the mysterious pain wracked her body, he leaned down and kissed the top of her forehead again. It was a poor act of comfort for the turmoil she was experiencing but it was all he could offer her at the moment.

A beep rang out from the console. The Doctor fairly flew over to the scanner. "Nothing wrong," he murmured. He blinked incoherently. Then the implication of those words hit him. "Nothing wrong?!" he shouted. He glared up at the ceiling. "NOTHING WRONG?!"

"Doctor."

"What the blasted hell do you mean, there's nothing wrong with her?!" the Doctor continued. He began pacing rapidly, still scowling upwards. "Did you not see how much pain she was in, huh?" He whirled around and gave the console a fierce Oncoming Storm glare. "Don't you care about her at all?!" With that, he swiftly kicked the underside of the console, letting out a pained shout right after.

"Doctor!" Alex cried.

The Doctor felt all the anger and frustration seep out of his system at Alex's shout. She was the only one who could ever calm him down, talk him out of a full-on rage, or keep him from doing something he would later regret. It was one of the many things he lov— . . . really,reallyliked about her.

He became aware that he was leaning over and clutching at his foot. So blinded by his rage that his brilliant ship hadn't figured out what was wrong with his Ally, he hadn't noticed the movements he was making. He looked up, his dark green eyes meeting Alex's honey-colored ones. They were so light and innocent, filled with none of the darkness and sorrow that were on the backburner in his. The honey-colored irises looked at him anxiously and worriedly, probably not even thinking about their own problems.

"Doc?" Alex tried again.

The Doctor sighed and limped over to her. "Sorry, Ally." He sank down next to her and carefully maneuvered her to where she was in his lap. He liked holding her in his lap. It made him feel so close to her and that by her being that close to him, she would be protected from all the dangers in the universe. This couldn't be further from the truth, but the Doctor chose to overlook that.

"You okay now?" Alex checked.

He let out a mirthless laugh. "I should be asking you that."

"Well, you're the more likely of us to have temper tantrums."

"Temper tantrums? I'm not a toddler!"

"Could've fooled me with the way you act sometimes."

"Oi!" But the Doctor couldn't help but smile and chuckle. "I see you're feeling better," he remarked. Truly she had to be since she was engaging him in banter.

"Yeah, the pain's stopped."

"Do you wanna go back to bed?"

Alex shook her head. While she was tired, she would rather not leave the comfortable, warm embrace of the Doctor's arms, or give up his equally warm and comfortable jacket. "Nah, I'm fine," she dismissed. She rested her head on his shoulder and wrapped her arms around his neck. "I doubt I'd be able to fall asleep easily anyways."

The two were quiet for a few moments, both content to just sit there in silence, their arms wrapped around the person who mattered the most to them. Eventually though, Alex's curiosity prevailed. "Doctor, what's happening to me?" she whispered.

The Doctor let out a longwinded sigh. "I don't know, love. I have no idea. There's . . . I've never seen anything like it."

"Am I going to die?"

"Not on my watch," the Doctor vowed, his tone dark and unflinching, like he was making a non-negotiable agreement with the universe. He tugged her arms down from his neck so that he could place a finger under her chin and tilt it up, her eyes meeting his. "No, Alexandria Locke, you're going to live a very long, very happy, very wonderful life whether you like it or not."

Not long enough,Alex couldn't help but think, but she knew better than to say this out loud. The Doctor was doing a remarkable job at not moaning about her short lifespan and she wasn't about to make him start now. Instead, she said, "Well, as long as you're my doctor, I think I have a pretty good chance of that happening."

"Glad to hear that vote of confidence," the Doctor wryly remarked.Though I wish I didn't have to deal with this atop of Amy.

"What?!" Alex sat up straight, startling the Doctor to where he nearly caused her to fall off his lap. Alex looked at him frantically. "What do you mean Amy? What's wrong with Amy?"

The Doctor mentally swore as he realized he’d expressed his thoughts out loud. "Nothing, love," he attempted to dismiss. "Just general worry about my companions, is all."

Alex's eyes narrowed. She crossed her arms and stared him down. "Oh no, you arenotgetting out of this. Amy is one of my best friends and you are going to tell me what the problem is with her.Now."

The Doctor was silent for a few seconds, a small part of him coming up and then rejecting possible lies he could tell her to keep her from worrying. But the rest of him knew that Alex wouldn't believe anything he told her except the truth. He sighed, resigned. "Get up," he said, gently nudging her off his lap. "There's something I have to show you."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex stared at the scanner. No way, this couldn'tpossiblybe true . . . right?

"H-how?" she managed to question through her shock and bewilderment.

"I have no idea," the Doctor said honestly. He stared at Amy's pregnancy scan, which continued to alternate between POSITIVE and NEGATIVE.

"Hysterical pregnancy, maybe?" Alex suggested, remembering a plot line from a soap opera she had seen.

"The TARDIS factors into that possibility."

"Miscarriage?"

"It would tell me if there had been a miscarriage."

". . .broken?"

The Doctor shot her a look. "It'snotbroken!"

Alex sighed and ran a hand through her hair. "Then I have no idea." She stepped closer to him, allowing him to wrap an arm around her shoulders and pull her into his side. She bit her lip worriedly. "Are you going to tell Amy and Rory about this?"

"I don't want to alarm them," the Doctor admitted. "Not until I know what's going on, at any rate." He sent Alex a significant look as he added, "And I'd appreciate it if you didn't tell them, either."

"I won't," she promised. The Doctor was right. Amy and Rory would just freak out if they saw the scan, and then who knows what would happen.

The Doctor smiled at her. "Thank you." He leaned down and dropped a kiss on her forehead.

The two were silent for a moment, both mulling over the latest problems that had presented themselves. Finally, Alex let out a little snort. "What was that?" the Doctor frowned, giving her a puzzled expression.

"Nothing, it's just. . ." Alex trailed off and paused, trying to figure out how to word her thoughts correctly. "Well, it's just that I bet you never expected both of your companions to be such trouble magnets."

"I have yet to find a companion thatisn'ta trouble magnet. Seriously, I think it's a universal law that 'all of the Doctor's companions must be trouble magnets'." He smiled while Alex giggled a little, her worried expression from a few moments ago disappearing completely. She was truly back to herself now. He waited until she had quieted before reaching down to tilt her chin up. Her light green eyes gazed into his dark ones. "Ally, Ipromiseyou, I'll find out what's going on with the both of you. I swear, even if it takes the rest of my life, I will."

Alex smiled. He was so dedicated to her. It still came as a pleasant shock to realize that. "I know," she murmured as she stood up on her tiptoes to reach his lips.

The Doctor leaned down so she wouldn't have to strain herself to reach him. He placed his hands on her hips, pulling her to where their chests were nearly touching. Slowly, as they didn't want to rush the moment, their lips came together. Like the kiss they had shared back at Abigail's family's house, this was a slow, gentle kiss, one that could be savored and enjoyed more thoroughly. Their eyes closed and they moved closer together, the Doctor's arms going around Alex's lower back and Alex's wrapping around his neck. They paused a few times for Alex to catch her breath, but it was a while before they parted completely.

"Feeling better?" the Doctor asked.

Alex quirked an eyebrow at him. "What makes you think I was feeling bad?"

"Ally, you always worry about Amy and Rory. You always put others before yourself." He tapped her lightly on the nose. "Something I disagree with when it comes to you, but I don't want to argue, so I'll drop it."

Alex chuckled. "Good, ‘cause I don't want to fight. And yeah, in all seriousness, I am still a bit anxious and worried."

The Doctor ran a hand through her hair and placed his other hand on her shoulder. The tense muscles relaxed immediately at his touch. Now he just had to work on her brain. "Well, it's a good thing I have something that can cheer you up."

He carefully maneuvered Alex back over to the jumpseat before rushing back to the console. He flung levers, flicked switches, and pressed a few buttons, piloting the TARDIS through the vortex. Alex gripped onto the railing, but there wasn't any need. The TARDIS was flying steadily now, not something that occurred very often.

A few moments later, the time machine stilled. Alex's body tensed in anticipation. "Where are we?" she asked eagerly.

The Doctor beamed and pulled her off the jumpseat. "Somewhere amazing," he said cryptically while he tugged her over to the doors. He paused for a moment so he could watch her face grow a little more impatient.

"Don't stand there gawking at me!" Alex cried after less than five seconds had passed. "Show me!" She bounced up and down a little. What did he have to show her? Whatever it was, she already knew she would like it.

Silently, the Doctor pushed open the doors. Alex turned and gasped. It wasamazingandgorgeousand so many other things!

The TARDIS was floating in outer space, though it didn't look like the typical black sky, white stars outer space Alex was familiar with. The sky outside was a mixture of pink, gold, and dark blue. Similarly colored dust was floating by. Out in the distance was a swirling mass of blue and yellow gas. A bunch of different sized rocks slowly floated towards it, while even further out in the distance was a bright yellow speck that Alex presumed to be a sun.

"Where are we?" she whispered, as to speak any louder seemed inappropriate.

The Doctor smirked to himself. He knew she would like this. "Well, the Big Bang occurred oh . . . a couple centuries ago?" He moved closer to her, placing a hand on the doorframe above her head. "The solar system's just starting to form."

Alex stared at him, wide-eyed. "You mean. . .?" She trailed off and pointed outside. "That's. . ."

"The Milky Way galaxy," the Doctor confirmed, nodding sagely. "Or it will be anyway."

"Wow." Alex shook her head, still unable to believe it. She had seen many marvelous things traveling with the Doctor, but this took the cake. "It'sbeautiful."

"I've always thought so. But I believe it even more beautiful now."

"Why's that?"

The Doctor looked her right in the eye and Alex knew that what he was about to say was serious and the total truth. "Because, my dear Ally, somewhere out in that forming mass of gas, are teeny tiny atoms that will, one day, a billion, billion years from now, come together to form . . . you."

Alex couldn't help but blush heavily. "You really think that?" she murmured, a bit of surprised giggling bleeding through her words.

"Iknow," he swore. He tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. "I'm a doctor, aren't I?"

Alex laughed. "No one's ever felt so strongly for me before," she admitted quietly.

"Then they didn't know what they were missing out on, did they?" the Doctor commented. He bent down and pressed a kiss to her lips. "You are unique in the universe, love," he whispered, like he was divulging a great secret. "There is only one Alexandria Locke. And there will never be another."

Alex said nothing. Instead, she smiled and leaned forward. She wrapped her arms around him, feeling him do the same to her, and rested her head against his chest. She felt so safe and protected in his arms, even from the mysterious pain that could strike her body at any moment. In his arms, Alex forgot about the worries, anxiety, and wondering from the past few minutes. Instead, she stared out at the forming galaxy before her which, somewhere, contained bits and pieces of not only her, but the man before her, the man she loved with all her heart.

Chapter 12: Touched by an Angel Part 1

Notes:

A/N: This adventure is from the BBC New Adventures book, Touched by an Angel, by Jonathan Morris. Lines of dialogue and description have been copied out just as they are in the book for authenticity's sake, but I took liberties with some descriptive parts and 'he said, she said' parts. I do not own Touched by an Angel by Jonathan Morris.

You can find Alex's outfit for this chapter on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

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April 10th, 2003

Slosh-thwack! Slosh-thwack! Slosh-thwack!

The rain splattered against the windshield before the wipers swiped the glass clean, patting the water down into a splashy trough above the dashboard. Beyond, the car headlights picked out the narrow country lane rolling out of the darkness, the high hedges on either side giving it the feel of driving through a tunnel.

Rebecca rubbed her forehead. Another headache. Probably due to the idiot who had spent the last five miles behind her, his headlights blazing away in her rear-view mirror. Or exhaustion from driving non-stop from London. There was definitely no other reason for her headache. Okay, so she'd been having them almost daily since the accident, but that was no reason to go and see a doctor, no matter what Mark said.

Rebecca felt a flush of anger. Mark should be with her now, paying the traditional bi-monthly visit to her parents in Chilbury. He had an excuse, of course; he always had an excuse. There was a crisis at work, and he had volunteered to work late to sort it out, as usual.

Slosh-thwack! Slosh-thwack! Slosh-thwack!

The radio hissed as it lost the signal forThe World Tonight. It didn't really matter though. Rebecca already knew what the news would be. Everyone did. It would be all about the invasion of Iraq. The television news had been full of nothing else for weeks; journalists in flak jackets reporting live from hotel rooms, interspersed with infra-red footage of green blobs flashing back and forth over a burning city. It was like watching someone commentating on a computer game.

Today's big story had been about American soldiers pulling down a statue of Saddam Hussein in some dusty town square while the reporter burbled excitedly about it being a momentous event in history. Seeing the footage of the conquering heroes draping their flag over the fallen statue made Rebecca feel sick and ashamed. They'd be handing out chocolate bars next.

Slosh-thwack! Slosh-thwack! Slosh-thwack!

Rebecca twisted the dial for Radio 1. A plaintive piano riff emerged from the speakers, introducingBeautifulby Christina Aguilera. Rebecca left the song playing; it suited her mood and wouldn't distract her from driving.

Slosh-thwack! Slosh-thwack! Slosh-thwack!

Approaching a sharp left turn, Rebecca changed down to second gear. She turned the corner, only to be suddenly confronted by two brilliant shining lights bearing down upon her.

A horn blared out like a monster's roar. Instinctively, Rebecca wrenched the steering wheel to the left to avoid the oncoming heavy goods lorry. The left-hand side of her car went into the hedges, leaves and brambles scraping along the side. Her heart pounding, Rebecca remembered, too late, to apply the brakes.

The front of her car smashed into the grille of the lorry and the windshield shattered into a million beads of glass. The impact threw Rebecca forward, her seatbelt tightening so much it crushed the wind out of her lungs. Barely a second later, Rebecca found herself being thrown to the side as her car rolled over. Rebecca had a brief sense memory of being on a theme park roller-coaster ride. She had never liked roller-coaster rides.

Her only other thought was to observe with wry amusem*nt that this was like something out ofCasualty.

The next thing she knew, she was lying in her seat, gazing across a muddy field. Lying in her seat? Further observation revealed that her seat had been upturned and that her weight currently rested on her back. But if she was still inside the car, why could she feel the rain upon her face? She couldn't feel any pain though, which was a relief.

Rebecca cursed herself. How many times had her mother moaned on the telephone about lorries using the village as a shortcut, even though the council had installed speed cameras? It was an accident waiting to happen, she'd said. Turned out she'd been right.

Rebecca wondered why everything in the field had an orange hue, as though lit by a streetlamp. A second later, everything went dark, before lighting up again with the same orange hue. The lorry must have activated its warning lights. What had happened to the lorry driver? For a moment, Rebecca hoped that he'd been hurt, it would serve him right, before banishing the thought. She'd been very lucky not to be injured.

But if she was okay, why couldn't she move? Rebecca tried wriggling in her seat; her seatbelt was so tight she could hardly breathe. But nothing happened. She wanted to wipe the rain out of her eyes, but for some reason her hands didn't respond. She began to wonder whether she might have been hurt after all.

Outside the car, the orange light blinked back on.

Now that was weird. About six meters away, in the field, stood a statue, like might be found in a graveyard or a Roman museum. The statue was of a young woman with coiled hair wearing a flowing robe. It had two wings. An angel. The statue stood hunched, burying its head in its hands as though crying. To add to the effect, rain trickled from between its fingers.

The light blinked off, returning Rebecca to blackness. She thought briefly of bonfires, of Guy Fawkes Night and toffee apples. Why was she thinking about bonfires? And then she realized she could smell something burning.

The orange light blinked on again. Rebecca couldn't be sure, but hadn't the statue been holding its head in its hands? Because now it was looking towards her with black, pupil-less eyes.

There was darkness again. Then orange light.

The statue had moved closer now. Still staring at her with its impassive, stony eyes. Its mouth was now slightly open, as though drawing in breath to speak.

Darkness. Orange light.

It now stood only two meters away. It filled her view, looming over her.

Caught in the flickering glow of a fire, thick black smoke billowing around it, its expression had changed to a snarl of hunger. Its lips had drawn back to reveal rows of sharp fangs, like those of a bat. It reached towards her with outstretched hands, its long fingernails like talons.

But this was impossible, Rebecca thought. It wasn't moving.It wasn't moving.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

October 7th, 2011

Toby Murray was a difficult man to like, at least in Mark's opinion. Well, to be honest, this was an opinion held by pretty much everyone who had met Toby. He had a pudgy, red face, he was flabby and sweaty, and he affected a very bad East End accent.

"We wanna win this one, Mark. We wanna take 'em dahn."

Mark sighed. This wasn'tLaw and Order, this was a routine piece of contract law. He'd only taken it on because Toby's employers were one of Pollard, Boyce & Whitaker's most prestigious clients, and because Toby had, rather pathetically, insisted on dealing with a senior partner. But if Toby wanted to be fed a load of high-powered gibberish, Mark would be only too happy to provide.

"Nevertheless, I recommend we pick our battles carefully," Mark said. "Find as many areas of common ground as we can, because at the moment our position is about as solid as a soufflé."

"So, what are you saying? What's our next move?"

"Make an audit of every contract, all the ones that have been fulfilled, all the ones that haven't. I need points of contact, dates, emails, and paper trails, everything you can give me."

Toby nodded and stood up. "You'll have it next Monday," he promised.

Mark pressed the button to summon his personal assistant. "Take as long as it takes."

Toby glanced around the room, his eyes resting on the photograph that Mark kept on the shelf opposite his desk. Toby whistled as he picked it up. "Who's the babe?"

The photograph in question showed Rebecca perched on the balcony of their hotel room in Rome. The morning sun shone in her hair like a halo and gave her skin a golden glow. Her eyes were wide and impossibly blue, a contented smile curled across her lips.

"My, ah, wife," Mark replied, feeling a sudden flush of anger. "If you could just put that back. . ."

"The missus? Bit young, ain't she? Well done!"

"It was taken a while ago, if you could just put it back—"

"Oh, got you." Toby returned the photograph to the shelf. "Former glories. Mine's the same. Second you stick a ring on their finger, they start to inflate. It's like there's a valve."

Thankfully, at that moment, Siobhan appeared in the doorway. "All done, Mr. Whitaker?"

"I think so," Mark curtly answered. "Mr. Murray has important business to attend to, no doubt."

Mark offered his hand to Toby. Toby clasped it and attempted to crush Mark's fingers. Toby was one of those men who felt it important to establish he was the Alpha Male.

"Laters, mate," Toby said, releasing him.

Siobhan guided Toby out of the office before returning and closing the door so they wouldn't be disturbed. "Are you all right?"

"What?" Mark said, rubbing some feeling back into his fingers.

"Only I heard you mention your wife."

"Oh. Toby was just checking out the photo of her, that's all."

"I see." Siobhan was an attractive, dark-skinned woman in her forties, a lethal combination of a gentle smile and a no-nonsense attitude. She studied the photograph of Rebecca. "She looks very happy."

"She was," Mark confirmed proudly. "That was taken the morning after we first got together."

Siobhan turned to give Mark a concerned look. "How long has it been now, since the accident? Eight years?"

"Yes," Mark answered, avoiding her gaze by glancing out of his window at the rush-hour traffic on the Croydon flyover. Gray clouds filled the gloomy sky. It got dark so quickly these days.

"Eight years. That's a long time for you to still be torturing herself. Rebecca wouldn't want that."

"You don't know what Rebecca would want."

"She'd want you to be happy. Rather than using what happened as an excuse to be miserable."

"An excuse?"

"You should get out more. Meet new people. Women. Single,alivewomen."

"Is this about Charlotte?" Two weeks ago, Mark had gone on a date with Siobhan's friend Charlotte, an attractive, friendly woman whose idea of a good night out sadly did not extend to spending three hours in a wine bar listening to her date talk about his dead wife.

"Not necessarily," Siobhan answered. "I have other friends. There's Susannah, Joanne—"

"Thanks, but no thanks. Was there anything else?"

"Only this." Siobhan slid a battered, padded envelope about the size of a paperback across his desk. Mark picked it up. His name and today's date were scrawled on the front:MARK WHITAKER. 7/10/2011.

"Has this just come in?" Mark asked, turning over the envelope.

"No. Bit weird, actually. Apparently, it's been gathering dust in the archive for the last eight years with strict instructions that it should be delivered to you on this date."

"Eight years?"

"A mystery package, eh? Well, are you gonna open it?"

Mark ran a finger over the flap where the envelope had been stapled shut. Something about this envelope made him uneasy. His back suddenly felt as cold as a gravestone. "No," he said. "If it's waited eight years, a few more hours won't hurt."

Then he realized what was odd about the envelope. The name on the front was written in his own handwriting.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

It had gone eight by the time he made his way down to reception. If anybody else had stayed behind in the office, they'd have thought he was working late, when in fact he'd spent the last hour playing Killer Sudoku's on the computer. Putting off the moment when he'd have to step out into the wind and the rain and begin the drive back to his cold, empty flat.

"Night, Mr. Whitaker, sir," said Ron, the overnight security guard.

Mark nodded to avoid engaging Ron in conversation, because then he would have to ask about Ron's children, and he couldn't for the life of him remember their names.

"Lovely weather, eh?" Ron commented, indicating the street outside. The windows and glass doors had misted up, making the streetlights look like smudges in the darkness.

"Yeah, well, goodnight, Ron," Mark called quickly. But before he turned to go, he glanced at the closed-circuit television on Ron's desk. Something had caught his eye. The black-and-white screen showed the reception area, facing out towards the street. Where someone stood peering in through one of the doors, their face almost touching the glass. As though waiting to come in. Mark turned to look at the door, but there was nobody there. He turned back to the monitor on Ron's desk, but it had flicked over to show a view of one of the office stairwells. When it flicked back to the view of the reception area, there was no longer a face at the door.

Ron paused as he turned the page of hisDaily Mirror. "Was there something, sir?"

"No, no, nothing." Mark buttoned up his coat and headed out into the night, taking care to use a different door from the one in which he had seen the marble-white, staring face.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The rain eased off to a drizzle as Mark pulled into the gas station. Pulling his coat tightly around him, he stepped into the freezing night and glugged thirty pounds of unleaded into the tank. He started to walk towards the shop to pay when he remembered the envelope, which he'd placed on the passenger seat. For all he knew, it might contain confidential legal documents and was not the sort of thing he should leave unattended.

Mark returned to his car and studied the envelope under the forecourt light. The name on the front definitely looked like his handwriting, but that didn't mean anything; someone else could have similar handwriting to him. But he was intrigued as to why anyone would leave an envelope with instructions for it to only be delivered eight years later. And why 7/10/2011? What was so important about that date? Mark poked a finger under the flap and tore it open, just enough to see inside.

The envelope contained at least a hundred neatly folded fifty-pound notes, with several sheets of paper wrapped around them.

Siobhan had been right, it was a real mystery. But it would have to wait. Mark stowed the envelope into his coat pocket, locked his car, and made his way into the shop.

It was one of those gas station shops that was like a small supermarket, selling newspapers, magazines, and microwaved sausage rolls. There were no other customers. Mark hurried to the counter to be served by a young Asian who didn't look up from his smartphone. "Thirty quid."

Mark slotted his card into the chip-and-pin and typed in his number. As he waited for the machine to respond, he glanced over the attendant's shoulder at a monitor showing the output of the gas station's closed-circuit cameras. The screen showed a view from a point above the counter, looking down into the shop. Mark could see the attendant and himself at the counter in grainy, flickering black-and-white. And behind him, at the end of the aisle near the door, stood a statue of an angel.

That was ridiculous. If there'd been a statue by the door, he'd have noticed it on his way in. Mark frowned at the picture on the screen. It was an old statue, its surface crumbling and pitted. It stood hunched, holding its face in its hands.

Mark turned to look back down the aisle. It was empty. Where the statue had stood – where the statue should have been standing – there was just shiny, wet floor.

Mark returned his gaze to the monitor and shuddered. The statue was still there, at the end of the aisle. But hadn't it been standing further away? And hadn't it been holding its head in its hands? Because now it seemed to have moved a meter or so towards him, and had lowered its hands, cupping them as though in prayer.

He turned to look back down the aisle once more. It was still empty. No statue, nothing.

He looked back at the monitor. The statue had moved again. It was looking up, directly into the camera lens. Looking athim. With staring, black eyes and a slightly parted mouth. And a couple of meters in front of it, he could see himself, standing at the counter, looking up at the monitor, and the attendant, still tapping away on his smartphone, oblivious to the strange goings-on happening just behind him.

The PIN machine beeped, and the attendant tore off Mark's receipt. Mark mumbled some thanks and turned to go. Thankfully, the shop was still empty. His heart thudding, Mark hurried out of the shop, taking care to avoid the aisle where the statue had been standing.

He sprinted back to the safety of his car and slammed the door shut. He was just overtired, that was it. That was the only possible explanation.

It was with some apprehension that Mark checked the car's rear-view mirror. But there was nothing there, nothing sitting on the passenger seat behind him, nothing standing in the forecourt. He was alone.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

After parking near his flat in Bromley, Mark headed to the high street to get some dinner. Huddling himself into his coat, he trudged down the road, his eyes fixed on the pavement to avoid the puddles. An ambulance siren whined in the distance, but apart from that, he could have been the only man alive on the planet.

Mark hurried on to the Taste Of The Orient. Inside, it was dry and warm and smelt of sizzled rice. A couple of kids sat by the window, chatting. A petite Chinese girl emerged from the kitchen and took Mark's order: sweet-and-sour pork, egg-fried rice. Mark paid her with the last ten-pound note in his wallet.

Mark glanced around for something to occupy his attention. Mounted on the wall behind the counter, a monitor showed the output on a closed-circuit camera. It showed the entrance of the Chinese restaurant, the couple by the window, and Mark.

And standing right behind him, there was the statue of the angel, the same one from the gas station. But now it was reaching towards Mark's back with an outstretched bare arm.

Mark felt an icy shiver and, holding his breath, turned to look behind him. There was nothing there, just the rain-streaked window of the takeaway.

He turned to look back up at the monitor. The statue had taken another step closer. It was still reaching towards him. On the screen, Mark could see the coils carved for the angel's hair, the feathers in its wings, and its unseeing, blank eyes. And he could see himself at the counter, looking up at the monitor. The statue's fingers were almost brushing the back of his neck.

Choking with terror, Mark lunged towards the door of the Chinese takeaway, shoved it open, and stumbled into the darkness, the icy wind biting his face. Not daring to look back, he ran down the high street, running so fast his stomach ached.

He had to get home. He would be safe there, safe from . . . safe from whatever this thing was.

Mark slowed to a jog, his heart thumping in protest, and continued down the high street. Past the bookmaker's. Past the Halal butchers. Past the hi-fi shop—

Suddenly all the televisions in the shop window flickered into life. It had a video camera as part of the window display, a camera that was now pointing at Mark. He could see himself on the screens; the same image repeated, over and over again, of him staring into the window.

The statue was right behind him, reaching for his neck, its mouth open to reveal hideous jagged teeth.

"Don't look back. Don't turn around, don't close your eyes, and whatever you do,don't look back!"

The voice came from behind Mark. It sounded like the voice of a young man but with the authority of someone much older.

"What?" Mark blurted, frozen to the spot.

"Keep your eyes on the screen! It's vitally important you don't let it touch you."

"And how do I do that?"

"It's quantum-locked," a new voice explained. This one was female, young, and had an American accent. Southern by the sound of it. "It can only move if somebody isn't looking at it."

"Quantum-locked?" Mark repeated.

"You know, the Heisenberg uncertainty principle," the first voice elaborated. "The very act of observation affects the nature of the object being observed. Amy, Rory. Keep watching the screens. Take turns blinking."

"Righty-ho," a girl with a Scottish accent said from behind Mark's left ear.

"Watch the televisions, got you, no problem," a young man nervously babbled.

"And try not to blink at the same time," the American girl advised. "I really don't want a repeat of what happened last time."

"Neither do I," the Scottish girl agreed, the tremble in her voice suggesting that she was shuddering.

"Good point, Ally," the voice of authority complimented. "That would be utterly disastrous. Good."

"Thank you, Doc," the girl now identified as Ally giggled.

"Oi!" the Scottish girl snapped. "No flirting! At least, not right now."

"Sorry."

"Now," the voice of authority hastily jumped back in, "bloke-watching-himself-on-the-television, move forward. Very slowly."

Mark swallowed and stepped forward until his nose was nearly touching the shop window.

"Good. Now take two steps to your right.Slowly!"

Mark took two steps to the right, watching himself on the television screens as he edged out of reach of the angel. "What is that thing?" he asked.

"It's a kind of . . . temporal scavenger. Or a predator. One of the two."

"Or both," Ally suggested, sounding pretty firm about this.

"Rory, I'm going to blink . . . now!" the Scottish girl cried.

"But it's made of stone," Mark argued.

"Defense mechanism," said the voice of authority. "You see, you can't kill a stone."

"Can't you?"

"Well, nobody's attempted it and lived."

"Frankly, I've never understood why you couldn't just take a sledgehammer to it," Ally admitted. "Seems to me that would work pretty effectively."

The voice of authority sighed in what sounded like patient exasperation. "No, Ally, that wouldn't work. I'm pretty sure it wouldn't react well to getting bits of it chopped off."

"Amy, I'm gonna blink . . . now!"

"Okay, it's safe to look back now," the voice of authority said reassuringly.

Taking a deep breath, Mark turned around to see a tall, pretty girl with long fiery hair and a young man with a prominent nose and a woolly chullo hat, both staring attentively at the window. Beside them stood a handsome young man with angular cheekbones and thick brown hair swept up into a fringe. With his tweed jacket and bowtie, he looked like he was on his way to a costume party as Albert Einstein. Standing next to him, practically nestled into his side, was a very attractive young woman with brown-blonde hair and bright hazel eyes. She was wearing a sequined gold tank-top, skinny jeans, a black leather jacket, black kitten-heeled boots, large gold hoop earrings, a couple of cheetah-print bracelets, and a necklace with a glittery, jeweled charm in the shape of an old-fashioned police telephone box. She looked ready for a night of clubbing, not for an evening standing around, helping a man escape a weird statue that kept following him.

Speaking of which. . . There was no sign of the statue. "But there . . . there's nothing here!" Mark stammered.

"No." The man in the tweed jacket had a device like an old-fashioned tape recorder slung over one shoulder and he twirled a stubby, torch-like device in his hand like a pop star performing a trick with a microphone. He leveled the device at the window, and it emitted a high-pitched drone and glowed green. "No, thisparticularWeeping Angel has no corporeal form."

"What does that mean?"

"It means it only exists within the televisions."

"Withineverytelevision," the girl beside him – Ally – clarified.

"That which holds the image of an Angel becomes itself an Angel."

"So it can't come out of the screen and get us?" the girl with the red hair checked.

"Again?" Ally added.

"Rory, I'm going to blink . . . now!"

"No, don't think so," the first man said. "It must be very weak, running on fumes."

"But it can still touch me?" Mark asked.

"If you're being looked at by a camera, yes. It's on the screen, your image is on the screen, so it can make contact with your image, and thus . . . you."

"Amy, I'm gonna blink . . . now!"

"Who are you?" Mark questioned. "And how do you know so much about these things?"

"I'm the man who's going to save your life."

Ally sent him a sharp look. "We'regoing to save your life. All four of us." She smiled at Mark. "Hi, I'm Alex."

"And you can call methe Doctor."

"The Doctor?" Mark repeated. What kind of a name was that?

"And in answer to your second question, I've met the Weeping Angels before. I detected this one usingthis." The Doctor indicated the old-fashioned tape recorder. "Whenever the space-time continuum goes wibbly, it lights up." He tapped the recorder in frustration. "Or it would do if the bulb worked. It also boils eggs. That's not a fault, it's a feature."

"Liar," Alex accused.

"Rory, I'm going to blink . . . now!"

"Strange thing is, the Angel isn't the source of the wobbliness," the Doctor commented. "No. It'syou."

"Me?"

Alex tilted her head at Mark, her eyes suddenly switching from a calm, soothing green to a dark chocolate brown. "Yes, it must've chosen you for a reason." Then, apparently seeing Mark's look of shock on her eyes changing color, she added, "And yes, my eyes do that."

"Good thought, Ally," the Doctor complimented. He peered at Mark. "I wonderwhy. What's so great about you?"

"Nothing," Mark remarked. "So what you're saying is, that thing's after me, and you don't know why?"

"No. Haven't the slightest idea!" The Doctor seemed oddly thrilled about that. Alex shook her head at him, though Mark noticed that she did it a little fondly.

"But if it can't be killed . . . how do I get away from it?"

Alex winced a little. "You can't."

"But if I run—"

"This whole street is covered by security cameras," the Doctor interjected. "You'd never make it."

"Rory, shouldn't you be telling me it's my turn to blink now?" Amy asked. Alex's eyes widened.

"What? Oh," Rory gulped. "Sorry, um, I thought it was my turn. . ."

And then Mark realized that Amy and Rory were looking at each-other and not the window.

Mark turned. On all the televisions, he could see himself, the Doctor, Alex, Rory, and Amy – and the Angel, frozen as it lunged towards his back, its face contorted into a grimace of rage. Another second and it would have made contact.

Panic took over. Mark stumbled backwards, turning away from the Angel, and broke into a run. He heard the Doctor and his friends shouting after him, but it was no good. He had to get away.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

He'd made it. He'd actually made it! He could see the block of flats where he lived, the front doorway bathed in the glow of an electric light.

Mark gasped for breath. He'd sprinted down the high street, feeling suddenly and terribly conscious of every security camera. They were everywhere, mounted high on walls and lamp-posts, all staring downwards with unblinking glass eyes. To avoid being caught, he'd taken a long route home to avoid garages and illuminated shops. He'd even hidden from a passing double-decker bus. They had cameras on buses now, didn't they?

But he was okay. Cold and wet, but okay. Mark hurried up the concrete steps to the entrance, past the garden and the recycling bins, until at last he reached the door. He dug out his keys from his coat, found the one for the door, and slid it in the lock. And then he realized.

There was a camera looking directly at him. The camera of the door's videophone.

Something as cold as marble touched the back of his neck.

For a split second, Mark could see his horrified reflection, and that of the Angel behind him, its hand on his neck, its jaws wide open and its tongue extended, as thought about to bite.

And then he was gone.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Rory and Amy struggled to keep up with the Doctor as he dashed through the gloomy, rain-soaked backstreets, Alex by his side and his wibble-detector held in front of him. "This way! Hurry!"

Rory had no idea where they were. They'd been running through identical housing estates for fifteen minutes and he'd lost all sense of direction.

"Here!" The Doctor halted, circled on the spot, and indicated a block of flats set back from the road. They looked perfectly ordinary to Rory, except that by the entrance he could see the statue of an Angel, its body hunched, holding its face in its hands.

"What's happened?" he asked. "Something bad, right?"

"Quiet." The Doctor advanced on the statue like a naturalist creeping up on a lion. Alex stood behind him, warily watching as the Doctor calmly and steadily made his way up the steps towards it.

"Be careful, Doc!" she called.

The Doctor gave her aDon't-worry-Ally-I'm-a-professionallook, then stooped to examine the Angel. It didn't move. He buzzed it experimentally with his sonic screwdriver and tried covering his own eyes, as though playing peek-a-boo, but nothing happened. He tapped it on the wing. A chunk of it crumbled to dust under his fingers. "It's safe, I think."

"How safe?" Amy asked.

"As safe as a doornail."

"But I thought you said these things fed on, what was it, potential time energy?" Rory said as he and Alex followed Amy to the Doctor's side. Amy had told him a little bit about the Weeping Angels from where she'd encountered them before, but not much. She had said it was an experience she really didn't want to look back on.

"All the life left unlived," the Doctor muttered. "Normally, they zap people back in time, whoosh, that's how they get their five-a-day."

"Normally?"

"Whereas in this case, this Angelused upits last reserves of energy to send its victim into the past. Sacrificing itself, like a bee dying after its sting. But not like a bee at all. No, now it's more like a garden ornament." As the Doctor spoke, one of the Angel's arms broke off, followed by both the wings, before the Angel toppled forward, smashing itself to pieces with a heavy crash.

"But why do that?" Amy wondered, regarding the debris warily. "Why kill itself rather than feed?"

"Maybe it couldn't," the Doctor guessed as he dusted off his jacket and trousers.

Alex knelt to examine the dusty debris. Very carefully, she reached out and picked up some dust, rubbing it between her fingers. "Or a new type of Weeping Angel?" she proposed.

"You mean they come in different varieties now?!" Amy shrieked. "Oh,great!"

"It must've been drawn to its prey . . . like a moth to a flame." The Doctor's eyes widened in delight. "Hang on! That analogy made sense. My analogies never make sense. I must write it down. Rory, write it down for me!"

"I'm not your secretary, Doctor," Rory said patiently.

"No? Only there is a vacancy, yours if you want it."

"Get your girlfriend to do it."

Alex jumped up and fixed the Doctor with a hard stare. "Before you open your mouth, let's get something straight right now. Idon'twrite notes for you."

"Never said you would, Ally," the Doctor said smoothly. The Ponds exchanged a look, noticing that neither the Doctor nor Alex had taken offense to the label of 'girlfriend'.

Knowing they needed to get back on track, Rory started to say something, only to spot a set of keys hanging from the lock of the door. He took them for safekeeping. "Shouldn't we be more worried about the guy it zapped?" he asked, pulling the couple back to the situation at hand. "Find out where he is?"

"Not really a question ofwhere," the Doctor smiled. "More a question ofwhen." He adjusted his wibble-detector. "Yes! A residual time trace. Fading fast but weshouldbe able to follow it. Come on!"

"Shouldn't we find out who he is first?" Rory asked. "We don't even know his name." He jangled the keys in his hand.

"What do you suggest?" the Doctor snapped in exasperation. "We try those keys in every door in the building until we find out which flat belongs to him?"

"Yes."

"There isn't time."

"I could do it, while you go off and do your time-trace thing. And then, once you know where – and when – he is, you can pop back here and pick me up."

"That's aterribleidea."

No, it's not!Alex thought. Sometimes, she was truly amazed at how ignorant the Doctor could be on some things. She was about to protest his statement, only to see that he was currently lost in thought, which could only mean one thing.

He grinned. "No, actually, that's anexcellentidea!"

Alex sighed and turned to Rory. "You sure you're okay with this?"

"You know me," Rory shrugged. "Anything to help."

"We do know you," the Doctor confirmed, "that isabsolutelycorrect, but nevertheless you remain disconcertingly full of surprises. Very good. I'll be back here in exactly one hour." He grabbed Alex's hand. "Come on, girls! We have a time trace to follow!"

Alex waved while Amy gave Rory a sympathetic smile and a squeeze, before both went off with the Doctor.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The statue had vanished. One second it had been touching his neck. The next, it wasn't there.

Mark sighed with relief and reached down to turn the door key, only to find that had also disappeared. He checked, but his keys hadn't fallen to the ground.

Looking around, Mark noticed that it had stopped raining. In fact, the pavement and roads were completely dry. The sky, rather than dark and overcast, had become a clear, early-evening blue, with a full moon.

Mark checked his pockets. Still no keys. Oh well, he'd given a spare to Mrs. Levenson in Flat 12. Mark rang her doorbell.

"Yes?" replied a young female voice through the crackle.

"It's Mark."

"Mark?"

"I've locked myself out. Can you buzz me in please?"

"Did you say Mark?"

"Yes. From next door?"

"No Mark next door."

"Mrs. Levenson, it's me, you can see me on the video thing."

"You have wrong flat. No Mrs. Levenson here."

The intercom went dead. Mark swore under his breath and, taking care he'd got the right one, pressed the 12 button again.

"Go away please, you have wrong flat." The woman had a Spanish accent, or something close to it.

"I live in number 11. Mark Whitaker. I don't know who you are, but—"

"No Mark Whitaker in number 11. Number 11 Mr. and Mrs. Ramprakash."

"Look, can I speak to Mrs. Levenson please?"

"I told you. No Mrs. Levenson here. Go away now, please, or I will call police."

The intercom went dead. Mark considered trying another flat, but no one else would have a key. He'd have to call Mrs. Levenson on his mobile. Which he'd left in his car.

With a growing sense of unease, Mark set off for the street where he'd parked. As he walked, he heard the sound of birds chirping, like on a warm summer evening.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Rory tried the key to the door of number 12 and gave it a jiggle. Nope. He moved quietly on as a burst of studio audience laughter came from the other side of the door.

Number 11. Jiggle. The door swung open to reveal a hallway. Some envelopes slithered on the doormat. Rory stopped to pick them up.

"Hello, can I help you?"

"Wh-what?" Rory gave a guilty gasp. An extremely short, round, elderly woman stood in the doorway of number 12. She glared at him through thick, pink-rimmed glasses.

"Hi, er, yes," Rory stuttered. 'I'm a friend of the, um, bloke who lives here."

The woman regarded him suspiciously. "Afriend?"

"Yeah. From work. He asked me to pop in and get a . . . thing."

"Mr. Whitaker doesn't have friends."

"Doesn't he? Right. And you call him Mr. Whitaker." Rory glanced at the front of one of the envelopes. "Mark Whitaker." Rory straightened up. "You might be able to do me a favor, actually. Only we're a bit concerned about Mark at work. We think he might be in some kind of trouble, but you know old Mark, plays his cards close to his chest. So, if he's mentioned anything, anything at all?"

The woman only stared at Rory, sizing him up. "You're a friend from work?"

"Look, he'd hardly give me his key and ask me to pop into his flat to get him a . . . thing if we didn't know each-other, would he?" Rory gave her the same reassuring smile he reserved for elderly patients at the hospital in Leadworth. "I tell you what. Why don't you come in with me? I'll make you a nice cup of tea, we'll have a sit down, and a bit of chat. Five minutes, that's all."

The woman sucked her teeth. "I suppose that would be all right . . . I am also worried about Mr. Whitaker. He is, I think, a very lonely man." She collected her keys and locked her door.

Rory led the woman into the kitchen of number 11 and began to search the cupboards for tea.

"The name's Rory, by the way. Rory Williams. You're?"

"Mrs. Levenson."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

His car had been stolen. Or at least, it wasn't where he'd left it.

Mark was a little shaken, but after the rest of the evening's events, he didn't have the energy to get annoyed. He considered finding a phone booth to call the police, but something made him decide against it. That Doctor, his girlfriend – for after the way they'd been acting, what else could she be? – and their two friends, they had something to do with this. Something to do with Mrs. Levenson not being in Flat 12. He'd find the Doctor and Alex, get them to explain.

He returned to the electrical goods shop where he'd met the Doctor and Alex, but there was no trace of them. Peering in the shop window, it took a while for him to register what was wrong about the television sets on display. They had all been widescreen and HD, but now they were the old, square type. And the shop sold video recorders? Who the hell sold video recorders these days? Mark looked up at the shop sign.Dixons. But there weren't any Dixons anymore.

Mark kept walking, his mind a whirl, past the video rental store – wait, hadn't that been a fried chicken restaurant? The posters in the window advertisedMrs. DoubtfireandGroundhog Day. The butchers was still there, and the bookmaker's, but instead of the Taste Of The Orient, there now stood a greasy-spoon café.

Exhausted and hungry, Mark entered the greasy-spoon and leaned on the counter. The menu chalked on the blackboard included a cup of tea for 40p and a bacon sandwich for a quid. Mark gave his order to the café owner, a tired-looking man in his sixties, then sat down at a table where somebody had left a copy ofThe Sun. According to the front page, Bobby Charlton had just been given a knighthood.

The date at the top of the page read10 June 1994.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"1994?" Amy and Alex repeated.

The Doctor darted around the console, adjusting the controls as if trying to achieve a high-score on a pinball machine. The floor juddered and swayed and Amy and Alex clung to one of the railings around the console to keep from falling to the level below. "1994," the Doctor confirmed. "Just over seventeen years into the past. Which isodd."

"Odd, in what sense?" Amy asked.

"The Angels usually send their victims forty, fifty, a hundred years into the past," the Doctor gabbled in a rush of enthusiasm.

Alex nodded along. "That makes sense. It keeps their victims somewhere safe, where any minor alterations they make will get absorbed by established history."

"Exactly, Ally!" the Doctor beamed. He was quite pleased she could keep up with him, even when they were now officially dating.

"Oh, right," Amy nodded, trying hard to sound knowledgeable. "Time can be rewritten!"

"Timecan, as you say, be rewritten," the Doctor affirmed. "Insignificant details can be changed, so long as the big picture remains more or less the same. Imagine time as being a great big carpet. Or, on second thoughts, don't."

"But you two said this Angel was different," Amy reminded him, pointing at him and Alex.

"Yes," Alex said as the Doctor peered at the central rotor, tensing his fingers in preparation for a landing. "It's sent him back to a pointwithinhis own lifetime."

"Which is very, very bad news indeed," the Doctor finished.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Mark leafed through the newspaper. There were a couple of pages on the forthcoming European elections and speculation as to whether John Prescott or Tony Blair would be the next leader of the Labor Party. As Mark read, a bass-heavy reggae track played on the radio.

Somehow, he'd traveled in time. It was impossible, utterly impossible, but there was no other explanation for it. Ever since he'd felt the touch of that statue, he'd been walking around in 1994. It felt strange, almost dreamlike. And yet soreal, somundane. If it was a dream, he would hardly be able to read advertisem*nts for washing machines or taste the bitterness of the tea. And besides, if it was a dream, his feet wouldn't still hurt from the run to his flat.

So the next question was, what was he going to do? Would he ever get back to his own time? For all he knew, he was stuck here permanently. He'd have to get a job, find somewhere to live. First things first, he'd have to find somewhere to sleep tonight.

The café owner coughed and indicated the clock. It had gone eleven. "Closing up, mate."

Mark rummaged in his pockets for some change and dropped it in the saucer on the counter. "Cheers. Thanks." Behind the counter was a black-and-white monitor showing the output of the café's closed-circuit cameras. On the screen, Mark could see himself and the café owner, but thankfully no statue.

"What's this?" the café owner cried, inspecting the contents of the saucer. "Atwo-poundcoin?"

"What's the problem?"

"Problemis, we don't take made-up money here. What is this, Scottish? Haven't you got anything else?"

Mark checked his wallet. He had a credit card and a debit card. For a moment he considered asking the owner if he could use it to pay, before he realized that chip-and-PIN hadn't been invented yet. Mark patted down his coat and his hand rested on the bulge of the padded envelope.

It wasn't his money. But if he replaced it as soon as he had the chance, that would hardly be stealing, would it? Mark opened the envelope and removed a fifty-pound note. "Here, sorry."

The owner held it up to check the watermark. "You're lucky we've had a good day. Give us a minute." He opened the till and dug out £48.60 in five and ten-pound notes and coins, creating a pile which he handed to Mark.

"You wouldn't know of a bed and breakfast around here, would you?" Mark asked.

"Not round here, mate. Your best bet's to head into London Bridge."

"Yeah, thanks." Mark headed to the door and paused, turning over the envelope in his hands. It was a bit of a coincidence that he'd received it on the same day as being sent back in time. An envelope containing the one thing he would need to survive in the past. It was too lucky. Too lucky to be a coincidence.

As the café owner disappeared into a back room, Mark returned to his table to study the contents of the envelope properly. Along with 120 fifty-pound notes, all dating from before 1994, there was a handwritten letter. Unfolding it, Mark saw a list of dates from 1994 to 2001 annotated with detailed notes.

It was written in his handwriting. And yet he had no memory of ever having written it.

Mark looked at the first date.10 June 1994. Arrival.

He checked the other side of the paper. Halfway down the page, the list became a letter.

Mark.

If I remember correctly, you should be reading this in a café in Bromley in the year 1994. Earlier tonight, you were sent back in time.

How did you get sent back in time? I can't go into that here. But you should know one thing. There is no way back to 2011. You have no choice but to live the rest of your life from this day onwards. It won't be easy, but you have the advantage of knowing the future. Out of all the people in the world, you alone know what tomorrow will bring.

I've included instructions describing what I did when I found myself in the past. Follow them to the letter. And whatever you do, make sure these instructions don't fall into anyone else's hands. Guard them with your life.

Your first step is to use the money to create a new identity for yourself. I'll leave you to decide the details. You'll have to make your own way in the world, just as I did when I found myself in the past.

But make sure you follow these instructions, Mark. Because if you do, remember this:

YOU CAN SAVE HER.

Just as I did.

Yours sincerely,

Mark Whitaker, April 2003.

Chapter 13: Touched by an Angel Part 2

Notes:

A/N: This adventure is from the BBC New Adventures book, Touched by an Angel, by Jonathan Morris. Lines of dialogue and description have been copied out just as they are in the book for authenticity's sake, but I took liberties with some descriptive parts and 'he said, she said' parts. I do not own Touched by an Angel by Jonathan Morris.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

June 11th, 1994

The litter in the high street swirled, caught in a sudden gust of wind, and then, with a grinding sound, a flashing beacon appeared in midair. A moment later, the police-box exterior of the TARDIS materialized beneath it. The Doctor and Alex emerged, the former grimacing in frustration at his wibble-detector. Amy followed them and sighed. "We haven't moved."

"Oh, but we have," the Doctor argued. "Four-dimensionally. See,that." He pointed to the nearby branch of Our Price. "In seventeen years' time, that shop –that shop– will sell sandwiches and Danish pastries."

"In other words, we've traveled back in time," Alex said helpfully.

Amy nodded her thanks and looked around. "So this is 1994." All the shops were closed but one of them had a clock as part of its sign. She checked it. "At approximately five minutes past midnight."

"The time trace has almost faded," the Doctor reported. "He would've been transported through time, but at the same spatial coordinates. Allowing for the rotation of the Earth, its orbit around the sun, and the solar system's orbit around the Milky Way, of course."

"Then, er, why isn't he here?"

"He was." The Doctor pulled Alex along and over to a small café. Alex's heels made little clicks on the pavement, sounding rather loud in the otherwise quiet night. Amy followed them and looked inside the café. Squinting through the dim light inside, she could just make out chairs stacked on tables. "Under an hour ago," the Doctor continued, using the hand not holding Alex's to shake his wibble-detector. "We just missed him."

"Oh well," Amy shrugged. "Don't suppose he's got very far."

"InLondon?" the Doctor and Alex scoffed.

"Amy, London has a lot of transportation available," Alex reminded her, "even in 1994. He could be anywhere now."

Amy turned to the Doctor. "Can't you detect him with your amazing egg-boiling gadget thing?"

"No," the Doctor replied, shaking his head as he examined the device. "The trail has gone cold." He looked around as though the shops held the answers to the mysteries of the universe – or at least the mystery of where Mark went. "We have to find him before he does any damage. The wrong word in the wrong ear and the whole course of human history – pfff!"

"Pfff?"

"Gone." The Doctor snapped his fingers. "Not with a bang, but with apfff!"

"What makes you think he's going to do any damage?"

"Amy. What would you do if you found yourself trapped in the past? In yourownpast?"

"I don't know." Amy thought for a moment. "I'd. . . I'd probably look for someone I knew. So I could tell them what's going to happen in the future."

"Exactly! The wrong word in the wrong ear. The firstpebbleof theavalanche! That's the danger with only being sent a short way into the past. If you've been sent back a hundred years, you won't know anyone, you won't know enough about the day-to-day events to make much of a difference, and even if youdomake a difference, there's plenty of time for history to paper over the cracks."

"Whereas traveling back seventeen years," Alex mused, "you know people, you know all sorts of details and future events. Any alteration in the course of those events will likely have a bad effect upon the future."

"And your own personal timeline," the Doctor added.

"Then how do we find him?" Amy questioned. "We don't know where he's going to go, we don't even know who—" Amy stopped as she realized she knew the answer. "Rory!"

"Yes.Rory," the Doctor agreed.

"And he's probably wondering where we're at," Alex said, already leading the way back to the TARDIS.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The Canary Wharf tower glinted in the morning sunshine. It looked odd, standing alone without its surrounding throng of towers. And out on the Greenwich peninsula, there was no Millennium Dome, just a derelict gas works. Ever since Mark had left his hotel, he had found his attention being drawn to the sights that no longer existed in the future; the tower block that would be demolished to make way for the Shard, the waste ground that would become the site of City Hall.

The most obvious differences from 2011 were the advertisem*nts and those high-street shops which had changed their names or logos. But even the people looked different. Teenagers had their hair tousled like street-urchins or in center partings. Men wore denim jackets and had their jeans belted higher above their waists. Women had highlights and glossy lipstick. The more Mark looked, the more differences he could see. It was like the first day of arriving in a foreign country, finding everything new, searching for the familiar amongst the unfamiliar.

Apart from the hiss of a teenager's Walkman, the railway carriage was silent. It took a while for Mark to guess the reason why; nobody had a mobile phone. There were no laptops, no free newspapers. People just read magazines.

In addition to the eerie feeling of being a man out of his time, Mark's stomach fluttered with nerves at the prospect of the coming encounter. His apprehension grew as the train pulled into Blackheath station and he emerged to climb the hill to his parents' house.

Everything was just as he remembered it. The overgrown bushes that would be cropped back. The lawn that would be concreted over. His mother's Peugeot parked in the driveway.

Steeling himself, Mark strode up the driveway and pressed the doorbell.

A dog barked inside the house. After what seemed an age, a shape coalesced in the door's frosted glass. The door opened to reveal his mother. Looking younger than he'd seen her for years, her hair still dark brown, wearing her old, plastic-framed glasses.

"Hello, yes?" she said, smiling at him curiously. "Can I help you?"

His own mother didn't recognize him. She had no idea who he was.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Amy and Alex stepped out of the TARDIS and onto the pavement outside Mark's block of flats. Nothing had changed. Rain splashed in the puddles and thunder rumbled in the distance. Alex tugged her jacket off, putting it over her head as she and Amy followed the Doctor to the entrance where the remnants of the Weeping Angel had been blown away in the wind. "Where is he?" the Doctor muttered impatiently. "I said one hour. Some people are so unreliable!"

"Look who's talking," Alex teased, skipping up beside him. She pulled her jacket down and back on as she stepped under the safety of the overhead awning.

"That's rude, Ally," the Doctor admonished, though he couldn't help but smile at her impish grin. He leaned closer to her and murmured in her ear, "Not mad at me then?"

Alex stared at him. "What for?"

"For . . . well, our date getting interrupted."

It had occurred to the Doctor shortly after a long make-out session with Alex that he had yet to take her out on a proper date. That was what human couples did, along with many other alien species. The Time Lords had mostly followed arranged marriages and the Doctor hadn't been skilled in romance back then – nor was he now, he'd admit – but he was determined to try, for Alex.

With Amy and Rory's help and advice, the Doctor had arranged reservations at an exclusive nightclub in London called Remel, a club Alex had previously mentioned in passing. This club wasn't like the ones where teenagers and twenty-something's gyrated on a dance-floor, inhaling only vodka shots and any number of illegal drugs. Remel boasted a five-star restaurant on the first floor, with the club up on the next floor. IDs were checked with the utmost scrutiny and a dress code had been established; jeans were allowed, but no thigh-length dresses or cleavage-spilling shirts. Anyone who got drunk and made a scene was immediately escorted out.

So, all in all, Remel sounded like the perfect place. They'd enjoy fine dining and then upstairs for some dancing, which they hadn't done since Amy and Rory's wedding months ago. Alex had been ecstatic at the news, giving him a long, lingering kiss on the lips before she rushed off to get ready. And when she showed up in that outfit, he'd been silent for a full minute, just gawking at her. He had distantly heard Rory remark that that was the longest he'd ever seen him quiet.

With the Ponds on the TARDIS, the Doctor and Alex set off for the nightclub. However, they'd barely even sat down at the restaurant when his wibble-detector, buried in the depths of his jacket pockets, began beeping. The Doctor had excused himself and rushed out to the side alleyway, hoping that it was nothing and just a fluke. But it wasn't. There were big amounts of wibbliness going off in the area and he needed to go and investigate it now. He really hated to drag Alex off from their date, especially since he was trying to do right by her and make her forget for a little while her mysterious pains and Amy's positive/negative pregnancy, but he had to do it. Alex hadn't said anything about it, leading him to the conclusion that she was silently fuming.

But now, Alex laughed. "Doctor!" She reached up and wrapped her arms around his neck, moving in closer to him. In her heels, she was almost at eye-level with him. "Why would I be mad? I could tell you didn't want to go off, that you'd rather stay at Remel with me. And if you had said that we would stay there and ignore it, I'd have told you that we needed to go and investigate, go help someone as it were."

She smiled at him, her eyes turning from honey to his own dark emerald green. "Doctor, you help people.Wehelp people. If you stopped doing that just to make me happy, you wouldn't be the Doctor anymore." She lowered her hands long enough to straighten his red bowtie. "And the universe needs its Doctor."

As she put her hands back around his neck, the Doctor smiled down at her. "How'd I ever get so lucky?" he murmured.

Alex grinned cheekily, her two front teeth biting down on her lip in the way she knew drove him crazy. "I told you, remember? After the Dream Lord? Must've been a reward from the universe for all the good you've done."

"And like I said then, you might be on to something." And she was probably even more on target than she realized. Shortly after they had gotten together, the Doctor did some delving into the timelines. He didn't do it often, but as a Time Lord, he could see the timelines of people, their past, present, and possible futures.

Alex he could never get a clear fix on.

Her past was perfectly fine, but her present was constantly getting shaped. He could never see her future, just a blinding white light that made him look away. He supposed it had to do with her being a fixed point, which only made him wonder: was she a fixed point for him?

He didn't know. He tried not to dwell on it anyways. They'd find out eventually why she was a fixed point. Until then, he was going to enjoy every second he had with her. Because in truth, he didn't have that long until she left him.

He pushed those unpleasant thoughts to the back of his mind as he tried to concentrate on the here and now. He wrapped his arms around Alex's waist and pulled her closer to him. Alex tilted her head up while he tilted his down. Their lips met in a slow burn of a kiss.

They became so caught up in it, they completely forgot that they weren't alone. Amy stood by, her lips pursed as she rocked back and forth on her heels. This was a little . . . strange. She was so used to kissing Rory during adventures while the Doctor and Alex were left out. Now it was the other way around. She was quite happy for her friends, but this wasn't really the time to make-out . . . not to mention it was extremely uncomfortable to watch.

She cleared her throat a little. That didn't work. They were still going at it. Amy sighed and marched forward. Once she was beside them, she began aggressively tapping the Doctor on the shoulder.

After a few moments, the Doctor pulled away from Alex, resting his forehead against hers as he closed his eyes. "Yes, Pond?" he questioned, his annoyance at being interrupted quite apparent in his voice.

"Sorry to interrupt the moment, but what about Rory?"

Oh, yes, right. Rory was a factor. The Doctor pulled away from Alex before he could get completely enraptured by her again and moved to pace before the flats. "Ah, yes, right, Rory! He's still not here, is he?"

Alex leaned back against the brick wall. "Nope."

"We'll just have to wait," Amy sighed, kicking her heels. "Back inside the TARDIS?"

Alex shook her head. "No time." She pushed off the wall, a hand creeping up to hold the charm of her sonic necklace. She stepped back and aimed it at the door. The sonic buzzed, the topaz on top glowed bright, and every single doorbell in the building rang at once. A dozen bedroom windows lit up as their occupants were roused from their sleep.

The Doctor laughed delightedly. "Ally, you're brilliant!" He went over and kissed the top of her head while wrapping an arm around her waist.

"Doctor, Amy, Alex, it's you!" Rory's voice crackled through the intercom. "I'll be right down." A minute later, he appeared at the door, looking relieved and breathless. "You took your time!" he cried.

"I said we'd be one hour," the Doctor said, tapping his watch.

"Yeah, I know."Oh no,Alex thought, immediately realizing what had happened. "That was a week ago."

"Is that all?" The Doctor paused. "Sorry. Did you saya week?"

"I did."

"Awhole week?"

"Seven days I've been stuck here, waiting for you to turn up."

"Oh. Must have forgotten to correct for temporal displacement. Still, could be worse."

"Worse?"

"Could've been a month. Or a year!"

"I thought you'd forgotten about me!Again!"

"Never," Amy and Alex said together. Amy gave her husband a peck on the cheek while Alex hugged him.

"So you've been here all this time?" Alex asked, pulling away just enough to see Rory's face.

"Yeah. Seems to be what I do most of the time, wait. Though I did pop back to Leadworth to pick up the post. Just bills, I'm afraid."

"But if you've been here for seven days, where have you been staying?" the Doctor asked.

"Mark's place. After all, I had his keys." Rory dangled the keys in his hand. "And Mrs. Levenson next door to keep me company."

Amy narrowed her eyes. "Mrs. Levenson?" she repeated, her voice tight.

"Old lady, neighbor, she's lovely, but . . . no," Rory hurriedly chattered. "She just made me cups of tea and chatted about Mark."

Alex giggled and straightened herself away from Rory. "What'd you find out about him?"

"Everything I could. He doesn't seem to have been one for keeping scrapbooks or photo albums, but I managed to find a copy of his CV and all the addresses of his friends and family." Rory presented the Doctor with a folded sheet of paper. "Not many names. Seems like he kept himself to himself."

Alex placed a hand on the Doctor's shoulder for balance as she stood up on tiptoe to read the list along with him. Rory hadn't been exaggerating. There were less than ten names on it.

The Doctor waited until Alex was finished reading before handing the paper back to Rory. "Right. So, given all this, if Mark found himself in 1994. . ."

"Where do you think he'd go?" Alex finished.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Must be a bit of a surprise, me turning up like this," Mark said, taking in the living room. The television in the corner, the photos on the coffee-table, everything was just as he remembered, except for all the photos of him on the mantelpiece. There were so many. His parents must have put them out when he'd left for university and tidied them away whenever he returned.

Mark sipped his tea but didn't swallow. His throat felt so tight, he thought he might choke. He wanted to hug his mother and tell her everything that was going to happen over the next seventeen years, but looking at her sitting in the armchair opposite, her eyes twinkling in a way they hadn't done for years, a contented smile on her lips, he couldn't bear to break her heart.

"And your husband? Patrick, wasn't it? He's out at work?"

"Yes, I'm afraid he won't be back until late, council meeting. It's a pity you'll miss him."

"Yes, a pity. I'd hope to, well, say hello and stuff."

"Particularly with you coming all this way, from . . . where was it again?"

"Canada."

"Canada, yes. I didn't know we had relatives in Canada."

"Very distant. Second cousins of second cousins, that sort of thing."

"You must be on Patrick's Aunt Margaret's side. We don't know what happened to them."

"Yes, that's right, Aunt Margaret." There was an awkward pause. The family dog, a Labrador called Jess, padded in, her tail wagging furiously. She sniffed at Mark's legs before deciding to lick his hands.

"You're honored," Mark's mother observed. "She's not normally so friendly with strangers. You know, you don't sound like you come from Canada. I thought they sounded American."

"Not from the bit I'm from." Mark struggled to think of a Canadian city. "It's a small town, fifty miles out of . . . Toronto. My father was from England, I picked up the accent from him."

"He was?"

"He, um, died. Ten years ago now."

"I'm very sorry. And your mother?"

"She's still around. Still, you know, coping. She moved out of the house to a place by the sea. I think she finds it tough, without Dad." Mark scratched Jess behind the ears. She yawned appreciatively.

"And what about you, are you married?"

"I used to be. My wife, um, died in a road accident back in 2003."

"In 2003?"

"1993," Mark corrected himself hastily.

"Oh, you poor thing. It must be so hard for you. Any children?"

"No. No, no children."

There was another awkward pause. Jess lost interest in Mark and stretched out on the rug. "So, what is it you do for work?" Mark's mother finally asked.

"I'm a solicitor," Mark answered. Even as the words left his mouth, he regretted saying them.

"A solicitor? My son Mark's studying law at university."

"Is he?" Mark said, feigning surprise. "Oh."

Mark's mother stared at him over her glasses. "You know, you really do look a lot like him."

"Must be a family resemblance." Mark took a framed photo of his younger self form the mantelpiece. "Is this him?"

"Yes, that's him," Mark's mother smiled proudly.

"You're right, there is a similarity," Mark said, studying the photo. "Reminds me of myself at that age." Mark returned the photo to its place of honor. "So, is he doing well, at university?"

"We think so. We don't hear from him all that often, a phone call every couple of weeks, but you know what they're like at that age, away from home for the first time. It's like they forget that Mum and Dad exist."

"I'm sure that's not the case."

"But he'll be home in a few weeks, and then we'll have him for the whole summer." Mark's mother frowned. "You haven't touched your tea. Is it all right?"

"Yes, it's lovely," Mark assured her, rubbing the corners of his eyes to hold back his tears. He pretended to take another sip. "What's he like, your son?"

"Oh, just like his father. Works too hard, every hour God sends."

The phone chose that moment to ring. Mark's mother heaved herself out of her seat. "Sorry, if you'll excuse me." She bustled over to the hallway and picked up the receiver. "Hello. Yes? Mark!"

Mark flinched, fearing he had been found out. But his mother continued. "I was just talking about you." She waved to Mark in the living room. "A relative from Canada, over here looking up his family tree. Mr. . . . um, sorry, what did you say your name was again?"

"Harry," Mark replied, grabbing at the first name that came to mind. "Harold . . . Jones."

"Harold Jones," his mother repeated into the phone. "Looks a bit like you, funny that, isn't it? Anyway, enough of me rabbiting on, was there anything you wanted?" There was a pause and Mark's mother reached for a pen and pad. "Oh, I see. How much do you need this time?"

Mark watched her from the front room. She looked so happy, so full of optimism. Mark put down his cup of tea and rubbed another tear from his eyes.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"But what does this have to do with Mark Whitaker?" Rory asked back aboard the TARDIS. "Why go after him?"

"The Weeping Angel that zapped him back to 1994 did so for a reason." The Doctor darted around the console, making adjustments to switches, levers, and what looked like a bus conductor's ticket dispenser. "It singled him out specifically. It was working to aplan."

"What plan?" Amy wondered.

"We won't know the answer to that until we find Mark Whitaker," Alex said from her place against the railing.

"Exactly," the Doctor affirmed, pointing at her. "Then we have to return him to 2011 before he changes history."

"But why's that so bad?" Rory questioned. "You're always saying that time can be rewritten."

The Doctor stopped his running around to fix Rory with a hard stare. "Itcan. But that doesn't mean that itshould. I can rewrite time, yes, because I know what I'm doing. Whereas a human being, blundering about—"

"Yeah, but you're exaggerating a bit, aren't you? I mean, how much difference can one man make?"

"One man, Rory, can change the whole world. You should know that by now."

Rory remembered his days guarding the Pandorica. He had probably affected history quite a bit back then. "Oh," he realized. He nodded firmly. "Okay, we have to stop him."

"Quite."

Alex pushed off the railing and went to stand beside the Doctor. "But first we have tofindhim."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"So how long are you in the country for?" Mark's mother asked as he stepped out of the front door and onto the gravel driveway.

"Oh. About a week or so."

"Then it's back to Canada?"

"Yes. You, um, must come and visit." Mark had given his mother a fake address, hoping she wouldn't be too offended if she spent the next few years sending Christmas cards to a distant relative who never sent any back.

"That would be nice. I'm always on at Patrick to take me on holiday. This might be just the excuse I need."

"I remember. You never had a honeymoon," Mark said quietly.

"I'm sorry, what?"

"Nothing." Mark cleared his throat. "You should go, you really should, before it's too late."

Mark's mother frowned. "What do you mean, 'too late'?"

Mark swallowed. The air seemed suddenly thin. "Nothing."

"No, you meant something. You wouldn't have said it otherwise. What did you mean?"

"I meant, well, my dad always promised to take my mum on holiday, but one month before his retirement, he had a heart attack. You know, it might be a family thing. You should get Dad to go in for a check-up."

"Dad?"

"I mean, Patrick. Because it's the sort of thing where they can cure it, if they catch it early enough."

Mark's mother considered this. His words had frightened her. "You don't know what he's like. Stubborn."

"My dad was the same. Please. Don't take no for an answer."

"I'll try my best," Mark's mother promised, giving Mark a wary look.

"Sorry. Anyway, I have to go." Mark put on a brave smile. "Lovely to meet you. And thanks for the tea." He shook her hand. As their fingers touched, Mark's fingers tingled, like he'd received a tiny electrical shock.

"Thank you for coming. Give my love to, er, Canada."

"Goodbye." Mark smiled and headed down the driveway. He heard his mother call after him, but he didn't dare look back. He couldn't let her see the tears dribbling down his cheeks.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The TARDIS floor lurched and whirled like a bucking bronco. Amy clung to Rory for dear life, while Rory clung to one of the stair railings. Alex was hanging on, with both hands, to parts of the console. Meanwhile, the Doctor danced around said console, his eyes gleaming with excitement and madness. The companions had stopped trying to figure out how he managed to remain upright during times like this a long time ago. It was probably some Time Lord thing.

"I think," the Doctor said now, glancing up at the scanner before typing out a command on the console typewriter. "Yes. I think I've found him!"

"Found him? Where?" Rory called over the thrashing.

The Doctor pulled a lever and a map of Great Britain appeared on the scanner on the wall. It zoomed in on a point north of London. A glowing green dot slid upwards, surrounded by pulsing circles. "A source of wibbly time stuff – stop me if I'm getting too technical – is heading north-west."

"You think that's him?" Amy asked.

"A great big paradox just waiting to happen," the Doctor affirmed. "Whoelsedo you think it might be?"

"He's headingnorth-west?" Alex cried. The TARDIS suddenly buckled, nearly causing her to fly backwards, but she tightened her grip on the console at the last second.

"Yeah, why?" the Doctor asked, looking over at her.

Alex didn't answer. Instead, she called over her shoulder, "Rory! Could you check that list for me please? I think I know where he's heading!"

Rory quickly retrieved the list from his pocket. "Uh, let's see." His eyes moved over the list quickly. "Oh, I think I've got it! According to his CV, in 1994, Mark Whitaker was studying at university in. . ." He frowned. "Warwick."

"I knew it!" Alex exclaimed. She turned to the Doctor. "He's going to contact his younger self!"

"I think you're right," the Doctor said gravely. He rushed over and examined the scanner. "Odd thing is though, he seems to be traveling at about a hundred miles an hour."

Alex rolled her eyes. "He's probably on a train, Doc."

The Doctor didn't seem to hear her. "Let's see. . . It wouldn't make sense for him to be on a plane, he'd never get a car to travel that fast – not without breaking several traffic laws and I don't think he'd be inthatmuch of a hurry – so what else could he be on? You lot don't have hypersonic flight yet, and forget teleportation! Too many incidents involving missing limbs and some ending up where they're not supposed to be. So what other modes of transportation are there in 1994? Hmm. . ." Suddenly, he gasped. "A train!"

Alex did a face-palm. "Ijustsaid that!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Tea, coffee, sandwiches?"

"No thanks."

The rail steward gave Mark a polite smile, then rattled her trolley further along the carriage. "Tea, coffee, sandwiches?"

Mark gazed out of the window, watching the fields, streams, roads, and bridges rush past in a blur. Small villages and towns slid by in the distance and his reflection floated alongside the train in midair.

He checked his watch. Another hour or so and he'd be back at university. In his head, he ran over the words he wanted to say. He had so much to tell his younger self.

Mark rubbed his right hand. The tingling sensation seemed to be getting worse. It was probably just a strained muscle, but something about it made him feel uneasy. Vulnerable. Like he was being watched.

He glanced outside again. Trees rushed past and power lines roved up and down. And looking up, there was nothing but clear blue sky. . .

. . .and a wooden blue box spinning in midair. It hovered about thirty meters above the ground, whirling and flitting erratically, but always remaining parallel with the train.

It was following him.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Back inside the TARDIS, the Doctor, Amy, Rory, and Alex stared at the scanner, showing the Inter City 125 zooming through the green British countryside. However, Amy, Rory, and Alex's gazes kept going over to the item the Doctor had thrust at Alex shortly before they started following the train. It was a bright red fire extinguisher. The Doctor hadn't given Alex a direct reason for why she needed a fire extinguisher, other than something about it being for 'this kind of emergency'.

Needless to say, this didn't reassure the companions any.

The Doctor seemed to be the only one not worried about the TARDIS suddenly bursting into flames. Instead, he adjusted the controls to bring the time machine closer to the train. But nothing happened. "Might be a spot of turbulence," he told them. "Time stuff won't let us get too close."

He dashed over to the exterior doors and shoved them open. A blustering wind burst into the control room with a roar. Balanced in the doorway, the Doctor whooped with delight like a mariner in a thunderstorm, the breeze whipping and ruffling his hair.

Alex handed the fire extinguisher off to Amy, who she noted looked rather alarmed at being given the device. While the Ponds stayed up on the platform, Alex fought her way over to the Doctor, gripping onto railings to keep from being blown backwards by the wind. After a few moments, she finally reached him. She gripped the doorway with one hand while the other went to clutch at the Doctor's tweed jacket. She squinted through the rushing air and looked down.

They were flying over the train. Trees and pylons hurtled past just a few feet beneath them. It looked like the scene inHarry Potter and the Chamber of Secretswhere Harry and Ron flew the enchanted car over the Hogwarts Express.

"He's on board that train?" Amy shouted down over the bluster of the wind.

"No doubt about it!" the Doctor yelled back.

"And we're not the only ones that have found him!" Alex revealed. Her hair whipped around her face, making it tousled and tangled in the way the Doctor liked. She waved her hand in a beckoning manner. "Come look!"

Amy passed the fire extinguisher to Rory and hurried down as fast as the wind would allow her to go. Once she was by the door, she peered out. The wind made her eyes water and she squinted. She followed the Doctor and Alex's pointed fingers and stared down at the sight beneath her.

They were pointed towards the last carriage of the train. Six gray figures crouched on the roof, clinging to it with their bare hands, their wings unfolded. All of them were perfectly motionless, like statues.

"You have to admire that," Alex admitted. "It's a wonder they haven't fallen off."

"Weeping Angels are very strong," the Doctor informed her. "Hanging onto the top of a moving train? Ha! Nothing for them."

"Do you think we really have a chance at stopping him?" Amy asked.

Alex shrugged. It could really go either way. Having spent so much time with the Doctor, she knew the human race was unpredictable. Either they would do the right thing, or they'd do the wrong thing, thinking it was the right thing.

The Doctor opened his mouth to answer, probably something along these same lines, but then they heard a loud explicative from behind them, followed by Rory shouting, "DOCTOR!"

The three whirled around. A large fire had broken out on the console. Rory was backed up against the railing, fumbling with the fire extinguisher as he tried to release the pin.

While Alex and Amy looked on in shock and horror, the Doctor merely sighed. "Figured that might happen," he said, shaking his head. He patted the doorframe fondly. "For a spaceship, she really doesn't do much flying."

Amy and Alex turned to give him identical peeved expressions. "Really?!" they snapped before running up to the console to help Rory. After a moment, the Doctor slammed the doors shut and followed them.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The moment of decision had arrived. Our Graham had summarized the three prospective dates' replies, and the girl had made her selection. The audience whooped and applauded as the Two She Could Have Chosen passed by, the divider slid back, the dates kissed, chose their holiday envelope, and theBlind Datetheme began.

Watching the show, they'd played the usual game of deciding who they'd select for a date, with Rebecca and Sophie choosing the boys, Mark and Lucy choosing the girls, and Rajeev pointedly refusing to look up from his copy ofNew Scientist. Sophie always chose the boy who most resembled Mark, then paid close attention to Mark's selection to discover what he had liked about the girls.

"This is boring," Rebecca declared. She uncurled herself from her position on the battered sofa and strode in front of the screen. "We have to go out or we may actually die of old age."

"What do you suggest?" Lucy called from the kitchen, where she was tossing the remains of her pasta into the trash-can.

"I don't know. Go to the Saturday night disco at the union or something. We can't stay in watching telly all night. That's what our parents do."

"Well, I'm up for it," Lucy agreed.

"You're always up for it. What about you, Mark?"

"Don't know," Mark shrugged. "Should be getting back to work, really."

"Markhas an exam on Monday," Sophie informed her, threading her arm possessively through Mark's.

"Which is a whole two days away," Rebecca pointed out. "Look, it's a well-known scientific fact that if you don't take breaks from studying, your brain will explode. Isn't that right, Rajeev?"

Rajeev nodded sagely, not bothering to look up from his magazine. "Fact-o-matic."

"And if you're gonna be sitting in here watching telly, you might as well go out. Right?"

"Youcan go," Sophie suggested. "Me and Mark can just have a night in." She cuddled up to him, either not noticing or choosing to ignore the uncomfortable look that crossed Mark's face.

"I don't know," he said slowly. "I kind of fancy getting out of the house." He smirked conspiratorially at Rebecca, and Sophie felt a surge of jealousy run through her veins. Rebecca – or Bex, as she preferred to be called – could always twist Mark around her little finger. And he always laughed at Rebecca's jokes. He never laughed at any of the jokesshemade. Why couldn't Rebecca get herself a new boyfriend, or get back together with Dennis Nice-But-Dim?

"Yes, but we can't really afford it," Sophie now reminded her boyfriend.

"Which is why I suggested the union," Rebecca interjected. "It may be totally lame, but it's cheaper than any of the clubs in Leamington." On the screen behind her, Michael Barrymore strutted about, advertising chocolate fingers.

"Okay." Mark dragged himself to his feet. "Union it is. Head off in about an hour? Bagsy the shower. Oh, and Bex, try not to use any hot water while I'm in there. Being suddenly frozen to death wasn't funny the first time, or the next five times."

"I don't know," Rebecca smirked. "For me, it gets funnier."

"Promise you won't do it."

"Okay, I promise. If it happens again, it will be agenuineaccident."

"But I can't go!" Sophie protested. "Not dressed like this." She'd be a total laughingstock, going to a disco wearing a chunky jumper and jeans.

"You can always borrow something of Rebecca's. I'm sure she wouldn't mind." Grinning to himself, Mark clomped upstairs. Whoever had designed their house had had a thing about staircases and had tried to incorporate them instead of hallways wherever possible.

"He was just joking, you know," Rebecca said tactfully, as if it wasn't obvious that Sophie wouldn't be able to squeeze into any of Rebecca's clothes. Was Mark hinting that he'd find her more attractive if she lost weight? That she should be slim like Rebecca?

"You're welcome to any of my stuff," Lucy offered. "Probably not your style though."

No, Sophie thought, regarding her friend's army surplus trousers andShakespeare Sistert-shirt. "It's alright, I'll cope. Half an hour then."

"Flatmate outing. Party time, excellent," Rebecca said excitedly. "You coming, Rajeev?"

"No, I'm good," Rajeev replied. "Not really my scene. Besides, I promised I'd phone my parents later, so that's my entire evening gone."

"Suit yourself. Now, if you'll excuse me, I have to make myself gorgeous." Rebecca grinned. "This is going to be a night to remember."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Their old house, just as he remembered it. Mark had taken the bus from Coventry station to Leamington Spa, the same journey he'd made a dozen times before, and now here he was, standing outside the terraced house he'd shared with Rebecca, Lucy, and Rajeev in his second year at university. Seeing it made Mark feel. . . What did he feel? Excited, yes. Nostalgic, like discovering an old school photo. But with a tinge of sadness, at how much he had lost.

The front door opened, and Mark ducked out of sight. Three girls and a boy emerged. Mark's heart stopped. The first girl, an indomitable-looking, dark-haired Goth, was Lucy. Then there was Sophie, his ex-girlfriend, all curves, freckles, and a severely cut bob of auburn hair.

And then there was Rebecca. Oh God. She looked perfect. She had long blonde hair and wore a black-and-white top with an Inca design and black leggings. Her laughter echoed in the dusky air.

The boy was Mark's own younger self. Short hair, gelled into a parting, John Lennon-style glasses, sallow, red cheeks. Wearing his best Fred Perry shirt. He looked so young, so . . . innocent. Laughing with Rebecca without a care in the world.

Mark watched them go. He'd have to wait until his younger self was alone; he couldn't talk to him while the others were around. Keeping well back, but feeling highly conspicuous, Mark followed his 20-year-old self down the road.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Amy, Alex, and Rory stood a few feet back from the TARDIS, watching the Doctor madly wave the fire extinguisher around the time machine's doorframe. The fire on the console had spread rather quickly and the Doctor had gotten burned several times as he hastily landed the ship. Luckily for them, they had landed just a little ways away from Mark's old university house.

Alex glanced down at Mark's past self and his friends. How they weren't noticing this spectacle was beyond her.

The Doctor coughed on the smoke, fruitlessly waving it away from his face as he tossed the fire extinguisher inside and slammed the door. "She'll be fine," he assured them as he walked over, smelling slightly of smoke. "After the last time, I made some modifications that would speed up the recovery time should this happen again."

"I thought the TARDIS was a spaceship," Rory remarked.

"It is. It just . . . doesn't do a lot of flying. Floating, yes. Flying, no."

"So you said," Alex sighed. She raked a hand through her hair and looked back at the TARDIS. Smoke continued to spew out of the door cracks. "How long until she's working again?"

"About an hour or two, tops."

"Well, in the meantime, what's the plan?" Amy asked. She turned and nodded down to where Mark was trailing his younger self to the bus stop. The old Mark then held back, keeping his face turned away from the group of students.

"We get to him before he gets to himself." The Doctor ducked behind a garden wall, pulling Alex down along with him. "Before his older self gets to his younger self."

"You make it sound so uncomplicated."

"And," Alex added, poking her head up over the wall, "most importantly, beforetheyget to either of them." She pointed to the roof of the terraced house the young Mark had emerged from. It took a moment for Amy to realize what she was pointing at. Six stone Angels were perched high on the brickwork like gargoyles.

"But why are they after him, run that past me again?" Rory requested.

"Moths to a flame," the Doctor muttered. "If Mark succeeds in changing his own past, he'll create a paradox. Once you've altered your own timeline, the young you won't grow old to become the old you who did the altering. Which creates all kinds of peculiar and nasty side effects, like including the release of a vast amount of potential time energy."

"Which is what the Angels are after," Alex added, keeping her gaze locked on the Angels on the rooftop.

"Exactly. Look at them. They're hungry, desperate. Then somebody sounds a dinner gong."

"Um, Doctor?" Rory interrupted. He nodded down to the bus stop. The others turned to see young Mark and his three female friends clambering on the bus, followed by old Mark. Then, suddenly remembering, Amy and Alex whirled back to stare at the building. But the six Angels had vanished.

"Come on!" the Doctor yelled, snatching Alex's hand before hurdling over the wall and pelting towards the bus stop. Alex kept a tight grip on him as she struggled to keep up with his erratic movements. Amy and Rory sprinted after them, but they were too late. The bus pulled away and rumbled into the distance.

The Doctor spun on his heel, unintentionally yanking Alex around as he looked for inspiration. Alex yelped but made no move to remove her hand from his. At that moment, a car approached, and the Doctor released Alex's hand to go and dive out in front of it. Amy gave a quiet scream while Alex gave a loud shriek.IDIOT!she thought. She was definitely giving him a whack for that.

The car, thankfully, screeched to a halt moments from the Doctor. He walked to the driver's window, brandishing the wallet containing the psychic paper.

"Hello. I'm a policeman," he said, gesturing for Amy, Rory, and Alex to get in the backseat. Alex got in first, followed by the Ponds. The Doctor then slid into the passenger seat beside the driver, a startled-looking vicar. "Now, follow that bus!"

The vicar didn't even object, instead gunning the engine and going after the bus. Alex waited until they were moving before leaning forwards, snaking her arm around the passenger seat, and whacking the Doctor across the back of the head.

"OW!" the Doctor exclaimed. He clasped the back of his head and turned to shoot her a look. "What was that for?!"

"What you do think it was for, you bleeding idiot?!"

"Don't swear," the Doctor admonished, nodding to the vicar.

"I'll say some Hail Mary's later. And by the time I'm finished telling you off, I'll probably have to say my whole rosary five times, so thank you for that."

Amy and Rory exchanged a look. Rory reached into his pocket and pulled out his iPod. Amy smiled at him gratefully and put an ear-bud in. Rory put in the second bud and clicked the device on. The opening guitar strains of 'Jumpin' Jack Flash' immediately began pounding into their eardrums, dulling the sound of Alex's voice as she cursed and berated the Doctor. And from the sound of it, it would be a while before she stopped.

Notes:

A/N: Here's a fun fact for you guys: the TARDIS catching on fire is not in the book. As I was reading, it occurred to me what happened to the TARDIS in 'The Runaway Bride' when the Doctor flew it to rescue Donna. Since the TARDIS was basically flying here, it seemed odd that what happened when it did so in 'The Runaway Bride' didn't happen here. So . . . I changed it. I think it worked out pretty well. Got some comedy out of it.

Chapter 14: Touched by an Angel Part 3

Notes:

A/N: This adventure is from the BBC New Adventures book, Touched by an Angel, by Jonathan Morris. Lines of dialogue and description have been copied out just as they are in the book for authenticity's sake, but I took liberties with some descriptive parts and 'he said, she said' parts. I do not own Touched by an Angel by Jonathan Morris.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The setting sun bathed the students' union building in an auburn glow and stretched the shadows of the students milling around outside. Sophie clung to Mark's arm possessively, holding him back as Bex and Lucy led the way up the walkway to the entrance. The security guards at the door checked their NUS cards and then they made their way into the near-darkness within.

The place was heaving. Ahead of them, hundreds of students packed the Market Place, their flushed, sweat-soaked faces illuminated by flashes of green and red from the whirling lamps. The chorus of 'Things Can Only Get Better' by D:Ream thumped out of the loudspeakers. The heady smell of perspiration and smoke filled the air.

They approached the fringes of the dance floor, the territory of those too cool or shy to dance. "Drink?" Mark said to the girls.

"I'm okay," Bex dismissed. "Fancy a bit of a dance first." Without waiting for an answer, she strode onto the dance floor and started to sway in time to the music, stretching her arms above her head. Mark could only stare in admiration. He could never do that, just walk, sober, onto the dance floor, not caring what anybody else thought. It usually took him half an hour to pluck up the courage. But when Bex danced, she looked self-assured and graceful. When he danced, Rebecca told him, it looked like he was wading through mud while swatting at invisible bees.

"I wouldn't mind a drink," Sophie told him, arching a disapproving eyebrow.

Oh God,Mark thought. She thought he was staring at Bex because he fancied her. Sophie could be so paranoid sometimes.

"Great, let's go," Mark said, and together he, Sophie, and Lucy squeezed their way through the throng towards the lights of the Mandela Bar.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Mark waited until his younger self had entered the building before joining the queue. He felt absurdly conspicuous. Here he was, 37 years old, surrounded by students nearly twenty years his junior. They shot him pitying glances and snigg*red at his clothes.

Approaching the building, though, brought back a flood of memories. It resembled a parking garage that had been tipped on its side, a slanted slab of concrete surrounded by shallow terraces. It was austere and angular, but to Mark, it represented one of the happiest times of his life.

But how would he get in? The security guards had already given him some doubtful glances. He'd have to bluff it somehow, pretend to be a worried parent or something.

The crash of breaking glass interrupted Mark's thoughts. Immediately, all the students in the queue rushed to the edge of the walkway. The two security guards also peered over the edge. "What the heck!"

Mark took his chance. As the two guards trotted down the stairwell to investigate the disturbance, he calmly walked to the entrance and slipped inside.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Students! Normally they just stole traffic cones. But now, somehow, this time, they'd managed to steal a whole statue.

Trev looked in every direction for the culprits, but there was nobody in sight. Which made no sense. Whoever they were, they'd managed to prop the statue against one of the windows of the union building, with one of its arms outstretched, as though it was in the act of punching through the glass. "What do you think, Nick?"

"God knows." Nick crouched beside the statue. "I think some grave is missing its headstone."

"But how did they get it here?" They couldn't have dumped it without being noticed. Maybe it had fallen off the roof? Trev scanned the tip of the building for any signs of movement.

"Stupid idiots—" Nick broke off, giving a startled croak. Trev whirled around to see what had alarmed him.

The statue had disappeared. Where it had once stood was now nothing but a clear patch on the ground surrounded by shattered glass.

"I just turned away for a second," Nick said incredulously. "Where did the damn thing go?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The Doctor, Alex, Amy, and Rory jogged past the Arts Center and across the road. Ahead of them lay the students union building, its lower windows flashing with multicolored lights. As they approached, the Doctor slowed, allowing Amy, Rory, and Alex to catch their breath. "We're getting close," he told them.

"Close to what?" Amy panted.

"A build-up of potential time energy. Can't you feel it?" The Doctor waggled his fingers and sniffed. "A tension in the air. Like before a thunderstorm."

Alex straightened and looked around. Now that he mentioned it, shecouldfeel something. It felt like the air was getting stretched like a rubber band, threatening to snap at any second. "I feel it," she confirmed.

The Doctor nodded approvingly at her but didn't say anything. He was a little scared of her at the moment. She had screeched and cursed and berated him about leaping out in front of the car for a good twenty minutes. He was positive the vicar had never heard so many swear words before.

"Yeah," Rory shrugged. "But I just thought that meant a thunderstorm was coming."

"A thunderstormiscoming," the Doctor said darkly. "Unless we stop it. Look."

A streak of lightning flickered across the surface of the building, scuttling over the concrete like a startled lizard, before fading away to a blue glow.

The companions stared in shock and amazement. "What was that?" Amy exclaimed.

"The dinner gong," the Doctor answered. He straightened his bowtie and jacket cuffs. "Now. I'll need your help. Do I look like the sort of person who goes to university?"

Amy, Rory, and Alex blinked. Alex looked him up and down. "Sorry, Doc, but . . . do youlooklike the sort of person who goes touniversity?"

"Yes." The Doctor brushed his fringe out of his eyes. He was dead serious. He eyed her expectantly. "Well? Do I?"

Alex sucked in a large breath of air. The Doctor looked like a really young professor at a university, if that counted for anything. The way he dressed reminded her of how a really old professor at Octavian used to dress. She looked up at the sky, as if it could help her figure out just what to say.

But Amy didn't seem to have that problem. "A bit, Doctor. Just a bit," she reassured him jokingly. "Maybe not in this decade, but yeah."

"Just say you're from the Maths department," Rory suggested, looking rather amused. "You'll be fine."

"Good. Good," the Doctor nodded. "Because that is thecooldepartment, and I lookcool. Right?"

"Exactly," Amy giggled. "And forno otherreason." She put her hand over her mouth and made a cough that sounded like 'geek!'. Rory laughed, but the Doctor didn't seem to notice.

Instead, he looked at Alex expectantly. "Ally?"

"Yep," Alex lied through her teeth, unknowingly popping the 'p' the way his tenth incarnation used to do. Thankfully for him, it would help their case that she actually looked like she was ready for a night of clubbing and partying. Amy and Rory were in jeans and t-shirts, but they would pass for students too.

They headed down a slope to an underpass where a security guard checked the students' IDs. Rubbing his hands excitedly, the Doctor joined the queue. Alex tugged her tank-top down a little, revealing a glimmer of cleavage, just in case they needed a little more persuasion in getting inside. From inside the building came the muffled thud of music.

The Doctor beamed at the guard and flipped open his psychic-paper wallet. "Hello. I'm from the Maths department. And these are two of my students and my . . . girlfriend." He stumbled a little on the last word, not being used to saying it and because it felt wrong putting such a juvenile term on Alex. She was so much more to him than that. He leaned forward to whisper. "I realize they don't look as cool as I do, except for Ally, of course, but theyaregenuine students, believe me."

"Whatever," the security guard said. It was then that the Doctor noticed that the guard wasn't even looking at him. All his attention was currently focused on Alex and her glimpse of cleavage.

The Doctor's blood pounded faster than the music inside the building. Why was the guard staring at her? He shouldn't be staring at her! She was HIS! Everyone everywhere they went saw it. Why couldn't this stupid ape?!

The Doctor's eyes narrowed, and he wrapped his arm possessively around Alex's waist. "Let's go, Ally." His voice was dark and threatening as he led Alex inside. Amy and Rory exchanged looks, silently noting the increased possessive behavior.

Inside the building, the noise was all-consuming. The dance floor bobbed and swelled like a sea of arms and faces. The air felt uncomfortably hot but had an almost tangible sense of excitement. These students were having the time of their lives. Dancing, laughing, kissing, all their troubles forgotten.

The Doctor kept his arm wrapped around Alex who, upon seeing his murderous expression at the guard, had tugged her top back up. Now, he used his free hand to waggle his fingers vigorously. "We have to find two people. Or rather, the same persontwice."

"You're going to suggest we split up, aren't you?" Rory sighed resignedly.

"I think. . ." The Doctor paused, lost in thought. "I think . . . we shouldsplit up. Rory, Amy. You find young Mark, he's probably in there somewhere." He indicated the heaving mass of students currently bouncing up and down to 'The Size Of A Cow'. "Alex and I will find the old one."

"And when we find him?" Amy asked.

Alex took this one. "We have to get the two Marks as far away from each-other as possible."

"As far away from each-other as possible, got it." Amy offered her hand to Rory. "Rory, are you dancing?"

"Are you asking?"

"I'm asking, lover-boy."

"Then I'm dancing," Rory agreed, taking her hand. Amy pulled him towards the dance floor with a suggestive smirk.

"Oh, and one more thing!" the Doctor called after them. "Keep an eye out for the Angels!"

Once Amy and Rory were fully sucked into the throng of dancers, the Doctor pulled Alex further along into the union. Alex could feel the tension in his hand and see how his shoulders were tight underneath his jacket. She winced. She knew that their possessiveness of one another had kicked up a notch the second they officially got together. She really should have known better than to tug her top down like that. The guard ogling her like that would totally set off the Doctor's jealousy.

Oh well,she thought.Time to do damage control.

"Doc?" She tugged on his sleeve and came to a stop, causing him to walk a few steps before realizing she wasn't following him anymore.

He turned back. "Yes, Ally?" He looked calm, but Alex could still see the anger in his eyes, as well as how his jaw was clenched so tight, the muscles in his cheeks were visible.

She stepped closer to him and wrapped her arms around his neck. He instantly relaxed, as though her touch was some kind of numbing agent. Alex smiled and her fingers went up to play with the ends of his hair. Her nails scratched against the back of his neck, and he groaned, the sound drowned out by Pink Floyd's 'What Do You Want from Me'.

"Not upset any more, Doc?" Alex asked as she trailed her nails down his neck.

The Doctor shuddered at the sensation. "No," he choked as Alex's nails ran underneath his shirt collar to the upper part of his back.

"Good," she grinned. She definitely wasn't about to tell him she'd had an accidental role in his jealousy popping up. Their relationship was still so new and fragile, and she wasn't about to risk it ending because of a petty argument.

Alex looked around the dance floor. No one was paying the least bit of attention to them. They were all dancing, drinking, or snogging aggressively against the wall.Snogging aggressively against the wall?

The Doctor immediately noticed the impish look on her face. He had learned to watch out for it, not because it led to anything bad; on the contrary, it always led to some pretty good things for him. Still, now wasn't exactly the time for one of Alex's schemes. "Alex," he said slowly. "What are you—"

But he was cut off when Alex suddenly grabbed his hand and dragged him off. They walked a few steps before Alex finally pulled him over to a darkened corner of the room. She backed herself into the corner and positioned him so that he was standing directly in front of her. Then, without further ado, she fisted her hands in his jacket lapels and yanked him down onto her lips.

Now wasn't the time for one of Alex's schemes?Ha!the Doctor thought as he immediately responded to the heated kiss. His hands planted themselves on Alex's hips, his fingers digging into her hard enough to leave bruises. He pushed her further back until her back was against the wall. Alex groaned against his lips and wrapped a leg around his waist, tugging him closer. With one of his hands, the Doctor maneuvered Alex's other leg around his other hip, then placed his hands at the base of her back to keep her steady. Her tank-top slid up a little, allowing him to touch bare skin.

Alex shivered at his touch. His calloused fingertips felt perfect against her smooth skin. She bent down and ran her hands through his hair, her tongue twirling around his mouth. She barely paused for breath. Air was completely useless at a time like this; he was the only thing she needed to keep going.

Eventually though, the Doctor could sense that Alex was in desperate need of oxygen. He pulled back and Alex quickly started gasping for air. He ran a hand through her hair, worriedly watching her chest go up and down as it desperately sucked in oxygen.

"You really shouldn't do that," he admonished. "I'm not about to have you die of oxygen deprivation."

Alex snickered a little. "Sorry, but I can't help it if you make me get carried away."

"Funny." He gripped her hips and tilted his head up to murmur in her ear, "I thought I was the only one of us that happened to." Then, because it was far too appealing and thus, proved his point, he bit down on the bridge of her ear, soothing it a second later with a lick of his tongue.

Alex's legs involuntarily tightened around him. "No," she panted. "You're wrong."

He chuckled and pulled back. "Well, that's nice to hear."

"Really?" Alex burst out laughing. "I thought youhatedbeing wrong!"

"Not about the important things. Like you."

Alex blushed. She still found it hard to believe she was that important to him. The Doctor was her everything now, the center of her whole universe and he considered that of her as well. To be considered that by another person. . . It was rather shocking and overwhelming, but also pretty damn great too.

She leaned down and pressed a light kiss to his lips before hopping down to the floor, only to stumble as the blood rushed back to her numb limbs. The Doctor chuckled and wrapped an arm around her waist, holding her to him. "So, getting back to business, we need to find our little friend."

Alex surveyed the room. It was hard to make out a specific person in the mass of dancers and partiers. Her eyes trailed over a bunch of girls in crop-tops and leather pants and several guys with way too much product in their hair. As she was looking, she happened to glance up at a balcony overlooking the dance floor. A lone figure was standing there.

After a few moments of squinting, she grinned. She grabbed the Doctor's jacket sleeve and tugged on it. "Doctor, look!"

The Doctor looked upwards and followed her line of vision. Luckily for him, his eyesight was much better than Alex's and he was quickly able to make out the face of the figure. "Ah. Found our friend. One of him, at least."

"Shall we go talk to him?"

He beamed down at her. "Excellent idea, Ally!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Elsewhere on the dance floor, the 20-year-old Mark hopped and whirled amongst the crowd, all self-consciousness now forgotten. He had a couple of pints inside him, and they were playing his favorite tunes at a deafening volume. That was all that mattered. It was the indie section of the night, where things tended to get a little raucous. Occasionally he'd be jabbed by an elbow or shoved off his feet, but that was all part of the fun.

Sophie, however, wasn't enjoying herself. She swayed from side to side as though it was an obligation, smiling only when Mark looked towards her. Rebecca bounced around the dance floor, waving and grimacing to friends. Lucy, meanwhile, had joined a group of fearsome-looking girls near the stage. The last Mark had seen of her, she had been making overtures towards a very pretty Goth with a pierced tongue.

The fade out of Transvision Vamp's 'Baby I Don't Care' gave way to the opening snarls of Nirvana's 'Smells Like Teen Spirit'. The song had a desperate, angry quality, and it felt odd hearing it given Kurt Cobain's recent death, but dancing to it felt like a celebration of his life. But Sophie had clearly had enough and mouthed to Mark that she wanted to go. The rowdiness was starting to get out of hand.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Any sign of him?" Amy shouted to Rory whilst waving her arms to the music.

Rory shouted something back she couldn't hear. They liked their music loud around here. Somebody jostled him and he stumbled on one foot, not quite falling.

"What?!"

Rory shook his head. "No! You?"

Amy shook her head. "No! Me neither!"

"Excuse me, excuse me." Someone squeezed past Amy. Amy spun around, drawing a breath to protest. A familiar-looking young man gave her an apologetic smile before continuing to weave towards the edge of the dance floor, followed by a girl with a bob of auburn hair.

Mark. It was young Mark.Wow, Amy thought. He was quite good-looking in his day, if a little nerdy. The sort of boy who needed Taking In Hand. Fix the hairstyle and the glasses and you might have something.

"And I've found the other one," Rory said in her ear. "Look!"

He pointed towards the corner of the first-floor balcony where a man stood surveying the crowd. The same man they'd met in 2011. "And, um, I think we have, er, bats in the belfry."

Amy craned her neck to look up at the ceiling, which consisted of triangles fitted together in an isometric grid. Hanging from the ceiling, half-camouflaged against the bare concrete, lit by flashes of red and green from the disco lamps, were the six Weeping Angels.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Mark searched the crowd for signs of his younger self. He thought he'd caught a glimpse of him a couple of times but had lost him amidst all the faces.

Watching the students, he felt envious. Envious of their youth, their joy, and all the years they had ahead of them. Okay, so this disco was tame compared to some of the nightclubs in Coventry, but they were having fun. And that was what Mark envied most of all.

The smoke machine hissed and the hectic drum-and-bass intro of 'No Good' by the Prodigy filled the hall. Down on the dance floor, the indie kids flowed towards the bars while the dance kids surged in from Rolf's bar. Within seconds they were thrusting and gyrating to the beat, furiously miming big fish, little fish, cardboard box, pretty much every dance move that they could think of. Green lasers swiped back and forth across the crowd, interspersed with bursts of strobe lighting.

Blue lightning flickered around the edge of the parapet, snaking over the edges before fading away. Strange. He'd never seen a lightning effect like that before. And the tingling in his fingers had grown stronger.

"Looking for someone?" two voices called out. Mark turned to see the Doctor and Alex standing on the balcony beside him. Alex had her eyes narrowed and her hands planted on her hips. The Doctor's arms were crossed in judgment.

"What are you doing here?" Mark gasped.

"Looking for you," the Doctor replied.

"How did you get here?"

"Same way as you," Alex responded, only to tilt her head in consideration. "Well, not exactly, but that's far too complicated to explain. Let's just say we have our resources."

"Your own resources?"

"Which is why we're here," the Doctor cut in. "To take you back . . . to the future!" He beamed wildly while Alex rolled her eyes and sent aDear-Lord-why-melook up at the ceiling.

"Did you always want to say that but never had a chance to?" she asked flatly.

"Yes! How did you know?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Three quid," the student behind the bar told him. Mark paid her, then collected his three pints of lager, balancing the plastic containers carefully. The slightest wrong move could cause him to squeeze one of the containers, resulting in a disastrous spillage. Every college student knew this. It took all of Mark's concentration to wind his way out of the bar area, which meant he only noticed that Sophie was talking when she stopped.

"What was that?" Mark asked her as they reached the quiet area by the change machine. He placed the drinks on a nearby ledge.

"I said I want to go home."

"You're not having fun?"

"I am. It's just that I've had enough. And you've got revision tomorrow, don't forget." Sophie squealed in alarm as two students pushed between her and Mark. "Hey, watch who you're shoving!"

"Mark Whitaker?" one of the students, a tall girl with long, red hair and beautiful eyes asked. She spoke with a perky Scottish accent.

"Yeah, yes?" Mark said, turning towards the other student, a friendly-looking bloke in a body warmer with unkempt hair and an apologetic grin. "Sorry, do I know you?"

"No. At least, not yet," the girl cryptically replied. "But that's not important right now. What is important is that you come with us." Behind the girl, Mark could see Sophie glowering with indignation.

"Wh-what for?"

"Friend of yours wants a word," the friendly-looking bloke said confidentially. "In private."

Sophie's mouth opened and closed like a gobsmacked goldfish. "What friend?" Mark questioned.

"You'll find out," the girl whispered enigmatically. "It's a surprise."

"This isn't something to do with Gareth, is it?" Gareth was in the same tutor group as Mark and had a reputation for playing elaborate practical jokes. Mark still hadn't figured out how Gareth had managed to rig that pulley system that dumped ten pounds of chocolate pudding on his and Rebecca's heads a few weeks ago.

"If I say yes, would that make you come with us?"

"No."

"Well, in that case, it has nothing to do with Gareth."

"That's just what he'd tell you to say. Okay, I'll come with you," Mark sighed, against his better judgment. In his experience, Gareth's practical jokes were best got over with as rapidly as possible. "But if this is a rag week stunt, I'm not interested." He took Sophie to one side. "Can you hold on here? I'll be back in five minutes."

"I'm not waiting for you," Sophie pouted, giving the red-haired girl anI-don't-know-who-you-are-but-kindly-drop-deadlook. "Either you come home me right now . . . or you don't."

Mark couldn't think of anything to say. Sophie shot him a furious glance and walked away.

"I'll find you!" Mark called after her, before turning to the red-haired girl. "Okay, let's get this over with. Lead on!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The green lasers whirled through the smoke and over the dancers, giving their faces an alien-like hue. The lightning bolts had become more frequent, crackling over the nearby slot machines.

The Doctor and Alex leaned on the parapet beside Mark. "Let me guess," the Doctor began. "You're here because you want a quiet chat with your former self?"

"How do you know that?"

"It's what anyone would do in your situation. You want to tell him things to look out for, things to avoid. I don't recommend it. I've seen it tried before and it never ends well."

"Who are you to tell me what I can or can't do?"

Alex sucked in a breath. Not a good thing to say to the Doctor.

"I told you." The Doctor regarded him with cool, detached eyes. "I'm the Doctor. I'm—" Alex elbowed him harshly. "We," he hastily corrected, rubbing his side, "are the people who're going to save your life."

"Save my life? From what?"

Feeling a little self-conscious that she hadn't said anything in a while, Alex nodded over to the balcony opposite them. As she did so, the Prodigy track launched into its hyperactive chorus and the lights switched to the strobe effect. The flashing gave everything a jerky, film-like appearance.

"That," she told Mark.

On the balcony stood four of the statues, all staring directly towards him. But, by the flickering of the strobe light, they ceased to be statues any longer. They began to move along the balcony. Two of the Angels stretched over the parapet, searching hungrily for their prey, their necks twisting back and forth, while the other two continued to gaze blankly at Mark.

Something grabbed Mark's arm. He whirled around to see it was the Doctor. "Don't worry," he assured him. "They're not going to attack you. At least, not yet."

Alex sighed. "We really have to work on your bad-news delivering."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Amy led Mark and Rory up another winding stairwell, refusing to admit, even to herself, that she was lost. This place was like a maze designed by a madman. Whenever she thought she was getting somewhere, she ended up back where she started. Or somewhere completely different that justlookedlike back where she started.

"Where are we going?" Mark questioned.

"I told you," Amy said irritably as they passed the offices for theWarwick Boarstudent newspaper for the third time. "It's a surprise."

"You don't know where you're going."

Amy halted, finally at the end of her rope. "Okay. What's the nearest way out?"

"Don't ask me. I've never been around here before."

"What about down there?" Rory suggested, indicating a corridor that branched off to the right. Leaving Mark with Rory, Amy hurried around the corner to see where it would lead.

Two Weeping Angels blocked the way ahead, both frozen in position as they lunged out of the darkness towards her, their mouths open in a vision of hatred.

Amy let out a startled scream and backed away from them, remembering to keep at least one eye wide open at all times. She edged back around the corner and into Rory with a bump. "No, definitely not that way."

"Up the stairs?" he proposed.

Amy glanced towards Rory to see that he had opened the door to another gloomy stairwell. She nodded as confidently as she could. "Up the stairs it is."

While Mark and Rory bounded up the stairs, Amy looked back down the corridor. The two Weeping Angels had turned the corner and stood with their bodies arched, reaching towards her with clawed fingers.

Keeping her eyes fixed on the two statues, and winking her eyes alternately, Amy backed into the stairwell and retreated up the steps as carefully and as quickly as she could.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"But I have to speak to him!" Mark protested.

Alex rolled her eyes. It was moments like this where she truly questioned how the human race had gotten so powerful. She was aware she was starting to sound like the Doctor, but considering the current circ*mstances, it was a valid question.

"Of course you do," the Doctor said sarcastically. He was questioning the superiority of the human race as well. "Never mind the consequences, you just make yourownlife better."

"It's not like that."

"Don't you get it?!" Alex barked. "If you think they sent you here out of the goodness of their hearts, you're crazy! They are here because they think you're going to create a nice big catastrophic space-time event."

"I don't care!" Mark snapped. He'd had enough of the Doctor and Alex, and all the heat and smoke and the noise, and the ever-present prickling sensation in his hand, and those moving statues. He just wanted to be alone.

He moved to walk off, but the Doctor blocked his path. "Oh, for goodness' sakes!" he groaned. "If reasoned argument doesn't succeed, you'll leave me no choice but to resort to brute force."

Mark and Alex stared at him questioningly. "What?" Mark started, but the Doctor thumped him in the face.

Alex's jaw dropped as Mark dropped to the floor, totally out. The Doctor scrambled to catch him and eased him gently down onto the floor. The Doctor ran a hand through his hair as he tried to figure out what to do next. "Alright," he declared. "We have to get him out of here. Ally, you can carry him by one of the shoulders. He's not too big a bloke, so I think you can manage." He turned to Alex, only to see that she was just staring at him. "Ally?"

"I seriously cannot believe you did that. I've only seen you hit someone once." And that had been back in Venice when a guard that slapped her had the unfortunate luck to come into contact with the Doctor.

The Doctor winced, recalling the memory. He had been denying his feelings for Alex then and seeing that she had been injured and then seeing the person who had caused said injury. . . He just snapped. "I don't do it that often."

"Maybe you should."

He raised an eyebrow. "Why's that, then?"

Alex skipped over to him and planted a kiss on his cheek. "Because it's kinda hot."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Mark followed the red-haired girl and the friendly-looking bloke through a fire door and out onto the rooftop terrace. After the heat and stuffiness of the union, it felt good to be outside in the cool night air.

"Rory, keep an eye on the door," the girl ordered. "And whatever you do—"

"Don't blink, I know, I know." The bloke stared at the fire door behind them, frowning in determination as though expecting to see something burst through it at any moment.

Mark looked around at the empty terrace. "You're brought me all the way up here just for this? I'm going back—"

"No. You have to stay put," the bloke told him, edging firmly between Mark and the fire door.

"Actually, Rory, I think we might be okay," the girl revealed. She peered over the terrace parapet, down towards where three students were emerging from the building. No, that wasn't quite right. Only one of them looked like a student. It was a girl with long, light brown hair and blonde highlights, wearing a black jacket, a sparkly gold tank-top, and form-fitting jeans. Even though he couldn't see her face, Mark could tell that she was the effortlessly gorgeous type, like Rebecca.

The other two were definitely not students. The girl was currently helping someone dressed as an old-fashioned professor lug a dazed-looking man of about 40 out of the entrance. Mark couldn't make out their faces either, but he could hear one of them singing 'Bohemian Rhapsody' with drunken enthusiasm.

The red-haired girl darted over to the stairs that lead down from the terrace, checking that the way was clear. "You wait here. Don't go anywhere. And whatever you do, don't follow us."

"Follow you?" Mark scoffed. "As if! You're mad!"

The girl just grinned. "Yeah, that's it, we're bonkers. Anyway, got to love you and leave you." Still grinning, the girl turned and hurried down the stairs. The bloke gave him a long-suffering smile and disappeared after her.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Mark woke to find himself being frogmarched through the campus, one arm around the Doctor's shoulder and the other around Alex's. His forehead throbbed. "Oh God, my head. My head!"

"He had a bit too much to drink," Alex explained as they passed a security guard, thankfully not the same one that had been checking her out earlier. "Just taking him home."

The guard nodded. He'd seen it all before.

Mark began to remember the content of their last conversation. "What did you do to me?" he demanded.

"He punched you in the face," Alex told him, nodding to the Doctor.

"I'm sorry," the Doctor apologized. "I did it as gently as I could."

Mark withdrew his arms from their shoulders and was about to speak when he heard the sound of approaching footsteps. A moment later, Amy and Rory emerged from the shadows, both of them gasping for breath.

"Doctor!" Amy shouted in relief. "Alex! There you guys are!"

"Amy, Rory," the Doctor greeted. "What about—"

"The other Mark?" Rory guessed, rubbing his sides. "We left him on the roof terrace."

"Good, good," the Doctor smiled as Alex giggled at the young Mark's misfortune. "Now we just have to get as much distance between them as possible before—"

"Before?" Amy prodded when he cut himself off.

The Doctor looked back the way they'd come. "Oh dear. Don't look too happy, do they?" The six Weeping Angels stood about twenty meters behind them, caught in the orange glow of a streetlamp. They were all snarling and clawing at the air.

"Not now that we've deprived them of their dinner, no," Alex concluded as the Doctor grabbed her hand.

Amy gulped, reached out for the Doctor and Rory's hands, and together with Mark and Alex, who had snatched up Mark's hand against his will, they arranged themselves so they were all facing the Weeping Angels.

"Back pedal! Fast as you can!" the Doctor cried, taking a long step backwards, pulling Amy and Alex along with him. "And keep looking at them! Whatever you do,keeplooking at them!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Back on the terrace of the students' union building, the 20-year-old Mark gazed across the university campus, considering his next move. He should go and find Sophie. He could already imagine the argument they'd have. Why couldn't she just have fun? Why couldn't she be more like—

"So this is where you've been hiding," a familiar voice teased behind him.

Mark turned to see Bex appear through the fire door. "How did you know I was here?"

"Confession time. I followed you. Who were those people?"

"No idea. They just brought me up here and did a bunk."

Bex joined him at the parapet. She didn't speak for over a minute, and when she did, she began with a laugh, as though what she was about to say shouldn't be taken seriously. "While I've got you alone, there's this thing I've been meaning to get your opinion on."

"Yeah?"

"Something I wasn't sure about."

"Yeah, what is it?"

"This."

Bex turned towards Mark and kissed him on the lips. Mark could barely contain his surprise. He'd never thought she liked him, not like that. But here she was, kissing him in a way that could only mean one thing. Her lips tasted of cherry lip balm and were warm and soft. And then, like waking from a dream, it was over.

"Thatwas the thing you weren't sure about?" Mark stammered. He wasn't completely sure his feet were still on the ground; he would have to look down to check.

"I just wanted to know what it would be like."

"And so now you know."

"Yeah."

"Revolting right?"

"Oh yeah," Bex agreed. "And for you?"

"I'm feeling a bit sick just thinking about it."

"Probably not a good idea to do it again, then."

"No."

And then Mark kissed her. Longer than the first time, Mark holding her against him, gently stroking the back of her neck. Until, too soon, she released him.

"Nope, still revolting," Bex sniffed.

"For me too. I really need to brush my teeth to get rid of the taste."

Bex turned away in embarrassment and brushed her hair behind her ear. "I'm sorry. I know you're with Sophie, it's just, well . . . I don't think she knows what she has. God, does that make me a bitch to say that?"

"Probably, but I forgive you."

"Speaking of which, you should probably go and find her," Bex advised, a sad smile on her face.

Mark realized that the moment, whatever it had meant, had passed, and now it was time to return to reality.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Doc, they're catching up!" Alex reported. She tightened her grip on his hand. Logically, she knew he would get them out of this. He always did. But it often took him a long time to do and right now, she was praying for a fast, effective solution.

"Yes," the Doctor whispered, his voice getting snarky as the situation's intensity increased. "Please let me know when they catch up and kill us, I'd hate not to notice!" Alex felt the strong urge to roll her eyes but shoved it aside as she concentrated on the Weeping Angels.

They'd walked backwards for what felt like a mile, bumping against walls and roadside barriers along the way. The problem was, whenever one of the Angels slipped out of sight, it would nip around the buildings in an attempt to cut them off. Now, although all six Angels were in plain sight, they were so spread out that it was impossible to look at more than one at a time. And there were only five of them to do the looking.

"It's no good," Amy moaned. Each time she looked back at one of them, it had advanced a little closer, its mouth wide, its tongue tasting the air, its face twisted in an expression of utter evil.

She heard the sound of an approaching vehicle behind her. Its brakes squealed as it slowed to a halt, followed by a hydraulic whoosh.

Amy's back pressed against a glass window. Without thinking, she turned. She'd backed into a bus stop. A warmly lit bus waited at the curb. It was like a sign from God that they were meant to get away! At least, that was what Alex might say, she being the most religious of the group. Amy spun back to face the Angels. They were now only two meters away.

"Doctor. The bus. . ."

The Doctor nodded his understanding. "Okay. With me, three, two, one,move!"

Amy and Alex whirled around and sprinted as fast as they could towards the bus. As she ran, Alex thanked God that she could run in heels. Still, she really needed to rethink all those heels in her closet. The girls leapt on board, followed by Rory, Mark, and finally, the Doctor. He patted his pockets while the girls dashed over to the window. The six Angels stood frozen alongside the bus, reaching towards it with outstretched hands. But they could see them all at once, just about. So long as they both didn't accidentally blink, that is.

"Hello," they heard the Doctor say to the bus driver. "You probably want money, don't you?"

Hurry, Doc,Alex mentally urged him. Why didn't he ever have money on him? It was ridiculous! As the richest TARDIS member, she would happily pay for stuff if she could. Too bad she couldn't get control of her inheritance for four more years. And who knew how much of it would be left by then thanks to her horrible grandmother?

Alex inwardly shook her head.Focus, Alexandria!

Out of the corner of her eye, she could see that Rory was also watching the Angels, so Alex turned to watch the Doctor dig a variety of odd-looking objects from his pockets; a banana, a squeaky rubber telephone, a copy ofThe Venusian Book of Calm. She was pretty sure he’d had money for their date tonight, but had probably ditched it back at the TARDIS, deeming it unimportant for the adventure ahead.

Then, much to her relief, Mark shoved the Doctor out of the way and handed the driver a banknote. "Here."

The driver took the note and his eyes practically popped out of his head. "Fifty quid?"

"Keep the change!" Alex called. "It's your birthday, go crazy!"

The driver shrugged, closed the doors, and the bus jerked forward. Alex and Amy watched the Angels through the window, still frozen in the same positions at the bus stop, now grasping towards nothing but empty road.

"We made it!" Rory whooped. "We made it!"

"Only just," Alex said wearily.

"We were lucky," the Doctor muttered in agreement as he slumped into a seat. He reached out for Alex's wrist and tugged her down onto his lap. Alex curled into him and placed her head into the crook of his shoulder. This allowed her a nice whiff of his musky cologne and she inhaled it deeply, relishing in the comfort it provided.

Still, despite the comfort she now felt, her anxiety towards the creatures chasing them wasn't entirely gone. "But the Angels won't give up," she murmured.

The Doctor nodded. They both suddenly looked very tired, their expressions grave. "No," he said as he tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. "This has only just begun."

Notes:

A/N: I gotta say, I love all the '90s references in this book. I added in the names of the artists of the songs named in this chapter just in case anyone was curious.

Chapter 15: Touched by an Angel Part 4

Notes:

A/N: This adventure is from the BBC New Adventures book, Touched by an Angel, by Jonathan Morris. Lines of dialogue and description have been copied out just as they are in the book for authenticity's sake, but I took liberties with some descriptive parts and 'he said, she said' parts. I do not own Touched by an Angel by Jonathan Morris.

Chapter Text

June 12th, 1994

"So what exactly are these 'Weeping Angels'?" Mark asked.

The Doctor sliced his sausage and skewered it with his fork. But rather than eating it, he waved it in the air for emphasis. "The most malevolent creatures in the history of the universe," he answered. "Nothing gives them greater pleasure than to watch a lesser species suffer. And to them we arealllesser species."

"And they feed by sending people back in time?"

"Usually." The Doctor took a bite of the sausage. "But these Angels are different. They feed on timeparadoxes. The more potentialramifications, the better. Ramifications, love that word. Rory, could you write it down for me?"

"Still not your secretary," Rory reminded him.

"Vacancy's still open." For a few moments, they all sat in silence in the hotel restaurant they had decided to congregate at, the only sound an occasional clatter of cutlery from the kitchen. "Which is why," the Doctor announced, finishing his breakfast, "which iswhy, we have to take you home, Mark Whitaker."

"But if the Angels want a paradox," Amy jumped in, "why go to all the trouble of bringing Mark here? Why not just change history themselves?"

"Because that would make them apart ofthe paradox, they'd end up feeding on their own timelines."

Alex pushed the remains of her sunny-side up eggs around her plate. "They need someone else to do their dirty work for them," she elaborated before sticking a piece of egg in her mouth. She chewed and swallowed it down before adding, "That way, they remain outside the chain of cause and effect." She looked at the Doctor expectantly. "Am I right?"

He smiled. "You haven't been wrong yet, Ally."

"Except for what made the Siren appear."

The Doctor made a dismissive gesture. "Don't blame yourself for that, it was both our faults. All worked out in the end though."

Alex smiled softly, remembering the stellar chocolate-filled kisses they'd shared. "That's true."

"What if Ican'tgo back?" Mark interjected, bringing them back to the matter at hand.

The Doctor wiped his lips with a napkin while Alex placed her fork down and raised an eyebrow. They leaned forward. "What do you mean, 'can't'?" they demanded.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The supermarket bustled with Sunday shoppers, mothers with pushchairs and fathers with trolleys. None of them paid any attention to the blue police box parked beside theFireman Samride. But Mark couldn't take his eyes off it. It was the same police box he'd seen flying through the air after his train. The Doctor's time machine.

"Let me get this straight," the Doctor said, leaning proprietorially against the door, Alex curled into his side. "You received a letter sent from yourfuture self?"

Mark nodded. "I received it the day I traveled back, just before I met you and the Angel."

"How do you know the letter came from you?" Amy asked.

"Because my name was at the bottom."

"Oh."

"And it was in my handwriting."

"In your handwriting," the Doctor repeated, mulling over each word in turn.

"And so was the name on the envelope."

"Can we see it?" Alex requested. "The letter?"

"I-I don't have it anymore," Mark stammered.

The Doctor and Alex's jaws dropped. "You LOST it?!" they shouted. Howstupidwas this guy?!

"I put it in a safety deposit box. In London. Didn't want it falling into the wrong hands."

"How very public-spirited of you," the Doctor quipped dryly. He gave Mark a dark look. "So what was in this 'letter' written in your handwriting?"

"A list of instructions, telling me things I should do, investments I should make, and things I should do to make sure that history remained on track."

"Such as?" Alex prodded.

"Such as. . . Well, when I was 22 or 23, I went on holiday to Rome. While I was there, I lost my wallet. It had all my money in it, credit cards, everything. I retraced my steps, but I couldn't find it anywhere. But when I got back to the hotel, it turned out that somebody had already handed it in."

"But anybody could've done that," Rory argued, skepticism wreaking his voice. "What makes you think it was you?"

Alex immediately figured it out. "Because there was no way anyone other than him would know which hotel he was staying at."

"Exactly!" Mark exclaimed, pointing at her. "I didn't really question it at the time, I was just glad to have it back."

"So thisletter," the Doctor said, his tone making it clear that he wasn't a hundred percent sure that a letter even existed, "tells you to be in Rome, on a certain street, on a certain day, so you can pick up your former self's wallet and deliver it to his hotel?"

"Yes!" Mark spoke defiantly. "That's it, that sort of thing."

"A Sally Sparrow survival kit," the Doctor muttered. Amy and Rory raised their eyebrows in confusion, but Alex simply nodded in agreement. The Doctor had told her about Sally Sparrow and his first encounter with the Weeping Angels. And they had been just as evil and menacing then as they were now. The Doctor ran a hand through his hair. "And if you're not there to do it, you'll be changing your own past."

"Exactly. Which is just what you said I shouldn't do, because—"

"Because it would create a paradox," Alex finished. She leaned her head back against the TARDIS doors, smelling just the lightest whiff of smoke. As if sensing her frustration, the machine hummed beneath her reassuringly.

The Doctor thrust open the doors of the police box and gestured for Mark to step inside. "I'll take you there now in the TARDIS. Sorry about the smoke smell. There was a slight incident."

"Hardly slight," Rory grumbled.

Mark hesitantly peered in. Within, he could see an impossibly large, orange-lit Aladdin's cave, a central altar with a glass column and stairwells leading off into vaulted antechambers. It hummed with energy. Mark was tempted to enter but held back.

"That wasn't the only thing I had to do," he revealed. "There were others."

"What interests me," the Doctor began, narrowing his eyes, "is why you'd evenwantto stay here in the past."

"Why I'd want to?"

"Yes."

"Isn't that what anyone would do, given the chance?" Mark looked to Amy, Rory, and Alex for signs of support, but failed to get any.

"No," Alex deadpanned. "I rather like laptops and iPods andCastlemarathons on TV."

"She's right," the Doctor agreed. He paused to examine theFireman Samride, having only just noticed it, before continuing. "That isn't whatanyonewould do. Oh, I grant you, everyone would like to go back into the past for a day or two. Check out some bands, see a few shows, pick up a few first editions. The past is like a foreign country. Nice to visit, but you wouldn't want to live there."

"So why do you?" Alex inquired. She narrowed her eyes, the copper irises turning into ominous, threatening slits.

"I just do," Mark replied, shifting slightly under Alex's gaze. He paused to decide how much he should tell them. "Look, in 2011, I don't exactly have a lot to live for, all right? So, I think I have a chance of a happier life if I stay here. It is my choice, after all."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The Doctor leaned over the console, staring at the central column. He exhaled a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding, then slammed his palm against the console in anger. "Humans," he griped, muttering under his breath. He turned to Alex. "You're the same species as him, what do you think?"

"He's lying through his teeth," Alex said promptly. "It wassoobvious."

"I don't believe him either," Amy chimed in. She glanced out the TARDIS doors, to where she could see Mark sitting on one of the wooden benches by the fire engine ride.

"And you?" the Doctor asked Rory.

"I agree with Amy and Alex. I don't trust him either."

"Nevertheless, he was right. If he isn't here to fulfill all the tasks in that letter he sent himself . . . that would be another paradox."

"If there evenissuch a letter," Rory reminded him.

"Yeah," Amy agreed. "He was obviously lying. It was written all over his face."

"Perhaps," Alex mused. "But I got the sense that the story about the wallet in Rome was true. It . . . just had that grain of truth to it." Having been in theater for so long, she could tell when things sounded rehearsed or not. Mark's voice wasn't flat like it had been practiced over and over again. It wasn't much, but it was all she had to go on.

"Yeah, I got that too," the Doctor admitted. "And only he knows precisely where and when to be." He flicked a couple of switches in irritation. "We've got no choice. He has to stay."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The Doctor, Amy, Alex, and Rory emerged from the police box, the Doctor looking subdued. "You can stay," he announced. "Under certain conditions."

"What conditions?"

"Number one. Only follow the instructions in the letter you sent to yourself. You are not to influence history in any way. Even the slightest deviation could bedisastrous."

"Okay, I understand."

"Not finished yet," Alex told him. She eyed him closely as she said, "Rule number two. You are not to talk to, approach, or communicate with your younger self. You keep out of his way at all costs."

"And the same goes for any friends, relatives, colleagues, or lovers," the Doctor finished. "You cannot haveanycontact."

Mark felt a twinge of guilt. "Not to make contact. Right."

"We mean it. Just one word, one telephone call, one postcard, and you'll alter the course of your own timeline. No. Wait." The Doctor groaned. "Who was it? Who did you speak to?"

"No one."

"No, youmust'vespoken to someone. I detected wibbliness."

Mark raised an eyebrow at him, absently wondering if this man was sane or not. "Wibbliness?"

"It's what first attracted the attention of the Weeping Angel. Who was it?"

"I may have . . . visited my mother."

"Your MOTHER?!" the Doctor exclaimed, opening his mouth wide in astonishment.

"Just to say hello."

"Just to say hello?!"

"Yes."

"In his defense, Doc," Alex jumped in, "he didn't know about the conditions then." Though common sense should have taken care of that in their absence.

"Well, I hope that's all you said. Because if you didn't. . ." The Doctor stroked his chin thoughtfully. "What I think is, you've had a very lucky escape, because whatever you said, it can't have made any significant impact. Or you wouldn't be sitting here right now."

It took a few moments for Mark to realize the implications of the Doctor's words. What he'd said to his mother, trying to convince her to make his father get a check-up, it hadn't changed a thing. His father would still die in three and a half years' time.

"I recommend you stay as far away from your younger self as possible just to be on the safe side," the Doctor advised. "Get out of the country if necessary. Belgium, IrecommendBelgium. And I never thought I'd saythat."

"Any more conditions?"

"Condition number three." The Doctor clapped his hands like a university lecturer warming to his theme. "You are not to tell anyone you are from the future. Not even as a joke. As far as anyone from this time period is concerned, you were born . . . how old are you, Mark?"

"Thirty-seven."

"You were born thirty-seven years ago. You can keep the same birthday if you like. But you have not traveled in time. If anyone asks, you think the whole notion is just science fiction."

"Right."

"You'll need a new identity. I'll leave the details to you. Keep your head down. Don't do anything to arouse suspicion. Don't get married, don't have children."

"I don't see why—"

"Isn't it obvious?" Amy interrupted before Alex could. "Because if you end up getting married to some girl, you might be changing history because she should've got married to somebody else."

"All right, I agree, I agree!" Mark cried, so loudly that passing shoppers turned to look at the disturbance. "Don't get involved."

The Doctor patted his jacket pockets. "Do you need money?"

Alex rolled her eyes. "Like you ever have money."

The Doctor gave her a glare and was about to retort when Mark spoke up. "I have money," he revealed. "The envelope I sent to myself contained six thousand pounds."

The Doctor whistled in admiration, then frowned. "Sorry, is that quite a lot?"

"Yes," Alex sighed, rolling her eyes once more.

"It's enough to last me a few months," Mark reported. "Is it okay for me to get a job?"

"So long as it's not Prime Minister, yes," the Doctor confirmed, breaking into a smile. "Speaking of which, that letter of yours. You have to remember to send it to yourself."

"I won't forget. I'll keep it safe, and then send it—"

"No. You mustn't send theoriginalletter. That wouldn't make sense."

"You need to copy it," Alex informed him. "A handwritten copy, identical in every way and detail.Thenyou send yourself the copy."

"The copy, right."

The Doctor tapped out a rhythm on the top of Fireman Sam's fire engine. "Well, I think that's everything. Oh . . . and one last thing."

"Yes?"

"Watch out for the Angels. As long as you behave yourself, you should be quite safe. The Angels are only going to be drawn to you if there's the possibility of a paradox. And if youdosee the Angels, that means you're on the brink of creating a paradox, so whatever you're doing, stop."

"You're sure they won't come after me?"

"They won't waste energy chasing you unless there's a meal for them at the end of it," Alex assured him.

Mark wasn't convinced but didn't want to press the point. "If you say so."

"Good luck." The Doctor shook Mark's hand and waited by the police box with Alex. Rory gave Mark an encouraging slap on the back while Amy gave him an encouraging kiss on the cheek.

"Be a good boy," Amy said to him, before following Rory into the police box.

The Doctor and Alex lingered on the threshold. "Don't draw attention to yourself," the Doctor reminded him. "Don't contact your former self. Anddon't, whatever you do,change history." Alex gave him a slight smile, but Mark saw the uneasiness in her eyes as she tried to figure him out. Then, without another word, they disappeared inside, shutting the door behind them. The lamp on top of the box flashed and, with a wheezing, groaning sound, the police box faded from view.

He'd convinced them. Well, Alex seemed skeptical of him, but that was okay. She'd never figure out what he was really up to. Mark patted his coat pocket, feeling the reassuring weight of the padded envelope. He opened it and checked the list of instructions, reminding himself what he had to do. First, get a fake ID. He had ready cash, so it shouldn't be difficult.

The fingers of his right hand tingled for the first time since the previous night.

"Thanks for coming with me, Mark," said a familiar voice. Mark turned to see Sophie and his younger self emerge from the supermarket, both laden down with plastic bags full of groceries. Mark ducked behind theFireman Samride, keeping out of sight.

"Don't mention it, good to get out of the house," Mark's younger self replied. "Besides, I feel bad about abandoning you last night."

"You're forgiven," Sophie assured him. "But don't do it again."

"Okay, cup of tea, then back to the exciting world of contract law," Mark's younger self joked. His older self watched him walk out into the parking lot with Sophie.

The tingling in his hand faded until there was no sensation at all. Suddenly there was a brief flapping sound from overhead like the sound of a large bird taking off. But when Mark looked up at the supermarket roof, there was nothing there.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

April 2nd, 1995

Mark poured the last of the white wine into the plastic cup and lay back on the blanket. Above him, vapor trails crossed the sky. Trees rustled in the breeze and ducks flapped and quacked on the river. In the distance, Warwick Castle rose from the woodland, imposing and ancient.

Becky – she no longer liked to be called Bex – lay beside him, tickling his neck with a grass stem. "So, where's Sophie today?" she inquired idly, rolling over to lean on her elbows.

"Gone home to her parents. No reason."

"What do you mean, no reason?"

"I mean, we haven't had an argument or anything."

"Wasn't suggesting you had."

Mark took a sip of wine. He hadn't had an argument with Sophie because in order to have an argument, you had to be speaking, and at the moment, they weren't. He'd sent Sophie an apologetic email from the computer center but had yet to receive a reply.

A couple of joggers bounced past, listening to portable CD players. "What about Anthony?" Mark asked. Anthony was Becky's latest boyfriend. He had a face that, in Mark's opinion, resembled a pink potato.

Becky leisurely thumbed through her battered copy ofCaptain Corelli's Mandolin. "Rugby match. Said he might join us later, but he won't."

"Right." Mark stretched back, trying not to think about Anthony, or Sophie, or work, instead trying to lose himself in the blueness of the sky.

Becky gave up on her book. "Forgive me, none of my business, but you're not getting on with Sophie, are you?"

"Yeah, you're right."

"So what've you done wrong this time?"

"No, you're right that it's none of your business."

Becky pouted. "I don't know why you put up with her. Sorry to be blunt, but she makes you unhappy, Mark. It's like, on your own, you're quite a nice guy, but whenever you're with her, you just sit there,glowering."

"Do I?" Mark asked, even though he knew Becky had hit the nail on the head. He didn't enjoy spending time with Sophie anymore. It had become an obligation to be endured.

"You should find someone else. Someone you actually get on with."

"I would, but you're taken, alas, alas," Mark said mockingly.

"You had your chance, as I recall. That night, on the roof of the union. . ."

"I remember." Mark finished his wine. "God, if Sophie knew I was talking to you like this. . ."

"What?"

"Oh, she has this idea in her head that I would rather be going out with you."

"Well,obviously," Becky joked. "I mean, I'm sane, she's a control freak. Is that why she's always so unfriendly?"

"Yo, dudes," Lucy called, clumping up to them with a smile and a clinking carrier bag. Despite the heat, she wore her usual black t-shirt, jeans, and combat boots. Her girlfriend, a shy, bookish girl called Emma, followed in her wake. "Did you miss us?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

February 17th, 1996

"Well, this is embarrassing," Becky groaned.

Mark was lying in an unfamiliar bed in an unfamiliar bedroom. On the opposite wall hung a Monet print and a corkboard pinned with Polaroid's of parties, pets, and holidays. A window looked out onto the cold, drizzly morning. And Becky was sitting on the bed beside him. He could see her back, so smooth and pale, her shoulder blades, her spine. Then she pulled a baggy t-shirt over her head and tugged on a pair of jeans. "I suppose, civilized thing, do you fancy coffee? Or tea? We're out of milk."

"Black coffee's fine." Mark blinked, his eyes stinging as he'd slept with his contact lenses in. "What's embarrassing?"

"What do you think? Last night."

Mark remembered. "Oh."

Yesterday had been a bad day. He'd gotten fired from his job in telesales, a job which he loathed, but that wasn't the point. He'd never been fired from a job before. After splitting up with Sophie – at long last, hallelujah – he'd moved in with Rajeev. While he had yet to get a placement with a solicitor since graduation, all his friends still lived in Coventry and the surrounding area. But while they studied for PhDs, he drifted from one dead-end job to another.

He'd gone to Becky's for tea and sympathy. They'd talked for a while, about Anthony, and how Becky hardly ever saw him since he'd gotten a job in Manchester. Then Becky had boiled some pasta, he'd popped out to the off-license, and they'd spent the evening curled up on the sofa watchingCybill,Friends, andFrasier. By the time Channel 4 got toThe Girlie Show, they'd gotten to the kissing and unbuttoning stage.

"What are you saying?" Mark asked now, feeling his stomach churn. "You regret it?"

"Of course I regret it. Hello! Don't you?"

"No."

"Thanks," Becky said sarcastically as she inspected herself in the mirror. "Thanks a lot, Mark. Make it complicated."

"Look, I know you're with Anthony, it's just . . . well, I don't think he knows what he has." Mark was aware he was echoing something Becky had once said to him. "Don't worry, it'll stay just between us."

"There is nous. It was just a, just a silly—"

"Mistake?"

"Your word, not mine. I was going to say 'one-off'. Let's just try to forget it ever happened, okay?" Becky whipped the duvet from the bed. "Now I don't want to be rude or anything, but I think you should go. I've got loads of stuff to do today and I don't need you hanging around."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Mark ran the conversation over and over again in his head, trying to work out where he'd gone wrong, what he should have said. He sat alone in the kitchen, drinking instant coffee, watchingThe Chart Showon Becky's portable television. Apparently, The Lighthouse Family felt 'Lifted'. Mark didn't share their optimism and turned it off.

"When you're finished," Becky told him, pausing on her way to the door in a thick coat, scarf, and beanie hat, "make sure the door locks behind you."

"Don't you think we should talk?"

"About what?"

"About what happened."

"There's nothing to talk about," Becky dismissed. "Goodbye, Mark." She left, the door slamming shut behind her.

Mark finished his breakfast, washed up the mug and bowl, pulled on his jacket, and braved the outside world. Speckles of snow fluttered in the blustery air. The snow wasn't settling though. Instead, it was just melting and making the pavement sludgy and gray.

Something had changed between him and Becky. The warm feeling of trust, of private jokes and shared confidences had been replaced by a feeling as cold as this February morning.

Mark huddled his hands into his pockets and headed for home, thinking about the fact that he'd lost his best friend in the world.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Inside the TARDIS, the Doctor cranked the dematerialization handle and darted around the console, making an adjustment here, typing in a new setting there, all the while glancing at a folded sheet of paper.

"So that's it?" Amy said, trying to attract his attention through the glass of the central column. "You're just trusting him, leaving him in the past?"

"Not quite," the Doctor replied, grimacing as he pulled a particularly stiff lever. "I'm slaving the navigation systems to the contents of Mark Whitaker's CV."

"What does that mean?" Rory asked.

"Curriculum Vitae. It's Latin. Would've thought you'd have known that."

"No, Doc, he meant what 'slaving the navigation systems' means," Alex clarified.

"Oh. Thank you, Ally. It means the TARDIS is going to follow Mark through the course of his life. Young Mark, I mean. Wherever he is, the TARDIS won't be far away. Multi-dimensionally speaking."

"You're using the TARDIS to keep tabs on him?" Amy summarized.

"Which means that if thereareany disturbances in his timeline, the TARDIS will put us down nearby."

"Disturbances?" Amy repeated. "You mean if old Mark doesn't behave himself—"

"Exactly," the Doctor nodded. "If at any point he crosses his younger self's path or attempts to change the course of history . . . we'll be there to stop him."

"But hang on," Rory frowned. "You said that whenever there's a build-up of potential time energy, the Weeping Angels will be drawn to it like moths to a flame."

"He did," Alex said solemnly. "Which is why we have to get to him first."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

December 16th, 1997

"Mark!"

It took the 24-year-old Mark a couple of seconds to register that someone had called out his name. He turned, searching the shopping precinct for a familiar face. There were pensioners in heavy coats, young families with pushchairs, teenagers with Santa hats and rucksacks, all of them wielding bulging shopping bags. A brass band pumped out a festive carol.

But even with the brisk sense of excitement in the air, even with the silvery webs of lights overhead, even with the combined efforts of Slade, Wizzard, and Wham!, Mark didn't feel full of Christmas cheer. He felt numb, miserable, and anxious.

Until he saw Becky stride out of the crowd towards him, her face beaming. She wore a fluffy cream-colored hat and scarf, her cheeks flushed from the cold. "Mark!" she repeated before hugging him. "What are you doing here?"

Mark lifted his two bulging shopping bags. "Guess."

"Me too. God, Christmas is a nightmare." Becky studied his face. "Something's different about you. What is it? Don't tell me. No, I give up, tell me."

"New glasses," Mark answered, though they weren't new. He'd got them six months earlier.

"They suit you," Becky said earnestly. "Groovy, baby! Look, do you fancy going for a coffee? I think that if I don't get out of the crowd, I might literally murder someone."

"Yeah, sounds great," Mark agreed. Becky guided him through the crowd, past Woolworths with its cardboard cut-out Teletubbies, and past the large, stone fountain, where the rushing water glittered in ever-changing colors.

Becky paused at the fountain, disconcerted. "Hey, since when did they put the statues here?"

Mark shrugged. He'd never really noticed them before. Six stone statues of angels in robes had been placed around the edge of the pool, facing outwards. Except they were all covering their faces with their hands.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

They stepped into the steamy warmth of the coffee shop, greeted by the chorus of 'Never Ever' on the radio. "Coffee?" Becky asked. "Let me remember. Black, no sugar?"

"Yep," Mark confirmed.

"Grab us a seat, can you? I'll get these."

While Becky paid for and collected the two cups, Mark found a couple of padded seats in the corner by the window.

"So," Becky said, carefully placing the coffees on the table on top of a discarded copy ofThe European. "News. Tell me everything." She shrugged off her coat and took the seat opposite. Mark studied her for a moment. She looked different. She'd had her hair cut short and dyed red with a blonde streak, like the girl fromThis Life, and wore more lipstick and eyeliner.

"Not a lot, really," Mark told her. "Still working for the housing association. Boring, but it pays the rent, just about. Still looking for a practice that'll take me on. You?"

"Oh, you know, dissertation rumbles on. Okay, that's work out of the way. What about everything else? Are you still with that girl, what was her name?"

"Jenny. Yeah, we're still together." He'd met her on his first day at the Housing Association. They were both temping in the same office and found they both needed someone sane to talk to. Jenny was very . . . determined. It had been her idea for Mark to change his glasses, along with most of his clothes. Mark sometimes wondered if she even had a sense of humor. Whenever he made a joke, she would just look at him as though he had let her down somehow.

"And it's going okay?"

"Yeah, it's good. We haven't moved in together yet but it's, you know, inevitable."

"Wow. Sounds serious. How long has it been, then?"

"Nearly a year."

"A year? God, I'm so out of date." Becky blew the foam off her coffee and took a sip. "When I last saw you, you'd just started going out. She is the one with no sense of humor, right?"

"Yeah," Mark laughed. Becky had met Jenny, very briefly, at Lucy's birthday party in March. He could still remember the argument he'd had with Jenny on the way home. It had been their first big argument. The first of many.

But while that had been the last time Becky had seen him, it hadn't been the last time he'd seen her. The last time he'd seen her, she'd been chatting with some people he didn't know at Rajeev's going-home party in July. He'd watched her from the other side of the room but for some reason he couldn't bring himself to go up to her. What would he say? After that night in February, they hadn't had a proper conversation. He always felt self-conscious and resentful, and she always gave the impression she would much rather be somewhere else.

"And what about you?" he asked. "Still with Anthony?"

"Oh, yeah. He's still keen, bless him. We're doing Christmas at his parents." Becky grimaced. "Which will beagony. I don't think they regard me as daughter-in-law material. What about you, what are you doing?"

"I'm going home, to spend it with my parents."

"Oh, that sounds nice."

"Not really. My. . ." Then it all came out in a rush. "My dad had a heart attack two weeks ago, he didn't die, but they've had to take him into hospital for observation, because it might happen again, and so . . . and so I've taken as much time off work as I can, I'm going down tonight, it looks like he's going to be spending Christmas in the hospital, and so I have to be there for Mum because, on the phone, she sounds like she's trying not to cry and, so, yeah, that's what I'm doing this Christmas." Mark picked up a tissue and rubbed it into the corners of his eyes.

"Oh, my God. I'm so sorry." Becky gave him a sympathetic smile, and suddenly, Mark felt like he was with the old Bex again.

"Mum was always on at him to go for a check-up. Apparently some relative in Canada had a heart attack when they were his age. But he never got around to it, always too busy. Anyway, Christmas shopping." Mark swallowed the lump in his throat. "What a nightmare, eh?"

"Yeah," Becky said, rubbing his fingers. "Look, if you ever need someone to talk to. . ."

Mark felt the touch of metal and looked down to see the engagement ring on Becky's finger. Becky saw that Mark had noticed it and withdrew her hand.

"'Not daughter-in-law material'," Mark repeated. "I should've picked up on that. Congratulations."

"Thanks."

"So when's the wedding?"

"Oh, not for ages. Anthony's parents want to organize this massive do. They've actually been watchingFour Weddingson video and taking notes. I think they're waiting on St. Paul's Cathedral becoming available. You're invited. Obviously. You and what's her name, Jenny. If you're still together."

"What is it with you and trying to split me up with my girlfriends?" Mark joked.

"I just think none of them are good enough for you, that's all."

"Yeah. Which reminds me." He dug in his pocket for his new mobile phone and switched it on. One missed call, one new message. From Jenny, telling him to meet her at her office at four, that she loved him and not to be late, x. Mark checked the time. Half past four.

Mark finished the rest of his coffee. "Look, I've got to go. It was lovely seeing you, Becky."

"Lovely seeing you too, Mark. One thing you should know before you go, though."

"Yeah?" Mark pulled on his coat and grabbed his shopping bags.

"No one calls me Becky anymore. It's Rebecca." She stood up as though to shake his hand. But instead, she laughed and gave him a stiff hug. "And what I said, about phoning me, I meant it. Oh, and you left your paper." She handed him the discarded copy ofThe European.

"Not mine."

"Oh," she said, taking it back. As she did, a lottery ticket slid from its pages. Rebecca examined it. "Hey, it's for tomorrow." She pressed it into his hand. "You have it. You never know." She put on the deep voice of the television advert. "'It could be you'."

Mark slipped the ticket into his pocket. "Yeah. Anyway. Have to, you know." He walked over to the door and out into the chilly, damp, and oh-so Christmassy shopping precinct.

But he couldn't help looking back at Rebecca, sipping her coffee in the window. And then he noticed a tingling sensation in his right hand, the same feeling he'd had on the night they'd first kissed.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Rebecca drained her coffee, thinking about Mark. He looked like he hadn't slept for days, his eyes were red from crying and, God, those glasses really didn't suit him. She'd wanted to kiss him and tell him everything would be all right, but she'd held back.

And then she noticed the man standing at her table.

For a moment she thought Mark had come back, until she realized it wasn't him. The man looked familiar, but she couldn't place where from. He looked about 40, with a deep tan and tinted glasses. "Forgot my paper," he explained, collectingThe Europeanand turning to go.

"Hey!" Rebecca called. "There was a lottery ticket, I'm sorry, my friend took it, we thought—"

"It's okay. He probably needs it more than I do." The man smiled and left, just as the coffee shop radio began to play the opening chords of 'Angels'.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

After their mad escape from the Angels, everyone on the TARDIS was tired, even the Doctor, though he wouldn't admit it. Therefore, Alex had managed to persuade the Doctor in allowing them a little time to rest and recharge before they went back to help Mark. Being so wrapped around her finger, he'd agreed.

"See you in a few hours," Amy waved as she and Rory headed into their room.

Alex nodded and went back down the hall to her room. She ran a hand through her hair. She was pretty tired, thankfully not as much as she had been after her little fit on Vivuldi. She shuddered slightly, remembering the cutting, tearing pain that had run through her body like a wild-fire.

Don't think about that, Alexandria,she scolded herself. She turned the corner that led to her room and the control room. As she’d expected, the Doctor was leaning against the doorframe to her room.

Alex smiled and hurried over to him. His arms automatically opened, and Alex curled into them. She rested her head against his chest, the double heartbeats sounding soothing against her ear.

"You okay?" the Doctor asked as he kept his arms wrapped around her. She was so small in his grasp. It was like a gust of wind could blow her away and his arms were shields keeping her in place.

"I'm fine," Alex dismissed. She knew that he was worried about her having another attack. She'd only had two so far, and that had been weeks ago. Still, that didn't stop him from constantly examining her before and after they left the TARDIS and trying to find the calmest, most peaceful planets possible to take them to so she wouldn't have to worry about having an attack when they were running for their lives.

"Promise?" he checked.

"Promise. May God strike me down dead if I'm lying."

The Doctor laughed. "Let's hope He doesn't do that. I'd be very cross and out for revenge."

Alex giggled and pulled away from his grasp to open her door. The lights in her chandelier had been perfectly dimmed and the bed covers already turned down. She patted the wall in thanks and went in, not bothering to close the door. The Doctor continued to lean against the doorframe, content to watch her.

She kicked off her heels and stuck them in the walk-in closet. She pulled her jacket off and laid it on the dresser before removing her earrings and bracelets. As always, she left the sonic necklace on. She then walked across the room and climbed into bed, pulling the sheets and comforter over her. Alex closed her eyes as her body relaxed into the mattress.

She looks like an angel,the Doctor thought. He was aware that this was completely and totally sappy, but he couldn't bring himself to care. It was the truth. She looked beautiful when she slept. Actually, she was beautiful all the time. It didn't matter what she looked like on self-proclaimed bad hair days or when she grumbled about having a zit; to him, she always looked effortlessly put-together, eternally perfect.

"Okay, are you being purposefully stupid right now, or did you really not get that the sole reason I left my door open was so that you could come join me?" The Doctor jumped as Alex spoke. She opened her eyes, exposing brilliant copper irises that twinkled in the dim light. She scooted to the other side of the bed and patted the free space beside her.

The Doctor didn't need any more encouragement. Quick as a wink, he entered the room and shut the door. He shook his jacket off and tossed it onto the leather couch. He kicked his boots off and tugged his bowtie off, placing it on the nightstand next to a copy ofInfinityglassby Myra McEntire. He frowned and picked it up.

"Is this the same author who wrote that atrocious time-traveling story you read me?" he asked as he sat down on the bed.

"Yep. Same series too."

He quickly flipped through the book. "Wrong," he scoffed. "All of it. Though that Hallie's quite a character, isn't she?"

"I'm partial to the romance," Alex confessed. "All whirl-wind, intense, and passionate. . ." She raised an eyebrow. "Sound familiar?"

He chuckled and set the book back on the nightstand. "Yes, but maybe not the whirl-wind part."

"No, that took time." Alex snuggled closer to him as he fully laid out on the mattress, tugging the sheets and comforter over him.

"Yes," he agreed. He wrapped one of his arms around Alex’s waist to pull her closer to him. "Glad it did though." Smiling, he placed a kiss on her forehead.

Too bad it was your death that finally got us together,Alex thought, but didn't say. Trying to distract herself from these unpleasant thoughts, she laid her head on his chest. "When do we visit Mark again?" she asked as she closed her eyes and concentrated on the soothing beats of his hearts.

The Doctor ran his hand through her hair. The mild tension he'd been carrying around all day lifted at the feeling of her soft hair against his rough skin. "Probably in Rome. Make sure the wallet stealing and returning goes off without a hitch."

"I don't trust him," Alex confided. "He's up to something. He has an ulterior motive. I know he does."

The Doctor sighed. "You're not alone in that feeling, love. Mark Whitaker's planning something alright."

Alex smiled and giggled a little. He frowned. "What's so funny?"

"Nothing," Alex said, though since she was still giggling, her answer wasn't very believable. Knowing this, she paused, thinking of how best to phrase her thoughts. "It's just. . . I like you calling me that. Love. You should do it more often."

He smiled down at her. Ever so carefully so as to keep her from moving, he bent his head down and pressed a kiss to the top of her head. "Deal."

"We seem to like coming up with nicknames for each-other, don't we?" Alex observed. He had started calling her 'Ally' the day they met, and she had started calling him 'Doc' the first time she'd encountered the Weeping Angels, with theByzantiumcrash and River. Now that she really thought about it, she had probably started calling him 'Doc' to make it seem like she was closer to him than River.Oh well,she thought. Nothing like a little jealousy to promote personal nickname calling.

"It's a thing of ours," he agreed. "Like simultaneous speaking."

"And finishing each-other's sentences."

"Yes," the Doctor chuckled. It was quite amazing that he had such a deep connection to Alex. He'd never had this with any of his other companions before, not even Rose, and they'd been very close, sharing private jokes and stories and often getting so caught up in each-other, that they failed to notice anyone else around them. Rose's connection with him paled to the one he had with Alex.

Alex snuggled into him even tighter, her body meshing into his side. She fit there perfectly, like a puzzle piece. The Doctor was fairly sure this body had been made for her and he couldn't help but wonder if his other bodies had been too, in case she showed up back then. He'd have to have the TARDIS dig out the photos she stored of prior incarnations and check.

This kind of thinking quickly led him to the mystery of Alex being a fixed point. His brow furrowed. What could it mean? He was drawn to her, unlike with Jack, which he was glad about. Butwhywas he so drawn to her?

"You're thinking very loudly," Alex commented, her voice a soft murmur as she began slipping further into the Land of Nod.

"It's nothing, Ally."

Had she been fully able, Alex would have raised an eyebrow at him. "Doesn't sound like nothing."

He sighed. He didn't really want her worrying about her fixed-point status, not until he figured out what it was anyway. "Really," he said in a quiet but firm tone. "It's nothing."

"If you say so."

"Go to sleep, love."

Chapter 16: Touched by an Angel Part 5

Notes:

A/N: This adventure is from the BBC New Adventures book, Touched by an Angel, by Jonathan Morris. Lines of dialogue and description have been copied out just as they are in the book for authenticity's sake, but I took liberties with some descriptive parts and 'he said, she said' parts. I do not own Touched by an Angel by Jonathan Morris.

You can find Alex's outfit for this chapter on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

Chapter Text

August 11th, 1998

"Mind if we join you?" Amy asked.

"No, not at all," Mark answered, sliding a chair towards her. "I thought I might see you here."

Rory let Amy take the seat with the most shade, while the Doctor eased himself into a chair directly in the glare of the midday sun. Alex, not at all bothered by the heat after living in Kentucky's hot summers for thirteen years, sat in his lap. The narrow street baked in the heat, heady with traffic fumes and swarming with tourists. Occasionally, the guttural rev of a motor scooter drowned out the clatter from the coffee bars and souvenir stalls, but it never drowned out the constant, thunderous, splashing roar of the Trevi Fountain waterfall.

"Four Frappuccino's," the Doctor told the waitress. "Make mine decaffeinated." The waitress boggled at the Doctor. His only concession to the heat was a pair of black sunglasses. He should have been roasting in his tweed jacket and bowtie but showed no discomfort.

Alex, however, had been far more conscious of the heat. She now wore a burgundy and white checkered button-down with three-quarter length sleeves, white shorts, a brown belt, burgundy-colored Converse, gold-stud earrings, and her sonic necklace. Like the Doctor, she was also wearing sunglasses, though hers were oversized and white.

"How did you find me?" Mark asked.

"Wibbliness," Rory explained. "The Doctor has a special detector." The device in question lay in Alex's lap, beeping intermittently.

"Oh, yes, I remember. When we first met. It seems such a long time ago."

Rory exchanged a raised eyebrow with Amy, then Alex. As far as they were concerned, they'd only left Mark at the supermarket a few hours ago, yet he already looked noticeably older, his hair thinning, his skin tanned but showing deeper lines around his mouth and eyes.

"How long has it been?" Alex asked.

"Four years. I'm 41 now." Mark sipped his tea and smiled. "While you're not a day older."

"So what have you been up to?" Rory asked. "Whatever it is, you're looking good on it." He nodded to Mark's finely tailored gray suit.

"Behaving myself," Mark said with a curt smile. "Keeping out of the way of my younger self. I've been traveling – I did spend a few weeks in Belgium – and now I have my own small business consultancy company." He presented Alex with his card.

"'Harold Jones'," Alex read. She handed it off to the Doctor for his own examination. "Your new identity?"

Mark nodded. "Seemed to fit the bill. Nice and anonymous, nothing to provoke suspicion."

"And what sort of 'business consultancy' do you do?" the Doctor questioned, pocketing the card.

"Don't worry, I'm not giving them information about the future or anything like that. It's just a cover for my investments."

"Investments?"

"I've done quite well for myself over the past few years, Doctor. Oh, I've been careful not to drive attention to myself. For each deal that makes a profit, I make sure I make another that makes a loss. So far, I've mostly been dealing in internet start-ups, registering domain names and so on, but recently I've moved into property, share options, and, ah, West End musicals."

"West Endmusicals?" Amy repeated, shocked.

"I'm putting some money into an ABBA thing that's coming up. I think it might do well."

"Are you a big fan of musical theater, then?"

"No, but I know which shows will still be running in ten years' time. It's the same for all my investments; if I know a company is still around in 2011, I buy shares in it. I think my biggest one came from G-Locke Publications, after the deaths of the founder and his wife. Everyone was pouring money into them, feeling sorry for the little girl who almost drowned."

Dead silence. Amy and Rory didn't dare look at Alex. The Doctor glared at Mark, even though he knew the man wouldn't be able to make it out behind the dark lenses of his sunglasses. In his lap, Alex had tensed up. She knew from reading G-Locke's Wikipedia page that the company shares had gone up 400% after her parents' deaths, but actually hearing it from someone who had also invested in the company. . . She didn't know how to react to that.

Luckily for them, the waitress chose that moment to come back with their chilled coffees. Alex snatched hers up the second it was placed on the table, immediately sipping on it before she did something horrible, like crying. Shehatedcrying, not in the least because it involved water, which she also hated.

The Doctor waited until the waitress had left before resuming the conversation, maneuvering it onto a safer topic. "So, what about your little to-do list?" he asked, his voice coming out in a slight growl until he coughed a little. He reached up and rubbed one of Alex's tense shoulders. She was still sucking on that coffee. "How's that been getting on?"

"See for yourself." Mark took a sheet of paper from his briefcase and handed it to the Doctor.

The Doctor absorbed both sides in under a second. "This is the letter from your future self?"

"No, this is the copy. The original is kept in a safe in my flat."

"Very wise." The Doctor returned the letter as Alex finally set her coffee down. "Already ticked two items off the list, I see."

"Yes. I had to delay the start of one of my third-year exams, because my younger self was running late. And then last year I had to make sure he ended up with a winning lottery ticket."

"A winning lottery ticket?" Rory cried, his jaw dropping.

"Not the jackpot," Mark chuckled. "Just matching enough numbers to win about sixteen thousand pounds."

Amy whistled in admiration. "Not bad for a day's work!"

"But how did you do it?" Rory wondered. "All the stuff with musicals and internet sites I get, but you couldn't possibly remember what the winning lottery numbers were, one week in 1997!"

"He wouldn't need to," the Doctor said between slurps of his Frappuccino. He continued rubbing at Alex's shoulder and sighted contentedly when she relaxed back against his chest.

"Why?"

"Because hewrote them down in the letter he sent himself!" Amy exclaimed with a grin.

"Eh?" The more Rory tried to figure it out, the more confused he got. No, it was no good. A diagram would be required. Or an explanation from Alex, but thanks to Mark's G-Locke comment, she was no longer talking.

"Which brings us to item number three," the Doctor announced. "Speaking of which, here they are . . . right on schedule!" He lowered his sunglasses. Alex did the same and they both peered towards the fountain.

Rory followed their gaze to see young Mark, in a t-shirt and a floppy white bucket hat, wandering through the crowd with a girl in a summer dress. Even from this distance, Rory could tell she was stunning.

So could Amy, who gave Rory a look which in no uncertain terms reminded him that he was now a married man.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

For the first time in what seemed like years, Mark felt at peace. The sky was blue, the air was balmy and breezy, and he was with Rebecca. They'd spent the morning exploring the Castel St Angelo, the Piazza Navona, and the Pantheon, winding through endless streets, never hurrying but always excited at what was around the next corner. It had been the most perfect day ever.

Of course, he wasn'twithRebecca, not in the boyfriend-girlfriend sense. They were on holiday as friends and nothing more; that had been agreed in advance. Although they shared a bed, they shared it with a pillow between them, and were changing into their night things in the bathroom to avoid embarrassment.

How had he ended up in Rome with Rebecca? If he'd known in January how things would turn out . . . it wouldn't have made it any easier. His father hadn't lasted into the new year, and he'd ended it with Jenny a few weeks later. He just wanted to be a good son to his mother for once. They talked about Dad, Mark hearing stories he'd never heard before, about how they'd first met, and how his father had rushed out of a council meeting to see his newborn son, and how proud he was of him, how he always told everyone he met how proud he was of his son.

He'd remained in contact with Rebecca, talking almost daily on the phone. And she had been great. She always listened, asking questions and making suggestions, even making him laugh.

In April, it was Mark's turn to be the shoulder to cry on. Rebecca had discovered that her fiancé Anthony had been having a relationship with one of his colleagues from work, and that it had been going on ever since he'd moved to Manchester. When she confronted him about this, Anthony begged forgiveness, but Rebecca couldn't forgive him. She could barely look at him without feeling sick.

But she had already booked a holiday in Rome and now had no one to go with. It hadn't been Mark's idea to offer to take the spare ticket. It had been his mother's. She reminded him how his father had never found the time to take her to Paris, and that he'd always regret it if he let this opportunity slip through his fingers.

Mark plucked up the courage to ask Rebecca if she'd mind if he went with her. She laughed and told him that she'd been waiting for ages for him to get the hint. He insisted on paying for his half of the holiday; after all, after his win on the National Lottery, he could afford it.

He'd come so far in the past six months, out of the darkness and into the light. And as though she knew what he was thinking, Rebecca took his hand, and together they squeezed through the crowd towards the Trevi Fountain.

And Mark's right hand began to tingle.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The couple reached the terrace at the top of the steps leading down to the turquoise pool, then paused as the boy took the girl's photograph. Rory, the Doctor, Amy, Alex, and Mark watched from their table, peering out from behind their menu cards.

"You think you lost your wallet here?" the Doctor asked.

"That's what I remember. According to the letter, it should happen any second now."

Rory edged forward to get a better look. He could see the wallet bulging in the young man's back pocket. But he couldn't see how it could accidentally fall out. Until he noticed a thin, seedy-looking teenager sidling through the crowd, the only person there not to be gazing in wonder at the statue of Oceanus. Without breaking his stride, the teenager lifted the wallet from young Mark's pocket and walked casually away. Towards where they were sitting.

The Doctor gave Rory a nod. In a few seconds, the thief would be within reach. Rory psyched himself up to grab him. But then the thief noticed that they were looking at him. He launched himself into a run, shoving them both out of his way.

Rory turned to see the teenager skidding down a side street. Without thinking, Rory sprinted after him, giving a yell of, "Stop! Thief!" Around him, the tourists gawped on in bemusem*nt.

Rory turned down the side street to see the teenager knocking aside any bystanders that impeded his progress. Ahead of him, a Fiat blocked the entire width of the street. The teenager didn't slow down. He simply leapt onto the car's hood, ran across its roof, and jumped to the ground, making his escape. Without pausing to think, Rory scrambled over the car after him, trying his best to ignore the blasts from the horn and the barrage of insults from the driver.

The teenager darted down across another side street, glancing back to see if he'd lost his pursuer. He hadn't. After landing heavily on the tarmac, Rory redoubled his speed, ignoring the stitch in his side. He chased the teenager through a number of increasingly narrow alleyways, if not by sight, then by the sound of the teenager's heels.

The next alleyway ended at a flight of steps. The teenager had already climbed twenty or so of the steps, but Rory didn't give up. Groaning with the effort, Rory raced after him. The steps were incredibly steep, rising up over the rooftops, and just when Rory thought they might go on forever, they ended at a parking lot.

The teenager dashed over to a motor scooter, but before he could turn the ignition, Rory lunged at him, knocking both the thief and his scooter to the ground. In the struggle that followed, Rory pried the thief's fingers apart and wrenched the wallet out of his grip. Then the teenager shoved Rory aside and, shouting expletives, scurried into the distance.

Rory lay on the tarmac, his chest heaving, until he heard the Doctor and Alex jogging up the stairs after him.

"Well done!" the Doctor complimented as Alex helped Rory to his feet. "You've just saved the entire space-time continuum."

"Great," Rory gasped, little enthusiasm in his voice as he handed him the wallet.

"Here," Alex said, passing him a bottle of water she'd gotten at the café before they came racing up here. She held it with a napkin between her bare hand and the slight water condensation on the outside of the bottle. "Drink this."

"Bless you," Rory said gratefully, opening the cap and chugging the water down.

Meanwhile, the Doctor examined the wallet, then shook his head. "But I'm afraid it's the wrong wallet," he told them.

Rory's eyes almost popped out of his head. "Wh-what?!"

"Only joking," the Doctor beamed as Alex groaned. "It's the right wallet. Your face!" Shaking her head, Alex reached up and whacked the Doctor on the back of the head. "Ow!" he cried, shooting her a look. "What was that for?!"

"Ignore him," Alex told Rory, doing that very thing to the Doctor. "Now we have to deliver the wallet to Mark's hotel."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

It had been one of the best mornings of his life, only to be followed by one of the worst afternoons. Somewhere between the Pantheon and the Trevi Fountain, Mark had lost his wallet. The wallet containing all his money, his credit cards, his travel insurance, everything.

They spent the next hour retracing their route, Mark scanning the gutters whilst cursing his own stupidity. He knew Rebecca didn't have enough cash to pay for both of them. They wouldn't be able to go out, or visit the museums, or see Hadrian's villa at Tivoli. The more Mark thought about it, the more furious he got.

As they reached the Pantheon, Mark slumped against a wall. "Okay. That's it. I give up."

"Oh well," Rebecca shrugged. "Never mind."

"I don't get you. I'm going out of my mind here, and you're just taking it all in your stride."

"I'm on holiday. It's not as if Rome is going anywhere. And anyway, what's the point in me worrying when you're stressing out enough for both of us?"

"So you're not angry with me?"

"Of course not. Look. Let me buy you an ice cream."

"We can't afford it."

"Okay, let's . . . let's walk back to the hotel. I might still have some traveler's checks in my suitcase. We can at least work out how much money we have left."

"Yeah. I suppose that's a plan."

"It's a brilliant plan, because I thought of it," Rebecca teased, getting a smile out of him. "And don't worry. So you lost your wallet. It's not the end of the world."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The Doctor twirled the wallet in his hand like a magician with a playing card before handing it to the hotel receptionist.

"Look, here's a thing. My . . . girlfriendand I found this wallet lying in the street and we think it might belong to somebody staying in this hotel."

The receptionist opened the wallet, then looked at the Doctor and Alex as though they should be arrested for interrupting her day.

Alex refused to let this woman intimidate her. "Mark Whitaker," she said clearly. "His name was on his credit card."

"Yes," the Doctor agreed, snaking an arm around Alex's waist. "So if you could put it aside, for when he gets back. That's all. And if he asks about us, just say it was some . . . beautiful girl and a handsome stranger." He winked at Alex and adjusted his bowtie proudly.

Alex blushed bright red and tugged the Doctor away from the receptionist before he embarrassed her further. Still, it was nice to know that he thought she was beautiful.

"Beautiful, huh?" she remarked as they headed outside.

"Of course, love," he said earnestly. His arm moved up to wrap around her shoulders, pulling her close to him. He put a kiss to the top of her head before murmuring, "Feeling better?"

Alex nodded, knowing he was asking how she felt about the comment Mark had made on G-Locke. "Yeah, I'm over it now. It was just . . . a bit of a shocker, hearing it like that. I mean, I know the stocks went up after my parents' deaths, but . . . hearing it like that . . . I guess it kind of jarred me."

"Want me to knock him out again?"

Alex burst out laughing and shook her head. "No! It wasn't his fault anyways. I never told him my last name. How was he to know? Besides, his letter probably told him to invest in the company. He was just following orders."

"Speaking of which. . ." The Doctor led her down the steps and out onto the street, where Amy, Rory, and Mark were waiting for them.

"Well, that's finished," Rory declared as Amy placed a congratulatory arm around him.

"Yes. Another one to tick off your list, Mr. Whitaker." The Doctor squatted on the ground, opened his leather satchel, and took out his automatic wibble-detector. "Except. . ."

"Except what?" Mark asked.

The Doctor held the device above his head, like someone trying to get a better phone signal. "I'm still getting wibbliness. You see that dial?"

Mark and Alex peered at the machine. "You mean the one that's not moving?" Alex asked.

"Yes. The fact that it isn't actually moving means that the course of history is still in flux."

Or it's broken,Alex thought, but didn't say. She didn't put much value on anything the Doctor made or repaired. She still remembered the time he blew up the kitchen microwave after crossing two different-colored wires together.

The Doctor waggled his fingers. "Somethingelsethat happened on this day," he continued. "Something with lots of. . . What was the word, Rory?"

"Ramifications?" Rory sighed.

"Ramifications! Yes. Something with lots oframifications! So, Mark, what was it?"

"You can't expect him to remember," Amy reminded him. "As far as he's concerned, it was, like, fifteen years ago!"

Mark ran a hand through his hair, smiling at a reawakened memory. "Oh no, I remember like it was yesterday."

"But it's not yesterday. It'stoday." The Doctor gripped Mark by the shoulders and looked directly into his eyes. "So tell me, after you recovered your wallet . . . what did you do next?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The disembodied heads of long-dead Roman Emperors lined the hallway, each one made of smooth, white marble.

"And this one is," Rebecca said, reading the plaque beneath it, "Tiberius. On a scale of bonkersness from one to ten, he was about an eight." She continued down the Hall of Emperors, her footsteps clicking on the marble floor.

It was nearly closing time and the Capitoline Museum was deserted. Mark relaxed, breathing in the refreshingly cool air, scarcely able to believe they were here after all the traumas of the day.

When they'd finally made it to the hotel, the receptionist had greeted him with wide-eyed excitement, waving and shouting his name. She had his wallet, and it still contained all his credit cards and money! According to the receptionist, it had been handed in by some 'beautiful girl and handsome stranger'. Mark thanked her effusively, promising her that when he got home, he'd tell everyone he knew that Italians were the most honest people in the world.

What the wallet didn't contain was any details about his hotel. So how could they have known where to hand it in? Mark was too relieved to question his good fortune. He and Rebecca bought a celebratory pizza and resumed the tour, visiting the Colosseum, the ruins of the Roman Forum and the Palatine Hill, before climbing the steps to the Capitoline Hill. As they entered the museum, they persuaded a Korean tourist to take a photo of them beside Constantine'sMonty Python-esque foot before entering the palatial interior.

"Weird," Rebecca commented, interrupting Mark's thoughts. "Don't look very Roman, do they?"

Rebecca indicated six statues standing in a line against the wall. They were statues of angels, their arms crossed over their chests, their eyes staring worshipfully upwards. With their robes and nest-of-vipers hair, they resembled the statue of a Wounded Amazon from the Great Hall. But their wings looked anachronistically Victorian.

"What do the labels say?" Mark asked, giving each statue no more than a cursory glance.

"There aren't any. Guess they must be new."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Young Mark and Rebecca inspected the statues for a few more moments before disappearing through the doorway at the far end of the hall.

"Weeping Angels," Rory sighed. Seriously, didn't these things do anything else other than prey on innocent humans?

Gesturing to Rory, Amy, Alex, and Mark to stay crouched behind a bust of the Emperor Hadrian, the Doctor approached the statues, holding his eyes open with his fingers, his steps not making a sound. "Yes. That proves it."

"Proves what?" Amy whispered.

"They're waiting for a paradox to happen," Alex deduced. Blue lightning crackled across the ornate ceiling.

"What sort of paradox?" Rory shivered. "I mean, caused by what?"

The Doctor turned to Mark. "When you were here before, did anything happen that was unusual in any way? A stroke of fortune, a coincidence that set you down a particular path?"

Mark thought back. He remembered visiting the museum before and seeing the Angel statues had jogged a previous memory of having seen them before, but after that, he couldn't recall anything apart from the conversation he'd had with Rebecca on the balcony overlooking the Forum.

"Nothing springs to mind," he answered, then he slapped his cheek. "Oh! Except there was one thing. We got locked in."

"You gotlocked in?" the Doctor repeated.

"Er . . . Doc?" Alex called quietly. "You're not looking at the Angels."

"I thought you all were! Do I have to tell you lot to do everything?"

"I am.Now," Amy cut in, staring, wide-eyed, in the direction of the statues. Mark followed her gaze. Three of the statues were caught in walking poses, heading for the doorway after young Mark and Rebecca. The other three had been frozen as they stalked towards the Doctor, their arms outstretched like sleepwalkers, features calm and blank.

"They're trying to get between us and the young Mark." The Doctor walked towards the Angels, beckoning to Amy, Alex, Rory, and Mark with a finger behind his back.

"You keep an eye on the ones near us, I'll keep an eye on the others," Mark whispered. With Amy, Rory, and Alex treading silently behind him, he crept after the Doctor, keeping his eyes fixed on the Angels heading for the doorway, resisting the urge to turn towards the ones only a few meters away. Slowly but surely, they made it past the statues to the doorway. The moment they were all through, the Doctor slammed the door shut behind them and secured it with his sonic screwdriver.

"So, Doctor," Rory said with a sigh of relief. "What exactly is it we have to do?"

"Isn't it obvious?" the Doctor asked with a wild-eyed grin.

"We have to lock young Mark in," Alex informed them.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Five minutes, no more, okay?" the museum guard said, barely sparing Mark and Rebecca a glance before he disappeared into the toilet with an urgent shuffle. They were in the underground tunnel that linked the two halves of the museum, and which led to the Tabularium, the ancient Roman record office. They wandered through a hall filled with altars and burial slabs into a rough-walled tunnel which opened onto a cloister overlooking the remains of the Forum below, the toppled Corinthian columns, and, in the distance, the Colosseum. All were bathed in the coppery glow of the setting sun.

Rebecca rushed over to the balcony, sighing in awe. "What a view!" She turned to Mark and smiled. "I'm glad you came along in the end. This wouldn't have been half as much fun without you."

"You call watching me panic for an hourfun?"

"Well, entertaining," she smirked.

Mark snapped a photograph of the view. "Come on, we should be heading off."

"Let them chuck us out. I want to see what's down here first." Several passages littered with temple fragments branched off from the cloister. Rebecca ran off to explore the first while Mark glanced back down the tunnel to the Tabularium. For a moment, he thought he'd seen a movement in the corner of his eye, as though they were being followed, but there was nobody there.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"That was close," the Doctor whispered. They all stood flat against the tunnel wall, as still as statues, the Doctor, Mark, and Alex on one side, Rory and Amy on the other. Alex could feel the clammy bumpiness of the stone wall against her back.

When the young Mark had slipped out of sight, the Doctor relaxed and stepped forward. "If your younger self sees us. . ." He pulled a face to indicate some unspecified calamity.

They proceeded down the narrow doorway that led to the cloister. "Is this it?" Rory asked.

Mark nodded. "Yes, I remember, we were locked out on the balcony, just through here. . ."

"Right, well, suppose we'd better get on with it then," Rory remarked, reaching for the heavy, iron door. "I would ask how we're supposed to lock it without the key, but—"

"Sonics," the Doctor and Alex chimed in, the Doctor rotating his sonic screwdriver in the air while Alex merely held the charm of her sonic necklace up.

"Yeah, always the sonics." Rory began to heave the door when an angry shout came from down the tunnel.

"Hey, what are you doing?!" The security guard waddled towards them, a tanned man in his fifties with a bushy mustache and the uniform of a much slimmer man. "That's my job."

"Sorry, sorry," the Doctor apologized genially. "Just worried about security. Can't be too careful." He swept the sonic screwdriver through the air as though trying to locate invisible thieves.

The security guard squinted at Mark. "I thought there was two of you?"

"There were," Amy said perkily. "But now there are five of us. What of it?"

The guard snorted and heaved the door shut with a bang. He locked it with a set of heavy iron keys before turning to direct them down the tunnel with his thumb. "Closing time now. Way out is on right, you go upstairs, you go home, I go home, bye, bye."

"Yes, excellent plan," the Doctor enthused, clapping his hands. "Well done. Thank you very much, you have beenmagnificent. Come on, Mark, Rory, Amy, Ally. Nothing more for us to do here. . ."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Well?"

Mark shook his head. "No. We're locked in." The fingers in his right hand tingled, presumably the result of him slamming his fist against the door for several minutes.

Rebecca regarded him with amusem*nt. "Not really your day, is it?"

Mark didn't know whether to laugh or cry. On the flight out, he'd had this insane fantasy that something might happen between them on this holiday. That she might see him as something more than just a friend. But today she had only seen him at his worst, at his most irritable and incompetent. His one chance to impress her and he'd blown it.

"I'm sure someone will find us," Rebecca reassured him. "There are worst places to be locked in. And worse people to be locked in with."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"That was it? That was all we had to do?" Amy checked, strutting after the Doctor and Alex.

"I think so, yes." The Doctor wrapped an arm around Alex's shoulders, using his other hand to check his wibble-detector as they climbed the stairs into a gloomy hall lined with statues of mythical figures. "I'm losing wibbliness. The future's no longer in the balance."

Mark noticed the tingle in his hand had started to fade. He'd almost forgotten it was there.

"Um, Doctor," Rory said warily. "If that's the case, aren't the Weeping Angels gonna be a bit pissed off?"

"I wouldn't doubt it," Alex responded as they went down the hall, their footsteps echoing in the darkness. As the hall had no windows or skylight, the only illumination came from the electric lights. "So keep an eye out for them."

Amy looked around, apprehensively studying each statue in turn. Of all the places for a statue to hide, it just had to be a museum filled with statues. "But we're safe, so long as we see them before they see us?"

"You're neversafewhere the Weeping Angels are concerned," the Doctor muttered darkly.

"Behind us!" Rory cried, pointing. The six Weeping Angels stood at the top of the stairs at the end of the hall. All were frozen in the process of lowering their hands from their faces.

"Everyone look towards the Angels," the Doctor commanded. "We'll be absolutely fine so long as—"

K-chunk! K-chunk!

The electric lights at the end of the hall flickered and went out. Rory yelped in surprise.

"You had to say it, didn't you?" Alex cried sharply at the Doctor. "You had to say it!"

K-chunk!

"Keep moving," the Doctor told them. "Just keep moving!"

Alex and the others slowly backed away as the lights in the middle of the hall went out. Now the only remaining lights were those behind them. In front of them, Alex could make out the sinister, shadowy shapes of the statues of centaurs and nymphs, knowing that somewhere in the blackness, the Angels were lurking, waiting for the final set of lights to go out.

K-chunk!

The final set of lights went out. It was as if Alex had closed her eyes. She heard Amy give out a tiny yelp as Rory grabbed her hand. Alex's hand shot up to her sonic necklace. She fumbled with it for a moment before finally succeeding in turning the flashlight function on. A topaz-colored light shot out of the topaz on her necklace. A second later, she heard a high-pitched buzzing sound and the Doctor's sonic lit up with a green glow.

The two aimed their sonics ahead of them, revealing an Angel as it lunged out of the darkness towards them. The Doctor flashed his light to the left, halting another Angel as it reached out with scratching fingers. Alex aimed her necklace to the right, revealing another one, its mouth open wide in a silent scream. The two flittered their lights between the Angels, trying to hold them back, but each time they lit one up, it had taken another step towards them.

"Amy, Rory, Alex, Mark! Move! Move!" the Doctor yelled. "I'll hold them off for as long as I can!"

"What?!" Alex screeched.

"What about you?" Amy cried.

"I'd be extremely grateful if, on your way out, you could get someone to turn the lights back on."

Amy felt Rory squeeze her hand and, together with Mark, they backed down the hall, watching the green and topaz lights dart back and forth between the enraged faces of the Angels. Then they reached the next room and broke into a run.

Alex, however, refused to move, something the Doctor had expected. "Alex," he said warningly as he continued moving the sonic back and forth. "What did I tell you?"

"If you think I'm leaving you to a hoard of Weeping Angels all by yourself, you're insane!" Alex snapped. She narrowed her eyes at him, even though she knew he wouldn't notice as he kept watch over the Angels.

He growled low in his throat. She always did this. She always put herself in danger in order to help him. Couldn't she see that when she did that, all he could think about was her? That he could only focus on the ways to get her out of that danger instead of ending the danger altogether? Was it only that obvious to him?!

"Alex, just go!"

"No!"

"Alexandria Nicole Locke, you do as I tell you!"

He heard Alex gasp and he could practically feel her narrowed eyes burning a hole in his back. "Fine!" she barked, muttering some choice words in Spanish under her breath. He heard her back up slowly and then, once she was in the next room, he heard her take off.

He sighed with relief. He really didn't like yelling at her, especially yelling at her and calling her by her full name, but experience had revealed that there was no other way to make her listen during times such as these. Making a mental note to apologize to her later, he continued whipping the sonic back and forth as the Angels gained on him.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Sorry about all this."

"What are you apologizing for?" Rebecca asked, still enchanted by the view. As the sun had set, the color of the ruins had shifted from orange to a dusky red. The air smelt of ancient ruins and pine trees. "Besides, how many people get to see this? Luckiest thing, being locked in."

"It's been a lucky day, overall," Mark wryly commented, joining Rebecca at the balcony. From here, there wasn't a single modern structure in sight. No office blocks, no streetlights, nothing.

"Yeah," Rebecca laughed. "Must be fate."

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Go for it."

"All the stuff that's happened today, anyone else would've been mad at me, but you . . . you were okay about it. Why?"

Rebecca swept her hair back while she considered her answer. "Seriously? The way I see it, after what happened with Anthony, I could've got all paranoid and bitter. But then he'd have won, he'd have changed me into a worse person. And after hearing you talk about all the stuff you've been through with your dad and everything, it kind of put my woes into perspective. Life's too short to be miserable, basically. If you can be happy, then be happy."

"Seize the day?"

"Exactly. Seize it, baby." Rebecca turned towards him with an expression he'd seen once before, on the terrace of the students' union.

His stomach trembling, Mark leaned forward and kissed her.

Rebecca responded, kissing his lips as he kissed hers, gently, precisely, before finally pulling away. "That's not quite what I meant," she told him.

"No?"

"No. But it's a good start." Rebecca gave him a conspiratorial smile. "You know, we could very easily be locked in here all night. . ."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Back in the hall of statues, the Doctor was fighting a losing battle. No matter how rapidly he alternated the light of the sonic screwdriver between the Angels, they continued their advance, their arms reaching forward, forcing him to back away. And because the rest of the hall was in complete darkness, he had no way of knowing how long he had left before he backed himself into a wall.

"Okay, I'm getting that you're not happy," he said placatingly. "But can't we sit down and discuss this like reasonable people? Cup of tea, Jammy Dodgers, comfy chairs?" He could practically hear Alex groaning in disbelief. Naturally, the Angels did not respond. Their eyes remained blank. Their jaws remained open. "Look. I can—"

The Doctor slipped on the marble floor, lost his balance, and landed heavily on his back. For a moment, he found himself in total darkness, until he remembered he still had his sonic screwdriver in his hand. In one movement, he activated it and swung it upwards.

Its green glow illuminated the faces of the six Weeping Angels, all looking down at him with expressions of pure malice. They had him surrounded.

"Ah now, you've made a mistake, you see," the Doctor remarked. "Because I can see all of you at once. So, the question now is . . . which one of us will blink first?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

As they reached the museum entrance, Amy grabbed the security guard, the same guard who they'd spoken to in the tunnel. "You've got to turn the lights back on!"

He shrugged quizzically. "I did not turn out lights."

"Well, somebody did!" Amy yelled. "There's still somebody in there! In the dark!" She wasn't sure if Alex was still down there or not, though, knowing the Doctor, he wouldn't allow her to be for long.

The security guard snorted and walked slowly over to a switchboard. Rory and Mark caught up with Amy, Mark red-faced from the exertion, Rory wearing his usual worried expression.

A split second later came the sound of sneakers squeaking on the marble floors. Alex came running up, her sunglasses flopping against her chest from where she had hung them from the collar of her shirt. Seeing the guard at the switchboard, she shouted, "Hurry up!" The Doctor wouldn't survive for much longer down there without the lights on.

The security guard made a 'tch' noise, then flicked down a succession of switches. The hallway behind them flickered into yellow light.

"Thank you," Amy said, muttering "at last" under her breath. Alex didn't say anything, instead choosing to take back off down the hallway. With the security guard leading the way, the other three hurried back through the brightly lit museum.

Returning to the hall with the statues of mythical figures, they discovered the Doctor lying on the floor, the Weeping Angels encircling him, locked in position as they prepared to strike.

"Doctor!" Amy and Alex shouted. The girls rushed over to him and helped him slide out from beneath the scrum of Weeping Angels. Once he was out and on his feet, Alex launched herself at him. Her previous fury at him long forgotten, she hugged him tightly as she got up on tiptoe to give him a long kiss on the lips.

"I've been trying not to blink for the last minute," the Doctor said once he and Alex came up for air. "Harder than you'd think." While Rory and Mark kept a careful watch on the Angels, the Doctor brushed himself down, straightened his jacket and bowtie, and approached the security guard.

"Hello." The Doctor put a friendly arm around the guard's shoulders. "You're probably wondering where those six new statues have come from."

The guard nodded dumbly.

"Well, I shouldn't worry about them if I were you, they won't be here in the morning. But until we're all safely out of the building, let's not let them out of our sight, eh?"

Mark coughed to get the Doctor's attention.

"Oh! But first you might like to pop down to the Tabularium. I think there might be two people locked in down there. . ."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

August 12th, 1998

Mark lay in bed, woken by the morning sunshine. He pulled on his glasses and the rest of the room fell into focus. The pillow from the center of the bed lay on the floor where he'd thrown it the night before.

Rebecca perched on the balcony in a summer dress, gazing out into the street whilst thumbing through her copy ofThe Beach.

"Rebecca?"

"Oh, you're awake now, are you?" she said, putting down her book. The morning sun shone in her hair like a halo and gave her skin a golden glow.

"About last night."

"Yeah?"

Mark swallowed. "Just checking. It wasn't another mistake, was it? Another 'one-off'?"

Rebecca raised an eyebrow. "Is that what you want it to be?"

"No, no, I don't," Mark hurriedly answered.

"Me neither," Rebecca agreed. "In fact, I hope it's going to turn out to be the complete opposite."

Mark climbed out of bed, his feet slapping on the tiled floor. He wanted to rush over and kiss Rebecca, but looking at her sitting in the window, he changed his mind. "Wait there."

"What?"

Mark picked up his camera and focused on Rebecca. "Hold on, don't move, I just want to capture this moment." As she turned to gaze out into the street with her impossibly blue eyes, he pressed the button and the camera shutter clicked shut.

Chapter 17: Touched by an Angel Part 6

Notes:

A/N: This adventure is from the BBC New Adventures book, Touched by an Angel, by Jonathan Morris. Lines of dialogue and description have been copied out just as they are in the book for authenticity's sake, but I took liberties with some descriptive parts and 'he said, she said' parts. I do not own Touched by an Angel by Jonathan Morris.

Chapter Text

October 29th, 1999

Now 42-years-old, Mark paused outside the office block and gazed up at the familiar concrete façade. This was where he'd worked for over ten years, starting out as a junior assistant, gradually taking on more and more responsibilities until eventually they'd made him a partner. Or rather, this was where his younger self would be working for thenextten years.

The reception area was just as he remembered; okay, so the walls were a different color, and the sign above the desk read 'Pollard & Boyce', but Ron sat at the desk leafing through a copy of theDaily Mirroras usual. The only difference was that he now had a full head of hair.

Mark approached the desk. "Harold Jones to see Mr. Pollard, five o'clock."

Ron nodded and informed the relevant office on the phone. "They're sending someone down."

A minute later, the internal door opened, and Siobhan emerged.

"Mr. Jones, nice to meet you at last," she greeted, shaking his hand.

Mark couldn't help but smile. Siobhan was still in her early thirties, bright-eyed and fresh-faced.

Siobhan took him up the stairs to Pollard's office. Mark caught a glimpse of his reflection in the glass door. He'd taken great care not to look like his younger self. He'd grown a beard, dyed his remaining hair black and, as a finishing touch, wore a pair of tinted sunglasses.

Although he'd spoken to Frank Pollard on the phone numerous times, this would be the first time they'd met in person. Over the last year, Mark had divided his time between New York and Edinburgh, but now he'd decided to move to London, and had purchased a flat in Highgate. He wanted to be nearer to his younger self. Oh, he wouldn't try to speak to him or anything like that, but it wouldn't hurt to keep an eye on his progress, from afar. And, more than anything else, Mark longed to see Rebecca again.

"Mr. Pollard is ready for you."

Mark discovered Frank Pollard at his desk, beaming with pride. Even he looked younger than Mark remembered, his cheeks plump and ruddy with health.

"Harold, Harold," Frank greeted. "Overjoyed to finally make your acquaintance, in the flesh, as it were."

"You too," Mark said, taking a seat. "I would've visited earlier, but my business keeps me out of the country."

"Understand entirely." Frank helped himself to a boiled sweet. "Why visit Croydon when you could be basking in the manifold delights of 'the big apple', so to speak? Can I get Siobhan to make you anything? Coffee? Tea?"

"No, I'm fine thanks. You're probably wondering why I've come to see you."

"I must confess to being a little intrigued. Your last 'electronic mail' was most mysterious."

"I'm here to ask a favor."

"A favor?" Frank leaned forward onto his desk. "And what variety of favor might that be?"

"I believe you're recently advertised for a vacancy, for a junior assistant."

"We have."

"But you haven't filled the position yet?"

"We have not, as yet. We have whittled the candidates down to a shortlist, as it were."

"I was wondering if I might make a suggestion. A recommendation. You see, I'm, er,acquaintedwith one of the applicants, and would be extremely grateful if you'd consider giving them the position."

"Hmm. That is quite a favor to ask."

"I realize that."

"May I ask the name of this person with who you are, shall we say, acquainted?"

"Mark Whitaker."

Frank opened a file on his desk and skimmed through the papers. "Mark Whitaker. Mark . . . Whitaker. Ah, here he is. We interviewed him earlier this week. A personable enough young man, if a little lacking in confidence, but not really in the same league as the other candidates."

"But I think if you were to give him a chance, he'd prove himself more than capable."

"Hmm," Frank mused, inspecting the application. "Isupposehe may havepotential."

"Look, I'm not asking you to take on someone who can't do the job. I'm just asking you to take him on for a trial period. If it doesn't work out, then you're free to get rid of him. And I'm not suggesting you do him any special favors. Treat him exactly as you would any other member of staff. And in return, I'll continue to put as much business your way as I can."

"This is most unorthodox. But bearing in mind how highly we regard you here at Pollard & Boyce, it would be injudicious, if not unprofessional, of us to overlook such a . . . glowing character reference."

"So you'll give him the job?"

"Yes. For atrial period." Frank made a note on Mark's application with a dramatic flourish.

"There's one other thing."

"Yes?"

"My involvement in this has to remain confidential. As far as Mark Whitaker is concerned, he got this job entirely on merit."

"Isee."

"You mustn't mention my name to him. It's vitally important he never finds out about this."

"Discretion is, of course, assured. This lad, is he a relative of yours?"

"Something like that. Let's just say I have great expectations for him."

"With you cast in the role of Magwitch?" Frank chuckled. "Was there anything else?"

"No. That's everything." Mark made his farewells and left, having ticked one more item off the list.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

October 31st, 1999

"No milk, I'm afraid," Mark said, handing Rebecca a mug of tea. She was too tired to care. Her back ached, her fingers ached, her feet ached. But at least it was all over.

Well, the actualmovingpart of the move was over. In terms of furniture, all their new front room had to offer was a battered leather sofa, an Ikea chair, and Mark's portable television. Cardboard boxes filled the floor, piled four high, leaving only a narrow route from the sofa to the door. They'd all have to be unpacked, but that could wait. For now, Rebecca just wanted it to be over.

Oh, it was exciting. Not just moving to London's glamorous Camberwell but moving in with Mark. It made things official in some way. For the last year, they'd basically been living together anyway, but then she'd got the job at Imperial College, so since September she'd been sleeping on a futon at Lucy and Emma's, with Mark coming down on the weekends to go flat-hunting.

And now here they finally were. Drinking black tea in their own flat. Rebecca leaned back in her chair as she watched Mark fiddle with the aerial. It was the last episode in the second season ofCold Feet, and it was vitally important that they didn't miss it.

Mark's mobile phone bleeped. "Hello, yes? . . . Yes, that's right." He winced apologetically to Rebecca. "No, it's fine, I wasn't in the middle of anything. Um. . ." He fell silent as the person on the other end of the line spoke for several minutes. "Thanks. Thanks for letting me know. . . Yes, and you too. Goodbye." He switched off the phone and looked at Rebecca.

"What was that?"

"I got it," Mark replied at last. "I got the junior assistant job, with Pollard & Boyce."

"Yougot it?"

"I'm on a trial period for the first three months, but . . . yes." Mark sounded like he could hardly believe his good fortune. "I start on the eighth."

Despite all her aches, Rebecca hauled herself off the sofa and hugged him. "I knew it, Iknewthey'd take you on. What did I tell you? Oh, ye of little faith. Well now we have asecondreason to celebrate!" Rebecca headed into the kitchen and opened the fridge. It was empty apart from the bottle of champagne she'd placed there earlier. She couldn't find any glasses, so she rinsed out a couple of chipped mugs before returning to the living room. "Champagne in mugs, I'm afraid. Truly we live the life of decadence."

"Start as you mean to go on," Mark dryly observed.

Rebecca peeled off her jumper, wrapped it around the bottleneck, and popped the cork. Then she chugged the wine into the mugs and passed one to Mark. "There you go," she said, lifting her mug. "To our new flat, and your new career as a top-flight city lawyer."

"Hardly that," Mark objected. "God. Our new flat. Moving in together."

"Yeah. Serious stuff." Rebecca sipped the champagne, feeling the tickle of the bubbles on her tongue. "All grown-up and everything."

"We'll be getting married next," Mark said light-heartedly.

Rebecca snorted with laughter. "What?"

"Well, it is, isn't it? The next logical step?"

"Is this you proposing to me?"

"No." Mark took a small box out of his jacket pocket and knelt before Rebecca on one knee. He opened the box to reveal a glittering diamond ring. "Thisis me proposing to you."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A section of the TARDIS console exploded in a shower of sparks. The floor jolted and shuddered, threatening to throw Alex to the ground. "Doctor!" she yelled as she held on for dear life to a section of console. "What's happening?"

They'd only left Rome ten minutes earlier and had barely taken off before the TARDIS had started making a warping, grinding noise and everything in the control room that wasn't fixed in place started falling over.

"More wibbliness in the space-time continuum, right?" Rory guessed, picking himself up from where he'd fallen to the floor.

The Doctor danced around the console, flicking switches, his forehead furrowed in concentration. "More wibbliness. Yes," he confirmed. "The fourth of November. The year 2000."

"Another one of the items on Mark's list?" Amy suggested as she clung to the back of the jumpseat.

"There wasn't an item on his list for November 2000."

"But that means—" Rory started.

"Itmeansour friend isn't behaving himself." The Doctor banged the console and whooped as it began to make the familiar materialization sound. "Trouble, here we come!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

November 4th, 2000

Pressing her lips together to remove any excess lipstick, Rebecca studied her reflection in the mirror one last time, looking for flaws. She couldn't find any. Amanda, the beautician, stood behind her, smiling proudly. "Oh, you lookperfect."

Rebecca checked her hair, which had been painstakingly curled into ringlets and pinned. Then, as though balancing a book on her head, she stood up. She desperately wanted to take a deep breath, but the corset of her wedding dress wouldn't allow it. Everything had been squeezed and tightened for maximum effect.

She turned to look at Lucy and Emma in their identical, peach-colored bridesmaid outfits. She'd rather enjoyed the idea of forcing Lucy into something feminine for once.

There was a knock at the door. "Respectable?" Rebecca's father called.

"No, but come in anyway," Rebecca replied. Her father walked in with an embarrassed smile, resplendent in his morning suit, and paused as he took in his daughter's transformation.

"My little girl," he beamed. For a moment she thought he was going to say how proud he was of her, but in the way he was looking at her, there was no need. "Feeling nervous?"

"No. I'll be glad when it's all over, though, if only because then people will stop asking me that. Because if there's one thing guaranteed to make you nervous, it's people asking you if you're nervous all the time."

"I won't pay attention to that," her father said to the others. "That's just the nerves talking. The, um, cars are outside, if you're ready?"

"Here goes, then." Once again, Rebecca wished she could take a deep breath. She turned to go, then halted in the doorway. "Bouquet!" She grabbed the bundle of lilies from the dressing table. "Would've been a complete disaster if I'd forgotten that."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A harsh wind blew across the graveyard, whirling up the leaves as it went. Fearing it would damage his meticulously tousled hair, Mark retreated into the church porch.

Mark's task, along with his best man Gareth, had been to greet the wedding guests as they made their way up the path to the church. It had been very disconcerting to see his colleagues from work, his friends from university, and his mates from the pub quiz all in their finest suits and dresses. It felt like he was starring in a romantic comedy.

"Wassup?" Gareth said, slapping Mark on the back. "Still not too late to do a runner."

"Very funny," Mark deadpanned, wishing, not for the first time, that he'd chosen a different best man.

Gareth checked his watch. "Twenty minutes. Time you were heading inside, just in case they get here early."

"Yeah," Mark replied, rubbing the fingers of his right hand. They were beginning to tingle.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Well?"

"He's here, Amy," the Doctor confirmed, absorbed in his wibble-detector. "Somewhere. Somewhere close and getting closer all the time."

Amy brushed her hair out of her eyes. The TARDIS had brought them to Chichester, a well-preserved city with enough Georgian buildings, Roman walls, and leafy parks to look picturesque; every other shop seemed to sell antiques or cream teas. Despite the gutsy weather, the pavements bustled with shoppers, mostly families and slow-moving pensioners. It reminded Amy of Leadworth, but with more traffic.Waymore traffic.

The Doctor halted, spun on his heel, then ran back the way they'd come, bounding towards the cathedral, bouncing along like a gazelle with rubber legs. "Quick!"

Amy, Rory, and Alex exchanged glances and chased after him. The Doctor stopped again, shook the detector, then gawped at the approaching traffic. An SUV sped down the street towards them. It took Alex a few seconds to recognize the driver; it was Mark, his face half-hidden behind a beard and sunglasses.

"Stop!" the Doctor yelled, striding into the road in the path of the car, hands raised.

I am going to kill him!Alex thought angrily. Seriously, again?! Twice in one day?!I mean it this time!

Thankfully, the SUV screeched to a halt. This was followed by a second screech, a loud crash, and then the tinkle of broken glass as another vehicle slammed into the back of the SUV.

Old Mark emerged from the car, slamming the door angrily behind him. "What the . . . what areyoudoing here?"

"Hold on to that thought," Alex ordered, striding over to the Doctor. Once she was right in front of him, she didn't hesitate in slapping him right across the face.

"Ow!" the Doctor cried, clutching his reddening cheek. "What was that for?!"

"What the hell do you think it was for, you idiot?! You could've gotten killed! You leapt out into a car's path, AGAIN! After you promised me you wouldn't!"

"Uh, actually, no, I didn't. You see, you went on for twenty minutes about how I shouldn't jump in front of cars paths. I neverexplicitlypromised I wouldn't do so again."

"Enough with the domestics!" Mark snapped, knowing he'd better cut in before the two got into a full-on row. "Now, what are you all doing here?"

The Doctor and Alex exchanged a look. On the same page as usual, both silently agreed to drop the matter and focus on the situation at hand. "We could ask you the same question," the Doctor retorted. "In fact, Iamasking you the same question. What are you doing here?"

"Driving along quite happily until some maniac ran in front of me."

Alex studied Mark's face, looking for any sign that he was hiding something. "The Doctor's wibble-detector detected wibbliness," she informed him. She narrowed her eyes accusingly. "Are you trying to contact your younger self?"

"No," Mark protested. "No, of course not."

"Interesting," the Doctor mused. "Because the wibble-detector never lies. Unless it's malfunctioning, which is always a possibility."

"Is it malfunctioning?" Alex asked dryly. Itwasa distinct possibility, knowing the Doctor.

He glared at her. "No! Not in this case! I can feel the build-up of potential time energy. Makes all the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end. And tastes oflemons."

"So wherewereyou going?" Rory asked, reminding them that the Ponds were still there.

Before Mark could explain, the driver of the car behind him walked up to them. He was an overweight, colonel-ish man dressed in a chauffeur's uniform. Behind him, Alex could see a limousine with shattered headlights and a crumpled hood.

"What the hell do you think you're playing at?" the driver yelled.

"I'm sorry," Mark apologized. "It wasn't my fault, this—"

He was cut off as the doors of the limousine opened. Out stepped a man of 60 in a gray morning suit with neatly combed white hair, followed by the blonde girl Alex had seen in Rome, now impeccably made up and wearing a stylish bridal gown.

The bride marched towards them, huffing with the effort, holding her high-heeled shoes. "I don't believe it. I don'tchuffingbelieve it!"

"What? What's the matter?" the Doctor asked. Then his eyes widened. "Wait! Are you getting married?" Beside him, Alex groaned and shook her head.

"Of course I'm getting married! This is my wedding day! Or at least it was meant to be before it turned into an episode of theChuckle Brothers." The Doctor felt a sense of Deja-vu, remembering how Donna had reacted when he asked if she was getting married following her sudden appearance in the TARDIS.

The Doctor took Mark to one side, Alex following them. Once they were out of discernible earshot, he whispered, "Oh no. You weren't. Yourown wedding. The list you showed me, of all the times you could intervene in your past?This wasn't on the list!Do you know what you've done? You've gone off-list!"

"I wasn't going tointervene," Mark protested. "I only wanted to stand at the back and watch."

"Yes, because that's so much better," Alex deadpanned.

"Stand at the back and watch?" The Doctor waggled his fingers in frustration. "What have I told you? Paradoxes! Angels!Ramifications! Why do humans never do as they're told? Someone should replace you all withrobots."

"Sorry to interrupt," Rebecca unapologetically called over. "Did I just hear you say you were on your way to a wedding?"

"Yes, that's right," Mark replied. "Saint Stephen's, in a village called Chilbury. It's for a couple, Mark Whitaker and Rebecca Coles."

"But that . . . that's my wedding!" Rebecca exclaimed. "You're on your way tomywedding?"

"You'reRebecca Coles?" Mark cried, feigning surprise. "What a coincidence!"

Too much of a coincidence. More like odd,Alex thought, studying Mark carefully. Mark had never mentioned having a wife before. She glanced down at his hand. No wedding ring. Also odd. If Mark had a wife, why would he decide to stay in the past instead of returning to 2011 and her?He said in the future he didn't have a lot to live for, that living in the past was his second chance. Why would he say that if he had a wife? Divorce?Alex tilted her head in consideration. It was a possibility. But then why would Mark be going to his wedding to her?Does he still love her?That made a certain amount of sense. Maybe Mark thought that by living in the past, he could get his past self to win Rebecca back. It wasn't too far-fetched of an idea.

Or . . . something bad had happened to Rebecca and Mark thought he could prevent it. Alex gulped. She was pretty sure she had hit the nail on the head. Why else would Mark stay in the past if he thought he could prevent his wife from dying? Alex nibbled her lip. She couldn't say anything right now, and it wasn't like Mark would confirm it anyways.

The Doctor looked down at Alex. She had her thinking face on, the one where her brain was digesting facts very quickly, connecting the dots to get to a certain conclusion. Her eyes were on Mark, studying him as a scientist studies a new type of bug. The Doctor caught her eye and raised his eyebrow in a silent question.

Alex's expression read,I'll tell you later. They didn't often communicate like this, instead preferring to bounce stuff off one another, but it was quite handy. It was clear to the Doctor that Alex couldn't tell him right now, not while there were so many people around, particularly Mark.

Silently accepting this, he turned back to Mark and Rebecca. "Well, there we are, small world!" he declared. He clapped his hands. "So if, um,Haroldhere could move his car, you can be on your way, and get married, just as you should."

"Not gonna happen." The chauffeur shook his head, indicating the damaged limousine. "Can't drive with it like this, the insurance won't cover it."

"Oh,fantastic," the Doctor groaned, slapping his palms on the hood of Mark's car. "Fantastic!"

"Look," Mark jumped in. "Since I'm going there anyway . . . maybe I could give you a lift?"

"A lift! It gets better!" the Doctor cried to the heavens.

"I don't suppose I have any choice," Rebecca said. "If I'm not going to be late."

"Oh, I'm sure a small delay won't hurt," the Doctor said hurriedly. "Bride's prerogative. Make him sweat. What's fifteen minutes in the grand scheme of things?"

Mark took the Doctor, Alex, Amy, and Rory to one side. "But shewasn'tlate," he told them firmly.

"What?"

"She arrived bang on time."

"Are you sure?"

Alex rolled her eyes. "I'm pretty sure he'd remember his wedding day, Doc." Mark nodded along with her.

The Doctor thought for a moment, weighing up the situation. "Right! Everyone into . . . Harold'scar. No time to lose, we have a wedding to attend! You're the father of the bride, I take it? Isn't she beautiful? I'd marry her myself if I wasn't already with Ally here." He wrapped an arm around Alex's shoulders. "In you go!"

Mark opened the side doors of his car, and Rebecca and her father piled inside.

"Sorry, what are you doing?" Rory asked. "Isn't this changing history?"

"No. If Rebecca is late for her wedding,that'schanging history," the Doctor explained. "We have to get her to the church on time!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"So, if you don't mind me asking, who are you?" Rebecca asked, her shoes in her lap. There was something strangely familiar about the five strangers, particularly the guy in the driver's seat. Take away the beard and twenty years or so and he'd have been a dead ringer for Mark.

"A relative," he replied. He evensoundedlike Mark. "On Aunt Margaret's side. From Canada."

The young man to her right with the large nose and gormless expression groaned for no apparent reason. The brunette girl next to him shook her head and gave the car roof an exasperated expression. "You're fromCanada? All of you?" Rebecca asked.

"No," the brunette answered. "At least, I'm not." That certainly made sense. She sounded American, Southern going by her accent.

"The other three are," the guy in the driver's seat elaborated. "A small place, about fifty miles north of Toronto. I'm Harold Jones, this is the Doctor, Alex, Amy, and Rory."

Rebecca considered. Mark's mother had mentioned something about having relatives in Canada. It would explain the resemblance.

"You don't um, sound very Canadian, if you don't mind me saying," Rebecca's father commented.

"No, but that's just it, you see," Amy said, fishing for a plausible explanation. "We Canadians often don't. It's one of the most interesting thingsabootus."

"So, who exactly invited you to my wedding?" Rebecca inquired.

"We just happened to be in the country and Mark's mother invited us, as a last-minute thing," Harold answered. "Not a problem, is it?"

"No. In fact, it's lucky you were here. Although, thinking about it, if you hadn't been here, I wouldn't have crashed into you in the first place."

"Funny how things work out," the Doctor countered as the car came to a halt. At the junction ahead, the traffic lights were on red. "How are we doing for time, Mar- marvelous Harold?"

"Five minutes to one. We're not gonna make it. Not in this traffic."

"Leave that to me." The Doctor dug into his jacket and pulled out what appeared to be a large electric toothbrush. He leaned out of the window and aimed it at the traffic lights. It buzzed and in an instant the traffic lights turned to green.

"Well, what are you waiting for?" the Doctor grinned manically. "Drive!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Mark sat between his mother and Gareth in the front-row pew. The air in the church smelt of stone and furniture polish. He stared at his shoes, so shiny he could actually see his reflection. "What time is it now?"

"Five minutes to," Gareth told him. "God, I hope she hasn't done a runner."

Mark's phone beeped. He had a message from Lucy and Emma, saying they'd been caught in traffic, but they'd be there in five minutes, followed by four exclamation marks and a smiley.

Mark's mother took his hand, and she gave it a squeeze. "Don't worry. She'll be here on time. I feel sure of it."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Mark pulled up in the country lane outside the church, right behind Lucy and Emma's limousine. The Doctor, Amy, Alex, and Rory jumped out of the car, instantly regretting it as they landed in deep puddles. While Alex furiously brushed water off her bare legs, Rory gallantly helped Rebecca onto the grass verge. "Careful. It's seriously muddy out here."

Mark couldn't take his eyes off Rebecca. She looked soperfect. How many times had he summoned up the memory of her on their wedding day? And now here she was, living and breathing, a memory made flesh. He'd even talked to her. Hearing her voice for the first time in fifteen years, seeing her so full of hope and excitement, Mark felt both an immeasurable joy and an immeasurable sadness. Every second he fought the urge to tell her who he really was and what would happen to her one night in April 2003. But that would have to wait.

He climbed out of the car to join them, taking care to avoid the puddles. How many times had he come to this church? Once to rehearse the wedding, once for the wedding itself, and then countless times to visit Rebecca's grave. From the roadside, he could see the empty patch of grass where it would one day lie, in the shade of an old, gnarled yew tree.

Rebecca's father passed Rebecca her shoes and, leaning on the lychgate, she twisted her feet into them. "All done. What time is it now?"

"Fifteen minutes past," her father informed her, indicating the clock on the church tower. "But don't worry, it's not as if they're going to start without you."

"Fifteen minutes?" Amy repeated. "But I thought. . ."

The Doctor licked a finger and held it to the air. "History is shifting course," he grimly announced as a blue light flashed across the gravestones. The same kind of light Mark had seen in Rome and the students' union. There was a tension in the air, like before a thunderstorm, and was it his imagination, or was it getting dark?

"So you were telling the truth," Alex sighed. "She did arrive at the church on time."

"What are you talking about?" Rebecca demanded. "I'm only fifteen minutes late, it's not the end of the world."

"I wouldn't be so sure of that." The Doctor made a decision. "Desperate situations require desperate solutions. Wait here, all of you, I'll be back before you know it." He clambered into the driving seat of Mark's car, revved the engine, and accelerated into the road. Seconds later, he disappeared from view, no doubt about to terrify local traffic.

"Where does he think he's going?" Rory cried, flabbergasted. "Thanks, Doctor, leaving us in the lurch outside the . . . church! You know, girls, I think he's really flipped this time."

"Don't be so sure of that, Rory," Alex smiled. She crossed her arms and smirked victoriously, already having figured out what the Doctor was doing.

"Look, you can stand here if you like, but I have a wedding to go to," Rebecca told them. She took her first determined steps towards the church. "I think I've kept my future husband waiting long enough—"

"Wait!" Mark cried. Rebecca paused. The leaves on the path swirled upwards as though caught in a gust of wind, and, with a grinding, whinnying sound, the Doctor's blue police box appeared on the path directly in front of her.

The door creaked open, and the Doctor emerged. "Well, what are you waiting for? Get in!"

"What's going on?" Rebecca chattered, staring at the Doctor and his blue box in disbelief. "What is that thing? And what is it doing here?"

"Just a short hop," the Doctor beamed, patting the police box like it was an old friend. "Same place, twenty minutes ago. Oh, and don't worry, there's plenty of room for all of us."

"I'm sorry. Are you saying that's some sort ofvehicle?"

"I assure you there's nothing to be scared of. Do I look like the sort of person who would kidnap a bride, on her wedding day, in a police box?"

"Yes."

"It's all right," Amy assured her. "You can trust the Doctor."

"But I'mlatefor my own wedding—"

"Just take a look inside," Rory urged. "I mean, if you're already late, what difference does one more minute make?"

The Doctor stepped out of the way to let Rebecca see into the police box.

"But, but that's impossible!" Rebecca stammered in awe. "It's like there's a wholehousein there. . ."

Mark, Rebecca, and her father stepped into the TARDIS control room, looking around in shock and awe.

"Thisis your transport?" Mark exclaimed.

Rory sympathized with them. It wasn't the easiest thing in the world, to step from the normal world into a time machine housed in another dimension. The Doctor's choice of décor didn't make it any easier, the center of the chamber being taken up with a cross between an avant-garde brass sculpture and a child's activity center.

The child in this case being the Doctor. He darted around the console, entirely in his element. Rory had a theory that at least half the buttons on the console didn't actually do anything and the Doctor only pressed them because they made an interesting noise.

"You know," Rebecca said to her father, "I don't think these people actuallyareMark's relatives."

Rebecca's father nodded. "I wouldn't be surprised if they weren't from Canada at all."

A grinding sound filled the chamber, the central column of the console coming to a rest as the Doctor bounded down the steps to throw open the main doors. "Here we are!"

Rory followed the Doctor, Amy, Alex, Mark, Rebecca, and her father outside. The TARDIS had landed on the village green opposite the church. They'd moved about a dozen meters.

The Doctor checked the clock tower. "Five minutes to one." He grinned at Rebecca. "A little bit early, but now you'll be able to make it to the church, bang on schedule."

"Sorry? You're saying we've goneback in time?" Rebecca cried.

"Only a little bit," the Doctor said, hardly calming Rebecca down any. He casually leaned against the TARDIS. "It'll hardly notice."

"Er, Doctor," Rory interjected. "Are you sure this isn't cheating?"

"No." The Doctor looked quite offended at the question. He straightened his bowtie. "It's the opposite of cheating. It's enforcing the rules. That's what I do. That's mything." He clapped, then returned his attention to Rebecca and her father. "Well, no time like the present, in you both go."

Rebecca was about to cross the road when suddenly a heavy goods lorry thundered down the lane, its horn blaring. Rebecca stepped back onto the village green but, as the lorry passed by, its wheels sluiced up the puddles, splashing muddy water all over her dress.

Everybody waited until the lorry had gone before speaking. "Whoops," Amy cringed sympathetically. "I'm sure it'll dry-clean off."

Rebecca looked down at her mud-splattered skirt. She breathed in as much as she could and said, "I'msupposedto be getting married! Inthree minutestime!"

The Doctor took Mark to one side, Alex once again following them. "I don't suppose, by any chance, when she turned up at the wedding, she was like this, was she?"

Mark shook his head.

"Sort of thing you'd remember?" Alex guessed.

Mark nodded.

"Right!" the Doctor declared. "All of you, wait here, don't move an inch." He ruffled his hair, then darted back into the TARDIS, slamming the door behind him. The lamp on top of the police box flashed, and with a whirl of wind, it disappeared from view, only to reappear a second later. The door swung open to reveal the Doctor holding up a brand-new wedding dress, identical to the one Rebecca was wearing.

"Took me a while to find the shop where you'd bought the dress and get them to run up an exact copy, but I got there in the end. Thinking about it, I really should've asked you which shop it was before I left. Ooh, that Samantha does go on, doesn't she? Anyway, there you go." The Doctor offered Rebecca the dress. "Problem?"

"Yeah, slightly," Rebecca confirmed through gritted teeth. "Firstly, if you think I'm changing into it standing here in the road, you've got another think coming."

"Oh, I'm sure you've got nothing to be embarrassed about," the Doctor smiled benignly. Alex sighed and immediately whacked the back of his head. "Ow!" he cried, shooting her a look.

"Sorry about him," Alex said to Rebecca. "I believe what he meant was that you're welcome to change in the TARDIS." She held open the doors of the police box. She eyed Rebecca's dress, her gaze lingering on the corset. "How long did it take you to get laced into that thing?"

"Half an hour," Rebecca replied.

"Half anhour?" The Doctor was aghast. "Half an hour?"

"Beauty hurts, Doc," Alex replied calmly. She grabbed Rebecca's hand and led her into the TARDIS, snatching the spare dress from the Doctor along the way. "Don't worry, we'll have plenty of time in here."

"If you say so." Rebecca had to admit, she rather liked this Alex. She seemed far more sympathetic than her boyfriend, though the two did make a cute couple.

The Doctor followed them inside, still muttering about taking half an hour to get into a dress. The remaining group on the sidewalk watched as the lamp on top flashed and the TARDIS vanished, then reappeared a moment later. The doors swung open to reveal Rebecca in her brand new, perfectly clean wedding dress, Alex and the Doctor behind her.

The Doctor checked the road for traffic. "Okay. Safe to cross. Got everything?"

"I think so." Rebecca turned to her father, who was regarding the proceedings with utter bafflement. "My bouquet!" she suddenly screamed in horror. "I left it in the limo!"

Alex turned to Mark. "I'm guessing she had it at the wedding?"

"Yes. She threw it, Lucy caught it."

"Right!" the Doctor cried in frustration, disappearing into the TARDIS. It vanished and reappeared. He emerged brandishing Rebecca's bundle of lilies. He thrust the bouquet into her hands. "Anythingelse?"

Rebecca shook her head.

"Then let's get youmarried." The Doctor led Rebecca, her father, Amy, Rory, Alex, and Mark across the road. After they'd gone through the lychgate and were halfway up the path to the church, the Doctor stepped in front of Rebecca and her father, forcing them to stop. "One last thing."

"What?" Rebecca cried.

The Doctor stared at Rebecca intently, touching her forehead with his fingers, and spoke in a steady, hypnotic tone. "You will have no memory of this, of meeting me, Alex, Amy, Rory, or Harold. As far as you're concerned, you came here in your limousine, without incident."

"We . . . we came here in our limousine," Rebecca hesitantly repeated.

"Good, good," the Doctor praised. He then repeated the process with Rebecca's father.

"We came here in our limousine," Rebecca's father confirmed.

"Excellent. Now, when I click my fingers, I want both of you to wake up, make your way into that church, and have the most wonderful day of your lives." The Doctor clicked his fingers and jumped out of the way.

Rebecca twitched, blinking as though waking up. Then she saw her father beside her. He was looking around with a puzzled expression, then turned to her and said, "Ready?"

Rebecca nodded, took her father's arm, and they headed up the path to the church.

But something wasn't quite right. As they reached the porch, Rebecca released her father's arm and glanced back at the graveyard, down the path to the road where five people stood by the gate. She couldn't see their faces, but one of them seemed to be dressed as an old-fashioned professor. He had a hand resting on the shoulder of a brunette with blonde highlights, dressed in shorts and a simple shirt. Honestly, it wasNovember. Who dressed like that in November?

There was a squeal of tires as a limousine pulled up outside. Lucy and Emma tumbled out in a flurry of skirts and swearing. They jiggled their shoes onto their feet and stumbled up the path towards her. "Sorry!" Lucy said breathlessly. "Traffic was literally insane."

"You're here now, that's the main thing," Rebecca told them.

"I think it's time," Rebecca's father gently reminded her, offering her his arm.

"Ready," Rebecca said, taking one last look back at the graveyard. She'd been coming to this church ever since she was a little girl, and she'd never noticed how many statues of angels there were before.

Amy felt a warm glow as Rebecca, her father, and her two peach-colored bridesmaids disappeared into the church. Amy checked the clock. It was one o'clock exactly. They'd made it.

Mark began striding purposefully up the path to the church. "Mark!" the Doctor and Alex shouted after him.

"Where do you think you're going?" the Doctor demanded.

"I told you. To stand at the back and watch. It won't do any harm."

"Won't do any harm?" the couple snapped.

"AftereverythingI've told you," the Doctor glared, "everything we've been through?"

"It won't do any harm, I know it." Mark turned to continue up the path.

Two statues blocked his way. Two statues of angels, standing solemnly in front of the church, their hands cupped beneath their faces, their eyes as blank as stone.

"The Angels!" Amy gasped. "They were here all the time!"

"Attracted by the wibbliness," Rory explained, for his own benefit if no one else's.

"Mark!" the Doctor shouted. Mark was frozen to the spot in terror. Amy glanced away from him – to see four more statues in the graveyard, one crouched by a tomb, lowering its hands, one emerging from behind a grave, the other two rising from either side of a war memorial.

The Angels were too spread out for Amy to see them all at once. Trying her best not to blink, Amy turned to face the Angels by the church. They had moved closer to Mark, paused as they stalked towards him, hands raised above their heads, their fingers extended like claws.

Mark staggered backwards, tripping over his own feet. Amy dragged her eyes away from him to check on the other four Angels. They had advanced towards Mark as though to cut off any lines of escape, forcing him to retreat down the path towards the road.

"They're trying tostophim getting into the church," Amy realized. "Why are they doing that, if they want him to cause a paradox?"

"Yeah," Rory said sarcastically. "That was my major concern too."

The Doctor dashed up to Mark and grabbed him by the arm. "Quick!" he ordered, dragging Mark away from the Angels. "Amy, Rory, Alex, keep looking at them, try not to blink!" He guided Mark back over to the lychgate. Mark's eyes were wide with fear. He'd been scared out of his wits.

And then Amy realized she wasn't looking at the Angels. And nor was Rory. Or Alex, who was busy checking the Doctor to make sure he was alright. Then, realization crossed her currently light green eyes. The girls spun back to see that four of the Angels had continued down the path towards them, their bodies contorted with anger, their mouths caught in silent screams. But if they could only see four of them, that meant there were two they couldn't see.

"Into the TARDIS!" the Doctor commanded. "Fast as you can!" The girls didn't need telling twice. Amy and Alex sprinted through the lychgate, paused to check there was no traffic in the road, then splashed – well, Amy splashed; Alex hopped over – through the puddles to the TARDIS. Thankfully, the Doctor had left the doors unlocked.

Rory, the Doctor, and Mark hurried in after them. The Doctor bolted the door shut and darted over to the console. In seconds, the arduous groaning of the TARDIS take-off filled the air.

"They werewaitingfor us," Alex exclaimed. Her voice shook slightly with fear, a rarity for her. She went over to the Doctor, and he immediately enveloped her into his arms, running his fingers through her hair reassuringly. She tightened her arms around his waist as realization bombarded her brain. "They wereexpectingus."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Gareth tapped his spoon on his glass. "Groom's speech!"

Mark took one last sip of his water and stood up in front of everyone he knew.

The function room of the Grand Hotel fell silent. All of Mark's friends were there: Emma and Lucy, actually wearing dresses; Rajeev, flown over especially; Gareth, who had turned out to have unexpected depths; Siobhan from work, at a table with Mr. Pollard and Mr. Boyce, the two solicitors trying to outdo each-other with the size of their buttonholes; Rebecca's parents, giving him approving, encouraging looks. And to his left, his mother, smiling for the first time in ages. And finally, to his right, Rebecca. His wife. Looking more elegant and glamorous than he'd ever dreamed possible.

Mark's hand trembled so much he could barely hold onto his speech. On top of that, his hand had started tingling again, like he was holding a battery. The feeling had been coming and going all day.

"Hello," he nervously greeted. "I've just got married. I'm a happily married man." There was a ripple of encouraging laughter. "This'll be a short speech, you'll be glad to hear, because I'm sure we're all dying to find out why Gareth has set up a slide projector. But, as is traditional, I have to thank a few people.

"Firstly, I should thank my best man, Gareth, for his unwavering support and for his generous offer of a one-way ticket to New Zealand ten minutes before the wedding. I think he was joking. Ihopehe was joking. I'd also like to thank him for organizing such a magnificent stag do, because unfortunately I didn't get a chance to thank him at the time due to an unexpected bout of food poisoning.

"I'd also like to thank the bridesmaids, Emma and Lucy, for making sure that Rebecca turned up, for which I will be eternally both surprised and grateful. And I'd like to thank Rebecca's parents, Olivia and Rodney, and my mother, Emily, for all their help. This day is a tribute to their kindness and generosity.

"Before I go any further, there's one more person I should mention. The person who sadly couldn't be here, who I wish was here more than anything else in the world, but who I know is here in spirit, and that's my father, Patrick. I miss you, Dad."

Mark paused. He could feel tears forming in his eyes. Because as he'd said those last words, it was like hearing the news of his father's death all over again, thinking of all the things he'd never get to tell him.

Looking across the room, at all the familiar faces lit up in the glow of the chandeliers, something drew Mark's gaze to the far end of the function room where a set of double doors opened onto a stairway. The doors should have been closed for his speech, but instead they were open. There was a man in the doorway, watching him. A man who looked just like his dad.

Mark glanced at his speech, then looked up. The man had gone and the doors at the far end of the function room were closed.

Mark cleared his throat. "And finally, I'd like to thank Rebecca, for everything, basically. For being my best friend, ever since I've known her. For always being there for me. For being a constant source of warmth, of inspiration, of laughter. And for doing me the great honor of agreeing to be my wife." He lifted his glass. "To Rebecca."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The night had turned cold, so they weren't likely to be disturbed in the hotel garden. The picnic tables were still wet from the rain, as Rory had discovered when he'd tried sitting on one. They were also unlikely to be seen, as the only light came from the windows of the TARDIS, parked unobtrusively in the corner, and the windows of the hotel as they flashed in time to the muffled strains of 'Dancin' In The Moonlight'.

Rory couldn't help searching the darkness for signs of a Weeping Angel. The Doctor had assured him that the moment of crisis had passed, and the Angels would now be in hiding, conserving their strength. That's why the Doctor had permitted Mark to watch his younger self delivering his wedding speech. But Rory still had his doubts.

The Doctor gazed into the night, hands in his pockets, looking like he had all the troubles of the universe on his shoulders. "Everything I've told you so far has been wrong," he said suddenly.

"What?" Rory questioned.

"The Angels. They haven't been following Mark in the hope of him creating a time paradox."

"What?" Amy exclaimed.

Alex pulled the Doctor's tweed jacket tighter around her shoulders. He had put it on her when he saw her shivering from the cool night air. It felt exceptionally warm around her and it smelled just like him, with a slight trace of aftershave and his musky cologne. But his words had suddenly made her chilly. She frowned at him. "But they're attracted by the wibbliness," she argued, "like moths to a flame."

"Yes," he agreed. "But not because they wanted him to change his past, but because they wanted to ensure that hedidn't."

"Eh?" Rory frowned in confusion. "But I thought you said—"

"Think about it. When we met them at the students' union, they were trying to keep the two Marksapart. The same when we encountered them again in Rome. The same again today."

"But why?" Amy wondered. "Why do that?"

"Because they're working to a plan," Alex breathed. Her light brown eyes were wide in shock. "Something big. Something much, much bigger than Mark just bumping into his younger self."

"Like what?" Mark asked.

Neither the Doctor nor Alex replied. Instead, they looked at Mark. The Doctor eyed him with all the sadness of his nine hundred years. Alex just raised an eyebrow, looking like a schoolteacher waiting for a student to confess to a petty crime. "You tell us, Mark Whitaker," the Doctor spoke. "You tell us."

"I don't know," Mark insisted. "Honestly, I don't."

"I let you see your wedding speech. But that has to be the last time. From now on, steer clear of your past."

"Don't worry," Mark assured him. "After what happened today, if you think I'm going anywhere near my younger self again, you're very much mistaken."

"Good," Alex complimented. Behind her, the Doctor opened the TARDIS doors. "Because if youdotry anything, the Angels will be waiting for you."

Chapter 18: Touched by an Angel Part 7

Notes:

A/N: This adventure is from the BBC New Adventures book, Touched by an Angel, by Jonathan Morris. Lines of dialogue and description have been copied out just as they are in the book for authenticity's sake, but I took liberties with some descriptive parts and 'he said, she said' parts. I do not own Touched by an Angel by Jonathan Morris.

Chapter Text

June 5th, 2001

Mark went to the bookcase, slid aside theHarry Potterfirst editions, and unlocked the small wall-safe behind them. He slid out the battered envelope withMARK WHITAKER. 7/10/2011written on the front. Crossing to his desk, he took out the letter from his future self, with its list of occasions where he must intervene in his own past. A list which he'd now completed.

Mark took a sip of freshly brewed coffee, tore a sheet of paper from a pad, placed it beside the letter from his future self, and began to copy it out, word for word, line by line.

This wasn't the first copy he'd made of the letter. He'd made a copy back in 1998, the copy he'd shown to the Doctor and Alex in Rome, which he'd shredded on his return. The one where he'd deliberately not included the final part of the message.

But make sure you follow these instructions, Mark. Because if you do, remember this.

YOU CAN SAVE HER.

Just as I did.

Yours sincerely,

Mark Whitaker, April 2003.

How many times had he read those words? Even reading them now for the hundredth time, Mark felt an ache in his heart. Rebecca need not die. It was written there in black and white, in his own handwriting.

He'd give anything just to speak to her again. Oh, he'd spoken to her at the wedding, but then he'd been pretending to be someone else. He wanted to talk to her as himself, to tell her how he felt. He longed to be with her, to hear her laugh, to tell her of all the things she'd missed out on; all the films that had come out after her death, all the Christmases, Lucy and Emma's civil ceremony and their baby daughter. They had always said they'd go back to Rome for their tenth wedding anniversary. Now they could do that and so much more.

Slowly and meticulously, Mark copied out the letter. With each line, he'd pause to check that he'd reproduced the details exactly. Glancing back at the original letter, he found that the handwriting matched. There was no way of telling the two letters apart; because, of course, they were the same letter.

Mark was about to copy outBecause if you dowhen he paused to glance out the window. His reflection gazed back, a ghost suspended over a panorama of London. He could see the skyscrapers of the city, shimmering like the towers of a magical kingdom under the wine-red sunset. He could even make out the London Eye on the horizon, shining electric blue.

By now Mark was, more or less, a multi-millionaire. This flat had been his only indulgence; a penthouse at the top of an exclusive development. All the furnishings were modern and sleek, and one entire side of the lounge consisted of a window looking out across Parliament Hill.

But spectacular views and luxury flats didn't take away the pain. Mark returned to his work, and the wordsYOU CAN SAVE HER.

Everything else in the letter had come true, so why did he doubt this part? Maybe it was because it was too good to be true. But also because the Doctor and Alex had warned him that he must not change history, no matter what. Saving Rebecca would certainly count as changing history. But if he was destined to save her, as the letter claimed, then surely if hedidn'tsave her, that would count as changing history too.

Mark put down his pen. He would leave the rest of the letter blank until after he had saved Rebecca. Then, and only then, would he fill in the rest. That way he could be sure the message was true. And if it meant he was changing history, then so be it.

Mark looked out across London. His younger self would be somewhere out there. Mark wondered what he was doing right now.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Mark's younger self was working late in his office. Everyone else had left hours ago, while Mark remained behind to prepare a case that had unexpectedly been brought forward.

He rubbed his eyes and thought of home. Rebecca would be home by now. Mark was rarely home before ten o'clock these days. They only saw each-other for half an hour before bed, when they were both too exhausted to do anything but watch television, and for half an hour in the morning when they were in too much of a hurry to talk.

But it would all be worth it. He'd been promoted to senior assistant, and in a few years, he'd be in line for junior partner. Then they'd be able to afford a place of their own and could start thinking about children. But in the meantime, he had to make himself invaluable, which meant volunteering to step in whenever there was a crisis. Like tonight.

Mark sifted through the case notes. The case was similar to one they'd handled the previous year, Jones versus Maxwell, and it would be quicker to see what precedents they'd used then than to start from scratch. Mark finished his instant coffee and headed into Mr. Pollard's office, the neon light flickering as he switched it on.

Mark opened the filing cabinet, slid out the Jones folder, and returned with it to his desk. Then he opened it, expecting to find a sheaf of notes. Instead, there was a second, slimmer folder upon which was writtenIMPORTANT: NOT FOR THE ATTENTION OF MARK WHITAKER.

Mark checked the name on the folder. It readHarold Jones. Someone had accidentally misfiled the wrong folder. But who was Harold Jones? And why would his folder contain something that he was forbidden to see? He'd never even heard the guy's name before. Which was odd, because Mark thought he knew the names of all their regular clients, and going by the thickness of this folder, Harold Jones was a regular client.

There was only one way to find out. If there was something Pollard or Boyce didn't want him to see, Mark wanted to know what it was. He opened the folder. The first thing he saw was a copy of the CV he'd sent in when applying for the position of junior assistant. Then there was a page of notes in Pollard's handwriting under the headingPROJECT MAGWITCH.

Mark read the notes, at first intrigued, then with a growing sense of indignation. It turned out that this Harold Jones person was one of the firm's most lucrative clients, who had personally intervened to make sure Mark had been given the job of junior assistant back in 1999. In return, Jones would continue to use Pollard & Boyce to handle his business. It seemed that Jones's interests ranged from property development to TV production companies. Always as a sleeping partner, investing money through third parties in order to retain his anonymity, reaping the rewards by selling the shares at a profit or by receiving dividends and royalties.

Mark leafed through all the pages but could find no explanation as to why Harold Jones had intervened to get him the junior assistant job. Except for one note that Pollard had scrawled in the margin of one page:Estranged relative?

Whoever this Harold Jones was, Mark had to speak to him. There was an address included in the folder, a block of flats in Highgate. Mark returned the folder to the filing cabinet, grabbed his jacket, and ran downstairs, not bothering to say goodbye to Ron in reception. After climbing into his car, he rang Rebecca on his mobile.

"Hiya husband," she answered, her voice distant but cheerful.

"Hi. Look, just to say—"

"There was a crisis at work and you're going to be late?"

"Something like that, yeah. Sorry."

"No, don't apologize. I'll just order in a curry and watchBig Brotheron my own."

"Can you leave me some? I had to work through lunch."

"Was there anything else? Only I'm in the bath and I'm making the phone all foamy."

"No, that's all. I don't know how long this will take, so don't wait up or anything."

"I'll do my best. Bye then. Love you."

"Love you. Bye."

Mark tossed his phone onto the passenger seat, twisted the ignition, and drove across London to Highgate, his mind racing with unanswered questions. After an hour's drive, he pulled up outside the apartment block. He was surprised by how impressive the building was; a smooth edifice of steel and glass, lit by ground-level spotlights. It looked more like a modern art gallery than somewhere where people might actually live.

Mark checked the address one last time. Flat 4-A. He headed over to the entrance and buzzed the intercom.

After about ten seconds, a voice answered, "Hello?"

"Hello. Harold Jones?"

"Yes. Who's this?"

"I'm from Pollard & Boyce. Urgent business."

"Come up." The security door buzzed. Mark swung it open and stepped into the brightly lit reception area. The elevator took him to the fifth floor, where a short corridor led to the paneled door for apartment 4-A. As he approached it, the door swung open.

"Hello?"

The man standing in the doorway looked oddly familiar. For a moment, Mark thought he was looking at his own father; the man had the same watery eyes, the same thinning hairline. But this man wasn't his father, he was only in his mid-forties at most. It was the weirdest thing. It was like he was looking into a mirror and seeing his future self staring back.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"More wibbliness?" Rory prompted.

The Doctor nodded. "A build-up of potential time energy, the biggest one yet." He strained his eyes at the surrounding parkland. In the distance, the lights of London twinkled in the twilight. "Mark must be interfering with his own past . . . irresponsible idiot!"

Amy and Alex emerged from the TARDIS, Amy pulling on her jacket and handing Rory his. Alex, having given the Doctor his tweed jacket back, shrugged into a chocolate brown leather jacket with a hood. "Any luck?" Amy asked.

Rory shook his head. They'd only left Mark outside the hotel about ten minutes earlier. Then the TARDIS had started wheezing like a steam engine giving birth, and the Doctor had gone into madness-in-charge-of-a-mixing-desk mode, all wide eyes and twitching fingers.

"Where are we anyway?" Rory asked. "I mean, nice view."

"Hampstead Heath." The Doctor banged his palm on his wibble-detector. "Brilliant. I can't get a fix, the signal's swamping the sensors. . ."

"So how are we going to find this paradox thing?" Amy wanted to know.

Suddenly, there was a flash. Amy, Rory, and Alex shielded their eyes as blue lightning sizzled over a block of flats on the edge of the park. The lightning seemed to concentrate at the top of the building,

"I think we've found it," Alex declared. "I'm not the Doctor, but that definitely looks like wibbliness."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"You're Harold Jones?"

Mark nodded slowly. The man standing in his hallway was his younger self. It was like being confronted by an old photograph. A face he'd seen many times in the mirror, but so long ago.

"May I come in?" Mark's younger self asked.

"You're from Pollard & Boyce?"

"That's right, I work there. But I think you already know that."

And then Mark realized the second thing that was wrong about his younger self visiting him. He had no memory of this taking place. When he'd worked at Pollard & Boyce, he'd never found out about Harold Jones. He'd certainly never gone to visit him.

"I think you'd better let me come in." Mark guided his younger self into the lounge. As he did, he felt a tingling in his right hand and noticed that his younger self rubbed his right hand at the same time. He'd felt it too. And there was an odd metallic smell in the air, the smell of dodgems and Scalextric cars. The smell of static electricity.

"Can I offer you anything? Coffee, tea?"

"No, I'm good," Mark's younger self replied. "Can we skip the small talk?"

"If you like," Mark said, sitting at his desk. "So how can I help you?"

"You canhelpme by telling me who the hell you are," Mark's younger self aggressively retorted. "And why the hell you've chosen to interfere in my life."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Amy caught up with the Doctor, Rory, and Alex at the entrance of the apartment block. They were all staring up at the top floor of the building, where blue lightning flickered over the steel and glass.

"We may be too late." The Doctor tasted the air. "Itfeelslike we're already too late."

"What do you mean,feels?" Amy asked.

"Time running off the rails. Forging new paths, new possibilities."

Rory looked around them warily. "Yeah, but surely if things were going wrong, the Weeping Angels would be here too, right? Like moths to a gong and all that?"

"Oh,great," Amy groaned. "Thanks for reminding me."

"Oh, they'll be here," Alex commented. "I think we can be sure of that."

The Doctor nodded in agreement. "They've probably been lying low in the cemetery down the road, awaiting their cue." He aimed his sonic screwdriver at the door, and it swung open. "Amy. Rory. Alex. Stay here."

"What?!" Alex cried. "Oh no, I'm going in with you."

"We'reallgoing in with you," Amy corrected.

"Hey!" Rory objected, grabbing the corners of Amy and Alex's jackets as they started forwards. "If the Doctor says we should wait here, maybe we should do as the man says. I mean, he does know what he's talking about."

"Amy, listen to your husband," the Doctor told her. "Alex, listen tome." He ran into the brightly lit reception area and bounded up the stairs.

"Yeah. Likethat'sever gonna happen," Amy scoffed.

"He should really know better," Alex reflected. Besides, she did listen to him. She knew when he really didn't want her near him, when he yelled at her and called her by her full name. Otherwise, the situation was fair game.

The two broke free of Rory's grasp and sprinted into the reception area after the Doctor, Amy's long-suffering husband trailing in their wake.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"You're a distant relative?"

"That's right," Harold Jones confirmed. "On Aunt Margaret's side. I'm from, er, Canada."

"Canada?" Mark repeated, distrustfully. But the man's words had rung a bell. His mother had once mentioned a relative in Canada, a man who'd come to visit her once and who never replied to her letters or Christmas cards. And thatwouldexplain the resemblance. . .

"Did you visit my mum once, about six or seven years ago?"

"Yes. Yes, that's right. I happened to be in the country for work, and I thought I'd look up some relatives."

"Right. And that's why you got me the job at Pollard & Boyce?"

Harold nodded. "Exactly. They handle a lot of my business, and so I thought I'd do you a favor."

"You thought you'd do me afavor?"

"I recommended that they should take you on. But only for a trial period, on the understanding that if you weren't good enough, they were free to let you go."

Mark remained unconvinced. "Really?"

"So, while I may have helped you get your foot in the door, everything you've achieved since has been entirely down to you."

"They've been keeping you updated with progress then, have they?"

"Something like that, yes. They call it Project Magwitch."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

As Rory reached for the door of flat 4-A, the Doctor yelled out behind him. "Wait!" Luckily for the companions, the Doctor had only said, "Didn't I tell you to – oh, never mind!" before continuing up the stairs. That was as much of a scolding as they would get in these types of situations.

"What?" Rory now asked, his fingertips inches away from the door. A moment later, blue light began to flit intermittently across the surface, and across the walls, floor, and ceiling of the corridor. Rory felt the hairs on the back of his hand stand on end. "What is it?"

"A Blinovitch limitation field." The Doctor leveled his sonic screwdriver at the door, gradually moving closer until there was a split and crackle. "Nasty stuff. Not good to get too close."

"But we can get inside?" Amy said impatiently.

"In a moment," the Doctor muttered, fiddling with his screwdriver. "Nearly there, nearly there. . ."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

While Harold explained about 'Project Magwitch', Mark took the opportunity to look around the flat, with its huge windows and its view over London, its designer chairs, its widescreen plasma television. A blue light flashed outside, like that of an ambulance.

Harold's story made sense, but Mark still didn't believe it. "And that's why you wouldn't let me handle any of your cases?"

"Exactly. I didn't want you to know. Look, I'm sorry. Maybe I should have told you, but. . ."

Harold kept talking but Mark had stopped listening. He'd noticed the two handwritten letters on Harold's desk, both of which included a list of places, times, and dates going back to 1994. For 1995, he saw the details of an exam he'd taken at university. For 1997, he saw the address of a café in Coventry together with some lottery numbers. For 1998, it described the time he'd lost his wallet in Rome. . .

Mark suddenly remembered something Rebecca had once said to him a long time ago. About there being somebody at university who looked just like him.

"What are you doing?" Harold cried as he realized, too late, that Mark was looking at the contents of his desk. He lunged forward in a desperate attempt to conceal the letters. "You mustn't look at them, they're, they'reconfidential—"

Mark reached for one of the letters and, as he did, the fingers of his right hand came into contact with Harold's right hand. Mark heard a loud crackling sound, like a circuit being shorted, and an agonizing bolt of pain shot up his arm. For a moment, he had a sensation of cramp-like numbness, and could smell something burning, and then everything went black.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The Doctor forced open the door to the flat and rushed in, Alex, Rory, and Amy at his heels. The entrance hallway flickered with blue light, and smoke drifted in the air. It was like stepping into a nightclub. "Hello?" the Doctor called out. "Anyone home?"

They made their way through the smoke into a large room with a kitchen at one end and an office at the other. All the electrical appliances in the kitchen were going haywire, switching themselves on and off, smoke pouring from their sockets. Blue lightning crackled across the floor, the ceiling, the walls, and the large, wide window that took up one side of the room.

Rory's eyes started to stream from the smoke. "What's going on?" he coughed. "This place is going bonkers!"

"Time-energy discharge," the Doctor answered, advancing into the room like a prowling tiger. "Overloads the electrics."

The light fittings fizzled, sending out cascades of smoldering sparks. "And what could have caused that?" Rory wondered.

Alex held her jacket sleeve up to her mouth in an effort not to breathe in the smoke. Aside from making her cough, it was giving her a strange craving for cigarettes. "I think I know," she replied, her voice slightly muffled by the jacket. She pointed towards the office, where two men lay slumped across the desk. They both had their right arms outstretched and appeared to be giving off steam.

"Mark Whitaker, A and B." The Doctor approached the bodies. "Must've made physical contact, shorted out the differential." He crouched beside the body of young Mark and took his pulse, before repeating the process with old Mark. "They're lucky to be alive. It seems young Mark decided to pay his older self a visit."

"So it wasn't old Mark interfering with his past," Amy mused. "It was young Mark interfering with his ownfuture. . ."

Tap-tap-tap.

"But this shouldn't have happened?" Rory guessed. "I mean, whichever way round it is, bumping into yourself's gotta be bad news, right?"

"It's not an ideal situation, no," the Doctor said, remembering the times he'd run into past incarnations of himself. Though that was an entirely different sort of bad news. "We have to get them out of here. Rory, you take one Mark, I'll take the other."

"Right," Rory nodded, heaving young Mark into an upright position. While he did this, the Doctor managed to get old Mark standing and half-lifted, half-dragged him towards the doorway.

Tap-tap-tap.

Rory's lungs felt like they were on fire. As he struggled across the room with young Mark, all the light fittings burst into flames.

"I don't get it!" Amy shouted over the chaos. "Why isn't the sprinkler system working?"

"Something's preventing it," Alex answered. "Look."

The Doctor and Rory followed Alex's gaze to the window on the far side of the room. Six stone figures stood on the other side of the glass, their hands pressed against the surface, staring inside with serene, blank faces. The Weeping Angels. All bathed in the flickering glow of the lightning.

"What are they doing?" Rory shouted.

"What do you think?" the Doctor yelled back. "Feeding!"

But that's impossible,Rory thought. They were four stories up. There was nothing for the Angels to be standing on.

Tap-tap-tap.

Rory couldn't keep his eyes on all of the Angels at once. Worse, with all the smoke swirling about, he could barely keep his eyes open. But that sound the Angels were making, they were tapping on the glass with their fingers. . .

There was a loud creaking, cracking sound. Rory caught a glimpse of the window covered in a spider's web of fracture lines emanating from the hand of one of the Angels. Then he had to blink, and an instant later, there was an ear-splitting crash as the entire window shattered into a hundred pieces. The night wind roared in, fanning the flames higher and blowing the smoke towards Rory, Amy, Alex, and the Doctor.

And Rory could see the Weeping Angels never visibly moving but in the process of clambering into the room, one by one, their mouths wide as though screaming in triumph.

"Come on!" the Doctor yelled into Rory's ear. "We have to go!"

Rory gripped young Mark by the waistband and tugged him into the hallway, through billowing smoke and surging, snapping flames. It was like they were escaping from Hell itself.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Mark's older self came to with a retching cough. His eyes and throat stung and there was a smoky, acrid taste on his tongue. But he could smell fresh air and hear the rustle of leaves in the breeze. He was lying on the ground, he realized. Rory knelt beside him, taking his pulse. Behind Rory, he could make out the Doctor, Alex, and Amy, looking down at someone else laid out on the pavement, someone he couldn't see.

Then it all came back to him. The visit from his younger self. He could picture him framed in the doorway. Mark gasped deeply and suddenly at the memory.

"It's all right," Rory said soothingly. "You're safe, mate. Me and the Doctor rescued you."

"Yourescuedme?"

Rory indicated the top of the apartment block. The top floor was a blaze of flickering orange flame, oily black smoke scudding up into the night sky.

"What . . . what happened?" Mark asked, pulling himself to his feet.

"Hey, take it easy," Rory cautioned. "You, um, seem to have bumped into yourself."

Mark staggered over to the Doctor, Alex, and Amy. They were tending to his younger self, who had been put in the recovery position, his suit charred, his skin smudged with soot. For one horrible moment, Mark thought that his younger self might be dead, until he groaned and breathed in a deep, sleepy breath.

Mark stared at him, then up at his burning apartment, unable to take it all in. There was something else, something he'd forgotten. "What did you say?" he shouted at Rory. "Ibumped into myself?"

"The Doctor thinks you may have, er, made physical contact, or something. Which released a load of time energy."

Physical contact? He could remember sitting at his desk, his younger self in front of him, and he could remember realizing that his younger self hadn't been listening to him because—

"Theletter," Mark breathed. "The letter I have to send to myself. . ."

"What?"

"Where is it? Did you bring it here?"

"No. Should we have done?"

"Oh no," Mark gasped. "Oh no. . ." He looked at Rory, whose mouth hung open with incomprehension, then Mark turned and ran back to the entrance of the flats.

"Hey, where are you going? You'll get yourself killed!" Rory shouted after him. "Doctor, the old one's doing a runner!"

Mark shoved open the security doors and raced up the stairwell, his chest straining with the effort. He passed some of the other residents of the block as they made their way downstairs. They called out to him, warning him not to go up there, but he ignored them.

He reached the fourth floor and slammed open the door to the corridor. A wall of searing heat hit him in the face, like he had just entered a furnace. He felt his skin prickle with sweat. The corridor ahead was clear, except for the thick black smoke that hung overhead like an indoor thundercloud.

Keeping his head low, Mark lurched down the corridor towards the door to his flat. His lungs felt like they were burning, and he could hear his own ragged, desperate gasps for breath.

He made it through the door into the hallway. It was almost unrecognizable, lit a deep red by the pulsing glow of the fire. He could barely keep his eyes open. But he had to find the letter.

Mark entered his lounge to be confronted by a vision from a nightmare. The kitchen was a roaring mass of flames, a plume of fire stretched from his television up to the ceiling, and his sofa smoldered with a foul-smelling smoke.

There were six figures in the room, standing perfectly still amidst the conflagration, each one holding its head in its hands, its wings folded back.

As Mark was forced to blink to clear his eyes of the smoke, the statues began tomove. They slowly lowered their hands and turned to face towards Mark. There was no expression in their eyes. They seemed oblivious to the flames licking over their stonework.

Then, one by one, they opened their mouths, exposing their long, sharp fangs.

Mark stumbled blindly to his desk, feeling his way across the room until it banged into his midriff and the smoke cleared sufficiently for him to see the papers on his desk. As he watched, both the letters caught fire and shriveled to black. The flames consumed both letters completely, sending charred fragments fluttering up into the air.

Mark felt a hand on his shoulder. He turned.

"We have to go," the Doctor said adamantly. "Now."

Mark could see the Weeping Angels behind the Doctor, reaching out towards him. The sight caused Mark to freeze in terror. He couldn't speak or move.

The Doctor took him by the wrist and guided him back through the lounge, past the Angels, and out into the hallway. Mark could hardly breathe and could barely see, but the Doctor kept leading him through the smoke and darkness, helping him down the stairwell, and out into the clean night air.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Amy and Alex squealed with relief as the Doctor tumbled from the burning building, heaving old Mark with him. Old Mark's clothes and hair were dirty and charred, but he seemed otherwise unharmed. He sat on the pavement a few meters away from where his younger self was sleeping.

The residents of the apartment block had gathered in the parking lot, marveling at the blaze as they awaited the arrival of the fire services. The fire would be visible all across London.

The Doctor squatted beside old Mark. "What were you trying to do?" he demanded.

"The letter, Doctor." Mark took in another lungful of air. "The letter I received from my future self, the one I had to send? It was in there. Both copies were in there!"

Alex's eyes widened. "Oh my God," she gasped, her jaw dropping.

"I saw them burn," Mark moaned wretchedly. "So that's it. History's been changed."

"What do you mean?" Rory asked.

"How can I have sent myself the letter,when I don't have the letter anymore?!" Mark yelled.

"Can't you just make another copy?"

"I can't remember every single word of the letter, can I? And if I got a single word wrong. . ."

"Oh. Right. Yeah."

"Didn't you make any photocopies, or anything like that?" Amy asked.

"No," Mark replied, leveling his gaze accusingly at the Doctor. "Because you told menotto, remember?"

The Doctor frowned. "So, now you can no longer send the letter to yourself, and the entire course of history has changed, with disastrousramificationsfor the entire planet."

He paused to straighten up, lick a finger, and hold it in the air. "Unless. . ." He reached for his wibble-detector, which was still slung around his neck, and began to urgently twiddle with its dials. "Oh no. Oh no, no, no, no, no. . ."

"Doctor, what is it?" Alex asked urgently as Mark said, "Unless?"

The Doctor didn't answer them. He was too preoccupied in taking a reading with the detector. Then he looked up at the group with a fearful look in his eyes. "Unless the course of historyhasn'tbeen changed."

Alex frowned at him. "What?"

"Which can only mean one thing," the Doctor gravely continued. "Markwasn'tthe one who wrote that letter!"

"What?" Amy cried. "But of course he did! You said—"

"Of course," the Doctor interrupted, the dots connecting in his head. "It was all part of their plan."

"Whose plan?"

"The Weeping Angels."

"Sorry, Doctor, you're saying theWeeping Angelswrote that letter?" Rory checked. "The one that Mark received in the year 2011?"

The Doctor nodded. "A list of instructions that Mark would think came from his future self, in order to make sure he obeyed them to the letter. In order to make sure that I'dtell himto obey them to the letter."

"But hang on, you're forgetting something. Mark said the letter was written in his own handwriting!"

Alex turned to look at Mark. "You never showed us the original letter, did you?"

"No," Mark admitted.

"I wish you had," the Doctor sighed. "Because Alex and I would've noticed that it was written onpsychic paper. Write a letter on psychic paper and the handwriting will look like that of whoever reads it."

Mark pulled himself to his feet. "But the name on the envelope was in my handwriting too."

"Psychic envelope," the Doctor dismissed. "Same material."

"And the Weeping Angels got hold of thishow?" Rory questioned, bewildered. "Did they just pop down to the nearest psychic newsagents?"

"The Angels are creatures of perception. To them it would be child's play." The Doctor looked at Mark mournfully, as though he was a condemned man. "The copy of the letter you showed me. It wasn't the whole letter, was it?"

Mark twitched. "What do you mean?"

"There was something else. Something else the Weeping Angels wanted you to do."

"No."

"What was the other part of the letter, Mark?" the Doctor exploded in anger. "TELL ME!"

"There wasn't any other part of the letter! You saw the whole thing!"

"I don't think so," Alex spoke up. Her eyes narrowed, pushing her topaz-colored irises down to little slits. She stepped up beside the Doctor. Together, the two looked like a terrifying force to be reckoned with. "You and I both know it. Whatever was in that letter was something that the Angels wanted you to do to change history. But youcan't."

"It is something that canneverhappen," the Doctor added, his voice low and dark. "Somethingyou must never do."

"No!" Mark protested, doubling up in pain as though crushed. His chest was heaving, and he kept swallowing, gasping, grimacing, as though trying to speak but unable to find the words. "No, you're wrong," he hissed at the couple. "It can happen. I'm going tomake ithappen."

"Mark," the Doctor started, "you can't, no matter how much—"

Mark straightened up and regarded the Doctor and Alex with cold, angry eyes; eyes filled with years of loneliness and grief. But instead of speaking, he turned away and strode towards the parking lot.

"Mark!" Alex called after him. "Where are you going? Stop—"

Mark raised his key fob, aimed it at his SUV, and unlocked it with a beep. He climbed into the driver’s seat. Motioning for Alex to stay put, the Doctor attempted to grab the car door, but he was too late; the car's engine growled into life, its headlights flashed on with blinding brightness, and it swung out into the road. Amy, Rory, Alex, and the Doctor could only stand by uselessly as it accelerated into the night.

As the car disappeared from view, the wail of sirens grew louder until two fire engines and an ambulance appeared at the end of the road, illuminating everything with their flashing lights. Firemen clambered out, shouting instructions, and craning their necks to assess the blaze.

Distracted by the firemen, it took a few moments for Alex and Amy to realize the Doctor wasn't with them. He and Rory had returned their attention to Mark's younger self, who was still curled up on the pavement. He regained consciousness with a wheeze and splutter, his bloodshot eyes darting around in confusion. "Who are you? What happened?"

"You came to see a man called Harold Jones," the Doctor calmly informed him. "Why?"

"Harold Jones?" Mark frowned as he struggled to remember. "I was working late in the office and came across this folder . . . he was the reason I got this job. And he had these letters on his desk, with lists of stuff from my life!"

"It's all right," the Doctor said gently as he placed his fingers on Mark's forehead. Mark's eyelids drooped and his head lolled forward as he fell into a trance. "You'll be fine. Listen to me. You will have no memory of the events of this evening."

"No memory," Mark repeated.

"The last thing you'll remember is working late in the office. You won't remember me, my friends, or Harold Jones. When you awake, you will never had heard of him. Understand?"

Mark nodded.

"There was a small fire in your office, someone dropped a lit match into a bin. You threw your jacket over it, that's how it got burnt."

Mark nodded.

"And when you wake up, I want you to phone your wife and tell her you'll be coming home, then go back to your car, and drive straight there. You've got all that?"

Mark nodded.

"Good." The Doctor clicked his fingers.

Mark's head lifted. For a moment he looked around, not sure where he was, then he stood up. "Sorry, um, excuse me," he muttered, before speed-dialing a number on his mobile phone. "Hiya. . . Yeah. It's me. Just calling to let you know I'm on my way home. . . Love you too." Then, without registering the Doctor, Alex, Amy, or Rory, he strolled over to one of the cars parked outside the building, got into it, and drove away.

The Doctor, Alex, Amy, and Rory stepped aside as the firemen located the nearest hydrant and connected their hoses.

"So that's that?" Amy asked, rubbing the soot off her hands.

"I think so," the Doctor replied. "Mark goes home to his wife, having forgotten all about tonight, and all about us—"

Rory's mouth fell open as a sudden, terrible realization dawned on him. "Wait a minute," he interrupted. "Did you just say he's going home to hiswife?"

"Yes—"

"But when I spoke to Mrs. Levenson, she never mentioned anything about Mark being married!"

"Doctor, that's what I wanted to tell you!" Alex cried. "Didn't get a chance to though, not in all the excitement. Mark has a wife here, but he doesn't have one in the future."

"Then that means they either got divorced," Rory picked up, "or. . ."

The Doctor suddenly looked very old and gaunt. "So that's it. That's what the Weeping Angels have been working towards."

"You mean, something happened to Rebecca?" Amy asked. "Or rather, something'sgoing tohappen to Rebecca. Oh my God. She's going to die. . ."

"And Mark's going to try and stop it," Alex wearily muttered. She ran a hand through her hair. She could understand Mark's motivations. Hell, she'd try and do the same with the Doctor or Marigold, Lacey, Amy, and Rory, but she knew his rescue mission was going to be futile. "He's going to try and save her."

"But if he saved her," Rory started, piecing it together, ". . .then he'd be changing history."

"Not only that, but—" Before the Doctor could finish, he was interrupted by a voice calling to them from down the street.

"Doctor! Alex! Amy!" A familiar figure ran out of the darkness towards them. As he got closer and slowed down, he moved into the glow of a streetlamp, allowing Amy and Alex to see his face.

It was Rory.

But Rory was standing right next to them, gawping in disbelief at the new arrival. Amy turned from him to the other Rory, the new Rory. He approached with an exhausted look on his face.

"Thank God," he sighed in relief, rubbing his side and wincing. "For a minute there, I thought I'd missed you."

"Rory?" the Doctor cried, regarding him suspiciously. "What are you doing here?"

The new Rory gave Amy a reassuring smile and ruffled Alex's hair, before he noticed his former self and his mouth fell open. "I'm, er, from the future? I mean, I was with you in the future, but then I was touched by an Angel. . ."

Chapter 19: Touched by an Angel Part 8

Notes:

A/N: This adventure is from the BBC New Adventures book, Touched by an Angel, by Jonathan Morris. Lines of dialogue and description have been copied out just as they are in the book for authenticity's sake, but I took liberties with some descriptive parts and 'he said, she said' parts. I do not own Touched by an Angel by Jonathan Morris.

Chapter Text

April 21st, 2002

It had been their first major argument.

It all started when Mark suggested that Rebecca shouldn't bother to buy another car after her previous one had been written off. His point was that having a car in London was a waste of money, as she hardly ever used it except to go to her parents', and she'd said herself that driving in London was insanely stressful and dangerous.

Rebecca's response had been to accuse Mark of calling her a bad driver. Which hadn't been his point at all. It wasn't Rebecca's driving that worried him. It was everybody else's.

Rebecca had been driving to Peckham for the weekly shop when, as she turned left at a crossroads, the car on her right jumped the lights and crashed into her. She'd been lucky to escape with whiplash and a dislocated shoulder.

The argument happened the following night. They were both overtired, neither of them having slept more than a few hours since the accident. Mark still had the stress of the day coursing through his system, and Rebecca kept being woken up as her painkillers wore off. Then they had a day of dealing with the police and the insurance. On top of that, they had to cancel their holiday in Paris which had been due to begin the following day.

That was what the final part of the argument had been about. Rebecca had accused Mark of being glad that their holiday had been canceled because it meant that he could go back to work. Mark hotly denied this, but the problem was, Rebecca knew him too well. The thought of returning to work had occurred to him.

And that's why he spent the night on the sofa in the living room.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Rebecca woke as a jab of pain in her neck reminded her of her injury. Slowly and awkwardly, she eased herself into a sitting position and reached for the painkillers and water on the bedside table. She had to twist her waist to see what she was doing as she couldn't turn her head.

The alarm clock read 11:30. The other side of the bed was empty. For a moment, Rebecca thought nothing of it; she often woke after Mark had gone to work, until she remembered this was the first time she and Mark had spent the night apart since their wedding.

Rebecca washed and put on a fresh t-shirt, then headed downstairs, gripping the banister with her one good hand. She'd have a cup of tea and maybe watch the news. Today she should have been exploring the art galleries and museums of Paris with Mark; instead, she'd be spending it alone in a cold flat.

Rebecca stopped at the foot of the stairs. She could hear something sizzling in the kitchen and could smell the smoky aroma of pancakes. She wandered in to discover Mark at the oven with a frying pan in his hand, a string of garlic around his neck, and a beret on his head, humming 'She' by Charles Aznavour.

"What are you doing?" she demanded.

"Making crêpes. This is my sixth attempt. I think I've almost got it."

"I meant with the," she indicated the garlic, "and the," she indicated the beret.

"Oh. Idea I had. For the next two weeks, I've designated this flat as French territory."

"What?"

"If you can't go to Paris . . . then let Paris come to you." Mark slid the pancakes out of the frying pan and turned towards her.

"Please take that thing off, you look like Frank Spencer."

"I thought it made me look like Che Guevara," Mark countered. "I got it while I was out shopping. Couldn't get snails or frog legs, but we have croissants,pain au choclat, and later you have a choice of me attempting eithercoq au vinor ratatouille."

Rebecca noticed the five bulging supermarket shopping bags on the side.

"I also thought," Mark continued, "that if we're going to be stuck in the flat together for two weeks, we might need some entertainment, so I got a few DVDs and videos." He indicated one of the bags.

Rebecca rummaged through it. "Amélie. Cyrano de Bergerac. Betty Blue. Mon Oncle.Asterix & Obelix Take On Caesar.And the first two series of'Allo 'Allo. . ."

"Can't get more French than that."

"Very true." Rebecca sniffed the crêpes. "So we're spending the next two weeks in the flat together, are we?"

"I mean, I could always go into work, if you'd prefer, but I thought, two weeks with my gorgeous wife Rebecca, versus sitting in a solicitor's office in Croydon. No competition really."

"Not when you put it like that. Is this your way of saying sorry?"

Mark handed her a pancake on a plate. "Overdoing it, do you think?"

"A bit, yes." Rebecca broke off some of the pancake and ate it. "But I strongly approve." She kissed him gently on the back of the neck. "Merci beaucoup."

"You're lucky. I very nearly bought an accordion."

"You have no idea how grateful I am that you didn't."

"And you're sure you're okay with having me hanging around, waiting on you, hand and foot?"

"I could get used to it," Rebecca teased. "I should get into car crashes more often. No, I think if I have to be stuck in the flat for two weeks, there isn't anyone in the world I'd rather be stuck with."

"So you're not annoyed, about not going to Paris?"

"Not anymore. I mean, it's not as if Paris is going anywhere. There's always next year."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Is this strictly necessary?" Rory asked as the Doctor ran the sonic screwdriver over him like a customs official with a metal detector.

Instead of giving an answer, the Doctor darted across the control room and repeated the process with the other Rory, the Rory from the future.

It was a weird feeling to be in the same room as your future self. That person over there, with the surprisingly large nose and gormless face, would be him at some point. Staring back at his past self, who as far as Rory was concerned, was his current self. Which was confusing if you thought about it, so Rory decided to stop thinking about it.

"Completely necessary," the Doctor finally responded, closing his sonic screwdriver with a flourish. "It's now safe for you both to be in the same room together."

"Eh?"

The Doctor went into explanation mode. "Blinovitch Limitation Effect. Two identical versions of the same person, at different points in their timeline, should not co-exist within the same space and time. All sorts of nasty potential for paradoxes. And if they should happen to make physical contact – bang!"

"Like with the two Marks?" Amy guessed.

"Like, as you say, with the two Marks," the Doctor agreed. "But now I've neutralized the effect. Ask me how."

Alex shook her head as the future Rory opened his mouth. "Don't," she told him. "He'll just say it's complicated and then probably something like, thanks for asking."

Amy and the present Rory snickered. The Doctor shot her a look, proving that she was right. "Thank you, Alex," he sneered.

Alex, hardly bothered, leaned back against the railing next to the future Rory and beamed. "You're welcome, Doc!" she chirped.

"So, it's now safe for me to touch my future self?" Rory asked, pulling them back to the present.

"Yes," the Doctor confirmed. "Although I would strongly advise you not to."

"Why?"

"Yeah, why not?" the future Rory wondered.

"Because it would lookodd. Best keep your hands to, um, yourself."

"And it might give Amelia some ideas," Alex smirked.

Amy's face reddened. "Alex!" she cried, her eyes wide, though she didn't deny Alex's statement.

Alex giggled a little and smiled at her innocently. "Love you, Ames."

"Okay, you two," the Doctor chided, though even he was smirking a little at the girls' antics.

"So where are you from?" Alex asked the future Rory. "What happened to you exactly?"

"Um, well, I'm not sure how much I can say," the future Rory said hesitantly. "You know, spoilers and stuff. But we were all in this field, on the South Downs, on the night of the tenth of April 2003, and the Weeping Angels were there too, and well, I got zapped."

"Zapped?" present Rory repeated.

"Back to 2001. Which was a bit of a head-scratcher, to say the least."

"And then you came and found us?" the Doctor asked.

"Notquite. First I had to hang around for a month waiting for you to turn up."

"What?"

"I was sent back to the first ofMay. Four weeks I've been stuck in the past waiting for you!" Future Rory sighed indignantly. "I seem to spend half my life waiting for people!" Alex patted him reassuringly on the shoulder.

"Still, four weeks," the Doctor shrugged. "Give you a chance to catch up on old times and stuff."

"You try being dumped in the past with no money, no job, and nowhere to live! I could hardly go back to Leadworth, could I?"

"I'm sure you coped admirably. No need to go into the grisly details."

"Hang on," Rory cut in. "If this is going to happen to me, I'd quite like to hear the grisly details, thank you very much. Give me some idea what I'm in for."

"That's precisely why you mustn't know," the Doctor argued. "And why your future self mustn't tell you. You've heard too much as it is." He returned to future Rory. "Let me get this straight. It was the night of the tenth of April 2003 when you were touched by the Angel?"

"Yeah."

The Doctor swung the small monitor screen to face Rory. It showed the front page of a local newspaper. "Which was the night that Rebecca Whitaker died."

Future Rory nodded and swallowed. "Yeah."

"Right. Now, I need you to answer this as precisely as you can. When you were the Rory over there," the Doctor indicated Rory, "and your future self turned up, what did we do next?"

"What did we do next?"

"Yes. It's vitally important you remember."

"I do, it's just that I'm not sure I should tell you. You know, spoilers."

The Doctor let out an exasperated sigh. "Okay. Let me put it like this. I think the next thing I should do is that I should take us to the time and place where Rebecca was killed. If I were to do that, would I be changing history?"

"No. That's exactly what I remember you doing last time."

"Good. Then that is what we shall do." He turned to Rory. "I hope you're paying attention to this, I'll be asking questions later."

"Yeah, don't worry," Rory said, tapping his forehead. "Committing it all to memory."

"Good." The Doctor advanced on the console like a concert pianist about to give a recital, but before he could start laying in a course, he paused. "You know, it could potentially get a little confusing having two Rory's about the place."

"I'm not confused," Future Rory objected.

"No, me neither," Rory agreed. "I know which one I am."

"Yeah, and so do I," his future self added.

"Yes," the Doctor said. "But nevertheless, it would be useful ifIhad some way of telling you apart."

"What, like one of us growing a moustache?" Rory dryly suggested.

"Yes, but there's hardly time for that, is there?" The Doctor bit his lip as he thought. "Future Rory. Future Rory. 'F' Rory. 'F' Rory . . . ha! I know! I have just the thing!" The Doctor jumped down into one of the storage areas by the interior doors, pulled out a chest, and rummaged inside it before extracting a red cylindrical hat with a tassel. Alex let out a loud groan when she saw it.

"Fez Rory!" the Doctor announced. He strode over to Rory and slid it on his head. "Future Rory, Fez Rory!"

"You went and got another one?" Alex cried in disbelief.

"Er, Doctor, I'm not the future one," Rory told him. He pointed towards his future self. "He is."

The Doctor snatched back the fez. "You see, Isaidyou'd start getting confused." He bounded over to future Rory and placed it ceremonially onto his head, either ignoring or just not seeing Alex's elaborate eye-roll. "There. Now, you have to keep this on. The fate of the entire universe may depend on it."

"Really?" future Rory questioned. "The entire universe depends on me wearing a fez? That's how these things work, is it?"

"Now, if you'll give me a moment," the Doctor requested, returning to the controls. "The sooner I get us to 2003, the sooner we can stop having two Rory's roaming about the place!"

"And the sooner I can get rid of that fez," Alex muttered.

The Doctor paused in his dial-turning and switch flipping to look over and eye her suspiciously. "What was that?"

"Nothing!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

April 10th, 2003

At last, after nine years of waiting, the day had finally arrived. The day Rebecca died. Except this time everything would be different.

Mark drove through the narrow lane, squinting as the setting sun flashed through the hedges that towered over the road. In the distance, he could see the black thunderclouds of the approaching storm. In an hour or so, it would be pitch dark and bucketing with rain. But Mark would be ready. He'd left nothing to chance.

His mouth was dry with anticipation. He'd explored every option of how to prevent the accident. He'd considered simply stealing Rebecca's car, but what if a passing policeman caught him in the attempt? He'd spend the night in jail while she continued to her death. No. He would have to keep it simple, intervening only at the last possible moment. Only then could he be sure he would prevent the accident without being part of the chain of events that led to it.

The details of the accident were indelibly burned into his memory. At 10:26 pm, Rebecca was involved in a head-on collision with a heavy goods vehicle one mile from the village of Chilbury. She had just taken a blind left turn. The lorry was traveling at over fifty miles an hour. Because of the high hedgerows there was no way either of them could have seen the other. Mark had visited the site of the accident in preparation and knew every detail of the journey.

So, all he had to do was to stop the lorry before it reached the fatal corner. Mark knew that the lane continued towards Chilbury, with no junctions or intersections, but about a quarter of a mile further on, there lay a long stretch of road, the width of a single lane, that led uphill into the village. This was where the lorry had built up speed. This was where Mark's car would be blocking the road. The driver of the lorry would see it in plenty of time and be forced to come to a halt. And Rebecca, coming the other way, would also see the car and slow down. Only then would Mark move his car out of the way.

And then he'd have Rebecca again. All the years without her, all those long, lonely years of grief and regret, would be wiped out in an instant. They would never have happened. And if it summoned the Weeping Angels, then that was a small price to pay for the life of the woman he loved.

Almost without noticing it, Mark came to the point in the road where the accident had taken place. Would take place. Would no longer have taken place. He changed down gear, steered his SUV around the corner, and accelerated up the long, straight road to Chilbury. Then, at a small, gravelly lay-by about halfway up the road, he pulled in and switched off the engine.

He'd checked the area the week before. Even in torrential rain there was no chance of his car being stuck in the mud. He'd checked the engine, there was no chance of it failing or running out of fuel. He'd checked the police report after the accident – read it so many times he knew it by heart. In the ten minutes leading up to the accident, there had been no other traffic sighted on that stretch of road. At 10:16 pm, he'd move his car into the lane, then he'd be able to watch from a nearby field as the lorry approached from a distance of half a mile. He'd thought of everything.

There was a rumble of thunder and rain spattered against the windshield.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Rory followed the Doctor, Alex, and Amy out of the TARDIS and immediately he flinched from the cold and hugged his coat for warmth. Thankfully his woolen chullo hat covered his ears, as the wind blasted icy rain into his cheeks. Beside him, Amy brushed her hair from across her face and pulled her hood over her head, while future Rory tried his best to look nonchalant whilst wearing an increasingly damp fez. Alex glared up at the sky and tugged the hood of her jacket over her head, making sure it shielded her whole face before putting up the umbrella the TARDIS had placed by the door as she walked out. It was the same one she had used back in Florida, the gold tip on top now reattached with duct tape. The Ponds really wished they had an umbrella.

Only the Doctor seemed immune to the freezing weather. "This is the place?"

Fez Rory nodded.

The Doctor handed them each a flashlight which they clicked on. The beams only extended a few meters into the gloom, the lights picking out an ever-shifting curtain of raindrops. Rory could make out uneven, mud-soaked turf beneath their feet. He'd have to be careful not to trip up.

"I'm getting wibbliness on an unprecedented scale," the Doctor told them as he took a reading from his wibble-detector. "Hard to pinpoint the exact source, but this is it. This is the tipping point, the moment where the future hangs in the balance." There was a sudden boom of thunder and a flicker of bright blue lightning. "The moment the Weeping Angels have been waiting for."

"The dinner gong?" Alex said.

"With a big, juicy, space-time event on the menu. It's time for thefeast." The Doctor lowered his detector and clenched his jaw, his face filled with dread, then waved the beam of his flashlight downhill. "This way, I think."

As they followed the Doctor across the muddy field, Rory strained his eyes to see anything in the gloom. It was so dark he kept thinking he saw movement, but it was only his eyes playing tricks as they grew accustomed to the darkness. But then he saw it; a pale yellow light about a quarter of a mile away, at a point further down the hillside.

"There!" he cried. The light came from inside a car parked halfway up a steep country lane.

"That must be him." The Doctor turned to Fez Rory. "Am I right?"

"Um, yeah. That's his car," Fez Rory confirmed.

"Then there's no time to lose." Using his flashlight to pick out the ground ahead, the Doctor strode towards the light with renewed urgency. "But watch out. The Weeping Angels are here. And they will try to stop us."

Ten minutes later, Rory's shoes were soaked through, and his feet were numb. From here they could see that Mark's car had been abandoned in the middle of the road. Rory couldn't tell if the SUV's engine was running; all he could hear was the roar of the wind and the occasional crash of thunder.

"What's he doing?" Amy wondered. "He's just left it there. Why?"

"His wife met her death on this stretch of road," the Doctor informed them. "A collision with an oncoming vehicle."

"Which can no longer be coming," Alex concluded, "if a car is parked in the way."

"You two got all that from just a parked car?" Rory marveled, stamping some feeling back into his feet.

"He's left the lights on," the Doctor pointed out. "He wants it to be seen. It's awarning. Best way to stop a crash between two vehicles? Put somethinglargeandvery obviousbetween them. It's what I'd do."

"Er, Doctor," Fez Rory interrupted. He indicated a figure standing about twenty meters away, between them and the car. A man in a puffy winter coat, his face ruddy from the cold. He stared defiantly into the glare of their flashlights.

"Mark!" the Doctor shouted to him. "Whatever it is you think you're doing, you have to stop!"

Mark shook his head. "Whatever IthinkI'm doing?" he yelled. "I'm going to save Rebecca. And there's nothing you can say or do that will stop me."

The Doctor began to slowly venture toward him. "After everything I've told you, haven't you learned anything? You have to move your car out of the way and let history take its course."

"No."

"You have to do it, Mark." The Doctor wiped his hair out of his eyes. His face and clothes were sopping wet, raindrops dripping off his nose and eyebrows. "Listento me."

"In about seven minutes' time, a heavy goods lorry is going to come down that hill. If my car isn't there to stop it, that lorry will hit Rebecca's car. And I am not going to let that happen."

"You don't have any choice!"

"But I do. Otherwise, you wouldn't be here to try and talk me out of it," Mark challenged, his face lit up by a flash of lightning. "No. This time it's going to be different. This time she lives." There was another boom of thunder.

Alex shuddered at the sound. She'd never been big on storms, not just because they involved water, but because one had caused her parents to die. And now, it was helping to make sure someone else died.

"Shedies, Mark. What has happened, has to happen. You can't change that."

"Why not?" Mark squawked. He began to back away from them, down towards the road.

"Because it's atrap!" the Doctor shouted, walking steadily towards Mark. "Everything that's happened, it's all been engineered by the Weeping Angels to bring you to this point."

For a moment, it looked like Mark believed the Doctor, his face twitching as he fought back tears. "They've given me the chance to save her," he protested, his chest heaving with rage.

"The Angels don't care if Rebecca lives or dies. They're just using her, and you, to give them what they want. A time paradox."

"I don't believe you!"

"Then look around you, Mark!" the Doctor screamed. "Look around you!"

The Doctor flashed his flashlight towards a marble-white figure standing in the pitch blackness five meters to Mark's left. The figure held its hands out before it, palms upwards, the rain spattering and dribbling over its stone wings and Greek-style dress. He then swung it to Mark's right, lighting up a second Weeping Angel in the same submissive posture.

Alex, Rory, Amy, and Fez Rory flashed their torches around them, illuminating the wet grass, the shimmering sheets of rain, and four more Angels emerging from the void of darkness, two to their left, two to their right, all with their hands palms out before them, as though in greeting.

"Oh hell," Rory muttered.

"You took the words right out of my mouth," Fez Rory agreed.

"You brought them here," the Doctor said with an edge in his voice. He took another step towards Mark. "Just as I warned you not to."

Mark backed away, his eyes darting between the Angels. "No. . ."

"Don't worry. They won't stopyou. They can't get involved directly, you see, they need the paradox to be the result of someone else's interference."

"But as for us. . ." Alex trailed off, not wanting to think about that. The Doctor would get them out of this. He always did.And I willnotgo down to a freaking statue without a fight,she vowed.

As the Doctor and Alex spoke, Rory kept moving his flashlight between the Angels. They were all still standing in the same posture, but was it his imagination or were they moving nearer? Examination revealed that, no, it wasn't his imagination. The four Angels to their left and right had closed in, to cut off any line of escape. "Um, Doctor, the Angels are. . ."

The Doctor ignored Rory, keeping his attention fixed on Mark. "You think it's bad now?" he went on. "You have no idea what the consequences will be."

"I know what I'm doing," Mark protested, taking a stumbling step away from the Doctor. "I'm going to save Rebecca." Rory noticed that the Angels on either side of Mark had moved closer together. They were now only a couple of meters away from Mark, trying to get between him and the Doctor, to cut them off and prevent them from reaching the car.

"And you think that will make the world a better place?" the Doctor asked.

"How could it beworse?!" Mark screamed. "How could it? Answer me that! I've spent seventeen years without her. I don't care about paradoxes, I don't care about Angels." Mark blinked back the tears forming in his eyes. "I just want her back."

"You can't have her back. She has to die."

"Why?!" Mark yelled. "Why doesshehave to be the one who has to die?"

While the Doctor concentrated on Mark, Rory directed his torch into the blackness that surrounded them. With two Angels behind them, two to the sides, and two in front, they were effectively caught in the center of a circle.

The Doctor gave Mark a sympathetic smile, ignoring the two Angels who flanked him on either side. "Why do you think the Angels chose you, Mark?"

"I don't know."

"Exactly. It could've been anyone, they just happened to pick on you. Because everyone has something they'd like to go back and change." And it was true. Amy would probably like to change the twelve years she was left on her own, being ridiculed for her belief in her 'imaginary friend'. Alex might like to prevent the deaths of her parents, though she had never shown any desire or longing to. And the Doctor knew he, himself, if he could, would change some awful things in his past, like the end of the Time War.

"I just want to save one person," Mark sniffed, wiping more tears from his eyes. "Do you have any idea what it's been like, these last nine years? All the good people who have died, while I've stood by and done nothing. How do you think I felt on September the 11th, watching all those people die? But I didnothing. I followed the rules, Doctor. I did as I was told. I just want one life. Is that too much to ask?"

"Yes," the Doctor said regretfully. "I'm afraid it is. You can't change the past."

"Can't he?" Amy wondered. She had tears streaming down her cheeks. "You're always saying time can be rewritten. Why not now?"

"Because this isn't about one person's life. The Angels have arranged this deliberately so that any change in the timeline will have the greatest possible impact."

"But there has to besomeway!" Alex cried. She knew she was grasping at straws, but she felt rather sorry for Mark. Everyone, even her, had somebody in their life they'd save if given a chance to do so.

Amy enthusiastically nodded in agreement. "There has to be something we can do!"

"No." The Doctor shook his head. "Rebecca's death is a complex space-time event. If Mark prevents it, he won't change the future."

"He'll change his past as well," Alex finished. She had known it all along, but for just a moment, she'd been hoping she and the Doctor were wrong.

The poor guy,Rory thought. All he wants to do is to save his wife's life. Rory thought about what he would do if he was in Mark's shoes, and it was Amy who was about to die. Would he risk everything just for the slightest possibility of saving her? Of course he would. Like a shot. Because the thought of her death, the thought of having to go on living without her, was simply too terrible to imagine.

Rory wiped the tears from his eyes and swung his flashlight around him again, almost grateful for the distraction. While the two Angels on either side of Mark hadn't moved, the others had each taken three or four steps closer and had raised their arms to either side, closing off any gaps between them.

"You're lying!" Mark accused. "You can't know any of this for sure!"

"Mark, if you save her, what do you think will happen?" the Doctor asked. "You think you'll just get to carry on from where you left off?"

"No—"

"No. You'll wipe out the events of the next eight years. All that time will be unwritten. But that's not all you'll lose. You'll lose thepastnine years too. All the time you had with Rebecca will cease to have existed. All gone. Not even a memory. Every moment you ever spent with her will be lost without a trace!"

"Why?"

"Think. You'vetraveled in time. Your past, present, and future are inextricably bound up together. Think of all the times you've intervened in your own past. Would you have even got together with Rebecca in the first place if it hadn't been for your future self? No. But if she never died, you'd never have traveled back and so you'd never have got together. That whole timeline will be erased."

"I don't believe you," Mark stammered. "I don't believe you!"

"You'll lose her, Mark. And the Angels will feed, and they will grow stronger. And that will be the beginning of the end of the Earth."

"What? How do you know that?"

"Because I've seen itbefore! Do you think when the Angels are done with you that'll be the end of it? No. They'll move onto someone else. Put them through everything you've ever been through until they create another paradox. Then there'll be someone else, and someone else, until there isn't a single person left on this planet whose life hasn't been used by the Angels as a source of nutrition." The Doctor raised his eyebrows and spoke softly, pleadingly. "And I won't be able to stop them. They're weak now, but they won't remain weak for long. You're just the first. But you won't be the last."

Mark's face crumpled in pain. "I just want to save her."

"I'm sorry," the Doctor said, with the sadness of centuries. "But you've got to let her go."

Fez Rory coughed to get the Doctor's attention. While the Doctor had been trying to make Mark see sense, the four Weeping Angels had advanced even closer. They were now standing only four or five meters away, each with their arms outstretched, their faces eerily calm. "Er, Doctor, hate to interrupt, but we have a Weeping Angel situation here."

"Damn rain makes it difficult to keep an eye on them," Alex complained, glowering at the aforementioned rain falling down in front of her.

"It's like they're waiting for something," Amy observed from somewhere behind Rory. "Why haven't they attacked?"

"They're running low of fuel," the Doctor explained. "They won't do anything unless we try to escape or get to Mark's car. They'll want to conserve their energy until the paradox takes place."

"And then?" Rory said nervously.

"Oh, and then we're all dead," the Doctor nonchalantly replied. "It's either us or Rebecca." He turned back to Mark. The two Weeping Angels were now between him and the Doctor. Mark stood staring at them in horror, before stumbling backwards. Then he turned and broke into a run, quickly disappearing into the total darkness.

"Great," Alex groaned. "So what are we going to do now?" She waved her flashlight between the Angels. They were getting closer all the time. Soon they'd be within touching distance.

Surprisingly, the Doctor turned away from her, instead choosing to address Rory. "Rory. You know how you've always wanted to be my secretary?"

"No."

"Well, now's your chance." The Doctor rummaged in his pockets and retrieved a notepad and pencil. He rapidly scribbled a note on the pad, before handing it to Rory along with the wallet containing the psychic paper. "Look after this for me. May come in handy." He flipped a card out of his sleeve like a magician and gave it to Rory. "Psychic credit card, don't go mad."

"Sorry, why are you giving me your stuff?" Rory questioned, putting the pad, wallet, and card in his jacket. "And what do you mean, 'come in handy'?"

"You're going to run a little errand for me." The Doctor raised his eyebrows at Fez Rory, as though checking something. Fez Rory nodded. The Doctor nodded back, then turned to Rory and gave him a reassuring smile that only served to make him more worried. "I need you to pop back to the TARDIS. You think you can do that?"

Rory aimed his flashlight at the nearest Weeping Angel, the one cutting off their route back up the hill. It reached out towards him with both arms. If he was quick, he might be able to slip past it. "I'll give it my best shot," he promised. "But you still haven't—"

"Then go!" the Doctor urged. "Now! Go!"

Rory took a deep breath and hurled himself towards the Weeping Angel, all the time concentrating on keeping his flashlight trained on its face and not blinking.

Without warning, his right foot snagged on what felt like a length of rope and Rory tripped, landing heavily on his front. The flashlight rolled out of his fingers. For a moment, Rory had the sensation of being extremely cold and damp, his hands and face drenched in slimy mud. He strained his eyes to look around him but could only see darkness. He reached out, desperately trying to find the torch. But instead, he felt the touch of something made of stone.

And then Rory wasn't in 2003 anymore.

"Rory!" Amy screamed. "Rory! No!"

It had happened in an instant. There hadn't been a flash or a sound. Rory had simply disappeared into the blackness like a light being switched off. Amy aimed her flashlight towards where she'd heard him fall. The thin light picked out an empty patch of glistening grass and a Weeping Angel, reaching down towards the ground with an outstretched hand.

Amy's heart pounded. He was gone. Her brave husband Rory was gone. He'd been touched by a Weeping Angel.

"Amy!" Alex rushed over to her friend before she could start all-out panicking. She rubbed her shoulders soothingly, trying to ignore the dampness of Amy's jacket. "It's okay. It'll be alright."

"She's right," future Rory confirmed, removing his fez and handing it off to Alex. "He's just been sent back to 2001. Didn't hurt a bit. Though you do get this sort of garlic-y taste in your mouth which takes ages to shift."

"See, Rory's right here!" Alex smiled before grimacing down at the fez. She sighed and tucked it into her bigger-on-the-inside jacket pocket.Thank you, TARDIS wardrobe,she thought wryly.

"You mean, that was how you end up back there. . ." Amy turned and thumped the Doctor on the arm. "Youknewthat would happen!"

The Doctor nodded, then looked up in alarm. There was another flash of blue lightning and a clap of thunder. But instead of fading, the lightning lingered, sending bright trails of light zigzagging across the grass like bouncing snakes.

"Rory?" he asked. "Did you manage to complete my little errand?"

"Little errand?" Rory repeated, scoffing. "Hardlylittle. Insanely complicated, more like!"

Alex's brow furrowed. For once, she had no idea on what the Doctor was up to. "Sorry, what errand would that be?" she asked.

"Just before Rory went back in time, I jotted down a note," the Doctor explained, his eyes darting between the six Angels that surrounded them, as though daring them to move. "Containing instructions on what to do when he arrived in 2001. Well?"

"Yeah, I did it," Rory sighed. "Took me four weeks to convince the farmer I wasn't having a laugh. If I got it right, the 'on' switch should be on the ground somewhere around here."

"What 'on' switch?" Amy demanded as the Doctor and Rory swept their flashlights over the turf at their feet.

"Here it is! Yes! You beauty!" Rory cheered.

Alex snickered a little. "You do realize you sounded exactly like the Doctor right then, don't you?"

Rory made a face, looking almost appalled with himself. "Thanks for pointing out that slip-up."

"Oi!" the Doctor cried.

Snorting to himself, Rory used his flashlight to illuminate a thick cable twisting through the grass. It was so well-concealed, Amy and Alex would never have spotted it if they hadn't been looking for it. With a start, both girls realized that it was this cable that Rory – the other Rory, the one who had vanished – had tripped over only a few seconds ago.

"What's that doing here?" Amy wondered.

"Yes, will someonepleasetell us what's going on?" Alex begged. She really hated not knowing things, especially the plans that eventually got them out of trouble.

Rory's beam ran along the cable to where it joined several other cables at a black box with a big red switch. It was all very heavy-duty, the sort of thing you'd expect to find backstage at a rock concert.

"Found it!" he announced joyfully, before he gave a frightened yelp as his flashlight illuminated the two motionless white figures that were standing on either side of the switch, their hands outstretched, leering at him mockingly. "Oh. Whoops."

The Weeping Angels were between them and the black box. Whatever that red switch did, there was no way they could reach it.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

His heart thumping hard in his chest, Mark paused to catch his breath as he reached the gate, drawing in deep lungful's of ice-cold air, lifting his head to let the rain cool his face.

His SUV remained in the road, its lights on full-beam. Mark glanced up and down the lane but found no sign of any traffic. But in a couple of minutes, a heavy goods lorry would be accelerating down that lane towards him.

Mark wiped his eyes, wet with rain and aching from tears, and glanced back up into the field. Electric torches danced in the darkness. The Doctor, Alex, Amy, Rory, and the other Rory in a fez. Except there seemed to be only the four of them now. The Angels had formed a ring around them, as though performing a circle dance.

There was another rumble of thunder and flicker of electric blue light.

The Doctor's words echoed in his ears.It's either us or Rebecca.And what had he done? He'd run away and left them to die. But that wasn't his fault, Mark told himself. He couldn't save them, not from the Weeping Angels. He couldn't.

That wasn't the only thing the Doctor had said that preyed on his mind. If he saved Rebecca, then according to the Doctor, he would change not just the future, but the past. He would lose not just all those long, lonely years of grief, but also all the time he'd had with her.

Because if he'd never traveled in time, everything would have been different. That night at the student's union when they'd kissed on the rooftop wouldn't have happened. He probably wouldn't have gone to Rome with her, as he wouldn't have been able to afford it if his future self hadn't given him that winning lottery ticket. And even if he had gone, he wouldn't have got his wallet back after it was stolen, so they wouldn't have gone to the Capitoline Museum. And they wouldn't have got together at the museum had it not been for his future self, the Doctor, Alex, Amy, and Rory locking them in.

Mark thought back to all the other times he'd had with Rebecca. The most precious pages in his book of memories. All the times he'd met her for coffee to discuss their relationship troubles. Their wedding day. And the time after Rebecca had been in that accident and they'd spent two weeks in their flat together, watching videos and DVDs.

The saddest part of all that was that there weren't enough memories. He wanted more. He deserved more. He regretted to the core of his being all the nights he'd worked late when he could have been with Rebecca.

He would give anything, anything in the world just to have one more hour with her. To have just one more memory. It had been that single driving wish, that burning feeling of injustice that had kept him going for the past seventeen years.

He had to have Rebecca back. If he didn't, what was the point? What had it all been for?

But if what the Doctor said was true, then all those memories would be taken from him. And people would die. Innocent people would die, and it would all be because of him. Rebecca wouldn't want that. She wouldn't want to be the reason why that happened.

Mark looked back up the hill, to where the Doctor and his friends were surrounded by the Weeping Angels.

"I'm sorry," Mark choked, stifling a sob as he walked over to his car. "I'm sorry, Rebecca."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Rory backed away from the two Weeping Angels in front of him, flashing his flashlight from one to the other. He backed into the Doctor, busy trying to keep his own two Weeping Angels at bay. "It's no good," Rory groaned. "I can't reach the 'on' switch. I messed up, and now we're trapped and are probably going to die."

"It's not over yet," the Doctor protested. "I should be able to activate it with this." He raised his sonic screwdriver. But it failed to light up or make any sound. He took a quick glance at Alex to see that she was holding up her sonic necklace in bafflement.

"Mine's not working either!" she announced. "The Angels are preventing us from turning them on."

The Doctor grimaced and with his free hand, tugged her close to him. "Yes, that would've been a lot more impressive had our sonic devices actually worked," he said to Rory. "No, you were right with the first thing you said."

There was another boom of thunder and crackle of lightning. It lit up the Angels' faces. They were snarling hungrily, their jagged teeth bared, their tongues lolling, their foreheads ridged in scowls of hatred, their eyes hideous staring blank orbs of stone.

Rory held them back using his flashlight. The light grew dimmer. He shook the device and banged it with the palm of his hand, but it didn't get any brighter. "Doctor. The torches—"

"The Angels are draining the energy," the Doctor finished. "I know. Hence Alex and mine's sonic trouble."

Rory flashed the feeble beam back towards the Angels. They were now less than a meter away, reaching towards him with their long, claw-like fingers. The torchlight was now so weak, he had to strain his eyes just to make out the shape of the Angels in the darkness.

"Rory," Amy spoke. "I don't think I can keep them back much—" Suddenly, she gave a short scream.

Rory spun around to see Amy standing perfectly still, her eyes wide with terror, a Weeping Angels' arm coiling around her neck, almost but not quite making contact with her skin. The Weeping Angel’s mouth hung open lasciviously, like a vampire about to sink its fangs into her jugular.

"Don't stop looking at it, Rory," Amy begged, tears watering up in her eyes. "Don't look away. And please, whatever you do, d-d-don't blink!"

Rory kept his eyes glued to the Weeping Angel, but as the light from his torch faded away, it slowly but surely disappeared into the darkness.

Suddenly the roar of a car engine filled the air and Amy and the Weeping Angel were caught in the lurching beams of an approaching pair of headlights. Rory didn't dare look away from Amy, he didn't dare blink, even as he heard the car draw nearer and come to a halt, even as he heard the sound of the car door slamming and someone running towards them.

"Mark!" Alex gasped in shock. She certainly hadn't expected him to show up, but apparently, the Doctor's words had struck a chord in him.

"Press the big red switch!" the Doctor shouted to him. "On the ground by your feet!"

K-chunk! K-chunk! K-chunk!

There was a brilliant, dazzling light. Temporarily blinded, Rory blinked.

When he looked again, when his eyes adjusted to the brightness, he found that the Weeping Angel hadn't moved. It still had an arm wrapped around Amy, but the fact that the electric lamps had come on meant that the Doctor's plan had worked.

The Weeping Angels were still in a circle around them, all frozen in position as they lunged forward, clutching at the air. But outside the circle of Angels, about six meters away, there was a second circle of six powerful halogen lamps mounted at ground level, all shining inwards. And beside each of the lamps was a video camera, on a tripod, pointing inwards, and beside each camera was a television monitor showing six pictures from six different angles of the Weeping Angels. They were standing in the middle of a ring of cameras.

Mark was crouching beside the big red 'on' switch.

And the Doctor and Alex were kissing. By the looks of it, it was rather passionate and didn't look like it would be stopping anytime soon.

Amy glared at the two of them. "Oi!" she shouted. "Could you stop snogging for five seconds and watch the Weeping Angels? Some of us are still trapped, you know!"

"It's all right," the Doctor reassured her as he pulled back from Alex. "They're not going to move." With some difficulty, he and Alex helped Amy squeeze out of the Weeping Angel's embrace.

"What did you do?" Amy asked once she was free, shielding her eyes against the glare of the lamps.

"Nothing," the Doctor answered with a generous smile. "You have Rory to thank for this."

"Rory?" Amy and Alex repeated incredulously.

"Yeah, well, all in a month's work," Rory shrugged. "Though to be fair, it was the Doctor's idea." He pulled the Doctor's notebook out of his jacket. Flipping open the cover, he showed the girls the contents, a page of almost illegible instructions from the Doctor on what to do in 2001, along with a diagram on how to set up the video cameras.

"Whatwas?" Amy questioned, turning from Angel to Angel, making sure that they'd stopped moving.

The Doctor pocketed his flashlight. "It's quite simple. The Weeping Angels are quantum-locked, meaning they can only move if they're not being observed."

"We know that," Amy argued.

"Yeah, you have mentioned it quite a bit," Alex added.

"So what we've done," the Doctor continued, "is to arrange things so that each Weeping Angel is not only being observed, but is also observing itselfandall the other Weeping Angels."

Amy and Alex peered at one of the monitors. "You mean this is showing the pictures from all the cameras at once?" Amy guessed.

"And there's nowhere you can stand where you're not looking towards one of the monitors," Rory explained. "Every direction is covered." It had taken him the better part of a month to set it all up; traveling down to locate the exact spot, then persuading a video equipment company to not only set up a specific arrangement of lights, cameras, and monitors, but to do it on a specific date, two years in the future. And then he'd had to convince the farmer who owned the land to let them do this. Rory had only managed to get everything sorted the evening before he was due to meet the Doctor, Alex, and Amy. If he'd learned one thing during his time in 2001, it was this; it's amazing what people will agree to if you're prepared to pay cash in advance.

When they'd first arrived in the TARDIS, he'd been terrified that the Doctor might lead them to the wrong part of the field. But he needn't have worried; of course they would all end up in the right spot, because that's what they'd done last time. And although Rory had caught the occasional glimpse of the cameras, lamps, and monitors, because he knew where to look, they were all sufficiently well hidden by the grass not to be seen by the Doctor, Alex, Amy, his former self – or more importantly, by the Angels.

"So you led the Angels into a trap?" Alex said.

"Using us as the bait!" Amy shrieked.

"Bait and switch! They should know better than to put me in a trap!"And Alex,the Doctor thought. Ever since he met her, it was only Alex he could think about in dangerous situations. He could only think of getting her out first and then punishing those who had tried to trap her in the first place. And this time was no different.

But instead of voicing these thoughts aloud, he walked over to Mark. "You came back," he said delicately.

Mark nodded, blinking back tears, his breathing shallow. "I could hardly let you die, could I?"

"Had me worried for a moment there, though," the Doctor admitted.

"Doctor!" Alex shouted. "The Angels!"

The Doctor turned to see the five Weeping Angels begin to flicker and fade away, like the picture on a television screen during interference. "They're too weak to maintain their corporeal forms," he assured her, placing a hand on her shoulder. "And as they're quantum-locked, there's only one way left for them to go. . ."

In a few moments, they were all transparent, their stonework fizzling like static, and then, in an instant, they all vanished.

"Go?" Amy frowned. "Go where?"

The Doctor nodded to one of the monitors. On the screen, Alex could see the Weeping Angel, staring out at her in grainy, flickering black-and-white, its hands pressed against the glass as though it was trying to break through. Alex looked in the next monitor along. The story was the same. Each screen showed an Angel, trapped behind the glass, an indistinct gray mass.

"Caught in a closed circuit," she breathed. She whirled around and grinned at the Doctor. "Oh, you're extremely clever."

"You can kiss me later," the Doctor smirked. "But now's our chance. Do what I do!" He rushed over to one of the cameras, lifted it by the tripod, then positioned it so that it faced towards the monitor to which it was connected.

"Whatareyou doing?" Rory asked.

The Doctor flicked a switch. "I'm sending them into infinity."

The Weeping Angel on the screen gained a line of identical, ghostly Angels behind it. This then dissolved into a swirling, lopping pattern of fog which rapidly faded to blackness.

The Doctor, Alex, Amy, and Rory repeated the process on the remaining Angels. It was only when they reached the sixth monitor and discovered that it was blank that Rory realized something was amiss. "Doctor. One of our Weeping Angels is missing."

"What?"

"There were six. One of them must've got away."

The Doctor looked briefly alarmed, but then he peered up at the night sky. There hadn't been a rumble of thunder or flash of lightning since Mark had returned. The Doctor turned towards him. "You moved your car. There's not going to be a paradox. History isn't going to be changed. That's what weakened the Angels. . ."

Mark nodded sadly and then turned back down the hill. The headlights of a heavy goods lorry flashed out of the darkness. It accelerated down the steep country lane, past where Mark's car had been parked, and onwards into the night.

And then, just for a moment, the lorry's red taillights illuminated the shape of a figure at the edge of the field. "Doctor, the Weeping Angel!" Rory exclaimed. "Where's it going?"

"The scene of the accident," the Doctor said bleakly. He took Alex's hand, and they began striding down the hill towards where the Angel had been standing. "Come on."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

They didn't see the crash. But they could see the orange warning lights that blinked on and off, lighting up the hedges that loomed over the lane.

The lorry had come to a rest halfway up the hedge, the cabin tilted onto its side, its radiator grille steaming, its warning lights flashing. The driver was slumped unconscious on his steering wheel.

"You leave the driver to us," the Doctor instructed, patting Mark's back.

Alex smiled sadly at Mark. "Go be with her." She nodded her head in the opposite direction.

Mark looked around in a daze, unable to take it all in, and then he spotted Rebecca's car. The force of the collision had sent it into the next field, rolling over until it came to a rest upside down. Thick smoke poured out of the engine, and he could see the tell-tale flicker of flames.

Standing about six meters from the car, caught in the sickly orange glow of the warning light, was the remaining Weeping Angel.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Looking out across the field, Rebecca wondered why everything had an odd orange hue, as though lit by a streetlamp. Her seatbelt was so tight she could hardly breathe. She wanted to wipe the rain from her eyes, but her hands didn't respond.

Now that was weird. About six meters away, in the field, stood a statue, like might be found in a graveyard or a Roman museum. It was a statue of a young woman with coiled hair, a flowing robe, and two wings. An angel. The statue was hunched, burying its head in its hands.

The orange light blinked off, and Rebecca thought of childhood bonfires.

The orange light blinked on again. The statue of the angel was now staring towards her with blank, pupil-less eyes.

The light blinked off and on again, and each time the statue grew closer, closer, until it filled her view, looming over her, reaching out towards her with hands like talons.

Rebecca wished that Mark was here.

And he was. The statue had vanished, and Mark had taken its place. He leaned into the car and gently brushed the rain from her face. He smiled at her tenderly. She could see tears streaming down his face.

Why did he look so old? His hair was thin and flecked with gray, his skin was weathered, and his eyes were lined with crow's feet. They were the sad, tired eyes of a man who had suffered years of sleepless nights. But they were still the same eyes she'd fallen in love with, and they were still full of love for her.

Rebecca attempted to say his name, but no words came. She wanted to ask him what he was doing here. He should be working at the office in Croydon, not out here in the depths of Sussex in the wind and rain with her.

She felt him take her hand and squeeze it. His skin felt so warm against hers, like fire. Looking up at him, into his sad, tired eyes, she smiled. Because Mark was here. She knew everything would be all right.

And then Rebecca Whitaker felt no more worries, no more fears, no more pain. She slipped away into death with her head cradled in her husband's arms.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Amy, Alex, the Doctor, and Rory watched in a respectful silence as Mark released Rebecca from her car and placed her body on the grass a short distance away.

Amy sniffed and wiped the tears from her eyes. "He couldn't save her."

"He never could," Alex said. Unshed tears glistened in her eyes despite her best efforts.

"The Angels just made him believe that," the Doctor added, wrapping an arm around Alex's waist and pulling her into his side. "To serve their own ends."

"So time can't be rewritten?" Amy asked.

"Not without people getting hurt."

"What about the Weeping Angel?" Rory wondered. "Where did that go?"

"It escaped." The Doctor indicated a metal box perched in the hedge by the side of the road a few meters from where the lorry had come to rest. The speed camera reflected the glow of the lorry's warning lights as they blinked on and off.

"But if it's in the speed cameras, it could go anywhere," Rory realized. "We have to find it."

"There's no need."

Alex looked up at him. "Let me guess," she said, in the kind of voice that indicated that she already knew what she was about to say was correct. "That was the Weeping Angel we encountered when we first arrived in 2011. The Angel that was trapped inside the television."

The Doctor nodded. "Exactly, Ally. In a desperate attempt to break the time loop. But by trying to change history, it ends up creating it. A prisoner of its own past."

"But why wait until 2011?" Rory asked.

"Recharging its batteries?" the Doctor shrugged. "And it couldn't send Mark back until he'd received the letter. The letter I imagine they dropped off at Mark's office a couple of days ago."

Another minute passed in silence, then Mark returned. His eyes were raw from tears and his breathing was shallow and weak, as though each inhalation caused him pain.

In the distance, Alex could see the headlights of a car through the trees. The driver that would be the first on the scene, the one who would call the emergency services.

"Come on," the Doctor said, moving his hand up to squeeze her shoulder. "Time we were gone."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Mark was about to leave the office at Pollard & Boyce when his cell-phone rang. He checked the clock. Who would be ringing him at five past eleven at night? He pulled his phone out of his pocket. The caller ID readRodney Coles.

Mark pressed answer. "Hello, yes?"

"Mark, it's, um, Rodney. Rebecca's father." He sounded oddly frail and distant, pausing between his words.

"Rodney. What is it?"

"It. . ." There was a long silence, which was never a good thing. "There's been an accident, Mark. Rebecca has been in an accident. She was driving home to see us when. . ." There was another long silence, leaving Mark listening to nothing but a faint hiss.

Mark swallowed and walked unsteadily over to his desk. He felt like he was standing at the top of a very high cliff, looking down over the edge. "She's all right, though, isn't she? Tell me she's all right."

"I'm sorry, Mark. She's gone. She, um, when they found her, she'd already, they said, she'd already died."

Rebecca was dead. Mark couldn't believe it. Even saying the words in his head, he couldn't believe it. He felt like he was suffocating. His lips were dry, his heart felt as heavy as a ton, and there was a terrible twisting sensation in his stomach. He felt like everything around him was suddenly distant, unreal, like he was watching someone else in a movie. Or a bad dream from which he might wake up at any moment.

But he wasn't going to wake up. Mark talked to Rodney for a couple of minutes, but his mind was elsewhere. The call ended and he sat in silence, looking at the photograph of Rebecca he kept on his desk. The photograph of her sitting on the balcony of their hotel room in Rome, in her summer dress, gazing out into the street, the morning sun shining in her hair, a contented, secretive smile on her lips. The photograph he'd taken the morning after they'd got together.

Mark picked up the photograph, his hands trembling. Rebecca was dead. He'd lost her. He'd never hear her voice again. Mark wanted to scream. He wanted to fall on his knees and beg the heavens, please, take time back. Let me go back just one hour, to before Rebecca was killed so I can save her. Anything, I'd do anything, if you'll just let me go back, and for this not to be now, for this not to be real, for this not to be forever.

Mark held the photograph to his face to try to stop himself from crying, because he knew that once he'd started, he might never stop.

Chapter 20: Touched by an Angel Part 9

Notes:

A/N: This adventure is from the BBC New Adventures book, Touched by an Angel, by Jonathan Morris. Lines of dialogue and description have been copied out just as they are in the book for authenticity's sake, but I took liberties with some descriptive parts and 'he said, she said' parts. I do not own Touched by an Angel by Jonathan Morris.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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April 16th, 2003

Mark stood at the lychgate, the Doctor, Alex, Amy, and Rory beside him, unnoticed by the mourners at the graveside. The grave had been dug on the edge of the graveyard, in the shade of an old, gnarled yew tree. The pallbearers lowered the coffin into the ground and the vicar spoke the prayer of committal, his solemn, lilting voice carrying through the warm spring air amidst the rustle of leaves and the birdsong.

It was the same vicar who'd conducted the wedding service two and a half years earlier. He was addressing the same people as at the wedding; many of the male mourners were even wearing the same suits. There was Gareth, Mr. Pollard and Mr. Boyce, and Rajeev, Lucy, and Emma. And there were Rebecca's parents, Olivia and Rodney, both looking so tired, so stunned and lost. And there was his mother, dabbing at her eyes with a handkerchief.

And there was his younger self. Standing at his mother's side, staring into the grave, tears streaming down his cheeks. Mark could remember standing there as though it was yesterday. He could still feel the grief, like a huge weight pressing down on his chest. But as he remembered it, the day of the funeral had been a cold, grim, overcast day. He hadn't remembered it taking place on a sunny day under a clear blue sky.

The service ended, and Mark turned to the Doctor, Alex, Amy, and Rory, who had stood beside him throughout. Their eyes glistened with tears.It must be strange for them, Mark thought. As far as the Doctor, Alex, Amy, and Rory were concerned, they had only met a few days ago. It must be strange and heartbreaking to travel in time as they do. But maybe not as strange and heartbreaking as it had been for him.

"Enough," Mark said. "Enough. Can I go back now?"

"Not just yet," Alex told him.

The Doctor placed a protective arm around her shoulders. The way he looked at Alex reminded Mark of the way he used to look at Rebecca. "There's one more thing you have to see."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

May 8th, 1993

The guitar riff of 'Two Princes' by the Spin Doctors echoed out of the open doors of the Dunmore hall of residence and into the cool spring evening. Students stretched out on the freshly cut grass with folders of notes and paperback books. Everyone looked so young, so carefree.

Beaming at everyone he passed as though they were old friends, the Doctor led Mark, Alex, Rory, and Amy into the student hall. For Mark, it was an unnerving experience. He'd spent his first year at university living in this building. It was both strange and familiar, as he saw so many details he'd long since forgotten. The posters on the noticeboard gave details of NUS demonstrations, of upcoming gigs, and of the opening hours of the computer center.

A hall party was in progress. From one end of the corridor, the glam jangle of the new Suede album could be heard. They squeezed past the students lining the hall and entered the communal kitchen. There, the Doctor and Alex indicated for Mark to look across the room.

To see Rebecca, leaning against the far wall, paper cup in hand, a sardonic smile on her lips. Her long hair had been dyed black and she wore an American college sweatshirt.

"Speak to her," the Doctor said, adjusting his bowtie with a cheerful waggle.

"Are you sure? Won't I be changing history?"

"As long as you don't tell her any future presidents of the United States, you'll be fine," Alex assured him. She pushed him forwards. "Now shoo. Speak to her."

Mark took a deep breath and walked towards her, feeling as self-conscious as he had when he was a 19-year-old student. Even though he was now 46 years old.

"Hi," he said to Rebecca. "Do you mind if I have a quick word?"

"No, no, not at all." She sized him up and frowned. "Mature student, right?"

"Yeah. Something like that."

"Interesting," Rebecca smiled. "So what was it you wanted to talk to me about?"

Mark told her everything. He was careful to leave out the dates, names, and time-travel, but he told her all about the beautiful girl he'd met and fallen in love with twenty-seven years earlier, who, after several false starts and wrong turnings, he'd made his wife. He told her how happy they'd been together. And he told her how his wife had been killed in a traffic accident, and how, ever since, a single hour hadn't passed without him thinking about her.

Rebecca listened with intense concentration. "She sounds great, this – what was her name?"

"Um, Rebecca, actually."

"Spooky, that's my name." Rebecca grimaced at the contents of her cup. "Though no one calls me that and lives. So how long has it been since she died, if you don't mind me asking?"

"Seventeen years."

"Seventeenyears?" Rebecca repeated in astonishment. "Whoa. Long time."

"Not that long."

Rebecca paused to consider her next words carefully. "Tell me to shut up if I'm speaking out of turn, but, well, everything you've said so far has been about you, about howyoufeel. Haven't you ever stopped to consider what Rebecca would want in all this?"

"WhatRebeccawould want?"

"Would she want you to be miserable for the rest of your life? Would she want you to spend all your time on your own, wishing for what might have been? No."

"No?"

"No. She'd want you to be happy. She'd want you to find somebody else, somebody else who makes you happy. That's what I'd want, if I was her."

"I'm not sure I can."

"You don't know until you've tried. That's an order." Rebecca smiled at him irreverently, her eyes twinkling as she looked up at him and stroked him gently on the cheek. "Do that for me."

Mark stared at her for a second, struck dumb. His cheek tingled. Then he turned back towards the door, where the Doctor, Alex, Amy, and Rory were waiting. "Thanks," he said. "I will."

"Glad I could be of service."

Mark returned to the Doctor and his friends, who looked at him questioningly. Had he got the answer he wanted? Mark nodded.

"You'll always have the time you had with Rebecca," Alex told him. She looked up at the Doctor and Mark could tell she was also talking to him when she said, "No one can take that away from you."

"I know," Mark said. "I know that now."

The Doctor smiled down at Alex and ran a hand through her long brown-blonde hair. "Then I think it's time to say goodbye."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Bex watched the man leave the kitchen. He seemed like such a lovely guy, so sweet and so sad. It had been strange, speaking to him; it was like they'd known each-other for years. She hoped he'd follow her advice and find someone.

Her thoughts were interrupted by a cry of indignation from the hallway. A young man she'd never seen before stumbled into the kitchen, his neck and t-shirt soaked with red wine. He looked so ridiculous, Bex couldn't help but laugh. "Would you believe it?" he muttered in response to her amusem*nt. "Some stupid bloke in a tweed jacket just banged into me, making me spill red wine all over myself."

"Yeah," Bex said sympathetically. "I can see that."

"My best shirt, this is, you know. Ruined."

"No, you should be able to get it out if you pour hot water through it straight away." Bex indicated the kitchen sink with her cup. "But you have to do it straight away."

The young man sighed and pulled his t-shirt over his head, giving Bex the chance to admire his bare chest. For a skinny little thing, he was surprisingly well-defined.

He put his t-shirt in the sink and ran it under the hot tap. While he tried in vain to remove the wine, Bex studied him. He had short brown hair, gelled into a parting, and wore John Lennon-style glasses. He was quite cute. And there was something strangely familiar about him.

"Hey, have I just met your dad?" Bex asked.

"What?"

"I was just speaking to a bloke who looks just like you, but older."

"Really?" the young man said in surprise. "You'll have to point him out to me." He inspected his t-shirt. "Well, I think I've got most of it out. Thanks." He turned towards her. "I'm Mark, by the way. Mark Whitaker."

"Bex Coles."

"Cool name." Mark looked at her, as though he was about to speak, but no words came. Bex tried not to laugh out loud at his awkwardness. "Um, yeah, er, I don't suppose you fancy, you know, going out some time?"

"What sort of thing did you have in mind?"

"Well, there's this band on at the Whip-Round next week who I've heard great things about. Apparently, they're going to be bigger than Suede or Blur."

"Really? What are they called?"

"Echobelly."

"I shall have to make a note of that, then," Bex remarked. "So you don't have a girlfriend then?"

Mark paused before answering. "No. You?"

"No, and I don't have a boyfriend either."

"So? Do you fancy going to this thing with me?"

"Yeah, why not?"

Bex heard someone coming in and turned to see her boyfriend Dennis McCormack standing in the doorway, dressed, as usual, in a ridiculously formal jacket that showed off just how overweight he was. "Hi, babes. Surprise, yeah?" He glanced at Mark standing at the sink with his shirt off. This puzzled Dennis. "Why haven't you got a shirt on?"

"Red wine," Mark explained.

"Ah, right," Dennis nodded, returning his attention to Bex. "Anyway, turns out the debating society dinner was dead, so I thought, Dennis doesn't do to keep the lady waiting." With that, he kissed her on the lips and attacked her mouth like it was a lick-before-sealing envelope.

When Dennis finally allowed her to come up for air, Bex noticed that they'd been joined by a girl with an unwieldy chest and a severely cut bob of auburn hair. "Hey, Mark," the girl said, giving him a peck on the cheek. "Who are you talking to?"

"Um. This is Bex," Mark introduced. "And—"

"McCormack, Dennis," Dennis supplied, grabbing Mark's hand and pumping it vigorously.

"Aren't you going to introduce me, Mark?" the girl prompted.

"Oh. Yes. This is Sophie, my, um, girlfriend."

"Nice to meet you," Bex said.

"Why haven't you got your shirt on?" Sophie asked Mark.

"Red wine," Dennis explained.

"Well, we can't have you standing around half-naked, can we?" Sophie laughed, taking Mark by the hand. "Come on, I'll find you another shirt." She led him out of the kitchen. Bex watched them go, thinking what a pity it was that Mark had a girlfriend and she had a boyfriend. If they'd both been single, this could have been the beginning of something.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Mark's cheek was still tingling when he stepped back inside the TARDIS. The Doctor danced around the console, flicking switches and, after a few moments, the central column began to rise and fall.

The tingling sensation spread from Mark's cheek across his face and down his neck. It prickled like pins and needles. "Doctor. . ." he called.

The Doctor glanced towards him and recoiled in shock. "Oh my," he breathed, staring at Mark as though there was something wrong with his face.

"What is it?" Mark demanded, touching his cheek. His skin felt odd. Softer, smoother. He turned to Alex, Amy, and Rory, who were all gawking at him in amazement. "What's happening?"

"Amy, Alex, one of you!" the Doctor cried. "Mirror!"

Amy fished a small hand mirror from her coat and handed it to Mark. He lifted it to study his reflection. The face that stared back wasn't that of a man in his late forties. It was the face of a much younger man, a man growing younger all the time. As he watched, the lines around his eyes faded away, his hair grew thicker, and all the gray hairs turned brown.

The tingling continued down his arms to the ends of his fingers. Mark watched as the wrinkles on his hands smoothed away. The sensation spread down to his toes, then faded.

"When Rebecca touched your face, she shorted out the time differential," the Doctor matter-of-factly explained. "She's given you the past nine years of your life back."

"You're the same age now as you were when we first met you," Alex breathed in astonishment. "It'll be like you never spent those years in the past."

"But I can still remember them," Mark told her.

"Oh, they stillhappenedall right," the Doctor grinned. "It's just that you're not a day older, that's all."

Mark returned the mirror to Amy, barely able to believe the truth. He was young again. Well, 37 years old. And all it had taken was one touch from Rebecca's hand.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

October 14th, 2011

It was a cold, drizzly evening, just like the evening when he'd first met the Doctor, Alex, Amy, and Rory. The streets were dotted with puddles and thunder rumbled in the distance. They'd materialized a few minutes' walk from his flat, and just as they were turning into the street, the Doctor ordered them to stay back and keep out of sight. Peering out from behind a recycling bin, Mark soon discovered the reason why.

On the pavement stood a blue police box, and standing at the entrance of the block of flats he could seeanotherDoctor, Alex, Amy, and Rory. The other Alex was wearing the clubbing clothes she'd been in when he'd first met her. He watched as they hurried into the TARDIS. Seconds later, it faded from view with a groaning, wrenching noise.

"Okay, they're gone," the Doctor announced, straightening up and wringing his hands. He turned around and bent down to help pull Alex up from where she'd been kneeling beside him. The group walked the remaining few meters to the path leading up to the entrance. Then the Doctor halted, nearly causing Alex to slam into his back. "Well, this is where we came in, more or less. One week after you were touched by the Weeping Angel."

"One week?" Mark patted his pockets. "Oh. Hang on a minute. . ."

Rory smiled and passed him his house keys. "Been looking after them for you. Say hi to Mrs. Levenson from me, I've been, um, flat-sitting for the last week."

"Right."

"Oh, and you're out of milk. And tea. And bread. And toilet paper."

"Thanks," Mark said, turning to Amy. "Thanks for everything."

"It was a pleasure," Amy said with an affectionate smirk.

"Yeah, certainly made our date-night interesting," Alex laughed, linking arms with the Doctor.

"I swear, I'll make it up to you," the Doctor promised. "A proper one, no danger."

"Yeah," Amy snorted.

"Like that's gonna happen," Rory scoffed in agreement.

Pointedly ignoring them, the Doctor turned to Mark. "Goodbye. And good luck in the, ah, future. Where, fortunately, the rules of time mean that you can dowhateveryou want." He beamed, patted Mark on the shoulder, and turned to go. Rory shook Mark's hand, Amy kissed him on the cheek, and Alex gave him a wink and a smile over her shoulder, her honey-colored eyes turning a calming, soothing, reassuring light green. Then the four of them walked away, back down the street to the TARDIS.

Mark walked up the stairs to the entrance. He paused before slipping the key into the lock, just as he had done before a week ago, nine years ago.

He was back in 2011, but now things would be different. He still owned Harold Jones's property, stocks, and shares. He was still a multi-millionaire. He didn't have to go back to work at Pollard, Boyce & Whitaker, not if he didn't want to. He could do anything he wanted.

The first thing he would do, he decided, would be to go and see Lucy and Emma. He hadn't seen them for years, but he knew they wouldn't mind if he turned up out of the blue and spent an evening talking to them about Rebecca. Not because he wanted to talk about her death or how much he missed her, but because he wanted to remember her and celebrate her life with friends, because the memory of her no longer made him feel sad.

He'd take her advice, Mark decided, and find somebody. But where to look? He didn't have the faintest idea. But it would be fun finding out.

Mark unlocked the door and entered the block of flats, ready to begin the rest of his life.

Notes:

A/N: For those of you who have read this on Fanfiction.net, I'm taking the Doctor/Alex date night that was originally in this chapter and putting it in its own separate chapter. It just seems awkward putting it in the same chapter as the conclusion of 'Touched by an Angel' and I'm not sure why I did that originally. This change simply, to my mind, allows the story to flow better. Read on for that chapter!

Chapter 21: Date Night Take Two

Notes:

A/N: The final portion of this chapter (specifically certain characters and their face claims) has been slightly altered from the version currently on fanfiction.net. Hope this isn't confusing!

You can find Alex's outfit for this chapter on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Alex awoke rather slowly. Eyes fluttering, she stretched her arms above her head before rolling onto her stomach and nestling further into the fluffy white covers. She closed her eyes and hummed contentedly. She loved her bed so much. It was so much warmer and fluffier than other beds she'd been in, especially the sorry excuse for a cot she and the Doctor had been forced to use during a week-long stay in a Moroccan jail cell. He'd been attempting to take her to see Grace Kelly marry the Prince of Monaco but, in true Doctor fashion, they'd landed in Morocco sometime in the 1600s. Then he had to go and insult the king and things had snowballed from there.

Speaking of the Doctor. . . Alex smiled against her pillow when she felt a hand running gently along her back. She hummed again and arched into the cool, adrenaline-inducing touch, detectible even through a thick comforter, sheets, and her pajama top.

From somewhere above her, the Doctor let out a deep chuckle. Alex felt the mattress shift as he leaned down and pressed his lips to her ear. "You awake yet, love?" he whispered, grinning against the curve of her ear.

"Mmm-hmm. . ." Alex rolled onto her side so that she was facing him, though her eyes were still closed. She smiled at the feeling of his fingertips stroking her cheek, then running through her hair. "Five more minutes, please," she murmured as she nestled against his chest.

He chuckled again. "Deal," he said, then sealed his promise with a kiss to the top of her head.

Alex thought she would go straight back to sleep and the Doctor would be forced to wake her but surprisingly, she only became more and more alert as the minutes passed. By the time the Doctor started gently tapping on her shoulder, she was wide awake.

She tilted her head back to meet his gaze. "Morning," she smiled.

"Morning," he smiled back. "Although," he added as he tucked some stray strands of hair behind her ear, "there is no such thing as 'morning' on the TARDIS."

Alex rolled her eyes, but the smile was still glued to her face. "Yeah, yeah, time is relative aboard a time machine. I suppose that would explain why I'm not craving breakfast food right now."

"Yes, it's closer to late afternoon for your body clock."

Alex hummed in response. She nestled closer to him and buried her nose against his shirt. She sighed at the familiar scent of his musky cologne. She really needed to ask him sometime where he got it.

The Doctor chuckled and wrapped an arm around her back. "Comfy?" he asked, running his hand across her back.

She arched into his touch. "Yes," she breathed.

"Well, that's a little disappointing. I was going to ask if you wanted to go out and get something to eat."

Alex tilted her head up enough so that she could see his face, but not completely move away from his shirt. "Out? You don't just mean a bite in the kitchen, then?"

He shook his head. "No, I meant out likeout, out. Outside. Like . . . on a date."

Surprised, Alex moved away from his shirt and propped herself up on her elbow. "Really?" she blinked.

The Doctor nodded. His hand moved away from her back and to her cheek, his calloused thumb lightly rubbing the smooth skin over her cheekbone. "What do you think?" he asked softly. "I mean, we don't have to, but since we haven't gone on a proper date yet thanks to the Weeping Angels, I just thought—"

"You thoughtperfectly," Alex beamed. She leaned closer and brushed her lips against his. "Let's do it."

She thought the Doctor would grin and pull her into a deep kiss, but she was only half-right. Instead, he cheered, "Great!" and sprang off the bed, grinning all the while. Despite herself, Alex laughed, which only made the Doctor grin even more. "Get dressed," he told her, "and I'll meet you in the console room in ten."

"Where are we going?" Alex asked as she sat up. "Is it someplace casual or do I need the TARDIS to whip out the ballgowns?"

"Casual. Very casual." Alex started to ask another question, but he cut her off. "And before you ask, the Ponds are still in their room and probably will be for some time." The two shared a knowing look. It wasn't exactly a secret that Amy and Rory had an active sex life. Even though it had been a while since their wedding, when it came to physical relations, they were still very much in the honeymoon stage.

"So I have you all to myself then." Alex smirked and her light green eyes twinkled. "Excellent."

The Doctor's cheeks reddened. "Ten minutes," he repeated under his breath as the blush spread to his neck.

Alex giggled as he rushed out of the room. It was nice to know that she could fluster him so much, especially since he did the same to her. After allowing herself another few moments to giggle, Alex got out of bed and went to her closet.

Taking the Doctor's advice to dress casually to heart, Alex pulled on a sleeveless, off-white shirt, a pair of distressed overall shorts, a circular, gold pendant necklace, and a pair of white Converse sneakers. She glanced at one of the watches lying in her jewelry box. Eight minutes to go.

She raced into her bathroom and ran a brush through her hair. Thankfully, it was still pretty straight, so there was no need for her to run the flat-iron through it. The makeup she'd applied for Remel was still sitting on the counter, so she reapplied it: some eyeshadow that accented her eyes, the new mascara and eyeliner she'd purchased shortly before she and the Ponds departed Leadworth for Utah, and some rose powder blush and a pale pink MAC lipstick Lacey had sent over in her last I-miss-you-so-here's-some-stuff-that-I-thought-you-would-like package. Said package had also included a brand-new bottle of Chanel No. 5, which Alex quickly spritzed behind her ears, on her neck, and on her wrists.

Alex examined her reflection. Gorgeous, as usual. She was sure the Doctor would think the same.

She all but ran down the hall to the control room. Right before she reached the doorway, she paused to ruffle her hair a little. An affirmative hum from the TARDIS indicated that it was the perfect level of tousled, guaranteed to make the Doctor's hearts thump a little harder. With a smirk, she dashed into the control room. "I'm here!" she announced. "Ten minutes exactly, right?"

The Doctor, leaning forwards against the console, chuckled. "Right on time," he affirmed. "Impressive, by the way. Until you, I've never met a woman who could get ready likethat." He snapped his fingers on the final word.

"I'm just unique," Alex said modestly, though on the inside, she was all but preening. She raised an expectant eyebrow at him. "So, where are we going?" she asked eagerly.

The Doctor snapped his fingers again. Below them, the TARDIS doors swung open. After giving him a curious look, Alex dashed down the stairs. As she got closer to the doors, she could smell just the faintest whiff of sea brine, followed by the overwhelming scent of Mexican food.

The view outside was incredible. The TARDIS had landed in an alley that opened onto a busy cobblestone street. Tall, tan stucco buildings that housed a variety of shops lined either side of the street. Several colorful awnings hung above the doorways, offering a shady spot from the afternoon sun. Alex studied the shop names and was surprised to find they were in Spanish. Utilizing the education she'd received in her high school Spanish class, Alex managed to pick out a designer sunglasses store, a flower shop, a number of swimwear and beach-supply stores, and even a McDonald's. People drifted in and out of these shops, speaking a variety of languages. Alex caught several speaking Spanish, but many more were speaking English. A group of college-age girls, all wearing sweatshirts with the wordsUniversité Paris-Dauphineprinted on them, wandered past the TARDIS and Alex heard them speaking French. A middle-aged black couple came from the opposite direction, chattering in what sounded a lot like German.

So concentrated on the languages, Alex didn't hear the Doctor stepping up beside her, so she jumped when he put a hand on her back. He laughed and rested his other hand on her shoulder. "Alexandria Locke, welcome to Cabo San Lucas."

Alex's jaw dropped. "This is Cabo?!"

"The more touristy section of it, yes. We're just a few blocks away from Medano Beach."

"Uh-huh," Alex murmured, still caught up in the sight before her. She was always amazed by her first glimpse of a new place. Even if they'd landed in the back alleys next to a bunch of dumpsters, she'd probably still be impressed. She stepped out of the alleyway and onto the street. She could now see all the palm trees planted along the sidewalk, as well as the street vendors selling all manner of different foods, from tamales to hot hogs. They were hawking their wares first in English, then in Spanish. Alex sniffed the air and her stomach growled.

"Please tell me we're eating. All of these smells are making me hungry."

The Doctor shut the TARDIS doors and smiled at her over his shoulder. "Don't worry, Ally," he said as he tucked his key into his jacket pocket. "That was my intention." He glanced around the crowded street. "But not here."

Before Alex could ask him any more questions, he grabbed her hand and led her up the street. When they got to an intersection, the Doctor tugged her to the left, then across the street over to an alley tucked between an upscale shoe store and an ice cream parlor. They swept through several alleys, so many that Alex knew she would never find the way back by herself. Finally, they emerged onto another street.

This street wasn't as populated as the other one. Only a few people wandered past as they stepped out of the alleyway; across the street, an elderly Mexican couple sat on a bench outside what looked like a photography studio. There were palm trees in planters all along the sidewalk and terracotta pots full of native flowers sat outside shop doors. They also appeared to be a lot closer to the beach as the sea brine scent had increased sharply and Alex could hear the gentle rolling of waves.

The Doctor led her down the quiet street to an unmarked building between the photography studio and a travel agency. The only indication the building contained something within was the simple white awning overhead and the mixture of cacti and dahlias planted in terracotta pots on either side of the door. Alex took everything in dubiously, but she trusted the Doctor, so she allowed him to lead her inside.

If the outside of the building was unremarkable, the inside was the exact opposite. Alex's eyes widened and darted around in an effort to take everything in.

They were standing at the side of one very large room, about the size of a small warehouse. The walls were painted in smooth, rich shades of brown and cream and occasionally decorated with mirrors or photos of boats on a rich cerulean sea. The floors were a polished marble with dark blue wicker tables and chairs dotted around. From the high ceiling hung several fans, turning lazily and offering a slight respite from the heat. At one end of the room was a large bar stocked with every kind of tequila ever made. A couple of people sat at the bar-stools. They were all drinking and watching the TV behind the bar, currently tuned onto a telenovela.

What Alex mainly noticed though was that the room directly opened onto a wide patio that was the length of the room itself. Several people were sitting at the wicker tables outside, sipping margaritas and enjoying the ocean-front view. The sound of waves rolling was louder here, and Alex could vaguely hear the chatter of beachgoers and a radio playing an old Ricky Martin song.

"Where are we?" Alex murmured, slightly afraid of speaking any louder.

The Doctor grinned to himself. He had definitely chosen well. "Barriga llena, Corazón Contento. In English—"

"Full stomach, happy heart," Alex translated. At the Doctor's questioning look, she added, "I took Spanish in high school. We learned some Spanish proverbs."

"Good to know," the Doctor smiled, his green eyes sparkling at this new insight to her intelligence. "Anyway, the name may be a cliché, but it's also very fitting. The food here is fantastic and. . ." He abruptly trailed off and his brow furrowed. "Ally, you do like Mexican food, right?" He'd never actually seen her eat it, not even in Rio. Amy wasn't the adventurous type when it came to food, so they’d eaten at restaurants with familiar food during their stay there.

Alex raised an eyebrow at him. "Doc, I'm a quarter Latina." She rolled her eyes in that familiar exasperated but fond way of hers. "Of courseI like Mexican. I can't even tell you how upset I was when Bristol's only Mexican restaurant closed."

He chuckled. "Thank Rassilon, or this would've been awkward."

It was at that moment the bartender, who'd been leaning against the bar watching TV, noticed them. Slinging a rag over her shoulder, she jogged over to them. She was a very pretty young woman around Alex's age with shoulder-length dark brown hair, brown eyes, and pale pink lips. She adjusted the hem of her black scoop-neck tank-top, pulling it up a little as she approached.

"Sorry!" she exclaimed breathlessly. "Have you been waiting long?"

"Just got here," the Doctor assured her.

"Oh, okay, good," she nodded, blinking rapidly. She winced and rubbed her left eye. "Gah, sorry, contact lenses. I hate these things. Well, anyway, as you can see, we're not short of seating. Do you wanna sit at the bar. . ."

"Patio," Alex declared.

The bartender nodded. "Gotcha," she said over her shoulder as she jogged behind the bar and grabbed two menus.

The patio area was populated by a few couples, one group clearly on some kind of business dinner, and a lone man in sunglasses reading a Mexico City newspaper. The bartender led them over to a table up against the railing, offering them a perfect view of Medano Beach. Alex surveyed the scene below her. Even though it was late afternoon, the beach was packed. She could see people tanning, tucked under umbrellas reading, jogging, walking their dogs, and swimming.

The bartender noticed her looking and grinned. "Yeah, the beach is packed this time of day. Little less so at night. I strongly recommend going down there later with a bucket of beers and just watching the ocean. It's great fun!"

"We'll keep that in mind," Alex said, although she had already decided to persuade the Doctor to do just that.

The bartender seemed to have read her mind for her grin became just a bit brighter. "I recommend the Dos Equis. Now, have you two been here before?"

Alex glanced at the Doctor. He sat across from her, studying the thick menu. "He has, but I haven't."

The bartender's grin turned a touch mischievous. "Well, then you've not done the Barriga llena first time ritual! A shot of our best tequila followed by a bite of lemon!" Before Alex could say anything, she'd jogged back to the bar.

Alex turned to the Doctor. He was staring at his menu just a littletoointensely. "Ritual? Forgot to mention that, did you?"

He shrugged, but she could see the corners of his mouth twitching. "Must've slipped my mind."

Alex highly doubted that. "Uh-huh. And have you done this ritual before?"

"Yes, in my ninth incarnation." He wrinkled his nose. "Tasted disgusting. I wasn't much for tequila then."

"Are you now?"

The way his nose wrinkled even further answered that question. He glanced up at her. "You ever have tequila?"

"The cheap stuff at a house party once. We ran out of beer during beer pong, so we switched to this cheap tequila the host found in his parents' liquor cabinet. Then we all had to donate a couple dollars to buy a replacement before his parents got back."

The Doctor blinked at this information. Alex had told him about her past before, though he still found it difficult to believe the beautiful, intelligent, mature young woman before him was once running around drinking, skipping school, contemplating getting tattoos, and trying to pierce her nose. He tried to picture her playing beer pong at a house party. He couldn't visualize it. He admitted this to her.

Alex laughed. "Yeah, I can't believe I did it either. Not really something I'd do now. But Lacey was off with her flavor-of-the-week, and I was bored . . . and trying to impress the guy I liked."

The Doctor's mouth stretched into a wide grin.Ah, now to learn more aboutherromantic past!Only fitting, since she knew all about Rose, Romana, and Sarah Jane. But before he could ask, the bartender was back, carrying a bottle of Casamigos and a shot glass with salt around the rim and a lemon wedge stuck in it.

"Here we are!" she announced cheerfully. She set the shot glass in front of Alex and filled it up with tequila. "Shot, then lemon wedge."

Alex hesitantly picked up the glass. "There a name for this ritual?" she asked, peering at the liquid inside.

The bartender giggled. "Nope! Just a welcoming ritual."

"Lovely." Alex sighed and raised the glass to her lips. "Arriba, abajo, al centro y adentro," she muttered, then knocked back the shot. The tequila burned down her throat and Alex tried not to cough.

"Jesus!" she wheezed, much to the amusem*nt of the Doctor and the bartender. With a little wince, Alex bit into the lemon wedge. It was nice and sour and a poor counter to the harsh tequila. Alex hastily chewed it and swallowed, her lips puckering as she did so.

"Bravo!" the Doctor cheered, clapping his hands. The bartender copied him, a grin lighting up her pretty features.

"Brava!" she echoed. "Some people spit it out or just absolutely refuse to do it."

Alex gave a hoarse cough. "Glad I could beat expectations then."

The bartender chuckled and picked up the shot glass, what remained of the lemon wedge, and the Casamigos bottle. "Okay, you two look over your menus and I'll be back in a few minutes."

Alex watched her go. "She's very cheerful," she observed.

"She is," the Doctor agreed. "Must be new. She wasn't here the last time I was here."

Alex opened her menu to the appetizer section. "When was that? And what's today's date? What year are we in?"

"May 16th, 2011. I wanted to stick to your timeline. And last time I was here was when I was in my tenth incarnation. I came here with another companion. She loved Mexican."

Alex noticed his somber expression and how he was staring off at the water, but not really seeing it. He was clearly lost in memories of whoever this companion was, and Alex got the feeling that it wasn't Rose. He would have specified if so, which meant that this companion was one she had yet to hear about. "Who was she?" she asked softly.

The Doctor was silent. She started to think that he wasn't going to answer when he finally whispered, "Donna. Donna Noble." His dark green eyes clouded with pain and his jaw clenched to the point that a vein was bulging outwards.

Alex picked at a worn corner of her menu. She could tell by the Doctor's reaction to saying her name that Donna had been a dear companion and her departure had not been a calm, pleasant one. She wanted to ask more about Donna, what she'd been like, how she'd helped the Doctor, but one of the great things about their relationship was that the Doctor and Alex knew when not to press the other about something. Now was one of those times.

Instead of satisfying her curiosity, she changed the subject. "What do you recommend here? You're the expert after all."

To her relief, the Doctor eagerly complied, and they were soon discussing different Mexican foods, debating on whether or not to order an appetizer, and if they should order any alcohol. By the time the bartender came back, the melancholic atmosphere Donna Noble's name had created was gone, replaced by the excited, tingling feeling of being on a date with someone you liked above all others. They placed their orders and the bartender dropped off their selected drinks: water for the Doctor and Diet co*ke for Alex.

"So," the Doctor said, taking a sip of water. "Tell me more about this boy you were trying to impress at that house party."

Alex smirked. "Trying to check out the competition, Doc?"

He matched her smirk right back. "Hardly. Just curious. Seems fair, since I've told you all about Rose and Romana and Sarah Jane."

Alex shrugged. "True." She took a quick sip of Diet co*ke. "Okay, so, it was a house party my freshman year of high school. Halloween party, costume mandatory. Lacey and I decided to do a couple's costume. She went as an angel, and I went as the devil."

"I have a hard time picturing you as a devil."

"You're so sweet. It was a good costume though. Lacey said it looked better on me than on her. Skintight red leather jumpsuit, a pair of red high-heels I borrowed from Marigold, a horns headband, and a pitchfork. Oh, and, of course, red lipstick."

The Doctor had to force himself to keep paying attention to her after the words 'skintight red leather jumpsuit'. He tried not to shiver at the mental picture she was painting, but it was a task far easier said than done. "Go on," he said, voice a bit deeper than normal.

Alex's copper-colored eyes twinkled.I knew he'd get affected by that."So, for the first few hours, things were pretty normal. Lacey and I chatted with Jason Isaacs, the one throwing the party, and his girlfriend. Then Lacey's boyfriend at the time, Henry Jacobson, came and Lacey went off with him, so I hung out with people from the drama club. Then one of the members, Piper, pointed out that her cousin across the room was watching me."

She took a sip of her drink. "I'd been crushing on Victor for a while. He was a year above me and was hands down the hottest guy in that grade. Wavy dark hair, dark eyes, and rumor had it, agreatkisser. That night, he was also wearing a devil costume, which was either a coincidence or someone had told him about my costume and he decided to wear the same, as a kind of signal to me.

"At that moment, Jason was calling for people to play beer pong. Most of the people who play beer pong at those parties are the jocks and their girlfriends, but Victor was also playing. He wasn't a jock; he was in the A/V club. He wanted to work for the NSA. So, fourteen-year-old me decides that the best way to get him to notice me is to participate in beer pong, which I'd never played before."

The Doctor snickered around his straw. "And how did that go?" Based on what he'd seen of Alex intoxicated, he had a pretty good idea of what happened.

Alex knew exactly what he was thinking. "I'm sure you can guess. I got drunk.Fast. I sucked at throwing the balls into the cups and the guys on the other team were the star basketball players, so they had great aim. Me and McKenna, the girl playing with me, gotwasted. McKenna threw up in the swimming pool and her sister had to come get her."

"What about you?" the Doctor asked, growing concerned. He knew what could happen to intoxicated girls at parties. He hoped and prayed that Alex hadn't been one of them.

He hadn't realized his hand was clenched around his glass until Alex reached out and gently plucked it from his grasp. Once she'd set it on the table, she laced her fingers through his. A jolt of electricity raced up his arm and his bloodstream became flushed with soothing adrenaline. He looked up and saw Alex's loving gaze staring back at him.

"Nothing like what you're imagining happened to me, Doc," she murmured. She stared straight into his eyes so that he would know she was telling the truth. "I was always careful, and I had good friends. If anyone tried anything, they would've stopped it." She waited until he leaned back in his chair, relieved, before continuing her story.

"Well, I was flat-out drunk and probably would have fallen into the vomit-ridden pool had Victor not come to my rescue. He steered me away from the party into a spare bedroom and made me sit on the bed with my head between my knees while he sent a friend off to get some water. We chatted for a while, talked about the drama club, A/V club, friends and classmates, and when I no longer felt like I was going to throw up, he drove me home."

"Where was Lacey during all this?"

"She came by to check on me." Alex suddenly snorted. "And I think she threatened Victor too, ‘cause she asked to speak to him outside and when he came back in, he looked like he'd seen a ghost."

"Always knew I liked that girl," the Doctor snickered. "Strange that she didn't threaten me first time I met her."

"Maybe she thought Marigold was being hard enough on you."

"Perhaps." He took a sip of water. "So, what happened with you and Victor?"

Alex leaned back in her chair and tilted her face towards the sun. "He drove me home, held my hair while I threw up in the rosebushes, and then he had Piper text me his number so he could ask me out on a date.

"We dated for about a month. It was nice. Went to the movies where he always paid for the popcorn and Red Hots, bowling a few times, and once I ditched a pep rally for the football team and we drove all the way to Louisville where we convinced a bartender that we were newlyweds and got mint juleps on the house." Alex chuckled at the memory. "Like I said, I was wild back then and I liked wild guys."

"You have met me, right?" the Doctor joked.

Alex giggled. "Oh, yeah, good point!"

The Doctor smirked, rather pleased that he fit her type of man. "So what happened with Victor?"

"He came up to me between classes one day and said that it just wasn't working out for him. He said he was sorry, the bell rang, and he left for math class and I to lunch."

She didn't add how un-devastated she felt by the news. Sure, she'd been sad that her time with Victor was over. He was fun, good-looking, and respected her in a way most boys didn't. She would miss making out with him, having him pay for her popcorn and Red Hots, and texting her at 3:00 AM to make sure she was actually sleeping instead of reading ahead for history. But Alex had felt more like she'd just gotten rid of an old sweater; something that was pretty and practical, but not something she could claim to love or adore or cry over when it no longer fit her.

Victor breaking up with her hadn't upset her like it did Lacey. Lacey had ranted and raved, wondering all through their lunch break if there was another girl somewhere in the wings. All Alex had done was shrug and continue to eat her chips while flipping through Lacey's newest issue ofElle.

She was pulled out of her musing by the Doctor saying, "I'm sorry. He was an idiot."

Alex smiled and reached across the table to link her fingers with his. Both shivered at the familiar thrum of adrenaline racing up their arms. "It's fine," she dismissed. "Really." Her eyes turned just a touch impish, but the Doctor could see the overwhelming adoration behind it. "Led me to you, didn't it?"

He smiled a little bashfully. "Yes," he murmured, tracing the lifeline on her palm. His calloused fingertip felt rough and dangerous against her skin and Alex shivered. The Doctor noticed this, and his smile became a bit more smug than bashful.

The moment was interrupted by the arrival of their cheerful bartender. She was carefully balancing their plates on one arm while focusing straight ahead. Alex recognized it as a trick Heather McEntire, the head waitress at Blondie's when she first started working there, taught her:Never look at the food you're carrying. If you do, you risk bumping into stuff or getting so scared it'll fall off and you'll like a moron in front of the customers.

It seemed the bartender had a similar lesson drilled into her as she only looked at the food once it was placed firmly on the table. "Okay! Chicken in a dark red mole sauce for the gentleman, and a chicken chimichanga for the lady!" She glanced at their half-full drink glasses and promptly whisked them off the table. "I'll get y'all refills," she called over her shoulder as she briskly walked back towards the bar.

"You better give her a good tip," Alex said as she cut into her chimichanga. Suddenly, she paused. "Youdidbring money, right?" she asked in a low voice.

The Doctor stared at her, affronted. "Of courseI did, Ally." His tone implied that this was something she should have already known. "While I admit I don't usually travel with money, I knew we'd need some for this outing. It's hardly gentlemanly for you to pay, anyways."

"You know I don't mind paying for stuff myself, right?" While she absolutely loved chivalry, Alex didn't want him to feel pressured to do things she was perfectly capable of doing herself.

He smiled warmly. "I know. But humor me this once, please?"

"So long as you're getting dessert too, it's a deal."

Unnoticed by them, the bartender reappeared with their drinks. Glancing back-and-forth between them, she wordlessly set the glasses down and slipped away, her lips quirked in a small, satisfied smile.

The Doctor chuckled and picked up his newly arrived water. He held it out towards Alex, and she reciprocated by raising her Diet co*ke. They clinked their glasses together as the Doctor said, "Deal."

The time it took to eat their meal seemed like it flew by, but when Alex looked around as the Doctor prepared to pay the check, she saw that the sun was starting to set over the ocean. The sky was a mixture of pink, gold, and orange, and the crowd on the beach had significantly diminished. There were only a few people out there now, mostly consisting of couples heading off for a stroll, teenagers staking out spots for bonfires, and a couple surfers looking to catch one last wave.

The Doctor, per Alex's request, made sure to give the bartender a good tip. Shehadbeen pretty helpful after all. Rather enthusiastic, but maybe she just really loved her job. He looked around for the woman in question, but she was nowhere to be seen. The space behind the bar was empty even though there were at least a dozen people seated before it, eyes glued to the soccer match on TV.

He managed to catch the gaze of a passing waitress. She was about Alex and the bartender's age with waist-length red hair a couple shades lighter than Amy's. She adjusted the glasses perched on her nose as she approached.

"Can I help you?"

"We're ready to pay only the, uh, bartender isn't here. She was the one taking care of us."

The redhead nodded. "Oh, yeah, we ran out of a bunch of best-selling beer, and she had to run to the store to get some more." She glanced over her shoulder at the growing crowd by the bar. "It's never good to be out of beer on a football night," she said knowingly. She grabbed the checkbook. "I'll take care of this for you."

"Make sure the . . . wait, what is her name, actually?" It felt weird to just keep calling their cheerful, helpful waitress 'the bartender'.

"Most people call her Daffy." The redhead suddenly grinned. "And I'm Liv. Or Livvie. Olivia when it's my mother and she's cross."

The Doctor nodded, though he was barely listening to her.'Daffy'?he thought, bewildered.What kind of a name is that?Looking over at Alex, he could tell she was thinking the same thing.

"We left a tip for her," Alex explained. "Can you make sure she gets it?"

If it was possible, Liv's grin grew wider. "Will do!" she chirped and headed off to the bar.

A few minutes later, the Doctor and Alex were back on the street. There were a few more people out than before; a group of Mexican teenagers had taken the elderly couple's place on the bench and were all laughing animatedly as one guy told a story in rapid-fire Spanish. Several shoppers flittered in and out of various stores and one guy had set up a food booth. He was currently peddling hot tamales and had a steady line of customers.

The Doctor took Alex's hand and led her down the street, closer to the ocean. Normally, Alex's body would have gotten tenser and tenser with each step closer to the massive body of water, her heart racing in memory of the night she lost her parents and nearly her life. But now, with the Doctor's hand firmly intertwined with hers, she felt perfectly fine. Safe, even.

And as she basked in this feeling, Alex realized that she had never felt like this with anyone she'd dated. Not even Victor.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A few hours later, Alex leaned back against the Doctor's chest and took a sip of her beer. Now that she was into her second bottle, the alcohol was going smoothly down her throat and leaving a rich aftertaste behind.

After leaving the restaurant, the Doctor had led her down to a street just on the perimeter of Medano Beach where there was an excellent ice creamery. Alex had never tasted fried ice cream before, and the Doctor had endeavored to change that. The dessert, fried vanilla ice cream sprinkled with cinnamon, peppermint, and a touch of whipped cream, could best be described as heavenly. Just thinking about it now made Alex crave some more.

After that, they had taken Daffy's advice and gotten a bucket of Dos Equis and headed down to the beach. It was a little more active than before, but still pretty quiet. Bonfires dotted the coastline, one of them just a stone's throw away from where she and the Doctor were seated. The people around the fire were American college students, easily recognized as such by their UCLA sweatshirts. None of them paid the slightest bit of attention to the couple, too engrossed in drinking and stressing about the rapidly approaching end to their spring break.

"This is nice," Alex hummed as she took another sip of beer. It was probably the fifth time she'd said it since they sat down, but itwasnice. It was nice just to lay about, drinking some beer, watching the ocean, talking about anything that came to mind and not worrying about whatever hostile alien was around the corner.

The Doctor made a noise of agreement. While he was usually adverse to sitting around, doing nothing, he really did like just sitting with Alex. He liked sitting beside her, free to touch her whenever he wanted. Her mere presence was intoxicating enough to keep his more restless senses occupied, cataloging her every move and gesture for future reference.

Now, he pulled her even closer to him so that she was fully pressed back against his chest. He leaned back against the sand dune behind him and wrapped his arm around her waist. If she wanted to get up, she'd have to move it; not that she was going to move anytime soon. They both knew that.

The Doctor finished off his beer and tossed it into the small pile at their feet. He grabbed another one from the bucket and expertly snapped off the cap. He took a swig before saying, "I am a bit surprised by how much I'm enjoying this."

Alex tossed her own empty bottle away. "Yeah," she giggled as she scrabbled for the bucket. "Usually you hate sitting still."

"I do," he agreed. "But. . ." He tried to work out what he wanted to say as he passed her a beer. ". . .but with you," he continued, "it's okay." He smiled sheepishly and took another sip of beer. "Not very eloquent, I realize."

"Nonsense," Alex declared. She turned her head enough so that she was looking at him. "I liked how you said it." Once the Doctor smiled, she turned back to face the ocean. She waited until he took another sip of beer before adding, "Makes me wonder what you'd say and how in the bedroom."

She wasn't disappointed. The Doctor choked and let out several coughs. "R-really?" he gasped through another cough.

Though he couldn't see it, Alex smirked. "Really, Doc."

For a few moments, she thought he wasn't going to respond. Then, he leaned down close to her ear. Alex shivered at the feeling of his breath against the sensitive skin. She felt his arm tighten slightly around her while his other hand crept to her chin, tilting it up to where the bridge of her ear brushed against his lips. "I look forward to that day, then," he whispered roughly. Alex felt him grin at the full-body shudder she emitted, as well as the quick kiss he pressed to the top of her ear before leaning back.

"You and me both," she murmured, knowing he would hear her quiet words.

The Doctor responded by kissing the top of her head. Nothing more was said between them as they resumed watching the ocean and finishing off the beers.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Daffy rushed from one end of the bar to the other. In the span of a few seconds, she'd tossed three empty beer bottles into the trash-can tucked beneath the bar, gotten the drinkers new ones, and handed one impatient elderly man his change. He muttered something under his breath and thrust a single peso at her.

"Gracias," Daffy sighed. She went to the other end of the bar where the tip jar sat and tucked the peso inside. There wasn't a lot of money inside, but Daffy knew from experience that she would end up with a little over a hundred pesos by the end of her shift. That's what always happened on football match nights.

Speaking of football. . . A loud groan swept through the restaurant as the América goalie failed to catch the ball. Several curses were uttered, both in Spanish and in English. Daffy glanced up at the screen. The camera was panning across the stadium crowd. The América fans were shaking their heads, looking absolutely miserable, while the rival team's fans were jumping up and down in exhilaration. The América coach called for a time out and as the teams jogged to their respective benches, the screen switched to a toothpaste commercial.

With the temporary interlude, the crowd around the bar broke up. Some went to speak to people at other tables, others went to the bathroom, and some went to the balcony for a quick cigarette. Daffy decided she could use a quick break as well.

She headed out onto the balcony and went to lean against the railing overlooking the beach. She took a deep breath, inhaling the night air. The salty scent of the ocean soothed her hectic nerves. It had always done this to her, the exact opposite of what her mother usually felt when by the ocean.

She lingered there for a few moments before turning around. She peered over at the bar. No one had returned yet and the TV was now showing a promo for tomorrow's episode ofLa Reina del Sur. She could waste a few more minutes.

Daffy surveyed the balcony. Plenty of people had arrived since the soccer game started, wanting to grab a bite to eat. Most were natives, but she did spot a few tourists; there was a group of girls wearing matching University of Ohio sweatshirts, several families, an elderly couple clearly on a retirement vacation, and a group of people in their thirties who were most likely on some kind of corporate retreat, based on their business casual attire.

But one person in particular caught Daffy's eye. He was seated against the rail at the left end of the patio. He was an older man with salt and pepper hair and deep brown eyes surrounded by crow's feet. Despite the fact that he looked to be at least in his late fifties, he still looked rather distinguished and attractive. He was dressed entirely in black: black t-shirt, black jeans, black boots, and a black leather jacket. A pair of black sunglasses rested on the table beside his half-empty water glass. Even though it was dark now and the overhead lanterns only provided a little glow of light, he was attentively reading a Mexico City newspaper and showing no signs that he was straining to do so.

Daffy smirked and headed towards his table. As she got closer, she could feel the slight sense of danger radiating off the man. It was why, despite how attractive he was, no woman had approached him all night. Even now, Daffy was aware of several customers eyeing her incredulously as she passed. She spotted one woman shaking her head and muttering 'stupid girl' under her breath. No doubt they all thought she was an idiot for daring to get within two feet of this man.

But Daffy had known this man for a long time and his aura of danger had never been off-putting to her. Rather, it only intrigued her and drew her in, much to the consternation of her parents.

She plopped down into the vacant chair across from the man. "Good reading, Gramps?" she asked, nodding to the newspaper.

Her grandfather didn't even look up when he said, "How many times must I tell you not to call me that?"

"Only about every other day," Daffy said with a cheeky grin. She propped her chin in one hand and used her other hand to drum her fingers against the tabletop. "Seriously, is that good reading? You've been reading that paper all day and night."

"I find some current political events particularly interesting. They require intense study if they are to be conducive to my business."

"Are youevergoing to tell me what this business of yours is?" It was something that drove Daffy crazy. She couldn't stand not knowing things, something her grandfather knew perfectly well. She suspected he kept his business dealings a secret not because there was anything illegal or morally wrong about them, but just to rile her up by continuously guessing.

Her grandfather finally looked up from his paper. His lips curved into a small smile and his eyes twinkled. They were facial traits that Daffy had only ever seen aimed at her and her mother. "Ah," he said slowly, his North London accent thickening slightly, "but then . . . where would the fun be in that?" He burst out laughing when Daffy scowled at him. The sudden burst of emotion caused several people at nearby tables to jump, which only made him laugh harder.

"You're a sad*st," Daffy declared as she slumped back in her chair. "A total sad*st."

Still chuckling, her grandfather turned back to the newspaper. "So your mother and father have been telling me for years." He paused in turning the page to the sports section. "I will tell you that my business is flexible. It can be stopped with no consequence to me should you decide you want to leave Cabo." He glanced up at Daffy. She was perfectly calm, her facial features showing no reaction to his veiled suggestion.

He sighed. Time to take the bull by the horns then. "We have been here for six months, Daphne. Aren't you quite ready to move on now?"

Daffy rolled her eyes. The act caused her contact lenses to pinch and she winced. "You sound just like Dad. Always wanting to move on after trouble's over, never stop to smell the roses, taste the food, kiss a stranger."

Her grandfather abruptly scowled. "You'll be kissing no one no matter where we travel," he growled. "That boy on Pedra II was quite enough."

"Now you really sound like Dad," Daffy smirked.

Before her grandfather could retort – and going off his scowl he was about to deliver a scathing one – Liv suddenly jumped onto the tabletop beside Daffy.

"Mygod," she groaned, "tonight is justrelentless." She pulled off her glasses and wiped one of the lenses with the hem of her tank-top. "I hate football matches."

"You're English!" Daffy laughed. "That's like saying you hate tea and biscuits."

"Ilikefootball matches," Liv protested, "but only when I'm watching them at home, in my jimjams, with tea and chocolate biscuits." She put her glasses back on. "You know, enjoying it with my creature comforts.Notwhen I'm running all around fetching orders and refilling drinks and trying to convince Mr. Alverez that my arse does not have a 'feel-it-up' sign on it."

"Just think of all the tips you'll get," Daffy said soothingly. "Money you can use to buy chocolate biscuits, fried ice cream, new sundresses. . ."

"Ooh! Speaking of tips. . ." Liv reached into her jeans pocket and pulled out a couple of crumpled bills. "Guess who left you a nice tip."

Daffy's eyes widened. She snatched the money out of Liv's hand. "Whoa. . ." she breathed. "Seriously?"

Liv grinned. "Seriously."

"Did they say anything?" Daffy's voice was full of hope. "You know, about me?"

"No, sorry. Just asked that I make sure you get this." At Daffy's deflated look, Liv gently added, "Daff, you didn't want them to know who you were. You played the part perfectly. Just your regular, friendly neighborhood bartender."

Daffy nodded. "Yeah, I know. It's just . . . I thought they might noticesomething."

Liv considered. "Well . . . they noticed your name. They didn't say anything, but the looks on their faces said they thought 'Daffy' was a stupid name."

At this, Daffy chuckled. "Some things never change. Mom says it's a name you give a duck."

"So does your father," her grandfather remarked. His eyes were back on his newspaper, studying an article about a new art gallery opening on the other side of town. "I can't believe he had money to pay, let alone tip you."

Liv rolled her eyes. "You don't give Uncle Doctor enough credit. He'd never let Aunt Alex pay, especially on their first date."

Daffy nodded emphatically. "Dad treats Mom like a queen. Always has, always will." Her lips curved into a wistful smile. "It was nice to see the beginning of that."

"Sothat'swhy you've insisted on staying here!" her grandfather exclaimed. He shook his head and folded his newspaper so that he could fully concentrate on Daffy. "I knew it had to be more than because of the beach and the food. I didn't bank on it being to spy on your parents' first date."

"Please," Daffy scoffed. "Like you weren't spying the moment you spotted them."

The way her grandfather pursed his lips pretty much confirmed that statement.

Daffy gave a satisfied nod and turned back to Liv. "As I was saying, nice to see the beginning of everything before. . ." Her expression became strained, and she trailed off.

Liv smiled sympathetically. "Before all the sh*t hits the fan?"

"Yes, exactly." Daffy fiddled with the table's napkin dispenser. She'd heard about what happened to her parents in the upcoming months from a wide variety of sources and each time she heard the events, it sent a little pain to her hearts. She hated that her parents, two of the nicest, most caring individuals she'd ever known, had suffered so much. Granted, it brought them even closer together and ensured a few things – like her existence – but it was still upsetting to hear and think about.

Liv, being her best friend, immediately sensed her thoughts. She reached over and patted Daffy's arm. "Come on, Daff," she murmured. "You know a lot of good came out of that craziness and suffering."

Daffy let out a long sigh. "I know. It's just. . ." Her nails drummed the top of the napkin dispenser as she struggled to articulate her messy thoughts. "I wish I couldwarnthem. So they wouldn't be going in blind. And, yes, I know I can't tell them," she added when her grandfather opened his mouth to say just that. "It'd cause a giant paradox, end of the space-time continuum, blah, blah, blah." It was all old hat to her. Her dad had been teaching her about paradoxes since she was in the womb.

"I get it, Daff," Liv said. She fiddled with her glasses, adjusting them so they sat higher on her nose. "Believe me, I wish I could tell my parents about all the sh*t that happened to them." She sighed. "Maybe then some things would be different."

Daffy wasn't sure what to say to that. She and Liv had gone over these concerns countless times before and after a while, you just didn't know what to say that didn't sound disingenuous or like a cliché.

Fortunately, the conversation was forced to come to an end. Liv abruptly straightened to attention. "Table seventeen's waving for their check," she explained as she hopped off the table. "Gotta jet!"

Daffy sighed as Liv bounced away. "I guess I should be going, too." No doubt the soccer match was back on and people had re-congregated around the bar. She pushed her chair back and got to her feet. "Do you need anything?"

Her grandfather flipped to the back of the newspaper. "A pen, if you can find one," he said as he studied a page. "For the crossword. And something to drink. None of that fizz this planet calls alcohol."

"Soda it is then." She started to walk away, only for a sudden pinching feeling to start up in her right eye. "Oh, for God's sake," Daffy groaned. She dug into the bigger-on-the-inside pocket of her shorts and, after pulling out a feather pen, a pack of bubblegum, and a bottle of lavender-scented hand sanitizer, finally dug out a contact lens case. "Rassilon, I hate these things," Daffy groused as she pulled her left contact out.

"But they were necessary," her grandfather remarked, taking the feather pen. He watched as she pulled the right lens out and tucked it into the case. "Your parents would have had collective strokes if they caught sight of your eyes." He raised an eyebrow meaningfully. "Not exactly common, you and your mother's eyes."

"I'm well aware." Daffy tucked the contact lens and other trinkets back into her pocket. She blinked a few times, letting her eyes adjust to their newfound freedom. "Why do you think I got the damn things?" She'd known that if her parents caught sight of her eyes – and, most especially, them changing colors – they would get suspicious. And that would cause a whole litany of problems, the least of which was a possible negative effect to her timeline.

Still, even with the contacts in, she had hoped her parents might have noticedsomethingabout her. A little recognition that she was important to them in the future. With her current travels, she didn't see her parents a lot. She called them regularly, but it wasn't quite the same as seeing them in person, watching her mom and dad flirt, finish each-other's sentences, and generally fussing over each-other like they had since the day they met. Daffy found herself missing her mom's less than stellar attempts at cooking and the incredibly annoying habit her dad had of bouncing into her room to wake her up (at an incredibly early hour, no less). Those were things she'd been eager to leave behind when she started traveling with her grandfather and Liv, but now Daffy longed for burnt brownies and three a.m. wake-up calls.

"You know," her grandfather said, snapping Daffy out of her memories, "I was talking to your mother yesterday and she mentioned something about a little trouble in Dartmoor." While he wasn't looking directly at her, his eyes locked on the crossword puzzle, Daffy knew he was still paying her a great deal of attention.

Daffy tried not to, but she found herself raising an eyebrow anyway. One of her tells that meant she was not just interested, butveryinterested. "What kind of trouble?"

Her grandfather's eyes stayed on the paper. "Didn't specify, but enough to get the attention of UNIT and have them ask for your father."

"And in your opinion?"

"Has to be something incredible to get on UNIT's radar. Needs to be highly dangerous for them to call your parents in." After another moment of examining the paper, he abruptly folded it in half and straightened in his chair. "I propose we take a little vacation."

"A vacation where we get into trouble?" Daffy snorted, but she was smiling as she said it.

"Why, my dear, those are the best kind!" Her grandfather started to give her a bright grin only to suddenly adopt a stern manner. "And donotsay I sound like your father there either or I swear, we'll pack up tomorrow and head for Metebelis Three."

Daffy shivered at the mention of the planet (she absolutelyloathedspiders) but she knew her grandfather well enough to know that his threat was an empty one. "I wasn't going to say anything of the kind," she smiled.

The look on her grandfather's face told her he doubted that. Nevertheless, his bright grin returned. "Excellent! When can we leave?"

"Liv and I will request time off tomorrow. I know some of the newbies have been wanting more hours, so we should get it pretty easily." A loud groan suddenly erupted from the direction of the bar. Daffy glanced over her shoulder. "I really gotta go now."

"Go on," her grandfather said easily, already opening his paper back up. "I'll tell Liv when she comes round. When do you get off?"

"Soon as the game's over."

"How about we get some fried ice cream afterwards? As much as you girls can eat."

Daffy's eyes lit up. Say what you like about her grandfather (and plenty, including her parents, had), but he was exceedingly good to her. He knew that, despite the idea of going to assist her parents, she was still a little upset. He knew perfectly well that when she was upset, like her mother, she ate ice cream. "Deal!" she chirped, sounding very much like her mom when she was excited. "Thanks, Gramps!"

Her grandfather chuckled as she skipped away from the table. "Don't call me Gramps!" he called after her. Even without looking though, Daffy could tell that he was smiling.

As she had expected, all the familiar faces had re-congregated around the bar. They didn't even seem to have noticed her long absence, too fixated on the game. Daffy mechanically began tossing away empties, grabbing new ones, and updating the open tabs on the bar computer. When all of this was accomplished, she started to lean back against the corner of the bar where there was a good vantage point of the TV above, only to quickly straighten when someone tapped her on the shoulder.

"Yes, can I help you?" she asked as she spun around.

The customer was one of the girls from the University of Ohio group. She had long, bleached blonde hair, dark brown eyes, and a cute little button nose. It crinkled as she smiled at Daffy. "Hey, can I get a refill?" She held up a Mic Ultra can. "The waitress seemed pretty busy, so I thought I'd just come up here, if that's all right."

"No problem!" Daffy quickly replaced the empty can and handed it back to the girl with a flourish. "Here you go," she started to say, only to see that the girl's eyes were tightly fixed on hers.

"Wow," the girl breathed. "Your eyes. . . They just changed colors!"

A slow grin came to Daffy's face. At the same time, her eyes turned from light green to dark. "I know," she said easily. "I get it from my mom."

Notes:

A/N: I must admit, when I started writing Alex, I didn't plan for her and the Doctor to have kids (I'm not much of a kid-fic person) but then Daffy popped into my head and . . . well, here she is! I really hope you like her. We'll be seeing her every now and then but her full entrance into the story won't be for a long time.

Also, any guesses as to who Daffy's grandfather or Liv's parents are?

Roll Call:

Daffy - Emmy Rossum

Liv - Katherine McNamara

Daffy's grandfather - Alan Rickman

Chapter 22: Good Night

Notes:

A/N: Alex's outfit for this chapter can be found on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It was another late night in the TARDIS. The Doctor, dressed to the nines in a white dinner jacket, white dress shirt, black pants, black shoes, and a spiffy new black bowtie, walked down one of the staircases leading into the control room, whistling all the while. He was in a rather cheerful mood, for a couple reasons.

First off, Alex hadn't been having any more attacks. It had been weeks since she had one, and even then, she'd only had two. Even though he was still a little worried about what had caused the attacks in the first place, the Doctor couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief at how they now appeared to be over. He knew it was starting to get on Alex's nerves how he kept fussing over her and checking her with the sonic screwdriver every half hour, but he couldn't help it. He wanted his Ally to be well. And it looked like she was, thank God.

The second reason he was so cheerful was because he and Alex had been growing a lot closer and more intimate in their relationship. No, they hadn't slept together yet (contrary to Amy's persistent beliefs) but recently, their hands had started wandering a bit whenever they made-out. Even though they were taking their relationship slow, their desire for each-other was cropping up and eventually, they'd want to get it out of their systems . . . and on each-other.

The Doctor smirked to himself as he adjusted the euphonium he was carrying. While he was certainly looking forward to that day whenever it came, he did like the regular days where he spent time with Alex, wandering from planet to planet, saving the day a few times in the process. He loved spending time with her, especially now that they were no longer hiding their feelings for each-other.

It was too bad Alex needed regular sleep though and couldn't run around with him on his nighttime adventures. After Amy and Rory went to bed, she'd stay up a little while longer with him. She'd often read aloud to him, laughing and giggling at his objections whenever she happened to be reading a sci-fi novel, or they'd just talk. Sometimes, it was about adventures he had gone on, other times it was about some childhood antic she'd experienced back in Bristol, and a few times, it was about Gallifrey. The Doctor had yet to go into depth about his personal life on the planet before he started traveling, but he had told her more about Romana, a few bits and pieces about the Master (before he went crazy) and some stuff about Susan. He was just glad that Alex knew when not to press him on something, like whether he had been married before and how many children he'd had. He was sure he'd tell her eventually, but it wasn't going to be today.

Whenever the two tired of conversation and reading, they'd head into the TARDIS auditorium and watch a movie or two. Alex had been shocked at the size of the room, which boasted a full proscenium stage, an orchestra pit, row upon row of lush velvet chairs and couches, a pull-down movie screen, and a separate room that housed alphabetically-arranged DVDs on shelves along all four walls.

The Doctor rather liked those late nights doing nothing but watching movies or old TV sitcoms. He and Alex would recline on one of the large velvet couches in the exact center of the auditorium. The TARDIS would provide them with popcorn, candy, and drinks, and they would watch whatever one of them picked out, taking a few breaks every now and then to kiss. More often than not, Alex ended up falling asleep before whatever was playing was over, but he didn't mind. Instead, he'd watch her snooze for a little while before hoisting her up and carrying her to her room. He'd put her in bed before joining her and pulling the covers up over them both. He did this quite a bit, sleeping in the same bed as her. Sometimes, like tonight, he'd leave after she'd fallen asleep so he could go and have another adventure or two. Even though he loved wrapping his arms around Alex as she slept, there were times when he needed to combat his restless spirit with another adventure or two.

Tonight had been a movie night. Alex had found a copy of the French version ofBeauty and the Beast,La Belle et la Bête, which she had previously seen in her French class in high school. Luckily for them, the film had English subtitles, eliminating the need for the TARDIS to translate it. Alex had fallen asleep around the time Belle left the Beast to go and tend to her ill father, and the Doctor had carried her off to bed. He had stayed with her for a little while before going off to have a few more adventures.

Tonight's adventures had been a little . . . weird. For starters, River had shown up, which the Doctor hadn't minded, but he knew Alex would when she learned of it. Alex was still a little wary of the woman, which the Doctor understood since, on some level, he was the same way. He mostly used these adventures as a way to keep an eye on River and see how much she knew about him.

It was fairly obvious within the first five seconds of seeing her tonight that this River was a much earlier version than the one who had bitterly admitted that pining after him for so long had been a waste of her time. She’d been flirting at him all night, but now that he was with Alex, he had recognized it and was able to thwart her quite a bit by refusing to respond in a similar manner.

He'd also run into Marilyn Monroe. Again. He winced, remembering the encounter. Unlike the last time they'd met, when Marilyn couldn't wait to dig her nails into him, she looked pretty furious tonight, shooting him glares left and right. He wanted to ask her what was wrong but, not really wanting to risk her slapping him or pulling him into a closet for a quick lip-lock, he refrained.

Now, the Doctor entered the control room, still whistling. He headed down the platform stairs over to the doors. "River!" he called out. "I'll see you later! Tell Marilyn she's too late, she'll have to use the biplane." Thelastthing he wanted to do was give Marilyn Monroe a ride home. "Take care!" He shut the doors and headed back up the platform, digging out his sonic screwdriver as he went. He buzzed it over the euphonium, making it emit a loud sound not dissimilar to someone belching, before pulling down a lever on the console and sending the ship into the time vortex.

"Do you do this every night?" a voice suddenly asked.

"Oh!" the Doctor jumped, whirling around as he hid the euphonium behind his back. Sitting in front of him at the top of one of the staircases was Amy, dressed for bed in a nightgown and bathrobe. "Hello."

Amy smiled at him, but her gaze was currently fixed on his hands. "You're trying to conceal euphonium guiltily. Has that ever been attempted before?"

"What? Oh! This!" He looked down at the instrument. "Oh yeah, it's one of those, um . . . euphoniums."

"Okay. . . So, isthiswhat you do at night when we're sleeping?" Amy raised an eyebrow. She was a bit surprised by this development. She figured he did it every now and then, but not every night. "Have extra adventures?"

"You sound surprised. What did you think I do every night?"

"Snog Alex," Amy said promptly.

The Doctor's face reddened, and he suddenly became very absorbed in getting the euphonium to rest properly on the jumpseat. Amy giggled and snickered a little as she watched him fumble with it, his cheeks and earlobes getting redder and redder as the seconds went on. Finally, once the instrument was settled to his satisfaction, the Doctor turned back around. "Uh, uh . . . well, y-you're . . . you're notcompletelywrong," he mumbled, "but I do other things too!"

"Like have extra adventures?"

"I don't sleep as much as you," he replied, not really answering the question. "I keep busy."

"Doing what?" Amy persisted. "And actuallytellme for once. You're my friend, one of mybestfriends, so tell me what it is you do." She waited a moment for him to say something, but he still seemed to be hesitating. She sighed. Time to pull out the big guns. "Alright. If you don't tell me what it is you do at night, I'll go straight to Alex and tell her that you were out with River and Marilyn Monroe tonight." She knew those two names in the same sentence would throw Alex into a tizzy, something the Doctor, if he was smart, would strive to avoid.

The Doctor somehow kept a smirk from creeping up his face. It was suddenly clear that Alex was trying to keep Amy in the dark about her relationship with him, since the Scot wasn't even aware that he and Alex had talked about River and (mostly) settled their issues with her. Of course, they'd never mentioned Marilyn.

He thought back to when they had first met the actress, at the party they'd attended with Kazran and Abigail. Alex had seemed upset that he was going to marry Marilyn – something that hadn't come to pass, thank Rassilon – but at the time, they were both denying their feelings for each-other, so it was likely he hadn't really registered the fact that she was jealous.

And now, here Amy was, threatening to tell Alex all. He couldn't let that happen. If anything, Alex deserved to hear it from him.

But, seeing that Amy was expecting an answer, he finally sighed and said, "Okay. I just helped out a possessed orchestra at a moon-base, before that I prevented two supernovas, wrote a history of the universe all in jokes, and did a bit of local work in Brixton. Lovely practice, very short-staffed." He paused for Amy's reply but instead she just stared at him. He frowned. "What's wrong?"

Amy stood and walked down the steps. "We're such tiny parts of your life, aren't we?" she observed, a touch of sadness in her voice. "All the friends you make just flicker in and out. You must hardly notice us."

"Amy, you areenormousparts of my life," the Doctor assured her. "And you are all I ever remember."

A little reassured, Amy nodded at his words. But she wasn't completely at ease. There was something else she wanted to talk to him about, something she'd been trying to talk to him about for a while now. "Speaking of which. . ." she said slowly, ". . .my life doesn't make any sense."

"I know," the Doctor murmured.

"That's what I've been trying to talk to you about." Even before she first left the TARDIS, she'd been trying. The first time she tried to broach the subject had been when Rory dropped that thermo coupling and launched them all into a space-time loop, which kind of ruined the intimate chat she'd been hoping for. A couple weeks ago, she tried to bring it up again, but that was when Alex first learned of his nightly adventures with River, and then Amy herself had learned the Doctor and Rory took turns handling her, so that had been out too.

But just a few hours ago, she'd managed to talk to Alex about it. Alex was her other best friend, and Amy knew that if there was anyone who might have an idea on what was going on in her life, it was Alex. Alex had been sympathetic, but even she wasn't quite sure what to say other than 'time can be rewritten'. She'd recommended talking to the Doctor and had advised Amy to wait in the control room for him to come back on one of his nighttime adventures, which he’d mentioned to her earlier he would be doing that night. And thankfully, it had worked.

"I know."

"Like . . . when I first met you, I didn't have parents. Ineverhad parents. And then you did whatever it was you did and rebooted the universe and, suddenly, I . . . had parents. And I'vealwayshad parents. And I remember both lives, in my head, both of them, in my head, and at the same time. Rory remembers both too, but not Alex." Though, considering Alex's mind, that was hardly groundbreaking.

The Doctor nodded, having expected those outcomes. "That's fine, isn't it?"

"But itshouldn'tbe. Why is it fine?"

"Rory was a Roman for 2,000 years."

Amy shrugged this off. "He says he hardly remembers it."

The Doctor smiled slightly, remembering what Rory had told him about his time during those 2,000 years when they were trying to come up with a plan to get the girls back from the Silence. "Ahh, but sometimes you'll catch him just staring. . ." Seeing Amy consider the truth in his words, he went on. "The thing is, Amy, everyone's memory is a mess,lifeis a mess. Everyone's got memories of a holiday they couldn't have been on, a party they never went to, or met someone for the first time and felt like they've known them all their lives. Time is being rewritten all around us, every day. People think their memories are bad, but their memories arefine. The past is really like that."

Amy was silent for a few moments, absorbing this. Finally, she quirked an eyebrow and proclaimed, "That's ridiculous."

The Doctor merely beamed. "Ah, now you're starting to get it!" He quickly stepped around her to another section of the console. "Put your hand here," he directed, tapping a specific instrument with his fingertips before moving on to flick a few levers.

Amy obediently placed her hand on the device. "What is it?"

"TARDIS telepathic circuits."

"What do I do?"

"Nothing. Just relax." He reached over and tugged a lever down before moving over to the monitor beside her. He peered at it. "Your saddest ever memory was at a fairground in 1994," he announced. "Can you remember why?"

"No," Amy said promptly, but then she paused. Actually, now that she really thought about it, there was an inkling of a memory there. "Hang on, did I . . . did I drop anice cream?" Her voice was incredulous. "Thatcan'tbe my saddest memory."

"Remembering ice cream's always sad."

At that moment came the familiar thump of the TARDIS landing. Amy looked around in confusion. "Did we just land? Where are we?"

Instead of answering, the Doctor asked, "What happened after you dropped the ice cream?"

"Nothing, I . . . I cried." But then, another stirring of memory came to her. "No, no, hang on. . . There was a lady and she bought me another one."

"Oh, good for her. What did she look like?"

"She looked like she. . ." Amy smiled as the memory replayed before her eyes. "She had a funny dress, a night dress, she had red hair. Doctor. . ." She looked up, seeing that he was no longer beside her, but down by the doors. "I don't understand.Whyare you doing this? What is the point?"

"The nice lady," the Doctor said, purposefully not answering her questions. "What did she say to you?"

"Cheer up," Amy said flatly. "Have an ice cream."

The Doctor eyed her for a moment, waiting for her to get the point he was trying to make. When she didn't, he elaborated. "Amy, time and space is never, ever going to make any kind of sense. A long time ago, you got the best possible advice on how to deal with that. So! I suggest. . ." He turned around and opened the doors, allowing the sounds of laughter and rides starting up to spill into the control room. ". . .you go and give it."

"Okay, okay," Amy frowned as she made her way down the steps towards him. "So, I ask you a big, important question about life, and you're basically telling me to go and buy myself an ice-cream?"

The Doctor wrapped an arm around her shoulders. "No, Amy, I'm telling you to go and buy us both ice creams," he corrected. "I love fairgrounds."

"I hate you."

He grinned. "No, you don't." He ushered her forwards, out onto the brightly lit fairgrounds. "Do you get scared on ghost trains? I get a bit scared, so is it okay if I hold your hand?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

It was only twenty minutes later, long after Amy had given her younger self a new ice cream, that things started to go wrong.

Surprisingly, there were no sudden fires breaking out, the stomping of Cybermen boots, or the robotic voices of the Daleks shrieking "EXTERMINATE!" There wasn't any trickery going on anywhere (unless you counted the fortune-telling booth, which the Doctor knew was a ton of rubbish). Nothing out of the ordinary was occurring. The Annual Leadworth Fair was quite peaceful, like its hometown usually was. People were laughing, kids were running all around carrying cotton candy, and the air reeked of a plethora of fried foods.

No, nothing was going wrong at the fair. It was back in the TARDIS.

The Doctor was standing beside Amy at a small craft stand, watching as she perused several handmade rope bracelets, bottle-cap earrings, and other homemade accessories. The girl behind the counter, a fourteen-year-old in a Girl Scout-type uniform, eyed their attire oddly, but didn’t say anything so as not to ruin a possible sale. The Doctor was just wondering if he had any money stashed in this jacket in case Amy wanted to buy something when a sudden telepathic presence came into his head.

'Thief, you must get back to me now.'

The Doctor frowned. The TARDIS rarely communicated with him like this whenever he was out on an adventure. She only did it in real emergencies, and he couldn't remember the last time a big emergency had happened. 'What is it?What's wrong?'

'It's Ally. She's having an attack in her sleep.'

The TARDIS didn't need to say anything more. Within a split second, the Doctor had grabbed Amy's arm and was pulling her away from the stand. He dragged her along after him as he ran back to the TARDIS, parked in the shadow of a lawsuit-waiting-to-happen Ferris wheel.

"Doctor! Doctor!" Amy cried, tugging on his hand as he continued to force her to run after him. "What's going on?!"

"It's Alex," he said hurriedly. They were ten steps away from the TARDIS, ten steps too far, in the Doctor's opinion. "She's having another attack."

Amy's eyes widened and she immediately pulled away from him. She surged ahead to the TARDIS doors, which had automatically unlocked for this emergency. She sprinted up the steps leading to the platform, the Doctor already a quarter of the way up the stairs leading to the rest of the TARDIS. "I'll wake Rory!" she called to him as he ran down the hall.

The Doctor didn't bother to acknowledge her words, for he could now hear a sound that he truly, truly hated: Alex's bloodcurdling, agonized screams. They seemed amplified as they spilled out from behind her closed bedroom door to the hallway.

The Doctor skidded up to the door and shoved it open. He dove into the room as the door bounced off the wall from the force of its opening, nearly slamming shut. Not that the Doctor noticed. His attention was fully captivated by the terrifying sight before him.

Alex was in bed, writhing around uncontrollably. The duvet had been tossed to the floor due to her thrashing and the white sheets were currently tangled in knots around her legs. Her eyes were tightly shut, and her hands were scratching and clawing at whatever they came into contact with; the sheets, which already had several jagged fingernail marks in them, the nightstand, even her hair. Somehow, Alex had managed to tear quite a few brown-blonde strands out, spilling them onto the pillows, mattress, and the floor. Now, a hand reached up and clutched at her hair as she rolled over onto her back, her legs kicking and fighting against the restraint of the sheets.

"MAKE IT STOP!" she shrieked, tears of pain running down her face and into her mouth as she spoke. "IT HURTS!" A guttural scream tore itself out of her throat, echoing in the otherwise still air of the bedroom.

The Doctor sprang up onto the mattress. He planted his hands on her shoulders and began shaking her forcefully. "Ally, Ally, wake up!" he shouted. "Alex, wake up!"

"Alex!" Rory cried in alarm as he and Amy ran into the room. Rory dropped the ties on his red bathrobe that he'd been trying to work into a knot, and immediately ran to the other side of the bed. He climbed up onto the mattress and began shaking Alex as well. Amy stood off to the side, nervously biting her lip and looking on at her friend in terror.

"Alex, wake up! Wake up!" Rory begged.

"Ally, come on!" the Doctor yelled, his voice cracking as Alex's yells became louder. "ALEX! ALLY, WAKE UP!"

And then, as though some part of her subconscious could hear him, Alex's eyes burst open. They were neon green and hideous, but the Doctor had never been so delighted to see them. Alex continued shaking a little, but her hand dropped from her hair and her legs stilled. She looked around in panic, a hand going up to rest on her chest. She could feel the horrible, terrifying pain she'd been experiencing in her slumber slowly dying away, but that didn't make her feel any better. Then, much to her shame, she burst into tears.

The Doctor quickly settled himself next to her and gathered her up in his arms, pulling her back to rest against his chest. "Shh, it's okay," he soothed, his voice going low as he tried to calm her down. "Shh, love, it's okay, you're fine now, I promise." He planted a kiss to her sweaty brow as Amy and Rory hastily undid the sheet knots around her legs.

Alex clutched onto the Doctor tightly. Her nails, now jagged and torn from tearing at the sheets, dug into the soft fabric of his jacket. She shuddered as more tears fell and dribbled down her cheeks. "It . . . it hurt," she whimpered, her voice slightly hoarse from screaming. "S-so bad. . . It was a p-pain in my chest. . ." Then, as if this was too much for her to acknowledge, she shuddered again and buried her face in the Doctor's neck.

The Doctor rubbed a hand up and down her back, noting how her teal, long-sleeved shirt was plastered to her skin from sweat. "It's alright, love," he murmured into her hair, just as sweat-slicked as the rest of her. "Shh, everything's fine now, I promise."

"We need to get her to the med-bay," Rory said quietly, reminding the Doctor of his and Amy's presence.

Nodding at this statement, the Doctor carefully readjusted Alex a little before getting off the bed and carrying her out of the room. He mentally asked the TARDIS to move the med-bay closer to them, only to see the door directly in front of him swinging open, leading into the white-walled room. Murmuring a thank-you under his breath, he headed inside and placed Alex down on the bed.

While Rory set up the collapsible scanner at the foot of the bed and Amy hurried off to make a pot of tea, the Doctor attempted to pull out of Alex's grasp. But the brunette wasn't having any of it. Her grip on his jacket only grew tighter, and she made a sound of distress when he tried to pull away.

"Shh," the Doctor shushed. He ran a hand through her hair as he dragged a chair over to the bedside with his foot. "I'm not going anywhere, Ally, I promise." He settled into the chair, scooting it forward until it was practically touching the bed. He continued running a hand through Alex's hair while the other went up and grasped one of her own hands. He squeezed it and, after a moment, Alex squeezed back.

For the next several minutes, the Doctor watched Rory scan Alex and Amy bustle around worriedly with a tea-tray. She handed the men cups, but no one was drinking, a first for them in times of crisis. Throughout this, Alex lay wordlessly on the bed, her eyes going back and forth from the ceiling to the Doctor, as though unsure whether or not he was actually here. Every time he caught her glancing at him, the Doctor squeezed her hand in reassurance, though he knew it'd better help if he were holding her.

A minute later, Rory was examining the results. He frowned, his brow furrowing, and he shook his head. "Negative," he announced with barely-concealed frustration. "It says there's nothing wrong with her."

The Doctor swore under his breath and ran a hand through his hair. "Are you sure?" he asked.

"Positive. You can look for yourself if you'd like, but it's negative."

"Are you sure that thing even works?" Amy asked from her position on the other side of the room. She was leaning against the wall, her arms crossed as she skeptically eyed the scanner.

"Yes!" the Doctor cried, outraged, though that was more from the fact that he hadn't considered that possibility himself than anything. "That's a top-of-the-line med-scanner from the planet Gradius. It makes Earth X-rays look like torch beams in comparison. Not to mention, but I updated the software. It should be working perfectly."

Rory sighed and switched the scanner off. "Well, unless you have any other scanners lying about, there's nothing else we can do."

The Doctor closed and rubbed his eyes. "No, there aren't any others." He sighed and clutched the bridge of his nose with his thumb and pointer finger. "You two go on back to bed. There's nothing else we can do."

"You sure?" Amy checked.

"Yes. I can watch her. I do it every night, as you know, Pond."

Amy smiled slightly before pushing off the wall and heading over to the door. "Goodnight," she and Rory said together as they started out the door.

"Night," Alex said quietly.

The Doctor immediately turned to her. "Hey," he murmured, his hand automatically running through her hair again. "You alright now?"

"Physically, yes," Alex replied. "But emotionally and mentally? Not so much."

"That's what I thought." The Doctor stood and put his arms underneath her, ready to lift her again. "We'll just go back to your room so you can—"

"No!" Alex cried in alarm. The Doctor jumped a little at her interruption, and then stared at her curiously, waiting for her to elaborate. Her eyes met his, turning into his own dark green in a split second. "I don't want to sleep, I c-can't, I. . ." She trailed off and shivered. She really didn't want to try sleeping again anytime soon, not after she experienced that awful pain even while deeply snoozing.

"Okay." He moved down and planted a kiss on her forehead, his hands coming up to cradle her face. "Well, what do you want to do? We can do anything at all, love, whatever you want."

"Can we go to the library?" Alex requested. Lying in front of the fire with the man she loved would certainly help her calm down.

The Doctor nodded in agreement and quickly lifted her up and into his arms. Alex frowned a little. "Doc, you know I can still walk, right?"

"Yes, I know," he smiled. But he didn't make a move to put her down and Alex didn't object again.

It was only a short distance to the TARDIS library. Upon entering the room, Alex felt her relaxation level rise. She'd always been comfortable in libraries and this one was no exception. The TARDIS library was huge, at least two football fields long in length. The walls were a dark red that you could just make out in the perfectly dim light coming from the plethora of chandeliers overhead. Tall dark bookcases were a little further along in the room, packed with books in jewel-colored covers. Numerous leather club chairs were scattered around the room, floor lamps and dark cherry-wood desks and tables interspersed among these. On one side of the room was a large stone fireplace, a fire already roaring.

The Doctor carried Alex over to a couch sitting directly in front of the fire. He laid her out on it before motioning to lift her head up so he could sit down. Once he was seated, Alex laid her head back across his lap, her hair spilling over his trousers like a brown-blonde waterfall.

"Comfy?" he asked.

"Very comfy," Alex smiled. She pulled her legs up to her chest. She ran a nail down one of the lines on her teal, black, and white plaid sleep pants, trying not to think about the horrible pain she'd experienced just a little while ago.

The Doctor ran a hand through her hair, his eyes on hers. He watched as they slowly turned from dark green to copper. Alex's eyes were probably the most attractive thing about her . . . besides her lips, that is. And her legs. . .Don't go there,he mentally scolded himself.Not while Ally's ill.

Alex watched him watching her for a moment before her gaze drifted down to his white jacket. "Go to a party again?" she teased, running a finger over the white satin material.

"Possessed orchestra at a moon-base," he explained. "Also ran into River." Alex merely hummed in response. The Doctor hesitated before adding, "And Marilyn Monroe."

He didn't miss the way Alex tensed up, not in a pained way, but in a jealous-beyond-belief way. Her now topaz-colored eyes turned dark, and she glowered up at the ceiling. "Really?" she spat, her voice tight.

The Doctor winced and continued running his fingers through her hair, hoping that this action might calm her down. "Don't worry, I didn't marry her," he attempted to joke, but Alex didn't even crack a smile. She continued to glare up at the ceiling. Sighing, the Doctor reached down and put a finger under her chin, tilting her head up so that she had no choice but to look directly at him. "Ally, I know that we weren't . . . what we are now when we last met Marilyn but . . . I want you to know that even then, she meant nothing to me. Ireallydidn't want to marry her, I swear."

"I believe you." Alex granted him a small smile. "I do, I really do. It's just. . ." She trailed off. For a moment, the Doctor thought she wasn't going to say anything else, but then she surprised him by heaving herself up into a sitting position, then scooting backwards until she was seated on his lap.

"It's just," she tried again as his arms wrapped around her waist, "I . . . I don't like thinking about you with other women. It . . . it makes my skin crawl and my blood pound just imagining them kissing you or touching you." Alex winced. "You know me, Doc. I get jealous way too easily."

"I know." He reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. "But if it helps, I don't like thinking about you with other men either."

Alex burst out giggling. "Oh yeah, you'reverysubtle about that!"

The Doctor couldn't help but chuckle along with her. "Well, you don't have to worry about Marilyn Monroe anymore," he said, placing a hand on her upper thigh as he spoke. Alex did her best to concentrate on listening to him instead of thinking how if the fabric of her pajama pants wasn't in the way, he'd be touching bare skin. "She was delivering a message to me via River. When she saw me. . ." Now it was his turn to wince. "Let's just say she wasn't very happy to see me."

Alex flashbacked to the phone-call conversation she'd had with Marilyn when she was trying to push her away from the Doctor. She bit down on her lip in an effort to keep up an innocent act. "Really?" she said, trying to act surprised.

Luckily for her, the Doctor was too absorbed in remembering his latest interaction with Marilyn to really notice that she knew something he didn't. "Yeah, she kept shooting glares at me every five seconds. Oh! I almost forgot. She asked about you."

Alex bit down harder on her lip. "Oh?" she managed to choke out without laughing. She could just imagine what Marilyn had been thinking in that moment. "What'd she say?"

"'How's Alex?' Although, she more spat it than said it."

That did it. Even though she tried, Alex could no longer hold back her laughter. She burst into a mad fit of snickering and giggling, flopping back over the armrest. The Doctor stared at her, slightly alarmed by this sudden switch in mood. His baffled expression only served to make Alex laugh harder. She clutched her sides as she continued to cackle.

"What are you laughing about?" the Doctor demanded. He then became aware of a fast hum sounding through the walls. It sounded like the TARDIS was having a laugh too. He stared around the room, bewildered. "Seriously, what is so funny?"

Alex rose back up and placed a hand over her mouth to control her laughter. Taking a few deep breaths to calm down, she lowered her hand and smiled at the Doctor. "I know why Marilyn Monroe was so angry at you."

The Doctor's brow furrowed. "You do?"

Alex nodded. She wondered just how he was going to react when she told him about the phone conversation she'd had with the actress. "Yeah. Um, do you remember when Marilyn called the TARDIS phone after we saved Amy and Rory's ship from crashing, and I said I'd handle it?"

"Yes. . ."

"Well, I went in and asked her what she wanted and . . . she said you." She smiled sheepishly. "You can probably guess how I felt about that and so I decided to . . . do something to her."

The Doctor raised an eyebrow. "What did you do?"

"I . . . may have asked her to be done with you by eleven and when she asked why, I may have told her all that denying we're a couple and flirting with other people was foreplay."

The Doctor's eyes nearly bugged out of his head. "FOREPLAY?!" he shouted.

"Yeah," Alex confirmed quietly. "And that's not all. I also said, and I quote, 'all of that jealousy we get when we see or hear about the other with someone else, it makes the sex that much hotter, steamier, and incredible. My husband comes up with some pretty fantastic ideas'."

The Doctor closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose. For a moment, Alex worried he was mad at her and was getting ready to tell her off, but then she saw that his shoulders were shaking and his lips were tightly pursed. He wasn't mad at her. He waslaughing.

"Doc?"

The Doctor pressed his head against the back of the couch. He opened his eyes. They were watery from the tears of laughter threatening to spill over. "I can't believe you told her that!" he gasped out before exploding into a bunch of laughter.

His amusem*nt seemed to be contagious for Alex found herself laughing hysterically alongside him. "Believe it, baby," she said in a wispy voice in an attempt to imitate the bottle-blonde actress. This launched the Doctor into another round of cackling, Alex giggling right alongside him.

"Do you wanna know what she said after I told her all that?" Alex asked once they managed to calm down.

The Doctor took a deep breath before nodding. He just knew that this next part would amuse him just as much, if not more, than the previous parts. "Shoot."

Alex smiled mischievously at him as she repeated, "Ew! That's sick! You people are disgusting! Forget it! Go play your sick games elsewhere!" Sure enough, the Doctor burst out laughing again. Alex continued smiling as she rested her head on his shoulder, watching him cackle.

"I should probably scold you about letting your jealousy get the better of you," the Doctor commented once he managed to calm down again.

Alex raised an eyebrow. "Go ahead then."

The Doctor turned his head so he was properly facing her. He reached out and placed a finger on her nose. "Don't let your jealousy get the better of you," he mock-scolded, punctuating each word with a tap on her nose.

Alex giggled and playfully swatted his hand away. "There's a nice example of the pot calling the kettle black."

He shrugged. "Perhaps."

"No 'perhaps' about it." Alex reached up and tapped his nose as she said, "You get jealous, too."

The Doctor growled lowly in his throat, making Alex want to kiss the living daylights out of him even more than she already wanted to. "Damn right," he agreed as he grabbed her finger and lowered it. He held it in his grasp and studied it with the kind of interest he usually gave life-forms he'd never encountered before. "You should be careful where you tap this," he warned. "Never know what might happen."

Alex arched an eyebrow, sensing that they were now entering high-level flirting. And boy, did she enjoy this kind of flirting. "Like what?" she asked, making her voice sound innocent and naïve, something she knew would drive the Doctor wild.

She wasn't disappointed. In an instant, the Doctor had her finger in his mouth. He sucked at the tip of it as Alex's heart sped up, a fresh load of adrenaline running through her system at wildfire speed. Her eyes darkened as he swirled his tongue along the sides of her finger before abruptly pulling it out of his mouth. "Like that."

Alex didn't bother trying to formulate a witty reply. Instead, she swooped down and pressed her lips to his. This seemed to be the reaction he'd been expecting, for the Doctor's hands immediately traveled to her hips, maneuvering her until she was straddling him. Alex let out a sound similar to a purr at this new movement, the Doctor swallowing it as he forced her mouth open with his tongue.

He swept inside, running it around every inch of her mouth before he pulled back to allow her to breathe. "You know," he smirked as Alex panted, "this isn't really helping you relax."

Alex stopped panting and laughed a little. She settled back until she was seated on her haunches. "Really? Let's see." She tilted her head in consideration. "Relaxing . . . or kissing you for God knows how long?" She smirked. "No contest really."

The Doctor chuckled and pulled her back to his lips. He groaned delightedly as her body melded into his, her lips entwining with his in a slow burn of a kiss, as they allowed the night to pass them by.

Notes:

A/N: I had so much writing the part where the Doctor learns what really happened between Alex and Marilyn in the phone call at the end of 'A Christmas Carol'. I figured he should find out and that it would make for some great comedy.

Chapter 23: The Doctor's Wife Part 1

Notes:

A/N: Alex's outfit for this chapter can be found on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

Chapter Text

Alex walked down the TARDIS corridors on a mission. Apparently, Amy and Rory had yet to emerge from their bedroom even though she and the Doctor had been up for a little over an hour. Such tardiness was unacceptable with the Doctor, and he had been all ready and willing to charge into the couple's room and drag them out, but Alex had immediately volunteered to do it instead. No doubt she could be a bit more tactful and considerate than the Doctor.

Once reaching the Ponds’ bedroom, she quickly rapped on the door. "Ponds! Up and at 'em!" She leaned against the wall beside the door and waited for a response.

It had been a week since her last attack in her sleep and so far, nothing else had happened. That night, after doing quite a bit of kissing, the Doctor, insistent that she relax, had read to her from the book she'd been reading,Lock and Keyby Sarah Dessen. Alex hadn't objected because she knew he was worried about her. Frankly, so was she. That damn attack was making her nervous about sleeping. She already had a fear of water; she didn't need a fear of sleeping too.

After finishing her book, she and the Doctor had made their way back into the auditorium, where they finished upLa Belle et la Bête, and then moved onto the first season ofSherlock. Alex had fallen asleep a quarter of the way through 'The Blind Banker' and had woken up back in her bed, the Doctor next to her. He had been wide awake, keeping a watchful eye on her as she slept.

In this past week, Alex and the rest of the TARDIS crew hadn't done anything of interest. The Doctor was terrified about getting into some trouble on a planet just when she got another attack and had thus kept their ventures out of the TARDIS few and fairly dull. There had been a long trek through some museums in Athens (which nearly bored Amy and Rory to tears, both of them having a severe aversion to museums), a quick venture into Antarctica (where Rory had been attacked by a penguin, much to the amusem*nt of the others), and a trip to the future to go purchase new filing cabinets for the Doctor's study because 21st century cabinets would never compare to 23rd century ones, or so the Doctor claimed. Frankly, none of the companions saw any differences between the two.

To combat the severe boredom, the companions had taken matters into their own hands by extensively exploring the TARDIS. They'd discovered a room that had a bouncy floor quite like a bouncy house or a trampoline, the TARDIS garden (which was in severe need of management, since there were quite a few kudzu vines threatening to start growing over the back of the door), and even a karaoke bar where Amy and Rory tortured Alex with several awful attempts at ABBA songs.

And in between those escapades, the Ponds tried to help Alex feel better and get over her attack from the other night. Rory had spent quite a few hours in the library, pooling over medical books with the Doctor for some explanation as to Alex's symptoms. Amy's idea of helping was a bit more materialistic. She'd sat Alex down and set to work on her jagged, torn hails. The redhead filed at the nails until they were all smooth and perfectly curved at the top, then proceeded to paint them a nice shade of lilac and do elaborate gold and silver star-like designs on them.

Now, Alex examined them. She didn't usually paint her nails, due to an unfortunate habit of picking and biting at the polish when bored, but so far these nails had gone unscathed, and she was hoping to keep them that way. Amy would have her hide if she saw all her hard work ruined.

Speaking of Amy. . . Alex turned and rapped at the door again, a bit more forcefully than last time. "Amy! Rory!" she shouted. "Hurry up! Do youwantthe Doctor to barge in?"

"Come on in!" Amy called. "We're just trying to figure out a problem."

A problem? Alex co*cked her head in confusion, but couldn't resist adding a cheeky, "Are you decent?"

She could practically feel Amy's exasperation seeping out the thin wooden door. "Oh, just get in here!" she snapped. Alex smirked and ducked into the room.

She looked around as she entered, trying to spot any potential problems that might have attracted the Ponds' attention. There was nothing wrong with the walls, covered in TARDIS blue wallpaper with purple and silver accents. The same went for the dressers, the bookcase, and Amy's vanity. In fact, Alex couldn't see anything that was cause for alarm at all . . . until she turned around and saw Amy and Rory standing at the foot of their bed.

Correction, standing where the foot of their bedusedto be. Instead of the large four-poster oak bed Alex had seen last time she was in here, there was now a large metal bunk-bed pressed up against the wall. It was TARDIS blue with matching sheets and covers on both mattresses, along with two silver pillows on each bunk.

It was surprising to see the bunk-bed . . . but only because this was the first time Alex had seen it since the Doctor told her about his bed reversal. Not that Amy and Rory knew this.

The bed reversal had occurred shortly after the Doctor divulged the weird results of the scans he'd conducted on Amy to Alex. Since neither were sure what was wrong with Amy, Alex had agreed with the Doctor's decision to replace the Ponds' regular bed with something that would deter . . . intimate relations between the couple. It just didn't seem like a good idea to let Amy and Rory keep doing those activities when Amy's scans were going back and forth on whether or not she was pregnant. With Amy's condition up in the air, it was best to keep her away from serious physical activity if there really was something wrong with her; another reason why most of their trips lately had been of the boring variety.

Amy hadn't made it a secret that she wasn't happy about her new sleeping arrangements. The morning after the switch was made, she came to breakfast with a scowl on her face and kept fixing the Doctor with dark glares that he pretended not to notice. Alex was honestly surprised she hadn't complained before now.

Now, Alex relied on all her acting skills. She widened her eyes and allowed her eyebrows to raise and her mouth to fall slightly open. The perfect amount of surprise without overdoing it. "Oh," she said, tilting her head so as to seem like she was studying the bed. "That's . . . not your usual bed. What's it doing here?"

"Thank you!" Amy cried, throwing up her arms. "That thing has been here for weeks! We woke up one morning and Rory almost fell off the top."

"Frankly, I have to wonder how our beds were switched without us waking up," Rory admitted.

Alex gave them what she hoped passed for an exasperated sigh and went over to pat the wall. "Did you do this?" she asked the TARDIS. There came an affirmative sounding hum beneath her fingertips, followed by a fast hum that Alex wouldn't hesitate to call laughter. The TARDIS was amused at her acting antics. Her back to Amy and Rory, Alex gave the wall an impish smile. Another hum/laugh sounded.

"Well?" Amy asked expectantly. "What'd she say?"

Alex thought fast. "The TARDIS did switch the beds, but it wasn't her idea and she's very sorry." She and the Doctor had never actually discussed what they should say if and when the Ponds confronted them, but she figured this was the best lie. It was definitely something Amy would believe.

Sure enough, Amy's eyes narrowed, and she snorted. "I knew it! Iknewit! ItoldRory the Doctor had to be behind it!"

"Hardly 'told'," Rory said dryly. "More likeyelled."

Amy ignored him. Instead, she gave Alex adon't-argue-with-melook. "Go out to the console room and smack your boyfriend for switching all of our beds!" she commanded.

Alex raised an eyebrow. "Okay, first off, the Doctor is not my boyfriend." She grimaced slightly at the word, which didn't fit the Doctor at all. She really had to come up with an official term for him. "And second, my bed wasn't switched."

Figures,Amy thought. "Well, if you can't smack him, I will." And with a determined look on her face, she marched out of the room.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Unfortunately for Amy, she didn't get a chance to do any smacking. The second she appeared in the control room, the Doctor, most likely having been alerted to her anger by the TARDIS, launched into a jubilant re-telling of his adventure on a planet called Terra Alpha, where it was apparently a law to be happy twenty-four/seven. If you weren't, you were executed by something called a Kandy Man, which the Doctor described as a 'giant, robotic gingerbread man'. Fortunately, the Doctor had managed to escape and solve these problems.

It seemed the Doctor was in a nostalgic mood today because for the past two hours, he'd done nothing but talk about prior adventures. While Amy flittered in and out of the control room, Alex and Rory sat in the jump-seats, listening to the Doctor's gob with varying degrees of interest; Rory mostly bored and disinclined to believe the stories, and Alex interested. Currently though, she was disinterested since the story the Doctor was telling now was one she had lived.

". . .and then we discovered it wasn't the Robot King after all, it was the real one," the Doctor recounted as he walked around the console. "Fortunately, I was able to re-attach the head."

"Do you believe any of this stuff?" Rory asked Amy as she came down the stairs.

"I was there," Amy said vacantly as she headed across the platform over to the stairs that led to the underside of the console.

"As was I," Alex added. She shot a glare at the Doctor. "And I should know, because I distinctly remember getting arrested and locked up because apparently, wearing ripped jeans on Terados is illegal!"

"IsaidI was sorry!" the Doctor cried as he moved over to a section of the console where a small beeping alarm was going off. He peered down at two small flashing red lights. "Oh, it's the warning lights," he announced, tapping at them. "I'm getting rid of those. They never stop!" He then proceeded to kick the console which, while not the most practical thing to do, served to turn the lights off.

Alex was about to laugh at his antics until she caught sight of a whispering Amy and Rory on the stairs leading underneath the console. Her interest piqued, she watched as Amy glanced up at the Doctor before turning back to Rory.

Alex bit her lip. She knew exactly what they were discussing: the Doctor's future death.

To her credit, Alex had done a remarkable job at not thinking about the Doctor's future death for quite a while now. But sometimes at night, she dreamed of the Doctor getting gunned down on the shores of Lake Silencio, though these dreams weren't as horrifying as the one she'd had the night they defeated the Silence. The Doctor being mad at her for some small infraction she could handle. Being blamed for his death? No.

But again, to her credit, she hadn't thought or dwelled on the Doctor's impeding death. Alex had done her best to rationalize the whole event as best as she could. When he died, the Doctor was 200 years older. His death, from his point of view, probably took place long after she died. While not exactly a pleasant thought, it was certainly better than wondering if he died while she was still alive, leaving her all alone.

In the end though, Alex had told herself not to dwell on it because there wasn't anything she could do to prevent it, try as she might to come up with something. She just had to enjoy the time she had with the Doctor because when it came down to it, it was all she had.

But before she could really contemplate that final thought, there came a knocking at the TARDIS doors.

The four members of the TARDIS crew spun around to eye the door apprehensively. "What was that?" Amy demanded nervously as she and Rory walked backwards up the steps to the platform.

"The door," the Doctor replied, stating the obvious. He walked down to the door while Alex leapt up from the jumpseat and joined Amy and Rory at their new spot by the railing. "It knocked."

"Right. . ." Rory said slowly. "We are in deep space."

"Very,verydeep," the Doctor affirmed.

Another series of knocking rang out.

"And somebody really wants to get in," Alex observed. She reached up and pulled her sonic necklace charm out from underneath the collar of her long-sleeved white shirt, paired with skinny jeans, flat black suede boots, and large silver hoop earrings. She gripped the TARDIS charm, ready to use it in case something malevolent was behind the door.

The Doctor reached out and slowly opened the door. His eyes widened when he saw a small white cube floating before him. "Oh, come here," he beamed, his voice almost breathless with awe. "Come here, you scrumptious little beauty!"

Amy and Rory turned to look at Alex, who had reddened slightly at the name. The Doctor had, in fact, called her that once when he was trying to get her out of the library and to the control room. But this time, the lucky recipient was an inanimate object.

The companions watched the Doctor reach out to grab the cube, only for it to fly right past him and into the TARDIS. It swung past Amy, Rory, and Alex, who all yelped and ducked as it went by, and then back over to the Doctor, hitting him right in the chest and knocking him to the floor.

"Doctor!" Alex called to him. She peered over the railing to see if he was okay.

Rory's attention, however, was focused on the glowing cube on the ground. "A box?" he said skeptically.

"Doctor, what is it?" Amy asked.

The Doctor grabbed the cube and held it carefully in both hands as he popped back up. "I've got mail!" he cried cheerfully. Within an instant, he had shut the door with his foot and was running up to the console, the cube cradled in his hands and held close to his chest as though it were his firstborn son or something.

Alex rushed over to him and eyed the object. "What is it, Doc?" It had to be something very important for the Doctor to be so ecstatic.

"Time Lord emergency messaging system," he explained as he began setting the coordinates with one hand. "In an emergency, we'd wrap up thoughts in psychic containers and send them through time and space." He turned to beam wildly at Alex. "Anyway, there's a living Time Lord still out there! And it's one of the good ones!"

Alex's expression froze. She knew she should be happy for the Doctor that another member of his race was still alive, but she couldn't help but worry that he might be getting his hopes up too soon. For all they knew, this message had been sent before Gallifrey was destroyed by some poor solider requesting the Doctor's help in battle. "You said there weren't any other Time Lords left," she gently reminded him, hoping that this might help him think a bit more realistically.

"There are no Time Lords left anywhere in theuniverse," the Doctor corrected. "But the universe isn't where we're going." He held the cube up to her eye-level so she could examine it. "See that snake?" he said as Amy and Rory came round to look at the cube too. Sure enough, there was a picture of an Ourobouros printed on the side of the box. "The mark of the Corsair.Fantasticbloke! He had that snake as a tattoo in every regeneration. Didn't feel like himself unless he had the tattoo. Or herself, a couple of times." He tossed the cube to Amy, then whirled around to the other side of the console. "Ooh, she was abadgirl!" he remarked as he threw down a lever.

All of a sudden, the TARDIS jolted forwards. Sparks flew off the console as the time machine barreled through the time vortex at a speed it probably wasn't meant to be going at. The companions were thrown onto the console. Alex grabbed at a lever she was pretty sure didn't actually work and clung for dear life. Amy and Rory did the same beside her.

"What is happening?!" Rory shouted over the roar of the TARDIS engines.

"We're leaving the universe!" the Doctor whooped, the only one of them seemingly unaffected by the TARDIS's more-than-usual chaotic flying.

"How can you leave the universe?!" Amy cried.

"With enormous difficulty! Right now, I'm burning up TARDIS rooms to give us some welly." He reached over and flicked a few switches and pressed a few buttons. "Goodbye swimming pool! Goodbye scullery! Sayonara, squash court seven!" He slammed another lever down, sending another burst of sparks upwards. Alex yelped as a spark landed dangerously close to her face. The TARDIS jolted again, this time backwards, and Alex was thrown back into a jumpseat. She closed her eyes and gripped the underside of the chair, praying that this ordeal would be over soon.

Several bumps and jostles later, it was. The TARDIS landed with a heavy thump, nearly causing everyone to fall to the floor. Once the time machine settled, Alex cautiously loosened her grip on the chair and opened her eyes.

The Doctor, seeing her new position, hurried over to her side. "Ally, are you alright?" he asked as he pulled her out of the jumpseat. He cradled her face, checking for any injuries.

Alex smiled broadly at him. "I'm fine, Doc." She placed her hands on top of his, her eyes turning from chocolate brown to his own dark green. "Really."

The Doctor matched her smile back. He was just about to lean in and kiss her when Amy's voice rang out. "Okay, okay," she breathed, brushing hair away from her face. "Where are we?"

The Doctor frowned slightly at Amy interrupting themagain but answered her question anyway. "Outside the universe," he replied, his lips curving into a grin as he was reminded of their reason for being here. "Where we've never, ever been."

Right at that moment, all the lights in the TARDIS started to dim.

Rory frowned at the ceiling. "Is that meant to be happening?"

The Doctor scrambled away from Alex over to the console. He frantically worked a few controls, but nothing happened. "The power . . . it's draining. Everything's draining! But it can't . . . that's . . . that's impossible!"

Alex looked around worriedly as the room darkened completely. The only light now came from the cube which, in the chaos of the last few minutes, had fallen and wedged itself between two levers on the console. Alex reached out to grasp the railing, trying to feel the TARDIS's familiar humming. But there was nothing, nothing at all, not even a faint vibration.Oh God, it's like the Dream Lord all over again,she thought, remembering the reality where the TARDIS had been essentially dead. But this time, she wasn't under the influence of psychic pollen. This was real.Which is much, much scarier.

"What is that?" Rory asked.

"It's as if the Matrix, thesoulof the TARDIS, has just vanished." The Doctor stared at the central column, the familiar green light no longer glowing in the glass structure.

Alex frowned and crossed over to him. "But where would it go?" she wondered. "Surely it couldn't just vanish!"

The Doctor merely shrugged. "No idea."

Well, isn't that reassuring,Alex snidely thought, but she managed to catch her tongue before she could actually say that.

"Well, where exactly are we then?" Amy asked as Alex snatched her turquoise trench-jacket from its place on the jumpseat and put it on.

The Doctor looked at her and beamed maniacally. "No idea!" he said cheerfully. He took hold of Alex's hand and tugged her along behind him as he bounded down the stairs. "Let's find out!"

Upon reaching the doors, the Doctor held out his hand to get the others to pause. He'd never been outside the universe before – no one had, to his knowledge – and he wasn't about to risk landing Alex – and Amy and Rory – in some horrible danger because he wasn't careful. Ever so carefully, he opened the door and peered out. Seeing no approaching armies or hideous pink blob monsters, he gripped Alex's hand and led her outside.

The outside of the universe didn't look like much to Alex. They were currently in what looked like a large quarry/junkyard. Piles of discarded trash, household objects, and futuristic looking items were scattered around for as far as the eye could see. Not to mention, but the placestunk. It reminded Alex of the Southern Bristol High School locker rooms she'd been forced to use back in ninth grade gym. Both places reeked of the overwhelming scent of sweat and B.O.

"So what kind of trouble's your friend in?" Amy asked as the group ventured into the junkyard.

"He was in a bind . . . a bit of a pickle," the Doctor said vaguely. "Sort of distressed."

Alex rolled her eyes. "You know it wouldn't kill you to say that you don't know, right, Doc?"

"I said I didn't know something not five minutes ago!"

"Whatisthis place?" Rory questioned before Alex could come up with a reply. He stared disdainfully at a pile of rubbish. "The scrapyard at the end of the universe?"

"Outsideof," Alex corrected, earning her an approving nod from the Doctor.

"How can we be outside the Universe? The Universe is . . . everything."

The Doctor stepped away from Alex to wrap an arm around Rory's shoulders. He led the man back towards the TARDIS, Alex following along at his heels. Amy stood a small distance away, peering inside an old washing machine with the help of an equally old spatula. "Imagine a great big soap bubble," the Doctor instructed, "with one of those tiny little bubbles on the outside."

"Okay. . ."

"But it's nothing like that." The Doctor patted him on the shoulder while Rory just rolled his eyes and Alex shook her head.

The Doctor ignored them, instead stepping over to the TARDIS to run a hand along the wooden door. Like Alex, he couldn't feel any humming or vibrations. "Completely drained!" he bemoaned. "Look at her!"

"Wait!" Amy called out from her place by the washing machine. "So, we're in a tiny bubble universe, sticking to the side of the bigger bubble universe?"

Still caught up in examining the TARDIS, the Doctor absently answered, "Yeah." A moment later though, he realized what Amy had said. "No! But if it helps, yes."

Alex rolled her eyes in a slightly exasperated, slightly fond manner. The Doctor barely gave straight answers on anything. But he wouldn't be the man she loved if he didn't. Stepping up to him, she ran a hand over the POLICE PUBLIC CALL BOX sign. She bit her lip worriedly. It was so weird not feeling the TARDIS's presence. Alex had grown so used to it that to not feel it anymore. . . It was rather disconcerting. Not to mention alarming. "Do you think you can fix her?" she asked.

The Doctor shrugged, trying not to let her see how bothered he actually was. He forced himself to focus on the positive side of things. "This place is full of rift energy," he revealed, wrapping an arm around her shoulders and pulling her into his side.

"Like the rift in Cardiff you told me about?"

"Not on as big a scale as that one, but similar. She'll probably refuel just by being here. Now, this place." Keeping his arm around her shoulders, the Doctor led Alex away from the TARDIS. He reached down and picked up a pebble, only to drop it a moment later. "What do we think, eh?"

"Gravity seems like it is on Earth," Alex deduced, nodding to the pebble on the ground. She bounced up and down a few times to test this further, then grinned when she was proven right.

The Doctor chuckled. "Lovely testing of your hypothesis, love." He surveyed the junkyard. "Air's breathable, but it smells like. . ."

"Armpits!" Amy blurted.

"Armpits."

"I was going to say it smelled like my ninth-grade gym locker room," Alex commented, "but that works too."

"What about all of this stuff?" Rory wondered. He looked around at all of the random items, then poked at what appeared to be a makeshift lantern hanging from a pole on a tent constructed out of several towels and blankets. "Where did this come from?"

"Well, there's a rift," the Doctor explained. "Now and then, stuff gets sucked through it. Not a bubble, aplughole! The Universe has a plughole and we've just fallen down it."

"Thief! Thief!" The group whirled around at the new voice coming from somewhere off in the distance. "You're my thief!"

At that moment, a woman came barreling towards them. She was wearing a tattered light blue Victorian style dress with brown lace-up boots. Her long black hair was piled up on top of her head, giving her an exotic, mysterious look. But what Alex mainly noticed about the woman was that as she was running, she had an arm outstretched, pointing straight at the Doctor.

"She's dangerous!" another voice cried out, this one belonging to an old woman who was chasing after the first one. Struggling along behind her was a man in an old Confederate Army uniform. "Guard yourselves!"

Probably good advice, but by that point the younger woman had already reached the Doctor. Alex jumped aside as the young woman practically pounced on the Doctor. "Look at you!" she cried, putting her hands on his shoulders. "Goodbye! No, not goodbye, what's the other one?" And before the Doctor could even try to come up with a reply, the woman pressed her lips to his.

"Doctor!" Alex shouted, though whether in jealousy, worry, or a combination of both, she didn't know. She darted forwards, about to drag the woman off the struggling Time Lord, but the old man in the Confederate Army uniform beat her to it.

"Watch out," he warned, a little too late, as he tried to pull the woman off. "Careful, keep back from her." Finally, with the combined efforts of the older man and the squirming Doctor, the woman was pulled away. She laughed crazily as she was yanked back, hardly bothered by this new development.

"Welcome, strangers," the old man greeted, though he didn't sound very welcoming. "Lovely. Sorry about the mad person."

The Doctor wiped his mouth and ran a hand through his disheveled hair. He eyed the woman warily as Alex hurried up to him. "Are you okay?" she murmured. She reached up to cradle his face, checking him for any injuries he might have gotten during the kiss-attack.

"Fine, love," the Doctor assured her. He gave her a brief smile before turning back to face the still-laughing woman. "Why am I a thief?" he demanded. "What have I stolen?"

"Me," the young woman replied. "You're going to steal me, you have stolen me, you are stealing me. Oh, tenses are difficult, aren't they?" Her head swiveled around to look at Alex. "You're very intelligent, Ally. Which one's right?"

Alex gawked at her. "How did you know that name?" she demanded. How could this woman know the Doctor's nickname for her? It was impossible, not to mention worrisome. Seeing Alex looking rather perturbed – not to mention feeling that way himself – the Doctor hastily tugged her behind him, putting himself between her and the mad woman.

"Oh, oh, we are sorry, my dove," the old woman apologized. "She's off her head." She stepped forward and shook the Doctor's hand, then Alex's. "They call me Auntie."

"And I'm Uncle," the old man said, shaking their hands as well. "I'm everybody's uncle. Just keep back from this one." He nodded his head at the young woman. "She bites!"

"Do I?" the young woman said, titling her head in consideration of this new fact. Then she grinned. "Excellent!" And with that, she lunged at the Doctor and bit his ear.

"Hey!" Alex cried as she sprinted over and, with the help of Uncle, dragged the crazy woman off the Time Lord.

"Ow! Ow!" the Doctor hollered, clutching his ear in pain. As though she were a doctor being paged, Alex rushed back over to him. She stood up on tiptoe, putting her hands on his shoulders for balance, and examined his ear. Fortunately, the bitey mad woman hadn't broken the skin. The worst he would have was a bruise. Ever so gently, Alex leaned in and lightly kissed the bridge of his ear.

The Doctor smirked at her. "Thanks, love," he murmured.

Alex gave him a soft smile. "Anytime, Doc."

So caught up in their little moment, neither of them noticed the bitey mad woman smiling broadly at them, almost . . . approvingandpleased. "Biting's excellent," she commented to the startled Amy and Rory, unintentionally pulling the Doctor and Alex back into the present. "It's just like kissing, only there's a winner." She turned to Alex and winked at her. "As I'm sure Ally knows, right, Ally?"

Alex withered back from her. How this woman knew so much about her, she had no idea, but it was really starting to creep her out. It was kind of like when she and the Doctor first met Madame Marie back in Savannah, but eerier and without the previous reassurance of a helpful person.

As the Doctor tugged Alex back behind him, Uncle sighed. "So sorry. She's doolally."

"No, I'mnotdoolally," the young woman protested. "I'mmmmm . . . I'mmmmm . . . it's on the tip of my tongue!"

"Is the word you're looking for 'mental'?" Alex muttered. The Doctor shot her ayou're-not-helpinglook and elbowed her just to make sure she got the point to be quiet.

Suddenly, the mad woman gasped. "Oh! Sorry, Ally, but I've just had a new idea about kissing! Come here, you!" She immediately scrambled towards the Doctor. The now-terrified Time Lord responded to this by snatching Alex's hand and running to hide behind Amy and Rory, Alex shielded behind him as an extra precaution. In front of him, Amy and Rory held their arms out in defensive positions, successfully keeping the crazy woman from getting any closer.

Auntie rushed to pull the young woman back. "No!" she cried. "Idris, no!"

"Oh, but now you're angry," the woman now identified as Idris said to the Doctor. She blinked. "No, you're not. You will be angry. The little boxes will make you angry."

"Sorry?" the Doctor frowned. Curiosity getting the better of him, he gently pushed past Amy and Rory to better face Idris. Alex followed along behind him, still clutching his hand. "The little what? Boxes?"

"How did you know about that?" Alex again questioned. Her eyes narrowed slightly as she tried to figure this woman out.

But instead of giving her an answer, Idris started laughing. "Your chin is hilarious!" she cackled, reaching out to cup the Doctor's chin. Alex frowned and, with a wary look on her face, used her thumb and pointer finger to grab the sleeve on Idris' dress and move her hand away. Once it was far away from the Doctor, she let go, allowing Idris' hand to drop to her side.

Alex expected Idris to try grabbing the Doctor again since she seemed so fond of him, but the mad woman surprised her by instead turning to Rory. "It means the smell of dust after rain."

Rory frowned. "What does?"

"Petrichor."

"But I didn't ask!"

"Not yet," Idris smiled, "but you will."

Okay. . . This was getting really weird. Alex shot an anxious glance at the Doctor. She was pretty sure the woman didn't mean them actual harm, unless you counted her kissing-attacks on the Doctor as harm, but her haphazard spouting of random stuff was really creeping Alex out. She knew she shouldn't feel that way if Idris couldn't help it, which she suspected was the case, but all the same, it was making Alex uncomfortable.

"No, no, Idris," Auntie cautioned, seeing Alex's distressed expression. "I think you should have a rest."

"Rest," Idris mused, glancing briefly at Alex. To Alex's surprise, Idris sent her a brief apologetic look before turning and walking over to a nearby wheelbarrow. "Yes, yes. Good idea. I'll just see if there's an off switch." And just like that, her eyes closed and she toppled forward. Rory and the Doctor hastened to catch her before gently placing her in the wheelbarrow.

"Is that it?" Uncle asked. "She dead now? So sad."

Funny, you don't sound very sad,Alex thought, giving the man a critical look. She carefully appraised him. There was something off about him, him and Auntie both. Examining him, Alex noticed that his eyes looked quite younger than the rest of him and were slightly uneven.

She eyed Auntie. She couldn't see much of the woman's actual body due to it being hidden by several skirts and shawls, but she could see that one of Auntie's arms was a bit more muscular than the other.

That couldn't have happened naturally.Alex looked over at the Doctor. He was so hopeful about there being other Time Lords here, but Alex wasn't so sure. Not that she was about to tell him that. He might assume she was jealous about having another Time Lord around, someone he could easily fall in love with and spend more time with than her, a human. The last thing they needed to do here was start fighting. They needed to focus and figure out what was going on here, because somethingwasgoing on here. Alex could feel it.

"No, she's still breathing," Rory reported.

Uncle flinched slightly, like he was unhappy about this. "Nephew," he called to someone standing on the sidelines, "take Idris somewhere she cannot bite people."

The Doctor turned to see who this new arrival was. "Oh, hello!" he greeted.

The companions turned to see who he was talking to and about jumped out of their skin. The new arrival, an alien, stood right about at the Doctor's height. It had a brown, almost light-bulb shaped head with a bunch of tentacles coming out from where a mouth would normally be. It was dressed in a dark-blue jumpsuit with black gloves. In its hand was a small sphere, which Alex could see was connected to a tube that ran up underneath the creature's tentacles.

"Doctor, what is that?!" Amy yelped.

"Oh, no, it's all right," the Doctor assured her. "It's an Ood. Ood's are good. Love an Ood! Hello, Ood! Can't you talk?" He nodded to the sphere in the Ood's hand which, upon further examination, he could see was cracked. "Oh, I see, it's damaged. May I?" Once the Ood nodded, the Doctor opened the top of the sphere. "Might just be on the wrong frequency."

"Nephew was broken when he came here," Auntie informed him. "Why, he was half dead. House repaired him. House repaired all of us."

Alex frowned at her. "Repaired?" she repeated. Could that vague term explain why one of Auntie's arms was bigger than the other and why Uncle's eyes looked younger than the rest of him?

But before she could try and ask, the Doctor recapped the top of the sphere. The object suddenly started glowing green, and the sound of voices began spilling out of it. The air was suddenly filled with the voices of men and women all calling for help.

A male voice sounded out above the others. "If you are receiving this message, please help me! Send a signal to the High Council of the Time Lords on Gallifrey! Help! I'm still alive! I don't know where I am. I'm on some rock-like planet—"

And suddenly, the message stopped. Nephew had shut the sphere off. Alex nervously studied the Doctor. Much to her alarm, he looked rather shaken and distressed. Alex couldn't help but feel the same. All those voices. . .Something bad happened here,she thought.I just know it did.She tentatively rested her hand on his shoulder, letting him know she was there.

"What was that?" Rory asked, breaking the silence. "Was that him?" He pointed at Nephew.

God, I wish it was,Alex thought.

The Doctor shook his head. "No, no." He felt horribly disturbed and fretful after hearing the Corsair's voice, along with all those other Time Lords and Ladies calling out for help. So many voices. . . There was no way so many people could be here! He would have sensed it by now and vice-versa. "It's . . . uh, picking up something else. But that's . . . that's not possible. That's . . . that's. . ."

He whirled around, inadvertently knocking Alex's hand off his shoulder, and gave adon't-mess-with-melook to Auntie and Uncle. "Who else is here?" he demanded. "Tell me. Show me. Show me!"

"Doctor," Alex hissed. She reached out and grabbed his arm, pulling him back so he couldn't advance any further on Auntie and Uncle. Once he was by her side, she placed her hands on his shoulders and looked him straight in the eye. "Youneedto calm down."

The Doctor stared into her currently topaz-colored eyes for a moment before letting out a long breath he hadn't known he'd been holding. He felt his tense muscles relax at her touch. He closed his eyes, feeling weary all of a sudden. His head dropped down to rest against Alex's.

"Thanks, love," he murmured. He honestly had no idea how he'd ever managed to go for so long without Alex by his side. Now that she was with him and was his . . . girlfriend, as much as he hated that particular term, he couldn't imagine ever being without her again. He knew such an intense attachment would make it all the more harder for him when she was forced to leave, but at this moment in time, he truly didn't care. Now, he leaned down and pressed a kiss to the top of her head, silently thanking her once again for keeping the rage he hid deep within him under control.

They might have stayed like this for a while, lost in their little moment as they were notorious for doing, until someone cleared their throat. The two reluctantly turned away from each-other and looked around for the source of the interruption. They both glanced at Amy for a moment, to which the redhead shot them a baffledwhat-did-I-dolook, before looking further and seeing Auntie eyeing them oddly. She was the source of the throat-clearing.

"Just what you see," she said now, still giving them a weird look, like she didn't understand love or something. She gestured to herself and Uncle. "Just the four of us, and the House. Nephew, will you take Idris somewhere safe where she can't hurt nobody?"

"The House?" the Doctor repeated.

"What's the House?" Alex asked.

"House is all around you, my sweets," Auntie grinned. She pointed to the ground. At the same time, Uncle started jumping up and down. "You are standing on him. This is the House. This world. Would you like to meet him?"

"Meet him?" Rory repeated, shocked that such a thing could be possible.

"We've love to," the Doctor and Alex answered together.

"This way," Uncle guided, gesturing for them to follow him down a path. "Come, please. Come."

As the TARDIS crew followed him, Amy jogged up so she was right next to the Doctor. "What's wrong?" she whispered. "What were those voices?"

"Time Lords," the Doctor revealed. He turned so that he was looking at Amy, Rory, and Alex all at once. "It's not just the Corsair. Somewhere close by, there are lots and lots of . . . Time Lords."

Alex frowned. While she really wanted another member of the Time Lords to be alive for the Doctor's sake, she just couldn't see any being here. She watched the Doctor continue to follow Auntie and Uncle, his stride determined. Suddenly, Idris' bizarre words replayed in her mind.The little boxes will make you angry.

She shuddered. For the Doctor's sake, she hoped that she and Idris were wrong.

Chapter 24: The Doctor's Wife Part 2

Chapter Text

"Come, come, come," Uncle said impatiently as he ushered the TARDIS crew into his, Auntie, Nephew, and Idris' home. They were now in what looked like a decrepit spaceship that had long ceased to work properly. Piles and piles of random junk were cluttered all around the room.

It's like aHoardersepisode in here,Alex observed.

She watched Uncle guide the Doctor over to a grate on the far side of the room. Alex followed him, eyeing the grate curiously. Underneath it, something was letting out a green glow. "You can see the House and he can look at you," Uncle was explaining as she approached.

"I see," the Doctor nodded. He knelt down to examine the grate. Alex did the same next to him.

"The asteroid's sentient?" Alex guessed.

Auntie nodded in confirmation. "We walk on his back, breathe his air, eat his food. . ."

"Smell its armpits," Amy quipped under her breath.

At that moment, Auntie and Uncle stiffened, just like Alex had back in Savannah when she was being possessed by victims of the Soulisases. "And do my will," a heavy male voice spoke through their mouths. The Doctor and Alex jumped up, the Doctor immediately pushing Alex behind him in case the asteroid tried to do something harmful through Auntie and Uncle's bodies. "You are most welcome, travelers."

Amy inched back a half-step. "Doctor . . . that voice," she said nervously. "That's the, um, asteroid talking?"

"Yes." He knelt back down by the grate. Alex stood behind him, keeping her eyes fixed on Auntie and Uncle. "So, you're like a . . . sea urchin," the Doctor deduced. "Hard outer surface, that's the planet we're walking on. Big, squashy, oogly thing inside, that's you?"

"That is correct, Time Lord," House confirmed.

"Ah. So you've met Time Lords before?"

"Many travelers have come through the rift, like Auntie, and Uncle, and Nephew. I repair them when they break."

Break?Alex wrinkled her nose in confusion.What doesthatmean?But before she could try and ask, the Doctor inquired, "So there are Time Lords here, then?"

"Not anymore, but there have been many TARDISes on my back in days gone by."

"Well, there won't be any more after us," the Doctor said as he rose. "Last Time Lord. Last TARDIS."

"A pity. Your people were so kind. Be here in safety, Doctor. Rest. Feed if you will." Auntie and Uncle shifted a little and looked at each-other. The trance was over.

Rory struggled not to shift nervously. Like Alex, he felt rather uneasy about this place. There was just something . . . not right about it. "We're not actually going to stay here, are we?"

"Well, it seems like a friendly planet," the Doctor remarked. He snaked an arm around Alex's waist, pulling her into his side. "Literally."

Alex sighed, resigned. She knew they wouldn't be going anywhere until the Doctor found the Time Lords . . . or what was left of them. "Mind if we look around a bit?" she asked Auntie.

"You can look all you want," Auntie beamed. "Go. Look." She hobbled her way over to Amy and placed her hands on the redhead's face. "House loves you."

The Doctor eyed her hands. Now that he was looking at them, he noticed that one of them was a bit bigger and meatier than the other. Not wanting to let anything on, he clapped his hands enthusiastically. "Come on then, gang! We're just going to, uh, see the sights." He rewrapped his arm around Alex's waist and together, they led Amy and Rory out of the room.

They had just started walking down a narrow corridor when the Doctor and Alex heard a voice calling out to them. Alex frowned. It was faint, but it sounded a lot like Idris to her. Beside her, the Doctor came to a halt, Alex stumbling a little since his arm was still around her waist.

"Shush, shush, shush!" he ordered Amy and Rory as they came to a stop behind him. But the sound, whatever it was, had stopped. Still frowning a little, the Doctor and Alex resumed walking.

"So . . . as soon as the TARDIS is refueled, we go, yeah?" Rory asked hopefully.

"No," the Doctor corrected, turning to face them. "There areTime Lordshere. I heard them and they need me."

Amy frowned a little. "You told me about your people, and you told me what you did," she gently reminded him. Well, he hadn't so much told her as she’d walked in on him and Alex discussing the Time War, but that was a mere technicality.

"Yes, yes, but if they're like the Corsair, they're good ones and I can save them."

"And then tell them you destroyed all the others?"

"I can explain," the Doctor insisted. "Tell them why I had to." He moved his arm away from Alex and turned to continue down the corridor, but Amy's next words stopped him in his tracks.

"You wanna be forgiven."

The Doctor's shoulders slumped. She was right. He wanted to be forgiven desperately for that terrible act. Even though he had Alex's reassurances that what he did was for the greater good, he still felt the need for a member of his own race to forgive him. He didn't think Alex would ever understand his desperate need for that, no matter how hard she tried. "Don't we all?" he sighed.

Alex looked at him sorrowfully. She knew she would never be able to fully get him over the guilt he felt in destroying the Time Lords, no matter how hard she tried. She just hoped after this adventure when things went wrong – because thingsalwayswent wrong with the Doctor – he wouldn't be even more depressed.

Amy also looked at him pityingly, wondering if there was anything she could do to try and help. Deciding to take the bull by the horns, she asked, "What do you need from me?"

The Doctor turned back around and patted his jacket. "My screwdriver," he answered, causing Alex to narrow her eyes at him in suspicion. "I left it in the TARDIS. It's in my jacket."

"You're wearing your jacket," Rory pointed out.

"My other jacket."

Rory scoffed. "You have two of those?"

"Okay, I'll get it," Amy jumped in, raising a hand as a signal to Rory to shut up. "But Doctor, listen to me. Don't get emotional because that's when you make mistakes."

The Doctor smirked at her and saluted. "Yes, boss."

"Call my phone when you reach the TARDIS," Alex directed.

Amy nodded in agreement. "Alex, Rory, look after him," she told them before disappearing around a corner.

"Rory, look after her," the Doctor ordered.

"Yeah," Rory nodded, before scrambling back down the corridor to catch up with Amy.

Alex waited until she was sure he was out of earshot before whirling around on her heel. "Tell me something, Doc," she demanded, fixing him with a withering look. "Why did you send them away? And don't use that stupid sonic screwdriver excuse on me. I felt it earlier when we were making out." She paused and then an impish glint appeared in her eyes. "Unless it was somethingelse."

The Doctor's face reddened enormously at her implication. "Er . . . uh, well, no!" he stuttered nervously. "Not that that's never. . . I mean, no!" His eyes widened and he slapped a hand over his mouth to keep from blurting out something that could be potentially embarrassing for him and Alex both.

But instead of getting angry like he expected, Alex merely laughed. "Oh, Doc, you are so adorable when you're flustered." She stood up on tiptoe and removed his hand from his mouth before leaning in to give him a peck on the lips. Once she had done that, she settled back on her feet and wrapped her hands around the back of his neck. "But seriously, Doctor, why did you send them away?"

"For the same reason I would've sent you with them. Keep in mind, Ally, Time Lords looked down on humans. In fact, they were even banned from Gallifrey at one point. I have to make sure that if there are Time Lords here, they're the good kind who like humans." He paused, considering his words. "Or at the very least tolerate them."

Alex nodded slowly. That made sense. She couldn't argue with that. "Okay. But why didn't you send me away, too?"

The Doctor smirked at her. "Because you never listen to me when I send you off. You would've just snuck along behind me which wouldn't really work. I can always sense when you're nearby."

"And me with you," Alex smiled. Right now, a rush of adrenaline was running through her system, keeping her energy level up as she touched him.

Still smiling at her, the Doctor brushed a strand of hair away from her face. Their eyes closed and they leaned in close. Soon they were close enough to where they could feel each-other's breath on their faces. But just as they were about to press their lips together, Alex's phone started belting out the chorus to Rascal Flatts' 'Life is a Highway'.

The Doctor let out a low growl as he pulled away from Alex. "Always with the interruptions," he grumbled as Alex fumbled with her Blackberry. "I really need to invent that companion muzzle."

"Then Amy would be calling to yell at you about it," Alex countered. She pressed the answer button, then the speaker button. "Hi, Amy," she greeted. "You're on speaker."

"Hey, we're here," Amy told them. "Screwdriver's in your jacket, yeah?"

"Yeah, it's around somewhere," the Doctor lied, pulling out his sonic. "Have a good look." He waited until Alex ended the call before pressing a button on the sonic screwdriver that remotely locked the TARDIS doors.

Alex raised an eyebrow at him as she tucked the phone back in her jacket pocket. "You know Amy's gonna be pissed when she finds out, right?"

"Don't remind me. Come on, Ally." He held out his hand. Alex immediately took it, and they continued down the corridor.

The corridor extended on a little further before leading into a large room cluttered with more junk, though not as much as there’d been in the first room of the spaceship. Alex surveyed the dimly lit room as the Doctor led her around.

"Come on," he called. "Where are you? Where are you all? Where are you?" Not gleaning anything, he closed his eyes, using his superior brain to better sense the Time Lords. A moment later, he opened his eyes. He had caught a faint voice. It was too faint to make it out, but he was pretty sure it was a Time Lord and that they were somewhere nearby.

Still pulling Alex along, he went over to a curtain made from a patchwork blanket. Pushing it aside, he found himself staring at a small cabinet. Echoing out from inside it were muffled voices, distantly requesting help.

The Doctor's brow furrowed as he frowned at the cabinet. "Well, they can't all be in here," he commented, trying to push back the feeling of dread coming over him. Beside him, Alex worried her bottom lip. She had a good idea what was in that cabinet, and she knew it wouldn't comfort the Doctor at all.

Alex nervously watched the Doctor open the cabinet. She could feel her heart break for him when she saw what was inside. There were at least ten of those glowing emergency distress cubes. Voices spilled out of all of them, the original owners of the cubes all sounding panicked and scared.

"Please, do you read me?"

"Structural integrity failure. Damage to dimensional stabilizer. . ."

"If you can hear, come and help. . ."

Alex stiffened at the sound of footsteps behind them. She looked out of the corner of her eye. It was Auntie and Uncle.

"Just admiring your Time Lord distress signal collection," the Doctor lowly murmured, catching sight of them as well. His voice was dark, his muscles were tensed, and a rage was building within him like magma before it burst out of a volcano. "Nice job. Brilliant job. Really thought I had some friends here, but this is what the Ood translator picked up. Cries for help from thelong dead."

He whirled around, fixing Auntie and Uncle with a narrow-eyed glare. Alex backed away a few steps, knowing that she probably wouldn't be able to calm him down in this situation. He had just been tricked into thinking a few members of his race were alive. And for a man like the Doctor, that was the cruelest trick of all, one that would never be forgotten or forgiven.

"How many Time Lords have you lured here the way you lured me?" he demanded. "And what happened to them all?"

"House, House is kind," Auntie stuttered. "And he is wise—"

"House repairs you when you break!" the Doctor snapped. He strode forwards, forcing Auntie and Uncle to back up. "Yes, I know! But how does he mend you?" He whipped out his sonic and waved it over Uncle. "You've got the eyes of a twenty-year-old."

"Thank you," Uncle said dumbly.

The Doctor shook his head. "No, oh no, I mean it literally. Your eyes are thirty years younger than the rest of you." He quickly reached up and knocked Uncle's hat off, exposing a small blue ear on one side of his head. "Your ears don't match, your right arm is two inches longer than your left, and how's your dancing?! ‘Cause you've got two left feet!"

"Patchwork people," Alex breathed, speaking for the first time since the Doctor began his angry rant.

The Doctor bitterly nodded in agreement. "You've been repaired and patched up so often, I doubt there's anything left of what used to be you." It was then as he was putting his sonic away that he caught sight of Auntie's large arm. "I had an umbrella like you once," he remarked, grabbing hold of it.

"Oh, now, it's been a great arm for me, this," Auntie said, tilting it slightly. As she did, a large tattoo revealed itself. It was of a snake eating its own tail, an Ourobouros.

The Doctor and Alex stared at it in horror. "The Corsair," they breathed.

"He was a strapping big bloke, wasn't he, Uncle?"

"Big fellow," Uncle agreed.

"I got the arm, and then Uncle got the spine and the kidneys."

"Kidneys," Uncle nodded along.

But the Doctor's disposition had darkened even more, if that was possible, at the revelation of what had happened to his friend. The Corsair had beentorn apart, parts of his body used as spares for these. . . Well, not even properly people anymore! His skin crackled and popped with anger, and he knew it would be only a few seconds before he exploded. "You gave me hope, and then you took it away," he seethed. "That's enough to make anyone dangerous. God knows what it will do to me. Basically. . . RUN!"

Within an instant, Auntie fled the room in terror. Uncle, however, lingered in the doorway. "Poor old Time Lord," he mocked. "Too late. House is too clever." And then he was gone.

The Doctor merely stared at the spot Uncle had just vacated, like he was trying to incinerate it with his eyes. Alex cautiously stepped forward and placed a hand on his shoulder. "Doctor?" she murmured.

The Doctor closed his eyes and leaned back into her touch. "Oh, Ally," he sighed. He felt a wave of sadness and despair wash over him.

Sensing this like it was normal, Alex immediately spun him around and engulfed him in her arms. "I'm so sorry, Doctor," she whispered in his ear, standing on tiptoe to reach.

The Doctor placed his own arms around her, cradling her to him. He lifted her slightly so she didn't have to strain herself in reaching his nearly six-foot height. He didn't say anything. Her compassion and sympathy were enough. He felt so alone, even in the most crowded of rooms . . . but with her, he never felt like that. He felt like he had someone on his side, someone who would do anything for him, someone he would do the same for.

Needing her even closer to him, he lifted Alex up more, maneuvering her legs around his waist. He kept his arms at the base of her back so she wouldn't lose her balance. "Ally," he said again, pulling back slightly so he could look her straight in the eye. Her eyes were currently copper but were slowly turning chocolate brown. "Why didn't you try and calm me down a few moments ago?"

Alex smiled bashfully at him, a look she was not used to giving anyone. Then again, this wouldn't be the first time the Doctor brought out new desires and feelings in her. "I didn't think I'd really be able to stop you," she admitted. "And. . . I don't think I really wanted to." Her eyes narrowed in anger, the chocolate brown irises menacing as they tightened into little slits. "Theytrickedyou, Doctor. Honestly! Of all the nerve to use your own hopes against you. . . I'm surprised I didn't go after them myself."

The Doctor stared at her in shock for a moment, but then he suddenly pulled her back towards him and captured her lips. Alex let out a startled squeak of surprise but hastened to comply with her love's sudden turn in mood. The kiss was hard and fast, the Doctor forcibly prying Alex's mouth open as she clutched his shirt collar in delight. His fingers dug into her waist, pulling her even tighter against him as he ran his tongue inside her mouth. Alex's legs gripped him tighter, as though she were trying to keep him in one place forever.

Suddenly, they broke apart. Alex breathed heavily as the Doctor watched her. For once, he had managed to activate his respiratory bypass system in time. A few seconds later, Alex regained her breath. "Wow," she marveled, panting a little. "Not that I'm complaining, but what was that for?"

He smiled at her and reached up to tuck a stray piece of brown-blonde hair behind her ear. "Just . . . being you. The one person who will constantly defend me, stick up for me, no matter what happens. The one person I'd do just about anything for. The most precious thing in the universe."

Alex smiled and blushed at his description, but a small part of her mind couldn't help but think of very similar words spoken at a certain lakeside.You are the most precious thing in the universe to me, love, and I do not want to see you hurt.

But before she could dwell on that for too long, her phone suddenly started belting out "Life is a highway and I wanna drive it all night looooonnnnggg!" Very reluctantly, she hopped down and dug the phone out of her pocket. She glanced at the Caller ID. "Uh-oh," she cringed before answering it and putting it to her ear. "Hello?"

"Put your boyfriend on the phone," Amy growled.

"Somebody's in trouble," Alex sang to the Doctor. He shifted slightly, knowing he was about to talk to a very pissed-off Scot. Alex lowered the phone and pressed the speaker button. "’Kay, go ahead, Ames."

"No sonic screwdriver," Amy announced without preamble. "Also, the doors seemed to have locked behind us. Rory thinks there's a perfectly innocent explanation, butIthink you lied to us!"

"Time Lord stuff," the Doctor weakly defended. "Needed you out of the way."

"What, we're not good enough for your smart new friends?"

"Not like that, Amy, I swear," Alex jumped in.

"Hey, you're in on this too!"

"No, I'm not!"

"The boxes will make you angry," the Doctor mused, effectively cutting off the girls' squabble.

Alex paused, her mouth hanging open as she was about to retort something to Amy. She co*cked her head, thinking over these words.Wasn't that what Idris said?She flashed back to that strange conversation outside.The little boxes will make you angry.Alex's eyes widened and she whirled around to look at the Doctor. "How could she have known that?"

"What are you two talking about?" Amy questioned.

"Stay put!" the Doctor ordered her. "Stay exactly where you are!"

"We don't have much—" But Amy was cut off as the Doctor snatched the Blackberry and ended the call.

"Come on!" the Doctor cried. He tossed the phone to Alex, who just barely managed to catch it as it hit her chest, before grabbing her hand and leading her off down a corridor.

"How could she have known that?" Alex wondered as they hurried down the hall. "Do you think she's a psychic like Madame Marie?"

The Doctor shrugged. "Won't know until we talk to her." He looked around for a moment before pulling Alex down a left-hand corridor. It led straight into a large room that was, like everywhere else, packed with junk and knick-knacks. But the one difference from the others was that there was a nice big cage on one side of the room. A certain Victorian-dress wearing, biting woman was currently sitting inside.

"How did you know about the boxes?" the Doctor demanded as he and Alex strode in. He planted himself in front of the cage, pausing only to make sure that Alex was safely behind him. Even though Idris was currently in a cage, that still didn't make him any less wary of her.

Alex got up on tiptoe to peek over his shoulder. "You said they would make him angry, and they did. How did you know that?"

But if Idris was startled by their sudden entrance, she did a good job at hiding it. She was seated on a bench, eyes closed. It looked to Alex like she was meditating. "Ah, it's my thief," she sighed in what sounded like worship. She opened her eyes and smirked at the suspicious couple. "And his Ally," she beamed upon catching sight of Alex.

Alex tensed at the name but didn't snap at her. The Doctor narrowed his eyes and placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder. Just like when she did it to him, his touch relaxed her muscles almost in an instant. "Who are you?!" he barked.

"Hmmm. . . It's about time."

"I don't understand. Who are you?"

"Do you not know me?" Idris blinked. She looked over at Alex and frowned in what appeared to be confusion. "Eitherof you? Just because they put me in here?"

"They said you were dangerous," the Doctor reminded her.

"Not the cage, stupid!" Idris rose and walked over to the hexagon-styled door. "In here!" She placed her hands on either side of her face. "They put me inhere. I'm the—" She paused. The Doctor and Alex raised their eyebrows at her. "Oh, what do you call me? We travel. I go. . ." And then out of her mouth came the sound of the TARDIS materialization noise.

The Doctor and Alex's eyes widened at the familiar grinding, groaning sound. "The TARDIS?" they gawked.

"Time And Relative Dimension in Space," Idris recited. "Yes, that's it. Names are funny. It's me!" She smiled broadly at them. "I'm the TARDIS."

"No, you're not!" the Doctor shouted. He started to pace across the room, barely able to believe what he'd just heard. There was no way this woman could be the TARDIS! It was impossible! "You're a bitey, mad lady. The TARDIS is up and downy stuff in a big blue box!"

"Yes, that's me," Idris declared, causing the Doctor to abruptly stop his pacing. Alex simply stood still, her gaze going back and forth from the Doctor to Idris like she was watching a tennis match. "A Type 40 TARDIS. I was already a museum piece when you were young, and the first time you touched my console, you said—"

"I said you were the most beautiful thing I had ever known," the Doctor finished. He stared into space, completely and totally dumbstruck. This wasn't possible. Itshouldn'tbe possible. Was itreallypossible?

Alex pursed her lips slightly, feeling her jealousy automatically rev up, even though that was the last thing she wanted. Honestly! She really had to work on this jealousy trait of hers. This was way past ridiculous. She couldn't, shouldn't, be jealous of theTARDIS, for Christ's sake! The TARDIS had more of a claim on the Doctor, having traveled with him and suffered his piloting for 900 odd years.

Idris smiled a little, noticing that Alex had stiffened at the Doctor's words. "Of course, that sentence is completely invalid now," she remarked. The Doctor and Alex whirled around and stared at her in confusion. "Now that you know Ally, I mean.She'sthe most beautiful thing you've ever known,right?" She gave the Doctor a pointed look.

The Doctor smiled almost shyly, confirming without any words that she was right. "Yeah," he murmured, casting an admiring look at Alex. "Definitelythe most beautiful thing I've ever known." Alex blushed and bit her lip, turning away in embarrassment as her heartbeat sped up in excitement.

Idris smiled, feeling rather pleased with herself. "Now that we've established that, let's get back to the story." She looked at the Doctor. "And then you stole me. And I stole you."

"Iborrowedyou," he protested.

Idris rolled her eyes and snorted. "Borrowing implies the eventual intention to return the thing that was taken. What makes you think I would ever giveyouback?"

Alex stared at her in amazement. "You're really the TARDIS?" she breathed.

"Yes."

"MyTARDIS?" the Doctor checked, still unable to believe this insane claim.

"MyDoctor andhisAlly. Oh! We have now reached the point in the conversation where one of you opens the lock."

The Doctor contemplated her. Even though Idris had spouted off very specific and personal information, he still didn't feel completely comfortable around her. Those kiss-attacks of hers had made sure of that. Not to mention, but the most precious thing in the universe was standing just a few steps away from him, and he'd be damned if he let the TARDIS hurt his Ally in one of her wildfire mood-swings.

After a few more seconds of consideration, he nodded to himself. He stepped forward, putting a hand in his jacket pocket to pull the sonic screwdriver out. But before he could even grasp it, Alex let out a loud sigh and rolled her eyes. "Honestly," she muttered as she pulled her necklace charm out from the collar of her jacket. She aimed it at the lock. A second later, the topaz in the charm lit up, a familiar buzzing rang out, and the cage door was unlocked.

Idris made her way out while the Doctor grabbed Alex's wrist and pulled her behind him. Alex rolled her eyes at the movement but complied. Standing up on tiptoe, she watched over the Doctor's shoulder as Idris came to a halt in front of him.

For a moment, she simply stared at him. "Are all people like this?" she wondered.

The Doctor and Alex frowned. "Like what?" they asked together.

Idris smiled at their simultaneous speaking, but answered, "So much bigger on the inside. I'm. . ." She huffed and turned away, clearly frustrated. "Oh, whatisthat word?! It's sobig, so complicated. It's sosad."

"But why?" the Doctor questioned, trying to get back to the problem at hand. "Why pull the living soul from a TARDIS and pop it in a tiny human head? What does it want you for?"

"Oh, it doesn't want me," Idris dismissed, walking back towards them. She proceeded to sniff the Doctor's collar before moving on behind him and fingering strands of Alex's hair.

Alex gently batted Idris' hands away. "How do you know?"

"House eats TARDISes."

The Doctor looked up from where he had been self-consciously sniffing his collar. "House what? What do you mean?"

"I don't know. It's something I heard you say."

"When?"

"In the future."

"House eats TARDISes?"

"There you go," Idris nodded. She put a finger over his mouth. "What are fish fingers?"

"What does that have to do with anything?" Alex questioned right as the Doctor asked, through his covered mouth, "When do I say that?"

"Any second."

"Of course!" he cried in realization. He pushed Idris' hand away and began to pace. "House feeds on rift energy and TARDISes are bursting with it and not raw . . . lovely and cooked, processed food. Mmm, fish fingers."

Alex rolled her eyes again. Trust the Doctor to get off topic by thinking about the disgusting food combination he loved.

"Do fish have fingers?" Idris wondered.

"But you can't eat a TARDIS," Alex interjected. Her brow furrowed. "At least, I don'tthinkso. . ."

"She's right," the Doctor confirmed, pulling himself back to the topic at hand. "It would destroy you, unless . . . unless. . ."

"Unless," Idris jumped in, "you deleted the TARDIS matrix first."

The Doctor snorted in disbelief. "So it deleted you?"

"But House can't just delete a TARDIS consciousness. That would blow a hole in the universe. So, he pulls out the matrix, sticks it in a living receptacle, and then it feeds off the remaining Artron energy. . ." Idris broke off into a gasp. "You were about to say all that," she realized, pointing to the now horrified Doctor. "I don't suppose you have to now."

Alex whirled around on the Doctor. "You sent Amy and Rory there!" she shrieked.

"They'll be eaten!" the Doctor exclaimed. Alex quickly handed him her phone, the number to the TARDIS already dialed. He lifted it to his ear and used the other hand to snatch Alex's hand and pull her off. "Amy! Amy! Rory!"

The duo raced through the halls, the whole spaceship seeming like a complex maze now that their friends' lives were on the line. But finally, they made their way out into the junkyard. Just as they did so, Amy answered. "Get the hell out of there!" the Doctor ordered the moment she picked up.

"Doctor, something's wrong!" Amy called.

"It's House, he's after the TARDIS! Just get out, both of you!"

"We can't! You locked the door, remember?"

"But I've unlocked it!"

"You stupid well haven't!"

By this point, the Doctor and Alex had reached the TARDIS. Much to their horror, the light in the windows was going out.

"Doctor, I don't like this," Amy fretted.

Neither do we,Alex thought as she frantically buzzed her sonic necklace over the door. The Doctor had mentioned during one of their sonic lessons that he had programmed her sonic to open the TARDIS doors whenever needed, a skill that didn't seem to be working now. Alex growled and stepped back. She watched the Doctor try snapping his fingers, same as he did the night she and Amy left with him, but that wasn't working either.

"Open!" the Doctor shouted at the doors.

"Doctor?"

"Open this door!"

Alex sprinted over and started banging on the doors. "Amy! Rory!" she yelled.

But it was no use. A familiar green glow gleamed out from behind the windows and a moment later, the TARDIS vanished.

Alex stumbled back into the Doctor's arms. He held her tight against his chest with one arm while he used the other one to work the phone. "Amy? Amy, can you hear me?" he called, but there was no answer, only static.

"They're gone," Alex whimpered. "House took them." She shuddered and stared at the spot the TARDIS had just vacated. There was no telling what a sentient being like House would do to Amy and Rory when it realized they were on board. She bit her lip worriedly as her mind went crazy, thinking up all sorts of horrible and disastrous scenarios that could be going on right now.

The Doctor disconnected the call and handed the Blackberry back to Alex. "Okay, right," he babbled. "I don't . . . I really don't know what to do. . ." He abruptly smiled. "That's a new feeling."

Alex promptly whacked him across the back of the head. "FOCUS!" she screamed at him. "Our friends have been taken by a malevolent asteroid and our only means of transportation was hijacked!" She grabbed him by his jacket lapels and shook him. "You're the Doctor! THINK of something!"

The Doctor grabbed her hands and gently lowered them. He winced, feeling them shake and tremble in anger and fear. Alex was incredibly loyal to those she deemed worthy of it, and after him, Amy and Rory were at the top of the list. And now they had been taken. Of course she was angry and wanted to go after them. "I will, Ally," he promised, his voice both gentle and firm. "I promise. But you need to help me and you're no use to me when you're angry. So calm down."

Alex nodded, knowing she was getting really pissed off. She got like that whenever someone was hitting on the Doctor or when her loved ones were in danger. But the Doctor was right. She wasn't any help being all angry and seething. She closed her eyes and took a few deep breaths. She even started counting down from twenty. Right at 'eleven', she felt her heart rate calm. "Okay," she whispered. "I'm good."

The Doctor smiled at her and pressed a kiss to the top of her head. "Good girl," he murmured. "Now, come on." He grabbed her hand and led her back to the spaceship.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"It's gone," the Doctor announced without preamble as he and Alex marched back into the spaceship.

Idris looked up from the makeshift seat she'd settled herself on. "Eaten?"

"Hijacked," Alex corrected. She sat next to her while the Doctor paced in front of them.

"Butwhy?" he lamented.

At that moment, Auntie and Uncle came walking in. They were both wrapped up in blankets. "It's time for us both to go, Uncy," Auntie remarked as she toddled towards a chair. "Together."

"Whoa, whoa, whoa, go?" the Doctor bellowed. "What do you mean 'go'? Where are you going?"

"Well, we're dying my love." Auntie said this like it was completely normal. "It's time for Auntie and Uncle to pop off."

"I'm against it," Uncle confided, seating himself on a crate.

"It's your fault, isn't it, sweets? ‘Cause you told House it was the last TARDIS. House can't feed on them if there's none coming, can he?"

"So now he's off to your universe to find more TARDISes."

"It won't," the Doctor said flatly, his arms crossed.

"Oh, it'll think of something," Auntie smiled. A split second later, she abruptly stiffened and fell to the side.

Alex gasped while the Doctor ran over to Auntie and began running the sonic screwdriver over her. Next to him, Uncle stood. "Actually, I feel fine," he remarked, only to fall over as well.

"Not dead!" the Doctor shouted as he hopped over to Uncle. "You can't justdie!"

Alex was about to go over and examine Auntie and Uncle as well, but Idris suddenly grabbed her hand and jerked her up. "We need to go where I landed, Doctor, quickly."

"Why?" the Doctor and Alex questioned.

"’Cause we are there in three minutes. We need to go . . . now!" Idris started for the doors, pulling Alex along behind her in an identical manner to how the Doctor did it. But they only got a few feet before Idris suddenly stopped and bent over. "Ow!" she cried, clutching her side in pain.

"What's wrong?" Alex asked in alarm.

Idris turned so that she was facing both Alex and the Doctor. "Roughly how long do these bodies last?"

In response, the Doctor and Alex scanned her with their sonics. Alex examined the results. She blinked and stared at her necklace. She knew she should have seen it coming, but it was still a shock.

"You're dying," the Doctor breathed once he looked at the results of his scan.

"Yes, of course I'm dying," Idris huffed. She snatched the sonic screwdriver. "I don't belong in a flesh body! Could blow the casing in no time." She shot him a mild glare when he frowned sadly at her. "No, stop!" she snapped. "Don't get emotional. Hmm," she mused, tilting her head. "That's what the orangey girl says. You're the Doctor. Focus."

"On what?" he shouted. "How? I'm a madman with a box without a box!" He seized the sonic and tucked it back in his jacket pocket. "I'm stuck down the plughole at the end of the universe on a stupid old junkyard—" He cut himself off. Alex studied him. His eyes were wide in realization. "Ooh. . ."

"What?" Alex asked. What did he realize that she didn't? "What is it?"

"I'm not."

"Not what?" Idris questioned.

"Because it's not a junkyard." The Doctor beamed at them. "Don't you see? It's not a junkyard!"

It's not?Alex thought. "Well then, what is it?" she demanded.

"It's aTARDISjunkyard! Come on!" The Doctor clapped his hands, still grinning away, and bounded up to Alex. He grabbed her hand and started to lead her off, only to stop and spin back around. "Oh, uh, sorry," he said to Idris. "Do you have a name?"

"700 years, finally he asks," Idris remarked dryly.

"But what do I call you?"

"Don't you call me . . . 'sexy'?"

The Doctor blinked and cast a nervous look at Alex. Her only reaction to the name had been an eyebrow raising, though he had no doubt that jealousy trait of hers was flaring up inside her. "Only when we're alone," he whispered, even though Alex was standing right next to him.

Idris glanced at Alex. "Oh, yes, well, didn't you once call me—"

"It's fine," Alex sighed. Her jealousy had reared up a little bit at the name, but it was mostly tempered by the knowledge that the TARDIS seemed to really support her relationship with the Doctor. "He's known you longer anyway." Then, a lightbulb flashed in her head. "And I have a name for you as well!" She grinned and grabbed the Doctor's hand, dashing off with him as she called over her shoulder, "Let's go, Gorgeous!"

The Doctor grinned while Idris laughed and hastened to catch up with them. "Gorgeous?" he repeated, arching a playful eyebrow at Alex.

Alex smirked. "What, you can call your time machine a name and I can't?"

"Point taken," he chuckled as he lifted their entwined hands to plant a kiss on her knuckles.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A few minutes later, they reached the top of a small hill. It was a perfect spot, for it allowed the trio to look out upon the dreary wasteland before them.

"A valley of half-eaten TARDISes," the Doctor murmured, staring out at the landscape. The whole valley was completely cluttered with rusting and broken-down structures made out of anything from metal to wood. Some were huge, the size of a New York City skyscraper, and others were about the size of the police telephone box exterior of the TARDIS. All in all, the scene oozed feelings of overwhelming sadness and death. He turned to Idris and Alex. "Are you thinking what I'm thinking?"

"I'm thinking that all of my sisters are dead," Idris replied, her voice vacant and sad. She stared at the valley, her eyes full of pain. "That they were devoured and that we are looking at their corpses."

"Ah, sorry, no, I wasn't thinking that. . ."

"No. You were thinking you could build a working TARDIS console out of broken remnants of a hundred different models."

Alex looked up at him and grinned. "And you don't care that it's impossible."

"Nothing is impossible, love," the Doctor smiled down at her. "Just very unlikely. And Rory and Amy need me."

"They needus," Alex corrected, linking her arm through his.

"Right." He felt a little thrum run through him at the thought of him and Alex being a team. They always had been, he knew, since the day they met, but it was nice to get confirmation of it. Together, they were truly unstoppable. "So yeah, we're going to build a TARDIS."

Chapter 25: The Doctor's Wife Part 3

Notes:

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But building a TARDIS console out of bits from a hundred other models was harder than any of them realized.

Understanding that she would just get in the Doctor's way since she had no idea what any of the TARDIS remnants were, Alex had relegated herself to sitting on a piece of old TARDIS wall and watching the Doctor run all around the place like a toddler on a sugar-high. He seemed to be right in his element, rooting and sifting through piles of bits and bobs until he found the thing he wanted.

Idris was a few feet away, examining a piece of tech. Alex had tried to get her to sit down because of her rapidly decaying condition, but she had refused, citing she better help the Doctor with this complex task less he blow a temper tantrum, something the Doctor had, predictably, taken offense to.

Alex turned her head and watched the Doctor bend down and run along a line of junk. Evidently, he was looking for something specific. His brow furrowed as he went, ultimately coming to a stop next to Alex. "Eureka!" he cried, his eyes focused on the section of wall Alex was sitting on.

"What?" Alex said, glancing down at it.

The Doctor winced when he saw her. "Oh, Ally! You're sitting here. . ."

"It's fine," she assured him, shifting off the wall and into a standing position.

"Thanks, love." The Doctor reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a large chain coil and looped it around the top of the wall. Once that was accomplished, he grasped the free end of the chain and began pulling the wall behind him.

"Do you need any help?" Alex asked, watching as he slowly made his way over to Idris. That wall couldn’t be very easy to move around.

"I'm fine!" he called back. He really didn't want her to do anything strenuous, just in case, Rassilon forbid, she had another attack.

Idris glanced at him. "Bond the tube directly into the tachyon diverter—"

"Yes, yes. Ihaveactually rebuilt a TARDIS before, you know! I know what I'm doing!"

You'restillrebuilding her,Alex thought, thinking of the numerous repairs to the console and circuitry she'd seen the Doctor make.

Idris seemed to be thinking the same thing for she said, "You're like a nine-year-old trying to rebuild a motorbike in his bedroom. And youneverread the instructions."

"Ialwaysread the instructions!" the Doctor huffed.

"Manual in a supernova," Alex reminded him. She smiled innocently when the Doctor shot her a glare.

Idris nodded in agreement. "There's a sign on my front door. You have been walking past it for seven hundred years. What does it say?"

"That's not instructions!" the Doctor scoffed.

"There's an instruction at the bottom. What does it say?"

"Pull to open."

"Yes, and what do you do?"

"I push!" he growled, partly in irritation and partly from the strain it was causing him to lug a twelve-foot wall.

"Every single time," Idris grumbled. "Seven hundred years! Police box doors openoutthe way."

The Doctor threw down the chains and stalked over to Idris. His expression was black as a thundercloud. "I think I have earned the right to open my front doors any way I want!" he snapped.

Idris, not at all perturbed by his anger, merely stared at him. "Your front doors? Have you any idea how childish that sounds?"

The Doctor started to storm off. "You are not my mother," he grumbled over his shoulder.

"And you are not my child."

Alex started forwards, hoping that she could calm the Doctor down, when he suddenly spun around and started back towards Idris. "You know, since we're talking, with mouths, not really an opportunity that comes along very often, I just want to say, you know,you," he pointed at Idris, making her lean back, "have never been very reliable."

"And you have?" Idris said doubtfully.

"You didn't always take me where I wanted to go." He turned and started to walk away again, but Idris' next words stopped him dead in his tracks.

"No, but I always took you where youneededto go!" Out of the corner of her eye, she glanced at Alex.

There had been so many times over the last seven hundred years that she wanted to take her Thief to his Ally earlier than planned. After he left the Original Flower to stay with David on Earth, after the Piper and the Astrophysicist's minds were wiped of their memories of her Thief, after the Arrogant One was killed, after her Thief's violent regeneration into his sixth incarnation. . . So many horrible times where all she wanted to do was introduce her Thief to his Ally and watch the young woman effortlessly charm and cheer him up. But it wasn't to be. The timeline could possibly rupture and besides, no matter how tempted she might have been, sheneverwould have risked her Thief's Ally being around at the same time as the Time Lords.

Unseen by the Doctor and Alex, Idris shivered. No, the pompous Time Lordsneverwould have tolerated Alex. If they found out what she was. . .

Idris shook her head. No, she couldn't dwell on such horrible thoughts.

The Doctor, meanwhile, was dwelling on Idris' words. "You did," he murmured.

And it was true. The TARDIS had always taken him to places and times where he needed to sort out trouble, regardless of whether that was where he intended to go or not. And she led him places for his own good, too. He hadn't even wanted to go to Earth after the Time War, but she had spontaneously landed them there, right in London, where he’d learned about and began investigating the Nestene invasion, meeting Rose Tyler in the process. And now that he thought about it, he was sure it wasn't completely an accident that he was twelve years late the first time around with Amy. If he hadn't been late, he would have left with Amelia and never met Alex. That was something he would never change, no matter if it benefited Amy or not.

He smiled and whirled around. "Look at us, talking! Wouldn't it be amazing if we could always talk, even when you're stuck inside the box?"

"But you know I'm not constructed that way," Idris reminded him. "I exist across all space and time, andyoutalk and run around and bring home strays."

"Hey!" Alex snapped, light green eyes flashing.

"Sorry, I wasn't referring to you." But before she could go on, Idris' knees buckled and she lurched forwards, nearly toppling to the ground until the Doctor caught her.

"You okay?" he asked worriedly while Alex rushed over. She placed a hand on Idris' shoulder to help steady her.

Idris clutched her side. "Once of the kidneys has already failed." She shook her head. "It doesn't matter. We need to finish assembling the console."

"Using a console without a proper shell. . ." The Doctor trailed off and whistled.

Alex's brow furrowed. "That's not safe, is it?"

"This body has about eighteen minutes left to live," Idris informed her. "The universe we're in will reach absolute zero in three hours. Safe is relative."

The Doctor had already turned back to the wall. "Then we need to get a move on, eh, old girl?"

Idris gave him a small smile and bent down to resume gathering tech pieces, her hand still clutching her side. Alex decided to help her. She knelt beside Idris and sifted through technical pieces, laying aside whatever attracted her attention or looked important.

She had a pretty good pile going when the slicing in her chest started.

"AH!" Alex dropped a thermo coupling and placed her free hand over her heart. It was beating rapidly, too rapidly to be healthy. She gritted her teeth and shut her eyes, tears of pain already leaking out. It felt like someone was slicing into her chest with a knife, and not just any knife either; more like the sharpest one ever created.

The Doctor and Idris spun around at her yell. "Ally!" the two cried. As the Doctor hurled his wall down and scrambled over, Idris lowered Alex to the ground. Alex promptly curled up into a tight fetal position, hoping that it would somehow lessen the pain in her chest. It didn't work.

The Doctor dove down next to her and placed a hand on her head while the other one withdrew his sonic screwdriver and ran it over her. He eagerly examined the results when they came up, only for a Gallifreyan swear word to fly out of his mouth. "NOTHING?!" He let out another curse. How could there benothing? There was obviouslysomethingwrong with Alex. Anyone could see it!

"Doctor," Alex choked out through her gritted teeth. She stifled a sob, feeling the pain retract slightly, only to come back in what felt like a marginally stronger force. As if that wasn't enough, another strange feeling started up.

Her organs felt like they were shifting. It was a feeling Alex had long forgotten about, but now remembered with vivid clarity. She'd felt like this the day the Doctor rescued her and Amy from the Silence. She'd been strapped to that chair and had just assumed the weird sensation was a product of that. She hadn't felt like this since that day, so she never brought it up. She never thought it might be connected to her mysterious pain attacks.

Alex let out a strangled gasp. Invisible fingertips were touching her lungs, at first gently prodding, but then squeezing. The hands forced something around them, something that felt like a very thick rope.How am I not choking?Alex thought as she struggled to keep from panicking.

The invisible fingertips abruptly left her lungs and traveled to her heart. Alex could feel it beating frantically and she wondered whether she might be having a heart attack. She'd never heard invisible fingertips on the heart being a symptom but there was a first time for everything.

She shuddered and felt tears rolling down her cheeks. They were no longer tears of pain, she knew, but ones of fear. "Doc-Doctor," she sniveled, "th-there's. . ."

"Yes, love?" He ran a hand through her hair in the hopes that the familiar action might comfort her. "Yes, Ally, what is it?"

Alex struggled to get the words out. "There's something inside me. I-I can feel it, something touching my lungs, m-my. . ." Her body shook and when she spoke again, it was on a sob. "My heart!"

This new information in mind, the Doctor scanned her again. This time, he was somewhat prepared for the 'no illnesses/diseases found'. He blew a raspberry and muttered something uncomplimentary under his breath.

With nothing else to do, the Doctor put the sonic away and gathered Alex in his arms. He cradled her to him, taking great care not to touch her chest or any part of her upper body. Alex sank back against him and turned her head into the crook of his shoulder.

The Doctor felt his own eyes watering at the feeling of tears staining his shirt and seeping through the fabric to his skin. He inwardly cursed whatever was making his Ally's body tense and tighten with pain and causing her to cry. He gently rubbed her back, not sure what else he could do other than be beside her.

He looked at Idris. She was regarding Alex worriedly. "Please," he begged as Alex's hand gripped his jacket lapel. "Tell me you know what's wrong with her. Tell me how to stop her from going through this."

But Idris shook her head, apology written all over her face. "She's a fixed point," she reminded him. "The strongest one I've ever seen next to Captain Cheesecake."

Jack, presumably,the Doctor guessed. He sighed and nodded. He should have expected that. He'd been investigating Alex's timeline for a while, and he still couldn't see anything except a bright golden light that blinded him when he tried to get closer. It was rather disconcerting, especially since the TARDIS, the most powerful timeline reader in the universe, couldn't tell why Alex was a fixed point either.

A startling thought came to mind.Are Ally's attacks the reason why she's a fixed point?He stiffened, his arms tightening around the now limp Alex. She let out a squawk, but he barely heard her. That thought. . . It made a lot of sense and it didn't reassure his worries about Alex any.

"Doctor!" Alex pushed against his chest as she struggled to get out of his suddenly tight grasp. Shoving his arms away, she hauled herself to her feet. Idris quickly jumped up and placed a steady hand on her shoulder.

The Doctor bounced up as well. "Ally, please, sit down," he urged, maneuvering her over to a pile of rubbish that acted as a makeshift bench. He forced her down and once she was seated, kneeled before her.

"Doctor, why does this keep happening?" Alex sniffled, no longer bothering to try and hide her tears. Big fat teardrops dribbled down her cheek. The Doctor wiped them away with a handkerchief he found in his pocket.

He sighed and reached out to finger a few strands of her hair. "I don't know," he murmured, feeling a wave of self-hatred for not knowing wash through him. "But I will find out, Iswear. In the meantime, just sit here and rest, okay?"

Alex sniffled again but nodded. "Alright," she agreed, absently fingering the Doctor's handkerchief as she did so. She reached up and wiped at her running mascara, only to wrinkle her nose in sudden disgust.

"What's wrong?" the Doctor asked anxiously.

"This smells like mothballs," Alex complained. She lowered the handkerchief to her lap and eyed it disdainfully. "Seriously, what do you keep in your pockets?"

The Doctor laughed heartily. She was alright. For now, at least. Still chuckling, he rose and pressed a kiss to the top of her head. "Stay," he gently ordered. He turned to look at Idris, who’d been silently observing them with a small smile on her face. "Watch her for me?" he asked.

Idris didn't even hesitate. "Don't I always?" She smiled and sat down beside Alex, the most precious thing in the universe to her Thief.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A short while later, a structure that resembled a TARDIS control room had been mostly constructed. It consisted of three separate walls latched together with a roof overhang above the console. The console reminded Alex of a smaller version of the big TARDIS console, for it was cluttered like the original with various bits and bobs that didn't look as though they should be there, such as a whisk and a child's keyboard.

Let's hope this thing actually works,she thought as she slowly got to her feet and headed over to the makeshift contraption.

"You'll need to install the time rotor!" Idris called to the Doctor.

Alex glanced over her shoulder to see the Doctor dragging a large glass tube with red machinery inside it in their direction. "Do you need help?" she asked as he got closer.

The Doctor shook his head, instead picking the rotor up and lugging it over the rest of the way. Like hell was he going to make her lift something heavy while she was having painful seizures at random intervals, or whatever the hell they were. "How is this going to make it through the rift?" he wondered as he lowered the rotor into its slot in the center of the console.

"I'm covering that by praying," Alex quipped, though she was partially serious.Dear God, please don't let us die,she mentally begged.

The Doctor smirked at her as he pulled back to inspect his and Idris' handiwork. "Almost done . . . thrust diffuser . . . retro scope . . . blue thingy. . ."

"Do you ever wonder why I chose you all those years ago?" Idris suddenly asked him.

"I chose you," the Doctor countered. "You were unlocked."

"Of course I was. I wanted to see the universe, so I stole a Time Lord and I ran away. And you were the only one mad enough."

Alex raised an eyebrow at her. "So, you really don't mind his driving?"

Idris cast a mischievous look at the Doctor, almost a twin to the one Alex sometimes gave him. "Oh, I never saidthat."

The Doctor pointedly ignored the dig and the giggles that erupted from Alex at the comment. Instead, he beamed at the console. "Right! Perfect! Look at that! What could possibly go wrong?"

Alex groaned. "Youhadto jinx it, didn't you?" As if to prove her point, a piece that the Doctor had just stuck onto the console fell off.

"That's fine," he dismissed. "That always happens. Nope, wait, hang on!" He darted forward and picked up three red velvet ropes that one usually saw at movie theaters. He handed one off to Idris once she finished hanging a wire hanger from a hook while he took the other two for himself. They hung the ropes around the console, strapping all of them in.

"Right," the Doctor sighed. He stood at attention at the rotor, Alex standing on his right with Idris next to her. "Okay, let's go! Follow that TARDIS!" He pressed a button, the console powered up . . . then died. A few sparks shot off in various directions as further proof of the machine not working.

"Oh, come on!" the Doctor begged. He reached around to the other side of the console and typed in some commands. "There's rift energy everywhere, you can do it!" He pressed the same button. Still nothing. "Okay. . . Diverting all power to thrust. Let's be having ya!" He wound some kind of wheel, but that only caused a bunch of sparking. "Ah! No, no, no, no, no!"

"What's wrong?" Idris asked.

"It can't hold the charge. It can't evenstart! There's no power!" He looked over to see Idris examining herself in a mirror hanging off the rotor. She was currently pulling her bottom lip. Exasperated, the Doctor slapped a hand over the mirror. "Would you. . ." he scolded, before turning back to the console. "I've got nothing!"

Alex rolled her eyes at his ignorance. "I wouldn't saythat. . ."

Idris nodded in agreement as the Doctor stared at Alex in confusion. "Oh, you idiot. You have what you've always had. You've gotme." She kissed one of her fingers, her mouth and eyes glowing gold as she did so. She lightly pressed her finger to the rotor. The machinery inside immediately started moving up and down. A familiar wheezing noise rang out around them as a large gold circle surrounded the whole structure. And then they were gone.

Alex let out a little scream when she was thrown forwards onto the console as the makeshift TARDIS began following their TARDIS towards their universe.At least you're not traveling through the time vortex,the snippy part of Alex's mind reminded her. The Doctor had mentioned that traveling through the time vortex without protection was very dangerous, and more often than not, fatal.

"Whoo-hoo!" the Doctor cheered, not seeming to mind the bumpy and rocky flight. He looked over at Alex and saw that she was hanging on for dear life to some levers on the console with her feet planted on the bottom of it. "Hold on, Ally!"

"What do you think I'm doing?!" Alex yelled over the loud noise echoing out around them. It sounded a lot like a mighty wind, like something that would be perfectly at home in a hurricane.

"We've locked on to them!" Idris reported. "They'll have to lower the shields when I'm close enough to phase inside!"

"Can you get a message to Amy?" the Doctor asked. "The telepathic circuits are online!"

"Which one's Amy?! The pretty one?" Not waiting for an answer, Idris faced the mirror, closed her eyes for a moment, then opened them again. "Hello, pretty!" she called.

"What the hell is that?!" Rory exclaimed.

The Doctor managed to make his way over to look into the mirror. In it, he could see Rory clutching his head as the message played in his mind. "Don't worry!" he called to him. "Telepathic messaging!" He turned to Idris. "No, that'sRory."

"You have to go to the old control room," Idris directed as the Doctor moved out of the way to work another section of the console. "I'm putting the route in your head. When you get there, use the purple slider on the nearest panel to lower the shields."

The Doctor popped back to look into the mirror in disbelief. "The pretty one?!" he scoffed, before darting out of the way again.

"You're plenty handsome to me!" Alex called to him, making her voice loud so that Rory could also hear her and know that she was okay.

The Doctor preened at the compliment. "Thank you, Ally!"

"You have about twelve seconds before the room goes into phase with the invading matrix," Idris continued to Rory. "I'll send you the passkey when you get there. Good luck."

The Doctor frowned at her as she ended the connection. "How's he gonna be able to take down the shields anyway?"

"Yeah, House is probably in control of the control room!" Alex reminded her.

Idris just grinned at them. "I directed him to one of the old control rooms!"

"Therearen'tany control rooms," the Doctor challenged. "They were all deleted or remodeled."

"I archived them, for neatness. I've got about thirty now."

"But I've only changed the desktop, what, a dozen times now?"

"So far, yes."

"You can't archive something that hasn't happened yet!"

Alex laughed and smiled at Idris. "You and I can't!"

The Doctor shook his head, deciding to drop the matter. Instead, he focused all his efforts on piloting the makeshift TARDIS to the proper one that was just a small distance away. "Keep going!" he called to Idris. "You're doing it, you sexy thing!"

"See, youdocall me that!" Idris cried. "Is it my name?"

"If it's okay with Ally!"

Alex smiled fondly at him, then at Idris. "You bet it's your name, gorgeous!"

The makeshift TARDIS thrashed and buckled. Alex shrieked, but that didn't concern Idris. "Whoo!" she whooped as they flew further and further after the TARDIS. Once she was done cheering, Idris placed her hand on the rotor to send another message to Rory.

"Crimson," she said to the mirror. "Eleven. Delight. Petrichor."

"Are we almost there?!" Alex yelled to the Doctor as the console slammed to the side, nearly sending Alex to the floor.

"Nearly!" he shouted back. "Hold on, Ally!" God help him if she fell off. He would lose it, he was sure.

Alex took his advice to heart. She gripped the console as hard as she could until her knuckles were white. She planted her feet tight against the ground, bending her body forward over the console. She then closed her eyes and prayed that this would be over soon without any incidents.

"They did it!" she heard Idris exclaim. "Shields down!" A moment later, Alex heard Idris speaking to Rory again. "We're coming through! Get out of the way or you'll be atomized!"

"Where are you coming through?" Rory asked.

"I don't know!" Before Rory could reply, Idris ended the message. "It's not going to hold!" she called to the Doctor. Right at that moment, the console started sparking, one spark flashing just an inch away from Alex's face, causing the American to bounce back up with a loud swear.

The makeshift TARDIS whipped and banged around, smoke spewing and sparks flying from the rotor. Suddenly, the structure halted. The unprepared occupants fell to the floor.

Alex landed on top of the Doctor. She burrowed her face in his chest to escape the smoke as it slowly cleared away. When she was sure it was gone, she looked up. Her brow furrowed. She was pretty sure they were on the TARDIS, but it was in a room she'd never seen before.

She glanced around, squinting through the remaining smoke. The room was dome-shaped with golden colored walls sporting several roundels, like the current console room. There were several large y-beam shaped coral struts, a theme that continued onto the console with the controls placed in-between blocks of coral. The floor consisted of a bunch of grating and there didn't seem to be any levels in this room, unlike the main control room. This control room was also darker and dimmer, although that could have been from House's manipulations.

"Doctor! Alex!" a familiar voice shouted, pulling Alex out of her inspection of the room. The time travelers turned their heads to see Amy and Rory standing just a little ways away, both looking incredibly relieved to see the couple.

Alex immediately rolled off the Doctor and stumbled to her feet, the Doctor doing the same behind her. "Amy! Rory!" she cried as she ran over to the pair. She gave Rory a tight hug while the Doctor did the same to Amy. Once the Doctor and Amy separated, Alex shot over to hug her other friend.

"Are you two okay?" she questioned, pulling back from Amy to examine her for any injuries. "You're not hurt, are you? House didn't do anything?"

"We're fine," Amy assured her, but the pained gleam in her eye told Alex that while the Ponds were fine physically, they had been messed with mentally by the sentient rock.

"You can tell me later," Alex told her, giving her a calm, reassuring smile.

Amy smiled back. She was glad beyond belief that her best friends were back and would get them out of this horrible mess.

"Oh, not good," Idris groaned as the Doctor tried to help her up. Seeing him struggle, Rory rushed over to assist. "Not good at all. How do you walk around in these things?"

"We're not quite there yet," the Doctor said as he and Rory helped her sit down. "Just hold on." He turned to Amy, knowing she would have questions, while Alex went over and knelt beside Idris. "Amy, this is . . . well . . . she's my TARDIS. Except she's a woman . . . she's a woman . . . and she's my TARDIS."

Amy stared at Idris in shock. "She'sthe TARDIS?!"

"And she's a woman. She's a woman, and she's the TARDIS."

Amy raised an eyebrow at him. "And how does Alex, your girlfriend, feel about this?"

"Alexis right here," Alex piped up, "and she is perfectly fine with it, thank you for the concern."

Idris slowly managed to get to her feet. "Hello," she greeted. "I'm . . . Sexy."

"Oh," the Doctor moaned as Amy and Rory gave him astonished looks. He pointed at them. "Shut up."

"Environment has been breached," a voice Alex recognized as House announced. "Nephew, kill themall."

"Nephew got on board?" Alex asked as the Ponds started looking around for the Ood.

"Yeah, but I don't see him now," Amy reported.

"Where is he?" Rory wondered.

Amy pointed to the makeshift TARDIS. "He was standing right where you materialized."

"Ah, well, he must have been redistributed," the Doctor surmised.

"Meaning what?"

"You're breathing him."

Amy, Rory, and Alex all wrinkled their noses and grimaced. "Oh, come on," Amy groaned, placing a hand over her mouth. Behind her, Rory covered his mouth with his jacket while Alex turned the collars on her jacket up and over her mouth and nose.

The Doctor merely sighed. "Another Ood I failed to save."

"Doctor. I did not expect you."

The Doctor clapped his hands and smirked. "Well, that's just me all over, isn't it?" he observed as he strode around the console. "Lovely old unexpected me."

"The big question is, now you're here, how to dispose of you? I could play with gravity. . ." At that moment, everyone fell to the floor. All of them clung to the grating until the manipulation suddenly stopped. Amy, Alex, and the Doctor sprang to their feet, the Doctor immediately grabbing Alex and pulling her over to him, while Idris promptly fell to the ground. Rory hastily knelt beside her.

Alex felt her heart sink at the sight of Idris rapidly deteriorating. But before she could call out to see what was going on, House started speaking again. "Or I could evacuate the air from this room and watch you choke."

Alex immediately felt the oxygen in the room getting sucked out. Her lungs started burning and she clutched her throat. The others were acting the same way, all frantically gasping for breath.

Thanking Rassilon for his respiratory bypass system, the Doctor managed to get out, "You really don't want to do that!" This exclamation caused the oxygen-sucking to stop and the air to seep back in. Alex breathed a sigh of relief and leaned back into the Doctor's touch as he wrapped an arm around her shoulders, a silent comfort.

"Why shouldn't I just kill you now?" House inquired.

"Because then I won't be able to help you," the Doctor replied. "Listen to your engines. Just listen to them. You don't have the thrust and you know it. Right now, I'm your only hope for getting out of your little bubble through the rift, and into my universe. And mine's the one with the food in it."

"Water. . ." Idris suddenly choked out. "Water. . ."

"You just have to promise not to kill us. That's all. Just promise."

Amy gaped at him. "You can't be serious!"

"Very serious," the Doctor confirmed. He tightened his arm around Alex. "I'm sure it's an entity of its word."

He's up to something,Alex thought. She knew the Doctor and she knew he was really good at coming up with plans and not letting on that he had thought of one until he judged that the moment was right.He's got a plan. I just know it!

"Doctor!" Rory called. "She's burning up. She's asking for water."

The Doctor and Alex quickly crossed the room. They knelt down beside her, Alex moving to rub Idris' arm reassuringly. "Hey. Hang in there, old girl," the Doctor murmured.

"It shouldn't be too much longer, gorgeous," Alex said softly.

"It'll be over soon."

Idris smiled up at them weakly. "I always liked it when you called me 'old girl'," she told the Doctor in a frail voice. Her eyes went to Alex. "And you with 'gorgeous'."

Alex chuckled. She was about to reply when House cut in. "You want me to give my word?" it asked. "Easy. I promise."

Liar,Alex thought.

"Fine, okay," the Doctor nodded. "I trust you."Not."Just delete, oh . . . er . . . 30% of the TARDIS rooms. You'll free up enough thrust to make it through. Activate subroutine sigma nine."

"Why would you tell me this?"

The Doctor rose to his feet. "Because we want to get back to our universe as badly as you do. And I'm nice."

"Yes, Icandelete rooms. . ." House mused, ". . .and I can also rid myself of vermin if I deletethisroom first! Thank you, Doctor. Very helpful. Goodbye, Time Lord. Goodbye, little humans. Goodbye, Idris!"

A bright white light appeared out of nowhere. Alex shut her eyes, flinching away from it. She vaguely felt the Doctor tug her to him, but she was concentrating on the fact that she was about to die. Wonderful. Out of all the ways she had pictured herself dying (getting shot at by a Dalek, dying during Malohkeh's dissection on her), getting deleted by a sentient asteroid was not one of them.

A moment later, Alex was aware of the bright light fading away. She hesitantly opened her eyes. She expected to find herself . . . somewhere, only to find that she, the Doctor, Amy, Rory, and Idris were now all in the main control room.

"Yes, I mean, youcoulddo that," the Doctor remarked behind her, "but it just won't work." He squeezed her shoulders gently and turned her around to face him. He gave her a quick smile and a wink before looking up at the ceiling. "Hardwired fail safe. Living things from rooms that are deleted are automatically deposited in the main control room. But thanks for the lift!"

"We are in your universe now, Doctor," House pointed out. "Why should it matter to me in which room you die? I can kill you just as easily here as anywhere. Fear me. I've killedhundredsof Time Lords."

"Fear me," the Doctor said lowly, his eyes and voice dark and dangerous. "I've killedallof them."

Alex was about to give him a smile of reassurance when she saw Rory shaking his head at Idris. He seemed to be saying something to her, but Alex was too far away to hear it. Just as she was trying to make it out, the Doctor surprised her by saying, "Yeah, you're right. You've completely won. Oh, you can kill us in oodles of inventive ways, but before you do kill us, allow me and my friends, Amy, Rory, and Alex, to congratulate you on being an absolutely worthy opponent."

Alex frowned at him but decided to go along with it. He had to have something up his sleeve . . . right?

"Congratulations," Amy said, giving the Doctor a confused look while she reluctantly clapped along with him.

Alex let out a little clap of her own. "Way to go?" she offered to the ceiling.

The Doctor glanced at Idris just in time to see her eyes close. "Yep, you've defeated us. Me, the lovely Alex, and our friends here, and last but definitely not least, the TARDIS matrix herself, a living consciousness you RIPPED out of this very control room and locked up into a human body. And look at her!"

Rory's head darted up, his eyes wide in alarm. "Doctor, she's stopped breathing."

"Enough," House commanded as Amy went to join Rory. "That isenough."

"No!" the Doctor snapped. Gently moving Alex out of his way, he stalked forwards. "It's never enough! You forced the TARDIS into a body so she'd burn out safely a very long way away from this control room. A flesh body can't hold the TARDIS matrix andlive! Look at her body, House!"

"And you think I shouldmournher?" House scoffed.

"No, I think you should be very,verycareful about what you let back into this control room."

Right at that moment, Idris' mouth opened. Out came the same golden energy she'd used on the makeshift TARDIS. It slowly poured out of her mouth and floated in the air like cigarette smoke.

Alex's eyes widened, the dots in her brain connecting so that she saw the Doctor's plan. "You clever man," she beamed at him. She smirked victoriously at the ceiling. "You took her from her home!" she called up. "But now she's back and she'sfree!"

More golden energy poured out of Idris' hands and began streaming around the room, seeping into the walls and floor. "No!" House yelled in pain as the TARDIS matrix literally started forcing him out. "Doctor, stop this! Ah! Stop thisnow!"

Of course, the Doctor made no such attempt. "Look at my girl," he marveled, spinning around in a circle to take in the whole effect. "Look at her go. Bigger on the inside! You see, House?"

"Make her stop!"

"That's your problem."

"Ah!"

"Size of a planet. . ." Alex picked up, crossing over to the Doctor and allowing him to loop an arm around her waist.

". . .but inside you arejust so small!" they finished together.

House moaned in agony. "Make it stop!"

"Finish him off, girl," the Doctor requested. He and Alex turned to the console, the lights around them fading as House was vanquished.

"No! Don't do this!" House begged. "Ah! Uh! No!"

The Doctor and Alex watched House's green light disappear, the gold TARDIS light fading along with it. The room was in total darkness now. The Doctor leaned against the console and pulled Alex back so that she was leaning against his chest. He wrapped his arms around her, holding her to him as he closed his eyes.

Idris was gone. It was over.

Or maybe not.

"Doctor? Ally?" a voice called out. The duo whirled around. To their complete surprise, they saw Idris standing on the stairs, her body surrounded by a golden glow. "It's so very dark in here."

The two stepped forwards, both smiling broadly. "We're here," the Doctor affirmed.

"I've been looking for a word. A big, complicated word, but so sad. I've found it now."

"What word?" Alex asked.

Idris smiled. "Alive," she whispered. "I'm alive."

"Alive isn't sad," the Doctor protested.

"It's sad when it's over. I'll always be here, but this is when wetalked. And now even that has come to an end. There's something I didn't get to say to you."

The Doctor's eyes brimmed with unshed tears. He looked down, trying to keep himself in control. "Goodbye?" he guessed, his voice barely above a whisper.

"No. I just wanted to say . . . hello. Hello, Doctor. Hello, Ally. It's so very, very nice to meet you both." She bent her head down a little to look at Alex, who had been staring at her with her own unshed tears. "Ally, look after him. He needs you and you need him. Neither of you realize yet how important you are to each-other."

"Please," the Doctor begged, his tears threatening to spill over any second. "I don't want you to." Even though he had Alex, and he would never, ever trade her for someone else, this was the TARDIS. Like Alex had said, he'd known her longer. She had been there for him in the dark days when he didn't even know Alex. She was very important to him and now, here she was, fading away.

"Neither do I," Alex murmured, even though she knew it was going to happen whether they liked it or not. Idris was right; the TARDIS was not meant to be in a human body. While Idris had wondered whether all people were bigger on the inside, to a TARDIS matrix, a human body would be horribly small and constraining. It wouldn't be right for her to be cooped up in one just so they could all talk.

Idris leaned back, her eyes closing as the golden light became brighter and brighter around her, to the point where it was almost blinding. The TARDIS materialization engines rang out, but they weren't loud enough to prevent the Doctor and Alex from hearing Idris' final message. "Stay strong . . . both of you," she whispered.

Then she disappeared into thin air.

The lights switched back on, the control room looking for all intents and purposes like nothing extraordinary had happened. But something had. Amy and Rory held each-other as they watched Alex turn to face the Doctor, the latter sniffling slightly. Like magnets coming together, the couple's arms wrapped around each-other, crushing themselves to the other. Alex then rose on tiptoe and lightly kissed the Doctor on the lips before using the pads of her thumbs to gently wipe his escaped tears away.

Amy and Rory smiled a little, but stayed quiet, allowing the Doctor and Alex to have one uninterrupted moment.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A little while later, the Doctor was in his harness (not a swing, as Alex seemed to be obsessed on calling it) under the console, his goggles on as he made some modifications to the TARDIS circuitry. Wires dangled all around him. One wire a few inches away from him actually went off, sparks shooting perilously close to the Doctor’s face.

"How's it going under there?" Rory asked, walking down the steps after hearing the spark go off. Amy and Alex were seated on the glass floor above, watching the Doctor through that.

"Just putting a firewall around the matrix," the Doctor told him. "Almost done."

"Are you going to make her talk again?" Amy inquired, half-joking, half-serious.

He shook his head. "I can't."

"Why not?" Rory wondered.

Alex rolled her eyes and laughed a little. "It's 'spacey-wacey' isn't it?" she guessed. It was pretty easy to deduce. The Doctor had a fondness for dumbing down complex scientific explanations with nonsense words like 'spacey-wacey' and 'wibbly-wobbly'.

"Well, actually, it's because the Time Lords discovered that if you take an eleventh dimensional matrix and fold it into a mechanical, then—" But he was cut off when Rory crossed two wires. The wires let off a huge spark that caused the Doctor to flinch back. "Yes, it's spacey-wacey!" he snapped, pulling his goggles off to glare at Rory.

"Sorry," Rory said sheepishly. Above him, Amy and Alex stood and walked down the stairs. Amy took a seat next to Rory while Alex sat on the lowest step, closer to the Doctor. "At the end, she was talking. She kept repeating something. I don't know what it meant."

"What did she say?" Alex asked him while the Doctor stood to examine the crossed wires.

"'The only water in the forest is the river'. She said we'd need to know that someday. It doesn't make sense, does it?"

"Not yet," the Doctor remarked. He looked up to see a downcast expression cross Rory's face. "You okay?"

Rory shook his head. "No. I watched herdie."

"Rory, she wasn't meant to survive in a human body," Alex said gently. She reached up and patted his hand. "She would've died no matter what you did."

"I know. I shouldn't let it get to me, but it still does. I'm a nurse."

"Letting it get to you," the Doctor repeated. "You know what that's called? Being alive. Best thing there is. Being alive, right now, is all that counts." He sat back down in his harness and studied the circuitry. "Nearly finished. Two more minutes and then we're off. The Eye of Orion's restful, if you like restful. I can never really get the hang of restful." But he was starting to. He could slow down, if Alex asked him. "What do you think, dear? Where shall we take Ally and the kids this time?"

Amy shook her head at being called a 'kid' by him, albeit fondly. "Look at you pair. It's always you and her, isn't it? Long after the rest of us have gone."

Alex smirked. "A boy and his box, off to see the universe."

"The two of you say that as if it's a bad thing," the Doctor observed. "But honestly, it's the best thing in the universe." Another spark went off, though by this point no one was really fazed. "Uh, the House deleted all the bedrooms. I should probably make you all new bedrooms. You'd like that, wouldn't you?"

Without even looking, Alex could tell what Amy and Rory were doing. The two whispered for a moment before turning to the Doctor. "Okay, er, Doctor, this time could we lose the bunk-beds?" Amy requested.

"No, bunk-beds are cool! A bedwitha ladder! You can't beat that." The Ponds just gave him identical flat looks. The Doctor sighed. Maybe Amy and Rory wouldn't be intimate for a while. He still didn't want to risk provoking whatever was wrong with Amy through . . . strenuous activities. "It's your room," he conceded. "Out those stairs, keep walking till you find it. Off you pop."

Taking this to mean her as well, Alex bounced up and hurried up the stairs. She came to a stop, however, when she heard Rory ask, "Doctor, do you have a room?" But before the Doctor could answer, if he even would, Amy pulled him away and towards the stairs, grabbing Alex with her free hand and tugging her along as well.

That's a good question though,she thought as she pulled away from Amy in the corridor her bedroom had been in prior to its deletion. The Doctor always slept in her room whenever invited. Not once had he ever shown her his room. Though for all Alex knew, he slept in the library or in a hammock strung up under the console.I could definitely see him doing that,she thought wryly, gigging at the image of the Doctor reclining in a hammock in the darkened control room, reading some kind of mathematical textbook.

Still snickering to herself, Alex surveyed the corridor. Amy and Rory had already gone off down the hallway, and she could distantly hear them oohing and aahing over the return of their original four-poster bed. Now she just had to find her new room.

She abruptly felt a pushing sensation at her back, the force driving her forwards to a white door on the left-hand side of the hall. The door was in the exact location of her old bedroom door. Oddly enough, this door even looked identical to the previous one, right down to the black scuff mark in the bottom left-hand corner, caused by Alex kicking the door open when the lock mysteriously stuck one day.

Feeling the force gently increase at her back, Alex opened the door. She stepped inside, expecting to see a newly designed room, only to be shocked by what was really there.

It was her old room. Same dark purple walls with intricate black stenciling, same simple gray carpet, same cluttered bookshelves, same everything.

Alex stepped further into the room, taking everything in. The TARDIS had certainly put no expense on detail. Everything looked exactly how she had left it this morning. Her closet light was still on, a pair of jeans was still lying on one of the black leather club chairs from where she’d been trying to figure out what to wear hours earlier, and her bed still had a purple blanket lying on it from where she'd gotten chilly the night before and had asked the time machine for something to warm her up.

Alex smiled and gently patted the wall. "Thanks, Gorgeous," she murmured, grinning when she felt the wall vibrate underneath her fingertips. "Though you certainly didn't have to go to such trouble getting everything exactly right."

"She didn't," the Doctor's voice spoke from behind her.

Alex jumped and whirled around. So caught up in looking over her room and thanking the TARDIS, she hadn't even detected him walking up. "Thanks for scaring me!" she teased, seeing him smirk at the fact he'd managed to surprise her. Alex leaned against the wall and mirrored his own stance of him leaning against the doorframe with his arms crossed. "And what do you mean 'she didn't'?"

The Doctor glanced at the ceiling. "Apparently," he began as he absently ran a hand over the doorframe, "the TARDIS, before being pulled out and put into Idris, managed to hide your room from the schematics, same as the old control room. She protected your room from being deleted by House."

Alex blinked. She knew that the TARDIS had always liked her, proven even more after this little adventure, but she hadn't thought the time machine would go to such lengths to protect her belongings. "Oh," she said in surprise. "Did she save any of the other rooms?"

"Not Amy and Rory's bedroom – anddon'ttell them about this or I'll have to deal with Pond yelling at me – but the control rooms she archived and a few others as well."

Alex wondered if the other rooms possibly included his room as well. But before she could try and tactfully ask – even though there didn't really seem to be a tactful way to ask that – the Doctor pushed off the doorframe and moved towards her. He gently maneuvered her back against the wall and put his hands her shoulders, effectively trapping her. Not that she minded.

Alex's heart started pounding faster than a salsa beat, a feeling that used to both thrill and worry her a year ago, but now just gave her incredible pleasure. Now that she was properly with the Doctor, she couldn't understand how she could have been so nervous about these sensations. They were so incredible and thrilling and like nothing she had ever experienced with anyone else before.

She smirked up at him, taking in his appearance. Much to her delight, he had ditched his tweed jacket a while back, now clad in only his shirt, the sleeves partially rolled up, his black trousers, boots, red suspenders, and matching bowtie. He always looked so casual and sexy when he wasn't completely done up in his regular outfit, at least in Alex's opinion. She couldn't help but wonder if he felt that same way about her in one of her various outfits.I'll have to check on that sometime.

For now though, she ran a hand up his arm, feeling his skin, even through a layer of cotton, crackle and pop with energy at her touch. "Have I ever told you that you look really hot in just your shirtsleeves?" she murmured.

The Doctor smirked down at her, his eyes growing dark in his want for her. "No," he replied in an identical low voice. "But I'm certainly glad you did. I should go like this more often."

Alex giggled. "No, you might not want to do that. Then I'd be jumping on you all the time."

"Still failing to see the bad side of it, Ally."

Alex giggled a little more, her eyes turning from chocolate brown to light green. "How about you save it for the TARDIS then? Less risk of us getting arrested for public indecency."

"Deal." Then, unable to resist her any longer, he bent down and placed his lips upon hers. Somewhat impatiently, he pried them open with his tongue. Alex groaned and eagerly opened her mouth all the way, her eyes fluttering shut in bliss as he dove inside. The Doctor's hands traveled down to her waist, his fingers digging into her hips as he pulled her closer to him, almost to where their bodies completely melded together.

For a few minutes they continued kissing like this, pausing only for a few seconds here and there to allow Alex a chance to catch her breath. Eventually though, the Doctor pulled away, albeit not very far. His forehead rested against Alex’s, and he subtly inhaled the scents of her Chanel No. 5 perfume and sweet pea and violet body wash. He had to make sure to properly remember these scents for when she was gone. He never spoke about it, the elephant in the room that was their relationship, but it was there, and they both knew it. But they ignored it, determined to avoid that obstacle for as long as possible.

But it won't be long enough,a negative voice in the back of his mind spoke. He immediately crushed it. No. He’d promised himself he wouldn't dwell on those thoughts. Not when he finally had her and his every sense had to be focused on not losing her anytime soon.

Pushing these thoughts to the very back part of his mind, the Doctor raised his head so he could look down at Alex. He had come here with a purpose, not just to get a quick snog (though he'd be lying if he said that hadn't been part of it). "How are you feeling?" he asked.

Alex sighed and slumped back against the wall, allowing the back of her head to hit it. She’d known this was coming. "Fine, for now," she replied. Her eyes turned a dull shade of copper as they flicked down to the floor. She couldn't help but feel slightly self-conscious about her strange affliction. People like her didn't get weird body pains.Then again,she reminded herself,people like me don't normally travel in time machines and fall in love with aliens either.

"Think you're up for a trip?" the Doctor wondered. He placed a finger under her chin and tilted her head up so she could look him in the eye. "A nice, calm, relaxing one, mind you, nothing dangerous."

Alex arched a skeptical eyebrow, but they both knew she wouldn't say no. "No more scans?" she checked, a little surprised that he wasn't whisking her off to the med-bay.

The Doctor shook his head. "I've already contacted a friend of mine about letting me use some equipment to scan you and Amy. I'm just waiting for him to get back to me." He scowled. "And he saysI'mawful about not answering my phone."

Alex giggled. "Well, what do you have in mind?"

He grinned and grabbed her hand. "Come and see."

He led her all the way back to the control room. Instead of stopping to pilot the controls though, the Doctor led her off the platform and over to the doors. Wordlessly, he pushed one open and nodded for her to go ahead.

Alex stepped outside and immediately began looking around in wonder. They appeared to be on Earth, in a nice, quiet part of the English countryside. Green hills stretched out as far as she could see with bare trees planted all along them. Rocks cluttered the hills as well, but instead of being detrimental to the landscape, they actually served to make it look more picturesque. The sky was a calm blue-gray, not a cloud to be seen. It reminded Alex of Earth after a thunderstorm, when everything was calm and relaxed again after such violent weather-patterns.

"What do you think, Ally?" the Doctor asked from behind her.

"It's beautiful," Alex murmured. She stepped a little further out. "It reminds me of Earth after a thunderstorm. . . It's just so calm and tranquil."

"It's the high bombardment of positive ions." The Doctor put his hands in his pockets and stared out at the terrain. "The Eye of Orion is well-known for them. It's the most tranquil place in the universe."

Alex turned to look at him in surprise. "We're not on Earth?"

"Millions of light-years away actually and in the 27th century, too. I would have made it 21st, but my past incarnations came here quite a bit during that time, and I don't want to risk running into them."

"Afraid I'll start flirting with one?" Alex teased.

"No . . . not until now." The Doctor gave her a purposefully serious expression as she giggled impishly. "Meet another one of me and suddenly trouble will arise, the last thing you need . . . plus they could decide they want you all for themselves and create a massive paradox."

"Well, it looks like we're the only ones here, so we don't have to worry about that happening." She smirked. "Not that it would," she added as she got on tiptoe to press a kiss to his cheek.

The Doctor smiled down at her, relishing her words. He knew his past selves would be just as enchanted with Alex as he was right now. She probably thought he was joking about a past self trying to steal her away from him, but he wasn't. He could seriously see something like that happening. Alex was different from all his companions and brought out feelings in him he hadn't been capable of in a long time. He was sure none of his past selves would stand a chance at trying to resist her.

"So why did you bring me here?"

"Isn't it obvious? To relax. It'll do you good. Just the two of us right here, no trouble, relaxing. Relaxing is cool."

Alex laughed at this statement, but she couldn't help agreeing with it. Her life with the Doctor was far from relaxing, and she knew that constantly running around and getting into trouble wouldn't help her get better any time soon. "Just us? No Ponds? Like a . . . date?"

"If you'd like," the Doctor nodded, trying to keep up a calm composure. Inwardly, he was jumping up and down at the thought of another proper date with Alex. He stepped back over to the TARDIS. "I'm just going to fetch a few things. Wait right there."

He returned about a minute later. His jacket was still off but he was now carrying a large picnic basket with a patchwork quilt tucked under one arm. He passed this last item to Alex. "Go find a spot, Ally," he directed, waving his free arm out in the direction of the landscape.

Alex walked a little ways away before settling on a small clearing. A few trees were clustered around the edge of the area, making the clearing almost circular. The ground was perfectly smooth, all the rocks a small distance away.

The Doctor settled in beside her. "I'm not sure what the TARDIS has packed for us," he admitted as he handed her the picnic basket. "But I'm sure something you'll like is in there."

Finding something Alex liked wasn't a problem. The problem would be trying to find something shedidn'tlike. The bigger-on-the-inside basket contained many of Alex's favorite foods, including a piping hot plate of fried chicken, a bag of Dorito's, even an ice-cold carton of Milk and Cookies ice-cream. And the TARDIS hadn't neglected her Thief either; there was a package of fish sticks along with a container of custard.

"I certainly feel spoiled," Alex commented as she surveyed all the food she'd unpacked. And she was pretty sure this wasn't even all of it.

The Doctor laughed. "After today, are you really surprised?"

Alex shrugged. "Good point."

It took the two only about twenty minutes to go through a good quarter of the food. An exciting adventure plus running, Alex had discovered, made you ravenous. After they had sufficiently stuffed themselves, the two laid back on the blanket on their sides, facing each-other.

"This has been so nice," Alex gushed. She shifted closer to the Doctor, allowing him to wrap an arm around her waist. "This is just what I needed."

"No problem at all, Ally," the Doctor smiled. He reached up and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, this action allowing him to better see her now dark green eyes. "You should know by now I'd do anything for you, whether it's what you want or what you need."

"Except a cat?" Alex joked.

"Except that," he nodded sagely, but there was a twinkle in his eye.

Alex giggled and shifted even closer. She was about a horse-hair's distance away from him now. "So, whatever I want or whatever I need, right?"

The Doctor had a hunch on where she was going with this. "Right," he said slowly.

"And . . . would that extend to something I want, but alsoneed?"

The Doctor's eyes began to darken. Now he knewexactlywhere she was going with this. "Yes."

Alex bit down on her lip, causing the Doctor's eyes to darken some more and his fingers to start digging into her hip possessively. "Then . . . will you kiss me?"

He was already moving forward to close the small distance between them. "Oh,yes."

The Doctor's tongue forcibly pried her mouth open. Alex made a purring sound in response as he dove into her, alternatively sucking her bottom lip and sweeping his tongue around her mouth. Her hands ran up his arms and to his neck, up to where his hair ended. She gripped strands of it, the unexpected sensation making the Doctor groan. His hand tightened on her hip, and he slung one of her legs over his.

Alex moaned, her eyes closing of their own accord. She tilted her head back as the Doctor's lips left hers and traveled down her neck. She let out a little moan as he sucked and nibbled his way down to her collarbone. His hands reached up to cradle her face while he nosed aside the charm on her sonic necklace in order to get to the hollow of her throat. Once there, he ran his tongue over and in the small space, sucking a few times for good measure.

Alex let out breathy gasps and moans as he went along. God, how could she have gone so long without this? This was amazing. Who knew that the Doctor was so skilled with his mouth? A small shudder went through her as she considered theother, moreintimateways the Doctor could use his mouth. . .

Just as she was getting lost in her fantasy, Alex felt a small pinprick of pain in the center of her chest. Her brow furrowed as she felt the pain disappear, only to come back once again a bit lower, now at the start of her torso.

She gasped, but not from what the Doctor was currently doing to the side of her neck.No!she thought, anxiety and worry automatically spreading through her entire body like the adrenaline rush she got when near the Doctor.Please, not here! Not now!

But it seemed no deity was listening for right at that moment, the pain in her torso intensified. Alex bit back a scream upon feeling the stabbing, slicing sensation. Her fingers clutched pieces of the blanket as the strain in her body steadily heightened.

Involuntarily, she let out a little whimper. The Doctor hummed, thinking it was her reacting to the sucking he was doing to the side of her neck, but then he felt her shake and heard her whimper some more. He lifted his head to see that her eyes were tightly shut, and she was biting down on her bottom lip so hard, blood was starting to appear.

"Ally?" He rose and ran his fingers through her hair. "Ally, what is it?"

"Pain," Alex choked out. She released her lip and opened her eyes to reveal water-rimmed honey-colored pupils.

The Doctor swore in Gallifreyan, but immediately sprang into action. He yanked his sonic out and ran it over Alex with one hand while the other busied itself smoothing out her hair in comfort. A moment later, the sonic beeped. Even though he knew by now what to expect, he still swore when he saw the results. Negative.

The Doctor hurled the sonic to the other side of the blanket and enveloped Alex into his arms. Alex buried her head into his chest and let out a muffled sob as the mysterious pain continued to wrack her body, making her shake and shudder. The Doctor rubbed her back. It was a poor way of comforting her, but for now it was all he could do.

Operative words being 'for now'. He was going to fix that. He narrowed his eyes at no one as Alex continued to cry. Right then and there, he made a solemn vow to himself.I'm going to get to the bottom of this right now,he thought.Even if it's the last thing I ever do.

Notes:

Translation guide for the companions Idris' internal monologue referenced and the reasons why I chose those nicknames:

The Original Flower - Susan Foreman (in some spinoff material, her Gallifreyan name is said to be Arkytior, which in Gallifreyan, means Rose).

The Piper - Jamie McCrimmon (because he was a piper in his clan).

The Astrophysicist - Zoe Heriot (she was an astrophysicist).

The Arrogant One - Adric (he could be rather arrogant at times, since he had a brilliant mathematical mind).

Chapter 26: The Cardiff Reinforcements

Notes:

A/N: Alex's outfit for this chapter can be found on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

"Cardiff?" Amy gave the Doctor an expression that bordered on disgust and disbelief. "Your solution to figuring out Alex's pain attacks is inCardiff?"

"Scoff all you want," the Doctor dismissed as he plugged in the coordinates, "but Torchwood has the most advanced medical equipment than any other place in the 21st century." He threw down a lever and stared at the central column. His eyes darkened. "And we don't have any more options."

Amy and Rory exchanged a glance, both keeping their mouths shut. They could tell that the Doctor was just one step away from snapping as he tried to figure out the source of Alex's mysterious pain attacks, and neither of them wanted to witness that.

They almost had just under twelve hours ago, after the Doctor brought Alex in from their ruined date on the Eye of Orion. While Alex had gone off to bed to recover from her latest attack, the Doctor had stalked and stormed in the control room. How long he had done that for they had no idea, since their minds were mostly on Alex. Fortunately, after a long night, they had come in just a few moments ago to see the Doctor hanging up the console phone before announcing that he had a possible solution to figuring out what was wrong with Alex.

"So. . ." Rory said slowly, gauging the Doctor's mood. He wanted a little information on these Torchwood people, but he didn't want to make the Doctor testier than he already was by asking probing questions. "These Torchwood people friends of yours?"

The Doctor looked up at him, the darkness in his eyes diminishing a bit. "One of them is," he replied. "And thank you for bringing that up, Rory. I do need to warn you two about Jack."

Amy tensed. "What's wrong with him?"

The Doctor couldn't help but laugh at her defensive, worried posture. "Nothing bad, Pond, don't worry. But Jack's a bit . . . experienced."

Amy and Rory raised their eyebrows. "Experienced?" Rory echoed.

The Doctor co*cked his head, trying his best to figure out how to explain Jack. "Jack's originally from the 51st century," he began. "By that point, you human lot have spread out across the stars and . . . dancedquite a bit."

Amy thought for a moment on what 'dancing' could mean. Then she got it. Her eyes widened. "Oh! You mean—"

"Yes."

A glimmer of recognition slowly lit up in Rory's eyes. "Hold on! Do you mean 'dancing' as in. . ."

"Sex, Rory," a new voice said. The three turned to see Alex leaning against the railing at the top of one of the staircases. She looked somewhat refreshed from almost twelve hours of sleep, but they could still see dark circles under her eyes beneath the makeup she had piled on top of them. She’d changed into a rather casual outfit consisting of a black tank-top, a long-sleeved dark blue knit-sweater, dark skinny jeans, combat boots, silver hoop earrings, and a black leather jacket. The TARDIS charm of her necklace was just visible beneath the knit-sweater.

As the Doctor rushed up the steps to her and helped her down to the platform, Rory pondered Alex's words. "So, this Jack bloke has . . . danced . . . a lot?"

"Him and many others in that time period," the Doctor confirmed. He smirked at Rory's stunned face. "So many species, so little time."

Rory made a little noise in his throat that sounded pretty close to a gag. Amy giggled a little, though she had to admit that she was also rather shocked about the information the Doctor had given them. As the Doctor led Alex to one side of the console, Amy leaned against the other side and eyed him through the rotor. "So, this Jack bloke? Is he like an ex of yours?"

The Doctor flicked a few switches and snorted. "No, but I'm sure he wishes."

"I rather liked him," Alex commented. She didn't notice the frown the Doctor gave at that statement.

"You've met him?" Amy exclaimed. "When?"

"Remember how I told you about those Shansheeth faking the Doctor's death?" When Amy nodded, Alex continued. "I used my sonic necklace to call Jack at Torchwood to see if UNIT had told him about the Doctor's 'death'. He hadn't known and he was going to join me at the funeral, but his team had to deal with a bunch of aliens. The Doctor and I talked to him again after we stopped the Shansheeth."

"Well, then he can't be too bad," Amy shrugged.

"He's not," the Doctor said. He rushed around the console, flinging levers and adjusting dials as the TARDIS, for once, flew steadily through the vortex. "But remember that when he tries to flirt with you two."

"Wait, what—" Rory started, but he was cut off as the TARDIS landed with a sound thump.

A second later, there was a loud knocking on the time machine's door. "Hey, Doctor!" a male American voice called out. "Let me in!"

The Doctor glanced up at the rotor, which was humming rather irately. "It's okay, old girl, let him in," he urged.

Alex raised an eyebrow as the TARDIS let out a rather annoyed hum, clearly reluctant to do as the Doctor requested. "Does she not like Jack or something?" she asked as she began to rub the console soothingly.

"It's because he's a fixed point," the Doctor explained. Outside, Jack continued to bang at the doors. "The TARDIS is sensitive to things like that."

Alex's brow furrowed. "But I'm a fixed point. Shouldn't she hate me, too?"

"You're different," the Doctor assured her. "You're the kind of fixed point the TARDIS is drawn to." He gave her a saucy little smirk. "And so am I."

Alex felt her cheeks starting to turn red. "Behave, Doc," she chided, trying to keep up her composure. She didn't want to give the Doctor the satisfaction that his comment had affected her so much.

No such luck. Instead, the Doctor chuckled and wrapped an arm around her waist. "Don't I always, Ally?" he murmured in her ear, right before biting her earlobe.

A tremor ran through Alex, and she felt her heartbeat increase slightly. "This is not you behaving," she remarked, her voice coming out much steadier than she thought it would.

"Me not behaving would involve me throwing you down to the floor and snogging you till you couldn't remember your name," the Doctor growled. His eyes darkened and he smirked when Alex let out a breathy little gasp at his declaration.

"Wow!" a voice broke out. "You can practically taste the hormones coming off you two!"

The Doctor pulled back from Alex, his eyes closing as he cursed under his breath. Alex's cheeks reddened even further, and she slowly turned to look at the owner of the familiar voice.

Standing on the other side of the console, grinning like a lunatic at what he’d walked into, was Captain Jack Harkness. He looked just as he had the last time Alex saw him. Perfectly styled brown-black hair, blue eyes, and the kind of rugged good looks that would make anyone, man or woman, swoon. He was dressed sharply in a light-blue collared shirt, black trousers and a long, gray, WWII-style coat.

Alex had to admit, a few years ago, before she met the Doctor, she would have been on Jack like a deer-tick. Now though? Nothing. She only had eyes for the bowtie-wearing man currently glowering at the new arrival.

"Look who I had to let in," Amy said dryly, giving the couple a look that matched her tone. She leaned against the railing and crossed her arms. "Since the two of you were too busy flirting to notice that the TARDIS didn't unlock the doors for him."

"Nah, it's alright," Jack dismissed. He gave the Doctor a wink before whirling around to grin at Amy. "Besides, I'd rather be let in by a gorgeous Scot any day of the week."

Amy's face turned as red as her hair, and she giggled. Damn, Jack was good.

Rory's face noticeably tightened at his wife's giggling. He immediately crossed over to her and wrapped an arm possessively around her waist, just like he had seen the Doctor do countless times to Alex. "Hi," he greeted, his smile fixed and his voice hard. "I'm Rory Williams, herhusband."

Unfortunately, Rory's attempt to get the suave immortal to back off Amy didn't work. Jack simply continued smiling. "Really, you're her husband? Well, no wonder! You're gorgeous!" He grasped Rory's hand and shook it, either ignoring or just not noticing the flabbergasted expression on the man's face. "Captain Jack Harkness, nice to meet you."

Rory shook his hand, but he turned his astonished expression to the Doctor and Alex as if seeking clarification for what just happened. The Doctor smiled innocently. "I did warn you," he reminded his companion.

Jack twirled on his heel to face the Time Lord. "Doctor!" he exclaimed. He walked over and enveloped the man in a hug. Alex couldn't help snickering at the Doctor's suddenly stiff frame. "Good to see you in the flesh!"

"Jack," the Doctor grunted. He awkwardly patted the immortal on the back before managing to extract himself from Jack's grip. "Good to see you, too."

"You're late, by the way."

The Doctor raised an eyebrow. "Am I?"

Jack rolled his eyes. This was the Doctor alright. "You were supposed to be here at noon. It's three o'clock now."

The Doctor turned to examine the console controls. "Ah, well, you know how temperamental the TARDIS is," he said with a wave of his hand, dismissing the subject. Seconds after he said that, the console hummed in what was clearly an insulted manner.

Alex patted the console. "Actually, she and I both think it's something to do with the pilot."

"Oi!" the Doctor frowned, giving her a hurt look.

Jack just laughed. "Truthfully, I'd be surprised and a bit worried if he was right on time," he confided. He ran his eyes up and down Alex, partly to check her out, and partly because he was mega-curious about her and her connection to the Doctor. Anyone whose name made the Daleks rattle like they had during the Reality Bomb fiasco had to be someone very powerful, someone who was very much feared.

But as he stared at the brown-blonde haired, hazel eyed, 5'4 girl in front of him, he couldn't figure out how she could be that someone in the future.Maybe it's because she's a fixed point,Jack thought. He would have to remember to ask the Doctor later. He knew that the Time Lord had to be extra determined to figure out Alex's fixed-point status when her life was currently on the line.

But for now, he smiled at the pretty brunette. If he wasn't with Ianto, and if Alex wasn't clearly with the Doctor, Jack knew he'd definitely be trying to add her as a notch to his bedpost. But that didn't mean he couldn't do a little mild flirting, if only to get the Doctor riled up. "Alex Locke," he greeted, his accent enunciating the consonants in her last name. "You get prettier every time I see you."

Right on cue, the Doctor glared sharply at him. "Harkness," he warned before Alex could get a word out. He remembered when he told Alex about Torchwood and she had asked him if they could visit sometime. He’d pictured the flirting Jack would do with her and visualized punching the handsome former Time Agent in the nose. At the time, he'd thought that the image was an exaggeration of what would really happen, but now it appeared that his imagination hadn't been totally off target.

"I'm just saying hello!" Jack protested.

"With you, that's enough." As he said this, the Doctor moved closer to Alex. He wrapped an arm around her waist and clutched her to his side. He allowed himself a little smile when he felt Alex automatically sink into him. He knew that if he looked down, he would see her smiling upwards reassuringly, letting him know without words that she only wanted him.

Jack eyed the Doctor's very possessive move, knowing that it was his way of saying 'the brunette's off-limits'. Jack had to admit that it was very strange seeing the Doctor this possessive of somebody. His ninth self had been like that with Rose, but nowhere near the intensity Eleven seemed to have with Alex. The Ninth Doctor would have probably burst into flames if he wrapped an arm around Rose's waist. What's different about this girl?

"It's nice to meet you properly," Alex said, pulling Jack out of his ponderings. "The Doctor's told me a lot about you."

"Really?" Jack wondered if he sounded as surprised as he felt. The Doctor wasn't one to really reminisce about past companions. Martha hadn't known about him when he met her. But it was becoming very clear very quickly to Jack that Alex was not your typical companion. She made people different, in a good way, the Doctor being the most noticeable.

"Yep. Along with stories you've told him, too."

Jack couldn't help but grin. "And he made them all sound bad, didn't he?"

"Don't blame me," the Doctor jumped in. "I didn't have the bright idea to flirt with and shag the ambassador of Levian's wife."

"In my defense, I didn't know she was married."

"You should've been able to tell by the cuff on her wrist. Levian's wear marital cuffs that can only be taken off by their spouses."

Wonder if Levian is a sister planet or something to Vivuldi,Alex absently thought, recalling the marriage jewelry she'd seen on the latter planet.

"No one goes to Levian!" Jack protested. His tone made it sound as though this was something he'd said many times. "It was voted the third most boring planet in the Yasmin Cluster."

"And then," the Doctor went on, ignoring him, "you somehow managed to find a wild Borbos beast . . . and lose your clothes in the process."

Jack smiled at that memory. "Ah, good times," he sighed.

Amy and Rory, who up until this point had been watching and listening attentively to the conversation, stared at Jack in amazement. "Wait, what was that?" Amy cut in.

"You met a Borbos beast?" Rory exclaimed. They had met one of the bear/rhino hybrid-looking creatures during an unfortunate safari expedition in the 33rd century. Rory was still amazed that they'd managed to make it back to the TARDIS before they were all torn limb from limb by the fierce creature.

"Yeah, nasty things," Jack confirmed. "Nearly took a bite out of my leg. . ."

For a few minutes, Alex was engrossed in Jack's tale about his encounter with the Borbos beast, and more than a little amused with the Doctor's sarcastic comments at irregular intervals. But her attention was soon pulled away as she became aware of a poking sensation on the left side of her chest. It was faint at first but quickly became more prominent and sharper. And then came the feeling of someone stabbing something sharp through her flesh.

"AH!" Alex screamed. She stumbled back, a hand clutched to her chest as the pain became even more unbearable. She would have fallen over if the Doctor's arm hadn't been wrapped around her. Alex squeezed her eyes shut and hunched over, wrapping her arms around her chest as though it could somehow counteract the unknown malady.

"Damn it!" she heard the Doctor shout in frustration. "It's happening again!"

"Get her inside Torchwood," Jack ordered, his flirty manner suddenly replaced by a very authoritative one. "Now!"

Before Alex knew it, the Doctor had scooped her up in his arms and was dashing across the control room, Jack and the Ponds following close behind. The TARDIS doors opened by themselves, and Alex caught a murmured 'Thanks, dear' from the Doctor as he ran out.

Luckily for Alex, the Doctor had managed to park inside Torchwood Three, thus saving time in getting her to the nearest medical bay. He rushed past the Hub and down a gray-brick hallway.

"Second right!" Jack called from behind them.

The Doctor didn't break his stride. If anything, his running seemed to speed up a notch. He looked down at Alex. Her eyes were still squeezed shut and he could see a few teardrops running down her cheeks. Her hands were clenched around the lapels of his jacket, and she was whimpering in pain. The Doctor mentally cursed whatever was causing her such suffering and forced his legs to move faster, harder, towards where they could get some answers.

So caught up in doing this, he didn't even notice Gwen Cooper coming out of a nearby conference room. She looked up in confusion from the pile of papers she was reading as the Doctor ran past. "What's—"

"Not now, Gwen!" Jack shouted over his shoulder as he and the Ponds passed. Gwen, not one to be deterred so easily, merely dropped her papers in a messy pile on the floor and hurried after them.

All too soon, but not soon enough for the Doctor's liking, they arrived in one of Torchwood's many medical bays. The room was a small, compact one with white brick walls and a tan tiled floor. In the center was a hospital bed with nothing but a thin white sheet and a pillow on it. Straps dangled off the sides for the more unruly patients while several monitoring screens had been set up on the wall above it. Carts cluttered with various medical instruments sat along the perimeter of the room, along with a few white medicine cupboards. As the Doctor and Co. ran into the room, they saw that another member of Torchwood was already in there: Owen Harper, Torchwood's medical officer.

Owen turned on his heel when he heard the several sets of feet run in. His eyes widened a bit when he saw the shaking Alex, but his doctor training quickly took over. "Put her on the bed," he ordered the Doctor, who was already in the process of doing that.

As the Doctor placed the whimpering, writhing Alex on the bed, Jack, the Ponds, and Gwen all skidded in. "No, no, too many people," Owen objected. He moved forwards and started pushing the Ponds and Gwen out the door. "Out, out, out! Into the hall."

"But she's our friend!" Amy argued. She moved to shove him out of the way, but Owen easily side-stepped her, causing her to slam into Jack.

"Sorry, Scotty, but he's right," Jack told her. "Too many people in here will make it too hard and distracting to figure out what's wrong with her."

Amy went still, considering his words.

"We'll let you know when we know something," Jack assured her. He glanced at the Doctor for agreement, but he was too busy watching Alex to notice much of anything else.

"Come on, Amy," Rory said quietly. He grasped Amy's arm and pulled her to the door. "Do as he says." Amy silently nodded and without another word, allowed herself to be led out into the hall.

Jack watched them go for a moment before turning to Gwen. "Hey, Gwen, could you get them some coffee or tea or something?"

"Sure, but where's Ianto?"

"Out with Tosh checking on the Weevil monitors she set up. Let me know the second they get back, okay?" Gwen nodded and stepped out, shutting the door behind her.

With that having been taken care of, Owen and Jack dashed over to the hospital bed. Alex was now kicking and thrashing erratically, despite the Doctor's attempts to hold her still. Tears were running down her cheeks and her cries of pain seemed amplified in the small room. Jack and Owen scrambled to hold down some of Alex's limbs, but nothing they did stopped her from thrashing for very long.

"This is no good," Owen grimaced as Alex's hand involuntarily swiped his arm away from her. "We'll have to sedate her."

Anyone could see that the Doctor was not thrilled with the idea, but he nodded his consent nevertheless. "Do what you need to," he said quietly. Jack was sure that it wasn't his imagination that the Doctor sounded tired and weary.

Owen dashed across the room to one of the carts. He frantically picked up vials and bottles for several seconds, the glasses clinking against each-other as he set stuff back down, but finally, he found what he was looking for. He grabbed a syringe already lying on top of the cart and filled it with a clear liquid. "Move!" he shouted as he ran back to Alex. The Doctor and Jack moved back a few steps as Owen grabbed Alex's right arm. He pulled her wrist towards him, exposing a long blue vein. Holding Alex's wrist tight in his hand, he injected the needle into her skin.

"Fast-acting sedative," he smiled at the Doctor. "If it moves, it doesn't."

"How fast-acting?" the Doctor inquired.

"Less than a minute."

The Doctor looked down at Alex's currently neon-green eyes. At some point when he hadn't noticed, she’d opened them. He studied them. Instead of getting foggy or drooping, they were crystal-clear. "Doesn't look so fast-acting to me," he remarked, a note of warning in his voice.

Owen frowned at Alex. "She should be halfway unconscious by now!"

Jack eyed Alex critically. "Alex, do you feel tired?"

Alex shook her head. "No, I don't— AHH!" She suddenly arched forward as a shocking, slicing sensation began in her abdomen. She let out a sob and clutched the Doctor's arm. "Oh, God, make it stop!" she begged, her eyes clenching shut and the back of her neck becoming damp with sweat.

The Doctor gave Owen a hard look. "HELP HER!" he shouted, his voice thundering in the small room.

Any lesser man might have pissed his pants. Fortunately, Owen was used to working under high-pressure stakes. He ran across the room to another cart and grabbed a different bottle of liquid and syringe. He hastily poured a mucus-green colored liquid into the syringe before rushing back over to Alex and jamming the needle into her wrist. They waited a few moments. When Alex's back arched and she let out another squawk of pain, Owen zipped over to a medicine cabinet and started rummaging through boxes of spare medical supplies.

Meanwhile, Alex continued to flail about. The pain was horrible. Now, instead of just a horrible slicing, stabbing sensation, she felt like someone was actually foraging her organs. Invisible fingers fluttered over something on the right side of her chest, another pair at her lungs. As if that weren’t enough, her head started aching, as though to protest what was happening to her body.

Her neon-green eyes traveled over to the Doctor. "Doc," she sobbed, tears going down her cheeks and neck and landing in her hair. It made her cringe. She hated that there was so much water touching her skin right now, but when compared to the cutting, slicing, touching feelings currently going on beneath her skin, it wasn't a huge concern.

The Doctor knelt down and brushed some teardrops away from her blotched, red skin. "Shh, it'll be okay," he soothed, trying his best to make her believe that as well as himself. He ran a hand through her hair and relaxed marginally when Alex leaned into his touch.

Seeing that Alex had mollified somewhat, he raised his head. "What the bloody hell is taking so long?!" he snapped. He glowered darkly at Owen and Jack. If looks could kill, Owen would be permanently dead, and Jack would have died at least five times by now. "How damn hard is it to find a blasted sedative?!"

"It's damn hard when the patient can't be knocked out!" Owen yelled back.

"Calm down, both of you!" Jack shouted.

At that moment, someone knocked on the door. "WHAT?!" all three men shouted. Alex, for her part, mewled a little.

The door opened and Gwen cautiously poked her head in. Even though the walls at Torchwood were pretty thick, it was next to impossible to keep from hearing the men's shouts down the hall. "Ianto and Tosh are here," she said quietly, as though her voice could set off another outburst.

Jack sighed in relief. "Show them in."

A second later, Ianto and Tosh were being shoved through the door. "What's going on?" Tosh asked. She quickly surveyed the room. Owen had his head partially stuck in a medicine cupboard, Jack was standing by the foot of the bed, his knuckles gripping the frame so hard they were turning white, and the Doctor was standing at the head, one of his hands robotically running through Alex's tresses.

Owen didn't even bother to remove his gaze from the depths of the cabinet when he answered. "We're trying to sedate her, but nothing we've tried works!"

Ianto looked at Alex. His heartstrings tugged painfully as he watched her writhe around in torment, tears running down her face as fast as the Doctor could wipe them away. "But why? She can't justnotbe sedated, can she?"

"I don't know," Owen growled through gritted teeth. "I'll be happy to answer that when she's finallyknocked out!"

"Okay, okay," Tosh jumped in. She held up her hands in a calming gesture. "What did you use on her?"

"The fast-acting sedative and the Daxon 12 stuff."

"Here." Tosh went over to a cart and grabbed a pouch full of purple pills. She crushed them with a nearby water-glass. "The Rixium pills we confiscated from that place in Ealing!"

Owen jumped to his feet and grabbed the powder and water-glass from her. After filling the glass with water from a nearby sink, he poured the powder into it. He swirled the purple water around a little, then dashed to the bed. "Here," he said, handing the glass off to the Doctor. "Get her to drink that."

The Doctor waited for Alex to make a little retort, something like 'Sheis right here', but nothing came. Alex really was in agony if she couldn't make her familiar quips and sarcastic remarks. He leaned over her and put the water-glass to her lips. Alex obediently drank it, though her nose wrinkled in disgust as she did so. The second the Doctor placed the glass down, Alex allowed a full grimace to cross her features. "That'sdisgusting." She shot a mild glare at Owen and Tosh. "That tasted and smelled like dirty, sweaty socks!"

"But you feel drowsy now, right?" Owen asked hopefully.

Alex was silent for a moment as she analyzed her body's responses to whatever they had just given her. "Not just—" she started, but she was cut off at the sensation of something gripping one of her lungs. It was horribly uncomfortable, even more so when she felt it beingtugged. Involuntarily, a loud yell passed her lips.

Everyone stared at her in alarm. "Nothing's working!" Jack shouted over Alex's yells.

"Do something!" the Doctor barked. His hearts constricted in terror at the sound of his Ally's helpless screaming. They had to dosomethingto stop this, stop her suffering. Otherwise . . . he wouldn't know what to do, and that was something he did not want to think when it came to Alex.

Owen looked around in frustration, wracking his brain for any other sedatives Torchwood had. Tosh hurried to one of the monitoring screens and switched it on, typing in various commands on the holographic keyboard the second it came up.

Jack continued to stand at the foot of the bed. He felt so helpless, watching the Doctor, one of his oldest and closest friends, look on in anguish at the girl who had clearly captured both of his hearts. He had brought her here, hoping that Jack and the rest of the Torchwood team could figure out what was wrong with her, but they couldn't even sedate her.

There wasn't anything they could do.

"f*ck," Owen groaned. "There's nothing else in here." He ran his hands through his short brown hair and let out a few more swear words before finally collapsing against the wall, his forehead bouncing hard off the bricks.

"Not necessarily," Ianto's voice rang out. Everyone (other than Alex, who was crying and kicking around in agony) looked up at him. All of them so busy with their respective tasks, none of them had noticed him slipping out of the room and returning with a frying pan. He marched over to the side of the bed the Doctor wasn't standing beside; all the better so that the Time Lord couldn't stop him.

"Ianto," Jack said slowly, "what are you doing?"

"Helping," was all the reply they got. He continued striding over to the other side of the bed, looking like a man on a mission. He raised the pan as he got closer to Alex. "Sorry, Alex, this'll hurt me more than it hurts you." And before anyone could stop him, Ianto swung the pan at Alex's head. With a sharp BOING, the frying pan slammed against her skull. Alex's head abruptly fell back against the pillow and her limbs quickly followed. Ianto had knocked her unconscious.

For a moment, everyone just stared at him. Bristling under the intense scrutiny, Ianto shrugged and said, "She needed to be unconscious, didn't she?"

"Not with a bloody blow to the head," the Doctor muttered as he opened one of Alex's eyes and started scanning it with his sonic.

"Where'd you get a frying pan?" Jack frowned.

"In the kitchen," Ianto answered. "Leftover from that time you decided to try cooking for us instead of ordering a curry."

"She's fine," the Doctor announced before Jack could formulate a reply. He rose and tucked the sonic screwdriver back in his jacket pocket. "Knocked out, just as you said. Luckily, you only gave her a glancing blow to the head."

"How long will she be out?" Tosh asked.

"Probably an hour or two," Owen hypothesized. He moved to the monitoring screens and started switching more of them on. "Which means we have no time to lose. Okay, Tosh and Ianto, we need room, so go out and keep the others company." Knowing better than to argue, Tosh and Ianto went out the door, Ianto still carrying the frying pan.

Owen went to one of the carts and picked up another syringe, along with an anti-septic wipe and a roll of gauze. "I'm going to take a blood sample from her. I'll run it and see if it can tell us anything about why she's having these attacks. Then while it's running, we'll scan her with the monitoring screens to spot anything."

The Doctor merely nodded. He wasn't too concerned with what had to be done just so long as it helped Alex.

It didn't take long for Owen to get a vial of Alex's blood and to go and start the blood test in the medical room across the hall. Upon returning, he began typing a bunch of directions into the monitoring screens. "This is basically like an X-ray, without the actual rays," he told the Doctor. "Very advanced stuff."

Only then did the Doctor realize that this equipment was more advanced than he'd originally thought. "Where did you get this stuff anyway?" he asked.

"I confiscated a lot of stuff from Torchwood One after Canary Wharf," Jack explained. "The government didn't really object. After the battle, they were eager to disband Torchwood as quickly as possible."

"Shouldn't have formed it in the first place," the Doctor muttered, but before he could say anything else on the subject, one of the monitoring screens beeped. He hurriedly looked up, searching out the one that went off. "What is it?"

Owen was staring at one of the screens in confused shock. "I-it's saying that. . ."

"What?" the Doctor demanded.

"Spit it out, Owen!" Jack ordered.

Owen gulped before finally saying, "It's saying that Alex's internal organs are both there and not there."

The Doctor's gaze shot to the very top screen. Sure enough, just like the pregnancy scans he’d been running on Amy, the words YES and NO were flashing over an outline of Alex's body. "What?" he breathed.

Owen nodded. "I know. I can't believe it myself."

"Is the screen broken?" Jack checked. "Or malfunctioning?"

"Tosh upgraded them two weeks ago, but I can get her to check if you'd like."

"Do that."

Once Owen left, the Doctor ran a hand through his hair. "This cannot be possible," he mumbled. He began pacing the room. "This is just what happened to the scans I did on Amy. And every scanning of Alex has yielded negative results."

Jack's brow furrowed. "What do you mean, this is what happened to the scans you did on Amy?"

Before the Doctor could answer, Owen returned, Tosh in tow. "It's that one," he said as they came in, pointing to the screen that was still alternating between YES and NO.

Tosh stared at the screen in surprise for a moment before quickly jumping into action. "Okay, hold on," she requested as she rushed over to the holographic keyboard and started typing commands. Above her, the monitoring screen abruptly switched to a black background with several green computer symbols running down it. Tosh pushed her glasses further up the bridge of her nose and typed a few more commands in. After almost a full minute of this, she reached up and turned the screen off. "I issued a basic update," she explained to Jack.

"Did you see anything wrong in the programming?"

Tosh shook her head. "No, but it may have just needed a reboot. We haven't used the monitoring screens for a while now, after all."

A few moments later, the screen was ready to turn back on again. Tosh stood up on tiptoe and switched it back on. It took a minute for the screen to switch over from black. But when it did, it went right back to the image of Alex's outline, with YES and NO taking turns flashing across it.

Tosh stared at it blankly. "I don't understand," she said in confusion. "There's nothing wrong with the software. Why's it doing that?"

But before anyone could answer – not that they even had an answer – a distant beeping rang out. Owen immediately launched into a jog across the room and to the door. "Blood test," he called in explanation over his shoulder. He returned a moment later, deeply engrossed in a sheet of paper.

"Well?" Jack said as the Doctor rushed over to peer at the blood results.

"It says her blood is resisting testing."

The Doctor shook his head. "Wonderful!" He swiveled around and started pacing again. "Think, think, think!" he snapped to himself, punctuating each word with a hit to his forehead. "Internal organs that may or may not be there, blood that can't be tested, random attacks of pain, stabbing feelings, feeling like someone's fondling your organs. . . There must besomeexplanation!"

Jack looked at Tosh. The Doctor was right. There had to besomeexplanation for Alex's symptoms and weird test readings. "Tosh, I want you to check our database. See if there's been any symptoms like these reported before."

"Got it."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Forty-five minutes later, they still hadn't heard anything from Tosh, who had holed herself up at her computer station in the Hub and was refusing to let anyone in until she found something. The last the Doctor heard, Amy, Rory, Ianto, and Gwen were in the kitchen, although what they were doing in there, he had no idea. To be honest, he didn't really care. His whole focus was on Alex. She was still unconscious, but so long as she was, she wouldn't feel any pain if more came.

He sat on the bed, legs crossed, and an arm wrapped around Alex's head. His fingers were absently playing with strands of her hair. He regarded her peaceful face. He had always thought she was beautiful when she was asleep.Well, she's always beautiful,he thought, tucking some strands of hair behind her ear.

On the other side of the room, Jack sat in a chair he'd dragged in, unabashedly watching the Doctor. He was pretty sure the Time Lord had forgotten he was there or else didn't really care that he was witnessing a private, personal moment. Jack couldn't help but smile softly when the Doctor looked down at Alex with an expression that could only be described as devotion. It was a look Jack had never seen on the Doctor's face before, not even with Rose. And he couldn't help but be glad that Alex was the one to bring out this new expression.

He's gotta be in love with her,Jack thought. He could tell. He had been around a while and had been in love a couple of times, so he could instantly tell when a man was like that. And the Doctor, for all his past declarations of being a 'superior Time Lord', supposedly above that kind of thing, was still a man.

Jack was pulled out of his musing by the door opening a crack. Owen poked his head around the doorframe. "Hey, Tosh found something."

By the time Jack stood up, the Doctor was already halfway across the room. Finally!Somethingthat could tell them what was wrong with Alex! He all but pushed past Owen as he rushed out of the room and headed to the Hub.

Tosh was at her computer station, typing something with one hand while the other lifted a tea-mug to her lips. It was clear that she had been working hard for her glasses were askew, her hair was slightly messy from raking her hands through it, and there were a bunch of notepads on the table in front of her, all of them scribbled on with different colored pens. She barely looked up when the Doctor approached. "I've found it," she told him as Owen and Jack came jogging up. "Took a lot of digging and analyzing, but I finally found it." She paused to sip some of her tea. When she was done, she set about using both hands to type in a command. A moment later, an image of Alex lying in her hospital bed was on one screen, most likely part of security camera footage. Another screen showed a digitalized file labeled FLESH.

"This is from one of the files Jack filled out when he first began working for Torchwood," Tosh explained, nodding to the FLESH screen. "You probably don't remember it, Jack."

"Probably not," he agreed. "That was two centuries ago to me."

"Well, the files you filled out back then weren't put into the computer until shortly before Canary Wharf. After that, the government put them in the hands of UNIT, and they kept these tightly guarded. Password encryptions, trick back-doors, you name it. It took me a while to get in there and copy them to our system, but I did it."

The Doctor struggled not to snap at her to get on with it. "So, what is FLESH?" he questioned.

"Right, sorry. This file describes a material called the Flesh. It's a substance that won't exist until the next century. It's used to create copies of people. It can copy the molecular structure of any being and can perfectly replicate the organism's physical characteristics."

"I remember this," Jack nodded, his brow crinkled in thought. "It's used as a way to safely do dangerous jobs or tasks."

The Doctor stared at the screen, somewhat unable to believe what he was hearing. "A-are you saying that Alex is actually a Flesh duplicate?" he stammered bewilderedly. How could that be possible? She'd been with him for almost a month, technically four months if you considered the time she spent counting the Silence in 1969. He would have noticed if something like that had happened . . . wouldn't he?

Tosh looked at him sadly. She could only imagine the thoughts running through his head. "I'm sorry," she said softly, "but it appears so. Alex's mind is here, her thoughts, feelings, and memories, but not her physical body. It's . . . somewhere else."

"It explains why her test readings are so wonky, too," Owen jumped in before the Doctor could ask the question that was now plaguing his mind. He leaned over Tosh's chair to better examine the screen. "According to the file, the Flesh are really only meant to be a mind-suit, hold a person's consciousness. It mimics the feelings of other organs and bodily functions, but they're notreallythere."

"This is insane," the Doctor muttered, but he knew they were telling the truth. After all, what reason did they have to lie to him? But even this knowledge didn't make it easier for him to accept this rather bizarre explanation.

Suddenly aware that Owen was still talking, he forced himself to tune back in. " . . .and all of that's not even counting the signal Tosh detected."

Jack raised an eyebrow. "Signal?" he echoed.

The Doctor's brow furrowed. "What signal?"

Owen blinked. "Oh, yeah, I almost forgot." He looked at Tosh expectantly. "Show 'em the signal, Tosh."

Tosh began typing again. A second later, the FLESH file was replaced by a black background with a green line moving up and down along it. "Our systems detected a signal being beamed directly in here. It's almost undetectable unless you're looking for it, and even then, it's still really well hidden. Our Rift monitoring systems caught it. Specifically, it's being beamed directly into the med-bay where Alex is now."

The Doctor leaned closer to examine the signal, his forehead nearly touching the screen. "If what you're saying is true," he said quite seriously, "then this signal has been beaming directly into the TARDIS regardless of where we were in time and space."

"So very clever people then," Jack surmised.

"Extremelyclever," the Doctor corrected. He turned away to pace. Who was it that had Alex? The Doctor knew he had many enemies, but even this was a little unorthodox for them. What did they have to gain in kidnapping Alex, other than making him very pissed off? He ran a hand through his hair, his mind coming at a standstill. He just didn't understand it. This was so crazy! It barely made sense!

He continued pacing for several minutes, mulling over the facts he had, until he heard Tosh distantly say, "Wait. I'm gettingtwosignals coming in here."

He whirled around, nearly falling over in the process, and sped back over to the computers. "What? Where? Another signal?" he questioned rapid-fire style.

"Yeah," Tosh nodded. She pulled up the image showing the green signal line, only this time, there were two of them. The Doctor leaned closer to the screen. "They're beaming in here right now," Tosh revealed. "One going to Alex, and the other going into the kitchen."

The Doctor slowly straightened. Pieces of the complex puzzle they'd found themselves in were sliding into place, forming a picture that was almost too frightening for words. "Who's in the kitchen right now?" he demanded, even though he already knew the answer.

"Ianto, Gwen, Amy, and Rory," Owen replied.

Jack gave the Doctor a wide-eyed look. "Doc, didn't you tell me that Amy had been resisting scans as well?"

The Doctor stared at the signals. "Yes. Amy thought she was pregnant, but she later took it back. I scanned her just to check, but it started—"

"Flashing YES and NO like Alex's scan," Jack finished.

"Precisely."

"So, Amy's a Flesh duplicate, too?" Owen exclaimed. He shook his head in amazement. This was positively the craziest thing he had encountered so far in his time at Torchwood, and that was saying something.

"We could run tests to check and make sure," Tosh offered, "but based on what the Doctor just told us, I'd say yes."

"But why?" the Doctor groaned, turning away from the group to pace again. "It doesn't make sense! Why take two young women and replace them with duplicates? There's no good reason!"

"I wouldn't speak too loudly if I were you," Tosh cut in. When the Doctor turned to look at her questioningly, she said, "I can't analyze the signals that well. They're pretty difficult to scan. I can only tell where they're going. And since these signals are very powerful, it's possible that whoever's behind this could be listening in right now."

The Doctor faltered. Oh God, rage was blinding him to very important facts. Tosh was right. Alex and Amy's kidnapperscouldbe listening in. Of course, it was more likely that they could only eavesdrop in rooms where the duplicates were, but still, Tosh had a point.

He was about to congratulate her for saying that when the kitchen door on the other side of the room opened. Amy – or rather the Flesh Amy – bounded out, dragging Rory along behind her. "Well?" she demanded, bustling up to the computer station. So focused on the Doctor, she didn't even notice Tosh hastily clearing the computer screens, all of them now showing the Torchwood logo on a gray background. "Have you found out what's wrong with Alex yet?"

It took the Doctor less than two seconds to figure out an answer. He couldn't tell Amy and Rory about the Flesh duplicates in case the kidnappers were listening through Amy, and he also couldn't tell them because he knew the couple would freak out. Therefore, he had to do what was the first rule with him: he had to lie.

"I'm afraid not," he answered, forcing his mouth into a grimace. "We still couldn't determine what's wrong with her."

Amy groaned while Rory muttered a few swear words under his breath. "Isn't there anything else you can do?" he asked desperately.

"One or two things," the Doctor said vaguely. And this wasn't even a lie. There were definitely a few things he could do now that he knew what was going on with the girls, the most important one being to find them, rescue them, and utterly destroy the people that had taken Amy and his Ally away from him.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Here's the whole file on the Flesh," Tosh announced. She leaned back in her chair, rubbing her eyes tiredly. She pushed her glasses to the top of her head and massaged her temples. She couldn't remember the last time she’d looked at a computer screen for this long.

She, Jack, and the Doctor were currently holed up in Jack's office. It was a glassed in one that looked out over the Hub, offering them plenty of privacy, but also an advantage in seeing when everyone came back.

Shortly after the Doctor lied to Amy and Rory about what was wrong with Alex, Jack had sent the couple, along with Ianto and Gwen, out for some sightseeing and dinner. It would be easier for the Doctor and them to research the Flesh without the risk of Amy and Rory coming up behind them and seeing what they were doing. The Ponds hadn't been too thrilled with the idea, wanting to stay there with Alex, but ultimately surrendered and went out. Gwen and Ianto had promised to keep them out for several hours, but the trio still felt like they were on a severe time limit.

Now, the Doctor leaned over and peered at the screen closely. "There's not much in here," he observed, his eyes quickly running over the information. "Just that the Flesh is used on dangerous job sites, which we already know."

Jack, sitting in a chair across from his desk, desperately tried to remember what he knew about the Flesh. "I don't think anyone knew very much about it," he said after a couple of minutes of hard thinking. "The government tried to keep it top secret."

"You said it first started to be used in the 22nd century, right?"

"Yeah."

"And it's on dangerous job sites. . ."

Jack quickly caught on to what he was suggesting. "You want to track down a place where the Flesh is being used so you can check it out?"

"Precisely. Examining the Flesh in its natural state will give me more information on it and how to end the signal to Amy and Alex." He couldn't help but remember the time he'd had to end the signal to a clone of Martha that the Sontarans had created. Even though the clone hadn't been on their side, it still pained the Doctor to see an image of his friend suffering as he ended the signal and killed her. If the Flesh were anything like the Sontaran clones, he wanted to end the signal to Amy and Alex in a way that wouldn't cause them to suffer.

Jack jumped up from his chair and came around the desk. "I'll send the file to the TARDIS," he said, gently nudging Tosh out of the way. "She can surely track down a place that's manufacturing the Flesh."

"I'll go down and check on Owen and Alex," Tosh volunteered.

Jack waited until Tosh was out of the room before speaking again. "So, changing the subject onto Scotty," he began, ignoring the Doctor's eye-roll at his nickname for Amy, "you said you were running a pregnancy scan on her?"

"Yes."

Jack raised his head up from the computer to meet the Doctor's eyes. "Do you think she really is pregnant?"

"100% positive," the Doctor replied. He'd thought it all out. The timing fit pretty good, more or less. "The Flesh signal tampered with the scans, making them inconclusive. It's why we couldn't find anything wrong with the girls. And when Amy started experiencing morning sickness, that was just reality bleeding through to her."

"But why take her? Why take Alex?"

The Doctor sighed. "I have no idea, but mark my words, I'm going to find out."

Jack nodded. He had no doubt about that. Even though the Doctor was keeping up a pretty good façade, Jack knew that the man wasfuriousabout what had happened. If the people behind this knew what was good for them, they'd start running once the Doctor came after them.

"Hey," Owen greeted as he suddenly stepped in. "Couldn't help but overhear."

"Couldn't help but eavesdrop is more like it," Jack retorted.

Owen shrugged, not really denying the accusation. "I heard what you said about Amy's morning sickness bleeding through to her Flesh duplicate. Is the same thing happening with Alex? Is that why she's experiencing pain?"

"Yeah," Jack realized. "Why is she experiencing pain anyways?"

On this, the Doctor's eyes darkened. "According to Alex, she's experiencing slicing, stabbing pain at irregular intervals, like someone'scuttinginto her." He remembered when Alex was dissected by Malohkeh, how she had been put through agony for over an hour. But this pain wasnothingcompared to that time. The image of her suffering through her pain attacks played in his mind as he continued speaking. "And recently, she's felt like someone's touching her organs or shoving them around and squishing them together. She felt it once a while back and it's only just started up again." He pressed his lips together, tightening them until they formed a thin line. "Alex's mind is strong, stronger than Amy's. While some aspects of reality bleed through to Amy, Alex is almost unfiltered. Almost every time they do something to her, she feels it."

"You mean. . ." Owen trailed off. Both him and Jack started to look sick. "She's being. . ."

"Experimented upon, yes," the Doctor growled. "They've probably not even bothered to sedate her because she's unconscious, controlling the Flesh.That'swhy she feels everything."

"But . . . what could they be doing to her?" Jack questioned. Really? What did these people, whoever they were, have to gain by experimenting on a young woman? To his way of thinking, all they really seemed to be accomplishing was pissing the last Time Lord off, not something anyone should aspire to do.

Before the Doctor could answer – not that he even had an answer – Tosh suddenly poked her head in. "Hey, Alex is starting to wake up."

The darkness in the Doctor's eyes abruptly vanished at this news. He hurried past the Torchwood members and practically ran back to the med-bay. He skidded to a stop at the doorway and peeked inside before entering.

Over on the bed, Alex was blinking wearily, a hand rubbing the back of her head. "Hey," the Doctor murmured as he stepped inside. He walked over to the side of the bed, leaned down, and lightly kissed her on the forehead. "How're you feeling?"

"Like I was body-slammed in the back of the head," Alex grumbled. She shifted back down onto the bed, carefully arranging the back of her head on the pillow. Her currently topaz-colored eyes stared up at the Doctor. "Did your scans get anything?"

The Doctor didn't say anything. It made Alex worried. Was there something wrong? Was she going to die?!Calm down, Alexandria!she mentally drilled, though she knew that her mental pep-talks wouldn't work. Only a verbal explanation from the Doctor would.

Finally, the Doctor said something. But it wasn't what Alex was expecting. "Do you trust me, Ally?" he asked. His voice was serious, and he was looking her right in the eye, indicating that whatever he had to tell her was something not to be taken lightly.

Despite this realization, Alex stared back at him, unable to not feel surprised that he was asking her this question again. "Don't you already know?"

"I'm asking you this for a different reason," he clarified, now sounding rushed and a bit panicked.What the hell's going on?Alex wondered. "Not because we're about to do something potentially dangerous, but because. . ." He trailed off and closed his eyes. ". . .because if we didn't, I could be endangering your life."

"Doctor, you're scaring me," Alex whispered.

"Don't be scared, love," he murmured. He leaned down and pressed a light kiss to her lips, but it didn't feel the same as it had before he knew her current body was a duplicate. "Just tell me you trust me."

Alex was silent for a moment, wondering what this was all about. But the only way she'd find out was if she told the Doctor she trusted him. And she did. With her life. "Yes," she answered, nodding adamantly so that her point was clear. "Of course I trust you, Doc. Like I told you on theByzantium, yes, always, absolutely."

The Doctor smiled, but it seemed a bit forced. He placed his fingers on her temple and suddenly, Alex felt a presence in her head.

She gasped and jumped a little in shock, but the Doctor didn't remove his hands. Alex eyed him, wondering what he was up to, while also concentrating on the presence in her head. She knew it had to be the Doctor, but it didn't feel like when he’d gone into her mind before. Those times, his whole mind was there, filling up a hole she hadn't known was in there. Now it felt like there was only a small piece of him.

"Doctor, what are you—"

'Ally?' a familiar voice questioned.

Alex gaped at the Doctor. His lips hadn't moved and his eyes were closed. But she had heard his voice. "Doctor?"

'Ally, you need to stop speaking out loud. It's vitally important.'

"Doctor, what is going on?" Alex demanded, still staring at the motionless Time Lord.

What sounded like an aggravated sigh rang out inside her head. 'Alex, please stop speaking out loud, for both our sakes. Now, I've established a temporary psychic bond between us. It's mostly impossible to do with humans, though your mind provided me with a lovely exception. If you want to talk to me, you have to do it mentally. Don't worry, it won't be that difficult for you.'

Alex nodded even though she knew the Doctor couldn't actually see her. She closed her eyes and focused on the Doctor's mental presence. She felt a warm feeling embrace her. It was the Doctor.

'That's my clever girl,' he praised. 'You're doing good, love. Now, try saying something. You've done it before. I know you can do it again.'

That was true. She hadn't really thought about it before, but she had spoken to the Doctor mentally during his lesson on mental shielding after their adventure on Base Diana. She concentrated on the Doctor's mental presence, feeling the warmth and little glow that radiated off it. A moment later, her slightly hesitant 'Doctor?' resounded throughout her head.

'Aha! Atta girl!' the Doctor enthused. 'I knew you'd get it!'

'Thanks,' Alex replied, her cheeks flushing a little at his praise. 'Now that we've got that established, Doctor, what thehellis going on?!'

'Ow!' the Doctor cried, his warm, telepathic presence flinching back a bit. 'Not so loud!'

'Just answer the question.'

The Doctor let out a mental sigh. 'Alright, I'll tell you, but you have to promise me to be calm, alright?'

'I always love it when you tell me that. It means something horrible is about to happen.'

'Alexandria.'

'Okay, yes, I promise! Now what's going on?'

'This isn't going to be an easy thing to take in,' he warned her. 'But I guess I'll just spit it out.' He sighed again, sounding rather resigned to what he was about to say. 'Your body is actually a duplicate made up of a material called the Flesh and your physical body is currently being held elsewhere.'

The words echoed in Alex's head. What the hell? That couldn't possibly be true! It was crazy! The Doctor must have finally snapped or something, for how else would he come to that conclusion?

'I haven't snapped, Alex,' the Doctor gently retorted. Unbeknownst to Alex, her thoughts were perfectly clear and readable to him now that he was in her head.

'But it's not true!' Alex cried. She knew she was grasping at straws, but it just couldn't be true. She didn'twantit to be true. She wanted her reality to be right here in the Doctor's arms, not being held captive on a distant star somewhere at the mercy of an unknown enemy.

'Yes, love, I'm afraid it is,' the Doctor said sadly.

Alex felt tears running down her face. She opened her now neon-green eyes and hesitantly reached up to touch one. She pulled her finger back and stared at the droplet of water on top before angrily wiping it on the sheet. 'No, it's not!' she mentally wailed. She looked up at the Doctor's physical body. His eyes were still closed, but there was a wrinkle in his brow that showed he was just as upset as she was.

At that moment, the Doctor's eyes opened. He looked down at her, his eyes filled with all the sorrow in the universe. One hand still placed on her temple, he reached out with his other arm and pulled her into a much-needed embrace.

Alex wrapped her arms around him and buried her head into his chest. Tears ran down her face and onto his clothes, but he didn't even stir. 'Shh, love,' he murmured in an attempt to console her.

Alex pulled back to wipe her wet cheeks with her sleeve. Was that even real water? 'Why are you talking to me in my head?'

'Because I'm worried that whoever has you could be listening in right now. They can't listen in when I'm talking to you in your head though.'

Oh, good lord. In that moment, Alex realized that the Doctor was telling the truth. She knew he would never make something like this up, even though it was a bit too crazy to be real. This realization caused her not-even-real-tears to double, running down her face as fast as she could wipe them away. 'Doctor, who has me?' she asked fearfully. 'Why did they take me? What are they doing to me?'

'I'm afraid they're experimenting on you,' he replied. His voice was gruff, sounding dangerous and threatening. Alex shuddered at the anger behind it and at the thought that somewhere, in some time, somebody was actually carving into her chest.

'I-is that why I feel that slicing sensation all the time?'

'Unfortunately, yes. The control signal they're beaming to your Flesh body is weak because of your mind. You can still feel what's happening to your actual body. It's reality bleeding through, though on a greater level than with Amy.'

Alex pulled back so that she could stare up at him in shock. 'Amy's made of Flesh, too?' Though really, she shouldn't be surprised. It would explain Amy's suddenly forgotten pregnancy and maybe even that eyepatch woman she claimed to have seen back at Graystark.

'Eyepatch woman?' she heard the Doctor question.

'I'll tell you later,'Alex dismissed. There were more important things to discuss. 'So, Amy and I are both made up of Flesh?'

'Right. And wherever you two are, I'm pretty sure that Amy's pregnant and is going to be giving birth in a matter of weeks.'

Alex groaned, both physically and mentally. That wasjustwhat they needed. 'Well, we have to find us, er . . . youhave to find us, I guess?'

'Don't worry, Ally, I will,' the Doctor promised. 'Once I learn more about the Flesh and how to end the signal, I'll cut it from you two and Iswear, I'll find you and bring you back home.' His voice had become angry again, filled with a fierce determination that guaranteed that whoever had taken her and Amy would be punished severely and with no mercy.

'I know you'll find me,' Alex said, knowing that the 'you' part of his vow had been referencing her more than Amy. 'And Amy.' She beamed up at him. 'I have the utmost confidence in you.'

The Doctor chuckled, both mentally and physically, and pulled her closer to him. 'Thanks for that,' he whispered, before removing his hand from her forehead and leaving her mind. The two shuddered at the abrupt loss of connection but continued to keep their arms around each-other. The Doctor bent his head down to place a light kiss on the top of Alex's head. It didn't feel the same as it did before he knew this body of hers wasn't real, but they couldn't do anything about that right now.

Neither were sure how long they stayed like that, but it must have been awhile for when they ultimately pulled apart, their bodies were stiff and aching. The Doctor grimaced as he rolled and stretched his neck. On the latter action, something in there cracked.

Alex giggled as she stretched her arms above her head. "Need me to call that chiropractor?" she asked cheekily.

The Doctor laughed, remembering what he’d said to Alex after smashing the Grav Globe and landing on theByzantium. "No, it can wait," he quipped, though there was an underlying truth to his words. He swung his legs over the side of the bed. "I'm going to run back to the TARDIS and see if she's. . ." He trailed off, trying to find the right words to say without tipping the possibly listening kidnappers off to what they knew.

Fortunately, Alex came to his rescue. "To see if she's found information on that planet you were telling me about? Drusilla 3, wasn't it?"

"Yes, that's right." He winked at her and stood. "You stay here and rest, okay? No arguing." Alex rolled her eyes but complied.

The Doctor walked out of the med-bay resolutely. His brain was already working out ways that he could examine the Flesh without taking Amy, Rory, and Alex along, as well as who would want to take Amy and Alex and why. His purposeful stride paused as he shut the med-bay door. He turned, ready to run back to the TARDIS, only for him to nearly slam right into Jack.

He jumped back in surprise. "Oh, don't do that!" he cried, frowning at the immortal. "I see you still have a penchant for eavesdropping then," he remarked, recalling how Jack used to listen outside doors when his ninth self and Rose were talking in the hopes of catching them snog.

Jack smirked. "Old habits die hard, Doc."

"Don't call me Doc," the Doctor said firmly. "Only Alex is allowed to do that."

On this, Jack's smirk fell, replaced by a rather curious and understanding expression. "You love her, don't you?" he observed, nodding to the closed med-bay door.

The Doctor's eyes went wide, and his jaw dropped. He felt the overwhelming urge to run as fast as he could to the TARDIS. He really didn't want to have this conversation, not now, and certainly not with Jack. "W-what?" he stammered. "The door? Don't be crazy, Harkness, I'm not in love with adoor. It's not possible to be in love with a door! Although there is a tribe on Helestia in the 33rd century that would certainly challenge that—"

"You're rambling, Doctor," Jack interrupted, rolling his eyes.

"It's none of your business, Jack."

"So youdolove her?"

The Doctor sent an aggravated look up towards the ceiling. "I . . . I don't know! We only just got together! It's too soon to say anything for sure."

But Jack was nothing if not persistent. "The way you looked at her told me you loved her."

The Doctor shot him a glare. "Oh, so you've increased to spying, eh?"

"Doctor, do you love her?"

The Doctor pursed his lips and continued glaring at Jack but didn't say anything. After a full minute of this, Jack nodded to himself. "Thought so," he said, smiling. "It's pretty obvious."

"Nothing's obvious," the Doctor muttered.

Jack ignored him. "Well, at any rate, I'm glad to see that you've moved on from Rose." He paused, thinking over his words. He eyed the Doctor, who hadn't even blinked at the mention of his one-time love. "Doctor, you are over Rose, right?"

The Doctor hesitated before answering. Jack and Rose had been close when they were traveling together, like best friends, and he was pretty sure Jack still felt the same way towards the former shop-girl. "Yes, Jack," he said finally. "I am over Rose. I do still love her and a part of me always will, but Alex. . ." He trailed off. There were no words adequate enough in any language that fully conveyed just what Alex meant to him.

Jack was silent for a few minutes. He thought over the Doctor's words. He had no doubt that the Time Lord had loved Rose and would always treasure her, but he also knew that the current Doctor was completely caught up in Alex. Whether he realized that yet or not didn't matter; Jack could tell. Rose, and any other past loves, were just a distant memory now.

But Jack couldn't bring himself to be upset by that knowledge. The Doctor was one of his oldest friends and all friends wanted their friends to be happy. And, based on the scene he’d witnessed between the two in the TARDIS, Alex made the Doctorreallyhappy.

"Well then," he said finally, "you two need to go out on a date."

The Doctor blinked. Of all the things he'd expected Jack to say, that wasn't one of them. "I'm sorry?"

"You heard me. Alex has been through one hell of a trauma and needs to relax. And I'm guessing, with your lifestyle, you haven't been able to have a relaxing evening out, have you?"

"Well, not lately. . ."

"Then it's settled!" Jack beamed. "You two are going out, right now. Contrary to popular belief, Cardiff has an amazing night-life. And some of it’s legal, too!"

The Doctor rolled his eyes at this latter part. "Jack, I can't go out. What about Amy and—"

"I'll distract Scotty and Beaky. I'll tell them a few lovely stories about my Time Agency days and throw in a few of Ole' Big Ears for good measure." He pretended not to notice the Doctor's offended scowl. "Now go!" Without further measure, Jack whirled the Doctor around and frog-marched him back to the med-bay and forced him inside. "Have fun, kids!" he called as he hurried off in the other direction, ignoring Alex's puzzled expression and the Doctor's look of resign.

Alex swung her legs over the side of the bed. "What was that about?"

"Jack thinks we should go out on a date."

Alex raised her eyebrows. "Really? Well, that's—"

"I know," the Doctor sighed. "It's horrible timing and quite ridiculous with everything going on and—" He was suddenly cut off by Alex hopping off the bed and placing a finger over his lips.

"What I wasgoingto say before you interrupted," she smiled cheekily, "was that it's amarvelousidea."

The Doctor gaped at her. "Really?" he questioned, his voice coming out slightly muffled since Alex's finger was still on his lips.

"Yes." Alex removed her finger and wrapped her hands around his jacket lapels. "I've never been to Cardiff before. You can show me around. Besides, it'll be a nice distraction from everything." She widened her eyes at him like she used to do when she was a kid and wanted something. "Please, please, please, please,please?"

Despite himself, the Doctor chuckled at her begging. "Oh, alright," he agreed, laughing some more when Alex squealed and threw her arms around him, crying 'thank you, thank you,thank you,' into his jacket. "Come on, you."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A few hours later, Alex leaned against the railing of the bridge she and the Doctor were standing on. She looked out over the calm water, feeling the sea brine seep into her skin. Normally she'd be very nervous about being around the water, even on a bridge, but as long as the Doctor was with her, she was okay.

They had been walking all around Cardiff for hours, probably not what Jack had in mind when he suggested they go on a date. But in Alex's opinion, this evening was a date, and it was one of the best she'd ever had. She hadn't really been up for eating (finding out that your body was made up of some strange alien material rather ruined your appetite) so she just had the Doctor lead her around, pointing out various attractions and things he had noticed during his visits to Cardiff. He pointed out the sight where the funeral parlor he blew up with Charles Dickens had once stood, the restaurant where he'd nearly been killed several times by Margaret the Slitheen, and other little spots he'd encountered over his long life.

It had been fun, and Alex was sorry to see it end. She didn't want to go back to thinking about where she and Amy actually were and why they had been kidnapped. She didn't want to think about being experimented on and why it was happening. She especially didn't relish the thought of those awful attacks happening again, forcing her to go through that horrible, wrenching agony with the only difference being that she would know exactly what was causing them. That was why she was lingering on the bridge, tuning out the Doctor's shuffling and longing looks back towards Roald Dahl Plass, as she'd learned the space above Torchwood Three was called.

The Doctor eyed Alex. He really wanted to go back to the TARDIS and see if she had found somewhere for him to investigate the Flesh more thoroughly, but Alex didn't seem to share this desire. Instead, she was looking out at the water, her face pensive. "What are you doing?" he asked softly.

"Thinking," was all Alex said, not even so much as glancing at him.

"Oh, that's dangerous," he joked. Alex's lips turned up in a little smile, but she didn't say anything else.

The Doctor leaned against the concrete railing beside her. He reached out and cupped her chin, turning her face towards him. "Care to tell me what you're thinking about?" he prodded.

Alex sighed, knowing he wouldn't let it go until she told him. "Stuff," she answered. "Just . . . a lot to think about, you know."

The Doctor nodded in understanding, knowing that she was referring to all the revelations made today. He wasn't surprised. Flesh duplicates and unknown pregnancies and an unknown kidnapping were a lot to think about, especially if you learned them over the course of an hour. "Are you okay?"

Alex thought for a moment, then nodded. "Yeah, I think so," she said quietly. She smiled up at him, her eyes switching from topaz to forest green. "I will be, at any rate, as long as you're right next to me."

The Doctor beamed. "So much faith in me."

"You haven't let me down yet."

"And I never want to." He pulled her into his arms, wrapping them tightly around her, as if he were trying to block out whatever was hurting her. He looked down into her eyes. The irises had switched from forest green to honey-colored in just a few seconds. "I swear to you, Ally," he murmured, "I'm not going to let you down. I'm going to be there for you."

Her smile strengthened into a dazzling grin. "Very good to know," Alex whispered as she hugged him back.

The Doctor pressed a kiss to the top of her head and, ignoring the non-stop, chattering thoughts in his mind, continued to lean against the concrete railing, holding Alex tight in his grasp.

Getting back to the TARDIS could be put on hold for a few more minutes.

Notes:

A/N: Surprise! We got the Torchwood team! And this isn't the only time we're going to see them in this story, either. I was always really curious on just how the Doctor figured out Amy was a Flesh duplicate; it was never addressed on the show, with him saying in 'The Almost People' that he wanted to study the Flesh in its natural state, but with no mention on how he figured it out. So, for Alex, I made it up here with a little help from Jack and the Torchwood gang.

Chapter 27: The Rebel Flesh Part 1

Notes:

A/N: Alex's outfits for this chapter can be found on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

He had her in his bed. Finally! After such a long time, where the only actions that kept them sated were kissing and hand-holding and hugging. But now – now – he had her gasping and writhing on his dark blue sheets, andnothingwas going to take her off them anytime soon.

"Doctor!" she cried, her hands gripping the sheets. Her head was tossed back against the pillows. He couldn't help but think that her brown-blonde hair looked like a halo around her flushed, aroused face.

He smirked up at her, pleased that he, and only he, could make her this undone. No one else would ever experience this thrill, not if he could help it. He ran his hand up under the flimsy black satin slip she was wearing, the one he had to fight himself to keep from ripping off her. With his teeth. Rassilon, she knew how to work him.

"You like that, Ally?" he murmured, speaking in that low tone he knew she loved. Unable to form a response, Alex nodded frantically.

Still, he wanted to hear how much she liked, no,lovedwhat he was doing to her. "Tell me, Alex," he commanded. "Tell me or I'll stop."

"D-don't!" Alex gasped. She managed to raise her head up enough to look him straight in the eye. "Please don't!"

His eyes darkened at her obvious need for him. He really should have done this a long time ago. It would have saved them both a lot of heartache and longing. "Then tell me, love," he urged, moving down to her skin so he could start kissing upwards towards her lips.

Alex gasped and panted erratically at this new action. Her eyes nearly rolled into the back of her head. "It . . . i-it. . ."

He traced his tongue along the edges of her collarbone. "Cat got your tongue?" he teased.

At any other time, Alex would have made a smart-alec retort, but now she just nodded wildly. The Doctor chuckled and kissed up her neck and throat. He nibbled at the sensitive skin, soothing the bite marks with a sweep of his tongue.

Alex moaned and one of her hands gripped his hair. When she tugged at it, he emitted a low growl. He continued nibbling and licking his way up her throat, pressing kisses to the lower part of her jaw and nipping at her pulse point. He paused at her lips.

"Doctor!" Alex cried in protest.

"Sorry, love, I'm not doing anything else until you tell me."

"Doctor!" she cried out again. Maybe she thought if she said his name enough, he'd just go back to doing what he was doing.

"Ally—" the Doctor began, but he was cut off as Alex emitted a loud shriek. He jumped at the sound. It sounded like she was in pain, but he wasn't doing anything! He looked down at her closed eyes, at the fists still clutching the sheets. Her nails were digging into the cotton, and he could see the threads starting to tear.

What was going on?

Before he could try and ask, Alex screamed, louder than before, "DOCTOR!"

The Doctor bolted upright with a gasp. He breathed heavily, almost to the point where his respiratory bypass system threatened to kick in.

His hearts pounded hysterically as he thought about the turn his erotic dream had taken. That had never happened before. Usually, his dreams of Alex and him . . . having fun . . . were cut off right when things were about to get more heated. They had never taken such a terrifying turn before.

His breathing having returned to normal, the Doctor moved to lie back down again. But then. . . "DOCTOR!"

The Doctor literally fell out of bed at Alex's latest cry of terror. He tumbled onto the floor, taking the sheets and part of the white feather-filled bedspread with him. Still hearing Alex's wails of pain from beyond the closed door, he kicked the bedding out of his way, scrambled to his feet, and dashed out of the room.

It seemed the TARDIS knew Alex was having another pain-attack for she had moved his bedroom from the deep bowels of the time-ship to just a few doors down from Alex's. He threw her door open and rushed inside. Like the night he showed her the forming Milky Way galaxy, Alex was hunched over in the middle of her bed, arms wrapped around her stomach, shaking, writhing, and shrieking.

She looked up when the door opened. Her tearful eyes lit up a bit. "Doctor," she gasped in relief. But then the cutting sensation in her abdomen intensified, like there was more than one knife going into her, and she let out an agonized sob.

The Doctor tried not to let out a growl. What the hell were those kidnappers doing?! Didn't they have anything better to do than cut open a young, able-bodied girl?

Pushing those thoughts to the back of his mind to be thought out later, he rushed over to the bed and gathered Alex up in his arms. While she continued to shake and whimper, he headed back to his room. Once inside, he kicked the door shut behind him.

As he set Alex down on the bed, a voice in his head reminded him that this was the first time Alex had set foot in his room, let alone laid down on his bed. He quickly told that voice to shut up so he could concentrate on the mewling girl before him.

He gathered the fallen sheets and bedspread and haphazardly put them back on the bed over Alex. He then crawled in next to her, gathering her in his arms in the hope that his touch could soothe her. He ran a hand through her hair and winced at how sweaty it was. Clearly, this pain had been going on for quite some time. He leaned back against the pillows, maneuvering Alex's head into the crook of his shoulder. "Shh, love," he murmured. "It's okay, I'm right here."

Tears rolled down Alex's cheeks, which she hastened to wipe away even during her tortured state. "D-dis-distract me, Doctor," she pleaded, her back arching as the cutting continued.

The Doctor hastened to comply. "Okay, um. . . Have I ever told you the full story about the time I met Queen Victoria? Blimey, she had a stick up her arse, that's how snooty she was! I was taking Rose to an Ian Dury concert in 1979, but we ended up in 1879 instead. Poor Rose was horribly underdressed in this overall skirt, and everyone kept going on about her 'nakedness'. . ."

Much to the Doctor's anger, it seemed that Alex's kidnappers were especially eager to experiment on her that day for it took Alex over forty-five minutes to calm down. In that time, he recounted three adventures, going on the fourth. Normally, he was happy to ramble on and on, but now it made him sick that whoever had Alex was giving him the opportunity to do so.

Alex finally collapsed against his chest, feeling her heart (or what qualified as a heart in her Flesh body) beat erratically. "What the hell did I ever do to deserve this?" she panted.

The Doctor ran his hand through her hair. "Nothing," he replied, though he had a feeling Alex hadn't been expecting an answer. "You'reperfect. You've never done a wrong thing before."

Alex let out a wry laugh. "I've done wrong things before, Doc. Shoplifting, smoking, underage drinking, speeding. . . Should I go on?"

"No," he smiled. "Better if you rest actually."

"I'm not really sure I can go to sleep," she admitted. "Speaking of which. . ." She sat up and looked around the room curiously. "Where are we? I've never seen this room before."

"Hasn't your brilliant brain figured that one out yet?" the Doctor teased. He laughed when Alex swatted his chest. "Alright, alright. Since you asked so nicely." He pretended not to see Alex's eye-roll. "This is my bedroom." Alex's eyes widened and she quickly proceeded to examine the room more thoroughly.

The Doctor's bedroom was quite large, larger than Alex's and the Ponds' combined. The walls were dark blue, specifically TARDIS blue. The floor was simple gray carpet, parts of it covered with carelessly tossed clothes and boots. On the right side of the room was the bed, a gorgeous oak one that was big enough to allow four people to sleep in it comfortably. Nightstands bordered each side, both containing a white lamp and various paraphernalia such as old leather-bound books, alarm clocks that didn't appear to work, a small, yellow-cased toolkit, an hourglass with elaborate wooden carvings and more. In front of the bed was a glass-fronted cabinet that contained dozens and dozens of records with an old-fashioned gramophone sitting on top. On the wall above was a closed cabinet that presumably housed a TV.

The other side of the room contained a large oak desk with a blue swivel chair tucked underneath it, the Doctor's tweed jacket tossed over it. On the desk was a globe that showed a red and orange planet Alex suspected, based on the few descriptions the Doctor had given her, to be Gallifrey. There were little metal bits and bobs strewn all around the desktop from where the Doctor tinkered at night while his companions were asleep. Alex also spotted a flashlight, a toy model train, a couple of pens, and even what looked like a TARDIS paperweight. Pinned on the wall above were pieces of paper with Circular Gallifreyan written all over them, though what they said, Alex had no idea.

Next to the desk were two large bookshelves. Both were cluttered with so many books and papers that it looked like the shelves could collapse at any second. Beside them was a partially open door that Alex presumed led to either a bathroom or closet. On the wall opposite was a mirrored oak dresser. Bowties in varying shades of blue and red littered the top along with two more hourglasses, a pair of socks, some picture frames, and a small Bakelite radio. A trash-can was discretely tucked in the space between the dresser and the wall.

"Wow."

The Doctor smiled proudly. "You like it?"

"It's a pig-sty," Alex said flatly.

"Oi!" The Doctor shot her a look. "It is not!"

"It's horribly messy," Alex persisted. She nodded down to the floor. "You've got clothes strewn about on the floor instead of in a hamper, every surface is cluttered with stuff, and I shudder to think about your bathroom!" Suddenly, she crawled over the Doctor and hopped off the bed, heading in the direction of the partially open door.

"What are you doing?"

"I'm curious." She pushed open the door and headed inside. She came out less than five seconds later, a cross look on her face. "Yours is bigger than mine!" she pouted. She poked her head back into the bathroom, hoping she had been mistaken about the size. She wasn't. Alex's TARDIS bathroom was slightly bigger than your average Earth bathroom, but she could have fit her bathroom twice in the Doctor's.

The walls were white, the floor a white tile. Next to the door was a marble-topped vanity with a large mirror above it. The vanity was, thankfully, clean with only a few items on it; a toothbrush holder and toothbrush, a tube of toothpaste, a TARDIS-blue hand-towel, a bottle of Listerine, and a bottle of cologne. Next to this was a small room with a door where the toilet was housed. On the left-hand side was a glassed-in shower and a towel-rack with two fluffy towels stacked on it. Finally, directly across the room, was a large rectangular-shaped Jacuzzi-tub.

Alex eyed it.If I ever get over my fear of water, that would be the perfect place to get romantic with him.

She pulled her head out and frowned at the Doctor. He simply smirked in amusem*nt. "Don't be jealous, Ally. It doesn't suit that lovely face of yours."

Alex stuck her tongue out at him before walking back over and crawling into bed. "Well, at least you've got your priorities straight with the bathroom," she remarked. She glanced at the Doctor's sleepwear. "I caught you on the night you decided to sleep a bit, huh?"

"Yep, got my five hours for the week."

Alex looked at him doubtfully. "Really?"

"Well. . ." The Doctor shrugged, knowing he'd been caught. "More like three and a half hours, but don't worry. That's plenty for a Time Lord."

Alex continued to eye him skeptically, but soon dismissed the matter. She returned her gaze to his sleeping attire. "This is not what I pictured you sleeping in," she murmured. A beat later, her eyes widened, realizing what she'd said.

The Doctor merely laughed. "Really?" He looked down at this incarnation's pajama preference: a gray t-shirt and green and navy-blue plaid boxers. He studied Alex's own apparel. Unlike his steamy dream incarnate of her, she wore a simple black tank-top, black sleep-shorts, and socks. As always, her sonic necklace was wrapped around her neck. He reached out and fingered the TARDIS charm, feeling the carefully cut jewels run over the pad of his thumb. "And what, out of curiosity, did you picture me in?" He smirked suggestively. "Nothing?"

Alex's cheeks turned bright red at this image. "Uh . . . n-no," she stuttered, her cheeks crimsoning even further at the Doctor's infuriatingly sexy smirk. "I-it was actually a pair of PJs that had a bunch of bowties on it. Amy and Rory are dead-set on that theory."

"Hmm, don't have those," the Doctor mused, "but they aren't a bad idea."

"Don't you dare!" Alex cackled. She swatted his chest again before falling down next to him and curling up against his side.

They were silent for a while, just enjoying lying there next to each-other. It was a nice, ordinary moment. No aliens or monsters to run from or chase, no paradoxes to worry about, just themselves. The Doctor absently ran his hand through Alex's hair, ignoring the chiding voice in his head that told him the hair he was stroking wasn't real. Which reminded him. . .

He looked down at Alex. He had expected her to be asleep or close to it, but her dark green eyes were wide open. Feeling his eyes on her, Alex tilted her head up. "Doc? What's up?"

The Doctor placed his fingertips on her forehead and looked at her significantly. "Trust me?"

Alex immediately knew what he wanted. "Always."

The Doctor carefully entered her mind. As he did so, he couldn't help but preen slightly at how her mind so easily accepted him now, unlike the first few times he'd gone into her head. 'Ally?' he called.

'Right here, Doc,' Alex's mental voice chirped. 'What do you need to talk to me about?'

'I wanted to tell you that the TARDIS tracked down a place where I can investigate the Flesh.'

'That's great!' Alex cheered. Finally, they could figure out more about the Flesh and how to end the signal to her and Amy, and be a step closer to tracking their real selves down.

It had been two weeks since their visit to Cardiff. In that time, the Doctor was equal parts frustrated and paranoid. He was reluctant to go out of the TARDIS but worried something would happen to her and Amy if he didn't. Their potentially eavesdropping kidnappers might start to suspect he knew something if he refused to go out of the TARDIS. Alex had been forced to listen to a lot of mental rants on the subject as he went back and forth, debating the pros and cons and possible outcomes of each scenario.

After a good two days of this, the Doctor decided to go back to business as usual. In the past two weeks, Alex had hidden in a prefabricated town populated with killer robots that was scheduled for destruction via nuclear bomb, encountered a powerful alien artifact known as 'the Glamour' in 1936, and nearly strangled an inspector that had the gall to arrest the Doctor for the disappearances of two young women in modern-day England. It was only through Amy dragging her away that Alex escaped arrest herself and managed to clear the Doctor's name (turned out it was a crashed ship in a creepy wood luring people to it).

All in all, business as usual. The Doctor appeared to be back to normal (or what passed for normal with him) but Alex knew he was jittery and anxious to track her and Amy down. He would pace all around the console most nights, no longer willing to go out on his own adventures, and when he thought no one was looking, he would stare at her and Amy as though they could tell him where they were being held.

Now, Alex asked, 'What is it?'

'It's an acid factory. Makes sense, as according to the file Tosh found, the Flesh is used on dangerous job sites. I'll be able to investigate the Flesh in its natural form and figure out a way to safely end the signal to you and Amy.' His physical body frowned, remembering the suffering Martha's clone had gone through during the ATMOS adventure.

'I had a feeling you were involved with that ATMOS thing,' Alex commented, seeing a brief vision of the Martha clone's painful death pass from his brain to hers. 'That poison gas was in Leadworth, too.'

The Doctor stiffened. Sometimes he forgot that Alex had been affected by his past incarnation's adventures. 'Were you okay?' he asked worriedly.

'Perfectly fine,' Alex assured him, her physical body smiling at his concern. 'You've seen Leadworth. It's small enough that there's not really any need for cars. I was planning on getting ATMOS, but I didn't have enough money.'

The Doctor shook his head. Involuntarily, an image of Alex suffocating to death in her car popped up. He shook his head to clear it. 'Thank God you didn't,' he said in relief.

Alex, seeing the thought he'd conjured up of her dying in her car, rubbed his back in comfort. 'Yeah, it was the one time I was glad that Carla kept me cut off from my inheritance,' she quipped. 'Anyway, there was only one car in Leadworth that had ATMOS, and that was easily contained. But we're getting off track. What are you planning to do with the Ponds? You can't let them see the Flesh, especially after they learn Amy and I aren't real.'

'Already thought that out. I'm dropping you and the Ponds off for fish and chips. Half hour later, I'll return, end the signals, and Rory and I will start looking for you.'

'Hold on.I'mgoing for fish and chips as well? No, forget it.'

'Alex—'

'No! Don't try to talk me out of it. I'm coming with you and that's final.'

'It is not final!' he snapped.

'You would say that,' she sniffed.

The Doctor mentally sighed. If they continued snapping at each-other like this, they'd be here for days. 'Ally,' he said gently, 'your body, right now, is made up of Flesh. It looks real to you, but Flesh in its natural form will look completely different. I don't want you to see that.'

'I'm a big girl, Doctor,' Alex retorted. 'I can handle it.'

'You say that now, but you may not be thinking that when you actually see the Flesh.'

'So what if that happens? I want to find out about this Flesh and what happened to me. I know you're angry about what happened to me, Doc, and newsflash! So am I! No, wait, I take that back. I'm not angry. I'mpissed.'

The Doctor didn't know what to say. He knew Alex had to be upset over finding out that she wasn't physically real, but he hadn't known she was mad. After a few moments of processing this, he finally said, 'You haven't let on that you're mad.'

'Unlike you, I'm a bit better at hiding it.'

He chuckled, both physically and mentally. 'Except when it involves me, though,' he pointed out.

'Very true, and don't you go forgetting it,' Alex teased. She waited until the Doctor's mental laughter died down before continuing. 'Look, Doc, I understand your reasoning for not wanting me to come with you, but I want to. I want to find out what's going on and how to stop the Flesh signal and figure out where I actually am and get back to you, Amy, and Rory.' She reached up to cradle his face. 'Sometimes you forget, Doc, but we're in this together. It's not just you on your own anymore. It'sus.'

The Doctor smiled at her words. For over several centuries, no matter who he had traveling with him, he’d been the one who dictated everything, who put himself on the line to try and keep others from getting hurt. But now, here was Alex, changing his policies and rules. She was determined to be his equal.

He sighed. Once again, she'd gotten through to him. 'Alright, you win. You can come with me.'

Alex beamed and threw her arms around him. 'Thank you, thank you, thank you!'

'You're very welcome,' he chortled. 'But keep in mind, it's going to be much harder for me to convince the Ponds to let me drop them off somewhere if you're still with me.'

Alex physically winced. Thatwasa problem. 'Good point.' She wracked her brain for a moment, ideas coming and going so fast that the Doctor was unable to get a good look at them. Then, a really good idea came to her, one that she knew would make the Doctor blush bright red. Alex smirked as the Doctor tried to look at it but clever, infuriating girl she was, she used a mental shield to hide it from him.

'We could always say we're going on a romantic holiday,' she suggested, her mental voice going down to a low, almost sinful tone. 'Just us, alone, a bed with unmade sheets. . .'

Sure enough, the Doctor's cheeks reddened. He gulped as he viewed the mental picture Alex was painting, a picture that looked a lot like his passionate dream from earlier. He tried to come up with a response, but the image (and Alex's mischievous giggling) made it impossible.

'Oh, I was just teasing you, Doc!' Alex laughed. 'But you've gotta admit, it would be the perfect excuse. Privacy, a pretty location, and the chance to try out the stuff I've seen in my dreams. . .'

The Doctor opened his eyes, exposing shocked green orbs. He was so stunned by the divulgement that he dropped his hands from Alex's temple, breaking the psychic bond.

Alex opened her eyes, which she had unknowingly closed at some point, and frowned at him. "What did you do that for?" she demanded, feeling somewhat hurt.

"S-sorry," the Doctor stuttered, still reeling from her startling – and very tempting – idea. "Just. . ."

Alex smirked. "Cat got your tongue?"

He nearly moaned at the words, words he'd said in a very alluring dream not even an hour ago. "Just . . . surprised is all," he admitted. "We haven't done anything likethat . . . ever." He was sure his whole face was burning red now.

Alex bit her lip and nodded. She didn't notice how the Doctor's eyes zeroed in on the action. "Or anything less than that," she murmured inaudibly. Or, inaudible to most and the potentially listening kidnappers, but not the Doctor.

"I know," he whispered. A crop of shame rose in him. For the past two weeks, as he and the TARDIS researched the Flesh and for a place to examine it, he had pulled away from Alex. It was why he was sleeping in his own room and not hers. Now that he knew the Alex he had been kissing and holding and fantasizing about wasn't the actual one, he couldn't bear to do any of the things he used to do with her, since it wasn't her actual body reacting to his touch. It was kind of a turn-off.

He hadn't meant to hurt Alex. Actually, he thought she'd immediately figure out what he was doing and why and go along with it. But it seemed that whether or not she'd figured it out, she was hurt by his actions and maybe even a bit upset at why he had to do them.

Alex looked down at her nails. The lilac polish Amy had lovingly painted on was now chipped and partially picked off. It was so strange, knowing that her body was really a copy of her real one. She felt real. She could feel her heart beating when she checked her pulse-points, she still got hungry, did normal bodily functions, got tired, but it wasn't real.

It was all an elaborate illusion, a sleight-of-hand, and it made Alex furious.

Furious because she hadn't been kissing the Doctor all this time, not really. Her lips were fake, her real ones locked up somewhere. She hadn't really shivered at his touch or felt the warmth of his arms wrapped around her. She hadn't felt his hands snaking through her hair or his fingertips dancing across her skin. And in hindsight, she hadn't been experiencing a lot of adrenaline rushes around him. That should have been a warning sign from the very start. When she did get adrenaline rushes, it was simply reality bleeding through.

Everything else was completely fake.

And before she knew she was Flesh, she could feel her want and need for his touch accelerating. She could still feel it right now. If he hadn't discovered she wasn't real when he did, she probably would have decided to shag him by now. Maybe, no,definitely, she would have done it.Could we even do that?she wondered. Maybe. But it didn’t matter, because she wouldn't have actually shagged him. Her Flesh copy would have.

Because she wasn't real. And the slight possibility – because she had to recognize it – that she would never be able to was something she hated with a burning passion. She loved him and wanted all of him, but now, thanks to God-knows-who, she couldn't have both.

God, thissucked.

"You know," she said as these thoughts tumbled about in her head, "you being in my mind just now was the most intimate contact we've had yet."

The Doctor nodded in agreement. "Remember after Base Diana when I was teaching you mental barriers?" he asked. Alex nodded. "I lied when I said it felt like something was missing from my mind."

"There's a surprise," Alex snorted, but she wasn't really mad. At the time, they had been denying and hiding their feelings for each-other.

"Yeah, I know." The Doctor reached out and tugged Alex back down onto him, her head landing on his chest. He suddenly had the urge to have her right next to him, to have her as close as possible. He was sure this had something to do with the fact that her physical body was hidden away somewhere, but at the moment, he only had her Flesh duplicate and for now that was as good as it was going to get.

Alex curled up against him, breathing in the faint scent of his musky cologne and the scent of some alien laundry detergent that smelled like a cross between sunshine and lavender. She loved being this close to him, especially after days of him distancing himself from her. She had never craved a man's touch before, but like several things with the Doctor, it was different with him.

She thought again about possibly becoming intimate with him. Did Time Lords do that? She wasn't sure. The Doctor may not even have the right parts. The only way to know for sure was to ask him. Alex blushed at the thought, though not as hard as she was sure the Doctor would when and if she asked him such a question.

Still, she kind of had to know. She was in a relationship with the man, and she wanted to know what she could expect from him. If Time Lords didn't do . . . that . . . well, she'd be a bit unhappy, but she could deal. She'd love him no matter what. Not very many people could say that, but she could.

Okay, I'll do it.Before she lost her nerve, she blurted out, "Doctor, do Time Lords shag?"

If the Doctor hadn't known it wasn't possible, he might have spontaneously regenerated at Alex's question. He gawked down at her for several seconds before ultimately stuttering, "W-what?"

"You heard me." Alex rolled over so she could look up at him. She tried not to laugh at how his practically nonexistent eyebrows were nearly arched back up into his hair, or at how his mouth was hanging open, nearly touching the bedspread. "Do Time Lords have sex?"

The Doctor continued to gawp at her. Finally, after several moments of doing this, he managed to close his mouth. He tried to think up an answer. "Well," he began, purposefully drawing the word out as he continued to contemplate, "it wasn't common among my species. Actually, it was viewed as a disgusting ape habit."

Of course it was,Alex thought. She thought about all the things the Time Lords had disapproved of. It was a long list. No sense of fun, that lot. "But . . . you can do it, if you want, right?"

"Yes." His voice switched into lecture mode. "Time Lords and humans are about 45% compatible. It is something I could do, of course. . . Why are you asking?"

"Um, just curious," Alex mumbled. She started to roll back over but the Doctor stopped her.

He peered down at her closely. "Are you wanting to . . . to do . . . thatwith me?" He didn't sound either disgusted or eager; merely curious.

"Only if you wanted to," she said quickly. "I mean, I'm fine either way. Well, I mean, maybe ideally, I'd want that sort of thing, but if not that's okay, I swear! I'm good with what we have now. . ."

"Ally."

". . .but if you did want to shag me and just aren't ready for it, I can wait. Really, I can! As long as it takes. Well, don't get me wrong, I'll be rather impatient. . ."

"Ally."

". . .but it would be fine and possibly a learning experience, because God knows I can be a bit irritable when waiting for something to happen, but yeah, learning experience and—"

"Ally!" the Doctor shouted, finally cutting her off. Alex's anxious gaze darted to him, and she bit her lip. His eyes narrowed in on the action for a moment before he forced himself to focus on her eyes. He smiled at her. "You're rambling."

Alex let out a partially-nervous giggle. "Yeah, I noticed. You're rubbing off on me." She gave an elaborate shudder. "The horror!"

"Oi," he chuckled.

Alex shifted onto her knees and carefully arranged herself in the Doctor's lap, another intimate bit of contact that they hadn't had over the last few days. Much to her relief, he wrapped his own arms around her waist, pulling her closer to him. She continued biting her lip as she stared at him. "So," she began, drawing out the word, "um, do you think you could give me an answer to my question?"

The Doctor was silent for a moment as he considered what to say. Finally, he spoke. "Yes, Ally, I certainly wouldn't mind . . . well, actually, I'dloveto do . . . thatwith you. But there's something else you should know first."

Alex titled her head to the side. "What, are the parts different or something?"

"No," he snorted, rolling his eyes. "This is something else. I said that Time Lords and humans are about 45% compatible, remember?"

"Yeah."

"Well . . . Time Lords and humans are compatible with a lot of things, but not everything, like regeneration and mental telepathy. And another one of those things is . . . procreation."

Alex blinked. "What?"

The Doctor looked down at her sadly. "Ally, because Time Lords considered sex to be a disgusting ape habit, they didn't really procreate like that. They mostly used technology called looms to have children. I could have children with a Time Lady, if there were any around, but—"

"You can't with me," Alex finished, the words coming out in a whisper.

"The probability that we could is pretty slim," he corrected.

"How much of a chance?"

He worked out the numbers. "About a 5% chance," he said quietly.

Alex struggled to process this. Theoretically, she and the Doctor could have a child but the likelihood of conceiving and carrying that child to term was extremely slim. She honestly wasn't sure how to feel about that. As a little girl, she had always assumed that one day she'd find the man of her dreams, get married, and start a family. She had one out of three, but now it seemed that her childhood assumptions had mostly been dashed.

Well, that's what you get when you assume,she thought bitterly.Making an ass out of you and me.

The Doctor looked at Alex morosely. She seemed to just be thinking, probably trying to wrap her mind around the news that she likely couldn't have any kids with him.

Guilt settled in his hearts. Hehatedthat fact of his biology. After the Time War, with the exception of Jenny, he never wanted any more kids. But he was finding now that he desperately wanted one with Alex. But thanks to that 5% chance, it more than likely wasn't to be. It was such a shame. He had seen how good Alex was with kids like Mandy and young Kazran. She'd be a great mom . . . only with someone else as the father.

"Well, that's fine," Alex's voice suddenly rang out, pulling him out of his thoughts. A small reassuring smile spread across her lips. "Really, Doctor, it's fine."

"It's not," he insisted. "Alex, you'd make a great mum, but it won't be with me." He sighed wearily. "If. . ." He trailed off and swallowed hard before forcing himself to continue. "If you wanted to leave so you could have that option, I'd be—"

"Stop," Alex commanded. She glared at him darkly. How could he ever think such a thought? How could he think she'd do something like that?! "Doctor, I l— . . . caremore for you than I do the possibility of kids one day. If you think giving you up and trying to find someone else who can give me what youthinkI want is more important to me than you, then you don't know me at all." She reached up to cradle his face, pulling it down to where their foreheads were touching. "Doc, as long as you're in my life, I'm good. I don't need kids or grandchildren or anything like that. Just you."

The Doctor beamed at her. Rassilon, how had he gotten so lucky? He didn't deserve her, he was sure he didn't, but he had her, his 'reward from the universe' as Alex liked to tease. "Good to hear," he murmured, causing her to giggle. "And I'm sorry for suggesting such a thing. I know you wouldn't do that. And I'm sorry for distancing myself from you."

"It's fine. I get why you did it." Truthfully, knowing her body wasn't real made it a bit of a turn-off on trying to get romantic with the Doctor.

For a while, the two laid in each-other's arms, relishing in the comfort the other provided. The Doctor absently stroked Alex's hair and Alex curled further into his chest. Her fingers clutched the fabric of his shirt, like someone was trying to pull her away but she was resisting.

About half an hour or so passed before the Doctor glanced at Alex's face. He expected her to be asleep, but she was wide-awake. Feeling his eyes on her, she looked up. "Can't sleep," she answered his unspoken question. "I just . . . don't feel like I can."

He nodded sympathetically. "Do you want to do something? Library? Movie room? Maybe a quick trip? There's a meteor shower in the 29th century that's supposed to be marvelous. . ."

Alex chuckled. She rolled off his chest and down next to his side. "Maybe another time, Doc," she smiled. "I'd rather just stay here, if that's okay?"

The grin that erupted on the Doctor's face could have lit up a pitch-black room. "Fine with me!"

"You're just happy that there's a girl in your bed," she teased. The Doctor gave her a wide-eyed look, but he didn't deny her statement. Instead, he wrapped his arm around her and tugged her closer.

Alex hummed in contentment and leaned further back into his arm. Her eyes absently roved around the room until they settled on the picture frames on the dresser. Tilting her head in thought, she hesitated for a moment, then pulled away from the Doctor and climbed out of the bed. The Doctor opened his mouth to protest, but then saw where she was headed.

Alex leaned in close to study the photos. Some of them were rather old, in black-and-white, the rest in color. The photographs themselves were rather different; there were ones that had been taken with a Polaroid, others with a digital camera, and even one that appeared to have been taken with a camera from the 1800s.

She glanced back at the Doctor. He was sitting up in bed, watching her with a slightly guarded expression. Despite it, Alex had the feeling that if he really didn't want her looking at these photos, he would have told her so by now.

She turned back to the photos and, before she could change her mind, gathered a few of them. She climbed back up on the bed and carefully spread the photographs out in front of her. "Can I ask who all these people are?" she said quietly, somewhat afraid to speak any louder.

The Doctor was silent for several moments, pondering whether he should give an affirmative or not. On the one hand, he didn't like remembering the companions who had left him, whether voluntarily or not. But on the other, he had a burning need to tell Alex about his past, even the dark, painful aspects he tried to keep hidden from others, especially himself. Alex was the one person he knew who met his darkness head-on and never flinched at it. If anything, she forced that part of him to kneel and obey her, pushing light into it until you couldn't tell that darkness had been there to begin with.

Finally, he sighed. "Yes, if you want, Ally."

Alex smiled and leaned in to kiss his cheek. "If it gets too painful, just tell me and I won't ask anymore," she murmured in his ear. He nodded in understanding.

Still smiling, Alex picked up the first photograph. It was the one that looked like it had been taken in the 1800s. Black and white, it showed two people, a man and a woman, both of whom seemed to be around Alex's age.

The man was rather handsome with slicked-back hair and friendly eyes that made up for his lack of smiling, as was common for photographs in that era. The young woman had short black hair, a broad nose, and wide eyes that gave her a very innocent, naïve look. Both figures were dressed in Western clothing. The man wore a white cowboy hat, a fancy Western-style shirt, dark trousers, and cowboy boots, while the woman was dressed in a white blouse, a matching animal-hide vest and skirt, and cowboy boots. The two were standing in front of what looked like an old-fashioned saloon with the man's arm slung around the woman's shoulders. Clearly, they knew each-other.

"Who are they?" Alex asked.

The Doctor peered at the photo, even though he already knew who the figures were. "Those are two of my former companions. Steven Taylor and Dodo Chaplet – short for Dorothea," he added after seeing Alex's raised eyebrow.

"Ah, okay. So you went to the Wild West, huh?" She gave him a little grin. As a little girl, she’d adored John Wayne films.

"Not as fun as you would think. That photo was taken in Tombstone, Arizona, just a few hours before the gunfight at the O.K. Corral."

Alex's eyes widened. She'd seen the movie with Burt Lancaster and Kirk Douglas, but she had never considered the Doctor might have been at the real event. "How the hell did you get mixed up in that?"

"Believe it or not, I was only in Tombstone because I had a toothache."

"A toothache?" She stared at him, incredulous. "Let me get this straight. Instead of going to a nice, germ and disease-free dentistry in the 21st century or so, you went to a nasty 1800s one?"

"Time Lords aren't really affected by the same bacteria that humans are," the Doctor dismissed. "And I initially didn't plan on going or staying in Tombstone. But Steven and Dodo wanted to stay, and the toothache was agony, so I sought out a dentist. Doc Holliday, actually."

"Oh, yeah, I forgot he was also a dentist. So, let me guess. Doc Holliday fixed your toothache and quite by accident, you found yourself mixed up in the gunfight?"

"Yes. Some people involved in the gunfight, the Clanton brothers, overheard Steven and Dodo talking about me and mistook me for Holliday. Holliday initially didn't bother trying to clear it up. He was quite happy not getting shot at."

Alex's eyes narrowed. Damn that man for getting her Doctor involved in a gunfight! He hated guns! "I'm not sure I like Doc Holliday," she remarked.

The Doctor chuckled. "Nor am I, but I have to give him props for getting rid of my toothache."

Alex laughed heartily and leaned against his side. The Doctor wrapped his arm back around her shoulders and tugged her close again. "Why aren't you in this picture?" Alex asked after a few moments of them silently studying the photo. "Were you the photographer?"

The Doctor shook his head. "No, I can't take credit for that. I didn't even know Steven and Dodo had it taken until after they left. The TARDIS presented it to me and. . ." He trailed off, swallowing a bit at the memory of his companions' departures.

Alex reached under the covers and placed her hand on his knee, rubbing it soothingly. "And you just decided to keep it?" she finished. He nodded wordlessly.

Still keeping her hand on his knee, Alex placed the photograph down and picked up another one. The Doctor smiled when he saw it. "Ah, now that one I did take," he revealed.

The photo was another black-and-white one, taken with a Polaroid. Once again, there were two figures in it, a young man and woman. The man appeared to be around Alex's age, but the woman looked younger, likely in her mid to late-teens. The man had dark hair and was wearing the incongruous outfit of a gray turtleneck and kilt, something Alex raised her eyebrows at. The young woman, who also had dark hair, was dressed rather modestly in a sweater and a skirt that went down past her knees.

The photo had been taken in what Alex presumed to be the TARDIS control room. The walls were gray with big white roundels and the console was a lot smaller and less complicated-looking than the current version. The young man was leaning against the console, seemingly examining the controls, while the woman was sitting in a jumpseat. Her posture was perfectly straight with only her head bent to read the book in her lap.

Alex titled her head at the figures. Based on their attire and the woman's posture, she was willing to bet that they hadn't called the 21st century or beyond home. "Did these two happen to come from the past?" she asked.

The Doctor gave her an approving grin. "Good on you for figuring that out," he praised, making Alex blush. "Yes, Jamie, the man, was from the 1700s, 1746 to be specific, and Victoria was from 1866, the middle of the Victorian Era."

"Victoria from the Victorian Era?" Alex grinned.

The Doctor chuckled. "Yes, I also thought it to be quite humorous. Victoria never thought it very funny though."

"So how'd you meet these two?"

"Well, I met Jamie at the end of the Battle of Culloden. He was Scottish, you see."

"He and Amy would've gotten along then."

"That I have no doubt of," the Doctor laughed. Although truthfully, Jamie would have probably been greatly intimidated by Amy, who wasn't fragile and in need of protection like Victoria had been. "Anyway, my companions at the time, Ben and Polly and I, got captured by the British Army and Jamie helped us out. At the end of all the excitement, Polly suggested that Jamie come with us and he accepted. Ben and Polly left a while later and shortly after that, Jamie and I met Victoria. Her father was a scientist, and he was conducting experiments involving time travel."

Alex frowned. Just from that sentence alone, she knew trouble had followed Victoria's father.

"Those experiments caught the attention of the Daleks." Alex tensed at the mention of the terrifying aliens but stayed silent. "The Daleks wanted his cooperation to capture me so I would assist with their experiments with the Human and Dalek Factors."

"Thewhat?"

"The Human and Dalek Factors. That's what the Daleks called them anyway. The Human Factor was what they called the unique abilities of humans that allow them to continuously fight and resist the Daleks. They wanted me to isolate that factor and implant it into three Daleks, in the theory that they would become the precursors of a race of super Daleks, with the best qualities of human and Dalek." The Doctor frowned. "However, it was a trick. By doing that, I also isolated the Dalek Factor, which the Daleks wanted to use to reconvert the human-factor infused Daleks. The Dalek Emperor also wanted me to use the TARDIS to spread the Dalek Factor throughout history, turning all of humankind into Daleks."

Alex shuddered. The human race as Daleks. . . It was too horrible to fathom. "Well, we both know you stopped it, otherwise I'd be spouting 'exterminate' right now."

"Exactly."

"Where does Victoria come into all this?"

"The Daleks sent Victoria's father, Edward, into the future to lure me into a trap. So he would cooperate, they held Victoria hostage." Alex grimaced, her heart automatically going out to the companion she'd never met.

"Anyway, to make a long story short, Jamie rescued Victoria and we all defeated the Daleks, but Edward was killed in the process." He tightened his arm around Alex when he felt her shudder in empathy. "Edward asked me to take care of Victoria and I promised to do so."

Alex smiled broadly, her honey-colored eyes shining. That was just what she expected from the Doctor she knew and loved. "Bet Victoria was a bit overwhelmed, though," she mused. If she was from the Victorian Era, she would likely have been a bit startled and overcome with everything that traveling with the Doctor caused.

"Oh, yes, she was," the Doctor confirmed. "Quite the screamer, too. But she was rather brave, although I don't think she ever really adjusted to life on the TARDIS. She left to live with a family in the 20th century about a year after she started traveling with us."

Alex breathed an internal sigh of relief that Victoria's departure hadn't been an involuntary one. Even though her leaving had been painful for the Doctor, he at least had some comfort that it could have been a lot worse. "What about Jamie?"

It immediately became clear that she had asked the wrong question. The Doctor's features darkened, his expression a blend of anger, self-loath, and extreme sadness. "Jamie's wasn't so voluntary," he said after a minute of stormy silence. "The Time Lords put me on trial for interfering with the universe. Aside from forcibly regenerating me and exiling me to Earth, Jamie and another companion of mine, Zoe Heriot, had their memories of their time with me wiped and were sent back to their own times."

A surge of anger rushed through Alex.Yet another reason to dislike the Time Lords,she thought. What a bunch of pompous asses! Didn't they care that the Doctor saved the universe from mayhem and destruction countless times? Did they really have to punish poor Jamie and this Zoe person for the Doctor's supposed offences? The companions were innocent in all this!

Hearing stuff like this makes me glad the Doctor destroyed the Time Lords,she thought but didn't dare say out loud. That wouldn't go over well at all.

She instead shifted her body up so she was closer to his face. She pressed a kiss to his cheek. "I'm sorry," she whispered, not daring to speak any louder less she set him off. The hand not holding the photograph stroked his chest soothingly, like she was calming a wild beast. Which, in a sense, she was.

Even though the hand stroking him wasn't technically hers, the Doctor found himself relaxing at her touch. He sighed and leaned further back against the pillows. His anger at the Time Lords and himself floated away until it was as though the emotions had never been there.

"It's okay," he murmured once he calmed down. He looked at the photograph. "You know, after I took that photo," he said, a smile creeping up his lips, "I spent half an hour explaining what a photograph was to Jamie and reassuring him that a photo did not capture part of your soul."

Alex giggled. "Yeah, I can see that happening." She carefully set the photo atop the Steven and Dodo one and began studying the others. She really didn't want to choose one that would cause the Doctor more pain.

There was a photo of a young woman with short blonde hair at some kind of party; several people surrounded her, but Alex couldn't get a clear impression of their faces as most of them were blurred. She focused back on the woman. She was beaming away at the camera, clutching a champagne glass. Alex's brow furrowed. The woman looked familiar. Had she met her before?

Noticing her studying a certain photo, the Doctor looked down. A smile lit up his face. "Jo Grant," he clarified to Alex's confused expression.

Her jaw dropped. "Really?!" She snatched the frame and held it close to her face. "Oh my God, I didn't recognize her! She's so young here!" The Doctor couldn't help but chuckle. "Where was this taken?"

"That was at a celebration UNIT threw after we defeated a bunch of disturbingly large maggots – long story, I'll tell you later. Someone fetched the champagne after Jo announced her engagement to a professor we worked with during the crisis, Professor Clifford Jones."

"Well, we know that turned out to be a success," Alex smirked. "Seven kids and thirteen grandchildren, after all."

"Good on her," the Doctor agreed.

Pleased that she had picked something that made the Doctor happy, Alex started examining the remaining photographs for something that could produce a similar effect.

But then. . . "Ah!" she squeaked.

The Doctor felt her body tense beneath his hand. A Gallifreyan swear flew past his lips as Alex slunk down the pillows until she was lying flat on the mattress. Really?! This had to happen again?! "What is it now?" he asked, his irritation at whoever was causing his Ally to feel pain bleeding into his voice.

"Not slicing," Alex revealed. Her body became tighter and tighter until she was sure that when she tried to move out of this position, she'd spring apart like a can of worms. "M-more like. . ." She trailed off, searching for the right word to describe the weird sensation. ". . .probing?"

The Doctor shifted onto his side and pulled Alex into a spooning position. He ran his fingers through her hair. "Probing?" he repeated.

"Y-yeah, like . . . like they're using something to feel around in-inside m-me." Alex's eyes closed as she felt tears of pain well up. She gripped the sheets. "Oh G-god, it's getting worse. . ."

The Doctor's face hardened, and he wrapped an arm around Alex's hips, keeping away from the area of strain at her torso. His other hand robotically ran through her hair as he murmured soft words in her ear, urging her to hang in there, that it would be over soon. He planted kisses on the top of her head while tears ran down her cheeks and gathered into a stain on the pillow beneath her.

Finally, after what felt like forever, the pain stopped, and an exhausted Alex fell asleep. The Doctor continued spooning her, something else he never thought about or felt the need to do with anyone other than Alex. "Always different with you, eh, love?" he whispered.

He continued running his fingers through her hair as he looked down at her, studying her features in the dim light of the room. Rassilon, she was incredible. She was determined, caring, incredibly stubborn, amazingly smart, loyal, and drop-dead gorgeous. She never failed to argue against him, to remind him that they were a team and that she was his equal, like it or not. She was so dazzled by everything he showed her and so sympathetic and kind with every painful thing he told her about his past. Others would run away from him at such truths, but Alex made him think differently, that he had to do those things for the better good of the universe. She was always by his side, making quips in even the tensest of moments that made him momentarily forget the danger surrounding them. She supported him, never judged him, and never hesitated to try and rescue him if something happened to him. Rassilon, he loved this human girl and—

Wait. Did he just think . . . helovedthis girl?

The Doctor's eyes went wide. He gaped at Alex, the girl blissfully unaware of the dramatic turn his thoughts had taken. He waited for his mind to come up with arguments as to why this could not be, that his feelings of love were nothing but the result of pointless chemical reactions in his brain. But to his surprise, none came. It was true.

HelovedAlex. He loved her with a burning passion he had never felt before and was sure he would never feel with anyone else ever again. He trusted her with his life, he wanted to protect her constantly, and he thought she was the most beautiful, precious person in the universe. . . He could go on and on, but he knew that at the core of his rambling, he loved Alex with both his hearts and his soul, so strongly that it felt like nothing could come between them. And nothing and nobody would. He would do his best to make sure of that.

His anxious expression relaxed into one of love and devotion. Did she love him? He thought he heard her almost say it a few times, but slips of the tongue were tiny, miniscule things compared to actual feelings. He hoped she did. If she didn't, he wasn't sure how he would take it.

He moved his arm away from Alex's hips and up across her stomach. He tugged her closer to him, reveling in the way their bodies fitted together perfectly. He was convinced she had been made for him. She was everything he wanted and needed, along with some stuff he didn't, but maybe which the universe thought necessary. He knew that no matter how long Alex stayed with him, no matter how many more years he had left with her, after she was gone, he would never love someone like he loved Alex ever again.

He leaned down and brushed some brown-blonde hair off to the side before kissing her neck. He couldn't tell her now, not when she wasn't really here and couldn't properly react to his declaration. He also couldn't tell her because even though he was convinced the universe had given her to him, he was terrified that as soon as he admitted those three words to her, the Powers-That-Be would take her away, leaving him a bitter and lonely wreck.

He sighed and kissed Alex's neck again. Perhaps, when all of this was over and he had the real her in his arms again, he would tell her, and hopefully, nothing would try to challenge them and tear them apart.

These thoughts continuing to drift about in his head, the Doctor closed his eyes and allowed himself to drift off to sleep. Like that old human proverb, he hoped things would be better tomorrow.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Muse's 'Supermassive Black Hole' echoed out the TARDIS speakers the following morning. The Doctor stood at the console in front of the monitor, flicking a glance at Amy and Rory every few moments as the couple occupied themselves with a game of darts.

He happened to glance over as Rory threw a dart. It went just barely under the wire, the only spot Rory seemed capable of hitting.

"46," Amy cheered. Thanks to her husband's bad luck at darts, she was winning by a landslide. "Rubbishy, rubbishy, rubbish."

"Hello? It's a double top!" Rory argued.

Amy shook her head. "Wrong side of the wire, mister."

"You're on the oche, red."

While Amy and Rory continued to playfully bicker, Alex came in. She was dressed in a white tank-top, a beige sweater, skinny jeans, beige kitten-heeled boots, a pink, gray, and white scarf, a brown belt, and gold hoop earrings, with her hair tied into two braids. There were ear buds in her ears and, after following the wire, the Doctor spotted an iPod shuffle clipped to her jeans.

Alex was also holding a laundry basket to her hip. The Doctor watched her shake her head at the strewn clothes he, Amy, and Rory had tossed over the stair railing at various points. Neither of the TARDIS inhabitants were very good at keeping up with the laundry. There wasn't much need since the wardrobe had thousands of clothes for any preference, time period, and weather pattern. But for some reason, Alex had apparently decided to tackle the dirty clothes.

Alex stuck several tossed shirts and jackets into the hamper, humming under her breath to the song currently playing on her iPod. "I've got boots and she's got wings; I'm hell on heels and she's heavenly; I'd die for her and she lives for me. . . Cowboys and Angels." It was one of her favorites, mostly because she thought it described her and the Doctor rather well. It was corny, but Alex couldn't bring herself to care.

She stuck one of Rory's plaid shirts into the hamper. While she tried to focus on Dustin Lynch's gravelly voice, her brain couldn't help but remind her of the things currently plaguing her.

Today was the day she saw the Flesh in its natural form. By tonight, she would more than likely wake up wherever the hell she and Amy were being held and be fully at the mercy of her unknown captors.

She glanced at the Doctor. He was staring at the monitor, probably running another scan on her or Amy. She looked down at the Ponds. They were still playing darts, both blissfully unaware of the chaos that would occur in mere hours.

She added one of Amy's shirts to the laundry basket. In addition to being anxious about seeing the Flesh and what would happen after the signal was cut, she was also impatient. She wanted to go to the factory now, but the Doctor was taking his time in getting Amy and Rory out of the way. Needing a distraction, as she knew she wouldn't be able to sit still without thinking about the Flesh and where she and Amy could really be, she had decided to tackle the huge pile of laundry that the TARDIS, for some reason, refused to do.

Alex walked around the console to check and make sure she hadn't missed any clothing. As she started to walk past the Doctor, the Time Lord reached out and tugged on one of her ear-buds. Alex looked up and gave him a questioning look. The Doctor nodded towards the monitor.

Alex turned and placed the laundry basket on one of the control room's staircases before switching her iPod off and tucking it next to the basket. "What's up, Doc?" she murmured.

The monitor currently showed an image of Amy's pregnancy scan. Just like when the Doctor had shown it to Alex before, it was going back and forth between POSITIVE and NEGATIVE. "Still won't confirm anything?" she whispered.

"No, but you know what I think," the Doctor reminded her.

Alex nodded. She turned to watch Amy. Her friend was smiling and joking with her husband, completely oblivious to the fact that she was incredibly close to giving birth. "How much longer?" she asked, trying to keep her words vague so her possibly-listening kidnappers couldn't tell what they were talking about.

The Doctor shrugged. "A matter of hours, days if we're lucky." He had been scanning Amy for quite a while now and, based on his calculations, it was nearly nine months. She could pop at any moment.

Alex pursed her lips. "Romantic holiday, then?"

"Starting now." He switched off the monitor before leaning over and turning the music off as well. "Who wants fish 'n' chips?" he called as the Ponds turned to look at him. Rory raised his hand like an elementary school kid. "I'll drop you both off." He ran around to the other side of the console. "Take your time. Don't rush."

Amy and Rory frowned. Neither of them had missed how the Doctor hadn't included Alex in the lunch outing. "Uh, and you two?" Rory asked, pointing at the Doctor and Alex.

Alex tried to make her voice sound casual. "We have plans. Vacation plans."

Amy arched an eyebrow. "Really?" she said doubtfully. She had noticed over the past two weeks that the Doctor and Alex, while still close, hadn't been kissing or touching each-other very much. They weren't even sleeping in the same bedroom. And now they were going on a romantic holiday? That was just odd. "Where?"

The Doctor and Alex faltered. They hadn't really expected the Ponds to question their plans. "Uh . . . alien place," the Doctor babbled. "Small, far-off place, nothing no one really wants to see!"

"So why are you going there then?" Rory questioned, eyeing them skeptically.

"Change of scenery!" Alex blurted, her laid-back attitude abandoned. "You know, different . . . place to see?"

Amy smirked.Definitely not going on a romantic vacation,she thought. "Well, we'll stay with you. I'd like a change of scenery, too, wouldn't you, Rory?"

Rory nodded resolutely. "Definitely."

Before the Doctor and Alex could try and argue that getting fish and chipswasa change of scenery, the TARDIS suddenly jerked to the side, sending everyone sideways. A klaxon rang out overhead as the time machine continued to tumble around, one jerk flinging Alex's laundry basket off the platform and down to the lower levels of the control room.

"Solar tsunami!" the Doctor shouted as the companions scrambled to find stable things to hold onto. He peered at the now-alive monitor. It was showing an alert. "Came directly from your sun. A tidal wave of radiation! Big, big, big!"

"Ohh, Doctor," Rory groaned as he gripped onto the railing. "My tummy's gone funny. . ."

"Well, the gyrator disconnected. Target-tracking is out."

Alex clung to the console. A forward jerk sent her sprawling across the controls. "Doctor, do something!" she shouted.

The Doctor obliged by reaching out and throwing down a lever. But nothing happened. Plan B then. "Assume the position!" he shouted.

Amy immediately threw herself into the jumpseat and put her hands over her head while the Doctor grabbed Alex and pulled her to him. He yanked her down to the floor in a move that reminded Alex of a position she'd practiced in tornado drills at school years ago. Rory stared at them for a second, baffled, before finally deciding to just go with it. He crouched on the ground and put his hands over his head.

The shaking continued for a few moments before slowly coming to a stop. The Doctor helped Alex up and bounced over to the console. He yanked a lever and the TARDIS landed with a small thump. "Textbook landing," he grinned.

Alex rolled her eyes. "In what?The Complete Idiot's Guide to Incorrectly Flying a TARDIS?"

The Doctor shot her a glare. "Don't be a smart-alec, Ally. It doesn't suit you." He took her hand and dragged her over to the doors.

"Behold, a co*ckerel!" he cheered upon stepping outside. "Love a co*ckerel. And, underneath, a monastery. 13th century."

Alex regarded her surroundings curiously. The TARDIS had landed on what appeared to be a small island. Even without looking, she could hear waves gently lapping at the shore behind her. In front of her was a massive stone structure that looked a lot like a castle. At the top of a spire on one of the towers was a modern weather-vane.

"Sure about 13th century?" she asked, nodding to the weather-vane.

The Doctor opened his mouth to answer, but Amy came out and beat him to it. "Oh, we've gone all medieval," she observed, staring at the castle.

Rory joined them. "I'm not sure about that."

"Really? Medieval expert, are you?"

"I think he's right," Alex agreed. "There's a weather-vane. Pretty recent too, by the looks of it."

"And it's not just that," Rory admitted, taking a quick look up at the weather-vane. "I can also hear Dusty Springfield."

The others paused. Sure enough, there was the faint sound of 'You Don't Have To Say You Love Me.'

Alex's brow furrowed at the unfamiliar music. It didn't sound all that good to her.

The Doctor tilted his head in thought, then started walking towards a stairway that led into a courtyard, still pulling Alex along. They came to a stop though upon seeing a nicely-sized hole in the ground. Inside was an exposed white pipe, the words 'DANGER – Corrosive' written across it.

"These fissures are new," the Doctor reported as Alex knelt down to get a better look at the pipe. "Solar tsunami sent out a huge wave of gamma particles. This is caused by a magnetic quake that occurs just before the wave hits."

"The monastery's still standing, though," Alex pointed out, straightening back to her full height.

The Doctor reached into his jacket pocket and took out a small snowglobe. Alex frowned in confusion as he shook it. "Yeah, for now," he responded vaguely. He examined the snowglobe for a moment, apparently seeing something Alex didn't, then put it away.

"Doctor, look," Rory spoke. He nodded to the 'DANGER – Corrosive' pipe.

Alex reached underneath the collar of her sweater and pulled out her sonic necklace. She quickly scanned the pipe. "It's a supply pipe," she reported.

The Doctor leaned over her shoulder to examine the read-out. "Ceramic inner lining," he read. "Something corrosive. They're pumping something nasty off this island to the mainland."

"Acid?" Alex suggested. The Doctor shrugged noncommittally.

Rory stiffened a little at that information. He didn't really like being around something so dangerous, especially since Amy and Alex were also here. Trying to play off his nerves, he said, "My mum's a massive fan of Dusty Springfield."

"Who isn't?" the Doctor smiled.

Alex opened her mouth to reply in the negative. "Shut up, Alex," the other three retorted before she could get a word out.

Alex rolled her eyes. "Come on. Let's go satisfy the Doctor's rabid curiosity about these music-loving monks." With that, she led the Doctor off towards the stairs.

The Doctor chuckled. He moved a hand up to run through her hair . . . only to stop and realize he couldn't. And it wasn't because she was Flesh. "What did you do to your hair?"

Alex gave him a puzzled look as she fingered one of her braids. "What about my hair?"

"It's tied up," the Doctor stated.

Alex raised an eyebrow. Why was he commenting on her hair being tied up? Then the answer came to her. Her eyebrow lowered and she smirked. "Doc, are you trying to tell me that you like my hairdowninstead of tied up?"

The Doctor shifted uncomfortably. "Well, yes, but ifyoulike it up, that's perfectly fine," he babbled. "I mean, you don't tell me how to dress, why should I tell you—"

Alex cut off his rambling with a laugh. "Calm down, Doc." She pulled them to a stop in the middle of the courtyard. The Doctor watched her calmly remove her hair ties. Her now loose hair continued to lie in lax braids. She started to untangle them, but the Doctor grabbed her hand.

"Let me." He ran his fingers through Alex's hair, carefully rearranging it until it was loose, tousled, and messy, just the way he liked it.

Alex smiled up at him, her eyes turning from topaz to honey. If the Doctor had been anyone else, she never would have considered changing her hair for them. She would have left her hair in braids, maybe even wear them more than once if she was feeling diabolical. But as was typical with the Doctor, things were different. She knew that she could still wear her hair up whenever she wanted, and that even if the Doctor didn't like that look on her, he'd let her and say nothing else about it. It was like him wearing just his shirtsleeves. She liked it when he did it, but she didn't mind when he wore the tweed jacket either.

"You really didn't have to," the Doctor said. He was still playing with some strands of her hair.

"I know." Truthfully, she only started braiding her hair this morning as a distraction from her thoughts, so she really didn't mind undoing them.

And another thing that was typical with the Doctor. . . "Oi, Romeo! Juliet!" Amy shouted, deliberately breaking up the moment. She marched up to them, ignoring the couple's put-out expressions. "Where are these Dusty Springfield loving monks?"

The Doctor and Alex looked around the courtyard. Several parts of the castle were in ruins, though the largest portion in front of them looked like it could be habitable. The Doctor withdrew his sonic and scanned the area. When he was done, he showed Alex the results. "I think we're here. This is it."

Alex examined the readout. Now that the sonic knew what she and Amy were made of, it could scan her easier and detect a faint Flesh reading. There was a Flesh reading here as well, though it was stronger than the one on her and Amy.

"Doctor, what are you talking about?" Rory demanded, coming up just in time to hear the Doctor's purposefully cryptic words. "We've never been here before."

"Hmm?" the Doctor hummed as he and Alex headed up another series of wooden steps.

"We came here by accident," Amy agreed.

"Accident?" the Doctor repeated. He almost scoffed at the word until he caught Alex's warning look. "Yes, I know. Accident."

As he was speaking, Rory reached out to touch another pipe running along the wall outside the stairs. But the second he laid his finger on it, he immediately jerked it back. "Ow!"

Alex scanned the pipe with her necklace. "Acid," she confirmed. "They're pumping acid off the island."

The Doctor grasped her necklace charm and carefully held it up for his own examination. "That's old stuff," he said, nodding to the pipe Rory had touched. "Fresh acid, you wouldn't have a finger." He turned and started to lead Alex through the archway overhead, only for a small klaxon to start ringing, forcing them to dart back to the Ponds.

"Intruder alert! Intruder alert!"

"There are people coming," the Doctor warned. "Well, almost."

Amy frowned. "Almost coming?"

But instead of clearing the matter up, the Doctor just grinned madly. "Almost people," he corrected before leading Alex off again.

"I think we should really be going," Rory said nervously as Amy started following the couple.

Amy didn't even break her stride. "Come on!" she urged.

"I'm telling you! When something runs towards you, it is never for a nice reason!"

But Amy simply turned around, grabbed him by the arm, and pulled him along after her.

Notes:

A/N: The incidents Alex's thoughts referenced as to what happened during the two weeks between the last chapter and this one come from a series of BBC News Series Adventures books. They are Nuclear Time by Oli Smith (the "prefabricated town populated with killer robots"), The Glamour Chase by Gary Russell ("a powerful alien artifact known as 'the Glamour'"), and The Way Through the Woods by Una McCormack (the "crashed ship in a creepy wood luring people to it").

Chapter 28: The Rebel Flesh Part 2

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The alarms continued to go off as the TARDIS crew ran into a small stone room at the top of one of the monastery's towers. It appeared to be like any other medieval-era room . . . except for the human-shaped metal harnesses tucked into each of the window alcoves. Nearly all of them were occupied by a man or woman in an orange jumpsuit.

The group came to a stop, staring in wonder and befuddlement. "What are all of these harnesses for?" Amy frowned.

"Uh, the almost people?" Rory suggested.

"What are they, prisoners, or are they meditating, or what?"

"Well, at the moment they fall into the 'or what' category," the Doctor remarked, which didn't really serve to answer their questions. He wrapped an arm around Alex's waist, drawing her into his side.

"Halt and remain calm!" the tannoy ordered.

"Well, we've halted," the Doctor grinned, though he pressed Alex into his side even tighter than he had a second ago. "How are we all doing on the 'calm' front?"

Just then, the sound of storming footsteps rang out behind them. The Doctor spun around, shoving Alex behind him, as two men and a young woman came into the room. The men had lances; both were pointed directly at the Doctor.

"Don't move!" one of the men ordered. He was the older of the two, with graying blonde hair and pale skin.

"Stay back, Jen!" the other man, a much younger one with unkempt black hair, ordered the young woman. He eyed the TARDIS crew suspiciously. "We don't know who they are."

"So, let's ask them," the young woman reasoned. She looked to be around Amy and Alex's age with long black hair pulled back into a ponytail, dark eyes, and pale skin. "Who the hell are you?"

"Well, I'm the Doctor, and this is Alex, Amy, and Rory, and it's all very nice, isn't it?"

"Hold up," Amy interrupted. She looked back and forth between the trio in front of her and the people in the harnesses. They looked exactly alike, right down to their orange jumpsuits. "You're all. . . What are you all? Like identical twins?"

Flesh duplicates,Alex thought.

At that moment, two more figures entered the room. One was an older woman with dark hair and sharp, stern facial features. Though there was no obvious indication that she was, Alex suspected her to be the boss. The other figure was a young man, also around Amy and Alex's age, with closely cropped brown hair. Both figures wore dark brown suits fashioned out of metal and leather.

"This is an Alpha-grade industrial facility," the woman said. Her tone was no-nonsense, reinforcing Alex's belief that she was the boss. "Unless you work for the military or for Morpeth Jetsan, you are in big trouble."

"Actually,you'rein big trouble," the Doctor challenged. He pulled out the psychic paper.

The older woman peered at the wallet. "Meteorological department? Since when?"

"Since you were hit by a solar wave."

"Which we survived."

Alex poked her head out from behind the Doctor. "Just, by the looks of it," she retorted.

"And there's a bigger one on the way," the Doctor added.

"Which we'll also survive," the woman dismissed. She turned to the man beside her. "Dicken, scan for bugs."

Dicken held up a scanner. "Backs against the wall," he ordered. "Now."

The group slowly backed up against the wall. The Doctor clutched Alex's hand and made sure to keep her right beside him as they moved. "You're not a monastery," he observed. "You're a factory. 22nd century army-owned factory."

"You're army?" Amy gasped as Dicken commenced with his scan.

"No, love," the older woman corrected. "We're contractors, and you're trespassers."

"It's clear, boss," Dicken reported once he finished scanning Alex.

"Alright, weatherman, your I.D. checks out. If there's another solar storm, what are you going to do about it? Hand out sunblock?"

The Doctor gave her a sarcastic laugh. "I need to see your critical systems."

"Which one?"

The Doctor eyed her significantly. "You know which one," he said, deliberately deepening his voice so that he could intimidate her . . . and to see Alex's eyes slightly darken. He knew how much she loved it when his voice dropped.

And who was he to deny the woman he loved something she liked?

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The head of the group, Cleaves, as she'd introduced herself, led them into another stone-walled room. In the back was a large vat on a raised platform. On the floor before it was a small open tub. As they got closer to the vat, they could hear a bubbling noise emanating from it.

The Doctor kept a tight grip on Alex's hand as they walked around the vat. He knew this was going to be hard for her.

They came to a stop on the other side of the vat. The two stared inside. "And there you are," the Doctor whispered.

And there it was. The Flesh. Alex forced herself to keep her face impassive as she looked down at the true form of what she was made of. In its natural state, the Flesh was a thick white goop, reminiscent of the slime Alex used to make in elementary science class out of Elmer's glue, baking soda, and contact lens solution. The goop bubbled slightly but otherwise didn't move.

So this is what I'll look like when the Doctor ends the signal to me. Just a big pile of white goop.She swallowed heavily and her hand darted up to fiddle with the ends of her scarf. Maybe the Doctor had a point when he argued against bringing her here.

The Doctor kept his eyes on her, even though he knew doing so risked alerting Amy and Rory to something being wrong. Fortunately, the Ponds were transfixed by the Flesh, not paying him or Alex a second glance.

Assuring himself that the couple was occupied, the Doctor reached down and tilted Alex's chin up. She stared at him, her currently light green eyes showing everything she felt about the liquid before her. He gave her a reassuring smile and leaned down to press a light kiss to her temple. Alex closed her eyes and silently relished in the comfort his presence provided her.

They were pulled out of their moment by Cleaves stating, "Meet the government's worst kept secret. The Flesh. It's fully programmable matter. In fact, it's even learning to replicate itself at the cellular level."

"Right. Brilliant," Amy nodded along, only to shake her head a second later. "Lost."

"Okay. Once a reading's been taken, we can manipulate its molecular structure into anything. Replicate a living organism down to the hairs on its chinny-chin-chin. Even clothes. And everything's identical. Eyes, voice. . ."

"Mind, soul," the Doctor and Alex added together, one voice in a slight growl, the other sounding a touch nauseated.

Cleaves merely scoffed. "Don't be fooled. Itactslike life, but it still needs to be controlled by us, from those harnesses you saw."

"Wait, whoa, hold it," Rory exclaimed. He stared at Cleaves incredulously. "So . . . you're Fleshnow?"

She nodded. "I'm lying in a harness back in that chamber. We all are, except Jennifer here." She gestured to the young woman nervously standing at the back of the group. "Don't be scared. This thing, just like operating a forklift truck."

"You said it could grow," the Doctor recalled. "Only living things grow."

"Mossgrows. It's no more than that. This acid is so dangerous we were losing a worker every week. So now we mine the acid using these doppelgangers. Or Gangers."

"Cute," Alex sneered.

Ganger Cleaves ignored her. "If these bodies get burnt or fall in the acid. . ."

"Then who the hell cares?" the dark-haired man, Ganger Buzzer, picked up. He turned to Jennifer. "Right, Jen?"

"Nerve endings automatically cut off like airbags being discharged," Jennifer explained. "We wake up and get a new Ganger."

"It's weird," the older man, Ganger Jimmy, admitted. "But you get used to it."

"Jennifer, I want you in your Ganger," Ganger Cleaves commanded. "Get back to the harness."

As Jennifer headed back to the first room, the Doctor pulled out the sonic screwdriver and buzzed it across the Flesh. "Hang on!" Ganger Buzzer cried as the liquid started to bubble. "What's he up to? What you up to, pal?"

The Doctor struggled to move his outstretched arm. "Stop it! Ah!" he cried. After another few seconds, he managed to yank his arm back.

He breathed heavily, stunned by the bizarre experience. "Strange. It was like, for a moment there, it was scanningme." He frowned and pocketed the sonic. Then, before anyone could stop him, he reached out and placed his palm on top of the Flesh.

"Doctor. . ." Ganger Cleaves warned.

"Ah!" The Doctor's hand shook and he struggled to break free, but the Flesh was like a suction cup. Its grip was unyielding and struggling only seemed to make the Flesh hold on tighter.

"Get back, Doctor! Leave it alone!"

"Doctor!" Alex cried. She wrapped her arms around his middle and tried pulling him away from the vat. He didn't even move an inch.

"Ah! Ah! Ah! Gah!" Finally, the Doctor was able to pull his hand away. The force of the movement sent him toppling back into Alex, nearly knocking them both down. Regaining his balance, the Doctor struggled to catch his breath. He stared at the Flesh in amazement. "I understand," he murmured.

Alex frowned. What did he mean by that? "Doc?" she prodded.

"Are you alright?" Amy asked.

"Incredible," the Doctor breathed, not responding to either of them. "You have no idea. No idea. I mean, Ifeltit in my mind. I reached out to it, and it to me."

Ganger Cleaves rolled her eyes. "Don't fiddle with the money, Doctor."

Alex gaped at her. What was wrong with this woman? Couldn't she see that the Doctor was legitimately trying to help her? "How stupid are you?" she snapped.

"It's alive," the Doctor jumped in before Cleaves could form a retort. "So alive. You're piling your lives, your personalities directly into it."

At that moment, a streak of lightning flashed outside, followed by an ominous boom of thunder. The Doctor pulled his snowglobe out again and critically examined it as the ground started shaking. "It's the solar storm," he announced. "The first waves come in pairs, pre-shock and full shock. It's close."

"Buzzer, we got anything from the mainland yet?" Ganger Cleaves asked.

"No, the comms are still too jammed with radiation."

"Okay, then we'll keep pumping acid until the mainland says stop. Now, why don't you stand back and let us impress you." She flicked a switch and the Flesh started to pour from the vat into the tub.

Alex watched in a mixture of wonder and disgust as the Flesh began to take shape. The face formed first, the mouth opening to take its first breath. The eyes came next. The pupils were completely black and reminded Alex of something out of a horror movie. The rest of Jennifer's body followed, even her orange jumpsuit like Cleaves promised. It looked exactly like Jennifer, except the face was still white and undefined.

A moment later, the figure sat up and gasped for breath. It was Jennifer. The Ganger looked exactly like the original one now in the harness in the other room.

Despite her resolve to try and remain calm, Alex jumped. She gaped at Ganger Jennifer, hoping that the disgust she was feeling couldn't be seen on her face. Was this what had happened to her? To Amy? Were they forced into harnesses – as Alex couldn't see either herself or Amy going in willingly – and then woke up in some strange tub, utterly confused and terrified? And then . . . what happened?

Alex's stomach twisted uncomfortably. Just when were she and Amy kidnapped? She and the Doctor had already ruled out it occurring during the time the Silence took them in 1969 since Amy had been complaining of morning sickness before then. So, it stood to reason that it had been before they met him in Utah.

Bile rose in her throat, but Alex swallowed it back down, grimacing as she did so. She and Amy had been taken some time after the Doctor dropped them off in Leadworth in early February this year. Nine months had passed – not for the Earth but for them aboard the TARDIS – where they weren't actually with their loved ones, but on some distant star in an unknown location and time period, getting experimented upon and growing a baby all without being aware of it.

Alex's knees started to buckle.No!she snapped to herself. Her eyes darted around the room. No one was paying her the slightest bit of attention. Gangers Buzzer and Jimmy were helping Ganger Jennifer out of the tub, Amy and Rory were gawking at Ganger Jennifer, Ganger Cleaves was smirking victoriously, and Ganger Dicken, the most silent of the bunch, was quietly taking these things in.

But at some point, someone's eyes would be drawn to her. Alex knew it. Her heart thudding in her chest, she strove to straighten her shaky legs and took a few deep breaths.

Unbeknownst to and discounted by Alex among the people not paying attention to her, the Doctor's gaze was firmly fixed on her. He sighed inaudibly at how pale Alex's face had gotten.IknewI should have fought harder with her!He should have insisted on her going somewhere with the Ponds. He knew that the reality of her seeing the Flesh would be difficult to handle, but if he’d known it would bethisbad. . .

He shook his head. There was no point in berating himself. He had to concentrate on and comfort Alex. Since she was still struggling to keep her balance, he wrapped an arm around her abdomen and pulled her back against his chest. His lips quirked at Alex's relieved sigh and the feeling of her nestling further against him.

After a few more moments, Alex managed to regain her voice. "Well, I can see why you keep it in a church," she remarked a bit flippantly. "The miracle of life."

"No need to get poncey," Ganger Buzzer snipped. "It's just grunge."

"Guys, we need to get to work," Ganger Cleaves reminded them.

Ganger Jimmy nodded. "Okay, everyone, let's crack on."

"Did I mention thesolar storm?" the Doctor exclaimed. "You need to getoutof here."

"Where do you want us to go?" Ganger Jimmy scoffed. "We're on a tiny island."

"You're in luck," Alex told him. She inwardly relished in the distraction the solar storm provided from examining the Flesh in further detail. "We've got a way to get you off."

"Don't be ridiculous," Ganger Cleaves scorned, shaking her head. "We've got a job to do."

"It's coming," the Doctor murmured.

Right on cue, an alarm blared.

"That's the alarm!" Ganger Jennifer cried, pointing out the obvious.

"How do you get power?" the Doctor demanded.

"We're solar and we use a solar router," Ganger Cleaves answered. "The weather-vane."

The Doctor frowned. "Big problem."

"Boss, maybe if the storm comes back, we should get underground," Ganger Jimmy proposed. "The factory's seen better days. The acid pipes might not withstand another hit."

"We have 200 tons of acid to pump out," Ganger Cleaves argued. "We fall behind, we stay another rotation." She eyed her crew. "Anyone want that?"

The Doctor grasped her arm and led her to the side of the room. Alex followed them. "Please," he begged. "You are making a massive mistake here. You're right at the crossroads of it. Don't turn the wrong way. If you don't,if you don'tprepare for this storm, you are all in terrible danger. Understood?"

Ganger Cleaves wrenched her arm away. "My factory, my rules." With that, she walked off.

Alex sighed and shook her head. "Why don't people ever listen?"

The Doctor nodded in agreement. An arm wrapped around her shoulders, he led her back to the group. "I need to check the progress of the storm." He snapped his fingers and pointed at Ganger Jennifer. "Monitoring station?" When Ganger Jennifer failed to respond, he snapped his fingers again. "Monitoring station!"

"Three lefts, a right, and a left," she quickly replied. "Third door on your left."

"Thank you." He ran out of the room. Amy, Alex, and Rory rushed after him.

It didn't take them long to find the monitoring station. The room was small with a circular set of controls in the middle. It vaguely reminded Alex of the TARDIS console, only more organized and efficient. Screens had also been set up around the controls, each one showing different areas of the factory.

The Doctor immediately began examining the instruments. "Waves disturbing the Earth's magnetic field. There is going to be the mother and father of all power surges. See this weather-vane, this co*ck-a-doodle-doo? It's a solar router feeding the whole factory with solar power. When that wave hits, ka-boom! I've got to get to that co*ckerel before all hell breaks loose." He paused on his way out the door and chuckled. "I never thought I'd have to saythatagain."

Alex shot him a look. "Focus!" she snapped.

The Doctor cringed. "Right, sorry! Amy, breathe!" He turned and ran off.

"Yeah!" Amy nodded as she stared after him. What did he mean bybreathe? She did breathe! She didn't have to think about doing it! "I mean, thanks! I'll try!" She shot Alex awhat-the-helllook.

"I have no idea," Alex lied. She hated to do it, but right now it was necessary. The Doctor hadn't mentioned anything to her about Amy currently being in labor, but he must have noticed something in her breathing patterns – something so subtle not even Amy noticed it – if his telling her to breathe was any indication.

She grimaced at the knot forming in her stomach and stared out the door. Around her, the room shook, and equipment rattled nervously as thunder and lightning reigned supreme outside.

Alex swallowed heavily.Please get this fixed, Doc.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The Doctor ran across the courtyard to the tower. He stared up at the weather-vane before quickly moving up the ladder attached to the tower. As he climbed, he tried not to remember toppling off the radio dish in Logopolis. If he fell off this thing and his wounds were severe, he'd be dead. Total graveyard dead. No regeneration.

Stop thinking that!he snapped to himself. He continued up the ladder, trying to ignore the flashes of lightning and the booming of thunder that were becoming all too frequent now.

He stopped near the top of the ladder. Situated beside him was the power box. He pulled the heavy lid open with a grunt.

He had just moved a hand inside when a huge bolt of lightning struck the tower.

The current raced through him, forcing his hand out of the power box . . . and his whole body off the ladder. He tumbled to the ground, landing with a hard thump as his vision went black.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex slowly drifted into consciousness. She grimaced as the dim light seeped into her eyes. Her head ached, probably from where she had fallen onto the stone floor in the Flesh room she and the Ponds relocated to after the Doctor ran off.

Speaking of. . . Wherewasthe Doctor?

"Oh," Rory groaned. "For want of a better word,ow." He rolled over and forced himself to his feet. Looking around, he saw Amy lying next to him, also in the process of waking up. A little further down, Alex was shifting up onto her knees. "You okay, Alex?" he asked as he helped Amy up.

Alex rubbed her head and squinted in the newfound dimness. "Son of a bitch," she scowled, rubbing the back of her head with one hand and her forehead with the other.

Rory chuckled. "I'll take that as a yes."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Meanwhile outside, the Doctor was also waking up. Thanks to his superior Time Lord senses, he knew he, and likely the others, had been unconscious for about an hour. Up on the tower, the weather-vane had been completely destroyed and the monastery was dark.

He clambered to his feet.Must find Ally and the Ponds.

He went across the courtyard before reaching a set of steps. He examined them carefully, making sure there wasn't any leaking acid around them. Seeing none, he set off and around a small corner . . . only to run into Cleaves. The woman was standing in a doorway, looking rather confused as to what had just happened.

"Cleaves!" he shouted, attracting her attention. "You're not in your harness!"

"I'm sorry, Doctor," Cleaves apologized. "You were right."

"You've lost all power to the factory."

But Cleaves didn't care about that. "Doctor, I abandoned my team."

"Then let's go get them." He led the way down the corridor, Cleaves right beside him. The Doctor eyed her critically. He could sense that something was off about Cleaves, though what that was he didn't know. "How long would you say we were unconscious for, Cleaves?" he asked.

She shrugged. "Not long. A minute, two minutes?"

"I'd hazard we've been out for a teensy bit longer."

She stared at him curiously. "Well, how long?"

"An hour," he said grimly. "I've seen whole worlds turned inside out in an hour. A lot can go wrong in an hour."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

After hauling themselves off the floor, Amy, Rory, and Alex hurried off to find the others. They reached the harness room just in time to see Jimmy and Dicken helping Buzzer down from his harness. "I feel like I've been toasted," Buzzer complained.

"Better that than dead," Alex said dryly.

Jimmy turned to her. He sensed that like that Doctor bloke, Alex would have all the answers. "What the hell happened?"

"The tsunami happened. Can't say we didn't try to warn you. Anybody hurt?"

Jimmy winced a little. "It feels like the National Grid's run through my bones, but apart from that. . ."

"I hope the meter's not bust," Buzzer said. "I still want to get paid."

"Why?" a small voice quivered. It could barely be heard over the men's loud chatter, but Rory caught it. He turned to see Jennifer standing by herself in a corner of the room, shaking like a frightened rabbit. He hurried over, his nurse instincts coming out along with the protective side he usually felt with Amy and Alex.

"Jennifer! Jennifer? Hey, all right?" He gave her a soft, reassuring smile.

Jennifer stared at him through tearful eyes. "It hurt so much," she shuddered. The tears began falling, running down her cheeks like tiny rivers.

Rory pulled her into a hug. "Hey, hey, it's okay, it's over."

"I couldn't get out of my harness!"

"Shh, shh, shh. . ."

"I thought I was going to die!"

"Welcome to my world," Rory muttered. Feeling eyes drilling into the back of his head, he looked over Jennifer's head at Amy. The slight scowl on her face, as well as her narrowed eyes, indicated that she wasn't very happy about him being in such close proximity to the girl.

Alex saw it too. She leaned over to murmur in her friend's ear, "He's just doing what he was trained to do. He's trying to comfort her."

Amy nodded, realizing that, but it still didn't make her feel any better about her husband hugging another woman. In fact, she quite wanted to rip Jennifer's eyes out.I wonder if this is how Alex feels around River when she's flirting with the Doctor?

Fortunately, before things could escalate into a cat-fight, the Doctor and Cleaves strode in. "Doctor!" Alex cried. She rushed over and threw her arms around him. Thank God he was safe! She had been a few minutes away from going to check on him, but it seemed there had been no need.

The Doctor grinned and gave her a quick hug. "You okay?" he checked.

"Head hurts, but it'll go away."

"Doctor!" Amy called. "These are all real people, so where are their Gangers?"

"Don't worry," Cleaves assured her. "When the link shuts down, the Gangers return to pure Flesh. Now, the storm's left us with acid leaks all over, so we need to contact the mainland. They can have a rescue shuttle out here in no time."

An excellent plan . . . which was immediately forgotten when the familiar strains of 'You Don't Have To Say You Love Me' began echoing throughout the room.

"That's my record," Jimmy breathed in shock. "Who's playing my record?"

"Your Gangers," the Doctor answered. "They've gone for a walkabout."

Cleaves shook her head. "No, it's impossible. They're not active. Cars don't fly themselves, cranes don't lift themselves, and Ganger's don't. . ." But she trailed off as the group went through a doorway into the dining hall.

The dining hall was quite large. A long table almost the same length as the room ran down the middle of the space. The Dusty Springfield record was playing on a turntable atop it. Scattered around it were various items that had been clearly searched through, such as I.D. cards, wallets, even a house of cards.

"No way," Buzzer gasped.

"I don't. . . I don't believe this," Cleaves insisted, though her gaping seemed to contradict that.

"They could've escaped through the service door in the back," Jimmy pointed out.

"This isjustlike the Isle of Sheppey," Buzzer proclaimed.

The Doctor and Alex sat down in front of the house of cards. Slinging an arm around her shoulders, the Doctor remarked, "It would seem the storm has animated your Gangers."

"They've ransacked everything!" Cleaves cried.

"Not ransacked,searched."

"Through our stuff!"

"Their stuff," the Doctor and Alex argued.

Jimmy frowned at them. Unlike most people though, it was more for the words they'd said than the simultaneous speaking. "Searching for what?"

Alex picked up a nearby book and started flipping through it. "Confirmation?" she guessed.

The Doctor nodded. "Exactly, Ally. They need to know their memories are real."

Buzzer snorted. "Oh, so they've got flamingmemoriesnow."

"They feel compelled to connect to their lives."

"Theirstolenlives," Cleaves huffed.

Alex put the book down and gave her a harsh look. "No,given," she snapped. She could feel her fury at everyone dismissing the Gangers as nothing when she herself was made of Flesh starting to rush through her. It was almost like when she got jealous. It was a wildfire of rage begging to be unleashed on an unsuspecting victim. "You lot gave them your personalities, emotions, memories, quirks, traits, secrets, hopes, dreams,everythingwhen you hooked yourselves up to those harnesses. You gave them yourlives, their lives as far as they're now concerned." She narrowed her eyes at Cleaves. "Aren't you proud of yourself?"

The Doctor squeezed her shoulder in warning. "Human lives are amazing," he commented, trying to keep attention off Alex. They didn't need Amy and Rory questioning them right now. "Are you surprised they walked off with them?"

"I'll say it again," Buzzer jumped in. "Isle of Sheppey. Ganger got an electric shock, toddled off, killed his operator right there in his harness. I've seen the photos. This bloke's ear was almost hanging—"

"Even if this has actually happened," Jimmy cut in, his tone making it clear he believed it hadn't, "they can't remain stable without us plumbed into them, can they, boss?" He looked at Cleaves for confirmation.

Cleaves was silent for a long moment. Finally, she said, "I guess we'll find out."

Suddenly, Jennifer gasped. Everyone whirled around to look at her.

"Are you okay?" Rory asked, moving to her side. "Do you need some water?"

Jennifer's face turned even paler than it already was. "I feel funny. I need the washroom." Without another word, she ran out of the room.

"I'll come with you!" Rory shouted after her. He glanced at Amy, silently asking her if she was okay with this. Amy forced herself to smile and nod. Once she did, Rory left.

"Achoo!" Dicken exclaimed through a sneeze. The unexpected action caused Amy to jump a good foot in the air. "Sorry," Dicken winced.

The Doctor didn't even notice this small commotion; he was too busy studying the house of cards before him. "That's me," Buzzer said when he saw the Doctor looking at it. "It's good to have a hobby. So, what, my Ganger did that, all on its own?"

"All onhisown," Alex muttered.

"Who taught you to do this?" the Doctor asked. He squeezed Alex's shoulder again, both to warn her to keep quiet and to try and comfort her.

"My granddad."

"Well, your Ganger's granddad taught him to do it, too. You both have the same childhood memories, just as clear, just as real."

Buzzer frowned at the comment. He eyed the cards distastefully. "No," he said adamantly before knocking the house over.

The Doctor and Alex eyed him. Alex couldn't help but get a bad feeling about how all of this was going to turn out. She turned to whisper in the Doctor's ear, "Fear generates savagery."

He nodded in agreement. He saw this kind of thing with humans all the time. "Too right, you are," he concurred. "They're scared, disorientated, struggling to come to terms with an entire life in their heads."

Alex sighed wearily.So much for a simple examination of the Flesh,she thought. She leaned her head against the Doctor's shoulder. "Why can't anything be easy?" she mumbled, closing her eyes.

The Doctor chuckled, his breath warm against her skin. "Easy is very, very boring." He tucked a strand of hair behind her left ear, leaned down, and kissed her temple. "Sorry, I don't have a rose to tuck behind your ear."

Alex giggled, making him smile. Just what he was aiming for. "I'll forgive you this time."

"Good to know."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A few minutes later, the Doctor stood in front of the dining hall microwave. He slid a plate of food in and set the timer. While he watched it cook, he paid close attention to the conversation the humans were having behind him.

"We need to protect ourselves," Jimmy insisted.

The Doctor didn't bother to turn around when he asked, "Are you a violent man, Jimmy?"

"No."

"Then why would the other Jimmy be?"

Cleaves stared at the Doctor, then at the food in the microwave. "Don't tell me you can eat at a time like this, Doctor," she said, walking over to him.

"You told me we were out cold for a few minutes, Cleaves," the Doctor remarked, not addressing her previous comment. "When in fact, it was an hour."

"Sorry, I just assumed. . ."

"Well, it's not your fault. Like I said, they're disoriented. Amy, when you got to the alcoves, who was in harness?" The microwave timer went off. Alex watched, curious, as the Doctor carefully removed the plate with a towel. He hadn't told her why he had the sudden urge to make food, but she was sure it was for some purpose other than because he had suddenly gotten the munchies.

"Um, Jimmy and Dicken were helping Buzzer out."

"And Jennifer?"

Alex took this one. "She was standing on her own when we got there."

"Thank you, Ally." The Doctor turned and handed the plate to Cleaves. She took it willingly.

Alex's eyes widened. That plate was piping hot right now and Cleaves was holding it in herbare hands. A quick look around confirmed that she wasn't the only one who had noticed.

The Doctor eyed Cleaves. "It's hot," he reminded her, gesturing down at the plate.

Cleaves hissed and immediately dropped the plate. It crashed to the floor, pieces of plate and food landing in a total mess, not that anyone could be bothered to care about that now. They all watched as Cleaves shook her hand, trying to shake the pain away, if she was even experiencing pain.

The Doctor gently took her hand and examined it. There was no redness or even a hint of warmness. "Trans-matter's still a little rubbery," he explained. "Nerve endings not quite fused properly."

"What are you talking about?" Cleaves . . . er,GangerCleaves demanded.

"It's okay."

"Why didn't Ifeelthat?"

"You will. You'll stabilize."

Ganger Cleaves shook her head hysterically. "No, stop it. You're playing stupid games. Stop it!" She pulled herself away from the Doctor and turned her back to him.

The Doctor slowly approached her. "You don't have to hide." Alex started to get up to try and help him, but the Doctor, not even turning around, held out a hand to her, silently telling her to stay back. "Please, trust me," he continued once Alex had stilled. "I'm the Doctor."

Ganger Cleaves whirled back around and hissed at him. Everyone except for the Doctor jumped upon seeing her now half-formed Flesh face. Buzzer snatched a knife off the table and advanced towards her, but Jimmy hastened to hold him back. A second later, a familiar buzzing rang out and Buzzer's knife flew out of his hand and onto the ground a few feet away from him. Buzzer stilled and stared bewilderedly at it.

Amy whirled around to look at the Doctor and Alex. The Doctor was still in front of Ganger Cleaves, sonic screwdriver nowhere in sight, but she did see Alex calmly tucking her sonic necklace charm back under the collar of her sweater.

"Where's the real Cleaves, youthing?!" Buzzer shouted once he recovered from the sudden disarming of his weapon. He fought against Jimmy's tight grip but to no avail. "What have you done to her?!"

"Will you be quiet?" Alex snapped. She narrowed her eyes at Buzzer and couldn't help but delight in the way he stiffened at her dark copper orbs.

"That's it, good," the Doctor encouraged, sending Alex a quick grateful look before refocusing on Ganger Cleaves. "You remember. This is early Flesh, the early stages of technology. So much. . ." He reached out and gently placed a hand on Ganger Cleaves' shoulder, though the innocent action still made her shudder. ". . .to learn."

Amy, careful not to make any sudden movements, got to her feet. She eyed Ganger Cleaves warily. "Doctor, what's happened to her?"

"She can't stabilize. She's shifting between half-formed and full-formed. For now, at least."

"We areliving!" Ganger Cleaves yelled. With a growl, she lunged at the Doctor, but her target jumped out of the way. Not even bothering to try and go after him again, she ran from the room, screaming madly as she went.

Alex sprang out of her seat to go after her, but the Doctor grasped her hand before she could take off. "Let her go," he sighed.

Suddenly, Amy gasped. "Doctor, Rory!" she cried, eyes wide in alarm.

Alex's eyes widened too. In all the excitement of the last few minutes, she had completely forgotten about Rory. Unless Jennifer was a special case and took a while to calm down, she and Rory should have been back ages ago.

The Doctor, however, just stared at Amy blankly. His mind was still on the Gangers and how to avert a total war from breaking out. "Rory?" he repeated.

Alex frowned and whacked him across the back of the head. "Rory,ourfriend,yourcompanion!" she shouted, ignoring the Doctor's yelp and the dirty look he gave her. "He went after Jennifer forever ago!"

"So where is he?" Amy picked up.

"Oh, Rory!" the Doctor exclaimed. "Always with the Rory!"

Alex turned to Jimmy. "You," she pointed, "show us the way to the bathroom."

"Why not me?" Buzzer asked once Jimmy released him.

Alex gave him a hard stare. "Don't really like you at the moment." His easy dismissing and dislike of the Gangers – ofher– was still creating a slow burn in her stomach, a burn that would turn into a raging blaze in the blink of an eye if she didn't watch herself. Normally, she didn't care what people thought of her, but this was different. This was about what she currently was, but didn't have any control over, something no one other than the Doctor knew.

Ignoring Buzzer's incredulous look, she grabbed the Doctor's hand and ran out of the room. A second later, Amy and Jimmy started sprinting after them.

The four ran down the stone-lined walls as fast as they could towards the restroom . . . only to run into a bunch of acid right in their path. They scrambled to a stop.

Jimmy examined the leak. "The explosion must've ruptured the acid feeds. We're going to need the acid suits."

"No, no, no," the Doctor objected. "We haven't got time." He ushered them backwards, forcing Alex ahead of him. "Back, back, back!"

"Is there another way there?" Amy asked.

Jimmy nodded. "Yeah, down this way." He led them down another tunnel. "Be careful. There's acid everywhere."

The group slowly and carefully made their way down a longer series of tunnels, watching for acid spills all the while. Thankfully, there were very few down this way. As they walked, the Doctor turned to Alex. "You okay?" he whispered.

Alex let out a long breath. "For now," she admitted quietly. "It’s just . . . it's hard, hearing them talk about the Flesh like that."

"I know," the Doctor murmured, even though he really didn't. He wished he did though. He wished he could take some of the burden away from Alex. "It'll be over soon, I swear."

Alex nodded, but she knew that this day was far from being over. In fact, she was pretty sure that things were just getting started.

Finally, they reached the closest restroom. "Rory!" Amy shouted as they darted in.

Alex bent down and checked the stalls for anyone possibly hiding in them. But there was no sign of anyone. It was almost as though no one had been in here . . . almost, if you didn't count the nicely sized hole in the center stall door.

Alex gaped at it while the Doctor ran over to examine it. "It looks like someone punched right through it," she breathed. "Not Rory. He's strong, but nowhere nearthisstrong."

"Of course," the Doctor realized. "Jennifer's a Ganger too."

While Alex moved over to a shattered mirror, probably caused by Jennifer when she punched through the stall door, Amy frowned. "Doctor, you said they wouldn't be violent."

"But I did say they were scared and angry."

"Fear generates savagery, Amy," Alex reminded her. She peered into the sink below the ruined mirror. At the bottom was what looked like a lump of Flesh that Jennifer had presumably spit up. Alex grimaced.Thank God I'm not spitting that out.

"And early technology, that's what you said," Jimmy recalled. He eyed the Doctor suspiciously. "You seem to know something about the Flesh."

Amy matched his wary expression. If the Doctor knew something about the Flesh, why the hell wasn't he saying anything? "Do you?" she asked. "Doctor?"

"You're no weatherman. Why are you really here?"

The Doctor didn't answer. "I have to talk to them," he said instead. "I can fix this." He grabbed Alex's hand and pulled her out of the room, Amy hastily following them.

"Wait!" Jimmy shouted as he took off after them. "What's going on? Where's the real Jennifer?!"

The Doctor didn't pause to try and answer. Instead, he led them up some stairs and down a tunnel. They were forced to come to a stop though due to a plethora of acid blocking their path. Steam burst out of several nearby pipes, and the ground was almost completely covered in puddles of acid.

The Doctor shoved Alex behind him. "It is too dangerous out here with acid leaks!"

"We have to find Rory!" Amy insisted.

"Yes. I'm going back to the TARDIS. Wait for me in the dining hall. I want us to keep together, okay? No more wandering off."

"And what about Rory?" Alex demanded.

"Well, it would be safer to look for Rory and Jennifer with the TARDIS." The last thing he needed was Alex or Amy getting hit with acid and revealing to all that they were Gangers. He turned and headed off, calling over his shoulder, "No arguing, Alexandria!" Alex rolled her eyes but obliged.

Jimmy looked over and spotted a box attached to the wall in front of him. "Here we go," he cheered as he opened the box and pulled out a large container. "Distress flares." He closed the box, only to nearly jump out of his skin when he saw the Doctor standing right behind him.

"Exit?" the Doctor asked.

"Keep going straight. Can't miss it. But you're never going to get your vehicle in here."

The Doctor just smiled. "I'm agreatparker." He went off down the tunnel and was soon out of sight.

Jimmy looked at the increasing acid. "We really need those acid suits. I've sent Buzzer and Dicken to get them."

"Fine and dandy," Amy nodded. "I'm just going to find my husband, so . . . cheers."

"Amy, I wouldn't. . ."

"Nor would I," Amy shrugged as she moved backwards. "What can you do, eh?" She turned to Alex. "You coming?"

Alex linked their arms together. "Don't I always?"

"You aren't worried about the Doctor snapping at you? He did call youAlexandria."

Alex made a dismissive gesture. "Nah, he just said that to keep me from following him."

Amy raised an eyebrow. "Really?" she said doubtfully.

"Well. . ." Alex shrugged. "That's what I'm going to argue if he comes back and yells at me."

"Good enough for me. Let's go!"

"At least wait for acid suits!" Jimmy called after them. But they were already carefully stepping around the acid puddles and heading off down the tunnel.

Chapter 29: The Rebel Flesh Part 3

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Fifteen minutes later, Amy and Alex were still wandering the dark tunnels. Wherever Rory was, he was doing a good job at avoiding them.

"Rory!" Alex called. She poked her head into what looked like a storage room, based on the brooms, mops, and buckets cluttering every square inch of floor. She sighed. No sign of Rory.

A little ways down the corridor, Amy approached a large set of wooden double doors. "Rory!" she cried as she opened them. She peered inside the small, dark room. "Rory!" Not seeing anyone inside, she turned away to shut the door, but then she heard a metallic click, not something that belonged in an acid factory. She spun back around.

On the wall directly in front of her was a panel. Looking at her through that panel was none other than the Eyepatch Lady. But just as suddenly as she saw it, the panel swiftly slid shut.

Amy gasped and jerked back, slamming the door. Alex whirled around. "Amy?" she called, a touch of worry in her voice. "Are you okay?"

Amy, still staring in shock at the door, opened her mouth to answer, when a familiar voice shouted out, "Amy!" The girls spun around to see Rory at the end of the tunnel.

"You're okay!" Amy exclaimed in relief. "What happened?" She started to rush towards him but came to a quick stop when Ganger Jennifer cautiously stepped out from behind him.

"She needs protecting," Rory explained.

"Jen?" another voice called. A second later, Dicken and Buzzer ran into the tunnel.

Amy shook her head. "No, it's a Ganger." There was no other reason for Rory to say she needed protecting if she wasn't a Ganger, something the humans all disliked at the moment. "Rory, listen—"

"No,youlisten!" Rory shouted. He straightened himself to his full height and did his best to block Ganger Jennifer from the others. "Nobody touches her!"

Alex smiled broadly. At leastonehuman was working to protect the Gangers. "Nicely done, Rory," she complimented. She gave Ganger Jennifer a reassuring smile before turning to Buzzer and Dicken. "Now, if you two could kindly restrain yourselves from trying to inflict bodily harm, let's listen to my boyfriend and go to the dining hall."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex had managed to get everyone to the dining hall with no harm being done to Ganger Jennifer, certainly an accomplishment considering how the humans were acting towards her. Although she hadn't quite pictured an interrogation taking place the second they all sat down.

"Where's Jen? What have you done with her?" Buzzer demanded. He, Jimmy, and Dicken were all sitting on one side of the table directly across from Ganger Jennifer. Rory was standing behind the understandably shaken girl protectively while Amy stood across from him. Alex, having made a conscious decision to separate herself from the makeshift interrogation, leaned against the wall, one of her boots up and pressed against the stone.

Now, her lips flattened into a thin line, and she crossed her arms as she watched the scene disdainfully.

"I haven't seen her," Ganger Jennifer insisted. "Iswear. But look, I'mher. I'm just like her. I'm real."

"You're acopy," Jimmy argued. "You're just pretending to be her."

Alex ran a hand through her hair. "For God's sake, do I really have to keep repeating myself?" she wondered. "They'rereal!"

"Rory," Amy whispered, "we don't really know anything about them yet. . ."

"Well, I know that she's afraid and she needs our help," Rory defended.

Amy sighed and tried again, "Rory. . ." But Rory just waved her off and focused back on the interrogation.

"Jimmy, Buzzer, come on, you guys," Ganger Jennifer begged. "We've worked together fortwo years!"

Buzzer glared at her. "I worked with Jennifer Lucas," he nearly spat. "Notyou."

Alex let out a loud groan. "Alright," she sighed as everyone looked at her. "Clearly, this isn't going anywhere, so here's a lovely idea. Let's not do anything at all. . ."

". . .until the Doctor gets here," both she and the Doctor said as the latter entered the room. The Ganger versions of Cleaves, Jennifer, Buzzer, and Dicken followed.

"Hello!" the Doctor grinned, not that anyone save Alex noticed. They were too busy gawking at the new arrivals.

Jimmy stared at his Ganger. "This is. . ."

"You're telling me," his Ganger agreed as the two eyed each-other.

Alex smiled and pushed herself off the wall. "Hey, Doc," she greeted, walking over to him.

The Doctor smiled, but he was quick to turn serious. "How's it going over here?" he asked.

Alex grimaced. "About as well as can be expected with a bunch of thick-headed humans and their paranoia."

The Doctor attempted to smile at her words, but he couldn't. Alex was taking this very personally, something she shouldn't be doing, although he doubted she could help it. "Don't worry," he murmured. He ran a hand through her hair in an attempt to soothe her. "I've got a plan."

Alex raised a curious eyebrow. She was about to question him when Ganger Cleaves spoke. "Alright, Doctor." Ganger Cleaves eyed him warily. "You've brought us together. Now what?"

"Before we do anything, I have one very important question. Has anybody got a pair of shoes I could borrow?" Alex looked down to see the Doctor’s feet clad only in his socks. "Size ten. Although I should warn you, I have very wide feet."

A little smirk appeared on Alex's lips. "Stepped in some acid, did you?"

The Doctor shot her a defensive glare. "Not on purpose."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A few minutes later, the Doctor's shoe situation had been sorted out. The Time Lord, now wearing a pair of brown work boots, sat on the edge of the table. Amy stood behind him while Alex sat in his lap. On one side of the table were the humans; on the other were their Gangers. Rory stood with this latter group, still acting as Ganger Jennifer's protector.

The Doctor took in the two factions as he spoke. "The Flesh was never merely moss," he explained. "These arenotcopies. The storm has hardwired them. They are becoming people."

"With souls?" Jimmy questioned.

"Rubbish," Dicken scoffed before sneezing. "Achoo!"

"Bless you," the Doctor said. "We were all jelly once. Little jelly eggs sitting in goop."

Amy grimaced. "Yeah, thanks. Too much information."

"We are not talking about an accident that needs to be mopped up. We are talking aboutsacred life. Do you understand?" The Doctor stared the two groups down until they all nodded. "Good. Now, the TARDIS is trapped in an acid pool." He pretended not to hear Alex's mutter of 'she's gonna kill you'. "Once I can reach her, I can get you all off this island, humans and Gangers, eh? How does that sound?"

"Can I make it home for Adam's birthday?" Jimmy asked hopefully.

"What about me?" his Ganger questioned. "He's my son, too."

"You? Youreallythink that?"

"I feel it."

"Oh, so you were there when he was born, were you?"

"Yeah." Ganger Jimmy smiled wistfully at the memory. "I drank about eight pints of tea and they told me I had a wee boy and I just burst out laughing. No idea why." His expression turned sorrowful. "I miss home, as much as you do."

"Look," the Doctor gently cut in. He nudged Alex off him and stood. "I'm not going to lie to you. It's a right old mess, this. But as you might say up north, 'oh, well, I'll just go to t'foot of the stairs.' Ha, ha. Eh, by, by, gum. . ." He trailed off when he saw that no one was laughing and that Alex was staring at him in complete bewilderment. "Or not. Good. Right. The first step is we get everyone together, then get everyone safe, then get everyone out of here."

"Human Jennifer and Cleaves are still MIA," Alex pointed out.

"I'll go and look for them," Jimmy offered, heading for the door.

"I'll give you a hand, if you like," Ganger Jimmy volunteered. "Cover more ground."

Jimmy eyed him for a second, then smiled. "Yeah, okay. Thanks."

"This circus has gone on long enough!" a voice shouted from the back of the room. Everyone spun around to see Cleaves charging in, a sparking electric device in hand.

"Oh, great," her Ganger dryly remarked. She stared at Cleaves with a bored expression. "You see, that is just so typically me."

"Doctor, tellitto shut up."

"Please, no," the Doctor begged as he shoved Alex behind him, putting himself between her and the electric device. There was a sinking feeling in his stomach. All his work at uniting the Gangers and humans was about to go up in smoke. He could sense it. "No! No!"

Cleaves wiggled her electric device, a malicious gleam in her eye. "Circuit probe," she explained. "Fires about, oh, 40,000 volts? Would kill any one of us, so I guess she'll work on Gangers just the same."

"It's interesting you refer to them as 'it', but you call a glorified cattle prod a 'she'."

"When therealpeople are safely off this island, then I'll happily talk philosophy over a pint with you, Doctor."

"And what, pray tell, are you going to do to them?" Alex questioned, standing on her tiptoes and poking her head over the Doctor's shoulder to ask.

"Sorry. They're monsters. Mistakes. They have to be destroyed."

The Doctor stepped forward. "Give me the probe, Cleaves."

"We always have to take charge, don't we, Miranda?" Ganger Cleaves smirked. To Alex, it sounded a lot like she was baiting her human self to try and attack one of them. Something which, in Alex's experience with the Doctor, always served to make the enemy mad and all that more determined to destroy them. "Even when we don't really know what the hell is going on."

Right as she said this last part, Ganger Buzzer charged at Cleaves. But the woman was too quick for him. In an instant, she fired the probe at him three times. Electricity struck him in the chest, sending him falling backwards into a cart and onto the stone floor.

The Doctor, Alex, Amy, and Rory ran over, the first three kneeling at his side. "Argh!" the Doctor growled. "He's dead!"

Cleaves smirked triumphantly. "We call itdecommissioned." She pointed the probe at Ganger Jennifer as if to shoot at her next. The girl shrank back in fright.

Alex glared up at her, eyes narrowed into tiny slits. "Others would call itmurder!"

"You stopped his heart," the Doctor glowered. "He had aheart! Aorta, valves, a real,humanheart! And youstoppedit."

"Jen?" Rory said, attracting Alex's attention. She looked up to see that Ganger Jennifer was starting to back away, her back stiff and her face full of anger.

"What happened to Buzzer will happen to all of us if we trust you!" she screamed.

"Wait, wait, just wait," the Doctor begged.

"No!" Rory shouted. He ran forwards upon seeing Cleaves about to fire the probe at Ganger Jennifer. He tackled her to the ground and snatched the probe away from her. At the same time across the room, the remaining Gangers took off, heading who-knew-where.

"You idiot!" Cleaves screeched.

"Wait!" the Doctor and Alex called after the Gangers, but none of them turned back.

The two whirled around on Cleaves as she and Rory struggled to their feet. "Look at what you've done, Cleaves," the Doctor scowled.

"Started complete and total bloodshed," Alex finished. Her face was tight with anger, and she could feel a deep, burning, passionate fury running through her, just begging to be unleashed on the woman, but she forced herself to push it down. "They're going to strike back and it's all your fault."

"If it's war, then it's war," Cleaves spat. She didn't sound regretful at what she'd done, only proud and determined to see what she had started finished. "You don't getit, Doctor, Alex. How can you? It's us and them now." She turned to Dicken, Buzzer, and Jimmy. "Us . . . and them."

"Us and them," Dicken quickly agreed. Buzzer simply nodded in confirmation.

Jimmy sighed, looking like he regretted what he was about to do. "Us and them," he declared.

Alex closed her eyes and gritted her teeth. She could feel her boiling rage snapping just under her Flesh skin.Why, why, why?She shook her head and tried to calm down.Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three. . .But she was still fuming at 'one'.Twenty, nineteen, eighteen, seventeen, sixteen. . .

When she got to 'eleven', she felt a hand squeeze her shoulder. She opened her eyes to meet the Doctor's emerald green gaze.

"Okay?" he asked quietly.

Alex smiled softly despite the shaky situation at hand. "I am now."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A few minutes later, everyone had branched off to their own little sections of the dining hall. Amy and Rory were off to the side covering Ganger Buzzer's body, the humans were talking quietly in a corner, and the Doctor and Alex were standing at the other end of the room, discussing just how screwed they were.

"Stupid Cleaves," Alex muttered. She ran her sonic necklace over the woman's circuit probe. A few moments later, her necklace emitted a little chirp. "There," she said, tossing the now useless probe to the ground. "Completely dismantled."

The Doctor rubbed her shoulder soothingly, knowing that her anger at the Flesh's predicament – at what was, technically,herpredicament – was steadily building again. "Keep calm," he cautioned.

Alex took a deep breath and closed her eyes, concentrating on the Doctor's touch and how good it felt. "I know, I know," she sighed. When she felt a bit calmer, she opened her eyes and stared up into the Doctor's. "So, Doc, what do we need to do?"

"The Gangers will attack again, so we have to find somewhere safe to hide out until I can reach the TARDIS."

"And how are you going to manage that when the TARDIS is currently stuck in a bunch of acid?"

"Don't know, working on it."

"Okay." Alex rolled her eyes. "Let's concentrate on finding a safe place to hide."

"It's got to be defendable," the Doctor mused. "But we're in amonastery."

Alex shrugged. "One of them might know." She nodded over to the humans before sparing a glance at Amy and Rory. To her surprise, they appeared to be arguing about something. Rory seemed to be trying to get Amy to agree or listen to whatever he was saying, while Amy was going on the defense. She strained to make them out, getting a sense of déjà vu in the process, but all she caught was, ". . .wanted to help her . . . all do . . . don't . . . that . . . agree with you, drop it. . ."

What on Earth could they be fighting about?Alex wondered, her brow furrowing. But before she could ponder it any longer, the Doctor's voice rang out. "The most fortified and defendable room in the monastery." When no one said anything, he turned and called, "Cleaves! The most fortified and defendable room in the monastery!"

"The chapel."

"Thank you."

"Only one way in. Stone walls, two feet thick."

"You've crossed one hell of a line, Cleaves," the Doctor warned.

"You've killed one of their own," Alex picked up, "and they're not going to let that go unpunished."

"They're coming back," the Doctor agreed.

"In a big way," the two finished.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The group ran down the tunnels towards the chapel as fast as they could go. At the end of the tunnel was a large gray door. Jimmy thrust it open. "What about the flares?" he asked as Cleaves, Buzzer, and Dicken ran inside.

The Doctor waited until Alex was inside the chapel before answering. "We'll worry about the flares when we're locked inside." Only he, Amy, and Rory remained in the hall.

The Doctor started to urge Amy in when he caught sight of Rory. The latter was standing a few feet away, looking hesitant. "Rory Pond!"

One of the Jennifer's screams rang out in the distance. Rory turned in that direction.

"Rory, come on!" Amy called.

Alex poked her head out the door. "What's the holdup?"

"Jen's out there," Rory explained. "She's out there and she's on her own."

"Well, if she's got any sense, then she's hiding," the Doctor reasoned. "Rory!"

"I can't leave her out there!"

"Rory!"

Alex just bit her lip. She knew what Rory was going to do, though whether it was good or not was debatable.

Rory looked at Amy. "I know you understand that."

But it appeared Amy did not for she shouted, "Get in here! Get in here!"

At that moment, the Gangers appeared at the end of the hall. All of them now wore acid suits for armor.

"There they are!" Ganger Cleaves shouted. The Ganger army immediately started marching down the hall while Rory ran off down a side corridor.

"Amy!" the Doctor cried. He grabbed Amy by the arm and, ignoring her thrashing, pulled her through the doorway.

"Rory!" Amy yelled helplessly. She tried to struggle and squirm her way out of the Doctor's grasp, but by the time she did, she was already in the chapel and the others were slamming the door closed.

The Doctor spun her around by the shoulders. "Amy, they are not after him, they're after us."

Alex moved to his side and nodded adamantly. "He's right!" she agreed, even though she felt rather anxious at the thought of Rory running around the same tunnels as a bunch of vengeance-seeking Gangers. "You saw how protective he was of Jennifer! They won't go after him!" Rory had been the only person other than herself and the Doctor trying to protect the Gangers. He'd been protecting Ganger Jennifer from the very start. The woman surely wouldn't let any harm come to him.

She hoped.

"Why?" someone whispered in the back of the room, deep within the shadows. "Why?"

The Doctor released Amy at the sound of the voice, allowing her to run over to the door. He planted himself in front of Alex and stared out into the darkness. "Show yourself," he ordered, his voice low. "Show yourself!"

Alex followed his line of vision. "What is it?" she asked, squinting in an effort to make something out. She jumped. Was that . . . someone moving along the edges of the shadows?

"Doctor!" Amy called. She wasn't even paying attention to the possibility of someone else being in the room. She was too busy helping the rest of the humans barricade the door.

"Pass me the barrel!" Cleaves ordered.

"We need something heavy," Dicken remarked. "Anything you can find."

"This is insane," Jimmy commented as he leaned against a barrel. He laughed at the absurdity of the situation. "We're fightingourselves!"

"Yes, yes, it's insane," the Doctor agreed distractedly. "And it's about to get even more insanerer." He glanced at Alex and an approaching Amy. "Is that a word?"

"No," Alex replied, still staring out into the blackness.

"Doctor!" Amy snapped. "We are trapped in here and Rory's out there with them! Hello? We can't get to the TARDIS, and we can't even leave the island!"

"Correct in every respect Pond," the Doctor said . . . but his mouth didn't move. The Doctor, Amy, Alex, and the humans all gaped as a figure slowly ambled into the dim light.

"It's frightening, unexpected, frankly a total, utter splattering mess on the carpet, but I'm certain, 100% certain, that we can work this out." The figure fully stepped into the light.

It was none other than a Ganger Doctor. His face was half-formed, but he looked like the original Doctor in every other way, right down to his clothes.

The Ganger Doctor tweaked his bowtie proudly and smiled as much as his half-formed face would allow. "Trust me. I'm the Doctor."

Chapter 30: The Almost People Part 1

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Alex looked on in horror and fright as, less than a few seconds after he had introduced himself, the Ganger Doctor started twisting and screaming uncontrollably. He fell to his knees, hands clutching at his newly full-formed face.

"Argh! What's happening?!" he cried. "I wonder if we'll get back. Yes, one day. . ." He started to get back on his feet, only to hunch over in agony a beat later. "Aaagh! I've reversed the polarity of the neutron flow. . ."

"What's happening?" Alex asked frantically.

The Doctor's eyes never wavered from his Ganger counterpart. "The Flesh is struggling to cope with our past regenerations. Hold on!" he called to the Ganger.

The Ganger thrust his arm forward, palm up as though to offer something. "Would you like a jelly-baby?" he asked. His voice was lower and deeper, definitely that of a different person. Probably one of the Doctor's past incarnations if Alex had to guess. A split second later he dropped his arm, his face contorting painfully. "Why?" he asked. "Why? Why?!"

"Why what?" the Doctor demanded.

But the Ganger didn't answer. Instead, he straightened up and beamed. "Hello, I'm the Doctor," he spoke, his voice another incarnation's again. He shook his head and cringed. "No, let it go, we've moved on!"

"Hold on, hold on," the Doctor urged. "You can stabilize." But the Ganger continued to convulse and scream. The Doctor winced and glanced at Alex. She looked so terrified and worried at seeing the Ganger, a part of the Doctor himself, in pain. But that gave him an idea.

He gripped Alex's shoulders and guided her until she was standing directly in front of the Ganger. "Ally, go to him."

Alex gaped at him. She would have thought that the Doctor would want her as far away from the Ganger as possible while he was trying to cope with the memories of past incarnations. "Are you sure?"

"Positive. You've always calmed me down at my worst, love." He nudged her towards the still suffering Ganger. "You can do the same to him."

Alex studied the Ganger. He was shaking and muttering, the memories of his past incarnations overwhelming him. Every few seconds, he would flinch violently, as though something was being thrown at him.

That was all the encouragement she needed. She took a few steps forward. "Doc?" she said hesitantly.

The Ganger's head shot up. He reached out, grabbing Alex by her upper arms, and pulled her closer to him. Alex let out a squeal at the sudden action but allowed the Ganger to keep her in his grasp. He seemed to be drawing strength from her touch. Already, his flinching had stopped, as had his shaking.

"I've reversed the jelly-baby of the neutron flow," he babbled. His dark green eyes were filled with panic and tears. He stared into Alex's calm chocolate brown ones as he sank to his knees.

"Shh. . ." Alex murmured, crouching down beside him. She reached up and ran her thumb across his cheekbone, smiling when he closed his eyes and leaned into her touch. It was something the Doctor hadn't done since discovering she was Flesh.Maybe because this one's also Flesh, he feels a deeper physical connection with me?

The Ganger Doctor's head pounded. He could feel more memories being pushed at him, but these were pleasant ones, ones that were nowhere near as painful as the previous ones. These memories were of the girl before him.

The first time they met, her in that oh-so-tempting kissogram outfit. . .

His eyes traveled over to look at one girl leaning up against the wall across from him. She was dressed in a policewoman’s outfit, which he mostly noticed had averyshort skirt. His eyes traveled up her long legs all the way to her eyes, where he blinked in surprise. The girl's eyes seemed to change color; one second they were brown, the next they were light green.

"I'm assuming you're Alex?"

Alex nodded and smiled. "The one and only," she chirped.

He looked at her outfit again and a smirk graced his face. "Lovely outfit, Alex," he said, causing Alex to giggle again.

Their first trip on Starship U.K. . . .

He watched Alex through his own pain. He felt his hearts sink as he watched her sink to the floor in pain, covering her ears. Her eyes were tightly shut but suddenly they opened, revealing her now dark green eyes clouded with recognition. He knew then that she had realized who had been tapping into her mind, who had been reaching out for help.

"Why send Amy back?" she demanded as he looked up at her, not even allowing him to get a word in. "Why? Because she made a mistake?Onemistake? A mistake she doesn't even remember making?"

Other memories flashed before his eyes. Delving into her extraordinary mind for the first time, that revealing outfit of hers in Venice and all the flirting it caused, playing her version of Twenty Questions in Bristol. Seeing her weak and nearly helpless from Malohkeh's dissection, salsa dancing in Rio, watching her try on that beautiful dress while they were at Craig's flat. Kissing her in theByzantiumoxygen factory, dancing with her at Amy and Rory's wedding reception, relishing in the pure delight on her face when he gave her the sonic necklace. Watching in awe as she got along with his past companions. Watching her leave the TARDIS with a suitcase in hand. Seeing her beautiful face streaked with tears in that Utah diner and resolving to destroy whatever made her cry. Kissing and declaring his feelings for her. Watching her go through horrible pain attacks and being unable to stop them. Holding her in his arms just last night and realizing that he loved her.

Names poured into his mind, all of them different, but connected to the same girl. The girl standing before him, unafraid even though she had every reason to be.

"Alexandria, Alex,Ally. . ." He closed his eyes and gritted his teeth. "I'm. . . I can't," he whimpered.

Alex swore that her heart snapped at his distress. "Shh," she soothed. She ran her fingers through his hair, like he had done so many times to her in the past to calm her or himself down. "You can, I know you can."

The Ganger gasped for breath. "You really think so?" he asked, staring at her through skeptical eyes.

Alex nodded firmly. "Absolutely. You're the strongest, most stubborn person I've ever met."

The Ganger gripped her arms tightly. "Please . . . trust me," he begged. His eyes watered at the mere thought of his wonderful Ally not trusting him. "I'm him," he nodded over to the Original Doctor, "I swear."

"If you weren't in so much pain, I'd smack you for asking that," Alex declared, causing the Ganger to let out a chuckle. She moved her fingers down to his face, hands cupping his cheeks. "Of courseI'm gonna trust you. You're still him, I know that."

The Ganger could feel the agony in his mind steadily decrease at her touch and words. "Rassilon, what would I do without you?" he murmured. It seemed to be a rhetorical question as before Alex could answer, the Ganger began struggling to his feet.

Alex hastened to help him up. "You alright now?" she checked once he was on his feet.

The Ganger smiled. He still felt a bit weak, but it dimmed to almost nothing when he looked upon Alex. "As long as I've got you by my side." Alex blushed, but was pleased, nevertheless.

"Doctor!" Amy called from her place by the door. "Alex! We need you! Get over here!"

The Ganger smiled at Amy. "Hello!"

Amy ignored him. "Doctor! Alex!"

Alex gave the Ganger an apologetic smile before rushing over to Amy and the other humans. They were all still trying to barricade the door as best as possible.

"Cybermats," the Doctor said as soon as Alex was by Amy.

The Ganger frowned at him in confusion. "Do we have time for this?"

"We make time. I'd like more proof that you're me. Cybermats."

"Created by the Cybermen. They kill by feeding off brainwaves."

"Do we like Alex's hair pulled up or tied up?"

The Ganger wrinkled his nose. "No, can't play with it when it's like that."

Amy rolled her eyes at their questions and focused back on the door. "Are you sure there aren't any weapons we can get to? Like big guns with bits on?"

"Yeah, big guns would be good right now," Buzzer agreed.

"Why would we have guns?" Jimmy scoffed. He leaned against the door to help keep it shut. "We're a factory. We mine. . ." He trailed off when the door started hissing and smoking.

"Acid," Alex finished. A bunch of battering started up on the other side. It wouldn't be long until the Gangers got in, and then . . . well, she didn't really want to think about that part.

Meanwhile, the two Doctors were still talking, apparently not that concerned about the acid eating away at the door. "Rory and Amy, they may not trust both of us," the Ganger warned.

"Alex does," the Doctor pointed out. In his opinion, that was all that really mattered.

"They're not Ally," the Ganger countered. He didn't notice the Doctor's slight eye-narrow at him calling Alex by her nickname. "Are you thinking what I'm thinking?"

"Inevitably."

"I'm glad we're on the same. . ."

"Wavelength," the Doctor finished. "You see, great minds."

"Exactly! So, what's the plan?"

"Save them all, humans and Gangers."

"Tall order. Sounds wonderful."

"Is that what you were thinking? It's just soinspiringto hear me say it."

"I know."

"Doctor, come on!" Amy snapped.

"So, what now, Doctor?"

The Doctor beamed. "Well, time to get cracking, Doctor!"

The two Doctors walked over to the others. "Hello!" they greeted together. "Sorry. . ."

"But we had to establish a few. . ." the Ganger began.

"Ground rules," the Doctor finished. He glanced up just in time to see Amy eyeing his and the Ganger's shoes. The only way to tell the two apart was by their shoes; the Doctor wore the loaned work boots while the Ganger was in his regular black boots.

"Formulate a. . ."

"Protocol."

"Protocol. Very posh."

"A protocol between us. Otherwise. . ."

"It gets horribly embarrassing."

"And potentially confusing."

Amy could just feel the migraine coming on. "I'm glad you've solved the problem of confusing," she retorted.

"That's sarcasm," the Ganger noticed.

The Doctor nodded. "She's very good at sarcasm."

"Much like Ally's very good at calming others down."

"Yes, she's marvelous," the Doctor agreed, tensing slightly at how someone else – even if it was technically himself – was calling AlexAlly.

"Remarkable."

The Doctor's eyes narrowed. "Extraordinary."

The Ganger started to glower. "Phenomenal."

"Blimey, you can smell the testosterone," Amy muttered.

"Okay!" Alex cried, blushing heavily both at the Doctors words and Amy's comment. Still, it was nice to know that the two Doctors cared about her so much . . . even if they would likely kill each-other in their quest to outdo the other and impress her. "Can we get back on subject please?"

"For you, anything," the Doctor confirmed.

"Whatever you desire,love," the Ganger said, smirking at the Doctor when the man shot him aknock-it-offlook.

The two Doctors then turned to Amy. "Breathe!" they shouted at her.

Amy nearly jumped out of her skin at their surprise move. "What?" she asked in confusion. Shewasbreathing! Why the hell were they telling her to do something she was already doing?

Neither of the Doctors answered, doing as Alex had asked and getting back to the matter at hand. "We have to get you off this island," the Ganger said.

"And the Gangers too," the Doctor added.

"Sorry, would you like a memo from the last meeting?" Cleaves scoffed as she and her team struggled to hold the door shut despite the acid. "They're trying to kill us!"

"Yeah, and whose fault is that?" Alex countered. "Oh, wait, I know. Yours! We warned you they'd retaliate and," she pointed to the door, "there they are, retaliating!"

"They're scared," the Doctor jumped in while his Ganger wrapped an arm around Alex's shoulders to calm her down.

"Doctor, we're trapped in here," Amy reminded him.

He shook his head. "Right, see, I don't think so. The Flesh Bowl is fed by cabling from above."

"But where are the earthing conduits?" the Ganger questioned.

The Doctor almost didn't answer for his gaze was focused on his Ganger and Alex. The Ganger's arm was still wrapped around Alex's shoulders and Alex –hisAlly – was leaning into him.She's supposed to do that withme!he thought. A thrum of jealousy ran through his veins. It was nowhere near as powerful as it usually was when he got jealous, but it was there, making itself known.

He then became aware that Alex was staring at him. "Doc?" she questioned. "Is there another way out of here?"

Focus!he snapped to himself. "Right, yes!" he exclaimed. There would be time to figure out how to keep Alex away from his Ganger later.

He looked at the piping above and followed its way down the wall. "All this piping must go down into a tunnel or a shaft or something, yes? With us?" He went to the wall directly in front of him and pulled away the paneling, revealing a nicely-sized grate. "Yowza!" he cheered. "An escape route!"

"Yowza?" Amy mouthed to Alex in confusion. Alex just shrugged.

"You know," the Doctor continued, "I'm starting to get a real sense of just how impressive it is to hang out with me." He only said this because the Ganger had finally removed his arm from Alex.

"Do we tend to say 'Yowza'?" the Ganger asked.

"Remember the first time we saw Alex?"

The Ganger thought for a moment, then smirked. "Ah yes, the kissogram outfit."

Alex's cheeks turned scarlet, and her eyes widened. "Y-you. . ." She swallowed heavily, trying to control her embarrassed stuttering. "You . . . 'yowza'ed at that?"

"Not at the time," the Ganger clarified, "but looking back? Yes."

"But we say it now ‘cause we're under stress." The Doctor turned back to the grate and quickly opened it with his sonic. The Ganger shoved Alex in and everyone else scrambled to crawl in after her.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The humans, Amy, Alex, the Doctor, and the Ganger Doctor hurried down a tunnel after shimmying through the air-shaft away from the Gangers. The Doctor was beaming broadly as he walked at the head of the group, his hand clasped with Alex's. He had managed to get to her before his bloody Ganger. He'd seen his Ganger scowl a bit at that, but hey, his loss.

Alex looked up and saw his triumphant smile. She rolled her eyes. Honestly! Their little pissing contest – as her friend Mike would call it – was starting to move from cute if slightly embarrassing, to annoying. "Stop that," she scolded.

"Stop what?" the Doctor asked, still smiling.

Alex pointed to his upturned lips. "That. You do realize you're thesame person, right?"

"Of course I do!"

"Funny, because you aren't really acting like it."

"Heisacting rather juvenile, isn't he, Ally?" the Ganger commented from behind them.

Alex turned and shot him a look. But before she could point out that he was acting rather childish as well, Buzzer spoke up. "The army will send a recon team."

"We need to find a way to contact the mainland," Cleaves reminded him.

"What about Rory and Jen?" Amy cut in. "They are both out there!"

"No, this place is a maze," the Doctor remarked. "Takes a long time to find someone in a maze. I bet you lot have got a computer map, haven't you?"

Cleaves nodded. "If we can get power running, we can scan for them."

At that moment, a hazy white smoke rose up and around the group. Alex coughed as the gas reached her mouth and nose. Her eyes watered and she hastily pulled her scarf up, covering everything but her eyes. Around her, the others began coughing as well.

"Doctor," Amy choked out between coughs, "you said earlier to breathe."

"Very important, Pond," the Doctor confirmed through a bunch of hacking. He peered down at Alex. He did a mental sigh of relief upon seeing her covered mouth and thanked every deity out there for having her decide to wear a scarf today. "Breathe."

"Yeah, well, I'm struggling to."

"I think it's the acid," Alex said, her voice slightly muffled through the scarf.

The Doctor nodded in agreement. "Acid interacting with the stone."

"Creating an asphyxiant miasma," his Ganger coughed.

"A what?" Cleaves choked out.

"Choking gas! Extra heavy. If we can get above it. . ."

"The evac tower!" Cleaves pushed past them and ran down the corridor. "This way!"

It took them only a few minutes to reach the evac tower. In the center of the room were a bunch of control panels, complete with several monitors, levers, and buttons. The Doctor, Amy, Alex, and Cleaves sprinted over to the controls. Cleaves pushed herself forward and began working them. The Doctor moved to check the front of the controls while his Ganger went to check the back.

"Oh!" Amy coughed. "I think I coughed so hard, I pulled a muscle or something."

Alex looked at her worriedly. "Really?"

Amy shook her head. "It's okay," she assured. "It's better. It's easing off. What about you?"

Alex lowered her scarf and took a few deep breaths. "I think I'm good now."

A bell chimed the hour. Jimmy looked up. "It's midnight," he breathed. He smiled softly. "It's Adam's birthday. My son's five. Happy birthday, bud."

"Can you really get the power back?" Cleaves asked the Doctors, both of whom were now standing behind the control panel.

"There's always some power floating around," the Doctor on the right remarked. He ducked down behind the console as the Doctor on the left stood up.

"Sticking to the wires, like bits of lint," the standing Doctor added.

Amy rubbed her head. She didn't mind it when the Doctor and Alex finished each-other's sentences or spoke simultaneously, but two Doctors doing it was getting a bit annoying. "Can you stop finishing each-other's—"

"Sentences?" the Doctor finished as he popped back up. "No probs."

"Yes," the Ganger nodded, giving her a smile before ducking back down.

Alex felt a bit of irritation rise in her as well. "Is this what's it like when the Doctor and I finish sentences?"

"No, no," Amy said. "When you two do it, it's cute."

"Thank you!" the Ganger popped back up, grinning wildly.

The Doctor sprang to his feet. "She was talking about me!" he said crossly.

"No, she wasn't!"

"No, hang on," Amy ordered before their verbal sparring could turn physical. "You said that the TARDIS was stuck in acid, so won't she be damaged?"

"She survived getting blown up, didn't she?" Alex pointed out.

"She's right," the Doctor agreed. He gave Alex a wink and a grin for her faith in the time machine. "She's a tough old thing. Tough, old, sexy."

"No," the Ganger disagreed, coming up to join him. "Tough,dependable, sexy."

"Not quite as sexy as Ally though," the Doctor pointed out. He winked at Alex again, smirking proudly when another red flush appeared in her cheeks. She really was quite adorable when embarrassed or flustered.

The Ganger scowled a little. He couldn't let the other Doctor be the only one to flirt with his Ally! "I preferbeautifulmyself," he remarked, leaning over the upper part of the controls to smirk at Alex.

Amy shook her head while Alex just giggled. "Come on," Amy scoffed just as the Doctor opened his mouth to make what would surely be some kind of flirtatious retort. "Okay, how can . . . how can youbothbe real?"

"Well, because . . . we are. I'm the Doctor."

"Yeah, and so am I," the Ganger agreed. "We contain the knowledge of over 900 years of experience. We both wear the same bowtie, which is cool."

"Because bowties are."

"And always will be."

"But how did the Flesh read you?" Amy demanded.

"I'm guessing when genius over there," Alex nodded to the Original Doctor, "got the bright idea to stick his hand in the Flesh vat."

The Doctor shot her a look for the sarcastic remark but nodded in confirmation. "And a new, genuine Doctor was created."

The Ganger held up his hands. "Ta-da!"

But Amy, much to Alex's displeasure, still didn't look convinced. "But one of you was here first," she persisted.

"Well, okay," the Doctor shrugged. "After the Flesh scanned me, I had an accident with a puddle of acid. Now, new shoes, a situation which did not confront me learned self here."

"That satisfy you, Pond?" the Ganger beamed.

Amy just gave him a flat look. "Don't call me 'Pond', please," she requested, sticking her nose up rather snootily as she spoke. The Doctors and Alex stared at her. "What?"

"Why did you just do that?" Alex demanded, eyes wide in astonishment.

"Do what?"

"Tell him not to call you 'Pond'. He always calls you that!"

Amy tilted her head in the direction of the Original Doctor. "Yeah, HE does."

Alex felt her bubbling fury rise. What the hell was wrong with Amy?! How could she just casually dismiss the other Doctor like that? Sure, he was made of Flesh, but that didn't make him any less real than the other.

It didn't make him any less real than Alex herself.

"Itishim, Amy!" Alex cried, desperate to make her friend see reason.

Amy shook her head and sighed as if Alex was the one not getting it. "No, he's not, I. . ." She turned to the Ganger Doctor who, up until this point, had been watching Alex's growing temper warily. "Look, you're fine and everything, but he's," she pointed to the Original Doctor, "the Doctor. No offense. Being almost the Doctor is pretty damn impressive."

But the Ganger didn't look pleased. His expression was a mixture of offense and, much to Alex's upset, hurt. "Being almost the Doctor's like being no Doctor at all," he countered.

"Don't overreact."

"He has plenty of reason to overreact, Amelia," Alex spat.

"You might as well call me Smith!" the Ganger exclaimed.

Amy frowned, confused. "Smith?"

"John Smith!"

"You're the Doctor to me," Alex told him, her agitated expression softening into one of compassion and love.

The Ganger smiled a little. "Thank you, Ally."

Amy frowned at him calling Alex by the nickname the Original Doctor called her, but before she could comment on it, the lights on the controls lit up.

"Yes!" the Doctor cheered. "Communication a go-go!"

The Doctors, the humans, Amy, and Alex all rushed to the front of the controls. Alex made sure to put a few people between herself and Amy. While the redhead was one of her best friends, she was still incredibly angry at her. She didn't quite trust herself around Amy at the moment. Alex had never felt the desire to punch somebody senseless, but Amy was unknowingly starting to drive her towards that emotion.

Calm down, Alexandria,Alex mentally drilled as Cleaves keyed into the monitors. She shifted a little closer to the Doctor, trying to calm herself down with his close proximity. The Doctor, apparently sensing what she was doing, moved closer to her as well, up to where his jacket and her sweater were touching.

"Find Rory!" Amy pleaded, momentarily forgetting her Ganger Doctor prejudice. "Show me the scanny, tracky screen. Come on, Rory, let's be having you."

Cleaves pulled up a screen that displayed a layout of the factory. She shook her head. "There's no sign of him anywhere."

"Come on," Amy begged. "Come on, baby, show yourself."

Cleaves abandoned the monitor and moved to a radio that had only just come online. "St. John's calling," she said into it. "Emergency Alpha. St. John's calling the mainland. Are you receiving me, Captain?" She paused for a moment. "Come in?" She waited another moment, then sighed in defeat. "We'll never get a signal through this storm. St. John's calling the mainland. Come in, this is urgent."

"We're just about reading you, St. John's," a male voice suddenly crackled. "How are you doing? We've had all kinds of trouble here."

"Request immediate evacuation. We're under attack. The storm's affected our Gangers. They're running amok."

"YourGangers?" the man repeated in shock.

"Yes, our Gangers are attacking us. We need you to take us off the island immediately and wipe them out." She didn't notice the Doctor, the Ganger, and Alex all frown at her.

"Copy that, St. John's. Shuttle's dispatched. Hang on."

"You'll need to airlift us off the roof of the evac tower. And Captain, any further transmission sent by me must come with the following code-word. I'm typing it in, in case they're listening in."

"Got it. We'll swing in, get you out, and decommission the Flesh."

"We've got to get out of here," Buzzer said the second Cleaves cut the transmission.

Alex shook her head. "We're not leaving without them."

"I want them found too, but it's about casualties, innit? Can't be helped."

"That's total bullsh*t and you know it!"

Amy sighed and turned away from the growing argument and her testier-than-usual friend. She now stood behind one of the Doctors. She glanced down and saw the brown work-boots the Original Doctor was sporting. She sat down beside him and did her best to ignore the holes being burned into her back by the Ganger’s eyes behind her. "What are you doing?" she asked.

"Making a phone-call," he replied vaguely.

Amy's brow furrowed. "Who to?"

"No one yet. It's on delay."

"Right, not getting it. Why, exactly, are you making a phone-call?"

"Because, Amy, I am and always will be the optimist. The hoper of far-flung hopes and the dreamer of impossible dreams." He spun around in his chair. "The wheels are in motion. Done," he finished, spinning her chair around as well.

Amy laughed, only to fall silent as her chair stilled, facing the Ganger. She shifted and looked over at Alex. Her friend was leaning against the wall, one boot propped up against the stonework. Her arms were crossed, and she was staring out blankly, not really seeing anything. She seemed deep in thought.

Amy turned away from her and murmured, "You know really there can only be one."

Alex stiffened, easily hearing Amy's words even though her head was clogged up with thoughts and worries. "Amelia, you have no idea what you're talking about," she hissed. Tears of anger and betrayal quivered in her eyes, but she pushed them down. "Soshut the hell up."

Amy tensed at the anger in her voice. She eyed Alex's stiff muscles, her narrowed dark green eyes, and her slightly relaxed shoulders, ready to help her launch at someone in a nanosecond. The last time Amy had seen her friend like this, Alex had been angry that her grandmother had used her inheritance to invest in a power-plant being run by electricity-eating aliens. She’d been ready to get violent. This time was no exception.

Amy turned away. She didn't know what kinds of things would make Alex mad enough to lash out and throttle somebody and she didn't really want to find out. "Never mind," she murmured.

Alex sighed in relief as Amy turned away from her. So long as Amy kept her mouth shut (which she knew wouldn't last for very long), Alex could keep herself calm.

She leaned her head back against the wall and closed her eyes. She'd always been an angry person, she knew. It was probably a side-effect from growing up with Carla, the Devil of Bristol, Kentucky. Carla had always been angry about something; being out of beer or wine-coolers or pot, her granddaughter's presence in her life, pretty much any and everything. As much as Alex liked to think those years with Carla hadn't affected her in any way, she knew that her short temper and fiery anger stemmed from those years of hate and contempt with the only blood relative she knew.

Her anger only seemed to intensify where the Doctor was concerned. He was one of the most important people in her life and after hearing all that he had suffered, she hated to see him hurt or mistreated in any way, shape, or form. And here was Amy, another one of the most important people in her life, a person who cared about the Doctor as much as Alex did, insulting and dismissing him. A Ganger him, but it was stillhim. Alex knew it was. She could feel it.

And it didn't help matters that Amy was essentially insulting Alex herself as well, even if she didn't know it. By saying that the Ganger Doctor wasn't real, she was technically saying that Alex wasn't real either. Alex knew, in a sense, that she wasn't, but it still hurt hearing Amy say it to the Ganger so confidently, so surely. Shedidfeel real. She felt like she did before she had been kidnapped and programmed into a Flesh body.

But it was all a trick.

And itsucked.

Just as Alex was drowning herself in a bunch of poor-me thoughts, Amy let out a horrified gasp. Alex's head snapped up, causing her to nearly fall over in the process. Amy was staring at a spot on one of the walls and steadily backing away from it. Her skin was pale, and she was shaking more than a wet dog.

"Amy?" Alex called, her automatic concern for her friend rising up.

"What happened?" the Doctor demanded.

"It's her again," Amy trembled.

Eyepatch Lady,Alex thought.It has to be.

"It's who again?" the Doctor asked, confused.

"There's a woman I keep seeing," Amy explained. "A woman with an eyepatch, and she has this habit of sliding walls open and staring at me." She looked at the Doctor, waiting for words of comfort or an explanation, but none came. He just looked deep in thought. "Doctor?"

"It's nothing," he quickly dismissed.

"Doesn't seem like nothing."

"It's a time memory," the Doctor continued to wave off. "Like a mirage. It's nothing to worry about."

Alex knew he was lying. During another temporary psychic bond session, she told him all about the strange woman Amy kept seeing. The Doctor was sure the woman was involved in Amy and Alex's kidnapping, if not the mastermind, but he had no idea who she was.

He did promise her one thing though. The woman would pay dearly for taking her (and Amy) away from him.

Chapter 31: The Almost People Part 2

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The excitement Amy seeing the eyepatch lady had caused now over, everyone started to go back to what they were doing. Amy sat back down beside the Original Doctor. Alex resumed leaning against the wall, doing her best not to think about the Eyepatch Woman and what she may or may not be doing to her and Amy's physical bodies at this very moment. She was just starting to get sucked down the rabbit hole that kind of thinking led to when a sudden gasp got her attention.

Her eyes quickly connected with those of the Ganger Doctor. His face had turned pale, and his wide eyes indicated that he was shocked or horrified by something. "It's in my head. . ." he breathed. He flinched, his eyes closing in pain. But before anyone could ask him what was wrong, he turned and ran out of the room.

"Hey, hold on!" Jimmy called after him.

"Don't let him go," Cleaves ordered.

Alex moved to go after him, but Amy held her hand up. "No, leave it to me."

Definitelynota good idea.But before Alex could protest – and she damn well intended to protest – Amy rushed out the door. Alex was left biting her lip and eying the door in trepidation.

"Ally," the Doctor called. He waved his hand in a beckoning manner.

Eager for a distraction, Alex dashed over and sat in the chair beside him. "What's up, Doc?"

The Doctor tugged on her chair, pulling her closer towards him until their knees were touching. "More like what's up with you," he murmured, not wanting any of the humans to hear their conversation. He stared into her honey-colored orbs. "Are you okay? Well, of course you're not, but. . ."

Alex shifted uncomfortably, then abruptly stood. At first, the Doctor thought she was leaving, but she surprised him by kicking the chair out of the way and settling down in his lap. Alex smirked as the Doctor quickly and eagerly complied with her change of seat, pulling her up higher in his lap and wrapping his arms around her waist to keep her steady.

"Comfy?" he checked.

"Perfect," she beamed.

The Doctor ran his fingers through her hair and smirked at how she leaned back into his touch. "Feeling a bit calmer now?"

Alex hummed in response. "A bit, yeah."

He titled her head closer to his. "Even with all that Amy's been saying?"

Alex tensed and she knew it didn't go unnoticed. This was reaffirmed when th Doctor squeezed her shoulder, forcing her to relax. She sighed and tried to focus on his touch. "It's not really easy," she mumbled.

"I didn't think it was."

"It's just. . ." Alex swallowed heavily. "She's one of my best friends and she's saying such . . . suchhorriblethings and I can't help but. . ."

"Take it personally?" the Doctor finished when she trailed off.

Alex nodded. "Yeah."

"She wouldn't be saying stuff like that if she knew what you were . . . whatsheis."

Alex snorted in disbelief. As much as she wouldloveto believe that, based on Amy's actions today, she couldn't see that happening. "I doubt it. She'd just say that you shouldn't call meAllycause I'm not therealAlex. In fact, I'm pretty sure she almost told your Ganger not to do that."

"Even if she did say that to him, he wouldn't dare listen to her."

Alex smiled softly. Her eyes turned from light green to amber. "I know," she whispered. "I don't care what she says, he's you and you're him."

The Doctor's eyes lit up at her words, all of which she made sound so absolute and matter-of-fact. He moved his hand from Alex's shoulder up to the back of her head. He gently pressed on it, pushing her face closer to his. Alex was a bit surprised (they hadn't kissed in two weeks, after all), but complied with the movement and shifted her body so she could be even closer to him faster.

Their lips moved closer and closer together until they were a horse-hair's distance away. Just as their lips were about to connect, the Doctor suddenly stiffened and whispered, "Why?"

Alex frowned. What didthatmean? Was he questioning why he was kissing her after two weeks of not doing so? She pulled back to look at him quizzically. She was just about to ask him what he meant when Amy chose that moment to burst in, running like the hounds of Hell were after her.

"Keep him away from me!" she shrieked, the volume of her voice and her unexpected words nearly causing Alex to topple off the Doctor's lap. She turned to see Amy point at the exterior door and at the Ganger coming back in.

"Did you sense it?" he asked the Doctor.

The Doctor nodded. "Briefly." He gently nudged Alex up, ignoring her puzzled expression. "Not as strong as you."

The Ganger, apparently satisfied with this reply, turned to Amy. "Amy, I'm sorry."

Alex's frown grew deeper.What is he apologizing for?

But Amy wasn't mollified by his apology, whatever it was for. "No, you keep away!" she snapped. She backed up a few steps to further her point. "We can't trust you!"

"Oh, for God's sake," Alex muttered, rolling her eyes at her friend's continuous denials of the Ganger. Amy was beginning to sound like a broken record.

"It would appear I can connect to the Flesh," the Ganger revealed.

"YouareFlesh," Amy pointed out. It was the first thing she'd said in a while that Alex couldn't disagree with.

"I'm beginning to understand what it's been through, what it needs."

"Whatyouwant. You are it."

Alex, knowing she needed to shut Amy up before she marched over there and did it by inflicting bodily harm, said, "So the Flesh is stronger and more powerful than we gave it credit for?"

The Ganger smiled and snapped his fingers at her. It was so nice having someone that could follow and keep up with him. "Exactly." He turned to Cleaves. "The Flesh can grow, correct?"

"Its cells can divide," Cleaves stated.

"Well, now it wants to do that at will. It wants revenge. It's in pain, angry. It wantsrevenge."

Amy, not seeing his words for the cautionary warning they were, shook her head wildly. "I was right. You'renotthe Doctor. You can't ever be. You're just a copy."

Alex narrowed her eyes at her so-called best friend. The words, even though directed towards the Ganger, felt like a slap to her face.

What the hell was the matter with Amy?! How could she treat someone so horribly? She sounded like Hillary Westcott criticizing and demeaning any and everyone who wasn't rich or self-conceited like her. Maybe even worse, like those people who disliked blacks because of the color of their skin or even Hitler with his persecution of the Jews.Okay, maybe not that far,Alex thought. But the point still stood that Amy was acting rather prejudiced towards the Ganger Doctor.

She was pulled out of her thoughts by Cleaves saying, "Doctor, it might be best if you stayed over there for now, hmm?"

"Oh, for God's sake!" Alex groaned. She turned and stormed to the opposite end of the room, away from the humans and Amy. Her eyes narrowed and her hands curled themselves into fists.God, I want something to kick!

The Doctor sprang out of his chair. "Hold on a minute, hold your horses," he pleaded. "I thought I'd explained this. I'm him, he's me."

"Doctor, we have no issue with you," Cleaves said as Buzzer stepped forward, all-too-eager to use force to make the Ganger behave. "But when it comes to your Ganger. . ."

Alex spun around. "Oh, don't be so stupid!" she snapped, glaring daggers at Cleaves. She smirked when Cleaves flinched at the dark green hurricanes swirling around in her narrowed eyes, but Alex knew even that wouldn't be enough to get the woman to back off.

Her theory was proven correct when Cleaves called, "Buzzer?" Her voice did, however, shake just a little as Alex continued to glower at her.

"Sure, boss." Buzzer, having enough smarts not to look at Alex, moved an empty oil drum into a standing position. He motioned the Ganger towards it. "Take a seat, mate."

The Ganger Doctor, though frowning, took the situation in stride. He straightened his bowtie and sat on the makeshift stool. "Nice barrel," he commented. "Very comfy. Why not?"

The Doctor eyed the humans coldly. "Is this really what you want?"

When no one protested anything different, Alex felt her rage reach its boiling point. Her jaw clenched, her eyes turned a dark green that was almost black in color, and she felt an altogether different type of adrenaline rush through her. It was the type of rush she got whenever someone was hitting on the Doctor but had no right to do so because he washerDoctor. She hadn't felt like this since the time she caught Amy trying to seduce him on the night before her wedding. But now, someone was hurting her Doctor, deliberately cutting him down like he was nothing, and that someone was supposed to be one of her friends.

It didn't matter if he wasn't theactualDoctor, because to Alex he was. So long as he looked like, talked like, and acted like the Doctor, then he was the Doctor, no ifs, ands or buts about it.

But Amy, Cleaves, and the rest of the humans couldn't see that.

"GOD!" she yelled, causing everyone except the Doctors to jump. Her narrowed eyes were completely dark now, not an ounce of sympathy to be found in them. "Do you lot not realize howstupidandracistyou sound?!Warswere fought over these kinds of feelings, millions of people getting killed, and what do you do? You CONTINUE DOING IT! Haven't youlearnedfrom history what happens when you act like this?!"

Amy backed up against the wall at her friend's terrifying fury. She looked at the Doctor, silently pleading for him to step in and calm his girlfriend down. But it seemed that the Doctor had reached his wits end with the humans as well. He merely leaned back in his chair, watching Alex with an expression of satisfied proudness.

"You lotdisgustme," Alex sneered. She stared at Amy, wanting her to see just how ridiculous and racist she was acting, though based on Amy's current expression, she was more scared than anything. "Un burro sabe más de lo que muchos!"

"Alex. . ." Amy began, but she had a feeling it wouldn't do any good. Alex only started speaking in Spanish when she wasreallyupset or pissed off, such as after speaking with Carla.

"Cállate estúpido elefante grasa," Alex retorted. Muttering a few choice Spanish curse words under her breath, she stormed over to the Ganger Doctor and planted herself in his lap. When the Ganger wrapped his arms around her waist, Alex leaned back against his chest.

Amy, unwilling to set Alex off again, cautiously made her way over to the Doctor. "What exactly did she call me?" she asked. Apparently, the TARDIS hadn't been willing to translate whatever vulgar insult Alex had made.

The Doctor grimaced. Even without the TARDIS translation matrix, he knewexactlywhat Alex had said. "You really don't want to know," he murmured. "Trust me on that."

He knew Amy wouldn't react well to finding out that Alex had called her a stupid, fat elephant.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"This is the shuttle," a man called over the comm a short while later. "We're right above you, but we can't get low enough. Gamma static could fry our nav-controls. Sit tight. We'll get to you. Just. . ." His voice abruptly faded. The Doctor, not even reacting to this, randomly scanned Cleaves with the sonic screwdriver.

Jimmy went to the comm as it crackled out. "Hello? Can you hear me?" But there was no reply.

Beside him, Amy was intently studying the security cameras, an action she had been doing for at least fifteen minutes now, by the Doctor's calculation. "I can't find Rory," she said as she reluctantly pulled away from the monitors. "I'm going out there."

"We could use the sonic to track him," the Doctor told her as she moved to the door. "Humans and Gangers give off slightly different signals. The sonic can tell the difference." He didn't mention that it could only do that after he'd discovered the Flesh signals on Amy and Alex.

"Oh, so the sonic knows Gangers are different. . ."

"Amelia!" Alex barked from the other side of the room.

Amy hastily shut her mouth.

The Doctor waited until Alex relaxed before motioning Amy closer to him. "He is the Doctor," he reminded her.

"Not to me," Amy protested, keeping her voice low so that Alex couldn't hear. "I can tell."

"Sure you're not prejudiced? Or racist, like Alex says?"

"Nice try, but I know you, okay? We've been through too much. You're my Doctor. End of."

"Hey!" Buzzer called. He pointed to a monitor whose static was starting to clear. "There's a camera up. We've got a visual."

Amy rushed over. On the other side of the room, Alex slowly pushed herself out of the Ganger's lap and followed, being careful to keep a nicely sized distance away from Amy. On screen, she could see Rory and Jennifer walking through the tunnels.

"That's Rory and Jennifer!" Amy cheered.

Cleaves peered at the monitor. "They're heading for the thermostatic room."

Amy beamed. "Let's go get them!" She and the others started towards the door. However, the Doctor remained seated. He tossed his sonic over to the Ganger, who caught it expertly.

Everyone other than Alex paused. "Hang on," Amy started.

"We can't let him go," Cleaves scoffed in agreement. "Are you crazy?"

Dangerous question,Alex couldn't help but think, a small smirk crossing her lips.

The Ganger met her eyes and winked. He knew exactly what she was thinking. "Am I crazy, Doctor?" he asked, his eyes remaining on Alex.

"Well, you did once plumb your brain into the core of an entire planet just to halt its orbit and win a bet."

Amy shook her head. "He can't go rescue them.I'mgoing."

The Doctor stood and eyed Amy critically. Like Alex, he was getting tired of her continuous prejudice. "Do you know, Iwanthim to go," he retorted. He knew Amy was willing to challenge Alex, but she'd be a bit more hesitant in arguing against her centuries-old alien friend. Sure enough, Amy seemed to wilt under his intense gaze and demeanor. "And I'm rather adamant."

"Well then, he'll need company," Buzzer remarked. He straightened to his full height. "Right, boss? It's fine, I'll handle it."

The Ganger snapped his fingers at him. "Thank you, Buzzer."

"I'm going too," Alex declared.

"What?" Amy cried.

Alex rolled her eyes. "Doubting my tracking skills, Amelia?"

"No, but he's—"

"Finish that sentence and I swear to God, I don't care how against violence the Doctor is, I will hurt you."

The Ganger took Alex's wrist, more to keep her from trying to follow through on her threat than a desire to touch her. "It'll be alright," he assured Amy. "We'll find him."

The Doctor nodded in agreement. "Can't explain it to you now, but I need you to trust him. Can you do that for me, Amy?"

"And what if you're wrong?" Amy challenged.

"I'm not." He turned to the Ganger and Alex. "You, be careful," he told Alex. While he felt the overwhelming need to keep Alex close to him, he knew that she didn't want to be around Amy right now and he didn't want to force her to be. Besides, he knew she'd be safe. Alex could look after herself and if she couldn't, there was someone else who would. He turned to the Ganger. "And you, look after her."

The Ganger crossed his hearts. "With my life," he promised.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The Ganger, Alex, and Buzzer walked through the monastery courtyard, the Ganger holding the sonic screwdriver out to search for any of the Gangers. It was nighttime now and Alex couldn't help but think that the monastery looked rather creepy against the black sky, like the spooky mansion in horror films where the monster or serial killer hid out.

The sad thing was, this whole situation was like something out of one of those movies.

She shivered a little. Then an arm wrapped around her shoulders. Alex smiled, knowing without looking up that it was the Ganger trying to comfort her. "You getting anything?" she asked, nodding to the sonic. She would have used her sonic necklace to help him, but the Ganger had shaken his head when she moved her hand towards her collarbone. It seemed he didn't want the secret of her necklace getting out either, especially to a man Alex had used it on without his knowing.

"Yeah, I'm getting something." He eyed the sonic for a moment, studying the signal.

"Is it human?" Buzzer asked behind them.

"Yeah, it's human, but it's fading." The Ganger started to frown. "It's fading . . . this is bad. Fading is very bad. Argh!" He shook the sonic, then sighed sadly. "The signal's gone. She's dead."

Alex felt a sinking feeling in her stomach. A few moments later, they came upon the newly deceased. Lying on the ground was Jennifer, the Original one. Alex hastily bent down to check her pulse. She swallowed thickly. There was nothing beneath her fingertips except cold skin. "She's dead," she confirmed.

The Ganger knelt beside her and examined Jennifer's body. "She was hanging onto the edge of life and she just . . . just slipped away." He sighed. "Oh, Jennifer, I'm so sorry. She's been out here for hours."

Buzzer frowned. "But if the real Jen's been lying out here. . ."

The Ganger and Alex looked at each-other, their eyes wide with panic. "Rory's in trouble," they said together.

Suddenly, the Ganger fell to the ground, unconscious. Alex whirled around. She was both alarmed and not at all surprised to see Buzzer holding his torch out. Clearly, he'd used it to knock the Ganger out.

"Sorry, pal," Buzzer said, not sounding apologetic in the slightest. "It's boss's orders. Us and them, innit?" He turned to Alex. "Sorry, blondie, but can't have you interfering." Before Alex could try and fight back, she felt a sharp thump strike her forehead and she fell backwards, sinking into blackness.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex's head was pounding. Had she been hit with something? It certainly felt like it.

Goddamnit, that's the second time today I've been knocked out!She listened for voices, noises, anything that could tell her where she was. Vaguely, she heard footsteps, quite a few of them by the sound of it.

She also felt . . . weightless.Oh God, am I dead?!The thought ran through her head for one horrifying second, but then she felt herself being shifted around. It was someone adjusting her in their arms. She was being carried.

Alex slowly opened her eyes, remembering how she had nearly been blinded in the Pirate's House when she came back to consciousness. The very first thing she saw was a blue bowtie. It was the Ganger Doctor.

The Ganger, sensing that Alex's breathing pattern had changed, looked down into Alex's honey-colored eyes. He grinned in relief. He had woken up before her, surrounded by the rest of the Gangers, and he'd been starting to worry she'd wake up before he could let her in on his plan for solving this whole mess. "Hey," he murmured. He glanced ahead at the other Gangers. Fortunately, they hadn't seemed to have heard him. "You okay?"

"Head hurts, but I'll live," Alex whispered back, not really sure why they were doing that, but going along with it regardless. She turned her head and saw the acid-suit clad Gangers ahead of them. "Um . . . are we hostages?"

"No, no. Well, maybe they consider you one, but that's only because I led them to believe it."

Alex stared at him blankly. "What?"

The Ganger checked again to make sure the other Gangers weren't paying attention before leaning down to whisper in her ear. "I woke up before you, and the Gangers were around us. They figured out that we'd been knocked out by one of the humans and told me I'd always be treated this way and they offered me to join them."

"What about me?"

The Ganger scowled. "They wanted to leave you there. But I promised the other Doctor I'd look after you and you arefartoo precious to me . . . to thebothof us."

Alex smiled, though it was a sad one rather than a touched one. Not that the Ganger noticed. "The most precious thing in the universe?"

"Exactly, love. So, I told them, and I quote, 'She comes with us. She's too precious to the other one'."

"So I'm basically a bargaining chip."

"Yes, but it's not going to come to that. I have a plan, but I'm going to need your help to pull it off."

"Anything, Doc."

The Ganger beamed at the nickname, but quickly got down to business. "I'm pretending to be on their side for now. That way, I'll be better able to get them to tap into their humanity. But you'll have to put those acting skills of yours to good use and act like you have no idea what I'm doing."

Alex's sad smile brightened into an amused one. "Please challenge me, Doc," she said dryly.

"That's my girl." The Ganger glanced ahead. They were about to enter the dining hall. "You'd better start now."

Alex nodded and quickly titled her head back, closing her eyes and slowing her breathing to give the full effect of being unconscious. The Ganger Doctor laid her down on top of the dining hall table.

For a moment, nothing happened. Alex was just about to open her eyes and 'revive' when a familiar voice cried out her name.

"Alex!" Rory shouted. He managed to break free of Ganger Jennifer's grasp and ran across the room to his unconscious friend. He gingerly cradled Alex's head, making sure not to touch the slight bump on her forehead. "Alex!" He turned to the Ganger Doctor, sitting just a short distance away. "What happened to her?"

"Knocked unconscious by one of the humans," the Ganger shrugged, his voice dull and uninterested.

Rory frowned. That . . . didn't sound like the Doctor. The Doctor should have been running all around Alex scanning her with the sonic, not sitting by looking and sounding bored. Giving the man one last confused look, Rory turned back to Alex. "Alex? Come on, Alex, wake up."

Alex hastened to oblige. Being careful not to give off any signs that she was actually conscious, she groaned and slowly blinked her eyes open. "Rory?" she murmured. She moved a hand up to her forehead, even though the pain there was starting to fade.

Rory let out a sigh of relief. "Hey," he smiled. "You okay?"

"That's the second time today, but I've had worse." Alex slowly pushed herself into a sitting position, a hand on Rory's shoulder for pretend balance. She swung her legs over the edge of the table and planted her feet on the bench. She smiled at Rory and gently pushed him back. "I'm good now, Rory," she assured him.

Rory nodded, seeing that she was. A bit too quickly, in his medical opinion, but so long as she was alright. Now he was free to concentrate on some unfinished business. . .

His features darkening, Rory paced to the end of the table. He placed his hands on either side of the wooden surface and glared at Ganger Jennifer. "You created another Ganger just to trick me," he spat, narrowing his eyes at her "Youtrickedme! When I found you, you were both the Flesh and you tricked me into trusting you! Jen's dead, isn't she?"

Alex pointed to herself and the Ganger Doctor. "We found her in the courtyard," she revealed.

"Shuttle," the man on the radio called. "We're dropping down on our approach. Stand by for evac."

Ganger Jennifer smirked, not even mildly concerned over this announcement. "The humans will be melted, as they deserve," she declared, "and then the factory will be destroyed. Once we get to the mainland, the real battle begins. The humans won't stand a chance. You're one of us, Doctor." She held her hand out. "Join the revolution."

"I've got to go and get them out," Rory decided. He moved to head out, but the Ganger Doctor stood and pushed him back. Rory stared at him, betrayed, while Alex continued to sit on the table, doing her best to look concerned and a little frightened. She shifted back a little and purposely widened her eyes. She quivered her bottom lip for dramatic effect, showing betrayal and more than a bit of hurt.

"Doctor, we can't just let them die!" Rory protested. Behind him, Alex furiously nodded in agreement, playing the part of the baffled human.

The Ganger didn't respond either way. Instead, he checked his wristwatch. "Ring, ring."

"Doctor!" Rory attempted to push past him, but the Ganger merely shoved him backwards.

"Ring, ring!"

Right then, the whole monastery started shaking. The Ganger Doctor, the Gangers, and Rory struggled to stay on their feet while Alex was jostled sideways on the table. Letting out a startled yelp, she rolled onto her stomach and gripped the edge of the table in an effort to hold on.

Rory, meanwhile, tried to take advantage of the small earthquake. He started to rush past the Gangers, but the Ganger Doctor quickly caught him. "Stay!" he ordered, pointing at Rory as the quake ended.

Rory reluctantly stilled but turned to help Alex. He pulled her upright and maneuvered her back into her original seating position. "You don't seem too worried," he murmured. The Alex he knew would be protesting like mad, not sitting by looking worried and hurt.

Alex decided to let him in on the plan. "He's a Ganger, but he's still the Doctor," she whispered. "He's got a plan. He told me."

Rory eyed her but didn't argue. Unlike Amy, he knew that a Ganger Doctor, being the Original Doctor in mind and spirit, wouldn't harm Alex. Not if he wanted the Original one to end him slowly and painfully.

Suddenly, the telephone began to ring.

The Ganger perked up at the sound. "Ah, that'll be the phone!" he beamed. "Somebody get the phone. Jimmy, get the phone. No? Fine, I'll get the phone. Stay put!" He ran past the bewildered Gangers and the slightly puzzled Rory and Alex to the phone. He picked it up and soniced it so that a hologram appeared before them. The hologram was of a little boy in pajamas. Underneath him were the wordsMorpeth Jetsan Pre-Booked Holo-Call 011-109-4455.

"Thank you for booking your holo-call with Morpeth Jetsan," the computer praised, "bringing the world together. . ."

"Ha!" the Ganger cried, cutting the computer off. "Hello, Adam, I'm the Doctor. Well, other Doctor. Or Smith. It's complicated and boring. Anyway, who cares? It's your birthday!"

"Yay!" Adam cheered.

Alex smiled before turning to look at Ganger Jimmy. The man was gaping at the hologram, absolutely stunned at seeing his son again.

"Yay!" the Ganger echoed. "Now, have you been getting up very early and jumping on the bed?"

"Yes, really high!"

"I expect chocolate for breakfast. If you don't feel sick by midmorning, you're not doing it right. Now, I think you want to speak to Dad." He turned and gave Ganger Jimmy a pointed look.

"Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!" Adam clapped.

"You'll do, Jimmy," the Ganger said quietly as he approached the man. "What does the other Jimmy matter now? You're both the same man, aren't you? Come on, Adam's waiting."

"Daddy?" Adam called just as another quake struck. Whilst everyone tried to keep from falling over, the five-year-old continued to cry out. "Daddy, what's that rumbly noise? What's going on, Daddy? Daddy?"

In response, Ganger Jimmy turned and ran out of the room.

The quake ended just as abruptly as it started. Once she regained her balance, Ganger Jennifer glared at the Ganger. "You've tricked him into an act of weakness!" she hissed.

"No, I've helped him into an act ofhumanity."

Alex looked around at the other Gangers. "Does anyone else like the sound of that?" she asked, abandoning her confused and frightened act. "An act of humanity. You want to prove you're real to the humans? This is the way to do it."

Ganger Cleaves blinked at the words. "Dicken, drain the acid well in Crypt One," she ordered. The man promptly ran away to do as instructed. Behind Cleaves, Alex smiled. Finally, her words were having an effect on the woman.

"Don't you dare!" Ganger Jennifer barked.

"I've had it with this!" Ganger Cleaves cried. "What's the point in this ridiculous war?" She stared at her employee sadly. "Look at you, Jen. You were a sweet kid. Look at you now. The stuff of nightmares. I don't want my world populated by monsters."

"You can't stop the factory from melting down, boss," Ganger Jennifer warned. "I'll take revenge on humanity with or without you."

"It doesn't have to be about revenge," the Ganger cut in. He moved over to Alex and wrapped an arm around her waist. He smiled as Alex leaned back into him. He placed a light kiss on her forehead before adding, "It can beso much betterthan that."

But Ganger Jennifer just hissed at him. Then, still obviously angry, she turned tail and ran out of the room.

Chapter 32: The Almost People Part 3

Chapter Text

"Daddy? Where's my daddy?"

The Ganger Doctor watched the boy sadly. Fifteen minutes later and there was still no sign of Ganger Jimmy. He glanced at Alex, who was currently kneeling before Adam. She had taken Buzzer's card deck and was trying to distract the five-year-old with some of the card tricks Ross had taught her. It didn't seem to be working though, based on how Adam kept calling out for his dad or asking for him every two minutes.

"I'm sure he'll be here soon, honey," Alex attempted to soothe.Where the blasted hell is that man?!Sighing, she shuffled the card deck and pulled out the ace of clubs. "But in the meantime, is this the card you chose?"

Before Adam could answer – not that Alex thought he'd been paying attention anyways – a series of footsteps rang out from the front of the room. Alex spun around to see the Doctor, Amy, Cleaves, Dicken, Ganger Jimmy, and Ganger Dicken run in.

"Hey stranger," she greeted the Doctor right as Adam began crying, "Daddy, it's me!"

The Doctor smiled upon seeing her and quickly pulled her up and into a hug. "You okay?"

"I'm fine," Alex laughed, giving him an eye-roll for fun. She peered over his shoulder at the group. Amy and Rory were currently hugging but she didn't really care about that. What she did care about was that two people were missing. "Where's Jimmy and Buzzer?" she murmured.

"Acid for Jimmy," the Doctor whispered back, "and Buzzer. . ." He winced. "No clue, but I'm guessing Ganger Jennifer."

Alex nodded in understanding. Nothing more really needed to be said when one succumbed to those kinds of fates.

In front of them, Ganger Jimmy approached Adam's hologram. "Hey, sunshine," he greeted, tears filling his eyes as he spoke. "What are you up to?"

"Opening all my presents."

"Ha, ha, good lad. You have fun today. And remember, Daddy loves you very,verymuch."

"When are you coming home?"

The Ganger stepped forward and clapped a hand on Ganger Jimmy's shoulder. "Daddy's coming home today, Adam."

"Yay!" Adam applauded. He proceeded to do a small jig, presumably the little dance Jimmy had mentioned earlier. Ganger Jimmy smiled broadly at the familiar action.

"Now we need to move," the Doctor declared as another quake hit. He grabbed Alex's hand and pulled her out of the room, closely followed by the others. Alex lost track of how many corridors and tunnels they ran down as the Doctor attempted to guide them to the TARDIS. She wasn't sure how he was going to get them to the time machine when it was currently stuck in an acid puddle, but this was the Doctor. Maybe he had a trick up his sleeve. He usually did.

Suddenly, he stopped short, Alex nearly slamming into the back of him. She peered around him to see what had stopped him, only for her jaw to drop and a swear to fly out of her mouth.

Ahead of them was a deformed and elongated creature that was clearly a mutated Ganger Jennifer. She snarled angrily at them.

Alex swallowed heavily. Ganger Jennifer was clearly out of control. She wouldn't hesitate in killing them all if she got the opportunity.

The Doctor whirled around and pushed Alex ahead of him. "Run! Run! Run!" he shouted. No one hesitated. Everyone sprinted forward as Ganger Jennifer raced after them on all fours. They dashed through a narrow corridor and into a small room. Overhead, the roof was groaning ominously.

"Ooh," the Doctor groaned, "roof's going to give."

"We have to stop her," Ganger Dicken declared, as if that item wasn't already on the agenda. He tugged on the door they had just run through. "This door doesn't lock."

"No, but the far one does," his Original remembered. He shot off down the hall to the other door. Alex anxiously watched as he managed to get it shut . . . but with himself on the wrong side. She clutched the Doctor's arm at the sound of a loud roar, evidently a victory cry from Ganger Jennifer.

Meanwhile, the Ganger Doctor had barely noticed the commotion. His gaze was fixed on a corner of the groaning ceiling. It was starting to crack. "Here she comes!" he exclaimed.

A split second later, the TARDIS crashed through the ceiling and landed on the floor with a thump. Even after going through an acid puddle, the time machine was still perfectly intact.

The Doctor grinned from his place by the door where he, Alex, and Ganger Cleaves were helping Ganger Dicken keep the door shut. "Oh, she does like to make an entrance!"

The Ganger opened the TARDIS doors. "Move!"

"Go, go, go, go!" the Doctor shouted in encouragement. Ganger Dicken, Ganger Jimmy, Rory, and Buzzer rushed into the time machine. Cleaves, however, lingered.

"Get on board!" her Ganger cried. "Go!"

Cleaves shook her head. "I'm not leaving."

"Go!" Cleaves looked at her Ganger for a moment, as if awaiting further permission. Her Ganger nodded. Only then did Cleaves go into the TARDIS.

Amy bounced up to the Doctor and Alex. "Hey, hey, now's our chance."

Alex stepped away from the door but came to a screeching halt when the Doctor shook his head in protest. "I have to stay," he argued. "Hold this door closed. Give you time to materialize."

"What?!" Alex shrieked. She gaped at him. "You'll get killed!"

"Don't be crazy!" Amy agreed. "What happens to you?"

"Well, this place is about to explode," the Doctor reminded them. "But I can stop her."

"Like I said," Alex screeched, "you'll get killed!"

"Both of you can survive this, okay?" Amy attempted to reason. "There has to be a way."

"Or perhaps you think I should stay instead," the Ganger Doctor guessed. He stepped up beside Amy and eyed her coldly. "Mr. Smith?"

Amy swallowed hard. "No, of course not." She glanced sideways at Alex before continuing. "But look, this man," she gestured to the Doctor, "I've flown with him, you know? And you are amazing and yeah, I misjudged you, but you're not him. I'm sorry."

The Ganger looked at her for a moment. Finally, he said, "Amy, we swapped shoes.I'mthe Doctor."

"And I'm the Flesh," the Doctor by the door added.

Alex blinked.What?!

"You can't be," Amy breathed in disbelief. She stared at the actual Ganger Doctor. "You'rethe real him."

"I'm the original Doctor, Amy," the one next to her said. "We had to know if we were truly the same. It was important, vital we learn about the Flesh, and we could only do that through your eyes."

Amy looked back and forth between the two Doctors. Suddenly, she rushed over to the Ganger. She enveloped him in a tight hug, something he immediately reciprocated. "I never thought it possible," she murmured.

"What?"

"You're twice the man I thought you were."

He smiled broadly at her words, glad that her prejudice was gone. Unfortunately, problems with Amy weren't over yet. He leaned down to whisper in her ear, "Push, Amy, but only when she tells you to."

Amy's brow furrowed, but before she could ask what he meant by that, Ganger Jennifer started banging against the door. The Ganger Doctor and Ganger Cleaves winced and pressed themselves tighter against the door.

Rory poked his head out the TARDIS door. "Amy, Alex, come on!" Amy pulled away from the Ganger and hurried off towards the box, but Alex stayed behind. Her eyes were narrowed slightly, going back and forth between the two Doctors.

"Um, Ally," the Doctor coughed nervously, "you really should get to the—"

"Why the sodden hell didn't you tell me?!" Alex yelled. "Sure, you told me a few little plans of yours, but did you ever think to let me in on this one?"

"Well . . . it kinda had to be kept secret. . ."

Alex whacked him upside the back of his head before turning and doing the same to the Ganger. "Ow!" they both cried.

Alex shook her head at the pair. While she was still angry and upset, she could sort of understand why they hadn't told her their plan. She had to set an example for Amy and the others by defending the Ganger, even if it wasn't actually the Ganger at the time.

Her heart clenched. The Ganger. . . He was going to die here. He was the Doctor, and the Doctor was going to die here. Worst of all, she got to bear witness to it again.

"Well, my death arrives, I suppose," the Ganger quipped.

"But this one we're not invited to," the Doctor muttered. He thought back to what Amy had said when she followed him outside the tower.You can be killed, and I might have seen that happen. You invited us to see it. Yourdeath.Had that been what happened in Utah? It would certainly explain everyone's reactions to him at the diner.

His hearts tightened painfully at the thought of Alex seeing his death. Why in all the universe would he make her watch that?

"Pardon?" the Ganger frowned. Beside him, Alex looked confused as well. A sudden thought came to her.Oh God, did Amy say something about Lake Silencio?

"Nothing," the Doctor lied. There would be time to work out what Amy's comments meant later, after they escaped, and he found her and Alex. "Your molecular memory can survive this, you know. It may not be the end." He tossed the Ganger the sonic screwdriver.

The Ganger grinned. "Yeah, well, if I turn up to nick all your biscuits and steal Ally away, then you'll know you were right."

The Doctor's jaw tightened at the last part of the Ganger’s quip. "Come on, Ally." He moved to take Alex's hand, but Alex swatted it away.

"Just a sec," she begged. She turned to the Ganger. "You're definitely the Doctor to me," she murmured. Then she pressed her lips to his.

For a second, the Ganger Doctor was stunned. He couldn't even move his lips.She's kissing you, you idiot!a part of his brain snapped. The voice urged him into action, and he quickly started reciprocating the kiss, being careful to stay against the door as Ganger Jennifer continued her attempts to get in.

He'd been fighting the urge to do this all day. He had figured out early on, right when Alex was comforting him in the chapel, that he felt drawn to her. He wanted to kiss her, touch her, do everything with her that his Original hadn't done since they discovered she was Flesh. He figured the urge was because he and Alex were both Flesh; the conscious part of the organism crying out for contact. But either way, Flesh or no, he wanted to kiss Alex. She was absolutelyphenomenalat kissing. That thing she did with her tongue, the way her hands were gently caressing his sides underneath his jacket. . .

Next to them, the Doctor was seething in jealousy. His eyes narrowed and he struggled to resist the urge to beat his Flesh duplicate unconscious. Why was the Ganger kissing Alex?! Onlyhecould kiss Alex! "For Rassilon's sake!" he growled. He snatched Alex's hand and dragged her away from the Ganger. "A bloody monster is trying to kill all and you're kissing!"

"You weren't objecting when we almost kissed during the Krafayis incident," Alex cheekily reminded him.

The Doctor was about to retort when a shout of his name distracted him. "Doctor!" Amy yelled. She ran to the TARDIS doorway. Her expression dropped upon seeing that the Ganger Doctor was still against the door with Ganger Cleaves. "No, please. . ."

The Ganger forced himself to tune her out, instead turning to Ganger Cleaves. "You too, Cleaves," he ordered. He nodded to the TARDIS. "Off you pop."

But she surprised him by shaking her head. "I'm staying," she declared.

"This is not the time for grand gestures!"

Ganger Cleaves scoffed. "Says the king of grand gestures! This ismyfactory. I'm not going anywhere."

While the Ganger shook his head, his lips curved into a grin. "Foreman Miranda Cleaves, marvelous! Beware of imitations."

They turned to face the Doctor, Amy, Alex, and a newly arrived Rory. "Clear off out of here!" Ganger Cleaves shouted. "The lot of you!"

The Doctor sighed and gave his Ganger one last look. He nudged Alex's shoulder. "Come on," he said to her softly.

Resigned, Alex gave a sad wave to the Ganger before allowing the Doctor to drag her inside the TARDIS, escaping Ganger Jennifer and leaving the Gangers to their fate.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The Doctor leaned against the console after flying them to safety in the vortex. Alex went up beside him and rested her head on his chest. He smiled down at her and planted a light kiss on her forehead.

"Still jealous?" she teased.

The Doctor rolled his eyes. "No." Not now that they were far away from his Ganger. "And I bet you only did that to tease me."

"Nah, there are better ways for me to tease you. Like . . . all the things I can think up involving two Doctors." She smirked up at him suggestively and the Doctor was sure his hearts stopped beating for a second.

He swallowed thickly. "So!" he exclaimed loudly, attracting everyone's attention while also serving to distract himself from Alex's tempting words. "The energy from the TARDIS will stabilize the Gangers for good. They're people now."

"And what happens to me?" Cleaves wondered. She pointed at her forehead. "I still have this."

"Ah, that's not a problem." The Doctor snapped his fingers and started looking around the console. "I have something for that. It's small and red and tastes like burnt onions." From underneath the console, he produced a small vial filled with red liquid. "But it'll get rid of your blood clot." He tossed it at Cleaves and then grabbed a red balloon, though where from Alex couldn't tell. "Happy endings," he beamed as he handed the balloon off to Ganger Jimmy.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A few minutes later, the Doctor and Alex stood on a beach. Alex kept her eyes away from the water, instead concentrating on the sharp coldness of the late autumn air that seeped through her thin sweater and the reunion taking place just a few feet away.

Holding several red balloons, Ganger Jimmy snuck up behind his son. He let one of the balloons go so that it drifted past his son. "Hey!" he called. "Hello, bud."

Adam whirled around. His eyes lit up when he saw the familiar figure. "Daddy, you're back!" he exclaimed, running over.

Ganger Jimmy lifted him up and twirled him around. "Hello, my boy!" he greeted, a wide grin overtaking his face. "How are you doing?"

The Doctor watched the scene both happily and enviously. Thanks to his biology, he'd never have a child with Alex. He would never be able to swing a brown-haired, hazel-eyed kid around in the air, celebrate its birthday or . . . anything.

A tugging on his arm made him look down. It was Alex. She smiled at him sadly, knowing what he was thinking only because she had been thinking the same. "Come on," she murmured gently.

The Doctor allowed himself one last look at Ganger Jimmy and his son before allowing Alex to guide him back to the TARDIS. Even if he never had a child with Alex, he knew he'd still be content with just her.

Just him and his Ally in the TARDIS, as it should be.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Cleaves nervously glanced at the large steel door before her. From beyond, she could hear the chatter of several reporters, all of them anxious to know everything about the failed Flesh rebellion. She turned to face the man who had brought her and the others to the lobby of Morpeth-Jetsan headquarters. "You really want us to do this?"

The Doctor wrapped an arm around Alex's shoulders and nodded. "Your company's telling the world that the situation is over. You need to get in there and tell them that the situation's only just begun."

"Make them understand what they're doing to the Flesh is wrong," Alex instructed. "You need to make themstop."

The Doctor looked at Ganger Dicken. "Dicken, remember, people are good. In their bones, truly good. Don't hate them, will you?"

"How can I hate them?" Ganger Dicken laughed. "I'm one of them now."

"And you remember that," Alex smiled.

"Yeah," the Doctor agreed, "and also remember, people died. Don't let that be in vain. Make what you say in that room count."

Cleaves took a deep breath. After letting it out, she nodded resolutely. "Ready?" she asked Ganger Dicken. The man nodded and they turned towards the door. "Side-by-side."

"You got it, boss."

With a lot more confidence, Cleaves opened the door. Several camera flashes went off and a plethora of voices rose. "Have the army dealt with the imposters, sir?" a reporter asked.

"What sort of threat is there to the public?" another reporter questioned as the door shut.

Amy, who had been standing off to the side with Rory, walked over to the Doctor and Alex. She frowned at the troubled expression on the former. "You okay?" she asked.

The Doctor blinked and shook his head. "I said breathe, Pond, remember? Well, breathe."

Amy threw up her hands in exasperation.Thisagain! "Why?!" she demanded.

"Breathe."

Less than a second after those words left his lips, Amy suddenly hunched over. "Oh!" she gasped, feeling a sharp pain in her abdomen. "Whoa! Oh!"

Rory ran to her side. "What's wrong with her?" he asked frantically.

"Get her into the TARDIS," the Doctor instructed. He led Alex inside as Rory helped Amy. Once in the console room, the Doctor strode up to the glass platform. Alex lingered on the stairs.

"Doctor! Alex!" Rory shouted. They both knew something; he could sense it. "What is happening to her?"

Alex gazed upon her friends sadly. Everything was about to kick off and she couldn't do anything but try to provide comfort. "It's contractions," she said softly.

"Contractions?"

"She's going into labor," the Doctor revealed, his back to the couple as he readied himself for what he was about to do.

Amy blinked incoherently before scoffing in disbelief. "Did he say. . . No, no, no. Of course he didn't." Another contraction hit her, forcing her to bend over. "Rory, I don't like this," she whimpered. "Ow!"

Rory looked at her worriedly. How could Amy be having contractions? She wasn't pregnant! Far from it. "You're going to have to start explaining this to me, Doctor!"

The Doctor snorted. "What, the birds and the bees? She's having ababy. It's part of why I needed to see the Flesh in its early days. That's why I scanned it. That's why we were there in the first place. I was going to drop you two off for fish and chips first, but things happened and there was stuff and shenanigans. Beautiful word, shenanigans—"

"Doctor, you're rambling," Alex interrupted. She knew this had to be hard for him. It was hard for her, too. But what happened next had to be done.

"It hurts!" Amy moaned.

"But you're okay?" Rory checked.

Alex darted down the steps. Her anger with Amy was practically nonexistent. All she wanted to do now was comfort her terrified, confused friend. "Amy, honey, breathe," Alex directed. Though she wasn't sure it would help, she rubbed Amy's back, moving her fingers in tight little circles.

"I needed enough information to block the signals to the Flesh," the Doctor continued, his back still to the group. He took a deep breath, readying himself for the questions that were about to follow.

"What signals?" Amy wondered.

"The signals to you . . . and to Alex."

Amy's eyes widened. "What?" she breathed. She stared at Alex. "Alex, w-what is he talking about?"

Alex swallowed thickly. Tears sprung to her eyes, but she pushed them down, not wanting to alarm Amy more or get even more upset than she already was. "Amy, I don't know when, but sometime, we were kidnapped and two Flesh duplicates of us were created. It feels like we're here, but we're not. The Doctor discovered the signals at Torchwood. They're weak, so we can kinda sense what's actually happening to us. I-it's why I've been experiencing all that pain. They're. . ." She took a deep breath. ". . .experimenting on me."

Amy shook her head furiously. "No, no, that can't possibly be true! It's not!"

Alex sniffled. A tear escaped and dribbled down her cheek. "It is."

Up on the platform, the Doctor pulled his spare sonic out. He slowly turned around. "Stand away from her, Rory."

Alex backed up onto the stairs, but Rory stayed where he was. "Why?" he demanded, moving closer to Amy. "No! And why?!"

"I imagine it'll be traumatic," Alex hypothesized. She then grimaced. No, itwouldbe traumatic.

The Doctor tilted his head at her in silent confirmation. "Given what we've learned, I'll be as humane as I can, but I need to do this, and you need tostand away!"

Rory looked between the Doctor, expression resolute but pained, and Alex, her face horribly, horribly sad and a touch scared. He swallowed in realization. This would be just as painful for them as it would be for him. Alex was also Flesh, and he knew that the knowledge was probably tearing the Doctor apart inside while also serving to make him very,veryangry.

Rory turned back to Amy and took in her terrified expression. Ever so reluctantly, he slowly stepped away from her. The moment he did, he felt the urge to rush back to her, but he forced himself to stay where he was.

"No, no," Amy sobbed. She whirled around to look up at the Doctor, her eyes wide and fearful. "Doctor, I am frightened. I'm properly, properlyscared."

"Don't be," he whispered. He stepped closer and put a comforting hand on her shoulder. "Hold on. We're coming for you, forbothof you, I swear it."

Alex stepped up beside her. "He will, Amy," she promised. "They both will."

The Doctor pulled Alex closer to him. Alex complied with the movement and threw her arms around him. "Please hurry," she begged into his tweed jacket. "I want to see you . . . properlysee you."

"You will," the Doctor vowed. He clutched her to him tightly, even though she wasn't really there. He felt a dark rage growing inside him, adding on to the fury he felt when he first learned that Alex had been taken. "Whatever happens, however hard, however far, wewillfind you."

"We're righthere," Amy tried, but she could tell that his mind was made up. A shiver ran through her at the Doctor's darkened features. His dark green eyes were almost black, his jaw was clenched, and the hand not clutching the sonic was curled into a fist. It was just a mere glimpse of the Oncoming Storm his enemies were familiar with.

"No, you're not." Even though his every instinct was fighting against it, he pushed Alex off him and over beside Amy. He kept his eyes on Alex, on her downtrodden but calm expression, as he aimed the sonic at them. "Neither of you have been here for a long, long time."

Amy gulped. "Oh no."

"Do it, Doc," Alex encouraged, her voice barely above a whisper.

As he always did, he obeyed her. He pressed a button and the girls melted into dirty-white Flesh.

Rory let out a choked gasp, but the Doctor barely heard him. He just stared at the pile of goop that used to be Alex.

Then, he noticed something. There was a small glimmer in the exact center of the sludge. He pocketed the sonic and bent down next to the goop. Swallowing thickly, he pressed his hand into the Flesh. It was cold and slimy, and it felt slightly nauseating to touch it. He ignored it as best as he could though, determined to seek out the glimmer. His fingers fumbled around for a few moments before coming into contact with a hard, thin surface.

The Doctor slowly pulled it out and held it up to the light. Though the object was caked in white goop, he could still see that he was holding the chain to a necklace. His hearts constricted painfully as he realized what specific necklace it was. His gaze drifted down to the charm where the Flesh was starting to drip off, revealing dark blue sapphires and a familiar shape.

It was Alex's sonic necklace.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Amy awoke with a gasp. She examined her surroundings wildly. She appeared to be in some kind of futuristic tube. It was completely white and small, not allowing Amy to see where she actually was.

A mechanical hiss rang out above her, and Amy's eyes darted upwards. The hiss was from a window as it slid open, revealing none other than the Eyepatch Woman.

She peered down at Amy. A sinister smile crept up her lips. It immediately told Amy that wherever she was, it wasn't a nice place. "Well, dear," the woman purred, "you're ready to pop, aren't you? Little one's on its way."

Amy breathed hard and gazed downwards. Much to her shock and horror, in front of her was a massive stomach clad in a white hospital gown. It washermassive,pregnantstomach. She gasped as another contraction hit.

"Here it comes," the Eyepatch Lady smirked. "Push!"

Amy only screamed in terror as the baby she hadn't even known she was carrying began to come out.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex's eyes shot open, a gasp escaping her lips. Her eyes darted around. She was lying on some kind of harness, clearly what was being used to connect her to her Flesh duplicate, but the harness also seemed to have been modified into an operating table.

Alex glanced down at herself. She was wearing a white hospital gown, but it had been pushed up to expose her torso. Her eyes widened and her heartbeat kicked up a notch when she saw the many jagged red surgery scars decorating her pale skin. They seemed to go everywhere. Up her chest, across it, even one appeared to be zigzagged. The skin around the scars was a tortured red, some parts of it darker than others from what looked like bloodstains.

"What?!" a voice exclaimed. Alex's head shot up to see three people standing on her left, another three on her right. All were clad in army green surgical scrubs and masks. One of them on the left, the one closest to Alex, was holding a shiny scalpel.

Alex didn't waste a second. She sprang up into a sitting position and moved to climb off the table. Her legs felt like jelly from not moving for so long, but she forced herself to keep going. She had to get away, she had to find Amy and find out what these people, whoever they were, were doing to her child.

She didn't get very far though. Just as she was about to clamber off the table, the medical team overcame their shock and started grabbing at her.

Alex screamed as more hands than she could count dragged her back down to the table. "Let go of me! Let go of me!" she howled. "No, no, let go of me, NO!" She swatted, kicked, and clawed like a wild animal, but for every hand she batted away, another appeared. "LET GO OF ME!"

"Quick, sedate her!" one of the surgeons ordered. Another surgeon, a young woman, hastened to obey.

"What the hell is wrong with you people?!" Alex yelled. She struggled to move, but two of the surgeons had managed to restrain her arms, making her movements rather restricted.

She glared at the surgeon wielding the scalpel. "You're going to regret this," she promised, her voice dark. "He's coming you know. The Doctor. He knows what you've done to me and Amy. And boy, is hemad." The surgeon didn't say anything, but Alex was pleased to note that he looked a little afraid.

"Sedation solution ready," the female surgeon announced.

Alex's eyes widened at the syringe's sharp, pointy needle. "NO!" she screeched, resuming her escape attempts. "Let me go! Let me go!" But the surgeons continued to hold her down and the syringe got closer and closer.

Right as the needle pierced her wrist, Alex screamed, "DOCTOR!"

Chapter 33: A Good Man Goes to War Part 1

Chapter Text

"I wish I could tell you that you'll be loved," Amy whispered. She gazed down at the little baby in the glass bassinet, born just a few weeks ago. A small smile crossed Amy's lips despite the tense situation she and her child had been unwillingly thrust into. "That you'll be safe and cared for and protected. But this isn't a time for lies." She reached down and gently picked the little girl up, cradling her in her arms the way one of the more kind-hearted nurses showed her how to do. "What you are going to be, Melody, is very, very brave."

The Eyepatch Woman, Madame Kovarian she'd been told, stepped forward out of the line of guards blocking the door to the completely white nursery. "Two minutes."

Amy glared at the woman but continued speaking. "But not as brave as they'll have to be. Because there's someone coming. I don't know where he is, or what he's doing, but trust me. He's on his way."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Twenty-thousand light-years away, Cybermen stomped through the corridors of their ship. Their eyes, or what counted for eyes in their metal bodies, stared straight ahead. This unfortunate design had the effect of causing them to completely miss the caped figure walking alongside them in the shadows.

In the main part of the spaceship, the Cyber-Leader and another Cyberman looked up from their monitoring instruments as an alert came through. "Intruder, level nine," the Cyberman reported.

"Seal level nine," the Cyber-Leader ordered.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"There's a man who'snevergoing to let us or your Aunt Alex down." Amy swallowed thickly at this last part. Despite a bunch of inquiries, Madame Kovarian refused to tell her where Alex was or let her see the girl. She was probably under the impression that the girls would somehow conspire an escape together, even if they were surrounded by a bunch of soldiers. Which, Amy had to admit, wasn't wrong.

Pushing those unpleasant thoughts to the back of her mind to be thought about later, Amy turned and stared out the large window that made up part of one wall of the nursery. Outside in the hanger of their asteroid base – because where else would they be? – a large army was gathering, all of them coming together for what she thought was a ridiculous reason.

"And not even an army can get in the way."

Her words failed to spook the guards and Madame Kovarian. Instead, the woman marched forwards, her arms out. Two guards followed along behind her, just in case any trouble arose.

Amy backed up. "Leave her, you just leave her!" she cried. "Please leave her! Leave her!"

But they ignored her. Instead, the guards moved to Amy's side, holding her back as Madame Kovarian took little Melody out of her mother's arms.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Back on the Cybership, the whole place was shaking as a series of small explosions went off everywhere.

"Intruder, level eleven!" a Cyberman cried.

"Seal levels twelve, thirteen, and fourteen!" the Cyber-Leader commanded.

"Intruder, level fifteen!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Fortunately for Amy, Madame Kovarian hadn't taken Melody away completely, just put her back in the high-tech bassinet.

Amy darted forwards and leaned over to peer down at her cooing daughter. "He's the last of his kind. He looks young, but he's lived for hundreds and hundreds of years. And wherever they take you, Melody, however scared you are, I promise you, you will never be alone." She pressed a kiss to Melody's forehead. "Because this man is your father. He has a name, but the people of our world know him better as . . . the Last Centurion."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Prepare to engage!" the Cyber-Leader instructed the Cybermen flanking him on either side of the control room.

The doors to the control room slid open. In stepped none other than Rory Williams, dressed in his Roman Centurion garb. The Cybermen aimed their weapons at him, but Rory merely stared at them.

"I have a message and a question," he began, giving the Cybermen a hard look. "A message and a question from the Doctor and me. Where. Is. My. Wife. And. The. Doctor's. Ally."

No response.

"Oh, don't give me those blank looks," Rory scoffed. "The 12th Cyber-Legion monitors this entire quadrant." He calmly strode into the room and over to a large window that overlooked the several Cyberships flying out in space. "You heareverything. So, you tell me what I need to know. You tell me now, and I'll be on my way."

"What is the message?" the Cyber-Leader demanded.

Rory remained completely unfazed as outside, the entire fleet of Cyberships exploded.

"Would you like me to repeat the question?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"A whole Cyber-Legion though!" a short, fat man exclaimed as he and a tall, thin man, both in army garb, walked towards an elevator. News had just reached the base about the total destruction of the 12th Cyber-Legion and who had been responsible. Needless to say, it was all anyone could talk about. "He just blew them all up. To make a point!"

"We're being paid tofighthim, not praise him," his partner reminded. "Praising costswaymore!"

"But think about it though!" the fat man persisted. "If he did that to aCyber-Legion. . . Come on, do we really stand a chance?"

"I'm tryingnotto think about it. And we're beingpaid, does it really matter? He won't go after us, we're just doing our jobs."

The two men stepped into the elevator. "Level Minus 23," the fat man called out after two figures in dark red robes stepped out. "Transept."

A few minutes later, the two reached their destination. "Digger says he once chased the Atraxi off a planet, then called them back for ascolding," the fat one continued as he and his partner exited. "Even claims that's when he first met Ally!"

"Fighthim, not praise him." The two continued on, passing a young woman with dark brown hair perched on a crate. A small smile was on her lips as she sewed away at the edge of an olive-green piece of cloth.

"Reminder," the speakers above her blared. "This base is on Yellow Alert. This base is on Yellow Alert."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Is shesewing?" a soldier said incredulously. He and his partner were holed up in the base's security booth. Monitors were spread out all along the wall in front of them, showing different areas of the base. All the screens showed soldiers walking around and performing maintenance, except for the one with the sewing girl.

The man's partner shrugged indifferently. "She's on a break. She can do what she likes. Now, try again," he instructed. He held up two pieces of paper, one of them blank.

The soldier peered at each one closely. "That one," he decided, pointing at the blank one.

"No, that's the psychic. You've got to look for the fractals."

The first soldier just rolled his eyes.

"Don't look bored!" his partner scolded. "We're on Yellow Alert!"

"We've been on Yellow Alert forthree weeks!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A little while later, two more figures in dark red robes walked past some soldiers on Level -23, their hands clasped before them as if they were praying.

"Reminder," the speakers called as the fat man and the thin man turned to watch them pass. "Do not interact with Headless Monks without divine permission. Do not interact with Headless Monks without divine permission."

The fat man turned away from the monks and started to resume getting the readings off a machine when he saw the thin man still staring. "You're not supposed to stare at them," he warned. "And if they think you're trying to see under their hoods, they'll kill you on the spot."

"But why are they called the Headless Monks? They can't really be headless. . ."

"They believe the domain of faith is the heart, and the domain of doubt is the head," a female voice answered. The two turned to see the young female soldier from before, her sewing nowhere in sight now. "They follow their hearts . . . that's all."

The thin man eyed her. "You're Lorna Bucket, aren't you?"

"Yeah. Hello!"

"I'm the Thin One. This is my husband." He gestured towards the fat man. "He's the Fat One."

"Don't you have names?"

"We're the thin, fat, gay, married Anglican marines," the Fat One laughed. "Why would we need names as well?" He then caught sight of two Headless Monks standing behind Lorna, 'looking' at him. "Oh! Looks like I'm off!" he cheered. "Time for my conversion tutorial. See you in a bit." He turned and headed off with the Monks. "Do you lot have Lent?!" he joked. "’Cause I'm not good at giving things up. . ."

Lorna shook her head at the Fat One's behavior while his husband looked at her thoughtfully. "Lorna Bucket," he repeated. "You've had an Encounter, haven't you? You'vemethim."

"And Ally," Lorna nodded. "But I was just a kid."

"But what're they like?" All of the soldiers were immensely curious about the couple, especially Ally. She was being kept in a specially isolated part of the base under heavy sedation after . . . well,incidentswould be putting it lightly. She'd apparently come out of her sedation a few times when it was too light and lashed out. In a span of just three weeks, she had managed to give two surgeons broken noses, a guard a black eye, and several other people an excessive amount of scratches, bite marks, and bruises. Two weeks on, Madame Kovarian herself still sported some nasty marks around her throat from where Ally had apparently tried to strangle her. "The Doctor and his Ally?"

"He said 'run'."

"Just run?"

"He said it a lot. And his Ally, well,Alexas she prefers to be called by anyone other than him, told me things were going to be okay and calmed me down."

"And this was in the Gamma Forests, yeah? Because you're a Gamma girl, aren't you? What are you doing here? The Forests are heaven neutral."

"Yeah," Lorna said ruefully. "And thirty seconds of the Doctor and his Ally is theonlything that ever happened there."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Oh, this is nice!" the Fat One exclaimed as he was led into the Headless Monks' conversion chamber. It was a small room completely decorated in red. Red walls, red floor, even the light cast a dim red glow. Some more Headless Monks stood at the head of the room.

"I like this," the Fat One continued. His eyes darted around the room, trying to take everything in at once. "I mean, quite a lot of red. I hope it's not to hide the stains!" He watched a Monk go to one of the shelves lining the walls and select a medium-sized box. The box was identical to the ones sitting on the rest of the shelves. "What's in the little boxes?" the Fat One asked.

Instead of one of the Monks giving an answer, a recording started to play. "Welcome, applicant, to the order of the Headless. It is traditional for visiting armies of other faiths to offer individuals for conversion to our order. You have been selected."

The Fat One suddenly began to find himself nervous. He watched as the Monk passed the box to another. The Monk opened it and held it out to the Fat One.

The box was empty.

The recording continued. "Are you ready to make a donation?"

The Fat One's eyes widened as the Monk slowly approached him, lifting the box towards his head.

Later, when the story around the battle of Demons Run, both before and after, was recounted, many said that for not listening to the common sense in his head, the Fat One got exactly what he deserved.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

At Lorna's remark, the Thin One nodded in understanding and turned around, hearing a hiss that allowed him to slide a panel of the wall closed. "So, what do you think?" he asked. "If the Doctor's really coming here, where is he? His Ally is supposed to be, like, the most important person in the universe to him."

Lorna shrugged and loosened a hose, letting out a bunch of steam. "He's the Doctor. He could be anywhere in time and space. But I'm sure he's coming for her." She shivered, remembering the words the girl had uttered upon waking up, the words that had made their way all around the base, words that were the reason for them being on Yellow Alert.

He's coming you know. The Doctor. He knows what you've done to me and Amy. And boy, is hemad.

She was almost afraid for his arrival. Because if he knew what Madame Kovarian had been doing to his Ally and companion. . .

No one was safe.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

It was late evening in London, year 1888. A carriage pulled up to the door of a nicely-sized house with a brilliant blue door. "Whoa!" the coachman called to the horse, forcing it to a stop.

The carriage's passenger stepped out. It was a figure dressed completely in black with a hood pulled up over their head. "Thank you, Parker," the figure called, revealing a female voice. "I won't be needing you again tonight."

"Yes, my lady." Without further ado, Parker and the carriage continued on while the woman went and pushed the door to her home open.

A young dark-haired woman in a maid's uniform came up to her as she closed the door. "You're back early, ma'am! Another case cracked, I assume?"

The woman placed a long, shiny Samurai sword on a rack next to the door, sliding it in a holder between a few other similar weapons. "Send a telegram to Inspector Abberline of the Yard," she instructed. "Jack the Ripper has claimed hislastvictim."

The maid gasped in amazement. "How did you find him?"

Her mistress flipped back her hood, revealing a green-scaled Silurian face. She licked her lips. "Stringy, but tasty all the same," Madame Vastra smirked. "I shan't be needing dinner."

"Congratulations, ma'am," the maid beamed, but her smile didn't last long. Her expression turned into one of apprehension and nervousness. "However. . . A matter has arisen in the drawing room."

Vastra eyed her a moment before hurrying into the adjacent room. Sitting almost in the center of the room was a large blue box labeled POLICE PUBLIC CALL BOX. Vastra's eyes widened. She knew what the box was and, more importantly, why it was here.

"It just appeared," her maid explained, following her into the room. "What does it mean?"

"It means a very old debt is to be repaid," Vastra breathed as she slowly approached the box. She turned and smiled. "Pack the cases, Jenny. And we're going to need the swords!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

It was the height of the Battle of Zaruthstra in 4037. An officer in a long coat reminiscent of nineteenth-century men's coats dodged a bunch of laser fire as he made his way towards a medical tent. "Nurse! Nurse!" he yelled. "Damn it! Where's the nurse?!"

Inside the tent, a woman in a long old-fashioned dress was kneeling beside a stretcher. A young boy lay atop it. "He needs help!" she shrieked.

"Madame President, I'm sorry, but we have to go now! Those things could be here any minute!"

Just then, a short, blue armor-clad figure entered the room. It removed its helmet, revealing a Sontaran head. "Did somebody call for a nurse?" Not waiting for an answer, he walked over to the boy and began scanning him with a high-tech scanner.

The boy coughed. "Will I be okay?" he rasped out.

"Of course you will, my boy," the Sontaran confirmed as he finished his scanning. "You'll be up and about in no time. And perhaps one day, you and I shall meet on the field of battle, and I will destroy you for the glory of the Sontaran Empire."

The boy stared at him, but ultimately said, "Thanks, nurse."

The Sontaran nodded, using his whole body to do so, and headed out. The officer followed him. "Commander Strax!" he called. "I just have to ask. A Sontaran nurse?"

Strax sighed resignedly. "I serve a penance to restore the honor of my clone batch. It is the greatest punishment a Sontaran can endure, to help the weak and sick."

"Who came up with that one?" the officer wondered. At the same moment, a wheezing-groaning noise filled the air.

Strax froze at the sound. He peered beyond the field to see a large blue box sitting on a spot it hadn't been on a few minutes ago. "Tonight, though, perhaps my penance is over," he mused. He grinned and turned to the officer. "Captain Harcourt, I hope someday to meet you in the glory of battle, when I shall crush the life from your worthless human form. Try and get some rest." With that, he headed off towards the box, leaving the bewildered Captain Harcourt behind.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

River Song swayed back and forth to a tune only she could hear as she walked through the halls of the Stormcage Containment Facility. She wore a long, dark blue Victorian gown, complete with a little hat and fur muff. She waltzed up to a ringing phone, not at all perturbed by the alarms blaring overhead. "Oh, turn it off," she said breezily once she picked up. "I'm breaking in, not out. This is River Song, back in her cell. Oh, and I'll take breakfast at the usual time. Thank you." She hung up and resumed her dancing across the floor. Just as she was about to near her cell though, she caught sight of a figure in Roman dress standing at the end of the hallway.

"Oh, are you boys dressing up as Romans now?" she called, coming to a stop. "I thought nobody read my memos."

The figure stepped into the light. It was Rory. "Dr. Song?" he said nervously. "It's Rory. Sorry, have we met yet? Time streams, I'm not quite sure where we are. . ."

"Yes. . ." River breathed. She stared at him, her expression caught between shock and sadness. "Yes, we've met. Hello, Rory."

Rory frowned at her downcast expression. "What's wrong?"

River laughed nervously. "It's my birthday. The Doctor took me ice-skating on the River Thames in 1814, the last of the great Frost Fairs. He got Stevie Wonder to sing for me under London Bridge."

"Stevie Wonder sang in 1814?"

"Yes, he did." She put a finger to her lips, smiling conspiratorially. "But you must never tell him."

Rory was silent for a moment. "What about Alex?" he asked, almost choking out the words. "Was she there, too?"

River started to frown at Alex's name, only to remember who, exactly, was asking the question. She forced a small smile across her lips. "Yes, she was there, too. Didn't come out of the TARDIS though. You know how she is about water, even frozen water."

Rory let out a sigh of relief. Alex was still alive in the future, apparently recovered from whatever the hell she was currently undergoing on Demons Run. "I've actually just come from the Doctor. . ."

"Yes, but at a different point in time."

"Unless there's two of them."

River smirked. "Now that's a whole different birthday." She turned towards her cell as she pulled out her diary and began flipping through the pages.

"He needs you."

River stopped at one page and examined it. Her eyes widened. "Demons Run," she gasped.

"How . . . how did you know?"

"I'm from the Doctor and Alex's future. I always know." She eyed Rory's Roman getup. "Why on Earth are you wearing that?"

Rory shrugged self-consciously. "The Doctor's idea."

River nodded in understanding. "Of course. His rules of engagement. Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee."

"Look ridiculous."

She swiveled back to her cell. "Have you considered heels?"

"They've taken Amy," Rory told her, his voice serious. "And our baby. And Alex. They're doing . . . well, I don't really know what, but the Doctor says they're experimenting on her and . . . he's getting some people together. We're going after them, but he needs you, too."

"I can't." She turned back to face him. "Not yet, anyway."

Rory gaped at her. Was this about River's apparent rivalry with Alex? He had seen the two act civil towards one another and that knowledge had been what led him and the Doctor to consider asking River for help. Rory seriously doubted that the woman would willingly put Alex in danger. If she did that, the Doctor would tear her limb from limb.

"I'm sorry?" he finally gasped. "Is this about Alex and whatever you have against her—"

"No! This is the Battle of Demons Run. The Doctor's darkest hour and the beginning of Alex's destiny. The Doctor will rise higher than ever before and then fall so much further. But there's a light at the end of the tunnel, and it's all to do with Alex. And I can't be with him . . . withthem, till the very end."

"Why not?"

River walked into her cell but answered anyways. "Because this is it. This is the day the Doctor and his Ally find out who I am."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

It was late at night in the Maldovarium nightclub. Dorium Maldovar hurried through the empty club, a suitcase in hand. He paused and placed the case on a table. He looked around the large room for a moment, allowing himself to think back on the various deals he'd made here, the artifacts that had been brought in here, and the happenings that became legends as soon as they occurred.

"Goodbye," he murmured. He turned back to the case and flicked it open. He was just beginning to rearrange the contents when a voice spoke from behind him.

"You appear to be closing down, Dorium."

He spun around to see a curly red-haired woman with an eyepatch standing before him, along with a black man in an officer's uniform. Several guards were lined up behind them, blocking the exit.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A few minutes later, the three were sitting at a table across from each-other.

"What have you heard?" Madame Kovarian demanded.

"That you pricked the side of amightybeast, Madame Kovarian, and entirely failed torun." Dorium glanced at the guns pointed at his head, waved them away, and resumed counting his money. "I admire your courage. I should like to admire it from afar."

"We've been waiting amonth. He's done nothing. It seems the legends surrounding the Doctor and his Ally are quite exaggerated."

Dorium held back a snort at her naivety. "Do you really think so? Time Lords, by nature, were very possessive and selfish creatures. The Doctor is no different, especially when it comes to Alex Locke. She's far too important for him to leave there, especially as he knows what you're doing to her." He gave Kovarian and the officer a meaningful look. "There are people all over this galaxy that owe that man and/or woman a debt. By now, a few of them will have found a blue box waiting for them on their doorstep. Poor devils."

The officer tensed. "You think he's raising an army?"

"You think he isn't? If that man is finally collecting on his debts, God help you, and God help his debtors."

"Why?"

"Colonel Manton, all those stories you've heard about him and his Ally, they're not stories, they'retrue. The connection, the influence over each-other, thepossessiveness, jealousy, andanger. . ." He paused to take a pointed look at the red scratches around Kovarian's throat from where Alex's nails had inadvertently scratched her as she attacked. Kovarian averted her gaze and covered the marks with one hand.

Dorium nodded as though her actions had proven his point which, in essence, they did. If only these two could see that. "Really," he pressed, "you're not telling me you don't know what's coming?"

But instead of taking Dorium's words to heart and doing the smart thing, Manton stood up and declared, "We're wasting our time here!"

Kovarian stood as well. "Agreed."

The two moved towards the doors but stopped in their tracks at Dorium's next words. "The asteroid, where you've made your base." Kovarian and Manton spun around, both looking startled that he knew the location of their secret base. "Do you know why they call it Demons Run?"

Manton eyed him suspiciously. "How do you know the location of our base?"

"You're with the Headless Monks. They're old customers of mine."

"It's just some old saying," Kovarian attempted to dismiss.

"Averyold saying," Dorium corrected. "The oldest. 'Demons run, when a good man goes to war'."

Kovarian and Manton merely turned on their heels and left.

Dorium sighed. Well, at least he had warned them. What happened next would be on their own heads.

He waited until the door shut behind the last guard before getting up and grabbing his case full of money. He rushed into the back room, desperate to get away before the closest thing to the apocalypse happened.

He was just steps away from the exit when a wheezing-groaning noise filled the air, followed by a familiar blue box slowly materializing into existence before him.

"No! No, no, please!" Dorium begged as the TARDIS fully appeared. "Not me! You don't need me!" The door opened and a male silhouette in a bowtie appeared on the wall behind Dorium. "Why would you need me? I'm old, I'm fat, I'm blue! Youcan'tneed me!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Lorna crept along the dark corridors of the specially-isolated part of Demons Run. She looked around nervously for any guards that could still be hidden in the shadows, but she didn't see any. She was fairly positive that any and every soldier was down in the main hanger of the base for the . . . well, Colonel Manton had called it a briefing, but it sounded more like a pep rally in her opinion. A rally to get morale and spirits high so that they could fight the Doctor when he inevitably came to free Amelia Pond and his Ally.

A few more halls later and she reached her destination. Lorna stared at the steel door before her, the one she knew from soldiers' whispers was three feet thick, deadlock sealed, and could only be opened by a select few people.

Fortunately, Madame Kovarian hadn't considered pickpocketing as something her soldiers would be skilled in.

Lorna slid the gate-card through the slot in the spot where a knob would normally be. The door slid open with a small hiss that sounded as loud as a gunshot in the otherwise quiet hall. Lorna looked around, making sure that some silent alarm hadn't summoned anybody. Once she was satisfied that no one was around, she stepped into the room.

Like the halls outside, the room was dark with only a few dim fluorescent lights providing illumination. The walls were gray cinderblock, the floors a matching gray and white tile. No pictures, decorations or anything lined the walls. The grimmer the better, in Madame Kovarian's opinion.

On the wall directly opposite the entrance, Lorna could see another steel door. Beyond it was the operating room where the occupant of this room had been spending a lot of time since she arrived at Demons Run. On the far wall sat a high-tech hospital bed, surrounded by an IV and a few life monitors.

Lorna slowly approached the bed, taking in its unconscious occupant. It was dressed in a white hospital gown, part of it covered up by a simple white sheet. The figure breathed steadily in their sleep, aided by the IV cord attached to their wrist.

Lorna stepped closer to better see the figure's face. She looked so different from when Lorna had last seen her. Back then, she had blonde highlights, making her hair appear more blonde than brown. Now her highlights had faded. Even her eyes looked a little dimmer than they had last time. . .

Wait. Hereyes?

Lorna gasped as Alex Locke's hazel eyes narrowed in on her. They looked just as menacing as they had back in the Gamma Forests when she had narrowed them at an enemy. They were dark green hurricanes, threatening wrath on whoever they looked at. And unfortunately for Lorna, that was her.

Before Lorna could blink, Alex ripped her IV out, gasping in pain as she did so, and lunged at her. Lorna hastily side-stepped her and hurried towards the door. She had seen the harm Alex had managed to inflict in her brief moments of lucidity and she had no desire to end up with a black eye or a broken nose.

Just as Lorna reached the door though, she heard a thud from behind her. She warily turned around, absently wondering whether Alex was playing a trick to try and lure her into a trap.

But it wasn't that. Instead, Alex was lying on the floor. She coughed and panted weakly and rolled onto her side. She struggled to breathe from such strenuous activity.How long have I been here?she wondered. It had to be many months, as she felt like she could barely move.

Lorna rushed to her. "Here, let me help," she offered, crouching down beside the girl. Alex eyed her warily, but ultimately allowed Lorna to help her up and guide her back over to the bed.

"Here, you need to rest." Lorna pushed Alex up onto the bed by her armpits, though she had a feeling she could have picked the girl up instead. She was terribly thin. Lorna knew she had to be receiving vitamins and such through her IV drip, but it didn't appear like they had made much of a difference. Alex had probably lost ten or fifteen pounds since her arrival. She was pale too, with a slight gray pallor coating her skin.

"I can't rest," Alex argued. She shoved Lorna's hands away from her. "I need to go find Amy and her child and then make that eyepatch woman's other eye blind as well."

"Madame Kovarian," Lorna provided.

"Whatever." Alex took in Lorna's army camo. "But I suppose you'll try and stop me, won't you?"

"Oh, no!" Lorna shook her head adamantly. "No, I swear, I wouldn't. Actually. . ." She blushed a little, her expression turning bashful. "Um . . . I don't know if you remember, but I met you once. In the Gamma Forests."

Alex blinked. The Doctor had mentioned the Gamma Forests to her once, but they had yet to go there. "Oh," she said slowly. She stared at Lorna. If she and the Doctor had helped this woman, then why was she here, helping to keep Alex herself, Amy, and her baby hostage? "Sorry, it's just that—"

"I look different than I did back then," Lorna assumed. "I was just a little girl then."

Alex merely nodded. No need to upset the girl and make her, the Doctor and Alex's only ally, turn against them. "Yes, that's it. Sorry again."

"It's alright." Lorna glanced back at the door. "Truthfully, I'm not even supposed to be in here. I have to be at. . ."

"At a little powwow for all the soldiers so they can get pumped up to kill the Doctor?"

"How'd you know that?"

Alex gestured to the IV bag. "Apparently, my last nurse didn't mix the sedative very well. It's too light. I've been drifting in and out of consciousness, hearing bits and pieces of things for . . . well, I'm not sure how long. A few days, at least."

"The Doctor's coming. No one knows when, but he is."

"Of course he is." Alex titled her head. The way she eyed Lorna made the girl feel as though Alex was trying to see into her soul. "But you don't want to see him dead, do you?"

Lorna shook her head. "No," she whispered.

"Then why are you here?"

"I just . . . I wanted to meet him again. To meet youbothagain."

That's the dumbest thing I've ever heard,Alex thought but she bit her tongue before she could berate Lorna. "Well, half of your wish came true. But, since the Doctor is coming as well, here's a word of advice. Pick a side. I can tell you, he won't be so happy to see you if he sees you with the rest of these trigger-happy idiots." Alex coughed again but forced herself to continue. "Pick a," cough, "side, not f-for," cough, "my sake, b-b-but," cough, cough, "yours!"

"You really need to rest," Lorna told her, though she nodded at Alex's words. There was a lot of truth in them. She gently maneuvered Alex back into bed. The girl struggled to get up a little, but it was obvious all the action of the last few minutes had worn her out. Her arms struggled to hold her weight and her eyelids fluttered.

"I can't," Alex murmured as her head flopped back onto the pillow. "I need to . . . Amy. . ."

"I'll check in on her," Lorna promised. She had planned on doing that anyway, after she looked in on and re-met Alex. She pulled the sheet up over Alex, then crossed to the other side of the bed and picked up the IV bag. She could dispose of it on the way to the nursery.

She glanced back down at Alex. She was fast asleep, a slight smile on her lips.

Chapter 34: A Good Man Goes to War Part 2

Notes:

A/N: Alex's outfit for this chapter can be found on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

Chapter Text

Colonel Manton stood on a small stage before a large crowd of soldiers. Three of the Headless Monks stood behind him; the rest stood at the sides of the room. Kovarian stood to the side of the stage, two soldiers on either side of her, and began to smirk as Manton started rallying the troops.

"He is not the devil. He is not a god. He is not a goblin, or a phantom, or a trickster. The Doctor is a living, breathing man, and as I look around this room, I know one thing. We're sure as hell gonna fix that!"

The soldiers cheered wildly, several of them even clapping. Their mouths were stretched into grins as they imagined the upcoming battle. It would beglorious. A battle against an enemy of this magnitudehadto be.

Above them, Amy stood at the window in the nursery where she had been confined to after Kovarian took Melody away. She couldn't understand. How the hell could these people want to kill the Doctor? What had he done to them? It didn't make any sense!

Behind her, Lorna slowly entered the room. She watched Amy carefully. She hadn't heard any stories about her harming the guards or Kovarian like Alex had, but Amy was an angry, grieving mother whose child had just been taken away from her. It wouldn't be unexpected for her to suddenly snap.

"Sorry," Lorna called, causing Amy to turn around. "I shouldn't be here. I'm meant to be at the thing." She nodded at the window to the rally below. "I brought you something." She pulled out a small green cloth, the very piece she'd been working on before. It was two stars sewn to one another, creating a leaf-like pattern. In the center on both sides was intricate gold stitching. "Your child's name in the language of my people. It's a prayer leaf and we believe, if you keep it with you, your child will always come home to you."

"Can I borrow your gun?" Amy asked.

"Why?"

"Because I've got a feeling you're going to keep talking." She turned back to the window. "They're talking like he's famous," she murmured, shaking her head at the soldiers. "The Doctor isn't famous."

"He meets a lot of people. Some of them . . . remember." Lorna smiled. "Both him and his Ally."

"Alex," Amy corrected.

"Right. They're sort of like a. . . I dunno. A dark legend."

"Dark?" Amy scoffed. The Doctorcouldbe dark, she acknowledged that, but Alex? No way, not happening,not ever. "Have youmetthem?"

"Yeah," Lorna said. Amy whirled around to stare at her. "But I was just a little girl."

Amy smiled slightly and turned back to the window. "So was I."

"You've been with him for a long time, then?"

"No. He came back for me."

"You must be very special." Lorna started to head out of the room but was stopped when Amy spun back around and called, "Hey."

Amy waited until Lorna was fully looking at her before continuing. "You can wait a long time for the Doctor, but he's worth it, okay? The thing is, he's coming. No question about it. Just you make sure you're on the right side when he gets here. Not for my sake, for yours." She held out her hand and Lorna gave her the prayer leaf. "Thank you," she smiled. She held it to her chest as Lorna quietly left the room.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"On this day, in this place," Manton continued, "the Doctor will fall!" The soldiers cheered enthusiastically. "The man who talks, the man who reasons, the man who lies, will meet the perfect answer." There was another round of cheering as Lorna quietly snuck into the crowd and into her position.

Manton waited until the soldiers’ cheers died down before going to walk behind the Headless Monks. "Some of you have wondered why we have allied ourselves with the Headless Monks. Perhaps you have wondered why we call them headless. It's time you knew what these guys have sacrificed for faith. As you all know, it is a Level One Heresy, punishable by death, to lower the hood of a Headless Monk. But by the divine grant of the Papal Mainframe herself, on this one and only occasion, I can show you the truth. Because these guys can never be. . ." He lowered the hood of the first Monk, revealing a knotted stump where the head and neck would normally be.

A gasp went up through the crowd. Soldiers gaped at the sight and somewhere amongst the horrified onlookers, the Thin One developed a sickening feeling in his stomach.

Manton waited until the gasps and small screams died down before finishing his sentence. ". . .persuaded. Theynevercan be. . ." He lowered the hood of the second Monk, revealing the same knotted stump. ". . .afraid." He approached the third. "And they can never,everbe. . ."

The third Monk suddenly threw back his hood. "Surprised!" the Doctor cried. The soldiers goggled at him while above, Amy grinned and pressed herself up against the window.

The Doctor barely noticed the mixed reactions, instead calmly walking to the front of the stage. "Hello everyone! Guess who? Please, point a gun at me if it helps you relax." All the soldiers, except Lorna, did just that while the Monks readied their energized swords.

The Doctor simply smirked. He felt so invigorated and powerful right now as the adrenaline that signified Alex's presence thrummed in his veins. It was faint, but the fact that it was there was more than enough to make him determined to get her back and shut this base down. "You're only human."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

In the security booth, the two guards from earlier gulped in terror at the two long,extremelysharp swords pressed against their necks.

"Go on," Vastra hissed. "Resist." She flicked her long tongue out. "I am ever so hungry."

"Now, dear," Jenny smirked at the guard she had her sword aimed at. "Which button controls the lights?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Manton stepped forward, his pistol aimed at the Doctor. "Doctor, you will come with me, right now!" he ordered.

The Doctor just checked his watch. "Three minutes, forty seconds. Amelia Pond! Alexandria Locke! Get your coats!" He pulled his hood back up as overhead, all the lights went out. They came back on just a few seconds later, but by then, the Doctor was gone.

"I'm not a phantom," he said over the speakers.

"Doctor?" Manton called.

"I'm not a trickster."

"Doctor?"

"I'm a monk."

"Doctor, show yourself!"

"It's him!" a soldier shouted. He pointed his gun at one of the Monks along the walls. The other soldiers quickly followed suit. "He's here!"

"It's him!" another soldier agreed. A second later, he fired.

"Weapons down!" Manton shouted as the Monk collapsed. "Do not fire!"

Instead of listening, one of the Monks retaliated. A bolt of energy shot out at the soldier and knocked him to the ground. By the time he hit the floor, he was dead.

"NOOO!" Manton yelled. "Doctor! Doctor!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Back in the security booth, the two guards sat, tied up, in a corner. Vastra and Jenny watched the goings-on in the main hanger on one of the screens.

"Clever, isn't he?" Jenny marveled. The Doctor had managed to create total chaos with his presence alone. He hadn't even been armed!

Vastra nodded. "And rather attractive."

Jenny frowned. "You do realize he's a man, don't you, ma'am?"

"Mammals," Vastra shrugged. "They all look alike."

Jenny rolled her eyes. "Oh, thank you!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Manton ran to the end of the stage. "Nobody discharge their weapon in this room. Nobody!"

In the middle of the crowd, Lorna looked towards the door to see a Monk opening the lock with a small whirring device.

"Do not fire!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

“Was I being insensitive again, dear?” Vastra asked. She shook her head, giving Jenny a fond look. “I don’t know why you put up with me.”

Then, before Jenny could reply, Vastra spun around and used her extendible tongue to knock out one of the guards, who’d been inching towards the door locking override button on the wall.

His partner gaped at his unconscious mate, then at Vastra, before making the wise decision to stay still and not move a muscle.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Stop, wait! Listen to me!" Manton commanded. An uneasy silence settled upon the room as Manton held up his gun and Lorna slipped away to follow the Monk. "I'm disarming my weapon pack. Monks, I do this in good faith! I am now unarmed." He placed it down on the floor. "All of you, discharge your weapon packs. The Doctor is trying to make fools of us. We are soldiers of God. We are not fools! We are not fools!"

A few of the soldiers began to discharge their weapons. "We are not fools!" they echoed.

"We are not fools!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Back in the security booth, Vastra eyed the screens worriedly. “Manton’s gaining control.”

Jenny grimaced and immediately voiced the thought Vastra herself had. “Where’s the Doctor gone?”

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Like a wave, more and more soldiers began removing their packs. "We are not fools! We are not fools! We are not fools!"

"Yes," came the Doctor's dry voice. "Because fools would never,everdischarge their weapons as an army approached. Or fail to notice the approaching army."

Manton and the soldiers froze. They slowly looked around and several nearly had heart attacks. Thanks to their chanting, they had completely missed the sounds of teleports ringing out around them. They were now completely surrounded by Silurians and Judoon. The soldiers looked around, baffled and a little bit frightened, while up on stage, Strax teleported in next to Colonel Manton.

He aimed his gun at the man. "This base is now under our command!"

"I have a fleet out there!" Manton warned. "If Demons Run goes down, there's an automatic distress call."

"Not if we knock out your communications array," the Doctor pointed out. Everyone turned to see him standing on a raised platform, sans Monk robe, a comm in hand. He smirked down at them. "And you've got incoming!"

"Danny Boy to the Doctor," a pilot's voice called over the comm. "Danny Boy to the Doctor."

The Doctor glared darkly at Manton. "Give 'em hell, Danny Boy," he ordered.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

In another part of the base, Madame Kovarian hurried through the corridors, her ever-present guards at her side and awaiting command.

"I need to get off this station now. Bring me the child!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Back in the main hanger, it only took a minute for the Doctor to get Danny Boy's report. "Target destroyed!" the pilot cheered.

Onstage, Manton hung his head. With that final action, he knew now that he was truly defeated.

"Don't slump!" Strax scolded. "It's bad for your spine!"

The Doctor grinned. This had gone . . . perfectly. It wasn't often he had days like these.Just one more thing to do though,he thought. He stayed still for a moment, feeling the faint adrenaline rush run through him and relishing in it. Now that he thought about it, it hadn't really been present when he was with Ganger Alex. Whenever it was there, it was very slight, just teasing him. It didn't make him feel like it did now: powerful, victorious, like he could conquer the universe.

He could also feel the desperate impulse to run off and find Alex, but as tempting as that was, he knew he had to wait just a little longer. First, he had to deal with Colonel Manton and the Eyepatch Woman, aka Madame Kovarian.

Then, and only then, could he find his Ally and pull her into his arms where she belonged.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Kovarian rushed through the halls towards her ship. Behind her, two soldiers carried a white bassinet between them, little Melody cooing inside. They were forced to come to a stop when Kovarian unexpectedly paused outside the door to her ship.

"Get back in there with the rest of them," she commanded. "Remember, the Doctor must think he's winning, right until the trap closes. I'll take my ship from here." She began keying in a code at the door while the soldiers obeyed her order and went off.

"Airlock engaged," the computer announced as Kovarian looked down at Melody. "Shuttle ready for boarding."

"Love the eyepatch," a voice suddenly commented.

Kovarian whirled around. There was no one there.

"Reminds me of an ex of mine," the voice continued. "Lost his eye in a duel. My fault, I was aiming for his ear. Of course, I bought him an apology drink afterwards." A figure stepped out of the shadows and into the light. "But," Jack Harkness wryly smirked, "I don't think I'll be doing that with you."

Kovarian started to turn, only to stop when she felt the cool blade of a sword press against the back of her neck. "Sorry," Rory said unapologetically, "but there's been a change in plans."

She turned around to glare at him. "I have a crew of twenty. How do you expect to take control of my ship?"

"Very simple," Jack said. Kovarian turned back to see that he now had a gun aimed at her head. "Me and my team are all one hell of a shot."

Team? Kovarian swiveled round again. Standing in front of her, blocking the other escape route, were Gwen, Tosh, and Ianto, all aiming guns right at her.

"Go ahead," Gwen challenged. "Try and run. Make our day."

"You're surrounded on all sides," Tosh informed her. "Try and run, and you'll get either shot to death or slashed through the neck."

"Your choice," Ianto beamed falsely.

"And we do have a few more allies," Jack admitted.

Kovarian spun around at the sound of the ship's airlock opening. One of her soldiers stumbled out the doorway, completely tied up. Behind him were none other than Captain Avery and Toby.

Avery pulled out his ever-present gun and aimed it at her. "This ship is ours, m'lady!"

"Pirates," Jack said admirably and maybe a bit flirtatiously. "You gotta love 'em."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A few minutes later, the Doctor sat in the security booth. Along with him, Vastra, Jenny, and Dorium stood to the side and watched Strax lead Colonel Manton in at gunpoint.

"All airlocks sealed, resistance neutralized!" the Sontaran reported.

"Sorry, Colonel Manton," the Doctor smiled darkly. He could feel his body gently vibrate in anger and his hearts beat furiously as he looked upon one of the leaders who had been responsible for taking his Ally away from him, along with Amy and her child. Though he desperately wanted to, he restrained himself from inflicting bodily harm on the man. "I lied. Three minutes, forty-twoseconds."

"Colonel Manton, you will give the order for your men to withdraw," Strax ordered.

The Doctor shook his head. "No. Colonel Manton. . . I want you to tell your men to run away."

Manton frowned in confusion. "You what?"

"Those words," the Doctor nodded. "Run away. I want you to be famous for thoseexactwords. I want people to call you Colonel Run-Away. I want children laughing outside your door, ‘cause they've found the house of Colonel Run-Away."

He stood and pointed a finger at Manton, his eyes narrowing like he had seen Alex do so many times to unnerve and frighten people. He was pleased to note that it worked like a charm on Manton. The man's face turned pale, and he looked like he would love nothing more than to vacate the asteroid ASAP.

The Doctor resumed his speech. The longer he spoke, the lower his voice dropped. "And, when people come to you and ask if trying to get to me through the people Ilove, throughmy Ally, is inanyway a good idea. . ." By this point, he was speaking in a near hiss. Hearing a warning sound from Vastra, he shook his head and switched to a normal volume. ". . .I want you to tell themyour name."

His speech finished, the Doctor took a deep breath. He was shaking slightly, and he could feel his darker instincts, the ones Time Lords used to listen to without thought, flare up. They were demanding blood, daring him to reach out and snap Manton's windpipe into tiny pieces. "Oh, look!" he cried, his jubilance contrasting immensely with his black eyes and trembling hands. "I'm angry. That's new." He let out a short, almost deranged laugh. "I'm really not sure what's going to happen now."

"The anger of a good man is not a problem," another voice said. It was Madame Kovarian, being led in by two Silurian's. She came to a stop before the Doctor and smirked. "Good men have too many rules."

There came the sound of a low growl, and it took a few moments for everyone to realize it was coming from the Doctor. Vastra hissed again, but the Doctor didn't hear her. He whirled around, the bottom of his jacket whipping through the air. He glowered fiercely at Kovarian, the mastermind behind Alex and Amy's kidnapping. His fingers flexed, wanting nothing more than to wrap themselves around her scrawny throat and squeeze.

He fought against that tempting idea and settled for staring her down. "Good men don't need rules," he retorted. He clenched his hands into fists. "Today is not the day to find out why I have so many."

Kovarian eyed the clenched fists, as well as the Doctor's whole demeanor. Her smugness faded and was replaced by just a hint of fear as she finally seemed to realize just what kind of mighty beast's wrath she had invoked. "Give the order," she said to Manton quietly. "Give the order, Colonel Run-Away."

"Lovely," the Doctor nodded. "Good job. Excellent choice. Now, just one more thing." He stepped closer to her. His scowl was now right in her face. "Where. Are. Amy. And. Alex."

Kovarian swallowed nervously. She nodded her head at the controls. "Schematics are right there."

Dorium took the cue and settled down in front of the controls. Within just a few keystrokes, he had a map of the entire base pulled up on one of the screens. A red star marked the security booth. Only two corridors away from it was a room labeled 'NURSERY'.

"Amy, I presume?" the Doctor said.

Kovarian nodded.

"And the child?"

Strax took this one. "In custody of Torchwood and Mr. Williams." He sneered at Kovarian. "This male was trying to escape with it!"

Kovarian's only reaction to this was a slight furrowing of her brow, which presumably referred more to Strax's calling her a man than anything else.

By this point, the Doctor's whole body was shaking in impatience. "And my Ally?" he demanded with a possessive growl.

"I would think," said Dorium, "back here." Everyone turned to see him pointing at a specific spot on the map. The room in question was at the opposite end of the base. When Dorium clicked on the room, a window popped up to detail all the extra security on the door leading to it.

The Doctor raised his eyebrows. "Three feet thick and deadlock sealed? Bit overboard, don't you think?"

Kovarian's features darkened into a scowl. "Your Ally," she said, hissing out the name, "proved to be a violent young woman. It was more for our protection than hers."

Only now did the Doctor notice the marks around her throat. There were thin red scratches that could have only been made by fingernails. Surrounding them were several dozen bruises. They had faded into an almost lavender color, but they were still visible enough for the Doctor to make out their shape.

Finger marks. Which suggested strangulation. Or, in this case, attempted strangulation.

"My girl did that?" the Doctor asked. His voice was quiet as his eyes studied the marks, committing them to memory. He sighed and shook his head. "What a pity."

Kovarian's lips curved into a smug smirk. "A pity, Doctor?" Her one visible eye glittered in amusem*nt. "A pity that yourpreciousAlly resorted to an act of violence?" She then had the audacity to outright grin. Finally! After several minutes of the Doctor threatening and tearing her down, she could do the same to him through his precious girl. She waited for him to sigh again, this time sadly, or to avert his eyes and walk away.

But the Doctor didn't do any of that. He didn't do anything she might have expected him to do. Instead, he laughed.

Laughed.

The sound of it made everyone jump. It was a dark, vicious laugh with an underlying amusem*nt. As he laughed, the Doctor's eyes, which had started to lighten back into green, turned black.

When he stopped laughing, he smiled. It was a cruel smile, the lips curved into something that was almost a snarl.

The Doctor aimed that smile directly at Kovarian. His narrowed, black eyes shined with a sinister pleasure that no one else in the room shared. "No," he answered in a whisper. The sound made chills run down Kovarian's back, but nowhere near as bad as the chills she got at his next few words.

"It is a pity that she didn't succeed."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Horrible florescent lights. Shelves and shelves stocked full of different types of Easter candy, stuffed rabbits, and toy baskets. The Black Eyed Peas singing over the loudspeakers. An aisle cluttered with pink and blue boxes.

"Which one? They all look so different."

"Don't forget. You can't tell Rory. Not yet."

A sudden thump. A tuxedo-clad figure with a gray bulb-shaped head. Then more. Screaming. Fighting. Kicking. Swearing.

"DOCTOR!" two voices scream, one Scottish, one American.

Alex's eyes fluttered as the screams in her dream died away. What was that? It had been so scattered and jumbled, but somehow made sense too. Was it real? Was it something she forgot? But how could she forget? Her mind was supposed to be amazingly powerful!

Her head lobbed to the side as she struggled to open her eyes. It felt like ten-pound weights were pressing down on them. Alex whimpered. She hated feeling like this, all useless and like a rag doll.

Doc. . .she thought.Where are you?

Her eyes slid shut again. Alex's head tilted to the other side as she reluctantly began to sink into darkness. But then . . . she felt something strong begin to run through her. Something cool and rather intoxicating. Her eyes opened all the way and she managed to raise herself up a little.

Adrenaline,she thought. Which could mean only one thing.

Her eyes shot to the steel door as it slid open. ". . .said she was in here," a male American voice reported. The skidding of footsteps sounded, cutting the voice off, and a tweed-clad figure barreled into the room. It stopped a few steps in and turned to look at Alex.

The adrenaline in Alex was running full-throttle. It was so powerful she almost felt like she could get drunk on it. Her heart was pounding so hard and fast, it sounded like a second one was in there. Her ears rang and her vision started to blur, though Alex couldn't tell if that was from the overwhelming adrenaline or tears.

It feltwonderful.

"Doctor?" she gasped out.

The Doctor's hearts pounded madly, the adrenaline running through his system like a wildfire. The closer he'd gotten to this room, the mightier the rush became. It even threatened to knock him to his knees at one point. His limbs shook, no longer in anger, but out of haste to pull someone into his arms and never let go.

"Alex," he breathed.

He shot across the room and to the bedside, clambering on it and pulling the girl he loved so much into his arms. His ears rang at her touch, and he was sure the same thing was happening vice-versa.

"Ally," he murmured into her neck. He clutched her to him, his arms firmly wrapped around her back as if to keep anyone from getting to her. Peoplehadgotten to her. Tears bubbled up in his eyes despite his best efforts.

"You're here," Alex shuddered, feeling sobs steadily making their way through her. She kept her arms tight around his neck and clutched him to her.

They stayed like that for several minutes. They didn't talk, only relished in the feeling of finally, actually, properly touching each other after so many months. Their skin crackled and popped at the contact. Both noticed that it felt a lot harsher and justbetterthan what they'd experienced while one of them was a Ganger.

Alex shuddered. Her adrenaline spike showed no sign of slowing down and her whole body was vibrating at the Doctor's touch. Yet it wasn't enough. Her body wanted more.Shewanted more.

The rest of her untouched skin cried out for contact. Alex didn't just want a hug; she wanted to feel every part of the Doctor's body. The urge to press him down on the bed and just start tearing clothes off almost crushed her. She wanted to shake off her hospital gown and press her skin to his. She wanted to kiss, lick, and suck various areas of his body and she wanted him to do the same to her. But even that wasn't enough. She still wanted more. She wanted himinsideher.

The sensations, desires, and impulses were getting out of control. Alex forced herself to pull back a little, not enough to separate from him, but enough to look him in the eye. She started to smile, only to let out a sigh when she saw the tears threatening to fall. "Oh, Doctor. Are those happy tears or sad ones?"

"Sad."

She huffed and gave him a little eye-roll. "Gee, thanks."

"Not like that." The Doctor gave her a smile that failed to reach his eyes. "Alex, I failed to protect you. You weretaken from me." A tremble ran through him. "Anything could've happened to you. They could've tortured you, they could've k—" He cut himself off, not willing to say the word.

"But theydidn't." Alex gripped his face and pulled it closer to her. "I'm okay, Doc, I promise." Well, not really, but she'd only show him the scars on her abdomen when he calmed down . . . and when they were far, far away from Demons Run. "See?" She took his hands and pulled them up to her face. She leaned into his touch as his calloused fingertips ran over her cheekbones, her chin, and the small white scar on the right side of her nose.

"It's not your fault," she whispered. And it really wasn't. She and Amy had to have been taken before his future self summoned them to Lake Silencio. "You couldn't have predicted this or stopped it. It just happened."

The Doctor dropped his hands and planted them on her hips. His fingers dug into her with bruising force as he pulled her up into his lap. Her legs wrapped and tightened around him almost instantly. "You're too good to me," he muttered.

Alex's face inched closer to his. She could feel his hot breath on her lips and chin, and she was sure he could feel the same coming from her. Her nerve endings heightened as she realized that right now, she would properly kiss the Doctor. It wouldn't be like the time she kissed him during the Dream Lord debacle or when he surprised her with that steamy make-out aboard theByzantium, or any of the times her Ganger self kissed him. This was real and would truly mark the start of their relationship.

Their lips moved closer and closer together, their breath getting more and more ragged. The Doctor's eyes closed, and Alex's lips parted, fully ready and willing to touch that fiery mouth again. . .

"Reunited, and it feels so good! Reunited, ‘cause we understood!"

The Doctor and Alex sprang apart at the very off-key singing. "Harkness!" the Doctor growled.

Jack poked his head out from behind the doorframe, grinning impishly. "What?" he asked innocently. "Thought a little mood music would liven things up."

"You call that mood music? You sound like a drowning dog."

"I thought it was more like him torturing an owl," Gwen distantly remarked.

Jack stuck his bottom lip out. "You wound me," he pouted, placing a hand over his heart.

The Doctor sighed. "Alright, come in," he called, waving his hand. "Since you're all so keen on interrupting us."

Jack, Gwen, and Rory rushed into the room and over to the bedside. "Hey, kid," Jack greeted. "Glad to see you're alive and well."

"Glad to be alive and well," Alex countered. She glanced over the group until her eyes landed on a lavishly dressed, but familiar figure. "Rory!" she squealed. "Get over here!"

Rory grinned and rushed around the bed over to her. "Hey," he said as he threw his arms around her, something Alex quickly reciprocated. "Good to see you."

"You too. Only. . ." Alex pulled back to examine Rory's attire. She raised an eyebrow at him. "Why are you dressed like that?"

"Your boyfriend's idea."

"Oh. That makes sense."

"Oi!" the Doctor cried.

Jack snickered. "Hey, Alex? Word of advice. You might wanna stop hugging the Roman. The Doc looks like he's about to breathe fire or something."

"Don't call me Doc," the Doctor said sourly.

Alex laughed and pressed a kiss to his cheek. "Better?"

The Doctor pretended to think for a moment before lighting up into a grin. "Perfect."

Rory watched them, waiting for a time to interrupt that wouldn't cause the couple to glare at him. "Um, Doctor?" he said hesitantly after the Doctor and Alex remained quiet for five seconds. "We still need to find Amy."

"No problem." Without taking his eyes off Alex, the Doctor reached into his pocket, pulled out the sonic screwdriver, and tossed it to Rory. "I found the room she's being kept in on the base's computer. Jack will show you."

Jack clapped Rory on the back. "Come on, Beaky. Better hurry."

Gwen nodded in agreement. "He's right. Tosh and Ianto can only handle a baby for so long."

Alex stared at the Doctor in amazement as Rory and Jack headed out. "You found the baby? Amy had her baby?"

"Yep. I haven't seen it yet though. Tosh and Ianto have been watching it since they rescued it from Patchy."

Alex giggled. "You mean Madame Kovarian. I heard it through brief moments of consciousness in my sedation."

The Doctor frowned at hearing her so casually say that. "Sedation?" he repeated. His eyes narrowed and his jaw became a little tighter.

Alex put a hand on his shoulder, knowing that his thoughts were heading down a dark path. "You'll be happy to know I fought back though." She smiled wryly. "I broke a couple of noses and gave one guy a black eye."

The Doctor chuckled. It wasn't overly obvious, but Alex could hear its dark undertone. "Yes, I saw what you did to Kovarian."

Alex grimaced at the memory. "If those damn guards hadn't grabbed me, she'd be six feet under right now." She had no regrets about trying to kill Kovarian. The woman had kidnapped her and Amy, experimented on her, and almost took Amy's baby away. She deserved death or, at the very least, life in prison. Still, she would have expected the Doctor to chastise her for trying to kill someone.

But no. He chuckled.

Yet another reason to wait to show him the scars,she thought.

The Doctor chuckled again. "I should've figured you wouldn't go down without a fight." He pressed a kiss to her forehead, conscious of the fact that Gwen was still right behind them. Out of the corner of his eye, he could see her smiling.

At that moment, Tosh came into the room. "I found the clothes you were wearing when Kovarian took you, Alex," she announced. She held a folded black bundle in one hand and a pair of combat boots in the other. Looped through the laces on one of the boots was Alex's ring. It shined brightly despite the many months of disuse.

Alex sighed in relief, mostly from seeing her parents' wedding bands. "Great. I was hoping to wear something other than this hospital gown." She made to get out of bed, only to drop back down, panting for breath.

Gwen hurried to her. "Here." She wrapped an arm around Alex's shoulders and helped her stand up. Alex stumbled as her legs re-accustomed themselves to a movement she hadn't made in months, but she didn't fall down again.

"Tosh and I will help you," Gwen offered. As Tosh came over with the clothes and started separating each article on the bed, Gwen looked down at the Doctor. He was still sitting on the edge of the bed. "Oi! Girls only! Out with ya!"

The Doctor blushed and jumped up. "Oh, um, right," he stuttered. He wrung his hands together. "I'll just . . . uh. . ." Giving up on finishing the sentence, he ran out of the room.

Tosh rolled her eyes. "He's cute, I'll give him that, but he's mighty odd."

"He is an alien," Alex pointed out.

Tosh considered this. "Yeah, you're right. Now," she picked up a black tank-top, "let's get you dressed."

It took them over ten minutes to get Alex dressed. Her legs continued to shake and occasionally fly out from under her as her nerves struggled to get themselves back in working order. It was immensely frustrating for Alex. She was so used to being independent and not relying on others for help. Now she had to have Gwen hold her while Tosh carefully maneuvered each item of clothing onto her.

Gwen and Tosh had also been more than a little horrified at the sight of Alex's scars. Tosh even wished aloud that Owen had been allowed to come so he could examine her. Unfortunately, Jack had considered Owen's current undead status to be too much of a risk when going into battle, so Torchwood's physician had been forced to stay behind in Cardiff. Alex had managed to get the women to promise not to tell the Doctor, but she could tell they were very worried about what Kovarian and her cronies had been doing to her and why. She couldn't blame them. So was she.

"Okay, I think I'm good now," Alex said as she slid her ring back on her finger.

Gwen continued to keep an arm around her shoulders. "Are you sure?"

Alex gave her a look. "Positive." Though the Welsh-woman still looked reluctant, she pulled her arm back, allowing Alex to stand on her own.

Alex held her arms out for balance and took a few small steps. Her feet felt weird in her combat boots after not wearing shoes for so long, but Alex was determined to move past it and get out of the room she'd been stuck in for at least nine months.

The Doctor stood just outside the door. He was staring off down the corridor, wondering how things were going for Vastra, Jenny, Strax, and the others, when he heard a small clomping coming from behind him. He turned around and his face lit up.

Alex was walking towards him, slowly but surely. His eyes roamed over her. She was now wearing a black tank-top, black jeans, and combat boots. Her parents' wedding bands were back in their place on the ring finger of her left hand.

Of course, he could also see the toll her time at Demons Run had taken on her body. Her hair was completely brown, not a strand of blonde in sight. It looked good, but he couldn't help but miss the blonde highlights. He also noticed for the first time how pale her skin was, paler than usual with a slight gray pallor, and how thin she looked. She was at least fifteen pounds underweight, her cheeks slightly sunken in and her top baggy when it should have clung to her frame.

Rassilon, Ally, what did they do to you?he thought, his jaw clenching in anger. His hands curled into fists as he thought about how he could make whoever did this to her pay.

Calm down,a voice in his head chided. It sounded suspiciously like his first incarnation.Getting angry right now won't help anything. You need to focus on Alex.

His first incarnation's voice was right. He decided to obey. He forced his jaw loose and shoved his fists in his pockets before Alex could see them.

"Hey," she greeted. She approached him carefully and placed a hand on his shoulder to steady herself. "How do I look?"

He took another look at her. Despite all the changes the past several months had forced on her, she was still the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen. "Gorgeous," he murmured as he brushed aside her too-long bangs to get a better look at her copper-colored eyes.

Alex smiled brightly. She knew how different and awful she looked, but she was glad he didn't see her any differently. "Good answer."

"But . . . there is something missing." His eyes looked meaningly at her neck.

Alex followed his gaze down to her collarbone. "I know!" she groaned. "Kovarian must've taken it so she could try and use it for her own—"

"Not quite." The Doctor reached into his jacket pocket, the one that rested right over one of his hearts, and pulled something out. Alex's eyes widened as he dangled her sonic necklace in front of her.

"My necklace," she breathed. She reached out and gently ran a fingertip over the intricately cut jewels. She let out a little laugh of relief. Her sonic necklace was one of her most treasured possessions. Thank God Kovarian hadn't gotten her grubby little hands on it. "Where. . .”

"I suspect not even the Flesh can replicate a sonic device properly. Kovarian put it on your Ganger to keep me from getting suspicious. I found it in. . ." He trailed off and coughed. "I cleaned it up and . . . here it is."

"Well, I'm glad she put it on my Ganger instead of using it for her own malevolent purposes." Alex moved to grab the necklace, but the Doctor yanked it up, holding it high above her head. "Hey! Give me that!"

"Wouldn't you rather I put it on you?"

Alex gazed at him. "Oh," she breathed. She recalled the first time the Doctor put the necklace on her, how thrilled she was to be getting such a beautiful and extravagant gift from him, and how she was forced to realize she loved him just moments after the charm rested against her skin. It had been one of the best moments of her life, and she certainly wouldn't mind reliving a little of it again. "Yes, please."

Without being asked, she turned around and lifted her hair. The Doctor undid the clasp and wrapped his arms around Alex's neck. He chuckled when she jerked slightly at the feeling of the cool metal hitting her skin. Like the very first time, Alex reached up to touch the charm as the Doctor did the clasp.

She turned back around, her fingers still running over and caressing the hundreds of tiny jewels that made up the charm. "I'm so glad this is back," she murmured. "I really missed it."

The Doctor pouted. "Just the necklace?" he whined.

Alex giggled. "Haven't I already made that clear?"

"Well, we've been interrupted so many times, it's hard to tell."

"Guess I'll have to fix that." She placed her hands on his shoulders and carefully stood on tiptoe to better reach his face. "I'm very, very,veryhappy to see you again. I know I was technically with you through my Ganger but . . . I wasn't. Not really. Not like now." She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him closer to her. Their bodies thrummed at the closeness and a fresh stream of adrenaline ran through them both. "And I promise, I have every intention of proving it to you. . ."

She leaned closer. Their lips were just a few centimeters away from each-other. Alex moved to place her mouth on his and murmured, ". . .once we get back to the TARDIS."

The Doctor groaned as she pulled back. "Tease," he growled.

Alex smirked. "You know you love it."

"That I do." He grasped her hand. "Onwards then?"

She squeezed his hand and nodded. "Onwards."

The two headed off down the hall, both grinning like idiots. From their place in the doorway, Gwen and Tosh stared after them.

"Wow," Tosh said, shaking her head. "You think they're always like that?"

"Dunno," Gwen shrugged. "But if that's them reuniting, imagine what it must be like when theyhaven'tbeen separated for so long."

Chapter 35: A Good Man Goes to War Part 3

Chapter Text

Amy whirled around as a knock sounded at the nursery door. She eyed it warily. She’d seen the Doctor down in the hanger and how he had bested the army, but she hadn't seen him since. For all she knew, they could have captured him and killed him and regained control.

"Who's that, who's there?" she demanded as she tried to find a weapon. She rummaged through one of the drawers of the table beside her and pulled out what looked a lot like an electric toothbrush. "You watch it, ‘cause I'm armed, and really dangerous, and . . . cross!"

"Yeah, like Idon'tknow that," Rory's voice scoffed on the other side of the door.

Amy's eyes widened. "Rory? Rory, is that you?"

"Yeah, it's me." Amy heard the whirring of the sonic screwdriver. "Hang on a minute."

Amy dropped the toothbrush and bit her lip. "They took her," she said thickly, her eyes watering. "Rory, they took our baby away."

The door slid open, revealing Rory in all his Roman Centurion glory, along with a little white bundle in his arms. "Now, Mrs. Williams," he smiled as he stepped into the room, "that is never,evergoing to happen."

"Oh my God," Amy gasped. Her gaze narrowed on her daughter as Rory walked over. "Oh my God." She leaned down to examine Melody, looking for any possible signs that Madame Kovarian and her army had done something to her. "Where's she been? What have they done to her?"

"She's fine. Amy, she's fine, I checked. She's beautiful." He swallowed hard, trying to force himself not to cry, but it didn't work. Tears quickly started flowing down his cheeks. "Oh, God," he choked. "I was going to be cool. I wanted to be cool, look at me."

Amy laughed, tears springing to her own eyes. "You're okay. Crying Roman with a baby. Definitely cool. Come here, you!" She pulled Rory into a deep kiss.

They were still going at it when the Doctor poked his head in. He grimaced. "Ugh, kissing and crying. . . We'll, we'll be back in a bit."

A hand snaked out from behind the doorframe and whacked him upside the head. "Ow!" the Doctor cried. He turned and shot the owner of the hand a dirty look.

"I see you're still rude then," Alex's voice quipped.

Amy and Rory broke apart and laughed at the familiar banter. "Oi, you two!" Rory called. "Get in here, now." The Doctor obediently walked in, pulling Alex along behind him.

Alex wasted no time in darting over to Amy, grasping her in a tight hug before the redhead could so much as blink. "Thank God you're okay," Alex murmured in relief.

Amy hugged her back just as tightly. "You too," she agreed, though as she glanced down at Alex, doing a double take upon seeing her completely brown hair and very thin frame, she couldn't help but think that Alex didn't look very okay. But now wasn't a good time to bring that up. There was something else she had to say.

She pulled back just enough to look Alex in the eye. "Hey, um. . . I just wanted to say . . . I'm sorry about all I said back with the Flesh. Really." She'd had a lot of time to think over that adventure, and she now understood why Alex had reacted so angrily to her dismissal of the Ganger Doctor. It was because Alex knew she herself was Flesh and was taking the comments personally.

"It's fine," Alex said breezily, as if the matter wasn’t that important, though she wouldn't deny that she felt greatly pleased at Amy's apology. She tugged Amy close again. "And I'm sorry I called you a stupid, fat elephant."

Amy pulled back in shock. "You called me a what?!"

"Uh, nothing. Now who's this?" Alex whirled around and peered at the baby in Rory's arms.

"My daughter," Rory beamed, successfully changing the subject as Amy quickly focused back on her child. "What do you think?"

Alex let out a little squeal. "Oh, she's gorgeous!" She bent down a little, getting closer to the baby. "Hi, baby," she cooed.

The Doctor wrapped an arm around Alex's waist and peered down at the infant. "Hello," he greeted with a smile. "Hello, baby."

"Melody," Amy corrected.

"Hello, Melody Pond!"

Rory rolled his eyes in exasperation. "MelodyWilliams—"

"Is a geography teacher," Amy argued, cutting him off. "Melody. . ." She paused long enough to smile at Alex. ". . .AlexandriaPondis a superhero."

Alex's jaw dropped. "Y-you. . ." She swallowed and took a deep breath in an effort to regain speech. "You . . . namedher after me?"

Amy rolled her eyes, though anyone could tell that she was pleased by Alex's reaction. "Of course! Had to name her after my two best friends and, most especially, her godmother."

Alex's jaw dropped so low, she absently wondered if it would hit the floor. "Godmother?" she repeated.

Rory chuckled. "Naturally," he affirmed as he rocked Melody back and forth. "Amy and I agreed a long time ago that you were the one we wanted raising our kids in case something happened to us." It had been a very brief conversation shortly after their wedding night; out of all their friends and family, Alex was the only person they could see raising Melody in the way they wanted. Melody's other namesake, Mels, would more than likely have Melody taken away from her by child protective services after pulling some crazy stunt.

Alex couldn't help the tears springing to her eyes. She hastily blinked them away and continued to beam down at her goddaughter.Goddaughter. She was agodmother. She could definitely get used to that.

She gently ran a fingertip across Melody's nose. Her goddaughter's nose crinkled at the contact, and she waved her arms. She wasn't trying to wave her away though; more like she was cheering at her godmother's touch.

Alex giggled and continued to trace Melody's features. "Is there a godfather in the picture?" Her eyes widened as she considered the possibilities. Of Amy and Rory's male friends, there were very few that she would consider proper parent material. "Oh, God, please don't say Ricky.Anyonebut that slimeball."

Amy and Rory looked at each-other for several moments. They seemed to be having a silent conversation. Amy raised an eyebrow, Rory tilted his head, then nodded. The Doctor and Alex merely watched in fascinated confusion.

Finally, the Ponds looked at them. "Well," Rory shrugged. "That depends. Would you consider your boyfriend to be adequate?"

This time, both Alex's and the Doctor's jaws dropped. After a moment, Alex managed to compose herself. She risked a glance at the Doctor. He was staring at Amy and Rory, then at Melody, then at the Ponds with an expression that could only be described as utter shock.

"I . . . um. . ." The Doctor rubbed his chin. For once in his long life, he was at a complete loss for words.

Surprisingly, not once in his long life had anyone ever asked him to be a godfather. Well, there was the King of Terzia in the 22nd century, but that had been more ceremonial than anything. The position was never meant to be anything more than that. He'd never been a godparent on Gallifrey either, not even to his nieces and nephews. He could understand why he hadn't been chosen, he wasn't exactly around much, but it still hurt a little. The Doctor adored kids, had treasured his own children and later, Susan.

He gazed down at Melody. She was only a few weeks old, her features not even fully defined, but she was still absolutely adorable. While he'd formed an army mainly to rescue Alex, it was also to rescue Amy and her child.Thischild that was staring up at him through light brown eyes she could have only acquired from her mother, his best friend after Alex.

"Doctor?" Amy called softly. She smiled nervously. "Gonna answer or what?"

He let out a light laugh. Beside him, Alex started grinning. She knewexactlywhat his answer would be.

Sure enough, the Doctor nodded. "Yes," he laughed through a wide smile. "Yes, I will be Melody's godfather."

At that moment, Melody started to gurgle. The Doctor listened intently to his goddaughter's babbling.Goddaughter. I can definitely get used to that."Well, yes, I suppose she does smell nice," he agreed, causing all eyes to shoot to him curiously. "Never really sniffed her. Maybe I should give it a go. Amelia Pond, come here!"

"Doctor!" Amy laughed as the Doctor turned to hug her. She accepted it though, hugging him back tightly.

"I'm sorry we were so long," he said while giving her a quick sniff.

Amy squirmed at his sniffing. "It's okay," she assured him, ending the hug. "I knew you were coming. We both did. Right, Alex?"

"Right," Alex confirmed with an adamant nod of her head.

"Both of you. Our boys."

"It's okay," the Doctor consoled the gurgling Melody. "She's still all yours. And really, you should call her 'mummy', not 'big milk thing'."

"Okay, what are you doing?" Amy demanded.

"I speak Baby."

"No, you don't!"

The Doctor just smiled smugly. "I speak everything, don't I, Melody Pond?" He frowned at Melody's counter coo. "No, it's not," he objected, straightening his bowtie. "It's cool."

Vastra chose that moment to rush in. "Doctor!" she called. She leaned over the railing at the top of the stairs and looked down at them with a triumphant grin. "Take a look. They're leaving." The Doctor went to the window, Alex trailing along behind him. They looked out at the hanger to see all of Kovarian and Manton's soldiers marching away under the watchful eyes of several armed Silurians. "Demons Run is ours without a drop of blood spilled. My friend, you've never risen higher!"

Alex started to grin . . . until she caught sight of Rory's face in the window's reflection. He was looking at Vastra worriedly. She watched as he turned to look at the Doctor's back anxiously, before looking at her own. His anxiety faced and was replaced with something that strongly resembled bewilderment and mild hope.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A few minutes later, Alex was still puzzling over Rory's expressions. Why did he look so worried? Why did he look at her and the Doctor so differently? She peered at Rory out of the corner of her eye. He was watching Amy and a crying Melody exiting the TARDIS.

He knows something we don't,she thought. That was the only explanation for it. And she was determined to find out what.

After all, Alex hated not knowing things.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Rory asked worriedly as Amy walked towards him.

"She doesn't like the TARDIS noise. I asked him to turn it off, but it was all 'but I don't want to punch a hole in the space-time continuum'."

Alex rolled her eyes. "Idiot. Do you want me to go in and ask?" They all knew the Doctor would hasten to comply with Alex's every wish.

Amy eyed her and shook her head. "No, no, it's fine." She glanced down at the swivel chair Alex was currently sitting in. It seemed Alex's body was tiring from all the sudden moving it was doing after so long, for shortly after the Doctor went into the TARDIS for something, Alex started stumbling, her skin going even paler than it already was, if that was possible. Rory had snatched the chair from the base's security booth and ordered Alex to sit down. Alex seemed fine now, but Amy could see dark circles under her eyes and how Alex was slouching in the chair, unable to hold herself up and sit properly.

There was no way she was going to risk her friend's health just to get the Doctor to turn the TARDIS noise off so her baby could calm down.

Alex shrugged. "If you're sure."

"Rory!" Jenny called. She and Strax strode up to them. "The Judoon have escorted the Clerics out of the quadrant, Spitfires and Torchwood have returned to their own time, Captain Avery and his men are going. . ." She trailed off at Melody's continued howling. "Is she alright?"

"Yes," Amy nodded. "She's just crying."

Strax held out his arms. "Give her to me, human fool! She needs changing."

"I just changed her. I think she might need a feed."

"A feed, of course. I'll take care of everything."

Rory stepped in front of Amy, blocking Strax's way to her and Melody. "Er, I don't think you will, actually," he retorted, eyeing the Sontaran oddly.

"I have gene-spliced myself for all nursing duties. I can produce magnificent quantities of lactic fluid."

Alex wrinkled her nose.Ew.

"She's not hungry, she'stired," the Doctor called as he came out of the TARDIS. To Alex's befuddlement, he was carrying a gnarled, wooden, purple-green cot. Dangling above it was a mobile full of little wooden planets and stars. He set it down on top of a box. "Sorry, Melody, they're just not listening."

Amy stared at the cot curiously. "What's this?"

"Very pretty, according to your daughter."

"It's a. . . It's a cot," Rory realized.

"No flies on the Roman," the Doctor smirked. "Give her here."

"There we go," Amy murmured as she gently placed Melody into her godfather's arms. The Doctor beamed down at his goddaughter and carefully placed her in the cot.

Alex used her feet to roll herself over. Eyeing the cot in wonder, she gently ran a finger down the side of it before reaching up and lightly tapping one of the mobile's planets, one that looked a lot like Saturn. It swung back and forth, making Melody giggle.

"Like that, huh?" Alex smiled down at her. "What if . . . I do this?" She flicked a star charm, making it swing back and forth. Melody giggled harder and even managed to clap her hands.

The Doctor chuckled. "She's asking for more," he translated as Melody babbled excitedly. "'More, more, Aunt Ally!'"

"That's AuntAlex, little miss," Alex corrected. She shook her finger at the baby playfully. "And it would be my pleasure." She flicked a small, round, metal charm, sending it swinging left, before turning her hand and flicking the Saturn charm, making it go right.

Melody squealed in delight. Her eyes darted back and forth as she tried to watch the differently swinging charms at the same time. The Doctor and Alex laughed, although both felt a small pain in their hearts at the realization that they would never do this with their own child. There wouldn't be any laughing at a cooing baby as he or she watched its mom flick and play with their mobile charms.

Guess we'll just have to live vicariously through you, kid,Alex thought, gazing down at the snickering Melody.

Rory and Amy smiled at their giggling daughter, but the exact whereabouts of this mysterious cot still weighed on their minds. "But where would you get a cot?" Rory asked once Melody's laughter died down.

"It's old," Amy observed. "Reallyold. Doctor, er. . . Do you have children?"

Alex's head snapped up. She was about to give Amy a warning look when the Doctor said, "No."

Amy's brow furrowed. She remembered the Doctor mentioning his granddaughter, Susan. How could he not have kids if he had a granddaughter? Then again, maybe Susan hadn't been his biological granddaughter. Maybe she had been a young companion of his who developed a grandfather/granddaughter type relationship with him or was adopted. "Have you ever had children?" she asked gently.

It was then that Alex realized the Doctor hadn't even been looking at Amy when she asked her first question. His focus was all on Melody. "No," he said again. He had been talking to the baby all along. "It's real. It's my hair."

"Who slept in here?" Amy persisted.

"Doctor!" Vastra called before the Doctor could answer or before Alex could give Amy ashut-up-nowlook. "We need you in the main control room."

"Be right there!" The Doctor turned to Amy and Rory. "Things to do. . . I've still got to work out what this base is for. We can't leave till I know." He started to walk off, stopping only when Alex cried after him.

"Wait for me!" She moved to get out of the chair, but the Doctor spun around and ran over, forcing her back down.

"Sit," he ordered. He knelt down and placed an arm across her knees, keeping her in place. He waited until she was still before saying, "Yes, you can come with me, but please keep seated in that." He could tell she was getting tired, yet he knew that wouldn't stop her from wanting to know what was going on.

Alex frowned. "You want me to push myself all the way over there?" She pointed towards the security booth. It was quite a distance away.

"Did I say that?" The Doctor smirked and straightened up. He stepped around to the other side of the chair and placed his hands on either side of its back. He moved it forward a few inches. "Catching on?"

Alex laughed. "Yes, I believe it's dawned on me."

The Doctor started pushing her across the hanger but paused when Amy called after him. "But this is where we were? Alex and I?" The Doctor turned around, maneuvering the swivel chair so that Alex was facing Amy as well. "The whole time we thought we were on the TARDIS, we were reallyhere?"

The Doctor looked at Rory. "Er . . . Centurion, permission to hug?"

"Be aware, I do have a sword," Rory joked.

"And I can still hit you upside the head or slap you," Alex cheekily chimed in.

"I'm very aware," the Doctor laughed. He went to Amy and pulled her into a tight hug. "You were on the TARDIS too," he murmured to her, not bothering to put 'we' there, as he knew Alex understood what had happened pretty well. "Your heart, your mind, your soul. But physically, yes, you were still in this place."

Amy nodded understandingly. "And when I saw that face looking through the hatch . . . the woman looking at me. . ."

"Reality bleeding through," Alex jumped in. "Like I said, the signals to us were a little weak, allowing us to kinda sense what was going on with our physical bodies." She swallowed heavily, remembering the searing pain she'd gone through as Kovarian's scientists cut into her physical flesh.But why?

The Doctor's face tightened ever so slightly at her words, also remembering what Alex had gone through. He forced himself to continue his explanation before he could dwell on those memories. "They must've taken you girls quite a while back," he surmised. There was no way Alex (or Amy) would have been taken while he had been there to guard her (them). "Just before America." He pulled away from Amy to look at Alex significantly. With her advanced mind, it was quite possible she remembered their kidnapping. "Ally? Do you remember when you two were taken?"

Shelves and shelves stocked full of different types of Easter candy, stuffed rabbits, and toy baskets. Screaming. Fighting.

Alex shook her head as the images disappeared as fast as they had appeared. "Not sure," she admitted. "It's kinda. . ." She paused, trying to figure out how to explain it. "It's kinda like when I remembered the Daleks back with Winston Churchill. It played right before my eyes, but then I forgot it, only to remember it in a dream later. Maybe I'll remember when I'm asleep."

The Doctor nodded. "Perhaps."

"So, their Flesh avatars were with us the entire time," Rory realized, getting them back on track. He frowned. "But that means they were projecting a control signal right into the TARDIS wherever we were, in time and space."

"Yeah," the Doctor sighed, "they're very clever."

"Who are?" Amy wondered.

"Whoever wants our baby," Rory answered.

"Butwhydo they want her?"

The Doctor pointed at her. "Exactly!" Behind him, Alex frowned and tilted her head in thought. WhywasMadame Kovarian so determined to get Melody? She had to have a good reason, at least in her mind.

"Is there anything you're not telling us?" Rory asked.Like you're telling us everything? Alex thought. "You and Alex both knew Amy wasn't real, along with Alex herself. You never said."

"The Doctor could never be sure they weren't listening," Alex explained.

"But you always hold out on us," Amy argued. Whether she was talking to the Doctor, Alex, or both wasn't clear. "Please, not this time. Doctor, it's our baby,yourgoddaughter. Tell us something. One little thing."

The Doctor hesitated. After a few seconds, he said, "It's mine."

"What is?" Rory questioned.

"The cot. It's my cot. I slept in there." He smiled. "And consider it a belated baby shower present."

"Oh my God," Amy smiled as she turned back to face the cot. She studied the stars and planets on the mobile. "It's the Doctor's first stars!" She turned to thank the Doctor, only to see him wheeling Alex off towards the control room.

She focused back on her daughter. Remembering how she had reacted when Alex flicked the mobile charms, she tapped one of the round metal ones. Though Melody's eyes were partially closed, she still giggled as the charm swung back and forth above her.

Rory smiled down at her. "She's. . ." He trailed off, unable to find the right words that would fully express how precious and beautiful their daughter was. Amy nodded and reached down to wipe Melody's drool with the prayer leaf Lorna had given her.

"Drop your weapons!" Strax suddenly shouted. "State your name and rank!" The Ponds whirled around as he approached, frog-marching someone. "I found it listening at the door!"

It was Lorna.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The Doctor wheeled Alex into the security booth. Inside, Dorium had situated himself at the controls while Vastra stood at the back of the room.

The Doctor peered at a monitor as he placed Alex beside Dorium. "You've hacked into their software, then?"

"I believe I sold it to them," Dorium muttered.

"Anything on Alex in there?"

Dorium scowled. "Completely different software there. It's impenetrable. But I did manage to get everything else."

Alex sighed but tried not to give up. Maybe the Doctor would be able to get in with the TARDIS systems later. "So what've we learned?" she asked, leaning forward to better look at the monitor.

"That anger is always the shortest distance to a mistake," Vastra stated. Alex frowned. What the hell did she do?! She looked over her shoulder to ask, only to see that Vastra's gaze was on the Doctor.

The Doctor frowned at her. "I'm sorry?"

"The words of a very old friend who once found me in the London Underground, attempting to avenge my sisters on perfectly innocent tunnel diggers."

"Well, you were very cross at the time."

"As you were today, old friend." Vastra glanced at Alex. The girl was eyeing the Doctor knowingly. Though Alex hadn't been there, Vastra was sure that she could guess at how angry the Doctor had been at the start of the siege. She nodded to Alex, making the Doctor look at her.

He shifted uncomfortably. Alex didn't really like it when he got angry and close to being out of control. She was always able to calm him down and pull him back. She hadn't been able to do that for a while though, and he knew it showed today in the battle and in his brief conversation with Manton and Kovarian.

Vastra noted his guilty expression. "Point taken, I hope," she said gently. She smiled as the Doctor crossed over to Alex and placed a hand on her shoulder. Alex winked up at him and placed a comforting hand on his own. Vastra waited until she was sure their moment was over before adding, "Now, I have a question. A simple one. Is Melody human?"

The Doctor literally jumped at the question. "Sorry, what?" he blinked in shock. He laughed uncomfortably. "Of course she is! Completely human! What are you talking about?"

"No one's accusing you of anything, Doc," Alex assured him, sending him another wink.

"They've been scanning her since she was born," Dorium revealed, "and I think they found what they were looking for." He pulled up a screen showing a DNA strand.

The Doctor and Alex stared at it. "Human DNA," they said together.

"Look closer," Vastra urged. "Human plus. Specifically, human plus—"

"Time Lord," Alex finished, automatically knowing what the Silurian was going to say. She bit her lip as a knot started forming in her stomach and a feeling of dread settled over her.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"I heard her talking. This is a trap!" Lorna insisted. "Why would I lie to you?"

"Well, you might want to take a look at your uniform," Rory shot back.

"The only reason I joined the clerics was to meet the Doctor and Alex again."

Jenny shook her head at the woman while Amy and Rory snorted, imagining Alex's response tothat. "You wanted to meet them, so you joined an army that wanted tofightthe Doctor and who had kidnapped his girlfriend?"

"Well, how else do you meet a great warrior?" Lorna countered.

"Who's a great warrior?" Amy asked.

"The Doctor."

Amy scoffed. "He's not a warrior."

"Then why is he called 'the Doctor'?"

At that moment, the lights went out, plunging them into near darkness. Lorna's eyes widened. "It's starting! Please, listen to me!”

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Back in the control room, the Doctor and Alex were completely unaware of the danger unfolding in the hanger. The only thing their minds were focused on was how the hell Melody Pond could have Time Lord DNA when both her parents were human.

"But she'shuman," the Doctor insisted to Vastra and Dorium. "She'sAmyandRory'sdaughter."

"You told me about your people," Vastra recalled. "They became what they did through prolonged exposure to the time vortex. The Untempered Schism—"

"Overbillionsof years. It didn't just happen!"

"So how close is she?" Alex wondered. "Do you think she could regenerate?"

"No, no!" the Doctor shouted. He paced back and forth, his mind in a whirlwind. "I don't think so. . ."

Alex frowned. "You don't sound so sure."

"Because I don't understand how this happened!" He winced when he realized that he'd shouted at her. "Sorry." Alex just nodded, not really bothered. She couldn't understand it either.

"Which leads me to ask," Vastra said, "when did it happen?"

The Doctor looked at her blankly and shook his head. "When?"

"I am trying to be delicate. I know how you can blush. When did this baby . . . begin?"

The Doctor's eyes widened. "Oh, you mean. . ."

Alex rolled her eyes. Figures the Doctor would be comfortable discussing procreation with her but go completely red-faced when it involved anyone else. "Yes, Doctor," she said dryly. "Sex."

The Doctor blushed harder at her words. "Well, how would I know?" he cried. "That's all human-y, private stuff. It just sort of . . . goes on. They don't put up a balloon or anything!"

Vastra kept her eyes on him as he resumed his pacing. "But could the child have begun on the TARDIS in flight, in the vortex?"

"No, no, impossible!" the Doctor shouted. "It's all running about, fish vampires, and blowing up stuff. And Rory wasn't even there at the beginning. Then he was dead, then he didn't exist, then he was plastic. Then I had to reboot the whole universe. Long story. So, technically, the first time they were on the TARDIS together in this version of reality, was on their w—" His eyes widened.

"On their what?"

The Doctor looked at Alex. Going by the look of horror on her face, she had figured it out as well.

"On their wedding night," they said together.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Out in the hanger, Strax examined his scanner. "Confirmed," he announced. "No life forms registering on this base, except us and the Silurians."

"The Headless Monks aren't alive," Lorna told him. "They don't register as life forms."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"It doesn't make sense!" the Doctor persisted. "You can't just cook yourself a Time Lord!"

"Maybe not," Alex acknowledged, "but you have to admit, Doc, you gave them a pretty good start."

"And they've been working hard ever since," Vastra finished grimly.

"And yet they gave in so easily," Dorium remarked. "Does this not bother anyone else?"

Alex felt the feeling of dread sink lower over her. The knot in her stomach tightened and she clutched her abdomen. "No, you're not alone," she said uneasily.

"Amy!" the Doctor exclaimed. He snapped his fingers at Alex. "Remember? She worried the baby would have a—"

"Timehead." Alex groaned.And we thought it a joke when she had every reason to be concerned!

Vastra rolled her eyes. "Only you would ignore the instincts of a mother," she said to the Doctor.

"Or the instincts of a coward," Dorium added. "This is too easy. There's something wrong."

"Why even do it?" the Doctor wondered. "Even if you could get your hands on a brand-new Time Lord, what for?"

"A weapon?" Vastra hypothesized.

"Why would a Time Lord be a weapon?"

"Well . . . they've seen you."

The Doctor stared at her in disbelief. "Me?" He fell back into the chair behind him, now sitting next to Alex. Alex scooted closer to him and forced herself to stand up. She moved just enough to stand right in front of him before nearly collapsing onto his lap. The Doctor wrapped his arms around her waist, reveling in the comfort the close contact with her gave him.

"Mr. Maldovar, you're right," Vastra concurred. "Thiswastoo easy. We should get back to the others." She and Dorium rushed out of the room.

The Doctor remained sitting. He looked at Alex, tears welling up in his eyes. "Me?" he repeated.

Alex shook her head so adamantly, her hair nearly created whiplash. "No," she said fiercely. "Not you.Never. Kovarian and her army are allidiots. Complete and uttermorons.Burros son más inteligentes de lo que son. They can't see all the good you've done for the universe, whatsacrificesyou've made to keep everyone safe. All that they think they know comes from mangled legends and Chinese whispers. They don't know the real you." She smiled softly and straightened his bowtie. "Not like I do."

The Doctor stared at her in awe. He'd heard her defend him a few times, but never like this, not so strongly and passionately. "Th-thank you, Ally," he stuttered.

"No thanks needed," she murmured.

"Awww, how sweet," a voice sneered behind them. The couple whirled around to see that the monitor screen had changed. It now showed Madame Kovarian, though where, they had no idea. The background was a simple white wall.

"I see you accessed our files," she continued as the Doctor and Alex sprang out of their chair to stand and face her. "Do you understand yet? Oh, don't worry, I'm a long way away. But I like to keep tabs on you." She looked pointedly at the Doctor. "The child then. What do you think?"

"What did you do to her?" Alex demanded. She glared darkly at the woman, her eyes narrowed into little slits. "What the hell did you do to her, you twisted bitch?!"

"What is she?" the Doctor asked.

"Hope," Kovarian answered. "Hope in thisendless,bitterwar."

"What war? Against who?"

"Againstyou, Doctor."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Down in the hanger, Kovarian's plan was going along just swimmingly. Just as Vastra and Dorium got to Amy, Rory, Melody, and the others, a white light appeared around the TARDIS. It faded away quickly but everyone could tell that it wasn't completely gone.

Amy clutched Melody protectively against her chest. "What's that?"

Vastra reached out and tapped it. She pulled back sharply as the light flared up and stunned her. "Force field," she surmised.

A series of loud clicks and slams rang out. "And those are the doors," Lorna said. "Locking."

"Apparently we're not leaving."

The next sound they heard was a series of chanting. "Is that the Monks?" Rory asked. Behind him, Amy did her best to soothe Melody, who had woken up and was starting to let her feelings on the increasing danger be known.

"Oh, dear God," Dorium gasped, turning pale. "That's the attack prayer!"

"Quick!" Rory wrapped an arm around Amy's shoulders and led her and Melody out of the hanger. "Come with me!"

"Commander Strax!" Vastra called.

"I'm trying to seal off this area of the lighting grid!" Strax yelled back. A second later, the lights turned back on.

Vastra nodded approvingly. "This is where we'll make our stand. Clear lines of sight on all approaches!"

In front of them, the Monks began to approach, their swords out and crackling with electricity.

In a back room a little ways away, Rory hid Amy and Melody down behind a crate. He didn't like that they were so far away, unable to let him know they needed help if something happened, but the Monks couldn't get to Melody. He wouldn't let them.

"Rory," Amy began, "no offense to the others, but you let them all die first, okay?"

Rory shook his head. "You're so Scottish," he commented, but he smiled as he said it. Amy giggled and gave him a quick kiss.

"Centurion, you're needed!" Vastra shouted.

Rory broke away from the kiss and glanced back towards the hanger. He leaned down and pressed a kiss to the back of Melody's head before striding back to the hanger.

"There should be some plasma pistols somewhere," Lorna was saying as Rory came in. She dug through a crate. "They left everything."

"Then find them, boy!" Strax snapped.

"She'sdefinitely a girl," Vastra remarked to Jenny.

Jenny rolled her eyes. "Oh, stop it!"

Dorium started walking towards the Monks, who had stopped just outside the lights. "We don't have to fight," he argued. "I'm friends to the Monks. They know me."

"Yeah, and they know you just sold them out to the Doctor," Rory reminded him.

"Oh, they'll understand. It's only me, only silly old me." He continued towards the Monks and into the darkness, holding his arms out wide. "You understand, don't you?"

"Mr. Maldovar, get back here!" Vastra ordered.

"Arm yourself, fool!" Strax shouted.

"Dorium!" Rory called.

But Dorium didn't listen. He continued into the darkness. Soon, no one could see him. Then, there came a slicing noise. Something hit the floor with a thud.

"Mr. Maldovar?" Vastra tried.

"Dorium?" Rory repeated.

Lorna started handing out plasma pistols, but no one drew their eyes away from the Monks. They all watched the army draw closer. In front of them, waddling along, was a headless Dorium.

"The child!" Vastra screamed. Everyone aimed their pistols at the monks and Rory drew his sword. "At all costs, protect the child!"

It was going to be a bloodbath and every single person there, Monks included, knew it.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"A child is NOT A WEAPON!" the Doctor and Alex shouted. The Doctor slammed his hands down against the controls. He was seething in anger, and he knew Alex was too. The couple glared darkly at Kovarian. Any lesser person would have cringed back.

But Madame Kovarian seemed too familiar with their intimidation techniques. She merely smirked. "Oh, give us time. She can be. Shewillbe."

"Not if we have anything to say about it," Alex vowed, a dark tone entering her voice.

"And as long as we're confessing plans," the Doctor sneered, "how about you tell us what the hell you were doing to Alex?"

"Oh." Kovarian smirked harder. "Haven't you gotten in the files yet?"

"You know damn well we haven't," Alex shot back. "So skip the smugness and start talking!"

Kovarian was silent for a long moment. Finally, she said, "Listen to her heart."

The Doctor and Alex stared at her.Listen to her heart?What the sodden hell was that supposed to mean?! "What?" they cried, giving each-other awhat's-she-talking-aboutlook.

"You heard me.Listen to her heart."

The Doctor opened his mouth to retort but closed it and shook his head. Kovarian was just playing games with them and would probably never reveal what she had been doing to Alex. Only the files would tell. "Alright, fine," he gave in, "don't tell us. It doesn't matter. Whatdoesmatter is that you won't get a chance to turn Melody into your little weapon you seem tothinkis needed. You've already lost her, and I swear, Alex and I will never let you anywhere near her again."

Kovarian gave a dry laugh. "Oh, Doctor. Fooling you once was a joy . . . but fooling you twice, along with your precious Ally, the same way? It's aprivilege."

Alex's eyes widened. She felt the knot in her stomach grow tighter, now causing her physical pain. Sheknewthere was something to that feeling of dread that had come over her. "Doctor, Amy!" she cried.

"Amy," the Doctor murmured in realization. His eyes widened and he grabbed Alex's hand.

"AMY!" the two yelled as they ran out of the security booth, Madame Kovarian smirking victoriously behind them.

They ran through the base, through corridors and halls and scaffolds they were sure hadn't been there half an hour ago. Alex kept a tight grip on the Doctor's hand as she forced herself to move as fast as she could towards her friends and goddaughter. Her body screamed in protest at this rapid movement. Her legs ached and were starting to go numb, her lungs were burning, and her heart was beating so hard, she swore she could feel it on the other side of her chest. Sweat trickled down her forehead, making Alex feel like she was being weighed down.

"Amy!" the Doctor shouted. He turned his head to check on Alex. Her cheeks were red and drops of sweat dribbled down the sides of her face. He clenched her hand tighter in his. "Come on, Ally girl," he urged. "We're almost there. . ."

They came to a locked door. The Doctor hammered on it desperately. "Amy!" he shouted. He moved to pull out his sonic, Rory having given it to him back in the nursery, but Alex was faster.

"Move!" she yelled. She shoved him aside with her hip and pulled her necklace charm out from underneath her tank-top. She ran it over the door. A second later, the door hissed open, and the duo sprinted through.

"Amy, she's not real!" the Doctor yelled as they ran into the hanger. "Melody, she's a Flesh avatar! Amy!" He and Alex came to a stop. "Amy. . ."

"Yeah," Rory said softly. "We know."

Alex looked around the room in shock and awe. The whole hanger was a mess of destruction. Headless Monk corpses littered the ground and a small distance away, she could see the headless body of Dorium. She swallowed hard, feeling a wave of bile creep up her throat, and turned away. She now faced Strax. He was lying on the ground, evidently wounded.

"It's strange," he choked out as Rory knelt beside him. "I have often dreamed of dying in combat. I'm not enjoying it as much as I'd hoped."

"Come on, Strax," Rory pleaded. "Don't give up."

"It's all right. I've had a good life. I'm nearly twelve."

"Listen to me. You'll be back on your feet in no time. You're a warrior!"

"Rory . . . I'm a nurse." Strax gave him one final smile of acceptance and closed his eyes.

Alex felt the Doctor tug on her arm and allowed him to lead her away from Rory and Strax and across the room to Amy. The redhead sat on a crate, sobbing uncontrollably even as Jenny attempted to comfort her.

"So they took her anyway," Amy cried, her voice barely above a whisper. "All this was for nothing."

"I am so . . . sorry," the Doctor breathed. His hearts twisted painfully, and a wave of shame sank upon him. Not even two hours as a godfather and he had completely failed his godchild.

"So am I," Alex said. She felt a flood of anger and bitterness run through her, mostly at Madame Kovarian, but also at herself. She knew it was irrational and wouldn't help matters, but she couldn't help thinking that if they had done just one thing differently, Amy wouldn't be sitting here in the ruins of a battle, crying her eyes out, no child in her arms. Maybe if she and the Doctor hadn't taken so long on their reunion or maybe if she had scanned Melody with her sonic necklace, just to make sure she was alright. They would have known she was Flesh then and could have formulated a plan . . . but they didn't.

She was pulled out of her what-ifs by the sound of Amy whimpering. Alex tuned back in just in time to see her friend flinching back from the Doctor, who had apparently moved to try and comfort her. Almost hesitantly, Alex stepped closer to the grieving mother.

As she expected, Amy shrank back from her too. She now seemed to view her and the Doctor as a collective unit and blamed them both for today's horrible outcome.

Quite right, too,Alex thought sadly.

"Amy. . ." Jenny murmured. "It's not their fault."

Amy shuddered. Logically, she knew that, but at the same time, she couldn't help thinking that maybe none of this would have ever happened if the Doctor hadn't crashed into her backyard when she was seven or if Alex hadn't decided to come to England on a whim and nearly run her and Rory over. In the back of her mind, Amy knew that if given the choice, she wouldn't change a thing. Still . . . those what-ifs refused to disappear.

"I know," she wept. "I know."

Alex turned and caught Rory's eye. She gestured at his wife. She knew he would be the only other person here that Amy would let console her. Rory nodded and quickly pulled his wife into his arms. The Doctor and Alex backed up a few steps, neither of them willing to upset Amy any further.

"Doctor, Alex," Vastra suddenly called. "There's someone who wants to speak to you." The Doctor and Alex looked at each-other, as if asking the other if they should really do this, but they ultimately walked hand-in-hand over to Vastra.

The lizard woman was standing before a figure half-lying on the ground, their back pressed against a wall by some stairs. Alex's heart sank when she saw who it was. It was Lorna, and she was clutching a wound at her stomach.

"Her name is Lorna," Vastra explained. "She came to warn us."

The Doctor whipped out his sonic and gave it a quick run over Lorna. He examined the results and shook his head sadly before showing them to Alex. Alex sighed and ran a hand through her hair. Lorna's wound was lethal. She had only seconds left.

The Doctor knelt beside the girl. Alex collapsed to her knees next to him. She took a deep breath of air, grateful for the momentary rest regardless of the tragic circ*mstances. She smiled a little as Lorna's eyes fluttered open. "Hey," she greeted quietly.

"Hello," the Doctor said, a slight smile on his face as well.

"Doctor," Lorna breathed. "Alex."

"You helped our friends. Thank you."

"We're very grateful for that," Alex added.

"I met you two once," Lorna recalled. "In the Gamma Forests. You don't remember me. . ."

"I thought we went through this," Alex gently chastised. She reached out and gripped Lorna's hand. "Of course we remember you. Right, Doc?"

The Doctor went along with the lie. "Right. We remember everyone, Ally and I." He laughed a little, trying to force joviality into this solemn moment. "Hey, we ran, you, Ally, and I. Didn't we run, Lorna?"

Lorna nodded, a slight sparkle in her eyes at the thought that they knew who she was. Her head started to loll to the side and her eyes drifted closed. With one final squeeze of Alex's hand, Lorna Bucket passed away.

Alex blinked back tears and pulled her hand away. She turned and buried her face into the Doctor's jacket. His arms quickly wrapped around her and he rubbed her back comfortingly.

"Who was she?" the Doctor murmured into her hair.

"She came into my room and told me what was going on." Alex lifted her head, exposing her neon-green eyes. "I nearly throttled her, and when I collapsed, she helped me back into bed and told me that you were coming and how she knew us." She wiped the tears under her eyes, rubbing the skin until it turned red in protest.

"She was very brave," Vastra remarked.

Alex sniffled and nodded. "That she was." She thought back to how Lorna had snuck into her room, despite all the risks and what Madame Kovarian might have done to her if she'd been caught. Actions spoke louder than words, and Lorna's actions certainly proved how brave and how devoted she had been to the Doctor and Alex.

"They're always brave," the Doctor stated. He stood, pulling Alex up as well. He tugged her into his side and looped an arm around her hips to keep her steady until she could sit down again.

Vastra looked between the two. "So what now?" she asked. "They'd almost certainly have taken her to Earth. Raise her in the correct environment."

Alex flashbacked to the child's bedroom at Graystark and the little girl in the astronaut suit. "They did," she confirmed, swallowing thickly.

"And it's already too late," the Doctor said grimly.

Vastra's eyes widened in disbelief. "You're giving up?" she said incredulously. She stared after him as he led Alex off. "Youneverdo that."

He whirled around. "Don't you sometimes wish I did?" he snapped. Alex laid a hand on his shoulder, forcing his tense muscles to relax and the anger and self-loathing in his eyes to fade away. He sighed and pressed a kiss to the top of her head, a silent expression of thanks.

Just as he was calming down though, a flash of light lit up behind him, followed by a loud clap of energy. "Well then, soldier, Ally," River Song's flirty voice rang out, "how goes the day?"

The Doctor's eyes narrowed, and he shoved Alex's hand off him. He didn't want her to try and calm him down right now. No, he wanted to tear into River bloody Song.What a hypocrite,he thought as he spun around to glare at the woman. Here he had, answering all her calls and messages for help, but theone timehe did the same, she turned him down. She could have prevented all of this!

"Where thehellhave youbeen?" he growled as he stalked towards the woman, Alex just a step behind him. She was frowning at River too, but only because the woman had popped up, ruining this day even further, in Alex's opinion. Her frown increased though and her eyes started to narrow as the Doctor continued speaking. "Every time you've asked, I have been there. Where the hell were you today?!"

"I couldn't have prevented this," River said calmly, not at all perturbed at how the two were scowling at her.

"What kind of excuse is that?" Alex shot back. River interfered in stuff all the time!

The Doctor snapped his fingers at Alex concurringly. "You could have tried!" he challenged.

"And so, my love, could you," River remarked. She either ignored or didn't notice how the Doctor grimaced and how Alex's jaw clenched at the words 'my love'. She glanced over at the Ponds, who were watching the conversation with confused curiosity. "I know you're not all right. But hold tight, Amy, because you're going to be."

"You think I wanted this?" the Doctor cried, horrified at the very thought. "I didn't do this. This, this wasn't me!"

"This was exactly you," River countered. "All this. All of it. You make themsoafraid. When you began, all those years ago, sailing off to see the universe, did you ever think you'd becomethis? The man who can turn an army around at the mention of his name. Doctor. The word for healer and wise man, throughout the universe. We get that word from you, you know. But if you carry on the way you are, what might that word come to mean? To the people of the Gamma Forests, the word 'Doctor' means ‘mighty warrior’. How far you've come. And now they've taken a child, the child of your best friends, and they're going to turn her into a weapon just to bring you down. And all this, my love, in fear of you."

"Who are you?" the Doctor demanded.

River didn't answer. Her attention was now on Melody's cot. "Oh, your cot!" she exclaimed, skipping over to it. "Haven't seen that in a very long while." She tapped the Saturn charm and laughed as it swished back and forth.

"No, no," the Doctor objected as he advanced on her, Alex walking in synch with him. "You tell me."

"Telluswho you are," Alex ordered.

River rolled her eyes. "I am telling you. Can't you two read?" She gestured down into the cot.

The Doctor and Alex obediently looked down. On the bed was Lorna's prayer leaf. The strange gold lettering on the front of the cloth slowly morphed into English as the TARDIS translation systems kicked in. But instead of it saying 'Melody', it read 'River'.

Alex's eyes widened.What?she thought, exchanging a shocked expression with the Doctor. She reached down and flipped the prayer leaf. On the other side, instead of 'Pond', there was 'Song'.

Oh my God.Alex ran a hand through her hair. River wasMelody?Melody Pond? Hergoddaughter? No way, uh-uh, not possible.

Then she remembered something. River had flicked the mobile charm and laughed, just like Melody had done. Keeping her eyes on River to judge her reaction, Alex reached out and flicked a star charm.

River laughed and clapped her hands.

Alex's jaw dropped. She honestly wasn't sure whether to feel relieved or horrified. Relieved, because Amy and Rory's daughter was alive, or horrified because of some of the things River had done.Like murder and attempted murder,she recalled.

Beside her, the Doctor gawked at River. "Hello," he breathed.

"Hello," River beamed.

"Holy sh*t," Alex muttered.

The Doctor and River ignored her. "But . . . but that means. . ." the Doctor stuttered.

"I'm afraid it does," River confirmed.

The Doctor blinked several times, but ultimately accepted it. River Song was Melody Pond, Amy and Rory's daughter, his and Alex's goddaughter.

His face paled. Oh God, hisgoddaughterhad beenflirtingwith him. She had evenkissedhim. On the lips!

A rush of bile swept up his throat, but the Doctor hastily swallowed it back down.No, no, don't think about that now. Focus on something else!He'd only think about his and River's very disturbing interactions later – like when he was near a toilet.

He tried to think of other matters. Fortunately, one quickly came to him, but it was far from reassuring. He felt a twinge of regret pierce his hearts. He knew that he couldn't go back and save her from Madame Kovarian. She grew up in a specific way, which led to her being how she was now and her adventures with him.

His eyes narrowed slightly at that final thought. River's past was his future and vice-versa.Surely she knows what they were doing to Alex,he thought, giving River the once-over.

River shifted upon seeing how he was giving her a very calculating look. From the moment she told Rory she couldn't come to Demons Run, she knew this was coming. "Doctor?"

"Tell me, River," the Doctor began. His voice sounded casual, but there was a dark, warning undertone, telling River that she had better answer what he asked or else. "’Cause I know you know." He narrowed his eyes threateningly. "What did Kovarian and her army do to Alex?"

River hesitated for a second. She knew he wouldn't like what she said. "Listen to her heart."

"What?!" The Doctor's black eyes seared into her. "That's not an answer!"

"It's the best one there is. Just . . . trust me. For once in your life."

The Doctor clenched his jaw. Despite the fact that River knew all about him (or at least quite a bit), and that she was the baby he’d held not an hour ago, he couldn't bring himself to trust her. It was so difficult to do when she withheld so much information from him, probably for the sake of the timelines, but still.

However, he knew that was as good of an answer as he was going to get out of her right now. He turned to Alex and his exasperated and hateful expression immediately switched to one of worry and concern. Alex was leaning against the box that his old cot was resting on. Her face was shiny with sweat and her breathing seemed slightly labored. "Ally—"

Alex cut him off. "I'm fine!" But she really wasn't. Her whole body felt like it could fall over at any moment and her heart was beating erratically. It felt like it could beat right out of her chest.What's wrong with me?she wondered frantically.What did they do to me?

The Doctor gave her a doubtful look but didn't say anything. Instead, he pulled her to him and lifted her up by the back of her thighs. He hooked her legs around his frame while she wrapped her arms loosely around his neck.

Once he was satisfied that she wasn't going to topple to the ground, the Doctor bent his head to Alex's chest. If this were any other time, place and circ*mstance, a shot of heat would have run through him as he got closer and closer to a part of Alex's body he forced himself not to dwell on, even after they started dating. But now, his whole demeanor was clinical, with only the slightest smidge of worry and love showing in his eyes.

He pressed his ear right over Alex's heart. At first listen, nothing seemed to be out of the ordinary. Then he caught it.

There was an echo.

A loud echo.

Avery closeecho.

The Doctor's eyes widened. A surge of panic and horror swept through him.No,he mentally begged to each and every deity he knew of.Please, Rassilon, no. Not her. Not such a curse.

"Doc?" Alex stared down at him. She bit her lip at the horrified look on his face. "Doctor, what's wrong?" she demanded fearfully.

The Doctor didn't answer. He honestly wasn't sure if he could force the lie that everything was perfectly fine out of his mouth. Instead, he moved his head to the right side of Alex's chest.Please don't let it be true,he prayed to all the gods he didn't believe in as he placed his ear above her breast.

But his prayers went unanswered. Beneath her skin, beating strongly, was another heartbeat.

Another heart.

"Two hearts," he breathed. He pulled back and stared at Alex. A whirlwind of emotions ran through him. Horror, confusion, anger, worry, terror and, strangely enough . . . a glimmer of happiness?

What the blasted hell is wrong with you?!he snapped to himself.You shouldn't begladAlex is now possibly like you!

"What?" Alex gasped. What was he talking about, two hearts? She shook her head, her eyes blinking rapidly in confusion. "Doctor, you're not making sense—" She was cut off when the Doctor abruptly snatched one of her hands. Alex's brow furrowed as he placed it over her heart for a brief second, before sliding it over to the other side. "Doctor, what's—" she started, but then she felt it. The distinct thumping of a second heartbeat.

"What?" she shuddered. Her breathing turned more ragged as her mind struggled to comprehend this confusing and terrifying development. Why the hell did she have two hearts? Had she always had two hearts? No, that couldn't be it. She would have noticed at some point or another that she had a second heart in her chest!

The Doctor hurriedly placed Alex down, seeing that she was growing more and more scared and shocked by this revelation. He had to get her inside the TARDIS. He had to calm her down and figure out what was going on.

He vaguely realized that Amy, Rory, and the others were staring at them in puzzlement, but he didn't care. Out of the corner of his eye, he could see River looking at Alex a bit sadly, knowing so much about what was going on with her, but not saying for whatever her true reasons were. But he couldn't bring himself to question her and demand that she tell him, tell Alex, what was going on, what had happened to her and why. The only thing on his mind was Alex and calming her down, doing to her what he tried his hardest to do.

Be a doctor.

He wrapped an arm around her shoulders and steered her in the direction of the TARDIS. "Vastra and Jenny, till the next time," he absently called over his shoulder. "Rory and Amy, I know where to find your daughter, and on my and Alex's lives, she will be safe." He glanced at River as he dug the sonic screwdriver out of his pocket. "River, get them all home," he ordered, allowing that dark,don't-mess-with-metone to enter his voice. River cringed a bit at it but nodded.

"Doctor?" Rory frowned after him. What was he doing? What was wrong with Alex? Why did the two look so confused and horrified? "Alex?"

"No!" Amy shouted in protest. "Where are you going? What happened to Alex?"

Neither of them answered. The Doctor kept his arm firmly wrapped around Alex, his jaw tightening as he felt her shaking, possibly going into shock. He aimed the sonic at the force-field, forcing it to disappear. Less than a second after it was gone, he ushered Alex into the box.

"No!" Amy cried again. She, Rory, and the others watched the Doctor kick the door closed with his boot. A few seconds later, the TARDIS emitted its familiarvroop-vroopnoise and dematerialized.

The second it was gone, Amy turned and glared sharply at River. "Where're they going?" she demanded, stalking over to the woman. "What did you tell them? What's wrong with Alex?"

"Amy, you have to stay calm. . ."

Amy merely picked a fallen gun off the floor and aimed it at River. "Tell me what you told the Doctor and Alex!"

"Amy, no!" Rory shouted. He ran to his wife's side. "Stop it!"

"It's okay, Rory," River said calmly. "She's fine, she's good. It's the TARDIS translation matrix. It takes a while to kick in with the written word. You have to concentrate."

Amy looked down at the cot and the Gallifreyan symbols written on either side of it. She waited a few seconds, but the symbols remained unchanged. "I still can't read it," she admitted as Rory took advantage of her distraction and took the gun away.

"It's because it's Gallifreyan and doesn't translate." River reached into the cot and pulled out the prayer leaf. "Butthiswill. It's your daughter's name in the language of the Forest."

Amy frowned and grabbed the cloth. "I know my daughter's name."

"Except they don't have a word for 'pond'," River revealed, "because the only water in the forest is the river. The Doctor will find your daughter, and he will care for her whatever it takes. And I know that. . ." She trailed off and watched Amy and Rory critically eye the prayer leaf's intricate stitching. To their surprise, the word on the front of the cloth slowly morphed to 'River'. Amy quickly turned it over to see 'Song' on the other side.

The Ponds looked up in shock. Was she . . . how was that . . . River was. . .

"It's me," River nodded at their surprise. "I'm Melody. I'm your daughter. And as for Alex . . . well, that's complicated."

Chapter 36: The Turning Point

Notes:

A/N: Alex's outfits for this chapter can be found on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

Chapter Text

The Doctor's mind was going a million miles a second as he rushed Alex into the TARDIS. He led her up the stairs to the platform and then to the railing, placing one of her hands on it so she could grip it when they took off. He rushed to the console, silently begged the TARDIS to take off smoothly for Alex's sake, and threw the lever.

It took him only twenty seconds to settle them into the vortex, but it felt like so much longer. His task completed, the Doctor hastened to Alex.

Alex shook and trembled violently as she was ushered into her love's arms. Her thoughts were a confused whirlwind of questions and emotions.

How the hell could she have two hearts? Had Madame Kovarian actually been experimenting on her? What for? What kind of use was there in that? What else had that woman and her cronies done to her? Confusion, worry, and anger ran through Alex like a hurricane and was soon followed by anxiety.

What was going to happen to her? Was she like the Doctor now or was she some kind of hybrid? Were there side-effects? Would she die?

Alex gulped and shuddered harder. The Doctor's arms tightened around her, not that she felt them. She was trapped in the horrible whirlpool of thoughts and worries and feelings her mind kept conjuring, even though she didn't want to think or feel any of them right now.

The Doctor's stomach twisted at Alex's obvious confusion and worry. Another thrum of anger ran through him at Kovarian, Manton, and anyone else who was involved with them for making Alex suffer this way, for making her shake and tremble, for making tears steadily run down her face.

He kept his arms tightly around her, refusing to separate from her by even a millimeter. Carefully, he turned them around and backed up until the back of his legs hit the jumpseat. He fell into the soft, worn leather and pulled Alex on top of him. She went automatically, curling into his lap like a scared child. She buried her face into the crook of his neck, inhaling his musky cologne like it could save her, like it could provide the answers to all the questions running rampant in her brain.

The Doctor ran a hand through her hair, cringing at how greasy and somewhat tangled it was from months of neglect. He refused to let it bother him though. With his other hand, he reached down and tilted Alex's chin up so as to meet his gaze. Her eyes were bright neon green, the skin underneath red and puffy. He caught a tear with his thumb and wiped it away.

"Ally," he whispered, the first thing he'd said since rushing her in here. "Ally, love, please stop crying. I can't stand to see you like that and I know how much you hate it. . ."

Alex blinked and hesitantly reached up to touch her cheek. It was damp. She blinked again. She hadn't even realized she'd been crying, so caught up in the question-factory her mind had become. She took a deep breath and tried to do as the Doctor requested. Desperately, she tried to picture happy, funny things.

Lacey stealing that duck on her sixteenth birthday. Her senior class prank where she, Ross, Mike, and Lacey got four pigs from a nearby farm and labeled them 1, 2, 3 and 5 before letting them loose in the school and watching the administrators nearly wet themselves as they tried to find the nonexistent fourth pig. That episode ofBoy Meets Worldwhere Jack and Eric dressed up as ugly women to evade a goon. The time she and Amy tried to make cookies, only they forgot to spray the pan, so they ended up sitting on the kitchen floor, picking little bits of chocolate chip chunk off with a spatula.

After a few minutes, Alex's sobs had faded away to sniffles. Her lips curved into a small smile, remembering the look on Rory's face when he came home to find her and Amy sprawled out on the kitchen floor, calmly picking at the stuck cookies while they discussed the latest antic Mels had pulled.

The Doctor's own lips quirked upwards upon noticing the action. "Good memory?"

"Yeah," she murmured.

The two were silent for a few moments, content with just being close to each-other. It had been nine months, close to a year, since they had actually physically touched each-other. The Doctor kept one hand running through Alex's hair and the other wrapped securely around her waist. Though he knew Alex was still rather fragile, even though she had stopped crying, he couldn't resist the urge to snake his hand under her tank top. The skin of her back was cool to the touch, a sharp contrast to the warmth the Doctor was used to feeling from her, but it didn't matter. It was still soft, silky-smooth flesh,realflesh, and all he wanted to do was caress it, re-familiarize himself with the parts of Alex's body he knew so well.

He expected Alex to jerk at the rather daring move, but surprisingly, she made no sound of protest. Quite the opposite, in fact. She made a little sound halfway between a moan and a purr, her back arching like a cat's, pressing her skin tighter against his palm. She buried her nose back into his neck. The Doctor's breathing went shallow as without removing her face from his neck, she reached up and, one-handed, untied his bowtie and released the first few buttons of his shirt. Her palm slipped into the newly created gap and settled on the upper part of his chest, right over one of his hearts. Her nails ran against his skin and the Doctor shuddered. It was such a simple action, her fingernails lightly scratching his skin, but it was so intimate as well. It wasn't something he ever would have pictured someone doing to him. Not until he met Alex, at least.

For several minutes, they sat in the jumpseat, arms tightly entwined. Their bodies thrummed with adrenaline. It was a non-stop rush in their veins, their bodies relishing in the long overdue skin-to-skin contact. Just as when the Doctor had rushed into her room at Demons Run, Alex felt like she could get drunk off it. Her body was practically singing, her skin fizzing, and the hair on her arms standing straight up. A quick peek at the back of the Doctor's neck revealed that the hair there was standing on end too. Alex smiled.Good to know I'm not the only one affected.

Alex could have happily sat on that jumpseat in the Doctor's lap for hours. She suspected he felt the same way. But while her body only rejoiced in reuniting with the Doctor's, her mind was altogether different. It continued to ask questions, mull over the ones she'd already thought of, as well as come up with new ones. All of them, however, had no answers, or at least none that would be gleaned by sitting still.

Finally, Alex gave in. "Doctor," she said, her voice nothing more than a whisper. "What am I?"

The Doctor was silent for a few moments as he tried to figure out what to say. "I'm not sure," he confessed. He grimaced when Alex physically drooped at his answer. "You . . . you have two hearts."

"Am I . . . like you then?"

"I don't know." He nudged her off his lap. "But I know how we can find out."

A few minutes later, they were in the med-bay. Alex was sprawled out on the bed while the Doctor stood at the foot with the collapsible med-scanner. He plugged the sonic screwdriver into a side outlet and stepped back. "Stay still, Ally," he directed, unnecessarily since Alex had undergone this type of scanning many times. Too many times, in the Doctor's opinion.

A moment later, the scanner beeped. The Doctor ran forwards and yanked the sonic out. After a few moments of examination, he started pacing back and forth, muttering words under his breath that Alex strained to make out.

She bit her lip. "Well?" Her voice made the Doctor stop in his tracks. She waited until he turned to face her before asking, "Am I . . . am I okay?"Please let me be okay,she prayed.Please let me be okay. . .

The Doctor smiled gently. "Of course you are, Ally." Coming up to the bedside, he sank down next to her. His fingers found a not too greasy lock of her hair and he twirled it around. "There is some minor dehydration and lack of nutrients we'll have to address, along with gaining some of your muscle mass back, but other than that, you're healthy."

Alex let out a sigh of relief. That was good. She wasn't going to suddenly keel over or anything. But that still didn't answer whether or not the two hearts inside her were the only new additions to her anatomy. "And what about. . ."

"I need to do a few more tests and scans." He nodded at the med-scanner. "That thing only tells me whether you're ill or not. I'll need to do x-rays, blood samples—"

"Okay, I get it." She pushed him towards the edge of the bed. "Just hop to it, Doc."

First thing were the blood samples. Alex tensed when the Doctor brought out the syringe, but his reassuring manner made her relax. As the needle pricked her skin, Alex forced herself to recall more funny moments she had experienced. The one her brain came up with was the 'seduction' scene fromFriendsepisode, 'The One Where Everybody Finds Out'.

She kept her gaze firmly on the ceiling as the Doctor pulled the needle out of her inner elbow, wiped the spot with a cloth, and bandaged it up.

"Interesting," he murmured as he studied the syringe's contents.

Alex quickly saw the reason why her blood was suddenly so interesting. Her blood was still red, only now it seemed to contain a bright orange hue. She swallowed thickly. "Yeah, interesting," she muttered.

Seeing her expression, the Doctor hastily set the syringe on a nearby cart, out of sight. "Either way, Ally girl, that part's over." He sat on the edge of the bed and cupped Alex's chin. "That wasn't too horrible, now was it?"

"I wouldn't go that far." The Doctor, not at all bothered by her sarcasm, chuckled, and dropped a kiss on her forehead.

The next test was one that Alex had never heard of. It was an m-ray scan. According to the Doctor, it wouldn't be used until the 33rd century, m-rays only being discovered in the 32nd. He'd assured her that the test was perfectly safe, even on somebody from 2011, but Alex was still wary. She trusted his word, of course, but something told her she wasn't going to be as comfortable getting medical tests now as she had been in the past.

The scan was identical to that used for x-rays, only the development time was a little shorter. Alex let out a breath she hadn't known she'd been holding when the Doctor stepped back into the med-bay. In his hands were sheets of glossy, black, see-through paper.

"What exactly is an m-ray?" Alex asked as he resumed his perch on the edge of the bed.

"Mental activity and measurement ray. Basically what it says on the tin."

"It measures brain activity."

"Yes, but it goes a bit further than that." He held up a sheet of paper. On it was a small graph with words and numbers Alex couldn't quite make out. On the graph was a thin gold line that stretched upwards for about five inches. "See this graph? It's a measure for telepathic activity. The gold line represents your average brain activity. If the line went more than ten inches up the graph, that would mean that you had glimmerings of telepathic ability. You could communicate with me without me having to go into your mind."

"But it's only a few inches up."

He nodded and put the graph away. "Yes. It appears Kovarian's butchering staff didn't mess with your brain any, or if they were planning on it, they didn't get to do so. Your brain activity is the same as it was the day I first met you; more advanced compared to humans, but nowhere near a Time Lord."

"So Kovarianwastrying to turn me into a Time Lord?"

The Doctor pursed his lips. "Possibly. I'll have a better idea when we do the x-rays."

So they did the x-rays. Alex stared upwards, absently looking for patterns in the hideous popcorn ceiling as invisible rays ran around the room and scanned her inner organs. She refused to allow herself to think of what else could have been added to her body and why. Every time a thought like that came up, she crushed it and continued looking for clouds or smiley-faces.

After what felt like an eternity, but was only a few minutes, the Doctor reentered the room, a bunch of x-rays in hand. Alex carefully raised herself up against the pillow as the Doctor went to a light-board hanging on the wall at the foot of the bed.

Alex craned her head to examine the images. Her eyes widened. "Whoa."

The Doctor nodded. "My sentiments exactly." He studied the first x-ray, which detailed an image of Alex's two hearts. "Two hearts, just like we heard." He turned to the second image. It showed a rather different version of Alex's lungs. Tube-like objects ran all around the lungs in a type of system the Doctor immediately recognized.

Alex, of course, didn't. "What the hell did they do to my lungs?!"

The Doctor put a hand on her knee. He squeezed it reassuringly and felt her tense muscles relax under the motion. "It's called a respiratory bypass system," he explained gently, trying to keep himself calm instead of cursing Kovarian and her army out like he desperately wanted to. "It's a system that allows you to go without actually breathing for a short period of time. I've found it rather handy on occasion." He swallowed heavily. "Probably why you had some trouble breathing back at Demons Run. Your body is still getting used to the new addition."

Alex nodded, but she could hear the underlying darkness in his voice. He was trying to hide it, she could tell, but the Doctor wasfurious. He was livid that someone had tampered with her body for their own purposes, forcing her to go through complete agony for . . . whatever the hell their purpose behind the alterations had been. Alex was sure that he wanted to tear Kovarian, her medical staff, and her army limb from limb, not stopping until they were all a single pile of torn, bloodied limbs on the floor of their base.

But he wouldn't. He wouldn't because she kept him calm, kept the darkness within him from taking over. And for that, Alex was grateful.

The final few x-rays didn't show anything new to Alex's body, something both she and the Doctor were glad about. The Doctor shut the light-board off and took the x-rays down, placing them on a side cart for further review later. He then sat down beside Alex, bringing his legs up so he could sit cross-legged.

Alex scooted further up the pillow to try and meet his eye-level. "Is that all the tests then?"

"No." The Doctor smiled at her weary sigh. "But it's just one more, I promise." He reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out, of all things, a simple electronic thermometer.

Alex raised an eyebrow. "You want to take my temperature? Really, Doc?"

"Haven't you ever noticed that I'm not as warm as you and the Ponds are?"

Alex thought for a moment. Now that he mentioned it, the Doctor's skin did always seem cooler than everyone else's. She had never really thought about it though. Either it wasn't that noticeable, or she just chalked it up to his being an alien. It would certainly explain why he hadn't been sweating up a storm in Bristol like Amy and Rory. "Yeah . . ."

"It's because my body temperature is much lower than humans. 59 degrees Fahrenheit to be exact."

Alex's eyes widened. She placed her right hand over her left wrist. Either she was imagining things, or her skin felt slightly cooler now.

It took only twenty-five seconds (the Doctor counted) to get their answer. Alex withdrew the thermometer the moment it beeped and held it up to where she and the Doctor both could see it. "59 degrees," she breathed.

"59 degrees Fahrenheit," the Doctor murmured.

Alex handed him the thermometer. He took it wordlessly and tucked it back into his jacket.

For a long while, neither of them spoke. What else could be said? They didn't know.

But as more time went on, the more curious Alex became. "Can I regenerate?"

The Doctor looked up sharply at the question. "I, I don't know."

And quite honestly, he didn'twantto know.

It was most likely a fifty-fifty chance that Alex could regenerate, but he definitely didn't want to end up in some dangerous, death-on-their-doorstep situation where they would be forced to find out. Either way he thought about it, it wasn't necessarily a good thing. On the one hand, Alex would live, but her appearance and personality would alter, and he really didn't want to see her change, if only slightly. On the other hand, Alex would be dead, and he really didn't want to see that either. Alex's death would be the end of his sanity, the end of this good, wonderful, happy period of his life the universe had granted him.

"And I hope we never find out."

"Me too," Alex confessed. She couldn't imagine going through a process like regeneration. Call her vain, but Alex liked the way she looked. Not to mention but regeneration, from the little she'd heard about it, sounded like a very painful process.

"So, I'm okay then?" She gazed up at the Doctor. "I mean, I'm not gonna keel over or anything?"

He smiled gently at her. "Of course not. Don't get me wrong, it's notideal, not something I would wish on anyone else."Especially you, he thought but didn't say. It wasn't necessary. Alex already knew it. "But this is not life-threatening. In fact, I would even go as far as to say its enhanced you quite a bit. The only reason you're so tired is because you've been deprived of vital nutrients and activity for nine months. Not to mention, but your body is still accepting the new organs."

Frankly, he was surprised her body had accepted them as much as they had. It was something he would have to look into.

"Am I a Time Lord then?"

"Not a full-fledged one." He titled his head back in thought. "You are . . . a genetically-engineered Time Lord. Time Lady, technically, but whichever you prefer."

A genetically-engineered Time Lord. It sounded so . . . well, for lack of a better word, alien.

Which is because it is,Alex thought. She was no longer a human. She was an alien.

"Oh my God," she gasped.

The Doctor surged forward and enveloped her in his arms. He'd known the shock would hit her sooner rather than later. He kept a tight grip on her as she buried her face in his chest. Her breath heaved and hoed, not quite crying, but not being entirely calm either. He ran one hand through her hair while the other went up and down her back in soothing ministrations.

Alex felt him draw her up into his arms and maneuver them until she was sitting in his lap. She kept her head bowed, one ear to his chest. Beneath his pale blue shirt, she could hear the firm beating of two hearts, pumping blood through his alien body. The sound had never unnerved her, and it still didn't. But it was a startling thing to realize she now had two hearts thumping in her chest as well.

How long they sat like that, they weren't sure, but when Alex finally pulled away, her back was aching. Based on how the Doctor rolled his neck and something made a cracking sound, parts of him were hurting a bit too.

"You know," Alex said slowly, "there is a silver lining in all this. Something Kovarian helped us out with."

The Doctor stared at her incredulously. "What couldpossiblybe good about any of this?"

Alex bit her lip and hesitated before answering. "My mortality. Look," she said hastily when the Doctor started to protest, "you've never said anything, but don't deny that it hasn't been on your mind since the day we officially got together."

The Doctor stayed silent. She wasn't wrong. He'd thought about her mortality almost constantly, but always shoved it aside in favor of living in the moment as Alex had asked. Then he didn't have the time to worry about it because her pain attacks started, and he became obsessed with finding out what they were and how to stop them.

"And now," Alex continued, "well . . . I'm sort of, kind of like you, right? I mean, you're 909 and you don't age. Now . . . now I'm like that. It's no longer a worry."

The Doctor surprised her by shaking his head rapidly. "No, no, no." He jumped off the bed and began pacing the room. "No, no, no, no, no, NO!" He ran his hands through his hair, the normally neat combover now resembling a hedgehog. "We don't know that for sure, Alexandria, and you'd best hope and pray to that God of yours that you're not like that! It has its drawbacks, you know!"

He stood there for a moment, panting slightly due to how fast he'd spoken. He truly hadn't meant to break into such an outburst but hearing such a thing come out of Alex's mouth threw him in two directions; one where he was angry and confused and upset that Alex might have to suffer like him, and the other where he was happy that he would get to keep and hold onto her for much longer than he had originally thought.

Now wasn't the time to get into that though. He had to concentrate on taking care of Alex.

He shook his head. "I'm sorry. Let's just drop that for now, okay?"

"Okay," Alex agreed through a yawn.

"You're tired. You need rest."

"And I'll get some, but first. . ." She trailed off and bit her lip. She knew that what she was about to reveal would make him go ballistic.

The Doctor raised an eyebrow. "What? What is it, Ally?"

In reply, Alex wordlessly pulled her tank top up to expose her abdomen. While part of her didn't want to, she kept her gaze on the Doctor. His eyes widened at the sight of her surgery scars. The emerald irises steadily darkened as they raked over each and every scar and caught sight of the dried blood.

He reached out and lightly touched one of the scars. He paused for a moment to make sure it wasn't hurting Alex in any way before tracing it. This particular scar started between her breasts and ended at her belly-button. Although it was red, it was also slightly faded, more so than any of the other scars.

This scar was the very first one Kovarian's team of butchers made.

Alex nibbled on her lip, forcing herself to keep looking at him despite how all the nerves in her body told her to do the opposite.

The Doctor's whole demeanor was dark, the kind of dark that was so palpable you could actually feel it, hovering like a thick cloud in the atmosphere. His eyes were almost pitch-black, and his jaw was clenched so tightly, Alex could make out the hardness of his bones beneath his muscles and skin. His hands were clutched around the edge of the bed, knuckles turning white.

"They did this to you?" he asked, but it wasn't really a question. He knew this was what had been causing all of her pain attacks the last few months, why she felt a slicing sensation tearing through her skin. It was because at the time, someone had been slicing a scalpel through her flesh.

"Yes," Alex murmured.

If it was possible, the Doctor's jaw clenched even tighter. Alex was sure she could see a vein throbbing. She jumped when he abruptly let out a loud swear word. As he turned and stormed away from the bed, all the muscles in his body tightened, his bones stiff and unyielding, his tendons threatening to snap with all the pressure placed upon them.

How could someone do that to her? How?! What kind of person would willingly participate in an organization that kidnapped a young woman so they could experiment on her?! And, more importantly, why the hell hadn't Alex told him about those scars before they left Demons Run?! Why didn't she show them to him when he first found her? If she had, Kovarian and her army would never have gotten away with baby Melody. No, they would all be dead.

"Why didn't you tell me, Alex?" he demanded. He whirled around and stalked back to the bed. When she didn't immediately answer, he narrowed his eyes even more, making them resemble little slits.

"You should've told me, Alexandria," he snapped, and Alex winced. He was calling herAlexandria. Never a good sign with him when he was in this state. "Kovarian and her army of morons did that to you," he pointed at her numerous scars, "and they should'vepaidfor doing that to you. If you had told me like you should've, I would've killed that infernal woman the second I saw her."

Alex sighed. It was just as she had imagined. He wanted to kill the people responsible for hurting her. It was exactly what she had wanted to prevent, why she hadn't shown him the scars the moment they were reunited on Demons Run. He would have done something he would deeply regret later. The Doctor hated,loathedhaving to kill people, even it was for a greater good. Now here he was, proclaiming he would have gone against his principles just to avenge her.

It was a little terrifying.

"You would not," she retorted.

He snorted. "Really?" He turned away from the bed just as she reached out to lay a hand on his arm. "And what, pray tell, makes you think that?"

"Because," Alex said firmly, "I'd never have let you. We both know you can't stand to disobey me, Doc. It would have killed you to try."

The Doctor couldn't argue with that, but he refused to admit it. "They'd have deserved it!" he spat, his lips curled into a snarl. "And who knows? Maybe Amy and Rory would still have a baby in their arms right now."

Alex felt the blow land in her gut, exactly where he had intended it. "We don't know that for sure," she said in a voice that made her sound a lot calmer than she actually felt. "Kovarian had this whole thing planned for a very long time. If you tried something, she might've killed Melody. And not to mention, but you'd have caused a paradox. River, unfortunately, needs to be in our lives at various points and I don't think the universe could stand a paradox of that magnitude happening."

Again, the Doctor faltered. Alex was right. Kovarian was an evil mastermind. There was no doubt she'd had Demons Run planned down to the very last possibility for quite some time. And, if he had tried to go after her for hurting Alex, she might have hurt or killed Melody in retaliation. Where would that have left them? Alex would be avenged, sure, but Amy and Rory would be distraught at their baby's death.

And River . . . well, the Doctor didn't really want to think about River right now, but Alex did have a point about the woman's status in the universe. They couldn't afford to have her life ended and the universe ruined just because of his anger at someone harming his Ally.

He was pulled out of his thoughts by Alex sighing, "Doctor. . ." He looked up and again noticed how tired she was. There were dark circles under her eyes and her skin seemed even paler than it had a few minutes ago. She slumped against the headboard, the pillow all but forgotten. She was already tired, her body recovering from all the turmoil it had gone through and what had he done? Forced her into an argument that had worn her out even more.

Alex's eyes fluttered and she let out a long sigh. "Doc, I'm sorry I didn't show you or tell you about my scars, really, but can wepleasenot do this? I don't want to argue with you. Not now."

Any remaining fight in him dissolved at her words. "Of course," he agreed, voice now soft and gentle. He walked back over to the bed and sat down beside her, leaning in close. "I'm sorry for blowing up at you."

Alex offered him a tired smile. "It's okay. Just try not to do it again."

He nodded. "Deal." He leaned down and pressed a kiss to her forehead. Alex's eyes closed at the wonderful feeling of his flame-flavored lips on her skin. When he pulled back, she had to force herself to open them.

"Let me get that Chimerian healing salve and it'll look like those scars were never there."

It didn't take the Doctor long to apply the universally-renowned healing salve onto Alex's damaged skin. Alex deeply inhaled the salve's intoxicating gardenias and grapefruit scent, a scent that made it seem like everything after this point was going to be alright.Probably what the Chimerians were aiming for,she thought.

Her skin buzzed in excitement at the Doctor's touch. Alex forced herself to keep still whenever he accidentally brushed over a ticklish spot. The last thing she needed was him discovering how ticklish she was. He'd never give her any rest.

"There," he announced. He straightened up from his bent-over position and wiped his hands on a cloth that had materialized out of nowhere. "Give it a minute and those scars will be gone."

"Good. Now all I want is a shower and a nap. Preferably a long one. LikeSleeping Beautylong."

The Doctor chuckled. "Which do you want first? Shower or nap?"

As much as Alex wanted to go straight to sleep, she really didn't want to do so while feeling so . . . gross. The Doctor had done a good job of covering it, but Alex knew she was a bit disgusting. She could feel how slick her hair was against the back of her neck and she'd caught an aroma she was 99% positive was coming from her. "Shower. Definitely shower."

The Doctor nodded, then glanced back down at her stomach. The salve had completely faded into her skin, taking her scars with it. "There we are!" he cheered. "100% healed. Not a blemish in sight."

"Wonderful," Alex smiled. She carefully sat up and tugged her tank top down, but not before catching sight of the dried blood stains still decorating her skin.

The Doctor saw this but decided not to comment on it. It wasn't a good idea to think about what had happened to Alex at Demons Run. All they needed to do now was concentrate on getting Alex strong again.

Once Alex was done fixing her top, the Doctor put his arms underneath her and lifted her up bridal-style. Alex couldn't help but laugh at this now signature move. "Doc, I'm not crippled," she giggled. "I can still walk."

"I know," he smirked, but he didn't put her down and, quite truthfully, Alex didn't mind.

He carried her out of the med-bay and down the hall, but in the complete opposite direction of where her room was. Alex frowned and stared back down the corridor. "Um, Doc? My bedroom's back that way."

"I never said we were going toyourbedroom."

Alex raised an eyebrow but decided not to object. She was just glad to be back with him, properlyin his arms, not like all those times her Flesh counterpart had been in them. Now, she would have the chance to actually curl up next to him in bed, hug him, touch him, kiss him. . .

Wait!They hadn't properly kissed since he rescued her. They kept getting interrupted whenever they tried. A smirk crossed her lips.Well, not anymore.

"Doc, wait!" she cried. "Can you put me down for a sec?"

The Doctor eyed her curiously but obeyed. "What's wrong, Ally?"

Alex leaned back against the wall and smiled at him impishly. The Doctor's hearts started thumping rapidly. That impish grin of hers meant she had something in mind, something that usually meant really pleasant things for him. "I was just thinking," she began, "that for all the times we've kissed as a couple, it wasn't really me. I mean, my heart and mind, yeah, but . . . notme. My physical body."

Oh. . .Nowhe was getting it. The Doctor crossed his arms and leaned against the wall opposite her. "Oh, yes," he nodded, making his voice go very serious and low, just how she liked. "That's . . . that's very upsetting."

"Very," Alex said gravely, something that clashed immensely with the grin threatening to overtake her face.

"Guess we should rectify that then."

"Yes, I suppose we should."

No other words were spoken. The Doctor and Alex moved forwards at the exact same time, meeting each-other in the middle of the hall. He planted his hands on her hips, pulled her to him, then leaned down and pressed his lips to hers.

Both moaned as they made contact, real and true contact. Alex's lips still held that sweet and sour flavor, but now that the Doctor knew this was the real physical her, he swore the flavor was ten times more powerful than the one that had been manufactured on her Flesh body. He swept his tongue between her lips, not bothering to silently ask for permission, and ran it over every inch of her mouth.

Alex's knees buckled. God, he was so wonderful, sexy and . . . well,alien, but that was a good thing. It made her even more attracted to him, that he wasn't like any other man she'd met.

In an effort to keep from falling down as he continued to explore her mouth, Alex wrapped her arms around his neck and moved herself even closer to him, now to where their bodies were touching. They melded together like puzzle pieces, a perfect fit. A fresh crop of adrenaline swept through their systems, ice cold and sharp as a knife, making them shudder. Alex's whole body shook. She wasn't sure whether it was the adrenaline, her body growing tired, or a combination of both. Either way, she didn't care. She wasn't going to stop. Not now. Maybe not ever.

The Doctor sensed her getting unsteady on her feet and pulled back. He smirked when Alex let out a little whimper at the loss of contact, but he made sure she wasn't upset for long. He gently pushed her backwards and up against the wall before stepping forward, keeping her completely trapped. Not that Alex minded. She gave him a devil-may-care smirk, daring him to do more.

He accepted. He grabbed her hips again, digging his fingertips into the thick black denim that separated him from her flesh, and dragged her to him. He put his lips back on hers.

This time, it was a fight for dominance, with Alex's tongue barging into and directing his mouth. He growled in warning and at just howgoodit felt. He moved his hands up and down her thighs before bringing her right leg up to wrap around his left hip. Alex moaned at the sharp bulge she felt pressed against her center. The Doctor tilted his hips, rubbing up against the seam of her jeans. Alex moaned and had to bite back the urge to just start grinding against him. She wasn't ready for that level of intimacy yet, not that her body seemed to agree. It was vibrating again, and she could feel that same urge she'd felt when they reunited on Demons Run – to shove him down, rip his clothes off, and press their bare skin together – rearing its head.

As she was so occupied trying to suppress her physical urges, the Doctor was able to get the upper hand. Pushing his hips against Alex (and delighting in her shuddering moan), he gently pushed her tongue out with his own and started nibbling on her bottom lip. Alex's hands grabbed and tugged at his hair, making him shudder and groan. He kept nibbling until her mouth fell slack. When it did, he drove his tongue inside, sweeping it over the back of her teeth, over her tongue, everywhere he could reach. At the same time, he rolled his hips against hers. She finally gave in and echoed the action. Before they knew it, they were completely lost in the passion and ecstasy of each-other, hips bucking and grinding like they had never done anything else.

He moved away from her lips and down to her neck, trailing hot open-mouthed kisses all the way to her throat. Alex moaned, her head falling back against the wall. One hand fell out of his hair and to her side as he continued, his tongue writing what she suspected was Gallifreyan on her skin. His hips never faltered, still pushing up against her core. The bulge in his trousers was huge. Alex whimpered imagining how it would feel inside her. She suspected very large but also very fulfilling, filling her up physically while also serving to fill up her whole being, completing her.

Alex's eyes started to close. She was getting more and more hypnotized by the spell he was putting her under. His hands were everywhere: her shoulders, her legs, her hips, her waist. His mouth was constant, licking and nibbling and sucking and kissing her skin until she was sure every inch of it had some kind of mark made by some part of his mouth. His hardness teased her, revving her up but not giving her satisfaction. . .

So color her surprised when she let out a long yawn.

The Doctor stopped alternatively nibbling and licking the hollow of her throat and glanced up.

Alex blushed furiously. "Sorry," she cringed. "You're not boring me, I swear."

He merely laughed and straightened up. "You're tired." He smiled and lifted her into his arms to resume their journey down the corridor.

It wasn't but a minute later that he paused in front of an old mahogany door. At first glance, it looked like any other normal door except for the just barely noticeable carvings in the center. They were circular with intricate designs in the middle – dots, dashes, tiny circles, and a wide variety of shapes. Anyone else would mistake them for drawings, but Alex knew they were actually Circular Gallifreyan.Wonder what they say. . .It could be anything. The Doctor's name or even an elaborate 'Keep Out' sign.

The door opened on its own, silently swinging into the Doctor's bedroom. It looked like it had the last time Alex had seen it, only there were now more clothes decorating the floor and it seemed as though the bed hadn't been slept in. The covers had been made up with far more neatness than the Doctor was capable of, suggesting that the TARDIS had been responsible. Altogether, it led Alex to suspect that the Doctor had only used this room to bathe and get clean clothes during the weeks he was looking for her and Amy.

You poor man.She couldn't imagine the turmoil and worry he'd suffered and gone through. She couldn't compare it to her own situation, seeing as she had been mostly sedated during it.

The Doctor carried her into the (thankfully clean) bathroom. He set her down in front of the shower. "Do you need any help?" he asked, eyeing her thin frame warily.

Alex flicked the switch by the door. The overhead light was bright, and she did her best not to squint. "No, I think I'm good." She smiled at his doubtful expression. "But I'll shout otherwise, deal?"

He smiled. "Deal. I'll be right outside."

Once the door clicked closed behind him, Alex set about undressing. She kicked off her combat boots, casting them in the direction of the Jacuzzi tub, and pushed her jeans down her thin legs. By the time she cast off her tank top, her hearts had started to beat just a little faster than normal. Alex grimaced and tried to ignore it. Her body was just adjusting to moving around again, not to mention all the new additions. The Doctor had said she was fine physically. He never would have lied to her about that.

Alex smiled brightly when the shower turned on by itself. "Thanks, Gorgeous," she murmured. A hum sounded throughout the room, the vibration traveling up Alex's legs. It was warm and felt rather like a caress. Clearly, the TARDIS was happy to have the real her back, too.

The water was nice and hot as Alex stepped in. She sighed gratefully. She couldn't stand cold water or even lukewarm. It just reminded her of the biting, freezing cold Atlantic waters the night her parents drowned. The sea had been so harsh and punishing, waves slamming into her, tossing her around like a rag doll. The bitter salt scent had oozed into Alex's lungs, her skin, and her clothing. But it was the cold she remembered most. It was cruel and unforgiving, seeping into her very bones so that she'd still been shivering hours later at the hospital, despite the pile of blankets the nurses had covered her in. Ever since, when forced to interact with water for long periods of time, Alex preferred it to be nice and hot, almost to the point of boiling.

Adrenaline continued to hum through her veins, albeit at a somewhat slower force than before. Alex concentrated on it as she stepped closer to the spray. The Doctor wasn't in the bathroom with her, but he was nearby. He was probably standing right on the other side of the door, ears straining for the slightest yelp or cry. He wouldn't let anything bad happen to her. Not if he could help it.

Alex had to admit, despite her body occasionally flinching back from the spray, it was pretty close to heaven getting all the dirt, sweat, grime, and dried blood off her body. The TARDIS had moved her preferred bathing products into the shower, nestling them alongside the Doctor's. It gave Alex a little thrill, seeing her sweet pea and violet body wash next to his banana scented one. She poured lavender shampoo into her hair until she was confident that her hair was no longer greasy, only wet. Her skin was nearly rubbed raw by the time she finished scrubbing the blood stains off. She didn't want to see so much as a tiny speck on her body. She wanted all physical traces of her torment on Demons Run gone. The ones she could actually see, at least.

Soon after she finished scrubbing, though, Alex slumped against the shower wall. She wanted to shave (she really needed it) but she was so tired. She was shaking, her legs threatening to give out. Her hearts were beating out a samba, racing to power her abused body, and her breathing had turned a bit labored. Truthfully, Alex was surprised she had lasted this long without slumping to the floor but why did it have to end now? Why did she have to be so damnexhausted? Why couldn't she just power through, like she'd always done?

Just as she was about to swallow her pride and call for the Doctor, a hum rang out. Suddenly, Alex felt something against the back of her legs. She turned around to find a bath chair that definitely hadn't been there a few seconds ago.

Alex grinned as she sank into it. "Thank you, Gorgeous," she said, patting the wall above her head. The TARDIS hummed and sent another vibration rushing through her fingertips.

Alex had just set her razor back on the built-in soap dish when the Doctor's voice, shouting over the rush of the shower, called out, "Ally, are you okay?"

"Fine, Doc! I'll be out in a minute!" Right as she finished saying this, the water turned off. With a grunt, Alex heaved herself out of the chair and out of the shower.

She wasted no time in drying herself off with one of the thick, fluffy towels from the towel rack. But as she set the towel beside her clothes, another thing occurred to her. What the hell was she going to wear? She couldn't just go out in nothing (though she had no doubt the Doctor wouldn't mind that option).

Another hum rang out and Alex turned to the sink. Resting atop it was a pile of clothing: underwear, socks, black leggings and, interestingly, a white men's dress shirt. Even before she smelt the familiar traces of musky cologne, Alex knew who it belonged to. "Thank you, Gorgeous," she smiled, giving the vanity a pat. "Think this will drive him wild?"

The TARDIS hummed, fast and frantic. It sounded like an enthusiastic 'YES!'.

Alex chuckled. "Okay, then."

Sure enough, the Doctor's expression when she opened the door was priceless. He was standing right outside the door, and he nearly toppled over as it opened. Upon catching sight of Alex's attire, he did so again.

"Ally!" he exclaimed. His emerald green eyes were wide as saucers and his delicate eyebrows had rocketed straight up into his hairline. His fingers twitched, no doubt wanting to grab hold of her shirt and see if it really was his. "Uh, y-you . . . what are you. . ."

Alex smirked. "Cat got your tongue, Doc?"

He swallowed heavily, his Adam's apple bobbing. "In-interesting choice of attire," he finally stuttered out. He nodded at her shirt.

"It is, isn't it?" Alex ran her hands over the front of the shirt. She'd buttoned it up almost to her neck, but now she undid the buttons until a glimpse of cleavage was visible. The Doctor swallowed again. His eyes were nearly popping out of his head, but Alex was pleased to note the emerald green irises were steadily turning dark in color. "TARDIS picked it out."

Thank you, Sexy,the Doctor thought. When he heard Alex giggle, he realized he'd accidentally said that out loud. Struggling to shake off his embarrassment, he forced his gaze away from his shirt (By Rassilon, did she look sotemptingin it!) and over to the bed. His attention so focused on Alex in her new, inviting bedtime attire, he hadn't noticed that the TARDIS had turned the covers down. In addition, his bedspread had been replaced by Alex's fluffy snow white one. Apparently, aside from trying to drive him mad with desire, the TARDIS was also trying to make sure Alex was comfortable.At least she's being that considerate,the Doctor thought dryly.

He watched Alex go to the bed and quickly crawl under the sheets. Once she was settled, he tugged them up to her shoulders, tucking her in. "Comfy?"

Alex smiled and nodded. "Very. But you know what would make me even more so?"

He had a feeling where this was going, but he wanted to hear her say it. "What is it?"

She tugged the bedspread and sheets down a little. "Stay with me?"

The Doctor smiled. "Never refused you before, have I?" He shrugged his jacket off and moved to toss it to the floor, but when Alex gave him a sharp warning look, he obediently hung it over the back of the desk chair. He unlaced his boots and placed them at the foot of the bed. Then, as he crawled into bed beside her, he pulled his loose bowtie off, dropping it onto the nightstand.

She waited until he was completely under the covers before moving closer and snuggling next to him. She closed her eyes, a soft smile gracing her lips, and draped one of her arms over his chest. "Thank you," she murmured sleepily.

He stared at her, bemused. "Whatever for?"

Alex forced her eyes open, exposing sleepy honey-brown orbs. "For rescuing me. And for just . . . being here."

Another smile crossed his lips. "Always, love," he promised. He pressed a chaste kiss to her lips. "Now go to sleep."

"Yes, sir," Alex giggled. She closed her eyes again. "Goodnight, Doc."

The Doctor wrapped an arm around her back and tugged her closer. "Goodnight, Ally."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

When Alex woke up, it wasn't slowly and half-heartedly. One second, she was asleep, the next she was wide awake. Her mind, even while dulled during sleep, hadn't forgotten any of yesterday's events. Especially not the twin thumping she could feel in her chest.

Rolling over, she found (much to her relief) that the Doctor was still beside her. He wasn't sleeping though, as Alex had hoped he would. Instead, he was reading a thick book on quantum mechanics. He wasn't that absorbed in it, though, for a split second after Alex laid eyes on him, his head turned. "Ally, you're awake!" he said cheerfully. He tossed the book onto the nightstand. "I was wondering how much longer you'd sleep."

"How long was I out?"

"Almost eleven hours."

Alex's eyes widened. While shelovedsleeping and sleeping in, she couldn't recall sleeping for almosteleven hoursstraight. "Seriously?"

"It's not that surprising, love." His gaze roamed to her chest, as though he could see her two hearts through layers of cotton, skin, and muscle. "Your body has been through quite the ordeal. You're still . . . adjusting."

"How long will I have to adjust?" Alex asked. "Because the TARDIS had to conjure a chair for me in the shower."

The Doctor looked rather alarmed by this information, but he quickly schooled his features into an expression of thoughtfulness. "Probably not too much longer, so long as we keep you moving around and active."

"You're not thinking of landing us in the middle of a civil war or an uprising, are you?"

He chuckled. "No, love. I was thinking of something more . . . mundane. I came up with quite the plan while you were sleeping."

Alex shifted into an upright position. The moment she stopped shifting, the Doctor wrapped an arm around her waist and tugged her close. Alex nestled into his side, relishing in the close contact. She was practically craving his touch. The feeling of his palm pressed against her waist (his hand having snaked up under her shirt again) felt like the ultimate high. Her skin buzzed pleasantly at his touch and adrenaline flooded her veins. She was even a little light-headed, no doubt from the plethora of chemicals her brain was manufacturing. Not that she was complaining. After being holed up at Demons Run for almost a year, the sudden influx of chemicals and sensations experienced when the Doctor touched her was absolutely divine. How she hadn't noticed that she wasn't experiencing this kind of thing when she and the Doctor first got together was beyond her.

"And what does this plan entail?"

"Well, first, breakfast."

Alex's stomach growled. It suddenly occurred to her that she hadn'tactuallyeaten anything in about nine months. "Don't have to tell me twice," she said as she clambered off the bed.

Alex was relieved that she didn't feel exhausted upon reaching the galley, though she couldn't quite keep a sigh from passing her lips as she sat down. The Doctor raised an eyebrow at this but didn't comment. Instead, he made his way to the stove and started fixing the tea kettle.

"Hope that's for you, Doc, because I'mnothaving tea."

The Doctor rolled his eyes. "As I keep telling you, Ally, a good cup of tea is the best way to start a day."

"And as I keep tellingyou, you've been spending too much time in England, Doc."

The Doctor shook his head but went to the cabinet where the mugs were stored and grabbed Alex's favored Central Perk mug. As his tea brewed, he stuck the mug under the seldom used coffee maker. The last person who'd used it, if he was remembering correctly, was his other American companion, Peri Brown. Like Alex, she wasn't much for tea, either. The moment Alex's preferred Starbucks House Blend was ready, he slid it under her twitching nose. Not for the first time, he marveled at how Alex could knock back the hot beverage without burning a hole in her tongue.

"Caffeine," Alex hummed. She took another long gulp of coffee, relishing in the hot liquid running down her throat.

"You can get caffeine from tea, too," the Doctor muttered. Louder, he said, "And slow sips, Ally. Remember, you haven't actually had physical food for months."

Alex obediently took a small sip. "What exactly were they giving me at Demons Run, do you think?"

"Basic nutrients, I presume." The Doctor rattled around in the pantry, knocking cans together and causing a box of Amy's favored Frosted Cheerios to topple to the ground. "They did want to keep you alive, after all. But you could be healthier." He paused, remembering how her tank top yesterday had been so baggy. "Muchhealthier," he said, voice low and dark.

Alex hastened to change the subject. "So what am I eating? I presume something bland so my stomach won't revolt."

"Oatmeal!" the Doctor cheered, pulling out a box of that very food. He pretended not to notice Alex's grimace.

A short while later, he was trying not to grimace at the amount of brown sugar Alex was sprinkling on her breakfast. "I did saybland, didn't I, Ally?"

Alex shot him a look. "It's already bland. I'm just trying not to make it taste that way." She eyed his bowl of chocolate cereal. "And you could have at least suffered in eating this with me."

Just to annoy her, the Doctor took a large spoonful of cereal. "Many things I'm willing to do for you, love, but that's not one of them." He chuckled at Alex's curse-filled mutterings.

When they were finished, the Doctor tugged Alex to her feet. "You're not going to like this next part of my plan," he said ruefully. "But itisto help you."

Alex definitely hadn't liked it. Changing into the sports bra, shorts, and tennis shoes the TARDIS had laid out for her in the Doctor's bedroom, they had gone down to the TARDIS gym (which Alex hadn't even known existed. It wasn't like there was a lot of need for it, considering the type of situations the Doctor landed his companions in.). As her body was still adjusting (she had to sit down and rest for ten minutes upon finally arriving in the gym), the Doctor started her off easy. This consisted of walking on a treadmill for fifteen minutes, then lifting weights. The most Alex could lift was ten pounds, but she had a feeling that would change pretty soon. The Doctor would see to it.

The moment she was done, the Doctor permitted her to go off and relax. "Take a nap," he suggested.

"Doc, I slept for eleven hours!"

"Doesn't matter. Like I said, your body is still adjusting to everything it's gone through. That takes an enormous amount of energy. You'll be sleeping more before you start sleeping less like me."

His words rang in Alex's ears as she headed off to his bedroom. She would soon not need to sleep every night. The Doctor slept, at most, a few hours a week. What would she do when that happened? She supposed she could go with the Doctor on his nighttime adventures or read or watch TV. There were a lot of shows she'd been wanting to watch but hadn't had the time for.Guess I can start marathoningCriminal Minds,Alex thought. She'd been interested in that show for a long time, had even seen a few episodes, but had never had the time to sit down and watch it straight through.

Once she got back to the Doctor's room, Alex took a lightning-fast shower. Upon toweling off, she discovered that the TARDIS had taken the liberty of picking out her clothes again. Her favorite pair of ripped jeans sat on the vanity, along with socks, underwear, a lacy white camisole, and another one of the Doctor's shirts. This time, the TARDIS had selected a striped, red collared shirt.

"You really like me wearing the Doctor's clothes, huh?" Alex asked. A fast, affirmative hum rang throughout the room. "Well," Alex chuckled, "good thing I like it, too."

After changing, she settled down on the bed. She wasn't very tired. Still, Alex knew she should relax. She'd felt her hearts thumping rapidly near the end of her workout. At least her limbs weren't shaking as much. Alex hoped that was a good sign.

With a sigh, Alex settled back against the new mound of pillows the TARDIS had conjured up. Before she could even ask the time machine, the cabinet over the TV opened. Alex found the remote tucked in the right-hand nightstand, buried under a bag of Jelly Babies and various tinkering materials. Turning the TV on, she immediately pulled up Netflix. Alex vaguely remembered its days as a DVD rental by mail, but it had recently moved away from that and into streaming content on the internet. According to the Doctor, while it was available in 2011, it really became popular a few years from now.

It didn't take her long to findCriminal Minds. Alex rolled her eyes as a woman who was obviously about to become a victim of some kind communicated with someone online about a car for sale. Honestly, she knew better than that. Then again, Alex was pretty sure she was the only one who'd paid attention to the yearly 'Dangers of the Internet' lecture she and her peers had been forced to sit through during all four years of high school.

Alex found herself tensing as the woman, Heather, got into the car with the mystery man. To her surprise, she found herself shaking as the man drove Heather around the rainy streets of Seattle. She knew what was about to happen. Police procedurals were predictable like that. But they had never bothered Alex before. She couldn't recall ever tensing or shaking during one of her manyCastlemarathons.

Sure enough, the driver failed to slow down to drop Heather off. Heather, growing more and more panicked, looked down at the door lock. Of course, there was none. The man had removed it as he helped her into the car. Heather turned and the man abruptly hit her in the face.

Alex yelped. She didn't even register the scene changing to Hotch and Haley playfully arguing over baby names. All she could think about was that kidnapping scene, variants of which she'd seen hundreds of times, freaking her out. Why? Why did it spook her so much? It wasn't even that scary. She'd seen worse.

With a little shake, Alex flicked the episode off and, after a bit of scrolling, selected the pilot episode ofGlee. She'd seen a couple of episodes already, but marathoning the show had always been on her to-do list. The show was cheesy, but the covers were almost always good. Plus, Alex knew it wouldn't freak her out.

As the episode faded in on the Cheerios practicing on the football field, Alex pulled her knees to her chest and tried to settle back against the pillows. Still, as the episode played, her mind continued to dwell on her freak-out and the mysterious reasons behind it.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex was on the fourth episode ofGlee(and thoroughly convinced that she hated Rachel) when the Doctor came in. "Hey," he smiled. He glanced at the TV, currently showing Rachel belting out Celine Dion's 'Taking Chances'. "I thought you'd be asleep."

Alex hit the pause button. "Wasn't tired." She refrained from telling him about her nearCriminal Mindspanic attack. He was already worried about her. He didn't need to be given more reason to be. "What's up?"

"Well, first. . ." The Doctor passed her the large tray he was carrying. On it were two pieces of plain toast and a glass of milk. "Your lunch." He smiled ruefully. "Not the most appetizing of meals, I realize, but I still want you to keep eating bland stuff for now. If you can keep that down, we'll try something a little heartier for dinner."

"Fine with me." Alex took a bite of toast and motioned for the Doctor to sit down beside her. "What else?"

Crossing his legs at the ankle, the Doctor settled back against the pillows. He took a moment to admire Alex in yet another one of his shirts before answering her question. "I've spent the past few hours analyzing your blood sample." He said the words slowly and carefully, as if he feared of setting her off.

Alex tensed. She took another bite of toast, but she wasn't really hungry anymore. "And . . . is it bad news?" she asked, her brow furrowing.

The Doctor reached out and ran his thumb over the furrow. Her skin immediately relaxed under his touch. "Not bad," he assured her. Suddenly feeling the urge to have her closer, he patted his knee. Alex quickly abandoned her lunch tray and crawled into his lap. Once she was comfortable, the Doctor started running his fingers through her hair. The corners of his mouth crept up a bit when Alex hummed in delight. "Just . . . different."

"Okay." Alex wrapped an arm around his neck, her fingertips lightly scratching the back of his neck. She smirked when the Doctor tried to bite back a groan. "Well, whatever it is, it can't be bad. I'm a big girl, Doc, I can handle it."

"I know." He took a deep breath. "Well, to begin with, using the blood sample I took, I analyzed your DNA structure and compared it to my own."

"And?"

"And . . . it's an exact match to mine."

Alex was silent for a moment, struggling to figure out the significance. "And that means what exactly?"

"It means that you are now aging at the same rate I am. Time Lords age much, much,muchslower than humans, Ally."

"So I was right then. Kovarian and her butchers did solve my mortality problem."

The Doctor gritted his teeth at how she kept saying that those horrid people had done her a favor but nodded anyways. "Yes. For the foreseeable future, your physical body won't age past twenty-one. It will becenturiesbefore you start showing signs of aging past that."

Alex pursed her lips and sat in his lap silently. She wasn't quite sure what to say. She had suspected that Kovarian's alterations had compromised her aging, but to hear it said out loud was quite a different manner. It made this whole thing seem more real.

"I'm sorry, Ally," the Doctor murmured. He wrapped his other arm around her, enveloping her in a tight hug. "I looked into a way we could reverse your biology, make you human again, but. . ."

"It would be fatal, wouldn't it?" Alex guessed.

He nodded. "Your body has accepted the new organs added to you. The whole process isn't that different from organ donations on Earth." He was still surprised Alex's body had accepted the additions so well. Wherehadthose organs come from? Another thing he had to look into. "It's highly likely if we tried to remove them, your body would go into shock and simply. . ." He trailed off, unwilling to finish that sentence. Clearing his throat, he went on. "Not to mention, there's risks involved in actually preparing you for surgery. Anesthesia is harmful to Time Lords – not fatal, but near-enough – and I have no doubt that Kovarian made sure you had every weakness that a full-fledged Time Lord like me has."

"Butwhy?" Alex wracked her brain for a possible answer but was unable to come up with anything. This whole situation was just sostrangeanddifferentfrom everything she knew. "Why would Kovarian try and turn me into a Time Lord? Shehatesyou, and me a little, I guess. She wouldn't try to help us by turning me into a Time Lord so I can age right along with you."

The Doctor's voice was grave. "I agree, she wouldn't. I had the TARDIS download those files they were keeping on you and your operations, but Dorium was right – the software's nearly impenetrable. It'll take me a while longer to get into them."

Alex smiled gently. "It's alright." She ran her nails across the back of his neck again, delighting in how he shivered. "The fact that you're trying is more than enough."

They sat in silence for a while. Still lightly scratching the back of his neck, Alex rested her head on the Doctor's shoulder. He tilted his head slightly to the side so she could nestle into the crook of his neck. He continued to keep his arms wrapped tightly around her, somewhat afraid that someone would snatch her away again if he loosened them for even a second. It occurred to him that he and Alex didn't usually sit together in silence, but perhaps they were becoming accustomed to it. It was nice to just relax with someone you cared a great deal about, alone with them and your thoughts.

But sooner or later, silence always gets broken. "There is more," the Doctor whispered.

"Hmm?" Alex tilted her head up, allowing him a glimpse of her topaz-colored irises before they switched to light green.

"I found more in your DNA than just aging at the same rate as me."

Alex straightened a little but didn't move her head out from the crook of his neck. "What is it?"

He hesitated slightly before saying, "I found small traces of Time Lord DNA embedded into your regular human DNA structure."

Alex wrinkled her nose, puzzled. "But Kovarian's lot added that in. When they were putting a second heart and a respiratory bypass system in me."

The Doctor shook his head. "No, no," he said quietly. "I looked into that but. . ."

By this point, despite his earlier reassurances, Alex was starting to get worried. She removed her head from his shoulder and straightened up. "What is it?" she asked again, a bit more frantically. "Tell me, Doctor! I have a right to know!"

"I know, I know, love, it's just. . ." The Doctor sighed and forced the words out of his mouth. "The Time Lord DNA I found was old. Specifically, twenty-two years old. You were born with it."

Alex stared at him. For a long time, neither spoke. The silence that had started to seem comfortable between them was now worrisome, wrought with shock, anxiety, and confusion. Alex struggled to comprehend his words.

How the hell could she be born with Time Lord DNA? Her parents weren't Time Lords. If they had been, they would have survived that boating accident by regenerating. And the Doctor had seen the photo of her parents in her bedroom. Wouldn't he have recognized them if one or both had been Time Lords?Hadthe Time Lords even been able to recognize another member of their species away from Gallifrey? The Doctor had mentioned not being able to recognize an old enemy of his, some Master bloke, but his explanation had been pretty vague, the topic something he was clearly not comfortable discussing in depth with her just yet. There had been a brief mention of a watch before he changed the subject, but Alex doubted that particular tidbit would help them right now.

She closed her eyes. Her brain felt like it was on overdrive now, trying to process so many things that it was actually starting to hurt.

Just as Alex was sure she was on the verge of a massive headache, she felt two fingers lightly touch her temple. Instantly, the thoughts in her head cleared, pushed to the back of her mind to be muddled through later.

Her eyes burst open, and she gaped at the Doctor. "How did you do that?"

He shrugged modestly. "Little Time Lord trick I learned in the Academy. Never had to use it until now though. Usually, my companions are never silent as they try to collect their thoughts. They just blurt them out."

Alex let out a little giggle, knowing that he had made the joke on purpose to try and make her smile. Still, it didn't completely distract her from this new mystery. "Doctor," she murmured, her hands clutching his shirt collar, "how is this possible? I mean . . . the only way I can think of it being possible is if my parents were . . . but they weren't. . ."

"Ally, how much do you know about your parents?"

Alex blinked, even though she knew she really shouldn't be so surprised at the question. She swallowed and shifted uncomfortably. She didn't like talking about her parents, but she knew she had to. It was the only way they might get answers to this insane revelation. "Not that much," she admitted. "I mean, I have some memories of New York, but they don't really reveal much about my parents. My mom played the piano and drank red wine. My dad worked a lot." Alex sighed and shook her head. "Everything else I know from a Wikipedia page about the company."

"I know. I looked it up. There were a few bits of information that were wrong, so I corrected them, but otherwise it was pretty accurate. But aside from family history, I took a look at your parents."

"Did you recognize them? Can Time Lords even do that? Or could they, I mean?"

"Somewhat," the Doctor shrugged. "I could recognize someone as a Time Lord – if there were still any around – but not specifically who they were. But no, I didn't recognize either of them. But as I was looking into your mother, I got to thinking about something."

"What?" Alex demanded. "Thinking about what?"

"Her eyes, Ally. Haven't you noticed how in that photograph of yours, your mother's eyes are changing colors? Chocolate brown to dark green."

Alex thought for a moment. She'd never paid much attention to her mother's eyes before, but now that the Doctor mentioned it, she could recall seeing her mother's eyes doing just that. "Yeah," she breathed. "So that's where I get it from."

"Indeed. But the human eye isn't meant to change colors like that, not even hazel ones."

"So you're saying . . . you think my mom had Time Lord DNA as well?"

"Precisely." The Doctor's eyes were sparkling, thrilled at having solved this conundrum. They only grew brighter as he continued speaking. "She wasn't necessarily a Time Lord, but she had the DNA. It explainsso many thingsabout you, Alex. Your eyes, your mental abilities,everything. A Time Lord married or got involved somehow into the Docherty family. They hit that five percent chance. Time Lord traits would be passed down in every generation, each one getting fewer and fewer traits until finally, the only thing left would be slightly modified DNA and slightly advanced mental abilities."

Alex slowly began to nod along. Surprisingly, everything the Doctor was saying made sense. "Okay, so, just to recap, you believe a Time Lord married into or somehow got involved in my mom's side of the family at some point in time?"

"Right on the nose. It would have to be a few centuries back though. The DNA I found in you was embedded in there very deep. That's why I never found it whenever I scanned you. Unless you're looking for it, you would completely miss it."

"So I already was a genetically-engineered Time Lord," Alex mused.

"More like a slight hybrid," the Doctor corrected. "You were more human than Time Lord, believe me. In fact, I suspect that if you'd had kids before becoming altered, the gene would've died out with them. I believe it's also why your body accepted the new organs as well as they have. The Time Lord DNA already imbedded within you remembered the biology of an actual Time Lord and helped your body adapt accordingly. Even altered the rest of your DNA."

Alex nodded slowly, taking all this in. After a few moments, she fixed him with a curious stare. "Do you think it's possible we can find out who the Time Lord that settled into my mom's family was?" Her copper eyes widened. "Wait. If the product of a Time Lord/human union resulted in a child that washalfTime Lord. . ." She grinned. "They could still be alive! They probably wouldn't haveyourlifespan, but they'd certainly live longer than the average human, right?"

But looking at the Doctor, Alex saw he was not enthusiastic. Actually, he looked physically pained. Slowly, he shook his head. "No, Ally. They wouldn't be."

Alex stared blankly. "What?"

The Doctor sighed and, taking one of his hands away from her waist, ran it through his hair, disturbing his comb over. By the time Alex gently tugged his hand away, his hair rather resembled the long, combed back style he'd worn back when she first began traveling with him. "The child from a Time Lord/human union wouldn't necessarily be a perfect hybrid, half-human, half-Time Lord."

"And just how do you know this?" Alex demanded, her topaz eyes narrowing. "Correct me if I'm wrong, but you said yourself the chance of a baby being conceived from a human/Time Lord union was less than five percent. This isn't exactly a common occurrence!" She wouldn't have been surprised to learn Time Lords mingling with humansthat waywas forbidden. From what she knew of the Time Lords, they were a very pompous race, holding themselves superior to most other races and life forms. No doubt they would have considered humans a 'lesser being'. The idea of degrading themselves with humans probably would have been horrifying to them.

"You're right," the Doctor said, with no small amount of forced calmness. His dark emerald eyes rested firmly on her, and Alex had to resist the urge to flinch. Apparently, her outburst had struck a nerve. "But Ihaveseen this before. Or something like it, at the very least."

Alex blinked. "With who?" she asked quietly.

For several moments, the Doctor was silent. His jaw was clenched, his emerald irises now a deep, dark green that bordered on black. The remaining hand around Alex's waist tightened, but Alex didn't think it had anything to do with her. Rather, it involved whoever it was that had also, somehow, been a Time Lord/human hybrid. Finally, in a voice that was little more than a whisper, he said, "My grandson." Louder, he said, "Well,greatgrandson, but. . ." He shrugged. "Technicalities," he murmured.

Alex sat perfectly still. She wasn't sure why she was so surprised. She knew about Susan, of course. It was no revelation that the Doctor had been a grandfather. But the idea of him being agreat-grandfather. . . Well, that just reaffirmed how much older he was than her, how many differences there were between them. He'd had afamilywith children, grandchildren and, thanks to his longer lifespan,greatgrandchildren. She had dead parents, and a grandmother who was only a few levels above the Dursley's. It was quite the culture shock.

But Alex pushed past it. Looking at the Doctor now, she saw just how difficult this was for him. She had no doubt his grandson was dead. He would have said otherwise. She shifted closer, resting her head back in the crook of his neck. She smiled at the little sigh he let out. His body, previously stiff with tension and grief, relaxed back into the pillows. "Will you tell me about him?" she murmured.

The Doctor nodded. Still, it took him a few moments before he was able to start saying anything. "You know about Susan," he began quietly. "She left Gallifrey with me to travel." He sighed wearily. "She'd been having some difficulties with her mother at the time, wanted Susan to follow her path in the Academy and go into politics. But Susan was far too much like me." He chuckled. "My son used to say she was my carbon copy. She even rather resembled me in my first incarnation. Anyway, Susan and her mother were barely speaking, so my son, knowing that it was only a matter of time before I stole a TARDIS and ran off, suggested taking her with me. A 'learning experience', he called it."

"Don't take this the wrong way," Alex said slowly, unsure how he would react to what she was about to say, "but your son sounds really smart except for his choice of wife."

To her relief, the Doctor burst out laughing. "Yes, none of us could figure out what he saw in her. Me, my wife, and several of my other children tried to talk him out of marrying her, but to no avail. But it all worked out, I suppose. Susan was the eldest grandchild and, to some family members' detriment, my mini-me."

He fell silent for a moment, remembering his long-gone family, before forcing himself back to the conversation at hand. "Anyway, Susan and I traveled for a while and we eventually ended up on Earth, in 1963 London. The TARDIS navigational systems were fried – a story for another time – so we had to stay in place while I made repairs. Susan was still rather young at the time, and she didn't particularly fancy hanging around a battered TARDIS all day helping me with repairs. After a few weeks, she finally wore me down and I allowed her to enroll in a nearby school." He smiled broadly. "Coal Hill School."

Alex fiddled with the TARDIS charm on her necklace. "I gather, being a girl from a completely different time and place, she didn't often fit in there, did she?"

"Not really, no. Her knowledge was rather scattered, you see. Susan could run circles around everyone in physics and chemistry, but her history was a bit off. It eventually caught the attention of two of her teachers, Barbara Wright and Ian Chesterton."

"You've mentioned them before. You told me they ended up marrying after they left you and now they're professors in Cambridge."

The Doctor nodded. "Correct, Ally."

"So, they got curious about Susan's bizarre knowledge. Let me guess? They followed her back to the TARDIS, encountered you, and. . ." Alex's eyes widened and the Doctor cringed. He knew it wouldn't take her long to figure it out. Sure enough, a split second later, she smacked his arm. "Oh mygod,Doctor! Are you seriously telling me this whole companion thing started with akidnapping?!"

The Doctor rubbed his arm. "Well. . ."

Alex rolled her eyes. "For God's sake," she muttered. She wondered what Amy and Rory or Sarah Jane would think of this. To think, this exclusive club of companions had started with the Doctorkidnappinghis first two.

"I thought they were going to expose Susan and me!" the Doctor cried. "We'd had a run in with some Colonel Rook bloke who wanted to use us as part of some 'war' effort." And considering Torchwood One existed at that time, the Doctor maintained he had made the right decision. "Anyway," he continued pointedly, "we all traveled together for a while. We eventually ended up in 22nd century London in the midst of a Dalek invasion." He felt Alex tense at the mention of his arch-enemy. "Susan ended up falling in love with one of the freedom fighters, David Campbell." He sighed softly. "I knew she wouldn't leave me, thought I was too dependent on her. So. . ."

"You made the choice for her," Alex finished.

He nodded. "I locked her out of the TARDIS, told her goodbye, and that one day, I would return."

"So I'm guessing she married David and they managed to hit the five percent chance?"

Remembering what he had originally meant to discuss with her, the Doctor cleared his throat and nodded. "Yes. She sent me a hypercube after he was born." He chuckled. "Nearly fell over when I heard what was inside. As we've been saying, there was only a five percent chance they would have a child."

"What was his name?" Alex asked softly.

The Doctor smiled down at her. "It was Alex, actually. Alexander David Campbell." He tilted his head towards the dresser. "There's a photo of them over there, if you're interested. Silver frame, polaroid." He wasn't surprised when Alex immediately hopped off his lap and all but ran over to the dresser. She made quick work in locating the photograph in question before darting back over to the bed and re-settling in his lap.

Alex studied the photograph with intense interest. The photo had been taken on the TARDIS, specifically in the barely-used dining room. Four people were seated around the table. One was a tall, handsome man with wavy, dark brown hair that went down to his shoulders. His eyes were a lovely blue though, depending on how Alex tilted the photo, they appeared to be different colors: ice blue, gray, even chocolate brown. He was dressed in a long, bottle-green velvet frockcoat, a high collared white dress shirt, grayish-green trousers, a floppy gray cravat with a pin stuck near the bottom, and a six-buttoned silky green waistcoat with a golden pocket watch. He reminded Alex of Mr. Darcy or one of the heroes in Marigold's collection of historical Harlequin romances. And, for some bizarre reason, she couldn't take her eyes off him.

Seeing this, the Doctor rolled his eyes. Of course Alex would be transfixed by that incarnation. She would have gotten along with his eighth self. Hell, his eighth self would haveadoredher. Then again, the same could probably be said for most, if not all, of his past incarnations.

"Enjoying the view, Ally?" he asked, with a bit more snark than he'd intended.

Alex jumped. "Oh, um, sorry, Doc." Her sunken cheeks flushed as she hastily studied the other diners. Sitting to Mr. Darcy's left was a young woman not that much older than Alex herself. She had chin length blonde hair with dark brows and eyes. She was dressed in 21st century clothing: a black leather jacket, a graphic tee advertising a band Alex had only vaguely heard of, and blue jeans. There was a sort of confidence about her, and Alex was left with the feeling that she would have liked this girl, whoever she was.

Sitting on Mr. Darcy's left was an older woman. She reminded Alex of an aging fairy or elf creature with dark, curly hair, dark eyes, and pale skin. She wore a plain off-white sweater, jeans, and boots. On her left hand was a plain gold band.

Sitting beside her was a young teen Alex immediately knew to be Alex, the Doctor's grandson (and wasn't that weird, her boyfriend having a grandson with her name!). He appeared to be seventeen or thereabouts with dark, slightly shaggy hair, dark eyes, and lightly tanned skin. He wore a plain white t-shirt with a black jacket thrown over it, jeans, and battered sneakers. He was a good-looking kid, Alex had to admit, but with his family tree, she thought with a smirk, that wasn't really a surprise.

"He's very handsome," she said softly. She shot the Doctor a grin. "Just like his grandfather."

The Doctor snorted in spite of himself. "Thank you, Ally."

Alex studied the two women again. "Is the woman he's sitting next to Susan?"

"Yes. She looks a bit older there than when I traveled with her."

"Who's the other girl? Companion?"

Going off the Doctor's thick swallow, Alex realized that yes, this was a companion and no, she had not met a good end. "Yes," he said softly. "Lucie Miller. From your time period. I met her in 2006." Alex wasn't surprised, nor did she protest, when after another heavy swallow, the Doctor changed the subject. "That photo was taken at Christmas 2187 here in the TARDIS, after we all had dinner. That was about six months after I met Alex."

Alex frowned. "You hadn't met him before then?"

"No. I don't really have an excuse as to why. Just never got around to it. But I finally crossed paths with him when he was seventeen." He grimaced. "He was in a rather rebellious stage."

"I gather 'rebellious' means more than getting piercings, tattoos, and possibly getting arrested for underage drinking."

"Bit different, yeah," the Doctor snorted. "This was about twenty years after the end of the decade long Dalek occupation, and Earth was still pretty much in ruins. Susan likened it to a new Dark Age. Technology as you know it was pretty much non-existent and the only food came from farming. And at the time, there was a crops shortage. Susan was rather busy trying to get things back in order and David had died a couple years back, so she didn't notice that Alex was becoming involved with some pretty bad people."

"How bad are we talking?"

"He got involved with this group called Earth United. You can basically think of it like a white supremacy group. Bunch of young kids who had grown up in this harsh, unfair world where little was being solved by the adults. Instead of blaming them though, they blamed aliens. Not just the Daleks, but any and all aliens."

Alex's jaw dropped. "But Alex was an alien! Partially, anyway!"

"Yes, but he didn't know that at the time. Susan and David kept it a secret. Thought telling him would make it hard for him to live a normal life."

"And of course," Alex smirked, "you disagreed."

"When I learned of it, yes."

"So, I'm assuming after you met Alex, he wised up and ditched Earth United?"

The Doctor smiled warmly. "Yes, he finally saw sense. Course, I don't think heactuallyagreed with them, just lashing out after his dad died and trying to get Susan's attention. I saved him from this race called the Guldreasi who were trying to make Earth a slave planet for its war machine, and told him of his origins. I wanted him to have an education on Gallifrey, so he could achieve his full academic potential as a Time Lord, but he decided to stay with Susan." The Doctor winced. "In hindsight, I doubt he would have even been allowed into the Academy, being partially human."

"Yeah," Alex said, remembering what had led to the Doctor telling her all of this. "You said the child of a human and Time Lord wouldn't necessarily be half and half." She stared at the young teen in the photo. "How much of a Time Lord was Alex?"

The Doctor suddenly looked rather tired. He rubbed the bridge of his nose. "Only seven percent," he said softly. "I analyzed his DNA at that Christmas dinner and found that only seven percent of his genome was Gallifreyan in origin. He wasn't telepathic, only had one heart, and he couldn't regenerate." With a shake of his head, he continued, in a slightly louder voice, "That didn't stop me from planning to give the TARDIS to him at some future point, though only after he traveled with me. Even had a room all made up for him, but he decided to go on a grand tour with Lucie instead."

Alex dreaded asking her next question. But she had to know. Not to mention, but she suspected the Doctor had to tell her. He wanted her to shed some light on the dark parts of himself that he kept locked away, something she was only too eager to do. "What happened to him?" she whispered. "To Alex."

The Doctor took a deep, shuddering breath. Alex was startled to see his eyes welling with tears. Within a flash, she shifted so that she was straddling him, their chests pressed together. She gently cradled his face, her thumbs wiping away the tears starting to fall. When the Doctor spoke again, his voice was barely more than a whisper. "The Daleks invaded Earth again, trying to conquer it. Alex and Lucie fronted the resistance, even saved me from being blown up in one of the Dalek saucers. They and Susan traveled in one of the saucers to the Dalek base in North America. They had a bomb with them. They were going to use it to try and destroy the base. The saucer. . ." He shuddered. "The saucer ended up getting caught in a magna-clamp. Alex and Susan were taken off the saucer, but Alex. . ." Tears spilled down his cheeks, faster than Alex could wipe them away. "Alex ran at the clamp's control panel. H-he . . . he was shot by a Dalek."

Alex's two hearts sank. She'd known as the Doctor was talking that Alex was dead, but she'd been desperately hoping otherwise. She would have liked to meet him. And Susan. And Lucie.

"Lucie ended up sacrificing herself to detonate the bomb." The Doctor focused on Alex's eyes, watching as they turned from honey to topaz to light green. "She flew a Dalek saucer into their stronghold and detonated the bomb. It created a time warp that sucked the Daleks in."

Knew I would like her,Alex thought. It took a lot of courage and bravery to sacrifice yourself in order to end an invasion. That was something Alex could respect. It was a damn shame she would never get to meet Lucie though. "I'm so sorry, Doctor," she murmured as she wiped away more tears. Her hearts nearly broke at the sight of her normally strong, courageous, stubborn-as-hell Doctor reduced to tears from the memories of what happened to his grandson and companion. It did, however, offer her additional insight into why he loathed the Daleks so much, as well as why he reacted so violently towards the Daleks in the Cabinet War Rooms. He had probably fantasized about beating the Daleks with a spanner or any number of objects multiple times over the years, especially after the horrid creatures caused him to lose something or someone dear to him.

She pressed a kiss to his forehead. It was a small comfort, she knew, but she hoped he would receive some reassurance from it. "Thank you for telling me," she said, dropping another kiss to his lips. It couldn't have been easy for him. Alex wondered if this was the first time he'd spoken about his grandson and Lucie since their deaths.

By this point, the Doctor's tears had stopped, though he was suddenly left feeling very drained. It was like a great weight had been lifted off him, one he hadn't known he'd been carrying. "You deserved to know," he said with a shrug. With a rough swallow, he added, "And now you know why I don't believe any of your ancestors may be alive. Granted, there's no telling how much of their genomes were Gallifreyan, but it's still safe to say it wasn't a half-half situation."

Alex nodded slowly. "I see that now." She picked up the photograph, having dropped it to the side when she straddled the Doctor. Her eyes roamed over the four people smiling at the camera, blissfully unaware of the tragic turn their lives would take. She swallowed thickly as she looked at Alex. Had he been alive today, he would be the closest thing she'd ever get to a grandchild, him and his mother. Would he have accepted her though? Would Susan? The Doctor had just mentioned his wife (the first time he'd done so, in Alex's recollection), but he hadn't given her any insight into what the marriage had been like. Happy? Strained? Neutral? If it had been happy, it was highly possible Susan might not have accepted her, preferring to stay loyal to her grandmother.

Still, Alex liked to hope they would have liked her, for the Doctor's sake if nothing else.

Rubbing her thumb across her pseudo-grandson's face, Alex shifted her gaze to the Mr. Darcy at the head of the table. "You haven't mentioned who this is," she said. She tilted the photograph in the Doctor's direction and tapped the man in question.

The Doctor stiffened. Yet another thing he had to go over with Alex: the full effects of regeneration. Since it was highly possible she could do that now, she deserved to know just what she might have to endure in the future. So far, she only knew about the physical changes and nothing else. Shedefinitelydeserved the truth. It was something he should have told her even before this whole mess started, if he was honest. "That's me, Ally. I was in my eighth body then."

Alex's eyes widened and she gaped at the photograph.Well, that explains why I couldn't take my eyes off him,she thought. She'd been looking at the Doctor. Even though she hadn't known it was him, she was still instinctively drawn to him. "That's you?" she demanded, her gaze roaming over the Eighth Doctor. "But, but, you look so different! Where's the tweed jacket and bowtie? Why are you dressed like Mr. Darcy?"

The Doctor sighed. He knew this was an important discussion, one that was necessary for Alex to know. However, after unloading about his grandson, Susan, and Lucie, he was simply too tired to go into more. He shifted against the pillows, his body settling into a reclining position.

Fortunately, Alex noticed. She took in the dark, slightly haunted look in his eyes, the sudden droopiness of his limbs, as well as the deep circles under his eyes.When was the last time he slept?she wondered. Was it the night she first came to his room, when she'd woken him up with her screams? She wouldn't have been surprised. The room had shown no evidence of being inhabited for more than a few minutes during the time he and Rory were searching for her and Amy.

Alex set the photograph on the nightstand, placing it facedown so the Doctor wouldn't have to look at it anymore. "It's okay," she murmured. Her fingers were already undoing his bowtie. She set it atop the photograph. "You can tell me later, after you've rested."

The Doctor groaned, even though the idea of a nap sounded almost heavenly. "Ally. . ."

"Don't 'Ally' me," Alex said firmly. She pushed his tweed jacket off his shoulders and down his arms until he was forced to shake it off. Alex hopped off the bed long enough to drape it over the back of the desk chair. She climbed back on the bed, smiling satisfactorily as the Doctor kicked off his boots. "You're going to rest now, okay? You really need it, Doc."

The Doctor shifted into a horizontal position. "Maybe you're right," he murmured, his eyes already shutting.

"Aren't I always?"

The Doctor offered a scoffing noise in response before falling silent. All that could be heard now was his deep breathing as he drifted into slumber.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Even after the Doctor woke up from a five-hour rest, the opportunity to talk to Alex about the full effects of regeneration didn't come until the following day.

After a busy few hours in his personal laboratory examining Alex's blood again, the Doctor strode into the library. He found Alex curled up on the couch in front of the fireplace, a thick book in her lap. As he got closer though, he found that it wasn't a book, but a photo album.

"The TARDIS gave it to me," Alex said without turning around. Naturally, she had sensed him the moment he walked in. "It's got all your faces in here."

The Doctor settled down beside her. Sure enough, the album had copies of all the photos from his dresser, as well as a few he'd forgotten he'd taken. The page Alex was on now showed a black and white photo of his first incarnation. Susan had been messing around with a Polaroid camera she'd found and managed to snap the one picture he had of himself, Barbara, and Ian. It had been taken in the control room, all three gathered around the console. The Doctor was pretty sure it had been taken not long after the two schoolteachers finally began to trust him and vice-versa.

"My original face, I guess you could say," the Doctor said, pointing to his first incarnation.

Alex studied him intently. The Doctor here was rather old, looking to be in his late sixties (though Alex was sure the Doctor in the photo was much,mucholder than that). He had long white hair that fell down the back of his neck and wore a black Edwardian frock coat, a waistcoat over a wing-collared shirt, a dark necktie, and a pair of checked trousers. The Doctor's hand was outstretched towards the console, so Alex was also able to see he wore a ring set with a large stone. Had someone told Alex she would find this man attractive, she would have laughed her head off. Now, it didn't seem so shocking. Alex would have been more surprised if shedidn'tfeel anything towards him.

She eyed the other two people in the photo. They were a man and a woman, somewhere in their early thirties. Based on how close they were standing, they knew each-other and were quite comfortable with one another. The woman had short dark hair styled similar to Jackie Kennedy's and wore a modest blouse and slacks set. The man beside her also had dark hair and wore a sweater, a collared shirt with a dark-colored tie, and slacks.

"Barbara and Ian, I presume?" she asked. "The two schoolteachers you kidnapped?"

The Doctor rolled his eyes (he was never going to hear the end of that) but nodded. "Yes. I think that's the only photo I have of the three of us."

Alex nodded and started turning pages, passing several shots of a younger Susan with Ian and/or Barbara, as well as a few other companions with the First Doctor. She finally arrived at a black and white photo of the Second Doctor and Jamie, standing outside the TARDIS on some mountainside. The Second Doctor was noticeably younger than the First with a mop of jet-black hair in a Beatles-reminiscent haircut. His clothing was noticeably different as well: a black frock coat that looked to be far too big for him, a light-colored shirt, and baggy trousers that, upon closer inspection, looked to be held up with a bunch of safety pins. However, Alex was pleased to see he also wore a bowtie. Once again, she found this Doctor attractive as well.

The Doctor watched silently as Alex flipped through the album. He could tell when she identified his incarnations by the little smile she gave and how her thumb traced their facial features. She spotted his third self in a photograph taken at the annual UNIT Christmas party. He and Jo Grant were standing before the elaborate Christmas tree the latter had spent the better part of two days decorating. Keeping the Christmas spirit in mind, his third incarnation (appearing in his fifties by human standards, with an impressive bouffant of white hair, blue eyes, and a broad Roman nose) wore a red velvet smoking jacket over a white ruffled shirt, dark trousers, and a forest green necktie.

His fourth self was found in a photograph he recalled being taken by Sarah Jane, having discovered Susan's Polaroid. She'd made him pose in front of the console and while he complained about her being a 'Silly Sarah', he'd ultimately gone along with it. His fourth incarnation was a very tall man with big, boggling brown eyes, a mass of brown curls, and a prominent smile. Alex noted that this Doctor seemed to prefer layers: a white shirt that she could barely see as it was hidden beneath a tweed waistcoat, a rusty orange cravat, and the absurdly long, multi-colored scarf she recalled wearing in the Dream Lord's TARDIS reality. The rest of the outfit consisted of a light brown frock coat, plain brown trousers, and a brown, wide-brimmed hat.

His fifth incarnation's photo also included Nyssa, Adric, and Tegan. It was a sort-of family photo, taken not long after Tegan agreed to travel on the TARDIS full-time. Alex's brow furrowed a bit at the Fifth Doctor's costume. Thanks to all the cricket matches Amy made her watch, she immediately identified his outfit as a variant of a cricketer's, or at least one from a few decades back: a cream-colored frock coat with, interestingly enough, a celery stalk pinned to it, a white collared shirt with bright red question marks embroidered on either side of the collar, a cricket sweater, striped trousers, and an optimo-style Panama hat with a red band that had a small black and white pattern on it.

"What's with the celery?" Alex asked. It was the first thing she'd said in several minutes.

The Doctor winced. Honestly, he wasn't sure what he'd been thinking wearing that. At the very least, he could have kept it in his pocket. "Well," he shrugged, "that incarnation did have an allergy to certain gases in the Praxis galaxy range. For Time Lords, celery is an excellent restorative, so if I had come into contact with those particular gases, the celery would turn purple, alerting me to it, and then I'd eat it."

Alex didn't fail to notice the reference to an allergy she knew this Doctor didn't have (they'd been to the Praxis range several times) but chose not to comment on it yet. "And these other people, who are they?"

The Doctor pointed to each person as he named them off. "Nyssa, Adric, and Tegan. Nyssa and Adric were both aliens – Adric actually from anotheruniverse– while Tegan was from 1981 Australia."

Alex studied the three companions. Nyssa didn't look much older than eighteen, but she was unmistakably beautiful. There was an exotic quality to her too, detectible even through a photograph, that Alex attributed to her being an alien. She had curly, shoulder-length dark hair with big dark eyes, a heart-shaped face, and prominent cheekbones. She wore an interesting outfit that seemed to be made entirely of crushed purple velvet: a puffy-sleeved shirt and slim pants. Next to her, Adric appeared much younger, probably fifteen or so. He had long, wavy black hair and a sort of smug look around his lips. He wore a long-sleeved yellow shirt with a red breast pocket. Pinned to the pocket was a blue star badge. On the Fifth Doctor's other side was Tegan. She was older than the other companions, probably around Alex's age, with short brown hair and eyes. Interestingly, she wore a purple stewardess outfit.

Alex already knew bits and pieces about Tegan (namely that she and the Doctor bickered like cats and dogs), but next to nothing about Nyssa and Adric. She wanted to ask about them, but she knew now was not the time. With a small sigh, she flipped the page. Upon seeing the Doctor's sixth incarnation, Alex's jaw dropped.

The Sixth Doctor, again posing by the console, was a handsome man with curly blond hair and, like his previous selves, attractive to Alex. However, his fashion sense. . . No one could claim that the Doctor had a good sense of fashion in any incarnation, but his sixth one took the cake. Alex gaped at the garish, multi-colored, and multi-patterned coat that adorned the Sixth Doctor. The rest of his outfit wasn't much better, consisting of a white shirt with the same question marks on the collar as his fifth self had worn, a blue polka-dotted necktie, a dark colored waistcoat, and yellow trousers with black pinstripes.

"My . . . God, Doctor," she gasped. "What were youthinking?"

The Doctor grimaced and had to turn away from the picture. Looking at that horrifying coat was actually giving him a headache. "I honestly don't know, Ally," he sighed. "All I can say was that that incarnation had some . . . issues. The regeneration was rather unstable as well."

"How so?"

"Me and my companion at the time, Peri Brown, were exposed to spectrox. Normally, that wouldn't be so bad except we were exposed to it in its raw form, which is deadly. I got an antidote, but some of it spilled on the way back to the TARDIS. There was only enough left for one dose and—"

"You gave it to Peri," Alex finished. She smiled softly. Of course he would do that. The idea of using it on himself never would have occurred to him. That was just one of the many things she loved about him.

The Doctor nodded. "Yes, and the regeneration was particularly traumatic. I started hallucinating past companions and then the next incarnation was. . ." He grimaced. "Well, you can see for yourself what his mental state was."

"I'm sure it wasn't that bad," Alex murmured even as she flipped the page. Clearly, the Sixth Doctor was not an incarnation her Doctor wanted to dwell on.

The next incarnation of the Doctor had been caught in the middle of a chess game. The Doctor remembered Ace taking that photo, having gotten bored with his seventh self trying (and failing) to teach her the game. His outfit in this incarnation was calmer than his sixth's (though pretty much anything would have been in comparison), consisting of a plain white collared shirt, sand colored tweed plaid trousers, a yellow pullover adorned with red question marks and blue-green zigzag patterns, an off-white safari-style jacket with a red paisley scarf worn under the lapels, a matching handkerchief in the breast pocket, a fob watch chained to the left lapel, and a red paisley tie. In appearance, the seventh Doctor looked a bit older than his predecessor with dark brown hair and eyes that Alex wouldn't hesitate to describe as all-knowing. Something told Alex that this incarnation of the Doctor, more than any of the others she'd seen, was not someone to trifle with.

She paused to study the same photo of the Eighth Doctor she'd seen yesterday before flipping to the next photograph. It had been taken by Jack Harkness and the Doctor hadn't even known about it until he and Rose were long off the TARDIS. Jack had captured it in the middle of the Doctor making repairs to the console.

Alex ran her thumb across the Ninth Doctor's face. He appeared older, roughly in his forties by human standards, and seemed rougher than his previous incarnations, a bit harder to reach emotionally. Of course, Alex knew this was the Doctor fresh off the Time War. It was no wonder that this version of him would be a bit darker and rough around the edges. He had short, dark buzzed hair and ice blue eyes and wore a plain purple jumper, a black leather reefer jacket, and dark trousers. His outfit reminded Alex of Victorian mourning costumes, at least in color. It made sense though. He would have been mourning the loss of his planet and people particularly hard at that point in time.

The Doctor rolled his eyes when Alex visibly perked up at the photo of his tenth incarnation. He supposed he couldn't entirely blame her though. That face was one of the best ones he'd had.

The photo had been taken by Donna on the beaches of Space Florida. They had gone on a day during the off-season, so the beach was deserted. The Tenth Doctor stood in front of the ocean, beaming at the camera. He had brown hair that stuck up everywhere, rather like a hedgehog's, and sideburns. His brown eyes were as bright as his smile, causing Alex to smile as well. His outfit, like that of his ninth self, was tame compared to past incarnations, consisting of a plain white collared shirt, a brown, blue pinstriped suit that clung to his slim frame, a brown patterned tie, and a beat-up pair of Converse All-Stars.

"So. . ." Alex struggled to think of what to say. The photos certainly cleared all her misconceptions regarding regeneration. She'd thought that the Doctor, while gaining a new face, retained his basic personality. Same clothes, same insistence that bowties and various hats were cool, same ridiculous love of fish fingers and custard. . . But those assumptions had been shot to hell. Clearly, regeneration was something far more complex than she'd initially thought. "Um . . . regeneration is. . ." She shook her head. "Yeah, sorry, Doc, but I'm speechless."

He smiled at her, but Alex could tell it was slightly strained. "It's okay, Ally. It's . . . a bit difficult to wrap your head around."

But he was surprised by Alex shaking her head. "No, no, I get the whole process. It's just. . ." She paused, trying to put her thoughts into words. "Well, it's a bit daunting that I might be able to do that." Change her face, parts of her personality. . . It sounded vaguely like the plot ofFace/Off, only more extreme than a face transplant. She eyed the Doctor. "CanI regenerate? I know I asked you before and you said you didn't know, but you've been analyzing my blood. . ."

The Doctor rubbed a hand over his face. "It's difficult to tell, Ally," he admitted. "I have found bits of regeneration energy in your blood sample, but I can't tell just how much you've got. Not without somehow analyzing all the blood in your body, which is impossible. I'd say it's about a fifty/fifty chance. I also can't tell if Kovarian and her butchers somehow added it – though where they would get it, I have no idea – or if your DNA somehow managed to get your body to start producing it after recognizing the Time Lord DNA."

Alex sighed. "Okay, then." She honestly wasn't sure how to feel about his answer. It didn't exactly reveal much. Placing the photo album on the coffee table, she scooted closer to him. The Doctor let out a happy hum as he wrapped his arm around her waist while Alex settled her head against his chest. His two heartbeats thudded softly beneath her ear, a soothing rhythm that helped to calm her rampant thoughts.

The Doctor slipped his hand under her shirt to rub circles against her waist. Alex was once again wearing another one of his shirts, this time a Beastie Boys shirt he'd picked up at a concert shortly before meeting her and the Ponds in America. Which reminded him. . .No,he told himself.Not now.He strongly suspected that if he dared to confront Alex about what Amy had told him at the acid factory when she thought he was his ganger now, the only thing that would happen would be a massive row. Besides, Alex was still on the mend. She was only just starting to put some weight back on. As desperate as he was for answers, the Doctor knew he had to be patient and wait. It was a task that was usually easier said than done for him, but with Alex, somehow, someway, it was easier.

Alex hummed and pressed herself against his palm. She crossed her legging-clad legs at her socked ankles and slung them over the Doctor's lap. She could have stayed like this forever, simply relishing in being with the Doctor, but her mind was still going over everything she'd learned about regeneration and the gaps in her newfound education. "Doc?" she asked. He hummed in response. "Can I ask you a few questions?"

"Of course, Ally." He continued rubbing circles against her skin though, now that Alex paid closer attention, she thought it just might actually be Circular Gallifreyan he was tracing.

A conversation for another time,she dismissed. "So, I noticed in the photos that your personal style changes from incarnation to incarnation. How much does . . . everything else change? I mean," she continued hastily, hoping that she wasn't offending him, "you mentioned your fifth incarnation having an allergy that I knowthisyou doesn't have. Not to mention, but how much of your thoughts and feelings change?"If you regenerate while you're with me, is there a chance you won't want to be with me anymore?

The Doctor, however, knowing her so well, knew what she wasn't asking. Removing his hand from under her shirt, he gripped her hips and pulled her up until she was sitting in his lap. He cupped her chin, gently but firmly turning her head until her gaze met his. Guarded copper eyes met piercing emerald green. "Listen to me, Alexandria," he said, his voice firm and determined. "I willalwaysadore you." He couldn't say he loved her, not like this. It had to be during a special moment, not while he was trying to convince her that despite his exterior changing, underneath he was still the same person. "Aspects of my personality may change – I may be rubbish at drawing in one body, and a regular Picasso in another, or a bit more manipulative and cunning than I normally am – butnothingabout my thoughts or feelings towards people change. I will still treasure each and every one of my companions, I will still loathe Daleks, and I willstillflirt and banter with you, kiss you, and put you on a pedestal because you are, without a doubt, the mostpreciousthing in the universe to me."

He cupped her cheeks, pulling her face closer to his. Their lips were almost touching now and as he spoke, his lips briefly touched hers on certain words. "You are, to be quite frank, Alexandria Nicole Locke,everythingto me." He chuckled. "And I'd be lying if I said that didn't scare me half to death sometimes. I've never felt this way towards someone before. And I doubt I will again."

By the end of his sentence, tears were glistening in Alex's eyes. The Doctor paled when he saw them. "Oh, Ally, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset you—"

But he was cut off by Alex giggling. "Happy tears, Doc," she grinned. She leaned down and pressed a kiss to his cheek, as a few of those 'happy tears' ran down her own cheeks. "I promise."

"Never understood that," he muttered. "Happy crying."

"It's a human thing," Alex smirked. "Time Lords need not apply." That quip earned her a pinch to her side. Alex laughed. "Alright, alright," she said as she wiped her tears away, "but in all seriousness. . . Thank you, Doctor. I-I know it sounds silly, but I just needed to know."

He cupped her chin. "Not silly at all, Alex." Of course that would be the first thing she worried about. He couldn't blame her. He had told her that he was no longer head over heels in love with Rose as his prior incarnation had been. Not that he didn't love Rose any less, but. . . Well, their time had passed. He had moved on and, he had to admit, it was for the better that he had.

He slung an arm around Alex's waist as she shifted back into a sitting position on his lap, her head resting just beneath his chin. "Any more questions?" he asked.

She shook her head. "No, I think I've got a pretty good grasp on regeneration. The outside changes, some allergies may appear, some skills may be gained or lost, but underneath, you're still the same person, right?"

He grinned. "Right," he said, and he placed a kiss on the top of her head.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex rolled her eyes. "I'll befine, Doc." It was the tenth time she'd said this and, frankly, she could no longer keep the annoyance out of her voice.

The Doctor shot her a look that fully expressedhisannoyance. "So you say," he said with no small amount of forced patience. "ButIdon't agree."

Alex sighed. They'd been having this argument since last night when, during dinner, Alex asked him if he would park the TARDIS on Earth for a little while so she could run an errand. She wanted to go by a hairdresser's and get her blonde highlights put back in. To Alex's mind, this had been a perfectly reasonable request. It wouldn't take a lot of time – an hour or two, tops – and it would allow her to stretch her legs a bit, as well as finally touch proper Earth soil for the first time in nine months. She hadn't thought the Doctor could find any fault in her request.

She'd been wrong. Big time.

The Doctor hadn't given her an exact reasonwhyhe didn't want her leaving the TARDIS to accomplish this very simple task, but Alex strongly suspected it was because he didn't want her out of his sight. It made sense. She had been taken from him when he wasn't around to try and prevent it. He was no doubt feeling guilty over that incident, even though he shouldn't be. No one had seen Kovarian, the Silence, or Demons Run coming. His reasoning presumably also involved her health. All in all, very reasonable concerns.

Damn if it still wasn't infuriating though.

"Doctor, I know you're worried," Alex said, forcing herself to be calm, to consider all this from his point of view. "But I'll be fine. Getting highlights doesn't take a lot of time. An hour or two at most. Also, if you're worried about me physically, you said yourself just last night, I'm much better than I was a week ago."

It was true. In the one week since Demons Run, Alex had come a long way health wise. She no longer got shaky limbs when she stood up or walked around for a long period of time, her two hearts had settled into a normal rhythm of eighty beats per minute each, and she was putting on weight again. Much to her and the Doctor's alarm, she had only weighed 100 pounds post-Demons Run. She still wasn't her target weight yet, but she had gained ten pounds thanks to a combination of the Doctor's fitness regime and specially-prepared meals that he made sure were packed with carbs and protein. Her cheeks were still a bit sunken in and her skin rather pale but overall, Alex was doing much better.

The Doctor leaned back against the console, heaving out a heavy sigh. "I know that, Ally. Believe me, I'm grateful for it. But I still don't like the idea of you going off on your own."

Alex pursed her lips, but bit back her retort. "I know and I understand that, Doctor, but this ismylife and health we're talking about. I get to have a say, too."

The Doctor's expression indicated he wasn't happy about this, but nevertheless, he yanked down the lever that would send the TARDIS flying down the time vortex. A few moments later, the time machine landed with a heavy thump. The Doctor glanced at the coordinates. "Outside the British Museum," he reported. "Monday, April 25th, 2011, half past one in the afternoon."

Alex grabbed her black leather jacket from the jumpseat. "Thanks, Doc!" she called over her shoulder as she made her way to the door. "Remember, two hours tops! You won't even notice I'm gone!"

Outside, the street was packed. Several people were making their way to and from the steps leading to the main entrance of the British Museum. The sun shined brightly overhead but there was a distinct chill in the air. Not that Alex really felt it. She could detect it, but it wasn't affecting her as changes in temperature normally affected humans. She certainly wasn't shivering, nor did she have the urge to zip her jacket up.

Resisting the urge to dart up the steps and explore the museum (something that Alex, in her few years of living in England, had yet to do), Alex made her way down the crowded sidewalk. Pausing at a crosswalk, she dug out her phone. According to Google Maps, the closest hair salon was a couple blocks away. Not too horrible a distance. She had walked much further on various adventures with the Doctor.

However, as Alex made her way across the street, a strange feeling overcame her. Her whole body tensed as a man in a business suit stepped a little closer to her. He wasn't even aware he was doing it; his eyes were glued to his iPhone. A woman in a jogging uniform, her dark hair swept up into a high ponytail, came up on her other side. Alex crossed her arms over her chest, hoping no one would notice that she was starting to tremble.

The man and woman headed their separate ways the moment they all reached the sidewalk. The man turned left onto a side street while the woman jogged ahead at a brisk pace. Alex let out a breath she hadn't even known she'd been holding. She uncrossed her arms, letting them flop to her sides. Her hands were still shaking.Good lord,she thought,what iswrongwith me?

Determined to put it out of her mind, Alex marched down the sidewalk. Her black combat boots, paired with her jacket, a white t-shirt (for once one of hers), and black leggings, pounded against the pavement. It was almost like a warning to her fellow pedestrians: don't mess with me.

Still, as Alex made her way towards the salon, her newfound feelings refused to go away. She felt a bit paranoid, even scared. She found her gaze darting all around, studying the people surrounding her intently. Everyone, from the group of old ladies outside the ice cream parlor sharing a banana split to the bald man in a sportscoat talking loudly on his cellphone to someone named Monica, were a potential threat. Alex's hands tightened into fists, ready to fight anyone who approached her. She glanced over her shoulder, checking to see if anyone was following her. There was a kid in a skateboard who had been right behind her since she left the British Museum, but he was about fourteen. Still, the sheer knowledge that he'd kept up with Alex thus far refused to leave her mind.

By the time she reached the salon, located in the shadow of the Royal College of Anaesthetists, Alex's hearts were pounding. It was like they were trying to beat out of her chest. Alex ran into the salon, attracting a few stares, but she didn't care. She had reached her destination and now she would complete her errand, then go back to the Doctor. She was suddenly regretting not asking him to come along, even though she knew he would have been bored at the salon and probably would have broken something.

Alex continued to feel anxious even as she spoke with the girl at the desk, waited for ten minutes on an ugly floral sofa next to a woman with an ill-advised perm, then spoke with Andrena, the hairdresser, explaining what she wanted as well as dodging the woman's questions on just why she had waited so long to resume her highlights. Andrena had to repeatedly tell Alex to tilt her head down as she trimmed her hair; Alex's gaze kept wandering to the mirror, eyeing the people behind her.

Alex tried to concentrate on Andrena's chatter about her boyfriend and his smelly dogs, the Ellie Goulding album playing overhead, the receptionist ordering a salad for lunch,anythingto keep her mind off her sudden fears. As she sat in a chair, her hair wrapped in foil, Alex tried and failed to read aCosmoarticle educating her on the latest spring makeup trends. The only time she felt even a modicum of something other than fear was when she was paying the receptionist. As she slid her card through the reader, Alex noted her widespread relief. She was going to be back with the Doctor in a matter of minutes. He'd smile at her familiar brown-blonde locks, maybe twirl some strands around his fingers. Alex smiled just thinking about it.

However, as she walked back towards the British Museum, her anxieties crept back over her. It was like a heavy blanket suddenly being draped over her, weighing her down. Her eyes slid back and forth across the streets, watching everyone, checking to see if they were looking at her. When someone was looking at her, Alex flinched and walked faster. By the time she reached the sidewalk where the TARDIS was parked, she was all-out running.

The BANG the door made as it slammed behind her didn't go unnoticed. Up by the console, the Doctor frowned. Alex tried not to fidget under his scrutinizing stare. It was times like this that she wished they weren't on the same wavelength, that they couldn't sense when something was bothering the other.

Pushing her anxieties (which had vanished the moment she stepped into the TARDIS) aside, Alex smiled brightly. She didn't even have to fake it. It simply came naturally. She was so happy to be back in the Doctor's presence. "How's it look?" she grinned as she rushed up the steps to the platform.

The probing look in his eyes slowly vanished, replaced by genuine pleasure. "I must say," he said lowly, stepping closer to her, "I much prefer the blonde over simple brown." As if to punctuate this statement, his fingers wrapped around a lock of her hair, his thumb rubbing the brown-blonde strands.

Alex smiled warmly, her eyes switching from copper to dark green. "Me too."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex bolted upright, a scream wrenching from her throat. Her hearts were thundering against her chest, as though they were trying to break out. She could barely breathe; all that came out of her mouth were screams.

The room was dark, almost pitch black. Why was it so dark? The Doctor's bedroom was never this dark. The walls always seemed to give off an inner glow, rather like a massive nightlight had been built into them. It wasn't that way now though. Now, the room was cast in shadows.

Alex gasped for breath. She couldn't breathe. Somewhere in the back of her mind, she registered something in her chest kicking in, something that helped her take regular breaths between screams, but the majority of her mind was focused on her terror, the dark room she'd been left alone in . . . again. Where was he? Why wasn't he coming? Did he not know she was in danger?

Tears trickled down her cheeks, but Alex didn't even feel them. "DOCTOR!" she shrieked. "DOCTOR!" Her throat ached from screaming, but she had to get him. She tried to get up, to go find him, but found that she couldn't move. Her legs were restrained.

Her eyes widening, Alex thrashed around. "DOCTOR!" she begged, silently pleading for the darkness to produce him, for him to step out of the shadows with that ridiculous grin she adored, the one that let her know even when they were facing down a horde of Daleks that everything was going to be okay. But she didn't see him. He wasn't coming.

But no sooner had she thought that when there came a loud thud from somewhere outside the room. It sounded rather like someone side-checking the wall, the way people did when they were running, their feet concentrated on movement and not necessarily direction. A split second later, the door was thrown open, sending it banging back against the wall. Dim light spilled into the room, outlining the silhouette of a tall, lanky man in a bowtie.

Alex's screams faded away. The tears continued to roll down her cheeks, but at a much slower rate than a few moments ago. "Doctor?" she whispered. She almost couldn't believe it. Hehadcome.

The Doctor raced into the room and up on the bed beside her. He could see that Alex was trembling as he carefully untangled the sheets from her legs. "Ally, Ally," he murmured, maneuvering her into his lap as he settled back against the pillows. "What's wrong, love?" He wiped away her tears, inwardly cursing as he caught sight of her neon green orbs. "What is it, love? Tell me."

Alex was silent for several minutes as she struggled to reorient herself. She was not restrained: it had just been the sheets knotted around her legs. She was not in the dark. The dim light from the hallway seeped into the room and the walls were starting to regain their pale blue glow. Her hearts had slowed down from their thunderous pace and her respiratory bypass system had stepped back, allowing her lungs to regain control. She breathed slowly and deeply, easing herself away from the hearts-wrenching terror she'd experienced just moments ago and into. . . Well, not quitecalmness, but something close to it.

"I . . . I. . ." She swallowed, wincing at the ache in her throat. No doubt her screams had something to do with it. "I had a dream, only. . ."

The Doctor eyed her. "Only what, Ally?" he asked, brushing her bangs out of her eyes.

Alex shivered. "Only it wasn'tjusta dream. It was . . . a memory."

The Doctor tensed. Heknewthis was going to happen, he'd known it was coming, he just hadn't knownwhen. When he spoke again, it was in the careful, wary way of trying not to set someone off. "Was it about what Ithinkit was about?"

A fresh crop of tears welled up in Alex's eyes as she nodded. "Yes," she whispered. "I remember when Amy and I were kidnapped. . ."

Alex muttered a curse under her breath as someone continued to shake her shoulder. Without opening her eyes, Alex flopped a lazy hand at the offender. "Go away," she muttered. She rolled onto her stomach, burying her face in the pillow.

A split second later, her comfortable pillow was abruptly yanked away. Alex groaned.

"Wake up, Alex!" Amy hissed. One hand holding her pillow hostage, the other continued shaking her shoulder. "Come on, get up, it's an emergency!"

Alex pushed herself up onto her elbows. She didn't open her eyes though. "Is there something wrong with Rory?" she asked, her voice low and drowsy. "With your parents? His dad?"

"No, everyone's fine."

"Is the house on fire?"

Even with her eyes closed, she knew Amy was rolling her eyes. "No. But itisan emergency."

Alex resumed her previous position on the bed. As Amy was still holding her pillow hostage, Alex nestled her head into the newly bare section of mattress. Nowhere near as comfortable as a pillow, but it would do.

Amy let out a loud groan. "Dammit, Alex! This is a proper emergency!"

"If you need pads," Alex muttered against the purple sheets, "I have a box under the sink in my bathroom. Midol, too."

"This isn'tthatkind of emergency! Actually, I may not evenneedthose for nine months or so. . ."

Suddenly, Alex was wide awake. She nearly knocked Amy backwards as she popped up, holding herself up with the palms of her hands. "What?!" she cried, light brown eyes wide. She gaped at Amy's flat abdomen, easily seen thanks to the tight tank top Amy wore. "You're pregnant?!"

Amy shrugged. Only now that she was awake did Alex notice all the warring emotions on her friend's face: excitement, nervousness, fear, all of them vying for dominance. "I dunno. Maybe? I am late. I woke up just a little while ago and I was thinking about what to get when I go to the grocery later this week, and I automatically put pads down, but then I realized I had a fresh box under the sink andthenI remembered I bought that box over a month ago and I haven't opened them yet andthatwas when I realized I'm late. Way late!"

Alex shifted into a sitting position, her back propped against the wall. "Have you told Rory?"

"No, no!" Amy shook her head wildly. "He's still asleep upstairs. He had that late shift last night. I don't want to tell him unless I'm absolutely sure." She gave Alex a pleading look. "Please come to the chemist's with me? Please?"

"Of course I will, Ames." Alex peered out the bedside window. Though it was early April, the sky outside was dark. A glance at the clock revealed why. "Ames, it's only seven thirty. Is the chemist's even open yet?"

"I called down. Henry said he was already down there getting a bunch of prescriptions ready for the senior center pickup. He said he'd leave the door unlocked and we could come right in."

Alex shoved the cover and sheets off her legs. "Okay, give me a few minutes to get dressed."

Less than five minutes later, her pajamas exchanged for a clingy black tank top, black jeans, black combat boots, and a black leather jacket along with her ever-present ring and sonic necklace, Alex walked down the dark streets of Leadworth. Beside her, Amy had thrown a flannel shirt over her tank top, pairing them with jeans and some ratty sneakers. Her hands were shoved in her pockets, but that didn't stop her from taking them out every few seconds and fiddling with her fingers or running them through her hair.

"Ames? Are you okay?"

"What? Of course I'm okay! Why wouldn't I be?"

"Amy, it's perfectly normal to be nervous. Even scared."

Amy opened her mouth to argue, but abruptly shut it. Her hands, which had been fiddling with themselves, fell to her sides. "I know," she said quietly. "I just. . . It's just a big change, isn't it? What if I'm not ready for it?"

"Do you not want to have kids?"

"No!" Amy cried, looking aghast. "No, no, I do, really! Honestly, Alex, I was really thrilled when I realized I was late. But still. . . This changes everything, doesn't it?"

Alex paused to consider this. Amy wasn't exaggerating. A lot of things would change. Amy's body would change, adapting to the pregnancy, Amy and Rory would probably have to start looking for a bigger house or transform Rory's study into a nursery, diapers and a crib would have to be bought, Lamaze classes would have to be attended, there would be less nights of drinking with Mels and hanging out at the Queen's Garters, more staying up with a fussy baby, Alex may or may not have to move out so as not to get in the way, and there would be no more traveling in the TARDIS for Amy and Rory. The TARDIS, as incredible as it was, was not a good place to raise a baby. Not to mention, but the Doctor would probably object to the child being brought on board. Trips through time and space would instead turn into trips to the pediatrician, eventually followed by parent-teacher night at the local school, soccer games, and Christmas pageants.

It was true. Everything was going to change.

Alex struggled to figure out what to say. "Yeah, Amy," she said softly. "A lot of things are going to change. But . . . it's a lot ofgoodchanges though, don't you think?"

Amy considered this. As she did, her hand absentmindedly rested on her stomach. "Yeah," she whispered, her eyes shining. She gave Alex a grin. "Definitely good."

By this point, they had reached the chemists. Sure enough, Henry had left the door unlocked. The sound of the Black Eyed Peas singing their latest single, 'Just Can't Get Enough' greeted them as they walked through the door.

Amy glanced up towards the speakers, squinting in the glare coming from the bright fluorescent lights. "Henry doesn't have a huge music taste, does he?"

Alex snorted. Henry Vernon's father was well-known around Leadworth for his extensive record collection, but his son had failed to become fully invested in music as well. His taste was limited to the Billboard Top 40 chart. As such, the Black Eyed Peas were getting as much airplay at Vernon and Son's Chemists as they were on any number of radio stations around the world.

They spotted Henry at the front counter, counting how much money there was in the till. He waved at them as they passed, maneuvering past the multitude of shelves loaded with Easter products – Cadbury Eggs, Peeps, chocolate bunnies, little stuffed rabbits in a wide variety of colors, Easter baskets stuffed with everything from Hot Wheels to coloring books – towards the family planning section. The aisle was chock full of different varieties of condoms, pre-natal vitamins and, most importantly of all, pregnancy tests. Amy and Alex stared at the long line of pink and blue boxes.

Amy picked up a box at random. "Which one?" she wondered. "They all look so different."

Alex grimaced. The sex-ed unit in ninth grade health hadn't covered this. "Maybe we should get a variety? Just to be safe. I mean, they all require you to do the same thing, don't they? Pee on a stick."

Amy snorted. "True." She shifted the box she was already holding to underneath one arm. "Don't forget. You can't tell Rory. Not yet."

"Wasn't going to," Alex assured her. Like Amy, she refused to get Rory's hopes up. Not until they had definitively confirmed that Amy was pregnant.

Smiling widely at her friend, Amy reached for another test. Just as her fingertips grasped a Clearblue box, a heavy thump rang out.

The girls looked around. "Henry?" Alex called. "Was that you?" No response.

"Maybe he dropped something," Amy said.

Alex started towards the aisle entrance. "Well, just to be safe, we'd better—" Her voice abruptly cut off. Her eyes widened.

Standing at the head of the aisle was a figure Alex had never seen before. She said 'figure' because whoever it was definitely wasn't human. The figure, at least seven feet in height, was clad in a tight suit with a white collared shirt and a black tie. It was so tight that Alex suspected it was actually part of the creature's skin. Its overall skin was gray. Its head was bulb-shaped and very reminiscent of a skull. There were two deep recesses on either side of where the bridge of the nose should be; Alex could just vaguely make out a beady little eye inside each. The creature's hands had four large, long fingers each.

While fear had left her momentarily paralyzed, it quickly regrouped to allow Alex to move. Fast. "Amy!" she cried, sprinting back down the aisle. Amy was gaping at the creature too, her fingers gripping a pregnancy test so tight her knuckles were turning white. "We have to go, now!"

Amy, her eyes never wavering from the creature, nodded. Still clutching the pregnancy test, she and Alex barreled down towards the other end of the aisle. Alex thought quickly as they ran. This end of the aisle led out to the side aisle that was usually where menstrual products and adult diapers were kept. It ran all the way down to the door, which was about thirty feet away from their current location. All they had to do was high-tail it out of here and sprint to home. From there, they could grab Rory, get Alex's car, then drive like hell to London. They could call the Doctor on the way or once they got there. There was no doubt in Alex's mind. This creature, whatever it was, hadn't landed in Leadworth on accident. Alex wasn't sure how she knew it – instinct, maybe – but whatever this creature was, it had come to Leadworth for the sole purpose of tracking down her, Amy, and Rory. What for, Alex didn't want to know.

Amy abruptly stopped once they reached the end of the aisle. Glancing at her, Alex saw her expression was one of confusion. "Alex, why are we—"

Alex grabbed her hand. "No time!" She didn't let Amy get another word out, instead dragging her into the side aisle. She turned them towards the door, only to skid to a stop.

Two more of the bulbous-headed, suit-clad figures were blocking their path.

In the blink of an eye, Alex had them turned the other way. She mentally revised her plan. They could run to the back of the store and flee through the back door by the pharmacy. It would set off the alarm, alerting the fire department, which would cause the alien figures to either flee or fight back, but she, Amy, and Amy's possible child would be safe.

But they only got a few steps before two more figures stepped out of the laxative’s aisle.

"Dammit!" Alex screamed. Vaguely hearing Amy starting to shriek, she dragged her back to the family planning aisle. "They've got us surrounded!"

Absolutely no doubt: they were after her and Amy. But how to get away?

At the head of the family planning aisle, the first alien figure had been joined by another one. They stood at the head of the aisle, arms straight at their sides like bouncers blocking the entrance to an exclusive, popular club.

Still holding Amy's hand, Alex maneuvered them to the center of the aisle. They stood back-to-back, each keeping some of the creatures in sight. "Henry!" Alex shouted. "Where are you?!" How Henry was going to help she had no idea, but beggars couldn't be choosers. Their options of escape had dimmed dramatically.

"Henry!" Amy echoed. Her voice shook from fear. "Henry, get out here!"

"We could really use some help right now!" Alex yelled.

Then, someone answered, but it wasn't Henry. "If you're shouting for the chemist, I'm afraid he's been detained for the time being."

The two alien figures at the head of the aisle parted to allow someone to step through. The new arrival was humanoid and female with dark, curly brown hair piled on top of her head. She wore a two-piece black leather skirt suit and heels, but that wasn't what caught Alex's attention. It was the silver eyepatch fixed to her right eye. Her dark lips were curved into a sinister smile as she came to a stop mere feet away from Amy and Alex.

"Where's Henry?" Amy demanded, risking a glance over her shoulder to glare at the woman. "What have you done to him?!"

But Alex wasn't concerned about that. Linking her other arm around Amy's, Alex straightened to her full height. "I request communication in accordance to Convention 15 of the Shadow Proclamation, the cessation of hostile actions in order to parley."

The woman blinked, apparently surprised by the request, but nodded. "Granted."

Amy, still focused on the creatures blocking the other end of the aisle, hissed to Alex, "How did you know that?"

"Heard the Doctor say it to those hostile Groske," Alex whispered back. She had asked the Doctor more about the Shadow Proclamation and Convention 15 after that adventure had ended and he'd proceeded to educate her on several of the 2,366 articles that made up Shadow Proclamation doctrine. With her selective eidetic memory, she'd filed it away for future reference. She'd simply never thought she'd have to use that knowledge in a situation likethis, though. Louder, she said, in a no-nonsense tone, "Identify yourself."

"Madame Kovarian."

"Planet of origin." Before Kovarian could answer, Alex rattled off, "Galactic coordinates, species designation, and your purpose of being here according to the universal ratification of the Shadow Proclamation."

Kovarian answered, in the same bullet-clipped fashion as Alex, "Trenzalore," some coordinates Alex knew she would never be able to find on an Earth map, "human, and as for my purpose, well. . ." Her lips curved into a sinister crimson smirk. "That would be because of you, Ally. You are the Doctor's Ally, are you not? I suspect so, going off the necklace."

Alex glanced down at her glittering necklace, but otherwise gave no indication of the alarm she could feel rapidly rising inside her. "I see," she said slowly. She hoped these aliens couldn’t hear how fast her heart was beating. "And what purpose do you have with me?" She knew, justknewthat it wasn't good.

But instead of answering, Kovarian turned to address the creatures at both ends of the aisle. "Now."

As one, the creatures made their way towards Amy and Alex.

Anyone else would have panicked, stood frozen as their kidnappers approached them. Not Amy and Alex. With one quick glance at each-other, they nodded, then separated. They attacked.

Alex randomly grabbed boxes off the shelves and started throwing them at the rapidly advancing creatures. Beside her, Amy did the same, even shoving several boxes off the shelf and knocking them to the floor. One creature stumbled over a pregnancy test. Another fell. Several were forced back by boxes of pregnancy tests and bottles of pre-natal vitamins smacking them in the head and chest. Still, they kept coming. They would be knocked back a step or two, but they quickly recovered.

Just as Alex was readying to throw another box at her attackers, Kovarian's voice rang out. "Admirable, really." She was standing off to the side, arms crossed over her chest as she watched the assault with an almost bored expression. "A fierce strength and resolve to fight even in the midst of such low odds. . . Just the qualities I was hoping to find in the Doctor's Ally. You will do quite well for our purpose."

Alex bit back the urge to ask just what purpose that would be. She suspected Kovarian wouldn't answer anyway. Instead, Alex flung the box at her. Maybe, just maybe, seeing their leader attacked would cause these creatures to attend to her instead of going after herself and Amy.

A box of condoms hit Kovarian right in the face. To make matters even better, a corner of the box struck her right in her un-covered eye. Kovarian screamed and slapped a hand over her left eye. Her other hand fruitlessly batted away the litany of condom boxes Alex was assaulting her with. "Get her!" she screamed, shooting Alex a glare. "For God's sake, get them!"

Galvanized by her words, the creatures pushed forwards. Soon, they were practically on top of Amy and Alex. Throwing boxes of pregnancy tests and condoms was futile now.

Amy, utilizing the knowledge she'd gained facing off against Kate Hayler in year ten hockey, viciously kicked at the creatures' shins. Her hands were busy smacking their hands with the two pregnancy tests she had somehow managed to hold onto. Alex did much the same, kicking and hitting wherever she could reach; heads, chests, legs, groins, arms. She even managed to scratch one of the creature's eyes. It let out a groan in a deep, raspy voice. Overhead, the bright fluorescent lights flickered.

Still, despite the girls' best efforts, it wasn't enough. There were too many of them. Amy and Alex screamed, thrashed, kicked, and swore as the creatures finally managed to grab them. One grabbed Amy and held her tightly. Two held Alex.

"You'll never get away with this, you god-damned bastards!" Alex screeched. "You've heard of the Doctor! Just imagine how f*cking pissed he'll be when he learns we were kidnapped!"

"Who says he's going to find out?" Kovarian asked. Even with a hand clutched to her now bleeding left eye, she still managed to radiate menace. She smirked darkly at Alex. "In fact, who says you'll actually be leaving this godforsaken place? Or," she added as a creature holding a syringe approached, "who said you would even remember this?"

Amy and Alex gaped in horror at each-other. What did all that mean? They weren't sure, but they knew it wasn't anything good. In fact, it was the exact opposite of good.

Both girls stared in fear at the creature with the syringe. Alex swallowed heavily as it came closer to her. Right as the needle pierced her skin, she and Amy both screamed, at the top of their lungs, "DOCTOR!"

The sedative – for what else could be in the syringe – was fast-acting. Seconds after the needle was pulled out of her skin, black dots danced across Alex's vision. She tried to fight it, but it was no use. Her body slumped backwards, her eyes rolled into the back of her head. But right before she slipped into complete unconsciousness, she heard a distant voice saying, "Grab her necklace. The Flesh will never be able to duplicate it. The Doctor will notice otherwise and everything we've worked for will be ruined."

No,Alex thought.Not my necklace.It was her most precious possession, right after her parents' wedding bands. But she was powerless to do anything. The last thing she felt before all went black was the feeling of a chain being removed from her neck.

The first thing Alex registered upon waking up was that she was in darkness. Well, near darkness. There were windows along the back of the dark chamber she was being held in, but they revealed nothing but a dark night sky. Stars twinkled, casting a thin glow through the thick windowpanes.

The next thing Alex registered was that she was strapped to something. She realized this as she tried to move her limbs. Her arms, legs, and torso had been strapped down with thick belts, attached to a metal harness.

Alex's eyes darted around the dark room. At first, it was difficult to see anything, but after a few minutes her eyes adjusted. Sitting before her harness, on a raised platform, was a large vat filled with some kind of thick white goop. On the floor in front of this was a small open tub.

What the hell was going on? Alex looked around for someone to ask – or yell at – but before she could, someone stepped out of the shadows. Alex's eyes narrowed. "You bitch," she growled.

Madame Kovarian was hardly fazed. "Ally. I had hoped you would still be unconscious for this next part, but. . ." She shrugged as if to say, 'oh well'.

"You'regoing to be unconscious with possible internal bleeding when I get out of here!" Alex snapped. "Where's Amy?! What the hell did you do with her?"

"Ms. Pond is fine," Kovarian said calmly. "As is her child." At Alex's surprised expression, she smirked. "Yes, you'll be pleased to hear she is pregnant. We have much more efficient and quicker ways of finding out than the typical 21stcentury methods."

"You let her go," Alex warned. Her voice was dark and low, her eyes a deep, dark green bordering on black. "She hasn't done anything to you. Like you said, it's me you want."

Instead of replying, Kovarian walked over to the vat. Her hand rested on a switch. "Yes, it is," she murmured. "And we will have you." Then, before Alex could question her anymore, she flipped the switch.

A series of lights came on over Alex's head. Suddenly, she found her eyes fluttering. Once again, she was being forced into unconsciousness. At the same time, the thick white goop started to pour into the low tub.

Though her eyes were fluttering, her body trying to give in to the machine's demand for unconsciousness, Alex was still able to watch something forming in the tub. Something like a head formed first and she saw a small indentation where a mouth would be opening, as though it were taking a breath. The rest of a body followed, arms, a small torso, and long legs. To her amazement, the figure in the vat even had clothes. She could see a black leather jacket, black jeans, and black combat boots. . .

Alex realized just exactly what she was seeing as her doppelganger jerked upwards. Its first sound was what Alex made as she was forced to sleep.

Her Ganger woke up screaming.

"I woke up later that morning in my bed back in Leadworth," Alex recounted. By this point, she was straddling the Doctor's lap. She'd needed to look at him while she narrated her horrifying memories, just to assure herself that she wasn't back there, that she was here, on the TARDIS, safe and sound, with him. "I had no idea what happened. I was even in my pajamas." She shuddered at the realization that someone, possibly Kovarian, had undressed her.

The Doctor ran a hand through her hair. "You didn't remember anything?"

"Nothing. There wasn't a single clue that something had happened. Ididhave a pounding headache though." She winced just remembering it. That headache had been the worst one she'd ever had. "It felt like a jackhammer was drilling into my skull. All I could do for the rest of the day was lie in bed."

"When you were plugged into your Ganger, Kovarian blocked your memories of the kidnapping," the Doctor theorized, "since she couldn't actually erase them. Your mind, however, fought back."

"Unsuccessfully," Alex muttered, a bit self-conscious.

The Doctor shook his head. "Ally, you can't blame yourself. The fact that your mind fought back is a testament to its strength. Besides, you had no idea how to control your mind to remember when you weren't even aware you'd forgotten something."

Alex considered his words. "True." She still wished she could have realized something was wrong, though.

"What about this Henry Vernon?"

"Oh, he was fine. I guess Kovarian and the Silence just knocked him out. That was probably the thump Amy and I heard. That day, I went by there for something to relieve my headache and he was still there. He had a bump on his head, said he fell while restocking some shelves." She paused, thinking. "I guess they must have wiped his memory some, because he didn't say anything about Amy calling him."

"They were probably there lying in wait," the Doctor grimaced. He hated to think that Amy and Alex had been in danger in Leadworth, a place where they were supposed to be safe when not traveling in the TARDIS. "They knew you would come by the chemists eventually. Or perhaps they planned to abduct you from your house, but simply had to hide nearby before they could do so, and the chemists was the best place."

"Itisonly five minutes away from our house," Alex mused. She shuddered, again remembering how the Silence had managed to get her and Amy back into their house without being seen. "I'm going to have to get the locks changed."

The Doctor nodded firmly. "Yes, be sure you do. I doubt they'll be back, but just in case."

Alex nodded, but her mind was already elsewhere. "Thereissomething else, though," she revealed.

The Doctor raised an eyebrow. "There is? You remember something else?"

"Yeah, I guess my dream-memory unlocked it. Right after we, um . . . met you in Utah and then went to the White House, it was when we were in the Oval Office and Amy went to the bathroom. . . Well, do you remember she said—"

"'I remember'," the Doctor said, both an answer to her question and an echo of Amy's words. He rubbed his chin thoughtfully. "Presumably saw a Silence. They were crawling all around 1969 before I interfered with Apollo 11's video and audio transmissions. I daresay they were keeping an eye on us, just to make sure events from their perspective didn't get compromised."

Right, Alex had almost forgotten the fact that the Silence they had encountered in 1969 had already gone through the Battle of Demons Run and kidnapping Melody/River. Time travel: it could get confusing. "Yes, well, anyway, right after she went to the bathroom, I felt this kind of . . .twingein my mind."

"The same kind of twinge that you experience when your mind senses a perception filter and is trying to see past it?"

"The very same." Alex pursed her lips in thought. "I also felt this huge sense of worry towards Amy."

"Your brilliant mind again, Ally," the Doctor smiled. "Despite Kovarian and the Silence blocking your memory of the kidnapping, your mind was fighting back against it, trying the best way it knew how to let you know that something was wrong."

Alex nodded, having guessed as much. "Over the three months we spent counting the Silence, the twinges increased. They only happened when I was thinking about Amy and her pregnancy."

The Doctor frowned. "But you never mentioned them to me after 1969."

Alex nodded frantically. "That's just it! When Amy and I were kidnapped from Graystark, the Silence kept knocking us out with their post-hypnotic suggestion and making us forget how much time had passed. Well, on Amy, at least. They tried with me, but it didn't work. I always faked sleep. But Ididfall asleep at one point. Up till that point, I was still experiencing the twinges. But when I woke up . . . I felt like I had forgotten something."

The Doctor considered this for several long moments. "I believe," he said slowly, "the Silence did that."

"Yeah, I figured as much. I've been wracking my brain trying to figure out why they kidnapped me and Amy back in 1969 if we were already Gangers."

"Yes, that puzzled me too until now. I suspect you and Pond were taken for two reasons. One, as a precautionary measure, to keep us from rescuing Melody. And two, to adjust your Ganger a bit to keep your mind from trying to remember your kidnapping in Leadworth."

"Bang up job they did," Alex said with an eye roll. "That was when I started feeling the pains and shifting in my chest."

The Doctor chuckled. "Your beautiful, brilliant mind, Ally," he murmured, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. "They truly didn't understand what they were dealing with. Every time they tried to suppress your memories, your mind simply fought back harder, completely refusing to give in."

Alex grinned. "Can't help it if I'm stubborn."

"I highly doubt that," the Doctor snorted. Any retort Alex might have made was cut off as he pressed his lips to hers.

The kiss was soft and slow, tender even. The Doctor's lips tasted like the embers of a dying fire: cool, with a bit of warmth beneath. Sweeping her tongue inside his mouth, Alex was treated to more of the intoxicating flavor. It was just what she needed right now, soft and sweet with a little bit of edge, assuring her that she was in his arms and that he had her, always.

Thanks to their respiratory bypass systems, they were able to kiss much longer than usual. Eventually, though, the Doctor pulled back. He was pleased to note that Alex no longer resembled a frightened rabbit. There was a bit of spark back in her eyes, replacing the terror that had been there when he sprinted here upon hearing her screams all the way from his personal laboratory. Still, he also saw the tiredness in them. As well as a bit of fear he knew his Ally would be loath to admit to.

"You should get some more sleep," he murmured. He caressed her cheek, letting out a pleased hum when she leaned into his touch.

Alex's heartbeats quickened slightly. She knew he was right. She had only gone to bed about two hours ago. To her, it was the middle of the night. But what if she dreamed that awful memory again? Or her mind conjured up new horrors based on it? She didn't think she could handle another terrifying nightmare. Not all by herself, at least.

She cupped his chin. "Will you stay with me?" Her voice was barely a whisper. "I know you're busy and all—"

He cut her off with a chaste kiss. "Of course."

With a smile, Alex shifted off his lap and back into the soft sheets. She took a moment to smirk at the Doctor's heated gaze, caused by looking at her wearing only his shirt and a pair of socks, before tugging the sheets back over her. The Doctor settled down beside her, his head propped up by a bunch of pillows. He held his left arm out, allowing Alex to nestle her head on it. By the time he tugged her closer, she was already fast asleep.

Alex didn't have any more nightmares or reemerging memories that night. But that didn't mean her mind was completely settled.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

June 11th, 2011 – Cabo San Lucas

It was a slow day atBarriga Ilena, Corazón Contento. Daffy, dressed casually in a white sundress patterned in black and orange, her favorite pair of tattered black Converse, and a dangly beaded ear cuff on her left ear, drummed her fingers against the bar. There wasn't anything for her to do. There were very few customers: a few day-trippers, reeking of sea salt and sunscreen, seated near the back of the restaurant, a couple of old men at the front alternatively sipping coffee and flipping pages in their newspapers, and one man seated by the door who wasn't actually a customer. He was a German tourist who'd gotten separated from his group. He was waiting to rejoin the group, who had promised to swing by the restaurant on their way to a bar several blocks away. Daffy had kept him happy with plenty of ice-water and some chicken chimichangas on the house. Unfortunately, he had eaten all the food and was now engrossed in playing some game on his phone. Not really someone Daffy could look to for distraction.

Blowing a raspberry, Daffy tuned into her time senses. 2:17 in the afternoon. The lunch rush was more of a lunch crawl, the day-trippers down at the beach primarily opting for the food trucks and carts operating by the board walk, while office workers on their lunch break would opt for fast food, not a sit-down restaurant. The restaurant would only get busy around five when the take-out orders started rushing in, followed by families and couples taking advantage of a lovely Saturday night to spend quality time together. But that wouldn't be for several more hours.

All in all, a long, long,longday.

Blowing yet another raspberry, Daffy reached under the bar and pulled out her advanced chemistry textbook. She was perfectly proficient in Earth chemistry, as well as several other planets, but it gave her something to do. Besides, it was fun to spot the errors.

Daffy was scribbling over a frankly ludicrous paragraph not ten pages into the book when her time senses, usually dormant unless she wanted them to be, suddenly snapped to attention. She stiffened.

It was hard to describe time senses to humans. Daffy had tried with Liv once. Daffy's mother had gotten the gist of it after the Doctor explained it to her, but Daffy knew her mother was clever, much cleverer than the average human. Time senses, more or less, went like this: if there was some kind of shift or jump in time, Daffy could sense it. She could read timelines at a glance, if she was so inclined. She could resist jumps and distortions and even perceive the interstellar motions of planets and other cosmological bodies: in other words, sense the turning of the Earth. She only demonstrated this last sense at parties though. It was a real crowd-pleaser.

But another sense was being able to detect the presence of other members of her species. It wasn't a sense that was often used but when it was, it meant at least one of her relatives was close by: her grandfather, her father, or her mother.

Her grandfather was on some business in Guadalajara and not due back until next week. Which left only two options.

Sure enough, coming through the door were her parents. Which wouldn't have been bad if they were the versions Daffy knew.

But no. They were younger versions, ones who didn't know her. Going off their appearances – her mother's slightly sunken cheeks and thinner than usual frame, her father's protective arm around her shoulders and dark, wary eyes – they were coming off the Battle of Demons Run, one of the most defining events of their lives.

For a moment, all Daffy could do was stare. She was like a deer in the headlights. She hadn't planned for this! She'd planned for every contingency when she eavesdropped on her parents' official first date last month, but that was because she knew what was coming. She'd heard the story from them before. She knew what was and what wasn't supposed to happen.

She knew nothing about this.

It was only as her parents came closer to the bar that Daffy finally sprang into action. "I'll be with you in a minute!" she called over her shoulder as she sprinted around the bar, into the kitchen, and down the short hallway into the bathroom. Once the door was safely locked behind her, Daffy dug around her dress pockets. After pulling out a pack of bubblegum, a rubber-band ball, her cell phone, and her favorite lip gloss from the beauty planet Exquisite, she finally found her contacts. Daffy grimaced as she put in the lenses. They pinched her eyes and felt rather dry despite having just come out of contact solution, but they did the trick. Her eyes, which had been switching from light green to dark, now showed a plain, nondescript brown.

The next thing to do was get her perception filter in place. Reaching into her pocket again, Daffy smiled when she pulled her sonic screwdriver out on the first try.

Daffy was quite pleased with her sonic screwdriver. She'd made it herself. As a child, she'd had a sonic charm bracelet, her dad and grandfather having collaborated on it for her fifth birthday. She'd adored the charm bracelet but as she'd gotten older, she'd longed for something a bit more mature. After years of begging went nowhere, one night, Daffy sat herself down in her personal laboratory aboard the TARDIS and simply built herself a proper sonic. It had taken less time than she'd thought it would. The TARDIS had provided her with schematics of all her dad's old sonics, as well as the plans he'd designed when constructing her mom's necklace. From there, it was merely a matter of figuring out what she wanted, gathering up the materials from one of the many storage closets aboard the time machine, and putting it all together. Her parents had been stunned when she bounced into the kitchen the following morning wielding the slim, silver device topped with a hot pink diode.

"Onlyyourchild," Alex had said dryly as the Doctor poked at the device while Daffy tried to swat his hands away, "would go off and build herself a sonic screwdriver after being told she couldn't have one."

But even her mom had to concede that Daffy's sonic was a work of wonder. It contained a few more functions than her dad's sonic screwdriver (though not an ability to work on wood; Daffy was still puzzling that out), such as a mild perception filter, the kind her mom's mind would bypass without even realizing it.

The perception filter was simple. It simply masked Daffy's brainwaves so that her dad would sense her as a human, not a Time Lady. Her mom, even after her forced evolution, didn't have time senses, so Daffy didn't have to worry about her.

Once the perception filter had been activated, Daffy put everything back in her pockets. She looked at herself in the slightly dingy mirror (she'd have to remember to wipe that down later). "Here goes nothing," she murmured. With a deep breath, she pushed the door open and headed back out to the bar.

Her parents hadn't gone anywhere. They were leaning against the bar. Alex appeared slightly tense, her shoulders stiff as she tried to pay attention to the subtitles on a Spanish-dubbed rerun ofWill & Grace. But every few moments, her eyes wandered, taking in the few patrons. The Doctor, his arm still wrapped around Alex, was doing much the same. He was studying the patrons with the same intensity a general might give a complicated battle plan, searching for potential weaknesses and threats.

It made Daffy sick inside. Demons Run and all the events surrounding it were sore spots for her parents. By the time she'd come along, her parents had mostly recovered from it. Still, Daffy could remember the nights her mother had woken up screaming, dreaming of her and Amy's kidnapping in Leadworth. The nightmares were few and far between, but it was a reminder that time didn't heal all wounds. Sometimes, scars stuck around.

Remember your role, Daphne Marigold: friendly neighborhood bartender.With another deep breath, Daffy forced a bright smile. "Hello! Sorry to keep you waiting. Anywhere in particular you want to sit?"

"Patio," Alex said, her voice slightly softer than usual. Daffy wasn't surprised by her choice: it was over ninety degrees today. As air conditioning was extremely desirable in this weather, the patio was deserted.

Daffy led them to the same table as last time. As her parents settled themselves to their menus, Daffy studied them. It was clear they had just come from the beach or at least had been outside for a while. It was difficult for Time Lords to get tans, but certainly possible. Alex's usually pale skin had a slight pink tinge, her hair swept up into a messy chignon. She wore a creamy white camisole, ripped jean shorts, small gold hoop earrings, and flat, strapped sandals. Her finger and toenails had been painted the same bright shade of fuchsia. Both her necklace and her ring gleamed in the bright sunlight. Her dad continued to wear his eleventh self's usual attire, but he had made a few minor concessions to the weather: his tweed jacket was nowhere in sight, his braces hung loosely by his hips, and he wore a pair of black sunglasses and a floppy men's sun hat.

Daffy absently wondered what fate had befallen this hat. She'd never seen it before.

"What can I get you to drink?"

"Water," answered the Doctor.

Alex eyed the drinks section of her menu. "Frozen margarita."

Daffy smiled brightly. "Coming right up!"

Once the bartender (whom, even in her distracted state, Alex had noticed wasn't as cheerful today) left, Alex set her menu down. "You okay?"

The Doctor blinked. "I'm sorry?"

"I said, are you okay?"

He frowned. "Shouldn't I be asking you that?"

Alex shrugged. "Maybe." Crossing her arms on the tabletop, she leaned closer. For a brief moment, she tilted her head back, her eyes shutting as she relished in the sun shining down on her face and the faint breeze coming off Medano Beach. Being here right now, she could almost forget the crazy hurricane of events that had happened to her over the course of the last week. Almost.

She opened her eyes and looked at the Doctor again. He had lowered his sunglasses to the end of his nose. His emerald eyes peered at her worriedly. It was the same emotion she'd seen in them every time she'd looked at him today. "Doc, all day you've been looking at me like I'm about to shatter right in front of you. So I ask again. Are you okay?"

The Doctor sighed. He should have known Alex would see right through his façade. All day, he'd tried to play himself off as his normal aloof, hyper-active self. But of course, Alex being Alex, and being who she was to him, she'd known better. "I'm alright, Ally. Really. Just worried."

Alex held her open hand out on the table. The Doctor wasted no time in linking his fingers with hers. Both relished in the thrum of adrenaline the contact created. "About me, I'm guessing?" she asked, staring down at their entwined fingers.

"Got it in one," he smiled, but it was lacking his usual cheer. With a weary sigh, the Doctor's free hand rubbed his face. "Alex," he said, his tone suddenly serious. "Have you noticed that you're not particularly comfortable around people anymore?"

He didn't miss the way Alex stiffened, the slightly guilty look in her eyes, or how that look was quickly replaced by defensiveness. "I'm perfectly comfortable aroundyou, Doc," she said, smiling in what he suspected was supposed to be flirtation.

He didn't bite. "I mean strangers, Alex. People you don't know very well. I've seen you be quite comfortable talking to people on our adventures, never hesitating to approach someone. But today, more times than I can count, I've seen you flinch away from others, stiffen anytime someone comes near us, and you've barely spoken to anyone other than me." He gestured towards the bar inside, where Daffy could be seen assembling Alex's frozen margarita. "You talked plenty with the bartender there last time we were here. Now? Only a few words."

Alex turned away from him. She didn't want to hear this. The Doctor was hitting on quite a few truths she didn't want to admit to. Without acknowledging him, she stared down at the packed beach. At least a thousand people were down there, tanning, swimming, eating ice cream, thoroughly enjoying their non-complicated lives. She wouldn't say she wanted to be one of them – she quite liked her life actually – but still. . . Sometimes, it would be nice if her life was a little less . . . messy. She would like to get rid of the hard truths the Doctor was hitting on.

But the Doctor wasn't put off by her attempts to ignore him. "Remember when I dropped you off to get your highlights put in? You came racing into the TARDIS like something was chasing you."

Alex inwardly swore. Damn. She'd thought he'd forgotten all about that. "I got spooked, is all."

"Spooked bywhat?" Then, before she could answer, he said, "And why didn't you tell me about it?"

"It didn't matter," Alex said. Her voice was flat, but there was no mistaking the slight tremble.

The Doctor sighed softly. He hadn't wanted to resort to this, but desperate times called for desperate measures. "Alright, then. Ally, will you,"

Alex's topaz eyes widened. "Doctor, don't youdare—"

"Tell me,"

"Stop it!" she hissed.

"Why you are so scared to be around people now,"

"Doctor, please!"

"For me,please?"

Alex's eyes were wide. Her breathing was slightly hitched. Adrenaline was thrumming through her veins. She should have known he would pull something like this. After all, she had done the exact same to him to get him to agree to Young Kazran's request to visit him and Abigail every Christmas Eve. If that kind of thing worked on him, why wouldn't it work on her as well? And it did. She could feel the pull to answer him, like a rope wrapped around her tongue, pulling tightly so the words would spill right out. "Damn you," she muttered. She was pleased to note that the Doctor had the grace to look apologetic. "Fine."

Alex started to lean back in her chair, but abruptly leaned over the table. The Doctor leaned closer too. Unnoticed by them, Daffy dropped off their drinks. Seeing how intensely her parents were looking at each-other, Daffy made herself scarce.

"It all started on my first official day back on the TARDIS. After I cleaned up from my workout, I settled down to watch TV. I was going to watchCriminal Minds. But. . ." Alex frowned. "For some reason, I just got so freaked out over the opening scene. It was a kidnapping. This woman was communicating with a guy online about a car for sale. She went for a ride with him and then he was supposed to drop her off back at work. Only he didn't stop." Alex bit her bottom lip. She hated talking about this, but the Doctor had asked her, even said 'please'. It was almost like a failsafe built inside her. She had to obey.

"I don't understand it, Doc. I've seen probably every police procedural made in my time. Tons of them begin with kidnappings, some of them even worse than the one in theCriminal Mindsepisode I was watching. But it just. . ." She shook her head. "I was shaking and trembling. I don't know why. I was just. . ."

"Scared?" the Doctor suggested.

Alex thought about it. "Yes, I think so, but more like. . ." She paused, searching for the right words. "More like déjà vu now that I really think about it. I was unsettled for a while afterwards. Took me until halfway through the second episode ofGleebefore I could really forget about it and focus on the show."

The Doctor nodded. "Okay. Now what about the day of your hair appointment?"

Alex sighed. "I don't know, Doc. I was walking by myself on the sidewalk, something we both know I've done a hundred times in more dangerous places than London, when I just got spooked. I was constantly looking at everyone, trying to see if they were a threat to me or not. I kept checking behind me to see if anyone was following me." She laughed suddenly, a harsh, self-mocking laugh. "I was terrified of a teenager on a skateboard. Can you imagine? Ateenager. Barely looked fourteen. But I got all terrified because he kept up behind me for a couple blocks." She continued to recount her paranoia in the hair salon, the relief she felt while paying the receptionist when she realized she could go back to him, and the return of her anxieties on the way back to the TARDIS.

When she was finished, the Doctor took her hand again. He wordlessly nodded at her frozen margarita. Alex took a quick sip. It wasn't as frozen now, but still plenty cold. She licked the salt off her lips, smirking at the Doctor's heated gaze. But he wasn't about to be thrown off track.

"Ally," he said, his thumb rubbing over her knuckles, "I believe you are experiencing mild PTSD."

Alex blinked. "You mean post-traumatic stress disorder?"

"I personally prefer 'post-traumatic stresssyndrome', but yes. As I said though, a very mild version of it. I daresay some psychologists on Earth wouldn't even say you had PTSD."

Alex twisted her parents' ring. "Huh," was all she said. She had heard of PTSD, of course, but typically only in connection with soldiers coming back from Iraq and Afghanistan. She had never really considered the idea that she could have it.

Then, something occurred to her. She gazed down at her melded-together ring, remembering exactly how she had acquired it. "You get PTSD after experiencing traumatic events, right? Then how come I didn't have it after the boat accident?"

"The majority of people who experience traumatic events don't develop PTSD," the Doctor explained. "Young children are also less likely to show distress. But I do suspect you developed an even milder form of PTSD after the boat accident. You're afraid of water, Ally. Don't like to get near it, unless you're around me or I'm nearby."

Alex shifted uncomfortably. She really didn't like the idea that she'd had a mental disorder since she was five years old, even if it was a mild version. She had always known that her fear of water wasn't natural, or even healthy, but it had never occurred to her that it was part of a bigger problem. Not to mention, but she had experienced plenty more traumatic events since the boating accident. Traveling with the Doctor, as much as she hated to admit it, could be pretty harrowing.

"It's pretty annoying," she groused. She took a long sip of her drink. "I mean, I've always been really good at compartmentalizing. Some stuff that's happened to me traveling with you, Doc, has been stressful, but it's never bothered me. Why now? Whythis?"

"This kidnapping by Kovarian and the Silence is rather different than anything you've experienced before, Alex." He nodded at her chest. Alex could feel her two hearts thudding softly beneath the several layers of skin and muscle. "Aside from being taken from your home, where you are supposed to feel safe when not traveling in the TARDIS, your body was significantly altered." He shook his head. "I can't imagine how someone could compartmentalize all that, could act unaffected by it."

Frankly, he was rather amazed and a little worried about how much Alex had compartmentalized already. Her experience aboard theByzantiumwith a Weeping Angel in her mind (contained though it was), going undercover at the Calvierri School in Venice and getting slapped by that guard, getting dissected by Malokeh, slipping into a coma on the Moon when the Talerians were trying to invade, becoming trapped in the Pandorica with him. . . So many moments where she had been in danger, yet she brushed them off with a roll of her eyes and a sarcastic comment. It was both impressive and concerning.

Alex drained the rest of her frozen margarita, which by this point was not so much frozen as lukewarm. "So what are we going to do about it?"

The Doctor smiled at how she said 'we'. Not 'I', but 'we'. They were a team. "Since it's just a mild case you have, I daresay nothing too drastic. Simply trying to get you used to being around people again without being so paranoid. After we eat, we'll go back onto the boardwalk. I'll watch the crowd, you just try and enjoy yourself."

As wonderful and easy as that sounded, Alex was skeptical. "You really think it'll be that simple?"

The Doctor finished off his water. "No," he admitted, adjusting his sun hat. "But I think it's a worthwhile start."

Alex smiled softly. The Doctor smiled back. So wrapped up in smiling at each-other, they almost didn't notice the bartender approaching them.

"Right then!" Daffy chirped, her good mood restored by the sight of her parents smiling besottedly at each-other. "Are we ready to order?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Well, this is new," Alex observed. She raised an eyebrow. "What's the occasion?"

The Doctor looked affronted. "Do I need to have a special reason to make the woman I l— . . .care deeply aboutbreakfast in bed? Especially when said woman is still recovering from being kidnapped by an insane woman in an eyepatch?"

Alex pushed herself up against the mound of pillows. She was lying in bed (the Doctor's bed, though Alex was starting to think of it astheirs) dressed in a long-sleeved black shirt, red, white, and black plaid sleep pants, and black socks. "Yes, dear, I know," she said, smiling innocently when the Doctor raised a surprised eyebrow at her endearment. "And it's very sweet of you, but Icanget food for myself, you know."

The Doctor placed the large breakfast tray he was carrying on the newly-cleaned dresser and ambled over to the bed. He sat down next to Alex and wrapped his arm around her shoulders. "Yes, I know," he said softly. "But do you mind? I like doing this for you."

Alex smiled and leaned up to press a light kiss to his lips. "Not at all. Again, very sweet of you."

"That's me all around, isn't it?" the Doctor teased.

Alex gave him a dramatic eye-roll. "Well, I wouldn't gothatfar. . ."

"Oi!" he chuckled. He pressed a kiss to her forehead, then another on her lips, before getting up.

"Well, thank you for breakfast. Now hand me that tray. I'm starving."

The Doctor laughed and fetched the tray, placing it on her lap. Her breakfast was a rather elaborate affair compared to the bland oatmeal she'd been eating last week, but anything else would have been. The Doctor was determined for her to put some weight back on. Much to his alarm, he'd found out that post-Demons Run, Alex weighed only 100 pounds, far less than she was supposed to weigh. He had calculated the number of calories a person of her height and weight was supposed to eat every day and made meals for her that were packed with carbs and proteins, plenty of weight-gaining nutrients. He also forced her to lift weights and walk on the treadmill in the mostly-unused TARDIS gym (something Alex wasn't hesitant in letting him know she loathed immensely). Still, despite how much she hated it, he knew Alex would admit that all of this was helping her build her muscles back up and gain a few pounds.

He studied her once again as he set the tray down. Alex's cheeks were no longer sunken in as they had been two weeks ago, nor was her skin deathly pale. In addition to the food and exercise, he'd taken her back to Cabo so they could spend some time in the sun. Alex's previously pale skin was now a light tan color. Her hair even appeared lighter than usual, the sun having turned her blonde highlights a shade not that far off from white. Overall, her current appearance was a damn sight better than it had been two weeks ago.

Alex tucked some strands of messy, tousled, bedhead hair behind her ears and eagerly studied her breakfast plate. There were two eggs, sunny-side up, two pieces of toast with cinnamon-flavored spread on top, two pieces of bacon, and a large steaming cup of coffee.Even though I keep telling him I can do things for myself, I coulddefinitelyget used to this being a regular thing,she thought.

"Thanks, Doc," she grinned before taking a large sip of coffee.

"No problem, Ally." He placed a kiss on top of her head. "I'll be in the lab if you need me, or just want to see me."

"I'll probably take you up on that," Alex remarked, though they both knew that her 'probably' was really a 'definitely'. The Doctor nodded his understanding and left the room, leaving the door ajar in case she called for him.

Alex smiled and tucked into her breakfast. As she ate, she couldn't help but think back over the past two weeks. Though they had revolved around the difficult task of getting her healthy and well again, they were also some of the greatest days of her life.

After finishing her breakfast, Alex changed into workout clothes, then headed down to the gym. Normally, the Doctor would have accompanied her, but since he'd specifically mentioned that he would be in his lab, Alex decided that whatever he was doing in there was more important.Probably analyzing the blood sample and scans again,she thought. The Doctor was determined to figure out just how much of a Time Lady she was now. Every day, there came a few more interesting revelations about what her body was now capable of.

Just for starters, Alex had a respiratory bypass system. The Doctor had taught her how to activate it and how to store oxygen. It was quite brilliant, really. They had also determined that she could survive extreme temperatures, the kind that would be fatal to humans. The Doctor had placed her in a room and had the TARDIS alter the temperature to various degrees. At 30 degrees Fahrenheit, Alex couldn't feel even the slightest hint of a chill. Well, she couldfeelit, but it didn't affect her. It was the same for a temperature over one hundred degrees. She could feel the heat, she knew it was there, but it didn't cause her to break into a sweat or pass out. Because of that experiment, the Doctor had determined she could most likely survive things that would have proven fatal to humans, such as extreme electric shocks and falling from large heights.

The 'most likely' worried Alex a bit. She hoped that it actually meant 'definitely'. She also hoped that there would never come a day where the Doctor's hypothesis had to be tested.

In the gym, Alex tightened her ponytail and put her ear-buds in before setting into the now familiar routine. With the voices of Shakira, Taylor Swift, Jason Aldean, and more echoing in her head, she lifted weights (thanks to the Doctor, she was lifting thirty pounds now, twenty more than she could in high school) and alternatively ran and walked five miles on the treadmill. By the time she was done, she was a sweaty mess. She grimaced slightly as she toweled her forehead off. She had never been a big fan of sweating. Oddly enough though, ever since she started traveling with the Doctor, she'd been doing it quite a bit.

Alex headed back to the Doctor's bedroom and took a quick shower before putting on a silky white tank top, black leather pants, black ballet flats, an infinity necklace layered over her sonic one, and silver stud earrings. Once she was finished dressing, she paused. What should she do now?

She'd managed to fill her days with various occupations. She'd made a good dent in her to be read pile, blazing through the Callahan Garrity mysteries as well asLes Misérables(though Alex thought the musical was a tiny bit better; no meandering exposition on characters that only said a few lines, for one thing). She'd also managed to watch all six seasons ofGlee, even though the series wouldn't come to an end until 2015 in her time, and catch up onGeneral Hospital. She was considering marathoningDownton Abbey. The second season was supposed to start airing in September, but the Doctor had all six seasons and the movies in the TARDIS auditorium.

But for some reason, reading books or watching endless amounts of TV didn't hold any appeal for Alex today. Perhaps that was a sign that she was getting better. She no longer needed to lay in bed for hours resting. Now, she could do something more pro-active. She briefly considered exploring the TARDIS again. Maybe she could do something about the garden. Alex didn't know anything about gardening beyond the fact that you had to water the plants and make sure they got lots of sunlight, but there was no better time to learn, right?

But even that didn't hold much appeal. Whatdidhold appeal was going and finding the Doctor. Alex didn't know what they would do when they reunited. Then again, she did have some ideas. . .

Alex blushed as she walked out of the bedroom and down the corridor. She couldn't help the way she felt though. Try as she might, her desires were constantly bubbling to the surface. It was a real effort to keep them concealed, to push them aside in favor of more practical matters. Ever since she and the Doctor had reunited on Demons Run, Alex had been craving him. He was like a wonderful, intoxicating drug that she'd just taken a little of and loved, subsequently needing more, more,more. Instead of just them touching, she needed them pressed skin to skin, needed him to explore her body the way she wanted to explore his. She wanted kisses and nibbles and sucks in various places, places no other person would ever see. She needed to have her legs wrapped around his waist, feel soft cotton sheets underneath her, and fall asleep with their limbs intertwined, her hair messy and his jaw carrying the hint of a five o'clock shadow.

Alex sighed.Not now, Alexandria,she drilled to herself.Take it slow.Theyhadjust physically reunited since she'd originally left the TARDIS all those months ago (or was it a year?). It was only natural her body would be craving his, touch-starved as it was, but that was no excuse to let things get out of control. No, this needed to be taken slow. This romance with the Doctor wasn't like the ones she'd had in high school. It wasn't something to do to pass the time, something you did so you had company at parties and plans on Friday and Saturday nights. This was special, something sacred. It couldn't be ruined. Alex wouldn't let that happen.

Over the past two weeks, in between helping her build her strength and weight back up, fixing her meals, and taking her to Cabo, the Doctor had spent much of his time in his personal laboratory, using it to analyze and research all of her changed anatomy. In her two weeks aboard the TARDIS, Alex had been inside only once. It was a large space, reminiscent of her high school chemistry classroom, though distinctly more cluttered and impressive. The white walls were lined with shelves that seemed to be much stronger than they appeared, considering the amount of stuff they held. Glass specimen jars, a few with actual specimens of . . .somethinginside them, bottles of chemicals with peeling, faded labels, beakers and vials, a few of them cracked, little bits of machinery and tech, the majority of which didn't appear to come from Alex's time period, piles and piles of books, ranging in subject from medicine to chemistry to zoology to physics to any number of scientific studies . . . and all of it piled on the shelves in seemingly no order, though Alex suspected there was an order to them, just not one she could comprehend.

Half a dozen lab benches lined the middle of the room, nearly all of them holding something. One held a collection of microscopes, ranging from the very early models used in the 1600s to the more advanced ones that had cameras attached. Another bench held nothing but magnifying glasses. Along the back wall was a counter. A large sink sat directly in the middle of the counter. The counter itself was covered in plants, all of them under thick glass covers. Attached to each cover was a label that listed the type of flower inside, followed by a bold-faced warning:DO NOT SNIFF, EAT, OR TOUCH!The Doctor had explained that these flowers were poisonous, and it could be very dangerous to be around them unless you had the proper instruments and training. Alex recognized a few of the specimens: belladonna, aka deadly nightshade, hemlock, foxglove, andstrychnos nux-vomica, the source of the poison strychnine. There were unfamiliar flowers as well, presumably from places other than Earth. Why the Doctor had them, Alex didn't know, but she was sure it was for some purpose. She just hoped he didn't end up regenerating after fiddling with them and accidentally poisoning himself.

She paused just inside the door to make sure the Doctor wasn't busy. He was sitting with his back to the door, tweed jacket tossed onto one of the lab benches. He sat in a corner of the room behind a large mahogany desk, perched on a high-backed stool. He was examining something, but because of Alex's angle, she had no idea what it was.

She was just about to leave him to his work when he suddenly called out, "Ally, are you going to stand there all day or come in?"

She blushed and obediently walked in. "I just came to see what you were doing." She peered at the desk. Amidst a bunch of other scientific-looking equipment was a rack holding a couple of test-tubes. Each one was filled with an inch of red liquid that had an orange hue emanating from it.

My blood,she realized. She hadn't seen it since the day the Doctor took the sample. Now, as she made her way around the desk, Alex studied it curiously. It was still regular blood, save the orange hue. Aside from that, it didn't look much different from the samples she'd given at doctor’s offices over the years, or when she'd donated a pint to the Red Cross during the cheerleading team's annual blood drive in junior year. Still. It was a very blatant reminder that her life as she had previously known it was over. She was different now, in more ways than one.

"Anything else about my body you need to tell me?" Alex asked.

"No, not really," the Doctor admitted. "I was just double-checking, making sure. I believe we've come to a full conclusion of what your body is now capable of." Then, because seeing Alex standing there in those tight black pants was just too tempting, he reached out and grabbed her hips. Alex jumped at the unexpected touch, but quickly relaxed as the Doctor pulled her closer. Before she knew it, she was seated in his lap.

She rested her head on the Doctor's chest, smiling when he wrapped an arm around her shoulders and cradled her to him. "So, are there any other little puzzles you've figured out that you'd like to tell me about?" she asked teasingly.

"Well, I think I know why you're a fixed point, or part of one at least."

Alex blinked. She hadn't been expecting that. Actually, she had kind of forgotten that she wasa fixed point. "Oh?" She tucked her head into the crook of his neck. While she was curious about the Doctor's theory, her mind was more occupied with getting as close to him as possible with clothing on. "How so?" she asked, her fingers absently playing with his bowtie.

"You were part of a fixed point in time."

Alex stopped playing with the bowtie. Her eyes flicked upwards. The Doctor's face was set in a dead serious expression. His eyes had darkened slightly, a small preview to the Oncoming Storm look he usually reserved for the most ruthless of enemies. Alex bit her lip. Suddenly, she felt horribly intimidated.

He kept those dark emerald depths firmly on her as he asked, "Alex, do you remember when Amy went to talk to me back at the acid factory? After I started hearing and connecting to the Flesh?"

Oh, sh*t,Alex thought. In all the drama, horror, excitement, and revelations the past several weeks had brought, she'd forgotten that Amy had quite possibly spilled the beans about the Doctor's future death to the very person it would happen to. And based on the Doctor's question, it looked like that 'possibly' was a 'definitely'. Her eyes darted downwards. "Yes," she said hesitantly, the word coming out like a question.

The Doctor nodded, having anticipated this answer. "Do you know what she told me?" Without waiting for a reply, he said, "'You can be killed, and I might have seen that happen. Because you invited us to see it. Yourdeath'."

Alex didn't say anything. She wasn't sure if she was evensupposedto say anything. She kept her gaze on the ground, unwilling to meet the Doctor's eyes.Stupid Amy!

The Doctor barely noticed that she was no longer looking at him. He just continued on. He had waited a good two weeks to broach this subject and now that he had, he simply couldn't stop. He had to talk about this. This was hisfuture. "Right after that, she said, 'Alex was almost shot! How could you make her go through something like that?'." The reminder of what his future self had put her through jarred the Doctor's attention back to the young woman in his lap. Falling silent, he put a finger under Alex's chin, tilting her head up to face him. A wave of pity washed through him at the sight of unshed tears in her eyes and her distraught expression. Whatever had happened before he picked her, the Ponds, and River up in Utah had clearly done a number on her.

"Ally, you lied to me." His tone was neither furious nor judgmental, just stating a fact.

"Well, what was I supposed to do?!" Alex exclaimed. A few tears escaped and rolled down her cheeks. She furiously rubbed them away and clambered out of his lap, crossing the room until she was standing at the counter, right in front of the deadly nightshade jar. She turned back in time to see the Doctor swiveling to face her. To her relief, he didn't look at all angry or betrayed, just worried and confused. Probably for her wellbeing, if she had to guess. Perhaps for his future, too. "River made us! It was a fixed point, and she said if we told you, because you interacted with your own past, it would rip a hole in the universe!"

"I have done it before, you know."

"And when you did it, the universe blew up," Alex said flatly. A few more tears dribbled down her face while her eyes slowly started to turn neon green. "I'm sorry," she sobbed. "I thought I was doing the right thing at the time, really."

"Ally, I'm not mad," the Doctor assured her. Upset that she didn't tell him? Yes, but he wasn't about to get into that, not when she was crying. Hehatedit when she cried.

He opened his arms. Alex immediately jumped into them. The stool was sent rocking, but neither of them noticed.

The Doctor wrapped his arms tightly around Alex's shaking, sobbing frame. He inwardly cursed himself for making her experience his future death, along with nearly getting shot. If he knew it wouldn't completely screw up time, he'd go back and give his future self a nice slap.

Eventually, Alex calmed down and crawled back into his lap. She wrapped her legs around his waist and linked her arms around his neck, bringing them even closer together. The Doctor lightly kissed her lips and ran a hand through her hair. "I'm so sorry," he murmured, "for having to make you watch. . ." He trailed off, unwilling to say, 'my death'.

"It's okay," Alex whispered back, though it really wasn't. "You were probably fulfilling a paradox. You knew I got shot at there, so I had to be there and see it."

The Doctor's gaze suddenly turned distant, his mind starting to connect pieces he hadn't even known were loose. "Yes. . ."

Alex frowned, noting that his tone of voice had gone confused. "Doc?" She co*cked her head to the side and studied him critically. He appeared to be deep in thought, but over what she didn't know. "What is it?"

"It's what you said about your being shot at. It's just. . ." He shook his head. "It doesn't make sense that you got shot at. If the person who killed me intended to kill you as well, your death would cause a paradox."

"But wouldn't that only be true if it was Kovarian who wanted you dead?"

"I'm pretty sure she was involved in this." His eyes snapped down to hers. "Ally, who exactly shot me?"

Alex bit her lip at the memory of the shooter. "It was an Apollo astronaut." Seeing the Doctor's baffled expression, she added, "I swear, it literally walked right up out of the lake we were at and after you told us to stay back, you went down and talked to it."

The Doctor's brow furrowed. "It didn't shoot me right away?"

Alex shook her head. "No. And you didn't try to fight them either. It's like . . . it's like you knew who they were, and you were just . . .assuringthem or something." She couldn't help but grimace at this last part. The idea of the Doctor comforting his killer wasn't something that settled well with her. If it had been up to her (and had she not been so distraught and shocked at the time), she would have throttled the astronaut to within an inch of its life.

"You never saw the actual person inside the suit?"

"No. None of us did. River tried shooting at it, but the bullets didn't seem to have an effect." A horrifying thought occurred to her. Her chocolate brown eyes widened to the size of saucers. "Oh my God, Doctor! Do you think that astronaut was—"

"Melody?" His mouth fixed itself into a grim line and he nodded reluctantly. "Yes, I believe so. We saw a little girl in a spacesuit at that warehouse and I think we both know who that little girl was."

"Oh my God," Alex breathed. Amy and Rory's daughter had been turned into a weapon, anassassin, just as Kovarian had promised. It was true then. There was no hope in getting baby Melody back. Alex had already suspected as much, but this realization just made the truth hit home harder.

Then another thought occurred to her. "Wait. River was already there. She didn't seem to recognize the astronaut." Her eyes narrowed. "Was she lying?! Did she know you were going to get shot and didn't do anything to stop it?!"

"Calm down, Alex," the Doctor drilled, though he couldn't help but feel a spark of irritation at River as well, but not for her shooting him. It was because she knew Alex was going to get shot at and hadn't done anything to try and stop it. "Keep in mind, River was around the Silence for probably nearly all of her life. She may have been forced to try and kill me and was later made to forget it."

Alex considered this. It did make sense, especially considering how River had forgotten seeing all those Silence in 1969. She definitely hadn't been faking that. "Okay, so just to clarify everything, Amy and Rory's daughter Melody was taken, Melody was raised by Kovarian and the Silence to kill you, and grew up to become River Song, who may or may not remember killing you, and has supposedly reformed and, despite being your goddaughter, has a gigantic crush on you?"

The Doctor grimaced at the reminder of his goddaughter being romantically interested in him but nevertheless said, "Yes."

Alex groaned. "My head hurts."

The Doctor gave her a wry smile. "Mine too, especially because I don't understand why Kovarian and her Silence league would make River shoot you, since that shooting of you was at your Gangerwhileyou were being turned into a genetically-engineered Time Lord."

"And we still don't know why they were turning me into a Time Lord in the first place."

He smiled ruefully. "So far we've gotten more questions than answers."

"And a headache or two."

The Doctor's countenance abruptly turned serious. "You do realize, Ally," he said, giving her a no-nonsense look, "that Amy and Rory aren't to know anything about River and her shooting of us?"

Alex's jaw dropped. "Doctor, it's theirdaughter! Don't you think they deserve to know?"

"Alex, right now, the Ponds are living in hope that their daughter will somehow be returned to them, still her baby self. Anything we say about River and her future to them right now will go in one ear, out the other. Not to mention, but we're risking timelines enough as it is with you telling me some of the details of the shooting." He sighed wearily. "No, we're gonna have to play this carefully. I'll figure out a way to get the Ponds to realize the truth of this situation."

"More like you'll figure out a way to tell Amy," Alex retorted. "I'm pretty sure Rory will be a bit more realistic about all of this."

"You're probably right. But let's not worry anymore about that right now. Let's just focus on us right now and getting you well, okay?"

Alex smiled. "I think I'm more than well enough, but you have yourself a deal, Doc." She then leaned forwards and pressed her lips to his.

Alex had meant the kiss to be chaste, but before she knew it, things had gotten steamy. The Doctor's tongue invaded her mouth, swirling around in a manner that made Alex's knees go weak and a shiver run down her spine. Her hips rocked into his and the ensuing friction made both gasp and moan. Alex's hands scraped through his hair, tugging on strands to make him groan. Her two hearts pounded rapidly. Adrenaline tumbled through her veins, giving her so much energy, she had no idea what she was going to do with it. Actually. . . Okay, she could still keep things slow while going to the next level, couldn't she? Surely she could. All she had to do was get the Doctor on board.

She didn't think that would be very difficult. The Doctor had now moved away from her lips and was trailing hot, sloppy, open-mouthed kisses down her neck. Every now and then, his tongue would come out for a lick or his teeth for a quick nibble. He soon came to the top of her tank. His mouth continued downwards, getting closer and closer to an area he hadn't explored yet, but was more than eager to now.

Unfortunately, they were so caught up in each-other, they failed to realize their frantic movements were causing the stool to rock unsteadily beneath them. Just as the Doctor reached the new area of exploration, the stool finally gave out and toppled sideways, throwing him and Alex from its seat.

Alex's arms wrapped tightly around the Doctor's neck. She felt his arms tighten around her waist and his body somehow roll in mid-air. A moment later, they slammed to the ground. The Doctor lay beneath Alex, sparing her from taking the brunt of the impact.

Alex was sprawled out on top of him. Her left leg was wrapped around his right one and her arms were still around his neck. "Oh my God," she panted, shifting up into a sitting position. "Are you okay?"

Though the Doctor's back was aching from the hard impact on tiled floor, he growled, "Never better," and planted his hands on her hips, yanking her back down. Their lips met and a battle for dominance ensued, tongues and teeth clashing together. Not surprisingly, Alex lost, and she soon found herself lying underneath the Doctor.

The tile beneath her was cold, but Alex barely felt it thanks to her new Time Lord physiology and the man above her, snaking a hand under her top. Alex sighed softly and moved her hands to the Doctor's suspenders, tugging on them until he finally shrugged out of them. She gasped at the feeling of his fingernails scraping along her stomach as he inched her tank top up, making her legs shake in a way that no man before him had ever been able to do.

God, she wanted him. She'd wanted him ever since he rescued her from Demons Run. Her body screamed for his, as though wanting to complete the connection they had shared since first meeting. She wanted him so badly, she could barely stand it. But did she really want their first time to be on the floor of the medical bay?

"Doc," she managed to choke out. She moved her hands to his shoulders and pushed him up and away from her collarbone, where he'd been in the process of marking her.

The Doctor stared down at her, his eyes dark as night, something that only made Alex even more aroused. His lips were red and swollen, his hair unkempt and messy, and his shirt wrinkled and slightly untucked. He was so bloody sexy right now.And to think I caused that,Alex thought appreciatively.

"Yes, Ally?" the Doctor gasped, pulling her back into the moment. To Alex's surprise, he didn't sound at all out of breath, but she then realized he'd activated his respiratory bypass system. If things went where she hoped they were headed, she would have to do that, too. "What is it, love? Do you want to stop? I'm sorry, I just got carried away—"

Alex cut him off by yanking his head down and pressing a quick, bruising kiss to his lips. "God, no," she gasped when they broke apart. "No, I don't wanna stop, just maybe move locations."

Her meaning wasn't lost on him. His eyes darkened even more, the green bordering on black, and he quickly jumped to his feet. "Of course, a bed, you need a bed," he muttered to himself. He sounded as if he were scolding himself for not thinking of that detail.

He pulled her to her feet and then to his chest. Alex stood on tiptoe to meet his lips again. Their tongues twirled together as the Doctor guided her out of the lab, both occasionally stumbling in their haste.

"Yours or mine?" Alex wondered.

"Mine," the Doctor rumbled, the growl in his words making Alex shiver. He smirked and moved to lift her up. Him carrying her would make their search gosomuch faster. . .

Then a trilling noise rang out from down the hall.

The two broke apart and stared, confused, in the direction of the control room. The trilling noise continued. Slowly, it dawned on them that it was the console's telephone.

The Doctor shook his head impatiently and turned back to Alex. "Ignore it," he commanded. "Whoever it is will wait." He gripped her hips, fingers digging into the tight leather, and captured her lips in a possessive kiss.

"Are you sure?" Alex asked in between kisses.

The Doctor was about to answer in the affirmative when the answer-machine picked up. "Oh, blimey! Okay . . . you probably leave a message at the tone or something," the Doctor's voice rang out. "Sorry, I wasn't really trying to do this, I was looking for the BRAKES!" A beep sounded, cutting off whatever racket had presumably followed. Another voice began speaking, a voice guaranteed to pull the couple out of their passion-induced haze.

"Doctor? Alex?" Amy called. "Doctor, Alex, can one of you hear me?Are youevergonna hear this, Doctor? You don't even know you've got ananswer phone!"

The Doctor and Alex looked at each-other. Wordlessly, they started down the hall to the control room. All the while, they continued listening to Amy's message.

Amy laughed a little, only to ultimately break off into a sigh. "How can you be so clever and so completely stupid at the same time? Well, if you or Alex can hear this, please just pick up the phone. Don't get confused, Doctor, I'm not invisible or trapped in a space ball or something, I'm just talking on the answer phone. So just pick up the phone!"

There was a momentary silence. Amy sighed again. "Doctor, you said you'd find my baby. You said you'd find Melody. Have you found her? Because you promised. I know she's gonna be okay, I know she'll grow up to be River, but . . . it's just, it's not thepoint, it's . . . I don't wannamissall thoseyears, you know? I . . . I can't stand it.Can't.Please, Doctor,pleaseAlex, please. . . Okay, phone me back when you know something. Please, Doctor, at least do that, or Alex, please make him. As soon as you know, okay? Alright, bye." Amy's phone clicked as she hung up and a beep sounded, signaling the end of the message.

By this point, the Doctor and Alex had reached the console. They stood there silently, Amy's message slowly but steadily sinking into their brains. The Doctor bowed his head and reached out to pull Alex into his side. Alex complied with the movement and wrapped her arms around his chest, providing him with some silent comfort. She knew without him telling her that he felt deeply guilty for not being able to give Amy the baby girl she desperately wanted, so any way she could comfort him now, she'd try.

The two were silent for a long while, caught up in their thoughts. Finally, the Doctor sighed and murmured, almost inaudibly, "I owe it to her to try and get Melody back."

Alex nodded silently in agreement. While she knew that the Doctor knew it was next to impossible to get Melody back without it causing a number of paradoxes, it didn't mean that he couldn't try. "I'm more than happy to help, Doc."

She knew what he was going to say the moment he opened his mouth after nearly a minute of silent contemplation. "Actually, Ally . . . I think it's best if I dropped you off in Leadworth while I go look for Melody. You're well enough now that you don't need me hovering over you 24/7."

Alex narrowed her eyes at him. "Do you think that I'll try to jeopardize looking for her or something just because she grows up to be River in the future?" Even if River didn't act like it, and even if Alex didn't like the kind of person River had grown up to become, Alexwasher godmother, and she would search for her godchild until it killed her.

The Doctor shook his head rapidly. "Of course not, love," he assured her, placing a hand on her shoulder. "I know you wouldn't do that. But keep in mind, this is Madame Kovarian we're dealing with. She's one of the most cunning people I've ever encountered." He pulled her close to him and placed a light kiss to her forehead. Alex's eyes involuntarily closed at the action. "She's already tried to harm you once," he whispered. "I don't intend on it happening again."

Alex opened her eyes and smiled at him. "Should've known you'd have a good reason." And honestly, she wasn't really relishing the idea of encountering Madame Kovarian or any of her cohorts again. Not unless she had the Doctor and maybe a bunch of Navy SEALS's alongside her. She stretched upwards to give him a quick kiss. "Alright, for once I won't argue with you."

The Doctor raised an eyebrow. "That's new. Are you feeling okay, Ally?"

Laughing, Alex swatted his chest. "Right as rain, thanks to my personal physician. Go ahead and set in the coordinates for Leadworth while I pack a bag."

Ten minutes later, Alex was back in the console room, a duffel bag full of clothes and personal items slung over her arm. She watched the Doctor hurry around the console, pulling levers, pressing buttons, and flicking switches. Finally, the TARDIS made its familiar materialization noise, followed by a loud thump.

The Doctor pushed a lever up and leaned against the console. "Here we are. Leadworth, England, approximately two weeks after you lot went to America, 2:55 in the afternoon."

"Thanks." Alex heaved her duffel bag further up her arm but made no move to head towards the door. "Are you gonna come out and talk to Amy and Rory?"

He shook his head, expression downcast. "No," he said quietly. "Probably wouldn't be best right now."

Alex nodded. He was probably right. "Alright. When do you think I'll see you again?"

The Doctor thought for a moment. "Let's see, it's May right now . . . maybe the end of the summer? Late August?"

"I'll hold you to that." She walked over to him, stopping only when they were right next to each-other. She lowered her arm, allowing the duffel bag to slide downwards until it hit the ground with a dull thump. She stared straight into the Doctor's dark emerald eyes. She wanted to memorize them, as she knew it would be a long while until she saw them again.

Alex felt her hearts skip a beat at the thought of being away from him for several months –again,her mind couldn't help but add – though it wouldn't be like last time. Last time, she'd been hiding her feelings from him, trying to convince herself that they'd fade away after a few months apart, but she knew now they would only grow stronger. Last time, she had left him upset and heart(s)broken at her sudden departure.

She refused to do that again.

Ever so carefully, she stood on tiptoe, placing her hands on his shoulders for balance. The Doctor stood perfectly still, as if he knew what she was planning and didn't want to risk interrupting a moment of it. Alex moved towards his lips, her eyes involuntarily shutting. Slowly, her lips met his.

Unlike their typical rushed and flurried kisses, this kiss was a slow burn. Alex hummed at the taste of the Doctor's flame-flavored lips, while he groaned at her intoxicating sweet-and-sour tang. Almost without their meaning to, the kiss grew steamier and steamier until Alex had somehow ended up pressed against the console, one leg hitched around the Doctor's hip.

Fortunately, the Doctor still had a little sense left. He planted his hands on Alex's shoulders and gently, but firmly, pushed her away from him. Alex breathed heavily and tilted her head back, exposing her collarbone. The Doctor's eyes darkened, and he felt the urge to lick his lips. Mentally shaking himself, he took a step back.

"Thanks," Alex blushed once she caught her breath. "Things just kinda . . . escalated."

The Doctor smirked. "Seems to happen a lot with you and me."

"I think that's true for anyone you travel with." She pushed off the console and stepped forwards, right in front of him again, and wrapped her arms around his neck. "Though not like with what happened a few seconds ago."

Though the Doctor was itching to kiss her again, he forced himself to hold back. "You'd probably best go now," he murmured, "else I won't let you out of here till things are done . . .escalating."

A rush of heat ran through Alex's veins. How could this man make one word sound so tantalizing? She was pulled out of her lustful thoughts when the Doctor bent down and retrieved her duffel bag. He held it out to her in offering. Alex took it wordlessly.

It's not gonna be forever,she reminded herself.It's just a few months.

She wanted to kiss him again. Since she knew what would likely happen if she did that, Alex walked determinedly to the doors. Once there, she paused and turned around. Just as she expected, the Doctor was leaning against the console, arms crossed, eyes firmly fixed on her.

Déjà vu,Alex thought. But this time was different than last time.

She smiled brightly, her topaz-colored eyes turning to chocolate brown, then to dark emerald green. "See you, Doc," she grinned.

He beamed back at her, realizing what she was trying to do. "Goodbye, Ally."

Alex allowed herself and him one final smile and a wave before heaving the duffel bag higher up her shoulder and pushing the door open.

She stepped out, the door falling shut behind her. She was in the backyard of the house Amy and Rory had rented shortly after getting married, the one they'd begged her to move into as well.

The TARDIS engines started up. Alex whirled around just in time to see the blue box slowly fading in and out of reality. So captivated by the TARDIS dematerializing, she almost didn't hear the patio door being slammed open behind her.

"Doctor!" Amy shouted. Within an instant, she was by Alex's side, still clad in her pajamas and bathrobe despite the fact that it was three o'clock in the afternoon. Rory, also clad in PJ's, ran along behind her, coming to a stop at the patio doorway.

But they were too late. The TARDIS had dematerialized back into the time vortex.

Amy stared forlornly at the spot the TARDIS had vacated. "Where's he going? Did he find Melody?" She grabbed Alex by the shoulders and spun her around to face her. "What happened to you? River wasn't very willing to give any information. . ."

Alex took a deep breath as Amy continued to chatter on, nearly all her questions concerning the whereabouts of her daughter, with Alex's mysterious incarceration at Demons Run being a reoccurring afterthought (not that Alex was offended; any parent should hold their child as a first priority).

"Amelia!" Alex cut in, forcing Amy's mile-a-minute mouth to close. She turned and gave a quick wave to Rory, then gestured for him to come closer. "Hi, yes, I'm fine, don't worry. Long story, but there'll be plenty of time to discuss that later. As for Melody, I promise the Doctor's doing everything he can think of to help. . ."

Chapter 37: Adjusting - May

Notes:

A/N: Alex's outfits for this chapter can be found on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

May 9th, 2011

Alex fell back on her bed with a weary sigh. She closed her eyes and rubbed her head.God, who knew it was going to be this difficult?

It had been just a few hours since the Doctor dropped her off at Amy and Rory's. Though she had initially despaired at constantly missing the Doctor while he searched for Melody, it had quickly become apparent that there were several problems here that would keep her mind occupied.

All those problems revolved around two people: Amy and Rory. Alex hadn't expected them to be doing well following the kidnapping of the daughter they hadn't even known they were expecting, but she hadn't thought it would bethisbad.

For a start, when she arrived, they were in their pajamas at three in the afternoon. If it had been the weekend, Alex wouldn't be bothered, but it was Monday afternoon. Rory should have been at Leadworth Hospital. He had requested two weeks off when they went to America and those two weeks were most definitely up.

Plus, he'd been drinking. Alex hadn't seen explicit evidence, but she could smell the liquor on his breath when he hugged her. Thankfully, Amy didn't seem to be taking to the bottle. Alex wasn't sure she could handletwodepressed drunks.

From what she could gather, for the past few days, the Ponds had basically been drifting around their house, unable to focus on anything productive. Amy slumped in front of the TV, absently watching game shows and soap operas while Rory holed himself up in his study, steadily making his way through the expensive bottle of Scottish whiskey his co-workers gave him and Amy as a wedding present. Their depression had been briefly abated by Alex's arrival but only because they thought she was bringing good news. It physically pained Alex to see the light in Amy and Rory's eyes dim when she revealed the Doctor had yet to find Melody. Amy's reaction hadn't been pleasant either.

"If he really wanted to help, he should've stayed the hell away from us!" Amy had snapped. "It's HIS fault this happened!" Her eyes blazed with fury for a few seconds, only to quickly die out when she realized what she'd said and to whom. Mumbling something under her breath – Alex suspected it was an apology – she’d spun on her heel and ran back into the house. A few seconds later, a loud thump echoed from upstairs, presumably Amy slamming her bedroom door shut.

Rory had winced. "You'll have to forgive her. She's. . ."

"Not doing well?"

"Yes, to put it bluntly. I think there's a bit of post-partum there, too."

With that exchange, Rory had disappeared upstairs. Alex had hoped he would go comfort his wife but instead heard a loud squeal. It was the noise the study door made whenever it was opened or shut. No amount of oiling could make the hinges stop squealing.

Therefore, Alex had been left alone. She unpacked, then set about cleaning the house. Another thing Amy and Rory had failed to do the last few days was basic housework. Clothes had been dumped on the bathroom floor, take-out boxes were piled up on the kitchen counters, the carpet needed a good vacuuming, the furniture could do with some dusting, and someone needed to go out and buy groceries because all there was to eat in the kitchen was a half-full jar of peanut butter, a couple slices of cheese, and some bread a week past its expiration date.

Alex did a load of laundry, placing the basket outside of the master bedroom – she may be cleaning Amy and Rory's mess, but she refused to act like a maid and put their stuff away for them – tossed the take-out boxes, and did a quick vacuuming downstairs. Dusting and furniture polishing could wait another day. She even took the liberty of calling the hospital to explain that Rory had caught a bad strain of flu on their flight back to England so he would need to take a couple of sick days. She wasn't sure Dr. Ramsden bought it, but she ultimately agreed to Rory having a few more days off.

She'd gone upstairs to yell at the master bedroom and study doors about Rory's cover story and that she was going to the grocery. No one had responded.

Alex had made it through the grocery relatively unscathed. She was actually quite pleased with herself. Thanks to those several days in Cabo, Alex was starting to get used to being around people again. She still studied all entrances and exits and kept a wary eye out, but overall, she was much better than she'd been on the day of her hair appointment. The Doctor had warned her that she might always be a bit wary now in crowds, but Alex hoped she could overcome that by the end of the summer.

A few people she knew had come up and asked how the trip to America was ("Great"), if she was going back to work at the library ("Probably, just have to talk with Mayor Bascomb first") and proceeded to express their relief since Kendra wasnotup to snuff ("Oh my gosh, no, I haven't heard about theMummy Laid an Eggincident, I am so, so,sosorry").

Just what she needed. Another problem to deal with. But at least Kendra's was easily fixable.

Alex bought enough food to feed a small army. As she checked out and saw her rising toll, she resolved to call Mayor Bascomb tonight instead of tomorrow. If what she'd heard about Kendra's latest antic was true, the mayor would beecstaticto have her back, someone who'd had plenty of experience at controlling Kendra and her thoughtless actions.

Now, she was back at the house, in the bedroom she had left both two weeks and almost a year ago. Alex rolled over onto her stomach and buried her nose in the sheets. They smelt okay, but probably needed to be changed.Another thing for me to do,she thought.Right after making dinner, forcing Amy and Rory to eat it, and hiding that Scotch. Not to mention but at some point, I have to call Lacey and the others to tell them what's going on, update Torchwood, get the locks on the house changed. . .

Alex pressed her face deeper into the sheets and let out a low moan. Only a few hours ago, she'd been about to sleep with her boyfriend – in the Biblical sense! Her plans hadn't extended further than spending a good, long while in the Doctor's bed, getting to know every inch of his tall, well-built body.

She felt a heat building between her legs. Alex squirmed. She considered alleviating it, but that would just leave her feeling even more frustrated than she already was. Besides, there were other, more important tasks she had to attend to.

She'd just sat up and swung her legs off the side of the bed when her Blackberry emitted its familiar Rascal Flatts ringtone. Alex frowned. Who could be calling her at – she glanced at her alarm clock – 7:23 her time? Lacey or one of her Bristol friends was a possibility but it was 2:23 in the afternoon over there. They would all be busy working.

She snatched her phone off the nightstand. Her brow furrowed. The number wasn't one she recognized.

Normally, Alex would have just sent the call straight to voicemail, but something told her to answer. She would never be able to explainwhatexactly. It was a kind of gut feeling or listening to an instinct she didn't even know she had.

"Hello?"

"Ah, Ally! I was worried you might not pick up."

Alex blinked. "Doctor? Is that really you?"

She could practically hear his eye roll. "Of course it's me! How many Doctors do you know, let alone ones that call you 'Ally'?"

Alex giggled. "Not that many. Let me start over." She sat up a little straighter, even though she knew he couldn't see her. "Hi, Doc. It's good to hear from you again, if rather quickly."

He gave a rueful chuckle. "Yes, well, I know it's only been a few hours but I . . . I miss you."

Alex smiled softly and she felt her eyes get a little wet. "I miss you, too, Doc," she whispered.

"Good to know," he said in that low, spine-shivering tone. Before Alex could respond to it, he asked in his normal voice, "So how are things there? The Ponds must have been happy to see you."

Alex was silent, unsure how to respond. She wanted to confide in the Doctor and tell him just how worried and overwhelmed she felt about the Ponds as well as her other tasks. But at the same time, she didn't want to make him feel guilty. He felt bad enough already about Melody getting taken. She didn't want to add to that. Nor did she want to lie to him. Lying while in a relationship never ended well.

She must have been silent for a long while because the Doctor called out, "Ally? Ally? Are you still there?"

Alex shook her head and forced herself back to the conversation. She wasn't going to lie to him. Maybe she could dodge the question? "Yeah, yeah, I'm right here, Doc. Say, where are you calling from? I don't know this number."

"A previous companion of mine, Martha Jones – remember I told you about her? – left me her mobile so she could get a hold of me in case of an emergency. And don't think I don't notice you trying to change the subject. What's going on there, Alex?"

Alex hesitated. She worried her bottom lip as she got up and headed towards the kitchen. "Well, right now I'm going to the kitchen to make dinner. You?"

"Notwhat I meant," the Doctor said firmly. He let out a long, exasperated sigh that made Alex feel guilty. When he spoke again, his voice was softer. "Please, love," he begged. "Tell me what's going on. If it's bad, I want to do everything I can to help you."

With that, Alex's hesitation vanished. "It's Amy and Rory," she explained as she stepped into the kitchen. She opened the refrigerator and scanned the contents. "Mainly, anyway. They're, um, not doing so well."

"I expected as much. What specifically is troubling you?"

Alex shifted the phone to the crook of her shoulder as she pulled out several plastic baggies full of fruit. Fruit salad was a good idea. It was easy for her to make and would supply Amy with plenty of nutrients. God only knew if Kovarian had been giving her any kind of nutritional supplements or pre-natal vitamins. Amy's body was probably starved for them.

She shut the refrigerator door with her hip and dumped the items in the sink. "Well," she said as she ran water over the fruit, "Rory hasn't been back to work since River dropped them off here. I had to call his boss and make up an excuse about him catching a flu on the plane back from America so he wouldn't get fired. Not sure if she believed me, but it worked."

"What's he been doing then?"

Alex pursed her lips. "As far as I can tell, drinking. I could smell Scotch on his breath."

The Doctor gave a low groan. "That's not good."

"No, it's not." Alex set her phone on the counter and put it on speaker. She then fetched a cutting board and knife and moved everything to the counter facing the kitchen door. If Amy and/or Rory came down, she would be immediately alerted that she'd have to hang up. Based on Amy's reaction this afternoon, neither of the Ponds would be particularly happy to hear the Doctor's voice right now.

She started slicing into some grapes. "And, since you really want to know, Amy's not doing so great herself. As far as I can tell, she's just laid around, watching TV, not really wanting to do anything. Only wears pajamas, hasn't done any housework."

"She's most likely experiencing post-partum. Most women do after giving birth. They can't help it."

"That's what Rory said. And what happened with Melody definitely isn't helping." Alex swept her sliced grapes to the side and started on some strawberries. "Is there anything I can do?"

"Certainly be there for her, which I know you're already doing. I dare say your presence is quite the relief for her and Rory, even if they haven't expressed it yet. Just let her know that it wasn't her fault. Trust me, after she's done blaming me, she'll start in on herself, if she hasn't already."

Alex popped a strawberry slice into her mouth. "How do you know she's blaming you?"

"Your reluctance to tell me what was going on. Presumably, you didn't want me to know any of what you just told me, less I feel guilty, but also because Amy and Rory aren't exactly being favorable to me right now, mostly Amy."

"Rory doesn't seem to blame you!" Alex said quickly. "In fact, when Amy said—" She cut herself off, unwilling to repeat the words. "He told me not to blame her."

"That was nice of him." His tone indicated a bit of surprise, leading Alex to suspect that the Doctor was banking on a full blaming from his two companions. "And, besides, her blaming me for what happened is perfectly logical." He sighed. "God knows I blame myself."

"Doc,noneof us could have predicted what Kovarian was gonna do." Alex dug her knife just a bit harsher into a strawberry. "As much as I hate to give her credit, she was a bloody mastermind. Like a James Bond villain."

"Difference is, we didn't manage to defeat her. She's still out there somewhere."

Despite the downtrodden way he delivered those words, Alex smiled at his inclusion of 'we'. Not just him, but him and her. They were a team. "Never say never, Doctor," she chided as she shoved her diced strawberries aside and placed a kiwi on the board. "We'll get her eventually. And when we do, I'm gonna take great pleasure in seeing you cart her off to prison."

The Doctor laughed. "I hope you're right. And don't forget you. Can't have my Bond girl not be beside me during that?"

Alex felt the blood rush to her face. Her fingers slipped on the kiwi, and she came very close to slicing a fingertip off. She cleared her throat and struggled to regain control of the conversation. "Um, y-yeah, right." She pointedly ignored the Doctor's snigg*ring. "So, back to Amy. Something occurred to me. Do you think, since she was controlling her Ganger for so long, that Kovarian would have bothered to give her vitamins and stuff?"

There was a long pause. For a moment, Alex thought they had disconnected until a loud swear rang out. The unexpectedness of it caused Alex to drop her knife and send a bit of kiwi peel to the floor. "Doc?" she called hesitantly.

The Doctor muttered a few more swear words under his breath. "For the love of. . .Rassilon, I KNEW I was forgetting something!" Alex could just picture him rubbing his face in frustration and pacing around the console. "But I was too focused on you and. . ."

"Doctor, it's okay," Alex attempted to soothe. She picked the knife up and leaned over the counter closer to her phone, as though doing so would have the same effect her physical presence had on him. "I mean . . . wewereall pretty focused on finding me and Amy and getting Melody and then with the whole two hearts thing. . ."

"Yes, but I still should have done some scans of Amy. She was rather pale, even for a Scot. . ."

"I'll run some scans on her with my necklace if you want."

"Yes, good idea, Ally, do that. I daresay Kovarian would give her nutrients, just to make sure the baby was in good health if nothing else, but it would be best to make sure."

Grabbing another knife, Alex commenced with peeling another kiwi. "Will do."

"You said you were making dinner," the Doctor recalled. He sounded just the slightest bit wary. "What, exactly, is it you're making?"

Alex laughed. "Don't worry, Doc, I'm not trying to burn the house down. I'm keeping it simple. Fruit salad. Figured if Amy was deprived of nutrients, this would be a good choice."

"Ah," he said with no small amount of relief. "Yes, you're right, a good choice."

"Plus," Alex added, cutting into the kiwi, "I won't feel as guilty when I devour a whole pint of Ben & Jerry's afterwards."

"I'm not an expert when it comes to this kind of thing, but don't women usually eat ice cream as a coping mechanism?"

Alex smirked. "Very good, Doc. I'm probably gonna need some after I get done talking to you. I have to call the mayor and tell him I'm coming back to the library."

"Okay. . ."

Sensing his confusion, Alex quickly provided clarification. "I was out grocery shopping earlier – I think I did pretty well going out in public on my own, by the way – and people kept coming up to me to ask if I was coming back to the library. They expressed absolutereliefwhen I said yes and then proceeded to tell me why. Remember my assistant? Kendra?"

"The one who put the, er . . . intimacy book next toHarold and the Purple Crayon?"

"That's the one."

"Oh, Rassilon, what did she do?"

Alex finished slicing the kiwi and started in on the oranges. "Apparently," she began as she peeled the skin away, "last week, the first graders came in for their regular story-time. Normally, their teacher consults with the librarian, in this case me, on what book they want the librarian to read to the kids, but the teacher was out sick due to a bad case of hay fever."

"And the substitute didn't have any idea what to do?"

"No, not that that's surprising. Shannon Darcy is almost as bad as Kendra at following directions. The teacher typically stays in the library during story-time, just to make sure the kids are behaving, but Shannon's got a new girlfriend and was outside the whole time talking to her. If she had been in there, she would have been able to stop Kendra."

"And what, pray tell, was Kendra's choice?"

Alex pursed her lips. "Mummy Laid an Egg."

There was a long pause as the Doctor processed this. Anyone else would have thought the Doctor didn't know the book, but Alex had seen a copy in the TARDIS library. Finally, there came a light snort, then another, this time a bit louder. Within just a few seconds, the Doctor had burst into wild, uncontrollable laughter.

"She, shereally. . . oh my . . . Rassilon!" he choked out. He howled some more, and Alex could just picture him leaning against the console for support. "Seriously? Of all the books to choose from, she choosesthat?!"

"I know! I mean, I know it's aimed at children, but first graders are way too young for that book!" Alex finished with the oranges and set to peeling the apples. "Anyway, naturally, the parents were pissed when their kids came home and revealed that Ms. Benson told them where babies come from. Shannon was reprimanded and from what I've heard, I don't think she'll be subbing again anytime soon."

"And Kendra? Was she fired?"

"She would've been if she weren't the mayor's niece. No one's real happy about it, hence the relief everyone expressed at my return." She sighed. "I daresay I'll have to listen to Mayor Bascomb give a bunch of excuses regarding her actions and that she's really quite talented and I'm lucky to have her as my assistant. . ."

"When you would really rather tell the esteemed mayor that his niece is a complete moron and that her presence is far more hindering than helpful?"

"Exactly!" Alex rolled her eyes. "I'm gonna need ice cream after that conversation if only to keep from banging my head against the wall."

The Doctor chuckled. "Well, I wish you luck with that."

Alex smiled. "Thanks."

"I suppose I should let you go so you can fix dinner."

Alex's hearts twisted. She really didn't want to hang up on him, yet she did have to finish dinner. "Yeah," she said softly. "I suppose. But . . . you'll call back? Or I can call you?"

"Yes!" the Doctor shouted. He coughed, apparently flustered at his quick, enthusiastic answer and at a normal volume, said, "Yes, Ally, I'd like that."

Alex beamed. "How about you call tomorrow?"

She could hear his grin through the speakers. "Deal. I look forward to it, Ally."

"Me too, Doc. Goodnight."

"Goodnight."

With a smile seemingly glued to her face, Alex hung up.How about that,she thought.Things are looking up.

She continued smiling as she finished preparing the fruit salad, made a couple of ham sandwiches to go with it, and called Amy and Rory down for dinner.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

May 10th, 2011

Alex was awake before five o'clock the next morning. She sighed as she looked at the readout on her clock and rolled onto her side away from it. She shut her eyes in an effort to go back to sleep, but it was no use. Her body was near bursting with energy and sleeping seemed like a laughable idea right now.

The Doctor had warned her this would happen. At the start of her two weeks with him, she'd been sleeping her normal amount, not counting her first night where she'd slept eleven hours straight. She'd been recovering from the effects of Demons Run, so it was only natural she would sleep a bunch. Unfortunately, by the next week, she'd noticed a steady drop in her sleeping hours. Ten became eight and eight became six. Now it was less than five and a half.

Alex pressed her head back against her pillow and groaned. What was she going to do when she eventually got to the point where she would only need a couple hours a week? If she were still on the TARDIS, she could accompany the Doctor on his nighttime adventures, but this wasLeadworth. It wasn't exactly known for its nightlife.

Alex lay in bed for a few more minutes, pondering her new dilemma, before finally getting up and going to her duffel bag. She'd brought a couple of books from her TBR pile in the TARDIS. Starting one of them would kill the time remaining until a more decent hour.

Alex quickly found herself engrossed in Laurie R. King'sThe Beekeeper's Apprenticeand when the time came, was loath to abandon wandering the Sussex downs with Sherlock Holmes and Mary Russell in favor of getting ready. But needs must and all that. She showered, dried, and straightened her hair in record time. As Alex slipped out of the bathroom, she paused at the master bedroom door. No sound came from beyond it. Then again, it was still a bit early.

Alex had been relieved when Amy and Rory ate their weight in fruit salad and ham sandwiches last night. By the end of the meal, Amy's admittedly pale even for her skin was brighter. Rory, for his part, guzzled down three bottles of water, which Alex took as an encouraging sign. Just to be safe though, after the Ponds went to bed, she slipped into the study (using her sonic on the squeaky hinges) and dumped the rest of the Scotch into the bushes outside.

Since it was her first day back and coming so soon after Kendra's thoughtless mishap at story-time, Alex tried to dress a bit more professional than usual. She put on a blue and white striped shirt and paired it with a dark denim skirt that hovered only an inch above her knees, a thin black belt, black ballet flats, and a gray blazer she'd stolen from the costumes forYou Can't Take It With You, put on by the drama club as a summer production before her junior year. She put silver stud earrings in her ears and fastened a silver watch around her wrist.

By the time she was ready to leave, it was almost 8:30. Alex came out of her first-floor bedroom and paused at the steps. Nothing emanating from the second floor. She hoped it was because Amy and Rory were sleeping.

"Guys, I'm leaving now!" No response. Alex turned to look at the kitchen. She'd been planning on grabbing something on her way to the library, though now she wondered if maybe she shouldn't risk being late in order to cook breakfast. The Ponds had only eaten when she called them downstairs. What if they skipped breakfast? Neither one, especially Amy, could risk that.

After a moment of consideration, Alex shook her head and headed out the door. She wasn't the Ponds' maid. They were perfectly capable of feeding themselves if they so chose. Besides, if she tried to make something on the stove, she would just end up burning it. She always did.

Alex wasn't surprised to find that hers was the only car in the lot upon arriving at the library. It was 8:50 and the library opened at nine, but experience had taught her that Kendra always waited until the very last minute to arrive. At least her lateness gave Alex time to do a quick threat-check. Fortunately, nothing was amiss. No sign that anyone, Silence or otherwise, had been hiding in or around the library.

As the clock on the wall ticked down the final seconds of 8:59, Kendra finally rolled in. Her long blonde hair was perfectly windswept (and not in the natural way) while her clothes consisted of a forest green tube top, a white mini-skirt that would have functioned better as a belt, and brown ankle boots. Her giant pink tote bag was slung over one arm, and she carried a water bottle and a half-eaten cherry Pop-Tart.

Alex swallowed the last remnants of her scrambled eggs and bacon. "Morning, Kendra."

Kendra came to a stop before the desk. She set her breakfast down and pushed the mock Gucci sunglasses she was still wearing to the top of her head. Her blue-green eyes were wide and bloodshot, indicating she'd had a late night. Possibly another reason for her last-minute arrival. "Oh," she said flatly. "Alex. You're back."

"Yeah. Didn't your uncle tell you?"

Kendra rolled her eyes. "Puh-leaze. He never tells me anything! Just tells my mum and when I confront him acts like he told me personally!" As she chattered, she grabbed her breakfast and walked around the desk to her chair. She flopped into it, causing the adjustable chair to lower a fraction.

"Besides," she added, taking a bite of Pop-Tart, "I've got my phone switched off so even if he called, I wouldn't hear about it. People have been blowing it up like you would notbelieve!"

"Ah." Alex leaned back in her chair and leveled a frown at Kendra. "I assume this has to do with the story-time incident last week."

"How the bleeding hell was I supposed to know?!" Kendra exclaimed. She sounded as though she'd been saying this a lot. "Archie didn't tell me a bloomin' thing and Shannon's bloody useless."

Takes one to know one,Alex thought.

"Y'know, I saw her and her girlfriend making out against the chemist's yesterday. Going at it like animals! I thought they were gonna start doing it right there and then!"

"What in the world made you chooseMummy Laid an Egg?" Alex demanded, refusing to get side-tracked by Shannon and her girlfriend's escapades.

"It's a kid’s book! My mum read it to me when I wasn't much older!"

Alex wondered if Mrs. Benson's reasoning for this was because she knew her daughter was rather dim and that she needed to be prepared earlier than most kids.

Kendra continued to rant. "And how I was supposed to know people would get pissed?" Her voice switched to one of an older, rather high-class person. "'You stupid girl! How could you read my Jimmy that filth? Now he's going to be traumatized every time my husband and I go to our room!'"

"Mrs. Temple, I take it." Alex inwardly winced. FirstHow to Be Lovers for the Rest of Your Lives, nowMummy Laid an Egg. It would be a miracle if Mrs. Temple let her son within spitting distance of the library now.

Kendra took a swig of water. "Yeah, she's theworst. I can't go to the pub anymore because she always gives me the evil eye." She crushed the remains of her Pop-Tart and tossed it in the trash. "Bloody bint. Like her husband ever touches her. Just last week, I saw him making eyes at Elsie Margraves at the café! And she wasn't discouraging him either. The eye-sex waskiller—"

Alex cut her off. "I'm sure," she said dryly. "Anyways, I'm back so I'll be resuming the role of head librarian and you'll be my assistant."Please say you want to quit, please say you want to quit!

But Kendra merely took a long sip of water. "That's fine," she shrugged. "Kind of a relief, to tell you the truth. It's hard being in charge."

Alex looked around the library. She could see several books had been mis-shelved, the magazine rack was in complete disarray, the computer screens were dirty, and she didn't even want to think about the state of the carpet. It had been obvious when she first walked in that Kendra hadn't bothered to do the regular end-of-the-day vacuuming. "So I see," she remarked.

The dig went completely over Kendra's head. She merely beamed and sat up straight in her chair. "So!" she chirped. "Where do we start first?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

By lunchtime, the library had mostly been put back to normal. Alex was only halfway through reorganizing the books, but the computer screens had been cleaned, the floor vacuumed, the windows Windexed, and the magazine rack straightened.

Currently, Alex stood in the children's section placing theASeries of Unfortunate Eventsbooks back in chronological order. As she putThe Reptile Roomin its proper place betweenThe Bad BeginningandThe Wide Window, she glanced over her shoulder to check on Kendra.

Her assistant was busy disinfecting all the tables. Kendra had her eyes closed and her ear-buds in as she wiped. Alex suspected this was a deliberate move on Kendra's part. She hadn't been thrilled with Alex assigning her to the cleanliness aspects of the chore list. It was Alex's opinion that Kendra, while relieved not to be in charge anymore, resented once again being told what to do. Kendra had probably relished the idea of no one telling her what to do or when or anyone scolding her when she messed up.

Alex was just sliding three copies ofThe Grim Grottointo their proper place when her cell-phone vibrated. She wondered if it might be Amy or Rory, but the Caller ID proved her wrong. She smiled broadly. "Leadworth Public Library, this is Alex, head librarian speaking. What can I do for you?"

"Oh, good. . ." the Doctor drawled. "I was hoping I would get the head librarian. It would be both aCrime and Punishmentif I didn't."

Alex burst out laughing. "Oh my God!" she cackled. "How long did it take you to come up with that one?"

"Not as long as you're probably thinking." She could easily envision him smirking triumphantly. The image made her hearts beat a little faster. "In all seriousness, how's the first day back going? Is your assistant driving you crazy?"

Smile still fixed to her face, Alex shifted the phone to between her ear and shoulder and continued organizing the books. "So far, so good. There's a lot to do – my assistant was kinda slacking the past two weeks – but everything's almost tidied up. Kendra's doing great, too. She's cleaning tables as we speak." She looked over her shoulder. Kendra had her eyes open now, but she wasn't even looking at Alex. She was too busy bopping to her music as she half-heartedly scrubbed at a tabletop.

"That's good to hear. I would've called earlier, but I thought you might be too busy."

"If you call sanitizing the computer tables and re-shelving misplaced books while listening to Kendra gossip, then yes, I was busy."

The Doctor chuckled. "Glad I caught you at a good time then. How was dinner last night?"

Alex moved down the shelves until she was facing a row of messed up Dr. Seuss books. The books had been shoved in at random, multiple copies often several books away from each other, and none of them had been organized according to publishing date (which Alex was a huge stickler for). "The Ponds were like a pack of wild dogs," she reported, placing several copies ofThe Loraxin their proper place. "Ate almost everything."

"That's good. Have you gotten a chance to scan Amy yet?"

"Did last night at dinner. She didn't even realize as she was on her second ham sandwich." Alex glanced over her shoulder to make sure Kendra was still occupied before pulling her necklace out from under her shirt collar and examining the results. "She's in surprisingly good health. They did give her pre-natal vitamins and a bunch of other stuff. I think she's actually healthier than I was when you found me."

"Their priority was the baby," the Doctor said darkly. "Rassilon forbid it not be healthy."

"She is seriously low on vitamin D though. Not surprising, I guess. We were on that base for over nine months."

"You could get her some vitamin D pills but direct sunlight would be preferable."

"Gotcha. I'll get some pills on my way home and maybe I can convince her to go sunbathing with me later this week." Alex paused to grab several copies ofThe Cat in the Hatfrom where they had mistakenly been shelved between the Shel Silverstein books. "How's everything going with you? Any . . . leads?"

The Doctor sighed. "I've done a bit of digging. I've alerted the Shadow Proclamation to keep an eye out for Kovarian, but I don't think it will come to much. I've also been, er,questioningseveral of the soldiers the Judoon and Silurians took into custody on Demons Run."

You mean interrogating,Alex thought, but didn't say. She couldn't blame him. She'd be doing much the same if she were in his position or right there beside him. "And what'd you learn?"

"Not very much," he admitted. "Kovarian kept things very close to her chest. Only her surgeons and doctors knew the extent of her plans and they managed to vacate with her and Melody."

Alex bent down to check the E.B. White books. Amazingly,Charlotte's WebandThe Trumpet of the Swanwere in the right order. She straightened and asked, "Not even Colonel Manton?" During her two weeks with him, the Doctor had told her all about the colonel and his brand-new nickname. It had made her equal parts satisfied, amused, and worried as to the Doctor's state of mind at the time.

"Yes, I visited him in his cell."

Alex snorted. "Bet he was happy to see you."

"His expressiondidsuggest a sudden loss of control of certain bodily functions," the Doctor said smugly. "But no. He didn't know much either. He was really brought in to keep the soldiers in line and focused on the mission."

"What the hell did he have against you anyway?"

"Apparently, his family was negatively affected by a civil war I helped orchestrate some years ago. He wanted revenge, plain and simple." He huffed and Alex knew he was rolling his eyes in exasperation. "I had to listen to him go on for twenty minutes about how ruined his family was thanks to my actions. His family and others like theirs were part of the worst slave trade in the universe!"

"I have no doubt," Alex said soothingly. She made her way to the Young Adult section and started re-straightening the Sarah Dessen's. "Was that the case for the rest of the people you talked to? Soldiers enlisting because they wanted revenge?"

"For the most part, yes. Several of the soldiers I talked to wasted no time in telling me just how I wronged them. There were also those in for the monetary gain."

Alex abruptly dropped a copy ofKeeping the Moon. "They werepayingthem?!"

"You lot pay your military members, don't you? Yes, and rather extravagantly as it turns out. Not sure where the money was coming from. Presumably illegal activities or through private parties who also wanted to see my downfall." He let out a sigh. "Hearing some of the stories, I can't really blame some of them. A lot of those individuals came from very poor planets and joining Kovarian offered them a better life. This one chap I talked to, called himself the Thin One, said he and his husband only enlisted because their planet is one of the remaining few in that time period that doesn't condone hom*osexuality and discriminates those who practice it. They couldn't find a job there and then they heard Kovarian was recruiting, so they signed up."

Alex sighed. She felt a bit sorry for those people, too. She certainly didn't forgive them for helping kidnap her and Amy, trying to kill her boyfriend, and kidnapping her goddaughter, but she could understand their motives. They were just trying to survive.Except for Lorna,she recalled.

"Were there any others like Lorna?" She crouched down until she was eye-level with the John Green shelf. She tucked a copy ofLooking for Alaskaback into the slot beforeAn Abundance of Katherinesas she waited for the Doctor's answer.

"I'm afraid not." Going by the sound of his voice, he wasn't sure how to feel about that.

Alex wasn't sure either. She struggled to think of something –anything– to say. She was just about to try and change the subject when a voice said, "Alex, I thought you said personal calls at work weren't allowed!"

Gritting her teeth, Alex slowly turned around. Kendra was standing there, disinfectant wipe in hand, staring at her, her face expressing both annoyance and curiosity.

"Yes. . ." In truth, she'd made up the rule specifically for Kendra after her phone calls with her boyfriend extended past the ten-minute mark. "Well, this was just a one-time thing. A friend and I were discussing a particular problem we share."

"Uh oh," the Doctor said. Alex justknewhe was smirking. "Get in trouble?"

"Unfortunately." If looks could kill, Kendra would have been not just dead, but dead and buried. "Can I call you later?"

"Of course, Ally. See you then."

Alex swallowed back the 'I love you' on the tip of her tongue. "See you," she said quietly.

She hadn't even put her phone in her pocket when Kendra started jabbering. "Blimey, who was that? You never talk that long on the phone with Amy and Rory. Was it your boyfriend? That Doctor bloke? It must've been someone special 'cause I've been trying to get your attention for ten minutes and you're totes oblivious and what did you mean with that 'what did they have against you' and paying talk?" Kendra suddenly gasped. "You're not like, mixed up in something illegal, are you?" She actually sounded excited at the prospect. "'Cause that would be, like,insane. Is your Doctor on the run from the mob and can't come be with you? 'Cause that's sotragicandromantic—"

"What is it that you wanted?!" Alex shouted.

Kendra blinked at the interruption but answered anyways. "I was gonna ask if you want me to pick up lunch on my way back from my break. I'm going down to the café."

"No thanks, I brought lunch." Alex glanced at the clock. "Be back in an hour."

Kendra nodded. "Gotcha. Hopefully Mr. Temple's there. I can bring you back the gossip on him and Elsie!"

As she skipped to the desk and grabbed her tote bag, Alex muttered, "I'm looking forward to it."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Closing time couldn't come soon enough. After lunch, the library became busy. Several people stopped by to welcome Alex back, a bunch of school-kids came in to check out books, while the sixth-formers came to work on end-of-the-year projects and study for their A-Levels. As much as Alex loved school, she was rather grateful that she never had to study for GCSE's or A-Levels, both of which sounded far harder and more complex than the ACT. The sudden crowd kept both her and Kendra busy, checking in and checking out books, finding books for desperate students and, in the case of Audrey Oates, talking her out of a nervous breakdown as she scrambled to finish her end-of-the-year book report that was due in two days but only about 10% finished.

As Alex got out of her car, she was reminded of Amy and Rory. She hadn't heard from them all day. Nor had she bothered to check in. She winced and resolved to do so on her lunch break tomorrow.

The downstairs appeared just as it had this morning with the exception of some cutlery in the sink. At some point today, Amy and Rory had eaten. That was promising.

Alex shook off her blazer and hung it from a kitchen chair. "Ponds!" she called as she hung her purse on another chair. "I'm home!"

There came a thumping from the stairs. A moment later, Amy appeared. She was dressed in a pair of leggings and a dark blue t-shirt. It wasn't pajamas; also promising.

"Hi!" She grasped Alex in a tight hug. "Rory's in his office. Not sure what he's doing."

Since Amy was still hugging her, she didn't see the anxious look that passed over Alex's face. She had poured out the Scotch, but it was entirely possible Rory had merely gone out and bought more. She arranged her features in a neutral smile as she pulled back. "Ah, I see. No worries."

Amy plopped down at the kitchen table. "How was work? Did Kendra drive you nuts?"

"No more than usual." Alex started rooting through the refrigerator. "She actually said she was glad as I was back, though she probably took that back when I made her clean."

Amy rolled her eyes. "That girl is a total pig. I went to a sleepover at her house once. Her room looked like a tornado ran through it, followed by a pack of wildebeests. I swear I saw a pizza box under her bed move."

Alex wrinkled her nose. "Please, Ames, I'm trying to make dinner here. Hey, how about salmon?"

"You hate salmon."

"I can eat something else!" Alex set the salmon on the counter and resumed rooting through the fridge. "I bought a couple of those Marie Callender's lasagnas yesterday. I'll just eat one of those."

"I like lasagna, too. So does Rory. Let's just eat that."

Alex pulled out a box of frozen lasagna. "I really think you should eat the salmon," she insisted as she looked for what temperature to put the oven on. "It's good for you. Plus, it's loaded with vitamin D."

Amy's expression started to turn a touch suspicious. Alex did her best to ignore it as she pre-heated the oven and pulled out her phone to Google how to cook salmon. "Where'd you learn that?" Amy asked.

Alex glanced up from her Blackberry. "Learn what?"

"That salmon's loaded with vitamin D."

"Oh, that." Alex shifted from one foot to the other. Her spine ever so slightly stiffened. Amy's eyes narrowed at the move. It was one of three tells Alex gave when she was deliberately concealing something. "I Googled it."

"Whydid you Google it?"

Now, Alex's eyes briefly met hers before quickly focusing back on the Blackberry. "I dunno. Must've been for a project in school. I guess it just stuck with me, is all."

Amy had no doubt Alex had Googled the information, but it definitely hadn't been for a project in school she couldn't remember. Alex remembered all of her school projects, especially the ones she’d done well on. She had her A++ report on the political themes inAlice in Wonderlandframed and hanging in her bedroom, for God's sake.

Normally, Alex hiding something from her wouldn't infuriate Amy so much. Maybe it was the still out of control hormones, but she was suddenlypissed. "Cut the bullsh*t, Alex!" she snapped.

Alex jumped and nearly dropped her phone. She stared into her friend's narrowed eyes.

"Out with it, Alex!" Amy exclaimed. She leaned back in her chair and crossed her arms over her chest. "I know you're lying about why you know so much about vitamin D rich foods, so just tell me!"

Alex swallowed heavily but complied. "I scanned you last night during dinner. Your vitamin D levels are low." She went to her purse, a simple black shoulder bag, and pulled out a bottle of pills. "Here, I stopped at the chemist's and got you this. It's not prescription, but it's better than nothing."

Amy opened the bottle and took out one pill. She held it to the light and examined it for a moment. Ultimately, she put it back in the bottle. "Why did you scan me?" she asked. Thankfully, her voice was a touch less sharp this time.

"It came to my attention that at. . ." Alex took a deep breath before uttering the words. ". . .Demons Runthat Kovarian may not have been giving you pre-natal vitamins and such."

Amy tensed. The thought honestly hadn't occurred to her. "And?" she asked, somewhat shrilly.

Alex held up a hand. "Calm down, Ames, you're fine. You're in better shape than I was." Amy scrutinized Alex's appearance, taking note of her lightly tanned skin and the weight she'd put back on. "The only thing we need to worry about is your vitamin D. It's pretty low."

"Not surprising," Amy grimaced. "Considering I spent nine months in a big white tube."

Alex blinked. "A white tube?"

"Never mind."

Alex dropped the subject but resolved to press Amy about it later. "Anyway, after seeing those results, I decided to get the pills and look up some foods with a lot of vitamin D." She gestured at the fish. "Like salmon."

Amy rolled the pill bottle between her hands. "I see. Didhetell you to get the pills?"

Alex stiffened. There was no mistaking whohereferred to. "He . . . suggested it," she said slowly.

Amy nodded, her lips slightly pursed. "I figured. You're still talking to him?"

"Yes." Alex eyed Amy warily as she asked, "Does that bother you?"

"Why should it?" Amy shrugged. "I'mnot talking to him."

True,Alex thought, but she refused to say this aloud. She couldn't think of any response that didn't sound snarky or judgmental. Nor could she think of a subtle way to switch the conversation to a less emotionally fraught topic.

Fortunately, distraction came in the form of Rory. There came a clomping down the stairs and a moment later, he shuffled into the room. Alex was displeased to note that he was still in pajamas and a bathrobe. He clearly hadn't showered today either; the scruff he was sporting made that obvious. "Hey," he greeted. "Alex, you're back. How was work?"

"It was fine. I'm making salmon for dinner."

Rory frowned. "You hate fish."

"It's for me and you," Amy clarified. "Apparently, I have low vitamin D from—" She cut herself off.

Alex busied herself with preparing to put the lasagna in the now heated oven. But as she bent down to put the pan in, her brow furrowed.Have Amy and Rory not talked about Demons Run?With what she had witnessed the past two days, it made a sad sort of sense. They clearly hadn't been spending time together, even while cooped up in the same house. They were both dealing with the tragedy separately and that wasn't healthy. Married couples had to go through stufftogether, not shove the other away.

There was a tense silence. Just as Alex was about to rise to her feet and break it, Rory said, "You've got low vitamin D?" To Alex's relief, he sounded really concerned. She inched up a little to see over the counter. She was just in time to see Rory wrapping an arm around his wife's shoulders. "Are you okay? Do you feel weird or—"

"I'mfine," Amy insisted. "I mean, I feel a bit tired, but Alex got me pills—"

"Lemme see them." Rory examined the pill bottle for a moment, then shook his head. "These are generic. If your vitamin D is as low as I think it is, you need to be taking a prescription."

"I don't want to go to the hospital!" Amy cried. She sounded terrified at the very thought. Not that Alex blamed her. After what she'd been through at Demons Run, Amy would probably have a fear of hospitals for the rest of her life. Not to mention, but she really didn't need to be going to a hospital right now. She had given birth just a few weeks ago. While Amy didn'tlookit (she actually looked like she'd never been pregnant at all), there would still besomesigns a medical professional would immediately notice. The last thing any of them needed were the people of Leadworth asking nosy questions.

"You won't have to," Rory said soothingly. "I'll get Ricky to put in the prescription. Alex can pick it up tomorrow." He turned to Alex. "Would you mind, Alex?"

Alex straightened to her full height and nodded. "Yeah, no problem."

For the first time in two days, Rory smiled. "Thanks, Alex. Don't what we'd do without you."

Amy offered a timid smile of her own. "Probably starve to death."

Alex tried to smile as well, but it came off rather forced so she quickly dropped it. "Which you will do if you don't let me fix dinner."

"Do you even know how to cook salmon?" Rory asked.

"No, but I found a video on YouTube—"

Rory held up his hand. "Let me stop you right there.I'llcook, because I actually know how to make it. Besides, I really don't want to explain to the rental agency just how you destroyed the kitchen."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"It's just awful!" Alex bemoaned later that night. It was a little past eleven o'clock. Amy and Rory had long since gone to bed. Alex, however, wasn't the slightest bit tired. She was currently sprawled out on the living room couch with the TV muted on the eleven o'clock BBC One news. She'd listened to it for about five minutes before finally succumbing to the urge to call the Doctor.

"I mean," she continued, "they haven't seemed to talk to each-other about what happened, about Melody/River, any of it."

The Doctor let out a long sigh. "Not unnatural, I suppose. They're probably not ready to face what happened."

"Still," Alex persisted, "it's not healthy." She gave a sigh of her own and nestled further back into the couch cushions. "I mean, if they don't talk about this, they'll never talk about any issues they face, big or small!"

The Doctor chuckled. "You sound like Dr. Phil."

Alex rolled her eyes. "I'm serious, Doc!"

"I know you are, love. But you've got to let the Ponds work this out on their own, like other normal couples do. Or, at least, I assume that's what other normal couples do."

"That's true. But, Doc, do you know how long it took me to get Amy and Rory together, much less married? They suck at communicating their feelings, especially with each-other. They've gotten better, but for a long time it was a problem. Amy had no idea Rory even had a crush on her. She thought he was gay!" She rolled her eyes again when the Doctor dissolved into laughter. "Oh, shut up, it's notthatfunny." After a few seconds, her mouth started to twitch. "Okay, maybe it's alittlefunny."

"Bloody hilarious, actually," he wheezed. He continued to snigg*r for a few moments before finally taking a deep breath to calm himself down. "Okay, I'm back. What were we talking about?"

"About how Amy and Rory suck at communicating with each-other. It was pretty much up to me to get them talking with each-other about themselves and their feelings, their hopes, fears, desires, all that. Now it looks like I'm gonna have to do that again."

"Are you sure about that, Ally? I mean, if what you say is true, maybe the Ponds should work on communicating with each-other by themselves. You're certainly not their maid, nor their therapist, nor should you be acting like it."

"I know," Alex said softly. "But, Doc, I just can't stand idly by while my friends are hurting. If there's any way I can help them, I'm gonna do it."

He sighed. "Okay, Ally. I trust that you know what you're doing."

"I do. Now can we talk about something else? Something happier perhaps?"

"Of course, love," he chuckled. "How was the rest of your first day back?"

Alex was surprised at how much they had to talk about. She told him about the rest of her workday, how Kendra was surprisingly helpful at locating books (why she couldn't shelve them properly Alex had no idea), and diverting Audrey's break-down. The conversation veered onto their own memories of procrastinating school projects. Alex had been loath to put off doing a project, but she admitted to waiting until the second to last week of freshman year to start a journal she was supposed to be keeping year-round for her English class. The Doctor, unsurprisingly, had consistently put off school-work if he could help it and fondly regaled her with all the bad grades he got as a result.

"I'm afraid you're involved with quite the slacker, Ally girl," he teased.

Alex giggled. "Not on the important stuff, Doc."

They eventually moved on to current events (where the Doctor learned that he should never get Alex started on U.S. politics), the books they were reading, even the Leadworth gossip Kendra had related (to which the Doctor was forced to admit that Leadworth wasn't as dull as it seemed). Alex was amazed at how easily the conversation flowed. She felt like she could talk to the Doctor for hours and never run out of things to say. She'd only ever experienced this before with Lacey, Ross, then Amy and Rory. She had a lot of friends, but there were only a few people that she could really connect to on this level.

Alex took a quick glance at her watch. She jerked in surprise. "Oh my god! It's 1:45!" She glanced at the TV. Instead of the news, it was now muted on a sports show she'd never heard of. Probably because it only came on in the middle of the night.

"Is it? Guess I'd better let you get to bed."

Alex grimaced. Even though it was almost two o'clock in the morning, she wasn't tired. Not much, anyway. "That'll be easier said than done."

"Ah. Not sleeping as much anymore?"

"This morning, I was up before dawn." She sighed. "It's gonna get worse, isn't it?"

"Soon, you'll only need a couple hours a week." When he spoke again, his tone was gentle, soothing. "It'll be better once you're back on the TARDIS, Ally. Then you can come along with me. Or we'll stay in the auditorium and watch those flick-chicks you love so much."

"It'schick-flicks, Doctor," Alex giggled, "but thanks." She paused, wondering if she should say what she really wanted to. She desperately wanted to express her love for him, but she didn't want to scare him off either.

She realized she had been silent for a while when she heard him calling her name. "Ally? Ally? You still there?"

Alex swallowed, the words going back down her throat. "Yeah, I'm here, Doc."

"Ah, good. I miss you, love."

She smiled. "I miss you too, Doc. Night."

"Goodnight."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

May 15th, 2011

The rest of the week went much the same way. Alex woke up insanely early, read until a more decent hour, then got ready for work. When she left, Amy and Rory were still upstairs. She dealt with Kendra and library responsibilities for eight hours a day, then went home to prepare dinner for herself and the Ponds.

At some point during the day, she or the Doctor would call each-other. Not a day went by where they didn't speak at least once. Sometimes the conversations were brief, merely serving to update each-other on what they were doing. Other times they were long and meandering, bouncing from topic to topic. Alex loved these latter talks. She loved hearing the Doctor express his opinions on things, listening to the stories he'd tell, and his complaints and frustrations over things, like his inability to track Kovarian and Melody down, or that the book he was reading had grossly inaccurate facts regarding black holes.

At the same time, she also loved that she could talk to him about anything. Whether it was regarding Amy or Rory, Kendra's antics at the library, American politics, or gushing over Michael Douglas as she watchedThe American President, he always listened and offered his input, jokes, or, in the case of the latter, mutters about how much plastic surgery Hollywood stars got.

The only problem with these conversations was that they weren't curbing Alex's desire to express her love for him. Actually, they only served toincreaseit. The deeper they connected on an intellectual level, the deeper the emotional level became. At least on her end. Alex hoped that he felt it on his end. She didn't know what she'd do if he didn't.

Alex knew what she should do. She should just man up and tell him she loved him. All the magazines she'd consulted said the same thing: don't be afraid to take the initiative. If he doesn't love you, then it's his loss and you're better off. But Alex also knew that she could never be better off without the Doctor. He hadn't just made her fall in love with him. He'd exposed her to brand new wonders and a whole different way of living. She could never go back to normal forever after experiencing that. Nor could she feasibly see herself living a life without him in it.

Besides, she wanted to take things slow. That's what she had promised herself she'd do, at least with the physical side of things. Then again, before Amy called, they'd come very close to getting very physical. Maybe doing thingsslowwith the Doctor wasn't a valid option. But how would he react to her telling him she loved him? Would he think things were moving too fast? Would he say, 'it's about time'? Just gape incoherently at her for God knows how long?

"Alex? Alex? You there?" A hand waved itself in front of her face and Alex blinked.

"Oh, God," she muttered. Louder, she said, "Sorry, Ames. I was a million miles away."

Amy snorted. "Yeah, I could tell." She flopped back against the blanket and studied her friend carefully. "What're you thinking about so intently?"

Alex sighed. "It's not important, Amy. Don't worry about it."

"Somehow I doubt that," Amy remarked, but she let the matter drop. Whatever Alex was concealing this time, it was something that involved Alex herself. For that, Amy would let her ponder it privately a little longer.

It was Sunday afternoon and the two were lying on a blanket on the main green, or what passed as Leadworth's public park. It was a nice, sunny day, perfect for being outside and sunbathing. Both girls had dressed for the occasion, Amy in a red tank top, cutoff shorts, and red Keds, and Alex in a white t-shirt, black shorts, white Converse sneakers, and a black and gold watch around her wrist.

Several residents had had the same idea and were dressed in similar clothing. Blankets packed with individuals, couples, and families surrounded the girls. The air was filled with the sounds of chatter and laughter and someone's portable radio playing LMFAO'sParty Rock Anthem, which had dominated the charts for weeks.

It had been Alex's idea for her and Amy to get out of the house. Rory had started work at the hospital again and Alex hated the idea of Amy wandering the place all alone. Today, Alex had declared, would be a girls’ day. They'd go out to breakfast, go sunbathing in the park, get mani-pedi's, and overall, just enjoy themselves.

Amy had been a bit wary, worrying people would ask about their trip to America, but she quickly found that her worrying had been for naught. Apparently, Mrs. Temple had caught her husband and Elsie Margraves doing the horizontal tango (on her dining room table, no less) and it was all anyone could talk about. Alex and Amy had gotten all the details during breakfast at the café (from which Elsie was conspicuously absent), heard all the theories surrounding what would happen next from the ladies at the beauty parlor, and were now listening to everyone's opinions on the scandal.

"Honestly, Judith, I'm not in the least bit surprised," a woman on the blanket next to Amy and Alex's remarked. "Elsie's just like her mother and you know what that woman did every time her husband turned his back!"

"Why the hell would Elsie want to shag Temple, anyway?" This came from a male sixth-former sitting with his friends just a blanket away. "He's old!"

Audrey Oates snorted. "Yeah, he's probably gotta pop a pill ten minutes before!"

"Disgraceful, the way the younger generation acts nowadays," an elderly woman in a lawn chair remarked to her companion. They were sitting right behind Amy and Alex. "They ought to be ashamed of themselves!"

The other woman nodded sagely. "You're right, Martha. No self-respect or moral code anymore!"

Amy glanced at the women. She leaned in close to Alex to whisper, "Do we not have any self-respect or a moral code anymore?"

Alex lowered her oversized white sunglasses to meet her eyes. "Would two self-respecting young women with a moral code go off traveling with a man they'd only just met?"

Amy smirked. "Probably not." She suddenly frowned. "Hey, that's the first time I've heard you mention the Doctor in days."

"That's the first time I've heard you say his name in a week."

Amy shifted uncomfortably. "Touché."

She tried to focus on just how good a day it had been so far. She and Alex had gone to the café and listened to the local gossip while they ate way too many pancakes. They'd gotten their nails done at the beauty parlor (a deep navy blue for Alex and a bright red for Amy), and they were now sunbathing, something Amy suspected Alex had suggested to strengthen her vitamin D levels. They’d talked and laughed, mainly about Elsie Margraves, and it was nice.

Yet there was something off about it, too. Amy's brow furrowed in thought. She and Alex had talked, but it was always about light, amusing subjects. Not to say they didn't talk about light subjects often, but today it felt a bit . . . forced. Actually, it had been that way for a while, ever since the Doctor dropped Alex off.

She knew why it felt that way. They were deliberately avoiding the recent events at Demons Run. At least, they had been. When Alex mentioned the Doctor, and when Amy herself said his name, the elephant in the room had trumpeted.

Maybe it's time to address that elephant,Amy mused. She didn't think she was ready though. Then again, would she ever be ready to discuss what happened?

She took a deep breath as she readied herself. "Hey, Alex?" she said, and she winced at how her voice shook. "Are . . . are you still talking to the . . . the Doctor?"

Alex's whole body shot upwards. She pushed her sunglasses to the top of her head, exposing wide, copper-colored eyes. "Well, yes," she admitted. Her cheeks turned slightly red.

Amy frowned. "You don't have to be ashamed about it."

"I'm not," Alex said with a shake of her head. "It's just, I. . ." She shook her head again. "Why'd you say I shouldn't be ashamed about it?"

"Because you two are a couple and I know how that is. Remember before Rory and I were married? We couldn't go a day without talking to each-other, sometimes twice." She paused, her gaze turning sorrowful.

"You've not been like that recently." It wasn't a question.

"Not what we're talking about," Amy mumbled.

Alex sighed and got to her feet. She grabbed her shoulder bag. "I'm gonna go get some ice cream from Michael," she nodded across the green to the ice cream van, "and then when I get back, we're gonna discuss everything. It's high past time we did."

Amy bit back the urge to argue. Alex was right, as much as she hated to admit it. "Get me a ninety-nine? With a chocolate twist?"

Alex smiled. "Of course."

A few minutes later, Amy was licking her vanilla ninety-nine cone and Alex was eagerly digging into her two scoops of vanilla in a cup. Amy took a bite of the chocolate twist and hummed contentedly. "You know," she remarked through a long lick, "this was a good idea you had."

Alex smirked around a spoonful. "Ice cream always helps, whether it's heartbreak, plain sadness, or getting through a difficult conversation." She fixed Amy with a hard, yet somehow sympathetic look. "Ames, I know it's hard to think on it. Remember, I was there."

Amy turned her gaze to her cone. "Yeah, I know. But it's. . ." She groaned, her head falling back in frustration. When she lifted it back up, there were tears in her eyes. "I hate talking about what happened. It's just . . . it was soawful,and I was so scared every day."

She blinked rapidly and turned to meet Alex's gaze. "Y'know, the moment I gave birth to Melody, I thought they were gonna kill me? Because I knew they wanted her. I didn't knowwhyat first, and I didn't know about the whole Time Lord DNA thing until Mel— . . .Rivertold us, but I could tell that she was special." She let out a wry snort. "Mother's intuition, I guess. I thought that since my job of carrying her and giving birth to her was over, they would kill me."

Alex bit her lip. "The Doctor told me he was worried about that, too." During her two weeks recovering on the TARDIS, they hadn't talked much about what had occurred during his and Rory's search for them, but the Doctor did reveal the worries he never allowed himself to express to Rory. One of those included Amy being killed as soon as Melody was born.

Amy's eyes were wide. "He did?"

"He told me he didn't even tell Rory. Didn't want to scare him half to death." Alex set her cup down and placed her hand on Amy's shoulder. "But they didn't do that, Amy. I know it doesn't erase that fear, but they didn't do that."

"Right." A lone tear escaped and ran down her cheek. Amy wiped it away. "Probably too afraid of what the Doctor might do."

"He told me that if they had killed you, he would've blown up the base." At Amy's gasp, Alex nodded. "I was shocked, too. But you know what? I would've helped him. It would've served them right, burning to death."

"They should still burn to death," Amy hissed. She blinked and sighed. "I guess I shouldn't say that."

"There's nothing wrong thinking like that, Amy," Alex said gently. She rubbed her friend's shoulder soothingly. "Hell, I'd be surprised if youweren'tthinking that. Every mother wants the person who hurts or tries to hurt their child to die slowly and painfully. They would pull the trigger themselves, given the opportunity."

"I don't think the Doctor would approve."

Alex shifted closer and wrapped her arm around Amy's shoulder. "You forget, Ames," she said softly, "he was a parent, too. I think he'd understand that feeling, the desire to destroy anything that threatens your child." She hesitated before adding, "Maybe you should talk to him about that."

"I dunno if I can," Amy whispered. She took a lick of cone, even though she was no longer hungry.

"Do you still blame him for what happened?"

Amy sniffled. "If only it were that easy." She lapsed into silence for a few moments, considering what she wanted to say next. "No," she whispered, "I don't blame him. I mean, no one knew. Kovarian," she grimaced at the name, "was just too damn good."

Alex scowled. "That she was." She took another spoonful of ice cream as though to erase the memory of Kovarian's intelligence.

"It was just . . . it waseasierto blame him."

Alex nodded, having expected this explanation. "Easier to blame someone who's right there than someone who's AWOL."

Amy raised an eyebrow at her. "How do you know all this stuff? I swear, you sound like Dr. Phil."

"That's exactly what the Doctor said."

Amy chuckled, but it was a very brief one. She took another bite of her chocolate twist, more out of habit than anything else.

Alex waited a few moments before asking her next question. "Amy, do you blame yourself?"

Amy swallowed thickly and looked in the other direction.

"Ames," Alex sighed. "You can't blame yourself."

"Yes, I can!" Amy snapped. Her shout garnered some stares in their direction and Amy flinched. She waited until everyone turned away before hissing, "I should've known Melody was Flesh. I saw the Flesh in its natural state, and I should've realized something wasn't right with her!" Tears started streaming down her cheeks. "How could I not know my own baby, Alex?" she whispered. "How did I not know? Am I a horrible mother?"

"You arenot!" Alex cried. She ignored the stares coming their way again, cupping Amy's chin so her friend was forced to look directly at her. "Amelia, listen to me and listen good. The Flesh was a very advanced material that could perfectly replicate living organisms. Heartbeat, bodily functions, everything.Wehad no idea there was anything wrong with us, that we were Flesh, until reality started bleeding through."

"But I still should'venoticed," Amy insisted.

"How could you have, Amy? How often did you get to see Melody?"

Amy thought back. "Right after she was born, I got a quick glimpse of her before they did the afterbirth. Then they let me nurse her." She bit back a sob. "That was the only time I got to nurse her. They did something after that, collected all the milk I was producing, and gave it to her in a bottle. After that, I saw her, at most, maybe for half an hour every day."

Alex's jaw clenched. God, she hoped the Doctor found Madame Kovarian. The woman deserved more than attempted strangulation.

She forced herself to calm down, counting down from twenty. Once she hit 'eleven', her whole demeanor relaxed. "That was horrid of her," she murmured. "And she probably did that on purpose, to make it that much more difficult for you to know exactly what she looked like, and you'd have a terrible time of identifying her when the time came." She released Amy's chin and cupped her cheek. "You see, Amelia? Itwasn't your fault."

Amy started to shake her head. "But—"

"What if the Doctor and I realized sooner that you and I were Gangers? What if he and Rory found us before you gave birth? What if the Doctor and I pressed you harder when you thought you were pregnant? What if one of us scanned Melody with the sonics the moment we found her?" Alex let out a long, heavy sigh. "There are a lot of 'what if's', Amy. Plenty of them to toss around the blame."

"Yes," Amy said slowly, considering this. "That's true."

"But, at the end of the day, the person who's at fault is Kovarian and any and all people associated with her." Alex pursed her lips. "And she'll pay for it, Amy. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, butsomeday, she will pay for it."

Much to her relief, Amy offered her a watery smile. "I hope so."

For a while, they sat in silence, finishing off their ice cream. Just as Alex put the last spoonful of vanilla in her mouth, something occurred to her. "Is that why you haven't been talking to Rory lately? And don't tell me you haven't, Amelia," she said hastily when Amy opened her mouth to say just that. "Remember, I live in the same house as you two. It's impossible not to notice these things."

Amy tugged at a loose string on her cutoffs. "I . . . I. . ."

Alex asked her next question as gently as possible. "Is it because you blame yourself? Or because you think he blames you for what happened?"

"Did he say something to you?!" Amy asked frantically.

"What? No! Ames, he's not said anything about Demons Run to me."

Amy relaxed, though not by much. "Oh."

Alex leaned back on her palms. As she gazed up at the clear blue sky, she said, "Amy, you and Rory really need to talk. I highly doubt he blames you for Melody being taken. If anything, he probably blames himself."

"But, but, it's not his fault!" Amy's wide eyes indicated that she hadn't considered this possibility. "H-he tried to save Melody!"

"Yes." Alex stared into Amy's eyes. "But have you told him that?"

Amy's gaze drifted to her lap. "No."

"You really should tell him that. The sooner the better."

Amy was silent for a few minutes as she considered this. Finally, she nodded firmly. "I will," she said, with no small amount of resolution. "Tonight, as soon as he gets home from his shift."

Alex's lips quirked into a dazzling grin. "Excellent!"

Amy chuckled. "Now can we please talk about something else?" she asked, rubbing at her still slightly wet eyes. "Something happier, perhaps?"

"Deal." Alex rummaged through her purse and pulled out a pale pink lip-balm. "What do you wanna talk about?" she asked as she applied it to her lips.

Amy's expression became rather mischievous. "Oh, I dunno. . . Maybe what you were thinking so intently about earlier?"

Alex rolled her eyes. She should have known that Amy wouldn't forget that.

"Unless it's not happy?" Amy continued. "Or you really don't want to talk about it."

"No, no," Alex sighed, shaking her head. "It's not sad. Well, it's a little sad, but not much. And . . . and I kinda would like to talk about it, I think."

Amy straightened to attention. "Okay. What is it?"

Alex lowered herself so that she was lying on the blanket. Amy copied her. "Well, it involves the Doctor."

"Okay. . ."

"You know that we've been talking to each-other on the phone every-day. And. . ." Alex squirmed. She wasn't used to talking about her feelings, especially her romantic ones. Mostly because, until recently, she had never had any.

Alex was jarred out of her discomfort by Amy grasping her hand. "It's okay, Alex," she murmured. "I think I know what this is about, anyway."

"You do?"

"Yeah. Remember that night you told me you were in love with the Doctor?"

Alex nodded. "Yeah."

"I remember looking at you that night and seeing how terrified you were about it. Not that you were in love with him, but the feelings that he stirred within you. You were so overwhelmed by it all."

Alex didn't bother to deny it. Up until that point, never in her life had she felt anything like what she felt around and for the Doctor. Her adrenaline had never spiked in someone's presence, her heart never pounded at the merethoughtof someone. . . It was all so strange to someone who had read about those things in books but never experienced them firsthand.

Amy continued, saying gently, "You didn't say it at the time, but I could tell that you had never felt even half of what you felt for the Doctor before."

Alex nibbled her lip, tasting the slight watermelon flavor of her lip balm. "No, I never had. When I was younger, I used to think there was something wrong with me because I never felt in love with anyone. I said the words, but I never meant them."

"Now let me guess. That night, you were pretty determined not to tell him you loved him. You wanted to get away from him before you, and I quote, 'did something foolish'. But now. . ."

"Now I want to," Alex finished. She let out a deep, shuddering breath. Suddenly, she felt ten pounds lighter.

Amy smiled, almost rivaling Alex's beam from a few minutes ago. "That's great, Alex! Can I just ask what made you change your mind?"

"Through our conversations, we've been connecting on a deeper level."

Amy grimaced. "You're not sending each other dirty pictures, are you?"

"Amelia!" Alex rolled her eyes. "Get your mind out of the gutter! I meant on anintellectuallevel."

"Ah. I should've guessed. Intelligence is a big thing with you."

"I'll take that as a compliment," Alex said dryly. "And the deeper we connect intellectually, the deeper the emotional level becomes." She squirmed. "At least on my end."

"You don't think it's the same with him?"

"How should I know? I've got an advanced mind, Amy, but I'm not psychic."

"Okay, okay, so, because of that, you don't know if you should tell him you love him or not?"

Alex threw her hand up in the air. "Exactly!" She let her hand fall to her chest. After a moment, her fingers started fiddling with the TARDIS charm on her necklace. "I know I should just tell him, but what if he doesn't feel the same way as I do? What if it scares him off? I . . . I don't know if I could survive that."

Amy recognized the severity in her words, as well as how truthful they were. Alex wasn't a bad person, but she became so much better in the Doctor's presence. The girl who had to grow up too quickly was allowed to be lighter, carefree. She could laugh and giggle more, and all of it was due to a madcap alien in a bowtie.

"Alex," she said seriously, knowing that since she didn't do it often, Alex would pay attention. "I'm gonna tell you what I told you that night when you thought the Doctor didn't love you. I've seen the way he looks at you. He always looks to you first before me and Rory, his eyes light up when you walk into the room, he keeps you attached to his side all the time like he's afraid you'll disappear if he doesn't, he's always holding your hand, he tells you stuff he has never norwillever tell me or Rory.

"Now, here's some new stuff. I've watched you two ever since you officially got together and trust me, he's got itbadfor you. You two can barely keep your hands off each-other. If another guy so much aslooksat you, his possessiveness immediately kicks in. He'll do anything to make you happy. After your first date got ruined by that Weeping Angel, he made sure to make it up to you right after. He doesn't flirthalfas much as he used to, and I know you had something to do with that. Plus," Amy's gaze turned soft, "he was so incredibly protective and caring towards you when you were having those awful pain attacks."

Amy smiled. "Now what kind of man, even an alien one, would do all that if hedidn'tlove you?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Later that night, Alex was still thinking over Amy's words. After that conversation, Amy had sensed that Alex needed some time to collect her thoughts, so she thoughtfully changed the subject to what movie they would watch tonight over dinner. They'd settled on10 Things I Hate About You. Alex enjoyed it because of its connection to Shakespeare. Amy enjoyed it because of Heath Ledger.

The film had gotten them through their takeout dinner of baked spaghetti from the local Italian place and until the late hour when Rory got home. The moment he came through the door, Amy bounced up and promptly dragged him upstairs. About a half hour later, Alex heard a bunch of giggling and the tell-tale sound of a bedframe rattling.

Less than ten seconds later, she was listening to her iPod at full blast.

Since she'd put her ear-buds in, she'd only been listening to one song:E.T.by Katy Perry. It had come out just a few months ago and upon hearing it for the first time, Alex had immediately downloaded it. It was a pretty good song, but it was the lyrics themselves that appealed to her.

They say be afraid. You're not like the others, futuristic lover. Different DNA, they don't understand you. You're from a whole other world, a different dimension. You open my eyes, and I'm ready to go, lead me into the light.

Somehow, Katy Perry had managed to capture Alex's view of the Doctor perfectly. Alex knew she couldn't understand the Doctor 100%, but she did understand him more than anyone else ever had. He had also opened her eyes to a whole new world and way of living, and Alex knew she would follow him blindly, accepting any and everything that came their way.

Alex closed her eyes and leaned back into the couch cushions. Amy's words had made complete and total sense, and she could see the truth in them. Still, there was that little persistent doubt niggling in the back of her mind.

It was all so much to risk. What if she and Amy were wrong?

She sighed and slowly opened her eyes again. She peered around the darkened living room. The sky outside was pitch black, the stars only just starting to emerge. The only light came from the muted TV, currently playing the eleven o'clock news.

Alex risked pulling out an ear-bud. Not a sound except for the crickets chirping outside. Alex switched off her iPod, heaving a sigh of relief as she did so. Amy and Rory no longer seemed to be celebrating their renewed connection, which was just fine with Alex. She had no desire to blast music into her ears for half the night.

She unmuted the TV and flipped through the channels. After a few minutes of doing this, she finally settled on Channel 4. It was playing a rerun ofFriends, specifically the episode where Monica and Richard meet and go on their first date. Also where Ross and Rachel have sex for the first time, but Alex didn't care about that. She'd never been a Ross and Rachel fan. Ross was too whiny and wishy-washy, in her opinion.

A few minutes into the episode, Alex heard someone coming down the stairs. Someone entered the kitchen and got something from the fridge. A moment later, Rory, wearing sweatpants and a t-shirt, came in. He was carrying a bottle of water.

"Hey, you still up?" he said before taking a long swig of water.

"Yeah, can't sleep." Alex hadn't yet revealed to the Ponds her new Time Lady status and wasn't about to do so now. She preferred to have that conversation with both of them at the same time and not directly after the Ponds had resolved their mild conflict.

Rory sat down beside her. For a while, they sat in silence, watching TV. Rory continued taking long swigs from his water bottle. After his third swig in a row, Alex smirked at him. "Amy wear you out?"

Rory blushed. "Erm, uh. . ."

Alex snickered. "You don't have to answer, Rory. It's pretty obvious anyway."

They lapsed into silence again and watched TV. At the part where Monica and Richard succumb to passion and kiss each-other in a full-on embrace, Rory said, "You know, I always liked those two together. Dunno why they had them break up."

"Me too," Alex admitted. "I mean, I like her and Chandler, but her and Richard was just. . . Well, I liked that it was an older man, younger woman couple. You don't see that a lot on TV."

Now it was Rory's turn to smirk. "And Tom Selleck playing Richard has nothing to do with it?"

Alex felt her cheeks burning. "Well . . . maybe that's asmallpart of it."

"Uh-huh," Rory grinned, nodding his head in satisfaction. He stayed silent until the scene where Rachel waits on Ross in the museum came on. "I never got those two as a couple."

"Oh, finally! Someone agrees with me!" Alex rolled her eyes. "None of my friends understand how I can possiblynotlike Ross and Rachel together. I swear, she should've ended up with Joey. They weresomuch better together."

"They really were. None of that on again, off again like Ross and Rachel. I don't get why people think that's healthy. In real life, it's just toxic. It shows that the people involved can't mature enough to make the relationship work."

Alex thought back to one on again, off again relationship she'd had in high school. The guy she'd been with was sweet, but he could never understand her aspirations. He hadn't been able to understand why she wanted to leave Bristol, why she wanted to go to a big university out of state and receive a high-quality education. He'd wanted her to give it all up for him and their relationship. "Yeah," she murmured. "Totally."

Rory sensed a story behind her words but decided not to push for it. "Not like your relationship with the Doctor, right?"

Alex frowned. Something was off here. "Right. . ."

"You two really care about each-other, you know?" He kept his eyes on the TV, now playing the episode's second to last scene where Ross and Rachel are discovered post-shag by a church youth group. "I swear, other than me and Amy, I've never seen two people care so much about the other."

Alex's eyes narrowed.Definitelysomething off here. "Amy blabbed, didn't she?"

Rory burst out laughing. "I've always liked that about you, Alex," he chuckled. "Cut straight through the bullsh*t."

"I aim to please. Now, as I was saying, Amy blabbed, didn't she?"

The channel went to commercial, and Rory turned to face her. His soft eyes dissolved any frustration or anger Alex felt towards Amy. "She means well, you know that."

"Yeah," Alex sighed. She flopped her head against the back of the cushion. "I know. So, you’re, what? Coming down here to tell me I should tell him I love him?"

"Pretty much, yeah. But I also have a story to tell you, which might help you decide what to do."

"Oh?" Alex raised an eyebrow. "What story?"

Rory shifted positions so that he was now sitting facing her, his back pressed against the left armrest. "Did the Doctor ever tell you about those three weeks we spent looking for you and Amy?"

Alex shook her head. "No." With the exception over his worry about Amy possibly being killed once she gave birth to Melody, the Doctor hadn't divulged anything about those three weeks. Alex had been intensely curious, but whenever she tried to broach the subject, the Doctor became evasive, forcing her to back off. "What happened?"

Rory's gaze drifted up to the ceiling as he thought back to those three weeks. "After the Doctor deactivated the signal to you and Amy, you both melted into that white goop we saw back at the acid factory. The Doctor found your necklace in what used to be your ganger.

"I think that was the straw that broke the camel's back. His face just kinda . . . grew dark. It was like a thundercloud. Then there was this loud roar. Took me a minute to realize it was him. He shouted at the TARDIS to clean up the mess and he stalked out of the room. I started to follow him, but I stopped when I heard a bunch of glass breaking."

Something that felt very much like a heavy stone settled in Alex's stomach. She wrapped her arms around herself, wishing that she was hugging the Doctor instead.

"I was upset too, obviously, but the Doctor took it to a whole other level. In those early days, the TARDIS and I had to gang up on him a few times. The TARDIS would reroute all the corridors to the kitchen to make him eat and I would have to knock him out a few times with some drugs she gave me to make him sleep for a few hours. He went a whole week without sleep, at one point. He was all jittery and twitching. I think he even started hallucinating. He would say, 'Alex, flick that switch' or 'Stop distracting me, Ally', and you weren't there."

Alex shuddered. She suspected he'd experienced utter turmoil and distress, but she had no idea it had beenthatbad. No wonder he had avoided telling her about those weeks.

Seeing her shaking, Rory gently laid a hand on her shoulder. "I think me knocking him out did knock some sense into him though," he remarked with a bit of humor. "He finally realized he couldn't just go in guns blazing, metaphorically speaking. He had to think about it strategically, formulate a plan and get help."

"Was he better after that?" Alex asked.Please say yes, please say yes. . .

But Rory's expression indicated that she wasn't going to get the answer she was hoping for. "To a degree," he said slowly, considering his words. "I mean, he was fine with recruiting Jack and the rest of Torchwood, Captain Avery, Madame Vastra and Jenny, even Strax, but with everyone else he was kind of. . ."

"What?" Alex cried. "He was kind of what?!"

Rory struggled for the right word. "He was kind of . . .unbalanced. A bit mad. Like all the darker parts of him we never see were right at the surface and in control. The Shadow Proclamation initially didn't want to send the Judoon with him." Rory winced in memory. "He got right up in the Shadow Architect's face and in this very low voice, almost a hiss, he reminded her of every single time he helped the Shadow Proclamation and that if they didn't help, he would tear the place down brick by brick."

Alex sat there in complete silence. It wasn't hard to imagine the Doctor doing all those things. Actually, it was remarkably easy. She knew he had a dark side, seen glimpses of it before, and she knew it wouldn’t take an awful lot to make his full dark side emerge and all but take over. Still, it was hard hearing about it, realizing that he had actuallydoneall those things.

"Anything else?" she asked breathlessly.

"He blew up a whole Cyber-Legion as a message. And he nearly did the same to three other bases and a planet."

"Oh my God. . ." Alex closed her eyes and rubbed her temples.He wasthatbad?! What the hell?She couldn't believe it. "He was really that upset?" She opened her eyes and stared Rory down. "That . . . unhinged?"

"Yeah," Rory nodded. He stared her right in the eye, so she would know he was telling the truth. "Now, why would someone who didn't love you wear your necklace around his neck under his shirt to keep it safe? I know for a fact that he didn't take it off until after he located you and then he transferred it to the pocket directly over one of his hearts. Why would someone who didn't love you so much act so completely furious over your kidnapping and go near ballistic to try and get you back?"

Alex didn't hear Rory murmur that he was going back up to bed. She didn't feel him squeeze her shoulder in comfort or press a kiss to the top of her head, like any loving brother would do. Every single part of her was laser-focused on everything he had just revealed.

Why would, indeed.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

May 16th, 2011

Alex barely slept that night. She dozed off on the couch around four and woke at a quarter to six. Physically, she felt refreshed and ready to take on the day. Mentally and emotionally however, she was walking through a fog. Her mind kept going over everything Amy and Rory had told her, scrutinizing every word and applying it to her situation.

To say it or not to say it, that is the question,Alex mused as she checked in a copy ofHamlet. She stared at the cover, showing an image of Hamlet contemplating Yorick's skull. Aloud, she murmured, "Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, or to take arms against a sea of troubles, and by opposing end them?"

Hamlet may have been discussing death and suicide and whether or not to kill his uncle Claudius, but the words also correlated to the desire of whether or not to speak up about something. In short, they described Alex's situation perfectly.

"What's that you're mumbling, Alex?" a familiar voice spoke from beside her. "It's awful weird, whatever it is."

Alex bit back a groan. Slowly, she turned to face her assistant. "It's Shakespeare, Kendra. FromHamlet." She waved the book in Kendra's face. "Specifically, it's a part of the famous 'To be or not to be' soliloquy."

"Oh." Kendra nodded, but based on her expression, Alex guessed that she had never heard of the soliloquy before, much lessHamletor William Shakespeare. How that was possible for a person who had been born and raised in England, Alex had no idea.

Alex sighed and setHamleton top of a stack of checked-in books. "Never mind, Kendra. What is it you want?"

Kendra pointed to the stack of books. "I was just wondering whether you were finished with those so I could go ahead and put them up."

Alex tried not to wince. Kendra still wasn't very good at putting books back in their proper place, no matter how many times Alex went over it. "No, that's okay. I'll handle it. Have you set up for story-time yet?"

Kendra's grimace answered that question. "Not yet."

"Then do that, will you? Archie and the kids will be here in. . ." She glanced at her watch. "Christ! In half an hour."

Kendra sauntered out from behind the desk and towards the back of the library where the children's reading room was located. "Oh, I forgot," she called over her shoulder. "Archie rang and said they might be a little late because of the weather." She gestured to one of the windows. Outside, the sky was almost black with thunderclouds and rain pelted against the glass.

Alex rolled her eyes. "Nowyou tell me?!" But Kendra, either not hearing her or just ignoring her, didn't reply.

Alex was kept busy for the next hour shelving books, dusting the shelves, and scolding Kendra for not sweeping the reading room like she was supposed to do this morning. It was quite a bit of work and Alex was glad for the distraction.

Further distraction came in the gaggle of first graders piling into the library at two on the dot. The children, all looking rather smart in their red and black school uniforms, walked in a single file line up to the front desk.

"Good afternoon, Ms. Locke!" they chorused.

Alex chuckled. "Good afternoon, kids. Have you all been learning exciting things today?"

"Mr. Alden taught us about volcanoes!" a little black-haired girl named Victoria Robins exclaimed. "Did you know, Ms. Locke, that when the red, hot stuff is inside a volcano, it's calledmagma, but when it's outside, it's calledlava?"

"Really?" Alex widened her eyes. "I had no idea! Thank you for telling me, Victoria." Victoria gave her a wide beam, clearly pleased at the idea she'd been able to teach Alex something.

"And we learned arithmetic!" a curly, brown-haired boy whom Alex immediately recognized as Jimmy Temple cried. He smiled wide, revealing a set of dimples. "I can add and subtract from a hundred!"

"Are you gonna read us a story today?" Victoria asked.

"Which story?" Jimmy cut in. "My mum wants to know."

"Yeah!" Lawrence Broaddus, a chubby-cheeked blond boy, called from the back of the group. "Is it gonna be like what Ms. Benson read to us?" He nodded his head at a suddenly red-faced Kendra. "'Cause my dad said it was incon-incon-incongreaous!"

"You idiot," Jimmy sneered. "It'sincongruous."

Mia Smalls, a dirty-blonde headed girl with thick glasses, tilted her head in confusion. "Ms. Locke?" she said, tilting her head back as far as it could go to look up at Alex. "What doesincongruousmean?"

"Er. . . Well. . ." Alex shifted uncomfortably under the children's scrutiny. "It means 'unsuitable'."

Victoria frowned. "Unsuitable?"

"Um, 'improper' or—"

"Okay, kids," a new male voice jumped in. Alex gave a grateful smile when she saw the children's teacher, Archie Alden, coming up to stand by his students. "Let's stop badgering Ms. Locke, okay? Everyone file into the reading room." The kids all groaned and uttered mild protests, but obediently walked single file to the reading room.

"Thank you," Alex said with no small amount of relief. "I was starting to wonder how long I could keep from saying 'inappropriate' or another word they'd recognize."

Archie chuckled. "You were doing fine. Better than I've been doing. They've been trying to get the answer out of me as to whatincongruousmeans all day."

Alex peered around Archie to make sure none of the kids were within earshot. "I am surprised Jimmy's here today," she murmured. "I would've thought after what happened—"

"Yeah, me too." Archie glanced over his shoulder. After satisfying himself that all his pupils had made it to the reading room, he leaned slightly over the desk, getting a bit closer to Alex in the process. "Mrs. Temple said she was just going to start keeping Jimmy home on library days, but after this whole mess with her husband and Elsie. . ."

"Yeah." Alex nodded in sympathy. "It's gotta be hard on Jimmy." She paused. "Does he understand what's going on?"

"Probably more than Mrs. Temple would like. He's a really smart kid. I don't think he knows the specifics, but he knows his dad was acting inappropriately with Elsie. You know he's not living at home anymore? Mr. Temple, I mean. Mrs. Temple kicked him out. He's staying in one of the rooms over the pub, though God knows how long that'll last."

"No kidding." The only pub in Leadworth was The Queen's Garters and the Temples were the sole owners, each owning a 50% stake in it. Alex had heard plenty of concern over the last week about what might happen to the pub if the Temples ended up divorcing.

"Well," Archie continued, "in the end, Mrs. Temple decided to let Jimmy keep coming. He does love reading and he really loves library day. Said she thought he should have some joy in his life right now. But," he grinned wryly, "she is keeping close tabs on the books you're reading them."

"I didn't bloody know," Kendra muttered. A glance at her revealed that she was glaring at her computer as she played virtual Solitaire. "Everyone needs to get over it."

Archie and Alex smirked at each-other. No one they knew was getting over Kendra's error anytime soon.

"You got the book?" Archie asked.

"You know it!" Alex held up a copy ofCharlie and the Chocolate Factory. She had to admit, she'd been a bit dubious when Archie suggested the book. It was a children's book, but Alex thought it might be better suited to third graders. But Archie had been working all year on getting his class to increase their reading skills and he thought that a chapter book at the end of the year would be the perfect way for them to show off their newfound knowledge. The plan was for Alex to read the first four chapters to give them a little taste and then the kids would read the rest of the book on their own and submit a report on it as their end of the year project.

It was rather ambitious and a bit challenging, but that was what made Alex like it so much. Archie was the kind of teacher who didn't mollycoddle his pupils but pushed them further. It was something Alex always liked whenever she received it in her education. Hopefully, these kids would be the same.

Archie gave her a brilliant grin. "Great! Let me just go in and give them the regular talk about behaving themselves."

"Okay, be right behind you."

Archie nodded and moved to walk away. At the last second though, he turned back. "By the way, Alex," he said with another one of his brilliant grins, "you look really pretty today."

Alex's cheeks immediately started burning. Somewhat self-consciously, she began brushing imaginary creases from her blue floral sundress, paired with a lightly colored denim jacket, blue peep-toe booties the same shade as her dress, silver hoop earrings, and a brand new white and blue watch around her wrist, bought to replace her silver one after it stopped working last week. As usual, her parents' wedding bands rested on the ring finger of her left hand and her sonic necklace hung prominently at her collarbone. "Oh, er, um . . . really?"

"Yes," Archie said firmly, but gently. His grin softened into a no less brilliant smile.

The moment Archie disappeared into the reading room, Kendra, who had been surprisingly quiet during all this, finally exploded. "OMG!" she squealed, springing out of her chair and bouncing up and down next to Alex. "Oh. My. GOD! Archie likes you!"

Alex stared ahead vacantly. "What?"

Kendra rolled her eyes whilst adjusting how much cleavage her neon pink tube top showed off. "Archie Alden likes you, you dolt!" She sighed wistfully. "Blimey, Alex, you're so lucky. Archie is sodishy."

"Is he? I hadn't noticed."

Well, that was a bit of a lie. She'd noticed that Archie was attractive. Anyone could see that. Archie was a nice 6'3, a whole three inches taller than the Doctor, with auburn hair that tended to stick up in the front, hazel eyes, and a splattering of freckles across his nose and cheeks. He was rather lean, but Alex had seen him play soccer with The Queen's Garters team. He had well-developed muscles and calves anyone, male or female, would kill for.

She was pulled out of her thoughts by Kendra exclaiming, "Bloomin'hell, Alex, how could you not notice?! He always talks to you for a long time whenever he's here. Plus, didn't he offer to walk you home after you met with him at the school the other day?"

"He was just being polite," Alex insisted.

"In the middle of the day? Broad daylight? If it was night, okay, maybe, but broad daylight means that he wanted to walk you home so he could spend more time with you."

Alex shook her head. "No, no way." Her tone indicated there was no room for argument.

Not that Kendra seemed to realize this. "But Alex—"

"No, Kendra." Alex shot her a dark glare. Its intensity must have been brutal because Kendra backed up a step. "You're just imagining things. Now, if you'll excuse me, I have a reading to do."

But as Alex strode towards the reading room, she couldn't help mentally replaying Kendra's words and her previous encounters with Archie.

It was true, Archie always talked to her when he came to the library, whether it was with his class or on a regular Saturday when he picked up some new reading material. Alex had always written it off as him being friendly. After all, he was one of the first people after Amy and Rory to welcome her to Leadworth. He'd actually brought her some brownies as a 'welcome present'.

Alex hastily reviewed those conversations. They talked about a lot of things: Archie's work at the school, his students and their parents, village gossip. But now, going back over it, Archie asked her a lot about herself. Her childhood, her favorite TV shows and movies, her favorite books, what she was currently reading, about her experiences in high school theater. She had always put that down as friendly curiosity, his desire to get to know the newcomer. Ever her high school theater days seemed easy to explain; Archie was the leader of Leadworth's amateur dramatics society.

Now, Alex wondered. Did Archie really have a crush on her? If he did, why was it so obvious to Kendra, the most clueless person alive, and not her?

Because,a voice in her head whispered,you're in love with the Doctor. Why would you notice anyone else?

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex was thankful for the distraction reading to two dozen first graders provided. Her mind became focused on the world of Charlie Bucket, a poor boy living in the shadow of the world's most famous chocolate factory. She delighted in the children's amazement at the story, their giggles at Prince Pondicherry's outrageous request for a chocolate palace, and their dismay at the cliffhanger at the end of chapter four when Mr. Bucket walks into the house with a newspaper announcing Willy Wonka's factory will, after several years, finally open to a few lucky members of the public.

"But Ms. Locke!" Jimmy protested. "You can't end it there!"

"What happens?" Victoria demanded. A flurry of exclamations and protests arose from the group, nearly every child begging her to continue reading.

Archie stepped in front of Alex and held up his hands. "Okay, okay, everyone! Settle down!" Once the children quieted, he said, "Now, don't worry. You're all going to find out how it ends, but you'll be doing it yourselves."

A couple children grumbled when he explained the assignment to them, but there was a larger group that appeared quite excited. Alex passed out the specially ordered books and instructed the kids to keep them in good condition as they would be used for next year's batch of first graders.

After this, the kids were allowed to either start reading or, if they had a library card, browse the stacks and check out a few books. Several children settled themselves in the beanbags in the reading room to immediately start on their books. Jimmy Temple was among the few that rooted through the children's section. He came to the circulation desk with a small pile.

"Wow, Jimmy," Alex marveled as she surveyed the stack. Jimmy's taste was truly widespread;Where the Wild Things Are,The Little Prince,The Phantom Tollboothand, amazingly,Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone. "This is quite the selection."

Jimmy blushed. "Yeah. I just like to read, Ms. Locke."

"Nothing wrong with that." Alex quickly checked out the first three books but paused at the final one. "Are you sure you want this one, Jimmy? It might be a bit advanced for you." Not to mention, but even Alex wouldn't recommend starting theHarry Potterseries at six. The books started out lighthearted but turned incredibly dark as the series went on. Not really appropriate for a first grader.

But Jimmy merely nodded. "Oh, yes! I'm looking forward to that one. I've seen the movies and now I wanna read the books."

Alex shrugged. "Okay, then." She wasn't his parent. If Mrs. Temple was okay with Jimmy readingHarry Potter, who was she to judge? And if she wasn't, Alex had no doubt she'd be hearing about it very soon.

She was kept occupied for a few more minutes checking out books and guiding a shy brunette by the name of Lizzie Daniels to theJunie B. Jonesbooks. When she turned around to return to the circulation desk, Archie was standing right in her path.

"Hey!" Alex exclaimed. Her voice came out rather loud and contained a touch of nervousness.

Not that Archie noticed. "Hey, yourself," he said with a lazy grin. He crossed his arms over his chest. The movement caused his already tight clothes to tighten over his lean, muscled figure. What Alex mainly noticed was that, paired with a plain white Oxford, mustard brown waistcoat and gray suit, Archie wore a dark brown, almost black bowtie.

"So, Alex, I was wondering if I could ask you something?"

Alarms sounded in Alex's head.No, no, no, no, no!Kendra was right! Archiedidlike her, as inlikelike. And now he was going to ask her on a date!

A strong sense of revulsion flooded through Alex's system. It was rather surprising. Archie wasn't repulsive, far from it. But the merethoughtthat he was about to ask her out was extremely abhorrent. She had never experienced something like this before, not even when Rory's sleazy friend Ricky once asked her out, accompanied by a wink and attempt to caress her knee.

Archie was opening his mouth again. Alex's eyes darted around for a distraction. Kendra was nowhere in sight. None of the kids seemed to be acting up or in need of any help. No one else had come in. She was completely on her own. She dug her hands into her jacket pockets, her fingers hitting a tube of lip-gloss and her Blackberry.

Wait. . . HerBlackberry. . .

An idea struck her. Alex dug out her phone and started walking away as fast as her heels would allow her. "Sorry, Archie! I forgot I need to make a really important call!" Archie was left staring after her, mouth slightly open as though to ask a question.

Alex made her way to the small employee bathroom, tucked in the biography section hardly anyone went near. The moment she made to open the door, Kendra opened it from the other side.

"Ah, there you are, Kendra! Get back to the desk, will you? I need this right now."

"But I was just about to go on my break—" The rest of her objection was cut off by Alex slamming and locking the door.

The bathroom was small, containing just enough room for a toilet, a sink and a cabinet Alex had stocked with toilet paper, Band-Aids, Kleenex, hand sanitizer, a spare box of tampons, and several other items in case of an emergency. Atop the cabinet was a peaco*ck blue vase filled with a dozen wildflowers Kendra had brought in from her mother's garden. The only other personal touch was a cinnamon scented candle that was only lit whenever someone had a particularly smelly encounter with the toilet.

Alex switched on the light above the mirror over the sink. The glow it emitted was dim, casting the edges of the bathroom in shadows. Usually it annoyed Alex, and in recent days had made her a touch nervous, but today she didn't give a damn. She dug her Blackberry out and hit number one on her speed-dial.

He picked up after only one ring. "Ah, my favorite librarian. I was just thinking about you. I realized that ISenseyou have a lot ofSensibility. Now, was that too Austen-tatious of me to point out?"

Alex snorted. Every time they called each-other now, the Doctor would greet her with a cheesy book or librarian related pick-up line.He hasgotto be Googling these. Or asking Jack Harkness for tips."Hey, Doc. And no, not tooostentatiousof you."

"Oh, good, I was worried."

She heard the phone shifting around a little, suggesting that he was settling down somewhere. "What are you doing?"

"Nothing much, really. Just settling down in the jumpseat. I've spent almost ten hours reading in the library, so I needed a break."

"Reading what? Jane Austen?"

He chuckled. "No, smarty. A manual on 51stcentury operating systems. I'm trying to get into those files Kovarian had on you. No such luck yet, I'm afraid."

Alex grimaced, though it was short-lived. She cared about the files, but not as much as what she wanted to tell him. "Don't worry. You'll get them. I have the utmost faith in you."

When he responded, Alex could hear the smile in his words. "Thank you. Now," he said, clearing his throat, "what are you doing? Aren't you at the library now? I thought today was when you read to the kids."

"It is, I'm just taking a break. Besides, I really needed to tell you something."

"Oh?" The Doctor's voice turned into one of concern and slight panic. "Is everything all right, Ally? Is it Amy and Rory?"

"No, no, they're fine, everything's fine. I just. . ."

"You just . . . what?"

Alex stared at her reflection. She was having a really good hair day, probably due to the fact that she’d slept less than two hours last night. It was just the right amount of messy and tousled to make her look like she'd been thoroughly snogged rather than having just rolled out of bed. Just the way the Doctor liked it. Her eyes were currently a deep emerald green. Just like the Doctor's.

Say it, Alexandria Nicole!her mind snapped.Say it! Say it! SAY IT!

"Say it," she whispered. She didn't even realize she'd spoken out loud until the Doctor's voice reached her ear.

"Say what, Ally?"

Her hearts were beating out a samba. The adrenaline in her was running full throttle. The hand not holding her phone gripped the edge of the sink. She kept her focus on her emerald eyes in the mirror, pretending that they were another pair.

"I love you." She blurted it out, the words rushing from her mouth like a bullet out of a gun. After a moment, Alex grinned. She'd said it. She actually said it!

She was pulled out of her joy by the sound of what sounded like something clattering to the floor. It took her a moment to realize that it was on the Doctor's end. He had dropped the phone. There came a bunch of scrabbling, skittering sounds as he scrambled to pick it up. After almost a minute of this, he was back. He was panting heavily, and Alex could easily envision the wide-eyed expression likely on his face right now. "Wh- wh-what. . ." He swallowed thickly. "What did you say, Ally?" he asked again, nearly gasping out the words.

A slow smile spread across Alex's lips. After so many conversations over the phone, she could tell what he was feeling just by the intonation of his voice. At the moment, he was incredulous, a bit dumbfounded and was that . . .joyshe detected? "I said I love you," Alex replied, grinning at her reflection.

The Doctor let out a rush of breath, as though it had all been knocked out of him. Alex listened to him breathe for a few moments. It was no longer ragged and heavy, but steady and even. It was a soothing sound and Alex felt her previously frantic heartbeats adjust to match its rhythm. "Oh, Ally," he finally murmured, expressing no small amount of awe and adoration. "I . . . I. . ."

"You don't have to say it back," Alex said quickly. She was sure that for a centuries old being like the Doctor, those words wouldn't come easy. "I didn't tell you that just to make you repeat it. I just . . . I wanted you to know."

"Oh, my Ally," the Doctor chuckled in a low timber. "And that just makes my feelings for you grow stronger."

Alex raised an eyebrow. "Feelings? For me? Does that mean—"

"Yes, Alex. I . . . I love you, too."

Alex didn't think her smile could get any wider. She let out a short, almost disbelieving laugh. And why shouldn't she be disbelieving? She never, ever thought that this would happen, that she would actually have legitimate romantic feelings for someone, as well as have that someone reciprocate them.

The Doctor let out a laugh as well. "I must admit, Ally, I never thought I'd say those words. Not since. . ."

She knew he was trying to refer to the Time War. "I know, Doc," she murmured. "I know. And I never thought I'd say them either. I mean, say them and actually mean them."

"I'm very flattered, then. Not that I'm complaining, but why did you decide to say them now?"

"Oh, I was alerted today to the fact that Archie Alden, the teacher who brings his students here, has a crush on me. A few minutes ago, he started to ask me out, but I panicked and ran into the bathroom to call you." Alex said all this in a very nonchalant voice. She knew the Doctor wouldn't like it that someone in Leadworth had had the audacity to try and ask her out.

Sure enough, when the Doctor responded, his voice was slightly rough. "He what?! He tried to ask you out?!"

"Yes, but I never let him finish. Like I said, I ran into the bathroom to call you." Alex turned to lean against the sink. "Doctor, I've loved you for a long time now, ever since my 21st birthday when you gave me my necklace."

"That long?" he gasped. "Ally, why didn't you say something?"

Alex snorted. "Because I was afraid. Afraid your reaction might not be . . . well, like it is now. I've wanted to take things slow, but. . ." She trailed off and shrugged. She was sure he would get it. She stared at the floor, absently trailing her heel along the grout lines in the tile. "You're the first person I've ever truly loved romantically, Doc," she whispered. "If you didn't feel the same, I . . . I don't know what I'd do."

"Well, you never have to find out."

Alex smiled softly. "You're right, I don't." She took a look at her watch and groaned. "Sorry, but I have to go."

"Of course. And Alex?"

"Yes?"

"I love you."

She chuckled. "I love you, too."

Notes:

Roll Call:

Archibald 'Archie' Alden - Eddie Redmayne

Chapter 38: Adjusting - June

Notes:

A/N: This chapter does contain elements that border on M-rated. Personally, I think they're not much more mature than what you'd see on a teen drama (like Gossip Girl or Riverdale) but let me know if you feel otherwise. If you wish to avoid those moments, the first starts after 'Hopefully not after someone she loved died' and ends at 'June 14, 2011' and the second starts at 'She studied it carefully' and ends at 'As she headed back to the read-through. . .'.

Alex's outfits for this chapter can be viewed at my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

June 5th, 2011

The rest of May passed by in a bit of a blur. By the end of the month, Alex had gotten a lot of what she'd set out to do accomplished. She'd alerted Torchwood to keep an eye out for Melody, though Alex highly doubted they would find anything, and got the locks changed. Amy and Rory had been more than happy to cooperate after Alex told them exactlywhy they needed to be changed. The details of her memory had startled them. Aside from new housekeys, Amy now carried a can of Mace on her every time she went out of the house. Alex was tempted to do the same, but since she was trying to get herself back to normal, she refrained. For now.

She had also spoken to Lacey, Marigold, and some of the Bristol group, but she had yet to tell them about her altered biology or Melody/River. Alex simply couldn't find the words to say. It wasn't really a conversation that could be had over the phone anyway. She would tell them. Soon. Ish.

Overall though, Alex found herself blissfully happy with her life; Amy and Rory were doing much better, her job at the library was going along swimmingly and, best of all, her relationship with the Doctor was even better than before. They would talk every day, sometimes twice, and they never hung up without expressing their love for each-other.

Alex was baffled as to why she ever thought she could leave the TARDIS and, by extension, her feelings for the Doctor behind. If she could have, she would have gone back and told her younger self that the idea was ridiculous and that her worries were all for naught. Things with the Doctor were surprisingly easy. By far, it was the nicest relationship Alex had ever had. She and the Doctor usually talked in the morning, sometimes while Alex was at the library waiting for the afternoon rush. Sometimes they would talk in the evenings while Alex was preparing dinner. Sometimes it was while she was watching TV when she couldn't sleep, something that had been occurring more and more within the past few days.

Like today. It was Sunday morning and Alex hadn't slept in three days. She simply didn't feel tired, not even slightly. She still felt refreshed and energized, ready to take on the day . . . which could be annoying, whenever she happened to be awake in the middle of the night. Thankfully, there were distractions. Reading was her main one. It was an excellent way to pass the time. The only problem it came with, though, was when she finished her TBR pile, as she'd discovered last night.

"You finish your book yet?" the Doctor asked. As Alex's Blackberry was set to speaker-phone, his voice rang out into her bedroom.

Alex checked her reflection in the mirror. Her hair was nice and smooth, not a fly-away in sight. Her bangs needed to be trimmed and her highlights were due for a touch-up, but other than that, her hair was perfect. "Yeah," she answered as she fumbled through the makeup drawer in her bureau. She pulled out a stick of pink lip-liner and started applying it. "FinishedPirate Kinglast night. I'm officially done with the Mary Russell series."

"The series isn't over yet," the Doctor chuckled.

Alex rolled her eyes. "You know what I mean. Now I need something new to read, preferably a series. I already know I'm not gonna sleep tonight."

"Let's see . . .Chronicles of Narnia?"

"Read that when I was ten. I'm not opposed to a re-read, but I'd prefer some new stuff."

"Discworld?"

Alex carefully applied a pretty pink lipstick. "Read the first book, wasn't for me." She paused to rub her lips together and blot them with a makeup wipe. "Waytoo much going on in them."

"There'sGame of Thrones," the Doctor mused, "but I don't think you'd like that."

"From what little I've seen and heard about the show, I'd say you're right."

"What are you in the mood to read? Historical fiction again?"

Alex crossed the room to sit on her bed. She considered the question as she fastened the straps to her black heeled sandals. "I wouldn't mind some more historical fiction, yeah," she mused. "I love learning more about other time periods, especially in the absence of a certain time-traveling alien of mine."

She could practically hear his grin through the phone. "Well, then, it would be remiss of me not to help you in this matter, since I can't take you time-traveling right now. Let's see. . . First thing that comes to mind is theOutlanderseries. I've never read it, but previous companions of mine have loved it."

Alex stood up and went back to her bureau. She opened her jewelry box and started rifling through it. "Any particular reason?" she asked as she pulled out a gold stud earring.

"Mainly because of the male lead. Donna was always going on and on about him. I think he's Scottish and wears a kilt. Rose, at least, liked the time travel aspect as well."

After a little more rifling, Alex finally located the other gold stud. "A sexy male leadandtime travel? I'm sold!"

The Doctor laughed. "Figures. Perhaps I should be a librarian as well."

"Hmmm. . ." Alex wrinkled her nose. "I don't think so, Doc. You can't keep quiet that long."

"I can too!"

"You really can't." Alex fastened the studs and tucked some hair behind her ears so that the earrings would be noticeable. "How about we agree that you're my personal librarian? I'm your only customer."

"Better vice-versa," the Doctor argued, his tone silky. "And as my personal librarian, does that not mean you would have to help me find whatever I wish, even if my requests are a bit . . .salaciousand involve the librarian herself?"

Alex shivered and inadvertently dropped the cross necklace she'd just pulled out. "Stop that!" she exclaimed, bending down to retrieve the necklace. "Or people will be asking me why I'm blushing in church!"

Not that it would be the first time people asked her why she was blushing for apparently no reason. It wasn't Alex's fault that the Doctor had taken to making rather sexy comments and innuendos in their phone calls the last two weeks. Nor was it Alex's fault that she was often left red for several minutes afterwards as she remembered his words, uttered in that low, sinful tone he knew she loved.

The Doctor chuckled in that very tone but obliged. "Remind me again why you're going to church?"

"I always go at least once a month." Alex fastened her mother's necklace around her neck. The delicate gold cross rested in the hollow of her throat, just a few inches above the TARDIS charm on her sonic necklace. "But Amy, Rory, and I are all going today. Amy's parents are back in town. They've been in Inverness for the last month, and they invited us all for brunch afterwards."

"Sounds . . . fun."

Alex snorted. "You sound just like Amy and Rory."

"Pond's not looking forward to seeing her parents?"

"Yes and no. She's happy to see them, but she's terrified that they might notice she recently gave birth."

"You told me she doesn't look like she was even pregnant!"

"I did. And she doesn't. She's just being paranoid. What's gonna happen is we're going to attend church, listen to Reverend Jeffries deliver a sermon, spend a little time after gossiping with the villagers, and then go to brunch where we'll listen to Augustus and Tabetha talk about Inverness and Amy's relatives. Afterwards, we'll come home, watch crap TV, and eat dinner." Alex shrugged. "Nothing spectacular."

"I'm so sorry," the Doctor said sagely.

Alex couldn't help but giggle. A plain old Sunday afternoon was definitely the opposite of spectacular to the Doctor. "I appreciate your concern, Doc. Now I gotta go. Thanks for the book recommendation."

"You're welcome, Ally. Talk to you later?"

"Definitely. Love you."

"Love you, too."

Once she hung up, Alex grabbed the Blackberry and tossed it into a simple cream clutch. Joining it was her lipstick, debit card, and car keys. After pausing to make sure she had everything, she headed towards the kitchen.

Rory was already there, ready to go. He was rather polished today, no doubt more due to meeting his in-laws than attending church. He wore a sky-blue polo, khakis, and tan loafers with no socks. He was also wearing a fancy silver watch around his left wrist; Alex recalled that it was a gift from Augustus and that Rory hated wearing it because the band pinched his skin.

"Hey, Roranicus. You're looking awfully spiffy today."

Rory chuckled. "I did try." He fiddled with the band on his watch.

"You know you don't have to wear that watch if you don't want to."

"Ireallydo. This is the most expensive thing Augustus has ever given me. As a wedding present, no less!" Rory sighed and released the band. "You look spiffy, too. New dress?"

Alex beamed. "Yep! Good eye." Her spaghetti-strapped dress was a rich cream color with pale pink pinstripes and detailed with black buttons and a tied strap around the waist. Alex had chosen it today because it was rather modest, the hem extending past her knees. Perfectly appropriate for church. "I got it a few days ago at Kendra's mom's yard sale. She said Kendra only wore it once."

"Of course she did," Amy said, coming in just in time to hear the remark. "It's got way too much fabric for her."

Alex and Rory snorted. "Probably true," Alex chuckled. "You look good, Ames."

"She's right," Rory agreed. He stepped up beside Amy and pressed a kiss to her forehead. "You look great."

Amy rolled her eyes, but the blush in her cheeks indicated she was pleased, nevertheless. Her outfit consisted of a red polka-dot maxi dress. There was a slit up the right side, showing off quite a bit of leg, but no one in church would be surprised. This was Amy, after all. She'd paired the dress with the red stilettos she'd worn in her wedding, her gold 'A' necklace, and a matching red clutch. Her long red hair had been tamed into a bun with a braid running across the top of her head.

"I'm just ready to get this over with," Amy admitted. She wetted her lips nervously. "I mean, what if—"

"Amelia, for the thousandth time," Alex cut in, "your parents are not going to realize you gave birth. You literally do not look like you were ever pregnant."

It was true. Amy's stomach was flat as a board. According to Amy, her figure had started shrinking a few days after she gave birth and by the time Alex returned to Leadworth, she was at the same size she'd been at pre-pregnancy. There weren't even stretch marks to indicate the experience. It was like she'd never been pregnant at all. The Doctor had told Alex that this was most likely due to whatever drugs Kovarian and her team had been giving Amy. However it happened, it was a good thing it did. Otherwise, Amy would be fielding alotof questions from very nosy and gossipy villagers.

"If you say so," Amy said now, though she didn't sound very optimistic.

Pressing another kiss to her forehead, Rory wrapped his arm around Amy's waist and turned her in the direction of the door. "Come on, girls," he said, wrapping his other arm around Alex's shoulders. "Let's get this over with."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

St. George's Chapel was crowded, as it always was on a Sunday morning. As Alex pulled her car into the parking lot, she observed several villagers milling about the lawn. Children were playing in the small, wooded area off to the side of the church as their parents kept an eye on them. The older residents of the village stood near the church doors, gossiping about everyone present. The teenagers stood at the edge of the parking lot, doing much the same, though their gossip mostly concerned their peers and the fastly approaching A-Levels.

Augustus and Tabetha, however, stood apart from all the groups. They approached the '56 as Alex put the car in park.

Augustus, as usual, was beaming away. "There's my girl!" he cheered as Amy stepped out of the car and into his open arms.

"Hi, Daddy," Amy greeted, hugging him back.

"And my favorite son-in-law!" Augustus quickly swept Rory into one of those side-arm man hugs. Both clapped each-other on the shoulder.

"Good to see you again, Augustus," Rory smiled as he quickly hugged Tabetha.

Once they pulled back, Tabetha cupped his cheek. "I heard from Dr. Ramsden that you had a bad bout of flu just a few weeks ago," she said worriedly. "Everything okay?"

Rory coughed uncomfortably. "Oh, er, yes, Tabetha. I'm perfectly fine now. Just . . . wasn't feeling well. I'm better now though."

Not a lie,Alex thought. She suspected Rory had done that deliberately. While she, Amy, and Rory had all agreed that no one, not even Augustus and Tabetha, were to know of Melody/River, she knew Rory had too much respect for his in-laws to try and lie to them. And while he hadn't been the dictionary definition of 'sick' that one week, he certainly hadn’t been feeling well during that period. He still wasn't 100%, but he was a lot better now.

The answer seemed to satisfy Tabetha. She turned her head and caught sight of Alex. "And Alex!" she exclaimed, pulling her into a hug before Alex could even get a greeting out. "It's so good to see you! You really must come by the house more often! Is that a new dress?"

"New to me," Alex said as she was released from Tabetha's grasp. "Got it the other day from Mrs. Benson's yard sale. It was Kendra's, but she never wore it."

"Of course," Tabetha nodded. A twinkle appeared in her eyes and her lips curved into a smirk. It was a look Alex was quite familiar with; it was the same one Amy got whenever she was being mischievous. "Too much fabric, I suspect."

Alex giggled. "Tabetha, you're wicked!" She glanced across the parking lot to the church steps where Kendra and her family were gathered. Kendra's church attire consisted of a gauzy, white, bell-sleeved dress that just barely covered her bum, black suede knee-high boots, and a matching hat. It was attire that would be more at home in a photo-shoot forVoguethan ten o'clock church services.

"But," Alex added, "not entirely wrong."

Tabetha followed her gaze. She shook her head at Kendra's so-called church clothes. "Honestly," she muttered. "A nice girl at heart, but no common sense. Not a lick."

"Tell me about it," Alex muttered.

Augustus patted her shoulder. "She still giving you trouble at the library?"

Alex smiled ruefully. "Not as much as she was in the beginning, but there's been no improvement either."

"Yes, we heard there was an incident at story-time while you were gone, didn't we, Beth? What was that all about?"

For the next several minutes, Amy, Alex, and Rory updated Augustus and Tabetha on all the Leadworth gossip. Both shook their heads and chuckled inaudibly at theMummy Laid an Eggincident, Augustus expressed despair at the thought of The Queen's Garters potentially closing (Mrs. Temple had just filed for divorce with a bid for full ownership of the pub), and Tabetha reacted with pity for Elsie Margraves.

"Also a nice girl," she remarked as they walked to the church. "But not much sense, at least not romantically. Are she and Edward still seeing each-other?"

"If they are," Amy said, "they're doing it very quietly. No one's seen them out together."

"Kendra swears she saw them going into the Greenleaf the other night," Alex revealed, "but it was dark and raining then, so who knows?"

"It's not surprising, really," Tabetha mused. "That Edward cheated, I mean. He's always had a wandering eye, especially with the young ladies. Amelia, that lodge party you worked, the one for Morris Tyler's fortieth birthday? Didn't you say Edward tried to cop a feel?"

Amy grimaced. "Yeah," she said, shuddering at the memory. "Claimed he was drunk, but I'm not so sure."

"Of course he wasn't! I told you and Alex at tea the day after, Temple men have always had an unerring ability to hold their grog. Remember that story I told you two about his father and the contest he had with that visiting sailor from Germany?"

"Oh, yeah!" Amy started laughing hysterically. "The sailor bloke had to be carried out and Mr. Temple was still sitting and talking after ten pints!"

Alex shifted awkwardly as Amy and Tabetha continued laughing over the memory. Emphasis onmemory. While Amy and Tabetha remembered discussing the Temple men's ability to drink people under the table, Alex did not. She didn't remember drinking tea – or whatever she alternatively drank – with Tabetha, nor whatever they ate.

That was the only problem the Doctor's reboot of the universe had caused. Amy had her parents back and had wonderful memories of camping with her dad in the Highlands, family vacations to Barry Island, shopping for her prom dress with her mom, and so much more. Rory had his own memories of the elder Ponds, such as asking their permission to propose to Amy. But Alex had zero memories of hanging out with Augustus and Tabetha. When the universe rebooted, Alex had no recollection of the new timeline – just the old one.

Sometimes, it wasn't a problem. Amy and Rory were always careful to stick to their old timeline memories around Alex. Rory even admitted to her that he considered that timeline to be the 'proper' one. And when the time called for her to be around Augustus and Tabetha, Amy and Rory shared their memories of the new timeline with her.

As far as Alex could tell, her presence in the new timeline hadn't been significantly affected. She still met Amy and Rory after nearly running them over, promptly moved into Amy's house, and became their best friend. But there were memories of events she didn't have – the elegant tea party Tabetha threw for Amy's bachelorette party, for example. The only bachelorette party Alex remembered was the one Mels organized at the strip club in Gloucester. Then there were the family Christmases where the elder Ponds gave her gifts Alex couldn't remember receiving – a gift certificate to Henrick's, a vintage copy ofLe Morte d'Arthur, a tartan scarf in the exact colors of the Docherty clan, and more.

Usually, she could ignore this and play along with Augustus and Tabetha's memories of her. But sometimes, like now, it was difficult playing a part you didn't completely know. It was like someone had only given Alex half of a script and expected her to perform her part flawlessly by that night. She felt confused, worried that she might mess something up and, most importantly, left out.

These weren't things she liked feeling. Thankfully, before she could dwell on them, they were being swept along with the crowd into the church.

St. George's had been built during the later Middle Ages but unlike other churches of that era, it wasn't particularly grandiose. The walls were made of simple white stone that had to be power-washed at least once a year. The ceiling arched into a point and was supported by several thick mahogany beams. There were several windows, but none of them were made of stained-glass. The only extravagant thing in the church was a print that hung in the entryway – Raphael'sSt. George and the Dragon, specifically the version that hung in the Louvre.

Alex paused to admire it, as she always did when she came here. It was one of her favorite paintings. She liked how the scene it showed was right at the climax of the story – St. George getting ready to deliver the fatal blow on the dragon while the princess, intended as the dragon's lunch, fled in the distance. She loved that Raphael had painted pieces of a broken lance beneath St. George's horse, indicating just how difficult killing the dragon was. Not to mention, but she liked that this specific print hung in the church. It made sense, since St. George was the patron saint of England, and his slaying of the dragon was his best-known story.

"I don't see why you like that so much, Alex," Amy commented when she saw her friend admiring the painting.

"Not everything can be a Van Gogh, Ames," Alex shrugged. This was nothing new. Amy expressed her dislike of the painting every time she set foot in the church.

Amy rolled her eyes. "I knowthat! I just mean it's not very impressive. Take that dragon. Doesn't look much bigger than a St. Bernard. How it was supposed to devour a princess is beyond me."

"Fair point," Alex conceded, as she always did. The dragonwasawfully small. It didn't exactly scream 'terrifying beast with a taste for human flesh'. Still, that didn't detract from her liking of the painting.

Augustus chuckled and shook his head. "Just ignore her, Alex. Amy thinks Van Gogh is the pinnacle of the art world."

"Not disagreeing with her," Alex smiled as they went into the chapel.

The chapel was packed with villagers. Most were still standing around, but a few had already claimed their seats. The Pond-Locke party did this, grabbing the second to last pew in the back of the room. Since most people preferred to sit near the front, this seat offered the group a good vantage point to observe their friends and neighbors.

Kendra and her family had claimed the middle pew in the front row, right in front of the pulpit. Mayor Bascomb and his wife were standing, shaking hands, and generally acting like a traditional politically affluent couple, while Kendra and her parents sat in the pew. Kendra, unsurprisingly, was texting.

Edward Temple sat in the pew behind them. His alleged girlfriend was nowhere in sight. As for his estranged wife and son, Alex spotted them on the other side of the church, sitting in the back pew.

Mrs. Delia sat in the pew directly in front of the Ponds. She was humming contentedly to herself as she worked on her knitting. Her grandson Jeff sat beside her, fiddling with his phone. Since his encounter with the Doctor during the Prisoner Zero debacle, Jeff's life had taken a dramatic turn. He now worked as a computer programmer for the UK Space Agency. He lived in a very posh flat in Wiltshire but came to visit his grandmother on the weekends and his days off.

Michael the ice cream man came in with his parents and older sister. Shannon Darcy and her girlfriend arrived, wearing matching blue dresses. Right behind them came Archie Alden and his elderly parents. Archie looked rather handsome in a cream seersucker suit, pale blue polo, and loafers. His auburn hair had been swept to one side and he'd recently gotten some color. His freckles were all but faded due to his tan.

Alex noticed him looking in her direction and quickly diverted her gaze. After realizing Archie's feelings for her, she'd been careful not to be around him too much. The last few library readings had been difficult but were helped by a mixture of Kendra's bumbling and a sudden influx of sixth-formers preparing for their GCSE's and A-Levels. There'd simply been no time for Archie to try and ask her out again.

Though that won't be the case for long,Alex thought. Testing started this week and then the students would be on summer break, leaving Archie with plenty of free time on his hands. More than enough time for him to seek her out at the library, which was typically empty during those first few weeks of school-sanctioned freedom.

She was pulled out of her thoughts by Amy exclaiming, "Mels! What's she doing here?"

Alex spun round in her seat, eyes automatically narrowing. Sure enough, walking through the entryway was none other than Melody Ukuthula, aka Mels. Like Kendra, Mels wasn't particularly dressed for church either: her outfit consisted of a white tank top, low slung black jeans with more than a few rips in them, dusty black boots, and a black leather vest. Her heavy boots clunked against the floor as she walked, attracting stares and, directly after that, mutters of disapproval.

If she was aware of all the staring and disapproval, Mels ignored it. She merely smirked as she approached the Pond pew. "Amy! Rory!"

Amy sprang up and nearly toppled over her parents in her haste to hug Mels. "Mels! It's great to see you!"

"Likewise." Mels pulled back from the hug and studied Amy critically. "Hmm . . . there's something different about you."

Amy tensed. "Oh, no, there's really not."

Mels shook her head. "No, there really is. Have you lost weight?"

"N-no. That would imply I'd put on weight and needed to lose it . . . which I haven't!"

Seeing that his wife was floundering under Mels' gaze, Rory hastened to step in. "What are you doing here?" he asked as he swept Mels into a hug.

"Following you," Mels shrugged. Her gaze slid past Rory and onto Alex. "And the Southern belle," she added with a sneer.

Alex merely leaned back in the pew, crossing her legs demurely. "You were really that bored, Melody?" She couldn't help but enjoy the way Mels' lips pursed at the use of her full name. If there was one thing in this world Mels hated more than Alex, it was her full first name. "I didn't think you had a lot of time on your hands with your new job." Mels had recently started work as a management consultant for Magpie Electricals, an electronics company looking to expand its business outside the British Isles. "Unless . . . don't tell me they fired you already?"

"Of course not,Ally," Mels retorted. "In fact, a brand-new store is opening in Paris next month, thanks to me."

"Well," Alex shrugged. "You know what they say: 'every dog has her day'."

Mels' eyes widened at the hidden insult. But before she could retort, Augustus jumped in. "Easy, girls," he chuckled uncomfortably. "We are in church after all."

"I'll behave if she does," Alex said, glaring at Mels.

Mels matched the glare right back. "Touché."

"So, Mels!" Tabetha cried with heavily forced cheer. "Are you here to worship today?"

Mels sat down between Rory and Alex, literally forcing Alex aside in the process. Alex grumbled something in Spanish, but otherwise gave no indication that Mels' action had annoyed her. "Oh, you know, I'm not Protestant, but church is a good place to see and catch up with old friends." Mels gave Tabetha an innocent smile.

Not that it worked. Tabetha merely nodded absently. "Yes, that's true, but I'm sure you could find the service interesting, even with your different religion." Whenever questioned about her religious beliefs, Mels claimed to believe in the traditional religion of the Zulu, from which she was descended. It was a claim Alex had always found dubious. Then again, she found most things dubious when it came to Mels. "Why, Alex is a Catholic, yet she comes here at least once a month!"

Mels gritted her teeth. Honestly, why did this keep happening?! She wasalwaysbeing compared to Alex.

Oh, Mels, why can't you hold down a job like Alex? She's been at the library for about three years now!

Mels, why aren't you as nice as Alex? Such a sweet girl, why, she helped Mrs. Delia the other day with her rose bushes!

Oh, Mels, why can't you be a nice, law-abiding citizen like Alex Locke? She never gets in trouble! Oh, Mels, Alex Locke may have had a bit of a lead foot when she first came here, but she's not like that now. And she's certainly never stolen a bus!

She was absolutely sick of it.

Sure, Alex may have a steady job, helped the elderly plant their rosebushes, and coaxed Maddie Hayworth's cat out of a tree, but she wasn't a bloody saint. Mels had no idea why all of Leadworth had cast Alex in the role of an angel and Mels herself as the devil. Whatever the reason, it wasn't fair.

It also didn't help that Amy and Rory barely did anything about it. In fact, they were always on her case too! Why couldn't she act more like Alex, behave like Alex? For the love of God, if it were humanly possible, they would probably ask her why she didn't just physically transform into acopyof Alex!

It hadn't always been like this. In the good old days, she, Amy, and Rory were a tight niche. Sure, they sometimes scolded her about some of the pranks she pulled and the shenanigans she got into, but nothing like they did after Alex showed up. After meeting the perfect little Southern belle, Amy and Rory had gotten a lot harsher on her. They were no longer tolerant or even mildly amused of her antics; now they wondered why she couldn't grow the hell up and act like an upstanding citizen.

An upstanding citizen like Alex.

Now, Mels was pushed to the side. Alex had taken her place. The worst part of it was that she had done it so effortlessly. It was like sliding a puzzle piece into place, something so simple that you didn't really think about how significant an act it was. But Alex had done it and was now reaping the benefits; Amy and Rory's undivided attention, the love and approval of their parents, everything that Mels had sought to obtain when she became Amy and Rory's friend.

She wasn't sure how yet but somehow, someday, Alex would pay for what she'd stolen from her.

"Oh, I imagine there's a few fundamental differences between Protestantism and the Zulu religion," Alex remarked. "It's rather different compared to Protestantism and Catholicism. Besides, I'm used to it. I went to a Baptist church back in Bristol. That was all we had."

Mels rolled her eyes. Even when Alex disliked her, she had to try and help her as well. Another thing people loved about her.

Thankfully, before anyone could further discuss the differences between various types of religion, the service started. Everyone stood to sing 'Praise God, From Whom All Blessings Flow'. Split seconds after Gladys Norwell, the church's aging piano player, struck the final note, Reverend Jeffries began to preach.

Reverend Jacob Jeffries was in his mid-forties with a heavily grizzled face. He stood at over six feet tall, towering over the little pulpit. Despite his tall height, his frame was rather skinny, a side-effect of the chemo and radiation he'd undergone little more than a year ago for (thankfully) benign squamous-cell carcinoma of the neck. Not that anyone would have ever known he'd had cancer in that area based on his voice. Reverend Jeffries' voice was big and booming, easily reaching everyone in the church. It reminded Alex of Brother Mark at Bristol Baptist; his voice was powerful too. It was probably a requirement for clergymen. They had to make sure everyone in the congregation could hear them, as well as ensure that no one fell asleep . . . as Mels seemed to be doing now.

Today's sermon was on passion, specifically how to go about having proper, Protestantism-condoned romantic passion while also making sure you retained passion for the Lord.

"As Romans 12: 10-11 says," Reverend Jeffries thundered, "'Be devoted to one another in love. Honor one another above yourselves. Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord'."

Alex smiled to herself. Reverend Jeffries and the Bible probably wouldn't condone how she and the Doctor undertook passion in their relationship. Religion wasn't even a faint thought in their heads, unless you counted the desire to worship the other's body over several days in bed.

"Hey, Ally, why you so red?" Mels hissed in her ear. She smirked. "Not thinking impure thoughts, are you?"

Alex's already crimson cheeks flushed. "Of course not," she whispered. "It's a bit stuffy in here, is all. Now, hush." She fixed her gaze on Reverend Jeffries and did her best to block out Mels' snigg*ring.

Alex probably could have gotten back into the sermon and away from her naughty thoughts about the Doctor, except for the fact that Reverend Jeffries took a sharp turn and started going into improper examples of passion within Christianity; specifically, Jezebel.

Alex rolled her eyes and nearly groaned at Jeffries' comparison of Jezebel to women who did not abide themselves to passion within marriage.Honestly!she thought.Jezebel was only trying to make sure her religion was the one the Israelites practiced! There's absolutely no mention of her being unfaithful to her husband! Vain, spoiled, controlling, and willing to lie and murder to further her cause, yes, but nothing about promiscuity!

Alex surveyed the congregation. Several members of the older generation were nodding along to every one of Reverend Jeffries' words. Augustus and Tabetha and several of their generation were listening, though not really registering what was being said. Amy and Rory looked rather bored, Mels was dozing again, Kendra was surreptitiously texting, Shannon Darcy and her girlfriend had their heads together, presumably whispering sweet-nothings to each-other, and Archie. . . Archie looked physically pained.

It took a moment for Alex to figure out why. Archie and his parents were sitting in the back and mostly had their pew to themselves. The only other person sitting there was Elsie Margraves . . . and her face was completely pale. She was wringing her hands and kept shifting like she wanted to get up and run for the door.

Alex looked back at Reverend Jeffries. He was still going on about 'loose women' and that, like Jezebel, those who did up their face and wore finery were no better than the painted women also portrayed in the Bible. She turned again to Elsie. Elsie was a very pretty girl with long, wavy black hair, big blue eyes, and a buxom chest. Her looks were further emphasized by her carefully made-up face. Today, she had winged eyeliner Alex would kill to learn how to do and her lips were a bright crimson color that served to compliment her pale complexion, rather than heighten it.

Alex started to frown. Reverend Jeffries was well-known for living his life as close to the standards presented in the Bible as possible. It wouldn't be unexpected of him to have heard about and deeply disapprove of Elsie's relationship with Edward Temple. And, as so many had done over the centuries, it also wouldn't be unexpected of him to condemn the woman and ignore the man.

At that point, Alex tuned out the sermon completely. It was a whole bunch of bullsh*t, anyway. Something she and the Doctor agreed on when it came to religion was that they hated when people twisted it around to try and justify their own backwards beliefs or evil acts such as murder and child abuse. Just what Reverend Jeffries was doing now.

Alex instead considered the topic of the sermon: passion. While she didn't really have that towards an almighty God, she did have it in spades with the Doctor. She struggled to control the blood flow to her cheeks (didn't the Doctor say he could control that?) as she remembered his salacious comment this morning and how they almost consummated their relationship before Amy's phone call lured her back to Leadworth.

If he were here, we'd have already had sex now,she mused. It was rather exhilarating and made Alex's hearts pound. She had enjoyed sex in her past relationships – usually considering it a gigantic plus – but never as much as she enjoyed the mere possibility of it with the Doctor. Yet another thing that was different with him.

Her musing and attempts not to daydream about various scenarios that all ended in her and the Doctor finally shagging kept Alex occupied through the rest of the sermon. Once Reverend Jeffries finished, the collection plate was passed around, the congregation sang 'Jesus, Lover of My Soul', did a final prayer, and then church was over.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

For the next fifteen minutes afterwards, Alex was forced to socialize with the rest of the congregation. She pointedly ignored Reverend Jeffries' attempts to talk to her, instead engaging his eighteen-year-old daughter Grace in conversation, asking about her rapidly approaching A-Levels and what she intended to do during the summer. Based on the way Grace kept looking at one of the Donaldson triplets, she intended on spending a lot of time with the boyfriend her father knew nothing about.

Alex also kept a close eye on Amy and Rory. This was the Ponds' first social outing in a while, and she was incredibly curious/worried to see how they would do. Fortunately, Amy's anxiety at anyone suspecting she'd undergone pregnancy faded with each new greeting and Rory got really into making up the different adventures they'd all gotten into during their time in America. Alex managed to overhear something about crashing a wedding at a Vegas casino and seeing Harrison Ford outside Grauman's Chinese Theatre.

Finally, though, they were able to head to brunch. Mels was invited but she must have sensed the half-heartedness in Tabetha's tone because she declined. She didn't even stick around to talk to anyone after the service, merely got in her Mini Cooper and sped out of the parking lot.

Now, the Pond-Locke party sat at a large round table in one of Leadworth's more upscale dining establishments. The Greenleaf Tavern was one of the village's older buildings, dating back to the Victorian Era. According to Amy and Rory, the building was once a private residence, then a medical hospital during the two world wars, then for a brief time a public house, until finally reaching its current incarnation: Leadworth's answer to a four-star hotel and restaurant.

"Cheers!" Augustus proclaimed, holding out his mimosa glass.

Everyone else immediately followed suit. "Cheers!" they cried as they clinked their glasses together.

Alex leaned back in her chair and took a long sip of mimosa as Augustus and Tabetha started updating Amy on all her various relatives. Instead of listening to the fishing exploits of Amy's uncle Mark, she instead admired her surroundings.

The Greenleaf Tavern's sunroom was the main dining room and for good reason – it was the most beautiful room in the tavern, at least in her opinion. The walls had been painted a delicate shade of tangerine that seemed to positively shine when hit by all the sunlight. The floor was a gorgeous white and blue patterned tile that had reportedly been specially ordered from China. All of the furniture was wicker, and plants in all shapes, sizes and varieties surrounded the diners, creating a somewhat exotic yet still very posh atmosphere.

Wonder if I could get the Doctor to take me here on a date,she mused. Alex had no doubt the Doctor would bend over backwards to please her, especially if she requested a specific place to take her, although she doubted he would enjoy the rather stuffy, refined atmosphere of the Greenleaf.Maybe The Queen's Garters for a pint? Assuming it's still here in a few months.

For the first half of brunch, things were fine. Amy and her parents happily chatted about her various relatives while Alex and Rory occupied themselves to mimosas and complimentary poppy seed bagels and cream cheese. Once everyone's food was served, conversation ranged from Amy, Rory, and Alex's supposed trip to America (Alex actually impressed herself with her easy lie about window shopping on Rodeo Drive) to comments on the sermon (everyone was in agreement that it had been directed towards poor Elsie Margraves) and plans for the rest of the summer (Augustus and Tabetha were thinking about taking a holiday to Paris in August).

It was just what Alex had told the Doctor would occur. Until it wasn't.

It was as they were eating a dessert of cinnamon rolls that Tabetha turned to Amy and Rory and said, "Now, I don't want you two to think I'm pressuring you, but I was just wondering. When do you plan on making me a grandmother?"

Amy and Rory froze. Alex, in the process of lifting her mimosa glass to her lips, abruptly dropped it.

"sh*t!" she exclaimed, jumping from her seat as the glass shattered against the beautiful tile.

Rory seized on the distraction she'd inadvertently provided. "Oh, I'll get someone to clean that up," he babbled as he practically launched himself out of his chair. "Just, just stay there, Alex, I'll get it."

"Oh, Rory, don't be silly," Tabetha laughed. "A waiter will come and get it—"

But Rory had already vanished from sight.

Alex slowly sank back into her seat. Just to have something to do, she grabbed another cinnamon roll and started devouring it. Anything to distract her from the train-wreck unfolding in front of her.

Amy fiddled with the napkin in her lap. "Um, Mum, why are you asking?" Her voice came out slightly shaky, not that Augustus or Tabetha noticed.

"Well, it's coming up on a year. Like I said, Amelia, I'm not trying to pressure you or anything, but your father and I had you in less than a year—"

"TMI," Alex muttered through a harsh bite of cinnamon roll.

". . .we just began wondering. Besides, a little Amy or Rory running around the place would be so cute, don't you think?"

Amy swallowed thickly. "Very."

"And you want to make Alex a godmother, don't you?" Augustus chuckled. "Gotta keep her in the family somehow!"

Amy and Alex exchanged a look, remembering all too well that Alex was a godmother now. She was already irrevocably tied to the Pond-Williams family.

"Oh, yes!" Tabetha exclaimed with a little clap of her hands. "Oh, Alex, you would make such a wonderful godmother. I must insist she be that, Amelia." She dropped her voice to murmur, "Not Melody. Too wild, that one."

Amy took a shuddering breath at the utterance of her daughter's name. "Y-yes." She hurriedly blinked away burgeoning tears. "Rory and I are in agreement on that."

Alex couldn't stand watching Amy suffer anymore. "But I'm not gonna be a godmother for a while," she cut in. She gave the elder Ponds her sweetest smile, the one that charmed practically everyone. "Things were a bit different for your generation, I'm sure."

"Oh, very," Augustus chuckled.

"Well, it's like that now. Our generation likes to have fun, not be tied down to too many responsibilities. Rory's already got his nursing job and he's plenty busy with that."

"Yes!" Amy cried, pouncing on the convenient excuse. "It's just . . . not practical to have a baby right now."

Alex nodded firmly. "Precisely. Amy and Rory already have responsibilities and, like you said, Tabetha, it's only been about a year since they married. They're still enjoying having themselves to themselves." She forced a chuckle. "Gets a bit difficult when a baby comes along."

"Very true," Tabetha nodded sagely.

"So, I don't think we'll be getting any Amy or Rory Jrs. any time soon."

When her parents looked to her for confirmation, Amy gave a short tilt of the head. "Right," she murmured.

Tabetha shrugged. "Oh, well, I'm sorry, Amy, but I had to ask. Of course, I also wonder if you and Rory have discussed the subject of children in depth—"

"Speaking of Rory!" Alex shrieked. She coughed, willing her voice to do away with the hysterics. "Where is he? He should've been back by now."

Augustus frowned. "That's right. . ." He craned his head and peered around the crowded sunroom. "Wonder where he's got off to."

Alex hastily stood, being careful to avoid bits of broken glass and spilled mimosa. "I'll go and find him. Probably got stuck waiting for a waiter that wasn't busy. Hey, Ames, why don't you tell your parents about that new bookstore Kendra's cousin is opening?" She shot Augustus and Tabetha another sweet smile. "It's all I've been hearing about at the library for the last few weeks. Kendra's convinced she's going to get a job there." Without another word, she sped away from the table.

Alex only came to a halt once she reached the front hall of the tavern. With a weary sigh, she collapsed against the door to the coat room.

Goddammit to hell,she thought.Why the hell didn't I consider the baby question?!Of course people were going to be quizzing Amy and Rory on when they'd start producing children,especiallythe grandparents of those potential children. Alex hadn't thought it would be a mere year after the wedding but then again, plenty of couples had children shortly after getting married. It was plenty common back in Bristol. The summer after her senior year, Alex had attended no less than five gender reveal parties thrown by members of her graduating class.

Alex closed her eyes and shook her head.And to think Amy's biggest worry was that people would know she'd given birth!Her friends had been doing so well recovering from the trauma of Demons Run and now it had all been dredged back up again.

Just as she was wondering how the hell she would help the Ponds recover from this, someone tapped her on the shoulder. Alex jumped and let out a squeal.

"Whoa!" a voice cried. "Sorry, Alex, didn't mean to startle you."

Alex turned and found herself looking into the hazel eyes of Archie Alden.

Aw, sh*t, just what I needed on top of everything else!Alex adopted a sweet smile, though not quite as sweet as the ones she'd given Augustus and Tabetha. "Archie, hi. I didn't know you were here. With your parents?"

Archie gave her one of his signature brilliant grins. "Yeah, can't dine in the sunroom 'cause of, you know, the allergies. And yes, Mum and Dad are here. They love coming here after church."

"I imagine it's the only time they get to come out and interact with everyone." Archie's parents were well into their seventies and were residents of the local nursing home.

"Yeah, unfortunately. The rest of the week, they're dealing with shuffleboard tournaments and arguing with Mrs. Poggit for control of the TV."

Alex smiled politely. "Well, good on you for taking them out. Now, I really hate to ditch you, Archie, but I was actually looking for Rory." She made to step around him, but Archie blocked her path.

"Oh, yeah, Rory stopped at my table. He asked me to locate a waiter for you guys, said you dropped your glass." Alex glanced back into the sunroom. Sure enough, a waiter was kneeling on the floor beside the Pond table, carefully picking up pieces of glass with a napkin.

Alex slowly turned back to Archie. "Ah, well, that was nice of you."

"Oh, please," Archie scoffed with a wave of his hand. "Anyone would've done it."

Maybe, but someone with a crush on medefinitelywould!

"Anyway, I'm glad I saw you, Alex. I've been trying to talk to you for the last few weeks, but you've just been so busy."

"Oh, really?" Alex laughed lightly, but on the inside, she was panicking.Please, please,pleaselet some kind of alien invasion start so I don't have to have this conversation!

Unfortunately, no spaceships crashed into the Greenleaf, no one started screaming, nor did the sounds of intergalactic gunfire ring out. The only sounds Alex could hear were laughing and talking from other diners and the rattle of cutlery.

"Yeah, not that I blame you though!" Archie added hastily. "I mean, I've been plenty busy, too. But this is something I've been wanting to ask you for a while now and seeing you now, I thought, 'no better time'."

Oh sh*t, oh sh*t, oh sh*t.Alex closed her eyes and raked a hand through her hair. There was no getting out of this. She would just have to let Archie ask her out, then let him down gently. "Okay, Archie, what is it you want to ask me?"

"Well, Alex, I was wondering whether you would like to. . .”

Here it comes, here it comes, here it comes.

". . .audition for the summer play?"

Wait. What?

Alex blinked. He wasn't asking her out? "Sorry, what?"

Archie sheepishly ran a hand through his hair. "I was hoping you might like to audition for the summer play. I know you're not a member of the dramatic society and you're probably already plenty busy with the library and Kendra, so you have every right to say no—"

Alex held up a hand to stop his babbling. "Why are you asking me, Archie? Like you said, I'm not in the dramatic society."

"Well. . ." Archie shifted uncomfortably. "I'm sure you've noticed that our society is, well, not exactly. . ."

"I get it," Alex said quickly. It was a sore subject for Archie that the amateur dramatics society he had personally created and organized was considered a laughingstock by the rest of the village. Amy hadn't been exaggerating in the Leadworth reality created by the Dream Lord – the dramatic society wasbad, plain and simple. Alex had been forced to come to that same conclusion after watching their spring production ofThe Music Man. Mangled lines, Harold tripping over Marian not once, butfive timesduring the 'Marian the Librarian' scene, having to wait almost five minutes for what was supposed to be a one minute quick-change . . . the list went on and on. Alex had left after the first act.

"Well, I'm trying to make it not like that. I've been recruiting some people who I think will make this production a good one. And I immediately thought of you." He grinned at her. "You're a great actress, Alex."

"Oh, come on, Archie, you can't tell that by my telling you what plays I was in in high school—"

"I saw the YouTube video of your production ofRomeo and Juliet." Alex had forgotten that play had been posted online. Bree's mother had filmed opening night and posted it online soon after, utterly thrilled by the fact that she'd managed to get her daughter to join the drama club and that she'd subsequently gotten the part of the Nurse.

"Your Juliet was incredible," Archie continued, his words bleeding in admiration. "I've never seen an interpretation of Juliet that plays hard-to-get with Romeo."

Alex couldn't help but smile. Juliet Capulet was one of her favorite (if notthefavorite) roles she'd ever played. Her uncharacteristic interpretation of Juliet as someone who initially rejects Romeo's advances and subsequently makes him work to earn her affection raised a few eyebrows during rehearsals but paid off on opening night. "Well," Alex shrugged, attempting to feign modesty, "it's all there in the lines. You just have to look for it."

"And the death scene!" Archie enthused. "I've seen a lot of actors make it so melodramatic, but you didn't."

Alex vividly recalled struggling with that death scene. She'd wanted to make it seem like Juliet's death was an inevitability, that despite how hard she and Romeo tried, they could never be together in life. She wanted to portray Juliet's frustration with the outcome, as well as her slowly dawning realization that she could still be with Romeo – but at a fatal price. She didn't want to portray Juliet's death as some hastily conceived notion by a hormonal thirteen-year-old girl, but as an acceptance that this was the way things were meant to be. Juliet matured so much over the course of the play – she had to be mature at her death as well.

"I did try. I wanted to make her mature in those final moments, you know? Obviously, she's frustrated with how things have worked out so far and she just wants to have her happy ending. Then she realizes she can have it."

"But not the way she initially thought," Archie finished, nodding along.

Alex grinned. "Exactly! Are you thinking I'll make a good Juliet again?"

Archie chuckled. "No, sorry, Miss Capulet. I've got quite the different play in mind."

Alex waited for him to tell her what it was, but Archie remained silent.Damn it, I hate when people don't tell me things!"What is it?" she demanded, resisting the urge to bounce up and down in impatience. After all, this wasn't the Doctor she was talking to.

Archie bit his lip. Was he . . .nervousto tell her? "The Importance of Being Earnest."

Alex's eyes widened. "Really?" she exclaimed, her jaw dropping.

"Y-yes. Um, you may not have heard of it—"

"Of course I've heard of it! It's one of my favorite plays!"

Archie's nervous countenance faded away. "Really? I didn't know that!"

"Oh, yes!" Alex nodded firmly. "Before I had to leave Octavian, we read it in my British Literature class. Let me tell you, I enjoyed itsomuch more thanBeowulf."

"As someone who's had to study that poem, I don't blame you." Archie stared at her, his eyes full of expectation and a tinge of nerves. "So . . . can I put you down for auditions?"

Alex didn't give her answer a second thought. "Yes."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"It was so awkward," Alex said later to the Doctor. She pressed her Blackberry tighter against her ear and stared out her bedroom window. Shortly after returning home, the weather had taken a sudden turn for the worst. At the moment, the sky was completely dark. Thunder rumbled ominously in the distance. "I mean, Rory practically threw himself out of the chair and Amy was trying not to cry the whole time."

The Doctor sighed. "Yes, I can't see how they could have been prepared for such questions. It's a bit early to start thinking about children, isn't it?"

"You would think." Alex fell back against the pillows on her bed. "Thankfully, they seemed to take the whole 'we're not having kids yet' thing pretty well."

"Are Amy and Rory ever going to tell them about River?"

"Originally? No, but I think they're discussing it now." Alex glanced up at the ceiling, as though in doing so she would be able to hear the conversation that had been going on since they all came home two hours ago.

"Really?" The Doctor sounded surprised. "I mean, I know the conversation is bound to be a bit strange, but since they know about time travel—"

"Actually, they don't," Alex cut in. "Um, no one in Leadworth really knows."

She could easily picture the Doctor blinking incoherently on the other end. "They don't? But, I would've thought, after my appearance at the wedding. . ."

Alex sighed. This was a bit of a tricky subject and she had hoped she wouldn't have to discuss it with the Doctor. "Yes, well, again, you would think. The thing is, Doctor . . . well, in Leadworth, your name is kind of . . . taboo."

He was silent for a long moment. "Taboo?"

"Er, yes. It's just that everyone was convinced you were a product of Amy's overactive imagination for so long and then it turned out you weren't and now, well, it's just difficult for them to process and talk about. They don't really want to deal with the fact that Amy really did meet a time-traveling alien that one night."

There came a slightly exasperated snort. "I think I see now. A bunch of humans who, despite all evidence pointing directly at it, can't openly admit that there are such things as aliens?"

"Well . . . yes. But it's not everyone though!" Alex hastened to add. "Kendra asks about you all the time!"

"I'm not sure how to feel about that."

"Feel flattered, Doc. She's completely jealous of the fact that you're my boyfriend."Ugh, there's that word again. Really gotta come up with something else."But, back to subject. It's especially difficult for Amy's parents since they thought you were imaginary and sent Amy to all those psychiatrists. Then you came to the wedding and, well, I guess it was just pretty awkward for them. Didn't know how to respond so they didn't say or ask anything."

"And they knownothingof the time and space travel part?"

Alex shook her head, even though she knew he couldn't see her. "No, sorry, Doc. They've never asked, and Amy's never volunteered. It's this big elephant in the room that they refuse to acknowledge, that everyone here does."

"Are the Ponds aware of this?"

"They are. They told everyone they were going to Thailand for their honeymoon because of it and that I was going with them." Alex snorted. "That got the gossip mill running."

"What? Why?"

Alex chuckled. "Oh, some of the town elders and a few of Amy and Rory's old classmates think I'm in some kind of triad relationship with them."

"What?!" The Doctor was indignant. "Whose going around saying stuff like that?! Alex, please tell me no one's ever accused you of that to your face!"

"Calmdown, Doc." Alex couldn't help but giggle. "No one's said that to me, but people who don't believe ithavetold me about it. It's kind of funny, actually."

"It's still disrespectful to you," the Doctor grumbled. "And to the Ponds."

"Maybe, but none of us care. Amy and Rory think it's hilarious and so do I. The idea that people think a girl can't go with her two married friends on their honeymoon and have it all be platonic and best friend-y is a bit funny. There justhasto be something scandalous going on. . . I mean, come on, can't you see how ridiculous that is?"

"Yes," he said, somewhat reluctantly.

Alex knew he was still outraged over the gossip. "How about this? If someone does say that to my face, or the next time I hear about someone spreading it around, I'll tell you and let you punch them in the face?"

His beam practically traveled through the speakers. "Deal!"

"It's a deal then," Alex laughed. "So, anyway, getting back to point. Amy's parents have absolutely no knowledge of time or space travel. If Amy and Rory do decide to tell them about Melody/River, they're gonna have to cover the traveling first." She groaned as a sudden thought came to her. "And I'm probably gonna have to be there to help."That's gonna be an awkward conversation.

"Well, if they do decide to tell them, I suppose I could . . . come and assist." The reluctance to do so was clear in his voice. Either he was trying to hide it and failing miserably, or he was purposefully expressing his feelings on the prospect. Alex suspected it to be a mixture of the two.

"I thought you didn't like dealing with companions' families?" The Doctor had told her about his interaction with Jackie Tyler shortly after bringing Rose home a year late, as well as how he hadn't gotten along with Martha's mother (the Doctor hadn't elaborated, but Alex suspected there was quite the story behind it) or Donna Noble's. The way he avoided Amy's parents like the plague at the wedding suddenly made much more sense.

"I don't, usually. But, in this case . . . well, I am basically family now, right? I'm Melody . . . River's godfather, so it's not like I can stay out of it, right?" He took a deep breath. "So, basically, if you need me there and/or if the Ponds want me there, I'll be. There, I mean."

A slow smile stretched across Alex's face. Good lord, she thought she couldn't love this man any more than she already did, but then he goes and says something likethat. . .

"You're definitely family, Doc," she murmured softly. "And not just to me, you know. I know Amy and Rory agree. I'll mention it to them, okay?"

"Okay," he said softly. "Now . . . wanna talk about something more pleasant?"

Alex giggled. "Please."

"Alright then. Let's see. . . Oh! I know!" Suddenly, his voice lowered into that sinful tone she loved. "What are you wearing, Ally?"

A shiver ran down Alex's spine. "Hate to disappoint, Doc," she said, her voice slightly breathy, "but I didn't dress for the occasion."

He made some kind of strangled coughing sound. "Y-you mean, y-you're not . . . right now?!"

"What? No!" Alex rolled her eyes. "I'm dressed, you dork. What I meant was that I'm not wearing anything like fancy Parisian lingerie or fishnets or stilettos, stuff like that."

"Ah." He didn't bother to hide his disappointment. Alex figured it was over the fact that she was clothed and not because she wasn't wearing a negligee or anything like that. She'd never understood the appeal of such things. You only wore them for a few minutes, and they often ended up getting torn off your body (at least that's what happened in romance novels) so they were ultimately rendered useless.

But maybe the Doctor would like to see me in one?Another shiver ran down her spine and her brain started searching its mental Rolodex for the closest lingerie shops.

She was pulled out of her plotting by the Doctor asking, "So what are you wearing, Ally?"

"Black long-sleeved Aeropostale – that's a store – sweatshirt, black leggings, and white socks."

"And your necklace and ring?"

Alex spun her parents' melded together wedding bands on her finger. "Both on," she affirmed. "As usual."

"Ah, I see. Somewhat literally. You see, I've been trying to visualize you when we talk. Sounds strange, I know—"

"Not at all! I mean, to be honest. . ." She bit her lip. "I do that too, sometimes. Well, actually, all the time. Visualize you. So, you see, it's . . . not really that strange."

"That's good," he said through a sigh of relief. "I mean, well, I miss . . . seeing you all the time."

Alex blinked back the sudden tears in her eyes. "I miss seeing you too, Doc." Another thing she never thought she'd say or feel. In the past, she could go days without seeing her boyfriends and never spare them more than a passing thought. But now, with the Doctor, she wanted him with her at all times. The stretch of time until late August seemed vast and unbearable. "I wish . . . I wish you were here."

He let out a long, wistful breath. "Oh, Ally," he murmured mournfully. "I wish I was there, too." But they both knew he couldn't be. He had to look for Melody. He owed it to Amy, Rory, and the goddaughter he'd known for all of half an hour.

Alex hastened to change the subject. How did they go from him asking what she was wearing to them expressing how much they missed each-other? They were supposed to be talking abouthappythings! "Hey, did I tell you that I'm going to be auditioning for a play?"

"What? No, you didn't! Alex, that's amazing! What play?"

"One of my favorites." Alex picked up her copy of the famous play. She'd gotten it second-hand at the Octavian bookstore. It was one of only a few books she'd kept after getting kicked out. "The Importance of Being Earnest."

"Oh, that's abrilliantplay!" He sounded so genuinely happy for her that it made Alex start to tear up again. "Saw it on opening night, in fact. I loved it so much I went back twice!"

"Can we make it a third time, please? I'd love to see it in its original opening, as well as meet Oscar Wilde."

He chuckled. "Of course, love. We'll do that as our first date night when I see you again. Though I hope you know that Oscar's not really known for being a ladies’ man."

"I knowthat!" Alex said with an eye roll. "Are you saying that he's likely to flirt with you?"

"More definitely than likely. I've met him before. Fortunately, I introduced him to Alf and was able to get him off my back."

Alex assumed that 'Alf' referred to Lord Alfred Douglas. "Ah, well, I'll try to control my jealous tendencies. That is, I'm guessing, why you're warning me?"

"Got it in one. Though I must admit, seeing you so jealous is rather. . ."

"A turn-on?" Alex smirked.

"Got it in one, again."

"Pleased to hear it."

He chuckled and went back on topic. "So how did it come about? I don't recall you being a member of the Leadworth dramatics society."

"No, I'm not. But Archie asked me today. Apparently, he saw a video of me doingRomeo and Juliet—" Alex cut herself off at the sound of the Doctor's low growl. "Now don't be jealous. It's not a date or anything."

"Not to you, but doesheknow that?"

"It's just a play," Alex said firmly. She had reached the conclusion that Archie wasn't romantically interested in her. Kendra was once again being overdramatic. Archie had only wanted to talk to her to ask her about auditioning for his new production. Nothing more, nothing less. "We'll be co-stars, nothing more. We might go out to the pub a few times with the whole cast, but it's just a play."

The Doctor let out a sigh that indicated he wasn't entirely happy about this, but ultimately agreed to her declarations.

A few minutes later, they hung up, once again with their traditional 'I love you's'. Alex tossed her phone to the end of her bed and looked out the window. The storm had rolled in. Rain pelted angrily against the glass and by the looks of it, the wind was ferocious. The trees in the front yard were swinging back and forth. Alex just hoped a branch didn't fly into the telephone wires again. The last time that happened, the whole village was out of power for two days as they waited for someone in Gloucester to come and fix it.

Her stomach growled. Alex groaned. Despite the fact that she'd had so much food at brunch, she was hungry again.

She was just stepping into the kitchen to search for a snack when the doorbell rang. Alex blinked. Who on earth would be on their doorstep in the middle of a storm?

It was the postman and he looked none too happy about being there. "Package for you," he said brusquely, thrusting a large box into Alex's arms.

Alex attempted to sign her name on his clipboard while still holding the box. "I'm sorry, it couldn't have waited until tomorrow?"

A gust of wind threatened to blow the postman's hat off. He clapped both hands to it and growled under his breath. "No," he scowled. "Person paid extra to make sure it was delivered as soon as it got to us."

Alex's breath hitched. No one she knew would pay extra for that. Except for one person. . .

The moment she signed his clipboard, the postman fled back to his car, muttering foul things about the rain, wind, and special deliveries in the middle of a storm on a Sunday all the way. Abandoning her food search, Alex set the box on the kitchen table.

There was a myriad of postage stamps on the box, but Alex was able to determine that the package originally came from France, specifically from the Shakespeare and Company bookstore in Paris.I told the Doctor just yesterday I want to go to there.

She wasted no time in tearing the package open. The contents made her gasp, laugh, then tear up.

It was theOutlanderseries. There were seven books in total, with the very first one,Outlander, on top. Resting on it was a note stamped with the official Shakespeare and Co. logo.

Hello, love.

Since you decided onOutlander, I decided to go ahead and get the books for you. Don't protest – this is what boyfriends (as much as I detest that word) are supposed to do, right? I figured you wouldn't have the time to do so today, so I thought I'd go ahead and handle it for you.

Hope you enjoy, Ally. Try not to drool too much over this Jamie character.

Love,

The Doctor

Alex grinned. God, he was sothoughtfulandconsiderate. She definitely loved him even more now.

She carted the box to her room and setOutlanderon her nightstand. She admired the bold blue cover for a few moments before grabbing her phone and pulling up a text draft.

Hey, Doc. Thanks for the books (and you really shouldn't have!)

She was about to send it when her finger paused over the button. Alex couldn't help remembering their conversation about missing seeing each-other in person. Suddenly, it hit her. "Dear God, why didn't I think of that before?" she muttered as she hastily pulled up the camera function.

Alex tried not to think too much about how she looked as she took the photo. The Doctor had seen her inpajamasfor God's sake! He'd even seen her in the mornings after they shared a bed, when her hair was all messy and she had morning breath.

She studied the photo. She was smiling away, teeth nice and bright, hair smooth and shiny. Perfect by all accounts, but she was still self-conscious.

Alex shook her head and placed the photo in her text draft. Honestly, she was never self-conscious about her looks! Being in a relationship with the Doctor shouldn't change that. She wrote out her text beneath the selfie.

Hey, Doc. Thanks for the books (and you really shouldn't have!)

Hope you enjoy the picture. It's not the same as being with you physically, but it's a nice substitute, right?

Alex was surprised when she got a reply only a minute later. She had no idea the Doctor knew how to text.

You're very welcome, Ally (and yes, I should have!)

'Enjoy' isn't the right word. 'Adore' might be better. You're right, it's a nice substitute. Still, nothing can compete with the real thing, but feel free to try.

Since I didn't want you to feel left out. . .

Beneath the text was a photo of the Doctor. The photo itself was slightly grainy (presumably because Martha's cell phone was an older model) but Alex didn't care. Her eyes all but devoured the image of the Doctor in the console room jumpseat. His tweed jacket was nowhere in sight and the sight of his shirtsleeves made Alex swallow thickly and caused a swoop of heat to develop in her stomach. He was giving the camera a close-lipped smile, but his emerald eyes were twinkling in mirth.

Alex beamed as she sent her reply.

I DEFINITELY don't feel left out! Thank you, dear. Almost forgot how handsome you are. :*

Almost forgot? How horrid! Mustn't let that happen. And what does :* mean?

Means I'm blowing you a kiss, Doc.

Oh. In that case :* back atcha.

You're such a dork. I love you. :*

You know you love it, Ally. Love you too. :*

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Half an hour later, the storm continuing to rumble overhead, Alex was plugged into her laptop. She was watching the 2002 film version ofThe Importance of Being Earnest. Since she was about to audition for the play, she figured she ought to re-familiarize herself with the material. That and she just loved this movie. Colin Firth as Ernest was such a good acting choice and Reese Witherspoon was surprisingly good as Cecily.

She had just gotten to the part where Cecily meets Algernon for the first time when there came a knock at her door. Knowing what that meant, Alex quickly paused the movie. "Come in."

Amy and Rory entered. Both were carrying spoons and pints of ice cream; Amy pralines and cream, Rory plain vanilla and Alex's regular milk and cookies.

"Oh, dear," Alex murmured, shutting the laptop. "Are we eating ice cream to celebrate or because we're all depressed?"

Amy and Rory exchanged a look. "A bit of both, I think," Rory answered.

Amy nodded. "Definitely a bit of both."

Alex set her laptop on the nightstand and scooted further up her bed. "Come on, you two," she said, patting the bedspread.

The Ponds wasted no time in making themselves comfortable. Amy maneuvered herself into a traditional lotus position while Rory leaned against the windowpane, stretching his legs out in front of him. Alex sat perched against the pillows and headboard. She took her ice cream from Rory and ate a quick spoonful. She waited until the Ponds had done the same with their ice cream before asking, "So what's the verdict? Are we telling Augustus and Tabetha about River or not?"

Rory blinked. "How did you know we were discussing that?"

"Took a shot in the dark. Good one, though. So? Verdict?"

Amy took a deep breath. "We're telling them. We're just . . . not sure when."

Alex sat in silence for a few moments, processing this. "Oh, wow," she finally said. She honestly couldn't think of anything to say. She really hadn't expected Amy and Rory to come to this decision. If bets had been taken on this, she would have bet her whole inheritance on them staying silent.

"Yeah," Rory snorted. He swallowed a spoonful of vanilla. "Can't believe it myself."

"It's just. . ." Amy paused, searching for the right words. "Well, that baby talk at brunch today just kinda. . ."

"Set you off?" Alex said gently.

The Ponds nodded morosely. "Yeah," they answered quietly.

The three sat in silence for a few minutes, all of them thinking back over the talk as they continued eating their ice cream. Alex waited until she’d made a small dent in her ice cream before speaking. "You know," she said hesitantly, unsure as to how the Ponds would react, "I was, um, talking to the Doctor and he said that if you did decide to tell Augustus and Tabetha and that if you wanted him to, he would come and assist with the conversation."

Rory's eyebrows raised. "Really?" he said doubtfully. "I thought he didn't like dealing with families."

"Yeah, every time I tried to introduce him to my parents at the wedding, he would make some excuse and run off," Amy recalled.

"Yeah, he doesn't have good experience with past companions' families," Alex explained. "Specifically, the mothers." Amy and Rory snorted. Alex smirked before continuing. "Nevertheless, he said that since he's Melody's godfather, he's basically family now and he can't really stay out of it. So, if you want him there, he will be."

Amy smiled softly. "That's good of him," she murmured. "I . . . I think I would like him there. Rory?"

"Definitely," Rory affirmed. He took a large bite of vanilla. "Might make the conversation go a bit easier."

"I dunno about that," Amy muttered. She winced, imagining how bad the conversation could go. "We've gotta cover time travel and all that before we evengetto Melody."

Alex tried to reassure her. "It won't be that bad. I mean, look at Marigold. She took it well, as did everyone else in Bristol."

"My parents aren't like them, Alex," Amy pointed out. She sighed as she took a spoonful of peaches and cream. "They may not take it well." There was a touch of fear in her voice.

Alex patted her shoulder, not knowing what else to do. What could she say? Amy was right. Augustus and Tabetha Pond were different people than Marigold and Lacey, Ross, Bree, and everyone else in Bristol. They might not take the news that their daughter and son-in-law traveled through time and space with an alien very well. And that wasn't even factoring the revelation that they had a granddaughter who they may never meet in infant form. . .

"Did he say anything else?" Seeing Alex's confusion, Amy added, "About Melody. Has he found her yet?"

Alex winced. "I'm afraid not. I'm sorry, Ames."

Amy nodded, but as her gaze drifted back to her ice cream, Alex caught a glimpse of a tear in her eye.

It made Alex's hearts twist. Amy still retained such hope that her baby would be returned to her, but Alex and the Doctor weren't very optimistic. The Doctor's search for Melody had run into a dead end. He had interviewed every person on Demons Run that the Judoon and Silurians arrested and even a couple that the Shadow Proclamation had managed to track down, but so far nothing. No one had any idea where Melody, Kovarian, or the rest of her crew had gone. It was like they had vanished into thin air. In their phone call earlier, the Doctor had revealed that he was going to go back to Graystark Hall to see if he could find anymore answers, but his tone indicated he wasn't very optimistic.

Alex glanced at Rory. Unlike his wife, Rory seemed pretty calm at this news. It wasn't because he didn't care, Alex knew, but rather that he was approaching this horrid situation a bit more realistically. He'd told her as much a few weeks ago.

They were having their regular Wednesday lunch at the local café. It was the ideal location since it wasn't very far from the hospital and just across the street from the library. How the subject had come up, Alex wasn't sure, but over a shared slice of coffee cake, Rory had divulged his true thoughts on Melody's recovery.

"I don't think it's gonna happen," he admitted. He prodded a piece of cake with his fork. "It's just . . . the little girl in the astronaut suit. We know that was Melody, right? So, she's not a baby anymore. We've already interacted with her there. I know Amy thinks we'll be getting a baby back, but I know we won't. And it's not that she's not remembering that it was Melody we saw in the astronaut suit, it's just that she wants her baby back and nothing else."

Rory let out a long, rather weary sigh. "I don't think we'll ever see Melody again." The words were said so quietly Alex almost didn't hear them. "It's just River now." He snorted, though it wasn't one of amusem*nt. "And God, I don't even know how to feel about her! She's my daughter but she's so . . . well, she keeps trying to hit on the Doctor and he's her godfather! That doesn't really say that she's all there in the head, does it? And then I hate myself for thinking that because it may not be entirely her fault that that's the way she is. . ." He trailed off and sighed again.

"Just . . . don't say any of this to Amy, okay, Alex? She's pretty fragile about this, even if she's doing better than she was at the beginning of summer."

Of course, Alex had promised. And as she looked at Amy, now laughing over some story Rory was telling, Alex resolved that, when the time came, she would help Amy face the difficult realities concerning Melody/River.

How difficult those realities would be had yet to be determined. Alex just hoped that, for Amy and Rory's sake, they wouldn't betoogrim or challenging.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

June 6th, 2011

The next day, Alex learned that her wish would not be granted. Not that she knew that as she sat in the front row of the Leadworth Dramatic Society's theater.

The theater was actually the local school's auditorium. Since the school didn't have a drama club (due to lack of interest), nor was the room used very much, they let the dramatic society use the auditorium for a very small fee.

Alex looked up from her copy ofEarnestto study the rest of the people Archie had recruited. Since the play only called for nine actors, it was a small number.

First, there was Henry Vernon. He was around Alex's age with dark hair and eyes, a square-cut jaw, and a well-built frame that came from his days spent playing for The Queen's Garters team. Alex suspected that was why he was here, as a favor to his teammate. He was currently sprawled out on the floor before the stage, texting.

Next there was Veronica Stackmore, which wasn't exactly a surprise. Veronica was a member of the dramatic society and was arguably the society's most talented member. However, Alex mainly knew her from Amy and Rory's stories, none of which were very flattering towards Veronica. According to the Ponds, when they'd gone to school with her in the '90s, Veronica was the spoiled daughter of Leadworth's mayor. She was vain, cruel (especially towards Amy) and ruled their class with an iron fist. She was also scared of nothing . . . except for Mels. It was a tidbit that always made Alex smirk and her dislike towards Mels lower slightly.

At the moment, Veronica was perched in an aisle seat in the very row Alex was sitting in. She was examining her reflection in a compact mirror, alternatively rubbing her lips together and fussing with her long, wavy, light brown hair.

In the seat directly behind Alex sat Evelyn Warner. Mrs. Warner was a retired schoolteacher (she had actually been Amy and Rory's ninth grade history teacher) in her mid-fifties with graying blonde hair cut to her chin and piercing blue eyes. At the moment, she was knitting a scarf.

Up on stage were two of the Donaldson triplets, George and William. While they were part of a set of three, George and William were often mistaken for twins. Both were tall and lanky with auburn hair, though George's was cut short while William wore his long and shaggy. The twins were currently running lines; William was reading the part of Lane, Algernon's butler, while George read the rest.

Sitting on the right-hand steps leading up to the stage was Dr. Cole Coggins. Rather than work at the hospital, Dr. Coggins was the head of Leadworth's nursing home. He was a brawny man in his late forties with short, graying brown hair and a bull neck. He had apparently just gotten off his shift from the home since he was still wearing a white doctor's coat. He was currently reading a copy of the script, a pair of black horn-rimmed glasses perched on the end of his nose.

Then there was Archie. He was standing off to the side of the auditorium, writing notes in his script. Since school was officially out for the summer, he was dressed very casually in a faded t-shirt advertising the dramatic society's production ofA Midsummer Night's Dreamfrom two years ago, tight-fitting jeans, and a pair of beat-up white Converse. He was laser-focused on the script but every few seconds, he would look up towards the door, as though expecting someone to walk in.

Looking around, Alex realized that was exactly what Archie was waiting for. Counting herself and Archie, there were only eight people on hand to play the characters. The script called for nine. There were enough men to play all the male characters, but for women there was only her, Veronica, and Mrs. Warner. There were four women in the play. They were missing someone.

After a few more minutes of alternatively checking his script and then the door, Archie sighed and stepped forward. "Alright, guys, it's already after five, so I guess we'll go ahead and get started." No one missed the dejected tone in his voice. Whoever had stood auditions up, it was someone Archie had deemed important.

Henry, George, William, Dr. Coggins, and Mrs. Warner moved to seats in the front row. Archie stood in front of them. As he spoke, his eyes went to each and every member of his cast. "Now, today we're doing auditions, but we're not doing them for every character. Some of you have already been cast." He nodded to Mrs. Warner. "Mrs. Warner, for instance, has agreed to play the role of Lady Bracknell." Everyone clapped politely, making Mrs. Warner smile bashfully. "And Dr. Coggins has agreed to play the Reverend Canon Chasuble, mostly because he can get an authentic costume from his priest brother." Laughter erupted as everyone clapped. Dr. Coggins, for his part, gave an exaggerated half-bow.

"And as for me," Archie chuckled nervously, "I'll be playing the lead, Jack 'Ernest' Worthing."

"Typical," George muttered beside Alex. "The director casts himself in the good part." Alex chuckled and made a shushing sound. George, hardly bothered, beamed.

"Those who will be auditioning are Veronica, George, William, Henry, and Alex. Male roles up for grabs are Algernon, Lane, and Merriman, and female roles are Gwendolen, Cecily, and Miss Prism."

Veronica frowned. "But there are only two girls!" she exclaimed, gesturing to herself and Alex. She narrowed her eyes at Archie. "We need athird girl, Archie. Because I refuse to participate in anotherAs You Like Itincident."

Archie winced. Though she had no idea what incident Veronica was referring to, Alex winced as well. She felt a lot of sympathy for Archie. It wasn't his fault that the promised third girl hadn't shown up. It did not, however, suggest good things for the production ahead.

"I know that, Veronica," Archie said in a tone usually reserved for the most difficult of students. "And I'll find one, don't worry." Veronica snorted in clear disbelief but didn't press the subject further.

They started with auditions for Algernon. Henry and William competed against each-other. Alex studied them carefully. She had done the exact same thing in high school, watching people audition and trying to figure out what character would suit them best. For Algernon, while William could pull it off, she thought Henry had a bit more mischievousness and cunning in his interpretation.

Those qualities fit the character perfectly. Algernon was rather cunning in his plan to figure out Jack's address in the country and subsequently visit it to win Cecily's hand. He was also capable of mischief, since he'd invented an invalid friend to 'visit' whenever he wanted to get out of an unpleasant social engagement. William, known around Leadworth as the 'serious triplet', didn't really bring out those qualities the way Henry did.

In her opinion, Alex thought William was best suited for one of the minor characters, either Lane, Algernon's butler or Merriman, Jack's servant. Those roles required a lot of seriousness and gravitas, the kind of qualities William had in spades.

Her opinion was reinforced when William read for the role of Lane next. Though Lane didn't have many lines, William made you pay attention and fully made the part his own. The same couldn't be said for his brother George, who read next. He was a bit too playful in his delivery.

Both Donaldson's read for Merriman and then male auditions were over. "Okay!" Archie said with a clap of his hands. "Thank you, Henry, George, and William! Next, we'll be reading for Gwendolen Fairfax. Veronica, you can start."

Veronica gave him a smug grin as she rose to her feet. She tossed her long hair over her shoulders, exposing her large peaco*ck feather earrings. Her walk to the stage was reminiscent of the stride of a pageant queen. Even when she wasn't acting, Veronica was carefully playing a part.

"Okay, Ronnie, we'll start with Gwendolen's monologue after she meets Cecily."

Veronica didn't even blink at the nickname, something Alex knew she hated. Instead, she nodded, flipped to the correct page in her script, and took a deep breath. After a few moments, she released it and launched into her lines. "'It is strange he never mentioned to me that he had a ward." Veronica/Gwendolen gave a slight laugh. "How secretive of him! He grows more interesting hourly. I am not sure, however, that the news inspires me with feelings of unmixed delight. I am very fond of you, Cecily; I have liked you ever since I met you! But,'" and on this Veronica frowned, "'I am bound to state that now that I know that you are Mr. Worthing's ward, I cannot help expressing a wish you were – well, just a little older than you seem to be – and not quite so alluring in appearance.'" These final words were spoken with a touch of jealousy, an emotion that only increased the longer Veronica spoke.

"'In fact, if I may speak candidly – Well, to speak with perfect candor, Cecily, I wish that you were fully forty-two, and more than usually plain for your age. Ernest has a strong uptight nature. He is the very soul of truth and honor. Disloyalty would be as impossible to him as deception. But even men of the noblest possible moral character are extremely susceptible to the influence of the physical charms of others.'" Veronica/Gwendolen tilted her head in thought. "'Modern, no less than Ancient History, supplies us with many most painful examples of what I refer to. If it were not so, indeed, History would be quite unreadable.'"

And she was finished. Everyone clapped in delight. There was no doubt there that Veronica was a good performer. Veronica smirked and bowed. When she rose, she was looking directly at Archie. "Hope that impressed you, Archie!" She gave him another smirk. This one looked rather flirtatious.

Alex rolled her eyes.I hope Archie doesn't fall for such an act!

A quick glance assuaged Alex of her worries. Rather than appearing flattered, Archie was red-faced. He coughed uncomfortably. "Um, hmm, yes, well, uh, thank you, Veronica. Alex? You're next."

As she climbed up to the stage, Alex smoothed out the skirt of her sleeveless, black, lace-trimmed dress, paired with a jean jacket, flat, black, strapped sandals, and a pair of turquoise earrings and matching necklace she'd borrowed from Amy. Her two hearts were beating anxiously.Funny. I haven't been nervous for an audition since my very first one!

Alex went to center stage and took a deep breath. Without waiting for direction from Archie, she flipped to the page Veronica had just read from and began.

"'It is strange he never mentioned to me that he had a ward.'" Rather than give a light laugh, Alex let out a full one. Gwendolen was a bit of a kooky character and any strange thing she learned about Jack 'Ernest' Worthing would easily be written off as a mere eccentric by her.

'"How secretive of him! He grows more interesting hourly!'" Her bubbly manner slowly disappeared until Alex had a thoughtful, disconcerted expression on her face. "'I am not sure, however,'" she began apologetically, "'that the news inspires me with feelings of unmixed delight.'"

Alex forced herself to look pained and a bit self-conflicted. Veronica's interpretation was good but when Alex read the lines, she didn't see Gwendolen as wildly jealous. A little jealous, yes, but also apologetic and full of self-loathing. Gwendolen had admitted that she liked Cecily and now she was admitting she wished the ward were older and less physically attractive. She was bound to be full of hatred towards herself for being so petty, as well as remorse.

"'I am very fond of you, Cecily,'" Alex insisted, her voice gentle but firm in its declaration. "'I have liked you ever since I met you! But I am bound to state that now that I know that you are Mr. Worthing's ward, I cannot help expressing a wish you were – well, just a little older than you seem to be – and not quite so very alluring in appearance.'" These final words were said as a compliment.

"'In fact, if I may speak candidly – Well, to speak with perfect candor, Cecily, I wish that you were fully forty-two, and more than usually plain for your age.'" Alex gave a wince to indicate she/Gwendolen couldn't believe what she was admitting. "'Ernest has a strong upright nature. He is the very soul of truth and honor. Disloyalty would be as impossible to him as deception.'" The words were said matter-of-factly and with more than a bit of feeling. After all, at this point, Gwendolen didn't know that her fiancé was masquerading as someone he wasn't.

"'But even men of the noblest possible moral character are extremely susceptible to the influence of the physical charms of others.'" Alex switched her voice to lecture-mode. "'Modern, no less than Ancient History, supplies us with many most painful examples of what I refer to. If it were not so, indeed, History would be quite unreadable.'"

Applause broke out. It was actually louder than the one Veronica got. Veronica seemed to notice this, for she abruptly stopped clapping and slouched in her seat. She scowled when George and William let out enthusiastic whistles.

Alex blushed. She was used to getting a bunch of applause and praise for her acting, but no matter how often it happened, it was still a little startling.

"Great job, Alex!" Archie enthused. He was giving her his signature beam. "So long as you're up there, wanna read for Cecily?"

"Sure." Alex was just flipping to the directed page when the auditorium door opened.

All heads turned in that direction, causing the figure that had just burst in to falter.

Elsie Margraves tucked a piece of long, wavy black hair behind her ear. "Hello," she said softly. She gave a timid wave. "Um . . . am I too late?"

"No!" Archie cried. There was a grin on his face now, wider and brighter than the one he'd given Alex just a few seconds ago. "No, not at all, Elsie." He waved his hand beckoningly. "Please, come on down."

Elsie slowly walked down the aisle. Her gaze went back and forth from the floor to the rest of the cast. Alex couldn't blame her for her nerves. The whole cast was gaping at her. George and William's jaws were nearly on the floor, Henry's eyes were bulging, and Mrs. Warner was giving Elsie a cool once-over.

Honestly! What is this?The Scarlet Letter?Wanting to make up for her cast members' rudeness, the moment Elsie risked a look at her, Alex gave her an encouraging smile. She was pleased when Elsie smiled softly in return.

Once Elsie had settled into the free seat next to Archie, Alex launched into Cecily's monologue. She admittedly hadn't studied this one as much as Gwendolen's, but a quick glance over gave her the sense that Cecily was just as kooky as Gwendolen.

"'You silly boy!'" Alex/Cecily laughed. "'Why, we have been engaged for the last three months! It will be exactly three months on Thursday." Her voice dropped to a conspiratorial whisper. "'Ever since dear Uncle Jack first confessed to us that he had a younger brother who was very wicked and bad, you of course have formed the chief topic of conversation between myself and Miss Prism. Andof coursea man who is much talked about is always very attractive. One feels there must be something in him, after all.'"

Alex abandoned the conspiratorial whisper to go back to a normal volume. "I daresay it was foolish of me,'" she said matter-of-factly, "'but I fell in love with you, Ernest. The engagement was actually settled on the 14th of February last. Worn out by your entire ignorance of my existence, I determined to end the matter one way or the other, and after a long struggle with myself, I accepted you under this dear old rose tree.'"

Once again, the auditorium exploded into applause. George and William once again let out whistles and Dr. Coggins even attempted to start a wave. Archie beamed again. Veronica settled into another scowl, which only dropped once she took to the stage again.

Veronica's portrayal of Cecily didn't alter much from Alex's. She played Cecily kooky as well, though a bit more than Alex had. Then, once Veronica was back in her seat, it was Elsie's turn.

Poor Elsie's knees were shaking as she climbed the steps. Once she was standing before them, Alex could see that her whole body was trembling. She wondered if Elsie would make it through the scene without fainting. She also wondered what had made Archie ask her to audition. As far as she was aware, Elsie had never expressed any interest in acting.

Elsie tightened her grip on the script, her knuckles turning the same color as her nail polish. She took a deep breath, then another.

"Take your time, Elsie," Archie told her. "Whenever you're ready." Unseen by him, Veronica yawned and inched her phone out of her skirt pocket.

Elsie nodded and took a few more deep breaths. Finally, she gave a small nod. She was ready.

"'You silly boy!'" she laughed. When she spoke her next line, it was very matter-of-fact, but contained an undercurrent of something else. Softness and even a bit of yearning. "'Why, we have been engaged for the last three months. It will be exactly three months on Thursday. Ever since dear Uncle Jack first confessed to us that he had a younger brother who was very,'" Elsie dropped her voice to a scandalized whisper for the next few words, "'wicked and bad, you of course have formed the chief topic of conversation between myself and Miss Prism. And of course a man who is much talked about is always. . .'" She trailed off, a blush coming to her cheeks. "'. . .very attractive,'" she finished quietly.

The bashfulness continued for the rest of the monologue. Alex was amazed. A quick glance around revealed her cast members felt the same. Elsie had carefully crafted Cecily into a timid young lady of the time period, but who also contained hidden depths. In this scene, her Cecily was actively taking a risk and professing her attraction and love for Algernon, a man she had only ever heard about in passing. It was an exquisite portrayal of a dreamy, romantic young woman with a hidden core of strength and daring.

It was, Alex thought, a perfect self-portrait of Elsie herself.

"Great job, Elsie!" Archie was practically skipping as he stood and faced the group again. His eyes shined and Alex knew it was all due to the performance of the young woman he'd desperately sought for his production. "Alright, whoever's auditioning for Miss Prism, get ready!"

Veronica and Elsie were the only ones to audition for that role. Of the two, Alex thought Veronica was best suited for the part. Miss Prism was a snooty, self-centered character, and had no problem with asserting her opinions on others. It was a part that would require very little acting for Veronica.

All too soon, auditions were over. Archie assured everyone that the cast list would be posted by the following evening and that rehearsal dates and times would follow soon after.

Her hearts all but skipping in excitement, Alex headed home. By this point, the sky had turned dark. It was a bit early for it to do so, but rain was again in the forecast for later this evening.

The house was also dark, and Alex flicked on every light she passed. Rory was working the late shift at the hospital. Amy was off with Mels and not expected back until late. Alex just hoped that they weren't doing anything potentially illegal. The last thing she wanted to do was abandon her plans for the evening to go and post bail.

At the moment, all Alex desired to do was kick off her shoes, fix a bowl of popcorn and Red Hots, and finish the rest ofOutlander. She'd made a decent dent in it last night after Amy and Rory went to bed. It truly was a great book. She'd been immediately sucked into Claire's adventures in the Scottish Highlands, her perils against the horrid Black Jack Randall, and her steamy romance with Jamie (hewasquite the dishy character). She'd had to stop at the part where Claire and Geillis are charged with witchcraft in order to get ready for the library. The cliffhanger had been on Alex's mind all day, made worse by the fact that it had been an unusually busy day, leaving her with no chance to read. It was so horribly aggravating, in Alex's opinion, when one wanted to read but couldn't.

She had just changed into white socks and pink and white Hello Kitty pajamas (bought on a whim at a Wal-Mart Black Friday sale years ago) when her Blackberry emitted its familiar Rascal Flatts ringtone.

"Hello?"

"Ally." The Doctor sighed her name like it was his salvation. Immediately, chills ran down Alex's spine.

"What's wrong?" she demanded.

"No, don't worry,I'mfine," he assured her, "but I'm not so sure about Melody. Well, her psyche at least."

"Well, Doc, we both know River. I mean, I may not like her, but she seems fairly sane to me."

"I'm not so sure about that." His tone was dark, and Alex found herself shivering again.

She sat down on her bed. Something – instinct maybe – told her she needed to be seated for this conversation. "Elaborate," she instructed. "I assume you went to Graystark? What'd you find?"

"I did. And . . . it's disturbing."

Alex recalled the trip she'd made to Graystark with Canton and Amy. As best as she could remember, the little girl's room – Melody's – had seemed perfectly normal. Of course, they hadn't managed to have a good look around before the Silence arrived and kidnapped them. It was possible that there wassomethingin that room, or the orphanage as a whole, that was enough to make the Doctor worry about Melody's mental health.

"I'm guessing this is about more than creepy paint on the walls?"

"The orphanage was completely cleared out when I arrived. I fused another nanorecorder into my hand. No encounters at all."

"We must've spooked them," Alex guessed. "When you did the Neil Armstrong broadcast, they must've worried we'd come back to really finish up the job."

"Possibly," said the Doctor in the kind of voice that indicated he didn't actually believe that. "But remember that astronaut suit I told you about? Melody forced her way out of it. More likely, she ran away and Kovarian and the Silence had to abandon base in order to look for her."

"I wonder if they ever found her." Her mind mulled over the possibility. Though Melody was clearly part-Time Lord and thus much stronger physically and mentally than her captors, she was still a little girl. Little girls, unfortunately, couldn't hide forever. "I mean, 1969. On her own for all that time?"

"It does seem unlikely, doesn't it? But more on that later."

"Right, sorry. Continue."

"I found Melody's room. On the surface, seemed like a normal little girl's room. There was even a picture of her and Pond, probably taken not long after Melody was born."

"Amy told me about that photo. A nurse took it a day after the birth." Alex swallowed thickly. "Amy was hoping she would get a copy, but she never did."

"Don't worry, I grabbed it for her, as well as a few other photos and a couple things of Melody's. She didn't take a lot with her when she ran. Now, as I said, on the surface, normal little girl's room. Then I started digging through the drawers and the closet."

Alex swallowed. Her hearts pounded out a sharp rhythm. Whatever the Doctor had found hidden in the nooks and crannies of Melody's bedroom, it wasn't anything good.

"There were nun-chucks in one drawer, a box of grenades in another – a lot of the grenades were missing, I should add – and there was a throwing star in the top drawer of the nightstand. There were even more of these weapons in a room right below Melody's. Some kind of training room, I imagine."

Alex shuddered. Dear God, she had never considered what Melody would be exposed to in Kovarian's quest to turn her into an assassin. But this information . . . it was horrifying. She had been exposed to dangerous, life-threatening weapons, probably since she was old enough to crawl. Her hearts pounded again, this time in a rapid drumbeat. "Damn Kovarian!" she hissed under her breath.

"You can say that again." The Doctor's voice was dark, and his words trembled as he spoke, hinting at the fury he was feeling but trying to hide.

"But maybe Melody never used those weapons," Alex said desperately. She didn't really believe this, but she had to have hope, right? "I mean, maybe Kovarian just gave her those and she kept them around—"

"Did you not hear what I said about there being some grenades missing?!"

Alex flinched at his sharpness but refused to back down. "Anyone could've done that!"

The Doctor's tone turned mocking. "Oh, really? Well then, Ally, could anyone have disemboweled all the teddy bears I found in the closet? The stuffed animals on the bed that were in the process of the same?"

Any retort Alex might have made died a quick death. She sat frozen on the bed. The only sounds she could hear were her breathing, the Doctor's pants through the speakers, and the thudding of her hearts.

What? How? No, it can't be possible!Alex shook her head.No, I examined those stuffed animals and. . .Her eyes widened in realization. Looking back, just before Amy had attracted her attention –She was looking at the photos on the dresser– she had noticed some wear and tear on some of the animals' abdomens. It hadn't rung any alarm bells then but then again, Amy had distracted her. Then Melody the Astronaut came in and everything went downhill from there.

Alex didn’t even realize she was crying until she felt some tears hit the hand in her lap. Shaking her head again, she furiously wiped her hand against her pajama pants and the falling tears on her sleeve.

"Ally?" the Doctor called. He let out a faint sniffle. It sounded as though he was crying, too. "Alex, are you still there? I, I'm sorry for snapping—"

"Forget it." With a last sniffle, Alex forced her tears down.Focus, Alexandria!"So, um, disemboweled teddy bears? That. . . That's notgood, Doc."

"No," he sighed, "it's not. It means that whatever tactics Kovarian and the Silence have been using on Melody is working. They've been training her since birth to become a killer." He paused and Alex pictured his mouth twisting into a grimace. "Mykiller."

"But you said she escaped!"

"Yes, but Alex, she still has that knowledge in her head. She doesn't know anything other than how to kill people. And who knows how long she escaped for? The Silence could have tracked her down."

"But we don't know that for sure yet." She had to be optimistic, for Melody, and Amy and Rory's sakes. She ran a hand through her hair. "You can't find her infant self. That's definitely out. But maybe you can find her as a child. Let's see. . . How old did she look in the astronaut suit? Five? Six?"

"Around that age, yeah." He was silent for several moments, considering her tentative plan. Finally, he let out a long sigh. "Okay, yes, maybe, justmaybeI can find her toddler self. But . . . I can't guarantee anything, Ally."

Alex smiled softly. "So long as you try, that's good enough for me. And Amy and Rory will appreciate it, too."

"Speaking of the Ponds. Ally, please don't mention anything I told you tonight. If they ask, just . . . just say I went to Graystark and didn't find anything pointing to where Melody might be."

Even though he couldn't see it, Alex nodded. "Okay." She didn't like not telling the Ponds, but it wasn't like she was lying. The Doctor really hadn't found any clues pointing to where Melody might have gone, just that she had escaped the astronaut suit and was currently MIA. Not to mention, but even if she could, how would she tell them that their daughter had been perfectly groomed to become what sounded like a sociopath?

She was still considering this question long after she and the Doctor hung up.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Outlanderprovided a pleasant distraction to her mangled thoughts. Armed with a bowl of popcorn and Red Hots, Alex made her way through the rest of the book. She nearly cried again at Claire's decision to stay with Jamie instead of returning to the future, and once again at the description of Jamie's torture at the hands of Black Jack Randall.

She was at the very last dregs of popcorn and candy as well as pages in the book when the doorknob jiggled. A few seconds later, Amy stumbled in. "Bloody hell," she mumbled, tossing her bag on the table as she kicked off her ankle boots. "That's the last time I go pub-hopping with her. I swear it."

Alex snorted. "You say that every time."

Amy jumped and spun around. "Alex!" She squinted and raised a hand over her eyes to block out the lamplight beside Alex. Her friend was sitting in the armchair by the window, a popcorn bowl balanced on one of the armrests. Amy blinked and looked at her watch. "It's nearly three a.m."

"Is it?"

Amy nodded. She leaned against the kitchen table, nearly falling over in the process.

Alex raised an eyebrow. Amy only ever stumbled like this when she was really drunk, really tired, or both. "Ames, go to bed. You're about to fall over."

"Why aren't you in bed? Can't sleep again?"

Again, Alex blinked. She hadn't realized Amy had been so attuned to her newfound sporadic sleeping habits. "Uh, yeah. Figured I could pass the time reading." She held upOutlanderfor Amy's examination.

"Yeah, that's what you spend most every night now doing." Amy rubbed at her eyes. "Dunno what happened to you, but you never sleep now."

Alex stared at her. Amy knew something had happened to her? Not since that one brief moment when the Doctor dropped her off had Amy made reference to Alex being held captive and experimented upon at Demons Run. "You've never asked," Alex replied. Her words came out a bit sharper than she'd intended.

"You never volunteered," Amy pointed out. She rubbed her eyes again, smearing her eyeshadow and liner. "Rory and I didn't wanna ask, in case you didn't wanna talk 'bout it."

The words were enough to shock Alex into silence. Was it true? Did she really not want to talk about what happened on Demons Run? Alex thought she hadn't mentioned it because there wasn't a good way to introduce it into a conversation. Not to mention, but she'd been plenty busy – taking care of Amy and Rory and their trauma, dealing with the library and Kendra, and now with Archie and the rest of her cast-mates.

But what if you were seeking out distractions?a voice in her head whispered.So you didn't have to talk about it?

Alex swallowed heavily. The mere thought was enough to make her ill, so she knew it was probably true. She had admitted to the Doctor that she didn't like to show weakness to others; Kovarian and her butchers had certainly made her that. The Doctor had seen her weak in the two weeks she had spent aboard the TARDIS recovering. Alex hadn't even thought of that.I did have to rely on him a lot. There was no time to feel embarrassed or upset about being weak.

And a lot of things were different with the Doctor. They could reveal things to each other that they couldn't with anyone else. They acted differently with each other, too. Alex knew she could be weak around him while she wanted to remain strong around everyone else.

Amy and Rory were in the latter group. Alex sighed. Two of her best friends and she refused to show weakness around them, even after they'd shown plenty of weakness and raw emotions to her.

"Well," she said slowly, "maybe I do want to talk about it."

Amy's bleary eyes brightened. "Really?" She made as though to take a step towards Alex but tripped over her own feet and nearly fell over.

Alex chuckled. "But maybe not right this moment," she amended. "Go to bed, Amy. I'll tell you and Rory everything tomorrow . . . er, later today, I mean."

Amy gave her a thumbs up. "Gotcha," she said through a yawn. "Hold ya to that."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

June 7th, 2011

By the time quitting time at the library rolled around the next day, Alex had a fairly good idea of what she was going to tell the Ponds. Obviously, she would tell them the truth, but how to go about it was another thing entirely. It was the kind of thing that involved an intricate thought process.

Fortunately, she had been able to do this. The late-night rain had turned into a bright, sunny day, the kind of weather that made people want to get outside, not stay cooped up in a library. Even Kendra had been affected. In her phone call to Alex asking for the day off, she said that she was suffering a migraine. However, based on the loud amount of laughter and BBC1 radio in the background, Alex suspected Kendra's migraine, if she was suffering one, would be long gone by the time she and her friends reached Cotswold Beach. But, needing the peace and quiet to do her thinking, Alex let her off the hook.

Even Alex thought everyone was entitled to play hooky from work once in a while.

During her day of thinking, Alex had come to the conclusion that she should tell the Ponds about her new biology over food. Her explanation was pretty long, and she had no doubt that they would all be hungry by the time she finished it. With that in mind, right after shutting off the lights and locking the library doors, Alex drove to Leadworth's answer for an Italian restaurant.

Bello Italiano was a nice, snug little restaurant situated between the chemist's and the soon to be opened bookstore. Inside, black and white pictures of Leadworth in years gone by vied for space on the exposed brick walls with the flat screen TVs purchased just two years ago in an effort to make the restaurant as much of a gathering spot for football games as The Queen's Garters. At the moment, each TV was muted on a different show; a cooking show, a rerun ofUpstairs, Downstairs, and BBC 24.

The restaurant itself was also crowded. This wasn't very surprising, considering the place was about the size of the ground floor of Amy, Rory, and Alex's house. Upon stepping inside, Alex spotted Shannon Darcy and her girlfriend looking snug in a corner booth, Jeff typing on a laptop in between bites of lasagna at a table by the window, Reverend Jeffries and his family praying over their food in the booth behind Shannon's, and George Donaldson working the register.

He grinned upon seeing Alex. "Hey, Alex! Got your order right here!" He grabbed a stack of pizza boxes off the cooling rack and slid them across the counter. "Garlic knots will be a few minutes though. There was aslightproblem with the oven."

Alex chuckled and peered behind him. George's brothers, William and Arthur, were eyeing one of the ovens a bit nervously. Unless she was mistaken, a small section of William's bangs was singed. "That's alright, George."

George shook his head. "Thank God you said that." He glanced over his shoulder at the Jeffries booth. "Reverend Jeffries about had a fit when Arthur told him their pizza had been burnt and we'd have to make another one. You'd think a man of God would be a bit calmer about that sort of thing, y'know?"

"You would think," Alex said dryly. "Oh, have you heard anything about the casting? I went by the school to check, but no announcement."

"Yeah, apparently Archie's delayed. Sent in an order about an hour ago and told Will he's still trying to decide. Art's gonna run over with the delivery in a bit and see if he can get some scoop."

"Maybe you'll get Ernest or Algernon."

George seemed horrified by the suggestion. "Crikey, I hope not! That would mean I might have to make eyes with Veronica for the next two months. That'sifshe gets Gwendolen or Cecily. She's been telling everyone she'll get one of the two."

Alex rolled her eyes. Typical, spoiled Veronica. If there was a God, or if Archie had some sense, Veronica would get the Miss Prism role. It would do her some good to realize that she couldn't always get what she wanted.

"Don't tell Ronnie this or she'll go nuts," George said, dropping his voice conspiratorially, "but I'm hoping you and Elsie will get the main leads."

"Thanks," Alex grinned. "Me too. About Elsie, I mean."

George winced. "Yeah, God knows she needs some happiness. Some people are still giving her the evil eye, all while Temple gets off scot free!"

Alex glanced at Reverend Jeffries again, remembering his Jezebel sermon. She also recalled the cool look Mrs. Warner had given Elsie at the auditions.Honestly, 2011 and it still seems like the Dark Ages.

She made conversation with George for a few more minutes. Alex caught up on the local gossip since her usual source of information had been playing hooky at the beach, and asked George about his and his brothers' A-Levels. George had taken several business-related courses in preparation for taking over Bello Italiano someday, passing them all with flying colors. William had concentrated on computer science while Arthur hadn't taken any at all, much to the consternation of their parents.

Finally, Arthur came zipping over, carrying a Styrofoam container. "Here you go!" he said cheerfully, setting the container atop the pizza boxes. "One order of garlic knots to go, burning or singeing not included."

Alex chuckled and handed George her debit card. "Thank you for ensuring that."

Arthur grinned. "Just doing my job!" Though his gaze wasn't entirely focused on Alex. Every few seconds, his eyes darted to Grace Jeffries, currently laughing at something her mother said.

Alex smirked as she reclaimed her debit card.Young love,she thought.Nothing quite like it.Though she wouldn't trade her love for the Doctor to have that again. Her and the Doctor's love was something else altogether, something special and magical, something unique.

By the time she got home, Alex was starving. The garlic knots, considered by most in Leadworth to be an unofficial eighth deadly sin, were calling to her. Alex popped two in her mouth as she pulled up beside Rory's beat-up Citroen. Before heading inside, she paused long enough to touch up her now smudged bright pink lipstick. She had chosen it this morning because it perfectly matched her pink pleated skirt, paired with a white t-shirt, gray blazer, a thin black belt, black stilettos, and her mother's black rosary.

"Ponds, I come bearing food!" she called as she swept into the kitchen.

Amy came speeding into the kitchen. The way her eyes were lit up, you never would have guessed that she'd been throwing up all the alcohol she'd consumed last night early that morning. "Yay, pizza!" she cheered, her socked feet skidding precariously across the kitchen tiles in her haste to get to the food. Her nose twitched. "And garlic knots!"

Alex laughed and handed her the Styrofoam container. "Here, knock yourself out, Ames. Though are you sure you can eat this stuff?"

Amy waved her concerns away. "I had six bottles of water, a Bloody Mary, some aspirin, and snacked on some crackers this morning. No longer sick." She pried the container open and took a deep whiff of garlic and parmesan cheese.

Alex knew better than to get between a hungry girl and her food. "If you're sure."

"Positive," Amy said through a mouthful of garlic knot.

A clomping on the stairs preluded Rory's arrival. A towel hung around his shoulders, his hair half-dry. Alex knew that after working a late shift, Rory would have slept most of the day, only rousing himself from bed a few hours ago to keep from staying awake tonight.

"Food, thank God," he said, throwing open the pizza boxes. Plain pepperoni for Alex, sausage and mushroom for Amy, and ham and green peppers for him. He immediately grabbed a slice and started inhaling it.

Alex shook her head. "You two act like you haven't eaten in days."

"It's good food!" Amy exclaimed around another garlic knot.

Once the Ponds had satisfied their immediate hunger, they remembered Alex's promise to tell them what had happened to her on Demons Run.

"You hardly ever sleep now," Rory commented. The group sat at the kitchen table, Amy and Rory on one side, Alex directly opposite. "Every time we go to bed, you're still up, watching TV or reading."

"And your skin. . ." Amy reached across the table to grasp Alex's hand. Her skin, while not freezing, was noticeably cooler than it had been a few months ago.

Alex gently removed Amy's hand. "Yeah," she said softly. She pushed a garlic knot around her plate. "Those are just two of the things different about me now." She dropped the garlic knot and sighed. "There's no real easy way to say this . . . at least none that I could think of."

"Just tell us," Amy urged. Rory nodded in agreement.

"Okay, here goes . . . I'm no longer human."

She waited for shouts of incredulity, for denials or even scorn. What she didnotexpect was for Amy and Rory to look at each other, nod, and say, "Knew it."

Alex blinked. "What? How . . . how could you have possibly known?"

"It's kinda obvious when you think about it," Amy shrugged. "I mean, the not sleeping as much, your skin being as cold as the Doctor's, and the way he reacted on Demons Run after listening to your chest. . ."

"Plus the way River said before that that he should 'listen to your heart'." Rory shook his head. "Indicated there was something up with your heartbeat or that you now had more than one."

"I do." Alex placed Rory's hand on her chest. She couldn't help chuckling at the startled expression he made the moment he felt the twin pulses. "Two hearts. Means I've gotreallyhigh blood pressure now."

Amy raised an eyebrow. "How high?"

"According to the Doctor, high enough that if I were still human, I'd be dead or at the very least in a coma."

By this point, Rory had grasped Alex's wrist. "Two pulses," he reported. He examined his watch, counting the beats off while keeping track of the passing minute. "Each one is 80 a minute."

Alex nodded. "The Doctor said they beat about the same as a regular human heart."

"What else is different about you?" Amy asked, popping a garlic knot in her mouth.

Alex tilted her head back, trying to think. The things that were different about her now . . . it was a long list. "Well . . . I have a respiratory bypass system now. Means I can survive longer without oxygen, and I can even store oxygen, but I don't know how to do that yet. Um . . . I can survive extreme temperatures. We tested it. The Doctor says it's because of a 'souped-up metabolism'. I can likely survive electric shocks that would be fatal to humans, but the Doctor's not a hundred percent sure and he has no desire to test it.

"I can likely survive falling from very large heights. Doses of radiation that would kill a human I can probably also survive, though if the dose is really high enough, it would still kill me. My blood's a bit different. Still red, but it's got an orangey hue now. There's also something in my blood now that keeps my arteries from being clogged, so I guess I don't have to feel guilty about eating so many garlic knots."

"Lucky you," Rory muttered around a bite of one of the aforementioned knots.

"Yeah," Alex chuckled. "Lucky me. My skin's a bit more durable now, too, I think. Oh! There's medications I can't take now."

Rory's nurse instincts immediately flared up. "Such as?" He stiffened in his chair, as though ready to rush to the bathroom medicine cabinet and throw out any and everything that was now toxic to Alex.

"Aspirin is the main one. Ibuprofen too, since the Doctor says they're chemically similar, but aspirin is the one to watch out for."

Rory thought about this. "Because it's a blood thinner?"

"Exactly. The Doctor stressed that just one dose could kill me. I also can't have anesthesia; it doesn't work on Time Lords. I can still have sleeping pills, but they would take a lot longer to work on me than a human and since I don't need that much sleep anyway now, it doesn't really matter—"

"Is that what you are now?" Amy cut in. "A Time Lord?"

"The Doctor said a genetically-engineered Time Lord, but yes, pretty much."

"Does that mean you can regenerate?" Rory asked. After what they had all witnessed on Lake Silencio, and hearing River's comment about the Doctor's regeneration cycle being interrupted, Amy and Rory had managed to get the basics of regeneration out of the Doctor. He hadn't been willing to go into too much detail, but he had revealed the most important part: if something caused fatal death to a Time Lord, they could regenerate, healing whatever injuries they had, but they would get a new body in the process.

Alex fiddled with the cap on her water bottle. "Maybe," she said quietly. "We don't know. Another one of those things the Doctor isn't willing to test."

"I don't blame him." Rory didn't even want tothinkabout Alex possibly receiving fatal injuries, especially when she seemed a lot stronger than a regular human now. It was safe to say the Doctor probably didn't want to either.

"What about aging?" Amy asked. "The Doctor's over nine hundred years old. Will you age like that?"

"Yes," Alex nodded. "I'm not going to physically age past twenty-one, as least for quite some time, but I do have a much longer lifespan now. I'll live as long as the Doctor does, and he said that barring accidents, Time Lords could live forever."

Amy and Rory were rendered speechless by this. They sat and watched Alex calmly take a bite of pizza. This was monumental news, even more than the two hearts and now being allergic to aspirin. Alex would outlive them. When they were nothing but dust and bones in the ground, Alex would still be alive and kicking, still looking like a regular twenty-one-year-old woman. She would outlive everyone; them, their parents, Marigold, Lacey, all her friends in Bristol, everyone currently alive in Leadworth today.

Yet Alex didn't seem so much as nonplussed about this revelation.

"And you're. . ." Amy struggled to find the words. " . . .happyabout that?"

Alex hastened to finish chewing her pizza before answering. "Well, yeah. Why wouldn't I be?" She tilted her head at them, taking in their baffled expressions. "The main concern between the Doctor and me when we got together was the life expectancy issue. Now that's no longer a problem." She smiled brightly. "There are no obstacles keeping us from being together."

Amy and Rory didn't say anything. Clearly, Alex had only considered the positive aspects of her much longer lifespan. But they weren't about to point out the negative ones to her. Let her reach those conclusions on her own. She would realize them eventually.

Hopefully not after someone she loved died.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Smyrna, 1929. Nighttime had long since fallen over the Stapleton expedition – what remained of it anyway – and everyone was holed up in their tents, dreading that what had occurred each night thus far would do so again.

Well, almost everyone.

A strangled moan ripped itself from Alex's throat as a set of teeth bit her inner thigh. She gasped at another bite, then another, each one getting closer and closer to where she wanted it most. A cool hand grasped her hip, calloused digits digging into her skin. Its thumb rubbed circles against her hipbone. It was probably meant to calm her, but instead served to drive Alex wild.

Her head lolled to the side as a pair of cool lips dropped feather-light kisses on her thigh. Each time the lips passed a love bite, they sucked carefully at the teeth-marks. Alex whimpered at the feeling of delicate sucking, drawing her blood vessels to the surface and breaking them. She'd have bruises in the morning, but she didn't give a sh*t.

Her arms, which up until now had been lying loosely above her head, lowered to the figure kneeling between her legs. One hand gripped the man's hair while the other ran circles across his bare, sweaty back. The Doctor hummed at her ministrations, rewarding her with a kiss to the top of her knickers. He smirked against her clothed mound at the near moan she let out.

Alex ran the hand in his hair down to his cheek. "You're much too good at teasing," she murmured.

He turned his head to kiss her palm. "You complaining, Ally?"

She started to chuckle, only for it to break off into a long, low moan as the Doctor began playing his tongue along the outline of her knickers. "N-no," she hissed, her hips bucking against his mouth, "but that – oh,God! – m-might not be the case for everyone else in camp."

The Doctor chuckled against her thigh, causing Alex to shiver. "And what are you saying, Ally?" He lifted himself up so that he was hovering above her. He brushed her bangs to the side so as to better see her flushed face. "That I'll be making you scream soon?" He darted down and abruptly began sucking and biting at her pulse point.

Alex groaned at the feeling of his teeth nibbling at the already well-abused spot. Her head fell to the side, and she stared vacantly at the surroundings of the luxurious tent Lord Woolcroft had given them. Their shirts and his bowtie had landed on the cedar tea-chest, his trousers lay with her boots on the Persian carpet, and her jeans and bra had ended up at the foot of their massive and surprisingly comfortable pallet.

She hummed at the feeling of the Doctor pressing long, slow kisses down her neck. Blinking a few times, she was able to regain coherency. "It's possible," she murmured.

He smiled against the hollow of her throat. "I daresay it will be a welcome change from the panicked screams and ominous wolf-howls of the last several nights." Raising his head, he tilted her chin so that their eyes met. Dark green met dark copper, each set of pupils blown out in arousal. "Besides," he whispered, leaning down until he was speaking against her lips, "they think we're married, don't they? Isn't that what a husband is supposed to do to his wife? Make her scream and beg for mercy, then send her into the heights of ecstasy?"

Alex shivered. How this man could be so eloquent when pressed against her with underwear as the only barriers between them was beyond her. But his words were so very true. She was never more grateful than she was right at this moment that once again, she and the Doctor had been mistaken as a couple. They may not have gotten to this point otherwise.

"Yesssss. . ." she hissed as his fingers slipped beneath the waistband of her knickers. Her arms suddenly felt weak, and she let them flop to her sides. The Doctor licked his way down her chest, pausing to worship her breasts. Alex clutched the thick Egyptian cotton sheets and gasped out her pleasure as the Doctor teased every inch of her body.

Every one of her senses was focused on this moment. She tilted her head back and watched through heavily lidded eyes as their shadows twined together on the dimly lit walls of the tent. Her skin burned at his touch, never registering the cold night air, and rubbed against the silky cotton sheets almost sinfully. Her ears only heard their pants, groans, and moans of pleasure. She smelled a mixture of their scents – her Chanel No. 5, his musky cologne, and the tea leaf and fig soap they'd been using the last few days for washing up – the kerosene coming from the lamps lit all around the tent, and the heady smell of sex, all sweat and heat.

And for taste. . . She sucked greedily at his tongue as he plunged it into her mouth, doing so at the same time he plunged elsewhere. . .

A carnal moan tore from Alex's throat. Her legs clenched tighter around him. She couldn't stop moaning from the pleasure. No doubt everyone in the expedition could hear her. If the wolves did come out tonight, they would have no trouble locating her.

The Doctor swore against her lips. "They'll definitely hear you, Alexandria," he said, voice strangled as he attempted to hold himself back.

She made a whining sort of sound and planted her hands on the lower portion of his back. "Less talking," she gasped, "more making me scream."

He kissed her slowly and lazily, murmuring, "As you wish. . ."

June 14th, 2011

Alex bolted upright in bed, gasping for breath. Her hand automatically went to her chest where her hearts were beating furiously. Her skin wasn't exactly flushed, but Alex could still feel a bit of dampness on her forehead. Not to mention, but certain areas of her body were warmer than others.

With a groan, Alex flopped back down. The clock on the nightstand read 1:17 AM, but there was no way she was getting any more sleep tonight. Not after that dream.

She supposed it wasn't really surprising. Just a few hours earlier, she and the Doctor had gotten into a more . . .salaciousconversation than usual. It wasn't exactly phone sex, just more extreme flirting than they usually did. At one point, Alex had brought up them sharing a bed in 1929 Smyrna and how every day they had woken up tangled together. The Doctor had groaned and murmured something about how grateful he was that she hadn't felt a certain part of his anatomy every time they woke up like that.

Now really, could her subconscious be blamed for coming up with such a steamy dream afterthatrevelation?

With a little groan, Alex climbed out of bed and headed for the living room. There was no way she could read right now, especially not books that were as steamy as the ones in theOutlanderseries (she was onDrums of Autumnnow). Sex scenes with Jamie and Claire would only cause her to imagine herself and the Doctor in their place.

Fortunately, Alex found aFriendsmarathon on and happily spent the hours until dawn watching the various antics of Ross and Rachel, Monica and Chandler, and Phoebe and Joey. Thoughts of steamy encounters with the Doctor were far, far away.

Of course, they couldn't disappear forever.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"So, anyway, I told Tristan there wasno wayI was gonna dothat. I mean, whodoesdo that? It's bloody painful, if you ask me, or at least it sounds that way. But Tristan was like, 'oh, no, babe, it won't hurt'. . ."

Alex stared into her compact mirror and applied a bit more red lipstick than was necessary. Anything to keep from reaching over and stapling Kendra's mouth shut. For the past quarter of an hour, Kendra had talked of nothing but of her unwillingness to do a certain sexual position her boyfriend kept requesting. It probably wouldn't have been so annoying if Alex's thoughts weren't already in the gutter. And if Kendra's words didn't have the unintended side effect of having her imagine doing that certain position with the Doctor.

Continuing to try and block Kendra's words, Alex tossed her compact and lipstick into her purse and turned to stare out the window. It was a dull and overcast day, as it usually was in England. The weather was supposed to be better tomorrow but for now, the sky was a miserable gray. It was unlikely that anyone would be coming to the library today. Therefore, she had no choice but to listen to Kendra and her dilemma with Tristan.

"So, what should Ido?" Kendra tilted her head to the side. Her blue-green eyes were wide with naivety as she looked to Alex for answers. "I mean, I love, love,loveTristan, but he keeps badgering me about this."

"Dump him," said a new voice. Alex jerked up. Standing before the front desk were none other than Archie and Veronica.

It was Archie who had spoken. He looked Kendra right in the eye and spoke solemnly. "Kendra, if a guy doesn't respect your wishes, he's not worth keeping. It just means he doesn't respect you, nor do you come first to him. Any guy with half a brain knows that he should treat his girlfriend like royalty."

"And Tristan clearly doesnothave half a brain," Veronica smirked. She leaned against the desk and examined her black and gold crackle nail polish, a fashion trend that had just recently made its way to Leadworth. "Take Archie's advice and dump him, Kendra. You'll be a lot better off in the long run."

Archie nodded vehemently. "Exactly."

Kendra drummed her fingers against her chin. "Well, Isuppose. . ."

"No 'suppose' about it!" Archie cried. "Either he respects you or not. Dump him, Kendra."

Alex could tell Tristan was about to be history when Kendra gave Archie a simpering smile. "Oh, Archie," she sighed, "you're so right. Andsosmart." Her fingertips slowly slid up the desk to rest against Archie's hand. "Howdidyou get to be so smart?"

Archie's face flushed. He tugged at his t-shirt collar. "Um, well, that is to say, Kendra. . ."

"He actually attended uni and learned some things," Veronica snapped. Narrowing her eyes at Kendra, she linked her arm through Archie's and rested her head against his shoulder. Classic possessive girlfriend move. "Unlikesomeof us," she continued, giving Kendra a pointed look, "who stayed home and memorized the storylines of all theEmmerdalecharacters."

Kendra pursed her lips. "Touché," she muttered.

Smiling like a proud parent, Veronica turned to Alex. "Archie and I," she squeezed Archie's arm, still linked through hers, "got to thinking and figured that we might want to do read-throughs here today, if that's all right with you." She raised an eyebrow, silently challenging Alex to say no.

"We figured that with the weather and all no one would be here," Archie elaborated. "And with that, it seemed kind of a waste of time to have everyone meet at the theater tonight when the library's unoccupied now."

"And we can't afford to waste time," Veronica said with a grimace. "We've lost two weeks already." She spun around and patted Archie's shoulder. "Not that that's your fault, Archie."

It had been two weeks since the auditions and though everyone knew what character they were playing, they hadn't started preparing in any way. No read-through, no basic blocking, nothing. This was due to Archie's hay-fever acting up. It had been a bad enough reaction that, after a week, Veronica ultimately ended up taking him to the hospital. Rory had examined him and later told Alex that Archie had gone home with a prescription for a steroid nasal spray. The nasal spray took several days to take effect, forcing the group to lose another week as Archie recovered.

Though looking uncomfortable with Veronica's closeness, Archie shot her a grin. "Thanks, Ronnie."

"I have no problem doing read-through here," Alex said. She stood up and brushed off the dust on her long black pencil skirt, paired with a denim shirt that tied in the front, black stilettos, and gold hoop earrings. "But will everyone else be able to do it now?"

"George and William are on stand-by," Archie revealed, "and they promised to bring food if you said yes. Mrs. Warner will be by right after ladies’ bingo finishes at one, and Elsie's shift finishes at one thirty, so she'll also make it."

"Henry was a bit on the fence about it," Veronica picked up. "But he agreed when I said I'd drag him here by his tie if I had to."

Alex pressed her lips together to keep from smirking. "Well, that's good. And Dr. Coggins?"

"Can't leave the nursing home till they lock up for the night," Archie said apologetically. "But his part's so small it doesn't really matter. So long as we have the leads, that's the important thing right now."

Alex stepped around the desk. "Well, you can tell everyone who is available that I formally give permission."

Veronica rolled her eyes, but Archie chuckled. "Thanks, Alex. I owe you one."

As it was half past noon now, Archie sent out a mass text informing everyone that read-through would take place at two. This would give the rest of the cast plenty of time to make it when their other responsibilities were done and give Alex time to prepare the library.

She and Archie quickly wiped down the large rectangular table that sat in front of the periodical room and moved it to the center of the library. Veronica, surprisingly, volunteered to sweep and vacuum. Kendra, naturally, showed no desire to help. She remained behind the desk, playing Solitaire on her computer.

At exactly 1:17, Mrs. Warner came in. Despite the fact that it was still rather warm outside, even with the overcast sky, she wore a pink cable-knit sweater and wool slacks. Just looking at her made Alex want to crank the air conditioning up.

"Hello, dears," she greeted. She claimed a seat at one end of the table and placed her knitting bag before her.

"Afternoon, Mrs. Warner," Veronica smiled back, though it was slightly stiff. She was in disbelief of Mrs. Warner's attire, too. It was a stark contrast to Veronica's own spaghetti-strap white sundress. "Um, aren't you a bit . . . warm in that?"

Mrs. Warner's blue eyes widened. "Oh, not at all, dear!" she laughed. "Why would you think that? Actually, I think it's quite cool out, especially for this time of year." She studied Veronica's sundress. "I would ask if you're cold, Veronica, but I suppose you young things are a bit more resilient than older people like me."

Veronica didn't know how to respond to that. She was saved from trying to by Henry's arrival and was soon engrossed in his conversation with Archie over how Archie's nasal spray was working out. Alex was left to converse with Mrs. Warner, who was more than happy to discuss the new knitting project she and several members of ladies’ bingo were working on. By the time Elsie arrived at a quarter to two, Alex had learned more than she'd ever wanted to know about the different kinds of knitting patterns.

Elsie was still dressed in her white and red diner dress and bright red Keds, her hair pulled up in a ponytail. Despite her attire and the fact that she smelled vaguely of French fry grease, she was still undeniably pretty. Archie's head swiveled to her the moment she stepped in.

Hmm,Alex mused.Interesting.That was definitely something to keep an eye on.

Elsie smiled at Archie but quickly made her way past the rest of the cast. Alex couldn't blame her. Veronica was giving her the stink eye (though that was probably for attracting Archie's attention) and Mrs. Warner had her head tilted in appraisal.

Giving the older woman her best narrow-eyed glare (which caused Mrs. Warner to lean back in shock), Alex hastened over to Elsie.Someonehad to show her that not all of the women in the cast disliked her. "Hi, Elsie!"

Elsie jumped, then saw it was Alex, the one person save Archie who had seemed happy to see her at auditions. She smiled shyly back. "Hello, Alex. Um, I figured since we were meeting at the library and all, I would just drop these off." She reached into her messenger bag and pulled out a small stack of paperback books.

"Oh, no problem." Alex studied the books.Call Me Irresistibleby Susan Elizabeth Phillips.His at Night, Sherry Thomas.When Beauty Tamed the Beast, Eloisa James. AndHow to Marry a Dukeby Vicky Dreiling.There's a clear theme going here,Alex thought.

As though sensing her thoughts, Elsie blushed. "I like romances." She gave what Alex suspected to be an attempt at a nonchalant shrug.

Alex smiled. "So I see. Have you read Phillips'First Lady?"

Elsie brightened. Now that she was no longer in fear of being made fun of, she was more than thrilled to discuss a topic she loved. "Yes! I loved it. But I've not read the other books, and I understand some of the characters inIrresistiblehave their own novels?"

"They do. Meg's inWhat I Did for Loveand Teddy's in a whole bunch. I can't remember the exact titles, but I can look them up for you, if you're interested?"

Elsie nodded frantically. "Oh, yes, that would be great! Thank you, Alex."

"No problem. I'll do it after read-through, okay?"

Right at the stroke of two, George and William arrived. Both carried a stack of white Bello Italiano pizza boxes with a Styrofoam container on top. "We come bearing food!" William proclaimed, setting his stack on a nearby table.

"Thank God," Henry said, his nose twitching at the delicious smells. "I'm starving."

George set his own stack down. "We've got two cheese pizzas, two pepperoni pizzas, two containers of garlic knots and, for the health-conscious," he procured a single container from a plastic bag, "salad. Dressing not included."

The only person who touched the salad was Mrs. Warner. Everyone else helped themselves to pizza and garlic knots. Once everyone was settled around the table, Archie procured his script and opened it to the first scene. "Alright, everyone, let's get started. First, let's go around the table and tell everyone who we're playing. I'll start. I'm Archie and I'm playing Jack 'Ernest' Worthing'."

Alex, seated on Archie's right-hand side, went next. "I'm Alex, and I'm playing Gwendolen Fairfax." She'd been ecstatic when she went by the school last week and saw her name high up on the cast list. She had nearly rendered the Doctor deaf when she called immediately after to tell him the news.

Elsie was seated next to her. "I'm Elsie," she said, her voice just above a whisper. "And I'm playing Cecily Cardew."

George gave the group a wide grin. "I'm George, the best looking of the Donaldson triplets, and I'm playing Merriman."

Mrs. Warner, at the end of the table opposite Archie, shook her head at George's antics. "I'm Evelyn, and I'm playing Lady Bracknell."

William was seated on her right-hand side, directly opposite his brother. He gave his brother a narrow-eyed look, then said, "I'm William, theactualbest looking of the Donaldson triplets, as well as the only one who doesn't lie, and I'm playing Lane."

Henry rolled his eyes. "I'm Henry, and I'm playing Algernon."

Veronica was last. As Alex had expected when everyone started to sit down, she'd placed herself on Archie's left-hand side. "I'm Veronica and I'm playing Miss Prism." There was no mistaking the disdain in her voice. Alex had been quite pleased when she saw where Veronica's name was on the cast list. Veronica was now learning that she couldn't always get what she wanted, even if she flirted at the director.

"Alright, then," Archie nodded. "Let's begin. Act I."

The reading of Act I went perfectly. Read-throughs, aside from learning how to say certain words or lines, were also meant to help actors start connecting with their characters. Archie was clearly already tapped into his. His Ernest was suave and mischievous with an undercurrent of serious responsibility. Henry, just as he had been at auditions, was impish and cunning as Algernon. Mrs. Warner struggled a bit, but Alex could already see the haughtiness and sternness required of someone playing Lady Bracknell. William and George had just the right amount of seriousness and gravitas in their roles, though George was still a bit too playful in some of his delivery.

Alex, for her part, wasn't sure about her own first performance. Any actor is their own worst critic and Alex knew she couldn't rely on herself as a practical, unbiased judge. When she hadn't been making her way through theOutlanderbooks every night, she'd been studying her lines, trying to get a feel for Gwendolen's character. Gwendolen was kooky, certainly, but there was more to her than that. Even though the play had been written to poke fun at social conventions in late Victorian London, the characters themselves weren't caricatures. It was just a matter of studying the lines to see what kind of people they were.

Archie called for a break at the end of Act I. As several cast-members went to replenish themselves at the refreshment table, Alex stood up and stretched. As she lifted her arms above her head, she noticed that in the course of half an hour, the library had suddenly become a lot more popular.

There weren't any kids but there were a lot of Leadworth's young adult and adult population spread out throughout the library. Shannon Darcy, for once without her girlfriend, was sitting with a group of friends at the table by the computer station. All were laughing about something. Every so often though, one of the group's eyes would slide over to the read-through table.

Arthur Donaldson and Grace Jeffries had secreted themselves in the biography section. Both were watching the read-through table, but Alex could see them playing footsie as well.

Michael the ice cream man was sitting by the magazine rack, absently flipping through a cooking magazine. Jeff was on his laptop in a back corner, though it seemed less like he was doing work and more like he was trying to appear that he was. His grandmother, Mrs. Delia, was sitting with several members of ladies’ bingo. All of them kept glancing at the read-through table.

Alex made her way to the front desk. Kendra had abandoned virtual Solitaire in favor of flipping through the latest issue ofCosmopolitan UK. She looked up from Lea Michele's interview as Alex approached. "Bumping now, isn't it?" she marveled.

Alex snorted in agreement. "When did everyone come in?"

"Not long after you all started reading. They've not come up here or anything. Just sat down and started watching."

Veronica came up just in time to hear this. "Watching?" she blinked.

Kendra nodded. "Yeah. Really weird."

"Not really," Veronica retorted. Her face brightened. "They've heard just how good this production is gonna be and they want a little sneak-peek of it."

"Or we've heard what a travesty another dramatic society play is gonna be and we came to make fun," a new voice sneered.

Veronica's face paled. She and Alex spun around. "Mels," Veronica nodded. Her voice came out slightly shaky, which didn't go unnoticed.

Mels smirked nastily. She rested one elbow on the desk, right above Alex's workspace. "Veronica. Are you cold? You're shaking awful bad."

Veronica wrapped her arms around herself, as though that could somehow keep her from shaking more than a wet dog. "I'm fine," she said stiffly.

As much as Alex liked that Veronica was accountable to someone, this was just going too far. "Melody," she sneered. Sure enough, Mels' attention was pulled directly to her. Alex smiled a fake smile and crossed her arms. "I can assure you, this play is going to be fantastic. Archie's done a terrific job with the cast. Or maybe you didn't notice? I understand you fall asleep during several important things. Play rehearsals, church services. Is that why I've never seen you date anyone? 'Cause you fall asleep at all theimportant moments?"

Mels' eyes narrowed. She started to retort but Kendra chose that moment to jump in.

"Hey, look at this!" she cried, desperate to break up the steadily escalating conflict. She held up the magazine. "'28 Celeb Men Strip Naked for You'! Doesn't that sound exciting and more interesting?"

Mels took the proffered magazine. "Definitely interesting," she purred, her eyes lingering on a photo of a popular British film star. Suddenly, she smirked. "Although I doubt you'd find it so,Ally. Downside of being a good little Catholic girl, I suppose."

Kendra snorted. "Good Catholic girl?"

"Kendra. . ." Alex said warningly.

She didn't take the hint. "Alexwouldbe interested,Melody, but she currently isn't. She has a boyfriend."

"Kendra!"

Thatgot Mels' attention. "Boyfriend?!" Her shock quickly gave way to amusem*nt. "And whose the poor sap that's stuck with you?" She tapped her chin, considering the possibilities. "Not George or William, they're too young. Hmm . . . Henry Vernon?" She studied Alex's face, searching for a positive or negative. Alex merely stared at her. "Okay, not Henry. Hmm, what about. . ." She snapped her fingers. "Archie! Yes, that's it. He's paid an awful lot of attention to you since you came here, hasn't he?"

Veronica's eyes narrowed, first at Mels, then at Alex. She fiddled with one of her dangly gold Chanel earrings, presumably to try and mask her urge to wrap her hands around Alex's throat and eliminate her rival.

The action didn't go unnoticed by Mels. "Oh, Ronnie," Mels tutted. "Don't feel so bad. All that simpering and hanging off him. . . You never had a chance. Men don't like to be fussed over or treated like a stripper pole."

Veronica immediately forgot her nervousness. Her spine straightened and she looked at Mels as though she were a piece of gum on her shoe. "Don't call me 'Ronnie',Melody."

"Right, you only let Archie call you that."

"Archie's my friend, unlike you."

If she was expecting Mels to be offended by that, she was sorely disappointed. Mels simply smirked and turned her attention back to Alex. "Does your 'boyfriend'," she said the word with air quotes, "call you 'Ally', Ally?"

Alex smirked. "He does, actually."

Mels actually seemed surprised by this. "Really? And you let him?"

"He's the only one allowed."

Kendra rolled her chair to Alex's side of the desk. "And he'sreal, Mels. Take a look." She held up the picture of Alex and the Doctor in Savannah.

Mels took the frame. She took in the Doctor's face, his attire, his arm slung around Alex's shoulders, the smiles on them both. Her lips pursed and her eyes started to narrow. Abruptly, she slammed the picture down. Kendra and Veronica both jumped and shifted back. Alex, however, stood her ground.

Mels tilted her head at the photo. "He's cute." Her expression didn't match her words though. Her brow was furrowed, as though trying to remember something.

Probably trying to figure out if he's the Raggedy Doctor from Amy's stories,Alex figured. As far as she knew, Amy and Rory hadn't told Mels about their travels with the Doctor, nor had Mels mentioned any gossip she might have heard about the Doctor appearing at the Ponds' wedding. If Mels was still in the dark, Alex had no intention of enlightening her. Mels was not the kind of person who should be gifted with the knowledge of time travel. She was the kind of person who would use it for nefarious purposes, like stealing cars or the Crown Jewels.

Alex was pulled out of her thoughts by Mels asking, "How's he in bed?"

Alex's jaw dropped. "What. . . That's none of your business!"

"Oh, come on," Mels wheedled. Her eyes were sparkling in amusem*nt at Alex's flustering. "Just us girls. Give us a hint."

Alex opened her mouth to tell Mels exactly where she could put her 'hints', but Kendra cut her off. "They haven't slept together yet. They want to though."

"Kendra!" Alex shrieked.

"What?" Kendra stared at her. "I work here too! I notice things!"

"About my love life but not how to properly shelve books?"

Kendra waved this away. "You two are always talking on the phone and in the last few weeks, your face has been red for several minutes after you’ve hung up." She turned to Mels. "Definitelysteamy talk. And they're always flirting. He even tries out librarian-themed pick-up lines on her."

"How do you even know that?!" Alex exclaimed.

"I listened in a few weeks ago. Your phone was charging, and you had to use the library phone to call him. I just picked up the extension. Something aboutThe Importance of Being Earnest."

'I believe inThe Importance of Being Earnest, so I'm just going to say it: I'm Wilde about you',Alex thought.

Veronica shook her head. "Kendra, I hope you never come into possession of state secrets."

"I quite agree," Alex said, giving Kendra her best glare. It worked. Kendra winced and stuck her nose back in her magazine. Not that Alex planned on letting her off that easily. Later, she and Kendra were going to have a nice, long talk about boundaries and exactly what you could and could not say to your boss's nemesis.

Speaking of nemesis. . . Mels broke back in with a hail of laughter. Several of the townsfolk's heads jerked up, expressions wary as they tried to see what Mels found so amusing. Experience had taught them that what Mels found funny typically wasn't to everyone else.

"Oh, Alex," Mels chuckled. That made Alex stiffen. Mels hardly ever called her 'Alex'. Doing so now. . . Alex couldn't explain it but for some reason, it set off alarm bells in her head. "How utterly lovely. Really, I mean it. Very,verylovely."

And with those words, Mels twirled on her heels and sashayed to the other side of the library.

Alex watched her go with trepidation. "What do you think she meant by that? 'Very, very lovely'?" Though Mels hadn't said anything threatening, those words made her want to take up arms.

Veronica, however, didn't have the same feeling of concern. She merely shrugged and said, "Who knows? Just ignore her, Alex. That girl's mental. My father's been saying for years that she ought to be sectioned."

Her words, meant to be comforting, had the opposite effect. Alex longed for the Doctor. If anyone could calm her down, tell her that she was seeing danger where there wasn't any, it was him.

Alex abruptly spun on her heel. "Tell Archie and the others I'll be back in a few minutes, Veronica."

Within a few seconds, Alex had locked herself in the bathroom. She switched on the dim light and surveyed herself in the mirror. She smirked. Call her vain, but she lookedfantastictoday. Even hot. Then, a thought came to her, and her smirk deepened.

Alex touched up her lipstick and ran her hands through her hair. The brown-blonde strands steadily became more and more disheveled. After a split second of hesitation, she popped several buttons on her shirt. The black lace of her bra now peeked out enticingly. Once she was satisfied with her appearance, Alex took a quick selfie.

She studied it carefully. The lighting in the bathroom, while dim, actually seemed to heighten her appearance in the photo. Her face was partly cast in shadow, but it looked more like she was in a candle-lit room than a dim library bathroom. She had made sure to get her breasts in the photo, as well as her skirt and heels. However, she doubted the Doctor would be much interested in those. From the angle that the photo had been taken, his eyes would be drawn straight to her chest.

Missing you, Alex typed beneath the photo.Especially your touch. I can't stop thinking about your hands touching me everywhere. :*

Alex's finger hovered above SEND. Should she send this? It was awfully daring, not just the texting, but the picture as well. She had never done anything like this with past boyfriends. Unlike most of her classmates, she had paid attention to the special guest-lecturer the high school brought in during ninth grade to discuss the dangers of technology.

But really, unlike her past boyfriends, the Doctor was not going to share her picture around. She knew that. He would horde it like Gollum horded the One Ring inLord of the Rings.

But would he respond well to it? Extreme flirting over the phone was one thing.This. . . This was another thing entirely. When she'd come in here, she merely meant to call him and get reassurance that she was overreacting over Mels and her words. Not . . .this.

But it was so tempting! A thrill ran through Alex and her heartbeats sped up.

After oscillating for a few more moments, Alex finally shook her head. "Just do it," she muttered. She pressed SEND before she could change her mind.

Less than a minute later, right as she was about to leave, she got a reply.

Rassilon, Ally, are you trying to kill me?! I don't even know where to start. . .

Another text came though.

No, wait, I do. I always figured you were a black lace kind of girl. Tell me, does the top match the bottom?

Shivering, Alex rattled off a reply.

Why, yes, Doc. Matching set. One of several, actually.

Several, eh? Now why didn't I know that before?

Alex grinned.Probably because you're not in the habit of going through your companions' lingerie.

True. But for you, I'll have to make an exception. Now, not that I'm complaining, but what brought this on?

Again, Alex was slightly hesitant to press send, but did so anyways. She had started this; the least she could do was continue playing the game.Your talk last night about what I didn't feel in 1929 Smyrna. I had abrilliantdream afterwards and now I can't get my mind out of the gutter.

Oh, Ally, don't worry. The gutter isn't a bad place to be, especially if you have company. Tell me about this brilliant dream.

Instead of texting a reply, Alex called him. What she wanted to say to him couldn't be well conveyed through text. The moment he picked up, she blurted out, "Us in the tent, having sex. I was worried about people in the expedition hearing us, and you asked if that meant you'd be making me scream."

His answering hum was low and sinful. Alex leaned against the sink in an effort to retain her balance. "Is that so?" he murmured, followed by a chuckle that made Alex even more weak in the knees. "Are you a screamer, Ally? Is that something I have to look forward to?"

"Um . . . I don't know. I mean," Alex blushed, "I never have before."

"You will be." His voice was confident and even assertive. Shewouldbe like this. There were no ifs, ands, or buts about it.

Alex breathed heavily. "I look forward to it."

He chuckled again. "As do I. But what are you doing now? Perhaps we can alleviate the . . . tension right now."

Alex swallowed heavily at the veiled suggestion. How this was coming from a man she had once seen scribble all over the TARDIS walls out of sheer boredom was beyond her. She loved it though. No question about it. "sh*t, I can't right now. I'm at work and theEarnestcast is here for our first read-through."

"Ditch them," the Doctor suggested. His own breathing was labored. Alex could easily picture him leaning back against the console, struggling to retain both balance and control. "Make up an excuse and go back to the house or somewhere private."

"I can't, I'm sorry." Alex was certainly tempted to say, 'screw it' and ditch, but she couldn't.

The Doctor knew it, too. "Yeah," he sighed. "Worth a try, though."

"But can I call you later?" There was no way Alex was dismissing his idea outright. "Because . . . well, trust me, there's no way this tension is going away any time soon."

"Yes!" he cried. There was a bunch of shuffling sounds, presumably from where, in his excitement, he nearly toppled off his own two feet. The Doctor cleared his throat and repeated, in a lower tone, "Yes, absolutely. I would love that, Ally."

Alex beamed. "Great!" She started to say goodbye, only for him to cut her off.

"Just one request, love. Make sure that when you call, you're still wearing what you've got on. And that those three buttons are once again unbuttoned."

In the mirror, Alex watched her eyes turn from honey-colored to a dark, aroused green. "I'll be sure to do that, Doc. And don't worry, I'll button back up. That was only for you anyway."

"Yesssss. . ." he hissed. "That lovely view is only formyeyes. No one else's. Got that, love?"

Had it been anyone else, Alex would have balked at the domineering tone, the hint of order in those words. With the Doctor, however, she just shivered. "Got it," she whispered.

As she headed back to the read-through, Alex's thoughts were not focused on establishing the character of Gwendolen Fairfax. They were focused on just how dominating the Doctor might be in bed.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

For the rest of read-through, Alex was barely able to concentrate. Far from being focused on unraveling the personality of Gwendolen Fairfax, her thoughts were consumed with replaying her and the Doctor's conversation, as well as how their mutual tension would be alleviated later. She got some strange looks from the cast whenever she missed a cue or flubbed a very easy line, but Alex couldn't bring herself to care. The only thing she cared about was ushering everyone out once the read-through was over, locking up, and speeding back home to call the Doctor and finish the game they had started.

Fortunately, the moment it became clear read-through was over, everyone that had gathered to watch quickly made their exit. As Alex directed George and William where to dump the empty food containers, she watched several people – Jeff, Mrs. Delia and her companions, and Mels among them – head out the doors. A few lingered, taking the opportunity the read-through had inadvertently provided to browse the stacks.

One such person was Elsie. She was back in the romance section, her fingers trailing over the spines of some Sophie Kinsella books as she scoured the shelves. Which reminded Alex. . . She needed to look up those books for Elsie.

Alex rounded the desk and sat before her computer. Blocking the keys was the framed photograph of her and the Doctor, photo side down.

That's weird,Alex thought as she flipped the frame over.I know I put it back in its place. . .Her thoughts abruptly came to a screeching halt.

Alex stared at the photo in horror. Where the Doctor's smiling face used to be, there was now only a series of white scratches. The Doctor's face had been completely scratched out.

Alex slid the photo out of the frame for better examination. Going by the feeling and shape of the marks, they had most likely been made by either a house or car key. The scratches were deep and harsh, a few even ripping the photo in places. They were also rather violent. There was no sense of order or method about them; whoever had done the scratching had been in the throes of wild emotion, causing the scratches to be haphazard. Some of them skidded off onto Alex's face or hair. Others had veered onto the Doctor's bowtie.

Still, it was clear; whoever had done this had been extremely, almost violently angry. And the fact that they had taken their rage out on the Doctor's face suggested that they were angry towards the Doctor specifically.

Alex's flushed, aroused face turned pale in the blink of an eye. She looked wildly around the library. Who could have done this? When could they have done it? And most importantly,why?

Glancing around the library again, the 'when' was fairly obvious. It had been crowded during the read-through and with everyone focused on the actors, a person could easily slip up to the desk and scratch the photo without being noticed. They especially wouldn't be noticed by Kendra, currently drooling over the nude celebrities inCosmo.

But who and why? The cast was exempt. They had all been seated at the table, concentrated on their scripts. The photo had been perfectly intact during their break after Act I and they hadn't taken any other breaks. That left their audience, several of which had already left.

Alex sank back against her chair, the photograph clutched to her chest. The fire burning in her veins just a short while ago had subsided. Now there was nothing but a cold, ominous dread.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

June 26th, 2011

Amy studied her reflection in the dressing table mirror, even though she knew it would look no different from when she checked it less than a minute ago.

Long red hair pulled into a half up, half down hairstyle. Delicate pink and gold eyeshadow that matched her off the shoulder pink sundress, which itself highlighted her slight tan. Winged eyeliner for a bit of a dramatic statement. Pale pink lips, courtesy of some lipstick borrowed from Alex. Her 'A' necklace nestled in the hollow of her throat. Before the Doctor exploded the universe, she couldn't remember where she had gotten it from. Now she knew. Her dad had bought the cheap, five quid necklace at the hospital gift-shop the day she was born. Her parents officially gave it to her when she was ten and she hadn't stopped wearing it since.

With a long sigh, Amy pulled her gaze away from the mirror. She studied first the collection of perfume bottles lined along the little shelf above the table, then the canister of makeup brushes, the photograph of her and her parents on holiday in Inverness when she was sixteen, and the little silver clock Alex had bought her at the local curiosity shop. Its hands were at 2:17, as they had been for the last week. Amy kept forgetting to buy batteries.

Finally, it couldn't be avoided. The object she had strove to keep from looking at fell into sight. Alex's cell phone, the screen displaying her contacts. Specifically, the TARDIS contact information.

Amy sighed and slowly, almost reluctantly, picked it up. Ever since her conversation with Alex last month, after the latter had suggested she talk to the Doctor about both of them losing their children and feeling the urge to destroy those that threatened your child, Amy hadn't been able to get it out of her mind.

Initially, she had tried to dismiss it. The Doctor would never,evertalk about his children. Not to her, anyway. Alex was the only person Amy could see him confiding in. After all, it wasn't until Alex accidentally discovered Susan's book in the TARDIS library that they all learned she was the Doctor's granddaughter. He never would have disclosed that to them of his own free will.

Still, the thought niggled at her. It became more than just niggling after that horrible conversation with her parents earlier this month when they asked about future grandchildren. She knew she would have to tell her parents eventually about Melody/River, but they would never fully understand her grief and anger over it. She didn't blame them for it. It was just a simple fact. They had never gone through the death of a child. Not that Melody had died, but she had been taken away from her, which was basically the same thing.

Now, the thought was a ringing klaxon in her head. Tonight was her and Rory's anniversary and her parents were throwing a massive party/barbeque to celebrate. Everyone who had attended the wedding, and even a few who hadn't, were invited. And Amy knew that she was going to have to suffer through several similar inquiries to the one her parents made at the Greenleaf before the night was over.

The very thought of her neighbors and her cousin Rebecca askingWhen are you having kids?made her stomach drop. Alex had diffused the questions with her parents, but she couldn't do the same tonight, not with so many people. Even if she could, Amy wouldn't ask it of her. That wasn't fair to Alex. She had already done so much for them, helping her and Rory escape the heavy depression they had felt in the days immediately following Demons Run.

Amy and Rory still had their sad days, but Amy knew they were doing much better now than they had been at the beginning of summer. The only thing that might help her even more, she knew, was talking to someone about what she had gone through. Not just that, but someone who understood it, who could personally relate because they had lost their children, too.

The only person who could fully understand that was the Doctor. Though he'd never said anything to confirm it, Amy strongly suspected that his children were dead. Possibly as a result of the Time War, or maybe something mundane but equally catastrophic, like an illness or a TARDIS-crash (assuming the latter was actually a thing).

But even if he understood, would he actually confide in her? Amy studied the Blackberry again. She had tried calling the TARDIS from the house phone, then her own cell phone, but it seemed that the Doctor was either rather busy right now or screening his calls. Amy suspected the latter. She had noted that every time Alex called him, he answered.

Hence why she had snitched Alex's phone while the latter was in the shower. She had long since gotten out, but she surely wouldn't miss it for a few more minutes. Plenty of time to confide in the Doctor.

Assuming he didn't immediately hang up upon learning who was really on the other end.

With a deep breath, Amy pressed CALL.

The phone rang only twice before the Doctor answered. "Ah, Ally," he murmured, voice low. "Let's see. . . Call me William S. Burroughs, because I want toNaked Lunchwith you."

Amy's horrified "UGH!" could have been heard on the other side of Leadworth. Now she knew why Alex's most recent chats with the Doctor had been leaving her red-faced.

"POND!" If Amy had been horrified, it was nothing compared to what the Doctor was now feeling. Amy could practically see the waves of alarm and terror coming out the speakers. "You're . . . you're not— . . . Don't you ever mention this to anyone!"

"No danger in that," Amy said dryly. "No one would believe me anyway."

The Doctor made a kind of derisive snorting sound, then all was quiet. For several moments, neither one spoke. Amy was starting to think he had hung up when he said, "Amelia, why are you calling me from Alex's phone?"

"Because you didn't answer when I called from my own numbers."

The Doctor didn't counter with an excuse. Amy nodded to herself. Hewas screening his calls.

"I'm sorry," he said finally. "I've just been . . . busy, is all."

Busy trying to track down Melody, she knew. Alex had told her a little bit about his interrogations of Colonel Manton and others who had been arrested at Demons Run, but not much else. Amy hoped that meant the Doctor was just keeping things close to his chest, as usual, and not instructing Alex to keep things from her and Rory. She didn't think she could ever forgive them for that. This washerbaby, after all.

"I know," she said quietly.

"Is that why you called? For information on Melody?"

For a moment, Amy was tempted to say 'yes'. Not a day went by where she didn't think of Melody, what she might be going through, how she was being treated. Kovarian didn't strike her as the maternal type. Maybe, if she pressed him enough, she could get all the details of his search that he may or may not be sharing with Alex.

Ultimately, however, she sighed. That wasn't why she had called. Besides, if the Doctor's search was going nowhere, did she really want absolute proof of that? No, better to hold onto hope and proceed with her original motives.

"No, not that. Um, I don't know if Alex ever mentioned this to you but, well, we were talking last month, and she suggested I talk to you."

"About what?"

"About . . . well, keep in mind, your girlfriend suggested this." She ignored the Doctor's protests of how juvenile the word 'girlfriend' was. "Anyway, she suggested that I talk to you because, well, you're the only person I know who can understand what I'm going through."

"Which is?"

Oh God, he was going to make her say it, wasn't he? Amy swallowed and sat up straighter, as though doing so would make her brave enough to say the words. "Losing my child." She was pleased to note that her voice was strong and steady. When the Doctor didn't say anything, she pressed on. "I mean, Alex pointed out that you were a parent also and that you . . . you lost your children as well. You're the only person I know who's gone through that. No one else here in Leadworth has, and even if there was one, I couldn't confide in them because that would open a whole other can of worms on time travel and you, ex cetera, ex cetera. So, I thought I could talk . . . to you."

A long pause. Amy's heart thundered. Her erect spine stiffened. "Like I said earlier," she continued around a thick swallow, "I don't know if Alex suggested this to you or not—"

"She did."

Amy was slightly taken aback. The Doctor's response didn't have any emotion behind it. It sounded as though he had simply been stating a fact. "Right," she nodded. "Well, then." There she had it. The Doctor was not going to talk to her about this. She had known it all along, but Amy couldn't quite keep from feeling hurt anyways.

She was just about to make an excuse and hang up when the Doctor said, "I told Alex that it probably wasn't a good idea, but she asked me to think about it. I did, and . . . I don't think it's a bad one."

Amy's stiff spine sank in relief. "Oh. Well, good then."

There was a long silence. The only sounds Amy could hear were the Doctor's breathing, the sound of Alex's hairdryer downstairs, and Rory faintly humming Katy Perry's latest hit, 'Last Friday Night', in his study across the hall. Neither she nor the Doctor knew what to say. They had agreed to have this conversation, but not on how to begin it.

I could really use an instruction manual,Amy thought. She suspected the Doctor was thinking the same.

She was about to say something – what, specifically, she had no idea – when the Doctor broke in again. "Losing a child," he murmured, "it takes a part of yourself as well. A piece of your soul."

Amy blinked. Losing Melody, even if she hadn't actually died, ithadmade a part of her go missing. "Yeah," she said softly. "In the . . . in the days right after Demons Run, it felt like a part of my heart had been taken out. Rory told me once about heartstrings, and how they could actually break if a person experienced a really great loss. I thought . . . I thought that maybe one of my heartstrings broke."

"Yes, 'dying from a broken heart' isn't as much of a cliché as people think. Nor is losing a piece of your soul when a loved one dies. The part of you that connected them to you goes away. At least, that's been my experience."

He was quiet for a minute, presumably pondering what he'd say next. "But you're luckier than me, Amy. Unlike my children, Melody is still alive. She's been taken, yes, but that piece of you that's gone . . . it will come back. You still have her and hopefully, you and Rory will have more children. For me," he let out a half-hearted snort, "that ship has long since sailed."

Amy's brow furrowed. "What do you mean? Can't you and Alex have children?" She knew they obviously wouldn't right now, the relationship was still too new, but that didn't mean the Doctor and Alex couldn't have kids someday.

"I highly doubt it. When Alex was still human, there was about a 5% chance. Time Lords weren't meant to . . .dancewith other species and as such, we were only compatible reproductively to other Time Lords."

"Yes, but what about now? Alex isn't exactly human anymore."

"True, but her body's been extensively altered. I can't get into the files Kovarian kept on her, so even I'm at a loss as to how much she's been changed. Her reproductive organs may not even be functional, let alone compatible to mine."

"Why the hell would they fiddle with Alex's reproductive organs?!" Amy exclaimed.

The Doctor's voice held a touch of darkness when he answered. "Who knows? But I wouldn't put it past them."

"Still. I don't think you should completely discount the possibility. Not till you have definite proof, anyway."

"Perhaps," he hummed. "Though to be honest with you, Amy, I'm not sure that I'd even be capable of being a parent now. I believe that part of me died a long time ago."

"Bullsh*t," Amy retorted. "I've seen you with kids, Raggedy Man. I remember how you treated me whenIwas a kid! You actually listened to me about the crack in my wall when no one else did and tried to fix it."

"Being kindhearted towards children and actually being a parent are two different things, Pond."

"Maybe to you, but not to me. Hate to break it to you, Raggedy Man, but your parental instincts are still alive and kicking."

The Doctor was silent for a while, considering this declaration. Amy hoped he gave it serious thought, not just flicked it away like a pesky fly.

When he spoke again, it was with the clear intent to get the focus back on Amy. "Like I said, Pond, you and Rory are lucky. What happened with Melody/River is horrible. I wouldn't wish it on my own worst enemy. But she is still alive. There is that. If there's one thing I hope you get out of this whole travesty, Amelia, it's that it could have been much, much worse."

Amy frowned. "You mean . . . like her dying?"

"Precisely."

Amy reached over to the dressing table and fiddled with a lip-gloss she had left out. "For a moment on Demons Run, I thought she had." She rolled the lip-gloss tube back and forth, trying to focus on it instead of the horrible image in her head. "When the Headless Monks came out and began to attack, Rory hid me and Melody in the back behind some crates. I held her to me, praying that Rory would be fine and we could all go home and live like a regular family. Then, without any warning, she dissolved. Melody just . . .explodedinto that white Flesh goop. In less than a second, my baby was gone."

There was a long silence as the Doctor processed this. Suddenly, there came a loud litany of alien swearing. Amy jerked the phone back as the Doctor launched into what sounded like a Gallifreyan curse-filled tirade against Kovarian and any and everyone involved with her. His outburst was concluded by the sound of something smashing in the background and the TARDIS's irate hums.

Amy sat silently, listening to Alex's hairdryer cutting off, Rory's humming become a touch louder, and the Doctor's ragged breathing. He was still panting as he said, "Oh, Amelia. I am so,sosorry that happened to you."

"Yeah, well," Amy shrugged, though she knew her nonchalance wouldn't fool him for a minute. Before he could call her out on it, she said, "Can I ask you a question?"

"Technically, you just did."

Amy rolled her eyes. "Doctor."

"Okay, okay, yes, Pond. What is your question?"

Amy rolled the lip-gloss back and forth. "Well, when she was trying to talk me into talking to you, Alex said that since you had been a parent, you would understand the . . . theurgeto. . ." She groaned. God, why was this so hard? This was theDoctorshe was talking to, one of her best friends. Gritting her teeth, she forced the words to come out, visualizing them as bullets coming out of a gun, fast and harsh. "The urge to hurt or destroy whatever threatens your child."

There was a long silence. Amy wasn't sure if the Doctor was simply thinking over what she'd said or whether he was so appalled by it that he couldn't find the words to express his feelings on the subject. Finally, though, he said, "You haven't asked your question, Amy."

"Um, well, I guess my question is. . . Do you? Understand that urge, I mean?"

To her surprise, the Doctor answered almost immediately. "I do."

"Oh?"

The long sigh he let out showed that the Doctor was rather reluctant, but he obliged her silent request. "No one knows about this, not even Alex. At least, she doesn't know yet. I daresay I'll tell her about it sooner or later. But I don't want you telling her or anyone else, Pond, alright? This is just betweenus. Got it?"

Even though she knew he couldn't see it, Amy crossed her heart. "I promise."

"Okay, then. . . A couple years ago, me and two friends of mine, Martha and Donna, were taken rather unexpectedly by the TARDIS to the planet Messaline. When we landed, we found ourselves in an underground bunker."

She had a pretty good idea where this story was going. Most of the Doctor's stories began the same way. "Let me guess," Amy said dryly. "You were minding your own business, marveling at an alien bunker, when a bunch of armed guards came running up and captured you."

The Doctor laughed. "Very astute, Pond! Only it was soldiers, not guards. But we weren't taken prisoner, at least not right away. Before that, they forced me to put my hand in a machine. It took a tissue sample, taking samples of my diploid cells, which were split into haploids, then recombined in a new pattern and grown very quickly into . . . well, essentially a kind of clone version of me. The machine made one person biological mother and father."

"So . . . the clone was related to you?"

"My daughter," the Doctor corrected softly. "Jenny." He chuckled, but Amy couldn't detect any humor in it. "Not that I accepted her as that immediately though. You see, the inhabitants of Messaline, human colonists and another fish-like species called the Hath, were at war with each-other. They were using the machines, called progenation machines, to create new soldiers. The soldiers were automatically implanted with military knowledge and common sense, but nothing else. Names had to be assigned. It was actually Donna who named Jenny. She took it from what I said Jenny was, a generated anomaly."

"You didn't immediately accept her as your daughter?" Amy could admit, she'd been gobsmacked when she discovered she was pregnant and just seconds away from giving birth. But after ultimately seeing Melody, taking in her tiny features, features that could have only come from her and Rory, she had accepted it. She had instantly loved that little baby, filled with a sense of adoration and fierce protectiveness. She couldn't understand the Doctor not feeling the same away upon seeing Jenny.

The Doctor sighed, long, low, and regretful. "No," he murmured. "I wish I had. Believe me, Pond, I do regret that. But all I saw when I looked at Jenny were the Time Lords and the family I lost in the Time War. The hole they left. . . I wasn't sure if I could face that every day, Jenny being a living, breathing reminder of them."

"It wouldn't have stayed like that," Amy said softly. "Jenny would have helped, I'm sure of it."

"That's exactly what Donna said. You'd have liked Donna, Pond. Oh, blimey, it's probably a good thing you two will never meet because you'd get on like a house on fire. Two fiery gingers. I'd never have a moment's peace again."

"Who says we won't meet?" Amy grinned. "Whoever this Donna is, sounds like she kept you in line. I'd definitely like to meet the woman capable of doing that. She could give Alex some tips!"

The Doctor was suddenly silent. Dread rushed through Amy. She didn't know a lot about the Doctor's past companions, outside of the stories they were featured in. She knew of Ace, featured in that mad story about a killer gingerbread man, Sarah Jane Smith, Jo Grant-Jones, Susan, and a couple others. However, the Doctor had never gone into specifics about them. Not with her and Rory, anyway. Amy had no doubt Alex knew plenty about past companions but was too respectful towards the Doctor's privacy to mention them.

What Amydidknow, however, was that not all companions left on their own terms. She wasn't naïve. Traveling with the Doctor, mad and amazing and thrilling as it was, was also dangerous. She knew that, she had accepted it, and she always tried to live each day traveling in the TARDIS without regrets. There had been close calls, Demons Run being chief among them, but so far nothing that had seriously compromised her life. But that couldn't be the same for some past companions. Some of them had probably met horrible ends. Some of them never got to go home. Perhaps Donna, going off the Doctor's telling silence, had been one of them.

Before Amy could try to change the subject, the Doctor was talking again. "There was also the fact," he said, a bit pointedly, indicating Donna and her departure wasn't to be discussed, "that Jenny was bred to be a solider. That was all she knew. She was supposed to follow orders, not question them. It hadn't even occurred to her that she could do that before she started observing me and Donna. It put us into some conflict. One of the first things she did after coming out of the machine was to set off explosives to seal a tunnel the Hath had come through, separating us from Martha and the TARDIS. She called Martha's capture 'collateral damage'."

Amy winced. Okay, she could sort of see now why the Doctor wouldn't have hit it off with Jenny right away. "Still, she wasyourdaughter. The questioning orders had to come in at some point. It was practically in her DNA!"

"Yes," the Doctor chuckled. "That's true. And it hit her sooner than I thought possible. At one point, the human army was chasing us. Jenny, in the only way she knew how, decided to try and protect Donna and I by shooting back at them. She was then presented the opportunity to shoot General Cobb, the army's leader. But she didn't. Instead, she shot at a pipe, releasing gas, and allowing us all time to escape.

"We eventually found what the humans and the Hath were initially fighting over. There was a myth they had, a creation myth, that when a goddess created the universe, she looked at her creation and sighed. They believed that sigh was caught in some form, which they called the Source. However, the Source was actually a terraforming device, something that makes hostile environments habitable. Donna also managed to figure out, based on plaques that were spread out everywhere, that the war actually began only seven days prior. After the colonization mission commander died, there was a power vacuum created between the humans and the Hath."

Amy immediately understood. "All of the original colonists died in the first few days of the war. Since those machines kept creating soldiers, the original story just became like a big game of Telephone."

"Exactly, and when the humans and the Hath learned this, and saw the terraforming device doing its work, they laid down arms." He paused and Amy heard him swallow thickly. "Except one."

Again, Amy immediately knew where he was heading. "General Cobb," she said softly.

"Yes." There came what sounded like a sniffle. "I robbed him of his great victory over the Hath. He took a shot at me. But Jenny. . ."

Amy's heart sank. She'd known it was coming, but she had hoped she was wrong. "Jenny jumped in front of you." A tear ran down her cheek. "She took the bullet instead."

The Doctor let out a shuddering breath. It sounded as though he was just barely keeping himself together. "Yes," he whispered. "Jenny was so much like me – too much really – in mind and spirit, but not enough in body. She had two hearts but not the ability to regenerate. She. . . She died in my arms. I had promised her she could come with me in the TARDIS, see all sorts of new worlds." He let out a rueful, almost mocking laugh. "I had already started thinking about where to take her first. Something simple. I figured twenty-first century Earth, so she could see a planet I'm very fond of, see where Donna and Martha came from. Nothing spectacular. I didn't want to overwhelm her. Figured we could take a picnic in Hyde Park, relax, introduce her to new foods while she pestered me with questions." His tone abruptly turned bitter. "But it wasn't to be."

More tears streamed down Amy's face, threatening to ruin her impeccable makeup. She hurriedly wiped them away.Poor Doctor,she thought.Poor Jenny.Just as he accepted he was a father again, had someone to care for and love, it was all taken away in one quick moment. He'd been makingplans. A picnic in Hyde Park! Maybe he would have shown Jenny Speaker's Corner, the 7th of July Memorial, the weeping beech, and the ducks in the pond. Maybe they would have fed those ducks together. Jenny wouldn't have had any idea what a duck was. She probably would have marveled at them.

Amy had made such plans, too. Seconds after Melody was put in her arms, she started imagining colors for the nursery, if pink was too cliché, if the nursery should be decorated the way it was in the Leadworth reality created by the Dream Lord. She had made a list of what she would need. Nappies was number one, followed by a crib, toys, a changing table, a rocking chair, a mobile. She'd wondered how she would introduce her parents to their new grandchild, if they would love her. She'd thought about the trips they could take, ordinary ones that didn't involve TARDIS travel. She and Rory would take Melody to Barry Island, where she and her parents had gone on vacation, and later to Inverness, to visit family.

So many plans made. And all of them struck down in a single moment.

"I made plans, too," she murmured. "So many of them I can't remember them all."

"Me too."

Amy sniffled. "What happened to General Cobb?"

The Doctor sighed. "Ah, now we're at the answer to your question, Pond. The moment Jenny died, I . . . well, I was livid. Full of grief, thinking of all the things we'd never get to do together. All I could think was that there was another one of my children lying dead at my feet. For a few moments, I didn't even think. I simply went over to Cobb, grabbed his gun, and held it to his head."

Amy sucked in a breath. She recalled how shocking it was when the Doctor grabbed a gun in the Maze of the Dead. Seeing him holding it, aiming it. . . She hadn't known the Doctor for very long, but even at that point, she could see just howwrongit was. 'The Doctor' and 'gun' didn't belong in the same sentence. Unless that sentence was 'The Doctor was being held at gunpoint'.

"Yeah," the Doctor said wryly, hearing her gasp. "That was Martha and Donna's reactions as well." He sighed deeply. "I won't lie to you, Pond. I was deeply, deeply,deeplytempted to pull the trigger. I wanted to. I wanted to see the man that had just killed my daughter out of petty revenge die. I wanted to do to him what he did to her. If I had pulled the trigger, I highly doubt I would have regretted it. Maybe someday, but not in those immediate moments afterwards."

"But you didn't." It wasn't a question. Amy knew him. No matter how tempted he might have been, how right he might have felt, the Doctor would never have killed Cobb.

"No. I didn't. There had already been so much violence by that point, generation after generation of soldiers dying for nothing. An example had to be made. I told Cobb, 'I never would'. Then I put the gun down and told both armies to form their society out of the idea of a man who never would."

"Did they?"

"I don't know. They were certainly cooperating as they prepared Jenny for a funeral, right as we were leaving. I have no idea if it stayed that way though. I haven't been back to Messaline since."

Not even to visit his daughter's grave? Amy couldn't imagine that. As grim as it was, she liked the idea of visiting someone's grave. It was a permanent marker of who that person had been, what they were to others, a place where they could be honored and remembered. Maybe, when Alex heard this story, she would be able to persuade the Doctor differently. Alex would want to lay flowers on Jenny's grave. If the Doctor was correct, Jenny was the closest Alex would ever get to a daughter.

"So, as you can see, Pond, I do know what it feels like to want revenge for someone hurting your child. I admit, part of my destroying Gallifrey was in revenge for all the members of my family that had been slaughtered by the Daleks. I very nearly killed Cobb. And I daresay, if you were given the opportunity to kill Kovarian, you'd take it, wouldn't you?" His voice wasn't condemning or disapproving. Actually, it sounded empathetic.

Amy shuddered, a sob coming out despite her best efforts. "Yes," she whispered. Still whispering, not wanting Rory to hear, she said, "Alex told me what you would've done had they killed me at Demons Run. I want any and everyone involved there to burn. I know it's not right, Doctor, I know a lot of them were captured and they're awaiting trial and all, but I still think they should pay.Dearly."

"It's alright, Amy. What you're feeling, it's auniversalfeeling. Every loving parent wants to protect their child. When that child is threatened, they lash out. It's what everyone who cares about their children does, Pond. It's neither right nor wrong; it justis."

Amy considered this for several moments. She was still thinking about it when the doorknob on the bedroom door rattled. "Ames?" Alex called. "Are you ready?"

"Yeah, almost! Give me a sec!"

"Oh, right," the Doctor said. "Today's your and Rory's anniversary."

"Should I be expecting a gift from you?" Amy teased.

He laughed. "I believe Alex attached my name to her gift, but yes. Might be a little late though."

"Knowing you, I wouldn't expect anything else."

She could practically hear him rolling his eyes. "Hilarious, Pond," he said dryly. "Really, you should be a comedian."

Now it was Amy's turn to roll her eyes. "Ha bloody ha."

"But," the Doctor said, tone turning serious. "Happy anniversary, Pond. Really. I'm sorry to miss it."

Amy smiled softly. "Me too." Then, because she just couldn't let the Doctor off that easily, she smirked and added, "Though I won't miss all that drunken giraffe dancing."

"OI! I wasn'tthatbad! I haven't danced in at least two centuries. Cut me some slack for being a bit rusty!"

Amy laughed ('rusty' was a bit of a light word to describe the Doctor's dancing) when the doorknob rattled again. This time, Alex stepped in. "Hey," she started to smile, only to frown when she saw her Blackberry in Amy's hand.

"One sec," Amy mouthed. She ducked her eyes away from Alex, trying to regain some privacy. "I've gotta go now. But thank you, Doctor. Really. It. . . It really helped."

"Glad I could help," he said softly. And with a click, he was gone.

Amy handed the phone off to Alex. "Sorry, hope you weren't missing it."

Alex tucked the phone into her brown leather clutch. "No, it's alright." She smiled softly. "How'd it go?"

Amy almost snorted. Nothing got past Alex, especially the reason Amy had borrowed her phone. "Not bad. But. . ."

"Can't talk about it?"

Amy turned back to the mirror. Her makeup wasn't too badly smudged, but it still needed a bit of touching-up. "He asked me to keep it between us," she said as she started dabbing at her mascara tracks. "Though he did say he'd probably tell you about it someday."

Though Alex couldn't deny feeling somewhat disappointed at not hearing what the Doctor had told Amy, she accepted it. "Okay," she nodded. She picked up a tube of mascara. "Need some help?"

Amy nodded. "Yeah, thanks."

A few minutes later, just as Alex was blotting Amy's lipstick, there was a knock at the door. Rory stepped in. "You two about ready?" he asked. "We promised Augustus we'd be there no later than five thirty." He glanced at his watch. Once again, he was wearing the fancy silver watch with the pinching band, paired with a light blue seersucker suit, white collared shirt, yellow tie, and tan loafers.

"Yes, Roranicus," Alex smiled. She tossed the lipstick-stained tissue into the trashcan. "You're looking awfully spiffy tonight."

Rory chuckled. "I did try. And so do you. Look spiffy, I mean."

Alex grinned. Her dress was newish, another buy from Mrs. Benson's yard sale. Alex couldn't understand why Kendra had gotten rid of this dress. It had quickly become one of Alex's favorites. It was short sleeved with an ankle-length hem and a multi-colored flower pattern. She'd paired it with a brown leather, gold buckled belt around her waist, light brown, strapped platform heels, and gold hoop earrings. She'd kept her makeup fairly simple with her favorite natural eyeshadow and pink lip-gloss. All in all, perfect attire for the somewhat formal barbeque Augustus and Tabetha were throwing for Amy and Rory's one-year anniversary. "Thanks. And don't forget to compliment your wife."

"I was saving the best for last," Rory said smoothly. He looked across at Amy. His whole demeanor softened into something Alex wouldn't hesitate to call soppy, if he and Amy weren't two of her best friends. "You look great, Amy," he said softly. He crossed the room into her open arms. Alex politely turned her head as the two kissed.

Once she was sure they were done, Alex turned back. She cleared her throat. "Well, come on!" she called. "Don't want to be late! You know how your mother fusses, Amy, if we're late."

Amy shuddered. "True." With a final check of her face in the mirror, she hopped up and grabbed her clutch. "Alright!" she beamed. "Come on, Mr. Pond, Ms. Locke. Let's go to a party!"

Notes:

A/N: Fun Fact: Veronica Stackmore is actually already a part of the Whoniverse. She appears in Doctor Who Magazine comic 'Imaginary Enemies'. I just borrowed her and aged her up.

Roll Call:

Henry Vernon - Henry Cavill

Veronica Stackmore - Kelley Missal

George Donaldson - Oliver Phelps

William Donaldson - Jamie Phelps

Arthur Donaldson - Milo Manheim

Elsie Margraves - Lily Collins

Chapter 39: Adjusting - July

Notes:

A/N: Alex's outfits for this chapter can be viewed on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

July 4th, 2011

Alex was in high spirits, practically bouncing around her bedroom as she prepared for the day.

It was the Fourth of July! One of her favorite holidays. A time for fireworks, barbeques, eating her weight in hot dogs and Marigold's famous chicken salad, sparklers and, most importantly,fireworks!

She had always been fascinated by fireworks. Alex swore she could recall attending one of the Macy's Fourth of July Fireworks Spectacular shows when she was a child in New York. She could almost smell the stench of the East River, feel the press of bodies against her, as well as someone – possibly her father – lifting her onto their shoulders to better view the magnificent show in the sky. But she had no idea if it was a real memory or not.

Still, even if she hadn't actually seen those fireworks in person, watching them on TV was still fun. That's what she, Lacey, and their friends had done at Marigold's annual barbeque for as long as Alex could remember. After performing their other tradition of watchingIndependence Day, they would pile on the couch, eyes glued to the dazzling display, and sing along to the patriotic tunes (Ross always got particularly boisterous on 'Yankee Doodle Dandy'). They would set off their own fireworks as well. One year, Mike somehow got a hold of illegal bottle rockets. However, they had only managed to set one off before Marigold got wind of it and confiscated all the rest. But that was okay. They’d still been able to celebrate.

Alex wasn't naïve enough to think her birth country was perfect. Far from it, really. The so-called 'land of the free' wasn't free for everyone. But hopefully, someday, it would be. That was what Alex liked to celebrate on the Fourth of July; not what the United States had been when it was founded or what it currently was, but what itcould be.

But in England, there weren't any big celebrations. The Fourth of July was . . . well, the Fourth of July. The only time fireworks were set off here was on Guy Fawkes Night and New Year's Eve. In addition, since she was the only American in Leadworth, on this day, Alex was forced to listen to no end of 'ungrateful colonial' jokes. Occasionally there would be a Boston Tea Party joke, such as last year when Archie asked her when her country intended to pay for the tea they destroyed, but it was mostly uncreative colonial jibes.

Still, Alex wasn't going to let the lack of a celebration ruin her festive mood. She knew Rory had some sparklers hidden in his study that they would set off later tonight. There was chicken salad in the fridge (not Marigold's, but good enough) that she could eat while watching the live-stream of Macy's fireworks on her laptop. She had no plans, however, to watchIndependence Day. After learning about so many attempted invasions of Earth from the Doctor, the alien-horror movie genre had lost its appeal. Instead, she intended to watch her DVD of the History Channel's in depth docu-series,America: The Story of US.

Alex hummed 'Stars and Stripes Forever' as she dressed; white blouse with three-quarter length sleeves, shorts patterned with the American flag stars on one side and the stripes on the other, white Converse, and dangly earrings with red, white, and blue beads, all topped off with her favorite bright red lipstick.

"Good lord," Amy exclaimed upon Alex entering the kitchen. "You look like the American flag."

Alex merely smiled and headed for the coffeepot. "I did try." She had just poured herself a cup when Rory came in.

"Happy treason day, you ungrateful colonist!" he beamed, ruffling Alex's hair for good measure.

Alex swatted his hand away. "Thanks," she said with a roll of her eyes.

But Rory wasn't finished. "Amy, should we hide all the tea? Less our revolutionist here gets the idea to toss it into the village pond."

Amy snickered while Alex rolled her eyes again. "You two do realize," Alex said, "that the Boston Tea Party happened on December 16th, 1773, right? That the 4th of July is when the Second Continental Congress signed the Declaration of Independence? Although," she added, her head tilted in thought, "there is some dispute among historians as to when the Declaration was signed. Congress actually voted to approve a resolution of independence on July2nd, with several claiming they signed the Declaration two days later, but some historians think it was actually signed a month later, onAugust2nd—"

"Okay!" Amy cried, holding her hand up. "Enough with the history lesson. How do you even know all that anyway?"

"Social studies."

Rory frowned. "There's no way, not with how much I've heard you criticize the American public education system."

"Well," Alex shrugged, "in my seventh-grade social studies class, we had to memorize the Declaration's preamble. Memorizing it didn't take me very long, so I amused myself by reading the rest of the Declaration and stuff about it. I got extra credit for that."

Amy and Rory weren't surprised. When it came to academics (or learning in general), Alex didn't just learn the bare minimum needed to pass the tests. She fully immersed herself in various facts and figures on whatever she was studying. Had she gone anywhere other than Octavian, they had no doubt that she would have been a shining student, well on her way to a master's degree and then a Ph.D.

"Anyhow," Alex continued, "what's on your agenda for the day, Ponds?"

"Golfing with Dad, since I have the day off," Rory answered, not sounding very pleased about it. Not about spending time with his dad, Alex knew, but golf. Rory had told her on more than one occasion that he didn't see the point in the sport.

"Job interview!" Amy chirped. "For the new bookstore."

Alex couldn't hide her surprise if she tried. She stared at Amy in disbelief. "A job?"

Amy shot her a mild glare. "Yes, a job! Don't look so stunned. Otherwise, if the interview goes well, I may not let you use my employee discount."

Alex obligingly switched her expression to something more neutral, but she was still rather shocked. Amy had quit being a kissogram after she and Rory married but, what with traveling with the Doctor, hadn't tried for another job. There wasn't really any need to though. Between Rory and Alex's jobs, they were more than able to pay the rent, utilities, and for various household needs, such as groceries and take-out. But then again, maybe it wasn't about money. Maybe Amy just wanted to do something during the day that didn't involve watching reruns ofGavin & Stacyor poking through the library's history section.

Besides, it would be good for Amy to have something to focus on other than Melody right now. Since she'd spoken to the Doctor on her anniversary, Amy had been pestering Alex on any information she might have gleamed from him on Melody's whereabouts.

It made Alex sick inside that she had to lie, even if it was necessary. But Amy was still so optimistic that her baby would be returned to her. Just the other day, Alex had caught her flipping through a baby magazine, circling cribs she was interested in. It was such a hopeful and optimistic action. As much as Alex wanted Amy to face reality, how could she possibly crush her friend's spirit like that? She strongly suspected that spirit was what had enabled Amy to go this long without completely breaking down. Besides, even if she was allowed to tell Amy the truth, Alex really didn't want to tell her about the nunchucks or the disemboweled teddy bears. Those just weren't the kinds of things anyone wanted to hear, let alone a mother about her child.

Inwardly grimacing at these dark thoughts, Alex forced a bright smile. "I'll keep my fingers crossed," she promised. "And I'll hold you to that employee discount."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Much to Alex's surprise, Kendra was already at the library when she arrived. Unsurprisingly, she hadn't bothered to do any work. The periodical and bathroom doors were still locked, the window blinds were still shuttered, and none of the computers had been turned on. Kendra was simply perched in her chair, examining something in her lap.

With a sigh, Alex dropped her purse on her chair and set to work on the windows. Sunlight soon streamed through the blinds, casting patterns on the floor.

Kendra looked up when the window closest to her was opened. She held a hand up against the sunlight. Squinting, she studied Alex's outfit. "You look like Fourth of July Barbie," she declared.

Alex rolled her eyes. "Thanks. I was aiming." She glanced at the object in Kendra's lap. It was a book.Wow,Alex thought, her eyes widening.I didn't even think shecouldread!"What're you reading?"

"Oh, one of my favorites!" Kendra held the book up triumphantly. It was a slightly tattered copy ofHarry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets.

Alex blinked. Forget Kendra being able to read, or even Amy deciding to get a job. The biggest shock of the day had to be that she and Kendra had something in common. "You likeHarry Potter?"

It was Kendra's turn to roll her eyes. The look on her face suggested that Alex had said something completely idiotic. "Well,duh! Who doesn't? Unless. . ." She wrinkled her nose disapprovingly. "Do you not like it?"

"No, no!" Alex cried. "No, I loveHarry Potter. I've read the whole series."

"Me too. I bawled like a baby when Snape died."

"Me too!" Alex could still vividly remember locking herself in her room at Marigold's, determined not to come out until she finishedDeathly Hallows. She'd read the book in just under 24 hours and had profusely wept during the final quarter. First Dobby being killed by Bellatrix, then the deaths of Remus, Tonks, and Fred, then Snape being murdered. That book had killed her emotionally. "I was always hoping that there was more to him that J. K. let on."

Kendra beamed. "Me too. But I'll never forgive her for killing him off. Or Fred, for that matter."

Ales hesitated for a moment before confiding, "The part with Dobby always makes me cry."

Kendra sighed. "Don't remind me. I may just skip that part."

Alex went to another window and opened the blinds. "You're re-reading the series?"

"Yeah, before the final film comes out. Doubt I'll finish in time though."

Alex nodded sympathetically, but she knew the same couldn't be said for her. After finishing theOutlanderseries and then a new library arrival,A Discovery of Witches (and bemoaning the wait for a sequel), she'd turned her attention to a re-read of theHarry Potterseries before the final film came out on the 15th. She had blazed through the first two books and was already halfway through her favorite,Prisoner of Azkaban.

Kendra marked her place with a folded sticky-note. "Are you going to see it?Deathly Hallows 2?"

"Absolutely," Alex grinned. "I managed to score a ticket to the midnight premiere in Gloucester."

Kendra groaned. "Lucky! I wanted to get one, but they sold out before I could. I'll just have to trudge up there with half of England the day after."

For the rest of the morning, in between patrons, Alex and Kendra continued to find common ground over their love ofHarry Potter. They revealed their Hogwarts houses (Kendra was a Hufflepuff, Alex a Ravenclaw), their favorite characters (Kendra adored Fred whereas Alex had loved Hermione from the moment she appeared on the page), and the various pros and cons of the books vs. the movies. Both agreed that the scene where the Weasley's meet the Dursley's inGoblet of Fireshould have been included in the film version, that Kreacher should have been given more screen time inOrder of the Phoenix, and that movie Ron was an absolute ass compared to the book version. Kendra was convinced that the filmmakers had thought Harry/Hermione would be 'endgame' instead of Romione. Alex had agreed that she couldn't help but ship the film versions of Harry and Hermione together.

Throughout their conversation, Alex found her opinion of Kendra slowly rising. Sure, she couldn't shelve books or vacuum to save her life, but at least she had some good literary taste and opinions.

The library was moderately busy. Most of the patrons were parents and their children, coming in to report their progress for the library's first annual summer reading program. Alex was quite proud of it. She had enjoyed the annual reading program at the Bristol Public Library, always managing to out-read the other participants. She’d been wanting to institute a similar program in Leadworth since her first day on the job, but it had taken until now, three years later, for it to actually happen.

Alex had divided the program into three sections: children, teens, and adults. Naturally, the children division had the largest number of participants. Jimmy Temple was the current front-runner, at twenty-five books and counting. Whoever made it to fifty books by the end of August would win a free tote bag and gift certificates to Bello Italiano and Michael's ice-cream cart. Prizes for teens and adults were varying cash amounts, a Bello Italiano gift certificate, and a tote bag.

For the adult division, Elsie Margraves was the current leader. Shortly after her shift ended at one thirty, she arrived with a stack of freshly read romance novels and her punch-in card.

"You were right," she declared as she handed Alex the stack of books. "A Discovery of Witcheskilled me in the best possible way."

Alex laughed and started punching Elsie's card. "I told you Diana and Matthew were amazing." While the love story had definitely been a selling point for Alex, the alchemical bits had been especially intriguing. The Doctor had recommended a few books on the subject which Alex intended to dive into after herHarry Pottermarathon.

"I hate that we have to wait a year for the sequel," Elsie said, leaning against the desk. "I want to find out what happens!"

"Me too. I'm especially curious about the time travel."

"Oh, yeah! That's gotta be interesting. Elizabethan England . . . wonder if they'll run into Shakespeare?"

"I'd love if that happened." Though Alex was less curious about potential legendary playwrights making a cameo than she was of seeing how time travel in the series would be portrayed. Try as she might, since she started traveling with the Doctor, she had become a lot more critical of how time travel was portrayed in the media. It was very disheartening to note how many TV shows, movies, and books ignored the consequences of paradoxes.

At that moment, her Blackberry rang. Alex smirked at the ringtone. Instead of her typical Rascal Flatts, her phone was playing the chorus to Katy Perry'sE.T., something she had programmed it to do when one specific person called.

Her smirk immediately captured Kendra's attention. "Oooh, looks like the boyfriend's calling," she grinned.

Normally, Alex would have ignored her or chastised her, but her unexpected bonding with Kendra had left her in a pretty good mood. "Yep! I'll be right back," she said as she stood and made her way to the bathroom. It had become her de facto place for talking to the Doctor, a safe place where they could flirt or divulge inner desires or anxieties without the fear of anyone overhearing.

The Doctor's voice rang out the moment Alex answered. "Happy Independence Day, my dear Ally. Quick question. 'The pursuit of happiness' means it's cool to hit on you, right?"

Alex made a half laughing, half groaning sound. "That was awful," she chuckled. "Youhaveto be Googling these."

"I admit nothing!" the Doctor said cheerfully. He waited until Alex's giggling died down before asking, in a more serious tone, "And how are you, Ally? Really. Any more . . .incidentsthat I should know about?"

Alex sighed and slumped back against the door. Ever since she’d discovered that scratched-up birthday photo, after hitting her up with a cheesy pick-up line, the Doctor immediately asked this question.

Alex still shuddered at the memory. She couldn't remember exactly how long she'd sat in her chair, clutching the ruined photo to her chest. All she could focus on was her terror, the sudden feeling that she was no longer safe. She wasjuststarting to get accustomed to not being so paranoid all the time. She'd stopped doing her daily security checks at the library every morning, had resisted the urge to carry Mace everywhere she went, and she was even able to walk into Vernon and Son's Chemists without her heartbeats (or was it heartsbeat?) racing, threatening to beat right out of her chest.

Neither Kendra nor any of her castmates could understand what was wrong with her. Archie kept snapping his fingers in her face, trying to get her to focus on him. Kendra had managed to pry the photo from her tight grip. "Oh, Alex!" she’d groaned. "Someone's ruined your lovely photo!"

Veronica had taken one look at it and simply shook her head. "Probably Mels," she said. "I told you that girl needs to be sectioned."

But Alex hadn't been able to respond to any of them. Eventually, Archie had located her phone and called Rory. The moment Rory arrived and saw the ruined photo, he'd immediately whisked Alex away, barking over his shoulder for someone other than Kendra to lock up. Once at home, he'd sat Alex in the living room and managed to coax a cup of tea mixed with a bit of Maker's Mark down her throat. Upon learning of what happened, a visibly shaken Amy sat beside Alex, not moving from her side despite Rory's best efforts. Alex greatly appreciated the gesture.

Eventually, Alex had managed to snap out of it long enough to call the Doctor, as she'd promised. But instead of picking up from their heated conversation and letting it snowball into more exciting, intimate activities, Alex had immediately told him all about the destroyed photo. He'd spent half the night calming her down, doing his best to reassure her that the feeling of dread she felt was probably nothing but remnants of anxiety and fear from her time at Demons Run, that the photo scratching was likely just a prank. Still, Alex had heard the genuine concern and worry in his voice. She knew that no matter how much he assured her it was just a prank, he wouldn't think the same until he got concrete evidence of it.

Ever since then, each time he called, after amusing her with another – most certainly Googled – pickup line, he would then ask her if anything else out of the ordinary had occurred. Alex was always happy to report that nothing had. She had reprinted the birthday photo, but she hadn't set it up on her desk yet. That seemed too much like tempting fate. For now, it rested on her nightstand at the house, something she could look at in the lonely hours before dawn as a reminder that she wasn't really alone.

In regards to the progress she'd been making. . . Alex had resumed her daily security checks, carried Mace on her key-chain, and had started wondering if maybe she shouldn't beg the Doctor to come back to Leadworth and get her. Or even fly out to Bristol for the rest of the summer. Each time she thought that though, Alex almost immediately dismissed it. She couldn't leave Amy and Rory in the lurch, drop her commitment to Archie and the others, and shedefinitelycouldn't leave Kendra in charge of the library for two months. The villagers might revolt.

And, most especially, she didnotwant to let any possible Silence spies have this win.

The whole situation was quite infuriating, really. She had been doingso well. Then the incident with the photo happened and it was like she had taken one step forwards and three steps back.

"No," she said now. "Nothing at all. Unless you count the near run-in with Mrs. Temple and Elsie at church yesterday." Alex was convinced that if she hadn't steered Elsie away, Mrs. Temple would have gone after her with her new sharp acrylic nails.

"I don't," he said flatly. The Doctor sighed, long and heavy, and Alex grimaced. He really shouldn't be worrying about her. He'd dropped her off in Leadworth two months ago for the precise purpose ofnotworrying about her. This summer was supposed to be a time of recuperation, healing, as well as a bit of fun in the sun, play rehearsing, and eating more ice cream than most would consider healthy. It wasnotsupposed to consist of worrying about a possible Kovarian-led attack or someone trying to gaslight her.

Again, it was infuriating.

"I'm sorry," she murmured.

"No, no, love, donotbe sorry. You're perfectly entitled to worry, after everything that's happened." The Doctor paused and before he spoke again, Alex knew he had come to some kind of decision. "Alex, I've made a decision. And you may not like it."

I can't wait to hear this, then.Instead of saying that, though, Alex said, "Go on."

"I've asked UNIT to send an operative to Leadworth until the end of August. Someone who can keep an eye on you and the Ponds, make sure there's no trouble anywhere."

Sure enough, Alex didn't like it. "Doctor, I don't need a babysitter!"

"This is not ababysitter," the Doctor snapped, and Alex could tell by his tone that this was not up for discussion. "This operative will be someone highly trained, who can keep a lookout for any alien activity. Perhaps a Silence operative is stationed in Leadworth, keeping an eye on you and Pond. Perhaps not. Either way though, the peace of mind it brings me knowing you have help nearby just in case is relieving, to say the least."

Alex's annoyance died a quick death. The Doctor was rightfully worried about her and Amy. Even though Kovarian and the Silence had shown no signs of being around Leadworth, that didn't mean they weren’t out there somewhere. Alex wasn't sure what further use they could have of her and Amy – Amy had given birth to their so-called weapon, and they'd altered Alex's body for whatever reason – but still, it was practically naïve to think that they weren't possibly keeping an eye on them. Even if they were currently searching for Melody (assuming they hadn't already managed to track her down), it seemed highly questionable that they wouldn't havesomeonewatching Leadworth, hiding in the shadows.

Alex shivered. She knew the Doctor wasn't trying to scare her, but too late. The fear was already there, firm and deep. Plus, as the Doctor had said, having someone from UNIT in their vicinity would make him worry less. The last thing they needed was for him to be worried. He needed to be focused on finding Melody and getting into those files.

Alex sighed. "Okay," she said softly. "Do what you want. But don't think that Amy won't have a few things to say on the subject."

"I have no doubt she'll be swiping your cell phone again to give me all her thoughts on it. But thank you, Alex. Really. Just . . . just know that I want to keep you safe, alright? I couldn't keep that lot from snatching you and Pond, but IswearI'm not gonna let it happen again."

"That wasn't your fault, Doc, but okay. When's the UNIT operative going to be here? And do you know who they're sending?"

"I spoke to Colonel Mace. I worked with him before during the ATMOS debacle. He said they would be in Leadworth within at least twenty-four hours. I have no idea who's going to show up though. Shame Lethbridge-Stewart is retired. You'd like Alistair," he mused. "You two would get on like a house on fire."

Alex grinned. Brigadier Lethbridge-Stewart figured prominently in the Doctor’s stories about his days working as UNIT's scientific advisor. She'd never actually met the man, but she was sure the Doctor's prediction was right. "I wish he was the one coming. I bet he's got a lot of funny stories about you."

"Certainly not," the Doctor said a bit too quickly.

"Well, no matter who shows up, Doc, I promise I won't scare them off."

"Good. Will you call once they arrive?"

"Of course."

"Excellent. Now that we've got that out of the way, tell me about that run-in between Mrs. Temple and Elsie yesterday."

Alex giggled. "So much for not doing domestics, eh, Doc?"

"What can I say? You're an exception to my rules, love."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"A babysitter?!" Amy screeched. She wielded the knife she was using to chop tomatoes a bit threateningly, as though it were the Doctor standing in front of her, not Alex.

Alex took a half step back. "He says it's not a babysitter, Ames," she said calmly. She knew Amy wouldn't react well to the idea of someone keeping an eye on them, as if they were clueless children, but there wasn't anything that could be done about it now. "The Doctor insists that it will be a highly trained operative who knows how to look for potential threats."

"Andwecan't do that?!" Amy returned to chopping tomatoes on the cutting board. Alex made no comment on how her chops were a bit harsher than they had been a minute ago. "What's the point of traveling through space and time ifwe, of all people, can't spot an alien threat?!"

Rory, seated at the kitchen table flipping through today's issue ofThe Leadworth Chronicle, spoke up. "Amy, I'm sure it's not like that. The Doctor's just worried, that's all."

"Maybe, but now that I think about it, I bet whoever slashed his face up in your photo meant it as a prank, Alex. A really stupid,scaryprank, but aprank,nonetheless. It was probably one of the Dennis boys. They were at the library that day, weren't they? They've always been little buggers."

"It's true," Rory said neutrally. "Remember when they threw baseballs through all of Mrs. Delia's windows? In the middle ofFebruary?"

Alex leaned back against the kitchen counter, crossing her arms. "I remember."

"See?" Amy cried. "The Doctor's just overreacting. We don't need a UNIT agent coming down here and watching us like a mother hen."

"The Doctor made it pretty clear he's not changing his mind. And frankly, I don't really want to waste energy trying to convince him to."

Amy swept the now completely chopped tomato pieces off the cutting board and into a pan. "So you think he's right?" Her voice was a lot quieter now. The hand holding the knife trembled. "That thereisa threat?"

Alex hesitated before answering. She knew Amy wanted her to lie, to say of course not, there was no threat. Amy and Rory had both been extremely shaken by the scratched-up photo, but as time went on, they had started wondering if it might be a prank. Alex suspected they were trying to convince themselves that that was exactly what had occurred. She couldn't blame them. None of them wanted to think about being in danger in Leadworth, a village where the most dangerous thing was Alex driving rapidly along the road late at night. Leadworth was supposed to be their safe place, a place where they could recuperate from their travels with the Doctor, a place where they didn't have to worry about Daleks or Cybermen lurking around the corner. And now, thanks to this mysterious scratched-up photo, along with Amy and Alex's kidnapping, that safety they felt here had been almost completely obliterated.

But Alex couldn't convince herself that the photo scratching had been a prank. Someone very, very angry had defaced it and they had destroyed only the Doctor's face. If it had been a prank, why not destroy her face as well?

The only conclusion Alex could come to was that it wasn't a prank. Someone was pissed off at the Doctor. No one in Leadworth knew him or discussed him, so that meant it had to be someone who knew him and bore a grudge against him.

Someone like the Silence. Whatever their mysterious grudge against him was, it certainly seemed serious. No one would go to the lengths they had for some petty squabble.

"I don't know," she said slowly. "All I do know is that maybe it wouldn't be a bad idea to have an extra pair of eyes around. Just in case."

"She's not wrong, Amy," Rory nodded. "Worst case scenario, someone tries to attack you or Alex, but a UNIT operative will be here who can help and who can get the help of others. Best case, the UNIT operative basically gets a paid vacation in Leadworth until the end of next month."

Amy still didn't look very happy about the situation. But as she worked on another tomato, Alex was relieved to note that her chops were much less harsh. "Alright," she grumbled after a few moments of silence. "Let the Raggedy Man send us a nanny."

Alex let out a huge sigh of relief. "Great! Now, if you'll toss those tomatoes into a salad, we can have our Fourth of July dinner, then light those sparklers Rory thinks I don't know are hidden in his study."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

July 5th, 2011

Alex knew something was up the moment she walked into the café to get breakfast for her and Kendra.

The place was packed – a bit unusual for a Tuesday morning – and Elsie and her co-worker, Halley Carpenter, were all but running from table to table, pouring coffee and taking and delivering orders as fast as humanly possible. The whole café was filled with rapid-fire chatter, so loud that even with her newly advanced hearing, Alex could barely hear Freddie Mercury belting out the vocally demanding falsetto at the climax of 'We Are the Champions' from the radio perched next to the cash register. As Alex approached the counter, she saw that typical closing waitress, Rachel Wyrick, was also on duty. No doubt she'd been called in when Elsie and Halley saw how thick the crowd was getting.

"Hey, Rachel, what's going on?"

Rachel was practically vibrating. The ends of her bright, unnaturally red hair were nearly standing straight up. "You know Molly Reynolds' boarding house?" She went on before Alex could answer. "Well, she told Leslie Brinegar, Kendra's cousin that lives there, that aUNITagent checked in late last night!"

So the UNIT bodyguard has arrived,Alex thought.But they didn't consider gossip in a little English village.Aloud, she said, "Really?"

Rachel nodded. "Oh, yes! Came up in an official UNIT car and everything!" She tilted her head thoughtfully. "Wonder what he's doing here?"

Alex had a pretty good guess as to what the local grapevine had come up with. Everyone knew that UNIT dealt with threats that the regular police and military couldn't handle. No one used the words 'extraterrestrial' or 'paranormal' (not out loud anyway), but it was generally understood that they dealt with some pretty hush-hush stuff, things no one ever got concrete answers for, such as several eventful Christmases in London.

"It's probably nothing exciting," Alex said firmly. If there was a Silence spy in residence, there was no need to alarm it. "They're probably just here on vacation. UNIT was just considerate enough to provide a car."

Rachel looked rather downhearted at this less sensational theory. "Perhaps," she said glumly. "Nothing exciting ever happens in Leadworth. Nothing that would attract UNIT attention anyway. Still," she sighed dreamily, "it's nice to imagine."

"Yes, I suppose it is." Alex peered around the café. She couldn't spot anyone who wasn't a longtime resident of Leadworth. "Has the UNIT agent made an appearance?"

"Not so far, but Leslie said that Molly told her that he didn't get in till almost one o'clock last night. He's probably still conked out in bed."

"It was definitely a 'he', then?"

Rachel seemed to regain a bit of her enthusiasm. She nodded eagerly, her brown eyes going wide. "Oh, yes! And Molly said that he's really fit, too!"

Rachel didn't have any more information, apparently, as she quickly jumped into the task of taking Alex's order. Not that it was difficult to get the latest gossip in Leadworth. Ten minutes later, as she devoured some of the café's famous blueberry pancakes, Alex listened to Kendra relay her side of the latest gossip.

"Leslie says he'sgorgeous," Kendra divulged through a bite of egg and bacon biscuit. "Tall and well-muscled. . ." She finished this thought with a little 'grr', clearly imagining this handsome, well-muscled stranger shirtless (and potentially with even less clothing).

Alex merely hummed noncommittally. She didn't care if this UNIT officer was gorgeous; she wanted to know if he was up to the task. Not something Kendra could answer. She would have to meet this man and judge him for herself.

"I wonder why he's here," Kendra mused. She chewed the remaining bits of her biscuit thoughtfully. "He arrived in the dead of night in what Leslie said Molly told her looked like an official UNIT car. He wouldn't be doing that if he were here on vacation, though why anyone would choose Leadworth for a vacation isbeyondme." Her blue-green eyes widened. "You think it could be aliens?" she asked, dropping her voice to a whisper on the final word.

"I highly doubt it," Alex said firmly. She finished off her pancakes and dropped her trash into the little bin under the desk. "Whoever he is, he's probably here on vacation."

"Spencer Grayson." Kendra beamed at Alex's surprised expression. "That's what Molly told Leslie who told me! Checked in under the name 'Spencer Grayson'." She crumpled her biscuit wrapper and tossed it in the trash. "But I think there's more to him being here than vacation, Alex. I'll betanythingthat it's aliens. They've probably sent him in undercover-like, to try to keep from tipping them off. Speaking of, can I have the rest of the week off? If there are aliens invading Leadworth, I'd rather be at the beach. Aliens don't like beaches, do they? They never invade beaches in the films. Too much sand, I bet."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex had resolved to seek out Spencer Grayson after rehearsal, if he hadn't already made contact before then. As it turned out, though, there was no need. By lunchtime, Alex had gotten a good look at her so-called babysitter for the next two months.

It was as she was helping Shannon Darcy's girlfriend, Brianna Mayhew, check out one of the hottest books of the year,Divergent, that Kendra came running up. "OMG, OMG, OMG!" she squealed. Her breathing was labored, her breasts straining against her ribbed orange tube top.

Alex and Brianna exchanged a look. Everyone knew that when Kendra was especially excited about something, it didn't necessarily mean huge news was about to follow. Kendra had once gotten this excited over a Marks & Spencer sale. "What is it, Kendra?" Alex asked as she stamped Brianna's book with the due date.

Kendra bustled behind the desk, carrying two white café bags. She dropped one in Alex's lap while exclaiming, "Our UNIT bloke has come out of hiding!"

Brianna's eyes widened. "Really? Where?"

Kendra plopped into her seat and dug out her Mediterranean chicken salad, babbling all the while. "I saw him in the café just a few minutes ago! Halley Carpenter was hanging around him like cheap perfume. Not that he'd be into kissing her, though. Just the other day, I saw her smoking behind the fire station. She's been trying to quit those clove cigarettes of hers forsix monthsnow and shestillcan't kick the habit—"

"Kendra!" Alex snapped.

"Right, as I was saying. . ." Kendra paused to empty an entire packet of ranch dressing over her salad. "Halley was flirting with him, all pathetic like, but this bloke wasn't giving her the time of day. Just calmly asked for a veggie wrap and a Diet Pepsi. He was just finishing up when Rachel finally got our lunch out and I overheard him asking Halley for directions to the library!"

Alex paused in digging out the Styrofoam container holding her order of a BLT and fries. "He's coming here?"

"That's what I just said, isn't it?" Kendra said through a bite of salad. "And he is absolutelyfit! Tristancannotcompare, I swear."

At this observation, Brianna lost interest. She thanked Alex for the book and bid her and Kendra goodbye. As she was heading out the door, she paused to hold it open for someone.

Kendra sat up straight. "Okay, okay, okay," she muttered under her breath. "He's here. Take a look, Alex!"

Alex, now munching on a fry, obeyed. Her eyes widened. Now that she'd gotten a good look at him, she couldn't blame Kendra for her enthusiasm. Had she been single and not completely held up over the Doctor, shedefinitelywould have made a pass at him. Her newly appointed babysitter was gorgeous, handsome, well-muscled, as well as any other complimentary adjective Kendra could think up.

Spencer Grayson was a young man around Alex's age. He was, as Kendra had already established, handsome with dark, mocha brown hair. The front part had been swept back, exposing his forehead. Directly beneath the gorgeous hair were a pair of blue eyes. When he glanced towards the front desk, Alex was surprised to find that she could see the color of his eyes as if he were standing right in front of her instead of twenty feet away. The blue wasn't a very bright blue; instead, Alex could see touches of grey in there. They rather reminded her of a beach-front sky on a cloudy day.

Spencer Grayson was also, as Kendra had assured her, well-muscled. This was a guy who never missed a workout. His arms were broad and thick under the fabric of his shirt. His thighs and calves rivaled Archie's and strained against his slacks.

His clothes were surprisingly formal: a dark gray dress shirt with silver pinstripes, black khakis, and a purple tie with silver accents. His shoes were basic black Oxfords, and he wore no accessories save a black watch around his left wrist. All in all, Spencer Grayson more resembled a very young college professor or banker than a member of UNIT.

As Alex and Kendra watched, Spencer took a seat at the lone table by the children's reading room. He turned to the shelf beside him, which Alex knew contained the library's complete set of theEncyclopaedia Britannica. Very calmly, he pulled out the first volume. Then, reaching into his shirt pocket, he pulled out a pair of black eyeglasses. A second later, his eyes were scanning the pages.

"Blast," Kendra muttered. She stabbed at a piece of chicken in disappointment. "Came all the way here to read books? Couldn't he do that in London?"

He couldn't do it and keep an eye on me at the same time,Alex thought. Sure enough, every few seconds, Spencer would look up at the front desk. He wasn't looking directly at her – thank God for that subtle move – but Alex knew that he was keeping her in his line of sight, making sure that nothing got to her. Keeping an eye on her, just as the Doctor had instructed.

However, since Kendra was expecting a response, Alex merely shrugged. "He's on vacation, like I said. Now, Kendra, once you're finished with your lunch, I need you to shelve books. And for the love of God,pleaseput them in the correct place. . ."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

There were, Spencer Grayson decided, worse places to be assigned for a mission.

Like Siberia in January. Temperatures in Siberia averaged −25 °C (or −13 °F) in January and generally didn't get much better during the rest of the winter months. It was especially bad when UNIT sent you to track down a rogue Abominable Snowman who had been killing and eating off the sparse Siberian population with nothing more than a tent and a fire hazard of a space heater to keep warm. Siberia was one of those places Spencer had determined to never return to unless it was a matter of life or death. Even then, it would require serious consideration.

But Leadworth. . . Leadworth was perfectly fine.

Spencer hadn't even heard of the village twenty-four hours earlier, but that was no problem. At least it meant his research on his new home for the next two months was quick. Located in Gloucestershire, the village was only a half hour's drive from Gloucester (and only forty minutes away from one of UNIT's designated safe houses, should one be required). There was no airport, power station or even a train station. There was, however, a post office, a church called St. George's Chapel, a fire station, the Royal Leadworth Hospital, a police station, a pub called The Queen's Garters, a nightclub called The Wig and Cravat (which, to Spencer's mind, seemed to resemble more of a karaoke bar than any of the nightclubs he was familiar with), a retirement home, a grocery store, a café called the Brew & Chew, an Italian restaurant by the name of Bello Italiano, an incredibly fancy hotel/restaurant called the Greenleaf Tavern (and hence not an option for UNIT, Spencer thought sourly), an office building that housed a lawyer's office as well as the local newspaper,The Leadworth Chronicle, the boarding house Spencer had arrived at late last night, as well as a small myriad of shops and residences.

Basically, Leadworth was a picture-perfect definition of an English village. It was a stark contrast to Roswell, New York, and London, but Spencer was okay with that. As much as he liked living in cities, being out in the countryside was pretty damn good too. Out here, the air was fresher, the days passed slowly, and there were rarely any alien attacks to worry about. As in all the Hollywood movies, most hostile species preferred to launch their attacks on cities. Spencer suspected this was because in a city, people were packed together like sardines in a can. Better chance of taking more out in a smaller space than risking an attack in the English countryside and getting only a handful of victims.

Of course, there were downsides to villages. In the city, you could go for years without ever exchanging more than friendly nods with your neighbors. Not so much in Leadworth, where everyone knew everyone, where gossip was the unofficial second currency, and where any newcomers were immediately noticed.

Spencer had known that keeping a low profile in Leadworth would be next to impossible. The village was small, most everyone was related or tied together in some way, and new arrivals were treated like a strange exotic good; something that was marveled at and feared, treated with an equal mixture of fascination and wariness. Spencer had known this. But it was paramount that he not stick out. His mission begged for it. The details the Doctor had given them were alarming, even by UNIT standards. A race of creatures that could erase your memories of having seen them? A race that kidnapped two young women without anyone noticing, who had subsequently kidnapped one woman's child and horribly experimented on the other? And who, even though those young women had been rescued and were currently trying to live their lives as normally as possible, might have stuck around in order to spy on and gaslight the experimented-on woman?

It made Spencer sick. Even Chief Stewart, the toughest, most capable person Spencer knew, had appeared rather ill upon reviewing the Doctor's information.

Not that that had lasted long. Chief Stewart was nothing if not resilient, turning that sickness into a fearsome determination to protect Alexandria Locke and get rid of this Silence menace once and for all.

But back to keeping a low profile. If there was a Silence spy skulking around Leadworth, watching and waiting for the right moment to terrorize Alexandria Locke, the last thing Spencer wanted to do was tip it off to his presence.

But that was easier said than done. As he'd walked to the café after dragging himself out of bed, Spencer hadn't failed to notice all the curious stares as he approached, then the flurry of whispers that began as soon as he passed. He had no doubt that in less than an hour, all of Leadworth would know of his arrival, maybe even that he was a UNIT agent. If only Colonel Mace hadn't insisted on driving him. . .

With an inward sigh, Spencer pushed those worries to the back of his mind. Nothing could be done about them now. As his mom had been fond of saying, if it won't matter in five years, don't waste five minutes worrying about it. Instead, he thought, as he handed the overly flirty waitress who reeked of cloves his credit card, heshouldbe thinking about where to find his assigned charge for the next two months. As small as Leadworth was, it was still easy for a newcomer like him to get lost.

"Excuse me. . ." He paused to glance at the waitress's nametag. "Halley, but would you mind giving me directions to the library?"

Halley lit up like a Christmas tree. "Oh, of course not!" she chirped. She pointed out the window towards a structure across the road about three buildings down. "It's that building over there, with thehugemagnolia trees out front. Don't blame you for missing it. Alex has been trying to get the council to pay for a sign, but no such luck yet." Her smile turned a touch saucy. "You know, under those magnolia trees are these little benches. They're a popular spot for couples."

Spencer ignored this less than subtle hint. "Great," he nodded. "Thanks for the help."

A few minutes later, leaving a now annoyed Halley behind, Spencer set off for the Leadworth Public Library. It was right where Halley had told him. She'd even been right about the magnolia trees. Two huge specimens ofmagnolia x soulangeanahad been planted in the small green spaces on either side of the narrow walkway leading up to the front door. Pale pink flowers shimmered in the afternoon sunlight, giving off an intoxicating scent. Some of them had dropped off their limbs, littering the benches Halley had attempted to entice him with.

On the left-hand side of the library was a parking lot. It was mostly empty, the only cars consisting of a white Saturn convertible with a hot pink license plate that read, BPOSTVE, and a red and white 1956 Chevrolet Bel-Air.

Spencer reached into his messenger bag and pulled out the file Chief Stewart had managed to put together late yesterday afternoon. Flipping a few pages, he finally found what he was looking for.

Subject drives a very noticeable vehicle, a 1956 Chevrolet Bel-Air, colored red and white. License plate reads CD11 – LOX.

Spencer eyed the license plate. Sure enough, it read CD11 – LOX. This was Alexandria Locke's car. If her car was here, then she was likely inside.

Spencer put the file back in his messenger bag and made a quick circle of the library, identifying the back door and the locations of all the windows. Testing the back door, he found it was locked. Good. That meant the likelihood of anyone sneaking up behind him or Alexandria Locke was slim to none. He couldn't test the windows right now (not without attracting attention), but at some point, he would have to come back and make sure the locks on them worked. It wouldn't be too difficult for someone to jimmy a bad one open and slip inside, waiting to get the drop on Alexandria when she opened the library.

As he was approaching the door, a pretty, dark-haired girl clutching a copy ofDivergentwas pushing it open from the other side. With a small smile, she paused to hold it open for him. Spencer nodded his thanks and stepped inside.

The Leadworth Public Library was rather impressive for a small village. Even if it hadn't been in a village, Spencer, who had been inside more libraries than most people his age, would still have found it remarkable. Sunlight shone brilliantly through the thirteen windows, making the old-fashioned metal lamps that hung from exposed dark beams almost unnecessary. The walls had been painted a deep cream and were covered in a wide variety of posters; advertisem*nts for book festivals, prints of classic book covers likeThe Great GatsbyandFahrenheit 451, and children's drawings. One that hung by the door showed figures that looked a lot like Sherlock Holmes and Dr. Watson chasing what strongly resembled a Sontaran. The floor, at first glance, seemed to be dark brown and black checkerboard patterned hardwood, but closer inspection revealed it was actually carpet. Directly across from the door was a table lined with computers and, behind the table, a bookshelf packed with books. A sign above it read, in maroon cursive,Nonfiction – Technology.

Spencer made his way further into the library, passing shelves labeled 'General – Young Adult' and 'General – Children'. The library was divided into two connected rooms. The semi-circle shaped circulation desk was situated against the wall at the entrance to the second room.

Due to how the library was divided up, there was no great space Spencer could sit that would allow him to keep an eye on the front door as well as the back door at the same time. Therefore, he made do by heading towards the back of the library, to a table that sat next to a low shelf and was right beside a room marked 'Children's Reading Room'. The back door was in the reading room, so sitting here would allow him to immediately hear if someone was trying to open it. It would also allow him to keep an eye on the circulation desk, where Alexandria Locke, as head librarian, was likely to spend most of her time. Nothing to be done about the front door unless he could jerry-rig a camera on it.Definitely something to consider,he mused.

Doing his best to act nonchalant, Spencer turned to the shelf beside him and pulled out the first book he saw. To his pleasant surprise, it was volume one of theEncyclopaedia Britannica. Once he put on his glasses, he opened the first page and began to read.

At least, he read the first paragraph. The moment he finished it (which, with his reading speed, was about five seconds), he glanced up towards the circulation desk. He was careful not to look at his charge directly, but at the same time, ascertain where she was.

Alexandria 'Alex' Nicole Locke, referred to by the Doctor as 'Ally', looked just like she did in the surveillance photographs UNIT had captured of her: 5'4 with long brown-blonde hair that went down to the middle of her back, bangs that were due for a trim, pale skin, and facial features indicative of her mixed Scottish, English, and Mexican ancestry. Though he couldn't see them from here, Spencer also knew her hazel eyes would be in the process of changing colors (colors they were known to change into were dark green, light green, chocolate brown, light brown, topaz, honey and, on special occasions, a really dark green bordering on black). There would also be a small scar on the right side of her nose, shaped rather like a sideways lightning bolt. How she had acquired such a scar was unknown.

Currently, Alex Locke was sitting on the right-hand side of the desk, digging into a BLT and fries. Her hair was long and loose, and her clothing consisted of a low-necked black tank top, a pair of ripped up, light denim overalls, a pair of silver hoop earrings, two blue and white rope bracelets around her left wrist, and the two items of jewelry she had never been seen without: a gold ring on the third index finger of her left hand, and the TARDIS-shaped sonic necklace. Hanging just below her collarbone, the necklace was on prime display today, the sapphires, diamonds, black onyx, and single topaz glittering brightly in the light provided by the lamps and the sun shining through the windows.

Sitting on the left-hand side, eating a salad covered in too much dressing for Spencer's taste, was a young blonde woman around Alex's age. Her hair was windswept, albeit not in the natural way, and her fake tan clashed horribly with her orange tube top. At the moment, she seemed to be jabbering on about something to Alex who, for her part, looked only slightly interested. Spencer wasn't sure who this woman was but, considering she was sitting at the desk, she had to be an employee of some sort. Maybe Alex's assistant.

With a small sigh, Spencer went back to his book. He'd been hoping to find Alex alone so he could introduce himself. In order to make sure his mission was successful, he needed to get along with his charge. According to Chief Stewart, the Doctor had warned them that Alex hadn't been very keen on the idea of a UNIT member following her around for the next two months. Spencer couldn't blame her. He'd probably feel much the same if the positions were reversed. Still, it would be a lot easier on him (professionally and personally) if they got along.

A sudden buzz at his left hip pulled Spencer's attention away from the desk. Grabbing his cell phone, he stepped away from his table and ducked into the children's room.

"Dr. Spencer Grayson."

"Spencer?" Chief Stewart's voice sounded slightly distant. Spencer could hear wind rushing in the background. "Spencer, can you hear me?"

"Loud and clear, Chief." Spencer frowned as more wind rushed over the other end of the line. "Where are you?"

"Some bloody field in Cornwall. The dogs and I have been out here for three hours, and we've only spotted one of those giant wasps."

Right, the reason Chief Stewart herself hadn't taken this assignment, as she'd hoped to do. There had been reports over the past several weeks of wasps the size of a double-decker bus flying over and terrorizing the many fishing villages that dotted the coast of Cornwall. The Cornish were a superstitious folk and believed the creatures to be some kind of fairy trickery. UNIT had a different theory. It had already been all hands-on deck when the Doctor's request came through, leaving Spencer, the newest member of the U.K. branch, to take up the reins.

"I'm sure there'll be more soon. The reports have an average of twelve being spotted every day."

"God, I hope so. Malcolm and Osgood are working on that special spray now and I've got Bishop investigating that new chemicals plant. Nothing concrete yet, but best to check anyway. It wouldn't be the first time giant insects were created because of some company's commitment to money over preserving the environment."

Spencer knew from his reading of the files that his boss was referring to the giant maggot and green death fiasco caused by Global Chemicals a few decades earlier. "Right."

"So!Have you made contact? Are you with Ms. Locke now?"

Spencer peered around the doorframe. Alex was still at the circulation desk, finishing off the last of her fries. She seemed completely unbothered as she scrolled through something on her Blackberry. "Yeah, I've got eyes on her now. Haven't spoken to her yet though. She's got an assistant with her."

Before Chief Stewart could reply, there came a new sound on the line. It was a fast-pitched wheezing, like someone gasping for breath after having run a 5K. But Spencer knew running wasn't the cause for this person’s breathlessness. "Has he talked to her, ma'am?" Osgood asked eagerly. Words came out of her mouth like bullets out of a machine gun. "What's she like? Is she just like all the files say? Do her eyesreallychange color, because even with everything it says about her in the files, that just can't be possible, can it? It has to be a trick of the light or contacts or—" Her rambling was abruptly cut off by another bunch of wheezing, which quickly devolved into a hacking cough.

"Inhaler!" Chief Stewart cried. There was a bit of shuffling, then the unmistakable sound of Osgood taking a sharp puff on her inhaler.

Spencer chuckled. "Hey, Osgood," he called softly. "Sorry to disappoint, but I haven't talked to her yet. She's got some assistant with her and anyway, I only just got to the library."

"But youwilltell me when you talk to her, right?" Osgood pressed.

"I'm sure he will," Chief Stewart cut in. Despite the dryness in her voice, there was no mistaking the underlying amusem*nt and fondness for her personal assistant. "What's the situation like there? Is keeping a low profile going to be a problem?"

Spencer winced. He knew his boss wasn't going to like this. "I'm afraid so, ma'am." He chewed the inside of his cheek, a nervous habit from childhood he'd yet to let go of. "It's a small village and apparently word spreads quickly. I got a lot of looks and whispers on my way to the library."

Chief Stewart sighed. "Well, it was worth a try. Do they know you're with UNIT?"

"Not sure yet. Hopefully not."

"Try to keep that down. And if a rumordoesstart, nip it in the bud. If the Doctor's worries are right, we don't want this Silence spy slipping off to God knows where to do God knows what."

Even though he knew she couldn't see him, Spencer nodded. "Right, ma'am. I'll do my best."

"You'd better," Chief Stewart said grimly. "Or you'll be explaining yourself to someone a lot less understanding than me."

There was no question of who that someone was. Spencer swallowed thickly. "It won't come to that, ma'am. I promise."

I just hope that's a promise I can keep.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Typical," the Doctor sniffed. "Ask for help and they send in the new guy."

Alex raked a hand through her hair as she stared into the bathroom mirror. The moment Kendra had gone off to shelve books (hopefully correctly), Alex had sprinted into the bathroom to call the Doctor and give him an update. So far, it was going about how she'd expected. The Doctor hadn't been pleased to hear a description of her assigned bodyguard, immediately seizing on the fact that because he was young, he was more than likely the new guy and not one of the handful of trusted people the Doctor had been hoping would come.

"Maybe he's actually really qualified." Alex had to admit, she wasn't entirely sure of this Spencer Grayson herself, but she was willing to give him a chance.

The Doctor's voice was doubtful. "Maybe."

"Well, for the time being, he's all we've got."

"Have you spoken to him yet?"

"Not yet. We got slammed after lunch. But he hasn't left though. He's sat right in the same spot all day."

"So you said. Making his way through theEncyclopaedia Britannicain-between watching you."

"Which I suppose proves he's smart. He's definitely a speed-reader. When he came in, he started on volume one. He's already on volume eleven. And like I said, he's kept an eye on me all day." Alex had lost count of how many times she'd glanced up to find Spencer Grayson looking at her. Whenever they locked eyes, he always went back to his book but a few seconds later, she would sense his eyes on her again. Most would find it creepy, but Alex found herself reassured. For the first time since she'd discovered the vandalized photo, Alex hadn't felt the need to keep looking over her shoulder. She could relax, secure in the knowledge that someone was looking out for her.

"Impressive, I admit," the Doctor acknowledged, a bit reluctantly, Alex thought.

"Still, we should give him a chance." Alex checked her watch. "Sorry, Doc, I have to go. I've gotta make a quick sweep through the library before we lock up for the night."

She suspected the Doctor knew her checks were for more than misplaced library books, but thankfully, he didn't question her. "Of course. You have rehearsal again tonight?"

"Yep." Then, anticipating his next question, she said, "I don't know if Mr. Grayson is going to be accompanying me. Guess we'll find out."

After bidding the Doctor goodbye, Alex unlocked the bathroom door and stepped back out into the library. At half an hour to closing time, the library was deserted. Kendra was at the circulation desk, reading the latest issue ofVogue UK. Spencer Grayson was still at his table by the reading room.

Doing her best not to look at Grayson, Alex went and tapped Kendra on the shoulder. "Kendra, you can go on home if you want." Alex made sure to project her voice as she said this. She doubted Kendra would notice, but she wasn't trying to get her assistant's attention anyway.

Sure enough, out of the corner of her eye, Alex saw Spencer Grayson stiffen.

As Alex had already anticipated, her assistant was not one to look a gift horse in the mouth. "Really?" Kendra gasped, her blue-green eyes lighting up. "Thanks, Alex!" She tossed the magazine down and sprang to her feet. Somehow, she managed not to stumble despite wearing three-inch espadrilles. Before Alex could so much as blink, Kendra had grabbed her tote bag, slung it over her shoulder, and dashed across the library. The front door thudded heavily behind her.

Alex chuckled as she went and flipped the inside lock on the door. That had been extremely easy. She turned and made her way to the back of the library. Now for the interesting part.

Spencer straightened as Alex Locke made her way across the library towards him. Here it was, the moment he (and Osgood) had been waiting for. He struggled not to fidget as Alex came closer, concentrating merely on her movements. Her walk was casual, but purposeful. There was a slight tenseness to her muscles, indicating that the little bit of guard she'd dropped earlier was back. Her eyes were tightly fixed on him, irises changing from a warm honey to a dark chocolate brown.

Alex calmly sat down across from Spencer. Studying his stiff posture and how his hands were clutching volume 12 of theEncyclopaedia Britannicalike it was a lifeline, Alex realized he was nervous.Nervous of me?she thought, bewildered.How can I possibly make someone nervous?It wasn't like she was the Doctor. UNIT had probably never heard of her until the Doctor called.

She smiled softly, hoping to reassure her clearly nervous bodyguard. "Relax. I don't bite. My friend Amy does, but I'm more of a yeller."

Spencer blinked. That . . . wasn't what he'd expected. He struggled not to chew the inside of his cheek. "Oh, um, that's . . . that's good to know." He shook his head.God, man! Do better!"Sorry, I'm not making a great first impression, am I?"

"I don't know," Alex shrugged. "I thought it was pretty impressive how you kept an eye on me all day without looking like you were."

Despite his best efforts, Spencer blushed. "Oh, good, I was worried about that. I don't have that much experience at watching." His eyes widened. Damn! He hadn't meant to say that!

Alex immediately seized on the slip. "You don't?" she said incredulously. This guylookedlike he could be a soldier. He certainly had the muscles for it. But if he wasn't a regular UNIT grunt, then what the hell did he do? Coughing slightly, Alex struggled to ask this question without sounding critical. "Um, what exactly is your job within UNIT, if you don't mind my asking?"

"Co-scientific advisor. I share the position with Malcolm, er, Dr. Taylor."

Alex nodded. Malcolm Taylor was one of the UNIT personnel the Doctor had mentioned he trusted. "Where's he at?"

"He and pretty much everyone from London HQ are out in Cornwall. There's, um, a slight incident involving oversized wasps."

Alex grimaced. "Got it. So. . ." She strove for words that wouldn't sound offensive. "You're on your own?"

Spencer tried and failed not to cringe. "I'm still in contact with HQ and Chief Stewart, but on the ground? Yes. But!" he added hastily. "I really can do my job, I swear! While I am a scientific advisor, I have had regulation training."

Alex eyed his toned arms. "So I see. How often do you do regulation training?"

Spencer's face reddened. "Actually, to be honest, most of this," he gestured to his physique, "is recreational. When you're a twelve-year-old high school senior, you learn how to protect yourself pretty quickly."

"Ah, so you're a genius? I figured you had to be smart, considering your speed-reading."

Spencer blinked. "You picked up on that?"

Alex chuckled. "Not very many people can go through eleven volumes of theEncyclopaedia Britannicain just a few hours." She smiled brightly, copper eyes twinkling. "Come on, tell me. What's your IQ?"

Once again, Spencer blinked. Boy, was this conversation going in a completely different direction than he'd anticipated. He'd thought that by this point Alex would have rushed off to demand UNIT send her a different bodyguard. But no, she wanted to talk to him, get to know him.Osgood's gonna have a panic attack when I tell her this."190," he answered.

Alex's eyes widened. "Damn. Wish mine was that high. Anything else?"

Feeling a lot less tense now, Spencer leaned back in his chair. "I have an eidetic memory and I can read 10,000 words per minute. I'm also a doctor."

"Of?"

"Mathematics, computer science, and engineering, all from MIT. I've also got bachelor's in psychology, sociology, and chemistry from the University of New Mexico."

"And you're how old, exactly?"

"Twenty-two."

"Same as me," Alex remarked. She attempted a smile but wasn't very successful. Thanks to Kovarian and the Silence, her twenty-second birthday had come and gone without any fanfare. By the time she realized just how old she was, she saw no reason to celebrate. Alex was hoping she could make up for it when she turned twenty-three.

Spencer noticed her lack of enthusiasm but chose not to comment on it. He didn't want to come off as rude, not when this was going so well.

"Can I ask why the University of New Mexico?"

"I was born and raised in New Mexico. The university wasn't my first choice, but my grandparents didn't like the idea of me being so young and attending a university out of state. The commuting home every weekend was hell, but at least it was within driving distance of Roswell."

Alex stared at him. "Wait. . . You're telling me that you're a UNIT agent originally fromRoswell, New Mexico, aka the extraterrestrial capital of the world?" Her lips involuntarily twitched.

Spencer winced, as though he had heard this before. Considering where he worked, he probably had. Many, many,manytimes. "Yeah. . ." he said slowly. "Most of my colleagues find that pretty amusing."

"Can't say I blame them," Alex smiled, her eyes shining in mirth. "Thereisa certain poetic quality to it."

Spencer rolled his eyes. "Poetic quality toyou, maybe, but annoying pain in the ass tome." His mouth twisted into a grimace. "The crash wasn't eveninRoswell. It was closer to Corona, about seventy-five miles from the city limits."

As it sounded like Spencer was about to start ranting on the various misconceptions regarding the Roswell UFO incident, Alex decided to change the subject. "So . . . how does this whole thing work?" she asked. "Are you just . . . following me around until the Doctor comes back?"

"Pretty much. Chief Stewart was painstakingly specific. I'm supposed to keep watch over you as much as possible." He tugged awkwardly at his tie. "As much as you'll let me, at least."

Drumming her nails against the tabletop, Alex thought this over. "Well, in regards to night, I think we're okay. You need to sleep, obviously, and, well . . . I don't really need to sleep much. I don't think anything bad will happen if you're not watching me at night."

Spencer nodded. "I figured as much. So, for now, we'll operate on a daytime schedule. We can work on any adjustments as they come."

"That works. But what about a reason for you being here? People are going to notice you hanging around the library all the time, going wherever I go. In fact, people are already wondering what you're doing in Leadworth."

Spencer sighed. "I was afraid of that."

Alex gave him a wry smile. "News travels fast in a village the size of Leadworth. My assistant's cousin lives at the same boarding house you're staying at. She saw you arrive last night in an official UNIT car."

Spencer rubbed his eyes. "I was hoping that part wouldn't get out," he muttered. "A bit naïve, I suppose."

"Probably. A lot of people are now convinced there's some kind of alien threat to the village."

"There's not." Spencer's expression suddenly turned serious, his blue eyes hardening. "Not to my knowledge, anyway. I did a complete circuit of the library before I arrived, identifying weak spots and looking for any threats. Nothing I could see, though I do want to check out those windows before we leave."

Alex nodded, though she wasn't entirely pleased. She was glad Spencer was taking his job seriously, but if the Silence were still lurking around Leadworth, there was no way he could spot them. Which brought up something else. . . "What exactly did the Doctor tell UNIT?"

"The Doctor was pretty specific." Alex noted that even though his voice was quiet, there was no mistaking Spencer's admiration as he said 'the Doctor'. His eyes sparkled and there was a slight smile on his lips. Evidently, the Doctor had a fan. "He gave my superiors a pretty detailed account of what happened at Demons Run." Leaning down, he rummaged through a brown messenger bag lying at his feet before pulling out a couple of files. All were a nondescript brown with the UNIT logo at the top. Stamped on all of them, in bold red, were the wordsCLASSIFIED – FOR AUTHORIZED PERSONNEL ONLY. He pushed them across to Alex. After a moment of hesitation, Alex cracked open the top file.

Glancing through it, she saw the file contained the Doctor's account of what happened at Demons Run. He hadn't cut any corners – everything that had occurred was there, from Alex's account of her and Amy's kidnapping, the Doctor's record of his assembled army, a report of the battle, and what had happened afterwards: namely, Melody Pond being kidnapped, River Song revealing she and Melody were one and the same, and the revelation that Alex's body had been altered. Alex did note that the Doctor hadn't provided much information about the modifications to her body. It seemed he either didn't trust UNIT with that information, or just didn't think it was necessary to include.

There was also no mention of his future death at Lake Silencio, but that made sense. There was nothing UNIT could do about that.

The second file revealed a detailed account of the Silence. The Doctor had written about encountering them in 1969, the altering of theApollo 11footage, as well as a rough description of them based on Alex's account. Written in bold, capital print was:THIS TYPE OF CREATURE HAS EXTRAORDINARY TELEPATHIC ABILITIES, PARTICULARLY POST-HYPNOTIC SUGGESTION. THEY ARE ABLE TO ERASE A PERSON'S MEMORY OF HAVING SEEN THEM. ALL UNIT OPERATIVES MUST TAKE PRECAUTIONARY MEASURES SO AS TO KNOW WHEN THEY HAVE HAD AN ENCOUNTER.

"Precautionary measures?" Puzzled, Alex looked up at Spencer, only to see he was now holding a black Sharpie attached to a chain around his neck. Alex smiled. "Ah."

Spencer smiled back. "Really the only 'precautionary measure' we have against this type of alien, though Chief Stewart is trying to change that." He chuckled, remembering how utterly appalled his superior had been upon reading the Doctor's report, particularly that the Space Race had been directly caused by these mysterious creatures, followed by her orders to Malcolm and Osgood to start working on some kind of countermeasure the moment the giant wasps were dealt with. "She hates the idea of there being another race on Earth that's been influencing humanity all this time."

"Can't say I disagree with her." Alex flipped to the third file. To her surprise, her name was printed at the top.

Spencer blanched. "Oh, um, that's just some background information. General background information!"

The slight hysteria in his voice told Alex otherwise. Before Spencer could try and take the file away from her, Alex flipped it open and began rapidly perusing the contents. The more she read, the further her jaw dropped.General background information, my ass!As far as she could tell, this file contained everything but her measurements.

The first sheet in the file contained all her most basic information – full name, birth date, a description that even included notes on what colors her eyes changed, her estimated weight, her Social Security number, and a myriad of other details. There were copies of her birth certificate, her high school diploma, and doctor's records that detailed every little bit of her medical history, from her blood type to the medicine used to treat the strep throat she'd acquired every fall until sixth grade. There was a sheet that detailed all her previous addresses: a penthouse suite at the Waldorf-Astoria in New York, Carla and Marigold's houses in Bristol, and the house she rented with Amy and Rory here in Leadworth.

Alex gave Spencer a flat look. "This looks like a lot more than general background information."

Flushing, Spencer grabbed the file.Thank God she didn't get to the surveillance photos,he thought as he stuffed the files into his bag. That wouldnothave been pretty. Considering Alex was worried about the Silence creeping around Leadworth and spying on her, he doubted she would have reacted well to the fact that UNIT had basically been doing the same. "Okay," he admitted. "It's more than simple background information. But if it helps, there are files just like this for all of the Doctor's known companions."

"Don't tell Amy and Rory that," Alex advised. "I'm not sure they'll take it as well as I have." She had to admit, knowing that UNIT had such a detailed file on her was more than a little creepy, but she could see why they would think it necessary. Keeping tabs on the companions would allow them to locate the Doctor more easily in the event of a crisis, especially if they knew which companions he was currently traveling with. Not to mention, but considering her current circ*mstances, such extensive knowledge might prove beneficial in helping her.

After making sure all the files were safely secured in his messenger bag, Spencer glanced at the clock hanging over the circulation desk. It was 5:15, a good quarter of an hour after the library officially closed. "Closing time," he remarked.

"So it is." Alex stood up. "You want to check those windows out while I lock up?"

"Yeah, that'd be great. What do you plan on doing afterwards?"

Alex's eyes widened.Crap!She'd completely forgotten about rehearsal. "Actually," she winced, "I have play rehearsal at six."

"Really?" Spencer smiled. He recalled that Alex's high school transcript included mention of her being president of the drama club. However, he refrained from mentioning this. No need to remind Alex that he knew far more about her life than a virtual stranger should know. "What play?"

Alex called the answer over her shoulder as she walked back to the circulation desk. "The Importance of Being Earnest." She leaned over a desk chair to shut Kendra's computer off, not at all surprised that her assistant had forgotten to do so. Again. "Rehearsal is every week-night from six to eight." She inwardly cringed. She doubted Spencer would want to camp out at an auditorium for two hours when there were other, much more interesting things he could be doing. For all his serious commitment to the job, it wasn't lost on Alex that Spencer might not be entirely enthusiastic about his assignment. After all, his purpose was to guard her 24/7 for the rest of this month and the next. No free time allowed. That probably had to suck.

But to her surprise, Spencer simply nodded. "Alright, then." His voice was nonchalant, and he seemed completely unbothered, more interested in testing the locks on one of the windows than this deviation from his normal schedule.

Alex blinked. "You don't mind?"

"Not at all." Spencer stepped back from the window, satisfied that the locks were sturdy, and moved on to the next one. "I'll have to check out the auditorium, make sure there aren't any weak spots, and it might be difficult to find a good seat where I can see everything, but really, it's no problem."

Alex stared at him. "You're. . . You're going to be in the auditorium?"

Spencer eyed her as though she had just said something particularly stupid. "Yes. Of course I am. Where did you think I was going to be?"

"I just kind of assumed the parking lot."

He snorted dryly. "No, not happening. If I was in the parking lot, I wouldn't be able to hear you if you needed help." He rattled the locks on the window beside one of the computer stations, brow furrowed as he listened for any looseness. "Don't worry, I won't attract any attention. I'll try to sit near the back. I should be pretty unobtrusive back there."

Alex hummed noncommittally, but she wasn't near as confident as Spencer was. This was Leadworth. People noticed things. Especiallynewthings.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Just as Alex had predicted, Spencer's presence at rehearsal was noticed.

Not that it was Spencer's fault. He'd done just what he told Alex he would do. He sat in the back of the auditorium, in the middle of the final row. Alex had already figured out this was an excellent vantage point for keeping an eye on the stage as well as the auditorium entrances. She'd been sitting in that same seat almost every rehearsal since discovering her wrecked birthday photo. Still, even while trying to be as unobtrusive as possible, being the only person in the room who wasn't a cast member, Spencer was quickly noticed.

"Who's that?" Veronica murmured. She and Alex were standing in the right wing, the latter waiting for her cue. Onstage, Henry's Algernon and Archie's Ernest were arguing over the former's romantic pursuit of Elsie's Cecily. Being careful not to completely step out of the curtained wing, Veronica pointed at Spencer.

"A friend," Alex whispered back.

Veronica raised a skeptical eyebrow. "Never seen him before. Actually, he looks like that bloke everyone's been going on about. The one supposed to be from UNIT."

Alex struggled not to grimace.So much for not tipping off possible Silence spies,she thought.Better nip this in the bud."He'snotwith UNIT," she said firmly. "He's just a friend whose taking some much-deserved vacation time. His company practically forced it on him." Not really a lie. Spencer hadn't exactly come here by choice.

"And he choseLeadworth?" Veronica said with an incredulous scoff. "Bloody ridiculous.Nothinghappens here." She poked her head out a little further around the curtain. After a moment, Alex joined her. Spencer was watching Archie and Henry intently, but only Alex saw how every few moments, his gaze would drift to the wings and then to the two auditorium entrances. Keeping an eye on things, just as the Doctor had promised he would.

Alex was jolted out of her observation by Veronica saying, "He's cute. Good job, Alex."

Alex's jaw dropped. "What?" It started to come out as a shout but, remembering where she was, Alex hastily dropped her exclamation to a hiss. "You. . . No! Spencer is not my boyfriend. Far from it."

Veronica merely smirked. "The lady doth protest too much," she chuckled.

"Really," Alex insisted. The same sense of revulsion she'd gotten when she thought Archie was going to ask her out flooded her system. Alex felt a bit guilty about it (Spencerwasrather attractive) but she couldn't help it. Her body was hardwired for the Doctor. Just the mereideathat people would confuse Spencer as her boyfriend was enough to make Alex's nervous system shudder. "I have a boyfriend, Veronica. But Spencer's not him. He's just a friend. Came down here for vacation, is all. Like I said, he'd earned up a lot of vacation days at work and his company wanted him to use them."

All of this came out so matter-of-factly, there was no way Veronica could find any fault in it. But something else Alex had said caught her attention. "You already have a boyfriend?" She looked puzzled for a second, then her face flooded with recognition. "Oh,right, that photograph Mels ruined."

"We don't know it was Mels." Though when she considered how Mels had acted after viewing the photo, Alex was tempted to say it was her, too.

"I say it was her. She's crazy. I remember when we were kids, she was always babbling stupid answers to the teachers." Veronica rolled her eyes. "Always involved Amy's imaginary friend, the Doctor." Her cheeks flushed, presumably at the reminder that the Doctor was far from imaginary, but she quickly recovered. "'Oh, theTitanicsank because the Doctor wasn't there to stop it! Lord Mountbatten was killed because the Doctor didn't defuse the bomb in time!'" She rolled her eyes again, this time with a shake of her head. "Stupid sh*t like that, you know."

Before Alex could really process this revelation (something Amy and Rory had never mentioned to her, for whatever reason), George as Merriman was stepping out and announcing to Elsie/Cecily the arrival of Gwendolen. Pushing all her worries about Mels, Spencer, and the Silence aside, Alex stepped out and became the eccentric Gwendolen Fairfax.

Rehearsal went much as usual after that, but Alex knew the rest of her castmates had also noticed Spencer's presence. However, there was no time to question her about it. While it was only the beginning of July,Earnestscheduled for a late August premiere, preparations had gone into high gear. After rehearsal, Archie gave everyone notes on their performances, reminded the group he wanted them off-book by the end of the month, and revealed that measurements would be taken tomorrow night so costumes could start being prepared. In addition, everyone was expected to help with set decoration, which included painting backdrops and gathering items that weren't already in the storage room backstage or in Archie's basem*nt, as well as general promotion for the show. Archie was going all out for this production. Flyers, posters, even a few ads in theLeadworth Chronicle. It was all rather exciting, and, for a moment, Alex forgot all about Spencer and the possible Silence threat.

That lovely feeling vanished the moment Archie released them.

"Who's that?" Archie demanded, falling into step beside Alex as she walked up the aisle towards a waiting Spencer.

"A friend. Dr. Spencer Grayson."

Archie frowned. "You've never mentioned him before." To Alex's surprise, his tone was somewhat accusatory.

Veronica, fiddling with a dangly tasseled earring, swept up beside him. "He's here on vacation, Archie."

"What's he doing here then? I mean,Leadworth. Not really a vacation destination."

"Visiting me," Alex said breezily.

Once again, Archie surprised her. His raised eyebrows dropped, and his expression became flat. He looked as though he'd just received some unpleasant news but was trying to keep his true reaction hidden. "Oh."

At that moment, Elsie came running up. She looked even prettier than usual this evening, her regular diner's uniform exchanged for a red gingham romper with matching lipstick and Keds. Veronica had been eyeing her enviously all evening. "You ready to go, Archie?" she asked.

Archie stared at her. "Huh?"

"To Bello Italiano? To watch the cricket match?" Elsie glanced at her watch. "Half past eight. Game's already started, but we should be able to catch the second inning."

"Oh, right, that. Um, sorry, Elsie, but something's come up." Archie could barely meet her eyes, his gaze, for some reason, going back and forth from Alex to Spencer. "I-I have to get home." Then, without another word, Archie darted up the aisle, flinging one of the doors open. His sneakers squeaked against the marbled foyer floor as he presumably rushed towards the parking lot. The door shut with a heavy thud.

Veronica's brow furrowed. "What was all that about? Archie always gives me a reason when he has to cancel our plans."

Elsie stared at the door Archie had fled through. Her big blue eyes were wide, shining in confusion as well as a light mist of tears. "I don't know," she murmured.

Alex winced. Poor Elsie. She was such a sweet girl. Archie was a much better choice for her than Temple. Alex had thought Archie was gearing up to ask Elsie out, but apparently, he'd gotten cold feet.

Well, at the very least, I can try and cheer her up.Alex had been hoping to befriend Elsie. Considering she was basically Leadworth's version of Hester Prynne at the moment, Elsie didn't have a lot of people she talked to or interacted with. Alex wasn't even sure if Elsie had any friends. But maybe she could help change that. . .

"Bello Italiano?" Alex smiled brightly.

Elsie was taken a bit off guard by the abrupt change in subject but nodded anyways. "Yeah, they're showing the cricket match between England and Australia." She smiled bashfully. "William and George promised they'd put it on for me if I wanted to watch there."

Because you can't go to The Queen's Garters,Alex mentally finished. There was no way Elsie would voluntarily show her face at the pub co-owned by her married lover. "Well, do you mind if I join you? You might have to explain the game to me, but it could be fun."

Elsie glanced briefly in the direction of Archie's chosen exit, but there was no denying Alex's idea held great appeal. "Oh, why, yes!" Realizing she had possibly come across as being a bittooenthusiastic, Elsie cleared her throat and schooled her features into something calmer, less ecstatic. "I mean," she said softly, "that'd be great."

"Great." Alex turned to Veronica. "Wanna tag along, Veronica?"

Veronica eyed the door. No doubt she wanted to go after Archie and make sure any possible feelings for Elsie were squashed, but she surprised Alex by shrugging and saying, "Sure. Who doesn't love a good cricket match?" She glanced at Spencer. "But, um, what about him?"

"I'll ask if he wants to come along."

Alex expected Spencer to politely decline, but once again, she was surprised. "If that's where you want to go, sure," he shrugged, looking for all the world completely unbothered by the turn his life had taken in the last twenty-four hours.

Alex stared at him. "You mean . . . you're coming along just because I want to go somewhere?"

Spencer smiled softly. Leaning closer, he murmured, "I promised both my superiors and the Doctor by extension that I would keep an eye on you. Granted, I'm not what most would consider bodyguard material, but Idohave the proper training. I intend to keep my promise, so long as you'll let me."

"You don't have to follow me 24/7," Alex assured him, even though she was quite touched by his words. "I'm sure there's stuff you'd rather be doing than sitting at the library all day, following me to rehearsal and the café and such."

"It's really not that bad. Don't worry, I'm really enjoying myself, scout's honor."

Alex quirked an eyebrow. "Were you really in the scouts?"

"Cub Scout Troop #1,963 from ages six to ten. I'll be more than happy to tell you about that time since I'm betting neither one of us knows anything about cricket. . ."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

July 7th, 2011

At the end of Tuesday night, after the cricket match and dinner with Elsie and Veronica, Spencer accompanied Alex home. He'd performed a quick security check of the rental property, identifying any possible weak spots, most of which Alex had spotted weeks ago (like the overgrown bushes beside her bedroom window, perfect for spying on her unobserved).

Spencer had also met Amy and Rory that night. He’d introduced himself and was promptly dragged in for a cup of tea where he calmly explained what, specifically, he would be doing while in Leadworth. What it boiled down to was sticking close to Alex and watching out for any threats to her. It had been the general consensus of everyone involved that Madame Kovarian and the Silence were no longer interested in Amy. She had bred them their weapon (though Spencer was smart enough not to use those exact words). Her part in all of this was done. Their interest in Alex, however, was still very much up in the air. No one could say for sure that Kovarian and the Silence wouldn't possibly come back for her, finish whatever they had started in turning Alex into a Time Lady. While Amy was relieved to learn she wouldn't have a so-called babysitter watching her every movement, shewasworried about Alex's safety.

"Youwillkeep a close eye on Alex, won't you?" Alex paused in retrieving the tin of McVitie's Milk Chocolate Digestive's from the top shelf of the pantry (where Amy kept them in the mistaken belief that she'd be less likely to snack on them if they were stored that high up) to listen closer. "Because those . . . thosebastardswant something from her. They turned her into an alien after all, and they wouldn't do that for no good reason. Alex is strong but she's not. . ." Amy took a deep, shuddering breath. ". . .her will is strong, but theirs is stronger." Then, in a quieter voice that Alex would have missed had her hearing not recently undergone an upgrade, she said, "I'm scared they'll do something, and I'll never see my best friend again."

Those words made Alex sink to the floor, biscuits forgotten. She hadn't realized her transformation had affected Amy this much. In their talk about her altered body, she'd told Amy and Rory about being descended from a Time Lord, but she hadn't considered how the Ponds would take that in relation to Kovarian turning her into a Time Lady.

But Amy was right. Kovarian and the Silence wanted something from her. Advancing her DNA and altering her body had been part of those mystery motivations. And though Alex tried not to think about it, she knew those motives were for a sinister purpose, that despite what she'd said to the Doctor, those butchers hadnotwillingly done her a favor.

"Ipromise," Spencer swore. "Believe me, I have no intention of letting Alex come to any harm."

"Right," Rory deadpanned. "Because at best you'll be sacked and at worse you'll be dead 'cause the Doctor cheerfully strangled you."

"I'm not doing this just because of a job!" Spencer snapped. There was so much passion and fierceness in his voice that everyone immediately knew he spoke the truth. "I'm doing this because I genuinely admire the Doctor and because I genuinely like Alex. She's not like most charges UNIT has had to protect. Those usually have no hesitation in expressing how much of an annoyance we are in their lives, how much of a disruption we are when the irony is they usually end up causingusheadaches and inconveniences instead of the other way around. Alex, at least, understands why I'm here, even if she doesn't entirely like it. She asks questions, she's been helping me plan the best way to watch and protect her, and she actually expresses an interest in my wellbeing." He chuckled. "She's worried that I absolutely hate being here, that I'm just pretending to go along with following her everywhere."

"Are you?" Amy challenged.

"Not at all. Actually, for the first time in a long time, I'm really enjoying myself."

After that conversation, Spencer had received the Amy and Rory Pond stamp of approval. Spencer had nearly slumped over in relief when Amy and Rory nodded their acquiescence and cheerfully switched to lighter topics. Trained UNIT interrogators had nothing on the Ponds. Those two could easily get master criminals and alien cult leaders to sweat within ten seconds.

In the two days that followed, Spencer and Alex managed to start a little routine. They had agreed that Spencer should meet Alex at the house every morning before she headed to the library, just to be safe. If the Silence ever wanted to kidnap Alex again, the perfect time to do it was when she was on her way out the door at an hour when most people weren't awake yet. They drove to the library in Alex's '56, one of Spencer's hands clutching his travel mug, the other gripping the bar above the window as an oblivious Alex sang along to whatever CD she was playing.

Both did a customary security check upon arriving at the library. So far, nothing was out of place except for the books Kendra continued to mis-shelve. Still, Spencer wasn't letting his guard down. That was just when the enemy would strike, when you'd convinced yourself they were no longer a threat, that maybe there hadn'tbeena threat in the first place.

For the next several hours, Spencer would occupy himself with books, UNIT paperwork, or theLeadworth Chroniclecrossword puzzle. He also did his best to ignore Kendra's flirtatious glances or the curious stares from several patrons. Alex had done a great job at dismissing the UNIT rumors, but that didn't mean the curiosity had gone away. If anything, everyone was more curious than ever about this "friend" of Alex's whom no one had heard her mention before. Spencer had stopped counting the so-casual-they-were-clearly-planned encounters people had come up with to speak to him, ostensibly about how he was liking Leadworth before quickly diverting to his relationship with Alex. There had even been a few point-blank inquiries on if he was Alex's boyfriend.

Spencer always hotly denied these. It was less out of his loyalty to Alex and more out of a desire not to be a target of the Doctor's wrath if such rumors ever got back to the Time Lord.

When the workday was done, he and Alex would head off toEarnestrehearsal. Spencer sat in his usual spot at the back, keeping an eye on things, while Alex was free to concentrate on capturing the essence of Gwendolen Fairfax. The cast, for the most part, treated Spencer's newfound company with a mixture of mild curiosity and quick acceptance. They were far too busy juggling all the new responsibilities Archie had put on them; Alex and Veronica were already off book, and everyone was scrambling to join them, fittings were being done round the clock on costumes, and props were constantly being brought in for Archie's inspection. The Donaldson's produced a moth-eaten chaise lounge that actually looked as though it had been built during the Victorian era, Veronica borrowed her younger cousin's tea party set, and Mrs. Warner offered engraved cigarette cases that surprisingly belonged to a wide selection of men. She had regaled Spencer with tales of her time with one of them. By the end of the conversation, Spencer's whole body was bright red.

But there was one member of the cast who had taken particular interest in Spencer. More times than Spencer could count, he'd caught Archie Alden starting at him in a mixture of befuddlement and jealousy. It was almost comical, Spencer thought. Archie was so worried about this random person who had suddenly entered Alex's life when he had no reason to be. For one, Spencer had no romantic interest in Alex. For another, Archie had absolutely no claim on holding anything resembling jealousy towards men in Alex's life. He just didn't know it.

Archie had taken the approach of many of the other villagers in trying to pump Spencer for information. During his second day at rehearsal, Archie had come over while Alex was busy onstage. He'd started off fairly innocently by introducing himself and asking Spencer what he thought of the production so far. Quickly though, the conversation turned to Alex. Probably because Spencer, so devoted to his task, hadn't taken his eyes off her for more than a second at a time.

"Alex is really talented, isn't she?" Archie said, sounding for all the world like a proud father.

Spencer watched as Alex continued through her scene with Elsie, tracking her movements across the stage as well as who he could make out loitering in the wings. George and William seemed to be playing cards in the right wing while Dr. Coggins was paging through a copy ofHello!in the left wing. "Oh, yeah, she's great," he nodded.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Archie frown. "You don't sound very enthusiastic."

"Oh, I am, don't worry." Spencer darted a quick smile in Archie's direction. "Just got some things on my mind is all."

"Related to Alex, I'm sure. I don't think your eyes have moved from her once all day." There was no missing the mild accusation in Archie's voice.

Spencer inwardly sighed. This wasnotwhat he wanted to deal with right now. If Archie knew justwhyhe was here, he'd probably insist on shaking Spencer's hand.

"You've noticed that?" he asked, as though he were making an observation on the weather.

"I notice a lot of things," Archie said smoothly. "Have to, as a director." He and Spencer were silent for a few moments, watching Alex's Gwendolen and Elsie's Cecily quarrel over who, exactly, was engaged to 'Ernest'. Still keeping his eyes on the girls, Archie suddenly asked, "So how did you and Alex meet?"

Spencer wasn't even surprised by the abrupt, slightly prying question. He'd been waiting for Archie to ask something like it. "Through a mutual friend." Not really a lie.

"What friend?"

"I doubt you know them."

Archie turned to him then. His hazel eyes were hard, an eyebrow raised in clear challenge. "Try me."

Thankfully, before Spencer could try and come up with something, Elsie was calling out a question about blocking. With a final backwards glance at Spencer, Archie rushed back to the stage.

With the demands that directing and acting in a play require, Archie hadn't any more time to question Spencer. For the rest of rehearsal, Spencer had pretended not to notice Archie's baffled/envious looks. When it looked like the man was going to try questioning him again, Spencer acted like he was taking important calls on his phone. It had kept Archie away from him, but Spencer had no idea how long that was going to last.

He got his answer the very next day. Upon spotting him coming in with Alex, Archie practically pounced on Spencer, dragging him off to the wings to assist with prop maintenance; his reasoning being that if Spencer was going to keep coming around, he might as well make himself useful by helping the busy cast.

Neither Alex nor Spencer could really argue such logic. Not without telling Archie the insane truth. Spencer had to admit, he was a little tempted to let Archie know what was really going on. He had no doubt that if Archie knew Alex was in danger, the man would quickly make himself captain of the Protect Alex Army. But that would cause a whole host of problems in itself, something no one could afford to have.

Alex was completely oblivious to Archie's mood. His "baffling" behavior, as she put it, was most likely due to him being nervous about a member of the public viewing and judging them before the play was finished. Still, that wasn't really an excuse to rope Spencer into set decorating, at least as far as Alex was concerned.

So color her surprised when Spencer presented his theory.

"No, it's not that. He's got a massive crush on you."

Alex looked up from the flat she was painting. Feeling guilty about Spencer being roped into play preparation, every second she didn't have to be onstage she was spending backstage helping him. A small section of the crowded backstage area had been cleared out for the purpose of painting backdrops and assembling fake bushes for the scene taking place in Jack Worthing's garden. While she was painting a flat to be used as part of Jack's morning room wall, Spencer was painstakingly applying fabric roses to a rather realistic bush. "I'm sorry," she blinked. "What?"

Spencer nodded towards the left wing. Just beyond it, they could hear Archie directing Elsie and Henry. "Archie," he said matter-of-factly. "He's got a massive crush on you, and he thinks I'm ruining his chances with you." He gestured towards the fake bush. "That's why he's got me back here working on props. He's trying to keep me away from you." He smirked. "Not really working though."

Alex gaped at him. "What? No! That's not true." She turned back to the flat, sweeping another coat of white paint over the wooden surface. "I mean, I thought that myself at first, but he just wanted to talk to me about auditioning for the play—"

"So he could spend time with you." Spencer leaned over the bush and attached another fabric rose, nearly catching his pale gray tie on a sharp leaf in the process. "You told me yourself that he took an immediate interest in you when you first came to Leadworth, he knows you were in the drama club in high school, and when he cast you in the play, he cast you as his character's romantic partner."

"Only because I was qualified for the part!" Alex really didn't like the idea of Archie casting her as Gwendolen just so he could get close to her. It just felt so . . . skeevy. Not to mention more than a bit manipulative.

"I'm not saying you're not a terrific actress – you are!" Spencer assured her. "I've been watching this play for two days, haven't I?" He paused to roll the sleeves of his blue dress shirt further up his arms. "And I'm not in the habit of lying. Also, in addition to watching you, I've been watching the rest of the cast, and I've seen how Archie is around you. He always looks towards you when he's making some kind of character or technical decision."

Alex wiped her brush on a rag, a little harsher than she needed to. "Surely that's not true."

"Trust me, he does, whether you've realized it or not. He does that with Elsie, too, but not as much."

"Elsie!" Alex cried. She flung her brush down. "Glad you brought that up! Archie's interested in her, I've seen it. And the feeling is very much mutual."

Spencer picked up a red rose and carefully twisted it onto one of the bush's limbs. "I've noticed that, too. He's definitely developed a crush on her. That's why he canceled on their plans for the cricket match Tuesday night. He saw me, thought I was your boyfriend, and canceled so he could go home and mope and/or plot. He's confused over his feelings for you, which are old, and over his feelings for Elsie, which are new."

Alex considered this. As much as she hated to admit it, it actually made a lot of sense. She recalled all those times with Archie when she first arrived in Leadworth, all the beams he gave her, even when such a brilliant beam wasn't strictly necessary. How during every rehearsal, he would ask her opinion on some technical decision he'd made that day, whether it was telling an actor their approach to a character wasn't quite right or even something as mundane as a slight change to a scene's blocking. Now that Spencer mentioned it, she could recall a few times when Archie had looked in her direction as he was making a decision. She'd never paid it any attention though. She had simply never entertained the idea that there could be any hidden emotions beneath those quick, casual glances.

There was even how Archie always sought her out after rehearsal, always wanting to talk to her. He'd once offered to walk her home, but when she told him she'd driven, he simply smiled and offered a raincheck. Dear God, it had seemed socasual, like something she would have said to Amy, Rory, Lacey, or any of her other friends.

She had initially dismissed Kendra's pronouncement of Archie having a crush on her, but now. . .

Alex's stomach twisted violently, the taco salad she'd had for lunch threatening to make a reappearance. Her insides were lurching and tilting dramatically. Her nervous system felt as though it were rearing back in disgust. The same sense of revulsion she'd felt the first time she considered Archie's crush on her swept through her system. Unfortunately for Archie, Alex's body had been hardwired for one very specific person a long time ago and it would never –could never– be recalibrated for someone else.

Suddenly, all Alex wanted was to be in the Doctor's arms. She wanted to feel a scratchy tweed jacket under her fingertips, smell a musky cologne as she buried her head in his neck, lay her head on his chest and listen to the two hearts beat steadily beneath. She wanted the Doctor's arms around her. She never felt safer anywhere else. He always tugged her close to him, but his grip wasn't hard or suffocating. More as though he was trying to gently nudge her inside him where she would be safe from the threats of the universe.

Spencer watched her carefully. He had read the files on the Doctor and Alex's unique connection but knowing about it hadn't prepared him for seeing the effects of it. Alex looked like she was going to be sick, her face pale under her tan, her arms wrapped tightly around her midsection. Her eyes were wide with emotion. Had someone asked him to identify those emotions, Spencer would have said they were horror and longing, two feelings that typically didn't go together.

"Are you okay?" he asked worriedly. He eyed the large trash-can in the corner. Should he go ahead and push it over here?

Alex took a deep, shuddering breath. The nausea subsided slightly, but not by much. "I need some air," she muttered. She clambered to her feet and, arms still wrapped around her stomach, her face white as a sheet, she rushed over to the back door. Spencer was right on her heels.

Once outside, Alex wasted no time in running towards the first bit of grass she could see. It happened to be the soccer field. She sank down onto the cool, slightly damp grass and leaned back against the goal-post, the dented white plastic still warm from the slowly setting sun. Spencer, after eyeing the ground somewhat warily, sat down beside her.

Alex chuckled. "Sorry for making you get your pants dirty."

Spencer looked down ruefully at his gray khaki slacks. "Wouldn't be the first time," he sighed. "UNIT missions can be hell on clothes."

Alex snorted. "So can traveling with the Doctor. In some cases," she scowled, remembering the incident on Terados, "they can get you arrested."

Spencer debated asking her to elaborate. Ultimately though, Alex's well-being was far more important than any stories she could tell about the Doctor. "You okay now?" Alex's face had returned to a healthy tan, and she was no longer clutching her stomach, but it was still best to check.

Alex tilted her head back and breathed deeply. The scent of freshly cut grass filled her lungs, followed closely by the smell of someone barbecuing. Getting out in the fresh air had definitely been a good idea. Any lingering nausea had been completely curbed. "Yeah, I think so." After a few more moments of soaking up the fresh air and the lukewarm sun on her skin, Alex stood. She brushed off the rear of her navy romper, paired with a jean jacket, black ankle boots, a gold necklace layered over her sonic one, and gold hoop earrings.

Spencer stood as well. "So. . ." he said slowly, hesitating as he brushed off the seat of his pants. "What are you going to do about Archie?" His eyes brightened and he offered her a grin. "Want me to threaten him? I've never done it before, but I think I could make it pretty convincing."

Alex burst out laughing. "No, I don't think we have to resort to that."

"Then what, exactly? Because I can tell you right now, Archie's not going to give up. Not unless you do something about it."

Alex's expression became suddenly firm, no nonsense. It reminded Spencer of Chief Stewart when she was arguing for a scientific solution to a problem instead of relying on the typical military response. "I'm going to steer him towards Elsie, of course," she said, as though this was obvious. A calculating look came into her dark green eyes. Spencer could almost see the cogs turning in her head. "Tomorrow night should be a good night to do just that. . ."

~ The Pros and Cons of Silence ~

July 8th, 2011

"I hope I'm not horrible at this," Elsie fretted. She held a dangly silver earring shaped like a conch shell to her ear, examining it in the mirror. "I've never beenthatintoHarry Potter."

Alex, seated on the bed flipping through her dog-eared copy ofDeathly Hallows, gaped at her. "Really?" Try as she might, she couldn't hide the surprise in her voice.

Elsie blushed. "Well, I read the books and I've seen the movies, of course, but I've just never gotten hardcore into it. I don't think I could tell you what wood Harry's wand is made of, for instance."

"Holly. Eleven inches long with a phoenix feather core. It's only one of two wands in the series with that particular core, the other being Voldemort's."

"See?" Elsie cried, throwing up her hand. She flung the conch shell earring back into her jewelry box. "You know this kind of stuff! I don't. I'll just be an embarrassment."

"You arenotgoing to be an embarrassment," Alex said firmly. She set aside her book and stood, making her way over to Elsie. She set a hand on her shoulder. "You couldneverbe an embarrassment, Elsie. So maybe you won't know a lot of trivia. That's cool. You can just be moral support."

Elsie looked at her, those big blue eyes longing and yearning for Alex's words to be true. "Really? You think so?" she asked, her voice just above a whisper.

Alex nodded, her expression resolute. "Absolutely." And she did believe it. She just had to make Elsie believe it too.

Since Alex had first decided to befriend Elsie, she had endeavored to talk to Elsie more and include her in things to up her confidence. Elsie's self-esteem had understandably taken a severe nosedive after her affair with Edward Temple became known, which made her less inclined to interact with people beyond the basics. But Alex was determined to change that. Especially in regard to Elsie's relationship with Archie.

Tonight was part of her plan. The Queen's Garters was having aHarry Potterthemed pub quiz to honor the final movie's premiere next Friday. TheEarnestcast had made plans to go as a cast-bonding activity. Elsie, however, hadn't been enthusiastic. She'd been planning on staying home, until the combined efforts of Archie and Alex had persuaded her otherwise. Elsie couldn't avoid The Queen's Garters forever, nor could she pretend to ignore the villagers for much longer. Tonight, by going into the pub owned by the Temple's, Elsie would demonstrate that she was through being a victim, a target for scorn and ridicule, and that she was worthy of respect.

That was the plan at least. Alex just prayed it went off without a hitch.

In the hopes of boosting Elsie's enthusiasm, Alex had offered to come to her cottage and help her get ready (without Spencer, but Alex had no doubt he was somewhere nearby). She had barely gotten the question out before Elsie eagerly accepted.

Now, Alex dug around in the jewelry box. Elsie's collection was extensive, nearly rivaling Alex's own. After a few moments of rummaging, Alex pulled out a pair of gold stud earrings, shaped like a cluster of stars. "These," she said, handing them to Elsie. "They're perfect."

Elsie, much to Alex's relief, didn't protest. "Okay, how do I look?"

They peered into the mirror. Along with the earrings, Elsie wore a black t-shirt with a sweetheart neckline, ripped skinny jeans, and a pair of black ankle boots with silver chains along the sides. Alex had made her black hair wavier than usual, arranging it so it framed her face. Her makeup was daring, with a smokey eye and bold red lipstick that complimented her pale skin perfectly.

"You look great," Alex beamed. "Totally hot." Elsie blushed, but she didn't seem displeased. "Okay, how about me?"

Alex's outfit was a bit dressier than Elsie's, but no less attractive. She wore a black ribbed tank top that was slightly cropped, though you couldn't tell that thanks to her pants. They were a pair of form-fitting black dress pants with white pinstripes and went nearly up to Alex's waist. The rest of her outfit consisted of black pumps, dangly gold circular chain earrings, a matching bracelet, and her usual sonic necklace and ring. Unlike Elsie, Alex had kept her makeup simple, using her preferred products with the exception of her lipstick. It was a golden nude color, borrowed from Elsie, who had insisted it would go perfectly against Alex's tanned skin. She was right.

"Like a goddess," Elsie answered, a touch enviously, but she was smiling as she said it.

"Hardly," Alex scoffed. She ran a hand through her tousled hair, fluffing her bangs and roots in an effort to give them extra volume.

Elsie passed her a can of hairspray. "It's true," she insisted. "There's a reason you've got so many men drooling over you. Like Rory's friend Ricky, for example."

Alex grimaced. Ricky was an absolute sleaze-ball. "He can stop drooling as far as I'm concerned."

Elsie fiddled with a ring that had been left on the dresser. "And Archie." She reddened when Alex whirled around to stare at her. "Another example," she said quietly.

Alex shook her head. "Elsie, I can assure you, I havenointerest in Archie. In fact," she smiled, "I want to help you."

Elsie blinked. "Help me?" she said, voice full of confusion.

"It's quite simple," Alex said as she set the hairspray aside. "Tonight at the pub, you'll be seated next to Archie. I, on the other hand, will be on the exact opposite side of the table, just to make sure Archie doesn't get his signals crossed. I'll make sure Veronica sits next to me, so she doesn't go all territorial on Archie."

"I don't think you have to worry too much about that. Haven't you noticed she's been getting close to Henry?"

"Really?" Now that Alex thought about it, she did recall seeing Veronica and Henry sitting together the past couple of rehearsals. She'd even spotted Veronica chatting with Henry at the counter when she had to run into the chemists to pick up a few things. "Well, good for her. That's one problem out of the way. Now all you need to do is sit with Archie and chat. He's a big fan ofHarry Potter. Strike up a conversation about that. You can ask him to explain things you don't understand. That should lead into a conversation about the books you read. That ought to keep you occupied for a while."

Elsie stared at her. "Wow. You really have thought this out." She chuckled. "You do this kind of scheming often?"

"I had a lot of practice with Amy and Rory. And besides," Alex smiled, "I'm a romantic."

"Yeah," Elsie blushed. "So am I."

"I figured as much." Alex eyed the bookcase stuffed full of romance novels, and then the posters on the walls. All of them were for rom-coms:Sleepless in Seattle.How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days.Notting Hill.Bridget Jones' Diary. And so many more. The only posters that weren't of romantic comedies were of famous actors. Leonardo DiCaprio during hisRomeo + Julietdays. Johnny Depp as Captain Jack Sparrow. Tom Cruise fromTop Gun. Elsie's room screamed her love for romance. The only things in there that didn't indicate such a thing were the cross-country running trophies Elsie had won in secondary school, the glow-in-the-dark stars on the ceiling arranged into various constellations, and the cluttered desk tucked into a corner. On it were stacks of notebooks, a mason jar full of pens and pencils, and a laptop covered in stickers. WRITE ON! boasted one. Another said BOYS IN BOOKS ARE JUST BETTER. The one Alex was most interested in said SHUT UP, I'M WRITING.

"You write?" Alex asked, heading over to the laptop.

Elsie scrambled to block Alex's view of the desk. "Oh, it's just a hobby," she laughed. "Something silly I do for fun."

Alex stepped around her to examine one of the notebooks. "Writing's not silly. Trust me." She would never admit it, not even to the Doctor (not yet anyway), but she had writtenGossip Girlfanfiction before. She was partial to the Nate/Blair pairing. Plus someCastlestuff. Mostly fix-its to episodes where it looked like Castle and Beckett were going to kiss or go on a date but didn't. She was a pretty good writer, if she said so herself. But Elsie. . . "This isgood, Elsie. Really."

Elsie flushed. "It's not that good. Just some scribbling."

Alex had to disagree. She had read plenty of romance novels in her time. A lot were cheesy, using the same tired-out clichés and euphemisms. But Elsie's so-called scribbling didn't seem to use any of that.

The top of the notebook page readFive Nights in Tangier, pg. 16.

. . . Elsa glared venomously at Colin. Honestly, this wasjustwhat she needed. First learning that her contact in Tangier had disappeared without a trace, taking part of the map to the scrolls with him, and now that Colin McInerny was looking for the scrolls as well. Normally, Elsa loved having rivals. It made the game of treasure-hunting that much more exciting. Heightened stakes, more adrenaline rushes, the thrill of the chase. Truly, if it had been anybody but Colin McInerny, she would have welcomed them with open arms, buying them a drink and toasting 'To the best man win!'.

But that wasn't to be with Colin. It never had been.

"Listen to me loud and clear, Mac," she said, raising her voice so as to be heard over the big band music. "Those scrolls aremine. You understand? Cairo is paying me a small fortune to get them and verify that they're real. I have no intention of losing them to scum like you."

Colin put a hand over his heart in mock offense. "Scum?" he repeated, lips quirking in amusem*nt. "Me?"

"Yes, you! You sell everything you can find to the highest bidder, someone who doesn't care about preserving them for future study or generations. Don't deny it!" Elsa leaned back in her chair, crossing her arms. "Just how much are you being paid for being here? And," she added before Colin could answer, "what happened to my contact?"

"Contact?"

"Professor Ahmed Burroughs. He's the one who contacted the Cairo Museum about the scrolls in the first place. Now he's disappeared." Elsa's eyes narrowed. "Of course, you already know all about that, don't you, Mac?"

Colin's expression suddenly turned serious, more serious than Elsa had ever seen before. He leaned across the table, tilting his hat back so she could look into his eyes. Those crystal blue depths were solemn, showing no hint of trickery. Not that that counted for much. With Colin, she had been wrong before.

"Elsa," he said softly, his voice nearly drowned out by the band's rendition of 'Sing, Sing, Sing'. "I honestly have no idea what you're talking about. I didn't have anything to do with a contact of yours disappearing. But," he said, a familiar sparkle coming into those blue depths, "perhaps I can help."

Before Alex could turn the page to find out Elsa's reply, Elsie had snatched the notebook away. "Like I said, it's just scribbling." She stuffed the notebook into one of the desk drawers. "Came out of a dream I had the other night." She chuckled ruefully. "I guess that's what happens when you marathon all of theIndiana Jonesmovies in one night."

"Elsie, your story is good," Alex insisted. "Really. I would totally read it."

Elsie smiled, but it was a rather sad one. "Eddie says it's nothing but the ramblings of a girl. He thinks I ought to give it up."

And there was another thing Alex wanted to talk to her about. . . "Elsie?" she said softly. "Just how serious is your relationship with Eddie, I mean, Edward?"

Slowly, Elsie sank onto the bed. Alex joined her. "I thought it was really serious in the beginning," Elsie began, her voice soft and wistful. "I've known for a long time that Eddie was attracted to me. He always used to ask specifically for me when he came to the café, he'd touch my hand when I gave him his change, and sometimes I could feel him watching me." Elsie blushed. "A lot of men already do that, but with him, it was different. We soon got to talking whenever he came to the café during slow hours, and he told me that his relationship with Gretchen wasn't working out anymore."

Alex had a pretty good idea on just what Temple had said about his wife to gain Elsie's sympathies, but she had to ask anyway. "What exactly did he say?"

"Oh, that she was horrid! She never listened to him, alternatively bullied or babied Jimmy, she wouldn't sleep with him anymore. . . She was just—"

"Horrid," Alex finished flatly.

Elsie nodded frantically. "Yes!"

Alex resisted the urge to face-palm herself. Or to smack Elsie upside the head. How could the poor girl not see she'd been played? "So when did the relationship, er, move to the next level?"

Elsie blushed. "It was actually during Amy and Rory's wedding reception." The more she spoke, the redder her cheeks got. "I was sitting in the same pew with him, Gretchen, and Jimmy. Gretchen kept fussing over Jimmy, I guess because he was only five at the time and five-year-old’s don't like sitting still for so long in fancy clothes, so she didn't notice Edward's hand slipping up my skirt. While the vows were being read, he actually—"

"I get the picture!" Alex said hastily, holding up a hand.

"Well, anyway, by the end of the ceremony, we really just couldn't wait anymore. He made an excuse to Gretchen about a headache and left. I waited until the parking lot cleared out, then headed to his house." Elsie gave a smile that was a mixture of bashfulness and pride. "We did it right there on the dining room table, then on the couch in the living room."

Alex was aware her own cheeks were flushing, but she still managed to squeak out, "Not the bed?"

"Oh, no!" Elsie shook her head adamantly. "Eddie said he didn't want to make love to me in the bed he shared with his wife. Said it was full of tainted love and that our love shouldn't be like that."

Good lord, he played her like a piano!Although it was interesting to learn that the affair had been going on for almost a year prior to Elsie and Temple getting caught. Most of the villagers assumed the affair had begun very recently. "And you two have been seeing each other since then?" At Elsie's nod, Alex asked, "Did Edward tell you about any plans he had for the two of you? Like . . . leaving his wife?"

On this, Elsie's shoulders drooped. "He said he was going to," she murmured. "That first time, he said he just had to get things in order and then he'd tell her. He wanted it to be done carefully, he said. Didn't want to upset Jimmy so much. He started bringing Jimmy along to the café, so he could meet me." She smiled, this time broadly. "Oh, he's such a sweet little boy, Alex! I don't really know anything about being a mother, but I thought I could do it really well. Just needed a little time is all. So I was perfectly happy to wait for as long as Eddie needed. We came up with a kind of schedule. Every day I worked at the café, Eddie would come in at least once, sometimes with Jimmy. On Fridays, when he closed the pub, I'd come there shortly after closing and we'd spend time in the rooms upstairs. There were even a couple of times we went to Gloucester for dinner and then a hotel afterwards." Elsie sighed wistfully. "It was so romantic," she whispered.

Alex was careful to keep her voice gentle as she asked, "But not anymore?"

Elsie's eyes filled with tears. "In the weeks leading up to Gretchen catching us, we'd been arguing a lot. I wanted to know why he still hadn't filed for divorce yet. He told me the day he did, he'd buy me a ring and we'd go anywhere I wanted for the honeymoon. I chose Tangier and he said he would make it happen. But he kept finding excuses to put it off! The day Gretchen caught us, that was angry sex she witnessed. We'd been fighting for the better part of an hour and, well, I guess the tension just got to be too much." Elsie let out a wry laugh. "I was actually relieved when she caught us! Mortified, yes, but also relieved. Finally, Eddie would tell her about us, and we could go ahead with our plans."

Alex eyed Elsie's ringless fingers. "But he hasn't gotten you a ring, has he?"

"No," Elsie sniffled. She stared down at her hands, fingering the empty space where an engagement ring should sit. "Still putting it off." She paused, considering something. "You know, I haven't spoken to him in weeks."

Finally, we're getting somewhere.Edward Temple's stupidity was Archie's gain. Assuming Alex could get him and Elsie in the right direction. "Why is that, do you think?"

Elsie continued to stare at her ringless finger. "I guess . . . I guess I'm just tired of all the false promises. When the whole thing with Eddie started, it was like something out of one of my novels. It was so forbidden, like Romeo and Juliet. That made it exciting. But. . ." She let out a heavy sigh. "What have I got to show for it? Everyone in Leadworth hates me." She offered Alex a sad smile. "Well, except you and Archie."

"Elsie, I promise you, you have more people in your corner than you think. It's not just me and Archie." Alex smiled broadly. "And speaking of Archie. . ."

Elsie laughed. "Yeah, I like him. He's nice. So far, he's one of the few men in the village who doesn’t look at me like a sign for a good-time shag."

"So . . . does that mean you're open to my plan? Going for Archie and forgetting Edward?"

A few minutes passed as Elsie considered this. "Maybe."

Alex nodded. It wasn't the passionate 'yes' she'd been wanting, but it was a step in the right direction. "Okay. Truthfully, you should probably break things off with Edward first." She just hoped Edward wouldn't somehow twist Elsie around into giving him another chance.

"Alright, but . . . do we really have to go to The Queen's Garters?"

"Let me handle the people," Alex assured her. "All you have to do is talk to Archie and enjoy yourself. Okay?"

Elsie still looked somewhat hesitant, but ultimately nodded. "Okay."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Blimey, that's the third dirty look someone's given Elsie," George muttered to Alex. He took a swig of his pint. "You'd think some people could keep their opinions to themselves."

"You would think," Alex grimaced. She peered down the table at Elsie. After the latest dirty look (this one courtesy of Mrs. Jeffries, whom Alex had decided was no more Christian than she was a chihuahua), Elsie had retreated into herself. Rather than following Alex's plan with Archie, she had been content to occupy herself with picking at the bar napkins, tearing them into little strips. Her pint had largely gone untouched.

Alex took a long swig of her gin and tonic, her third since arriving. Normally, she would have been plastered by now, but she'd discovered another change to her altered body: the ability to drink as much as she wanted and still feel sober. Alex suspected it would take quite a lot to get her drunk now. It was both a pro and a con, she thought. Sometimes, she wanted to get drunk, to have a good time, to forget about the difficulties she was currently facing. Such as now, with Elsie and Archie.

George, sitting on Alex's left, offered her a sympathetic look. "Don't feel guilty, Alex. Elsie would have had to face everyone here sooner or later. Better it happens now."

"Yeah, I suppose." But Alex still had a sense of guilt. It was like a rock sitting in her stomach.

In an effort to distract herself, Alex looked around the pub. The Queen's Garters was packed tonight, as it usually was on trivia night. The crowded tables were clustered around the squat, square bar, situated in the middle of the large room. The color scheme was largely black and off-white with splashes of red and blue; the stools surrounding the bar had faded red coverings, the couches in the corners of the room had peaco*ck blue pillows on them, and the rugs spread across the knotted wood floor were patterned with red, blue, and white. In one corner hung the requisite portrait of Elizabeth II, a Union Jack flag directly beneath. The rest of the walls were largely uncovered, save for a dartboard behind the bar. Around the bar were several TVs, each of them tuned to a different station. One showed a cricket match, another BBC News 24, and one a re-run ofAbsolutely Fabulous. Directly behind the bar was a door covered in West Ham United posters (Edward Temple's favorite team). Alex knew it led to the upstairs rooms, often rented out to the few tourists Leadworth received every year. And where several steamy parts of Edward Temple and Elsie's affair had taken place.

Alex gazed across the full tables and bar. Nearly all of Leadworth had shown up tonight. Amy, Rory, and Spencer were seated at one of the tables closest to the bar. Amy and Rory were drinking alcohol, but Spencer was calmly sipping at a soda. Even though Alex had told him not to worry about keeping an eye on her tonight, he was still taking his duty seriously. It made Alex smile and her frayed, Kovarian/Silence related nerves relax.

Directly across from them was Kendra, her cousin Leslie Brinegar, and their friends. Kendra had dressed even more provocatively than usual tonight, wearing a black leather halter top and skirt that clung to her skin. The skirt barely covered her bum. Alex hoped that Kendra knew better than to bend over while wearing it. The group were making their way through a margarita pitcher, their second since arriving. They were all laughing about something, but Kendra was laughing the loudest. It wasn't because she was really amused at something though, or even buzzed. Alex had caught her making several backwards glances at Spencer, hoping her riotous laughter would attract his attention.

Over at one of the couches, Shannon Darcy and Brianna Mayhew were snuggled up together, their eyes glued to the TV showing tonight's episode ofEastEnders. Michael the ice cream man and Jeff sat beside them, both drinking beer. At the table beside the couch sat Arthur Donaldson with a bunch of his mates. His friends, mostly males in various soccer jerseys, were loudly debating Gloucester City A.F.C's chances in the upcoming season. Arthur was the only one not participating. He was staring forlornly across the room at Grace Jeffries and her mother. Grace, for her part, looked just as forlorn, picking at her fries as her mother chattered on about something.

Alex glanced at the bar. Gretchen Temple was, thankfully, in the middle of refilling pints and tankards, so there was no risk of her looking over and giving Elsie the stink eye. Again.

All conversation had stopped the moment Elsie walked into the pub. Alex had heard of the expression 'you could have heard a pin drop’, but she'd never thought it could actually be applicable until that very moment. Several of the older generation gave Elsie dark, judging looks. Mrs. Temple looked as though she was about to spit acid or ban Elsie from the pub altogether. It was only when Alex linked arms with Elsie and gave the crowd what Kendra called her 'stern librarian face' that conversation slowly started up again.

Alex just hoped that one glare from Mrs. Temple would be it tonight. She didn't think the woman would cause a bar brawl by attacking Elsie, but you never knew.

And then there was Alex's table. Mrs. Warner and Dr. Coggins had politely declined Archie's invitation (Mrs. Warner because ladies bingo was meeting tonight and Dr. Coggins because of his duties at the nursing home) but the rest of the cast was present and accounted for. At the head of the table sat Archie, looking rather dishy in a tight gray t-shirt, ripped jeans, and a battered black leather jacket. His hair was sticking up more than usual tonight, looking rather like the preferred hairstyle of the Doctor's last incarnation. Alex suspected product. Beside him sat Elsie, still picking at the bar napkins.

Sitting beside Elsie was Henry, in a plain blue t-shirt and jeans. He and Veronica were sharing a basket of chicken wings. Veronica, sitting directly across from him, was her usual put-together self in a sleeveless red dress, matching heels and lipstick, and a pair of dangly pearl earrings. She had eyed Elsie when the latter first arrived, but thankfully hadn't done anything to try and attract Archie's attention. Just as Elsie had said, Veronica had evidently moved her affections on to Henry.

Next to Veronica was William, wearing a soccer jersey. Rather than make conversation with anyone, he was busy trying to catch the eye of barmaid Nicole Sullivan, whom he'd had a crush on for years, according to George. Nicole, however, was too busy delivering orders to and from the kitchen to notice his lovestruck gaze.

Finally, Alex sat at the other end of the table, George beside her. He'd picked up on her sullen mood and had devoted himself to trying to cheer her up. Now, drinking up the last of his pint, he said, "Don't worry, Alex. Trivia will start here in a few minutes." He nodded to the side of the pub where Rupert Carstairs, The Queen's Garters main bartender and self-proclaimed 'trivia master', was setting up a microphone. "Everyone will be too busy trying to remember all of Voldemort's Horcruxes to give Elsie the evil eye."

Alex chuckled. "I hope you're right, George."

He grinned, his blindingly white teeth almost the same shade as his polo. "I always am, aren't I? Just don't tell Will. He thinks that's him." He gestured to her empty glass. "Another G&T?"

Alex handed him the glass. "Please."

As George made his way to the bar, Alex looked back down the table. Elsie had stopped tearing up bar napkins in favor of sipping at her pint. Her eyes darted all around the room, never lingering in one place for too long. Suddenly, she flinched. Her eyes dove to the tabletop and she sunk down in her seat, as though she was trying to disappear.

Alex quickly saw why. At the table beside them were several women Alex didn't know personally but recognized from church. They were often seen talking to Mrs. Jeffries after services were over. Almost all of them kept glancing over at Elsie, giving her the kind of looks usually reserved for mean girls in teen rom-coms.

Alex's eyes narrowed. She had half a mind to go over and dump the women's tankards over their heads. Never mind the fact that she might cause a brawl or get kicked out.Someonehad to stick up for Elsie! It wasn't fair that she was getting all the scorn and ridicule while the low-life, manipulative piece of sh*t that was Edward Temple got off with nothing more than a slap on the wrist.

Before she could do anything that the Doctor might not approve of though, a loud burst of feedback from the microphone rang throughout the room. Wincing, everyone turned to face a sheepish Rupert.

"Sorry!" he called. "But welcome to The Queen's Garters' annual Trivia Night!" Raucous applause and cheers broke out. "Alright, alright! Good to see everyone's excited. Tonight's theme isHarry Potter, in honor of the final movie premiering next week. We'll start trivia proper in a few minutes, but for the time being, all groups playing tonight need to submit their team name. I'll gather them up and then we can start."

Archie quickly commanded attention. "Alright, everyone," he grinned. "What's our team name gonna be?"

"It should be something that relates to the play," Henry said. "Since we're all here as a cast."

George returned just in time to hear this remark. "Well," he said, passing Alex her gin and tonic, "should we do a play onThe Importance of Being Earnest?" His face scrunched up as he considered possible names. "Like. . . The Earnestines?"

"God, no," Veronica groaned. "That makes us sound like an eighties rock band."

"Abadeighties rock band," Henry added with a grimace.

"What about . . . the Major Players?" All eyes turned to William. He flushed under the unexpected attention. "Just a suggestion."

Archie mulled it over. "The Major Players. . . It's got a nice ring to it."

"And it does reference the fact that we're in a play," Alex pointed out. "Plus, it sounds pretty badass."

Archie shot her a grin. "That it does. Any objections?"

There were none and Archie darted up to the stage to give Rupert the name. A few moments later, Rupert came back to the mike.

"Alright!" he grinned. "Team names are in! We've got, in no particular order, the Blond Squad–" Cheers broke out at Kendra's table. "— The Major Players–" TheEarnestcast let out loud whoops and cheers, with George and Henry stomping their feet. " – The Quizengamot–" Amy let out a loud whoop while Rory and Spencer simply raised their glasses. " – Harry Potter and the Goblet of Beer–" Arthur's group let out a bunch of wild, frat-boy style yelling; Arthur, however, remained silent. " – Law and Auror–" Shannon, Brianna, Michael, and Jeff all whooped. " – Crookshanks for the Memories–" Grace and Mrs. Jeffries raised their glasses, Grace emitting a little whoop. " – Dead Sirius–" Most of the people seated at the bar cheered and clinked their glasses together. " – and last but not least, Expecto-Winno!" The church ladies who'd been judging Elsie all cheered, toasting their tankards and margarita glasses. "Alright, if someone from each team will come up and get the answer sheets and a pencil. . ."

A few minutes later, they were ready to begin. "Alright, everyone!" Rupert grinned. "A reminder, we play in three rounds with ten questions each round. You all have the option of doubling your score during the round of your choice. You can only do this once, so choose wisely. And now, if we're ready, question number one: What house was Harry sorted into during the Sorting Ceremony?"

As a general rule, the first round had relatively easy questions that anyone, from a die-hard to a casualHarry Potterfan, could answer. Some other questions included naming the three unforgiveable curses, what, exactly, an Auror did, and who killed Professor Dumbledore at the end of the sixth book. When the answers were read off, most everyone had gotten them all right, including the Major Players.

"Should we use the doubling option now?" Veronica asked.

Archie glanced around the room. "I think that's what everyone's doing now. I say we wait till a later round, when the questions get harder, to double."

Veronica seemed doubtful. "But is there a guarantee that we'll still be getting all the questions right in the later rounds?"

"If you let Alex answer them, yes." They were the first words spoken by Elsie all evening. Naturally, everyone stared at her. She flushed. "Well, it's true," she murmured.

Archie turned to Alex. "She right? You can answer the more difficult questions?"

Alex tried her best not to preen. "I am pretty good at remembering the more obscure references," she said modestly.

"Fair enough," Archie shrugged and as Rupert returned to the mike, he slid the paper and pencil across the table to her.

Round two was still rather easy, but slightly more difficult as well. Questions included what qualities Ravenclaw possessed, how Harry caught the Golden Snitch in his first Quidditch game, and the reason the Whomping Willow was planted. Alex didn't really need to be relied on to answer all the questions. Again, the Major Players got all of them right, but all decided not to double their points until the third and final round.

That was Alex's time to shine.

"Question one," Rupert began. "What is Nearly Headless Nick's full name?"

Several of the game players looked blank. The Blonde Squad all muttered together, all agreeing that the first part was definitely 'Sir Nicholas'. Over at the Quizengamot, Spencer and Rory looked equally puzzled. Amy was trying to do a surreptitious Google search on her phone, even though such a thing was banned during pub quizzes. By this point, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Beer had, as their name suggested, focused more on their liquor than the questions. Several of their members were completely and totally sh*t-faced. Two had already left. Only Arthur and a few others were left to try and puzzle the answer out. Law and Auror seemed to know the answer, as Jeff had confidently scribbled down an answer before the group's attention was diverted to the last few minutes ofEastEnders. Crookshanks for the Memories, Dead Sirius, and Expecto-Winno all seemed to be concentrating more on their food and drinks than a question they had no hope of answering without a contraband cell phone.

Not the case for the Major Players.

While the rest of the Major Players exchanged baffled looks, Alex merely smiled. "Please, Rupert," she muttered as she wrote out 'Sir Nicholas de Mimsy-Porpington'. "Challenge me."

"Question two! Harry, Ron, and Hermione help save the Sorcerer's Stone from being stolen. How old was its co-creator, Nicholas Flamel, when he decided to destroy it?"

William's face scrunched up. "He was over a thousand, wasn't he?"

"No. . ." Archie said slowly. "That doesn't sound right."

"’Cause it's not," Alex said. She wrote down the answer with a flourish.

George leaned over and examined the answer sheet. "Six hundred and sixty-five?"

Veronica raised an eyebrow. "Even if that's true, how could youpossiblyremember it?"

Alex took a sip of her sixth gin and tonic. "I remembered that it was so close to six hundred and sixty-six. 666. Always seemed funny to me J. K. didn't go for the obvious reference."

Before anyone else could question her, Rupert was at it again. "Question three! Monkshood and wolfsbane are the same plant, also known as what? I'll even give you lot a little hint. Ol' Snape quizzed Harry about this in his first potions class."

"Aw, crap," Henry groaned. "Harrydidn't even know the answer to that! How are we supposed to?"

Elsie grimaced. "Whenever I watch the movie, I always fast-forward over that part." She shrugged a little self-consciously. "Second-hand embarrassment."

"Don't worry, Elsie," Alex said as she wrote down 'aconite'. "As hot as Alan Rickman is, I do that too."

"Question four! Name every ingredient contained in Polyjuice Potion. Another little hint for you: there's seven of them."

"Polyjuice Potion." Elsie's brow furrowed. "That's the one that makes you tell the truth, right?"

Archie shook his head. "No, that's Veritaserum. Polyjuice is the one that turns you into someone else." He turned to Alex. "We know it requires a bit of DNA. Hair or something like that."

Alex wrote that down. "Yep. That's the easy one." To everyone's amazement, she continued writing.

Henry got up to peer over her shoulder. "Lacewing flies, leeches, powdered Bicorn horn, knotgrass, fluxweed, shredded Boomslang skin. . ." He shook his head. "You're a ruddy genius, Alex."

Tell that to the genius over at the Quizengamot,Alex thought with a smile. She glanced over at the group. Spencer, Amy, and Rory seemed to have mostly given up on the game; they were currently giving orders to Nicole Sullivan as she delivered them another round of drinks. Alex wondered if Spencer had read theHarry Potterbooks at all or if, like a lot of people, he had just seen the movies.

"Question five! Professor Dumbledore has a scar above his left knee that is a perfect map ofwhat?"

"Why can't these be multiple choice?" Veronica muttered.

Alex confidently wrote down 'the London Underground'.

"Question six! A bit of a two-parter here, folks. Where does Vernon Dursley workandwhat does the company produce?"

"I remember it makes drills," William mused. "The name escapes me though."

"Grunnings," Alex answered.

"Question seven! For Harry's seventeenth birthday, what color did Hermione turn the leaves of the Weasley's crabapple tree?"

"I suppose we can rule out green," Henry joked.

Alex chuckled. "Very true," she said as she wrote down 'gold'.

"Question eight! In the Hall of Prophecy, there are rows and rows of glowing orbs, all of which contain prophecies. Which row contains the prophecy about Harry and Voldemort?"

"The book actually specified arow?" William groaned.

Veronica shook her head. "I'm starting to think J. K. Rowling put a littletoomuch detail into the books."

"It's a reference." Alex tilted the paper to show Veronica '97'. "The year the firstHarry Potterwas published."

"Question nine! Second to last one, you guys! On the wall across from the entrance to the Room of Requirement, there is a tapestry showing a wizard trying to teach trolls ballet. What is the name of that wizard?"

"Melvin the Mad?" George suggested, only half-joking.

"Mark the Mental?" Henry grinned.

Archie, however, wasn't in a joking mood. His hazel eyes were firmly fixed on Alex. "The answer, Alex?"

She smiled broadly. "You were close, boys," she said to Henry and George. "It's Barnabus the Barmy."

"Final question, everyone!" Rupert cried. He bounced up and down, his ale threatening to slosh over the sides of his tankard. "I repeat, final question! If you haven't used your double the score option, now's the time to do it! Question ten. InDeathly Hallows, Potterwatch, the covert radio station operated by the Order of the Phoenix to report the truth about Voldemort and the ongoing Second Wizarding War, was set up. Each of the correspondents had a codename. One of those correspondents was Fred Weasley. So the question is. . . What was his codename on Potterwatch?"

None of the Major Players bothered saying anything. No complaints, no jokes. All eyes were on Alex as she tapped the pencil against her chin. After a few moments of this, she finally wrote something down. She then circled the double the score option at the bottom of the page.

Alex handed the page off to Archie. "I'm pretty sure everything on there's right."

He shot her one of his dazzling grins. "I have no doubt about it."

"Alright, everyone!" Rupert cheered once all the teams had submitted their final round sheets. "Here are the answers to the third-round questions. Question one, Nearly Headless Nick's full name is Sir Nicholas de Mimsy-Porpington. Question two, how old was Nicholas Flamel when he decided to destroy the Sorcerer's Stone? Answer: Six hundred and sixty-five. Question three, monkshood and wolfsbane are the same plant, also known as aconite. Question four, name every ingredient in Polyjuice Potion. Answer: lacewing flies, leeches, powdered Bicorn horn, knotgrass, fluxweed, shredded Boomslang skin, and a bit of the person you want to turn into. Question five, Professor Dumbledore has a scar above his left knee that is a perfect map of the London Underground. Question six, Vernon Dursley works at Grunnings, which produces drills. Question seven, for Harry's seventeenth birthday, Hermione turns the leaves of the Weasley's crabapple tree gold. Question eight, the row that contains the prophecy about Harry and Voldemort is row 97. Question nine, the name of the wizard featured in the tapestry hanging across from the Room of Requirement, trying to teach trolls ballet, is Barnabus the Barmy. And question ten, Fred Weasley's codename on Potterwatch was Rapier."

Throughout all this, there were scattered remnants of cheers and applause whenever a group got one of the questions right. The Blonde Squad cheered upon finding out they'd gotten Nearly Headless Nick's name right, what Dumbledore's scar was, and Vernon Dursley's occupation and firm name. The Quizengamot had gotten the prophecy row number right, but not much else. The rest of the teams were much the same, sometimes getting only one question right. More often than not though, they hadn't gotten any.

But the Major Players. . . They had gotten each and every answer right.

A boisterous cheer was led by Archie at every right answer, but the final question caused pure jubilation to break out. The cast sprang up, jumping up and down, hugging and cheering. Alex received far more hugs than anyone else. Archie even rushed around the table and scooped her up, swinging her around. It was rather jarring since Alex was used to only the Doctor making such a move, but she refused to let it bother her. She tightened her arms around Archie's neck and laughed as he spun her around in a circle, her heels nearly knocking off Expecto-Winno's margarita pitcher.

"Congratulations, Major Players!" Rupert boomed into the mike. "You have scored thirty out of thirty and are tonight's trivia winners! Your prize is a round of drinks on the house, plus half-off on your tab tonight. You also get some of these." He reached into a bowl beside him and held up a chocolate frog package, just like the dessert featured in the books and movies. "Some Harry Potter inspired chocolate frogs! The rest of tonight's teams will also receive complimentary chocolate."

Archie finally put Alex down. Stumbling slightly as she was set back on solid ground, Alex beamed at him. "Told you I was good at remembering the obscure references!"

"You did," Archie chuckled. "But I think you were being a tad modest."

Alex shrugged. "I was brought up not to brag. It's not ladylike."

"Oh, I don't think there's anything wrong with bragging about your special skills." Archie's gaze had suddenly turned intense. "You do have a lot of them after all."

Alex's brow furrowed. That . . . sounded rather flirtatious to her. And Archie was still looking at her so intently. . . His gaze was firmly locked on hers, his plain hazel eyes never wavering from her colorful ones. It was like he was trying to peer into her soul. Unlike the Doctor, though, Archie wasn't having much luck.

Before Alex could think of a reply, Henry called out, "I'm getting the free round of drinks!" He grinned as Veronica, William, and George cheered. "What's everyone having?"

"Get me another gin and tonic," Alex said. "I'll be right back." With a small smile at Archie, she weaved her way through the tables towards the ladies’ restroom.

After relieving herself of her previously consumed six G&T's, Alex lingered in front of the mirror. Was she reading too much into things? She'd thought that Archie was going to ask her out when he originally only wanted to ask her about auditioning for the play. She'd been mistaken then. Maybe that was the case now. Or. . . Maybe Archie had bided his time and was now planning to ask her out?

Alex shuddered. No. Not a chance. Had she never met the Doctor, she would be perfectly fine with Archie pursuing her, but not now. The Doctor had, rather unintentionally, ruined her for any other man. Simply no one else could compare. Her interactions with the Doctor compared to her interactions with other members of the male species was starting to prove Alex's theory that maybe, just maybe, she was only ever meant for the Doctor.

After fixing her lipstick and wiping away some smudged eye-liner, Alex stepped out of the bathroom . . . and right into Archie.

"Whoa, sorry!" Archie exclaimed as Alex nearly slammed into him. He reached out and steadied her. His fingertips ran over her bare shoulders, causing Alex to shudder, but not in a good way. Not that poor Archie realized this. Hie eyes, Alex noticed, became a touch brighter. "Didn't mean to act as a brick wall."

Alex forced a smile. "You're fine." She peered over his shoulder. The bar was about three feet thick, full of people getting one last drink before heading home. Henry was in the exact middle of it, none of the Major Players’ free drinks in sight. Over at their table, Veronica, George, and William were talking while Elsie sat by herself, swirling the last remnants of her pint around. The weight in Alex's stomach intensified. Forget rock. It was now more of a boulder.

And that wasn't counting her worries about Archie's feelings towards her. As Alex made to step aside, Archie blocked her path. "Sorry, Alex," he said, flushing, "but I need to ask you something. Is that okay?"

Alex bit back the urge to say 'technically, you just did ask me something'. Now was not the time for her sarcasm and dry wit. She crossed her arms and nodded. "Sure. What is it?"

Archie took a deep breath. His hand darted up to fiddle with his hair, messing up the product and causing several strands to flatten. His eyes, in a stark contrast to his nerves, remained focused on Alex. "So, um, to be honest, Alex, I've been wanting to ask you this for a while. Just never got up the courage until now."

Alex stiffened.Damn it!

Archie, too focused on getting his flustered thoughts out, didn't notice. "One of the reasons I was so hesitant was that we really didn't know each other that well. I mean, we talked and all, but mostly our relationship was confined to the library, you know?"

I wish you wouldn't use 'we' and 'relationship' in the same sentence,Alex thought. Out loud, she gave only a noncommittal, "Hmm."

"So, I figured, if we spent more time together, maybe that would help change things. That's why I asked you to audition forEarnest." Seeing Alex's jaw drop, Archie hastened to add, "Not the only reason! I meant what I said, Alex. You are a really great actress and frankly, this production couldn't do without you."

Well, that was a relief. At least Archie hadn't only asked her to be in the play just to get closer to her. If that had been the case, Alex probably would have dumped her free gin and tonic on his head and stormed out.

"And it did work!" Archie said brightly. "I mean, the getting to know you better part. I knew already how smart you were, and how pretty, but I never knew how devoted you were to acting, to your friends. You've managed to bring Elsie out of her shellsomuch, and you don't judge her for anything, which is more than I can say for most people in Leadworth. . ."

Vaguely, Alex was aware of Archie continuing, singing her praises. To any other girl, this would have been the most romantic moment ever. A guy admitting he wanted to spend time with you, so he asked you to help with a passion project of his, then giving you a rousing speech about all of your best qualities. . . It was the kind of thing Alex used to dream about in high school, her very own Prince Charming looking at and describing her as though she had hung the moon. For a long while, she'd thought she would never find it, that maybe she wasn't capable of receiving and reciprocating that kind of attention.

But now, with the Doctor, she had it. He didn't just look at and described her as though she'd hung the moon. He looked at and described her as though she had designed the whole universe itself. Alex smiled, remembering the Doctor's words to her.The one person who will constantly defend me, stick up for me, no matter what happens. The one person I'd do just about anything for. The most precious thing in the universe.

Unfortunately, Archie interpreted the smile differently. He let out a long sigh of relief, pleased that Alex seemed to be responding well to his romantic overtures. It had been a bit of a gamble, admittedly. As well as he thought he'd gotten to know Alex, there were still parts of her that seemed untouchable or even unknowable. It was like having only part of a map, bits and pieces of the whole missing. Archie wondered if Alex was like this with everyone. Surely not with Amy and Rory, but then, you never knew. And maybe, just maybe, if she was this distant and unreachable with everyone,hecould be the one to bridge the divide.

"So what do you say?" Alex's gaze, having drifted off into the distance in reminiscence, snapped back up. Her hearts pained at the hopeful look on Archie's face. He was such a good guy. Any girl would be lucky to have him. "Will you go out on a date with me?"

Alex took a deep breath. She smiled softly, hoping that would cushion the blow of her words. "I'm sorry, Archie, but no."

Archie's hopeful smile faltered. The light in his eyes dimmed. "No?"

Alex shook her head. "No. You see, I already have a boyfriend." She inwardly winced at the idea of calling the Doctor her 'boyfriend'. She really had to come up with another word. 'Boyfriend' didn't even begin to describe what he was to her, what hemeantto her. . .

Archie's brow furrowed. He hadn't heard of Alex dating anyone. Leadworth was a relatively small village, and the gossip mill would have alerted him to Alex dating. As far as he knew, Alex hadn't dated anyone in the village since arriving three years ago.

"Who is it?" he asked. "Can't be someone from here, or I would've heard." He paused, his brain suddenly making the connection. "Is it that Spencer person you've been with? Spencer Grayson?"

"No," Alex said flatly. "Spencer is afriend. Actually, he's helping out my boyfriend by staying here for the summer." Not a lie. Spencerwashelping the Doctor by staying in Leadworth to watch over her. "As for who he is. . ." She paused, her head tilted in thought. "Archie, were you at Amy and Rory's wedding reception?"

Archie blinked, clearly surprised by the unexpected question. "Uh, the wedding, yes," he said slowly. Where was Alex going with this? "I was at the reception for a little while, I went with Ronnie, but I had to leave right before all the speeches." His mouth twisted into a wry grimace. "Hay fever was already acting up and all the flowers weren't helping."

Alex nodded. For her, Amy and Rory's wedding day was mostly clouded by the Doctor's absence, then Amy remembering him back into existence, and then their incredible salsa dance. But now that Archie had brought it up, she could recall him looking resplendent in a white seersucker suit, sitting with Veronica and a few other members of the Leadworth Dramatic Society, sneezing loud enough to be heard over the band. Archie had left before Amy remembered the Doctor, but surely he would have heard all about the bizarre happening. Veronica would have told him, or some other member of the dramatic society, or anyone else who had been present that day.

"Okay, but I assume you heard all about what happened at the reception?" Alex eyed him significantly.

Archie immediately understood what she meant. He let out a slight uncomfortable cough, as a lot of people did when confronted by the fact that Amy's imaginary friend was real. "Um, yes, I did hear about the Doctor," he said quietly. Checking to make sure no one was around, he leaned in closer. "Ronnie was particularly torn up about it. I know she gave Amy a hard time about her imaginary friend when they were kids."

"I can just imagine," Alex murmured. Louder, she said, "Well, that's who I'm dating, Archie. The Doctor. And it's going really, really good." Against her efforts, her lips curled into a broad smile.

"I see." Archie looked only mildly disappointed, but not like he was going to pester Alex for more, as a lot of other men might have done. "Well," he said, adopting a sheepish smile and overly bright tone, "I had to try, right?"

Alex chuckled. "Iamflattered, Archie, really. I just can't."For more reasons than one,she thought, but didn't say. Archie would never understand that unique connection she had with the Doctor, how fated everything with him felt.

"It's alright, Alex. Really."

Alex smiled, suddenly realizing something. Just because things between Archie and Elsie tonight hadn't gone as she'd planned, that didn't mean she had to give up altogether. There was a silver lining in all of this, and it was standing right in front of her. "You know, Archie, if you're really looking to date someone, I may be able to help you."

"Oh?" Archie said, clearly skeptical. "Really?"

"Yep. What do you think of a certain dark, curly-haired member of our cast?"

To her delight, Archie's cheeks turned as red as his hair. "Um, well, uh, that is. . ."

"It's okay, Archie," Alex chuckled. "I think I have my answer anyway."

Archie blushed harder. "Is it that obvious?"

"To someone with an eye for these things, yes."

"Oh, Christ." Archie ran a hand through his hair, causing it to become even more disheveled and sticky-uppy than before. "I tried to deny it, because I was still attracted to you, but. . ."

"Heart wants what it wants." Alex smiled softly. "You should go for it, Archie. Elsie is already attracted to you, I know she is, and you two would be so good together."

Archie's gaze turned wistful. "If only," he muttered. "She's still hung up on Temple, for God knows what reason."

"But not for long, I think," Alex assured him. "She told me all about their relationship, if you can even call it that. The guy manipulated her bad, promised he was going to marry her."

Archie scowled. "I should've known," he said darkly. "That's how it always is with guys like him."

"Butyou'renot one of those guys," Alex persisted. She was getting close to Archie deciding to go for it, she could tell. He just needed a little more nudging in the right direction. . . "And you can show her that, Archie. Show her what a real man is. Someone who treats her right, doesn't sneak around, takes her out places where he can show her off, someone who actually gives a damn about her interests, someone who would encourage her writing. . ."

"She's a writer?" Archie asked. The light was starting to shine in his eyes again.

But before Alex could confirm, a shriek came from across the room.

The instincts Alex had gained from traveling with the Doctor ignited. Within a second, she was dashing across the pub, Archie hot on her heels. They pushed past the crowd still gathered around the bar, between half-full tables and chairs, until they were at the Major Players’ table.

There was no sign of Veronica, George, or William, but therewasElsie. She was now standing behind her chair, all but cowering against the wall as a red-faced Gretchen Temple loomed over her. The shriek had been Elsie's and it had come about because Mrs. Temple had just dumped Elsie's free pale ale on top of her head. But that was all she'd been able to do. Spencer was now right behind her, holding her hands behind her back.

"What the hell's going on here?!" Alex demanded as she reached the table.

Mrs. Temple didn't answer. All her focus was on the pale, wet Elsie. "I cannotbelieveyou had the nerve to show your face in MY PUB!" she roared, straining against Spencer's hold. "You just HAD to lord it in my face, didn't you?!"

By this point, Alex had rounded the table. Shoving Mrs. Temple aside with her hip, she put herself in front of Elsie. Archie moved around her and put a protective arm around Elsie. Elsie, wild-eyed and shaking, leaned back into him.

Had Alex noticed this, she would have been ecstatic. Right now, however, all she felt was rage. HowdareMrs. Temple attack Elsie! Honestly, she was a grown woman, not a teenager. Her dark green eyes narrowed at Mrs. Temple, and she was pleased to see the woman flinch back. She knew the exact effect her eyes had on people. It was a skill she had been practicing for years and, as they said, practice makes perfect.

"How dare you," Alex said in a low hiss. Combined with her dark, narrowed eyes, she rather resembled a deadly cobra, toying with its prey before it pounced. "How dare you attack a young woman having a good night out with friends."

Gretchen Temple glared, first at Alex, then at Elsie. It was not a good look for her face but then again, nothing really was. It could not be said that Gretchen was a beautiful woman. Alex would have described her as 'homely'. Her hair was a dark brown cut into a frizzy pageboy. Her facial features were slightly lopsided and rather looked as though they had belonged to separate people but had been gathered up and placed on this face without care for symmetry and order. Her only redeeming feature was her eyes, an almond-shaped pale green. They were very striking eyes and regrettably, they were the only striking thing about Gretchen Temple. Alex knew it was unkind, but she could see why Edward Temple would have pursued and romanced Elsie in favor of his wife.

"Thatyoung woman," Gretchen spat, "is nothing but a homewrecking whor*!"

Alex felt more than saw Elsie flinch.

Gretchen strained against Spencer, but he wasn't having it. His grip simply tightened on her hands, and he inserted a leg between hers. It was a move Alex had seen her middle and high school principals use to hold students back whenever they got into a fight. It was a great move to keep Gretchen from physically attacking Elsie. Unfortunately, it did nothing to stop her mouth. "She stole Edward from me! All that eye-batting and short skirts, looking like a tramp!"

"That's enough!" Alex snapped.

"And besides," Archie said coolly, "if I were you, I'd remember that Edward participated in the affair. He wasn't some drugged victim."

"Precisely," Alex said. She crossed her arms and stared Gretchen down. "And either way, it's no excuse to dump a drink on her!"

"Actually," Spencer broke in, "that would be grounds for assault charges."

Gretchen stiffened.

Alex gave her a cruel smile before glancing over her shoulder at Elsie. "Elsie, would you like to press charges against this woman? There are plenty of witnesses who will say she attacked you unprovoked." The room, which had fallen silent at the moment of Gretchen's attack, slowly started stirring to life again. Kendra, Leslie, and their friends at the Blonde Squad table let out cheers of support. Amy and Rory clapped, along with Arthur and a few of his friends, as well as Shannon, Brianna, Michael, and Jeff. Grace even started to let out a supportive cheer but was silenced by her mother putting a firm hand on her shoulder. Still, that didn't stop Grace from eyeing Gretchen with disdain and giving Elsie a small, apologetic smile.

Elsie, for her part, simply looked as though she wanted to run home and hide under the covers. Her eyes were like a deer's in headlights, her hair limp and soggy, while her shirt and jeans clung to her, reeking of ale. She eyed Gretchen warily. Alex had no doubt she was weighing the pros and cons of pressing charges. Finally, Elsie shook her head. "No," she said softly. "I won't press charges."

Alex sighed. She couldn't say she was surprised by Elsie's decision, but she was disappointed. She'd been hoping Elsie would at least say 'I'll have to think about it'. It's what Alex would have done. Gretchen Temple should have been made to sweat, to worry about how an assault charge would dampen the perfectly clean-cut image she'd been striving to maintain, even in light of an ongoing divorce. She should have had to think about how she would explain such a charge to her son. Jimmy Temple should have looked his mother in the eye and asked why she had dumped a pint of ale over a young woman minding her own business.

"Well, then," Spencer said, loosening his grip on Gretchen. He gave her a cool look as she whirled around, anger in her eyes. "I would suggest, Mrs. Temple, that you go back to serving your customers instead of attacking them."

Gretchen glared at him for a few moments, but ultimately slunk off back towards the bar, shoulders slumped in defeat.

After a few silent, awkward moments, conversation slowly built back up. Everyone became occupied with finishing their food, settling their tab, or acquiring one last drink before going home. Soon, only a few eyes remained on Elsie.

Nicole Sullivan slipped out from behind the bar and headed towards Elsie. In her hands was a fresh pint of pale ale. "Here, Elsie," she said softly. "On the house."

Elsie sniffled. "Thanks, Nicole, but I think I might have to take that to-go."

Nicole nodded. "Of course. Let me grab you a cup."

As Nicole rushed off, Veronica, George, William, and Henry rushed up. "Oh my God, Elsie, are you okay?" Veronica asked frantically. She was holding a bunch of bar napkins and immediately set to applying them to Elsie's ale-soaked hair. So focused on her task, she completely missed Archie and Alex's exchanged looks of shock. "I can't believe she did that! I always thought Gretchen Temple had a major stick up her arse, that she was too high-class for something like that."

"Apparently, appearances are deceiving," Archie muttered with a dark look towards Gretchen.

George shook his head. "Elsie, you didn't do anything wrong. Don't give her a second thought."

"George is right," William agreed. "She's just bitter and taking it out on you instead of her twat of a husband."

Henry peered around the bar. "Speaking of, whereisEdward Temple? He hasn't missed a trivia night ever, even with the divorce proceedings."

Elsie took a napkin from Veronica and started dabbing at her shirt. "With Jimmy at his parents' place in Gloucester," she said dully. To everyone's credit, no one asked her how she knew this. After a few more moments spent dabbing at her shirt, Elsie sighed and flung the napkin to the tabletop. "Look, I hate to bring the party down, but I'd really like to go home."

"Of course," Alex murmured. "Let me settle my tab and I'll walk you back."

"I'll go with you," Archie volunteered.

Leaving Elsie in the cast's capable hands, Alex headed towards the bar. By this point, it was significantly less packed than it had been a few minutes prior. All the stools were still full though, their occupants glued to the TVs. There wasn't very much talking going on; Mrs. Temple was behind the bar, aggressively wiping glasses, and no one wanted to risk setting her off again by discussing her attack on Elsie.

Leaning against the bar were Amy and Rory, waiting for Rupert to pull up their tab. Amy darted towards Alex the moment she came up. "Oh. My.God," Amy hissed. "I can'tbelievethat actually happened!" There was no need to ask what 'that' referred to.

Alex ran a hand through her hair. "Yeah, me neither."

"I would never have pictured Gretchen going allTrainspottingon anyone. I can't believe she just snapped!" Amy glanced over at Elsie, still getting wiped down by Veronica. "What the. . ."

Rory came up beside her. "Is that Veronica Stackmore helping Elsie dry off?" he asked incredulously.

"Yep," Alex nodded. "Shocked me, too. I guess she has hidden depths."

"Apparentlyveryhidden," Amy said dryly. "She certainly gave no hint of having such depths when we were in school."

"Isn't she hung up on Archie?" Rory asked.

"Not anymore," Alex said. "She's been getting very close to Henry."

Amy snorted. "Good luck, Henry."

At that moment, Spencer came up. "Hey." He nodded at Amy and Rory as he said this, but he was primarily looking at Alex. "Are you getting ready to go?"

"Yeah, just as soon as I pay my tab. I was going to walk Elsie home with Archie."

Spencer nodded. "No problem. I'll walk with you."

"Spencer, you really don't have to," Alex said gently. "I mean, you're probably tired and all. . ."

Spencer shook his head. "No, really, it's no trouble." He glanced around quickly before dropping his voice. "Besides, gives me an excuse to get away from Kendra."

Amy and Rory snickered while Alex smirked. Over the past few days, her assistant's unrequited attempts at flirting with her new bodyguard had provided Alex with plenty of on-the-job entertainment. "Oh?" she said, raising an eyebrow. "Kendra's flirting not reciprocated?"

Spencer shuddered. "God, no. I never knew someone could be so aggressive in, in . . . flirtingbefore."

Alex took in his wide, bewildered eyes. It was a look that indicated he hadn't had much experience in unrequited flirting. Realization hit her. "Spencer, um, don't take this the wrong way but, er, have you ever. . ."

"No." Spencer gave what appeared to be a nonchalant shrug, but Alex could see the tenseness in it and how his cheeks were starting to flush. "I mean," he continued, his voice getting slightly higher as he started to ramble, "I was a twelve-year-old genius in high school. Girls my age thought I was weird because I liked watchingJeopardyinstead of the Disney Channel and girls I went to school with thought I was 'cute' at best and if they did show interest in me, it was mainly to get homework tips. Not to mention, their boyfriends spent a lot of time shoving me into lockers and the occasional dumpster—"

"Okay!" Alex exclaimed. She put up a hand. "I get it." Frowning at the bullying her friend had to face, she said in a soft and sympathetic voice, "That's pretty rough, Spencer."

He shrugged, this time without the false confidence. "That's just life, I guess."

"So why not give it a whirl with Kendra?"

Spencer wrinkled his nose. "She's just . . . she's not my type really. I mean, I've watched her the last few days at the library with you, Alex, and she's. . ." He trailed off, suddenly embarrassed. "Well, it's just she's. . ."

"Dumber than a sack of hammers," Amy cut in. She patted him on the shoulder. "It's okay, Spencer. We understand."

"She does likeHarry Potterthough," Alex remarked. "There's a point in her favor."

Amy shot Spencer a dry look. "Considering our resident genius didn't know why the Whomping Willow was planted, I'm going to say that's not a selling point."

Spencer rolled his eyes. "I told you, I was a weird kid! Reading about the mechanics of a computer was fun to me!"

Alex patted him on the arm. "Don't worry, I'll get Kendra to lay off you."

Spencer gave her a quick grateful look before abruptly turning shrewd. "Speaking of unwanted suitors. . ." He smirked down at Alex, blue eyes sparkling in amusem*nt. "Why did Archie corner you by the bathrooms? He practically ran over there after you walked off on him. For a moment, I thought he was going to follow you into the ladies room."

Alex rolled her eyes. "Alright, alright, quit crowing," she grumbled. "Despite all my attempts to prevent it, Archie asked me out."

Amy and Rory's jaws dropped. "What did you say?" Rory demanded at the same time Amy cried, "Did you tell him about the Doctor?"

"I said no, of course!" Alex cried, giving Rory a look. "And of course I told him about the Doctor, Ames. I kind of had to when I told him I couldn't go out with him because I had a boyfriend." Once again, she inwardly cringed at the word. What the hell could she call the Doctor?

"How'd he take it?" Spencer asked. He'd been keeping a close eye on the conversation, just in case Archie turned out to be the kind of man who didn't handle rejection well. It was why he'd completely missed Mrs. Temple slipping out from behind the bar and heading towards the Major Players' table.

"Pretty well. Disappointed, but he didn't try to get me to change my mind." That was more than Alex could say about guys in the past. "Actually," she grinned, "he forgot all about me when I told him his feelings for Elsie were reciprocated."

Rory chuckled. "Matchmaking again, Alex?"

Alex gave a nonchalant shrug that fooled nobody. "Well, if the shoe fits. Besides, Archie and Elsie would be good together, don't you think?"

"She'd certainly be better off with him than Temple," Amy agreed. "But enough about Archie and Elise." Her light brown eyes twinkled in delight, her lips quirking into an amused smirk. "What I want to know is . . . are you gonna tell the Doctor someone tried to move in on his girl?"

Alex's eyes widened. Oh crap. She'd completely forgotten aboutthat. . .

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

July 10th, 2011

At first, it seemed the Doctor's reaction to someone 'moving in on his girl' was rather tame.

Tootame, in Alex's opinion. He'd been eerily calm on the phone as she related a word-for-word recount of Archie's attempt to ask her out, only getting animated when she told him about Gretchen's attack on Elsie. He'd become surprisingly protective of the girl, considering he'd never met her. Still, it made Alex smile and dismiss his strangely blasé attitude towards Archie.

She really should have known better. But to be fair, she hadn't expected the Doctor to pull a move likethis.

Archie let out a loud sneeze. By Alex's count, it was the tenth one he'd made since entering the library. "Alex, I think your boyfriend is trying to kill me.Ach-hoo!"

Spencer moved a vase a little further away from Archie. "I think he might be right, Alex. This is pretty devious."

Alex winced. Any other time, she would have defended the Doctor's actions until she was blue in the face. But in this case, Archie and Spencer were right. The Doctor's tacticswerea bit below the belt, at least as far as Archie was concerned.

Starting right when the library opened yesterday morning, exquisite bouquets of red roses had arrived every hour on the hour. Each bouquet was a bit unique, not one resembling another. Some were low bouquets in squat vases, barely higher than a small hardback. Others were in tall, straight-lined vases, the roses the size of dinner plates. Some bouquets contained bits of Queen Anne's lace, some with Shetland's Mouse-ear, a native flower of Scotland, and others with Mexican sunflowers. The first bouquet to arrive had included a note from the Doctor suggesting Alex Google each of the flowers and their symbolic meanings as they arrived.

Red roses, obviously, signified passion, true love, and romance. Alex already knew that.

Queen Anne's lace, it transpired, symbolized sanctuary. That made a certain amount of sense. Alex considered the Doctor one of her safe places. No matter how many enemies tried to threaten her, she always felt safe when he was right by her side, shielding her from harm. But she hadn’t realized he considered her a sanctuary as well. It was a lovely thing to realize.

Shetland's Mouse-ear didn't have an obvious symbolic meaning, but Alex suspected they were meant to represent her Scottish heritage. She hadn't realized the Doctor knew how highly she valued that bit of heritage, as it was one of the few things she had to connect her with her mother.

The Mexican sunflowers had a double meaning. Like Shetland's Mouse-ear, they symbolized her Mexican heritage. Alex refused to think of Carla, preferring to focus on her dad and his half-English, half-Mexican ancestry. Alex couldn't recall her father speaking Spanish, but that didn't mean that he hadn't acknowledged his heritage somehow. The traditional florio-graphical meaning was faith, loyalty, and admiration.

Reading those symbolisms, knowing they were qualities the Doctor saw in her, made Alex's cheeks, already flushed with embarrassment, flush even further. Those particular blushes she didn't really mind though.

However, it was only when Archie came into the library near closing time to return some books that Alex realized the Doctor's romantic gesture had an ulterior motive. She'd told him that Archie had hay fever and that it could be triggered by just about anything, from a high pollen count to being around flowers. Archie's yard was the only one in Leadworth that didn't have some kind of flower in it.

By the time Archie came in, the circulation desk was about two feet deep in flowers. Less than a minute after coming within spitting distance of the desk, Archie was sneezing up a storm, his eyes rapidly turning red and swollen.

He couldn't get near Alex if there were a bunch of flowers – flowers from herboyfriend– in the way. Those vases full of roses, Queen Anne's lace, Shetland's Mouse-ear, and Mexican sunflowers doubled as a beautiful, heavily perfumed brick wall.

Truly, it was an underhanded tactic. Alex was simultaneously impressed and livid.

Archie had fled without browsing for new books, sneezing all the way out the door. Today, while he was physically in the library, he was hovering by the front door, unwilling to step any further across the threshold. Despite the huge distance though, he was still sneezing at regular intervals. His eyes, at least, were clear.

Alex sighed as Archie let out his twelfth, then thirteenth sneeze. "I'm sorry, Archie. The Doctor's just . . . territorial."

Amy, leaning against the desk, played with a slightly droopy Mexican sunflower. "If he were a cat," she smirked, "I'd say he wasdefinitelytrying to mark his territory here."

Archie, to his credit, chuckled. "Can't say I blame him," he said with a nod to Alex. "There's a reason I had a crush on her."

Spencer raised an eyebrow. "Had? Definitely past tense then?"

Archie smiled ruefully. While he was still somewhat suspicious of Spencer's reasons for visiting Leadworth and constantly hanging around Alex, he had no doubt the man had Alex's best interests at heart. "Had," he repeated, softly but firmly.

Alex smiled. A small part of it was because of Archie's reaffirmation that he no longer had romantic inclinations towards her, but the majority was because she knew just who those inclinations were now focused on. Her smile only widened when Archie asked, "You sure she'll be there, Alex?" His voice had a slight trembling to it, his brow furrowed with concern.

Alex stepped out from behind the flower wall and over to Archie. She placed a reassuring hand on his shoulder. "Positive," she said. "I checked with her before church this morning."

'Her', of course, meant Elsie. After the ale-dumping incident Friday night, Elsie had largely kept to herself. She'd called in sick to work yesterday and even though her books were due, she hadn't come to the library. Alex had gone ahead and renewed them. Elsie had bigger things to think about than library fines.

But just because things hadn't gone according to plan at trivia night didn't mean Alex was going to give up. Far from it. If anything, she was more determined than ever. Archie had confirmed he was interested in Elsie. Elsie had confirmed she was interested in Archie. She just needed a little bit of careful shoving in his direction. Alex knew Elsie was still under Edward Temple's spell, even if said spell was starting to dissipate. Hopefully, with her help, that spell would dissipate even more until Elsie finally realized she deserved to be with a man that didn't give her false promises, who treated her with respect, decency, and love.

Today was Plan B. The Queen's Garters pub team was playing a Sunday league game. Such matches were always big events, with most of the village turning out to watch and cheer on their hometown team. Elsie surely wouldn't miss a match, particularly if Archie was playing. Alex was hoping that she could orchestrate a meeting between the two after the game. This time, however, she had more than just Elsie as a co-conspirator. Spencer, Archie, Amy, and Rory had all eagerly volunteered to help Alex's scheme come to fruition.

They had all attended church that morning, though it hadn't been planned. Archie had gone with his parents, as usual, and Alex was attending her normal once-a-month service. Spencer, naturally, had accompanied her. Alex knew he hadn't enjoyed it though. At various intervals during the sermon, she'd caught Spencer rolling his eyes or suppressing a sigh. Alex, admittedly, had started doing much the same during Reverend Jeffries' sermons since his horrible Jezebel-themed one last month, but not to Spencer's extent. Considering his high IQ and his job at UNIT, Alex suspected he was a firm atheist. Amy and Rory had also tagged along, even though Augustus and Tabetha had skipped today's service.

Mels, thankfully, had also decided to skip. Alex had no idea where she was today, nor did she really care. The further away Mels was from her, the better.

Now, while Rory headed on to the school to stake out good seats (something that always went fast on game days), Alex, Amy, Spencer, and Archie were at the library regrouping. Although, considering Archie's reaction to the Doctor's 'romantic gift', Alex was regretting not meeting elsewhere.

Letting out his fourteenth sneeze, Archie stepped a little closer to the door. "So, what did you have in mind, Alex?" he asked, rubbing at his itchy eyes.

Seeing the action, Alex decided to rush this little powwow. "Basically, we just need to make sure you and Elsie get a chance to talk after the game." Her chocolate brown eyes twinkled. "Oh, and that you win. Not a requirement, but it would be a nice bonus."

"Particularly if you make quite a few goals," Amy added.

Archie grinned. This would be no problem for him. He currently led the team in goals. "Leave it to me."

Alex beamed. "Great! Now let's go see some soccer!"

Amy and Archie rolled their eyes, as they’d done all morning whenever Alex used the American colloquialism. "Football, Alex!"

And as she had all morning, Alex ignored them.

~ The Pros and Cons of Silence ~

Alex carefully trekked across the slightly damp grass towards the bleachers. In hindsight, wearing open-toed sandals had been a bad idea. They were perfect for church, not so much for walking across a soccer field. At the very least, she should have made a pit stop at home and changed.Too late now though,she thought with a wry grimace.

Her ill-conceived shoes, a pair of turquoise open-toed heels, were paired with a sleeveless white polka-dot blouse, a pair of faded jeans, Amy's turquoise earrings, and a blue and white enamel bracelet. Overall, much more casual than Alex would usually dress for church, but soccer games weren't really a formal affair.

It was the perfect day for a soccer game. The sun was shining high in the cloudless sky. A light breeze ran across the field, preventing the eighty-five-degree heat from becoming too overwhelming. A good thing too, since the field was so crowded. Alex spotted almost all of Leadworth packed onto the bleachers or on blankets and chairs at the sidelines. Truly, game days were a village affair.

Spencer, already having shed his tie in the car, pushed up the sleeves of his white dress shirt. "Jesus," he said, gaping at the crowd.

Amy, bringing up the rear, chuckled. "Yeah," she said, sliding a pair of sunglasses on. "We have few big events around here. Game days, even the local pub league, are a pretty big deal."

Spencer hummed noncommittally. He wasn't so much intimidated by the size of the crowd as to the opportunities present. In a crowd this size, any Kovarian cohorts would blend right in. They would practically be invisible (literally if any possible spies were actual Silence). Someone could be watching Alex right now and he would have no idea.

Not that Spencer said any of this. Alex hadn't expressed any anxiety about Kovarian and the Silence in days. Her focus was completely on Archie and Elsie. Spencer wasn't going to ruin it for her, not when she was relaxed and enjoying herself as though she were any other girl in the world. He knew that had been the Doctor's ulterior motive in sending Alex a bodyguard; getting someone else to worry about potential threats and gaslighting so Alex could relax and continue to heal from everything she'd gone through at Demons Run.

Those thoughts in mind, Spencer settled down on the section of bleachers Rory had snagged and slid on his sunglasses. The thick black lenses would disguise the fact that he wasn't watching the game, but the spectators. Their seats weren't what Spencer would have chosen (right up front instead of the very back) but he would make do. He had with much less many,manytimes before.

Rory greeted Amy with a kiss and Alex by ruffling her hair. "Who're we playing today?" he asked as Amy settled down beside him.

Amy pursed her lips in thought. "Uh . . . some team from Colchester, I think."

"The Kings Arms," a new voice piped up. The group spun round to see Elsie sitting in the row behind them. As usual, she was dressed prettily in a white sundress, white sneakers, and oversized black sunglasses. Her black curls were piled into a knot on her head, exposing her long, slender throat. She smiled softly. "It's on the schedule posted in the front window of the pub."

I hope she only knows that from looking in the window and not from going there to meet Temple,Alex thought. Then, Elsie's words registered. "Wait, theKings Arms? You're sure?"

Elsie nodded. "Positive."

Rory looked at Alex. "You know them?"

Instead of responding, Alex turned to scan the field. The Queen's Garters team, clad in white jerseys withQueen's Gartersprinted on the back, were on the left side of the field, huddled around team captain, Drew Hastings. But on the right side were a bunch of men in familiar blue jerseys. One player in particular caught her eye.

"Craig!" Alex sprang out of her seat. "We're playing Craig's team!"

Rory stared at her. "Craig?" he said blankly.

Amy, however, was quick to catch up. "Oh,Craig! He's the one you and the Doctor stayed with while I was stuck—" Suddenly remembering that Elsie was behind her, listening intently, Amy hurriedly cut herself off. “Doing . . . something," she muttered.

Alex nodded. "Yeah, he was. I'm gonna go see if I can catch a quick word with him before the game starts."

Spencer hurriedly stood. "Wait for me!"

By the time Alex and Spencer made their way off the bleachers, the Kings Arms had broken off into little groups, drinking water or Gatorade and discussing plans for after the game. Craig was in one such group, talking with a player Alex vaguely recognized from her last time encountering the pub team. In her defense, she'd been mainly focused on the Doctor, making sure he blended in as much as possible.

And watching him kick butt at soccer. That was seriously impressive.

Alex carefully positioned herself behind Craig, waiting for a good moment to interrupt. The opportunity came quicker than she thought. ". . .just hope we can make a decent effort," Craig was saying to his teammate. "This lot are in the top five of the league."

"Well, if you had a certain Doctor on hand, I think you'd stand a pretty good chance." Alex snickered as Craig spun around. His eyes widened and his jaw dropped, but a smile was quick to replace it.

"Alex!" he beamed. He rushed forwards and enveloped her in a hug. Pulling back, he took her in. Alex seemed slightly different than the last time he'd seen her. Oh, physically she was much the same. Same brown-blonde hair, same height, same color-changing eyes (right now they were going from light brown to dark), same everything really. But something in her demeanor had shifted. There was a bit of wariness in her eyes, a tenseness to her posture. Her eyes, while still changing color every second, seemed a bit harder, a lot . . . wiser. It rather reminded Craig of the Doctor, someone who looked so young but at the same time had seen and experienced things mere humans like him could never imagine.

He wondered what Alex had seen, experienced, to make her that much more like the Doctor. Somehow, Craig got the impression it wasn't anything good.

But he refrained from saying anything right now. Alex, one of the people who had helped turn his life around, was here! InLeadworth, a village he hadn't even heard of until a few weeks ago, of all places. "What are you doing here?"

"It's where I live, when I'm not with the Doctor."

"So he's not here?"

Alex shook her head. "I'm afraid not. He's a bit busy at the moment." Then, before Craig could ask for any specifics, Alex hurriedly turned him towards Spencer. The latter was standing just a few feet behind her. With his arms crossed over his chest and his black sunglasses blocking any glimpse of his eyes, Spencer resembled the poster-boy for a government agency. Or a really fearsome bodyguard. "Craig, this is Dr. Spencer Grayson. He's a friend staying with me for the summer. Spencer, this is Craig Owens. He's a friend of mine and the Doctor's."

In the time it took Craig to stick out his hand, Spencer had assessed him for any possible threat he could pose to Alex. He found none. Therefore, he offered Craig a genuine smile as he shook his hand. "Just Spencer, please. Nice to meet you, Craig."

"Likewise." Craig glanced around at his teammates, making sure no one was within earshot, before saying, "You, uh, know the Doctor?"

"Never actually met him," Spencer admitted. "But I am a big fan."

Craig's brow furrowed. What exactly did that mean? Before he could ask though, Alex was wondering, "Where's Sophie?" She peered around the field, but in the packed crowd, it was hard spotting one particular blonde.

Craig smiled brightly. "Oh, she's already up in the stands with Melina. Don't worry. After the game, I'll grab her."

At that moment, the referee, the secondary school's music teacher, Mr. Carris, blew his whistle. Immediately, every player's attention was on the field.

Craig shot Alex and Spencer an apologetic smile. "Sorry, guys, I gotta go."

"Good luck!" Alex called.

"He seems nice," Spencer remarked as they walked back towards the bleachers.

"He is," Alex agreed.

"How exactly did you and the Doctor meet him?"

Alex paused in front of the concessions stand. No one save the cashier was around and the cashier was far more interested in her phone than them. "Well, last year, the TARDIS landed in Colchester, which wasn't where we had planned on going. . ."

Alex quickly recounted her and the Doctor's adventure with Craig. Throughout her tale, Spencer noted she was quite cheerful, looking back on the adventure with fond nostalgia. However, upon reaching the part where they entered the alien spaceship, her expression froze. "Oh, God," she gasped.

"What?" Spencer asked, alarmed. Was there some traumatic element to this story Alex hadn't recalled until right now? "What's wrong?"

Alex's voice was faint. "I'd forgotten. That ship posing as the second floor. . . It was a Silence ship."

Spencer mentally swore. Just like that, Alex was frightened and anxious. Her skin was pale beneath her summer tan and her honey-colored irises had gone dark in remembrance.

Despite the heat she could faintly feel on her bare arms, Alex shivered. She had indirectly encountered the Silence ages before she'd been made properly aware of them. While she tried to remind herself that the crew of that spaceship had been dead long before she and the Doctor arrived, Alex still couldn't keep her thoughts from spiraling. Was it a coincidence that the Silence ship had settled there? Had they been hoping to somehow find her and take her in Colchester? Or maybe Colchester was just a base of operations? Colchester was only about a three-hour drive from Leadworth. It wasn't completely outside the realm of possibility that they had made their base at the first building they could find, hoping to either work their way closer to Leadworth or travel to Leadworth in the hopes of getting her. . .

Suddenly, someone was shaking her. Alex blinked and saw Spencer standing protectively beside her, one hand shaking her by the shoulder. "You're okay," he said softly. "It's okay, you're safe."

Alex desperately wanted to believe him. But it was far easier said than done. "You're sure?" Her voice was small and timid, like that of a scared child's.

It made Spencer's heart break. He had already become greatly fond of Alex, saw her not just as an assignment, but a friend. "Yes," he swore. He gestured down to his left pant leg. When Alex looked down, he pulled part of the leg up. Strapped to his ankle was a little black pistol. He smiled wryly at Alex's shocked expression. Evidently, she hadn't expected him to be armed. "Trust me," he said when Alex's gaze went back to his face. "No one, Silent or otherwise, is going to harm you while I'm here."

His words had the desired effect. Alex's tense shoulders relaxed, and her skin started to regain some color. "Thank you," she smiled. She watched Spencer drop his pant leg, covering the ankle holster once more. Her smile faltered slightly. "Have you had that on ever since I met you?"

Spencer nodded. "Chief Stewart thought it best in case any Silence turned up. I don't typically wear one though. I'm first and foremost a scientist." He smiled, recalling his boss's motto. "'Science leads'. That's what Chief Stewart always says."

Alex matched his smile back. "Good motto." Still, she couldn't stop her eyes from going back down to Spencer's left pant leg.

Noticing this, Spencer chewed the inside of his cheek. There was a reason he hadn't told Alex he was packing. The Doctor's stance on guns and weapons of any kind had been made very clear in multiple UNIT files. It was only natural that his companions and, in Alex's case, his girlfriend, would have much the same viewpoint. "Does it bother you that I'm carrying?" he asked in a low voice.

Alex was silent for a few moments, considering it. Finally, she said, "If my life hadn't just been drastically altered and if I wasn't possibly under threat? It would. But now?" She let out a long sigh. "Honestly, I'm relieved you're packing. Makes me feel safer, weirdly enough." She grimaced, remembering her failed attempts at escaping the Silence before. "At least someone can do something if one of those things shows up to kidnap me again."

"Not true." Spencer led her out of the shadow of the concessions building and into the sunlight. On the field, the Kings Arms and the Queen's Garters were conducting a coin toss, but neither Spencer nor Alex paid them any attention. Spencer's eyes suddenly appeared more gray than blue, less of a cloudy sky at the beach and more of a storm rolling across the water. "There's plenty of ways to defend yourself, Alex. I can teach you, if you'd like."

"Really?" Alex asked hopefully. During her two weeks recuperating on the TARDIS, the Doctor had mentioned teaching her self-defense. If it hadn't been for her physical condition at the time, Alex had no doubt he would have taught her some basic maneuvers. She was sure once the Doctor returned at the end of the summer, he would teach her some things, but right now, she was rather desperate for some knowledge.

"Absolutely." Spencer took in her small frame. The files had mentioned Alex had been a bit underweight when she was rescued from Demons Run, but she seemed physically fit now. "We'll work it in somehow over the next few days. Deal?"

Alex beamed. "Deal."

"Great." Spencer glanced out at the field. The Kings Arms had apparently won the coin toss as one of their players was preparing to kick off. "Now, let's get back to the stands." He shot Alex a grin. "Gotta make sure your plan for Archie and Elsie goes off alright this time, right?"

Alex nodded firmly. The reminder of why she was here in the first place pushed any lingering fears and worries to the back of her mind. She could deal with them later, preferably over a long phone call with the Doctor. Right now, Archie and Elsie were the priority. "Right."

Back in the bleachers, Amy and Rory barely noticed when Spencer and Alex rejoined them. They were completely focused on the game. "Oh, come on!" Rory shouted as a Kings Arms player stole the ball right out from under Henry's heels. A split second later, a collective groan rang out across the field when the Kings Arms made the first goal of the game.

"Come on, guys!" Amy shouted, cupping her hands around her mouth in a makeshift megaphone. "Pick it up!"

Spencer gave them a strange look. "Are they always like this in games?"

"Unfortunately," Alex sighed. "They even get like this over Eurovision."

Behind them, Elsie let out a whoop. Archie had stolen the ball from Craig and was making a fast dash for the goal. "Come on, Archie!" she cheered. "You can do it!"

Alex couldn't say whether Archie heard her or not. But he did make the goal. The Leadworth residents cheered, Rory and Amy let out loud whoops, Alex and Spencer clapped, and Elsie jumped up and down. "That's it, Archie!" she cried. "Keep it up!"

Alex and Spencer exchanged conspiratorial grins.So far, so good,Alex thought.

By halftime, the Kings Arms and the Queen's Garters were tied 1-1. Alex had seen enough Sunday league games to know that they typically ended in ties, but she was hoping that today might be different. Her plan mostly hinged on Archie impressing Elsie with his skills. What girl didn't like a guy who was athletic and made a ton of points in games, but especially one who helped his team win?

Also, not that Alex didn't support Craig, but it would be nice to see her adopted home team win. She could be a fangirl, too.

Spencer, in contrast, really couldn't tell you who was up, which team was more talented, or even what number jersey Archie wore. He was far more focused on the crowd. With his eidetic memory, he could immediately identify which people were residents and which ones had come from out of town to support the Kings Arms. There was only a handful of the latter, mostly made up of young women who were presumably either related or involved with different members of the opposing team. As always, he had his Sharpie around his neck. Every so often, he would glance down at his arms for tally marks. There were never any. It seemed that there weren't any Silence spies in the crowd today, though that didn't make Spencer relax in the slightest.

If anything, the complete radio silence since the photo incident left him rather worried. Why would someone do such an obvious, attention-getting action like that and then go completely quiet? Spencer had seen the photo, had noticed the rage that had gone into making those marks. He was convinced it wasn't some harmless prank, something a mischievous teenager had done. No, it had been a very deliberate act, something to yank Alex's chain, make her sit up and pay attention. That photo keying had been a warning:I'm watching you. I don't like your boyfriend and you are going to know this, whether you like it or not.

Perhaps this radio silence is intentional,he mused. It could be designed to make Alex paranoid or even to make her relaxed enough to drop her guard.

Whatever the motive, this waiting period left Spencer rather frustrated. As a scientist, he knew patience could be an excellent virtue. When developing vaccines, scientists had to be patient enough to concentrate on the minute particulars associated with assembling different bacterial strains together and then observing the effects it had on test subjects. But as a bodyguard. . . He wanted to know where this threat to his charge/friend was, who was behind it. A part of him hoped the person behind the keying struck again.

Spencer shook his head.No,he thought firmly.No thinking things like that.He should be glad that no one was threatening Alex right now. She was certainly happy about it, so he should be too.

He was pulled out of his thoughts by Alex standing. "Spencer, you want anything from the concessions?"

Spencer quickly stood. "Some water would be great."

The concessions line was, predictably, long. Now that it was halftime, people were desperate to replenish themselves with water, meat pies, chips, and candy bars. Alex didn't really understand eating meat pies in almost ninety-degree weather (Americans had it right with hot dogs and hamburgers, in her humble opinion) but the concessions stand did have Diet Pepsi and her favorite sour cream and onion flavored potato chips, so she wasn't complaining. Absently, she peered around the field. Those who weren't waiting in line were either in the bleachers or roaming around the field socializing. Amy and Rory were still in the stands, talking to a newly arrived Brianna Mayhew, Shannon nowhere in sight. The seat above them, where Elsie had been, was empty, now taken up by a bunch of Arthur Donaldson's friends. They were in the process of flirting with some out-of-town sixth formers.

Where had Elsie gone? Had she gone to talk to Archie? Alex's hearts fluttered as she scanned the field. It didn't take her long to find Elsie. Her white dress stood out against a crowd primarily garbed in the two teams’ colors. She was standing off to the side of the field, nowhere near the team benches, talking to a tall man in a form-fitting green polo. . .

Alex let out a loud groan.

Spencer jumped. "What?" he cried in alarm. "What's wrong?!" He quickly spun round in a circle, looking for any threats.

Alex laid a hand on his shoulder. "Easy, Spencer. Nothing's wrong. Well . . . nothing pertaining to me specifically, anyway." She nodded across the field towards Elsie.

Spencer followed her gaze. "Who's that Elsie's talking to?" But even as he asked the question, he had already arrived at an answer. "That's Temple, isn't it?"

"Unfortunately."

Spencer eyed the man who had used and abused Elsie so dirty. From what he had heard about Edward Temple and his actions towards Elsie, he had built up in his head a picture of a grotesque, hideous figure, the type that made children run away screaming when they saw him. In reality, Edward Temple was actually quite decent looking, even bordering on handsome. He was tall, well over six feet, towering over Elsie's tiny frame. He had closely grown medium-brown hair and a bit of a beard. He had a bit of a dad bod going on, but he wasn't overweight, nor did he indicate someone who never exercised. Combined with his almost-handsome facial features, it was quite easy to see how Elsie had gotten ensnared in his web.

He said what he knew Alex was thinking. "Why's Elsie talking to him? I thought she was interested in Archie. You said she told you that she hadn't spoken to Temple in a while."

"I know!" Alex ran a hand through her hair. God, this wasnotan obstacle she had prepared for. She knew Edward Temple, with the sole exception of the time he had to get his gallbladder removed, never missed a pub game, not when the team playing washispub team. She had known this, known without a doubt that he would be here today, but shehadn'tthought that he would talk to Elsie. Or that Elsie would talk to him.Did Temple seek her out? Or did Elsie?

She continued watching the two converse. Sadly, unlike what Alex herself would do, Elsie showed no signs of getting ready to kick Temple in the balls. Or just telling him off. Rather, Elsie was leaning against a tree, allowing Temple to loom over her, his hand resting just above her head. Elsie seemed perfectly content. One hand twirled a dark curl as she looked up into Temple's eyes. She was falling back under his spell, becoming once more ensnared in his web.

Alex let out a long sigh. "Why do I even bother?" She spun back around, facing the front of the line once more.

"You're not giving up, are you?"

Alex was silent for a long moment. " I don't know," she murmured. Louder, she added, "It just seems like when I come up with a plan, a wrench gets thrown into it." She risked a glance over her shoulder. Elsie and Temple were still talking. Worse, Elsie was laughing. "You can't control people, not in their love lives. Maybe I should stop meddling."

Spencer had no idea what to say to that. He had never been in a relationship. For all his smarts, he had no knowledge or advice for this.

A few minutes later, they were back in the stands. Spencer was chugging on his water in between bites of a meat pie while Alex sipped at her Diet Pepsi, her sour cream and onion chips sitting unopened. Halftime was almost over so people were starting to return to their seats. Elsie finally separated from Temple and made her way back towards the bleachers.

Alex struggled not to look disapproving, but she couldn't help it. Why was Elsie still giving Temple the time of day? She hadn't spoken to the man in weeks and all of a sudden, they were talking? She waslaughingwith him? It made absolutely no sense.

Elsie, for her part, was oblivious. Sliding her sunglasses back on, she let out a loud whoop as the teams reassembled on the field. "Come on, boys! Come on!"

Alex forced her thoughts away from her schemes and all the wrenches that kept getting thrown in them and onto the game. Though she would have been hard-pressed to give the specifics of a soccer game, anyone watching would have thought she was an expert. She cheered when a Queen's Garters player stole the ball, booed at bad calls, and cheered outrageously when Archie sunk in another goal, putting the score at 2-1, Queen's Garters. Though she had intended to push Elsie and her questionable taste in romance out of her mind, she also succeeded in blocking any remaining worries about the Silence and Kovarian too.

All too soon, the game was over. The Queen's Garters had achieved a stellar victory, 3-1. The soccer field was soon flooded with ecstatic villagers. Alex spotted Michael clapping one of the Queen's Garters players on the back, Jeff high-fiving Archie, and Veronica, decked out in a bedazzled Gloucester City A.F.C. jersey, jumping on Henry to give him a sloppy kiss. Elsie was at the sidelines, Edward Temple once again by her side. Several villagers were giving them serious side-eye, whispering under their breath, but neither Elsie nor Temple seemed to notice or care.

"My God," Amy hissed as she and Rory followed Alex and Spencer down the bleachers. "What the hell is Elsie doing? What is shethinking?"

"I don't think she's thinking at all," Alex grimaced. Elsie was such a hopeless romantic. According to Amy and Rory, Elsie had never dated while in school. She had been somewhat of a late bloomer, not what teenage boys would consider attractive. It was only in the last few years that Elsie had started to shed her school self, like a caterpillar transforming into a butterfly. Suddenly, she had become desirable. But people only saw the attractive outside, didn't bother with the equally attractive inside. As Elsie herself had said, most of the males around Leadworth looked at her as though she were a piece of meat. Temple, while surely viewing her in the same way, at least had enough smarts to flatter her and compliment her, building up the idea that she was worth having a future with. Elsie hadn't heard that from anyone else. So long as Temple continued whispering those tempting promises in her ear, Elsie would keep falling for them, even if the logical part of her knew he was bad news.

Alex shook her head. She had to push all thoughts about Elsie and Temple aside. It wasn't something she could fix, so it wasn't worth dwelling on. "Come on, let's go find Craig. I'd like to see Sophie before they leave."

They found Craig talking to one of his teammates by the Kings Arms bench. Standing beside them were two young women, one a Hispanic woman with long, thick dark hair and the other a familiar blonde.

Alex beamed. "Sophie!" she called, quickening her steps.

Sophie spun around. Her eyes widened at the figure darting towards her. "Alex!" The moment the American came close enough, Sophie pulled her into a hug. "Craig told me you were here, but I didn't quite believe it till now!"

Alex chuckled. "Well, here I am," she said as she extricated herself from the hug. She turned to the woman standing beside Sophie. "And you're Melina, I'm guessing?"

Melina nodded. "Yep. Tagged along for the game. Probably wouldn't have though if I'd've known we weren't going to win."

Sophie rolled her eyes. "I told you, it's about thefun, theexperience, not necessarily who wins." She checked to make sure Craig was still occupied with his teammate, then dropped her voice to a whisper and added, "But I would've liked to have seen us win."

Melina gazed across the field, where the Queen's Garters were still in full celebration mode. "Your team's pretty good," she said to Alex.

"We've got a bunch of good players," Alex acknowledged.

"Tell me about it!" Sophie exclaimed. "That ginger one, the one in jersey number two, he seemed pretty motivated today. He made the two goals, didn't he?"

Alex struggled not to wince. Archie had definitely been motivated today, but it wasn't just because he wanted to win. He'd had his eye on a much bigger prize. Now it appeared as though his efforts had all been for naught. "Yep," she nodded, effecting a nonchalant tone. "Archie was definitely in high form today."

"Archie?" Melina seemed to grow two inches at this information. "Cute name," she mused. Her eyes scoped out the field before finally narrowing on Archie. He was off on the sidelines, talking to Henry and Veronica. "He seeing anyone?"

Oh, boy.While Alex had only interacted with Sophie for the better part of a day during her and the Doctor's time in Craig's flat, she had been treated to stories of Melina's many, many relationship troubles. The girl seemed to have the incredible talent of always picking guys who were either total losers, gay, or hung up on someone else. In Archie's case, it was the latter. Alex just hoped that news was enough to make Melina back off.

She gave Melina an apologetic smile. "Sorry, but he's interested in someone else. I've been helping him try to get her attention."Not to much success though,she thought grimly.

Those two inches Melina had grown disappeared. "Oh," she said quietly, shoulders slumping. A split second later, however, she straightened back up. She pointed behind Alex. "Well, what about him?"

Alex turned and nearly burst out laughing. Melina was pointing at Spencer. He had elected to hang back a few feet beside Amy and Rory, who had gotten pulled into a conversation between Dr. Ramsden and Dr. Coggins. Spencer's arms were still crossed but he had removed his sunglasses. He no longer looked like a terribly intimidating bodyguard. More like the very attractive boy next door. His eyes were darting all around, never lingering on one spot for longer than a few moments, so he had yet to notice that he was the subject of conversation.

"Oh, um, well, Spencer's a friend of mine and heissingle, but I don't think. . ."

But Melina had stopped paying attention after hearing the word 'single'. "Score!" And with a flip of her hair, she was sauntering over to Spencer.

Sophie shook her head. "Oh, dear," she murmured, although her words were softened by the fond smile on her face. "Somehow, I don't think he knows what's about to hit him."

Alex chuckled. "No, he doesn't. And I don't think she knows how much resistance she's going to be met with."

Sophie dismissed this with a wave of her hand. "Ah, that won't throw her off. Make her more determined, actually." Dropping her voice once more, she said, "How have you been? Life with the Doctor treating you well?"

"Definitely," Alex smiled. "We're together now actually."

"Really?!" Sophie beamed. "I knew all that crap you told me about him not doing relationships was just self-defense!"

"Okay, okay!" Alex laughed. She had to admit, Sophie had hit the nail on the head there. While she had honestly thought the Doctor wouldn't be in a relationship with her because of past failures, Alex couldn't deny that it had been an excuse born primarily out of her own insecurities. She'd been afraid to, as Sophie had said, 'take the plunge', because she feared being rejected, of screwing up the friendship they had. "Go ahead and crow. You were right."

Still smiling, Sophie studied her. Physically, Alex looked the same as when they'd last seen each other. However, there was something . . . differentabout her. Sophie couldn't say exactly what it was. A kind of maturity, maybe, something most people Alex's age didn't have. Then again, they didn't experiencehalfof the things Alex did. But Sophie also saw a slight stiffness to Alex's posture, how much harder her eyes seemed. Those colorful eyes were still soft, full of kindness and southern charm, but they seemed to have gained a bit of an edge, a sharpness that hadn't been there before. If Sophie had to guess, she would say that something bad had happened to Alex. What else could cause that sharpness?

She could only hope that whatever traumatic event had happened, it was over now.

Just as Sophie was considering asking Alex if she was really alright, Amy and Rory came running up. "Thank God!" Amy gasped. "I thought we never going to get away from those two. Dr. Ramsden's like a bloody dog with a bone, refuses to let go once she's got you." She turned and smiled at Sophie. "Hi, you must be Sophie. I'm Amy Pond and this is my husband, Rory Williams."

Sophie's eyes widened in recognition. "Oh, you're the girl who wrote the note directing the Doctor and Alex to Craig's flat!"

Craig finished up his conversation just in time to hear this. With the Doctor's memories still rattling around his head, he immediately recognized the ginger standing beside Alex. "Amy Pond!" he exclaimed.

Amy took the exclamation in stride. "Nice to properly meet you, Craig," she said, giving him a quick hug. "And really, it's a treat to meet someone who lived with that raggedy man anddidn'tkill him."

Alex rolled her eyes as the others laughed. "Come on, Ames, he wasn'tthatbad."

"I have no doubt you kept him in line as best you could," Amy assured her. "But really, Alex . . . don't yousometimeswant to throttle him?"

Alex was silent for several moments. "Well. . ." she said slowly. "Maybe sometimes."

Chuckling, Rory reached out and ruffled her hair. "Don't worry, Alex. We all know you still love him, despite all his faults."

"Speaking of love. . ." Amy nodded at Spencer. Melina had practically cornered him by the concessions stand, Spencer's back flat against the brick structure while Melina stood right in front of him. Spencer's expression could be best be described as 'deer in the headlights'. "Should we go and rescue Spencer? Then maybe head for lunch after?" She looked at Craig and Sophie. "You two are invited, obviously."

Craig grinned. "Sounds great to me! Soph?"

"Fine with me," Sophie smiled. "And yes, someone should go save him. I love her, but Melina doesn't quite know when to take a hint."

"I'll go," Alex volunteered. She owed Spencer an apology anyway for inadvertently steering Melina in his direction.

Leaving Amy and Rory conversing with Craig and Sophie, Alex headed across the field. It still wasn't particularly easy going, since the grass had been roughed up by dozens of running feet, but she persevered.

By this point, the place had largely cleared out. Most of the Queen's Garters team had left for the afterparty at the pub while those belonging to the Kings Arms were packing up and heading to their cars for the journey back to Colchester. A small number of people were still scattered around. Alex spotted Michael the ice cream man heading for his truck at the edge of the parking lot, Kendra, her cousin, and a bunch of their friends gossiping on the bleachers and, surprisingly, Elsie and Archie conversing just a few feet down from Spencer and Melina at the concessions stand.

Despite her earlier stance to no longer get involved in people's love lives, Alex's hearts still sped up a notch.This is promising,she thought. After seeing Elsie with Temple, she'd been sure the girl wouldn't talk to Archie again. Maybe Elsie had realized the error of her ways?

As Alex got closer though, she realized there was no cause for optimism. Neither Archie nor Elsie looked like they were confessing their feelings for each other. If they had been, their expressions should have been a bit shy, hesitant, but still happy and elated at the truth finally coming out. Instead, Elsie looked frustrated, her eyes slightly watery, while Archie's cheeks were the same color as his hair.

Damn it,Alex thought. They were fighting, presumably about Elsie and Temple.So much for a love connection.

Just as Alex was thinking this, Spencer caught sight of her. "Sorry!" he cried to Melina. She was leaning in close to him, enough to where he was almost choking on her jasmine-scented perfume. "But I came here with somebody, so. . ." Using Melina's shock to his advantage, he leapt out around her and practically pounced on Alex.

"For Christ's sake," he muttered. He hooked an arm through Alex's and all but dragged her towards the parking lot. "What were you thinking?! She's worse than Kendra!"

"Sorry," Alex said sheepishly. "Didn't get a chance to tell her you weren't interested. The moment she heard you were single, she was off like a rocket."

"Well, next time, start with the fact I'm not interested in relationships." He shuddered. "Especially not with women who can't take a hint."

"What is your type, Spencer?" Alex asked curiously. "Or are you just not interested in romance in general?" Through her travels with the Doctor, she had learned about different types of sexuality that had previously been unknown to her. One such sexuality was being ace, either to sex, relationships, or even both. Maybe Spencer was one or both of those?

"No, no, I am. It's just. . ." He trailed off, his blue eyes turning grayer. He let out a long sigh. "UNIT life is pretty different to everything else, you know? I need to find someone whogetsthat, who isn't freaked out about aliens or tries to deny their existence."

"You need somebody who can relate to you and vice-versa," Alex mused. "Makes sense." It reminded her of her relationship with the Doctor in a way. He needed to be with someone who understood and accepted his way of life, someone who participated in it. That was her. Before the Doctor, Alex couldn't imagine the kind of life she was living now, much less that she wouldwantto live it. Now though? She couldn't imagine anything else.

Spencer nodded. "Exactly." He glanced over his shoulder and the gray in his eyes softened back into blue. "Someone ought to tell those two that."

Alex didn't have to look to know who he was talking about. But she did anyway.

Elsie and Archie's argument had apparently come to an end. Archie was walking away from Elsie, his head down. Elsie was leaning back against the concessions building as though it was the only thing keeping her upright. She wiped at her tear-stained cheeks. After a moment of doing this, she covered her eyes with her sunglasses.

Alex sighed softly. She hated this. She hated that she couldn't do anything to fix this. All her plans had been for naught. No matter how perfect the plan, it was still malleable to human nature. Nothing could control that. Elsie and Archie's relationship (or lack thereof) wasn't like hers and the Doctor's. With the Doctor, everything felt fated, like puzzle pieces sliding into place. In that kind of relationship, it was easy to forget that it wasn't like that for everyone.

"Yeah," she murmured, watching as Elsie finally slunk towards the parking lot. "Someone should."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

July 14th, 2011

Alex leaned back against the cool brick, doing her best to get comfortable. In hindsight, she really should have brought a chair, like a bunch of other people in line had done.

Shifting her position for the tenth time in the past twenty minutes, Alex glanced up and down the long line. It had started forming around eight o'clock this morning and had been growing steadily longer ever since. Alex hadn't arrived until about four and by that point, the line stretched nearly all the way around the theater.

Alex wasn't surprised. She'd expected this. It was why she'd bought a pre-sale ticket weeks ago. Everyone wanted to attend the midnight premiere of the lastHarry Potterfilm.

Alex was no exception. She had attended midnight premieres for two of the other movies:Order of the PhoenixandHalf-Blood Prince. She'd spent those premieres with Lacey, and they had been anything but boring. She and Lacey had been content to sit on the sidewalk outside the Kentucky Theater, amusing themselves with people watching (particularly those who came in costume), flipping through one of the dozens of magazines Lacey brought, or talking about theHarry Potterbooks. Lacey wasn't much of a reader (her taste was mostly limited to Marigold's stash of Harlequin romances) but she'd been converted toHarry Potter, thanks to Alex. And Daniel Radcliffe, whom Lacey swore she was going to marry someday. But mostly Alex.

It was weird not spending this premiere with her. There was no one to talk to, no one to gossip and snigg*r with, no one to run down to the gas station to grab Diet Pepsi's and Red Hots while the other person kept their spot in line. Alex had brought a thermos full of Diet Pepsi, a bag of Red Hots and a sandwich, the latest issue ofVogue UK, and her copy ofHarry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, but it was still weird.

One could argue Lacey was here in spirit though. Alex wore the dangly golden snitch earrings Lacey had given her the night they went to theHalf-Blood Princepremiere. She'd paired the earrings with her white Hogwarts Alumni t-shirt she'd bought off Etsy, a pair of cutoff jean shorts, white Converse, and a floral tote Marigold had given her years ago. It was the biggest purse Alex owned. While not bigger-on-the-inside, it could carry up to three books, a couple magazines, and other necessities with plenty of room to spare. Perfect for stashing all the supplies needed for a midnight premiere.

So, yes, Lacey was here in spirit. And Alex knew they'd spend a good portion of tomorrow analyzing the movie during their weekly phone call. Still, she wished she had someone to talk to right now. She would have brought someone with her, but pre-sale tickets had been sold out for weeks. Those still for sale had prices starting at a couple thousand pounds. No one else was here to keep her company save a thousand Potterhead's.

Even Spencer wasn't here, though not because he didn't want to be. He'd been temporarily called back to UNIT HQ in London just yesterday. His co-scientific advisor, Dr. Malcolm Taylor, had specifically requested his help in developing the cure for the giant wasps terrorizing Cornwall. Previous attempts at a cure had instead resulted in the insects growing evenlarger, enough to where one was almost the size of Big Ben. It had been a headlining story on BBC 24.

Needless to say, Spencer was currently needed elsewhere, though he had stressed to Alex he would be back on Monday, cure or no cure. In the meantime, as a way of making sure she was okay, he had taken to texting her. A lot. The constant bombardment of 'are you okay' texts made Alex wonder if that cure was being worked on at all.

Her Blackberry buzzed. Alex groaned.Speak of the devil,she thought as she pulled the phone out. A new text from Spencer had come in, his fifth in the last half hour.

Are you okay?

Alex rattled off a reply:

For the fifth time, YES, I'm FINE. No one has kidnapped me. No one has approached me except for that one drunk guy in the Voldemort costume that I told you about in text number three.

I'm just making sure! I'd rather be there where I can see everything.

Alex sighed. It was hard to maintain her irritation with Spencer, not when he was so worried about her. And Alex understood. He just wanted to look out for her. Honestly, she wished he was here doing just that, looking out for any possible threats while she was free to enjoy herself.

She couldn't really do that now. Not for the first time since arriving at the theater, Alex longed for the beginning of summer, when her worries revolved around looking after Amy and Rory and adjusting to her altered body. No thoughts of Kovarian or the Silence creeping around, people sabotaging her photos of the Doctor, or the possibility of being kidnapped again. Not like now. Try as she might, when she was by herself in the middle of the night (even with a thousand Potterhead's around her), Alex couldn't keep those newfound worries at the back of her mind.

And it was sofrustrating! She didn't want to be afraid anymore. She didn't want to have to rely on Spencer for protection. She didn't want to be a damsel in distress. The next time she saw Kovarian, she wanted to punch her in the face. Maybe kick her in the stomach, too. That horrid woman didnotdeserve the credit of being some kind of boogeyman, someone Alex now looked for in dark, shadowed corners. But that fear was still there. Alex didn't know why Kovarian had kidnapped her in the first place. She suspected that if she got those answers, she wouldn't be afraid anymore. Or, at the very least, her fear would significantly lessen. Until then, though, Alex's only option was to simply buck up and stare defiantly at the darkness, all the while hoping nothing came out of it.

She peered round the crowd. No threats that she could see. The guys in front of her had largely ignored her, too caught up in their debate about various football leagues. The group behind her was a bunch of tight-knit friends, all of whom had come in costume. Alex had been overhearing bits of their animated conversation all night. It seemed they were all part of the same teaching course, currently working on achieving their Postgraduate Certificate in Education, which would lead to their getting Qualified Teacher Status, aka the qualification needed to work in a school in the United Kingdom. Just listening to their ranting about a difficult pedagogy essay they'd just been assigned made Alex glad she hadn't tried becoming a teacher. Not in England, anyway. The qualifications for becoming a teacher here were vastly different and more complex than those in the U.S.

"I swear, Dr. Michaels is out to get me!" This came from a very pretty girl dressed in a very convincing Bellatrix Lestrange costume. She was short, shorter than Alex, with shoulder-length chocolate brown hair, big brown eyes, and a dimple in her left cheek. The thick black satin of her floor-length dress rustled as she shifted to lean back against the wall, just a few inches away from Alex. "It's the third time he'slost–" Alex could hear the implied air quotes. "– one of my rough drafts!"

A black girl dressed up in a makeshift Hogwarts uniform let out a scoff. "Clara, he's like that with everyone! He lost one of mine. When he finally found it, it wascoveredin coffee stains."

Clara wrinkled her nose. "Ew. . ." As the others laughed, she cried, "Well, speaking of his coffee, that slime he drinks is the second most disgusting thing ever invented!"

"It's really concerning," a guy dressed as a Dementor deadpanned, "that you have alist."

Clara didn't seem bothered by this. Shrugging, she said, "So? I find it concerning other peopledon'thave a list."

Unnoticed by the group, Alex chuckled to herself. She rather liked this Clara. However, she didn't really have much to contribute to the conversation, which had now gone back to the discussion of pedagogical theory. Therefore, doing her best to ignore her loneliness as well as her lingering sense of fear, Alex cracked openHarry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. She was almost finished with it. As the giant clock hanging over the theater chimed eight, Alex delved into Chapter 33: The Prince's Tale.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex had always been a fast reader. Knowing what she knew now about her Time Lord heritage, she suspected that played a part in it. By ten o'clock, she had finished her book and was slowly flipping throughVoguefor the second time. Spencer's texts had finally calmed down a bit, only two coming every half hour instead of five. Amy and Rory had checked in as well, asking how the crowd was and if she wassureshe didn't want them driving up and staying with her.

Alex had told them no. She was going to be fine. She was sure of it.

Well, not completely sure, but surer than she had been in the last several weeks.

Now, however, she was staring to wish she'd told them yes, but not because she was scared. She needed someone to hold her place in line while she ran down to the greasy spoon on the corner for a much-needed bathroom break.

Alex pulled herself to her feet. Tossing the magazine in her bag, she glanced around. The guys in front of her had lapsed into silence. Apparently, there was only so much to debate about football leagues. Clara and her group of teachers-in-the-making were still chatting. The conversation had gone away from teaching and its various accompanying subjects and onto the black girl's two kids, Angie and Artie. At the moment, she was relating a story about a prank Angie had pulled on her younger brother that was causing the whole group to cackle wildly. Clara, the one Alex would have approached, was almost bent over at the waist from laughing so hard. It didn't seem like she was going to stop anytime soon either.

With a sigh, Alex tapped one of the football league debaters on the shoulder. The moment he turned around, she adopted her most charming smile, the one that got everyone to do just about anything she asked. "Hi, I hope you don't mind, but would you please watch my spot for a minute?" She gestured to the greasy spoon, knowing he would make the connection. People in line had been in and out of there all night.

Just as Alex had expected, the guy was caught up in her smile. She'd barely finished her question before he started nodding enthusiastically. "Oh, yeah, no problem! Just a warning though, they're making everyone buy something before they can use the bathroom."

Alex looked over her shoulder at the long line behind her. It stretched for almost a full block. "Can't say I blame them." Tonight was a very good night for restaurants.

Just as the guy had warned, the moment the bell above the door rang, a man behind the counter jumped into a clearly rehearsed speech. "If you're in the midnight premiere line and need the bathroom," he said in a bored voice, "you need to buy something first." He wasn't even looking at Alex. He was focused on a magazine in his lap, the cover carefully concealed.

Alex wasn't bothered. She'd worked in customer service before. She knew the mindset, particularly the one that developed on a late night. "Yeah, I know," she said easily.

The cashier looked up. Alex rather wished he hadn't. There was nothing outwardly incriminating about him, but for some reason, Alex's mental alarm bells started ringing. He was tall, about the Doctor's height, slightly overweight, with shaggy black hair and a severe five o'clock shadow. His fringe obscured his eyes, but Alex caught enough of a glimpse to see that they were dark.Reallydark. Especially as they settled on her.

The hairs on the back of Alex's neck stood up. This wasn't like when the Doctor's darkened gaze landed on her. His gaze was full of heat and passion, his desire for her tempered by the fact that he viewed her as the most precious thing in the universe. He would never hurt her. Alex knew that.

That was not the vibe this creepy, middle-aged cashier was giving her.

"Yeah?" he smiled. Alex thought it was meant to be charming, even relaxed. It sort of looked that way, but not really. It was like looking in a funhouse mirror. The reflection in the mirror was your own, but highly distorted.

The man nodded out the door towards the theater. "Word spreads fast, I suppose."

Alex fell back on her acting skills.Don't give anything away,she told herself.Just act casual."Yeah, it does." Stepping slightly closer to the counter, she surveyed the offerings. It seemed the greasy spoon had made plenty of fresh items before the kitchen staff left for the night. To Alex's pleasant surprise, there was a cherry pie on prime display in the dessert case. When was the last time she had cherry pie? Before moving to Leadworth, that was certain.

"Two slices of the cherry pie, please," Alex called over her shoulder as she speed-walked to the bathroom. Her acting skills hadn't failed her, but she still didn't want to be in that man's presence for longer than absolutely necessary.

Alex was relieved to find that the bathroom was clean and, more importantly, had a lock on the door. After relieving herself and washing her hands, she unlocked the door slowly. She half-expected the cashier to be standing right outside the door. Thankfully, he wasn't. However, he was out from behind the counter. He stood right by the door, holding a white paper bag.

"sh*t," Alex hissed. So much for the counter still functioning as a barrier. But she had dealt with creepy guys before. Plenty of them had hung around Bar Alley back in Bristol. This was nothing new. She just had to handle it the right way.

Putting her shoulders back and holding her head high, Alex strode out of the bathroom. She shifted her purse so that it hung directly in front of her body, a makeshift shield. "How much do I owe you?" she asked, adopting a business-like tone.

The cashier gave her that unsettling smile again. "No charge," he murmured. He held out the bag. "Not for lovely young women such as yourself."

Good lord, is he copying that from a movie?Not that Alex was going to look a gift horse in the mouth. No charge meant getting out of here even quicker. "Thanks." She reached for the bag, only for the cashier to suddenly pull it back. The moment Alex's hand dropped, he held it towards her. But when Alex reached out again, he pulled it back, holding it slightly above her head.

Alex's eyes narrowed. Creepy or no, now this guy was getting on her nerves. If he was expecting her to jump for the bag or somehow be charmed by this, he was sorely mistaken.

He smiled at her again, dark eyes flashing.

Alex gave him a smile of her own. It was not, however, the one she used on the football league debater. This smile was dangerous, her teeth glinting like freshly sharpened knives.

Not that the creepy cashier knew this. Those dark irises brightened slightly. He started to lean closer. The hand holding the bag dropped to his side.

It was just what Alex had been waiting for. In the blink of an eye, she grabbed the bag and shoved open the door. "Thank you!" she yelled over her shoulder.

After jogging a little distance away, Alex slowed to a walk. Looking around, she took a deep breath. She hadn't realized it while walking over here, but the greasy spoon was a good distance away from the movie theater and, by extension, the midnight premiere line. While the line was lit up with lights, this end of the street was nearly covered in darkness.

Alex wasn't scared of the dark, not really. For as long as she could remember, she'd never used a nightlight. She could sleep just fine after watching horror movies, never needing to check the closet beforehand for possible serial killers.

But, like many things post-Demons Run, things were different. Alex still wasn't scared of the dark. She was scared of what it could be concealing, which to her mind was completely different. She was scared Silence could be lurking in the shadows or even Kovarian herself. It seemed rather ludicrous. If someone had been following her the past few months and wanted to grab her, they'd had plenty of opportunities before tonight.

But no matter how much logic she tried to use, Alex's hearts continued to beat nervously.

She forced herself to keep walking. She tried not to eye every alley she passed or peer into darkened storefront windows, but she couldn't help it. Her damn PTSD was flaring up again. Alex absently wondered if she would ever be able to take a walk by herself again. At this moment, it didn't seem likely.

She continued walking, forcing all her attention on the lights ahead. With her newly advanced hearing, she could hear bits of conversation. Two people were passionately debating Harry/Ginny vs. Harry/Hermione. Someone else was on their phone, having a longwinded conversation with someone named Claudia. A group was reading aloud fromHarry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. They were currently on Dobby's funeral. The person doing the narration sounded on the verge of tears.

Alex's hearing flitted back and forth. The person arguing Harry/Ginny was triumphant, knowing they had the better argument. The guy talking to Claudia was clearly exhausted, his voice growing more and more ragged with each word said. Footsteps puttered softly on the pavement behind Alex. The person narrating Dobby's funeral had broken down into full out sobs. . .

Wait. Footsteps?Behindher?

Alex's breathing came to a complete stop. Her respiratory bypass kicked in a moment later, not that Alex noticed. The hairs on the back of her neck stood straight up. Her body screamed at her to start running.

Someone's behind me.On a wild hunch, Alex came to a stop. Her whole body tensed, waiting for someone to try and grab her.

Nothing happened. Even the footsteps had stopped.

Maybe it was a fluke? Slightly reassured, Alex started walking again.

Less than a second later, the footsteps started up again.

sh*t!Someonewasfollowing her! Alex stared at the well-lit crowd up ahead. It was a good two minutes' walk away. So close, yet so far. Whoever was behind her could grab her and no one would notice, no matter how much she fought or shouted. Alex's hearts thundered and the blood drained from her face. Spencer hadn't yet gotten around to teaching her those self-defense moves. Once again, someone was going to grab her and there was nothing she or anyone else could do about it.

"Lizzie! Lizzie, is that you?"

Despite knowing that someone was following her, Alex came to an abrupt stop. That voice. . . It was familiar. And close.

"Lizzie!" Suddenly, a figure appeared just ahead of her. The figure was wearing a floor-length sleeveless black dress, black lace elbow-length gloves, and a lot of dark makeup that didn't quite hide the pretty face underneath. It was the girl from the teacher's group, Clara. And she was heading straight for Alex.

"Lizzie!" she beamed. "I thought that was you!" The moment she was close enough, she pulled Alex into a tight hug. "Follow my lead," she hissed in Alex's ear. "That creeper from the café's been following you."

Never had Alex been so grateful to someone in her life. She quickly threw her arms around Clara. "Clara!" she cried, her relief at being rescued bleeding into her voice. "Why didn't you tell me you were coming here?"

Clara pulled back from the hug but didn't let go of Alex completely. She kept an arm wrapped around her shoulders as she gently guided her back towards the theater. "Oh, it was all last minute!" She kept her voice purposefully loud as they walked away. "One of those impromptu things Soph is always planning. You'd think with two kids she wouldn't do spontaneity, but go figure."

Clara kept up a running conversation about Soph and her ridiculous penchant for impromptu group gatherings as they walked back to the line. Once they were at the end of the line, surrounded by a group of teenagers wearing Hogwarts Gryffindor robes, Clara looked casually over her shoulder. Her lips curved into a satisfied grin. "Ha!" she cheered, dropping her arm. "Knew that would spook him!" The victory in her eyes was quickly replaced, however, by worry. Her gaze darted back to Alex. "But seriously, are you okay? I saw that creeper following you and I justcouldn'tdo nothing."

"No, I'm fine, thanks to you." Alex offered her a smile that was shakier than she would have liked. She could tell Clara noticed, for the worry in her eyes doubled. Alex immediately took a moment to lock down all spooked emotions, slamming a metaphorical iron shield over herself. "Really," she insisted, her tone coming out much steadier than before. "I'm a bit rattled, but I'm okay."

Clara offered her a small smile. "Oh, well, that's good then." She grimaced, her small, upturned nose crinkling in disgust. "Honestly, I don't know what that bloke with thinking! He has to know every girl who’s gone in there has been on their guard from the moment they laid eyes on him."

"I did get a really off vibe from him," Alex admitted. "Glad to hear it wasn't just me."

"Oh, no, I promise you, it's every woman who’s gone in there tonight."

They started walking back towards their place in line. "You went in there tonight?" Alex asked.

Clara nodded. "Yeah, but I had Soph with me, thank God. He wasn't going to try following two girls at the same time. Didn't stop him watching us from the window though." She shrugged. "Still, don't know what else you can expect from a guy reading a gent's magazine at work."

Alex's jaw dropped. "Seriously?!" Though thatdidexplain why he'd been keeping the cover concealed.

Clara smirked. "I'm sure he just reads it for the articles."

Alex burst out laughing. Clara was quick to join in. They continued laughing until they reached their spot in line. Just as he promised, the football league debater had saved Alex's spot. He stepped aside as she approached.

"Thanks again," Alex said, resuming her spot on the ground.

The guy nodded. "No problem."

Alex expected Clara to slip right back in with her teacher friends. But to her surprise, the tiny brunette dropped right down beside her. "You don't mind if I hang out with you, do you?" A worry line appeared in Clara's forehead.

Another surge of gratefulness ran through Alex. She gave Clara a dazzling smile, one that never failed to charm people. "No, I'd love the company, actually."

The worry line disappeared, replaced by an expression Alex wouldn't hesitate to call relief. Had Clara really been worried she was going to say no? "Great!" she beamed. She leaned back against the bricks, adjusting the folds of her dress as she stretched her legs out in front of her. "Frankly, you're kind of saving me from more discussion about teaching." Eyeing her group just a few feet away, she leaned closer to Alex. "No offense to them or anything," she said, dropping her voice, "but a lot of them can't quite understand there's more to life than just a job."

Alex nodded sagely. "I completely get it." She'd been much the same way prior to coming to Leadworth. She had only ever focused on her education, getting good grades so she could attend a good school and get a job that would allow her to live independently, a burden to no one. No horrid grandmothers bragging about their hold on the purse strings, no well-meaning gifts from Marigold and Lacey that felt a bit too much like charity. Just her and her freedom. So focused on achieving it, however, she hadn't considered what to do when her plans fell through.

Thankfully, it had all worked out in the end.

"Wait," Alex smirked. "So, if I'm saving you from more conversations about teaching, does this mean you owe me?"

Clara's tone turned playful. "Well, I viewed it as payment for me saving you from getting kidnapped by the creepy cashier."

"Oh, soIoweyou?"

Clara's eyes twinkled. "Now you're getting it."

Alex rolled her eyes, but that didn't stop her amusem*nt from escaping. Her initial opinion remained. She really liked this girl. "Well, I guess if I do owe you, I should know the full name of my rescuer slash debtor."

Clara held out her hand. "Clara Oswald. No middle name. My parents didn't give me one." Her nose crinkled as she tilted her head to the side. "Not sure why."

"Alexandria Nicole Locke." She shook Clara's hand. "But I go by 'Alex'." Then, remembering she was still clutching her white pastry bag, she pulled out one of the pie slices. "Cherry pie?"

"Don't mind if I do," Clara smiled, accepting the slice. "And damn," she added, a touch enviously. "That's a nice name."

Alex unwrapped her own slice. "Personally, I've always felt it's a bit long."

"Nah, I think it's perfect. Better than mine by a longshot."

"You don't like your name?"

Clara took a bite of pie. Less than a second later, she let out a low groan of satisfaction. "Eh," she shrugged as she swallowed. "'Clara's alright, if a bit old-fashioned. I hate 'Oswald' though. Got a lot of grief from the other kids after we learned about the JFK assassination in school."

"Kids asking if you were related to Lee Harvey Oswald?"

Clara scowled off into the distance, no doubt remembering those schoolyard taunts. "Exactly." After a moment of remembrance, she shook her head. "But seriously," she said, turning back to Alex, "you've got a great name."

"Better than Lizzie?" Alex teased.

"Absolutely," Clara nodded firmly. "But in my defense, I had to pick a name at random. Ended up going with the main character from my favorite book."

Alex wracked her brain for any 'Lizzie's that showed up in literature. There were a couple that immediately came to mind, but Alex decided to go with her number one guess. "Lizzie Bennet?Pride and Prejudice?"

Clara's eyes widened in delight. "Yes!" She gave Alex an admiring look. "I didn't expect you to get it right off the bat."

"Well, it was an easy guess. Either her or Elizabeth 'Beth' March or even Elizabeth Lavenza. Couple other possibilities as well, but I figured it was one of the first three." Almost as a reward for her brilliance, Alex took her first bite of pie. Her eyes involuntarily closed, and she hummed contentedly. Despite the turmoil she'd gone through with that creepy cashier, the cherry pie more than made up for it.

Clara's admiring gaze seemed to increase tenfold. "You can just name famous literary Elizbeth's at the drop of a hat?"

Despite herself, Alex blushed. "I'm a librarian," she said modestly. "Kinda comes with the territory."

"And I'm studying to be an English teacher and despite being an avid reader since birth, evenIcan't do that." Clara pursed her lips thoughtfully. "Name some famous Catherine's in literature," she ordered.

Alex was quick to oblige. "Catherine Earnshaw fromWuthering Heights, Katerina Minola fromTaming of the Shrew, Catherine Morland fromNorthanger Abbey, and thereisa Catherine inPride and Prejudice, Catherine 'Kitty' Bennet. . ."

"Blimey," Clara said once Alex had rattled off a few more fictional Catherine's. Her eyes were wide as saucers, the brown orbs looking almost too big for their sockets. "That's really brilliant. You must be one hell of a librarian."

Alex chuckled. "I try, though my assistant doesn't make it easy some days."

Clara smiled sympathetically through another bite of pie. "One of those assistants who doesn't so much help as hinder? I know the feeling. One of my professors had an assistant who always tried to help us, but she was an absolutenightmare. . ."

The remaining time until midnight was filled with conversation between Alex and Clara. No longer did Alex feel so alone or even scared. Clara was someone she immediately clicked with. Alex couldn't say that for a lot of people in her life. There was Lacey, Ross, Amy, Rory, and obviously the Doctor. Still, Alex was amazed at how much they had in common. Aside from a love of literature and favorite authors (though they had to agree to disagree on Alex preferringSense and SensibilityoverPride and Prejudice), they were both Ravenclaws, had always suspected Severus Snape to have hidden depths, had giant crushes on Alan Rickman, and shared a love for traveling. Clara even revealed that she planned on taking a break after finishing her teaching degree in order to travel.

"My mum had this book that I wasobsessedwith as a kid." She smiled a touch sadly. Alex noticed she was fiddling with one of several rings on her fingers. This particular ring was smaller than the others and rather looked like a modest engagement ring, though Clara wasn't wearing it on her ring finger. "Still am, really," she continued. Alex didn't comment on the grief that briefly flashed across her face. She understood all too well the pain that went with losing a parent and how it wasn't something easily talked about. "It's called101 Places to See. By the time I was ten, I'd picked out my top ten places to visit."

"What's number one?" Alex asked.

To her surprise, Clara smirked. "That's for me to know and you to find out."

Maybe Alex was imagining it, but Clara's tone sounded a touch flirtatious.

Alex couldn't reveal her more extraordinary travels to a complete stranger, but she happily told Clara about going to Auvers-sur-Oise, France (leaving out that it was to meet Vincent Van Gogh), visiting Venice (omitting the alien vampires), experiencing the beaches and nightlife of Rio, and basking in the beauty of Savannah, Georgia (minus all the possessions and psychics). Clara was practically drooling by the time she finished. She peppered Alex with questions, some Alex couldn't answer. Alex was positive she was filing all the information away for future travel reference.

All too soon, midnight arrived. The girls sprang up as the crowd started counting down, letting out loud cheers when they reached 'one'. Alex thought she would lose Clara in the theater but to her pleasant surprise, Clara and her group sat in the same row as her. Clara even managed to snag the seat next to her, giving her friend Soph an apologetic look that really didn't have a lot of apology in it. Soph, for her part, just rolled her eyes. The rest of the group nodded politely at Alex before focusing back on their own conversation.

And then . . . the lights dimmed, andHedwig's Themestarted playing. Loud whoops rang out all around the theater, but Alex was silent. All her attention was on the screen.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2was, in a word, magical. Alex tried and failed not to cry at Dobby's funeral, the entire Battle of Hogwarts sequence, and at Snape's death. She, along with the rest of the theater, cheered when Molly Weasley killed Bellatrix and again when Harry defeated Voldemort for the very last time (though Alex was a bit put out that the scene didn't match what was in the book. But that was Hollywood).

As an older Harry, Hermione, and Ron watched their children depart for Hogwarts at Platform 9 ¾, Alex wiped tears from her eyes for the fourth time. Honestly, why was she crying so much? Shehatedcrying. Her only comfort was that everyone else in the theater was crying too, some even outright bawling. Clara, thankfully, was not one of the latter people. She shot Alex a smile as she wiped a tear from her cheek.

"That wasamazing," Clara sighed as she and Alex walked out of the theater. "Can't believe it's over now."

"It was," Alex said with a sigh of her own. "And neither can I." She gave Clara a playful grimace. "Feels like my childhood is officially at an end, you know?"

"Tell me about it," Clara groaned. "Even though I've not been a child for years, it still feels like something's ended."

"Clara!" someone shouted. It was a member of Clara's group, the guy dressed as a Dementor. He and the rest of the group were halfway down the sidewalk, lingering under a streetlamp. "You ready to eat?"

"In a minute!" She turned back to Alex. "Hey, you wanna come with? We're going to hit one of the diners –notthe creep-infested one – before heading back to London."

Alex smiled apologetically. "Thanks, but I'm gonna have to say no. I gotta head back home. My car's over there." She gestured to the parking garage just across the street. She'd been lucky enough to get a first-floor spot. The '56 was visible through the ground floor windows.

"You're driving home at three am? Aren't you tired? I could easily fall asleep right now!"

Alex smirked. "Let's just say," she said slowly, "I have a really flexible sleeping schedule."

"Sleeping the day away tomorrow?"

"Nope, going in at nine am as usual."

Clara goggled at her. "Not even taking the day off?! All I plan on doing tomorrow is sleeping and catching up onEmmerdaleover some wine and takeaway."

"I did tell you about my assistant, right? If I leave her alone, she might pull anotherMummy Laid an Egg."

Clara snorted. Truly, out of all the antics Alex had related regarding Kendra, theMummy Laid an Eggincident was the one she found most amusing. "Yeah," she smiled. "Best not chance it."

Alex shuddered. "Yeah, best not." Just imagining what else Kendra could get up to unsupervised, even for a single day, was almost enough to make her forget about Kovarian and the Silence.

"Clara!" Another call from the teaching group, this time courtesy of a girl dressed as Rita Skeeter, green skirt-suit, glasses, and all.

Clara shot the girl a glare. "In aminute!" she huffed. Her annoyance faded the moment her gaze went back to Alex. "Sorry."

"No problem. Sounds like you better go though."

"It can wait a second." Clara suddenly took a deep breath, as though she were bracing herself for some monumental task. "Long enough to ask if you'd be interested in going out with me."

Alex's currently copper-colored eyes widened.So shewasflirting with me!She'd thought so at various intervals but kept dismissing it. Honestly, she'd never been flirted at by a woman. How was she to know? Especially when her hearts were completely hung up on the Doctor?

Alex clamped down on the wave of revulsion that swept through her. Clara was far from repulsive. She was quite pretty, actually. And she was seriously into literature. A huge plus, in Alex's book.

Alex had never gone out with a woman. Not because she was against it, but merely because she'd never met a woman she had entertained dating, much less doing other intimate things with. Alex had always identified herself as straight, but never discounted the possibility of trying a relationship with a woman. She had always told herself that if the right opportunity came along, she'd take it.

And Clara was someone she definitely would have viewed as the right opportunity. If this had been even a year ago, Alex would have said yes. She really did like Clara. She was very attractive, could hold an intelligent conversation on various works of literature, and was immensely caring. Not everyone would have jumped in to help a random girl being followed by a strange man. Clara had. That just showed how compassionate she was, a quality that would do her a world of good as a teacher.

But unfortunately for Clara, she had come along a little too late. Alex was completely head over heels for the Doctor (who, now that she thought about it, could potentially regenerate into a woman someday. It was an idea that was nowhere near as shocking or horrid as it had been when it was brought up with the Shansheeth). Everyone else simply paled in comparison. Even this lovely young woman in front of her, who was now holding her breath, her big eyes even bigger as they awaited an answer.

Alex offered Clara her most sincere smile. "Probably should have mentioned this earlier," she winced, "but I've got a boyfriend."

Clara's stiff shoulders slumped. "Oh," she said quietly.

"I am sorry," Alex said gently. She patted Clara's shoulder. "Really. Honestly, if I wasn't with him, I would have said yes."

"Really?" Clara eyed her warily. "You're not just saying that to make me feel better?"

"IswearI'm not. I'd say 'scout's honor' but I've never been a scout. Would it help if I swore on my parents' graves?"

To her relief, Clara offered her a small smile. "Not necessary, but thanks for the offer."

"Likewise." Alex grinned. "I'm quite flattered, really."

"You should be," Clara said seriously. "You're gorgeous. And brilliant. Hope that boyfriend of yours knows what he's got."

Alex smiled softly, her hand going up to cradle her necklace charm. "Don't worry," she murmured. "He's told me more than once that I'm the most precious thing in the universe to him."

"Well, there you go," Clara beamed. "I feel slightly better about being turned down now, knowing it's not my gender but because you've got a great guy."

Alex laughed. "Good to hear!"

"Clara!" This time it was Soph shouting. "Come on or we're leaving without you, I swear!"

"And that's our cue to depart," Alex snickered. "See you, Clara."

Clara grinned. "See you, Alex."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Clara shot her friends a glare as she walked back over to them. They all wore horribly mischievous expressions, barely able to contain their Cheshire cat grins. They knew damn well what they'd been interrupting every time they hollered for her.

"Not bringing your girlfriend, Clara?" Jamie cracked as he peeled off the hood of his Dementor costume. His face paint, which he'd meticulously applied during the train ride over, was now cracked and peeling in several places. The area around his eyes was smudged, no doubt from wiping away tears during the movie. Not that he'd ever admit to crying. "Thought we'd have to drag you away from her for a moment."

Clara crossed her arms over her chest. "She has a boyfriend," she said flatly.

Soph's expression immediately softened. "Oh, honey," she sighed. She slung an arm around Clara's shoulder, tugging her close. "I'm sorry."

With a sigh, Clara rested her head on Soph's shoulder. It was times like this that she really adored Soph. She was slightly older than the rest of their group, closer to mid-thirties than mid-twenties, and had two kids, one of whom was almost a teenager, but that didn't matter. Her experience in times like this was greatly appreciated. She truly was the 'mom friend' of their group.

"She did say that if she wasn't with him, she would've said yes," Clara offered into her shoulder.

Soph petted her hair. "Still doesn't make it better though, does it?"

"No, it helps a little." Feeling Soph's doubtful eyes on her, Clara looked up. "Really, I promise." Though she couldn't help letting out a wistful sigh. "Still. . ."

"Would've been nice if she was single and said yes," Soph finished.

"Exactly." Flinging herself off Soph's shoulder, Clara groaned long and loud. "AndGod, she wasperfect! Bloody gorgeous – did youseeher eyes? They changed colors every time I looked at them! And she reads Jane Austen and Shakespeare for fun!"

Emily, the girl in the Rita Skeeter costume, shook her head. "Blimey, Clara, sounds like you met your soulmate!"

Clara rolled her eyes. She had always found the concept of soulmates and destiny and fate to be completely ridiculous. Nothing more than the product of modern-day romance novelists, in her opinion. "I highly doubt she was mysoulmate, Emily. Just a really pretty girl I'd like to get coffee with, discuss literature with—"

"And shag?" Jamie cut in with a wink.

Clara shot him a glare, but she couldn't say he was wrong. She'd been attracted to Alex the moment she laid eyes on her. They'd been in the middle of listening to one of Emily's familiar rants on the class she was student-teaching for when Clara, bored with a topic she could practically recite in her sleep, happened to glance to the side.

And there she was. Easily the most beautiful girl Clara had ever seen. Long brown-blonde hair and bangs Clara's fingers itched to play with, long legs Clara immediately pictured wrapped around her waist, and those gorgeous color-changing hazel eyes. Those eyes had been chocolate brown when Clara first looked at them, but to her shock, they turned light green, followed by copper, honey, then a rich emerald green. All in the span of about ten seconds.

But what really got Clara's attention was howlonelythe girl looked. Not to mention a bit frightened. It immediately made Clara wonder what a beautiful girl like her should be lonely for, much less have to fear. While Jamie wasn't wrong that Clara had first been physically attracted to Alex, her attraction had quickly been put on the back-burner as she found herself worried about the girl.

She wanted to get to know her, figure out what was ticking inside her head. She wanted to reassure her, let her know she had nothing to be scared of. And, much to Clara's surprise, figure out what this girl was so afraid of and crush it to smithereens.

With all of that considered, Clara would have immediately gone up to her, but the girl was reading. Clara was a firm believer in never interrupting anyone who was reading, and this girl seemed particularly engrossed in her copy ofDeathly Hallows. Clara had reluctantly allowed herself to be sucked back into Emily's problems, but she still permitted herself side-glances every few moments. It was only when Soph started talking about Angie's latest attempt to torture her brother that Clara got distracted, almost forgot about the girl completely. So caught up in her laughter, she hadn't noticed the girl slipping off to the greasy spoon on the corner, the de facto spot for line-goers to use the bathroom and get a snack. Where that slimeball cashier was.

When Clara's laughter finally calmed down, she immediately turned to look at the girl. She was thinking maybe she would apologize for disrupting her reading with her loud laughter, if it actually had. It was a better conversation starter than nothing at all. But she hadn't been there. Immediately, Clara started looking for her. Then she spotted her a good distance away, walking away from the greasy spoon with a white bag in hand.

And that disgusting cashier with the too dark eyes was just a small distance behind her, his hands clenched in anticipation.

Clara hadn't thought. She just reacted. Shoving past a bewildered Emily and Soph, she started running down the dimly lit street. It wasn't even that she was attracted to this girl. It was that no girl should be followed on the street while minding her own business. It had happened to Clara once during university. That was how she met Soph. Soph happened to be in the right place at the right time and immediately addressed Clara as 'Angie', greeting her like a long-lost friend. The creeper following her had subsequently fled. Since then, Clara had sworn to herself to do the same to any girl she happened to come across in a similar situation.

And she'd saved this girl. She'd been a bit startled by the relief in the girl's expression. It was the relief of someone who had been caught in a similar circ*mstance before, one that hadn't ended so well. Alex had clung to her tightly, probably without even realizing it. When Clara pulled away to lead her back to the safety of the theater line, she'd noticed how wide Alex's eyes were, the colors changing faster than seemed humanly possible, shades of green and brown blurring together into an almost indistinguishable mess. Her skin was pale beneath its summer tan, and she'd been ever so slightly shaking.

That had all stopped the moment they reached the theater. Alex had shut all those terrified feelings off, shoving them to the back of her mind. It had both impressed and worried Clara. It was a skill she wished she could have utilized in the fraught couple of years after her mother died, instead of lashing out at everyone and everything. But it also made her wonder why Alex felt like she had to do such a thing. That kind of skill didn't develop overnight. It was something that only came from years and years of practice.

Clara hadn't wanted to leave her then. She wanted to stay right there beside Alex, give her something to focus on other than what had almost happened to her and whatever had happened to her in the past. And, okay, yes, she wanted to get to know the person she was attracted to, but that was only a secondary concern. Her main priority was distracting Alex.

And she had! Practically from the moment she sat down beside Alex. As they started talking, Clara started to think that maybe Alex was flirting with her, so she quickly allowed her natural flirtation and innuendo to come out. A beautiful girl talking to her, seemingly flirting with her, who could rattle off famous literary figures the way most men rattled off sports statistics. Her eyes lit up as she said each character name and book title, those pale pink lips twisted into little smirks at one of Clara's funny remarks, and the way she said Clara's name in that American accent, 'Claire-uh' instead of 'Clar-ah'. . .

Clara had to remind herself of her 'don't fall in love' trick. By the time they went into the theater, it had been on a loop in her head.Don't fall in love, don't fall in love, don't fall in love. . .

Could she really help it that she fell hard and fast for people? Especially the good-looking ones?

She'd never be able to look at cherry pie the same way again after tonight.

She was pulled out of her thoughts by Soph rubbing her shoulder. "I'm sorry, honey," she murmured.

Clara sighed. "Thanks."

"Okay, so you can't date her," Jamie broke in. "Unless you want to go allMy Best Friend's Weddingon her and her boyfriend."

Clara couldn't help but snort. "My Best Friend's Wedding? Since when have you seen that movie?"

"Yeah," Emily added suspiciously. "I thought your taste was limited toHarry Potterand movies with guns and car chases."

Jamie rolled his eyes. "Libby loves that movie and as a good boyfriend, I'm honor-bound to watch it with her." He rubbed his chin thoughtfully, smearing the makeup there. "Not a bad movie, really. Julia Roberts is hot in it."

Chuckling, Clara shook her head. "Definitely not doing aMy Best Friend's Wedding, as you so eloquently put it."

"Well, in that case, nothing's stopping you from being friends with her."

"He's right, Clara," Soph said with a smile. It was the sunny one she gave everyone, from her friends to her family to the postman. "Like you said, you two have a lot in common. If you think you can separate any feelings for her, then be friends with her."

Clara paused on the sidewalk, considering this. That was true. There was nothing wrong with being friends with Alex. She'd been just friends with plenty of people she'd been attracted to. Just because you were attracted to someone didn't mean you wouldalwaysbe attracted to them. Clara had learned that a long time ago. And Alex was just the kind of person she could see herself being best friends with. She'd never really had a best friend before.

Maybe meeting Alex tonightwasa kind of fate, as mad as Clara still thought that sounded. Maybe she had met her soulmate. A nice, lovely, platonic soulmate.

"You're right," she breathed. Clara quickly spun around and ran back up the sidewalk. "I'll be right back!" she shouted over her shoulder. "I didn't get her number!"

They had only gone a short distance down the sidewalk. There was still a good number of people clustered around the theater or heading to the parking garage across the street. She'd only been gone a couple minutes. Alex could still be here. Shehadto be.

Clara's gaze went to the ground floor of the parking garage. Alex had gestured at a rather vintage-looking car, not the kind of thing people drove anymore. Clara knew nothing about cars so she would be hard-pressed to identify what type of car it was, but she knew she would recognize it on sight.

Clara's heart sank.

The car was gone. Alex had already left.

Her shoulders drooping, Clara trudged back up the sidewalk.So much for that,she thought. She kicked at a stray pebble, sending it bouncing off into the street. She kept her gaze on the pavement. She really didn't want to see the pity in her friends' eyes, nor the well-meaning sympathy in Soph's.

Clara tried to be optimistic. Maybe she would see Alex again. The thought hadn't even finished running through her head before Clara scoffed at it. England wasn't exactly small. And Alex hadn't told her where she lived, just that she was a librarian in a village. And Lord knew England was crawling with villages.

It was only as Clara was just approaching her friends that the perfect optimistic thought came to her. To most people, it would hardly be grounds for optimism, but it made Clara feel better. Enough so that, when she met her friends' sorrowful faces, she was able to offer them a smile.

Run, you brilliant girl, and remember me.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

July 20th, 2011

Alex leaned against the kitchen counter, staring at the package in front of her. She was staring at it so intently, most people would have thought there was a bomb inside. There wasn't, of course. Not unless Lacey had developed some very interesting hobbies and a sudden desire to kill her best friend.

The package was one of Lacey's regularI-miss-you-so-here's-some-stuff-that-I-thought-you-would-likepackages. She sent them every month or so and had done since Alex first moved to Vegas to attend Octavian. Even when Alex moved continents, they continued to come. The packages typically contained different types of makeup, some of the stuff Alex regularly used, and some that Lacey had seen either in the drugstore or advertised in a magazine and thought Alex might like. Lacey would also send perfume (usually Alex's preferred Chanel No. 5 but occasionally other scents), clothes, jewelry, the occasional book, and photos of herself, Marigold, and the Bristol group.

This month's package contained a brand-new Naked eyeshadow palette from Urban Decay, Alex's preferred red lipstick, Cherry Bomb, a gauzy black shawl printed with red roses, the latest edition of the AmericanCosmopolitan, and plenty of photos. Highlights included a flour-covered Ross and Bree in the Blondie's kitchen (Lacey's note on the back explained Bree had been attempting to teach him how to bake a pie), a very grown-up looking Lola in an American-flag inspired dress on the 4th of July, and Lacey, Emmy, Ross, and Lola eating hot dogs at Marigold's annual 4th of July barbecue. Lacey's hot dog was plain, Emmy's covered in ketchup, Ross's piled high with sauerkraut, and Lola's cut up into pieces on a plate as she disliked hot dog buns.

Alex treasured these packages. The gifts were wonderful, but she really loved the photos. They all went into the scrapbook she kept in her nightstand, both on and off the TARDIS. Whenever she was feeling homesick for the Bristol group, all she had to do was crack open the scrapbook and gaze at their happy, smiling faces (or, in Mike's case, a slight quirking of the lips).

However, in this instance, the package reminded her of how much her life had changed since the last time she'd seen the Bristol group. She'd been kidnapped by an alien cult, her whole body altered for their own twisted purposes. She had discovered she was the distant descendant of a Time Lord. She had become a godmother, but her goddaughter had been kidnapped and had become a woman Alex highly disliked. She was now being protected by a member of UNIT in case said alien cult tried to kidnap her again.

None of this was known to the Bristol group.

Alex knew she should tell them. Or, at the bare minimum, Lacey and Marigold. But everything that had happened was soinsane, socomplicated. It was like the plot to one of those weird alien soap operas from the 33rd century that the Doctor had a guilty pleasure for. How could she possibly explain any of it to them? Especially via phone call or Skype?

No, it had to be in person. Alex had told herself when the Doctor returned at the end of the summer, one of the first places they'd visit would be Bristol. He could help her explain. It wouldn't be just her trying to muddle through all the insanity.

Yes, she was just waiting to tell them in person. It had nothing to do with being scared to tell them or them reacting negatively.

Nope, not thatat all.

Still, there weresomethings that they should know. Like her new relationship with the Doctor. Alex would more than happily tell them that. The only reason she hadn't yet was because she'd been so focused on the other changes in her life, all of which seemed rather more important than beginning a romantic relationship with someone.

So, she was going to Skype Lacey. They had decided it would be easier and a lot less expensive than collect calls from separate continents. Tonight was a good night for it. It was seven o'clock right now, meaning it was two in the afternoon in Bristol. Amy and Rory had gone out to dinner with Mels in Gloucester.Earnestrehearsal had ended early so cast members participating in next week's annual Leadworth Fair could go down to the fairgrounds and start setting up. Spencer was back at the boarding house, conducting a video conference with his UNIT superiors. According to him, it was supposed to be about the effects of the cure he'd helped develop on those massive wasps in Cornwall, but Alex suspected it also doubled as a sort of progress report regarding Spencer's work here in Leadworth. It was a bit weird imagining a bunch of military types she'd never met discussing her, so Alex had already decided not to ask Spencer too much about it.

After depositing Lacey's package in her bedroom, Alex grabbed her laptop and headed into the living room. The TV was on, muted to BBC News 24. Alex happened to glance up at it as she settled on the couch. The image on the screen nearly made her hearts jump out of her chest.

There was a Silent on TV.

Dropping her laptop rather roughly onto the coffee table, Alex scrambled for the remote. Surely to God the Silence weren't stalking her through her TV?! Then again, they were certainly capable of turning regular humans into Time Lords and psychopaths. Maybe spying on people through television wasn't acompleteimpossibility?

The moment Alex pressed the mute button, the Silent's unnerving voice rang throughout the room. "You should kill us all on sight," it hissed, sending chills down Alex's spine.

And then, in the blink of an eye, the image changed. Now the screen showed Neil Armstrong descending from Apollo 11's ladder onto the moon. ". . .one giant leap for mankind."

Alex blinked as a reporter's voice came on. "Exactly forty-two years ago today, back in 1969, American astronaut Neil Armstrong uttered those famous words as he became the first person ever to set foot on the moon during the successful Apollo 11 mission. Apollo 11 was the very first spacecraft to land on the moon and arguably was an end to the Space Race, though not for humanity's desire to travel further and further into space."

Slowly, Alex's whole body relaxed. She shut her eyes as the reporter moved on to the United Nations formally declaring a famine in southern Somalia, the first for the region in over thirty years. That Silent had been from the recording Canton had taken from the one he'd injured in Graystark Hall, the one the Doctor slipped into the official Apollo 11 footage. It was not a new Silent spying on her. She was safe.

Alex took a few more deep breaths before finally opening her eyes. The news was now discussing the ongoing European sovereign debt crisis, a topic Alex could frankly care less about. She quickly muted the TV and opened her laptop. As she clicked the Skype icon on her desktop, it occurred to her that maybe she should go ahead and tell Lacey about the Silence. Not necessarily about them kidnapping and converting her, but about their influence on the Space Race. Lacey had seen the very same Neil Armstrong footage countless times before. She deserved to know about everything that was on it.

Not to mention what that extra footage may have caused her to do.

Alex swallowed thickly. Not until now had she considered the possibility that because of that altered footage, her friends may have unknowingly killed members of the Silence. At the time, Alex had thought the Doctor's plan genius. Turning the Silence's powers of post-hypnotic suggestion against them by having the humans fight back? Brilliant! But now she saw just how manipulative and exploitative it also was. The humans obeying that command didn't have a choice in the matter. While they were getting rid of a horrible and sinister species, they were still murderers. Murderers who didn't even realize they had committed such a deed when they turned away from their work.

Alex worried her bottom lip.Please forgive me and the Doctor, Lace.

Lacey answered less than a minute after being called. Her bright, bubbly face filled the screen, sapphire eyes shining almost as much as her pearly white teeth. Her blonde curls were pulled back into a bun at the base of her neck, and she wore a simple faded red tank top and a necklace with a small heart charm. No makeup adorned her face. That made Alex feel a lot better about her own attire. The moment she got home from work, she'd changed into a matching black camisole and boxer pajama set patterned with stars, keeping her white socks, sonic necklace, and ring on.

"Hi!" Lacey cried, waving to the camera.

Alex laughed. Her excitement was infectious. "Hey, Lace," she said, waving back.

Greetings out of the way, Lacey quickly got to the point. "Alright, tell me. What's new? I want to knoweverything. Oh!" she cried, suddenly jumping in her chair. "Did you get my package yet?"

"Yep, got it today." Alex smiled softly, her tone becoming softer as well. "Thank you. I love it, as always."

Lacey dismissed this with a wave of her hand. "No problem. You know I love doing that stuff. I think you'll love that eyeshadow palette. Urban Decay just released it and all the beauty bloggers can't stop raving about it."

Alex grinned. Lacey had recently become obsessed with beauty bloggers on YouTube and took their critiques as though they were commands from God. "I trust you," she said simply. "Where'd the shawl come from?"

"This little boutique in Lexington. Found it by accident when I went up there with Bailey to do wedding dress shopping. I told you she's getting married, right?"

Any thoughts regarding telling Lacey about the Silence flew right out of Alex's head. "What?! No! Who to?"

Lacey smirked, which could only mean the groom was someone Alex would never suspect. A moment later, she was proven right. "Brett Parker, believe it or not."

"BrettParker? As inyourBrett?"

"He's notmyBrett. Hasn't been for a long time."

"When did they start dating? How did I not know about this?"

"It was all rather sudden," Lacey reflected. "Only about six months ago, I think. They kept it on the down-low, I guess because Bailey's parents don't exactly approve of Brett. Anyway, by the time we all learned about it, Brett was shopping for a ring. He proposed to her earlier this month and just last week, I got asked to be a bridesmaid."

"Not maid of honor?"

Lacey grimaced. "No, thank God. That honor's going to Bailey's cousin. Remember her? Miranda Adkins. Lives up near Indianapolis, but she and Bailey are thick as thieves. All the better for her. I couldn't stand being responsible for planning everything."

"It's not that bad," Alex argued. "I like to think I handled Amy and Rory's wedding pretty well."

"That's because you thrive on that kind of thing. Making sure catering gets paid, booking the band, helping send out invitations, not to mention corralling all the bridesmaids. . ." Lacey shuddered. "No thanks."

Alex snigg*red, but she could understand Lacey's point of view. Amy and Rory's wedding had been a pretty small affair, compared to most other weddings, but Alex had done a lot of work for it. She'd done all of what Lacey had just listed and more. The only thing she hadn't needed to worry about was planning the bachelorette party and that was only because Mels claimed it the moment Amy told them she was engaged. "So, when is the big day? What about the bachelorette plans?"

"Wedding is set for September 10th. Bailey said to tell you you're invited, obviously. You ought to be getting the invite in the next few days. As for the bachelorette party, Miranda's organized a big to-do in Nashville." Lacey's expression indicated just what she thought of this.

"Come on, it won't be that bad. You'll be on Music Row! You can go see the Grand Ole Opry and the Ryman Auditorium, just like we wanted to do when we were kids!"

"I'dloveif that happened," Lacey sighed, "but let's face reality here, Alex. That whole weekend will be about nothing but booze and strippers. Maybe we'll go to a spa, but that's only if we'rereallylucky."

Alex couldn't help raising an eyebrow. Lacey's attitude was rather surprising. She had always been a bit of a wild-child and party girl, always the first to arrive and the last to leave. Alex would have thought a wild bachelorette weekend in Nashville to be something Lacey would thrive on, not reject.

And because Lacey was her best friend, she knew exactly what Alex was thinking. "I think I'm getting a little old for constant booze and antics," she confided with a whisper. She glanced over her shoulder, as though fearful someone (like Marigold) was listening in. After making sure it was only her and Alex, Lacey shook her head. "Crazy, isn't it? Who'd have thought the party girl would hang up her hat?"

Alex offered her a soft smile. "Nothing wrong with growing up, Lace. Makes you feel any better, I'm rather past all of that carousing myself."

"That's because you're doing a different kind of carousing now," Lacey pointed out. Those sapphire blue eyes twinkled at the camera. "All of time and space right at your fingertips." Her voice was wistful, even a touch envious.

"You know," Alex said slowly, an idea just coming to her. "If I asked the Doctor, he'd let you come on a trip. If you wanted."

Lacey blinked, her mouth in a little 'o' shape. "Are you serious?"

"Dead serious. He won't say no to me." Alex honestly couldn't believe she hadn't considered this before. It would beawesomehaving Lacey come on the TARDIS, even if just for one trip. Her old life and her new life coming together like puzzle pieces, forming a full picture instead of just separate halves. And she had no doubt the Doctor would agree.Anything to keep me happy,she thought with a smirk.I'll have to mention it to him later.

She was pulled out of her thoughts by Lacey saying, "Won't say no to you, huh?" When Alex focused back on the screen, she saw Lacey was watching her carefully, those sapphire orbs unusually shrewd.

Alex had almost forgotten that Lacey had been able to see early on that she had feelings for the Doctor. She'd urged Alex to tell him more than once, but Alex had never listened. Not until recently. Not until River Song had forced her hand. "Yep," she said casually, leaning back against the couch cushions.

"Uh-huh." Lacey continued eyeing her, but said, "I'll think about it, okay?"

Alex nodded, resisting the urge to beg Lacey to say yes. Lacey was well-aware of the dangers involved in traveling with the Doctor. Alex had told her all about the Daleks, Weeping Angels, and countless other foes. Lacey would be madnotto carefully think even just one trip in the TARDIS through. "Okay," she nodded. "I understand."

Lacey smiled softly. "Good. Now!" she cried, abruptly brightening up. "What is that Doctor of yours up to? Still off doing the solo travel?"

"Yep." It wasn't a lie. The Doctorwastraveling on his own, although not on great adventures, as Lacey assumed. But that was a conversation for another day. "I'm still talking to him every day though."

Lacey's expression suddenly turned mischievous. "Does he know aboutClara?" she asked, half-singing the name.

Alex rolled her eyes. Lacey had gotten a huge kick out of that. As had Amy and Rory. "Yes, as a matter of fact."

"Really?" Lacey's smirk deepened, those blue eyes wide in anticipation. "What did he say?"

Alex smiled in recollection, as well as at the idea that had just popped into her head. Here was a way to tell Lacey one of her big news's without making a whole speech about it. "He was a bit jealous and a little surprised when I told him I would've said yes if I wasn't already dating him. He also muttered something about the dangers of pretty girls, but overall, he took it really well."

It took a moment for Lacey to fully process this. "Okay, he was jealous but took it well when you—" Her jaw dropped. "Wait. Did you saydating?" Her eyes widened. "You're dating the Doctor?!"

Alex didn't even manage to get an answer out for Lacey let out a squeal that could probably be heard all over Leadworth, no web camera required. "Oh. My. GOD!" she cried, doing little jumps in her chair. "You're dating?! Since when?!" Her ecstatic features abruptly turned into anger. "And why didn't you tell me sooner?!" she snapped.

"I'm sorry, Lacey, really. I would have told you sooner, but a lot's been going on." Alex couldn't keep from grimacing as she said this. 'A lot' was a severe understatement. Before Lacey could ask what she meant, Alex hurried on. "In answer to how long, it's been about . . . four months? Maybe five?" She gave Lacey an apologetic look. "Hard to keep track in a time machine, weirdly enough."

Lacey let out a loud groan. "Four or fivemonths? And you're just now getting round to telling your best friend? I mean, I can understand wanting to keep it to yourselves for a while, but not forfive months!"

"I know," Alex said quietly. "I really am sorry for not telling you sooner."

Looking at her, Lacey sighed. Despite her best efforts, she could never stay mad at Alex. She always caved in the span of about ten seconds. Besides, she could tell there was something up with Alex. She seemed . . . guarded. A bit hesitant. Lacey would even go so far as to say scared. Alex even seemed physically different, though in what way Lacey couldn't say. Not from a mere live video feed, anyway. She needed to see Alex in person.

Knowing now that her friend was, for some bizarre reason, skittish, Lacey kept her tone gentle. "Don't worry about it, Alex," she smiled, though it didn't mask the newfound worry in her eyes.

It didn't go unnoticed by Alex. She inwardly groaned. This was the downside of having a best friend who'd known her since she was five. Lacey knew all of her tells, could tell almost immediately when something was bothering her. And Lacey never failed in wearing her down enough that she finally blurted everything out. That couldn't happen now. Such a conversation was not meant to be mindlessly blurted out. It had to be careful, concise. It had to be done in person, not on a video chat or phone call.

Before Lacey could ask any specifics, Alex started talking. "This is going to sound pretty insane, but what I'm about to tell youistrue, Lacey."

Lacey sat up straighter. A worry line appeared on her brow. "You know I'll believe you, Alex," she said assuredly. "What's this about?"

Taking a deep breath, Alex began.

She told Lacey about going to 1969 Washington D.C. (leaving out exactlyhowthey knew to go there; another thing to cover at another time) and meeting Canton and President Nixon.

Lacey snorted at this. "You metNixon? Watergate Nixon?!"

Alex couldn't help but smirk. "Yeah, and guess what, the Doctor actually assured the existence of the Watergate tapes, but that's skipping ahead."

She told Lacey about the strange phone calls Nixon had been receiving from a scared little girl, leaving out that said little girl was Amy and Rory's daughter, Melody Pond. She talked about the Doctor tracing the calls, based on Melody's recitation of 'Jefferson, Adams, Hamilton', to the warehouse that sat at the corner of those three streets down in Florida. From there, the rest of the story flowed easily; finding the NASA astronaut suits and equipment there, following River and Rory down into the tunnel and discovering the spaceship that was a twin to the one masquerading as the second floor to Craig's flat (a story Lacey had already heard), and then coming face to face with the Silence and realizing that she was the only one who could remember them after looking away.

By this point in the story, Lacey's eyes were wide with horror. "That. . ." She shook her head. She was at a loss for words. Finally, she managed to come up with one, though it hardly described the situation accurately. "That'shorrifying."

She honestly couldn't imagine it. A whole race of aliens, hiding out on Earth for what sounded like centuries, completely unnoticed by the human race? Having the power to erase the memory of them being seen? 'Horrifying' didn't even begin to cover it.

And only Alex could remember seeing them. Alex had told her about the advanced mental abilities the Doctor had helped her discover. That revelation had been surprising, but Lacey hadn't let it bother her. To her, it was just another interesting fact about her best friend. Alex liked popcorn mixed with Red Hots, could recite all of Taylor Swift's number one hits, and had a mind that could literally fight off anything that tried to enter it or take it over. Simple facts.

But now, that interesting fact had become evenmoreinteresting. This was no longer just a random factoid in a long list of them. This was now anability, similar to a superpower. Alex's mind was capable of things Lacey couldn't even imagine.

And she was okay with that.

But what if Alex was in danger because of that power? Lacey didn't think these creatures would like the idea of someone being capable of remembering them. To the Silence, Alex's mental abilities would seem less cool, more threatening.

She wondered if she should bring this up to Alex. But before she could, her friend was plowing on. Lacey let her. It rather sounded as though Alex needed to get this off her chest.

Lacey was pretty sure her jaw dropped when Alex related her three months spent tracking the Silence across America. Over a thousand Silence across a couple of states? Again, 'horrifying' didn't cover it.

Lacey's jaw only dropped further and further as the story went on. By the time Alex told her about the hidden clip in the Neil Armstrong moon footage, it was nearly touching the floor.

"There . . . t-there's this hidden bit of footage in that clip?!" Lacey immediately thought about all the times she'd seen that famous bit of footage. Too many history classes to count, on the news during the anniversary of the landing (Like today,she thought with a shiver), and more occasions that she couldn't even name right now. And all this time, there was something in that footage that she saw but never remembered seeing.

Again, 'horrifying' was too tame a word.

Before Alex could answer, something else occurred to Lacey. The words in that clip. . .You should kill us all on sight.Alex had explained that the Silence had been using their powers of post-hypnotic suggestion to influence the human race. They had used it to influence the Space Race, to get them a spacesuit for the little girl (another thing that was utterly horrible about them – Lacey highly doubted the girl was with them by choice). The Doctor had, quite ingeniously, turned that ability back on them. That particular Silent had unknowingly instructed humanity to slaughter his race.

Eradicating such a manipulative species was fine and dandy in Lacey's book, but to have humanity do it? On the one hand, it was a good way for humanity to get revenge on those who had been manipulating them for thousands of years. On the other. . . Humanity had become unknowing murderers.

Have I killed any?Lacey wondered.Has Marigold?What about the rest of their friends? Had there ever been a time when they had seen a Silent and immediately reacted? Then, once the deed was done, they turned around and forgot?

Chills ran down Lacey's spine. 'Horrifying' was still too tame a word. There might not be a word in the English language,anylanguage, that fully expressed the horror and repulsiveness of this whole situation.

"I'msosorry, Lace," Alex said quietly. Her eyes were downcast, her fingers fiddling with her sonic necklace. She refrained from looking at Lacey as she continued speaking. "At the time, the Doctor's plan seemed brilliant. I didn't realize until recently how. . ."

"How exploitative it is?" While Lacey's voice was quiet, there was no mistaking the underlying harshness.

Alex swallowed thickly. "Yes. And manipulative. And just . . . plainwrong."

Rubbing a hand over her eyes, Lacey sighed. She had no doubt that at the time (as shehadbeen kidnapped by those creatures) Alex had thought the plan incredibly clever. And it was. There was no doubt about that. It would have been abundantly clear to Alex, who valued brains and brilliance very highly. So relieved in getting herself and Amy out of harm's way, Alex wouldn't have considered the downsides of the plan. Only now, when she was back in the normal monotony of regular human life, would she have truly been able to sit back and think about things, something the Doctor's lifestyle, Lacey gathered, didn't often allow.

Lacey dropped her hand and looked at the computer screen. Alex still wasn't looking at her. She was staring down at her sonic necklace charm like it was the most fascinating thing in the world. She rather reminded Lacey of her younger self when Carla was around, back before Alex had learned to be defiant. Staring at the ground, waiting to be scolded because with Carla there wasalwayssomething to be scolded for.

And just like that, Lacey's anger dissolved. Again, she couldn't stay mad at Alex. And her friend wasstillso skittish, so guarded. . . She'd told Lacey all about the Silence, but she was still holding something back, keeping it close to her chest.What the hell is she so scared of?

"Alex?"

Alex's eyes snapped up. Lacey's tone had been gentle, so soft and sweet. Meeting her best friend's gaze, Alex saw those same qualities reflected in her sapphire blue eyes. "Yeah?" she said, a bit warily.

"It's okay." Lacey offered her a little smile. "I get it. I mean, I'm notsuperexcited by the fact that I might have unknowingly killed those things, but I don't exactlyregretit if I did, you know?" Her posture straightened as she thought. "Actually, I hope I gave them hell."

Alex couldn't help but snort. There was the Lacey Rose Abernathy she knew and loved. So loving and caring but with a vitality and spark that, if you crossed her, was dangerous to see fully lit. "You should know," she added, "that information about the Silence erases itself over time. You should write all this down, because you will start to forget in a few days." That was what had happened for Canton and Amy and Rory, until the latter two eventually realized something was amiss because of all the tally marks they'd drawn on themselves.

Lacey nodded firmly. Leaning slightly out of camera, she grabbed her diary out of its hidden space between her bed and the nightstand. She wasn't as meticulous as Alex when it came to keeping a diary, but she did write in it at least twice a week. "Writing it all down now," Lacey promised as she grabbed her favorite sparkly pen. She'd have to remember to put a post-it note on the diary, reminding her to regularly read this entry. There was no way in hell she wanted to forget any of this. The Silence and their freaky memory powers could go to hell.

"If it helps," Alex offered as Lacey wrote, "you and the rest of our friends have probably never encountered a Silent. I've been giving it some thought and all the Silent's we encountered were in 1969. That was two decades before we were born. They might have been mostly or completely eradicated by that point."

"Thatdoeshelp," Lacey admitted. Still didn't mean Marigold might not have encountered one (she was born in 1966) but Lacey refrained from bringing that up.

Lacey waited until she'd written down everything Alex had related before looking back up. It was time for the even more serious questions.

"Alex," she began. "You know you can tell me anything, right?"

She didn't miss the way Alex stiffened. "Right. . ."

"Because . . . we've been best friends since we werefive. I mean, you told me about the nightmares you had about the boating accident the first time you slept over at my house, remember?"

Alex nodded. She'd been so scared of having another one of those horrible nightmares and scaring off her new friend. "I remember."

"And I told you when I got my period during ninth grade gym, right? There was blood all over my gym shorts and you gave me yours so no one would know."

Alex chuckled. "And got scolded by Coach Davis for not bringing my dressing out clothes."

"Hey, he didn't write you up though!" All Alex had to do was give him one of her glares and Coach Davis immediately turned tail for the safety of his office.

Alex smirked. "Thatwasa lucky break there."

Lacey laughed, but not for long. The seriousness of the situation didn't really allow for a lot of laughter. "Anyway," she continued, "based on all that, you know you can tell me whatever it is you're holding back." Alex opened her mouth to protest, but Lacey talked overtop her. "Don't deny it! Iknowyou, Alex. Yes, I know whatever you're keeping back is bigger than nightmares or having an unexpected period. . ." She trailed off, her eyes suddenly widening. "Wait, or is itnothaving your period? Alex, are you pregnant?!"

Alex rolled her eyes. "No, Lacey," she said flatly. "Definitely not pregnant."

Lacey visibly deflated. The moment the idea entered her head, she'd gotten excited. She had never been an aunt and the prospect of becoming one was quite thrilling. Unfortunately, it seemed like her chance at becoming one was still a ways off. "Then what is it?" she asked.

Alex desperately wanted to answer. She wanted to tell Lacey the truth.Well, Lace, thanks to those Silence creatures I just told you about, I'm no longer human! Wasn't 100% human to begin with, either.

Yeah, that wasdefinitelybigger than nightmares or periods. Not to mention infinitely more complicated. Lacey had been so fantastic and wonderful accepting this crazy, amazing world Alex was now a part of. But what if this was something she just couldn't accept?

Alex swallowed heavily. She hated thinking that, hated admitting it, but it was the truth. She was sure that if she admitted these fears right now to Lacey, her friend would immediately dismiss them, say Alex was insane for ever thinking them in the first place. But what if those fears became founded the moment Alex told her everything?

Amy and Rory were different. They had lived with everything Alex had gone through. They had experienced their own turmoil at the hands of Kovarian and the Silence. Lacey hadn't.

Not to mention, but Alex really didn't want to talk about all that just now. Not when she was being guarded by an operative from UNIT from gaslighting and possible kidnapping attempts, still dealing with her newfound Time Lord abilities, and trying to help Amy and Rory not only heal from their daughter being kidnapped, but also face the truth that they were never going to get their innocent little girl back. It was all so much for a person to deal with. Lacey would just have to accept that she wasn't ready to confide everything yet. Not without someone else there. Someone who wouldn't let her go through the terror of admitting everything alone.

Alex drew in a deep breath.

Lacey sat up a little straighter, bracing herself for whatever Alex was about to say.

She was both disappointed and yet not surprised at what Alex said.

"Iwilltell you everything, Lacey," Alex promised. She made an x over her left heart, barely stopping herself from making an identical mark over the right side of her chest. "But not yet. Everything's still so. . ." She shook her head. "It's a freaking mess, actually. I want to wait until things are a bit calmer before I tell you and Marigold everything."

Lacey raised an eyebrow. If Alex wanted to confess her secrets to her and Marigold at the same time, it meant that this news wasbig. Lacey would even go so far as to say possibly life-changing.

Alex eyed her a touch warily. Lacey knew her well enough to know that Alex was expecting her to get mad, protest, or even start firing questions at her. Lacey might have done just that if not for the look in Alex's eyes. Those color-changing hazel orbs were still shifting from color to color, but there was a newfound heaviness to them. Lacey would have said they were more mature were it not for the edge of sharpness she saw in them. It was a sharpness typically only acquired after immense trauma, something that made the person who experienced it that much more wary, more guarded, not as open and trusting as they used to be.

It had clearly happened to Alex. Whatever truths she needed to divulge, those truths had put that edge there. They had made Alex just that bit warier and guarded, more jaded instead of compassionate and trusting.

Lacey immediately wanted to hurt whoever had done that to Alex.

She wanted to demand Alex tell her the truth, reveal who put that look in her eyes so she could go out and punch them.

But Lacey didn't. Because Alex didn't need that right now. All she needed was acceptance.

Lacey merely nodded, holding Alex's gaze so her friend would know she spoke the truth. "No problem," she said softly. "Whenever you're ready, we're right here."

Alex's eyes watered, but she hurriedly pushed those tears down. She smiled at Lacey, her relief practically radiating off her. "Thanks, Lace."

Lacey offered her a smile of her own before quickly changing the subject. Lord knew some light-hearted gossip was needed after so much angst. "Now that that's settled," she said briskly, "you can tell meeverythingabout your relationship with the Doctor. First things first, how thehelldid it happen?!"

Alex burst out laughing. She was so glad she had Lacey.

The universe would have felt a lot lonelier without her best friend.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

July 25th, 2011

"The annual Leadworth Fair, eh?" Alex could hear the Doctor's grin through the speakers. "That should be exciting." He paused. "Hopefully better than the 1994 one."

Alex snorted. Amy and the Doctor had each told her their own accounts of attending that fair the night Amy finally corned the Doctor about her two sets of memories. "Definitely better," she assured him. "The rides no longer look like ones that require you to make out a will before getting on them."

"Definitely an improvement," the Doctor agreed.

Alex pressed her phone tighter against her ear as she walked past a group of teens, all babbling excitedly about the fair. Alex could hardly blame them. The Annual Leadworth Fair was one of the few exciting things that happened in Leadworth each year.

According to Rory, the fair had started up years ago as a fundraiser for the local hospital. It still acted as such today, though it was also a good place for local and out-of-town vendors to sell their wares. In the last few years, it had become quite popular, even being written up as a summer highlight on a popular holiday blog. People came up from London and down from Manchester to attend the fair, making it quite the big deal locally. Slacking on the fair wasn't an option and pretty much every Leadworth resident was expected to somehow contribute. Add in the fact that Tabetha Pond was head of the organizing committee, there was no chance for Amy, Alex, and Rory to avoid helping out.

Amy and Alex had already agreed to help out with one of the refreshment stands. There really hadn't been much expectation for them to do anything else. The first year Alex was in Leadworth, she and Amy had volunteered to make some of the desserts to be sold at the refreshment stands. However, after Alex's brownies came out burnt and Amy's cupcakes turned out to taste sour rather than sweet, it was agreed by all parties that the girls would be better at selling the treats rather than making them.

Rory, much to his everlasting regret, had been signed up for the dunk tank. For three hours a day, he got to be at the mercy of several determined throwers. He had made Amy and Alex swear not to join those ranks, but the girls had made a pact of their own to try to dunk him at least once. There was no risk of retaliation from Rory. He didn't really do revenge.

Even theEarnestcastmates weren't excluded from pitching in. Archie, aside from helping build several booths, was in charge of the strongman game. Veronica was helping with the face-painting booth, George and William (plus Arthur) were helping their parents run Bello Italiano's refreshments stand, and Elsie and Henry had been assigned to balloon darts. Dr. Coggins and Mrs. Warner, in addition to serving on the organizing committee, were assisting with the cotton candy stand and the bingo tent, respectively.

"How long do you have to run your booth?" the Doctor asked.

"Just two hours every day this week. Tabetha gave us the ten to twelve shift. Not a lot of customers, but Amy and I like getting it out of the way first thing."

"Oh, well, that's not too bad then. You'll still get to check everything out."

Alex laughed. "Don't worry, I've already set my sights on the caramel apples, the bottle toss, and the cake walk."

"Cake walk?" the Doctor repeated, puzzled.

"Mrs. Warner makes thisincredibletriple-layer brownie cake with M&Ms on top." Alex almost started drooling justthinkingabout it. She had never tasted something so utterly delectable that it was practically a sin before. "It's the mostdeliciousthing you have ever tasted, Doc, and she only makes it for her son's birthday and the cake walk in the fair. I've been lucky enough the past two years to win the cake walk, but only last year was I able to select that cake." Alex's mouth set in a determined line. "I am getting that cake this year."

The Doctor chuckled. "Then I wish you all the luck in the world, Ally. My only request is if you do win it, save a piece for me? That cakedoessound rather delicious."

"Consider it done, Doc," Alex grinned.

"Lovely. And also–"

"Dunk Rory for you." Alex rolled her eyes, though she couldn't keep the smile off her face. "Consider that done, too."

The Doctor let out a rather devilish chuckle. "Excellent." Alex had no doubt he was smirking as he imagined Rory getting repeatedly dunked. Not that she blamed him. She also smirked picturing that.

However, Rory's future misfortunes in the dunk tank were quickly put on the backburner. "And Spencer?" the Doctor asked. "What will he be doing all day?"

"Sticking to me like Velcro." That was actually a direct quote. Spencer had said it when Rory asked what he was going to be doing while Alex was working at the refreshment stand. "He'll be hanging out with me and Amy and then following me around. The usual."

"Good." Despite the fact that there had been no other signs of a threat, the Doctor continued to remain cautious. Alex knew he was worried that if he or Spencer dropped their guards for so much as a second, something would happen, something that would put her in danger. Fortunately, neither the Doctor nor Spencer had any intention of letting that happen.

Alex glanced over her shoulder. Spencer, in an effort to get some of the attention off himself and Alex, had decided to not outright walk with her to the fairgrounds, but walk a few paces behind. He wasn't very far away though. Only about three feet. At the moment, he was making a big show of looking down at his phone, but Alex knew it was an act. Every single bit of his attention was on her and the surrounding area.

"Don't worry, Doc. Nothing's gonna happen."

"No more creepy men following you, I hope," the Doctor growled. He hadn't been happy when Alex related that story. He'd even gone so far as to demand to speak to Spencer, no doubt to remonstrate him on his shortcomings. Alex, however, had refrained from helping him send Spencer into heart failure. She'd reminded the Doctor that it wasn't Spencer's fault he hadn't been with her that night and that nothing had happened to her, thanks to Clara. This, in turn, caused the Doctor to forget Spencer in favor of grumbling about some "pretty bird" asking her out. He'd gotten back to Spencer eventually, but Alex remained firm. Spencer was blameless in the matter.

Besides, Spencer had started showing her cool new defense moves. His on-the-fly self-defense classes were typically conducted in the library during the hour before rehearsal. Practicing flipping Spencer over her shoulder in a library, of all places, gave Alex seriousBuffyvibes, but it was working. In the span of just a few days, Spencer had taught her how to escape from a 'bear hug' attack, escape from a side headlock, do a heel-palm strike, and flip someone almost twice her weight over her shoulder. Alex had gleefully demonstrated this latter skill on Rory, who politely declined from seeing what else she had learned. In addition, the Doctor promised to teach her more advanced stuff once she was back on the TARDIS.

"Definitely no more creepy men," Alex said now. Coming to the end of the sidewalk, she stepped onto the blacktop that made up the parking lot of Leadworth's lone school. Just beyond the playground, she could see huge, colorful tents and various rides peeking over the treetops. "There's none that I know of in Leadworth."

"You said yourself this fair attracts quite the out-of-town crowd." The Doctor's voice, previously warning, softened as he let out a long sigh. "Just . . . be careful, Ally, okay?"

Even though she knew he couldn't see her, Alex nodded. "I promise, Doc," she said softly.

"Good."

Smiling, Alex continued across the parking lot and onto the thick green grass. She ducked under the monkey bars as she made her way towards the line of trees that separated the primary grades' playground from the secondary grades' soccer field. "I'm almost there, Doc. I'll call you back later and fill you in on everything."

Alex knew he was smiling even before he replied. There was just no missing it, not for her. "I'm looking forward to it, Ally. Good luck again on that cake walk!"

"Thanks," Alex chuckled. "Love you."

"Love you, too."

Once she hung up, Alex switched her Blackberry to vibrate and slid it into the back pocket of her overalls. She'd paired the tight, medium-blue overalls with a red bandeau top (worn so her black lace bra wouldn't show at the sides), white Converse, some silver bangles, and silver stud earrings. She'd left her purse at the house. There was no real need for it. The library was always closed for the week of the fair, which meant Alex didn't need it to carry her keys and her lunch. Not to mention, but carrying a purse around a fair was just cumbersome, as well as a bit risky. Pickpockets and purse-snatchers would consider the fair the perfect place for a bit of light thieving.

Alex was surprised to see Kendra manning the ticket booth. Her assistant, dressed in a paisley-print bandana top and cutoffs, was perched on a high stool in the red and white striped booth, flipping through the latest edition ofOK!She had just settled on an article discussing the first few months of Will and Kate's married life when Alex came up. "Oh, hi, Alex."

"Hey, Kendra. You got stuck on the ticket booth?"

Kendra, whose attention had turned back to her magazine, nodded. "Yep." She shrugged. "Not so bad, really." Her mouth curled into a quick scowl. "Better than getting the dunk tank again."

Alex bit back a smirk. Kendra had made it abundantly clear last year that she wasnot happy with the organizing committee assigning her to the dunk tank. At the end of each of her three-hour shifts, Kendra had stalked away, shouting that she bloody hated her job and that if the committee tried to assign it to her again next year, she could not be held responsible for what she would do. Alex had no doubt the committee had taken that threat to heart (or at least wanted to avoid hearing Kendra bitch and moan for a second year in a row). "Yeah," Alex nodded. "Rory got assigned there this year."

Kendra looked up, a mischievous grin on her face. "So I heard. My goal is to be the first to dunk him." She paused, then added, "After Amy, of course."

Alex grinned. "Of course."

At that moment, Spencer came up. "Oh, hey, Alex!" he said as though he hadn't been three feet behind her since she left the house half an hour ago.

Alex played along though. "Hey, Spencer. Come to check out the fair?"

"Figured I would. Sounds like the hottest ticket in town."

"Probably because it's theonlyhottest ticket in town every year," Kendra cut in. She leaned back as far as she could without toppling off her stool and crossed her arms in front of her chest, causing her cleavage to deepen. Alex had no doubt she’d practiced this move in front of a mirror. Kendra shot Spencer a simpering smile. "Hey, Spence."

Spencer's eyes widened at the nickname, but he chose not to comment on it. "Kendra," he said with a polite nod. He glanced at the sign above the booth advertising admission prices. "Ten quid to get in?"

"Oh, don't worry about it!" Kendra cried as Spencer reached for his wallet. She glanced around as though people were watching, even though this section of the fairgrounds was basically deserted. "I won't tell if you won't," she whispered. She finished this with a wink.

Oh, brother,Alex thought. Safely unobserved by Kendra, she rolled her eyes.

Spencer, for his part, ignored Kendra's blatant flirting. "That's really nice of you, Kendra, thanks!" And without another word, he strode past them into the fairgrounds.

Kendra craned her head to watch him go. "One day," she sighed, "I'll wear him down."

"Good luck with that," Alex said. She was unable to keep the dryness out of her voice. Fortunately, Kendra didn't notice. With another wistful sigh over Spencer's aloofness, her attention returned to her magazine.

Alex caught up with Spencer just inside the start of the fairgrounds. He was standing next to the funnel cake booth, sniffing appreciatively. Behind the counter, Rachel Wyrick was helping the Brew & Chew's main cook, Ron Farthing, construct the funnel cakes. Both were dipping batter into the two deep fryers, sending a delicious sugary smell into the air.

Rachel, looking over her shoulder, smiled apologetically. "Won't start serving till ten thirty!" she called out over the sound of the deep fryers. "But if you're hungry, I think the cotton candy booth just opened!"

"Thanks, Rachel!" Alex called as she and Spencer headed further into the fairgrounds. "We'll be back!"

Spencer rubbed his growling stomach as they left the tantalizing smell of deep-fried batter behind. "Ten thirty?" he groaned. "I don't know if I can wait that long."

"Don't worry," Alex smiled. "My booth always starts serving before anyone else."

Alex's designated booth was right square in the middle of the fairgrounds. Its position in the middle of a large path created two smaller paths that went along the booths and tents lined up alongside. Though it was still rather early, the fair opening at ten and it only being eight thirty now, there were plenty of people already hard at work at various booths. Brianna Mayhew was in the process of filling a large metal tub with water for the duck pond game. Two booths down from her, a troop of Girl Guides were setting up a stand to sell cookies. Several out-of-towners were piling their wares out on booth counters. Alex spotted two jewelry makers, a corset-maker, a blacksmith setting up actual swords, and someone whose wares seemed to consist of fruit with funny faces carved into them. This latter booth was a definite skip, but Alex vowed that she would check out the other booths.

The refreshment stand was large and round, complete with a white awning acting as a roof. Hopping over the counter, Alex saw that several coolers had already been delivered. Some housed cold turkey and ham sandwiches, others soft drinks and bottled water. Five other coolers housed extra bags of ice. A cash register was tucked into a little slot in the counter. Alex opened it with the key Tabetha had given her earlier and found one hundred pounds in cash inside. Perfect starting out money.

Laying against one of the coolers was a large chalkboard sign. Alex grabbed this and hoisted it onto the counter. "Do me a favor?" she asked Spencer. "Run back to the parking lot. They should be setting up the chalk art activity. See if you can borrow some chalk."

Spencer nodded. "No problem!"

Once Spencer returned with the chalk, he and Alex set to work. Alex wrote out the items for sale and their prices on the chalkboard while Spencer set up a few stools around the whole stand. He kept three for himself, Alex, and Amy.

"Where's Amy?" he asked as he helped himself to a bottle of water.

Alex grabbed a Diet Pepsi from another cooler. "Helping her mom with final adjustments. I think she mostly does it so she can get out of helping set up here."

"Do not!" a familiar Scottish voice cried. Amy, dressed in a gauzy red sundress and sandals, slapped her clutch down on the counter. "Mum always grabs me to help her out! I can't say no!" She slid over the counter, though instead of jumping to the ground, she sat and swung her legs back and forth. "Besides," she added with a cheeky grin at Alex. "You set up the booth so well you could easily run it without me."

Alex gave her a look. "Let's not get ahead of ourselves."

Amy shrugged. "Fair enough." She slid off the counter and gathered her hair into a ponytail. "Let's get to work."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Amy and Alex's shift passed quickly. When the fair officially opened at ten, they were pleasantly surprised to be bombarded by out-of-towners itching for some much-needed caffeine and refreshment. Spencer, who was far better at adding and subtracting sums in his head than either one of the girls, was quickly requested to man the cash register while Amy and Alex prepared orders, chatted with customers, or ran for further supplies when they became low on something.

Several locals also stopped by. Grace Jeffries, wearing a delicate white sundress and a cross around her neck, darted up to grab a bottle of water around eleven. She was helping with the cake walk and assured Alex that Mrs. Warner's prized cake was still there.

"I'll try to hide it for you," Grace offered with a smile. "But you'd better hurry. I'm doing part of Jenna's shift because she's visiting her gran in the hospital, but she'll be back around one. I can't guarantee she'll willingly hide stuff."

"I'll be there," Alex vowed, shooting Grace a conspiratorial grin. She was such a good kid. Better than her parents, that was for sure.

At noon, Shannon Darcy and Clark Meyers, an old schoolmate of Amy and Rory's, arrived to take over. Once Alex had given them instructions, she and Spencer made their way to the cake walk while Amy went to check on Rory at the dunk tank.

"That cake is mine," Alex muttered to herself as they approached the cake walk.

Spencer, shaking his head, smiled at her. "I've never seen you this determined for something."

"That cake is ediblenirvana, Spencer. Once you have a taste, you can never go back."

The cake walk wasn't too crowded, consisting of a few locals and out-of-towners. This had its pros and cons. On the one hand, fewer people meant less competition. On the other hand, there was a significantly greater chance of having to do multiple rounds, because it meant the likelihood of an unclaimed number being called out was higher. Alex much preferred the one and done routine. Multiple rounds just made her nervous.

Sure enough, just as Grace said, Mrs. Warner's cake was still on the table, jammed between a lopsided Jell-O mold and a tray of blondies topped with chocolate chips. Grace had also kept her promise to try and hide the cake. Partially covering it was a strawberry shortcake. The little tag on it said it had been made by Kendra's mother.

Grace beamed at Alex and Spencer when they approached the foldout table she was using as a makeshift ticket stand. "It's still there," she whispered as she took Alex's three quid. "No one goes for the strawberry shortcakes, not unless there's only a few offerings left."

"Thanks, Grace. You're a saint. Wait, you're playing, too?" This last part was said to Spencer, who was pulling out his own wallet.

He shrugged. "Figure there's no harm in a team effort. Betters the odds."

Alex chuckled. "True."

Once Grace had taken participation money from a few other fair-goers, she settled back in her chair. "Okay, I think we all know how this works!" she called out. "Music stops, I call out a number, and if you're standing on that number, you win. Three quid means you get three rounds. Let's go!" Grace switched on the boombox at her elbow. One of the Beatles' early hits started playing and everyone began walking.

"I should have known better with a girl like you, that I would love everything that you do, and I do! Hey, hey, hey! And I do! Whoa, oh, I never realized what a kiss could be, this could only happen to me! Can't you see, can't you see. . ."

John Lennon was abruptly cut off as Grace pressed pause. Everyone froze. Alex looked down at her number. 22. Spencer was a few steps behind her at 19.

Grace rifled in a little bowl filled with pieces of paper. She pulled one out and studied it. "Number 16!"

A little girl not much older than six was the lucky winner. Letting out a little squeal, she joined her mother by the cake stand. After a few moments pondering, the little girl settled on a tray of vanilla swirl cupcakes topped with rainbow sprinkles.

"Congratulations!" Grace smiled as the rest of the participants clapped. "Remember, your three quid is good for three rounds. Here's round two."

"That when I tell you that I love you, oh! You're gonna say you love me, too, oh! And when I ask you to be mine, you're gonna say you love me, too! So, oh, I should have realized a lot of things before! If this is love you've gotta give me more! Give me more, hey, hey, hey! Give me more!"

Grace allowed John's harmonica to play out but cut off at the beginning of George Harrison's guitar solo. Alex now had number 11 while Spencer had 7. Alex stared down at her number. Eleven, like the eleventh incarnation the Doctor was on. The incarnation he had met her in. If this wasn't some kind of sign, Alex didn't know what was.

"Alright. . ." Grace, probably in an effort to draw out the suspense, took her time unfolding the scrap of paper and examining it. "Number 11!"

Alex didn't realize she'd let out a shriek until halfway through it. She jumped up and down, squealing just like the six-year-old before her. "Yes, yes, yes!" she cheered.Eleven must be my lucky number!

As polite claps (from the other participants) and ecstatic whoops (courtesy of Grace and Spencer) rang out, Alex bounced up to the table and collected her prize. Her mouth watered. The cake looked as though it had been made only yesterday. Perhaps it had been. The melted chocolate icing on top was nice and gooey, M&Ms were sprinkled everywhere, and the whole cake was moist to the touch, even through heavy plastic wrapping. It was, quite frankly, the crown jewel in the cake walk. And it was all Alex's.

Alex sat round three out, merely happy to hold her prize to her chest and watch Spencer. Spencer won with the number 25 and made quick work of selecting the chocolate chip covered blondies. After bidding goodbye to Grace, they settled down on a bench not far away from the cake walk to enjoy their prizes.

The moment he took a bite of Mrs. Warner's cake, Spencer let out an almost org*smic moan. "Dear God!" he exclaimed, his eyes wide in ecstasy. "You were right, thisisedible nirvana!"

"I told you!" Alex laughed. "How are those blondies?" She peered at the little tag stuck onto the plastic film. "Janet Thomas is a pretty good cook. I won one of her chocolate macadamia nut pies two years ago and that was delicious."

Spencer took an experimental bite. He let out a contented hum. "Really good," he affirmed. "But not as good as that cake." He eyed the large cake resting in Alex's lap. "Speaking of, what are you going to do with that thing? You can't carry it around for the rest of the day."

"Don't worry, I'll run home here shortly and stick it in the fridge. Your blondies too, if you want."

"Yeah, I don't have a refrigerator in my room." Spencer finished off his blondie and immediately started in on the rest of his bit of cake. "I'm gonna gain a whole stone before the week's out," he said ruefully.

Alex merely grinned. "That's basically a requirement of attending the fair."

"No kidding! I still want some of that funnel cake."

"And I'm now craving a caramel apple."

With a sigh, Spencer finished the rest of his cake. "Well, maybe we can work up some more appetite on the walk back to your place."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The walk to and from Amy, Rory, and Alex's house was only about twenty minutes. Kendra waved them past the line gathered at the ticket booth, much to the consternation of a few customers, but Alex and Spencer ignored it. They were fully focused on enjoying the rest of the fair. Spencer's hope of working up another appetite had proven true, and he and Alex helped themselves to funnel cake and caramel apples, respectively, upon reentering the fairgrounds.

For the next few hours, they made the rounds. Alex and Spencer each dunked Rory at the dunk tank, ignoring Rory's muttered curses when he surfaced, and checked out some of the games. Alex won a pack of cards at the balloon darts booth, Spencer won a Rubik's cube in the ring toss, and each got a stuffed animal at the strongman activity. Spencer's hit sent the marker halfway up, earning him a little stuffed puppy.

Alex's hit, however, was a total shock to her. In the two years before, she'd always hit well below the 'acceptable' range, never earning a prize. This year was different. Her hit sent the marker all the way up to hit the bell.

"Wow, Alex!" Archie cried, gaping at her. "That's incredible! You got nowhere near the bell last year! Have you been working out?"

Alex let out a strained chuckle. "Something like that." As Archie handed her a large stuffed bear, she prayed he didn't notice her arms, which had a distinct lack of muscle.

Amy, who’d been in line herself, stepped out of it to trail after Alex and Spencer. "Another Time Lord perk?" she whispered to Alex.

"Must be," Alex murmured. She had noticed that it wasn't so much of a strain anymore to carry huge stacks of books around the library, but she really hadn't thought much of it.Another pro to add to my forced transformation,she thought. She had seen the Doctor lift things twice his weight and not so much as stagger (the time with her suitcase was just a fluke. She was sure he didn't anticipate it being that heavy).

Now, while Spencer tried out the shooting gallery two booths down, Alex poured over the blacksmith booth. She wasn't normally fascinated by weaponry, but she had to make an exception here. All of the swords, daggers, and various other weapons were exquisitely crafted. There were typical medieval swords and daggers, but there were also samurai swords, swords and daggers with colored blades, and some with intricate designs on the hilt. One dagger Alex was examining had roses and vines etched into the ivory hilt. The weapon itself was small, the blade only about three inches. Still, it was a beautiful dagger.

Just as Alex was checking the price tag, a shadow fell across her. Before Alex could react, a sly voice said, "Not sure that itty-bitty dagger will protect you, Ally."

With a jolt, Alex sprang up. Standing right beside her (literallyrightbeside her) was Mels.

Alex's face immediately curled in annoyance. "Hello, Melody," she said flatly. She took a step back so that Mels was no longer breathing on her. "Enjoying the fair?"Never let it be said that I can't be civil,Alex thought.

Shrugging, Mels took a step forward. Once again, she was practically on top of Alex. Her breath hit Alex's face as she spoke. "It's alright," she said with a dismissive air. "Not really my scene though." Turning so that she was properly facing the booth, Mels scrutinized the weapons on display. "Oh," she murmured as she studied a particularly wicked dagger with a curved blade. Picking it up, her fingertips caressed the edges of the blade. "Butthis. . . This is more my scene."

A wave of trepidation came over Alex. It was very surprising. She had never felt threatened or scared of Mels before. Annoyance and exasperation, yes. Even anger. Sometimes confusion. But never fear. Yet seeing Mels handling that fearsome dagger, practically purring over the blade. . . It made all of Alex's nerves sit straight up. Her hearts pounded and her feet itched to back away.

She allowed herself a small step back. Nothing else. It wouldn't do for Mels to see that she was unsettling her. Mels would undoubtedly relish in it. Alex forced her facial features into an impassive expression. "Never thought you to be interested in weapons," she said with an affected air of boredom. She spoke the truth though. She couldn't recall Mels ever being interested in any type of weaponry, either ancient or modern. The closest thing to a weapon she'd seen Mels handle was a can of Mace.

Mels offered her a smirk. "I have many hidden depths, Alex." Her voice was cool, calm, and collected, even casual, but her eyes. . . There was something in them. Alex couldn't say exactly what. But she got the feeling that whatever it was, it wasn't good.

Mels continued fingering the dagger. One finger tapped the knifepoint. When she pulled her finger away, there wasn't any blood, even though Alex swore that Mels had tapped it hard enough to puncture her skin. "How's that boyfriend of yours? The Doctor?"

Alex's eyes widened, though she knew she really shouldn't be so surprised Mels had finally figured it out. Amy had made enough Raggedy Doctor dolls and had presumably described him enough that it would be child's play for Mels to connect him with the man in Alex's birthday photo. "He's fine," she said, a bit stiffly. She didn't know why, but for some reason, she felt the need to keep Mels in the dark when it came to the Doctor.

Well, actually, when she thought about it, Alex knew there was a reason. It was because Mels had always seemed soobsessedwith the Doctor. As with Alex, Amy had told Mels all about her first encounter with the Doctor. Mels was also, like Alex, the only one to take Amy seriously. However, Mels had taken it a bittooseriously. And sometimes in a completely different direction. Alex recalled Veronica mentioning how Mels would blame the Doctor for failing to prevent various incidents in history. Amy, she was sure, had never done that. If anything, young Amy had probably defended the Doctor until she was blue in the face.

Frankly, Alex wondered why the hell Amy had remained friends with Mels, if the latter was constantly blaming the Doctor for things beyond his control. Alex would have thought such behavior would be enough for Amy to cut all ties with Mels. Apparently not. What Amy saw in Mels that made her constantly defend the girl, Alex had no idea.

Still, Mels' behavior regarding the Doctor was alarming, to say the least. Alex knew Amy and Rory hadn't told Mels about their traveling with the Doctor. No doubt this was a deliberate attempt to keep Mels from asking if she could come along. Even the Ponds had enough good sense to know bringing Mels onto the TARDIS was a disaster waiting to happen.

Therefore, Alex wanted to give Mels as little ammunition as possible.

Unsurprisingly, Mels wasn't satisfied with Alex's short answer. "Oh, come on, Ally," she smiled, though there was nothing warm about it. "Can't say anything more than that? Come on, give me something. Just a little tidbit between us girls."

Alex crossed her arms and gave Mels a flat look. "I wouldneverconfide any tidbits toyou, Melody."

"Really? Not even a little mention of what he's doing right now? What's keeping him from staying here and protecting you?"

Alex stiffened.Protectingher. What the hell did Mels mean with that? Surely Amy and Rory hadn't told her anything about Alex's life possibly being in danger. "What are you babbling on about?" she demanded. She was displeased to hear her voice shaking slightly.

It didn't go unnoticed by Mels. Her lips curving into a smirk, she leaned closer to Alex. Alex attempted to step back but found herself pressed against the booth. "You really think I haven't noticed, Alex? How jumpy you always are now? Constantly looking over your shoulder? That can of Mace on your keychain?" Mels' fingertips curled over the dagger's hilt. "You used to walk around this village all high and mighty, scared of nothing. Now. . ." Mels shook her head. "You're just a shell of your former self."

Her words, meant to beat Alex down even further, had the exact opposite effect. Her copper eyes narrowing, Alex pulled herself to her full height. Not for the first time, she thought about how grateful she was that she and Mels both stood at 5'4. No matter how much Mels wanted to, she could never physically look down at Alex, nor was Alex at any risk of having to look up at her. "Aw,Melody, I didn't know you cared so much." Alex gave her a sunny smile, one she knew Mels would loathe. "Howsweetof you."

Sure enough, Mels sneered. "I do notcare," she hissed. She said 'care' the way some people said 'feces' or 'scrotum'. Mels' eyes glittered with barely concealed glee. "In fact, I'm quitehappyyou're feeling in danger because finally, afterthree years, I'm better than you!"

Alex blinked. "What?"

Mels nodded feverishly. "Yes!" she snapped. She clutched the dagger tightly, her nails turning white. "I used to have it really good before you sped into town! The fact that you nearly ran Amy and Rory over should have made you a pariah from the very start, but no! You made yourself out to be some kind of martyr!"

It was just one of many things Mels couldn't stand about Alex. That whole situation with Amy and Rory shouldn't have ended the way it did. If Mels had had her way, Amy and Rory would have pressed charges and Alex would have been deported back to America. Never mind the fact that her life in Vegas was sh*tty. It would have served the meddlesome little brunette right.

But no! That wasn't what happened at all! Somehow, Alex had managed to twist the whole situation into a scenario where the near collision wasn't really her fault, just a momentary lapse in judgement. And for God knew what reason, Amy and Rory had fallen for it hook, line and sinker. As had everyone else in Leadworth. If Mels had done something like that, she would have been carted off to jail in five seconds’ flat.

Mels had had plenty of time over the last three years to think these things. With these thoughts came a lot of anger. And now they were pouring out. Mels didn't think she could stop the flow of words if she tried. Honestly though, she didn't really want to. It was high time Alex was forced to hear all of her crimes.

"You tookeverythingfrom me when you came here!" she cried once she finished reciting all this. "Amy and Rory, any respect and love their parents and everyone else in town might have given me! You even have the time traveling life and love with your handsome Doctor that I always wanted!"

Alex was completely taken aback. She had no idea Mels had felt all this. Honestly, she had never intended to usurp Mels' position in Amy and Rory's lives. It had never crossed her mind that she might be doing such a thing.Hadshe done such a thing? Did she somehow unconsciously set out to take Mels' place, having judged Mels to be inferior?

Then the last part of Mels' outburst registered.You even have the time traveling life and love with your handsome Doctor that I always wanted.

Love? Since when did Mels have a crush on the Doctor, let alone love him? They had never met! Not to mention, but how the hell could Mels love the Doctor when she had constantly blamed him for failing to intervene in historical tragedies?

It was, in a word, deluded. Alex told her exactly this.

"You're delusional, Mels!" Alex's eyes blazed at the young woman. Mels' eyes did the same back at her. "I havenevertried to take your place! And if Ihavesomehow taken your place, a very bigifby the way,youenabled it! Haven't you ever considered that at some point, Amy and Rory are going to get tired of constantly chasing after you, bailing you out, trying to get you out of trouble? That hasn't happened yet, but mark my words, itwill."

"It will not!" Mels shouted. Her whole body shook with rage. She moved the dagger so that its blade started to point upward. "Amy and Rory arenotgoing to get tired of me! They'll never do that! They don't mind chasing me and bailing me out! It's what they'resupposedto do!"

"You have a pretty messed-up idea on friendship. Friends are not supposed to chase after you and constantly bail you out of jail! Particularlynotat the speed in which you do those things."

Mels opened her mouth to retort, but just as quickly shut it. For a moment, Alex thought the fight had gone out of her. But she was quickly proven wrong when Mels raised the dagger. The sharp tip was pointing straight at Alex's chest.

"Listen to me loud and clear, Alex Locke." Mels' words were coated in venom, matching the look in her narrowed eyes. She took a step closer, forcing Alex to nearly bend backwards over the booth's counter. Her and Alex's chests were almost touching. The dagger hovered in the space between. "I promise you, youwillpay for everything you've done to me. I don't quite knowhowyet, but you will. So keep watching your back." Lifting the dagger, Mels used it to trace a lock of Alex's hair. "Because Iamcoming for you." She leaned closer, whispering in Alex's ear, "And that's not a threat. It's apromise."

Alex shuddered. Forget mild trepidation or annoyance. She was straight upterrifiednow. Her whole body trembled. Her breathing was ragged, as though she'd been running a marathon. Her eyes were locked on the dagger, still absently tracing a bit of her hair. She couldn't look away from it if she tried. What if Mels decided to stab her the moment she did? Because it was abundantly clear now that Mels wasn't just delusional, but straight up psychotic. Though she'd said that she wasn't sure how to make Alex pay for her so-called sins, Alex wouldn't put it past Mels to suddenly decide right here and now was as good a time as any.

Vaguely, a part of Alex's mind wondered if anyone was seeing this. The blacksmith had stepped away several minutes ago to grab lunch, telling Alex to take her time looking, that he'd be right back. He was still nowhere in sight. But he was an outsider. He didn't know Mels' history. What the hell could he do?

And where was everyone else in Leadworth? Archie, Elsie, Veronica, Amy, Rory?Someonewho had a vague idea on how to control Mels?

But then a growling voice boomed out, "Is there a problem here?"

Mels sprang back. Alex's head snapped up.

It was Spencer. And he looked downrightdangerous. His face was black as a thundercloud, the features contorted into a scowl that rivaled the Doctor's Oncoming Storm expression. His eyes were more gray than blue, fixed tightly on the dagger in Mels' hand. But what really made Spencer look so dangerous was the fact that his little black pistol had moved from his ankle to his left hip. It was tucked into the waistband of his trousers, but there was no missing it. The black steel shined in the sunlight, drawing the eye straight to it. Spencer's hand hovered over it. A distant part of Alex's mind wondered how fast he was at withdrawing and firing.

Mels stared at the gun for one long minute. Suddenly, she took a huge step back. She now stood a good six feet away from Alex. Alex, for her part, continued to remain slumped over the booth. Her knees were still shaking, leaving her doubtful as to whether it would be a good idea to try walking. Or, what she really wanted to do, run as fast as she could away from Mels.

"No problem!" Mels chirped. She was doing her best to sound innocent, but Spencer was no fool. He could see the anger and frustration in her eyes, the way a muscle in her jaw ticked. She'd been caught threatening Alex, forcing her to back off when it was the last thing she wanted to do. With a quick gesture, Mels tossed the dagger back on the counter. It landed within a few inches of Alex's arm, making her flinch. If Mels noticed this, she didn't show it. "Just talking to Alex here!" She glanced at the watch on her wrist. "Good talk, Alex, but I have to go." She once again eyed Spencer and his gun. This time, the look in her eyes was wary, even worried. Still, that didn't prevent her from making one final remark. "Remember what we talked about!" With that, Mels scurried away.

Spencer waited until Mels was completely out of sight before darting to Alex. "Are you okay?" he asked worriedly. He tugged on Alex's arms, scooping her up and into his grasp.

To his shock, Alex fiercely hugged him. "She's insane," Alex said, her voice nothing but a shuddering whisper. "She, she, thinks that I took her place in Amy and Rory and the Doctor's lives and she wants me to pay for it."

Unseen by Alex, who had now buried her face in his neck, Spencer's eyes darkened.Got the gaslighter,he thought with a grimace. He was going to have to question Alex further once she calmed down, but there wasn't a doubt in his mind that Mels was the one who scratched up her photo. Thewhywas still a mystery, but Spencer would make it his mission to find out.

He gently released Alex but didn't let go of her completely. "Come on," he murmured, wrapping an arm around her shoulders. They needed to find Amy and Rory and take Alex somewhere she could calm down.

"Excuse me?" Spencer and Alex looked up to see a big, burly man with a thick black beard now standing behind the booth's counter. Evidently, this was the blacksmith. He nodded down at the counter, specifically at the little dagger Alex had been admiring just two minutes prior. "Are you still interested in the dagger, ma'am? Eighty quid, but I'm willing to lower the price if you're interested."

Alex eyed the dagger for a long moment. She still found its elaborately carved hilt beautiful, though she was no longer numb to the fact that, beauty aside, it was very much a functioning weapon. However, rather than repulsing her, Alex only found it that much more irresistible.

"Yeah," she nodded. She ignored Spencer's incredulous gaze. "I'm interested. Would you be willing to lower the price by half?"

Spencer's heart sank as he watched Alex and the blacksmith negotiate. The Alex he met at the beginning of the month didn't like weapons. No guns or knives for her, just her sonic necklace. But the damn Silence, Kovarian, and Amy and Rory's psychotic friend Mels had made her so afraid that she was now willing to carry a dagger on her.

As Alex forked over an agreed forty quid, Spencer pulled out his phone and fired off a text. He needed information, more than Amy, Rory, Alex, or anyone in Leadworth could possibly provide.

Hey, Osgood. Do me a favor and find me everything you can about a woman named Melody 'Mels' Ukuthula ASAP. Alex's life may depend upon it.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Oh, God," Rory groaned. He ran a hand through his hair, causing the still damp strands to stick straight up. Not that he cared though. How his hair looked was the least of his worries.

He, Amy, Alex, and Spencer were gathered in a booth at the Brew & Chew, him and Amy on one side, Alex and Spencer on the other. During fair week, the café only opened for dinner service, offering out-of-towners a nice alternative to carnival food. At the moment though, it was more or less deserted. The sky outside was a mixture of pink, gold, and purple from the setting sun. In the distance, the fair lights were coming on. The vast majority of citizens and visitors were down at the fair watching those lights power up for the first time. The only people here in the café besides themselves were Ron, back in the kitchen, and Halley Carpenter, safely tucked up by the cash register reading a magazine. That was a good thing. No one outside of their group needed to hear the tale he and Amy had just heard.

"Not sure how He can help," Alex muttered. She absently twirled her straw around her glass of Diet co*ke. She had only taken a sip of it. Likewise, her chicken salad remained mostly untouched.

Amy fiddled with her napkin. She hadn't felt this helpless since Melody dissolved into Flesh in her arms on Demons Run. Her best friend since childhood was apparently on the warpath against Alex. She hadthreatenedher with adagger.

Contrary to what Alex thought, Amy wasn't naïve. She knew Mels was not exactly the most levelheaded person. Her constant mentioning of the Doctor, particularly him being responsible for historical disasters, was rather strange. Add that with the fact that she continued to maintain he was real long after Amy had written him off as imaginary, the behavior became bizarre. Amy also knew Mels harbored fantasies of marrying the Doctor and traveling with him in the TARDIS. It was exactly why she and Rory had refrained from telling Mels about him reappearing in Leadworth, much less the fact that he was clearly interested in Alex, Mels' sworn enemy. Couple all of that with Mels' well-documented history of reckless, defiant, and often criminal behavior, and her encounter with Alex today, it all added up to the fact that Amy's childhood best friend just might actually be insane.

Yet time and time again, Amy had defended her. She laughed off Mels' claims of the Doctor's culpability in various historical disasters, figuring it was just Mels trying to get a rise out of the teachers. She thought Mels was simply trying to be supportive when she brought up the Doctor years after Amy had stopped believing in him, attempting to show that out of everyone in Leadworth,shedidn't think Amy had ever been crazy. The fantasies about marrying and traveling with the Doctor. . . Well, Amy had had those, too. With how often she and Mels talked about the Doctor, it only seemed natural those fantasies had rubbed off on her best friend. And as for her not getting along with Alex? Well, that was just a clash of differing personalities.

Amy still wanted to defend her. She had no idea why. For reasons she could not explain, even to herself, she had always been drawn to Mels. She felt a desire to protect her, to try and make her see the error of her ways. However, based on her behavior with Alex today, Amy had failed miserably.

"You know she's completely wrong, right?" Rory's voice made Amy look up. He was staring intently at Alex. "That you somehow replaced Mels?" Rory shook his head. "That's totalrubbish."

All thoughts of trying to defend Mels died in favor of reassuring Alex. Perhaps that proved Mels' point, but Amy couldn't be bothered to care. "He's right!" she cried, nodding frantically when Alex looked at her. She reached across the table and grasped Alex's hand, holding it tightly. Amy locked onto Alex's dark green eyes, holding them steady. She wanted to make sure Alex knew she was telling the truth. "Youneverreplaced Mels to us," she said solemnly. Amy didn't think she had ever been more serious than in this moment right here. "I don't know why she sees it that way, but it'scompletelyuntrue." She smiled warmly. "The truth is, we gained anotheramazingbest friend, and we wouldn't trade her for everything."

Rory nodded firmly, his expression simultaneously solemn and warm. His hand reached out to grip Alex's shoulder. "Exactly," he affirmed.

Alex hurriedly pushed back the tears that wanted to fall. "Thanks, you two," she smiled. "I didn't really take her seriously, but I did wonder if. . ." She shook her head, unwilling to dwell on those thoughts. "At any rate, it's nice to hear."

Spencer coughed, reminding the others of his presence. "I hate to break up this moment," he said apologetically, "but wedostill have a problem here."

Amy, Rory, and Alex sighed. "Right," they muttered.

Leaning back against the booth, Rory rubbed his eyes. "What are we going to do about Mels?" The question was mostly rhetorical. He had absolutely no idea what to do.

Spencer, thankfully, was way ahead of him. "For a start," he began, "we should keep her away from Alex."

Amy frowned. "You mean get a restraining order?"

"I don't think that would work," Spencer admitted. "While there are definitely grounds for one, I highly doubt Mels would adhere to it."

Amy, Rory, and Alex grimaced. That was true. Mels would simply take a restraining order as a challenge.

"What's another option?" Alex asked. "And if it's leaving Leadworth," she interjected just as Spencer started to reply, "then you can forget that right now. I amnotallowing Mels to scare me out of town. That's exactly what she wants!" Alex freely admitted to being intimidated by Mels earlier. She would even admit to still feeling that way. But she wasnotgoing to make Mels feel victorious by seeing her spooked. "I won't give her that satisfaction," Alex insisted. "I'd rather have another face off with a dagger."

Spencer sighed. That had, in fact, been what he was going to suggest. Alex could easily come with him to UNIT HQ in London, or even go to one of UNIT's safehouses if she preferred. But even before Alex spoke, he knew it was a lost cause. Alex, scared as she might be, wasn't going to run off. She was going to stand her ground and make Mels bring the fight to her. Personally, Spencer found it admirable. Professionally, he found it maddening. "Alright," he said slowly. "Then that leaves us with option number three." He turned his gaze on Amy and Rory. "And this one's really up to you two."

Amy and Rory's brows furrowed. "How so?" Rory asked.

Spencer's expression was devoid of humor. He was in serious, protective bodyguard mode. "You two are Mels' best friends. She is clearly devoted to you two, so use that to your advantage. Get her to back off Alex."

Amy and Rory looked at each other. They didn't need to speak. They both knew they were on the same page. "Option three it is," Amy agreed, Rory nodding beside her. How, exactly, they would approach Mels on this very delicate subject would have to be discussed further. For now, though, they had a plan. That was more than they'd had at the beginning of the conversation.

They just hoped that, for Alex's sake, it would work.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

July 26th, 2011

Bang! Bang! Bang!

Alex and Spencer jerked up, Alex nearly falling off the couch in the process while Spencer came close to banging his head on the underside of the coffee table. It only took him a few seconds to recalibrate. At the fourth 'bang!' he reached for the gun still tucked into his waistband. "What the hell is that?!" he exclaimed.

Alex blinked rapidly and tried to rub the grogginess from her eyes. After their talk with Amy and Rory at the café, they had all returned home. Amy and Rory went upstairs, presumably to further discuss how they were going to handle Mels. Alex and Spencer made themselves comfortable in the living room. While Alex had maintained she wasn't going to let Mels scare her out of Leadworth, she didn't relish the idea of returning to a home that had already been invaded once. Mels didn't have a key to the house (Alex had conveniently forgotten to give her one when they had the locks changed) but after her little stunt with the dagger, not to mention all her other criminal behavior over the years, Alex didn't put it past Mels to get into the house somehow. If she was determined to get at Alex in the middle of the night, she would find a way.

Thankfully, Spencer had declared that he was staying here tonight. He'd braced himself as he told her this, clearly expecting Alex to argue. Therefore, he was stunned when Alex merely smiled and offered to help him set up the inflatable mattress.

Alex had stayed in the living room with him. Ostensibly, it was because she hadn't thought she would fall asleep. She'd found a late-night marathon ofDownton Abbey's first season on and figured that would occupy her well into the morning hours. It seemed, however, that all the shock and stress of the day had worn her out more than she'd thought. She'd dozed off on the couch halfway through Episode Two, just after Carson's former music hall partner showed up demanding blackmail money.

And now it was morning, going off the thin stream of sunlight shining through the gap in the curtains. Actually, very early in the morning. A quick glance at the clock on the wall in the corner showed it was only a quarter to seven.

Spencer rose to his feet, hand now gripping his gun. He peered into the kitchen. Another ‘bang’ sounded. This time, though, Spencer recognized it. "Someone's at the door."

Raking a hand through her sleep-mussed hair, Alex stumbled off the couch. She was still in the clothes she'd been wearing yesterday, minus her shoes (lying at the end of the couch) and her earrings and bracelets (sitting on the coffee table). "For God's sake," she muttered as she headed towards the door.

Spencer rushed after her. "Wait!" he hissed just as Alex reached for the doorknob. "What if it's Mels?"

Alex gave him a flat look. "I don't think psychopaths intending on coming after you with a dagger knock."

Sure enough, it wasn't Mels banging madly on the door. It was Archie and Veronica.

Both Alex and Spencer blinked. Archie and Veronica were the last people in the world either of them would have expected to come banging on the door before seven o'clock in the morning. "Archie?" Alex said, slightly dazed. "Veronica?"

Still blinking in confusion, Alex took quick stock of her two castmates. Archie and Veronica looked just as disheveled as she did, like they had just gotten out of bed. Archie had on a frayed t-shirt and pajama pants, his red curls all askew. Veronica looked slightly more put-together in leggings and a t-shirt advertising the dramatic society's production ofRent, but her tousled hair had been pulled back into a messy bun and she wore no makeup, nor her signature dangly earrings. Alex had never seen her without makeup or earrings. Whatever had caused Veronica to leave the house looking like this, it was serious indeed.

Alex's inner alarm bells started ringing. "What's wrong?" she demanded.

Archie scratched at his bed head. "Have either of you seen Arthur or Grace since yesterday?"

Spencer frowned. "Arthur Donaldson and Grace Jeffries?"

Veronica rolled her eyes. "Yes!" she snapped. "Who else?"

"No," Alex answered. "We saw Grace at the cake walk yesterday."

"And I do remember seeing Arthur at the Bello Italiano booth," Spencer recalled. All of his early grogginess and confusion had faded, replaced by his well-hone UNIT training. "Why? Has something happened to them?"

Archie and Veronica let out near identical sighs. "George called me just fifteen minutes ago in a near panic," Archie explained. "He went to wake up Arthur to get ready for fair today, but he wasn't there. His bed was made. Didn't look like it had been slept in. On it was a note."

"What did it say?" Alex asked.

Veronica's lips pursed. "That he's running off with Grace. I live next door to the Jeffries, so after Archie called me, I went over there." She winced. "Mr. and Mrs. Jeffries were both awreck. Grace left a note pinned to the front door. But her note varied slightly."

Alex and Spencer leaned forwards. "How so?" Spencer asked.

"Arthur's note said they were running off together. Grace's note said they were eloping."

Notes:

Roll Call:

Spencer Grayson - Cooper Barnes

Lacey Abernathy - Alyson Michalka

Chapter 40: Adjusting - August

Notes:

A/N: Alex's outfits for this chapter can be viewed on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

August 1st, 2011

"Iheard they had it planned forweeks!" Tonya Coleman declared. Her five-inch nails busied themselves with twisting a piece of foil around some of Alex's hair. "That's what Brenda Galbraithe said her daughter Lydia told her, and you know Grace and Lydia have been friends since they were in diapers!"

Lyssa Devon, the manicurist, looked up from doing Jenna Dupree's nails long enough to say, "I can't believe Lydia didn't say anything! Just let poor Reverend Jeffries and his wife wake up with no idea where their daughter was!"

Gladys Norwell, getting her hair washed in the sink beside Alex's chair, shook her head. "No sense of responsibility in this generation." She paused, then added, "Except for you, Alex, dear."

"Very true," Lyssa echoed. She shot Alex a grin. "If my Dani had half as much sense as you, my hair wouldn't be so gray!" She gestured to her unnatural auburn hair, used to cover up said gray.

Alex smiled politely. Inwardly, however, she couldn't help but think,If only you ladies knew how irresponsible I really am.She highly doubted these middle-aged women would consider traveling through time and space with a self-described madman, then entering into a relationship with said madman, very responsible. But, unable to say any of that, Alex merely said, "Thank you, Lyssa. You too, Mrs. Norwell."

"Gladys, dear. 'Mrs. Norwell' was what I called my mother-in-law." Gladys shot a baleful look towards the floor. "May she rot in hell."

Laughter rang throughout the beauty shop, as it was wont to do. It was rare that laughterwasn'theard coming from Holy Snip.

Once her signature cackling came to an end, Tonya painted blonde lightener onto the last piece of foil sitting on the rolling cart next to her. "Carly!" she called, her big voice booming across the salon. "Get me more foil, will you?!"

Carly Smith, Holy Snip's rather anxious receptionist, jumped a good three feet in the air. "Yes, Ms. Coleman!" she said, a slight shriek in her voice. Even before she spoke, she was already rushing across the salon towards the back supply room.

Tonya carefully applied the foil to another section of Alex's hair. "Now," she said briskly, "back to Arthur and Grace. What happened yesterday? Did they agree to come home?"

The occupants of the salon immediately started talking over each other. Every lady in there, from the customers to the foil-delivering Carly wanted to be the first to deliver the latest bit of news.

It was no exaggeration to say that Arthur Donaldson and Grace Jeffries running off together was the biggest scandal to ever hit Leadworth. Elsie and Edward Temple's affair had been all but forgotten. An affair was huge, but two teenagers eloping? Alex could remember it happening a few times back in Bristol (usually when the girl was pregnant) but something of this nature hadneverhappened in Leadworth. Alex couldn't go anywhere without hearing people gossip. Even her own house wasn't safe. Amy and Rory had consistently gone over the topic since the morning Archie and Veronica came banging on their door.

The facts, so far, were this. At some point during the midnight hours of July 26th, Arthur's truck silently slipped up the Jeffries' driveway. This was corroborated by Carly, who lived directly across the street from the Jeffries. Having been watching the sameDownton Abbeymarathon as Alex, she happened to see Arthur's truck coasting into the driveway while getting a midnight snack during a commercial break. Grace had subsequently slipped out of the house, pinned her note to the door, and set off with Arthur.

The Jeffries had been absolutely frantic when they found the note. According to Veronica, Mrs. Jeffries spent most of the morning crying inconsolably before finally being put to bed. Reverend Jeffries, instead of comforting his wife, stared out the window for most of the day, frequently scratching his head. No doubt he'd been confused, desperately trying to figure out Grace's motives in eloping with a boy he hadn't even known she'd been seeing.

He hadn't remained that way for long though. Later that day, the Donaldson family was called to the house for a council of war. At least, that was how it started. Nearly every resident of the Jeffries' street reported hearing raucous yelling and accusations being hurled all around not ten minutes after the Donaldson's stepped through the door. This had gone on for about fifteen minutes before every Donaldson came storming out of the house. As they peeled off in all directions, Reverend Jeffries ran onto the porch. His Christianness seemed to have abandoned him in that moment, as he shouted vitriol against Arthur, declaring the Donaldson's "useless ingrate of a son" had corrupted his "sweet, darling Grace".

Since then, neither the Donaldson's nor the Jeffries had been seen within spitting distance of each other. The Jeffries avoided Bello Italiano like the plague. The Donaldson's had stopped going to church. The families had basically turned into Leadworth's version of the Montagues and Capulets.

This cast Arthur and Grace as Romeo and Juliet. The two love-struck teens had eloped almost immediately to Gloucester. At the same time their families were rowing, Arthur and Grace were getting married in one of Gloucester's many churches. A married couple, Lee and Ruth Clayton, acted as the witnesses. Following the quick ceremony, the newlyweds headed off to a Premier Inn. They had remained there celebrating their union until just a few days ago, when Grace finally called her mother.

Alex didn't know how she'd done it, but Mrs. Jeffries had managed to persuade her daughter into telling her where she was. The moment the hotel name left Grace's lips, a full-blown attack was launched. Mr. and Mrs. Donaldson and Reverend and Mrs. Jeffries sprinted up to Gloucester, desperate to talk or, in Reverend Jeffries' case, bully the teens into an annulment.

"They're here," Jenna Dupree now reported. She waved her freshly manicured hands in the air as she spoke. "I dropped off a casserole to Olivia last night." She shook her head, tutting. "Poor dear's not up to cooking. Anyway, she told me that Grace was back, but she brought Arthur with her, and they weren't at their homes. Olivia was trying not to cry, but it's clearlydevastatingto her that Grace won't come home."

"Where're they staying?" Lyssa asked.

Jenna's lips curved into a smirk. It was the kind of smirk that came when you were about to say something particularly juicy. And sure enough, she did. "Molly Reynolds' boarding house."

Audible gasps rang throughout the salon along with a flurry of exclamations and tutting. What was wrong with Arthur and Grace? Didn't they understand just how upsetting this all was for their families? Honestly, Grace was a good girl. She should be more concerned about her mother and her delicate constitution than some random boy.

"They only married because ofsex!" Gladys declared. She banged her fist against an armrest of her chair. "Mark my words, that's what it came down to! Arthur wanted sex, but Grace is a good, Christian girl and wanted to wait till marriage. So that boy proposed to her so he could finally get what he wanted!"

Alex bit down on her bottom lip to keep from scoffing. She was pretty sure Gladys' theory didn't hold water. Having watched Arthur and Grace all summer, it was perfectly obvious to her that the couple had gone way past second base a long time ago. They were constantly touching each other, seeking out any opportunity to get close. Alex had even caught them making out rather steamily behind Vernon and Son's Chemists. Arthur's left hand had been glued to Grace's ass. His right was well up her shirt. And Grace hadn't seemed to mind. The teens had definitelynotmarried just so they could have sex.

It really came down to one of two options. Number One, Grace was pregnant. Number Two (the one Alex was rooting for), Arthur and Grace really loved each other and simply wanted to get married. They had eloped because they knew Grace's parents wouldn't approve.

Now, listening to all the affirmations towards Gladys' theory, Alex couldn'tnotsay something. "What if," she said as Tonya wrapped the last foil in her hair, "they're in love andthat'swhy they got married?"

Dead silence. The ladies stared at each other. Alex wasn't sure if they were looking to see if someone agreed with her, or if they were silently agreeing that she was hopelessly misguided. Alex suspected the latter.

It was Tonya who broke the silence. "A possibility," she nodded. It was clear by her tone that she didn't agree, but thankfully she didn't verbalize it. With a flourish, she whipped off Alex's smock. "There we go!" she boomed, clapping her hands for emphasis. She hustled Alex out of the chair and over to Lyssa. "Get that manicure while we wait for the highlights to settle! Gladys, you're up!"

Arthur and Grace continued to be a topic of conversation, but thankfully Gladys' theory on their union wasn't brought up again. The ladies instead took to analyzing just how long Arthur and Grace had been seeing each other. Since the start of summer, certainly, but no one was sure if it had been any longer or not. They recalled that Grace had attended this year's Valentine's Day school dance with Trenton Gadsby, but that didn't necessarily prove anything. Arthur had worked at Bello Italiano that night, the restaurant being a popular spot for teens before and after the dance. Grace may have gone with Trenton because Arthur couldn't get off work.

Alex listened absently as Lyssa did her nails. She had decided to give in to the new crackle trend, choosing blue and black. The colors reminded her of the TARDIS, which subsequently reminded her of the Doctor.

It was only the first of August, but already Alex couldn't help counting down the days. She would finally be reunited with the Doctor at the end of the month. They had agreed that she and the Ponds would resume TARDIS life on the 26th, after the finalEarnestperformance. The end of the summer, just as he'd promised.

Alex missed him so much, more than she would have thought it possible to miss someone. As much as she loved Leadworth, relished in the normalcy that it gave her, Alex knew she was really meant to be on the TARDIS, traveling all through time and space with the love of her life.

The only thing marring her happiness was that the Doctor still hadn't found Melody. His investigation seemed to have reached a dead end. He'd found very grainy 1969 security footage from a convenience store a few miles away from Graystark Hall that showed little Melody shoplifting peanut-butter crackers and a couple of candy bars. She'd been dressed in nothing but a nightgown and slippers, her brown hair pulled into pigtails. The footage had been taken the same night Melody escaped Graystark. It showed, at least, that Melody had acted quickly, getting supplies before quickly moving on.

Despite the Doctor's best efforts, he couldn't find any more footage of her. Not that this was a great surprise. Melody had probably been trained to avoid security cameras.

Per Alex's suggestion, he had also checked foster system and adoption records. It was possible authorities had found Melody and put her in a foster home. Maybe, if Melody had been really lucky, she'd been adopted. Unfortunately, no such scenario had happened. There were no records of a little girl matching Melody's description being found in Florida or any other state. No foster system records, no adoption records, not even school entrance records. Melody had seemingly vanished into thin air.

The Doctor was hoping that Melody was just lying low, had gone off-grid to evade Kovarian and the Silence. Even though she was only six years old, she had already been trained to operate vicious weaponry, evade capture from the Doctor and others, and had gotten herself out of the seemingly impenetrable astronaut suit. While her psyche may be in question, there was no doubting she was smart. Probably smarter than the average six-year-old. It gave Alex hope, at least.

However, hope wasn't what Amy and Rory wanted. They wanted answers. When they weren't gossiping about Arthur and Grace, Amy was questioning Alex on what, if anything, the Doctor had told her. Even Rory, who'd previously admitted to Alex that he didn't think they would ever see Melody again, had started questioning her. There was a new, wild desperation in his eyes, the kind only a parent felt when their child was nowhere to be found.

The only positive was that Amy had finally come around to the fact that she wasn't getting a baby back. Rory, after catching Amy flipping through a nursery catalogue, had sat her down and reminded her of the little girl she and Alex had encountered at Graystark. Amy had been dumbfounded by the memory, even more so when she recalled that before Graystark, in the warehouse, she'd shot the astronaut figure. Inside was that same little girl.

Amy hadshotat her ownchild.

That realization had made Amy violently sick. She'd spent the rest of the day alternatively in her bed or in the bathroom. Her regretful, fearful sobs, however, remained constant.

The next day, however, Amy regrouped. Her Scottish heritage wouldn't allow her to sit and mope for too long. She started making plans. Alex had found several new magazines specializing in children's furniture strewn around the house. Several items in each had been circled in red pen. If Melody were ever reunited with her parents, she'd be coming home to a sparkly pink bedroom with a Barbie Dream House and a canopy bed.

This made Alex equal parts hopeful and anxious. What if the Doctor couldn't find Melody? If Melody was as smart as Alex and the Doctor thought she was, she could easily evade all attempts to find her. What if she harbored a grudge against Amy shooting her? She had to recognize Amy as her mother, considering the photos that had been in her room. What if it was the last straw that pushed her into accepting her role as assassin? River seemed to like Amy, certainly more than she did Alex, but what if she was faking? What if she actually resented Amy for that one panicked action and had decided the best way to get back at her was to kill one of her best friends and attempt to kill the other?

Alex closed her eyes and let out a weary sigh. Those thoughts wouldn't accomplish anything. Nothing other than making her anxious, anyway.

The Doctor will find Melody,she told herself.Whatever happens after he finds her, we'll deal with it.

"You okay, Alex?"

Alex jumped. Opening her eyes, she saw Lyssa staring at her in concern.

Alex gave her a smile. "I'm fine, Lyssa, don't worry. Just got a lot on my mind, is all."

Lyssa carefully swiped a brush across Alex's pinky nail. "Anything to do with a certain guy waiting for you?"

Alex followed Lyssa's gaze across the salon to Spencer. He was perched somewhat awkwardly on a faded pink chenille sofa next to Carly's desk, pretending to be absorbed in last month's edition ofVogue UK. Although Alex had tried to leave him outside, Spencer had insisted on following her into the notoriously female-dominated Holy Snip. Alex honestly couldn't recall any men venturing into the salon. Holy Snip, with its pink and white decorating scheme, shelves weighted down with countless brands of shampoo, hair dye, and nail polish, and fashion magazines strewn across the coffee table and reception desk, was not a domain men cared to enter. Leadworth's male population preferred Gregory's Barber Shop, full of dark leather and shiny metal, for their hair related needs.

Alex rolled her eyes. "For the one thousandth time, Spencer isnotmy boyfriend!"

Lyssa just smirked. "So yousay."

Alex ignored her. No matter how many times she told various villagers that Spencer wasnother boyfriend, everyone continued to be convinced of the exact opposite. Hopefully, when the Doctor came to see her in the play, everyone would realize their mistake.

Once Lyssa finished with her nails, Alex went to Monica Jones, one of the pedicurists, for a lavender-scented foot wash and a pedicure. Alex opted out of the crackle trend here, instead choosing a dark blue polish. During this, she alternatively flipped through old issues ofMarie Claire UKand shot apologetic looks at Spencer. He honestly looked as though he would prefer death over spending another five minutes in the pink, gossip-ridden palace that was Holy Snip.

Finally, Alex went back to Tonya. Tonya carefully peeled the foil strips away, revealing brilliant blonde highlights. "Perfect!" Tonya bellowed with a clap of her hands. Her nails clacked together and, not for the first time, Alex wondered how the hell Tonya managed to keep them from breaking off. "Now, let's give you a quick trim becauselord, Alex, your fringe islong! I swear, the weeds in my yard don't grow as fast as this fringe!" She suddenly smirked. "Quitebanging, isn't it?"

Despite her best efforts, Alex blushed. Tonya would never let her forget the first time she came into Holy Snip and asked her to trim her bangs. Wide-eyed, Tonya had stared at her for several moments before suddenly bursting into laughter. "Oh, honey," she’d declared as she steered Alex towards a chair, "best not be sayingthatin a salon! You might get a whole different offer than you're wanting!" Since that day, Alex couldn't get her hair done without Tonya making some kind of 'bang' related quip.

But that was alright. For all her gossiping, brash voice, and nails that could poke an eye out, Tonya Coleman was the best hairdresser Alex had ever gone to. Even better than Priscilla Stevens back in Bristol, who'd trained at the prestigious Aveda Institute. Tonya had a knack for knowing what would look good on people. A long-haired woman could walk in expecting a trim and leave with a bob, simply because Tonya said it would best suit them. And she was always right. No one left Holy Snip unhappy.

Well, maybe not everyone. Seconds after Alex finished paying Carly, Spencer nearly charged out the door ahead of her.

"Men," Alex chuckled as she fell into step beside him. "All the same. The two places all men hate most in the world are beauty parlors and Bath and Body Works."

"I go into Bath and Body Works!" Spencer cried, affronted.

Alex raised an eyebrow. "Only around the holidays, right? Their fragrances are a big hit with mothers." And mother figures, such as Marigold. She was quite partial to the store's Japanese Cherry Blossom scented products.

Spencer stared at the ground. "Do grandmothers count?" he asked quietly.

Alex stared at him. His expression. . . She knew that look in his eyes, the devastating pain and little bit of shame. It was the exact same look she saw in her eyes whenever she thought about the parents she desperately loved, but barely remembered. "Of course," she said softly. She offered Spencer a small, empathetic smile. "Grandmothers definitely count." Not her own, but that wasn't the point.

She and Spencer headed down the sidewalk. It was a bright, brilliant sunny morning. Summers in England weren't hot affairs (the average temperature for August was only 68 °F) but an exception had been made today. According toThe Leadworth Chronicle's weekly weather report, temperatures this week were expected to stay in the late eighties, possibly stretching into the nineties. Though it was only nine o'clock, the sun was already beating down, the air thick with heat and humidity.

Keeping the temperature in mind, Spencer was in the most casual outfit Alex had ever seen him wear: a gray workout tank, black gym shorts, and Nike running sneakers that looked like they had come right out of the box. His three ever present accessories, watch, Sharpie necklace, and gun, remained. The gun, however, had moved from his ankle to a thigh holster. The hem of his shorts just barely covered it.

Alex had also dressed in mind of the weather, but only for appearances sake. Thanks to her altered biology, she could wear her thickest sweater right now and not break a sweat. But that would look very strange, and Alex had no intention of attracting unnecessary attention. Therefore, her outfit consisted of a black, v-neck tank top, an ankle length gray cotton skirt, black wedge sandals, gold hoop earrings, and a gold, charm-studded necklace layered over her sonic one. Wincing from the harsh sunlight, she reached into her purse and pulled out a pair of white, oversized sunglasses.

"So," she said, slipping the sunglasses on, "the beauty parlor really wasn't that horrible, was it?" Despite all of Spencer's reassurances, Alex still felt a bit guilty about his role. Tagging along to work and rehearsal was alright. Going to a hair appointment that wasn't even his own? Not so much.

Spencer, putting his own black sunglasses on, smiled down at her. "Nah," he said easily. "Although," he added, wrinkling his nose, "I could've done without all the gossiping towards Arthur and Grace."

Alex groaned. "I know! It's so brutal."

"Especially that one theory on Arthur only marrying Grace so he could get lucky." Spencer rolled his eyes. "Believe me, if that were the case, he'd have been done by now. Those two are like a couple of cats in heat."

Alex's jaw dropped. "Wait. Have you—"

"My room is right next to theirs." Spencer's voice was flat and deadpan. "I've barely been able to sleep the last few days."

Alex couldn't quite hold back a grin. "Poor you!" she giggled.

Spencer shot her a glare. "It's not funny! If I'm to do my job right, I need to be focused. It's a proven scientific fact that to have a lot of focus, you need a lot of rest. Ergo, at least eight hours of sleep every night." He scowled into the distance. "I've seriously considered banging on their door and, when they answer, showing them my gun."

While Alex continued to giggle (honestly, the idea of Spencer doing such a thing wasridiculouslyfunny), she wasn't without sympathy. "If you want, you can stay at the house. You know Amy and Rory won't mind. Hell, on the nights I don't sleep, you can take my bed." And, truth be told, she wouldn't mind him being there at night.

It had only been a week since her encounter with Mels. In some ways, it felt like a lifetime ago. In other ways, only a few hours. Amy and Rory had had their little talk with Mels, telling her to back off Alex. Alex wasn't sure what, exactly, had been said, but she had a fairly good idea of the gist: Mels was to either stay away from her for the foreseeable future or Amy and Rory might just reconsider their and Mels' friendship. Considering how desperate she was to keep Amy and Rory in her life, it was no surprise to anyone that Mels had immediately agreed to the terms. And, so far, she’d kept her word. While the Ponds had spent a few evenings with Mels, Alex hadn't seen hide nor hair of her since the incident.

Still, that didn't make Alex relax. How could she? When she closed her eyes, not only did she see Kovarian's malicious smirk and the looming threat of the Silence, she also saw that venomous look in Mels' eyes, the wickedly sharp tip of the dagger curling around a lock of her hair. She remembered the terror running through her system as she all but laid on the blacksmith booth's counter, helpless in the face of Mels' rage and deluded jealousy.

And those words. . .I promise you, youwillpay for everything you've done to me. I don't quite knowhowyet, but you will. So keep watching your back. Because Iamcoming for you. And that's not a threat. It's apromise.

Alex wouldn't forget those words as long as she lived. They were burned into her brain. They ran through her mind late at night, when darkness and shadow hid everything, even from her newly advanced eyesight. Alex had spent more than one night sitting silently in the darkness, clutching her small dagger to her chest, watching and waiting for Mels to creep up. Because despite Mels' promise to stay away from her, Alex knew it wasn't one she would maintain forever.

No, this was not an end to the war. This was a temporary ceasefire. Mels had stepped back, but she hadn't given up in her pursuit of the enemy. Right now, she was recalibrating, strategizing, waiting for the right moment to strike.

Once again, Alex longed for the Doctor. She'd decided not to tell him about her encounter with Mels (after all, he had more important things to focus on than a normal, if seriously deluded human), but that didn't mean he couldn't help her. Once she was back with him on the TARDIS, she wouldn't have to worry about Mels anymore. They would be going to time periods where Mels either hadn't been born yet or was long dead. That particular fear would all too soon be out of sight, out of mind. Kovarian and the Silence? Not so much, but Alex was determined to focus on the positives.

"I might just take you up on that," Spencer said now as they reached the entrance to the Brew & Chew. He paused to open the door for Alex. Once they stepped inside, they slid easily into the long line that had formed at the register. "Because," he added, dropping his voice to a near whisper, "it's not just two teens having enthusiastic sex that's keeping me up. It's all the yelling from Reverend Jeffries, too."

Alex raised an eyebrow. "He's been stopping by?"

"Trying to get Grace to come home. Unsuccessfully, I might add." Spencer rolled his eyes. "I know I'm not an expert in romance, but even I know enough about girls to know that the more someone tries to tell a person their partner is bad news, it just makes that person want them more. Lure of the forbidden, right?"

Alex nodded. "Yep. But in this case, Reverend Jeffries is all wrong. Arthur's a good kid. I'm sure of it."

"So am I."

"And Grace isn't naïve. I mean, she might be, sheisonly eighteen, but not about Arthur's personality. I'm sure of it."

Spencer grinned. "You gonna do some more matchmaking?"

Alex rolled her eyes. "There's no need to matchmake. Arthur and Grace are already married. If they've got enough courage to stand up for themselves, they'llstaymarried. No need for me to interfere." She and Spencer took a step closer to the register as Marty Mullins departed with a cup of coffee and a very large ham and cheese sandwich. "Besides," she murmured, "look how well I did with Elsie and Archie. I think it's safe to say my matchmaking days are over."

"I don't believe that." They got another step closer to the register as elderly Mrs. Talbot departed with an extra-large cup of tea. "Elsie just needs a bit more persuasion and some hard-hitting truths."

Alex was silent, considering this. It was true. Elsie was so much of a romantic, it would take a serious dose of realism to pull her out of the love-induced haze Temple had put her under. Despite Elsie's lackluster taste in men, Alex still liked her and wanted to be her friend. And as her friend, wasn't Alex honor bound to be that realist? And, in addition, push Elsie to seek a more appropriate and ultimately satisfying relationship with someone better suited for her? Someone like Archie?

Alex's head fell back, and she let out a loud groan, uncaring of the attention it attracted. "Dammit. You're right."

Spencer did absolutely nothing to hide his smirk. "So the matchmaking shingle is back up?"

"Yes," Alex said with another roll of her eyes. "So you can quit crowing, okay?"

Elsie smiled at them when they finally reached her. "Morning, guys. Usual breakfast, Alex? Scrambled eggs and bacon?"

Alex nodded. "And a spinach frittata for Kendra."

Once Alex paid, Spencer said, "Black coffee and a Spanish omelet."

"You got it!" Elsie beamed. She glanced behind them, making sure they were the only ones in line, before adding in a slight whisper, "Heard the latest on Arthur and Grace?"

Alex and Spencer nodded. "Some of us have heard more than others," Alex said with a smirk at Spencer.

Spencer rolled his eyes but explained when he saw Elsie's confused expression. "The newlyweds are staying in the room next to mine at Molly's."

"Ooh," Elsie winced. "That sucks. Sorry, Spencer. Just for that, your coffee's on the house. Sounds like you could use all the caffeine you can get."

Spencer chuckled, but there was no missing how touched he was. Or how true Elsie's words were. Unless Alex was imagining it, there were dark circles under his eyes. Not very prominent ones, but enough to notice if you were standing close enough or actively looking for them. "That'd be great, Elsie. Thanks."

"The only thing they could talk about at Holy Snip was Arthur and Grace," Alex revealed as Elsie put their orders in and set to getting Spencer's coffee ready. "Gladys Norwell's theory is that Arthur only married Grace so he could get laid."

Elsie shook her head wildly. "No way in hell! ArthurlovesGrace. Completely head over heels for her." Setting Spencer's coffee down on the counter, she leaned closer and murmured, "I haven't said anything, but every Monday for the last six months, Arthur has come in and gotten a dozen jalapeño and chocolate swirl bagels."

Alex wrinkled her nose. "No one eats those!" Everyone knew that the Brew & Chew's assistant cook, Walter Todd, was a bit of a food experimenter. His instructors at the Ashburton Cookery School had encouraged it and no amount of discouraging from the villagers could get him to knock off the hobby. The jalapeño and chocolate swirl bagels were just one of Walter's many recipes that had failed to attract significant interest. He'd forced one on Alex once. It had been all she could do to keep from spitting it out. Why, exactly, those particular bagels were still on the menu, Alex had no idea.

"Grace does. I watched Arthur present them to her one day before school. Her whole face lit up like a Christmas tree. Looked like Times Square on New Year's Eve after she took a bite."

"Well," said Spencer with a disgusted grimace, "nothing says true love like jalapeño and chocolate swirl bagels."

Elsie snorted. "Something like that."

Alex peered around the café. It was crowded, which was unusual for a weekday morning. Nearly half of Leadworth was clustered at tables and in booths, all excitedly discussing the Arthur/Grace scandal. However, Alex didn't spot the two people she was looking for. "You haven't happened to see George and William, have you? Maybe talk to them?" The red-headed Donaldson's had been no-shows at rehearsal since the scandal broke. It was honestly getting to the point that Alex was seriously considering going by their house to check on them.

Elsie shook her head, blue eyes wide with worry. "George came in briefly the other day to get some lunch, but he wasn't really talkative. And I saw William this morning, washing Bello Italiano's windows. I waved at him, he nodded, but ducked inside before I could talk to him."

Alex and Spencer exchanged worried looks. There was no doubt that the whole situation was weighing heavily on George and William. But cutting themselves off from friendly faces? That was just alarming. "Maybe I can talk some sense into them," Alex said, with more optimism than she felt.

Hearing Ron ring the ready bell, Elsie spun around and collected the two white to-go bags containing Alex and Spencer's food. As she handed them off, she smiled sadly and said, "Someone needs to."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

As it turned out though, there was no need for Alex to go and talk sense into the Donaldson's. When she and Spencer walked into the school auditorium for rehearsal, they found George and William sitting on one side of the stage, playing cards.

"Well, this is a surprise," Spencer remarked as he settled into his usual seat.

"No sh*t," Alex agreed. She plopped into the seat beside him. "Wonder what made them come tonight."

Veronica, directly behind them in the tech booth, happened to hear this. "Archie had a little talk with them," she said conspiratorially. She stepped out and walked down the aisle until she was standing at the entrance to their row. The slapdash look she'd sported when she and Archie came banging on Alex's door was nothing but a distant memory. Today, she was her usual put together self in a blue organza sundress, matching espadrilles, and a pair of dangly turquoise earrings in the shape of turtles. "Said if they didn't show up tonight, they were out of the play."

Spencer frowned. "That's a little harsh."

"We're down to less than a month before showtime!" Veronica cried. "There's no time to benice." She flipped her hair over one shoulder. "Do you have any idea how much hassle it would be to find two new people to do those parts, have them learn their lines and cues, and get their costumes ready? All in less than four weeks?!" The little shudder Veronica gave suggested this was a scenario not worth thinking about. "Besides, yes, it sucks that Arthur up and ran off to elope with Grace, but it's not the end of theworld. Better her than someone like Halley Carpenter or Shannon Darcy or Kendra."

It was Alex's turn to give a little shudder.Kendra being married. . .Whoever her husband turned out to be, he'd better have a tremendous amount of patience. And a tolerance for mess and disorganization.

Seeing the shudder, Veronica nodded. "Exactly. They ought to be happy that Grace is their sister-in-law instead of someone like Kendra. Why the families are so determined to have World War Three with each other, I've no idea." And on that note, Veronica spun around and headed down the aisle until she reached Henry's seat. With another flip of her hair, she swung herself into his lap, as though she belonged there.

"Wonder if those two will end up eloping next," Spencer said as he and Alex watched Henry wrap his arms around Veronica's waist and press a kiss to her neck.

"Nah," Alex smirked. "Veronica will insist on a whole big affair. White dress, reception, and all." Veronica was not one to do things by halves. Her wedding – if she did get married to Henry – would be big, bombastic, and expensive as hell. Veronica had probably had such an event planned out from the time she first learned what a wedding was.

Alex had been much the same as a little girl. From the time she was ten years old, she knew exactly what she wanted for her wedding. She wanted red roses and Scottish ferns making up her bouquet, her dress to be a somewhat modern version of Grace Kelly's iconic wedding dress, Lacey to be her maid of honor (though, in light of their conversation regarding Bailey's wedding, Alex would do most of the planning), and no long-winded religious rambling of the likes that occurred when she and the Doctor were married on Yuletide. Alex was okay withsomereligion, such as being married by a priest and the quick reading of a Bible verse, but she didnotwant a full-blown Catholic ceremony. She'd attended a Catholic wedding once. All the readings and lectures that had occurred both before and after the bride and groom officially married nearly put her to sleep. Alex had no doubt the Doctor would hotly object to a Catholic ceremony. He would most likely want some Gallifreyan customs. . .

Alex's thoughts came to a screeching halt.Whoa.She was thinking about marrying the Doctor? Where hadthatcome from? They were nowhere near marriage. Far from it. They had only just begun dating!

Technically, you're already married to him though,Alex thought. On Yuletide, she and the Doctor were considered husband and wife. Not that they ever referred to each other as spouses. As they had both established after that adventure ended, the wedding was hardly legal by either of their cultures. Still, the thought wouldn't leave her alone.

The Doctor was, by one planet's interpretation, herhusband.

The mere reminder sent a thrum of adrenaline running through Alex's system.

But, Yuletide aside, would the Doctor ever marry? Ever marry, dare she think it,her?

Honestly, Alex thought it highly unlikely. What would be the point really? It wasn't like traveling through time and space hinged on them being spouses. People confused them for being a couple all the time. If ever pressed, they could always lie and say they were married. Never mind not having rings. Lots of married people nowadays didn't wear rings. It was possible that in the far future, the tradition had gone completely out of style. And Alex couldn't really see the Time Lords wearing rings. It seemed too sentimental for a race the Doctor had described as largely unfeeling.

Was she okay with not being married someday? Alex didn't even have to consider it. She was perfectly fine with it. So long as she was with the Doctor, a ring or a little piece of paper didn't matter.

Not that Alex could deny the little sigh her hearts gave. It would have been nice to call the Doctor her husband, and him call her his wife.

Thankfully, before Alex could get caught up in those thoughts, Archie called for the cast to head up on stage.

Time to focus on Gwendolen and her own marriage issues.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

It seemed matrimony was to be today's theme. After finishing her first scene in the play, where Jack proposes to Gwendolen only for the latter to be quickly sent away by Lady Bracknell, Alex headed backstage.

It was a bit crowded. Veronica and Dr. Coggins were in the middle of painting flats that would be used to construct Jack's morning room. Henry was sprawled on the floor next to them studying his script as he waited for his cue to go back onstage. Elsie was in the narrow hallway that led to the dressing rooms, getting fussed over by Charlotte Grayling, the owner of Leadworth's lone tailoring shop and, as a consequence, the Leadworth Dramatic Society's head of costumes. While past productions hadn't had much in the acting department, no one could deny that the costumes were always splendid. That was all due to Charlotte. At the moment, she was fixing pins to various places on the lacy, white, Victorian-style dress that was Elsie's lone costume.

George and William were perched in the large, gray wooden car that had been constructed for a past production ofGrease. Crammed into the lone front seat, the brothers were determinedly playing Go Fish. If Alex hadn't known better, she would have thought their very lives depended on playing the game. No doubt they were desperately trying to distract themselves from the scandal caused by their brother.

In the time it took her to observe this, Alex also made a decision. She strode across the backstage area and hopped onto the hood of Grease Lightning. The subsequent thud made George and William's heads snap up.

Alex offered them her most charming smile. "Mind dealing me in?" she asked, nodding to the deck of cards sitting between them.

William shrugged. "Sure." He quickly gathered all the cards and started shuffling. "George was about to win anyway."

George smirked, though it was slightly lackluster compared to his usual smirks. "'Course I was. Will here sucks at Go Fish. Tries to cheat, but you can always tell when he's lying. Has too much of an honest face."

Alex chuckled. "Then I guess playing something like Texas Hold 'Em is out?"

George snorted. "Pretty much."

"Then Go Fish it is."

Once William dealt the cards out, the only conversation for several minutes consisted of the trio repeatedly asking for various cards. Alex gained the four of diamonds off George and the ace of spades off William but lost her three twos to George. The only other sounds to be heard were Charlotte's muttering as she continued fussing over Elsie's dress, Veronica humming Lady Gaga's 'The Edge of Glory', and Archie and Mrs. Warner rehearsing onstage. They were currently running the scene in which Lady Bracknell questions Jack as a prospective suitor to Gwendolen.

"Well, yes, I must admit I smoke," Archie's Jack answered, his tone a touch nervous.

"I am glad to hear it," Mrs. Warner's Lady Bracknell said severely. "A man should always have an occupation of some kind. There are far too many idle men in London as it is. How old are you?"

Alex listened to the exchange as she continued playing. Just as George was reaching for another card in the deck, having failed to get any kings out of William, Mrs. Warner/Lady Bracknell asked, a bit warily, "Where did the charitable gentleman who had a first-class ticket for this resort find you?"

Archie/Jack was silent for a long moment. When he did reply, his voice was grave, though tinged with nerves. "In a handbag."

Alex braced herself.

Sure enough, just as she had done since the read-through, Mrs. Warner, in a rare display of animation, let out a horrified, piercing yell of, "IN AHANDBAG?!"

And as had occurred every time since, the rest of the cast jumped. Dr. Coggins nearly dropped his paintbrush, Veronica splattered paint on her leg, Henry’s whole body jolted, causing him to throw script pages everywhere, Charlotte accidentally stabbed Elsie with a pin, causing the latter to shriek, and George and William lost hold of their cards. Alex was the only one unaffected. Her face calm and serene, she gathered up her four queens and put them into a pile.

George shook his head as he gathered up his dropped cards. "She's gonna give someone a bloody heart attack opening night," he muttered.

"She's gonna givemea heart attack," William remarked with a shudder. "My nerves are already on edge as it is. They'll be frayed to pieces with any more ofthat."

Alex looked at him sympathetically. "William, if your nerves are frayed, maybe you should just consider dropping out. Archie would understand." She grinned, an idea coming to her. She added, rather mischievously, "I can always drag Rory up here and volunteer him for Lane." Rory would hate her, but with the combined forces of his wife and the woman he considered a little sister, hewouldgo onstage if absolutely necessary.

"There's a picture," George snickered.

William couldn't keep from snickering either. "As much as I would love to see that," he said in-between giggles, "I'm sticking with the play, Alex. I made a commitment to Archie. Wouldn't be fair to back out now. Not just a few weeks away from opening night."

"Ditto," George added. He plucked the six of hearts off the floor near his feet. "Besides," he said, rearranging his cards in his hand, "play's a good distraction from home."

And there's my opening."Right. . ." Alex said slowly. "I've been wanting to ask you guys about that. Everything okay at home?"

George and William stared down at their cards. For a long moment, Alex thought they weren't going to answer, just go back to the game. But William surprised her. "No," he murmured, so softly that were she still human, Alex would have had to strain to hear him. "Not really."

With those three words, the floodgates opened.

"Mum's a wreck," William revealed. Dropping his cards in his lap, he ran a hand through his shaggy hair. "She'll start crying at the drop of a hat. It's insane. We don't know what will set her off."

"Sometimes, it's something you'd typically expect," George explained. "Like a photo of us all when we were kids. Or someone saying Art's name. But other times it's not."

"The other day, she was in the middle of making spaghetti. As she's going to put the marinara sauce in, all of a sudden, she just bursts into tears."

"No idea why," George said with a shake of his head. "Art's not even a big pasta person. And when he does eat it, he prefers angel hair."

"And Dad's not much better," William sighed. His eyes appeared rather tired now, a glimpse of just what all this mess was doing to him. "When he's not trying to comfort Mum, he's ranting about how selfish and crazy Arthur's acting or about Jeffries and his attitude to all this."

Alex winced.Damn.She knew it had to be rough for the Donaldson boys right now, but she honestly hadn't expectedthis. "sh*t," she murmured. Slightly louder, she said, "I'm sorry, you guys. That's rough. But things will get better." She resisted the urge to add 'eventually' to the end of the sentence.

Not that this evasion went unnoticed. "Yeah," William snorted. "Eventuallyis the word you're looking for, Alex. And I think 'eventually' isn't gonna come for a good decade. Maybe longer."

"This whole thing wouldn't be so bad if Arthur would just agree to come home for a little while," George said. His eyes narrowed and, his brother being absent, he glared down at Grease Lightning's wooden floor. "But he won't! Just dug his heels in and said no. Made a counter offer that he'd come home so long as Grace came with him."

"Yeah. . ." Alex said slowly, resisting the urge to wince. Honestly, what had Arthur been thinking? "Betting that didn't go over well."

"God, no. Mum and Dad wentballistic. Thankfully, not in front of Grace."

"They like her," William clarified. "Think she's a good girl and all, but they don't think Arthur marrying her is a good idea. They say he's throwing his life away."

Alex eyed them. "And what do you two think?"

George shrugged. "Doesn't really matter to me. Honestly, I think Art could do worse than Grace. He's head over heels about her. Has been since we were kids."

"It's true," William nodded. "He used to go around tugging on her ponytail until Mum explained that that wasn't the best way to get a girl's attention."

Alex snorted, remembering the boys who had done such things to her and other girls on the playground. Such tactics hadn't worked on her and Lacey. In fact, Alex could vividly recall an incident where Ben Riley tugged on Lacey's pigtails, only to get a black eye for his troubles. "Yeah, all that results in is a girl not wanting anything to do with you."

"True," William chuckled. "But Grace was an exception. After Arthur knocked that off, she started hanging around him more."

George, after checking to make sure no one was listening, leaned closer to Alex and whispered, "Didn't start dating until last year though. Around Halloween, I think."

Alex's eyes widened. "I knew they'd been dating for a while," she admitted. "But not for how long. The whole village has been trying to figure that out."

"Let them keep figuring it out," William said flatly. "It's no one's business."

Alex made a cross over her left heart. She just barely caught herself before she crossed the right side as well. "Don't worry, boys. My lips are sealed." For extra reassurance, she made a locking motion over her lips, followed by tossing the metaphorical key over her shoulder.

The Donaldson boys chuckled at her antics. Alex couldn't say she was displeased. So long as they were laughing, they were momentarily forgetting their troubles.

"Anyway," George said, "I don't really mind them being married. If they wanted to get married, so be it. Idowish they hadn't eloped though. Maybe just announced they were engaged and let everyone get used to the idea."

"And by 'everyone'," William deadpanned, "he means Grace's dad."

George rolled his eyes. "The man's been ballistic ever since we found out they eloped. Not just to Arthur, either. Thinks our whole family participated in corrupting his precious Grace."

"Like Grace doesn't have a mind of her own?" Alex asked.

"Exactlylike that."

"Honestly?" William broke in. "I don't half wonder if the eloping wasn't Grace's idea to begin with. It's not that I don't think she doesn't love Arthur, she does, but I think the way they did it was designed to stick it to Jeffries."

"And they succeeded," George sighed. "He's mad as hell, but I think he knows there's nothing he can do about it. Not that he’s going to admit it anytime soon."

"Things will calm down, I suppose," William mused. "But not for a while." He grimaced. "Alongwhile."

Even though she didn't want to admit it, Alex knew they were right. Families, for the most part, had long memories. Small towns had even longer ones. In Bristol, Alex had grown up hearing recitations of events that had occurred a good twenty years before she was born. Leadworth was much the same. Every time she and Amy had lunch with Tabetha, the latter treated them to stories that had happened long before Amy met the Doctor. Alex had no doubt that the gossip surrounding Arthur and Grace's elopement would die hard, if it ever died at all.

She was about to say something reassuring, though she wasn't sure exactly what, when Archie suddenly cried out, "Where's my Lane and Gwendolen?! Is anyone listening back there?!"

"sh*t!" Alex exclaimed as she leapt off Grease Lightning. William was right on her heels. So caught up in their conversation, they had completely missed Mrs. Warner exiting, Henry going back out, and the cue lines for Lane to come in to announce Gwendolen's return. By the time the two burst onstage to find Henry snickering and Archie glowering, they had completely pushed their talk behind them in favor of channeling their characters.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The rest of rehearsal was smooth sailing with no more missed cues or any signs of depression and worry from George and William. The two rather seemed their usual selves again, George wise-cracking and William silent and stoic, alternatively rolling his eyes or suppressing laughter at his brother's antics. As Charlotte moved onto Alex for costume fitting, George and William dealt Dr. Coggins into a game of Rummy. Alex could see them in the right wing, still playing, while most everyone else gathered up their things.

"Gonna have to take this in a bit," Charlotte murmured, squinting behind her glasses as she scrutinized the material around Alex's waist. "And the sleeves are still too long. . ."

"I'm sure it'll come out wonderfully," Alex assured her. Inwardly, however, she screamed,Let me out of this freaking dress already!

The dress was one of two Alex would get to wear the whole course of the play. Her current gown would be worn in Act I, when Gwendolen was proposed to by Jack. It was pale pink with several multi-colored roses pinned to the bodice, a lacy collar and sleeves, and richly detailed rose patterned embroidery on the skirt. Truly, Charlotte had outdone herself. She had gone for a dress that could have come out of 1890s Victorian England, specifically 1895, the yearThe Importance of Being Earnestpremiered. This meant there was no need to try and construct crinoline or a bustle. Those had largely been abandoned by that point. But 1895 stylehadcalled for a bell-shaped skirt that was meant to be tight around the hips. Charlotte had promised to let out the material around this area, but Alex still wasn't entirely comfortable with the idea of sitting down in this dress.Ifshe could even sit down.

Something to be tried later,she thought.

Spencer was sitting on the edge of the stage, watching the proceedings curiously. "Can you even breathe in that?" he asked.

Charlotte shot him a glare, clearly taking offense to the question, but Alex said calmly, "Yeah, don't worry. Probably helps that I don't have to wear a corset in this."

"Corsets were not meant to restrict a person's breathing," Charlotte said severely. She bent down to check the length of the hemline. "That's just a common misconception. They were meant to show off a woman's figure. The ideal female figure in the Victorian age was a curvy one."

Alex looked down at her figure. No one could accuse her of being curvy. Her body was more of the straight, athletic type. Alex was just fine with that. And when she considered the idea of a corset forcibly curving her body. . . She shuddered.Still sounds painful.When the Doctor took her to the Victorian Era, she was going to do her best to avoid wearing a corset. No way was she lacing herself into one of those things, not if she could help it.

After a few more moments of fussing, Charlotte finally declared that Alex could remove the dress. Resisting the urge to cry 'finally!', Alex slid it off, all the while taking care not to dislodge any pins. As she passed the garment off to Charlotte, she noticed Elsie lingering in the very back of the auditorium. Every few seconds, she checked her watch.

Spencer followed Alex's gaze. His brow furrowed as Elsie again checked her watch, then eyed the door apprehensively. "She waiting for someone?"

"Must be," Alex murmured.

It wasn't unheard of for Elsie to get rides after rehearsal. Her cottage was on the very outskirts of Leadworth, closer to open farmland than the village green. Being a cross country runner, Elsie was more than accustomed to long walks and runs, but Alex could understand the desire to just sit back in a car and rest after a long day on your feet. During her waitressing days, there had been times where just walking out to her car in the parking lot felt exhausting and unbearable.

But today, Elsie seemed strangely impatient. Elsie's usual chauffeur, Halley Carpenter, had been late picking her up before. Halley was late for most things. According to Tabetha, this was because Halley had been born a week overdue and her timing hadn't been right since. Elsie knew all this. Usually, she just occupied herself with a romance novel until Halley finally arrived. So why was she so jittery today?

Alex and Spencer weren't the only ones who noticed Elsie's behavior. Archie had, too. As Alex and Spencer watched, he slowly walked up to Elsie.

Alex raised an eyebrow.This should be interesting.Ever since their argument after the football game, Archie and Elsie's interactions had been limited to rehearsal, and only then as an actor-director relationship. Alex, however, had no doubt that Archie wanted to move past that. She'd caught him staring at Elsie more than once with an expression Alex likened to a lovesick puppy. How Elsie hadn't noticed it yet was beyond her.Maybe I can get her to notice, call her attention to it?

As Archie approached Elsie, Veronica and Henry stepped out from the left wing. Both were laughing quietly, and Henry had a smear of Veronica's pearly pink lipstick on his chin. No doubt they had just engaged in their new favorite hobby of making out in the dressing rooms (a hobby Alex only knew of because she'd had the unfortunate luck to walk in on them one day). Their laughter came to a stop, however, when they noticed what Alex and Spencer were watching.

Henry's eyebrows rose. While the rest of the cast didn't know about Archie and Elsie's fight, theyhadnoticed the tension between them the past few weeks. "So he's finally gained the nerve, huh?" He shot Veronica a grin. "You owe me ten quid, Ronnie."

Veronica elbowed him. "Shush! I'm trying to read their lips." Her head tilted as Archie said something, then Elsie replied. "I think he just asked her if she was alright, and she said she's fine."

George and William came up just in time to hear this. "Since when do you read lips?" George asked.

"Since forever. A handy skill to have when the grown-ups are talking about something they don't want you to hear." Veronica squinted as Archie spoke again. "He's asking if she wants a ride home."

Elsie's reply was clear even without Veronica lip-reading. She shook her head, her lips curved into a polite, if hesitant smile.

"Why's she look so nervous?" William wondered. "She doesn't get like this with Halley."

"Wait," Henry frowned. "Halley's not here. She's in Tewkesbury for her great-aunt's funeral."

All eyes went straight to him. "You're sure?" Alex checked.

Henry nodded firmly. "Positive. Rachel had to do a double shift today because of it. I heard her complaining about it when I went in to get Dad's usual coffee this morning."

Alex and Spencer exchanged wide-eyed looks. "Then that means. . ." Spencer said slowly.

His sentence was cut off as, right on cue, the door opened, and Edward Temple came striding in. He was looking very dapper in a navy suit, white dress shirt, and a dark tie. Only now did Alex notice Elsie's outfit. She was no longer wearing the café uniform she'd arrived in. She now wore a burgundy skater dress, paired with matching low-heeled sandals. Her black curls were down, but partially held back by a rhinestone-studded headband. Thanks to her advanced eyesight, Alex could also see Elsie's lipstick, the same shade as her dress, her cats-eye eyeliner, and a pair of small diamond earrings. She was completely dolled up, ready for a night on the town. With Temple, apparently.

"Bollocks," George muttered.

The rest of the cast nodded in commiseration. They watched as Edward approached Elsie, ignoring Archie completely. Leaning down, he pressed a long kiss to Elsie's lips. Archie stood by awkwardly, shifting from foot to foot. Finally, Edward and Elsie came up for air. Edward grasped Elsie's hand and led her towards the door, bypassing Archie without so much as a nod. Elsie, for her part, was far more polite. She looked back over her shoulder and, with her free hand, waved goodbye to Archie. A moment later, the auditorium doors fell shut with a dull thud.

Archie stared at the door for several long moments. Finally, raking a hand through his hair, he headed towards the other door.

The cast stayed silent until the other auditorium door shut. The moment the 'thud' rang out, Veronica shook her head. "What the bleeding hell is wrong with Elsie?" she cried. "Archie's a catch! Edward Temple is just. . ." She shook her head again, either unable to come up with or unwilling to say the right words.

Not that that could be said for Alex. "A lying slimeball," she said flatly, "who's just using Elsie for sex."

"Classic midlife crisis," George nodded in agreement. "He'll be with Elsie until the next young thing comes along."

Henry scowled. "And she'll just end up with a broken heart and be the talk of the village more than ever."

Alex pursed her lips, her eyes narrowing in determination.Not if I can help it,she vowed.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

August 4th, 2011

"The way I see it," Amy said as she pulled a dozen copies ofGreat Expectationsout of a box, "you need to put doubts into Elsie's mind about Temple. George is right; he's going to dump her when he spots the next hot young thing." Dumping the books onto the huge, round, wooden counter before her, Amy wiped some sweat off her brow. "That way, she'll start second-guessing her relationship, start seeing the obvious cracks and flaws in it."

It was almost one o'clock. Normally, at this time of day, Alex would be at the library, handling patrons and Kendra. However, since it had been raining steadily all day, resulting in a distinct lack of patrons, Alex had elected to close at noon. Kendra had taken the decision with no small amount of excitement, just as Alex expected. Spencer had gone back to the boarding house to conduct a conference call with his boss, Kate Stewart, and someone called Osgood. What the conference was about, Alex wasn't sure. The mess in Cornwall had finally been cleaned up. There hadn't been any reports of alien-like activity on the news. That left the highly likely possibility the conference concerned her.

Not that Alex was going to ask about it. She really didn't want or need to know what various military types thought of her and/or her situation.

Besides, she had more pressing things on her mind. Namely, how to get Elsie out of Temple's hold and into Archie's arms.

So, she'd come to Amy's new place of employment, Leadworth Books, seeking advice. And it seemed like she'd scored.

Alex nodded thoughtfully. "And after a few days of that, I can start steering her into looking at men who don't do that. Specifically, Archie." She beamed and, unable to resist, did a little bounce. "Thanks, Ames. You're a genius!"

Amy waved the compliment away, but the smile on her face said she was pleased anyway. "Oh, you would've come up with it yourself eventually. Just needed a little talking out."

Alex leaned back against the counter and took a quick lick off her ninety-nine flake. "Yeah, you're right. Still, thanks. I was stuck on how to go about it for days." Technically, it had only been two days, but to Alex, two days was far too long.

"Since I helped you, you think you could help me a little?" Amy nodded to the large stack of boxes piled up behind the desk.

Alex laughed. "Yeah, sure. Just let me finish my ice cream."

As Amy pulled another box of books onto the counter, Alex, still licking her ice cream, wandered around the store. Leadworth Books' grand opening was scheduled for this weekend and, for the most part, everything had been put into place. There were, however, still plenty of shelves that needed books, hence all the boxes Amy was working through.

Leadworth Books was housed in one of those buildings that, every year or so, became the home of a different kind of business. When Alex first came to Leadworth, it was a massage parlor. Six months later, the massage parlor closed after the owners went bankrupt. It was subsequently sold and turned into a cigar store. That lasted for about a year until the owner had a nasty heart attack. One quadruple bypass surgery later, he moved to Yorkshire to live with his daughter and the cigar shop became an upscale clothing boutique. The boutique had been going strong until February when the owners decided to go exclusively online. The building then sat vacant until May when Kendra's cousin, Erin Brinegar, purchased it to fulfill her life's dream of opening a bookstore. Both she and Alex were hoping that the bookstore lasted much longer than its predecessors.

The outside of Leadworth Books was quite simple: a maroon awning with the shop's name written in gold cursive. The interior, however, was nothing short of wonderous.

All the walls were painted in a soft honey-gold color, but only glimpses of it could be seen in between the dark floor-to-ceiling bookcases. The front of the store housed the latest arrivals and new releases. At the moment, George R. R. Martin's latest,A Dance With Dragons, and E. L. James'Fifty Shades of Greydominated the shelves. Spread out in front of the bookcases were a few cozy red chairs where customers could sit and read for a bit.

Wandering further into the store, Alex passed the young adult, home and gardening, and history sections before reaching a massive oak staircase. It led to a small apartment upstairs that Erin was in the process of refurbishing. As such, a small velvet rope sat at the bottom of the stairs, blocking them off. Erin had, however, wrapped fairy lights around the banister, bathing this section in a low glow. In addition, she'd ripped out the little cupboard beneath the stairs. In its place was a reading nook outfitted with a red velvet couch and an end table, a globe perched on top. Appropriate as this little nook housed the majority of the travel section. Stacks of atlases and travel guides had been crammed into this little space; one stack even acted as a makeshift table, a green gooseneck lamp resting on top.

Past the stairs, Alex went down a short hallway and into a room that had once been a storage closet, but now housed the sci-fi/fantasy section. Posters of popular sci-fi films and TV shows hung between the bookshelves. Erin's collection ofStar Warsmemorabilia was scattered all around. Alex spotted a little stuffed Yoda sitting next to the Douglas Adams books and a Darth Vader action figure perched on top of a copy ofGood Omens. Vintage pendant lights hung from the ceiling and a squishy red chair (complete with a pillow shaped like the Millennium Falcon) sat by the door leading into the next room.

The next room was larger, housing the mystery section. Shelves and tables full of mystery novels were scattered all around. On some of the tables were little magnifying glasses; Alex even spotted a tobacco pipe that could have come straight out of a Sherlock Holmes story. In the corner, next to a bookshelf devoted solely to Agatha Christie, was a large grandfather clock, ticking quietly and unobtrusively. Alex paused to study the intricate sun and moon design on the clock face before moving on.

The final room of the bookstore housed the romance and children's sections. The room had been divided in half by a series of low, white bookcases. One side housed Elsie's preferred romances, the other was cluttered with stuffed animals and Roald Dahl books. A bunch of floral pattered chairs had been arranged in a circle in the middle of the romance section; just a few feet away from this was a small stove with a hot pink tea kettle on top. Alex had heard mention of Erin wanting to start a book club; this was presumably where the club would meet.

In the children's section, various children's literary figures had been painted on the walls. Enid Blyton's Noddy driving his red and yellow taxi sat next to Roald Dahl's Matilda Wormwood, perched on a stack of books, a thick tomb in her lap. Harry Potter was pictured riding his Nimbus 2000, the Very Hungry Caterpillar was eating his way through an apple, Winnie the Pooh and Piglet were having tea, Charlotte the Spider dangled from a 'Some pig' web. . . It went on. So many characters Alex had loved growing up peppered the honey-gold walls. She was rather jealous her childhood bookstores hadn't had sections like this. She could have easily spent hours in a room like this, reading at the little white table by the window or in the rocking chair next to the Noddy mural.I hope the kids here love it,she thought with a sigh.

Suddenly, she found herself imagining bringing Melody here. Coming in on lazy Saturday afternoons, browsing the stacks, Alex spending hours sitting in the rocking chair, god-daughter in her lap, reading whatever book caught Melody's fancy. She could introduce Melody to all the books she'd loved as a child:Paddington Bear,Eloise, TheBoxcar Children,Nancy Drew, and others. Then, when Melody was older, she could start her on theHarry PotterandChronicles of Narniaseries. Should she introduce Melody toBridge to Terabithia? She'd never quite forgiven Marigold for giving her that book and not warning her of the tragic twist. . .

Alex didn't realize she was crying until she felt a tear run down her cheek and under her chin. She blinked. Why was she crying? Surely not because of Leslie's fate inTerabithia. Alex vividly remembered her ten-year-old self weeping buckets over that.

She looked around the children's section again. Her watery gaze lingered on the rocking chair, its frilly white cushion patiently waiting for a parent to sit there with a child in their lap. Not that Alex was a parent. Melody was the closest she would ever get.

The answer behind her tears came to her. Her imaginings would only come true if the Doctor found Melody. And that was a very bigif. Despite all the Doctor's efforts, Alex knew the odds weren't in their favor. River Song's existence and overall personality proved that much. In all likelihood, Alex's imaginings would stay just that. She wouldn't spend hours here with Melody, reading about Alice's many adventures in Wonderland or Anne Shirley's life on Prince Edward Island. She wouldn't gift her with books for birthdays and Christmas. She wouldn't take Melody out for lunch dates where they ate nothing but ice cream and pinky-swore not to tell Amy and Rory. There would be no Disney-themed movie nights, no building of blanket forts on cold, rainy days, no long summer afternoons spent playing Monopoly. . .

More tears poured down Alex's cheeks. These plans were all things she had hoped to do with her children someday. She hadn't realized that, in the absence of children of her own, she had transferred all those plans to Melody. But she had. Probably from the moment she delighted in Melody's laughter as she flicked the planet and star charms on the Doctor's cot back on Demons Run. Back when things had seemed hopeful, no hint of their current circ*mstances on the horizon.

Absently tossing the mostly melted remains of her ice cream in a nearby trash can, Alex furiously wiped her face. Honestly, shehatedcrying. Not to mention, but she couldn't let Amy see her like this. Alex knew getting Melody back was not a definite possibility. Amy didn't. She still had so much hope and Alex was loathe to break it.No,she thought decisively.Better for her to reach that on her own. Then I can help her through the grief.

Speaking of Amy. . . "Alex!" she hollered. "Haven't you finished that ice cream by now?"

Alex jumped. "Coming, Ames!" After making one last swipe at her cheeks, Alex took a moment to compose herself. By the time she rejoined Amy, there was nothing to suggest she had been crying.

Even if she hadn't managed to lock away her emotions, Amy probably wouldn't have noticed. She was completely focused on the pile of boxes waiting to be unpacked. Her determination and focus were rather impressive. Amy had made it clear upon being hired that she could only stay until the end of August but in the small amount of time since, she had done quite a bit in getting Leadworth Books up and running. She had assembled bookshelves, somehow managing to make sense of the complicated instructions, painted most of the murals in the children's section, assisted with ordering, and had come up with the idea for a store-run book club which she was also co-running with Erin. Alex had no doubt that at the end of the month, Erin would be begging Amy to stay on.

Amy heaved a large box onto the counter. Grabbing a pair of scissors, she slid the blades through the packing tape. "Annotated copies ofJane Eyre," she reported as she dug through the packing peanuts. She put a stack of books onto the counter. "Just grab a box and start pulling stuff out, Alex. Then we can put the price stickers on."

With Alex's help, the boxes were quickly reduced to flat pieces of cardboard. Erin had ordered a bunch of classic literature, as well as copies of the next book in theFifty Shadesseries,Fifty Shades Darker, which wouldn't be released until next month. Alex eyed this latter stack disdainfully. "Remind me to keep Elsie far away from these," she said, tapping one of the covers with her nail.

Amy grimaced. Like Alex, she had only made it a quarter of the way throughFifty Shades of Greybefore tossing the book aside. "Yeah, don't get a copy of that for the library if you can help it. Though I bet half of the village's female population already have requests put in."

"Yeah," Alex sighed. "They have. Really, Ames, if I had any idea how problematic those books are, I never would've gotten the library copies."

Amy patted her shoulder. "You can't readeverybook that comes through the library, Alex." She gave her friend a smile. "Not even with your new Time Lord perks."

"Watch me," Alex muttered. Louder, she said, "Seriously though, you should see the hold list forFifty Shades. It's at least two pages long! I'm pretty sure every woman in Leadworth over twenty-one is on it!"

"Elsie on it?" Amy asked as she put a price sticker on a copy ofTo Kill a Mockingbird.

"She was. She got it yesterday." Alex grimaced. Though she hadn't read the book all the way through, she knew there were a lot of racy acts in it. Just the other day, she'd seen a report onGood Morning, Britainthat creditedFifty Shades of Greywith an increase in sales of BDSM paraphernalia. Alex wasn't against BDSM (she was actually rather intrigued by aspects of it) butFifty Shades' portrayal of it didn't seem very accurate. More like abuse. If the Doctor ever tried to make her dohalfthe things Christian Grey tried to do on Anastasia Steele, he'd be lucky if he escaped her wrath without regenerating. Not that Alex thought this was a possibility. The Doctor viewed her as the most precious thing in the universe. Not something that could be said in regards to Christian and Anastasia. Nor Elsie and Temple, for that matter. Alex honestly worried Elsie would fall for the B.S. romance. And what if she tried some of it out with Temple?

Amy, sensing her thoughts, hastened to reassure her. "Try to think positively, Alex," she urged. "Elsie may be just as repulsed as you and I were."

Alex worried her bottom lip. "God, I hope so."

At that moment, the bell over the door chimed. Amy's eyebrows shot straight up. "Speak of the devil," she murmured.

Alex spun around. Sure enough, Elsie was standing in the doorway, wearing a yellow rain-slicker over her diner's uniform. "Ah, I was wondering where you were!" she called to Alex. She propped her umbrella beside the door. Hurrying up to Alex, she smiled and said, "I was going to return some books, but the library was shut."

"Sorry, Elsie. There didn't seem much point in staying open. No one came in this morning."

Elsie glanced out at the still pouring rain. "Yeah, can't say I blame them. It's brutal out there."

Gesturing for Elsie to take a seat in a nearby chair, Alex hopped up on the counter. "What books were you wanting to return?" She swung her legs back and forth. Her baby blue platform sandals, paired with a long-sleeved multi-color blouse, mildly distressed skinny jeans, silver hoop earrings, and a silver multi-strand necklace layered over her sonic one, thudded against the underside of the counter.

A sudden blush came to Elsie's cheeks. Checking to make sure Amy was preoccupied with her price tags, she leaned closer to Alex and whispered, "Fifty Shades."

Amy was right! She didn't like it, thank God!Inwardly jumping up and down, Alex kept her features calm and without judgment. "You didn't like it?"

"Not really," Elsie said with a shake of her head. "I mean," she added, leaning back in her chair, "it started off rather promising. But the writing. . ." She winced. "I'm no professional, Alex, butIwrite better than that. If I had to read about Ana's inner goddess one more time, I was gonnascream."

Alex nodded. "Yeah, the writing put me off, too. But . . . was that all you didn't like?"

"No. The relationship was very. . ." Elsie paused, trying to think of the right words. "Well, it'ssupposedto be romantic and all, but just flipping through it, it's the exact opposite. Christian is always trying to manipulate her. I mean," she scoffed, her eyes going wide, "saying she needs to sign an NDA before they can sleep together? How does Ana not think that's a red flag?"

"Very true," Alex said sagely. Had she been Ana, she would have all but run out of Christian's apartment and never looked back.

"I didn't finish it," Elsie admitted. "I got about a quarter of the way through before finally deciding to just skim through the rest." She let out another scoff. "Really, how couldanyonethink that's romance? He's always stalking her, tries to boss her around with that ridiculous contract, and that end scene. . ." She and Alex shuddered at the memory of the violent belt-whipping scene. Elsie shook her head. "God, I really don't understand why the hell Ana was so devastated. She ought to have filed an assault charge against him!"

"Or beatenhimwith the belt," Alex said dryly. "See how he likes it."

Elsie chuckled. "That's more your style, not mine. I would've just gotten out of there as fast as possible." She was silent for a long moment. She bit her lip and Alex got the impression she was trying to figure out whether or not to say something.

Finally, Elsie made up her mind. "Can I tell you something?" she asked. She glanced over Alex's shoulder at Amy and added, a touch quieter, "In confidence?"

In response, Alex hopped off the counter and settled on the arm of Elsie's chair. "Go on," she murmured.

Still worrying her bottom lip, Elsie leaned closer and whispered, "The relationship between Ana and Christian. . . I, I couldn't help but see some . . . similarities to me and Eddie."

Alex's eyes widened.Wasn't expecting that!"How so?"Oh, please, God, don't let it be the sexual stuff!She could not be held responsible for what she would do to Temple if that were the case.

Elsie, however, seemed to sense what direction her thoughts had gone. "None of the sexual stuff!" she whisper-shouted. "No, more of the controlling behavior and the. . ." She swallowed heavily. "The putting me down, especially about my writing." Grabbing her messenger bag, she pulled out the notebook Alex had read from the night of the pub quiz. Elsie clutched it to her chest, the way a young child clutches their favorite stuffed animal during a bad storm. "Eddie was spending the night at my place. We were sitting on the couch, watching TV, or at least he was, but I was daydreaming. I kept thinking about this plot point I was struggling with for Elsa and Mac, and then it suddenly came to me!" Her eyes brightened at the memory, but only for a moment. "So I grabbed my notebook and started writing. I justhadto get it out right there and then. But Eddie. . ." She grimaced and glanced away.

"Please tell me he didn't grab this and tear pages out," Alex pleaded. Again, she couldn't be held responsible for what she'd do if Elsie confirmed this.

Thankfully, Elsie shook her head wildly. "No, no! But he did say it was very rude of me to focus on my 'scribbling', as he called it, instead of focusing on him, since he came over specifically to spend time with me."

Alex shook her head, disgusted. "What an asshole." She hadn't quite meant to say that out loud, but she was glad she did. Elsie really needed to hear it.

"Certainly not one of his finest moments," Elsie sighed.

Alex resisted the urge to physically shake her. How the hell could Elsie still defend him? "Elsie, don't defend him," she said in her stern librarian voice. "He shouldn't have done that. If my boyfriend did that, I'd knock him upside the head." She eyed Elsie critically. "What did you do after Edward said that?"

Elsie seemed to physically shrink under her gaze. "Put the notebook away," she said softly. At Alex's groan, she cried, "But I ignored him the rest of the night! Didn't sleep with him either."

"Well, that's something, I guess," Alex grumbled. Then, something occurred to her. "Wait, you said he's also controlling. How's Edward controlling?"

"He doesn't like me hanging around Archie. Says Archie is just trying to point out his flaws and steal me away."

So Temple's not clueless to Archie and Elsie's mutual attraction,Alex thought.And he's trying to put a stop to it. Interesting. . .

"Archie and I got into a bit of a fight after the football match a few weeks ago," Elsie continued. "I told Eddie about it, and he said I needed to stop being around Archie. When I pointed out I couldn't do that because of the play, he suggested I quit." She rolled her eyes. "Obviously, I'm not doing that, so Eddie said to simply ignore him outside of rehearsal."

Well, that certainly explained the tension between Archie and Elsie the last few weeks, though Alex hadn't been expecting Temple to have orchestrated it.He's almost as clever as me,Alex thought with a smirk.Almost.Now was the time to utilize Amy's advice. There were already seeds of doubt in Elsie's mind. Planting a few more could only prove beneficial.

"It's all so confusing though." Elsie rubbed a hand over her face. She suddenly looked about ten years older. When she looked up, Alex could see the haggardness in her big blue eyes. "I dunno. What doyouthink, Alex?"

Showtime.Clearing her throat, Alex slowly started planting her seeds. "I think," she said calmly, "that it seems like your dreams and desires aren't as important to Edward as his own. He doesn't take your writing seriously, he thinks watching TV is more important than working on it, and he makes you feel bad and guilty about it. And, well, it kinda sounds like he's trying to control your life."

Elsie's jaw dropped. "Oh no," she said, shaking her head. "He's not—"

Alex cut her off. "You just told me that he tried to convince you not to be around Archie. Why? Just because you two got into an argument about your relationship? Why didn't he go to Archie himself and ask him about his concerns?"

Elsie didn't have a response to that.

"He also suggested you quit the play." Alex raised an eyebrow. "Does Edward like you being in the play?"

"Of course he does!" Elsie cried. "But. . ." She visibly drooped. "Well, hedidsay once it seemed to be taking a lot of my time."

Classic manipulation tactic, making her feel bad about not spending 24/7 with him.Alex refrained from saying this though. From the contemplative look on Elsie's face, she was starting to reach that conclusion herself.

And now, for the most important seed. . . "Has he said anything more about marrying you?" Alex's voice was soft and gentle. Carefully, she put an assuring hand on Elsie's shoulder.

Elsie stared off into the distance. "He says there are complications with the divorce," she murmured.

Unseen by Elsie, Alex rolled her eyes.Figures.Still keeping her tone gentle, she said, "What do you think that means?"

Before Elsie could reply, the front door banged open, nearly demolishing the little bell in the process. Erin Brinegar unceremoniously shook her jacket off before flinging it over a nearby chair. "Bloody hell!" she exclaimed with a grimace. "It's like the end times out there!"

Erin Brinegar was the exact opposite of her sister and cousin. Whereas Leslie and Kendra were blonde, blue-green eyed, and rather buxom, Erin's hair, cut into a sleek pageboy, was brown with a hint of auburn, her eyes were a piercing, cat-like green, and she freely admitted to only wearing Victoria's Secret Miracle Bras. But Erin was undeniably pretty. And smart as a whip. A decade older than Amy, Alex, and Rory, Erin had graduated as her class valedictorian, received a full scholarship to the University of Cambridge where she studied business and marketing, and currently held the record for most quizzes won at The Queen's Garters. It was Alex's opinion that Kendra could stand to learn a lot from her cousin, if only she showed a decent amount of interest.

With Erin's arrival, it seemed Alex and Elsie's discussion was at an end. Not that Alex minded. On the contrary, she was pretty sure she'd sowed plenty of seeds. Now it was time to step back and wait for them to grow.

"Afternoon, girls!" Erin said with a wave to Alex and Elsie. Her Doc Martens thudded dully against the heavily carpeted floor as she approached the counter. "How's my favorite employee doing?"

Alex smirked. Yeah, Erindefinitelywouldn't be coping well come September.

Amy beamed at the compliment but was quick to get to business. "So far, so good. Pricing these books now."

Erin surveyed the stacks. "Good, good," she murmured. Her eyes fell on theFifty Shades Darkerbox. "Just put those in the back room, Amy. I'll price them later."

"Have you read the first book, Erin?" Elsie asked.

"Not yet, though I hear it's pretty good. Claudia loved it."

Alex ignored this revelation in favor of asking, "How is Claudia?" Claudia was Erin's long-term girlfriend. They'd met at one of the college parties at Cambridge their first year and immediately hit it off. While they had been together for years, Claudia and Erin had never actually lived together outside of sharing a dorm room. This was due to Claudia's studies. She was currently in Cambridge working as a paralegal while studying to become a lawyer.

"Great!" Erin beamed. "Shefinallystarts law school in October and she's coming to visit later this month. You'll have to come see her."

"I will," Alex promised.

"Also, she's given me a suggestion for the book club!"

Alex and Amy exchanged quick grimaces. Much like Elsie, Claudia Emerson's taste was primarily limited to romance novels. Namely, ones that involved dukes falling in love with commoners or knights with servant girls. Not that Alex and Amy wereagainstthose novels (Alex had raided Marigold's stash as soon as she was old enough) but they wouldn't have selected that type of book for a book club.

Amy, knowing better than to question her boss, smiled widely. "That's great!" she chirped. "What'd she suggest?"

Erin reached into her saddlebag and pulled out a black paperback. On the cover was a handsome, shirtless man gazing off into the distance.The Stranger,Alex read.By Portia da Costa.

Taking it from Erin's grasp, Alex read the back blurb aloud. "'When a mysterious young man stumbles into the life of the recently widowed Claudia, he reignites her sleeping sexuality. But is the handsome and angelic Paul really a combination of innocent and voluptuary, amnesiac and genius? Claudia's friends become involved in trying to decide whether or not he is to be trusted. As an erotic obsession flowers between Paul and Claudia, and all taboos are obliterated, his true identity no longer seems to matter'."

"Bit of a mystery there," Elsie enthused.

Alex, on the other hand, wasn't quite convinced. "Did Claudia only like this because the main character shares her name?"

Erin snorted. "Maybe, but she also said it'll appeal to theFifty Shadesdemographic. I think that's our primary target with the book club, women ranging from twenties to. . ." She trailed off and shrugged. "Well, all women above twenty, at least."

"You can count me in," Elsie said. She had taken the book from Alex and was studying the cover intently. "I didn't really likeFifty Shades, but this definitely sounds interesting."

"I dunno, Erin," Amy said slowly. "Not to deride Claudia's taste, but. . . Well, if it's romance we're doing, why not something more well-known? Something that can be discussed more?"

Alex nodded eagerly. "Yeah, what about a classic likePride and Prejudice? OrSense and Sensibility?"

"Or if you want something more modern, maybeOutlander?" Amy suggested. "Alex read that and liked it. OrThe Time Traveler's Wife?"

Unseen by Amy, Alex grimaced. She'd readThe Time Traveler's Wifenot too long ago and while it was a great book, it had the unfortunate side effect of reminding her of the Doctor and River. Namely, River showing up unexpectedly and dropping hints about her and the Doctor's relationship that may or may not be true. At least, Alexhopedthey weren't true.

But Erin just shook her head. "Those are good suggestions, guys, but I think I'll stick with this." She gave them a smile. "Maybe we can alternate though? A contemporary romance one month, a classic one the next?"

"It sounds lovely," Elsie said as she got to her feet. "When's the first meeting?"

"This Saturday at four. A bunch of people have already signed up. We'll do a little introductory, explain how it all works, then go into discussion. First five chapters. I've got a bunch of copies already ordered. Should be here tomorrow." She turned to Amy and Alex. "And you girls will be there, right?"

Unable to reply in the negative, Amy nodded. "Yep!" she exclaimed with no small amount of forced cheer. "Looking forward to it!"

Erin and Elsie looked expectantly at Alex.

"Yep," Alex said calmly, popping the 'p'. She fell back on her acting skills to give them a very convincing grin. "Wouldn't miss it for the world."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

At the same time this was going on, Spencer was in the midst of his own conversation. Sadly, it wasn't over something as simple as possible selections for book club.

"You'repositive, Oz?"

Osgood's bespectacled face glared at him. Spencer was surprised by its ferociousness. Osgood was not, by nature, a glarer. "For thethird time,yes, Spencer, I am sure. There is no record of a Melody Ukuthula existing prior to her appearing in Leadworth in early 1996, age seven."

"Or at leastappearingseven," Spencer grimaced. He leaned back in his chair, causing it to squeak loudly, and threw his head back against the headrest. His gaze wandered over the dropped ceiling above him. There were approximately sixty-two tiles (he'd counted one night when Arthur and Grace's marital bliss had been keeping him up), all in the same shade of dirty white. There were cracks in tiles 2, 17, 34, and 56. Tile 13 had a smoke detector.

Ceiling tiles and dropped ceilings can be traced back centuries,Spencer recalled.They were used during the Muromachi Period in Japan, which lasted from 1336 to 1573. In 1596, the Blackfriars Theatre installed a drop ceiling to improve acoustics. The U.S. patent for modern dropped ceilings was applied for by E. E. Hall on May 28th, 1919, granted on October 16th, 1923.

Spencer shook his head. Recalling facts about the history of ceiling tiles (of all things) wouldn't help matters. It certainly wouldn't help distract him from the glaring truth Osgood had just presented him with.

Melody 'Mels' Ukuthula was undoubtedly Melody Alexandria Pond.

In some ways, it wasn't very surprising. It certainly explained her close relationship with Amy and Rory, not to mention her possessiveness towards them. Of course Mels would want to be close to her parents. From what little Spencer knew about Madame Kovarian, he highly doubted the woman was maternal. Mels had probably been abused since she was a baby, never knowing love or care. Her relationship with Amy and Rory, as messed up as it was, was probably the only instance of love in her life.

It would also explain why she felt like Alex was taking her place. By Amy and Rory's own admission, since befriending Alex, they had spent a bit more time with her than with Mels. They had also encouraged Mels to try and act less like her wild, authority-can-take-a flying-leap self in favor of emulating model citizen Alex. To Mels' mangled, brainwashed mind, this would look like Amy and Rory were seeking her replacement or had decided that their daughter (even if they didn't know she was their daughter) wasn't good enough, that Alex was in favor of their love and attention instead.

Hell, it even explained her last name. 'Ukuthula' was the Zulu word for 'silence'. Also 'peace' and 'calmness', but Spencer was pretty sure those words hadn't crossed Mels' mind when choosing a last name.

This revelation didn't, however, explain her strange love for the Doctor, someone she had been brought up since birth to kill. Then again, that didn't really need explaining. Mels was a walking, talking textbook definition of a psychopath. In her mind, it all made sense.

Spencer just wished it would make sense inhismind.

He was jarred out of his thoughts by Chief Stewart calling his name. From her aggravated tone, it wasn't the first time she'd called it.

Spencer sprang back into a sitting position and fixed all his attention on the laptop in front of him. On screen, Chief Stewart and Osgood were seated in the former's office at London HQ. The UNIT insignia was just visible behind Chief Stewart's head, hanging on the wall above the credenza where she kept pictures of her children, Gordon and Lila. Chief Stewart's expression was grim behind her glasses, the ones she only wore when needing to be on the computer for a long amount of time. Osgood's face was contorted into a similar expression. The young scientist was crammed into a small chair next to the chief, wearing a colorful monstrosity of a coat similar to the one the Sixth Doctor had worn. Had the topic of conversation not been so dire, Spencer would have cracked a joke about it making his eyes hurt.

"Sorry, Chief," he said, resisting the urge to chew the inside of his cheek. His spine straightened and he drew his shoulders back.Time to be professional,he thought.

Chief Stewart's grimace was momentarily replaced by an understanding smile. "Don't worry about it, Spencer. The news certainlyisshocking."

More like depressing,Spencer thought. Mels Ukuthula being Melody Pond meant that the Doctor's quest, already a fool's hope to being with, was pointless. There was no chance of Amy and Rory getting their child back. Melody had been fully brought up and prepared for her role as the Doctor's assassin. Even with a lifetime's supply of therapy, she wasn't going to be their sweet little girl ever again. Kovarian had made sure of that.

With a sigh, Spencer focused on Osgood. "What else do you have, Oz?"

Osgood peered down at the file in her lap. "Well, going off Mels' description as an apparent seven-year-old, I did some digging. As it turns out, from January 1970 right up to her arrival in Leadworth, there are reports from various states in the U.S. and several counties here in the U.K. describing a young girl of that description being involved in a wide variety of crimes. Mostly shoplifting, but there's also a few instances of vandalism, physical altercations, and verbal abuse. She spent most of 1989 in a juvenile detention center in Cheltenham after she attacked a random bystander, apparently for praising some 'doctor' for helping her."

Spencer's eyebrows rose. "As intheDoctor?"

Osgood shook her head. "No, she was referring to a Dr. Hargreaves who diagnosed her brain tumor and subsequently removed it."

"So the name 'doctor' is a kind of trigger, then," Chief Stewart mused.

"It seems to be, ma'am. Nearly all of the altercations I found were because of someone mentioning a 'doctor'. I've only been able to find one instance of it referring to the actual Doctor though." Osgood flipped through a few pages. "Ah, an altercation where our very own Jo Grant was bitten by this child while in line with Captain Mike Yates at the greasy spoon that used to be right across the street from here. It was in May 1972."

Chief Stewart's expression was troubled again, her lips pressed into a thin line. "So, Melody Pond was within the vicinity of UNIT while the Doctor was here as active scientific advisor." Her voice was quiet and a bit strained as she processed this disturbing revelation.

Spencer couldn't keep from shuddering. The implications were worrying. "Did she know Jo Grant was a UNIT employee? If so, did she know she worked with the Doctor? And was she actively looking for the Doctor at the time?"So many questions,he thought,but not enough answers.

"But the Doctor working at UNIT back then doesn't match the description of the Doctor present at the Battle of Demons Run!" Osgood cried.

"To a psychopathic seven-year-old – or however old she is – I doubt something as trivial asdescriptionis very pressing," Chief Stewart said dryly. "I have no doubt she tracked the Doctor to UNIT." She let out a snort. "Wouldn't have been hard. That version was hardly inconspicuous."

Neither Spencer nor Osgood could quite keep from chuckling. They had seen photos of the Third Doctor. With all those velvet smoking jackets, cravats, frilly shirts, and capes, not to mention that white bouffant, that version of the Doctor stood out in a crowd like a sore thumb. Melody Pond would have had absolutely no difficulty in tracking him down.

Which brought them back to the point. . . "What happened after she bit Jo?" Spencer asked. "And where was the Doctor at the time?"

Osgood studied the file again. "Captain Yates restrained the child until authorities arrived. Jo Grant was taken back to UNIT HQ, where she received a small variety of tetanus shots. Melody Pond was put into child protective services, but they lost track of her about a month later. The next place she pops up is Woking in Surrey, caught shoplifting in March 1973."

"So if she moved counties, she probably wasn't trying to kill the Doctor," Spencer mused.

Chief Stewart nodded in agreement. "Wanted to get a good look at him, I suppose. 'Know your enemy' and all that."

"Doesn't seem like she succeeded," Osgood broke in. "At the time of the incident with Jo Grant, the Doctor was on holiday at his cottage in Wales. He took a full two weeks off from UNIT."

"Wonder if Jo ever told him about it?" Spencer found it quite mind-boggling to learn two people connected to the Doctor, both widely separated from each other in terms of time, had intersected for one brief moment. Especially in such aviolentmoment.

Chief Stewart, however, didn't seem to care whether or not the Doctor had ever learned of the random attack on his companion. She looked at Osgood expectantly. "Osgood, what do we know of Mels Ukuthula's life since arriving in Leadworth?"

Osgood hastened to oblige, flipping rapidly to another section in the file. "Well, ma'am, in regards to school, quite a bit. Her school reports are rather interesting. There are multiple write-ups for disorderly behavior in the classroom and disrespect towards teachers. The reason behind most of the write-ups is because she failed to answer questions correctly."

"Let me guess," Spencer cut in. "Stuff like, 'theTitanicsank because the Doctor wasn't there to stop it'?"

Osgood's eyes widened. "Yes, exactly! How'd you know about it?"

"Alex told me. She learned it from one of Mels' former classmates, and Amy and Rory confirmed it when I asked them about it." He let out a weary sigh. "Kovarian/Silence conditioning, I suspect."

"No doubt," Chief Stewart agreed through pursed lips. "What else, Osgood?"

"She held the school record for confiscated property. There was an incident where she had Amy and Rory create a distraction so she could sneak those items out of the teachers' supply closet. Mels escaped discovery, but they knew it was her. Didn't find any of the items on her though, so they couldn't really punish her." Osgood flipped a page. "Her grades are interesting though. The normal in primary, but in secondary, she was passing classes with flying colors. She held the school's highest GPA and was her year's valedictorian, but she didn't give a speech at graduation. Never showed up." Osgood shook her head. "Quite a wonder, really. She held the tardiness and absentee record in secondary."

"She's human plus Time Lord," Spencer pointed out. "Minus the brainwashing, her brain is easily more advanced than a regular human's."

"So she's insanely smart," Chief Stewart summarized. "Probably equal to you, Spencer, if not more so." Letting out a heavy sigh, she leaned back in her chair and tugged her glasses off, rubbing her temples wearily. "Which, combined with her assassin training, means she's more than likely prepared for any kind of action from us."

"What kind of action are you wanting to take?" Spencer asked.

"Ideally, I've love to drag her into an interrogation room and question her about Kovarian, the Silence, all of it till she breaks. Then keep her in a cell and let our psychiatrists deal with her." She sighed once more and replaced her glasses. "But that's not feasible. We don't know what kind of training she got in those six years with Kovarian."

"If itwassix years," Spencer pointed out. "We don't know if she had any contact with her after that."

"True, but I find it hard to believe a woman like Kovarian would let her precious assassin run all around the country, randomly biting people and getting into mischief. It's just too risky."

Spencer grimaced. Yes, thatwasa factor. Melody Pond was too valuable an asset to Kovarian. Such an asset would never be allowed to roam the country, drifting from county to county. There was too much risk of her escaping Kovarian's clutches. Really, if anything, Melody's frequent traveling between 1969 and 1996 had been a strategy toavoidcapture. She couldn't settle down anywhere for very long, not without attracting attention. Even without the Kovarian threat, she wouldn't do it anyway, as her parents hadn't been born yet. Aside from constantly moving to avoid being recaptured, Melody had been biding her time until the decade when her parents were born, and she could go and integrate herself with them.

Then, something occurred to him. Mels had come to Leadworth to befriend her parents, but who actually raised her? "Hey, Osgood, where has Mels been living the last fifteen years?"

Osgood ran her finger down a page. "She resided as a ward of Reverend Halliday at the Leadworth Parish Church until she was sixteen. The reverend was already pushing eighty when he took her in, so when he died in his sleep in 2005, it really wasn't a huge shock to anyone."

"Leadworth Parish Church?" Spencer repeated, his brow furrowed. That name hadn't come up in his research. "The only church here is St. George's Chapel."

"Hold on." Pushing her chair to the side, and subsequently making only her ponytail visible to the camera, Osgood started rapidly typing on her laptop. Less than a minute later, she let out a triumphant "Aha!" and wheeled herself back into the frame. "The parish church was shut down after Reverend Halliday suffered a bad fall in 1998 that required him to undergo a total hip replacement. The villagers seemed to have viewed him as this beloved relic though, because he was allowed to continue living in the parish house until his death."

"Hope Mels wasn't the cause of his fall," Spencer muttered.

"You should ask Amy and Rory how Mels and the reverend got on," Chief Stewart suggested. She glanced at Osgood. "What happened after Reverend Halliday died?"

Osgood flipped through a few pages of what looked like school transcripts. "Well, the address for her last year at school is given as 17 Dreamer Lane, the same address where Amy Pond was living at the time." She smiled sadly. "So she got to live with her mother for a while. That's nice."

"Don't forget, Oz, she's after the Doctor and Alex, her parents' best friends," Spencer said flatly. Sure, it was nice that Mels had been able to live under the same roof as her mother and grandparents for a while, but that didn't change anything. She was still a perfectly formed psychopath, hell bent on destroying Alex and the Doctor. She made Alex, one of the toughest people Spencer had ever come across, scared and paranoid. He hadn't forgotten how Alex clung to him after Mels sped away from him at the fair, her shaky voice, or how her eyes glistened with unshed, but clearly terrified tears. How pale her skin was, how her legs shook so bad she was unable to walk to him, or how she now carried a dagger in her pocket, so desperate to feel even afractionof safety.

He held absolutely no sympathy for Mels. Not after what she'd done to Alex, his charge, hisfriend.

"Where does she live now?" he demanded.

"She rents a small cottage just outside of Leadworth. 192 Dragon Road."

Chief Stewart sat up a bit straighter. "Spencer," she said with no small amount of authority, "you need to go to that cottage. Find some way in there when Mels is gone. It might tell us what her next move is."

Spencer nodded. "Got it." He’d been planning on going to the house anyway. While he highly doubted Mels would be careless enough to leave possible clues or plans laying around for anyone to see, there had to besomekind of clue in there. At the very least, it would be an opportunity to see just how Mels lived. Assassins, Spencer was sure, did not live like regular people.

But sneaking into Mels' house was the easy part. Spencer swallowed heavily. Just thinking about his next step was enough to make him ill.

He was going to have to tell not just Alex, but Amy and Rory, who Mels really was. He was going to have to reveal to those two desperate, hopeful parents that their sweet, innocent, perfect baby girl was long gone and there was no getting her back. Instead, they had their supposed best friend, a record-setting delinquent with no small amount of abandonment and possessiveness issues.

Spencer waited until he’d signed off with Chief Stewart and Osgood before slumping back in his chair. His head hit the headrest with a thump. Once more, he stared blankly at the ceiling tiles.

The popularity of acoustic ceiling tiles reached its peak in the 1960s up through the early part of the 1980s. Since they originally contained asbestos, the ban on it greatly affected the production of acoustic ceiling tiles in 1978.

If only reciting facts about ceiling tiles could help him here.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"I mean, he's been acting a bit strangely ever since his conference call this afternoon." Pulling her knees up to her chest, Alex nestled further back into the mound of pillows she'd stacked against her headboard. When she did this, she could almost pretend she was leaning back against the Doctor's chest, not just listening to his voice over the phone. "All . . . well,worriedis the best way I know to describe it."

She was referring to Spencer. Leaving Amy, Erin, and Elsie coming up with refreshment ideas for Saturday's meeting, Alex had gone to the boarding house to meet up with Spencer. She'd ignored Molly Reynolds' less than subtle jibes about 'afternoon delights' as she climbed the stairs to Spencer's second floor room, as well as the tell-tale sound of a headboard hitting the wall in Arthur and Grace's room next door. She really hadn't been thinking about anything other than seeing Spencer and asking how his conference call had gone.

By this point, Alex was plenty accustomed to simply going into Spencer's room unannounced. It had been one of the first things Spencer established with her. He wasn't going to keep his door locked to her. After all, what if there was an emergency? What if she was being followed? She couldn't be held up by a locked door if that was the case. And in any event, knowing Spencer as well as she did now, Alex knew it was highly unlikely she'd catch him in some awkward or embarrassing situation. The closest she’d come to that was when she walked in on him enjoying a cup of coffee in bed, wearing nothing but a pair of Superman pajama pants. That had been more funny than awkward or embarrassing though. Alex would have thought Spencer to prefer Batman.

Upon entering, things initially seemed normal. Like her, Spencer was a bit of a neat freak. There was never any danger of his room being in disarray. His bed had been made, including the hospital tuck corners Alex had never been able to master, his dirty clothes sat in a small laundry basket outside the bathroom door, and there was a slight hint of French Roast coffee and Stetson cologne in the air, Spencer's signature smells. All in all, perfectly normal.

Except for Spencer himself.

Alex had found him slumped in his desk chair, head pressed back against the headrest, staring blankly at the ceiling. He was chewing the inside of his cheek and the gray in his eyes had been more pronounced than usual. It didn't take a genius to figure out that Spencer was anxious and worried about something.

Not that Alex knew what it was. The moment Spencer registered her presence, he'd sprung up, pasted on a grin, and asked her how things had gone at the bookstore. Had she not witnessed the complete 180° turn in his emotions, Alex would have fallen for his act. Unfortunately, no amount of polite questioning or intense probing could get Spencer to drop it. He simply said nothing was wrong, then hastily changed the subject.

Alex was sure she'd wear him down eventually. If whatever was troubling Spencer had something to do with her (and Alex was 99% sure it did) then she would learn of it soon enough. Problem was, she didn't want to wait. She wanted to knownow. She justhatednot knowing things, especially things that pertained to her.

Though there would be no such luck in learning it tonight. It was already past nine o'clock, the sky outside her bedroom window completely dark. Amy and Rory had already gone to bed and Spencer, having decided that taking up Alex's offer was a good idea for a guaranteed eight hours of sleep, was sprawled out on the air mattress in the living room. When Alex had left him, his eyes were fluttering shut as the muted TV played a rerun ofFawlty Towers.

"I suspect it had something to do with his conference call," the Doctor said thoughtfully. Alex could just picture him stroking his chin as he leaned back against the TARDIS console, utilizing that massive Time Lord brain of his to try and work out this latest problem.

"Me too. I'm just not sure what." She worried her bottom lip. "Maybe they want to pull him out of Leadworth?"

"Definitely not!" the Doctor exclaimed. "Istressedthat an operative be there until I returned, Alex. Trust me.No one'sgoing to tell Dr. Grayson to leave."

Alex released her bottom lip as she considered this. "Yeah," she said thoughtfully. "And I'm pretty sure Spencer would sooner quit than leave if someone ordered him to." Sitting up a bit straighter, she stretched her legs out in front of her. "Still," she sighed, "I'd like to know what's on his mind."

The Doctor let out a sigh of his own. "Me too." He was silent for a long moment. When he spoke again, he sounded much more jubilant, something Alex knew meant he was changing the subject. "Now, then!" he cried, and Alex could easily see him rubbing his hands together. "Enough worrying. Something more enlightening, I think. You said earlier that a book had been chosen for the new bookstore's book club?"

Alex chuckled. As much as she would like to continue pondering over what Spencer knew that she didn't, she and the Doctor both knew it wouldn't do any good. Better to focus on other things for the time being. "Yeah, Erin's girlfriend chose it. Erin's going along with it because one, she's in love, and two, she thinks this book will help appeal to theFifty Shadesdemographic." She smirked at the Doctor's disgusted snort.

"Ugh, Ihatethose bloody books. I don't even keep them in the TARDIS library." He paused and somehow, Alex knew he was wincing. "Not anymore, at least. One time, I forgot a copy was in there and Victoria stumbled across it."

Alex's eyes widened. The Doctor had told her Victoria Waterfield had only just turned fifteen when she started traveling with him and Jamie. As a young girl from the Victorian Era, and an impressionable teenager to boot, she was exactly the kind of person who should be kept clear ofFifty Shades. "And how did that go?"

"It was painful," the Doctor muttered. "Thankfully, she only got about halfway through it before I found out she had it, but when I took it away from her, she wanted to knowwhyit was so horrible and did peoplereallydo things like that. In her defense, she really didn't know anything about . . .that, really only heard bits of gossip from older female relatives about 'laying back and thinking of England', only natural she should be curious, but. . ." He groaned. "Rassilon, I had toexplainit to her and honestly, it wasn't the greatest conversation for us both. . ."

"I think I get it, Doc," Alex giggled. She could easily see Victoria, so sweet and innocent, awkwardly trying to ask her older, wiser friend about a topic that would have been kept well away from her until marriage. She could also see the Doctor flustering, face turning red as his hands fluttered about, stuttering madly as he tried to answer such frank, intimate questions, all while resisting the urge to bolt. "Anyway, getting back to your question. Erin's girlfriend choseThe Strangerby Portia da Costa."

Alex couldn't say how she thought the Doctor would react to hearing the book's title. But she certainly didn't think his reaction would be to drop the phone.

A loud clatter rang out and Alex yanked her phone back from her ear. Though with her advanced hearing, it really didn't make much difference. A bunch of scrabbling noises echoed out over the line as the Doctor scrambled to pick up the phone.

Finally, he came back on. But when he spoke, his voice came out rather high-pitched. "Really?" he squeaked. "That, that, t-that's interesting!"

Alex's eyes narrowed. She knew that tone. It was the Doctor's nervous, rather panicked tone, typically only used whenever someone started pressing him on things he didn't want to talk about. Embarrassing things. Alex had heard that voice more times than she could count, usually when she was asking for his side of the funny stories Sarah Jane told her. But why would the Doctor be embarrassed about the title of a book?

"Yeah," she said slowly. "Interesting' is one word for it."

The Doctor coughed a few times to clear his throat but wasn't very successful. "H-have y-you read it yet, A-Ally?"

Alex's eyes narrowed even further. "No, not yet. Erin won't get them in until sometime tomorrow."

"Ah. W-well then, I guess you'll have to let me know what you think?" Before Alex could ask him why he'd phrased this as a question (she always told him her thoughts on books), the Doctor was chattering, "Well, I have to go, Ally! Don't worry about Spencer, he'll admit it eventually, and the b-book. . ." He let out an audible swallow. "Y-yeah. Um, love you!"

And with a click, he was gone.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

August 5th, 2011

The Doctor's bizarre reaction toThe Strangerand Portia da Costa plagued Alex the rest of the night and continued to do so the next day. Honestly, it was so baffling! Why would he react all jittery and embarrassed like that?

The best reason Alex could figure was that perhaps Portia had been a previous companion of his and that the Doctor's embarrassment stemmed from the fact that she had gone on to write explicit novels. It made a certain kind of sense. The majority of the Doctor's companions had gone on to try and better humanity by running various charities, like that Dorothy woman with A Charitable Earth, or by investigating civil injustice, like Sarah Jane, or by actively protecting the Earth, like Jack Harkness and Torchwood Three and at least half of UNIT. Of course, this reason made the Doctor awfully shallow, but everyone had their faults. Maybe she could get him to see reason. Assuming, of course, that her reasoning was right.

Whatever the reason for the Doctor's behavior though, Alex didn't have time to dwell on it now. Alex hadn't thought rehearsals could get more intense but ever since the calendar hit August,Earnestpreparations had been turned up to eleven. Costume fitting was nearly done, Charlotte having spent many nights burning the midnight oil so the cast could get used to moving in them. Set decoration was still being fine-tuned. Most of the wooden flats had been painted and the bushes for Jack Worthing's garden assembled, but there was still the matter of gathering furniture, decorating the painted flats with curtains and paintings, and then making sure none of these things fell off or broke whilst being assembled onstage between scenes.

This latter point was especially important considering how the dramatic society's usual tech crew were, more often than not, inept. Alex had heard plenty of stories about their wild variety of disasters from Archie and Veronica. The most memorable had been during the opening night ofLittle Shop of Horrorswhen they dropped one of the Audrey II plants while transitioning to the second act. For the rest of the production, that particular version of the giant plant was noticeably covered in duct tape. The running joke had been that Seymour had managed to fatally injure the plant, only to be dismayed to find that Audrey II had easily repaired itself with humanity's favorite fix-it tool.

In an effort to make sure such an incident didn't happen again, Archie had assembled a brand-new tech crew. It was comprised of various villagers whom Archie had judged to be both strong and able to take direction. At the moment, he was instructing them on how to assemble Jack Worthing's drawing room in less than two minutes.

The rest of the cast were consumed in their own tasks. Veronica stood at the head of the stage, getting a final fitting done. Charlotte fussed with the hem of Veronica's plain black dress while Veronica fussed with the large calico cameo pinned to the base of her throat. Elsie was helping Arthur and Grace, who'd been recruited for tech crew, hang a pair of blue velvet drapes to a flat that would help make up part of Algernon's front room. Dr. Coggins and Mrs. Warner were seated at a table in the front row polishing the tea service to be used in the second act. Henry and George were sprawled out near them, Henry studying his lines and George doing the crossword puzzle in today's issue ofThe Leadworth Chronicle. Alex, Spencer, and William sat next to them, playing a round of Go Fish.

"Any eights?" Spencer asked Alex.

Alex shook her head. "Go Fish."

"A Hebrew name meaning 'high' or 'elevated'," George read aloud. "Three letters."

"Eli," Spencer answered as he drew a card.

George scribbled in the answer. "Thanks, mate. Okay, um, how about 'Femme fatale keeps heads of idiotic rich earls in tin'? Five letters, second letter 'I'."

"Try 'siren'," Alex suggested. She turned to William. "Got any queens?"

William passed her the queen of hearts. "Here you go."

"Thanks. Any sevens?"

"Go Fish."

"Hey, that fits!" George said cheerfully. "How about one that just says, 'subtracting'?"

Up on stage, Veronica shook her head. "George, why are you doing that if you don't know any of the answers?"

"I know some of them! I knew the one about Disney's lucky rabbit! It's 'Oswald', just so you know."

Before Veronica could respond, the auditorium doors slammed open. Alex (and everyone else) jumped a good foot in the air while Spencer scrabbled for his gun. However, it quickly became apparent that nothing threatening had come in. Not towards Alex and Spencer, anyway.

Reverend Jeffries stormed down the aisle towards the stage. Alex hadn't seen him since the Arthur/Grace scandal broke, but it was immediately apparent his daughter's elopement was taking its toll. His normally grizzled face was less grizzled, more bearded. He seemed to have made some efforts to shave, as there were several spots where the hair was shorter than everywhere else. His skinny frame was skinnier than usual, his faded Arsenal F.C. tee resembling more of a tent than a shirt. His blue jeans were also baggy and were only kept up by the thick black belt at his waist, tightened to the very last hole.

However, it was also clear that the scandal had pissed Reverend Jeffries off.Deeply. His face was red as a tomato and his eyes dark. They darkened even further when they landed on Grace and Arthur, standing close together as they tried to untangle a drape from its plastic covering. Jeffries' hands clenched into fists, knuckles tightening in a way that suggested he would love nothing more than to punch his new son-in-law in the face.

"Uh oh," Henry muttered.

Alex and Spencer exchanged quick winces. Things were about to get interesting andnotin a good way.

"Grace!" Reverend Jeffries barked.

Grace and Arthur (and everyone else in the auditorium) jumped once again. But only the two married teens paled and instinctively backed away as Jeffries made his way towards the stage.

Archie hastened to intervene. "Uh, M-M-Mr. Jeffries," he stuttered as he tried to block the older man from coming up one of the stage's side steps. "We're in the middle of rehearsal and—"

Jeffries, in a very unchristian move, shoved Archie to the side. "Grace!" he snapped again, crossing the stage unhampered as everyone scrambled to get out of his way. "Grace, get over here now! You're coming home!"

Anyone else might have caved in the face of such anger. But not Grace. Instead of slumping in defeat, she straightened her shoulders back and gave her father a defiant look. However, this didn't quite mask the obvious embarrassment she felt at having her father unleash their family drama in public. Her cheeks turned a darker pink, even as she narrowed her eyes at her apoplectic parent. "Dad, we've talked about this," she hissed, glancing sideways at the rest of the cast and crew. "Nowpleaseleave."

"No." His voice was quiet, but no less angry and uncompromising. "Not until you come with me away from. . ." He paused long enough to give Arthur, standing slightly behind his wife, a dark look. ". . .that."

Any cowering instinct Arthur held in that moment died. As Grace bristled, he stepped forward until he was right beside his wife, standing toe-to-toe with Jeffries. "What does that mean?" he demanded, giving Jeffries a dark glare of his own.

His brothers, having sprang to their feet when Jeffries burst in, gave the reverend dirty looks of their own. "Yeah?" George challenged, clambering up onto the stage. "Whatdoesthat mean?"

"Our brother's a bloody prize!" William snapped as he strode up the side steps. "You should be glad Grace married him."

If it was possible, Jeffries' face reddened even more. Alex wondered if they were all about to witness a heart attack. "Glad?!" he thundered, the excellent acoustics causing his voice to ring clear all across the auditorium. "You think I should begladmy little girl is throwing her life away on some restaurant cook?! He isn't even applying for any A-levels!" His eyes narrowed at Arthur who, to his credit, stood tall in the face of this character attack. "Just going to laze around that restaurant and mooch off his parents forever, aren't ya?! And dragging my poor Grace along with it!"

"Arthur is not mooching off his parents!" Grace snapped, her brown eyes flashing.

"It's true, sir," Arthur said calmly. "I applied to a trade school in Gloucester and will start next month." He smiled, his cheeks flushing with pride. "I'm going to be a chef."

But Jeffries was not swayed by this news. "So you simply plan on staying at that restaurant?" he cried, shaking his head in disbelief. "Going to school just to do the same thing you've always done?!"

"No, I intend to open my own restaurant someday."

"A new family restaurant," George broke in with a grin. "Between us three brothers. Art will handle the food, I'll handle the business end, and William will handle all the advertising and social media."

"And I'll take care of the staff," Grace smiled. "I've plenty of experience handling church events. A restaurant won't be much of a challenge."

Alex grinned. This was the first she'd heard of this plan (in fact, she suspected it was a fairly new idea) but that didn't take away the brilliance of it all. With the skills and techniques Arthur, George, and William would learn, they would be more than capable of running a successful restaurant. And Gracewasskilled at running and planning church events, having overseen the Christmas pageant and the Halloween Carnival for the past few years. She might need a little training, but she would do perfectly at handling a bustling restaurant staff. It would take a few years for the Donaldson's to get their dream going, but Alex was confident they could do it.

And just in case they needed a little help, she'd be happy to provide it. She'd be in control of her inheritance by then. If a bank wouldn't give them capital, she'd happily offer to invest.

But while Alex was enthusiastic, Jeffries was the exact opposite. He gaped at his daughter as though she'd just announced she was going to run around Leadworth naked every Saturday night. "R-run a restaurant?! That, that's—"

"Cool!" Veronica jumped in, her eyes shining. "Put me down for a reservation opening night."

"Same!" Henry cheered, smirking defiantly when Jeffries gawked at him.

"I'm with them," Alex added. She kept her voice cool, knowing Jeffries was just a few seconds away from bursting, but her copper eyes shined brightly. "It's a wonderful idea, you guys. I have no doubt you'll do brilliantly."

"Brilliantly?!" Once again, Jeffries' voice thundered across the room. His eyes swept from person to person, all of whom seemed eager to support the Donaldson's plan. "It's not bloody brilliant! It's the dumbest idea I've ever heard!" He turned back to Grace, his jaw clenching in determination. "No daughter of mine is going to throw her future away to be some restaurant hostess!"

"And what future did you want me to have, Dad?" Grace challenged. She crossed her arms and stared her father down. "Go to school and study something interesting, but that wouldn't get me a real job? Then come home and marry the son of one of your and Mom's friends, someone who thinks just because he goes to church, he's automatically better than everyone else and can judge them? Just likeyoudo?"

She might as well have slapped him. Jeffries stumbled back, clearly not expecting this. However, he rallied quickly. "Grace Katherine Jeffries, I don'tjudgepeople and never have!"

"It's Grace KatherineDonaldsonand yes, you have. Remember that God-awful sermon you did on Jezebel a few months ago?"

"Do not take the Lord's name in vain with me, young lady—"

"First off, it wasgrosslyinaccurate! Alex told me all about how Jezebel never cheated on her husband, nor was she promiscuous! That it was just a misinterpretation formed from popular culture!"

Instead of pretending to study her crackle nails, as some might have done, Alex smiled serenely when Jeffries shot her a look.

"And," Grace continued, "you added that Jezebel part in because you saw Elsie in the congregation and wanted to shame her!"

Elsie, not having expected to be brought into this tense family argument, flinched. She flinched again when Jeffries darted a glance at her, a glance full of contempt.

"See?!" Grace cried, waving a hand. "That look you just sent her proves my point exactly!"

Jeffries, already full of rage, seemed to grow even angrier at this. "And why shouldn't I?!" he exclaimed. He flung a hand out at Elsie, uncaring of how she jumped at the gesture, nor how she visibly paled when he spun his head to stare her down. "She was running around with a married man like a floosy! She ought to be ashamed of her behavior and be reminded of how demoralizing it was!"

"Hey!" Alex snapped. Her dark green eyes, now bordering on black, flashed dangerously. She'd stood aside while Jeffries, Grace, and the Donaldson boys fought it out, figuring it best not to intrude on a family argument, but now Jeffries had attacked Elsie for no good reason. Upset as he may be about his daughter's elopement, that wasn't an excuse to attack an innocent young woman.

She scrambled over the front of the stage, a task made difficult by her brown platform sandals, paired with a long-sleeved gray cotton body suit, dark jeans, gold stud earrings, and a bunch of brown and gold bangles, but she managed. All too soon, she was standing right in front of Jeffries. Despite her shoes giving her an extra three inches, Jeffries' six-foot frame towered over her. His red, glowering face stared down at her. His eyes were wild, even a bit unhinged. But Alex, who had faced Weeping Angels, fish-vampires, too many Silence to count, that bitch Kovarian, and the Doctor at his angriest, was not intimidated. Her now black eyes once again resembled those of a snake as she narrowed them at Jeffries.

"You leave Elsie out of this." Her voice came out in a low hiss. Just like at the pub quiz, when she'd gone after Gretchen Temple, Alex resembled a deadly cobra. Her posture was tense, but the shoulders were relaxed, ready to pounce if need be. It was unnerving as hell and Alex knew it. If she hadn't, Jeffries' suddenly pale face would have confirmed it.

Not that Jeffries backed down completely. "Why?" he asked, his pale face contorting into a grimace. "Someone ought to be pointing out what she did was wrong, instead of constantly defending her like you and everyone else here have done!"

"We're her friends," Alex retorted.

"Damn right we are!" Archie burst in. He'd been quiet so far, presumably of the same mind as Alex to let Jeffries and the Donaldson's duke it out without outside input, but the attack on Elsie was too far. He stepped forward, coming up right beside Alex. Unlike her, he was of the right height to stare Jeffries down. "And as one of her friends, I'm going to ask that you leave before you upset her any more than you already have done."

Alex took a quick look at Elsie. She stood stock still, her arms wrapped tightly around her midsection. In her diner's uniform and a ratty brown cardigan, she didn't look like a Jezebel. Far from it. With her pale face and wide, panicked eyes, she more resembled a scared kid witnessing their parents fighting, unable to understand what was going on or extract themselves without incident. Alex's hearts pained at the sight, and she gave Jeffries an even fiercer glare, her lips curling into a snarl.

"Go," she hissed, a bit of a growl to her voice.

Jeffries looked around, searching for someone to defend him, only to be met with stony glares and, in Archie's case, a pointed look towards the door.

"Go," Spencer added darkly. At some point, he'd snuck up on stage to stand right behind Alex. In black slacks and a black dress shirt with the sleeves rolled up, showing off his muscled arms, Spencer screamed intimidating. That didn't even factor his expression, which was just as dark and dangerous as it had been when he threatened Mels. Spencer's stormy, blue-gray eyes stared hard into Jeffries' angry, desolate face. He added, a touch quieter, but no less threatening, "Before Imakeyou."

That was enough for Jeffries. With one last, desperate look at Grace, he rushed off the stage. All eyes watched his sunken shoulders slink back up the aisle. His exit was just the opposite of his entrance: quiet and rather sad, almost pathetic.

The doors shut behind him with a dull thud.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex all but collapsed into bed once she got home.

After Reverend Jeffries left in shame, the rest of rehearsal had been spent comforting Grace and Elsie. Well, Grace hadn't needed that much comforting. She was resigned to the fact that her elopement had created a divide between her and her parents that may or may not ever be bridged. Elsie, on the other hand, with her still very fragile self-esteem, needed a bit more. Thankfully, Archie had been more than happy to step in. Alex smiled, remembering how Archie had tugged Elsie into a hug the moment Jeffries left. Elsie hadn't even protested, simply pressing herself against him. When Alex had left, the two were sitting on the edge of the stage, talking quietly with their heads bent close together.

Truly, Archie and Elsie making up was the silver lining to that whole mess. As much as Alex schemed and plotted, she had to admit that more often than not, it was the unplanned and unexpected moments that really helped set things in motion.

Still, even though something good had come out of the mayhem today, Alex wanted nothing more than to forget about it all. Fortunately, she had the perfect distraction. And with Amy and Rory out for one last dinner with Mels before she set off for a business trip to France in the morning, she knew there was no way she was going to be interrupted.

Dragging herself from the comfortable bed, Alex washed off her makeup and changed into a white tank top, white socks, and gray pajama pants patterned with the Central Perk logo fromFriends, a present from the Doctor. They had shown up in a package a few weeks ago that also contained several books Alex had mentioned as wanting to read, such as the still-not-released sequel toA Discovery of Witches,Shadow of Night, and the next also yet-to-be-released title in theMary Russell Series, Garment of Shadows. Alex suspected the package, as well as the one the Doctor sent her back in June, was a kind of belated 22nd birthday present, since she hadn't been able to celebrate her actual birthday, being held and experimented upon at Demons Run and all. Not that she was complaining. Although itwasa bit annoying that she had to hide the books that technically hadn't been published yet. But it was a small price to pay for getting to skip the waiting period.

After pulling her hair up into a messy bun, Alex made a bowl of popcorn and Red Hots and plopped back into bed. She turned and grabbedThe Strangeroff her nightstand. Erin had delivered her copy to the library this morning, although Alex had yet to read the minimum five chapters for tomorrow's book club meeting. Fortunately, with Time Lord biology, she had more than enough time to get through not just five chapters, but possibly the whole book.

It was high time she see just what the Doctor's deal was with this book and its author.

Popping a handful of popcorn and Red Hots into her mouth, Alex cracked the book open to the first chapter, 'The Man in the River'.

Within the first few pages, Alex knew this was not going to be the book for her. It began with the heroine, Claudia, walking through her backyard, having finally regained some happiness after the death of her husband eight months prior. It was during this walk that she happened upon a naked, badly injured man bathing in the river that ran along her property. And then instead of bathing, the man took to doing more . . .intimateactivities. Instead of doing the sensible thing, like running back to the house and calling the police, Claudia elected to spy on the stranger/trespasser. It made Alex roll her eyes, but she continued to read. After all, she needed to contributesomethingto tomorrow's discussion other than 'I didn't like it and by the way, the main character is an idiot'.

Her eyes rolled once more in the second chapter when Claudia, after treating herself to some self-pampering, opened the door to the stranger during the middle of a thunderstorm late at night. Honestly! Even though Claudia considered the fact that the man could be dangerous, such as being an escaped convict or mental patient, she still opened the door and let him in her house.Really,Alex thought.I had better sense when I was seven!

Maybe this was why the Doctor had gotten so flustered. Aside from the very graphic sex scenes, it was because his companion had written a novel where the main character was a complete dolt.

Still, Alex read on.

'What she had taken for a jacket was in fact a long Edwardian frock coat in black crushed velvet, which he wore with soft grey trousers, a black and grey striped brocade waistcoat and a wing-collared shirt that was unfastened to show his chest. Slung around his neck was a rather mangled length of heavy grey silk which appeared to be the remains of a cravat. The whole ensemble was crumpled and dusty – especially the shirt – and there were grass stains on the pale cloth of his trousers, but he still projected an aura of forlorn elegance. He couldn't be a New Age traveller. He looked more like an escapee from the Victoria and Albert Museum, or a Tussaud's mannequin, touched by God and come to life.'

Alex frowned. That sounded familiar.Whydid that sound familiar?

She flipped back to the first chapter, reading the physical description of the stranger again. 'Tall and young looking, he had a longish mop of curly mid-brown hair. . . He was very handsome, she quickly realized. Quite beautiful, in an eccentric sort of way. But there was something wrong, something disturbing or distressing him. He had obviously been responsible for the splashing she had heard, because his pale skin was gleaming with water, but now he was staring, in a fugue, at his own reflection. His angular but boyish face was certainly one Claudia would have happily stared at for as long as he would allow, yet the manner in which he was contemplating himself was in no way narcissistic. More than anything, he looked worried to death – almost afraid of his own attractive features.

'And you've taken a beating, haven't you, stranger? thought Claudia, noting that the young man's smooth, lightly muscled body sported several spectacular bruises in the area of his ribs and thighs. As he put up a hand and brushed his soft, wild hair back off his brow, she saw that there was also a nasty red graze on his temple. When he touched this gingerly and winced, she winced with him, but when, after a pause, he rose slowly and gracefully to his feet, what she saw made her forget all thoughts of pain.'

Again, Alex frowned. That physical description. . . She knew it from somewhere. But where?

Alex went back to her original spot. Maybe if she read on, she'd find a clue?

She didn't have to wait long. When Claudia asked if the amnesiac stranger wanted to go to the hospital or needed a doctor, he flipped out."Treated like a freak!" were his exact words.

Was this man somehow connected to the Doctor? Maybe an enemy, like that Master bloke he had mentioned once? And if this person were an alien, it would explain why they were so anxious to avoid the hospital or anything medical related. Still, that didn't quite explain the Doctor's bizarre behavior towards the book, nor why Alex found the stranger's physical and clothing descriptions so familiar.

Being an erotica novel, it wasn't long before Claudia and the stranger (whose fob watch identified him as 'Paul') were doing the horizontal tango. While Portia da Costa wouldn't be getting awards for her plot structure, she sure could write a love scene. Alex's cheeks reddened and her skin became a few degrees warmer as Claudia and Paul happily experimented with one of the two things Paul remembered how to do (the other being how to make tea).

All too soon, Alex had flown past the first five chapters. When she finally got up for a bathroom break, she was over halfway through the book, and it was past midnight. Amy and Rory had more than likely long since returned, but she'd been too engrossed in her reading to notice.

In the bathroom, Alex eyed her flushed cheeks in the mirror. Her eyes, a deep, dark emerald green, so much like the Doctor's own, were wide in arousal.God, what I wouldn't give for the Doctor to be here right now!Alex thought with a wistful sigh.He coulddefinitelyhelp me with some of this arousal. . .

Suddenly, Alex's thoughts came to a screeching halt. Without her even realizing it, a distant part of her mind had been puzzling the Doctor's reaction toThe Strangerout, taking all the little clues buried in the text and adding them up to a shocking conclusion. Shocking, but it also made sense. She had nodefinitiveproof, only a bit of speculation and educated thinking, but Alex was sure she had hit the nail on the head.

The stranger, Paul, was the Doctor.

Alex recalled the photos she'd seen of the Doctor's past incarnations. One of them, his eighth incarnation, fit Paul's description to a tee. The long, curly dark hair, the angular, but definitely boyish face, and the Edwardian attire. . . It all fit. As did the eccentric manner and air of mystery that should have made the most sensible of people turn and walk the other way, but instead made them compelled to investigate, to get closer to this strange but intriguing man. No wonder Claudia hadn't rushed away from the river to call the police. She hadn't stood a chance, not when it was the Doctor she was admiring and watching. . .

Alex gripped the edge of the countertop. Her hearts threatened to beat right out of her chest. Her breath came out as though she'd just run a marathon. She'd been reading aboutthe Doctordoing . . . and having. . .

Alex swallowed thickly.Oh, God.No wonder the Doctor had gotten so turned around. There was a whole erotic novel out there with him as one of the main characters. And she'd told him she and a bunch of other women were going to be reading it!

At this reminder, Alex frowned. "sh*t," she hissed. Tomorrow, she was going to have to listen to a bunch of hormonal women swoon over the mysterious Paul. They'd be making vulgar jokes and comments, all expressing wishes to be the ever so lucky Claudia. Alex could feel the jealousy and anger rising within her justthinkingabout it. It would take all her strength not to snap at everyone, to keep her possessiveness under wraps, to smile and laugh when she would rather grimace and growl.

Well, that settles that. Definitely can't go there.She'd have to come up with some excuse to explain her absence. Her period was coming up. She could always say she was experiencing pre-menstrual cramps. No one, especially a group of women, would question that. What she would say for the rest of the meetings forThe Strangerwas yet to be determined, but Alex was confident she could come up with something.

Heading back to her room, Alex paused to listen to the stillness around her. Ever since the encounter with Mels at the fair, Alex had made sure to stop and listen every now and then, especially at night. After all, you never knew what could be lurking in the dark, waiting to make an appearance.

Her newly advanced hearing caught traces of Rory's snoring coming from upstairs, crickets chirping outside her bedroom window, and the still rapid fire beating of her hearts. Had this been any other night, Alex would have tried and failed to dismiss the bodily reaction as fear, her body waiting for something – Mels, Kovarian, a Silent – to jump out at her. But not tonight. Tonight, her hearts were racing for a much better reason.

With a smile, Alex raced back to her room. Ripping her Blackberry from its charger, she leaned back against the pillows stacked against her headboard and dialed number one on her speed-dial.

She didn't even wait for the Doctor to call out a hello before she said, smile still in place, "So did this Portia da Costa exaggerate your lovemaking skills or am I in for onehellof a time twenty-one days from now?"

There was a long silence. Finally, the Doctor let out a long, low groan. "Oh, I should'veknownyou'd figure it out!" he grumbled.

"Well, you can hardly blame me for trying to figure out your weird reaction to Portia's name. You weren't exactly subtle."

"You caught me off guard," the Doctor admitted, still grumbling. Alex could picture him slumped in the console room's jumpseat, a hand covering his eyes as his cheeks burned red. A bit louder, he added, "I thought you'd be reading something likeJane EyreorStation Eleven, not. . ." He hemmed and hawed for a few seconds before ultimately blurting out, ". . .that!"

Alex hummed, but she was distracted by something else he'd said. "Station Eleven?" she repeated. "I've never heard of that."

"Oh, right," the Doctor said after a few moments of thinking. "Sorry, that particular book is a few years away. Though I can send it to you if you'd like. About a traveling theater troupe twenty years after a massive pandemic has wiped out most of Earth's population."

"Sounds intriguing," Alex smiled, "and definitely send it to me, but don't think I don't notice you trying to change the subject." She raised an eyebrow, even though she knew the Doctor couldn't see her. Not that this really mattered. Just as she was able to visualize him, he was able to visualize her.

Sure enough, he complied to her unseen expression. "Alright," he sighed. "I, um, well, what do you want to know?"

"You met Portia da Costa in your eighth incarnation?"

"Actually, Portia's just a pseudonym. It's really Claudia Marwood. She couldn't exactly use that as her writing name when it's the same name as a character. But, yes, I met her in my eighth incarnation."

Alex picked up the book and studied the publisher's description on the back cover. "During one of your many bouts of amnesia, I'm guessing?"

During her two-week recovery aboard the TARDIS, after discussing the full effects of regeneration, the Doctor had taken to telling Alex stories featuring various past incarnations. While interested in all of them, Alex's curiosity had been really piqued by his eighth self. Life during the Doctor's eighth incarnation had been . . . eventful. Which, for the Doctor, was saying something. Aside from particularly mad events such as the Doctor being possessed by an anti-time creature, being exiled to a so-called Divergent Universe due to still being infected by the anti-time, and literally traveling inside one of his companions who had evolved into a TARDIS after the main TARDIS was seemingly destroyed, there was also the bizarre fact that this Doctor had been weirdly susceptible to bouts of amnesia. Her Doctor had tried counting how many times he had suffered amnesia during that period. He'd used all ten fingers almost twice before ultimately giving up. When Alex had dryly asked if this incarnation wound up regenerating from massive head trauma, the Doctor flatly denied it but refused to disclose just how, exactly, he had ended up regenerating into his ninth body. Alex suspected the Time War had played a part, but she knew better than to press.

"Yes, while I was stuck on Earth for a hundred years because. . . Well, that's too long a story to get into right now."

As he spoke, Alex flipped through the remaining pages of the book, skimming the text. At one point, her jaw dropped. It was another love scene between the Doctor and Claudia, but which also included Claudia's friend, Melody (Hopefully not Melody Pond,Alex thought with a grimace), and some . . . well, Alex would sooner chew broken glass than reenact any of those activities, even if they were with the Doctor.

She coughed uncomfortably as she skimmed over the scene. "And, um, just . . . just how much of the book is accurate?"

Alex had no doubt the Doctor would rather fight a horde of Daleks, Cybermen, and the Silence simultaneously than answer. But he did. Quietly and with more than a bit of sheepishness, granted, but he did answer. "Maybe about . . . ninety, ninety-five percent?" Words began flowing from his mouth like bullets out of a machine gun. It was a skill of his that came in handy when blurting out a plan under immense gunfire or just because he wanted to end an uncomfortable conversation as quickly as possible. "She changed the time period, first of all. It was 1976 when all that happened, not the ‘90s, and I really don't remember why and how I ended up on her doorstep." Alex pictured him scratching his head. "Honestly, Ally, it's a wonder I remember most things from that incarnation. It was a very exciting time."

"So I've gathered." Alex cleared her throat before asking her next question. "So is the, um, mud scene accurate?"

She could practically hear his cringe. "Maybe, possibly?" he squeaked.

Jesus, Mary, Joseph and all the saints. . .Suddenly feeling the need for a cool drink, Alex shifted her Blackberry into the crook of her shoulder, allowing her to fan herself with one hand while continuing to flip through the book with the other. "And the, er. . ." She swallowed heavily. Good lord, why did she have to be such a prude about this?!

Thankfully, even through a telephone line, the Doctor was able to sense what she was thinking. "I don't know where the Comte d'Aronville parts came from," he said firmly." ThatI know didn't happen."

"Good to know." Alex was relieved that her voice came out steady. Considering how much the rest of her body was shaking at all this information, she would have expected her words to come out shaky, too. Desperate to remain focused, she continued to skim through the last few pages. Another scene stood out and made her jaw drop, only it wasn't a shocking love scene. "What's this about a fiancée coming to claim you?" she exclaimed, her tone coming out a bit more possessive than she would have liked.

"I don't know. Honestly, Alex!" he cried, sensing her oncoming scoff. "I really don't know who that woman was. Dark hair, purple clothes, that's all I can recall. The next thing I remember is waking up in the house I was living in at the time, in Derbyshire. I lived there for most of the 1980s raising—"

Alex, while immensely curious as to the accidental flub (raisingwho, exactly?), pretended not to have noticed. The Doctor would tell her sometime, she was sure. Besides, she was far more interested in what he'd said before that. "A mysterious woman claims you as her fiancée and then you just find yourself in Derbyshire?" Honestly, if it had been anyone other than the Doctor, Alex would have been skeptical of such a thing actually happening.

"Believe me, Ally, I know how mad it sounds, particularly for me, but it is the truth."

"I'm not accusing you of lying," Alex assured him. "You wouldn't do that to me."

He sighed in relief. "Thank you, Ally."

"You're welcome. Now, any idea who this woman was?"

"None. Truth be told, I can't quite recall her face. She kept it in shadow, as though she didn't want me getting a good look at her. I've since come to the conclusion that she was someone from my future, someone who knew that I still needed to be in Derbyshire and came to fetch me."

Alex tilted her head thoughtfully. "Do you think it could've been me? I mean, I'm a brunette and my favorite color is purple."

The Doctor thought this over for a few moments. "It's a possibility," he mused. "Certainly would make more sense for you to turn up claiming to be my fiancée than some other companion. And if you kept your face in shadow, I wouldn't have been able to see your eyes. Believe me, Ally," he said, his tone suddenly dropping to a lower register, "I couldneverforget your eyes."

Goosebumps broke out across Alex's arms as she shivered. Good lord, this man knew how to press all her buttons, there was no doubt about that. When she spoke, her voice came out in a breathless whisper. "Thank you, Doc." Clearing her throat, Alex hastily turned the conversation back to its original topic. There were still a few things she wanted to know. "Now, um, just one other thing. The book says you went back to Claudia even after the fiancée showed up?"

"I did," the Doctor said slowly, "but not for the reasons listed in the book. It was after I got my memory back; it was quite a few decades for me, only a few weeks for Claudia. I went back to basically clear some things up, explain who I was, that kind of thing.Nothing," he said with no small amount of firmness, "in . . . well,thatway happened at all. Claudia did flirt a bunch, but I wasn't interested in picking up where we'd left off."

Alex would be lying if she said she didn't feel more than a bit of relief at this. Obviously, she couldn't begrudge the Doctor's past relationships. They were, after all, in the past, whereas she was the Doctor's present and, hopefully, future. Still, that possessiveness in her was happy that Claudia hadn't gotten the chance to know the Doctor intimately again.

Not saying any of this, though she was sure the Doctor had an idea of her thoughts, she asked, "Why did she decide to write a book about all of it?"

The Doctor let out an aggravated sigh, as though he had considered this question before but had been unable to come up with a good answer. "I haven't the foggiest. Money, I suppose. Claudia did have some financial difficulties relating to her husband's passing. I did help sort that, but it's possible that by the ‘90s, the money was tight again. She was one to like the finer things in life."

"It's also a good story," Alex pointed out. "Definitely worthy of a book. And no one would ever suspect it of being true."

"Except you, Ally girl."

Alex smiled broadly, basking in the warmth of his admiration. "Can't help that I'm brilliant, Doc."

"No," he laughed, "you can't, but I'm glad of it. So! Anything else you'd like to ask me about? If it's in regards as to whether I've thought about destroying all copies of that atrocious book, the answer is yes. Many times, and in many graphic ways."

"I figured that much!" Alex laughed but she sobered quickly. "Actually," she said slowly, lowering her voice so that it was huskier than usual, "there isonething."

The Doctor was silent for a moment. When he spoke, his voice matched hers to a tee, all low and sinful-sounding. "Go on."

"I asked you before if Claudia was exaggerating your skills in the bedroom or if I'm in for a really good time twenty-one days from now." She arched an eyebrow, her lips curving into a smirk. "So, which is it?"

"Oh,Ally," he hummed, and never did her nickname sound so dirty. Coming out of his mouth in that low, whiskey-smooth tone, sending shivers down her spine and goosebumps forming on her arms, it made Alex wonder how she had gone her whole life without this. “Remember when you confided to me thatlovelydream of us in Smyrna? You weren't sure if you'd be a screamer, but I said you would be. Youwillbe."

Her breath coming out in shallow pants, Alex struggled to think of a reply. "Well. . . As I said then, I look forward to it."

"As do I." He paused for a moment, then asked in a slightly normal tone, "Are you alone? What time is it there?"

"After midnight," Alex blurted, her hearts nearly skipping a beat. She knew what he was about to suggest. AndGod, did it sound like a good idea. "And yes, I'm alone."

"You know, we never were able to alleviate all that . . .tensionwe felt back in June."

Alex swallowed thickly. "I remember. And that was a damn shame, wasn't it?"

"Yesssss. . ." he hissed. Vaguely, Alex could hear him walking down the TARDIS corridors, no doubt in search of a morecomfortableplace to have the rest of this conversation. "It really was."

Still breathing heavily, Alex forced her voice into a lighter, innocent one. "So," she said, sugary sweetness dripping from her words. "What should we do about that?"

A low growl came over the line and Alex heard a doorknob turning. "Well, love," he said, all confident and no-nonsense, "I suggest you get comfortable if you aren't already, because wearegoing to do something about it." He paused, then said, a bit hesitantly, "If that's all right with you?"

"Oh, I'm all in, Doc."

No sooner had her consent been uttered, the Doctor's domineering persona was back. "Excellent," he murmured as the sound of bed springs squeaking echoed behind him.

Grinning, Alex laid back.

This was going to be averygood night.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

August 6th, 2011

"I know something you don't know!" Alex sang the next morning.

Over her shoulder, Amy shot her a glare. Alex, already peppy to begin with, was even more so today. It could be because Alex had decided to close the library today in order to steer people towards the grand opening of Leadworth Books, but Amy wasn't so sure.Nobodywas this peppy over getting a day off work.

Also, she had a strange glow about her. If Amy didn't know any better, she'd have said Alex had gotten laid last night. However it had happened though, it was annoying.

"Will you quit singing that?!" she snapped. She turned back to the stove where she was in the process of making pancakes. Rather lopsided pancakes, but pancakes, nevertheless.

Alex bit into a piece of sun-dried tomato, one of several from Dr. Coggins' garden that he had given to theEarnestcast. Once she swallowed, she said, "I'll quit singing when you ask me what it is I know!"

Amy rolled her eyes. "Knowing you, it could be just about anything. You knowlotsof stuff."

Alex preened at the accidental compliment. "Very true."

"Stuff people really don't need to know or care about."

The smile turned into a frown. "Hey!"

Amy stabbed at a bit of pancake batter. "Oh, ease off," she said with another roll of her eyes. "You know it's true. Rory and I can't play Trivial Pursuit with you anymore,especiallywhen we're teamed against you and the Doctor. You two always win!"

Honestly, it was a wonder that she and Rory had managed to get even afewquestions right. After the Doctor and Alex viciously beat them on theSaturday Night Liveedition of the game (seriously,no oneshould know that much about a sketch comedy show), Amy and Rory put their foot down: all editions of Trivial Pursuit were hereby banned from game night. Not that Monopoly or Scrabble was much better. Alex had proven herself adept at snatching up prime properties and plopping hotels on top of them before anyone had made a full go around the board. Scrabble nights inevitably devolved into shouting matches between Amy and the Doctor over why the latter's use of some strange alien word didn't count.

"So," Amy continued as she flipped a pancake, "why should I ask?"

"Because. . ." Alex paused long enough to pull out her Blackberry, pull up the camera feature, and smile for a quick selfie. ". . .it involves someone we know."

Amy glanced back. This time, instead of expressing annoyance for Alex's antics, her eyes were wide in intrigue. "Archie and Elsie hooked up?"

"I wish," Alex scoffed. Eyes still on her phone, she pulled up her text conversation with the Doctor and inserted her selfie.Good morning!she typed beneath. "I'd have bought them the necessary items myself. But no. Guess again."

Amy flipped a bit of lopsided, but very fluffy pancake. "Spencer and Kendra hooked up?"

Sending off the text, Alex let out another scoff. "Not to my knowledge, and Kendra would have called already if that happened. Try again."

"I suck at guessing games!" With a quick flourish worthy of a stellar contestant onMasterChef, Amy transferred all of the pancakes onto two plates and set them on the kitchen table. Grabbing the syrup bottle from the counter, she flopped into the chair opposite Alex. "Just tell me!"

Alex set her phone down and eyed Amy carefully. Her best friend didn't notice, too concerned with pouring the perfect amount of syrup out. Amy was very particular on how much syrup she had with her pancakes. This was a stark contrast to Alex, whose philosophy could best be summed up as 'the more syrup, the better'. "Well, Ames," she said slowly, unable to keep from delighting in the suspense, "that could be a bit difficult."

Amy darted a quick glance away from measuring her syrup-pancake ratio. "What do you mean?" she asked, brow furrowed.

Alex didn't reply right away. A text from the Doctor had just come in.Morning, Ally. My, you seem to be glowing this morning.

Alex smirked.Got a good workout last night. Guess it shows.

Yes, I believe it does. Now imagine how glowy I must be!:)

"Alex, for the love of God, stop flirting with the Doctor and tell me!" Amy snapped. "What do you mean by. . ." She changed her voice to a very poor imitation of Alex's. ". . .'that could be a bit difficult'?"

Shooting off a quickOh, I amtext to the Doctor, Alex set her phone down. "Imean," she said slowly, giving Amy a cat-that-ate-the-canary smile, "once I tell you, I can'tuntellyou."

"Oh, for God's sake!" With a huff, Amy slammed the Tate & Lyle bottle down. A bit of syrup escaped as she did so, landing on the table near her elbow, but Amy was too annoyed to notice or care. "Just tell me! And if it's something dirty, get it out now before Rory gets out of the shower. You know how he blushes."

Alex glanced at the kitchen doorway. "Okay, okay." Truthfully, Rory didn't need to hear what she was about to tell Amy. He'd never be able to handle it. Taking a deep breath for dramatic effect, Alex leaned across the table. Amy obligingly tipped her head closer. "Here it is. You know that book,The Stranger, we're reading for book club?"

Amy smirked around a bite of pancake. "How can I forget? I read the first five chapters last night before bed and the sex scenes kept popping up in my dreams. I was tempted to wake Rory up and act some of them out."

Alex's smug expression curled. "TMI," she grimaced.

Amy chuckled. "So, what about it that's so important?"

Alex took the Tate & Lyle bottle and started dumping syrup over her pancakes. "I know who it's about."

Amy frowned. "About? Alex, it's fiction. It's notaboutanyone."

"Incorrect, Ames. I know for afactthat it's about someone, someone we know."

Setting her fork down, Amy tried to puzzle this out.The Strangerwas about someone? Someone they knew? Now that she thought about it, Claudia's physical descriptiondidmatch that of Kim Randolph, her next-door neighbor when she was a little girl. And like the fictional Claudia's husband, Gerald, Kim's husband, Jerome, had been about twice her age. Though he'd died in a car accident, not from an illness. But Kim moved away not long after the funeral. She and Alex had never met. So, who was Alex referring to?

After a few more minutes of Amy thinking, Alex's patience reached its limit. "Oh, for the love of God, Amy! Let me just tell you."

"That's all I wanted in the first place," Amy grumbled.

Ignoring this, Alex gave her a Cheshire cat grin. A small part of her wished for a drum roll. "The titular stranger, the mysterious Paul . . . is the Doctor."

Amy blinked. "What?"

"This Portia da Costa, aka Claudia Marwood, knew the Doctor back when he was in another incarnation." Alex had educated the Ponds on the full effects of regeneration after revealing she was now a genetically-engineered Time Lady. She had also taken care to describe each of the Doctor's past incarnations. She had, admittedly, gotten a bit too carried away in her descriptions, since Amy and Rory kept having to tell her to quit daydreaming and get to the next incarnation already. "His eighth one, to be specific. The one I said looked like Mr. Darcy?"

Amy stared at her for several moments, silently processing this revelation. And then. . . "OH MY GOD!" she shrieked, jumping a good foot in her chair. Her eyes went wide in horror, her mouth dropping into a perfect o-shape. "Y-you mean . . . P-Paul is. . ."

Alex bit back her smile. Now was not the time to tease Amy about her interest in 'Paul'. Amy certainly wouldn't appreciate it, amusing as it was. "Our favorite Time Lord. I figured it out last night and he confirmed it."

"Oh my God." Amy stared into space, her cheeks turning as red as her hair. "I dreamed about him."

Alex calmly stuck her fork in a bit of pancake. "You've been dreaming about him since you were seven, Ames. You fantasized about marrying him!" She looked at Amy significantly. "And I'm sure those dreams evolved, dare I saymatured. . ."

Amy's cheeks burned harder at the memory of those teenage dreams. They had been all passion and dominance, a silly young girl's idea of romance. It wasn't until Rory that she saw what love wasreallylike, that her Raggedy Doctor could never compare to her Lone Centurion. But her dreams last night had been. . .Well. . .

She was pulled out of her spiraling thoughts by Alex patting her hand. "Relax, Amelia!" she laughed. "It's okay." She paused. "Well, if you were still fantasizing about him after this conversation, it wouldn't be okay, but I know you, so it's okay."

"Yeah, yeah, I don't, not any. . ." Trailing off, Amy shook her head. Maybe that would clear it up? No, still muddled and shocked.

Unable to hold it in anymore, Alex chuckled. "You'd better get over that shock quick, Ames." She chewed a bit of pancake, swallowing before adding, "Otherwise, you're gonna attract quite a few stares if you're sputtering and blushing during book club today."

"Oh, God!" Amy groaned. She slumped back in her chair, a hand coming up to cover her eyes. "I didn't eventhinkabout that!" Suddenly, she dropped her hand and eyed Alex suspiciously. "Wait, why aren't you more upset over this?"

Alex stared at her. "Why would I be?"

Amy struggled for the right words. "Well, it's your . . . whatever you call the Doctor and it's, it's a wholebook. . ."

"We didn't exactly know each other when it was written," Alex said dryly. "Certainly not when the events in it were being played out." Grabbing the syrup again, she poured another generous amount on her remaining pieces of pancake. "Contrary to what you may think, Amy, Iamaware the Doctor had a whole life before me. Certainly other love interests before me. Same goes with me. I had a whole life before I ever heard the word 'TARDIS'."

"Well, that's a mature attitude to have. But what I meant was, aren't you more upset that in a few hours, you're going to have to hear a bunch of women shamelessly swooning over and saying naughty things about the Doctor?"

"Oh, yes," Alex nodded. Her dark green eyes turned just a shade darker. "Thatpart I'm not so cool over." She leaned back in her chair and took a bite of freshly syruped pancake. "Exactly why I'm not going."

"You can't leave me there by myself! Listening to. . ." She reddened again, this time remembering the dirty things a bunch of her girlfriends had discussed her doing with Rory on their honeymoon during her bachelorette party. "Well, you know!"

"Amy, I'm sorry, but you've seen the Doctor and me. I'm liable to start snapping at everyone." Alex smiled sympathetically. "Just keep yourself busy during the discussion. Dust the shelves or work in the back room. Besides, it's grand opening weekend. You'll probably be too busy guiding customers towards the latest Stephen King novel to hear anything."

Amy had to admit, she had a good point. The bookstore officially opened for business at ten o'clock today. While book club was at four, Amy was sure that there would still be a steady stream of visitors to keep her occupied. And if not, Alex's idea of keeping herself busy during the discussion had merit. "Thatcouldwork," she said slowly. "Erin will be leading, so there's no reason for me to stick around."

"There you go! And if anyone tries to ask for your thoughts on something, just lie and say you didn't have time to read the book."

"Yeah," Amy nodded thoughtfully. "I can do that."

The girls sat in silence for a few minutes, Alex finishing her breakfast and Amy continuing to plot over how she could avoid raunchy book club discussions. Then, something occurred to her.

She studied Alex from under her eyelashes. Alex was still very peppy, humming some country song under her breath as she scraped up syrup remnants with her fork. And there was thatglowabout her. Amy knew Alex hadn't gotten any loving last night (even in a deep sleep, she would have heard the TARDIS engines), but that didn't count out something else. . .

"So!" Alex jumped at Amy's exclamation. She looked up to see the redhead leaning back in her chair, smirking knowingly. "How didyoureact to the revelation of the Doctor's bedroom skills last night?"

sh*t.Of course Amy would suss it out. Then again, Alex supposed her 'glow' wasn't helping matters. But could her body really be blamed? Ithadbeen quite some time since she'd done anything likethat. Keeping her tone bland, she said, "You really want to hear the dirty details, Amelia?"

"Probably not," Amy conceded with a grin. "But it's fun provoking you."

Before Alex could respond, her Blackberry chimed with a text.

Amy's grin only got wider. "Another lovey-dovey text from the Doctor?" she asked, picking up her fork to resume her breakfast.

"Um, no, actually."

Hearing the strange note in Alex's voice, Amy looked up. Alex was staring at her phone screen, her brow furrowed. "Alex? What's up? Who is it?"

"It's Spencer." Before Amy could say anything else, Alex chirped, "Well, looks like I've got other plans today! Sorry, but I've gotta go meet Spencer. Tell Rory bye for me!"

Snatching her purse from where it was hanging on the back of her chair, Alex sprinted out to her car. Once safely behind the wheel, away from Amy and her questioning gaze, Alex studied Spencer's text again.

It was simple and to the point. It also made Alex want to scream, cry, and smack herself for not coming to Spencer's conclusion a long time ago.

Meet me at boarding house ASAP to talk about Mels. She's not who you think she is. She's actually Melody Pond.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Spencer knew that at the rate he was chewing the inside of his cheek at, he would be tasting blood before long.

Not that he really cared. The cautionary warnings he'd received all his life about his nervous habit were the least of his concerns right now.

His main concern sat right in front of him, staring blankly into space. Alex had been like that for the past several minutes now. Not that Spencer blamed her. She had a lot to process.

Alex had made lightning-fast time in getting to the boarding house. Less than three minutes after sending her the text (he'd counted), Alex had come barreling through the door. She'd barely paused to drop her purse on the ground before plopping on the end of the bed and giving him a critical stare. "Tell me everything right now," she demanded, her tone brokering no room for argument.

So Spencer had. He'd told her all about him requesting Osgood to dig up background information on Mels after the incident at the Leadworth Fair. He stressed that he hadn't thought Mels and Melody Pond were one and the same at the time; he just wanted to know more about Mels' life, learn everything about her so he could better protect Alex. Alex had nodded, but the look in her eyes expressed her true thoughts:Hurry up and get to the point.

So, he'd quickly divulged everything Osgood had found. How there was no record of a Melody Ukuthula existing before arriving in Leadworth in 1996, no birth certificate, NHS number, or any other identification papers. How therewerenumerous reports from the U.S. and here in the U.K. involving a girl that matched seven-year-old Mels' description committing a wild array of petty crimes, including biting one-time companion, Jo Grant, from 1970 until right before her arrival in Leadworth. He even told her the meaning of Mels' last name,silence. There was, Spencer admitted, no concreteevidence of Mels being Melody Pond, but these new facts, combined with everything else they knew about Mels, all added up to a very good, and most likely accurate, theory.

Throughout Spencer's recitation, Alex's face grew paler and paler. Her bottom lip trembled. At one point, her eyes watered. She'd successfully pushed back the tears, but not before one lone teardrop slipped out and snaked its way down her cheek. At the Jo Grant revelation, she'd murmured, "I'll need to call her and ask her about that." But now, she was simply silent, staring blankly out the window.

Spencer had no idea what she was feeling right now. No doubt she was experiencing a whirlwind of emotions. Alex had told him Amy and Rory had named her and the Doctor Melody's godparents. Even though she knew as well as he and the Doctor did that getting little Melody back was impossible, she had likely held outsomehope of being reunited with the little girl. Spencer could already tell that Alex would make a great mother; she'd be an awesome godmother.

Unfortunately, her chance had come and gone a long time ago, her godmother role being compressed into the short hour she'd known baby Melody on Demons Run. And with how Mels was now and what he knew about River Song in the future, Spencer didn't think the probability of a second chance was very high.

The taste of iron on his tongue forced Spencer out of his thoughts. Releasing the inside of his cheek before he could do any more damage to it, Spencer leaned forward in his chair. He reached out and gently shook Alex's shoulders. "Alex?" he called softly. "You okay?"

Alex blinked. Slowly, she looked away from the window and towards him. Her eyes were a very fragile shade of light green. They looked as though they could shatter at any second. "I'm okay," she whispered. Nudging Spencer's hands away, she cleared her throat. "Really," she said at normal volume. "I'm just. . ." The fragility in her eyes seemed to intensify. "Well. . ." She let out a laugh that contained far more sadness than humor. "It's all a lot to take in, you know?"

Spencer nodded, his expression somber. "You know," he said slowly, "thereisthe chance I could be completely wrong about this." He highly doubted that was the case but suddenly, for once in his life, hewantedto be wrong. For Alex's sake, as well as Amy and Rory's.

"But it makes so muchsense." Alex shook her head. "No, I'm pretty sure you've hit the nail on the head with this, Spencer."

Honestly, she couldn't imagine anything else being the truth. Mels being Melody Pond/River Song made complete and total sense. Mels' bizarre antics, reckless, defiant behavior, and borderline obsession with the Doctor could be perfectly explained if she had spent the first few formative years of her life under Kovarian's manipulating thumb. It would explain why the Doctor had not been able to find any trace of a little girl resembling Amy and Rory; being human plus Time Lord, Melody must have regenerated at some point after escaping Graystark. Alex's hearts pained at the idea of that little girl becoming sick or injured enough that she had to undergo such a thing. Not to mention, but she had probably regenerated alone. No one would have been around to help her with the after-effects or explain to her what, exactly, she had just gone through. It would have been up to Melody herself to figure it out and deal with it.

Tears welled up in her eyes again, but Alex shoved them down. No, now wasnotthe time to cry. Now was the time foraction.

Taking a deep breath, Alex focused back on Spencer. "Now," she said firmly, "we've got this really good theory, but we need to prove it. What's our next move?"

Spencer eyed her a bit warily, a little alarmed at her sudden turn in mood, but complied. "Chief Stewart wants me to get into her house, see if I can find anything detailing her next move. I'd also like to get some DNA, test it against Amy and Rory's just to be sure."

"Well," Alex said with a wry smile, "Ididneed an excuse to get out of book club today."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

If Spencer had to pick a location for a break-in, he couldn't have picked a better one than 192 Dragon Road.

For a start, it was on the very outskirts of Leadworth. In fact, Dragon Road wasn't even in the Leadworth village limits. Driving down, he and Alex had seen only a handful of houses and cottages scattered about. Woods and farmland made up the rest. It was perfectly secluded, the ideal place for a psychopathic assassin to bide her time.

And a spot of burglary. The secluded road was perfect for that, too.

According to Alex, Mels had left for a business trip to Paris early this morning. Hacking into the airline records, Osgood had confirmed this. With Mels being a whole country away, there was no fear of her catching them. She didn't have the slightest idea that her identity was about to be completely exposed.

At the moment though, there wasn't so much 'exposing' going on as 'surveillance'. Even with Osgood's assurances that Mels was nowhere near Leadworth, Spencer still felt the need to be cautious. He'd had Alex hide her very conspicuous '56 in an abandoned barn nearly three miles down the road. They had walked the rest of the way, ducking behind overgrown bushes and trees the two times a car came along. Now, they were crouched behind a large honeysuckle bush at the end of Mels' driveway. While Mels may be an entire country away, Spencer discounted the possibility of her being completely unaware of what was going on in her hometown, much less her own house. He would put money on there being at leastonebooby trap somewhere on the property.

From the outside, the average person on the street would never suspect something nefarious being hidden on the property, much less that it belonged to a certifiable assassin from the future. Mels' cottage was a small affair, made of gray stone, and tucked into the middle of a small clearing in the woods. The only way to reach it, without wandering through the woods, was a gravel driveway going right up to the front door. Two large apple trees shielded the front half of the cottage, casting it in shadow. The only part clearly visible was the large living room window, covered by blue gingham curtains.

That's a bit funny,Spencer thought. Mels didn't seem the blue gingham type. Though he supposed psychopaths could have layers.

Spencer's reverie was interrupted by Alex grousing, "How long are we going to sit here?" He looked over just in time to see her slap at her right knee. "I'm getting eaten up by mosquitoes here!" She swatted at another by her left ear. "I'veneverbeen bitten like this," she muttered. "I think they like this new Time Lord blood. . ."

Alex really didn't mind Spencer being cautious. On the contrary, when it came to Mels, they couldn't affordnotto be. She didn't mind hiding her car (Alex was well aware of the fact that it stood out), nor did she mind the three-mile walk. But shedidmind crouching in the bushes for twenty minutes, getting eaten up by mosquitoes, and looking for otherworldly traps she was pretty sure weren't really there.

"I told you," she hissed, smacking at another bug on her elbow, "she left a key with Amy so she could water the plants! She's not going to set up traps for her best friend slash mother!" Muttering a vulgar Spanish curse, she slapped a mosquito away from her pulse point. "Besides, I used my necklace to scan for stuff when we arrived! There wasnothing."

Spencer's blue-gray gaze swept over the house once more. Alex did make a good point. Her sonic necklace hadn't detected anything and Mels wasn't going to risk her mother accidentally getting caught in a trap meant for intruders. "Okay," he said with a decisive nod. He moved to a standing position. "Let's go."

Alex wasted no time in bouncing up. Brushing off her bare knees, she eyed Spencer's black khakis and polo combo. "Should've gone home and changed," she said wryly. "You look like a burglar. I don't."

Spencer smiled. She wasn't wrong. Alex was wearing cutoffs, black Converse, and a slightly faded t-shirt from the Dixie Chicks' Top of the World tour. Not stereotypical burglar attire. "Pure luck with me," he said as they headed up the drive. "Besides, you look fine. Not like we want people to see us."

Alex snorted. "True."

"You actually go to a Dixie Chicks concert?"

"Yep!" Alex smoothed a wrinkle crinkling part of Natalie Maines' face. "Marigold got me and Lacey tickets for their Louisville show for Christmas." She gave a sudden grimace. "Though she almost took them back after Natalie's comments about President Bush."

Chuckling, Spencer stepped up onto the small concrete porch. On either side of the door were large, red clay flowerpots full of drooping plants that resembled weeds more than flowers. He held one vine up for examination. "Circaea lutetiana," he murmured. At Alex's confused expression, he said, "Enchanter's nightshade. Named after Circe—"

"An enchantress from Greek mythology. Daughter of Helios and, depending on the legend, either ocean nymph Perse or goddess Hectate. Best known for her appearance inThe Odyssey, where she demonstrated her most notable power, transforming those that angered or annoyed her into animals." Alex laughed at Spencer's dumbstruck expression. "What? I'm really into Greek mythology."

"So I see." He stared down at the enchanter's nightshade. "Fitting plant to keep here, I suppose."

Alex hummed in agreement. "I imagine Mels would happily utilize that power if she had it."

Spencer eyed the flowerpots. "She doesn't really strike me as the gardening type."

"Nor the type to have gingham curtains," Alex said with a nod towards the living room window. "I guess appearances are deceiving."

"Clearly." Taking a deep breath, Spencer dropped the enchanter's nightshade and focused on the doorknob. It was time to get down to business. "Care to do the honors?"

Alex withdrew the spare key from her pocket. Wanting to avoid any awkward questions, she'd waited until Amy and Rory left the house before rushing inside and snatching Mels' spare key from the hook in the pantry. Alex had no idea what she was going to tell Amy and Rory about her and Spencer's break-in, if anything. At the moment, she was playing it by ear.

Her hearts racing, she stuck the key in the lock and turned. The lock gave easily and with little hesitation, Alex opened the door.

She and Spencer peered inside.

"Weird that she doesn't have an alarm system," Spencer murmured. "Then again, with her training, she basicallyisan alarm."

Alex didn't respond. An old quote had suddenly come to her.'"Will you walk into my parlor?" said a spider to a fly. "'Tis the prettiest little parlor that ever did you spy.'

She rolled her eyes.Good grief, Alexandria, don't let Mels get to you!Shaking her head, she took a determined step into the house. Once Spencer joined her, she let the door fall shut.

They were inside Mels' living room. Considering who lived here, it was actually a pretty ordinary space. A large faded blue couch took up center space, facing a flat screen TV tucked into the corner next to the fireplace. The couch, along with most of the furniture, had been left to Mels by Reverend Halliday when he died. This explained the matching floral chairs on the other side of the fireplace, along with a beaded floor lamp, a massive oak coffee table sitting before the sofa, and a huge, gilded mirror that hung on the wall catty-corner to the door. All of it was distinctly un-Mels, yet she had kept it all these years. Some would say this was Mels expressing sentimentality for Reverend Halliday; Alex was of the opinion that Mels didn't want to bother with furniture shopping.

The rest of the living room's décor was largely more in line with Mels. Vintage rock and roll posters, everything from AC/DC to Led Zeppelin, hung on the robin's egg blue walls. Mels' plants, mostly pots of ferns and sunflowers, were neatly lined up on the windowsill. On the mantelpiece, various photographs of Mels with Amy and/or Rory were on prime display. One photo showed Mels and Amy, both appearing around seven years old, eating popsicles at a previous Leadworth Fair. Another from around the same time showed the girls doing handstands in Amy's backyard. Just visible in the background was the ruined shed from the Doctor's first encounter with little Amelia. Another photo, this one taken circa 2005, made Alex laugh. It was actually a copy of one that sat on the mantel in her and the Ponds' house.

The photo in question showed sixteen-year-old Amy, Rory, and Mels sitting on a bench outside their school. Mels and Amy were both dressed in their school mandated white button-downs, gray pleated skirts, and red and white striped ties, although both had their own takes on the uniform; Amy's shirt was un-buttoned almost to where it showed off her bra while Mels' tie hung undone around her neck, her skirt's hem folded up a bit higher than fingertip-length. Between them sat Rory, wearing an untucked white button-down and gray khaki slacks. However, it was his hair that always made Alex laugh whenever she saw this photo. Rory, like many men during the early 2000s, had styled his hair in frosted liberty spikes. It was a poor, poor look for him and, according to Amy, absolutely no one had let him forget it. Mels had begged multiple times for her to be allowed to shave his head, arguing that him being bald would be a much better look compared to what he was currently sporting. As much as Alex couldn't stand her, she had to side with Mels on this. She would have happily helped the woman hold Rory down and get rid of the atrocious hairstyle.

Turning away from the photos, Alex saw that Spencer was rooting through a large cabinet that sat beneath the gilded mirror. "Anything?"

Spencer shook his head. "Just a bunch of rock records and CDs." He shut the cabinet doors with a thump.

"What exactly are we looking for?"

"Honestly? I have no idea. Just something that proves her identity as Melody Pond. I figure we'll know it when we see it."

"A diary would be helpful," Alex mused. She didn't really think Mels was the diary-keeping type (River Song's diary, she was sure, was more for keeping track of her encounters with the Doctor than for recording personal thoughts), but you never knew. The gingham curtains and the abundance of plants certainly proved that Mels was capable of more than threats. Keeping a diary wasn't much of a stretch.

The two quickly set to work in systematically ransacking the cottage. Spencer found that there was nothing behind the mirror, nor any of the framed posters. Alex learned Mels kept nothing but discs in her DVDs (and that she was really partial to the James Bond films, owning every movie plus the collector's editions). There was nothing incriminating to be found on the coffee table, just a collection of magazines, a box of Kleenex, and the TV remote.

The kitchen didn't reveal anything illuminating either. Nothing had been stashed in the fridge except for some milk close to its expiration date and the freezer revealed nothing but a large collection of frozen pizzas. The cabinets contained nothing but cereal, a jar of peanut butter, some dishes, pots, pans, and a half box of Oreos. The drawers were much the same, housing nothing but silverware and various cooking utensils. Alex was happy to see that Mels had a junk drawer but was bitterly disappointed to find it contained nothing but a bunch of rubber bands, pens, a pair of scissors, and some coupons for a Chinese place in Gloucester. The pantry revealed nothing but some non-perishable items and a plastic bucket full of cleaning supplies.

"There's nothing here!" Spencer groaned as he finished examining the calendar hanging on the wall. The calendar's theme was 'Places All Around the World'; August showed a picture of the Sydney Opera House lit up at night. Unfortunately, nothing along the lines of 'Kill the Doctor' or 'Meeting with Kovarian' had been written anywhere in August, or any other month. All Mels had marked off were Amy and Rory's birthdays, hair appointments, and her current trip to France.

Alex shut the last cabinet door. "Well," she sighed, "let's hope for something in the bedroom and bathroom."

"I'll take the bathroom," Spencer said, leading the way down the small hallway. "There should be a hairbrush or something in there that will give me DNA."

Mels' bedroom was far less neat than the rest of the cottage. Clothes had been strewn all across the floor. Various pairs of shoes were intermingled amongst the piles while a bunch of bras hung from one of the posts to the four-poster bed. The nightstand, aside from containing another photo of Mels, Amy, and Rory in their youth, housed a small collection of empty water bottles and soda cans.

Alex wrinkled her nose.Even if there is proof in here, I'll probably never find it!Cursing Mels' sporadic cleaning habits, she quickly set to work. She rummaged under the piles of clothing, ducked under the bed, ransacked the drawers, and poked through the closet. In the end, she came away with nothing but dust on her face and clothes.

"Come on, Mels," she muttered as she examined the top of the dresser. Nothing was up there except for a small fortune in cosmetics and hair products and a jewelry box. This latter item seemed promising, but Alex was disappointed to find it contained only bits of cheap jewelry and no false bottom.

She groaned. "For God's sake!" Was finding a clue really too much to ask? It didn't have to be anything big. She just wantedsomethingthat would give her an idea of what Mels' endgame was. What was she planning? How much did she know about the Doctor? Was she patiently waiting for Lake Silencio or had that already happened for her? If it was the latter, why did Mels shoot at her? And if Melshadalready shot at her, what did she mean that someday Alex would pay for everything she'd done to her? Had Mels been unhappy that Alex had avoided getting shot and was now plotting another death for her?

Alex was only pulled out of this haze of questions by Spencer shouting from the bathroom, "Find anything, Alex?"

Shaking her head, Alex called back, "Not yet!" Doing her best to ignore the frantic beating of her hearts, she turned her attention to the room once again. One of the few spots she hadn't checked was underneath Mels' mattress.

Alex really hadn't expected to find anything there. After all, she hadn't hidden anything underneath her mattress since she was ten. So, color her surprised when she discovered a thick notebook stashed between the mattress and the box-springs.

Alex let out a little shriek. "Spencer!" Grabbing the notebook, she straightened the mattress back to its original position and hopped up on the bed.

Spencer ran in. In his hand was a black plastic hairbrush. "What? What is it?" he cried before his gaze fell on the notebook. His eyes widened. "Is that a diary?"

"Not sure." Alex studied the faded cover. The word 'journal' had originally been printed in gold on the front. Now only the 'J' and 'A' were visible, the rest of the letters nonexistent. "It's pretty old, whatever it is."

Setting the hairbrush on the nightstand, Spencer moved to sit beside her. "Well, let's find out."

It only took a quick examination of the first couple pages to learn that this book was part diary, part dossier. In between recounts of her time with Amy and Rory, Mels had glued multiple newspaper clippings to the pages. While the diary itself only went back to 1996, the clippings stretched all the way back to the '70s.

PLASTIC DUMMYS COME TO LIFE! ATTACK LONDON CITIZENS!boasted one headline. Directly beneath it was a slightly blurry snapshot of a bunch of plastic dummies in 1970s clothing heading down a largely abandoned street.

"Autons," Spencer remarked. He examined the date at the edge of the clipping. "Unless I'm mistaken, this is from their first attack on London decades ago."

"Trying to invade?" Alex guessed.

Spencer snorted. "What attacking species isn't? But yes. The Doctor and Liz Shaw stopped them."

Alex pursed her lips. "How much do you want to bet that all these clippings are from invasions the Doctor stopped and they were Mels' way of tracking him? Making sure she didn't go after the wrong incarnation?"

Further examination of the clippings proved that this was the case. Spencer identified various articles concerning UNIT missions that were still very much classified to the public, including another attempted invasion by the Autons, an invisible dome-shaped barrier briefly surrounding the village of Devil's End, the sighting of giant maggots near the Global Chemicals plant in South Wales, dinosaurs wandering across London, the destruction of oil rigs in Scotland coinciding with a sudden uptick in Loch Ness Monster sightings, and more.

Mels had even managed to get a few quick snapshots of various incarnations of the Doctor. One shot, dated Paris 1979, showed the back of a man and woman holding hands as they ran across a street. The man's mop of brown curls and long, multi-colored scarf identified him as the Fourth Doctor. Alex wasn't sure who the woman, blonde and wearing a schoolgirl's uniform, was. Something to ask the Doctor later.

Further snapshots showed quick, fleeting glimpses of the Ninth and Tenth Doctors. Spencer determined that the Ninth Doctor's photo had been taken during the Slitheen crisis in London whereas the Tenth Doctor's had been taken in the immediate aftermath of the Battle of Canary Wharf. His slumped shoulders and red-rimmed eyes showed just how devastated he was at losing Rose Tyler to a parallel universe. Alex's hearts simultaneously ached for her Doctor being in pain and burned at the knowledge of him being stalked through time by a psychotic assassin in training.

"Damn," Spencer whistled as he came across another snapshot, this one showing the Tenth Doctor and the back of Martha Jones' head walking down a street. For some reason, the Doctor was carrying an old-fashioned bow and Martha a quiver of arrows. Written on the back was 'June 2007'. "She really did her homework."

"Yeah," Alex murmured, but she was far from impressed. Every alarm bell in her head was ringing at an almighty volume.

This dossier made one thing completely clear: Melody Pond was a serious threat. She had been around far longer than any of them had initially thought. Skulking in the shadows, carefully stalking the Doctor through the past four decades, compiling evidence of his travels and interactions with Earth. She'd even gottenphotosof him! And it was all to make sure she didn't go after the wrong version.

In that moment, any lingering affection Alex had for Melody died. Alex would always adore the little baby she'd flicked star charms for on Demons Run, but it was clear now that Mels would never be that innocent little girl again. River Song certainly wasn't. It seemed like the little girl stuck in the astronaut suit and River were two completely different people. Truthfully, Alex couldn't help viewing Melody/River as just that: two separate people, each with their own distinct thoughts and feelings and opinions. One person was sweet and innocent, stuck in a terrible situation with no hope of getting out of it. The other was a full-blown psychopath who cared for nothing but her own desires, who relished in the chaos and confusion that surrounded her.

"What do we do with this?" Alex asked.

"I'd like to take it with us, but we can't do that. When Mels comes back, she'll notice it's missing." Getting to his feet, Spencer pulled out his phone and flipped to the very front of the journal. "I'll take photos of all the pages though. Then we can examine them more thoroughly later."

"Makes sense." Then another problem occurred to her, one that wasn't nearly so easy to solve as what to do with the journal. Her voice very quiet, she said, "And Amy and Rory? What do we tell them?"

Spencer didn't reply. He may be a genius, but there were some things even he couldn't answer.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex honestly didn't know why she thought food would help soften the blow she'd given Amy and Rory. Maybe because it worked when she told them about being a genetically-engineered Time Lady and being descended from a Time Lord?

Well, whatever her reasoning, it had been wrong.Verywrong.

Alex nibbled at a garlic knot, even though her appetite had faded a long time ago.

Specifically, the moment she and Spencer walked through the door, carrying most of Bello Italiano's menu. Amy and Rory had been sitting at the kitchen table, chatting about their day. Their eyes were bright, Amy happily discussing the bookstore opening and book club (though conveniently leaving out any Doctor-related tidbits) and Rory relating the latest hospital gossip. They were so blissfully happy, unaware of the bomb she was about to drop on them.

Sitting across from her, Spencer rubbed his tired eyes. "Well," he said, fiddling with a pizza crust, "I think that went well."

"About as well as it could have gone," Alex agreed. She leaned back in her seat and set the half-eaten garlic knot back on her plate.

After carefully restoring Mels' house to the way they found it, including putting her carefully photographed dossier back in its hiding place, Alex and Spencer made their way back to the boarding house. From there, it was the first of many conversations where they had to tell certain people who Mels really was. Spencer conducted another conference call with UNIT, Alex sitting just out of frame as he related his findings to his superior. Chief Stewart, a take-charge woman Alex found herself liking almost immediately, quickly elected to have a French UNIT operative tail Mels. The moment Mels got back to the U.K., she would be intercepted. In the meantime, she stressed that Spencer should continue to remain in Leadworth. Mels, she had reminded them, was very slippery. It was highly probable that she might evade efforts to intercept her. If that proved to be the case, Spencer had to be on his guard.

While Spencer briefly departed to send off his DNA samples, even though they were all 100% certain of what the results would be, Alex called the Doctor. After all, she needed to tell him that his futile search was at an end. As well as a few other things.

Like Mels' threat against her. She hadn't told the Doctor about it when it happened because she didn't want him worrying. Having thought Mels to be a perfectly normal, if mentally delusional, young human woman, Alex had rationalized that the Doctor couldn't do much about it. But even without him, she was sure that with Spencer, Amy, and Rory backing her up, she could handle Mels just fine. No need to get the Doctor involved when he had far more pressing things to be concerned with.

Needless to say, the Doctor hadn't shared that view. "For the love of God, Alexandria!" he’d snapped. "If someone bloody threatens you at knifepoint, you TELL ME! Worrying about you is not a distraction, it's what I'm SUPPOSED TO DO!"

After a good ten minutes of that, he finally got around to the fact that Mels Ukuthula and Melody Pond were one and the same. "Makes a lot of sense now why I've never met her, even though she's supposed to be obsessed with me," he mused. "She's obviously been waiting for our timestreams to match up. That's why she wasn't at the wedding. With her mind, the temptation might have been too much to resist."

Even hours after he’d said those words, Alex still shuddered at them.

After a bit of back and forth, the Doctor had decided that he would not land in Leadworth just yet. Though he could no longer search for Melody, there was still plenty he could do in regards to tracking Kovarian down. As he'd pointed out, even if UNIT did manage to capture Mels (something the Doctor didn't sound particularly confident about), it was highly unlikely they would get her to talk. Mels had likely been brought up not to answer probing questions, maybe even take her own life if necessary. Only Kovarian could answer justwhyshe wanted the Doctor dead and why she had altered Alex's body. The dark tone in the Doctor's voice as he spoke about how best to track her down almost made Alex feel sorry for Kovarian. Almost.

The Doctor finished up their conversation by warning Alex to stay out of Mels' way. "Don'ttry to be a hero, Alex," he warned. "Melody is clearly dangerous and clearly hates you. We don't want to see what she's capable of. If Spencer suggests you go to a UNIT safehouse,go there. I don't want you on her radar at all."

While he didn't say it, Alex knew he would rather be Mels' sole target. She wanted to snap at him not to be a hero either, to not turn himself into a Time Lord shield for her, but she didn't. She really didn't have the energy or desire for a screaming match. Long-forgotten memories were starting to float back to the surface. Her nightmare of that horrible Doctor corpse, blaming her for his death. And the Silent in 1969 New Orleans. . .You were meant to be the one at Lake Silencio, not the other one.Those words were on a continuous loop in the back of her head, no matter how much Alex tried to block them out.

Fortunately, temporary distraction came in the form of deciding what to tell Amy and Rory. Really though, there was no decision to make. Alex couldn't keep something like this from them. And the Doctor had agreed the Ponds needed to be told the truth about their daughter.

So, hoping that the painful conversation could be softened with lots of pizza, garlic knots, and wine, Alex and Spencer waited until the Ponds had downed a glass of wine each and eaten a few bites before dropping the bomb.

They hadn't believed it at first. Not that Alex could blame them. She was living this and there had been moments where she'd stopped to think,Is this really happening?But unfortunately, it was, and she needed to make them see that.

She told them all about the dossier she'd found, Spencer showing them the photos he'd taken. For several minutes, Amy and Rory had silently studied the photos. When they were done, Rory's eyes were glassy, but Amy's were blazing.

"She could've tracked these down from archives!" she cried. "Hell,Iwent through a phase when I tried to track the Doctor the same way!"

"What about the snapshots?" Alex challenged. She held out the photo of the Doctor and Martha Jones for Amy to examine again. "Clearly amateur, one's dated Paris 1979, and in any event, why snap a photo of two random people on a street?"

"They're holding a freaking bow and arrows! People notice that kind of thing!"

While Rory had sat silent, absorbing everything, Amy continued to poke holes in everything Spencer and Alex brought up. Again, Alex couldn't blame her. This was herchildthey were talking about. No mother wanted to think their child was capable of such things. She rolled her eyes at the reports of Mels' antics from the seventies to the nineties, arguing that all of those crimes and attacks could have been committed by any number of children, not just one individual child. She dismissed Mels skipping her wedding with the excuse that "she just doesn't do weddings. Doesn't see the point of them".

"Not to mention," Amy snapped, her face as red as her hair, "Igrew upwith her. I think I would've noticed if she had two heartbeats!" She waved wildly at Rory. "Andhecertainly would've, with all the times he's had to patch Mels up!"

But Alex had fully prepared for this. "Not necessarily." She pulled up an email the Doctor had sent her for this specific purpose. It contained Melody's files from Demons Run. While Alex couldn't say much for Kovarian and her team, she had to admire their meticulous record-keeping on Melody's anatomy. "According to the scans from Demons Run, Melody only has one heart. She's also got a respiratory bypass system, though it's not as sophisticated as a full-blown Time Lord's. The Doctor estimates she could only hold about a minute or two of air in it. Plus, as you said, yougrew upwith her." Alex smiled sadly, her voice softening. "The Doctor told me about regeneration. A Time Lord could control whether or not they aged in an incarnation save their final one. It's how the Doctor's first body died; he chose to age until that body was too old to go any further. After regenerating, Mels stayed in the body of a little girl until the timing was right and she could come and find you. She wanted to see her parents, grow up alongside them."

"And guarantee her existence." Rory's voice held a hint of recognition in it. He turned to Amy, gripping her hand tight. "Remember when we were kids? She was always saying that your crush on the Doctor was silly, that you should focus on human boys. And when we were teens. . ."

Amy reddened even more. Alex knew what she was remembering, even though she hadn't been around when the event happened. It was the time Amy had suggested that Mels date Rory. Mels, quite understandably, had expressed nothing less than sheer horror at the idea. Once she had finished gagging, Mels firmly stated she had zero interest in Rory that way but, if Amy was so concerned about Rory dating someone, Amy herself should date him.

Of course, Amy hadn't taken to the suggestion, merely laughing it off. It wasn't until Alex came around that Amy and Rory's relationship upgraded from friends to boyfriend and girlfriend.

Not that Mels had sat back and done nothing until Alex came along. On the contrary, Alex now recalled Amy mentioning that there had been an uptick in Mels' antics shortly after that conversation. If Alex had to guess, she would say that Mels was playing matchmaker by forcing Amy and Rory to spend time together scolding her when she got busted. Not a completely horrible plan, especially for a psychopath. At the very least, it gave Amy and Rory something to bond over and complain about with each other.

Thinking all of her interactions with Mels over and studying all the evidence Spencer and Alex had compiled, it was finally impossible for Amy to ignore the truth. Her baby was gone and was never coming back. That baby had instead grown up right alongside her, carefully influencing her to end up with Rory, encouraging her belief in the Doctor . . . all so that one day she could kill him, uncaring of how devastated her parents/best friends might be by it.

The realization hit Amy like a freight train. With a sudden wail, she'd burst out of her chair and ran upstairs. Rory followed, tears running down his cheeks. The last Alex had heard from them was the slamming of their bedroom door.

Now, Alex looked around at all the food. The group had only made it through half a pizza and there was a whole other box that had gone untouched. The container of garlic knots was still more than halfway full. The wine bottle was only a quarter empty. With a sigh, she got to her feet and began packing and clearing everything up. After a moment of watching her, Spencer helped.

Soon, they found themselves sitting on the couch in the living room. The TV was on, currently tuned to an entertainment news program. The hosts were speculating on a topic that had dominated the news for months: When was Catherine, duch*ess of Cambridge, formerly known as Kate Middleton, going to announce a pregnancy?

Alex quickly muted it. She could honestly care less about Royal Baby Watch. Partly because the Doctor had promised to introduce her to Prince Harry and his wife, claiming that Alex would get along better with them. Something about Meghan what's her name being American and an Oprah interview? But mostly because she didn't want to think about another baby tonight, or any baby at all. She just wanted to forget this night the best way she knew how.

With the TV silently playing on, she tipped the wine bottle back and took a big swig.

"Good thing you've got a high alcohol tolerance," Spencer joked, though his attempt at humor was marred by the sadness in his eyes. A bit quieter, he said, "What do we do now?"

Once more putting the bottle to her lips, Alex shrugged. It was a good question, but even with how brilliant she was, she didn't know the answer.

She was pretty sure no one did.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

August 12th, 2011

The week passed slowly for Alex.

Amy and Rory, of course, weren't doing great. Monday morning, Alex called their workplaces and lied about them having caught summer colds. Both Erin and Dr. Ramsden bought it, though the latter made a wry comment about Rory having developed a remarkably weak immune system this summer.

As she'd done at the beginning of the summer, Alex did her best to keep the Ponds from completely unraveling. She brought home food every night (the last thing Amy and Rory needed right now was a bout of food poisoning derived from her cooking), did the laundry, and did all the household chores. Thankfully, unlike at the beginning of May, Amy and Rory were eating regularly now, Rory wasn't drinking, and they were able to say the Doctor's name without any anger. The Ponds were also relying on each other now. There was no worrying of if the other blamed them for Demons Run or, in this case, not noticing something was up with Mels a long time ago. But that didn't mean they weren't pondering the latter a lot.

More than once, Alex had caught them studying photos of Mels. Individual shots, group shots with Amy and Rory, no photo that included Mels was deemed unworthy of a thorough examination. Alex suspected they were searching for some hint of Mels' true identity, some little, miniscule thing that would truly identify her as their daughter. If they had found any proof, they hadn't told her yet. Neither Pond was currently inclined to conversation.

Alex really wasn't sure what to do or if there was anything shecoulddo. When reporting on how Amy and Rory had taken the Mels revelation, the Doctor had advised her to simply leave them alone for the time being. "After all, Ally," he reminded her, "it's a pretty big revelation to process."

He had a point there. Aside from having to process that their best friend (who had already proven to have psychopathic leanings) was their daughter, they also had to process that they weren't getting their daughter back. Not really. That baby they had admired and cooed over on Demons Run was long gone. There would be no buying any of the girly furniture Amy had circled in all of her magazines, no princess themed birthday parties to organize, no Christmas pageants for Melody to participate in as her proud parents sat in the audience with video cameras, no taking her trick-or-treating for Halloween and scolding her for eating too much candy, no first day of school to simultaneously look forward to and dread. . . So many wonderful milestones the Ponds had been looking forward to experiencing, all of them snatched away by twisted people for their twisted purposes.

If Alex hadn't hated Kovarian with a burning passion before, she did now.

Still, as much as she knew the Doctor was right, Alex hated sitting back and doing nothing. She wanted tohelpher friends, not watch them sit around depressed. But as she really didn't know how to help them, all she could do was make sure the grocery shopping, laundry, and household chores were done, bring home food, and give them soft, encouraging smiles that hopefully said more than words ever could.

So busy doing this, she had forgotten the quick vacation she had planned on taking this weekend.

In fact, she was only reminded of it this morning, when Amy asked, "You all packed for Sarah Jane's this weekend?"

Alex had frozen in the middle of pouring coffee.sh*t,she'd thought, followed by a quick sense of sadness.

She and Sarah Jane had gotten quite close since their first Shansheeth-manipulated meeting. They'd had many conversations on the phone, ranging from their various encounters with aliens to more mundane subjects, like the latest movies and TV shows, how Luke was doing at Oxford, and Kendra's antics at the library (a topic that amused Sarah Jane to no end). However, they had yet to actually meet up again. Alex had been too busy with TARDIS travels, then dealing with all the problems that came in the aftermath of Demons Run. Sarah Jane had been plenty busy too, although her focus wasn't on dark, dreary things. On the contrary, adopting a new alien daughter was something to be celebrated.

However, around the middle of July, in one of their weekly phone calls, Sarah Jane mentioned she would really like to see Alex. Luke was home on break, and she knew Rani and Clyde would like to see Alex before summer was over and they started university (not that they'd be very far away; Rani and Clyde were both attending the University of West London's Ealing campus). Not to mention, but she would really like to introduce Alex not just to Luke, but to her daughter Sky as well.

Alex jumped eagerly on the idea. She and Sarah Jane selected the date in August, deciding that Alex would stay from Friday to Monday. When she told Spencer her plans, assuring him he didn't have to tag along, he surprised her by being wildly enthusiastic on going with her. As it turned out, he was a big fan of Sarah Jane's (both because of her connection to the Doctor and her career as an award-winning journalist and author). Wild horses, he had declared, couldn't keep him from going, nor could Alex's stubbornness.

Alex had been hoping the trip would allow her to regain a sense of normalcy. No longer would she be spooked about walking on her own in a city she was unfamiliar with. Her mild-PTSD was going to be conquered, she was sure of it.

Then the whole Mels-being-Melody-Pond revelation happened, and Alex forgot all about the trip.

With Amy and Rory being how they were, Alex was fully prepared to call Sarah Jane and ask for a rain check. But neither Pond would let her. Amy and Rory had all but frogmarched her back to her bedroom to pack, flatly shooting down all of her protests as Rory dug out her duffel bag and Amy began packing up her toiletries.

"You've been looking forward to seeing Sarah Jane for weeks, Alex," Rory had argued. He gave her a soft smile. "Don't let us be the reason you don't go."

"Yes,pleasedon't," Amy begged. Her light brown eyes, still slightly bloodshot, had also been filled with a fierce fire Alex knew she wouldn't be able to put out. "Really, we'll be fine. Go, or I'll just have to club you, put you in a sack, and drag you there." She smirked. "And I don't really want that to be my first encounter with Sarah Jane."

So, Alex had given in. And as much as she didn't want to leave the Ponds, she was also quite happy they wanted her to go. After all, she reallydidwant to see Sarah Jane, Luke, Rani, Clyde, and Sky.

And who knew? Maybe without her hovering around them, Amy and Rory would be able to recover a bit more, at least enough to where they could go back to work.

Now, Alex sat in Sarah Jane's living room, a glass of exquisite 44th century Althusian wine in hand. According to Sarah Jane, the wine had been a gift from a very thankful Althusian who'd become stranded on Earth after her ship malfunctioned and crashed just outside of Ealing. Sarah Jane helped conceal her and the ship until they could get it working again. Having tasted Althusian wine during her travels with the Doctor and, with it being so difficult to get in the 21st century, Sarah Jane explained that she only brought this bottle out on special occasions, giving Alex a wink as she uncorked it.

Needless to say, Alex was quite honored. She also vowed to get Sarah Jane more of this wine once she resumed life on the TARDIS.

"Now then," Sarah Jane said as she poured her own glass. "Let's get reacquainted. What's new with you, Alex?" She leaned back against the couch cushions, though her casual recline didn't match the shrewd look in her eyes. It was undoubtedly the same look she had given countless uncooperative interview subjects. "Starting with the man currently in my attic geeking out over Mr. Smith?"

Reddening, Alex took a large sip of wine. While she knew Sarah Jane was surprised by her unexpected guest, Alex hadn't thought she would start asking questions this soon. How she had come to that conclusion considering she was dealing with an award-winning investigative journalist was beyond her. "Ah, well. . ."

Sarah Jane struggled not to grimace. "He's not, for example," she said slowly, "your boyfriend?"

Alex hurriedly set her glass down before she dropped it. "Spencer?!" she cried, eyes widening to the size of saucers. "What, no, no!Definitelynot!" She gave Sarah Jane a bright, reassuring smile. "Actually, as of about six or seven months ago, I've been dating the Doctor."

Sarah Jane let out a cry of delight. "That's wonderful!" She pulled Alex into a quick hug. "I did hope you two would get together," she said softly as they pulled away. "I saw it the day we met. He completely adored you and vice-versa."

Alex's smile turned a touch shy. She well remembered Sarah Jane questioning her on if she realized the Doctor was in love with her and then if she loved him. At the time, Alex had been completely in denial to the Doctor's feelings towards her and disinclined to discuss hers with a total stranger. But Sarah Jane had hit the nail on the head back then. She, like so many others, had seen just what the Doctor and Alex had been too scared to admit. "Well," she murmured, "thankfully, it all worked out." Her eyes turned from dark chocolate brown to honey. "Believe me, Sarah Jane, I've never been happier than I am right now."

"I'm glad to hear that," Sarah Jane smiled. "However," she stressed, her expression becoming concerned, "that still doesn't answer my question as to who Spencer is, why he's with you, or why he's got a gun strapped to his ankle." She held up a hand before Alex could protest. "I was around soldiers for years, Alex. I know how to identify one, even if they're not wearing a uniform."

Alex sighed. There was no getting out of this. "He's from UNIT," she began. "And he's currently acting as my bodyguard."

Sarah Jane's eyes widened. "Bodyguard?" What the hell did Alex need a bodyguard for? Sitting up slightly, she eyed Alex worriedly. "Alex, are you in danger? Is someone threatening you? Because maybe I can help."

Alex shook her head. "I'm not sure you can really do anything about this, Sarah Jane."

Without any further encouragement, she launched into her tale. Alex was surprised at how easily the words poured out of her. Then again, she had been longing to talk tosomeoneabout all this, someone who hadn't lived these events, someone she didn't have to watch her mouth around, like Amy and Rory. She was too scared to confide in Lacey, Marigold, or any of her Bristol friends. But Sarah Jane was different. She had been the Doctor's companion. She knew what it was like traveling with him. Granted, Alex was pretty sure nothing ofthismagnitude ever occurred during Sarah Jane's tenure on the TARDIS, but at least Alex could predict how she would react. Sarah Jane wouldn't judge her.

Throughout Alex's tale, Sarah Jane's jaw dropped lower and lower.What the hell?!she thought, along with a few choice words she never said around Luke, Rani, Clyde, or Sky.

Some alien cult was gunning after the Doctor. There were creatures called the Silence that had been around since before she was born, but no one could ever remember encountering them. These creatures evidently belonged to the cult, led by somebitchcalled Madame Kovarian. Said bitch had kidnapped one of the Doctor's companions in order to get her baby and raise it to become the Doctor's assassin.

Sarah Jane had to admit, the plan made a certain amount of sense. The Doctor would never hurt a child of his companions, not even if said child was pointing a gun at him.

But that certainly didn't explain why Kovarian would also kidnap Alex, experiment on her, and turn her into a Time Lady.

Sarah Jane took a huge gulp of wine. Alex was aTime Ladynow. And she was descended from a Time Lord.

Maybe that explains why she's a fixed point?Sarah Jane hadn't forgotten what the Daleks had said back on the Crucible. Ever since first hearing Alex's name, she had wondered who this girl was and why she was such a powerful point in time. Becoming the universe's first genetically-engineered Time Lady would certainly explain it, though Sarah Jane couldn't be a hundred percent sure. She wondered if Alex knew why the Daleks had said such things, or if she was even aware of that event.

But there was still far more pressing information for Sarah Jane to focus on. Such as why Alex needed a bodyguard.

It sent shivers down Sarah Jane's spine. To think, Melody Pond had been right under her parents’ noses for the last fourteen years. She'd grown up alongside them, urging them together to ensure her own existence while patiently waiting for the right version of the Doctor to show up. Despite being around her parents all her life, Melody was a full-blown psychopath and, according to Alex, showed no signs of wanting to be rehabilitated. Who had, in fact, promised Alex that she was going to pay for her supposed transgressions.

"Oh my God, Alex," she gasped. Setting her wine to the side, she pulled Alex into a tight hug. She thought Alex might resist (she well remembered seeing the girl lock down her emotions when they'd first met), but she was pleasantly surprised when the young woman flung her arms around her.

Clinging tightly to her, Alex buried her face in Sarah Jane's shoulder. The soothing scent of Sarah Jane's lavender perfume, and the feeling of arms wrapped around her, clutching her tight, caused all the walls Alex had built since May to collapse. Tears ran down her cheeks and a sob wrenched its way out of her mouth. Burning red at her sudden lack of emotional control, Alex started to pull away, but Sarah Jane held her in place.

"Shh," she murmured. One of her hands reached up to cradle the back of Alex's head. "Just let it out, let it all out. . ."

So Alex did. She hadn't realized how much she was bottling up, especially in the last couple of weeks. It wasn't just Mels' threat or discovering her true identity. It was coming to terms with the fact that her goddaughter was now someone she hated, someone she wouldn't hesitate to destroy if the Doctor's life was hanging in the balance. It was fearing that she would always be this scared of crowds, of the dark, of someone taking her away again. It was worrying that some people close to her might not be so compassionate and understanding of her altered body. But most importantly, it was remembering the Doctor's death at Lake Silencio, knowing that Melody had succeeded in her ultimate mission, and understanding that one day, the Doctor would truly be dead and gone.

Not that she told Sarah Jane this last part.

Alex had no idea how long she cried in Sarah Jane's arms. All she knew was that when the tears finally stopped, her back ached from her bent over position.

"Sorry," she whispered as she sat up. Her cheeks burning with embarrassment, she wiped some leftover wetness away from her eyes.God, I must look awful now! Puffy skin, bloodshot, neon green eyes. . .Trying and failing to avoid Sarah Jane's gaze, Alex let out a humorless little chuckle. "Really, I didn't mean to just . . .bawlall over you."

"Don't apologize," Sarah Jane said, her tone soft but firm. Those shrewd eyes stared straight into Alex's, unflinching even at the sight of the unnatural neon green orbs. "Something tells me you've needed to let that out for quite some time now."

"Yeah, you're right. It's just . . . there's not really been anyone I can talk about it to. Unfiltered, I mean."

"I understand." Sarah Jane gave her a smile that was tinged with sadness. "It's . . .hardto talk about life with the Doctor to those who aren't participants in it. Especially when it changes you so much. Although, not as much as it's changed you, in this case."

Alex let out a half snort, half sniffling sound. "Amen to that." She fiddled with her ring. "I know I should tell Lacey and Marigold about it, but. . ." She grimaced. While she could admit to herself that she was scared, it was difficult to admit it out loud.

Fortunately, Sarah Jane got it. "It's definitely difficult," she nodded, "but at the same time, they are your family, Alex. And if they love you half as much as I think they do, they won't judge you or cast you out." She picked up her wine glass. "So, I would definitely tell them, sooner rather than later. Because it's doing you no good bottling all this up." She smiled wryly. "You bawling all over me, as you put it, just proves you've been carrying all these burdens alone for far too long."

Alex nodded wordlessly. She knew Sarah Jane was right. Still, there was a big difference between knowing something and actually doing it.

Desperate to turn the conversation in a lighter direction, Alex grabbed the wine bottle and topped off her and Sarah Jane's glasses. "So!" she said with no small amount of forced cheer. "There's all the insanity in my life."

Sarah Jane took a sip of wine. "I wish I could say that anything that's happened to me in the last few months has been even more insane, but I'd be lying."

Alex tucked her ripped jean-clad legs underneath her. She'd paired them with a black halter top imprinted with a mandala design, black Converse, gold hoop earrings, rope bracelets, red lipstick, and her usual ring and sonic necklace. Far more casual than Sarah Jane's blouse and slacks set, but Alex wasn't worried. She felt very comfortable in Sarah Jane's presence (as evidenced by her bawling) and she was confident the same could be said vice-versa. "I don't know about that. I mean, adopting a daughter, especially one able to manipulate electricity, that's pretty big."

"Only a small amount now," Sarah Jane corrected. "Thank God."

Alex giggled. "Fair point. You'd be constantly changing the bulbs here otherwise!"

"And Mr. Smith would absolutely refuse to come out, whether Sky was in the room or not." Remembering just who was upstairs with Mr. Smith forced Sarah Jane back to her original train of thought. "You know," she said, leaning closer to Alex, "why don't you stay here for the rest of the summer? Just until the Doctor gets back."

Alex shook her head. "Sarah—"

"No, listen! You'd be safe here. This Mels wouldn't be able to locate you so easily in Ealing."

"Sarah Jane, that's very sweet of you, but I don't want to put you or the kids in danger." Alex held up a hand before Sarah Jane could argue. "Look, Mels isobsessedwith the Doctor. She tracked him down at UNIT and a whole bunch of other places. That diary I told you about? Spencer and a bunch of other people at UNIT have been examining the photos he took of it all week. They found a list of most of the Doctor's known companions." Alex swallowed heavily. "Sarah Jane, you were on it."

Sarah Jane struggled not to express any alarm. "Is my address on it?"

"No, but think about it. If I mysteriously vanish from Leadworth, Mels is gonna wonder where I went. She knows I'm connected to the Doctor. Since Amy and Rory would still be there, she probably won't assume I went off with him, but went to someone for help. It's not that big of a leap to guess that I went to a former companion and with her list, all she has to do is cross off every name till she gets to the right one."

"Mels may be a psychotic assassin," Sarah Jane agreed, "but I doubt she's an idiot. She wouldn't risk drawing attention to herself by attacking a former companion. Aside from the regular police, she'd get on UNIT and Torchwood's radar."

"Perhaps," Alex conceded. "But all the same, you really don't need to get involved in any of this. I don't want to take the risk." She smiled warmly, her now topaz eyes twinkling. "You're one of the Doctor's best friends, Sarah Jane. He wouldn't want anything happening to you because of something he's dealing with and neither do I."

"And I don't want anything happening toyou." After a moment, Sarah Jane let out a long, resigned sigh. "But I can understand your reasoning. The offer still stands though, if you change your mind."

Alex grinned. "Thank you. I really appreciate it. But I don't want to hide from Mels, not if I can help it." She swirled her wine around in the glass. "To me, that feels like it's giving her the upper hand, that she's won." Her eyes turned a dark shade of green that bordered on black. When she spoke again, her tone was a touch darker as well. "And I'm not going to let her feel that way."

Before Sarah Jane could ask anything else in regards to Mels, Alex suddenly said, "But enough about all that! I was actually wondering if I could pick your brain on these riots. . ."

Sarah Jane obliged with Alex's unspoken request to get the conversation off her. Over the rest of the wine, the two discussed the riots that had occurred over the past several days, sparked by the police killing of Mark Duggan last Thursday. The epicenter for the riots was London, but several areas of England had also been affected. Ealing was one of them. Monday night had seen several local businesses (which had been asked by police to close early) vandalized, cars set on fire, and even a few residential properties burgled (though thankfully not anyone on Bannerman Road). Being a natural-born journalist, Sarah Jane had gone out to report on the rioters’ motives. Alex was stunned that she had gone out into the chaos alone, but Sarah Jane assured her that she was perfectly safe.

"Besides," she said with a wide grin, "compared to facing Daleks, Cybermen, and Sontarans, interviewing some protesters while not getting myself injured hardly qualifies as a challenge."

Alex had to admit she had a point.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

August 13th, 2011

The next day, Alex woke to bright sunlight streaming through Sarah Jane's guest bedroom window. Based on how much sunlight there was, Alex suspected it was closer to lunch time now than breakfast. A quick glance at the clock on the nightstand confirmed this.I must've been more tired than I thought.Though she probably should have expected that. Such a conversation with all its crazy revelations was enough to make anyone feel drained afterwards, especially the person who had experienced all the crazy stuff.

Flinging the covers aside, Alex hastened to get ready. After a lightning-fast shower and an even quicker drying and straightening of her hair, she threw on a red and white striped t-shirt, jean shorts rolled at the cuff with a black belt threaded through the loops, and white Converse. Finishing this ensemble were a pair of dangly intertwined hoops earrings and a swipe of shiny pink lip-gloss.

"Sorry!" she called as she rushed down the stairs. "Didn't mean to oversleep!" Skidding into the kitchen, she found Sarah Jane seated at the table, a pair of glasses on her nose as she flipped through the local paper.

Sarah Jane offered her a smile. "Oh, that's alright. I daresay you needed the rest."

Alex made her way to the partially filled coffeepot. "You might be right," she admitted as she grabbed a mug. "It was. . ." She struggled for the right words. "Well, I had a lot to get off my chest."

And there's still quite a bit you need to divulge,Sarah Jane thought. She wasn't an investigative journalist for nothing. She knew when people were telling the truth, lying, or holding something back. Alex had definitely been telling her the truth last night, but not all of it. Sarah Jane's impression was that there were some events Alex was purposefully leaving out, though for what reason she had no idea.

Not that she was going to confront Alex on it though. The poor girl had been through enough these past several months without someone pressing her for details. If and when Alex wanted to make a full confession of things, it should be of her own free will.

"Of course you did," Sarah Jane said now. She slipped off her glasses and folded the newspaper before setting them both off to the side. "And now, you can just relax. No worrying about Mels or anything while you're here. I insist on it."

Alex smiled softly. "Thanks, I will." She took a sip of coffee. Not her preferred Starbucks House Blend, but it would do. "So, what are your plans for today?"

"Writing some articles, mostly," Sarah Jane said with an apologetic smile. "Every paper in England wants scoop about the riots and they want it yesterday. So I'm afraid I won't be able to keep you company today. But!" she added brightly. "I understand the kids want to take you and Spencer out, show you around Ealing."

"Sounds great." Alex glanced at the clock. It was almost one. "What time?"

"They're all up in the attic actually. Luke brought K-9 home from Oxford and Spencer's been drooling over him ever since."

Snorting, Alex hastened to finish her coffee. "I'd better go rescue K-9 then."

"Good idea. Oh! And we're going to be having a guest for dinner tonight."

Alex tilted her head curiously. "Who is it?"

Sarah Jane gave her an uncharacteristic smirk. "It's a surprise. But don't worry, you'llloveit."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The center of Ealing, known as Ealing Broadway, was bustling. A bit surprising after the riots a few days ago, but Alex put it down to tensions easing and everyone wanting to get back to normal. Cars and buses cluttered the streets and people littered the sidewalks, enjoying the warm, sunny weather. Most of the shops and restaurants on the High Street had their doors and windows flung wide open, allowing customers to slip in and out with ease. It rather reminded Alex of summers back in Bristol. Once they were able to drive, she and Lacey would spend many sunny afternoons driving all around Bristol's main business section, browsing through stores even if there wasn't anything to buy. Every other hour, they would grab ice cream or a root beer float with extra cherries from Blondie's, eating their treats quickly before they could melt in the hot sun.

There were no such restaurants in Ealing that offered root beer floats, but therewasice cream. Alex happily licked her cone of Milk and Cookies, courtesy of a new Ben & Jerry's on the corner, as she and Rani walked down the street.

Rani, through a bit of Chunky Monkey, asked, "Anywhere in particular you want to go?"

"Not off the top of my head." Alex hastily licked a drop running down the side of her cone. "What are some of the hot spots?"

Rani pushed some loose strands of hair that had fallen out of her topknot behind her ear. "Well, there's the Waterstones down the street. Since they installed this new coffee bar, it's always packed there. Oh! And there's the Ealing Theatre. The dramatic society isbrilliant. I think they're doing a running ofBrigadoontoday."

"I'm always up for books and live theater," Alex grinned.

"Me too, though I think Luke and Clyde will want to poke around the electronics shop instead. Luke's been trying to build this massive radio telescope for the last few weeks."

"Hey, nothing wrong with that! Why's he want to build a radio telescope though?"

Rani took a quick lick of ice cream. "He wants to try and use it to scan the sky for alien radio waves. That way, if there's some kind of hostile alien heading towards Earth, we can hear the radio waves before it arrives and have time to prepare to stop it or contact UNIT and let them know what's coming."

Alex nodded thoughtfully. "That makes sense. And it's quite impressive. But can't Mr. Smith already do that?"

"Yes, but he usually only notifies us when it's heading towards Ealing 'cause, you know, that's where we are. With the radio telescope, Luke hopes to be able to notify us or UNIT when hostile aliens head towards anywhere in the world, not just Ealing or England."

Alex's eyes widened in amazement. "Impressive!"

"It is," Rani acknowledged with a smile. "Still, it's a long way off from being built. He's still in the planning stages really."

"Well, I bet Spencer will be more than happy to help him out." Alex glanced over her shoulder at the rest of their group. About three feet behind her and Rani, Spencer was walking alongside Clyde, Luke, and Sky. Anyone looking would have thought him to be very absorbed in his chocolate fudge brownie cone, but Alex saw how his eyes went from her and Rani to the surrounding area. "As soon as he's out of bodyguard mode, that is."

Rani worried her bottom lip. Sarah Jane had told them about Spencer acting as Alex's bodyguard for the summer, though she'd been a bit vague as towhy. All she would say was that Alex had been in a pretty perilous situation a few months back and while the Doctor was off-world doing his own tasks, he wanted Alex to be protected. Hence the UNIT-trained bodyguard/scientific advisor currently crashing on Sarah Jane's sofa. Sarah Jane had also warned them not to ask Alex or Spencer any questions about the situation.

Unless it was Rani's imagination, Sarah Jane had been looking more at her when she said that than anyone else.

Though Rani supposed she couldn't blame Sarah Jane. She knew she was inquisitive and had a distinct lack of tact. They were qualities that would serve her well as a journalist. Not so much as a friend to a woman clearly recovering from a traumatic event.

It wasn't outwardly obvious, but to someone who had encountered Alex before, the signs were there. There was a noticeable tension to Alex's limbs. Her eyes were a bit sharper, not as open and trusting as they had been the last time she and Rani met. Overall though, her whole demeanor was different. Alex was still wonderfully friendly, kind, and quick to smile, but her bearing rather reminded Rani of someone who had just come back from war. A bit tired and much older emotionally and mentally, having seen and experienced things most people couldn't fathom.

Whatever had happened to Alex, Rani hoped that whoever was responsible paid the consequences.

"I'm sure he'll help during dinner," Rani said now, carefully bouncing over the bodyguard part of Alex's sentence. She would listen to Sarah Jane. Maybe, hopefully, someday she'd find out what was going on, but not right now. "We're ordering pizza and eating up in the attic while you and Sarah Jane are downstairs with your guest."

"Speaking of this guest," Alex said, pausing only to dump the remnants of her cone in a trashcan, "do you have any idea who it is?"

The impish grin Rani tried to bite back gave Alex her answer. At Alex's raised eyebrow, she blurted, "Okay, yes! But Sarah Jane made usswearnot to tell you. She wants it to be a surprise."

Alex tried and failed not to groan. "Ihatenot knowing things!" As Rani laughed, she cried, "Can't you give me a hint? Just a little one?Please?"

Rani considered. "Okay. . . It's someone the Doctor knew. And that's all you're getting out of me!"

Someone the Doctor knew. . .That pretty much narrowed it down to one of his past companions. Those that were still living and resided in this time period, at least. Alex quickly wracked her brain for any and all companions the Doctor had mentioned who might fit the bill.Rose Tyler's stuck in a parallel universe with her very own Doctor clone, so it can't be her. Martha Jones? Possibly. Probably not Donna Noble. Based on the Doctor's reaction, she's most likely dead. Jo, maybe?Alex smiled at the thought. It would be nice to see Jo again, especially under peaceful circ*mstances. She'd love to hear more about the woman's travels, her family, and her time with the Doctor. Not to mention, Jo would be thrilled to learn the 'lovely couple', as she had called them, was a proper one now.

She was pulled out of her thoughts by Sky bouncing up to her. "Alex!" she chirped. "Are you having a good time?"

Alex smiled wide. She had fallen in love with Sky within the first two minutes of meeting the girl. She was just so adorable! Not to mention incredibly smart. Even before being told Alex had recently undergone a traumatic experience, Sky seemed to have figured out something along those lines had occurred. Right after introducing herself to Alex, Sky had proceeded to tell her several jokes Clyde had taught her. When Alex burst out laughing at a very creative one involving Switzerland, Sky gave her a triumphant grin and cried, "Yay! You're not sad anymore!"

Honestly, if Sarah Jane wasn't careful, Alex might be tempted to stash Sky in her suitcase and take her back to Leadworth.

Alex bent down so that she was at Sky's eye-level. "Agreattime," she promised. She eyed Sky's empty hands. "How was that ice cream?" Sky had been a bit skeptical of the food, until Alex said it was a favorite of hers.

"It was great!" Sky exclaimed. "It was cold, sweet, and I ate too fast and got a headache, just like you said!" She tilted her head in thought. "Next time, though, I think I'll get something other than vanilla. It's too plain, especially compared to what everyone else got."

"We wanted to ease you into it," Rani explained. She held out the remnants of her cone. "Hear, have some Chunky Monkey. Just don't tell your mum we let you have this much."

"I think the sugar rush she'll soon have will tip Sarah Jane off anyway," Alex said dryly as Sky eagerly devoured the rest of the cone.

Swallowing the last bit of sugar cone, Sky's brow furrowed. "What's a sugar rush?"

"It's when you have a lot of energy after eating too much sugar," Alex explained. She took Sky's hand as they continued down the sidewalk. "You feel very hyper and like you can't sit still."

Sky considered this. Then, turning to Rani, she asked, "Is that what Clyde had last week after we went to the movies? He ate two whole boxes of those weird Raisinets."

Rani snorted. "No, you'd have to eat alotof Raisinets to get a sugar rush. Clyde was just happy that his crush, Miranda, talked to him."

Sky frowned in confusion. "Crush?"

"Someone you really, really like. Someone you have romantic feelings for and want to kiss."

Sky's expression curdled. "Kissing?!" she shrieked. "That's gross!"

Alex and Rani howled with laughter. "Nobody you're thinking about kissing, Sky?" Alex teased.

"Absolutely not!" Sky exclaimed with an adamant shake of her head. Her lips curled and she made a little 'urgh' sound. "That, that, that's . . .yuck!"

"Well, Luke will be happy at least," Rani quipped through gasps of laughter. "He won't have to chase any boys off anytime soon."

"Why would he want to do that?" Sky wondered, her disgust quickly replaced by her natural, eager curiosity.

As Rani launched into an explanation about protective older brothers, Alex allowed her thoughts to wander. She had been much the same at Sky's age regarding kissing. At twelve years old, she was still playing Barbies with Lacey, as well as being completely ignorant to the idea of training bras. Kissing was something that happened on soap operas, and nearly always between adults. It was just such a foreign concept, too adult and, quite frankly, kind of disgusting, too. Especially when it came to thinking about which one of her peers she'd potentially want to kiss.

Things started changing shortly after she turned thirteen. Alex wasn't sure what, specifically, had caused this change in attitude (hormones probably) but suddenly, kissing didn't seem so bad. Actually, it sounded rather fun. Alex eagerly devoured stories of her friends' first kisses, learning all the dos and don’ts of kissing etiquette. Sticking your tongue in someone's mouth? Yes. Kissing someone with braces when you also had braces? Something to be avoided less your teeth get stuck together, a lesson Emmy learned the hard way.

So, when Alex had her first kiss with Nicholas Dawes behind the auditorium after eighth grade graduation, she'd expected it to be something thrilling, something amazing, the kind of thing she could look back on in later years with fond nostalgia.

The kiss was . . . fine. That was all Alex could really say about it. Lacey had pressed her to be more specific, but Alex couldn't come up with anything else. It hadn't been bad, but it hadn't necessarily been good, either. As far as first kisses went, it was perfectly average.

It was the same story for every other kiss Alex shared with someone. Her high school years had been spent in one short-lived relationship after another, desperately hoping this new romance would be the one where she finally felt something other than fine. Her practiced kisses with Ross were fine, kisses with Victor Davies were fine, kisses with every one of her other boyfriends were fine, but nothing more. They never made her giddy. She never felt sparks or flames. She certainly didn't get a swirling sensation in her stomach at the merethoughtof kissing or doing other things with them. For a long time, she wondered if there was something wrong with her.

It wasn't until she met the Doctor that Alex realized she had nothing to worry about. There was nothing wrong with her. She'd just been kissing all the wrong people. Her body was meant specifically for the Doctor and the Doctor alone. No one else could ever compare.

And she wouldn't have it any other way.

Her thoughts turned to her scintillating phone call with the Doctor last week. Alex's cheeks burned at the memory. The things hesaid! The things hedid! Honestly, Alex still couldn't quite believe the whole thing actually happened.Phone sexwith the Doctor! If someone had told her she would be engaging in such an activity with him when she first started traveling in the TARDIS, Alex would have laughed her head off. It would have seemed too unlikely. Impossible, even.

Fortunately,she thought with a smirk,it's very much possible. Though next time I'd rather leave the 'phone' part out of it.

Only thirteen days to go until she saw the Doctor again. Less than two weeks until she could properly kiss him again, as well as move things to the next step. . .

Her mind focused on these lovely thoughts, Alex almost didn't notice the very appropriate shop they were about to pass. The moment she did see it, she came to a quick stop. Spencer nearly slammed right into her, but Alex didn't pay him any attention. Her eyes were glued to the storefront, her brilliant mind suddenly recalling something she'd wondered a few months back after a much more innocent conversation with the Doctor.Would he like to see me in fancy lingerie?

It seemed this Victoria's Secret, with its hot pink awning and window displays of lacy undergarments and nightgowns, was the universe's way of saying yes.

Alex turned to Rani and Sky. "You two go on ahead to Waterstones, I'll catch up in a little bit."

Rani didn't need any encouragement. The smirk on Alex's face told her exactly why she wanted to go into Victoria's Secret. As much as Rani liked Alex, she really had no interest in helping her pick out pieces to excite the Doctor. Frankly, Rani didn't even want tothinkabout them doing anything more than kissing. "No problem!" she smiled, quickly snatching Sky's hand. "Take your time!" With that, she bustled off down the sidewalk, hauling Sky in her wake.

Not that she escaped completely unscathed. The last thing Alex heard before they got out of earshot was Sky asking, "What's Victoria's Secret and why can't we go in there with Alex?"

Giggling, Alex turned to Spencer. Her giggles increased upon seeing the bright red spots on his neck and cheeks. "Maybe you should wait out here and finish your ice cream," Alex suggested through her laughter.

Spencer nodded quickly. While he didn't have a lot of experience in this area, it hadn't taken him very long to figure out what Alex was thinking. He was pretty sure anyone, even a total idiot, could have come to that conclusion fairly quickly. Didn't make this moment any less embarrassing though. "Yeah, yeah!" he cried, his voice a bit higher than normal. "I'll, I'll just. . ." He looked down at his ice-cream, which was starting to melt, as though it were his salvation. "I'll just finish this!"

Alex nodded slowly, her pursed lips twitching at the corners. "Good choice."

Despite the heavy foot traffic outside, Victoria's Secret was pretty quiet. The only people Alex spotted were a middle-aged woman checking out the Spanx section towards the back and the cashier, a young blonde woman not much older than Alex herself, dumping a bunch of change into the cash register. The interior was identical to the ones of every other lingerie shop Alex had been in. Tables were scattered around, piled high with various articles of undergarments. Mannequins modeled matching bra and panty sets, athleisure suits, and several racy negligees. Racks and drawers along the bubblegum pink walls housed more items of clothing while a large section near the register was devoted to various makeup and fragrance products.

Alex didn't know what she was looking for. She really didn't have any experience with this kind of lingerie. Her knowledge was limited to its appearances in romance novels (where they were inevitably torn off in the heat of passion) and the annual Victoria's Secret Fashion Show. Not that that was going to deter her.

For several minutes, Alex aimlessly browsed. While she wasn't sure what she was looking for, she was pretty sure she would know it when she saw it. Anything feather-trimmed was quickly dismissed, along with anything that looked painful to wear, such as G-strings and pasties. She bypassed several elaborate bra and panty sets. After all, the Doctor had expressed an admiration for her beloved black lace. No need to change that.

It wasn't until she was all the way at the back of the store, flipping through a clearance rack, that Alex saw a scrap of blue fabric. Specifically,TARDISblue fabric.

Shoving a bunch of discount French knickers to the opposite end of the rack, Alex came face to face with a TARDIS blue slip-style nightgown. Its hem and neckline were trimmed in delicate black lace. When she held it against her body, she saw that the hem ended several inches above her knees. The perfect length. And, as though to reiterate that this was the garment for her, it was in her size.

Alex made quick work of checking out. Emerging into the bright sunlight, she found Spencer leaning against the side of the building, his expression perfectly bland. He was just tossing his empty cone into a trashcan when she came up to him.

He eyed the pink-striped bag in her hand. "Find something?" he asked, careful to keep his voice casual and his tone even instead of nervously high.

Alex chuckled. "Yes, but don't worry, I won't show you. I think you've been shocked enough today."

"Just a little," Spencer blushed, but he was smiling as he said it.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The rest of the afternoon was spent in Ealing Broadway. The group ducked in and out of shops, sometimes buying stuff, but more often than not just browsing and chatting. Rani and Clyde discussed what they were majoring in when uni started (journalism for Rani, concept art for Clyde), Luke answered all of Alex's questions about Oxford (assuring her that the Bodleian Library was just as incredible as everyone said it was), and Sky became even more enthralled with Alex after the latter told her that she and the Doctor had actually helped to end the war between the Fleshkind and Metalkind.

Spencer, for his part, did his best to remain unobtrusive. While the kids and Alex's conversations were incredibly interesting, he was far more concerned with keeping a lookout for any unsavory or suspicious characters.

Mels, in particular, was high on his 'watch out for' list. While the UNIT operative tasked with following her had reported just a few hours earlier that Mels was busy with meetings, Spencer didn't put it past the psychopathic assassin to somehow slip out of France and back into England undetected. Truthfully, it was exactly what he was expecting to happen.

A more in-depth analysis of Mels' journal had revealed that she was well aware the events of Demons Run had already occurred for her parents. 'Mum's finally given birth to me!' was the exact phrase. In short, Mels knew the time for attacking the Doctor was nigh. When she returned to Leadworth, she would be on the lookout for him. The moment he appeared, she would strike. She would do just as she was programmed to do, uncaring of the devastation she would be bringing on her parents and Alex.

Spencer just prayed that UNIT could get to her first. Not just for the Doctor's sake, but for Alex's and Amy and Rory's.

Now, Spencer sat on the edge of the bed in Sarah Jane's guestroom, flipping through Alex's copy of Julia Quinn'sThe Duke and I. Just across from him, Alex was at the vanity, carefully curling her hair with Rani's borrowed curling iron.

"You sure you're not going a bit overboard?" Spencer asked as his eyes quickly scanned the page before him. Daphne Bridgerton and Simon, the Duke of Hastings, were concocting their scheme to pretend to be madly in love in order for Daphne to get better prospects and to get social-climbing young women and their pushy mothers off Simon's back. It wasn't Spencer's preferred reading, but he had to admit, he was really intrigued as to how the plot would play out.

Alex rolled her eyes at him in the vanity mirror. "No! I just want to make a good impression." Releasing a newly curled lock of hair, she carefully wrapped a few strands around the hot iron.

"It's one of the Doctor's former companions." Spencer flipped to the next chapter. "I'm pretty sure that doesn't mean you have to don a ballgown or anything."

"No," Alex acknowledged, releasing the newly curled hair, "but that doesn't mean I shouldn't go to the effort of looking nice."

Spencer frowned. "You looked nice today wearing shorts and a t-shirt. And you certainly made a good impression with Sky while wearing that." Setting the book aside, he fixed all his attention on Alex. "Alex, are you alright?"

Alex thought about denying it, but she knew Spencer would see right through it. Sighing, she set the curling iron down. "Yeah, I'm fine," she said as she turned round to face him. "It's just . . . I'm a little nervous."

Spencer blinked.Not what I was expecting to hear.Why the hell would a simple dinner with Sarah Jane and another of the Doctor's companions make Alex nervous? He asked Alex this.

Alex fiddled with her ring. Her gaze fell to the tattered Oriental rug beneath her feet. "Well," she said slowly, "I don't know if Sarah Jane told this person that I'm the Doctor's girlfriend and if shedid. . .Well, it's not like he's had a lot of those, especially ones who are also companions. . ."

Recognition dawned. "I see," Spencer nodded. His worried expression turned gentle. "And you're worried that . . . what, they might not approve of you?"

Alex's cheeks flushed. "Kinda?" She let out a long, loud groan. "I mean, I know I don'tneedit, but at the same time. . ." She sighed once more and shrugged. "I want it? It's one of the Doctor's former companions. I don't want them to think I'm not . . . well, I guess,worthyof him."

What she didn't confide was the idea that if a former companion didn't approve of her, or thought she was lacking somehow, it was just possible the Doctor might become inclined to think the same thing. Utter bullsh*t, Alex knew, but the worry wouldn't leave her, no matter how hard she tried to push it aside.

Spencer smiled gently. "That could never happen, Alex. I've only known you about a month, but I think you're awesome. Hell, I was in awe of you before I evenmetyou."

Alex snorted. "You're too sweet," she dismissed, rolling her eyes.

"I'm serious!" Getting to his feet, Spencer strode across the room until he was standing right in front of Alex. He gripped her shoulders and tilted her slightly so that she was forced to look right up at him. His blue-gray eyes were steady, full of compassion and a determination to make her see sense. "Alex, you've been through circ*mstances I can't evenbeginto imagine, stuff that would cause most people to have a breakdown, but you stand taller because of it. Yes, you're nervous about the dark and crowds now, no one can blame you for that, but that doesn't stop you. Despite those perfectly natural fears, you won't let a dangerous cult or a crazed assassin who's already threatened you once intimidate you. You just push back and say, 'no, I'm not going to let you affect me anymore'." Spencer shook his head, eyes wide in awe. "Not many people could do that. Plus, you're incredibly compassionate. You've been there for Amy and Rory, you befriended Elsie when hardly anyone else would, you've been helping Archie with his crush on Elsie, and you still have time to be there for Arthur, Grace, George, and William. I could go on, but I think you get the point.You, Alex Locke, are anincredibleperson. No former companion could ever find a reason to think the opposite."

He grinned suddenly, his teeth gleaming almost as much as his eyes. "And if they do, well. . . Maybe, just maybe, they weren't entirely worthy of the Doctor and are just jealous."

By the end of this speech, Alex's honey-colored eyes were glimmering with tears. His last remark made her laugh, thankfully dissipating said tears. "Thank you, Spencer," she said softly. She hadn't realized Spencer thought so highly of her. His words hadn'tquitevanquished her fears, but they did give her a much-needed confidence boost. And really, that was all she needed. Whatever happened next, she could handle.

Standing up a bit straighter, Alex stepped out of Spencer's grasp and back over to the vanity. She turned off and unplugged the curling iron. Almost all her hair was curled anyway. "How do I look?" she asked, doing a quick twirl.

Spencer studied her. While Alex had gone to the effort of curling her hair and dressing up a little, her outfit was still largely casual. She wore a long-sleeved black, white, pink, and gray floral cotton dress, a pair of strappy nude sandals with a two-inch heel, gold stud earrings, and her usual sonic necklace and ring. The crackle polish on her fingernails, as well as the blue toenail polish, both of which had been starting to chip, was gone, replaced by a pale pink borrowed from Sarah Jane's bathroom. The final touch was a dash of Cherry Bomb red across her lips.

"Fantastic. Although," Spencer added with a mischievous grin, "Sarah Jane might get jealous. She'll probably still be wearing jeans."

"A risk I'm willing to take," Alex laughed. Sobering, she said, a touch guiltily, "Though I still feel bad you weren't invited."

Spencer shook his head. "Nah, don't worry about me. I think Sarah Jane just wanted to have you forget everything for a while. Your bodyguard being there wouldn't accomplish that."

"Still. . ."

"No, really, the kids and I have it all planned out. We're ordering pizza and hanging out in the attic." Indeed, Spencer really didn't seem to mind being excluded from Sarah Jane's dinner. His whole face was lit up in excitement. "They promised to tell me about some of their adventures with Sarah Jane if I tell them about UNIT."

Alex chuckled. The kidshadbeen pretty interested to learn Spencer was a member of UNIT. Only the fact that he was meant to be guarding her had prevented them from peppering him with questions all afternoon. "Going to try and recruit them?"

Spencer adopted a casual manner. "Well, if they want to know the particulars of being recruited, I'm honor-bound to answer," he said with no small amount of forced modesty.

"Okay," Alex laughed. "You have fun. Tell me everything later."

"So long as you tell me everything about this mystery guest." Spencer held out his pinky. "Swear?"

Alex linked her pinky with his. "Swear."

With that settled, Spencer flopped down on the bed. "What time is the mystery guest arriving?"

Alex glanced at the alarm clock on the nightstand. 5:32 PM. "Here within the next few minutes, actually. I'd better get downstairs and see if Sarah Jane needs any help."

Spencer took upThe Duke and Iagain. "Go on. Rani and Clyde aren't supposed to come back here till six thirty. Besides, I wanna see what happens with Daphne and Simon."

"You're invested, huh?"

"Not my usual taste, I admit, but it's surprisingly good. Isn't this the one Elsie recommended to you?"

"Yeah, theBridgertonseries is one of her favorites. So far, so good, though she did warn me there's a controversial love scene in the latter half." Alex grimaced. It was a trope all too common in these kinds of romances and she couldn't stand it. She was hoping that Elsie's reassurances about the rest of the series being unproblematic and better proved true.

Spencer grimaced as well. Why authors thought instances of marital rape or dubious consent to be romantic was beyond him. "When I read it, I'll let you know how bad it is."

"Thanks." Then, bidding Spencer good-bye, Alex headed downstairs.

Sure enough, just as Spencer had predicted, Sarah Jane was dressed much more casually than Alex, wearing a gauzy peasant blouse and jeans. Her only jewelry consisted of a matching necklace and earrings made of multi-colored African tribal beads. She was just pulling a steaming chicken lasagna out of the oven when Alex entered.

"Oh, wow!" Sarah Jane gasped upon catching sight of her. "You look lovely, Alex. Although," she chuckled, "might be putting me to shame a bit."

"Never," Alex said with a shake of her head. "You look great, too, Sarah Jane. I just . . . wanted to look my best for this guest, that's all." Her focus went to the lasagna as Sarah Jane set it on the counter to cool. Alex's nose twitched appreciatively. "That smellsamazing, by the way."

"Tastes amazing, too." Sarah Jane tugged off her flowery oven mitts and set them to the side. "It's one of our guest's favorites, especially when paired with some excellent wine, which he should be bringing."

"Sounds perfect." Alex surveyed the dining area tucked just off the kitchen. The table had already been set and exquisitely so. A lacy white tablecloth had been draped over the smooth wooden surface and was covered with bluebell patterned china dishes. A vase of bluebells and sunflowers sat right in the middle, bookended on either side by dark blue tapered candles. In addition, the large window sitting directly over the table had been opened, allowing the summer evening breeze to gently flutter in. "I wish you had let me help you get everything ready," Alex said as Sarah Jane carried a bowl of freshly prepared salad to the table.

"Nonsense. You're my guest. Besides," she added, a twinkle appearing in her eyes, "you've told me too many horror stories on your attempts at cooking."

Alex chuckled, hardly bothered by Sarah Jane's words. It was the truth, after all. She just wasn't very good in the kitchen, despite multiple attempts to try and rectify this. It was only by the grace of God and a very talented partner that helped Alex pass the cooking unit in home-ec sophom*ore year. "Okay, fair point. But is there anything I can help with other than cooking?"

Just as Sarah Jane opened her mouth to respond, the doorbell rang. She grinned. "Go and answer that, perhaps?"

Alex desperately tried to ignore the pounding of her hearts as she walked to the door. Honestly, this was no big deal! She shouldn't be working herself up like this. She had met previous companions before, albeit not in such casual circ*mstances. Her meetings with Sarah Jane, Jo, and Jack and the Torchwood team had all been tempered by the fact that there was something distinctly alien going on. Any initial impressions or judgements were put on the back-burner while dealing with whatever problem or threat had presented itself. Not the case here, but again, there was no reason for her to be so nervous.

Still, try as she might to reassure herself, as well as remember Spencer's bolstering speech from earlier, Alex's hearts continued to pound erratically as she opened the door.

Alex wasn't surewhoshe’d expected to see standing on the doorstep. It definitely wasn't who she found.

A large elderly man with white hair, mustache, and beard stood before her. His clothing was typical English country attire: white collared shirt, deep blue tie, blue sweater vest, tweed jacket and slacks, and a beige flat-cap on his head. In one hand, he held a walking stick. In the other was a bottle of wine Alex recognized as belonging to a very popular, very expensive brand.

The man's dark eyes appraised her carefully. Alex, doing her best not to squirm, realized that despite his appearance, this man's mind was far from sedentary. In fact, she was quite positive that this man could be counted on in a crisis and had probably handled more than one in his heyday.

After a full minute of the man studying her, his face suddenly broke out into a grin. "Miss Smith did say that you were lovely. How do you do, Miss Locke?"

The pounding in her chest subsided a bit. Alex offered the man a small smile. "Very well, thank you, Mr. . .?"

The man straightened to attention, and Alex got the sense that he had once been a member of the military. "Alistair Gordon Lethbridge-Stewart," he said proudly. "They did give me a knighthood, but I do my best to ignore it."

Alex's jaw dropped.Holy sh*t! Thank God I dressed up!She knewexactlywho this man was. He figured in so many of the Doctor's stories and was someone the Doctor always spoke of highly. "You're Brigadier Lethbridge-Stewart!" she gasped. Her wide eyes started rapidly changing colors; honey shifted into light green, then chocolate brown, then topaz in less than a second.

The Brigadier watched this kaleidoscopic performance with intense interest. "Goodness," he murmured. "Sarah Jane said your eyes changed colors, though she didn't specify that they did it soquickly."

Alex forced out a laugh. "Yeah," she said, her voice coming out a little breathless. But really, who could blame her? She was face to face with the Brigadier! Truly, this was thelastperson she thought she'd be meeting tonight. Not that she was complaining. "They do that. Family trait on my mother's side." Then, remembering that the Brigadier was still standing on the doorstep, as well as spotting Rani's mother peeking out the window across the street, Alex forced herself to focus. "Please come in!" she cried, quickly stepping aside. "And I'll take the wine."

The Brigadier handed off the bottle and, leaning heavily on his stick, stepped into the house. Alex observed his heavy gate as he walked past her and headed towards the kitchen. While the Brigadier didn't seem to be straining himself too badly, his face was pale and his breathing a bit heavy.

He's not doing too well,Alex thought. Her excitement now dimmed a bit, she shut the door and made her way back to the kitchen.

She found the Brigadier and Sarah Jane hugging. "Oh, it'swonderfulto see you!" Sarah Jane enthused. Pulling back from the hug, she caught Alex's gaze. "Well, Alex, how did I do with the surprise?"

Despite the somber realization of the Brigadier's health, Alex managed a joyful smile. Really, she shouldn't be so down. Thiswasa thrilling surprise. Just wait until the Doctor heard about it! "Really well!" she laughed. "I'm definitely surprised!"

"You didn't tell the girl I was coming?" The Brigadier chuckled and shook his head. "No wonder she looked so gobsmacked at the door. She was probably expecting some young thing."

"Oh, no!" Alex cried, shaking her head rapidly. "No, no, this ismuchbetter, Brigadier.Really."

The Brigadier gave her an indulging smile. "My dear, I haven't been a brigadier in years. Please, call me Alistair."

Alex smiled broadly as her worries about tonight disappeared. "Okay. . .Alistair."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Oh, he waswonderful, Doc!" As she usually did now when talking to the Doctor at night, Alex pulled her knees up to her chest and leaned back into the pillows stacked against the headboard. It was a poor substitute for the Doctor's chest, but it would do for now. And even though he wasn't physically here, it didn't damper her excitement. "Sonice!" she enthused, her eyes shining in remembrance. "He wanted to know all about me, how I met you, our travels, everything!"

The Doctor chuckled warmly. "Doesn't surprise me. Alistair could be an absolute charmer when he really wanted to be. And of course you'd be the one to bring it out in him."

Alex blushed. "Well," she said modestly, "I'm sure Sarah Jane contributed to that. They're very comfortable with one another, being old friends and all."

"Oh, I'm sure Sarah Jane brought out his charm as well, but I daresay it was mostly down to you, Ally girl." There was no missing the pride in his voice. "You just have that effect on people."

Her cheeks reddened even further, though she wasn't displeased by his assertion. "Thanks, Doc," she murmured. She took a few moments to bask in the warmth of his praise before getting back on topic. "You should know," she said slowly, her tone turning a bit impish, "Alistair told me a lot of funny stories about you."

"He exaggerates!" the Doctor said quickly.

"Oh,really? Was he exaggerating about the time you called him a pompous, self-opinionated idiot, then tried to use the TARDIS console to leave UNIT forever, only to end up in a dumpster a few yards away?"

The Doctor's silence answered that question. Alex nodded satisfactorily. "I thought so."

"Oh, well. . . He started it!"

"That's not the way he tells it!"

As the Doctor grumbled under his breath, Alex glanced at the bedside clock. It was almost midnight now. Alistair had left hours ago, followed shortly after by Clyde and Rani. Sarah Jane, Luke, and Sky were all tucked into their beds while Spencer was conked out on the living room couch. That left Alex to keep herself entertained until morning, but that wouldn't be hard. She was somewhat of an expert now at keeping herself occupied during the midnight hours. Tonight, her plans included reading a steamy romance novel and having a long phone conversation with her boyfriend (or other yet-to-be-determined term).

Naturally, the first thing she'd done was call the Doctor, eager to tell him all about Alistair's visit.

Alex could honestly say that tonight's dinner was one of the best she'd ever had. And it wasn't just because of the food (though that was part of it). The company had been absolutely stellar. All throughout the meal and several after-dinner glasses of wine, Alistair kept her consistently entertained with stories about the Doctor, some of which Alex had never heard before. Alistair told her about his first encounter with the Doctor, a particularly thrilling story involving robotic Yeti in the London Underground, and something called the Great Intelligence. It was actually this event that spurred the creation of UNIT. And even though he tried to play it off as a huge, international effort, Alex got the impression that Alistair was the one most responsible for forming UNIT.

But the conversation didn't solely revolve around the Doctor. Alistair had updated the women on his life, happily showing off photos of his wife Doris, daughter Kate, and two grandchildren, Gordon and Lila. He and Sarah Jane discussed gardening, both complaining about how difficult it was to prune roses year-round. Sarah Jane bragged about Luke's achievements at Oxford and how Sky was quickly adapting to life on Earth. Alex told them stories about Kendra's antics at the library (both found theMummy Laid an Eggincident to be positively hilarious, Sarah Jane nearly spitting out her wine at one point) and howEarnestproduction was going. She even talked about Amy and Rory a little, though she tried not to go into too much detail. The last thing she wanted was to bring up the whole Melody/Mels/River fiasco.

However, to her total shock, Alistair was already aware of it, demonstrating so when he asked how Amy and Rory were coping.

"My daughter, Kate," he said apologetically. "She's actually head of UNIT now."

"You mean. . .She'sthe Chief Stewart Spencer's been reporting to?"

Alistair nodded. "The very same." He smiled widely, the kind of smile only a proud parent could make. "She dropped the 'Lethbridge' when she started there. Said she didn't want any special treatment." The satisfied nod he gave at this indicated he was quite pleased with his daughter's decision.

As he was already well aware of the insane situation, Alex was spared from having to give excruciating details. Nor did Alistair ask for them. All he'd asked from her was that if there was anything he could do to help, she and the Doctor give him a call. It had touched Alex more than she could say. Though she wasn't about to let it get to that point. While she had no doubt Alistair could still give his all in an otherworldly situation, it was abundantly clear that his health wouldn't permit it for much longer.

"He's not doing well, is he?" Alex murmured as she and Sarah Jane tidied up. They had just finished seeing Alistair to his car, having been picked up by his wife. Alex hadn't missed his labored steps or how pale his face was by the time he was settled into the car.

Sarah Jane bit her lip. "No," she whispered. Taking a deep breath, she added, still in a soft voice, "He had a stroke a few months back. Nothing serious, but the doctors say it could happen again and if so, it would be much more severe. There's been talk that he might have to go into a nursing home soon."

Alex sighed wearily. She really didn't want to spring this on the Doctor, not when he was already dealing with so much. But Alistair was one of his oldest friends. He deserved to know before it was too late. "Doc?"

The Doctor must have sensed her change in tone for his grumblings immediately ceased. "Alex?" he called worriedly. “What's wrong?"

Alex let out another sigh.Here goes nothing."There's no easy way to tell you this, but I think you should know." Taking care to speak gently, she relayed what Sarah Jane had told her.

The Doctor was silent for a long time. Alex didn't try to encourage him into conversation, instead giving him time to process. She knew this wasn't easy for him to hear. He didn't like being reminded of how much frailer his companions were compared to him, the fact that they would all die someday while he'd still be in the TARDIS, fighting injustice and causing trouble for centuries to come. Alex suspected he actively chose not to think about it, saving it for the times he was forcibly reminded of it. Like now.

Alex bit her lip as she heard small sniffles echoing down the line.What I wouldn't give to be there with him. . ."I'm sorry, Doc," she murmured. She bit down harder on her lip to keep it from trembling and fought back the tears trying to form. "I . . . I think maybe you should visit him, before. . ."

"Yeah," he said, so softly Alex almost had to strain to hear him. "That would be a good idea. I, I don't. . ."

Alex smiled sadly. "You don't like endings, I know."

"No," he confirmed sullenly. "But Alistair. . . He deserves a proper goodbye from me."

Alex nodded. "That he does."

"Ally, would you . . . would you come with me when I visit?" Amazingly, the Doctor sounded a bit timid, like a little boy asking for an expensive toy he knew his family couldn't afford. Did he honestly think she would actually say no?

Better nip that in the bud."Of course," Alex swore. "Cross both my hearts." And even though he couldn't see her, she did just that.

"Thank you, Ally," he whispered after a long, relieved sigh. “I just. . . I, I don't want to be alone."

"I understand that." Then, in an effort to put some much-needed light in the conversation, she added rather cheekily, "Won't be a problem, since he clearly likes me. Maybe even more than you."

"Oi!" the Doctor cried, but he laughed anyway, just as Alex had hoped. "Actually, you're probably not wrong. What did I say once? That you two would get on like a house on fire?"

"And we do!" Alex chirped.

He chuckled. "That you do." He paused for a moment. When he spoke again, his words were laced with wistfulness. "I've always hoped this day wouldn't come. I prevented it once, though obviously it technically never occurred now. . ."

Alex's brow furrowed. "How so?"

"Well, he'd been diagnosed with a terminal disease, but I managed to cure him and restore his youth. 'Course, this was only after we finally got done dealing with Benny's wedding and the Master's attempt to ruin it all."

"Benny Summerfield, you mean?"

"The very same. I really need to introduce you to her someday. Another person you'd get along with. Anyway, as if trying to stop the Master wasn't bad enough, I was running around a village trying to organize this massive wedding and keep the UNIT vets and the Ice Warriors from getting into another bar brawl by forming a cricket team—"

Alex's jaw dropped. Had she heard all of that correctly? "Whoa, whoa, whoa, Doc, did you say there was abar fightbetweenUNIT membersand a bunch ofIce Warriors? And the Master was there? You'd better start at the beginning. . ."

ForgetThe Duke and I,Alex thought, casting a quick glance at the novel as the Doctor launched into what would undoubtedly be a wild tale.Thisis a story worth hearing!

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

August 19th, 2011

Why, why,whydid I agree to come to this?

It took Alex less than a minute to remember the answer.Oh, right, because Amy and Rory all but got down on their hands and knees and begged me.

It had been hard to resist such pathetic pleading. Now, however, Alex was wishing she'd had the strength to tune them out and walk away.

Truly, the Pond family reunion wasn't all it was cracked up to be.

Leaning against a large oak tree, clutching a bottle of Peroni to her chest, Alex surveyed Augustus and Tabetha Pond's backyard. Just like at Amy and Rory's anniversary party, the place was packed, though the guests this time consisted of various extended members of the Pond family, as well as a few Westwood relations on Tabetha's side. More people than Alex could count rambled across the grass, occasionally threatening to trample through Tabetha's pristine tulip beds. Most of the Pond relations were red-headed, making it next to impossible to pick Amy out in the crowd.

After several minutes of looking, Alex finally spotted her by one of the many picnic tables set up on the patio to hold food and drink. Amy, looking utterly resplendent in a forest green romper, gold gladiator sandals, and her hair pulled back in a braid, was laughing with a group of Westwood cousins. Just a few feet away, Rory was similarly laughing with Amy's cousin Mitchell. Mitchell, as seemed to be his custom at family gatherings, was already three sheets to the wind. This, admittedly, made being in his presence a lot more tolerable. Mitchell was one of those people who became remarkably funny when drunk.

Alex took a sip of Peroni. It wasn't her usual drink of choice, but the bar, run by Amy's cousin Rachel's husband, was sorely lacking in alcohol. The only offerings were a few varieties of beer and several wine coolers. Alex was sure some of the younger cousins had brought the good stuff with them (she'd seen Amy's cousins Rebecca and Olive by their car, pouring what looked like Crown into their co*ke bottles) but so far, no one had offered her any. She supposed that wasn't surprising though. The few Pond cousins she knew she didn't get along with. The rest knew her vaguely as Amy and Rory's friend and only gave her passing greetings, along with expressions indicating their bewilderment at her being here.

Truthfully, Alex was also bewildered on why she was here. She'd known about the Pond family reunion for months, as it was a day Amy and Rory had been dreading ever since brunch with Augustus and Tabetha back in June. This would be yet another occasion where the Ponds would face the children question from plenty of excited, nosy relatives. It was a question they'd come to dread after Demons Run but now, knowing who and what Mels was? It was one that easily threatened to send both Ponds into a breakdown.

Hence asking Alex to come along. They didn't want her to run interference or anything like that. No, they just wanted her there for moral support. Alex understood that. Having someone there who knew exactly what they were going through was bound to be a form of comfort, something she was more than happy to provide.

Yet they'd been here for two hours already and neither Pond had sought her out. If any baby questions had been asked, Amy and Rory hadn't been too troubled by them. Instead, they'd simply done what most people did at family reunions; laughed and hugged with seldom seen relatives, gossiped over family matters with the younger members, ate too much food, and drank way too much.

And that left Alex on the outside.

Not that Alex was begrudging them. On the contrary, she was ecstatic Amy and Rory were having a good time. After returning from Sarah Jane's Monday morning, she'd found the Ponds still a bit melancholy, but much better than she'd left them. They had even gone back to work. Rory was happy to report one of the hospital's coma patients whose form had been used by Prisoner Zero had woken up while Amy shared all the gossip from last Saturday's book club (carefully editing out any salacious comments made about the Doctor and Claudia).

Now, it seemed the Ponds had completely shaken off that melancholy, at least for now. Alex was confident something would happen to make it reappear (like Mels coming back to town) but for now, she was happy to enjoy the reprieve.

Unfortunately, that didn't mean she was content to be here, at a reunion for a family she wasn't related to. More than once, Alex had considered simply slipping away. But that would be rude. Marigold hadn't raised her to be rude. So, she'd just have to suck it up.

It probably would have been better if Spencer were here. They could have continued geeking out over Alistair's surprise appearance last Saturday. Spencer had managed to meet him briefly after running downstairs to pay the pizza delivery guy. Her poor bodyguard nearly fainted upon being greeted by the legendary UNIT vet, forcing Alex to hastily grab the food before Spencer could drop it. The next morning over breakfast, Spencer and the kids took turns grilling her, all while Sarah Jane chuckled in the background.

Yes, it would be nice if Spencer was here. Unfortunately, he was currently stuck at the boarding house, giving UNIT another progress report. No luck there.

Just as Alex was contemplating slipping away again, Amy's cousin Rebecca suddenly appeared in front of her. She gave Alex a smile that would have fooled absolutely no one. "Alex," she drawled in a faux caring tone, "what're you doing all by your lonesome?"

Alex pursed her lips. "Oh, just hanging out, Becky. Surveying the party. You?"Never let it be said I can't be civil.

"Oh, just looking for a private spot." Rebecca swirled the contents of her red solo cup, doing her best to act nonchalant. "Ricky and I have beendyingto be alone after that three-hour car ride."

Alex hummed, hoping it was noncommittal enough that it wouldn't express her disgust. When she'd told Rory's friend, Ricky the Sleaze, that Rebecca liked him back at the wedding as part of a revenge scheme against the latter, she hadn't thought anything would come of it. But apparently, her matchmaking skills worked even when she wasn't consciously using them. Ricky and Rebecca had hit it off and had spent the past year successfully maintaining a long-distance relationship. Ricky would drive the three hours to and from Rebecca's home in Southport every weekend while the rest of the week consisted of phone calls and Skype dates. They'd even gone on vacation to Paris earlier this summer. Apparently, the saying 'opposites attract' wasn't quite true, at least in Ricky and Rebecca's case.

Alex just hoped that if Ricky and Rebecca ever got married, she wouldn't be forced to attend the wedding.

"Too bad you don't have anyone," Rebecca said with a barely hidden smirk. "Not really your crowd here. No one to talk to or have a shag in the shrubbery with."

"For your information, Rebecca," Alex said coolly, her copper eyes narrowing, "Idohave a boyfriend. Cast your mind back to Amy's wedding and think about who I danced with there."

Sure enough, Rebecca's face paled at the reminder of her cousin's not-so-imaginary-friend. Alex had no doubt that Rebecca teased Amy mercilessly about her 'Raggedy Doctor' when they were kids, so this was a nice bit of revenge.

Not that it lasted long. After a few moments spent taking long gulps of her drink, Rebecca regained her composure. She smirked down at Alex, an easy task to do in her three-inch espadrilles. "Not here though, is he?" Not giving Alex a chance to respond, she added, "Really, Alex, I don't knowwhyyou're still here. I mean, it's not like this isyourfamily reunion." Taking another sip of her drink, Rebecca muttered around the rim, "As if you've ever been to one."

Alex didn't quite remember dumping her half full bottle on Rebecca. One second, she was dry, smirking around her cup. The next second, her hair and knockoff Vera Wang blouse were soaked in cheap beer, and she was howling worse than a banshee. Someone hearing the wild shrieks would have thought Alex had stabbed her rather than dumped a drink on her. The expressions on some people's faces as everyone turned to see what was going on suggested they thought this was exactly what had occurred.

"Alex, you bitch!" Rebecca screamed. She attempted to fling the remnants of her own drink at Alex, but the latter had already stormed off.

Breathing heavily, Alex stomped through the woods backing up onto the Pond property. Her eyes glistened with tears, but she refused to let them fall. Not yet, at least.

After arriving in Leadworth, Amy had given her a tour of these woods. They were known locally as Gordon Wood, due to the fact that the Pond property had previously been inhabited by Colonel James Gordon and his family for several generations. Gordon Wood was pretty small, as far as woods went, only extending about half a mile in either direction. It also wasn't particularly gloomy. Sunshine filtered through the trees, casting the area in a warm summer evening glow. Crickets chirped all around and Alex vaguely spotted a squirrel rushing up a nearby apple tree. As a child, Amy had spent hours out here, pretending she was the Raggedy Doctor fighting the vicious monsters that inhabited the wood. She'd even made a few drawings of these games. Alex's favorite showed the Doctor fighting what looked like the mythical Cerberus, having abandoned its post at the gates of the Underworld to terrorize the living inhabitants of Leadworth.

Aside from being a place to fight imaginary monsters, Gordon Wood also served as the site of Amy's old swing set. She'd received it shortly after moving to Leadworth, a sort ofI'm-sorry-we-abruptly-moved-from-Scotland-to-this-tiny-village-in-Englandpresent from her parents. If it had been meant to soften little Amelia's feelings about being forced to move, it didn't work. According to Amy, the swing set had been abandoned after about five minutes of playing with it. And so it had sat, steadily growing rust year after year, until Amy pointed it out to Alex.

Alex, who had always loved swinging, was appalled by its condition, and immediately set out to improve it. She'd used most of her first library paycheck to buy rust remover, wire brushes, and new paint. It had taken almost a week to scrape all the rust off, then a whole Saturday was spent painting it, then she had to go out and get two new sets of chain links, but Alex thought it was time well spent. The swing set had never been better, and it quickly became custom for Alex to come out here with a book on long summer afternoons and just swing gently as she read.

If only that were the case today,Alex thought wearily.

After a few minutes of walking, Alex finally came across the bright red swing set, carefully nestled between two huge oak trees. Tears still threatening to spill over, she stumbled down into the righthand seat.

The moment she sat down, the tears finally poured out.

As much as shedesperatelywanted to deny it, Rebecca was right. She'd never been to one of her own family reunions. There had never been a Locke family reunion, or even a Docherty one. Alex knew she had some family in New York, but as far as she remembered, she'd never met them. Nor did they seem keen to meet her. Alex was fine with this (why bother getting to know family who had never bothered to send you so much as a birthday card?) but she couldn't deny that it stung a bit. As far as she was aware, the Locke family in NYC and Carla were her only living relatives. Her mother had been an only child. She wasn't sure about Docherty aunts, uncles, or cousins. If she had any, they'd taken a page out of the Locke family playbook.

Sniffling, Alex pondered how little she knew about her extended relations. She had no idea if there were any other grandparents living. She had no idea if there was a horde of cousins out there. She would like if there was. She'd always been jealous of Lacey's seemingly endless sprawl of cousins, all of whom Lacey was close with. Cousins, in Alex's opinion, were the closest an only child could get to siblings.

That was another thing she'd always wanted: siblings. She didn't need a lot, maybe one or two. If she could choose, Alex would have liked an older brother or a twin sister. TV shows always made it seem like siblings were constantly fighting with each other, but Alex was confident that wasn't the case. She liked to think that she and her imaginary siblings never would have fought. Or, if they did, it would be over something silly and quickly forgiven, like someone borrowing a sweater without asking or forgetting to get milk on the way home from school. At any rate, it would have been nice to have someone who knew just as well as her what a pain in the ass Carla could be, someone who knew this because, like Alex, they lived with it.

Alex wiped at her eyes. The tears were still pouring down and they didn't seem like they would stop anytime soon.Crying twice in less than a week,she thought sourly.How freaking pathetic.

She wiped at her eyes again, then rubbed the dampness off on her jean shorts, paired with a sleeveless knotted black crop top, the shawl Lacey had sent her last month, white Converse, a pair of gold, heart shaped earrings studded with red gems, and black rope bracelets threaded with gold sequins.

As she continued to cry, Alex's thoughts drifted away from imaginary siblings and back towards family she didn't know. Specifically, the one person she really wished to know, or at least their identity.

That mysterious Time Lord ancestor, the one responsible for her brilliant mind and the little bit of Time Lord DNA that enabled her to survive and adapt to Kovarian's butchering.

Who was this mysterious ancestor? The Doctor was pretty sure it was one of the Time Lord renegades as, according to him, no proper Time Lord in their right mind would ever lay with a human (which had prompted Alex to smirk and say that for her sake, she hoped he never got into a right mind). Unfortunately, this didn't quite narrow it down. Apparently, Gallifrey had produced quite the number of renegades. The Time Lords had even constructed their own prison planet to house the more notorious ones. Had her Time Lord ancestor been locked up in Shada? No doubt the Time Lords would consider reproducing with a human to be a massive crime.

But Alex didn't have answers. She probably wouldn't get any either. All Time Lords barring the Doctor were dead. The Doctor had explained that the criminals housed in Shada had been released during a particularly brutal part of the Time War. They had been offered pardons in exchange for fighting. None of them lived long enough to see one. There was no way to get any DNA to compare to hers. Whoever her Time Lord ancestor had been, they would forever remain a mystery.

Yet another part of my family tree I don't know.Such a realization caused a fresh crop of tears to form.

Her breath shuddering with newfound sobs, Alex tilted her head back and stared up at the golden sky. It would be sunset soon. As much as Alex wanted to stay out here until the end of the party, she wasn't quite ready to be out at night by herself. Sooner or later, she'd have to head back and face everyone.

But until that moment arrived, she could stay right here, watching the steadily approaching sunset. It was actually quite peaceful, listening to a bird chirping somewhere overhead while watching the sky slowly turn darker. The brilliant gold was softened in places by a light pink. A bit of blue could even be seen in some spots. Several puffy clouds drifted by, their normally white appearance momentarily changed into a color just a few shades lighter than the rest of the sky.

Wonder if the sky was like this on Gallifrey?Alex mused. She had seen plenty of alien skies in her travels, each one more different than the last. One had been an utterly delectable shade of purple, another a bright neon green with pink clouds. Amazing sights, just some of the countless out there, but it wasn't until now that Alex realized there was one sky she would never see.

Alex's brow furrowed. What had Gallifrey been like? Obviously, the inhabitants had left something to be desired, but that didn't mean Gallifrey as a whole was bad. What did it look like? The Doctor had given her a few descriptions, namely two suns, a red sky, and red grass, but not much else. Alex had respected his reluctance to divulge at the time, but now she wanted to know more. And not just descriptions of the scenery, buteverything. Considering she was descended from a native of that planet, she felt like she had a right to know.

What had life been like on Gallifrey? Were there movies and TV? A Gallifreyan version of them? What did a person study at the Academy? The Doctor had named a few subjects, but Alex was sure there were many more. How long did one attend the Academy? Centuries, probably, but Alex wanted confirmation. Was there a uniform? For that matter, what did Time Lords typically wear? Did they all wear wacky outfits like the Doctor's various incarnations or was there a more standardized form of clothing? What kind of jobs were there? Did Time Lords have banks and hospitals and restaurants like Earth, or did they have much more efficient systems in place? What did one typically eat on Gallifrey? Were there foods unique to the planet that were now gone? What about animals? And plants?

So many questions! So little answers.

So caught up in these thoughts, Alex almost didn't realize her tears had dried. Wiping away the last bit of wetness, she dug around in her pocket for a compact. She was almost sure she'd packed one and she needed to fix her face before she went back to the reunion. . .

Her fingers didn't hit a compact, but they did hit her Blackberry.

Alex paused, considering. Would the Doctor answer her questions? Should she even bother to ask? Gallifrey, like past companions, was a sensitive subject for him. There was only so much you could ask about either one before he declared that he was done talking.

But it'sme.Alex knew she was different from past companions. Hell, she couldn't really be called a 'companion' anymore. She was far more than a simple traveling buddy to the Doctor. Had been from the day they met. Which meant . . . maybe ifshebrought up Gallifrey and the Time Lords, he wouldn't react to it the same way he did when others tried.

Besides, she was still upset. Even if she didn't get all the answers she was looking for, Alex knew just hearing the Doctor's voice would cheer her up.

He picked up halfway through the first ring.

"Ally?" he called, a bit befuddled. "Is that reunion over already? With how Pond is in getting ready, I didn't think the rest of her family would be much different in spending a lot of time on something."

Alex giggled. "No, it's still going on, but, um. . ."

She could practically see him sitting up straight, eyebrows rocketing up to his hairline. "Alex, what's wrong?" he demanded, his voice a cross between panicked and worried.

"It's just. . ." Letting out a long sigh, Alex figured there was nothing to do but plunge straight into it. "Remember Amy's cousin Rebecca? From the wedding?"

She imagined the Doctor's brow furrowing. "Vaguely," he said slowly. "Was she a tall blonde with very sharp cheekbones? Bit reminiscent of a shark?"

"I've never thought of her likethat, but now that you mention it, shedoesremind me a bit of a shark. But yes."

"The one who called you a 'shallow American Barbie'?"

"Yep, same person."

"What did she do?" he asked, his tone turning dark.

"She said some stuff about how I really didn't belong at the reunion, because it wasn'tmyfamily reunion, and then. . ." Alex winced, remembering those horrid, mumbled words.

"And then?" the Doctor prodded, still with that dark tone.

She took a deep breath before replying. "Then she said, 'as if you've ever been to one'."

The Doctor sucked in a breath. "That, that, that little. . ." He continued to sputter for a few moments, trying and failing to search for a better word than the most obvious.

But unlike her boyfriend, Alex wasn't averse to saying it. "That littlebitch," she finished. She let out a half-hearted laugh. "Honestly, I don't see how she's related to Amy."

"Oh, Ally. . ." The Doctor's voice was soft now, no hint of its previous darkness. Alex relished in his gentleness, letting it wash over her like a cool spring mist. "I'm so sorry, love. That's horrible. And yes, I can't imagine someone like that being related to Pond." His tone turned thoughtful, and Alex pictured him rubbing his chin. "Maybe adopted?"

"Close. Amy told me she and her sister were conceived via sperm donors, but they don't know that. And anyway, theyareblood-related to Amy through their mom. But if it makes you feel better, Doc, I did dump my drink on her."

There was a long pause as the Doctor processed this. Then, a low snicker, closely followed by howling laughter. "You dumped a drink on her?!" he cried through incredulous laughter.

Breaking out into a grin, Alex said through her own giggles, "Yep! Oh, Doc, you should haveseenher. Shrieking like a scalded cat! Everyone probably thought I stabbed her the way she was going." The reminder that her actions were undoubtedly being discussed back at the reunion sobered Alex. Her cheeks flushed. She really didn't care what people thought of her but at the same time, she did like to make a good impression. Dumping a drink on Rebecca, even if she deserved it, wasnota good impression.

The Doctor must have sensed her thoughts the moment her giggles ceased for he said, "Ally, love, please don't worry about what anyone else thinks. You don't even know most of the people there tonight, right?"

Even though she knew he couldn't see her, Alex nodded. "Right."

"And those you do know. . . Well, you're not really going to see much of them soon, right?"

This brought a smile to Alex's face. "Right," she said softly, her free hand going up to play with her necklace. "Seven days and counting. Only aweek."

She could hear the Doctor's grin as he spoke. "Only a week," he echoed. "Focus on that, love. Then instead of attending family reunions, I'll take you toEarnest's opening night, followed by some dancing. How's the Cotton Club in December 1927? Duke Ellington ran the house band then. I admit, you won't much like the club itself – horrendously racist décor and stereotypical depictions of African Americans – but the music is a lovely distraction."

Alex's smile widened. "Sounds like a plan, Doc."

"Excellent! And until then, remember, Ally, Amy and Rory will undoubtedly be on your side tonight."

"True." There wasn't much love lost between Amy and Rebecca. Rory certainly didn't care for her. Alex was confident that both Ponds would be up in arms upon learning what Rebecca had said. Though that did beg the question of where they were now. It'd been at least an hour since Alex left. Surely Rebecca wasn't still kicking up a fuss?

Alex rolled her eyes. Who was she kidding?Of courseRebecca was still kicking up a fuss.

"Where are the Ponds right now? In fact, where are you? Not still at the reunion, surely?"

"First question? Don't know. Probably still at the reunion, listening to Rebecca carry on. Second question? I'm at Amy's old swing set right now. It's a little ways away in the woods."

"You didn't just go home?"

"No, I thought about it, but that would just be rude." Alex chuckled ruefully. "I think I've been rude enough for one night."

"Dumping a drink on someone after they insinuate you've never attended a family reunion because you're an orphan is hardly rude. If anything, it'sjustified."

"To you and me, maybe," Alex sighed, "but probably not to Rebecca and her family and everyone else there."

The Doctor sounded rather petulant as he muttered, "True."

There was silence for a few moments. Alex looked up at the sky. There was significantly less gold and pink now, replaced by a dark purple that bordered on black in some spots. Sunset was rapidly approaching. Almost time to go back. Actually, if she wanted to beat the darkness, she should probably get going now.

Alex remained seated. She didn't want to go anywhere. Besides, she still needed to ask the Doctor about Gallifrey, or at least see if he was willing to answer questions on the subject.

Swallowing nervously, she said, "Hey, Doc?"

"Hmm?"

"Rebecca's comment, horrible as it was, got me thinking." Alex spoke slowly, not wanting to find herself rambling as she had when she asked about being intimate with him. This was too delicate a topic to go off into nonsensical babbling. "I mean, she's right. I've never been to a family reunion. It got me thinking about all the family I don't know, and then that got me thinking about my Time Lord ancestor and then that—"

She was surprised when the Doctor abruptly cut her off. "And that got you thinking about Gallifrey? What it was like?"

Alex nibbled her bottom lip. It was hard to discern the Doctor's tone. He didn't sound upset, but he didn't sound particularly enthusiastic either. Somewhere in the middle, maybe. "Well, yes. I am descended from there, after all."

"Yes," the Doctor sighed, long and low. "That's true." He was silent for a moment, then said, softly and gently, "I'm perfectly willing to answer whatever you want to know, Alex. I rather suspected you would get curious sooner or later, even started pulling books for you to look at. But, um, do you mind if we put a rain check on it, at least till you get back?"

"Of course not," Alex said, her voice just as soft and gentle as his. "I understand it's not easy for you to talk about Gallifrey, so take all the time you need. I'm not going anywhere."

When the Doctor sighed again, Alex knew it was one of relief, not just from her agreeing, but because she understood why he was asking for it. "Thank you, love," he murmured. "I'll answer whatever you want, even teach you Gallifreyan if you're interested. It's just. . . It just takes a little getting used to, talking about Gallifrey without any inhibitions."

"I get it, and I'm definitely taking you up on learning Gallifreyan." How many times had she wondered what the TARDIS monitors were saying in that beautiful, circular language? Or what was in that book the Doctor was reading the night she told him about her dreamed memory of the Daleks? What the lyrical swears the Doctor occasionally muttered under his breath meant? What all those books in the rarely used Gallifreyan section of the library contained? The idea that she would soon know was positively thrilling.

That made her wonder. . . "Doc? Can I ask you just one question?"

"Sure," he said, sounding a bit puzzled. "What is it?"

"What's my name in Gallifreyan? Assuming there's a translation, of course."

"Hmm. . ." The Doctor was silent for a few moments, presumably as he tried to come up with an answer. After a few moments of thought, he said, "Thereisa rough translation in Gallifreyan. 'Alexandria' is derived from Alexander the Great – and believe me when I say he wasn't so great, but that's a story for another time – but it does have a literal meaning."

"Defender of mankind," Alex said. She chuckled, imagining the Doctor's surprised expression. "IhaveGoogled my name, Doc. Most everyone does. 'Nicole' means 'victory of the people', in case you were wondering."

"Very impressive names for you, love," the Doctor complimented, a bit flirtatiously. "Rather fitting, too, considering our travels. But to get back on point, thereisa translation of 'Alexandria' in Gallifreyan."

Alex's whole body was tense with anticipation. "What is it?"

There was a long, dramatic pause, then the Doctor said, in a beautiful, lyrical tone, "Alissyandreya."

Alex shivered. She couldn't help it. Gallifreyan just sounded so lovely, almost musical. "That's beautiful," she murmured. She tried sounding it out for herself, taking care to remember the nuances and slight lilt the Doctor used to say the deceptively easy name. "Ah-lissy-an-dreya," she said slowly. "Alissyandreya."

Though she couldn't see it, she got the distinct impression the Doctor shivered. "Good job, Ally," he murmured, using that low tone that sent shivers down Alex's spine. "Very rare to get the pronunciation right on the first try, but I didn't expect any less from you."

A rush of pride swept through Alex. "I aim to please," she smiled. She paused, mulling it over, then asked, "Do you think you'd . . . you'd mind calling me that sometimes? Not to say I don't love 'Ally' or 'love', but. . ."

"Maybe something that's just for our ears only?" the Doctor suggested. She could tell by his voice that he was smiling. "Of course, Alissyandreya."

Alex tried and failed to bite back her grin. "Thank you, Doc." Though as she said the name, she wondered if she would ever get the chance to call the Doctor by his true name. Not that she didn't love 'the Doctor', it was a title that fit him perfectly, but at the same time. . . It was atitle. Something he had chosen or had assigned to him (another thing to ask about in regards to Gallifreyan/Time Lord customs).

He got to call her by her Gallifreyan name. Wasn't it only fair that she get to do the same with him?

Before she could ask (despite the fact that she'd promised to ask only one question), a voice suddenly called out, "Thereyou are, Alex!"

Alex spun round. Tramping through a pile of leaves (and cursing her choice of footwear under her breath) was Amy. Close behind her was Rory. Interestingly, he was carrying what looked like a few bottles of beer.

"Amy!" Alex cried.

"Ah, they finally found you, did they?"

"Yeah, um, sorry, I'd better go."

"No need to apologize, love. Just remember what we talked about, alright? Love you."

"Love you."

Alex hung up just as Amy reached her. "There you are!" Amy gasped, falling back into the other swing. "We've been looking for you for ages!"

Rory, uncaring of his pristine khaki slacks, plopped down on the grass in front of the girls. "We thought you went back home," he explained as he passed Amy a Peroni bottle. He offered another one to Alex.

Amy quickly popped the top off hers. "Should've figured you'd come here," she said after taking a quick swig. "I think you've spent more time on this swing than I ever did."

"Probably true," Alex said, popping the top off her own bottle. She took a long sip, waiting for one of the Ponds to bring Rebecca up.

She didn't have to wait long. "We heard about Rebecca," Amy said with an apologetic grimace.

"Hard not to," Rory deadpanned. He rolled his eyes. "She was screaming bloody murder for a good ten minutes until Tabetha finally snapped at her to shut up."

Alex's eyes widened. "Tabethasaid that?!"

"Come on, Alex," Rory grinned mischievously. "There's notthatmuch difference between her and Amy."

"Oi!" Amy cried, though she was smiling as she said it. "Normally, I'd take offense to that, but in this case, I'm proud of it. If she didn't tell that cow to stop wailing, I would have." Turning to Alex, she adopted a serious expression. "Seriously, Alex, I heard what Rebecca said. She admitted to it, apparently not realizing anyone would take offense to it." Amy's lips pursed, remembering the callous way Rebecca recounted the conversation. She honestly wasn't sure if her cousin was just clueless or genuinely spiteful. Either way, it was no excuse for telling Alex she didn't belong and reminding her of the fact that because she was an orphan, attending her own family reunions wasn't an option.

"But people did," Amy continued. She suddenly grinned. "You should haveseenmy mum. Verbally whipped Rebecca up one side and down the other."

That brought a smile to Alex's face. She hadn't been sure how Augustus and Tabetha would react (the problem of not having another set of memories, like Amy and Rory) but she was relieved to hear they'd reacted in her favor. "I bet her daughter gave just as good though, didn't she?"

Amy smirked around another sip of beer. "Obviously. Rory, too."

Alex spun her head round to gape at Rory. "Really?!"

"Don't look so surprised," Rory scoffed. "You know I think of you like a little sister." Popping the top of his own bottle, he took a swig before adding, "Besides, Rebecca had it coming."

"Amen to that," Amy said, raising her beer in a mock toast. She rolled her eyes. "Honestly, she was more concerned about her blouse and her hair than that she might have upset you."

Alex, hardly bothered, just shrugged. "Doesn't surprise me." She certainly hadn't expected Rebecca to apologize. She hadn't apologized for calling her a 'shallow American Barbie' at Amy and Rory's wedding. Why start now? "So, what happened after everyone got done calling her out?"

Amy and Rory exchanged eye rolls. "She's currently pouting in the car," Rory revealed. "So upset about her hair and that Tabetha won't let her use the washing machine on her blouse. And," he added with a snicker, "Ricky's avoiding her like the plague. She's probably not happy about that either."

"It's an ugly blouse," Amy said with a shake of her head. "Kept bragging that it's real Vera Wang, but I know a knockoff when I see one. That's what Kendall, Krissy, and I were laughing about right before she started screeching."

"So, what you're saying is, I inadvertently did her a favor," Alex teased, smirking around her bottle.

Amy smirked back. "Something like that."

Taking one last swig of her beer, Alex tilted her head towards the sky. Deep, dark purple had completely overtaken the earlier pinks and golds. One or two stars had already come out, shining brightly against the inky darkness. Way off in the distance through the trees, Alex could just make out the last few rays of the sun slowly sinking over a hill.

Rory followed her gaze. "’Bout time to head back," he said, clambering up. Tilting his head back, he quickly chugged down the rest of his beer.

Amy grimaced. "Much as I love catching up with Kendall, Krissy and the rest, I've had enough of my family for one night." Standing, she looked down at Alex. "And you've hadmorethan enough," she said with a wry grimace.

"Can't argue with that." A little reluctantly, Alex pulled herself to her feet. "I'm making a declaration here and now that I'm not attending any more of your family reunions, no matter how much you beg me."

"Fair enough." Linking her arm with Alex's right one, Amy started back up the path towards the Pond backyard. "How about you let Rory and I treat you to some of Bello Italiano's finest?"

Rory linked his arm through Alex's left one, forming a three-human chain. "I second that," he declared. "No offense, honey, but your family are really lousy cooks."

"Tell me about it," Alex laughed. "The only edible thing on offer was potato chips!"

Thanks to her advanced eyesight, Alex easily saw Amy roll her eyes. "Bunch of comedians, the pair of you!" she cried as they continued back through the woods. "Don't know why I put up with either of you. . ."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

August 22nd, 2011

"What do you mean, you can't make it?" Alex ran a hand through her hair. Surely, she was mishearing things?

But the Doctor's long, sad sigh told her otherwise. "I'm really sorry, love," he murmured, and Alex's hearts twisted. He really sounded like he meant it. "Believe me, if I didn't think these leads weren't important, I'd be there."

Alex pressed her head back against the brick wall, her eyes glistening with tears she refused to let fall. Overhead, the late afternoon sun shone down on the parking lot across from the auditorium entrance. It was largely empty, though Alex knew that wouldn't be the case in a few hours. All too soon, most of Leadworth would be crammed into the two hundred seat auditorium forEarnest's opening night.

Unfortunately, her boyfriend wouldn't be among them.

They had agreed on this just a few days ago. Instead of reuniting on Friday, as originally planned, the Doctor had surprised her by suggesting he come toEarnest's opening night. Alex was positive her shriek of delight had been heard all over Leadworth. Hell, the Doctor jokingly asked if she was trying to render him deaf. But could she really be blamed for being so enthusiastic? Instead of the original week until they saw each other again, the wait period was dramatically cut down to just a few days.

Since Alex had to perform every night this week, the Doctor said he could either spend the week in Leadworth or just skip ahead to Friday. Alex had lobbied hard for the former. While the Doctor hadn't explicitly agreed, she was confident that he would say yes. After all, he couldn't say no to her. He already planned on attending the Friday night performance as well and then going to the wrap party with her afterwards. Staying the rest of the week just made sense.

After that conversation, Alex started preparing. She carefully handwashed her new nightgown (using gloves becausewater), tidied the house from top to bottom (much to Amy and Rory's amusem*nt), and underwent a painful bikini wax at Holy Snip. Fortunately, thanks to her advanced body, the pain went away after only an hour.

In short, she had gone all out. And now it was for naught.

"I know," she said now, hoping he wouldn't hear the tremble in her voice. Taking a deep breath, she added, "I know, really, I get it."

And she did. As upset as she was, she wouldn't begrudge the Doctor's efforts to track down Kovarian.

He'd spent the last few weeks trying to track her or any of her surgeons down, hoping to get more information on just why they had altered Alex's body. Unfortunately, he'd been hitting dead ends. Literally. Just last week, responding to a tip from someone he knew at a bar called the White Rabbit on the planet Legion (a place that, based on his tone, Alex suspected she would never see), he'd tracked down one of the surgeons to a particularly seedy part of Legion's main metropolis, Legion City. The Doctor had been vague on details, but he did tell Alex he'd found the surgeon dead. He'd been shot execution style.

You didn't need to have a Time Lord's brain to connect the dots. The surgeon had been killed, either by Kovarian or one of her cohorts, so as to ensure he didn't reveal any information regarding Alex's stay on Demons Run. Or Melody's kidnapping, for that matter.

It was the same for the rest of the surgeons. All six of the people Alex had witnessed upon first waking up in the operating room had been eliminated. Two more turned up in Legion City, while the rest had been found by the Shadow Proclamation during an unrelated raid on a known narcotics manufacturing warehouse on the planet Gurdon. Every single one had been shot execution style and tossed into back alleys or dumpsters like trash. Alex didn't think highly of the surgeons, but they hadn't deserved such fates.

The Doctor theorized that the surgeons had been picked off shortly after Demons Run. He figured Kovarian had kept them around long enough to do an examination of baby Melody, since most of the medical officers aboard Demons Run had been taken into custody. She soon realized that with such a large group of people, at least one of them was bound to get nervous and try to back out, if not go to the authorities and try to get a good deal by becoming an informant. As the old saying went, three could keep a secret, but only if two of them were dead.

There was no doubt that Kovarian had other allies. Such an extensive operation at Demons Run meant there were a lot of individuals involved. Not all of them could be eliminated, not without some of the others noticing and reacting. As there were no reports of a woman matching Kovarian's description turning up dead in an alley somewhere, it stood to reason that she was still alive and kicking. Both the Doctor and Alex figured she was hiding out with one of her allies, patiently waiting for Melody to complete her mission.

This directly led into the leads the Doctor had just gotten. According to some people he knew that were involved in shady business, Kovarian had been sighted on a planet only a few light years away from Demons Run. It was a very weak lead, granted, but it was still a lead. And a weak lead was better than no lead at all.

Hence the Doctor wanting to go and check it out ASAP. There was no time to waste. Kovarian had been seen on multiple planets throughout the 51st century over the last few months, never staying in one place for very long. If the information was correct, the Doctor needed to locate her before she disappeared to parts unknown again.

"Youhaveto go," Alex insisted. She swallowed against the lump in her throat. No, she wasn't going to make the Doctor feel even guiltier than he already was.

The Doctor didn't try to argue. In this situation, there was no counter argument to make. "IswearI'll make it up to you, Alex.Friday night, I'll be there, Ipromise."

Alex smiled sadly. "I believe you. Just . . . find Kovarian and give her a nice punch in the face for me?"

He let out a slightly hollow chuckle. "I'll do my best, love. Now, please, don't let this ruin tonight for you. You're the star of the show!"

This earned him a laugh. "I'm hardly thestar, that's more Archie than anyone else, but I'll do my best."

"You'll do better than that," the Doctor said confidently. "You'll befantastic. I know it."

More tears threatened to fall, but they were no longer sad tears. Alex wiped at her damp eyes as she smiled and said, "Thanks, Doc."

"Of course, Ally. Now, I'm afraid I have to go, but I promise I'll call you later and tell you . . . well, how whatever happens next went."

"I'll be waiting."

"I'll do my best not to make it a long one. Now, I love you and break a leg!"

And with that, he was gone.

Letting out a long breath, Alex pushed herself off the wall. She glanced at her watch. 5:35. Showtime was at seven o'clock and the doors opened at six thirty. That left her about an hour and half to get ready, not that it would take her that long.

With another sigh, Alex made her way towards the side door that led into the foyer. Turning the corner into a small alley, she wasn't at all surprised to come face to face with Spencer.

Spencer took in Alex's weary, slightly teary-eyed expression. He knew what that meant, had suspected it was coming from the moment Alex's phone emitted theE.T.ringtone during the middle of Archie's pre-show pep talk. She'd told the Doctor days ago what time the show started. No reason to call unless something came up. He smiled sadly. "He's not coming." It wasn't a question.

Alex shook her head. "There was a lead that came up," she said in a soft, slightly dull voice. "Kovarian was sighted on a planet not far from Demons Run."

"Well," Spencer said slowly, not sure how Alex might react, "at least he's got a good reason."

"No, it's agreatreason," Alex corrected, running a hand through her hair. "It's just. . ."

"You wish he could be here."

Alex gave him a sad smile. "Yep," she sighed. In a smaller voice, she added, "But that's not going to happen. Not till Friday." She was silent for a moment before suddenly shaking her head. "God!" she cried. "I shouldn't be so upset about this! I mean, it's not like he's missing tonight on purpose."

"No," Spencer agreed. He crossed his arms and grimaced. "But it still sucks."

Alex chuckled. "I forgot I wasn't going to be the only one disappointed. You don't get a cool seat buddy anymore."

Relieved at the slightly humorous turn the conversation had taken, Spencer affected a dramatic sigh. "Indeed," he groaned, using one hand to clutch at his heart while the other tugged the door open. "I will now have to pray I don't end up with a noisy eater or gum-chewer or someone who talks during the show."

"The holy trinity of theater audience don'ts," Alex said sagely as they headed inside.

In the foyer, Grace and Arthur were in the process of setting up the large foldout table that acted as the ticket booth. "Hey, Alex!" Grace called. "Fair warning, Archie's a bit put out you had to take a phone call during his pep talk."

Arthur shook his head. "Pep talk," he snorted. "More like an anxiety driven lecture."

Alex bit back a smirk. Arthur wasn't wrong. While she had no doubt that Archie had the best of intentions, Alex had also been of the opinion that his pep talk was far more reminiscent of the lecture he gave his students before taking them to the library. He had basically reminded the cast that there was a lot riding on tonight, and while he didn't want to pressure them, they should hold themselves with decorum, act like professional actors instead of amateurs. Also, they should do their best not to screw up. Run lines backstage after getting dressed. Listen for cues. Don't talk backstage. It went on and on. Therefore, when her phone started belting out Katy Perry, Alex hadn't felt too bad about giving Archie nothing more than an apologetic glance before rushing outside.

Spencer grinned, his eyes shining in amusem*nt. "Think he's gonna want to scold Alex?"

"Wouldn't put it past him," Arthur shrugged. He quickly ducked into the nearby storage room. When he back came out, he was carrying a folding chair under each arm. Setting them down, he added, "He's gone mental."

"He's just nervous," Grace retorted. She grabbed one of the folding chairs and set it up behind the table. Once she was done with that, she plopped down and gave Alex a reassuring smile. "Don't worry, Alex."

Alex smiled back. "I'm not worried, Grace, but thanks."

Leaving Arthur and Grace to finish setting up, Alex and Spencer ducked through another door, entering the backstage hallway. On the right-hand side were doors leading into the men and women's dressing rooms. The opposite wall was completely covered in pictures taken from past Leadworth Dramatic Society productions. As Archie had founded the society during his last year as a sixth former, there was quite the collection. The very first picture showed five sixth formers, Archie and Veronica included, smiling and holding up the scripts for their very first production,The Complete Works of William Shakespeare (Abridged). One of the more recent pictures showed a grim-faced Veronica as Marian Paroo inThe Music Man. Her hapless Harold Hill stood beaming beside her, oblivious to Veronica's displeasure.

Alex checked her watch again as she headed towards the dressing rooms. "Almost six," she reported

"You'd better get ready." Spencer slid past her and made his way towards the far door that led to the backstage proper. "I'm gonna go scout a good location for the show." Right before he reached the door, he spun back around long enough to give her a grin and two thumbs up. "Break a leg!"

Chuckling, Alex waited until he'd gone before heading inside the women's dressing room.

The dressing room was in a state of chaos. Not that Alex was surprised. In her experience, dressing rooms, particularly the women's dressing room, were always in a state of frenetic activity on opening night. Still, it was a sight. Various articles of clothing, some modern day, some of them costumes, were scattered all over: on the countertops underneath the Hollywood style mirrors, on the faded corduroy couch shoved into a corner, and on the floor. The countertops themselves were close to overflowing with hair products, perfume bottles, and enough cosmetic paraphernalia to supply a Sephora store. Two curling irons had been plugged in and were sitting on a countertop, perilously close to a silk scarf. Stepping further into the room, Alex hastily grabbed the scarf and set it on the couch.

In the middle of all this chaos was Veronica. She'd cleared off a spot on one of the countertops and was sitting there, pressing her face close to the mirror as she did her makeup. She was in the process of applying a pale pink lip-liner when she caught sight of Alex. "Hey, Alex. Cutting it a little close, aren't you?"

"Maybe a bit," Alex admitted. She set her purse down on the floor, next to Elsie's messenger bag and Veronica's Coach tote. Carefully picking her way over the scattered clothes, Alex headed to the clothes rack wedged between a full-length mirror and the bathroom door. Her first costume hung between Veronica and Elsie's single costumes, housed in a plastic garment bag. "Sorry, I had to take a call."

"Who was it?" Veronica asked as she resumed applying the lip-liner. Despite her mouth being in a perfect o-shape, her words came out crystal clear. "Because Archie wasn't happy about it, I can tell you that." She rolled her eyes. "Not that I blame you. I love Archie, but even I wanted to run like hell out of that lecture."

"My boyfriend, actually," Alex said. She unzipped the garment bag and carefully removed the dress. After a moment spent looking for a free bit of counterspace, Alex resorted to simply tossing the garment bag down on the floor.

"Oh?" Leaning back slightly from the mirror, Veronica studied her face, turning it from side to side. "Called to say he's on his way?"

Despite herself, Alex let out a scoff. "I wish. Something came up, so he can't come."

This made Veronica spin around rapidly, nearly falling off the counter in the process. "What?!" After a moment of gaping, her expression darkened. "What an asshole."

"He is not!" Alex snapped, her light green eyes flashing. Seeing Veronica rear back, Alex closed her eyes and took a deep breath. "Sorry," she said quietly. "It's just. . ." She paused, trying to figure out what to say without revealing too much about Demons Run. "Something. . . Something happened to a mutual friend of ours a few months back and he's been trying to find the person responsible. He. . . He got a lead on that person's whereabouts and went to see if that information was true."

"Blimey," Veronica said, her eyes wide. "Well, that's a good excuse if I've ever heard one."

"It is," Alex agreed. "And it's for a good cause, I just. . ."

Veronica smiled sympathetically. "You just wish he were here?"

Alex grimaced. "That, and I wish I wasn't so upset. I mean, I certainly don't want him to blow off a good lead just for me." She shook her head. "Let's just forget about that for now. Where's Elsie and Mrs. Warner?"

Veronica grabbed a pale pink lipstick and started applying it. "Mrs. Warner's already changed and is waiting backstage. As for Elsie. . ." She trailed off just in time for a sudden burst of vomiting to echo out from behind the bathroom door.

Alex's eyes widened. "Elsie?" she called, hopping over clothes and shoes as she hurried to the door. She rattled the knob, but it was locked. "Elsie, are you okay?"

Veronica rolled her eyes. "She'sfine. It's just nerves."

"She's right!" Elise called faintly. "I'm fine, really."

Ignoring Veronica's self-satisfied smirk, Alex said, "Are you sure? You don't need me to get you anything?"

There was a slight retching sound before Elsie responded. "No!" Her voice was a bit fainter, but otherwise sounded fairly strong. "Really, I'll be out in a bit!"

"She's just worried about performing," Veronica said easily. She set her lipstick down long enough to give a dismissive wave of her hand. "Happens to all first timers."

Alex had no doubt Elsie was nervous about performing, but she suspected it wasn't just that. In less than an hour, Elsie was going to have to go onstage in front of many who, for the past few months, had gossiped about, judged, and derided her. There was no telling how people might react when she came onstage. Alex was optimistic about the majority being civil, or at least being willing to hold their tongue during the performance. But you never knew. Alex wouldn't put it past some of the younger villagers to start booing when Elsie appeared. If something like that did happen, it would seriously damage Elsie's already fragile self-esteem.

Well,Alex thought,if someone does or says anything, they'll have to deal with me.

By the time Elsie finally emerged from the bathroom, Alex had exchanged her dark graphic tee, black leggings, white Converse, watch, and gold hoop earrings for her intricate Victorian dress, a pair of pearl, teardrop-shaped earrings, and white lace gloves. Sitting off to the side were the final two components to the costume; a pair of white, lace-up boots left over from a production ofThe King and I,and a type of fascinator made up of white lace and ribbon.

Alex paused her efforts to wrangle her hair into a neat bun in favor of studying Elsie. While Elsie's face was a bit pale, she seemed largely okay. "Hey," Alex smiled. She pushed a bottled water she'd fetched from the vending machine outside towards Elsie. "Drink this, it'll make you feel better."

Elsie smiled gratefully. "Thanks." Taking a long sip of the cool liquid, she watched Alex continue to style her hair. "Do you need help with that?"

Alex dropped her hands. "Please. Messy bun I can do, a neat one not so much." When the Doctor took her to Victorian London, there was no way she was putting her hair up. Since he liked it better when her hair was down anyway, Alex didn't foresee it being a problem.

Elsie made quick work of taming Alex's hair into a smooth, sleek bun. As she slid in a bobby pin, she asked, "Where's Veronica?"

"Already changed and somewhere backstage." Alex smirked. "Probably making out with Henry."

Elsie snigg*red. "Wouldn't surprise me." She slid another few bobby pins in, then clapped her hands. "There you go!" she cheered. "A perfect Victorian lady."

Alex pinned her fascinator on, taking care not to ruin Elsie's work. "Better be, otherwise Archie will flip."

Elsie wrinkled her nose. "Yeah, he's been a bit much. But you can't blame him. He doesn't want this show to go wrong like all the others."

Alex slid her boots on. With the small heel, they boosted her up about an inch. "True." She turned and checked herself out in the mirror. "How do I look?"

"Gorgeous," Elsie enthused with a wide grin. "Your boyfriend's gonna faint when he sees you!" Her grin dropped when she saw Alex make a slight wince. "Or isn't he?"

"Emergency came up," Alex explained. "He can't make it tonight."

Elsie grabbed her own garment bag and started tugging her dress out. "Can't he make one of the other nights?"

"He'll be here Friday night, then coming with me to the wrap party afterwards." Alex smiled softly. "Can't complain about that, though Ididwant him here tonight, too."

Elsie, after a moment of hesitation, started sliding her diner's uniform off. Alex, who, unlike Elsie, was used to changing in front of others backstage, politely turned her gaze towards the plethora of cosmetics on the countertop before her. She did need a bit of makeup. After a bit of digging, she managed to find a pale pink lipstick that was almost the same shade as her dress. By the time she was done applying it, Elsie's diner uniform had been cast to the floor and she was working on the zipper to her otherwise period accurate dress.

Alex quickly moved to help her. "Hold on, I've got it."

"Thanks." Elsie waited until Alex was done before asking, "What time is it?"

Alex dug her watch out from where she'd set it in her purse. "6:22."

"Ah, good," Elsie sighed. "Still a bit of time left." She studied her reflection in the mirror. "Though I don't really have much else to do. Archie said Cecily was still young enough that she'd still be wearing her hair down."

"Lucky," Alex said with a mock groan.

The next few minutes were spent in silence as each girl applied final touches. Alex put a heavy amount of hairspray on her hair, making sure it would stay in place, while Elsie worked on her makeup. She was careful not to apply too much though. During costume preparation, Archie had been adamant on recreating Victorian fashion as authentically as possible. Aside from period accurate clothes, this meant very little to no makeup.

Both kept a close eye on Alex's watch as they prepared. Archie wanted the whole cast ready and in place backstage by 6:45. From that point, Archie would give final instructions to the cast and crew, make an encouraging speech (hopefully better than his last one), and the whole group would hold a prayer circle. After that, showtime.

Soon, Elsie and Alex were done. Aside from the makeup, Elsie had also put on the last part of her costume, a pair of dropped, rose gold, flower earrings. Glancing at Alex, Elsie saw her carefully adjusting the collar of her dress so her necklace charm wouldn't show. "You're not going to take your necklace off?"

Alex shook her head. "Nope," she said firmly. The day the Doctor put it on her, Alex knew she would never take her sonic necklace off. The same went for her ring, currently concealed beneath her gloves.

Elsie nodded silently. Courtesy of Kendra, everyone in the village knew that Alex's boyfriend had given her the intricate, jewel-studded necklace, as well as the fact that Alex hadn't taken it off since. "You know," she said slowly, "if it makes you feel better, there's not going to be a boyfriend cheering me on either." At Alex's inquiring look, she added, "Eddie and I got in a fight. He's not coming."

Alex's lips pursed.Honestly, I'm going to throttle that man!"What did he do?"

Her features turning haggard, Elsie slumped back against the wall. "Last week, he said divorce proceedings were coming along nicely and he should be able to marry me by October. Which is nice," Elsie said, a touch dreamily. "I've always liked the idea of a fall wedding. Maybe getting married outside, in an orchard, leaves scattered all around?"

"That sounds lovely," Alex smiled. Inwardly, she was groaning. How the hell had Temple managed to screw Elsie overthistime?

"It does, doesn't it?" Elise sighed wearily. "But it's not going to happen. Yesterday, Eddie told me that we couldn't get married in October. There were complications. When I asked what kind of complications, he wouldn't say."

What an asshole, just stringing her along!Biting her lip to keep those thoughts to herself, Alex settled for asking, "Then what happened?"

"I accused him of not wanting to marry me, that he was just stringing me along until the next young, pretty thing came along." Elsie winced, no doubt remembering the reaction that had followed her allegation. "Eddie didn't like that."

"I'll bet," Alex muttered.

"Well, somehow, the argument turned to Archie. Eddie accused him of putting ideas in my head and demanded I quit the play then and there." Elsie's cheeks flushed. "As if! The day before opening night? Can you believe that?!"

I can,Alex thought. Instead, she stayed silent, letting Elsie continue.

"We went back and forth on that for a while. Eddie kept offering to take me somewhere this week, show me how much he loves me. I said no." Elsie rubbed her temples, presumably reliving the headache that must have followed such an awful fight. "Finally, Eddie yelled that if I wouldn't quit the play, he wasn't going to bother seeing it. I stormed out after that."

"As you should have," Alex said firmly, using her stern librarian voice. "Now, I'm all in favor of not walking away from a fight, not if it's possible to work things out and come to a compromise, but you couldn't do that, Elsie. From what you've told me, there's no reasoning with Edward. Everything has to be his way or the highway."

Elsie's whole body seemed to droop. "That does seem like it," she murmured, head hanging low.

"Noseemabout it, Elsie, it's afact." Alex paused for a moment, letting this sink in. Then, adopting a much gentler tone, she said, "Elsie, have you given any thought to what I said a few weeks ago back at the bookstore?"

To her relief, Elsie nodded. "Yes, I. . . I've given it a lot of thought, actually. It's just. . ." She groaned. "It's sohard! Iknowthings aren't great with Eddie, believe me. But should I really just give up this relationship for . . . what? Thepossibilityof something with Archie?"

Alex shook her head. "No, not just that. Yes, I'll admit, I think Archie and you would be good together, but that shouldn't be the only reason you end things with Eddie."

Elsie co*cked her head curiously. "It isn't?"

Alex shook her head again, shaking it so fast her fascinator threatened to topple right off. "No. Elsie, you should end things with Temple because he doesn't respect you." She held up a hand before Elsie could object. "He doesn't take your writing seriously, ridicules it, in fact, he definitely doesn't respect your commitment or your passion for this play, he tries to control you by saying you shouldn't be talking to certain people, and when he doesn't get what he wants, he throws a fit." Planting her hands on her hips, Alex looked Elsie directly in the eye, hoping Elsie would fully absorb what she said next. "Elsie, that is textbook toxic behavior. No one should have to deal with that from anyone in their life, especially not from a significant other. I know those romances of yours often show men of that type changing their behavior and actions because of a woman's love, but that's not how it works in the real world."

Alex tilted her head, considering, then added, "My boyfriend. . . He's not been a saint his whole life. Far from it. Actually, he's done some terrible things. But the thing is, unlike Edward, headmitsit. He doesn't hide those things from me. He'll tell me all about it if I ask. In addition, heregretsdoing those things and he actively tries to do better. He's been doing that since before we met. He doesn't do it just to appease me, but because he actively wants to improve himself."

Elsie stared at her. Those blue eyes widened in slowly dawning comprehension. "And you don't think that's the same with Eddie?" Her voice was nothing more than a broken little whisper.

"No," Alex said softly. "I don't. Think about it, Elsie. Has he ever defended you when people call you a homewrecker or a slu*t? I've certainly never heard him do so. For that matter, instead of risking the village turning on you, why didn't he just tell Gretchen he wasn't happy in his marriage any longer and wanted a divorce? He could have told you he was attracted to you and ask that you go out with him when the divorce was finalized."

Elsie was silent. The look on her face suggested she hadn't considered this possibility before.

Encouraged, Alex kept going. "Does thatreallysound like someone who truly cares for you? Doesn't seem like it to me. It sounds like a completely toxic person whose behavior isn't going to change, no matter what you do. If you stay with him, Elsie, it's only going to continue. It'll be a continuous cycle; first he's loving, then you'll do something he doesn't like, and he'll start controlling and ridiculing you, then later he'll act like it never happened, figuring you'll dismiss it. That's no way to live, Elsie, and do you know why?"

"Because it's wrong?" Elsie guessed, still in a broken whisper.

"That, and because you don't deserve it, Elsie. No one does." Alex smiled warmly. "I know you don't think so, not fully, but youaredeserving of respect, Elsie.That'sthe other reason you should end things with Edward. Because you are deserving of respect from everyone, no matter their relationship with you. You shouldn't walk around with your head down, afraid to do the things you love. No, you should walk tall and proud and not take sh*t from anyone because you know your true value. And that value is freakingpriceless."

Alex took a deep breath. She hadn't planned on giving a speech, but she didn't regret it. Everything she'd said were things Elsie needed to hear. Hopefully, she would think them over carefully and take appropriate action.

Before Elsie could reply (though her contemplative expression didn't suggest a reply or retort was coming), there was a knock at the door. "Everyone decent?" Spencer called out.

"Yeah!" Alex answered. "Come on in, Spencer."

Spencer walked in, closely followed by a costumed Veronica. Much to Alex's amusem*nt, Veronica's lipstick was slightly smeared in the corners, undoubtedly from making out with Henry. But that wasn't the main thing that caught Alex's attention. It was the large bouquets of red roses in their hands. Veronica carried one, Spencer carried two.

Seeing her jaw drop, Veronica grinned. "Ireallyregret calling your boyfriend an asshole, Alex."

Alex blinked. "Wait, are those. . ."

Spencer shoved aside a t-shirt and a bunch of lipsticks so as to place his bouquets down on the counter. "For you," he confirmed with a grin. "Arthur and Grace just got them via courier at the ticket booth."

Brushing aside some compacts and a pair of jeans, Veronica set the other bouquet on the opposite countertop. "Seriously, Alex, don't dump him. No one hasevergiven me flowers for an opening night except my parents." She then happened to spot Alex's watch. Her eyes widened in horror. "sh*t!" she shrieked. "It's 6:40!" Veronica quickly hiked up her skirt. "Alex, don't swoon over these, we have to get backstage, or Archie willfreak!" Without another word, she was out the door, black skirts swirling as she ran.

"AndI'dbetter get back to my seat before someone steals it," Spencer remarked.

"Full house?" Alex asked.

"Oh, yeah. There's still a whole line of people waiting to get tickets, though the way things look, Arthur and Grace will have to turn some of them away."

Elsie visibly paled at this. "Oh, God," she moaned, clutching her stomach.

Alex hurriedly shoved the water bottle back at her. "Don't worry," she said reassuringly. "You'll be great, you'll see. Just drink this but take slow sips."

"I hope you're right." Taking a deep breath, Elsie picked up her skirts with one hand and gripped the water bottle in the other. "Come on, we'd better get out there before Archie starts freaking."

"Be there in a minute."

The moment the door shut behind Spencer and Elsie, Alex grabbed each bouquet's message card. A quick glance showed all were written in the Doctor's handwriting, though the messages varied significantly.

Once again, I'm terribly sorry, love, but I know you'll be wonderful. Break a leg (not literally!)

Lots of love from the Doc and the Impossible Girl. Can't wait to watch! XX

EARNEST-ly yours, the Fam!

Alex's brow furrowed. She had no doubt all of these were from the Doctor, but who the hell was the Impossible Girl? Or the Fam?

Whoever they were, Alex didn't have time to figure it out. Her watch hands were resting on 6:45 exactly. Cursing, Alex set the cards down and rushed out the door.

It was showtime.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The applause was almost deafening. Alex couldn't quite believe it. She rather suspected the rest of the cast couldn't either.

For once in the history of the Leadworth Dramatic Society, the show had gone exactly as rehearsed. There were no flubbed lines, no long costume changes, no breaking character, no missed cues, no nothing. No one had dropped any of the props (a big concern considering all the delicate tea services used throughout the play) and nothing had fallen off any of the sets whilst they were being moved into position. The tech crew had done wonderfully in getting everything assembled in the dark in under two minutes. Someonehadlet out a loud F-bomb after someone apparently stepped on their foot, but that was a minor fluke, hardly worth remembering. No one had booed when Elsie came on, though therehadbeen a slight titter amongst some of the younger audience members, but this was quickly hushed by one of the ushers. The whole audience jumped a good foot when Mrs. Warner did her ear-splitting "IN AHANDBAG?!" line, but nobody had a heart attack or any other kind of medical emergency. And now, that same audience was in the middle of a standing ovation, clapping and cheering madly.

The show was a success.

One hand holding her hat to keep it from falling off, Alex used the other to take Archie's hand as they bowed before the enthusiastic audience. Thanks to her advanced eyesight, Alex didn't have to squint through the bright stage lights to spot Amy and Rory. Both were in the third row, Rory holding a gigantic hand-held video camera, the likes of which Alex hadn't seen since the mid-90s. Amy was jumping up and down, her red hair bouncing, while Rory continued to film, even as one hand shook an exuberant fist in the air.

Alex quickly found Spencer exactly where she thought he'd be, at the very back of the auditorium. He was clapping heartily too, though that didn't stop his gaze from sweeping across the audience, looking for any potential threat.

At the moment though, Alex didn't care about any potential Kovarian, Silence, or Mels related threats. In this moment, as far as she was concerned, they didn't even exist. The rush going through her, the sense of euphoria and giddiness she always felt after a successful performance. . .Nothingcould ruin it.

Archie and Alex were the last of the cast to take individual bows. The moment the two straightened, the rest of the cast surged forward to take a collective bow. More whoops and cheers rang out from the audience, along with even more thunderous applause. Looking down the line, Alex saw Veronica kiss a blushing Henry, Elsie timidly waving to Amy and Rory, Dr. Coggins and Mrs. Warner waving enthusiastically to members of the Leadworth nursing home and ladies bingo, respectively, George bouncing madly, a big grin on his face, William being stoic as usual, but with a small smile on his lips, and Archie, beaming like the cat that got the canary.

Before Alex knew it, the tech crew were coming up to take their own bows and Archie was rushing the cast offstage. The moment they reached the backstage area, Archie let out a wild whoop. "YES!" he cheered with a huge jump.

"We're no longer laughing stocks!" Veronica enthused. Tendrils of hair escaped her bun as she spun around, skirts swirling.

"Holy crap," Henry laughed as he reached out to still Veronica by grabbing her hips. "I can't believe I did that!"

"Neither can I!" Elsie cried. A slightly hysterical laugh escaped her. "Oh, God, I thought I was gonna throw up again when the curtain rose for the second act!"

"You weregreat, Elsie," Veronica said from her new position in Henry's arms. She smiled warmly, an expression usually only reserved for Archie. "Really, you were perfect as Cecily."

Elsie blinked. Veronica giving praise to others was unheard of. "Really?"

"Of course." Veronica turned to Alex. "And you were perfect as Gwendolen, Alex."

Alex smiled. "Thanks, Veronica."

"Of course," Veronica mused, leaning back against Henry's chest, "I could've done it well too, but still. Not a bad impression."

Alex bit back a smirk. "I have no doubt," she said calmly.

"Hey, come on, guys!" George called. At some point during all the excitement, he'd sprinted down the backstage hallway and opened the door leading to the foyer. Just beyond the partially open door came the sound of lots of people milling around and talking. "Let's go greet the crowd!"

No one argued with this. The cast rushed down the hall and nearly fell over each other in their haste to get out the door. The moment they appeared, the whole crowd burst into another round of applause and cheering. Several surged forward and started talking excitedly to various cast members. Shannon Darcy and Brianna Mayhew pounced on Elsie, proclaiming how much they loved Cecily. Veronica's parents rushed forward, her dad holding a huge bouquet of pink tea roses. Squealing, Veronica hugged and kissed them both while Henry stood off to the side, grinning like the proud boyfriend he was. In an interesting, but definitely encouraging sight, George, William, Arthur, and Grace were all in a group hug with the Donaldson parents. Grace's parents were nowhere in sight. Dr. Coggins and Mrs. Warner congregated with a group of senior citizens. Archie, however, had the biggest group of admirers. Michael the ice cream man, Jeff, his grandmother, and a slew of other villagers surrounded him in a full circle, all expressing enthusiasm for the play, as well as for upcoming productions. Archie beamed widely at the praise and Alex had a feeling that grin was going to be stuck there all night.

As for Alex herself. . .

"Alex!" That was all the warning Alex got before Amy came out of nowhere and enveloped her in a tight hug. "Oh my God, you were awesome!"

Beaming, Alex hugged her back. "Thanks, Ames."

"Amy, let her breathe!" Rory chuckled. "Or at least make sure she doesn't wrinkle."

At this, Amy hastily pulled back. "Oops," she smiled sheepishly.

Chuckling, Alex smoothed out some creases in her second costume. It was plainer compared to her Act I costume, but no less exquisite. It was a long-sleeved, high collar, white lace dress with a purple sash around the waist. Completing the ensemble were the same shoes, gloves, and earrings Alex had worn in the first act, along with a new wide-brimmed lavender hat with a large bow on the side. In addition, Alex had carefully tugged a few tendrils of hair out of her bun and curled them, allowing the locks to frame her face. "Don't worry, I think Charlotte is pressing everything once we get changed back."

"Shame you don't get to keep those. You look great."

"I think Archie would have a stroke if I tried to take a costume," Alex laughed. "Besides, there's a rumor floating around that he wants the next production to beMy Fair Lady. Lot of Victorian costumes will be needed for that."

Rory eyed the rest of the cast dubiously. "You think any of this lot can sing?"

"Don't know." Alex shrugged. "Not really my problem. We'll be out of here Friday night."

Amy and Rory exchanged a look. "Speaking of. . ." Rory smiled sadly. "Spencer told us what happened." He slung an arm around Alex's shoulders, pulling her against him, and pressed a kiss to the top of her head. "We're really sorry," he said softly.

"It's okay." At the Ponds' doubtful expressions, Alex cried, "Really! I'm fine. Besides. . ." Checking to make sure no one was listening, she continued in a whisper, "It's a good excuse. He could find that bitch."

Amy's eyes narrowed. "I hope so," she growled. "I have a few things I'd like to say to her. Not just with words, but with myfists."

"Same," Rory scowled. His free hand clenched as though it were longing to hold a sword.

"Also same," Alex said, her lips pursing. She stayed like that for a moment before shaking herself. "Enough of that! People are going to be wondering why we all look so pissed."

Amy and Rory shook themselves. "Right, yeah," Amy nodded. "Good point."

"In any event," Rory said, holding up the massive video camera, "the Doctorwillsee tonight's performance. I got it all on tape!"

"I think the entire row behind us knows that," Amy said flatly. "Marcia Hayden kept poking me in the shoulder, hissing that she couldn't see because of, and I quote, 'your husband's giant ass camera'."

"Seriously, Rory," Alex smirked, "when's the last time that thing got any use? 1995?"

Before Rory could retort, Spencer chose that moment to slide up to them. "Congrats, Alex!" he beamed, giving her a quick hug. "You were great!"

"Thanks! But did you really see anything in the back row?"

"All of it," Spencer assured her. "Also," he added in an undertone, "nothing suspicious." He paused. "Well, except for some woman in brightly colored culottes who tried to start a wave at the end, but Ithinkwe can blame that on inordinate excitement."

"I saw her!" Amy exclaimed. "Rory and I passed her and her group while going to our seats." Her brow furrowed. "They all kinda looked at us funny."

Rory rolled his eyes. His expression of pure exasperation indicated that this wasn't the first he'd heard of Amy's theory. "They did not! Nor did the guy with the huge eyebrows you bumped into at the food stand!"

"They did too!" Amy cried, stomping her foot for emphasis. "Looked all. . . Well, I want to sayamused, thoughwhythey should all look at us like that, I have no idea."

"They didn't give us any kind of look," Rory said with no small amount of patience. "Not the blonde woman and her group, nor the grumpy looking man and his granddaughter."

"That woman wasnothis granddaughter." Amy turned to Alex, her mouth curved into a mischievous grin. "Way she was looking at him reminded me of the way you look at the Doctor. She's his very young girlfriend or trophy wife, I'msureof it."

Instead of protesting Amy's deduction, Rory stared off in thought. "That young woman seemed familiar to me," he mused.

"A patient?" Alex guessed.

"No, I don't think so. Not worth thinking about, really. I only got a glimpse at her before she rushed off." If he hadn't known any better, he would have sworn the tiny brunette hadn't wanted him getting a good look at her. But that was just ridiculous. Rory was confident that there weren't any Kovarian/Silence affiliated spies lurking around Leadworth. Not with Spencer around. He had no doubt the man would have noticed anything unusual by now, no matter how miniscule it may first appear.

Alex hummed noncommittally, not really concerned by this. Her system was still flooded with adrenaline and exhilaration. The weird looks a couple of strangers may or may not have given her friends were of no concern to her. Right now, all she was focused on was a successful opening night performance and the hopefully equally successful performances that would follow over the next few days. Then there would be the Doctor arriving Friday night. He'd watch her perform, maybe give her more flowers, then they would attend the wrap party at The Queen's Garters. It would be a date night for them, which was positively thrilling. She was eager to show him off, introduce him to all the people he'd heard so much about over the last few months.

Alex wasn't sure what would happen after that. They still had Mels to deal with. As much as she wanted to, they couldn't just get in the TARDIS, dematerialize away, and forget all about her.

Oh, well,she thought as Archie, having broken free of his admirers, suddenly swept her into a hug.Plenty of time to worry about that later.

Right now, it was time to celebrate.

Though Alex may have thought differently if she had spotted the tweed jacket clad figure watching her sorrowfully from the back of the foyer. Or if she'd spotted the two other figures watching him – a tall, cross-looking grey-haired man and a young blonde woman in brightly colored culottes – both of whom were well aware of what their younger self was going through, but unable to do anything to help.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

August 26th, 2011

"Okay, I'mreallyworried now."

Amy and Rory exchanged nervous looks. At the beginning of the week, they would have assured Alex that there was nothing to worry about. She was probably just being paranoid (though they would have been careful to avoid saying that exact word). The Doctor not answering his phone didn't mean anything nefarious was going on. Maybe he had just missed the phone ringing. He could be asleep, showering, or out hunting down a lead. All of these were perfectly valid reasons why he might not immediately answer Alex's phone call, even though he'd done just that all summer.

But now? They didn't say anything.

Because while a day or two could be easily explained, a whole week of the Doctor missing Alex's calls could not. That was just cause for alarm.

One hand clutching onto her Blackberry as though it were a lifeline, Alex used the other to grab her gin and tonic. She knocked it back in one gulp. "This is not good," she fretted as she slammed the glass down on the table. Her eyes darted around the room, taking in the crowd. There were several people she recognized, but not the one she wanted to see most. "He was supposed to be here, weagreed."

Amy and Rory exchanged another nervous look. Alex was right. After missing opening night, there was no way the Doctor would miss tonight's final performance or the wrap party afterwards.

It was all planned out. He'd attend the performance, sitting next to Spencer (who would more than likely spend each intermission peppering his idol with questions), then after Alex had changed, they'd all head to The Queen's Garters. After a few hours spent drinking, mingling, and listening to some god-awful karaoke (another thing Edward Temple had to answer for, buying that blasted machine), they would bid goodbye to Leadworth and hello to TARDIS travels once again.

They had spent the whole week preparing. While the Doctor could bring them back a day after they'd left, neither Amy, Rory, nor Alex had much confidence in his driving. Hence preparing for the worst and hoping for the best. They'd either devoured or thrown out all the perishables in the fridge, wrote notes in case the Doctor inadvertently caused them to miss a whole year a la Rose Tyler, and packed their bags. Amy managed to resist Erin's pleading to stay on at Leadworth Books while Alex wrapped up the summer reading contest at the library. Jimmy Temple won the kids division, sixteen-year-old Emma Morgenstern won the teen division, and Elsie won the adult division.

In addition, Alex had also formally submitted her resignation. There was no point in keeping her job. She was going on the TARDIS full-time. There would be plenty of visits to catch up with friends, but Alex was not going to return to a regular 9 to 5 life. No, as much as she liked working at the library, she knew she was meant to travel the stars with her Doctor, exploring new worlds and times, fixing things wherever they went.

But Alex had requested one last thing before quitting. She would get to pick her replacement and train them. And it wouldn't be Kendra.

Amazingly, Mayor Bascomb had agreed, though he'd been very surprised by her choice of successor.

Alex had picked none other than Elsie Margraves.

Elsie had been stunned when Alex suggested her taking over, but she hadn't been displeased, either. On the contrary, Elsie had been thoughtful, her eyes gleaming with unmitigated interest. She'd asked Alex a few questions regarding the job, such as duties and salary, before asking for a day to think it over.

The very next morning, Elsie came bouncing into the library, announcing that she'd just quit her waitressing job and was ready to start librarian training.

Kendra had grumbled and groaned a bit at being passed over, but even she had to admit that Elsie was perfect for the role of head librarian. Elsie caught on quickly to her duties, as though she'd been doing them all her life. By the end of the week, aside from learning the basics like checking books in and out, shelving, fixing up new magazines and the like, Elsie had already put in an order for new books (only a few of which were romances). She was even talking about starting book clubs for kids and teens. Today, during slow parts of their shift, she and Alex went back and forth on possible selections. Elsie had lobbied forCharlotte's Webover Alex's suggestedBridge to Terabithiafor the kids’ club, while both agreed onThe Book Thieffor the teens division.

Kendra had cut in to suggest they choose something that wasn't, in her words, "bloody depressing". She was ignored.

Alex had planned foreverything. Except for the Doctor to suddenly stop taking her calls.

At first, she hadn't been too alarmed when the Doctor didn't call her back Monday night or anytime Tuesday. He was busy tracking down Kovarian. That was far more important than calling his girlfriend. But as the days passed and each of Alex's calls went to voice-mail, the alarm bells in her head rang increasingly louder.

It was all she could do to keep her anxieties and worries from affecting her last few obligations. At the library, she'd had Elsie, Kendra, and Spencer to distract her. During performances, she'd thrown herself into the role of Gwendolen Fairfax, allowing her character's kookiness and romantic troubles to consume her. But now? At a wrap party the Doctor was supposed to have shown up for, but hadn't? Nothing could distract her. Her every thought was on him, worrying if something bad had happened to him, if the Silence or Kovarian had gotten the better of him and he was now trapped somewhere, at the whim of a bunch of maniacs.

Because sheknewhe wouldn't have done this on purpose. Which only meant someone or something had made the choice for him.

Her spiraling thoughts were abruptly cut off by a fresh G&T being shoved on the table in front of her. "Drink," Rory commanded, his tone brokering no room for argument.

Alex obeyed.Maybe if I drink enough of these,she thought,I'll get drunk enough to forget everything.

As Alex took a long sip, she looked around the room once more. Maybe her inner Doctor detector wasn't working and she'd missed him in the crowd?

It seemed a reasonable explanation, considering the crowd here tonight. The Queen's Garters was positivelypacked. Alex had heard one of the barmaids remark that more people had shown up for the wrap party than any trivia night ever. It seemed all of Leadworth wanted in on the celebration. Each and every table housed at least four people while the bar was about two feet thick. Behind it, Gretchen, Nicole, and Rupert were running all around, delivering tankards and refilling drinks at a nearly inhuman speed. In the back, another crowd of people surged around the refreshment table. Bello Italiano had provided complimentary catering, and no one was about to miss grabbing some garlic knots. Arthur and Grace stood a small distance away from the hungry villagers, watching to see if more food or plates needed to be added.

Near one of the tables closest to the bar, Kendra, Leslie, Erin, and a group of their friends were making their way through a margarita pitcher, laughing all the while. At the table beside them, Archie was holding court with a group of admirers. Several had already asked about being in the next production, formally announced tonight asWhite Christmas, coming in December. Alex had no doubt that in between praises, Archie was sizing each contender up, judging if they could serve a role in the musical and, if so, what specific role.

A few other tables were occupied by members of ladies’ bingo and several staff and residents of the nursing home. At the moment, all of them were raising tankards and sodas in a toast to Dr. Coggins and Mrs. Warner. Both recipients reddened at the attention, but neither seemed horribly displeased with it either.

Off towards the back, several people were gathered around the karaoke machine. Veronica and Henry, both already three sheets to the wind, seemed to be reenacting the 'Don't You Want Me' duet scene fromGlee. They were bouncing around almost identically to Rachel and Blaine in the episode, both looking simultaneously disheveled and attractive. And despite being drunk off their asses, they both sounded spectacular. Neither one missed so much as a note, their voices harmonizing almost effortlessly. Alex suspected that should they want them (and Veronica undoubtedly would), they would get two of the lead roles inWhite Christmas. Her opinion was reinforced the moment the song finished as their audience burst into enthusiastic applause.

Alex's copper-colored gaze moved away from the karaoke corner to flick from table to table. She spotted Augustus and Tabetha, both oblivious to their daughter, son-in-law, and good-as-daughter's inner turmoil, chatting with the Donaldson parents and a few other people from church. The ladies from Holy Snip were congregated at a table, all laughing riotously (and maybe a bit drunkenly). Rachel Wyrick had dragged Ron Farthing into a dance by the bar, even though the only music playing were the instrumental tracks from the karaoke machine (Veronica and Henry were now tackling 'Total Eclipse of the Heart'). Shannon Darcy and Brianna Mayhew, sitting on stools at the bar, were waving lit cigarette lighters back and forth in time to the music, ignoring Nicole's pleas to put them out before they set off the smoke alarm. A bunch of newly graduated sixth-formers, including Audrey Oates, were engaging in a small food fight with several members of The Queen's Garters football team.

So many people enjoying their night, without a care in the world. All they had to worry about were the massive hangovers they'd have tomorrow morning.

Alex wished she could be like them. She didn't want to be so fearful, her mind churning out more and more scenarios, each one more horrifying than the last. Tonight was supposed to be a party and she'd dressed for such: spaghetti-strap black floral sundress, black tights, jean jacket, black combat boots, and gold hoop earrings. She'd broken out the eyeshadow palette Lacey had sent her last month, pairing it with extra volumizing mascara, Cherry Bomb lipstick, and a few extra spritzes of Chanel No. 5. Though Alex was reluctant to admit it, she knew she'd taken such care with her appearance because the Doctor was supposed to be here. Anyone would want to look good when reuniting with their boyfriend. Alex was no different.

But despite her party outfit, her mood was anything but celebratory. Not that she was purposefully choosingnotto be celebratory. Her fears just wouldn't let her.

Alex sighed wistfully. She wanted to be knocking back G&T's not out of a desire to momentarily forget, but out of pure enjoyment. She wanted to jump up onstage for some bad '80s karaoke, eat her weight in garlic knots and pizza, and enjoy one last big blowout before it was back to the TARDIS. She wanted the Doctor by her side, laughing at Veronica's drunken voguing. She wanted him to talk to Elsie and use his own persuasive charm to fill her with some much-needed self-confidence. She wanted to drag him out on the floor for a dance. She wanted to challenge him to a drinking contest, see how many beers and G&T's it would take to get themselves drunk. She wanted him to pull her into the back alleyway and kiss her like he couldn't get enough of her, slide his hands up her dress and murmur against her neck that she was the most precious thing in the universe to him as his fingers slipped under her tights towards her center. . .

Shuddering, Alex blinked rapidly.Damn, maybe the gin's starting to have an effect!Though not necessarily the effect she wanted.

"There's got to be something we can do," Amy muttered. She took a sip of her ale, her brow furrowed in thought. "Did you try calling the TARDIS phone?"

"First thing I did," Alex sighed, leaning back in her chair. "All I got was the same 'sorry, I was looking for the brakes' message."

"And we tried calling both numbers from our phones," Rory reminded his wife. He grimaced. "No go there."

"What about UNIT?" Amy suggested. "Surely they've got a good way of calling him."

Alex nodded towards the front door. "Spencer's outside trying to do just that." What she didn't say was that Spencer hadn't sounded very optimistic. According to him, UNIT's track record at requesting the Doctor's help was rather hit and miss. The Doctor had a terrific knack for showing up on Earth just when UNIT needed him most (though Alex knew that was just the TARDIS taking him where he was needed) but actually trying to contact him to get his opinion or help on something was extremely difficult. The best they could do, Spencer said, was leave a message and hope he got back to them.

Amy nodded slowly. "Okay, then," she said briskly, straightening up. "We'll let him deal with that and whatever happens after, we'll handle. In the meantime, I have no intention of slouching back here all night, drinking and fretting. This is aparty, dammit, and we need to treat it like such!"

Alex raised an eyebrow, though she couldn't quite keep her lips from twitching. Amy's determination was contagious. "And how do you suggest we do that?"

Amy stood and held out her hand. "By shoving Paul and Linda McCartney off stage and showing them how karaoke isreallydone. Care to join?"

While a part of her wanted to keep wallowing and worrying, Alex couldn't deny that Amy's suggestion was extremely tempting. She couldn't fret all night. Besides, throwing herself into the party might be the best distraction in combating her dark thoughts. "Only if we switch to '90s songs," she smiled, getting to her feet. She had nothing against the '80s (one of her time traveling bucket list items was to attend both Live Aid concerts) but she'd lived through the '90s and could confidently say that she was a true product of that decade. The pop culture of that era, particularly the music? Nothing else could compare.

Amy had much the same viewpoint. She grinned widely at Alex's condition. "Deal."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

After they'd done a mini tribute to TLC with 'No Scrubs' and 'Waterfalls', Amy talked Alex into doing a solo number. She'd gone with what many would argue was the defining song of that decade: Nirvana's 'Smells Like Teen Spirit'. An unconventional choice, to be sure, but there was nothing Alex enjoyed more than surprising people while performing. The jaw drops and raised eyebrows she'd gotten when Kurt Cobain's instantly recognizable guitar riff first echoed out the speakers had been positively thrilling. The fact that those skeptical expressions switched to ones of amazement when she was through was even more thrilling.

Now, as Alex grabbed another drink, Veronica was back on stage. This time, though, she'd dragged Kendra and Grace up. All three were striking their best girl group poses as they belted out 'Wannabe'. Alex just hoped none of them tried to do a back handspring a la Sporty Spice. She'd once seen someone try to do that during karaoke night at Kitty Canary's back in Bristol, getting a busted wrist for their efforts.

As she took a sip of her ninth G&T, bemoaning the fact that she still felt perfectly sober, someone shook her shoulder. Alex turned around to find a very concerned Archie. "Hey, have you seen Elsie tonight?"

Alex's eyes widened. "No, I haven't." So caught up in the fact that the Doctor had gone MIA, she hadn't realized there was another person missing from the party. And a missing Elsie was even more concerning than a missing Doctor. The Doctor, at least, had centuries of experience under his belt. No matter what trouble he got into, he could take care of himself. Elsie on the other hand? "Did she come here from the school?"

Archie ran a hand through his hair, causing the spiky strands to flatten. "Yeah, she walked with Henry and Ronnie. But no one's seen her since about an hour ago."

Before Alex could reply, she was distracted by the front door slamming open. She and Archie turned to see Halley Carpenter standing in the doorway with an ecstatic look on her face. "Hey, guys!" she called, addressing the room at large but looking straight at Archie and Alex. "Massiverow going on outside! I think Elsie's finally wised up on Temple!"

She didn't have to say anything more. Archie and Alex rushed across the room and out the door. Half the crowd, including the youngerEarnestcast members, followed them.

The parking lot was dark, lit only by a couple of streetlamps and the red glow of cigarettes from the smokers lined up along the outside of the pub. However, that didn't prevent Alex from seeing Elsie and Edward Temple standing in the middle of the lot. Or from hearing them, for that matter.

"Will you give it up?!" Elsie snapped. Her hands were planted on her hips, her head tilted up to meet Temple's. While her face was angled away from the onlookers, Alex had no doubt she was giving her hopefully soon-to-be ex a fearsome glare. "I'm not interested in anything else you have to say! We'rethrough!"

Archie gasped. Several onlookers started muttering excitedly. Alex resisted the urge to start cheering.

"Elsie,please," Edward begged. He eyed the unabashedly watching crowd warily. "Can't we just talk about this somewhereprivate?"

"There's nothing to talk about." Elsie crossed her arms over her chest. "What part of 'we're through' do you not get?"

Still casting the onlooker’s wary looks, Edward hissed, "But I love you!"

Elsie snorted. "No, you don't! A man who loves me wouldn't sneak around, tell me he's gonna leave his wife and marry me when he's got no intention of actually doing it!"

Alex bounced up and down a little.Yes! You tell him, Elsie!

"Who said I have no intention of doing that?!" Edward yelled. His cheeks were turning red, his hands starting to clench into fists. "Those bloody meddlers in the play?!"

"Thosebloody meddlers, as you call them, are my friends!" Elsie leaned a bit closer to him, getting up on tiptoe so she could look directly into his eyes. "And they were totally right about you! I only wish I'd listened to them a long time ago!"

As Edward made a scathing retort, Alex turned to Halley, standing right beside her. From this close, she could smell the thick scent of cloves.That answers how Halley happened to be out here to witness this,Alex thought. As Kendra had said last month, Halley's attempts to quit smoking were not going well. "How long has this been going on?" she murmured.

"Almost ten minutes now. It only got this heated about a minute ago, when she said she was breaking up with him." Shaking her head, Halley let out a low whistle. "Man, that guy doesnottake rejection well."

Catching this last part, Archie muttered, "Let's hope he doesn't get violent."

Alex pursed her lips. "If he does, you hold him down, Archie, while I kick him where it hurts." Some might have taken this as a joke, but Alex was perfectly serious. If Edward dared to lay a hand on Elsie, he was going to get a nasty surprise. She'd been looking for someone other than Spencer to practice her new self-defense moves on. If push came to shove, Edward would be the perfect candidate.

"I'm not doing this anymore!" Elsie shouted. Chest heaving, she took a few steps towards the pub. "I don't care whether you don't like this or not! I deserve to be with someone who actually loves me, who doesn't try tocontrolme at every single moment!" And with that, Elsie strode towards the pub. She faltered half a step upon seeing the huge crowd her and Edward's fight had drawn, but she quickly recovered. As she approached, Alex was happy to see that Elsie's head hung high. A huge weight had been lifted from her shoulders and it was obvious that Elsie couldn't be happier about it.

Edward Temple, in stark contrast, looked like a little boy whose favorite toy had just been taken away. He stared after Elsie, shoulders slumped, but he made no move to go after her. After a few moments, he finally turned and slunk off into the darkness.

Good riddance,Alex thought.

"Blimey," Elsie gaped. She stared, wide-eyed, at the dissipating crowd, their free show now over. "Did everyone really see that?"

"You can blame Halley," Alex muttered. She gestured off to the side. Halley was now leaning against the side of the building, leisurely smoking another clove cigarette while chatting to a guy beside her. "She came in and announced what was going on."

She expected Elsie to turn bright red, but to Alex's pleasant surprise, Elsie merely shrugged. "Oh, well," she said easily. "It was gonna get around the village anyway."

Archie smiled down at her. "That's a good attitude to have."

"I'm trying to work on not letting what people think get to me." Elsie smiled sheepishly. "Not sure how long that's gonna last though."

"Still a start," Archie said encouragingly. "It's true, it's not easy, but you'll get there." While he didn't say it outright, Alex could tell by his expression that he wanted to offer to help Elsie get to that place.

Even better, Elsie's soft smile said she knew this and was open to the idea. "I have no doubt. But!" she cried. "I need to catch up on the partying! Thanks to Edward and his bitching, I'm an hour off schedule!"

"Well, then," Alex grinned, linking her arm through Elsie's, "let's go remedy that, shall we?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"There you are!" Alex set down her eleventh gin and tonic and gaped up at Spencer. "I was beginning to wonder if we'd have to send out a search party for you, too."

"Sorry," Spencer winced. He sank down into the seat beside her. "I really didn't think I'd be gone so long."

"Where exactly did you go? I didn't see you out in the parking lot. Oh! Elsie broke up with Temple!"

"I heard," Spencer grinned. "I had to go into the back alley in order to hear Chief Stewart, their fighting was so loud." He paused. "Or at least Temple's side was. I didn't want to leave Elsie alone, though, so I gestured for Halley to go in and get you."

"She did that," Alex snorted, leaning back in her chair. "She got me, Archie, and half the party." She nodded towards the karaoke section. "Not that it caused a standstill. Actually, it seems to have added more energy."

Spencer followed her gaze. Most of the partygoers had gathered around the karaoke stage where Elsie and Grace were currently yelling out the chorus to Taylor Swift's 'Mean'. Most of their audience was singing along, though they sounded nowhere near as good as Elsie and Grace. A couple were waving cell phones and lit cigarette lighters back and forth. Others were using tankards, which threatened to slosh onto the floor with every drunken sway.

"Wow," Spencer chuckled. "Sorry I've been missing this."

Alex snickered. "They're doing a Taylor Swift tribute right now, singing all of her best angry, I'm-glad-I'm-no-longer-with-you breakup songs. They started with 'Picture to Burn', then moved on to 'White Horse' and 'You're Not Sorry'." She tilted her head thoughtfully, taking another sip of her drink. "They'll have to move on to other songs here soon. Just do a breakup anthem tribute." She winced, remembering such tributes she and Lacey had done back in Bristol. Alex had never been bothered enough by her breakups to listen to a sad playlist, but the same couldn't be said for Lacey and their friends. So many Friday nights had been spent at Kitty Canary's, aggressively singing 'Since U Been Gone' and 'You're So Vain' in between tequila shots and sob fests in the bathroom. Hopefully, Elsie wouldn't feel the need to do those last two items.

As 'Mean' came to a close, Alex turned back to Spencer. As much as she was interested in making sure Elsie's first night as a newly single woman went off without a hitch, she was far more interested in the results of Spencer's phone call. "Okay," she said, straightening up. "What did UNIT say? Did you get in touch with the Doctor?"

Spencer's face hardened, his eyes turning gray. He scooted his chair a bit closer to hers. Alex obligingly shifted closer as well. After checking to make sure no one was within earshot, Spencer said, "I spoke to Chief Stewart. She was alarmed, to say the least. She immediately tried calling the numbers you gave me, but he didn't answer. She called a few more times, left messages, but he still didn't answer." He nibbled the inside of his cheek, dreading what he was about to say next. "And she worries she might have an idea why."

Alex frowned, immediately sensing something was wrong. "What is it?"

Spencer took a deep breath before plunging in. "Right before I called, she received a call from the UNIT operative we had stationed in France, to follow Mels. Earlier tonight, Mels went out for dinner with a business associate. The restaurant they went to is on the Champs-Élysées. Now, that's a pretty crowded area, especially at night. After dinner was over, Mels and her associate bid each other goodbye and went their separate ways. The operative started following Mels back to her hotel. About two minutes in, a bunch of tourists momentarily blocked the operative's view. Once she got past them, she spotted Mels a bit of a distance away. She followed Mels back to the hotel, only. . ." Spencer paused, taking another deep breath. ". . .only it wasn't Mels."

Alex blinked. "What?"

"It was some random tourist girl who, from a distance, could be taken for Mels. Her name's Rochelle Davenport, currently on a long holiday in Paris from Swansea. She said that while the tourists blocked the operative, Mels came up to her and said that her crazy ex-girlfriend was following her and could Rochelle please pretend to be her while Mels got away. Apparently, Mels was very convincing. Rochelle took Mels' jacket and went where Mels told her to. When they got to the hotel, Rochelle spun round and started berating the operative for being a crazy stalker." Spencer made a small snorting sound, even though he didn't find anything about this funny. "You can imagine how horrified she was when the operative whipped out their UNIT badge."

But Alex didn't care about Rochelle. Her whole body felt as though a bucket of icy cold water had been dumped over her. Chills ran down her spine. Her hearts started to beat erratically. Her breathing came out ragged, even though she'd been sitting down for almost twenty minutes. She clutched at the arms of her chair, fingernails digging into the faux wood. She stared at her half-full glass of gin and tonic, but she wasn't really seeing it. Her whole being could only focus on one thing: Mels was missing.

Mels wasmissing. A full-blown, straight up psychotic assassin was on the loose and nobody had any idea where she was. Even if UNIT posted warnings at all the French airports, train stations, and ferries, Mels could easily slip on one of them undetected. She'd done much the same decades ago when departing the U.S. for England. The Doctor hadn't been able to find any official record of such a thing. Mels had simply slipped under the radar, probably doing so effortlessly, and now she had done it again. She could beanywhereright now. France, on her way back to Leadworth, or. . .

Alex swallowed thickly, suddenly feeling sick. While there hadn't been any evidence of futuristic technology at Mels' house, there was no reason to believe she didn't have access to it somehow. If she was still in contact with Kovarian, she could easily get her hands on a vortex manipulator. What ifthatwas why the Doctor had suddenly gone AWOL? Mels had tracked him down at some future point in time and. . .

These thoughts were derailed by someone shaking her. Blinking rapidly, Alex refocused on a very worried Spencer.

"Alex? Alex, you'reokay," Spencer assured her. He kept a firm grip on her shoulder, forcing her to look at him. "I promise, you'resafe. Mels is not going to get you."

"But what if she found the Doctor?" Alex's voice trembled, her worries and fears once again rising to the surface. Tears started to form in her eyes, though she struggled to keep them from falling. "That's what Chief Stewart thinks, isn't it?! What if she somehow tracked him down and, and—"

Spencer quickly cut her off. "We don't know that," he said firmly. "It'sjusta theory. It could be a bunch of other things." He wracked his brain for possible theories. He desperately wanted to comfort Alex, assure her that what she was fearing might not be the case. Unfortunately, he rather worried that her fears might not be unfounded.

Alex stared at him doubtfully. "Like what?"

"Well. . . Didn't you say once the TARDIS always takes him where heneedsto go rather than where hewantsto? Maybe that's what happened here."

Alex had to admit, that wasn't outside the realm of possibility. If it was a particularly tricky situation the TARDIS had gotten him into, it would explain why the Doctor hadn't been answering his phone. "Perhaps," she said slowly. But her eyes continued to glisten.

Spencer was saved from having to come up with anything else by Amy and Rory rushing up. "Hey!" Amy started to grin, only to quickly cut herself off at the sight of Alex's pale, trembling form. She hurriedly dropped down beside her, tugging Alex into a hug. "What's wrong?"

It took less than a minute for Spencer to relay the terrible news. By the end of it, the Ponds were as pale as Alex. Rory, holding a bottle of beer, took a long sip. His Adam's apple trembled violently as he swallowed. "So, Mel-Melody is. . ." He swallowed once more, unwilling to say the words.

Fortunately, Spencer understood this. "Yes," he nodded. His expression was grim, his mouth pressed into a thin line. His hand hovered over his gun, now tucked into his waistband. A part of him was hoping that Mels would suddenly saunter into the pub, allowing him to whip out the weapon and arrest her. Of course, he highly doubted Mels was that thick. After their last encounter at the fair, she'd do her best to avoid him, even if it meant not being able to get at Alex.

"We've gotta do something," Rory insisted. He slammed his beer bottle down, causing the table to rattle violently and a few partygoers to glance back at them. Wincing, Rory leaned over the table and whispered, "There's gotta be something we can do to get the Doctor's attention. Because I refuse to believe he suddenly got captured by those nutjobs."

"Me too," Amy nodded. There was no way in hell her Raggedy Man had fallen into a Silence/Kovarian trap. Not the same man who defeated the army at Demons Run in less than four minutes. He was too smart to be fooled like that. Knowing what they knew about Kovarian and the Silence, miniscule as it may be, there was no way the Doctor wouldn't exercise an abundance of caution when trying to track them down. "No, there's gotta be another explanation."

Alex wiped away a stray tear. "Spencer did suggest that maybe the TARDIS had taken him somewhere that needs his attention."

"Well, then," Amy said slowly, a Cheshire cat grin spreading across her face. "It's a good thing that I've already thought of something guaranteed to get a sentient time machine's attention."

Alex, Rory, and Spencer all exchanged very confused, very wary looks.Why does that not fill me with confidence?Alex wondered.

But she knew the answer. It was because with Amy Pond, you never knew what she was gearing to do next.

And that wasterrifying.

Notes:

A/N: And that's the last of the 'Adjusting' chapters! I hope you all enjoyed the assorted characters of Leadworth as much as I enjoyed writing them. We'll be seeing a few of them pop up in later chapters (such as Archie and Elsie being a couple?).

Chapter 41: Let's Kill Hitler Part 1

Notes:

A/N: Alex's outfits for this chapter can be viewed on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

Chapter Text

August 27th, 2011

Sure enough, Amy's idea wasterrifying.

Well, not the idea itself, but the way it was being put into action.

Alex clutched what Lacey had dubbed theoh sh*tbar hanging over the window beside her. Her other hand scrabbled for leverage on the slick leather seat beneath her. She grit her teeth and shut her eyes, trying not to think about how fast the car was going.

Good lord, what the hell had she beenthinking, agreeing to this insanity?!

Beside her, Spencer was thinking the exact same thing. One hand gripping the bar above his own window, the other planted itself on Alex's shoulder. Despite the fact that they were both wearing seatbelts, Spencer wasn't overly confident that they would be of much help if the car (going ninety miles an hour when he last risked a look at the speedometer) wound up crashing.

As if to reinforce his opinion, the car suddenly swerved sharply, sending both Alex and Spencer flying sideways. Only their seatbelts, and Spencer's hand on Alex's shoulder, kept them from crashing into each other or from sprawling down onto the backseat.

Alex opened her eyes and sent a sharp glare towards the back of the driver's head. "Rory, slow down!"

Safe in the knowledge that Alex couldn't see him, Rory smirked. "Call it payback for that ride you took us on in Utah!" he called back.

Alex's response was to merely stick her tongue out at him.

Spencer's grip on the bar tightened, his fingers turning white. "Are we almost done?!" he shouted.Because I can't take much more of this!Really, this ride was worse than the one he'd taken through an active battlefield in the Middle East while helping a group of local UNIT agents track down a particularly brutal Sand Wyrm. The driver of that vehicle drove as fast as the army grade Jeep would go, dodging bullets, IED's, and a whole heap of other obstacles far more deadly and dangerous than a Sand Wyrm.

Up in the passenger seat, Amy called, "Just about!" She fumbled around with the patterned paper in her hands. "Okay, left, sharp turn!" she ordered. Rory immediately cut the wheel, sending the Citroen swerving (and causing Alex and Spencer to start swearing). A beat later, Amy cried, "Okay, right!" Just as Rory moved in that direction, Amy said hurriedly, "No, no, no, I mean left!" She fumbled once more with the map. "No, sorry, right, right! I definitely meant right!"

Alex rolled her eyes, even as her hearts thudded at a frantic, terrified pace. "Make up your mind, Amelia!"

Amy ignored her. "A loop-the-loop!"

Rory obediently turned the wheel hard, sending them in a giant circle. Amy clutched the bar over her own head while Alex and Spencer tried their hardest not to throw up.

"Stop, stop!" Amy shrieked and much to Alex and Spencer's relief, Rory slammed on the breaks and cut the engine.

Sending up a quick, grateful prayer, Alex peered out her window. They were on the edge of a large crop circle, corn completely crushed from the force of the Citroen's tires. But then she saw what hadreallymade Amy call for a halt.

In the center of the large circle was a familiar blue police box.

The TARDIS.

Spencer looked out his own window. His heart, already thudding rapidly from the stress of Rory's driving combined with Amy's chaotic directions, only beat faster upon catching sight of a glorious blue color that, up until now, he had only seen in photographs from old UNIT files.

"Oh my God," he murmured. He rubbed his suddenly sweaty palms across his pant legs. Not that it helped, especially when he spotted the figure standing in front of the legendary blue box.

Alex spotted the figure too, but her reaction couldn't be more different. The fear that had been weighing down on her, wrapping her mind in one horrible scenario after another for the past week, evaporated. Her shoulders lifted as though a physical burden had been removed from them. And, in a sense, one had been. Her two hearts continued to beat quickly, but now for a much more pleasurable reason. A fresh, cool load of adrenaline entered her system, filling her with much-needed energy. And as she clambered out of the car, closely followed by Spencer and the Ponds, for the first time in a week, her mouth curved into a broad, brilliant grin.

Standing before them, a slight smirk on his lips, was the Doctor.

Despite her excitement, Alex's gaze ran over him critically, searching for any physical reasons that might have kept him from showing up this week. To her relief, she didn't see any. The Doctor looked just the same as he always did, except for one major alteration. Instead of his standard tweed jacket, he now wore a dark green WWII-style military jacket. It reminded Alex of a similar one she'd seen while shopping for a new coat during her and the Doctor's stay at Craig's. When she saw that coat, she hadn't been able to keep from picturing it on the Doctor.

Looks better than I imagined,she thought appreciatively.

The Doctor's smirk deepened at the clear approval on Alex's face.Guess she likes the coat,he thought. At the start of his search for Melody, he'd temporarily ditched his tweed jacket in favor of something that wouldn't stand out so much. The places he'd found himself in the last few months, places he wouldnevertake Alex (or any other companion) to, demanded that he blend in a bit more, not call too much attention to himself. The TARDIS had promptly recommended this new coat to him. He'd been a bit skeptical at first, but when the TARDIS assured him Alex would like it, he didn't hesitate in putting it on. Now, it seemed as though his brilliant, sexy time machine had been proven right.

However, he also noticed a few other things about Alex. Specifically, the utter relief in her tired eyes. The Doctor silently cursed himself. He never wanted to make Alex worried. And it was clear she had been worried, extremely so, this past week. There were dark circles under her eyes, ones she hadn't even bothered to try and cover with makeup. Actually, she wasn't wearing makeup at all, a rarity for her. Knowing Alex as well as he did, he suspected that after spending most of the night unable to sleep with all her anxieties and fretting, the moment daylight broke, she'd simply thrown on the first clothes she could find, eager to get started in calling him back to Leadworth. She wore a simple bright blue tank top, ripped skinny jeans, white Converse high-tops, and a gray cardigan carelessly flung over her shoulders. Her only jewelry consisted of her ever-present necklace and ring.

He decided to refrain, for now, from commenting on Alex's appearance. First and foremost was figuring out what the hell had happened here, then reassuring her of his safety. So, still smirking, he held up a newspaper. It was tomorrow's edition ofThe Leadworth Chronicle. The front page read, in big, bold type,LEADWORTH'S CROP CIRCLE. Underneath was a photo of the very cornfield they were standing in, the word 'Doctor' written out in the very center of the field. "Seriously?" he said, eyeing the group incredulously. His gaze, however, drifted towards Amy. Somehow, he rather suspected her of being the mastermind behind the harebrained (if creative) idea.

Amy, noticing his scrutinizing gaze, blushed. She should have known the Doctor would figure out she was the brains behind the crop circle. Though really, it was George Donaldson he should be eyeing, not her. He'd been the one to give her the idea at the wrap party last night. Amy had found herself talking to him while they were both waiting for Nicole Sullivan to refill their drinks. She couldn't remember exactly how they got onto the subject, but at some point, the conversation turned to the crop circle pranks George and a few of his mates had pulled a couple years ago.

It had been a big thing locally, several intricately designed crop circles appearing in the cornfields on the outskirts of town. There had been a few mutterings about alien visitors, but that was quickly disproven when farmer Harvey Granger, returning home late one night from Gloucester, spotted a small car driving wildly through his cornfield. Upon investigating, it was revealed that George was driving while a friend sat in the passenger seat, using a map of the planned design to direct George on which way to go. Fortunately for George and his mates, everyone was too amused by their prank to press charges.

George had been more than happy to tell Amy just how they went about creating their crop circles. It had been simplicity itself. They went online, where directions for making your own crop circle could be found in just a few clicks. There was even a site where you could submit your own design and it would tell you how to go about creating it. It had impressed Amy tremendously and when Spencer and Alex related the bad news about the Doctor, a lightbulb blinked on in her head. From there, all she had to do was find the site George mentioned and a hardly-used cornfield. And her plan worked! The Doctor was here, eye-shagging Alex, and all was right with the world.

Well, for the most part.

Now, Rory merely shrugged. "Well, you weren't answering your phone."

"Andyou didn't show up last night," Alex added. She rushed across the field to him, only coming to a halt once she was standing right in front of him. Not wasting a moment, her hands reached up to fiddle with his deep blue bowtie. As she straightened it, her fingertips brushed against the bare skin of his neck. The Doctor swallowed heavily at the contact, his Adam's apple bobbing. Though Alex delighted in this reaction, it didn't stop her from raising a critical eyebrow at him. "You've been AWOL for aweek," she said, some of her earlier fear and worry bleeding into her words. "Care to explain?"

The Doctor sighed softly. "I'm very sorry, love," he murmured. He wrapped an arm around her waist and tugged her closer to him. Her hands dropped to his lapels, resting on top of his hearts. "But I'm afraid I got caught up in something."

Alex stiffened, instinctively realizing there was a double meaning to his words. "You got caught in a trap?" Her voice was tight, her dark green eyes narrowing.

"Hey, hey. . ." His free hand cupped her chin, thumb rubbing soothing patterns against her skin. "I'mfine, Ally."

Her tense shoulders relaxed a bit at his touch, but not her anger. "What happened?" she demanded.

"Kovarian," he said simply. He continued rubbing his thumb against her skin, though now it was more for his benefit than hers. "The leads I told you about? Turns out they'd been made up. Probably to get me out of the way, though I'm not sure if Kovarian wanted me dead or just indisposed until Melody showed up to finish the job."

"What did she do?" Amy cut in, reminding the two they weren't alone.

The Doctor kept his eyes on Alex as he answered. "She arranged for some people she knew I knew – not friends, but some acquaintances I've made over the years – to give me false information that she'd been spotted on a planet not far from Demons Run. Made sure they were vague. Too confident and I'd get suspicious. Anyway, when I got to where she'd allegedly been spotted, I was . . . jumped."

Alex's eyes widened. "Jumped?!"

"I got out," he said hastily, seeing her eyes darkening again. "I was only held for about an hour." He decided to refrain from telling her justhowhe'd escaped, at least for now. Once he started her self-defense training, he'd show her some of the moves that, while incredibly violent, helped save his life. "Unfortunately, I was a long distance away from the TARDIS."

"So, you've spent the past week hiding out on that planet while trying to get back to the TARDIS?"

He gave her a smile that came off more as a grimace. "Unfortunately, yes."

Alex's head tilted back as a rush of air whooshed out of her. Not as bad as she'd thought (and God knew she'd thought alot) but it was still horrifying to learn her Doctor had been reduced to scuttling around like a rat on a seedy, probably hostile planet. Still, the important thing was that he was right here, alive. Kovarian had not succeeded. And, if Alex had her way, Mels wouldn't either.

The hand still cupping her chin gently tilted her head forwards. The Doctor's emerald green depths shined reassuringly. "It's alright, Ally, I'm fine." Releasing her chin, he made two x's just above her hands, still resting on his chest. "Cross my hearts."

"Good," she smiled. "You're not in trouble." Then, leaning in and stretching up on tiptoe, she whispered in his ear, "Thistime."

"Good to know," he chuckled, right before leaning in and pressing his lips to hers.

The effect on them both was instantaneous. Fresh bursts of adrenaline ran through their systems, an intoxicating rush that neither had felt in months. Despite the long time apart, their lips moved seamlessly against each other. The Doctor smiled into the kiss, his hands moving down to grip her hips. His fingers rubbed circles against the thick denim fabric, though he longed to be touching bare skin instead. Such thoughts had been running rampant in his head ever since Alex sent him that enticing photo back in June. And after that phone call a few weeks ago. . .

Well, he was quite eager to take the next step with Alex.

Recalling how much she seemed to love his domineering side, he quickly darted his tongue out and forcibly pried her lips open. Her gasp was cut off by him sweeping his tongue inside, claiming her mouth as his. Alex's hands scrabbled for his lapels, clutching them tight in an effort to hold on. No doubt he knew how much she loved it when he took control of their kissing . . . or how her knees went weak at his actions. At the moment, it was a bit of an effort to stay upright, but it was a challenge Alex would never turn down.

Somehow, despite his tongue rammed in her mouth, Alex managed to smile into the kiss.God, she'd missed this! Going without this for an entire summer was just horrible. Well, no more of that. Starting from this moment, she wasn't going to be separated from the Doctor for so long ever again.Screw River and Lake Silencio,she thought, flipping a mental finger at both.Let them try and separate us.

Amy and Rory smiled slightly at their friends' reunion, but both also fairly vibrated with impatience. Happy as they were for the Doctor and Alex, this was no time for a prolonged reunion. Their psychopathic daughter was in the wind, and no one knew where she was or what her plans were. Now was not the time for a makeout session; now was the time to come up with a much-needed plan.

Considering how often she'd interrupted them in the past, Amy took it upon herself to do the same now. "Okay!" she cried, her voice carrying clear across the cornfield. It had the desired effect. With begrudging sighs, the Doctor and Alex broke apart as Amy strode towards them. "Good to see you, Doctor, but now's not the time for snogging! We've got a big problem."

The Doctor frowned. "Define 'problem'."

"Mels has gone AWOL." Amy's voice was blunt, getting straight to the point, and it was almost enough for one to dismiss the slight tremble in her words.

The Doctor stiffened. An arm immediately wrapped itself around Alex and tugged her against him. "What do you mean?" he demanded. Without waiting for Amy or Rory to answer, he turned to Spencer. While he didn't recognize the muscular young man, he had a pretty good idea from Alex's descriptions who he was. And that he was the one with all the answers.

Spencer straightened to his full height when the Doctor's emerald green eyes landed on him. He'd seen countless photos of the Doctor, spanning from his first incarnation to this one, but a bunch of photos was nothing compared to the man standing right in front of him,staringat him so expectantly. He had to resist the urge to salute, recalling from all the files that the Doctor didn't particularly like that.

"Yes, sir," he said, clasping his hands behind his back. Was his voice a bit more high-pitched than normal? He surreptitiously cleared his throat before speaking again. "Um, I'm Dr. Spencer Grayson—"

"Yes, I gathered that," the Doctor said flatly. His features turned slightly cold. "And I'm assuming you know who I am."

Spencer swallowed heavily. He could hear the implied words at the end of the Doctor's sentence:And that you know how I'll react if you don't get to the point.Suddenly, Spencer was at a loss for what to say. His only consolation for this lack of composure was that there were several UNIT operatives who he was sure would react the exact same way if they ever met the Doctor. Osgood, for one. She'd easily go through an entire inhaler, maybe two.

Focus!Spencer snapped to himself. The Doctor's features were starting to harden, and even Alex and the Ponds were giving him strange looks. For God's sake, he could do this! He could give a progress report. He had done so many times, though not in a situation as dire as this.

Once more surreptitiously clearing his throat, Spencer ploughed into speech. His heart thundered in his chest, but he did his best to ignore it. "Mels, aka Melody Pond's whereabouts are currently unknown." He quickly outlined what he'd told Alex and the Ponds last night.

Throughout the report, the Doctor stared at him stone-faced. The only indication of his panic and anger was the tight clenching of his jaw and how he gripped Alex like he was trying to physically push her inside him. Spencer suspected, going off the paleness in Alex's face, that if such a thing was possible, she'd be perfectly fine with it.

After several moments of stony silence, the Doctor finally spoke. When he did, Spencer immediately wished he hadn't. There was a cold fury in his voice, a hint that his temper was close to being fully ignited. And when that happened. . . Well, Spencer knew enough from the UNIT files that it was best if you were far, far away when it finally erupted. "What are you doing now?" he asked. "Not standing idly by, waiting to see if she shows up, are you?"

"Doctor," Alex said, giving him an admonishing look.

"It's fine, Alex," Spencer said, not even looking at her but remaining focused on the Doctor. "We currently have several UNIT operatives stationed at each major dock and airport in France. There is, unfortunately, not enough manpower to guard the private docks and airports, which I personally believe is the route Mels would go through, seeing as they don't require security checks, but we do have our tech team at London HQ monitoring passenger lists for every listed ferry and flight back to England, public and private."

The Doctor had to admit, he was rather impressed by this. "And has her name popped up on any list?"

"Not so far. It is possible – probable, even – that she's traveling under an alias. We have issued a bulletin to all those locations stating that she's a person of interest in an attempted shooting in London, and it includes her description." Truthfully, however, Spencer doubted the bulletin would yield much. Airport security was mostly concerned with making sure no one was smuggling anything suspicious in their luggage – Mels wouldn't be dumb enough to conceal weapons on her person if she knew there was a possibility of her being searched. The Doctor seemed to be of the same mind, for a brief flash of disappointment crossed his features.

"Do you think it's possible she might not be coming back to England?" It was a hopeful looking Amy who asked this.

Spencer hesitated before answering. With Amy, he wasn't talking to someone who wanted to take Mels down or avoid her at all costs. She was a mother who desperately wanted her daughter safe, whether that was by her side or not. "I would be very surprised," he said slowly, "if that were the case. Mels clearly has what she considers unfinished business here in Leadworth."

Alex grimaced, knowing that she was the unfinished business.Hopefully, if the Doctor and I have anything to say about it, it'll stay unfinished business.

Amy nodded slowly, her eyes downcast. She'd known the answer even before Spencer said it. Didn't mean she hadn't been holding out hope though. She'd rather Mels/Melody go off somewhere and start anew, not go after her best friends. Still, that made her wonder. . . "Why is Mels still going after you?" she asked, turning to the Doctor. "I mean, she's been around me and Rory for years."

Rory nodded thoughtfully. "Yeah, shouldn't all that brainwashing have sort of . . . worn off?"

The Doctor grimaced. "You would think so. But I'm afraid it's not that simple."

Spencer jumped in. "There's been a lot of studies done confirming that a child's upbringing and surroundings in their formative years is critical to how they eventually process the world when they're older. Now, Melody obviously didn't have an ideal upbringing," Amy and Rory scowled, presumably at the thought of Kovarian raising their daughter, "so that has affected her. If she were still six or so, younger than she is now, at any rate, I would have given her a better outcome of being rehabilitated. Lots of therapy, being introduced to a more welcoming, loving environment, all of that would have worked wonders. But. . ." He sighed. "Melody escaped the Silence when she was six and, as far as we've been able to determine, spent the next few decades completely on her own. She was forced to raise herself, essentially, and the only guide she had on how to interact with the world around her was the twisted stuff Kovarian instilled in her since birth."

"Even as scared as she was of the Silence and the spacesuit," Alex said quietly, her hearts aching at the memory of little Melody's pleas to President Nixon, "they were all she knew. They werenormal."

"And she was already showing signs of psychopathic behavior," the Doctor admitted. Amy and Rory's gazes snapped to him, their eyes wide in horror. He nodded grimly. "Oh, yes. I went by Graystark, just to see if there was anything else there that might provide a hint to Melody's whereabouts."

"What did you find?" Amy asked, her voice barely above a whisper.

The Doctor took a deep breath before blurting it out. That was the only way to deliver this kind of news: bluntly, the verbal equivalent of ripping off a band-aid. "Nun-chucks, the handles of which showed signs of wear and tear, indicating they had been used often. A box of grenades, several of which were missing, and a throwing star in the nightstand. Disemboweled stuffed animals in the closet, those on the bed in the process of being so."

By the end of this statement, Amy and Rory's faces were a ghastly shade of white. For a moment, Alex thought they might pass out. Who could blame them if they did? She'd been horrified when the Doctor told her those details a few months ago, but unlike Amy and Rory, she wasn't Melody's parent. These details hit the Ponds on a completely different level than they did for anyone else.

"As I was saying," the Doctor continued after a minute when the Ponds failed to say anything. "When we first encountered her at Graystark, she was already exhibiting sociopathic behavior. Combine that with her being on her own for decades. . ."

"It was a recipe for disaster," Alex murmured. She shook her head sadly. In many ways, Melody never had a chance.

"By the time she showed up here," Spencer broke in, "her mind was pretty much set. However, you, Amy, did inadvertently influence her with your stories about the Doctor."

Amy fiddled with her 'A' necklace. "I think I know how," she murmured. "It warped her head, didn't it? Now she wants to marry the Doctorandkill him."

"That's . . . that's. . ." Rory shook his head. "That doesn't make sense!"

"She's a psychopath, Rory," the Doctor said. "In her mind, it all makes sense."

Amy emitted a slight sob. "Great!" she cried with a watery smile. "I screwed up my own kid and didn't even know it!"

The Doctor glanced down at Alex, then over at Rory. "Permission?" he asked them.

Neither Alex nor Rory could keep from chuckling. "Granted," they said together. They stepped off to the side, Rory grabbing the Doctor's paper so they could study it.

Though he was reluctant to separate from Alex, even for a moment, the Doctor knew Amy needed him more right now. He stepped forward and gathered her in a tight hug. Amy immediately reciprocated, flinging her arms around his shoulders, and burying her teary face into his chest.

"Hey," he whispered in her ear, "you didn't do anything wrong. You know who she grows up to be. She gets better." And it was true. Though he didn't particularly trust River, he still vividly remembered his first encounter with her. A psychopath would never dream of sacrificing herself to save 4,022 people (which, incidentally, was something he needed to tell the Ponds at some point). River Song wasn't exactly the greatest person in the universe, but her ultimate sacrifice proved that she did eventually overcome most of her dark upbringing.

Amy sniffled, thinking this over. "She still hits on you, still dislikes Alex."

The Doctor sighed sadly. "Well, I said she'sbetter, notperfect. 'Course, no one's perfect."Except Alex,he thought. Alex would protest that, point out all her flaws, but to the Doctor, that only reinforced his opinion. She freely admitted she wasn't a perfect person; hence, perfect in his eyes.

But more to the point, not something he could say about River. Certainly not about the Mels version of her, wherever she was. Not that the Doctor intended on looking for her. No, as far as he was concerned, that was officially a UNIT problem. Though he doubted Mels would hurt her parents, he wasn't going to take any chances. His plan was to whisk Amy, Rory, and Alex out of Leadworth as soon as possible. From there, he could activate the TARDIS randomizer, just in case Mels had any access to time-travel devices. They would be back among the stars, seeing new times and places, hopefully calm ones. The Ponds couldn't heal from these painful truths if they were constantly jumping from one life-threatening situation to another. Better if they had a bunch of calm, relaxing trips where Amy and Rory could come to terms with the revelations of the past few months . . . and where he and Alex could possibly spend time by themselves.

The Doctor carefully eased out of Amy's embrace, ready to put his plan into action. He had already spent more time in this cornfield than he'd wanted. With Mels in the wind, there was no time for dawdling. He turned towards Spencer, ready to thank him for his service the past few months and advise him on what to do next, when Rory called them over.

"Hang on," he cried. He held up the newspaper, displaying the image of the crop circle. "What's this bit?" He pointed to a straight line cutting through the 'Doctor' writing. It was heading straight towards the second 'o' where they were all standing.

Alex frowned. "Yeah, that wasn't there a minute ago."

The Doctor snatched the paper away from Rory and peered at it intently. He moved around the circle, holding it above his head as he tried to find where, exactly, the line was headed. Finally, he came to a stop at the edge of the circle. Amy, Rory, Alex, and Spencer came up behind him.

Before any of them could ask what the line might be, or why it was heading towards them, the sound of a roaring car engine rang out. And with each passing second, it got louder and louder.

The Doctor slowly lowered the paper . . . and revealed a bright red Chevrolet Corvette speeding directly towards them.

Later, when recounting this to his superiors, Spencer would briefly consider lying and saying that he didn't scream when he saw the car coming. But his well-honed UNIT training (not to mention the knowing look Chief Stewart gave him) forced him to reconsider. His only consolation was that the Doctor, Amy, Rory, and Alex also screamed when they saw the car fastly approaching.

Fortunately, while his mouth and vocal chords betrayed him, Spencer's training didn't. Within two seconds of seeing the car and determining that the driver wasn't going to stop in time, Spencer grabbed hold of Alex's shoulders and threw her to one side. As he planted himself on top of her, he distantly registered Amy and Rory jumping to land beside them, while the Doctor dove to the opposite side, close to the TARDIS.

Spencer craned his head just in time to see the Corvette skid to a halt on the exact spot where he and the others had been standing just a few seconds ago.Who the hell is driving that thing?he thought, his eyes narrowing in suspicion. He took a quick survey of the Corvette. While Spencer wasn't a car enthusiast, part of his UNIT training had included an intense study on every car manufactured in North America and Europe. Upon arriving in Leadworth, he'd made an inventory of every car in the village. Due to Leadworth's size, there weren't very many. In addition, the villager's cars (with the notable exception of Alex's) were all very modest vehicles, easily affordable and not particularly showy. Not like the very sporty, flashy, expensive Corvette in front of him.

Prickles ran down Spencer's neck. Who did this car belong to and why was it here?

Keeping one hand pressed on Alex's back, he used the other to quickly shift his pistol from his ankle holster to his waistband. He was extremely glad he did so a split second later, when the driver climbed out of the car and spoke.

"You said he was funny," Mels remarked.

Amy and Rory sat up, their eyes going wide with panic. Spencer cursed under his breath. Beneath him, Alex's whole body tensed. But not for long. A moment later, she was shoving Spencer off her and getting to her feet.

"Alex. . ." Spencer hissed.

"It's okay," Alex murmured. "I'll be fine."

"I highly doubt that," Spencer muttered. Nevertheless, he didn't stop Alex from striding over to Mels' side of the car, nor did he keep Amy and Rory back. Truthfully, the Ponds were his best hope at diffusing whatever situation this was turning into. Despite being a full-blown psychopath, Mels did have genuine love for her parents. It was just possible she would hesitate at doing something if Amy or Rory asked her not to, giving Spencer the opportunity to step in and take her down. For now though, he lingered at the very back of the group. He wasn't sure if Mels had noticed him or not, but in any case, he didn't want to draw attention to his presence.

At the same time these thoughts were running through Spencer's head, the Doctor, still sprawled on the ground beside the TARDIS, took a good long look at Mels as she stepped in front of the sun, allowing her features to be seen. He'd used the TARDIS systems to dig up old photos of Mels but seeing her in person gave him far more information than simple photographs.

This second incarnation of Melody 'Mels' Alexandria Pond was a tall black woman with long, flowing black hair styled into several cornrow braids. She appeared to be in her early twenties, just like her parents and Alex, though the Doctor knew she was much, much older than that. She was dressed in a pink and black patterned dress, black tights, a black leather vest, and black boots. Altogether, not too different from what her future self wore. The Doctor had long thought River's style could best be summed up as "dressed for adventure". Mels didn't seem any different.

Mels' dark eyes seemed to glitter in a mixture of excitement and malice as she smirked down at him. "You never said he washot," she continued, crossing her arms over her chest.

"Mels!" Rory shouted. Or, more accurately, shrieked. There was no missing the alarm in his voice, nor in his expression as he hastily helped Amy up.

The moment she was upright, Amy scrambled towards her daughter. She struggled not to gawp at Mels. After all, as far as they knew, Mels didn't know they knew her real identity. Who knew what might happen if they let the cat out of the bag? "What are you doing here?" Amy demanded.

"Following you," Mels said, as though it was obvious. "What'd you think?"

That'snotwhy you're here,Alex thought darkly as she slipped past the woman and over to the Doctor, still flat on his back.

Her thoughts must have been written on her face for, as she knelt beside him, the Doctor eyed her worriedly. "You okay?" he murmured.

"I'm fine, Doc," Alex said, but she didn't say it the way she usually would, in a flirty, slightly exasperated manner. She couldn't even if she tried. All her attention was currently focused on the unexpected new arrival.

Once the Doctor was upright and Alex had assured herself that he was alright, her gaze traveled over to Mels' car. It was a rather nice model. . .Toonice andwaytoo expensive for Mels to afford. Which could only mean one thing. . .

"Hello, Melody." The moment Mels whirled around to face her, Alex offered her a smile. Not a dazzling one, though. This smile was far more reminiscent of the one she'd given the creepy cashier last month, her teeth shining like a knife's blade. "Lovelyto see you." She turned to the Ponds. "Ask your friend where she got her car."

Mels shot her a glare. "It'smine," she said defensively . . . right before police sirens started ringing in the distance. ". . .ish."

"Oh, Mels," Amy groaned. "Notagain."

"Youcan'tkeep doing this," Rory insisted, allowing a bit of a paternal tone to slip into his voice. "You're going to end up in prison!" Which reminded him. . . When Amy first met River, she'd found out that River was in prison for murder and attempted murder. She'd been seeking a pardon at the time, though there were no guarantees that she'd get one. But who did she kill? Who did sheattemptto kill?

He was pulled out of these thoughts by Alex responding to his last statement. "Again," she added helpfully, giving Mels a pointed look.

Mels glowered at her. "Get your facts straight, Ally. I was never inprison."

Alex shrugged, all while biting back the impulse to say, 'You will be'. "Jail though. But I guess you would count prison as a step up in the world, right?"

A muscle in Mels' jaw ticked. "If I was so desperate to get into prison," she hissed, "I would've taken out that pathetic little UNIT guard trailing me all over France." She smirked when Alex stiffened. "Oh, yeah, I know all about that. Speaking of, where's. . ." She turned and, getting up on tiptoe to peer over Amy and Rory's heads, finally spotted a scowling Spencer. "Oh, there it is!" She beamed and waved at him. "Hasn't strayed too far from you since I last saw you, has he?" Her eyes ran appreciatively up and down Spencer's figure. "Does he follow you into the bedroom, too?"

"Sorry!" the Doctor cried, purposefully cutting off Alex before she could say or do anything particularly scathing. Besides, he wanted to get Mels' focus on him. If she became fixated on him, it meant she wouldn't try to harm Alex. "Hello!" he said as Mels turned to him. He smiled brightly as he chose his next words with care. He wanted to put Mels off, make her think him the fool. She'd be more likely to get over-confident then, allowing him to outwit her plans. Whatever those plans were. "Doctor not following this. Doctor very lost." He glanced at Amy and Rory. "You never said I was hot?"

Alex had a pretty good idea what he was doing. She also knew that to make it even more convincing to Mels, she had to play her part, too. So, rolling her eyes, she reached up and smacked him on the back of the head. "That'sthe part you focus on?!" she snapped.

"Ow!" the Doctor cried overtop her. Rubbing the spot she'd hit, he shot her a mild glare. It weakened slightly when Alex gave him a conspiratorial wink.My brilliant girl,he thought, his eyes darkening slightly.

Fortunately for him, Mels didn't even notice this sudden shift in behavior. All of her attention had shifted onto the TARDIS. "Is that the phone box?" she asked, an excited gleam appearing in her eyes. "The bigger-on-the-inside phone box?" She darted over to it, unaware of the bewildered, questioning looks the rest of the group gave each other the moment her back was turned.

"Oh, time travel," she beamed, leaning against the TARDIS. "That's justbrilliant." She turned to the Doctor. "Yeah, I've heard a lot about you." She gestured towards Amy and Rory, not noticing how they winced slightly at her next declaration. "I'm their best mate."

"Then why don't I know you?" the Doctor asked. "I danced with everyone at the wedding." This caused Alex to snort, remembering the Doctor's less than amazing dance skills with everyone save her. "The women were all brilliant. The men were a bit shy."

"I don't do weddings," Mels said dismissively as she stepped away from the TARDIS.

By this point, the once distant police sirens were not so distant anymore. Spencer estimated they were just beyond the woods lining the edge of the cornfield. He bit the inside of his cheek. He wasn't sure if a sudden influx of police would be a good thing or not. On the one hand, they could take Mels down much more efficiently than he and the others could. On the other hand, the situation could escalate. With a psychopath hell bent on murder and revenge, one never knew how things would turn out.

Mels had noticed the approaching sirens, too. She paused for a moment, listening to them grow closer and closer. Then, in the blink of an eye, she made her decision. "And that's me, out of time." As she spoke, she spun around, grabbed Alex by the wrist, hauled the brunette towards her, and whipped out a sleek silver gun that she pressed against Alex's temple.

Alex gasped at the lightning-fast move, a move that could only have come from years of specialized training. She gasped again when Mels' free hand pressed down on her shoulder. Her bright red nails dug into Alex's neck, making the skin tear. Alex gave an involuntary shudder as a drop of blood trickled down over her collarbone.

"Mels!" Amy shrieked.

"For God's sake!" Rory snapped.

"What are you doing?!"

Unlike her parents, Mels remained perfectly calm. "I need out of here, now." She spoke directly to the Doctor.

Alex pursed her lips. She'd known that was coming. Though she hadn't seen herself becoming a hostage. She eyed the Doctor worriedly. He was standing perfectly straight, his face blank. Anyone else would mistake him for calm, but Alex could see how his jaw was subtly clenched, how his fists were stuffed in his coat pockets, and how his normally bright green eyes were now dark as night, focused on the still bleeding scratch on her neck.

There was no doubt about it. The Doctor was gone. He was the Oncoming Storm now. And Mels, though she didn't realize it yet, was deeply screwed.

"Anywhere in particular?" the Doctor asked. His voice was purposefully emotionless, betraying none of the fury and deep protectiveness running through his veins.

Mels co*cked her head, giving the matter some thought. "Let's see. . . You've got a time machine, I've got a gun. . ." She gave him a maniacal grin. "What the hell? Let's kill Hitler!"

"I have a better idea. . ." The click of a bullet being loaded into a chamber made everyone's head turn. Alex's jaw dropped. Truthfully, she probably shouldn't have been so surprised. But she had never seen Spencer aim his gun at someone before.

He'd adopted a stance Alex had only ever seen done on cop shows: legs spread apart, presumably for balance, with a slight hunch in his shoulders. Both hands clutched his pistol, his fingers wrapped tight around the grip, save one which hovered above the trigger. And if that wasn't enough to intimidate Mels, Spencer's expression picked up the slack. His jaw was clenched, a vein in his cheek throbbing angrily. His eyes were more gray than blue and were narrowed tightly on Mels. He co*cked an eyebrow as he aimed the gun at her. "How about," he said slowly, "you put that gun down before I make you?"

Mels' jaw clenched, but there was no missing that she was a little fearful now. She had made a crucial error in dismissing Spencer so swiftly. Honestly, she'd seen his gun at the Leadworth Fair! Sheknewhe had access to one, was probably carrying whenever out in public. But so distracted by the appearance of the Doctor and the TARDIS, she'd completely skipped him over, deeming him irrelevant. Now she was losing control of a situation she had so carefully curated. And was something Mels could not abide by.

Tensing slightly, she tightened her grip on her pistol, making sure her hand didn't shake as she did so. She dug the muzzle just a bit harder into Alex's temple, enjoying how the troublesome brunette hissed slightly at the movement. "You really gonna shoot me?" She gave Spencer a brazen grin.

Spencer's expression didn't change. "If I have to." Never mind the fact that he'd never shot anything but practice targets. Never mind the fact that Mels' parents were right here, watching the scene in nervous anticipation. He'd been appointed Alex's bodyguard. That meant he had a responsibility towards her. If her life was threatened, he'd have to act, regardless of the circ*mstances or his personal beliefs.

"NO!"

The furious shout took everyone by surprise. Amy and Rory actually jumped. Even Mels jolted, nearly removing the gun from Alex's temple in the process. Spencer was too well-trained to jump, but he did shift his gaze in the direction the shout had come from.

It had, of course, come from the Doctor. And he appeared even more livid, more Oncoming Storm than he'd been just a few moments ago. His posture and overall stance hadn't shifted; actually, he was so still, he seemed more statue than man. But his eyes were black, a vein in his forehead throbbed, and righteous fury radiated off him like heat from a roaring fire. It made Alex want to back away from him, even though she knew his anger wasn't directed at her.

The Doctor stared Spencer down. Once again, Spencer felt his heartbeat kick up and something like rocks lodged in his throat. Was this how alien antagonists felt when the Doctor looked at them like that? Like they were about to be crushed under the heel of some mighty boot, unable to beg for mercy because they knew they wouldn't get it? Even if they thought what they'd been doing was right? Was justified?

"There will beno shooting anyonetoday." The Doctor's voice held a note of finality to it. His black gaze lingered on Spencer, though he thought the Doctor might be trying to speak to Mels, too. "Dr. Grayson, kindly put down your weapon."

Spencer stared at him. Truthfully, he wasn't surprised by the demand – he'd read the files, he knew the Doctor's view on guns – but it was still a bit shocking, considering the man's girlfriend was currently being held hostage. "But Doctor—"

"Now."

Spencer sighed. There was nothing he could say to argue his way out of this. With a heavy heart and a great feeling of trepidation, he slowly put the pistol back into his ankle holster.

He was sure the Doctor (and Mels) would have preferred him to set it on the ground and kick it a good distance away, like in all the cop shows, but the Doctor still gave a satisfied nod when Spencer was done. "Well, then," he said coolly, turning back to Mels. "Want to kill Hitler? An understandable task, I suppose. This way, then. . ."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

A long time ago in Leadworth. . .

Amelia Pond opened her special cardboard box. Having previously housed some very expensive purchase Aunt Sharon had gotten out of a mail-order catalogue (what was so special about a giant makeup case anyway?), Amelia had fetched it out of the rubbish bin when her aunt wasn't looking, commandeering it as a place for her treasures.

In this case, 'treasures' meant all the Raggedy Doctor toys she'd spent many an afternoon creating and playing with. There were little dolls she'd sewn herself, papier-mâché police-box time machines, the costumes she and Rory used when they played Doctor and Companion, and so much more.

It was, Amelia reflected, a little bit risky to show this stuff to Mels. The kids at school certainly didn't believe her. Some, like stuck-up Veronica Stackmore and Amelia's awful cousin Rebecca, tormented her about her so-called stories. But Amelia had a good feeling about Mels Ukuthula. She couldn't explain it, not even to herself, but something told her that Mels wasn't like the other kids in the village.

Mels was different. Mels was special.

Which meant if anyone was equipped to hear about the Raggedy Doctor, it was her.

Mels helped her open the other side of the box. "Is he hot?" she asked.

Amelia rolled her eyes and pulled out one of her TARDIS models. "No, he's funny."

For a few minutes, this seemed to be the end of it. Amelia spun around in circles, making little airplane whooshing sounds as she flew her little time machine around an imaginary. . . Well, she didn't knowwhata time machine flew in, but that didn't matter. Pretending her model was flying was good enough.

Mels watched her curiously from her position on the bed. Then, just as Amelia was really getting into the pretend flying, Mels asked another question. "Buthowcan he travel in time?"

Pausing her TARDIS flying, Amelia rolled her eyes again. "'Cause he's got a time machine, stupid!"

At that moment, Amelia's bedroom door opened, and a young boy rushed in. "I thought we were playing hide and seek," Rory complained. "I've been hiding forhours!"

Amelia sighed, not bothering to hide her irritation. "Well, we just haven't found you yet."

Rory sighed in reluctant acceptance. Sadly, this was how it usually went whenever he played with Amelia. "Okay," he pouted, turning to leave. On his way out, he halfheartedly called over his shoulder, "Hi, Mels."

"Hi, Rory," Mels echoed back with a roll of her eyes.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Standing at the front of her classroom, Ms. Heather Meyer blinked incoherently. She stared at the young girl before her, who had just answered a perfectly easy question with the most ridiculous answer imaginable. "Mels, did you not understand the question?" Maybe the girl was just a slow learner? It did happen. "I'm asking you why theTitanicsank."

Mels merely repeated her previous answer. "Because the Doctor didn't save it," she proclaimed.

At the desk beside her, Amelia shifted uncomfortably, doing her best not to glance at Veronica Stackmore, who was shaking from barely concealed laughter.

But if Mels noticed any of this, she either ignored it or just didn't care as she continued to Ms. Meyer, "Exceptyoudon't know about the Doctor because you'restupid." She crossed her arms satisfactorily. Combined with the self-satisfied smirk on her face, it gave the impression that she was much older than her seven years.

Not that Ms. Meyer saw it that way. All that Mels' behavior resulted in was her being sent to the principal's office.

Amelia, having patiently waited outside the office for her friend, waited until they were outside on the playground before asking, "Why are you always in trouble? You're the most trouble in the whole school, except for the boys."

"And you," Mels pointed out.

"I count as a boy," Amelia dismissed.

"Am I getting warmer?" Rory called out as the girls passed him. His eyes were covered by a blindfold and his arms were stretched all the way out, desperately reaching for some form of human contact. It wouldn't have surprised anyone to learn that it had been Mels' idea to play Blind Man's Bluff, nor that it was she who had suggested Rory go first.

Now, Mels just shook her head. "Yes, Rory. . ."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Mels," Mr. Thomas Harding huffed with barely concealed exasperation. He eyed the teenage girl in front of him, hoping that for once in her life, she would answer the question correctly instead of babbling one of her crazy, annoying answers.

No such luck. "A significant factor in Hitler's rise to power was the fact that the Doctor didn't stop him," Mels declared. She crossed her arms confidently, a smirk settling across her lips. . .

. . .a smirk that surprisingly didn't fade even after she'd been sent to the principal's office. Again.

She walked past Amy who, as usual, was waiting right outside.

Amy shook her head. "I can't keep doing this!" she cried even as she immediately followed Mels.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Amy peered through a small panel set in a thick metal door. Inside was Mels, calmly sitting on a bench, jacket slung over her shoulder. Looking at her, you'd think she was perfectly content being in a jail cell. Knowing Mels, she probably was.

Amy sighed wearily as the guard opened the door. Once again, Mels had done something completely outrageous and totally illegal, and it was up to Amy to bail her out.

She took a quick look at her watch. 10:30 now, a good three hours after Mels had been arrested. Amy or Rory one would have been here sooner, but Amy had been busy with a kissogram job and Rory had been occupied in studying for a particularly difficult exam in his nursing course . . . and Alex had been the one to take Mels' phone call.

A small smile crept up Amy's lips as she thought about her roommate. It had been about a month and a half since Alex moved in with her, and life had been pretty good since then. Alex was everything Amy could want in a best friend and roommate; funny, loyal, confident, sympathetic, empathetic, didn't mind cleaning the bathroom. . .

Not to mention, but she'd never been arrested like Mels. She'd probably never been sent to the principal's office either.

Maybe that was why Mels and Alex hated each other's guts. They were polar opposites, day and night, with absolutely nothing in common. Well, except for believing Amy's Raggedy Doctor tale.

But that was where the similarities ended. Alex and Mels loathed each other, apparently to the extent that Alex hadn't thought twice about leaving Mels in jail and "forgetting" to tell Amy and Rory about it. It was only when Mels managed to sneak another call, this time to Amy's cell phone, that they found out what happened. Alex had played innocent, saying that it must have slipped her mind. She'd been very convincing, there was no denying that, but Amy was 99% positive that Alex had deliberately left Mels to fend for herself. Whether she meant it as a prank or because she'd thought it would teach Mels a lesson, Amy didn't know.

Now, Amy watched Mels get to her feet and exit the cell. Amy took a deep breath, preparing herself to start scolding her friend for her latest antic (seriously, who steals a freakingdouble-decker bus?!), but Mels simply sauntered past her, not so much as a "thank you" leaving her lips.

Amy sighed. Sadly, she was more than used to this. "Mels!" she cried as she once again ran after her delinquent friend.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Well, well, well."

18-year-old Alex Locke leaned against the doorframe leading into Amy's room. Clad in a white t-shirt, a short black leather skirt, black combat boots, and deep red lipstick, she truly looked a dangerous force to be reckoned with. And that was without the slightly upturned nose or the pleased smirk that always seemed to appear whenever she heard that Mels was in trouble. "If it isn't the town troublemaker."

Mels shot her a glare. "Shut up, Ally," she snarled.

Pursing her lips, Alex swept into the room, her boots clomping against the hardwood floor. "For the one hundredth time," she hissed, sitting on one side of the bed, "don'tcall me Ally."

Mels immediately opened her mouth to retort, but Amy cut her off. "Shut up, Alex," she ordered, giving her a firm look.

Alex made a face, but obligingly turned her attention to the copy ofGone with the Windin her lap.

Satisfied that Alex would behave, Amy turned her attention to the other child in the room. "And you," she glared, pointing her finger at Mels. "Start talking!"

With a roll of her eyes, Mels flopped down on the other half of Amy's bed. Alex shifted further to the edge on her half of the bed but said nothing. "It was late, so I took a bus," Mels shrugged, as though it was no big deal. Indeed, she seemed far more preoccupied in playing with one of Amy's old papier-mâché TARDIS's.

Rory, sitting in a chair by the window, frowned. "Uh, youstolea bus," he corrected.

"Who steals a bus?!" Amy cried.

"I returned it!" Mels retorted.

"I was told you drove it through the botanical gardens," Alex remarked, not looking up from her book.

Rather than being chastened or embarrassed, Mels just gave a self-satisfied smirk. "Shortcut."

"Why can't you just act like a person?" Amy demanded. "Hmm? Like a normal,legalperson? Like Alex, for example?"

Mels was quite proud of herself for not allowing her irritation to show. Her being compared to Alex was a new thing (in fact, it had started only a few days after the annoying American arrived) but she was already sick of it. Not that she was going to say so. Not right now, anyway. Amy and Rory were already upset with her. Complaining about Alex would only make them more so.

"I don't know," she said, leaning up a little from her reclined position. Smirking knowingly, she added, "Maybe I need a doctor."

Amy's earlier glare reappeared as she snatched the TARDIS model out of Mels' hands. "Stop it!"

Unseen by the others, Alex frowned, her brow furrowed in thought. From the first day she met Mels, she'd thought it rather odd how the young woman continually brought up the Doctor, even more than Amy. And Amy was the one that actually met him!

She was pulled out of her thoughts by Rory getting to his feet. "Er, I'd better go," he announced as he gathered up his book-bag. "I'm on earlies tomorrow."

"Okay," Amy nodded.

Alex smiled sadly. Even though she had only lived here for less than two months, she had already figured out that Rory was a bit jealous of the Doctor, and always got a little uncomfortable whenever the alien was brought up. "We're still on for lunch tomorrow, right?"

Rory nodded as he continued packing up his stuff. "One thirty at the café," he confirmed.

Mels struggled not to bristle. Lunch plans. When was the last time she and Rory had lunch together? Tucked in a back booth at the café, Rory fretting about what Dr. Ramsden really thought of him, Mels reassuring him and helping him study for his exams. Now it was Alex doing that. Less than two months in Leadworth and she'd already inserted herself into Amy and Rory's lives, pushing Mels to the side. The fact that she had done it all so easily, almost effortlessly, just made Mels hate her more.

She strove to get Amy and Rory's attention back on her. And fortunately, she knew just how to do it. "It's alright for you," she broke in, looking at Amy. "You've got Mr. Perfect keeping you right."

"He's not even real," Amy argued, tossing the TARDIS model back to her. "Just a stupid dream when I was a kid."

Mels shook her head. "No, I wasn't talking about him." With a slight turn of her head, she was looking at Rory, now on his way out the door.

Amy followed her gaze and blinked uncomprehendingly. "What, Rory?" she exclaimed. At the sound of his name, Rory stopped in his tracks. "How have IgotRory?"

Rory was silent for a single second before he quickly spun around. "Yeah!" he cried. Glancing at him, Alex wasn't surprised to see that he looked more than a little nervous. "How, how's she got me?"

"He's notmine."

"No. No, I'm not hers."

Mels stared at them. Good lord, had they always been this thick?! "Oh, come on!" she cried. "Seriously, it's got to be you two." When Amy and Rory's only response was to stare at her, Mels groaned. "Oh, cut to the song!" she said with a roll of her eyes. "It's getting boring."

"I have to agree with Mels," Alex piped up. "It really is getting boring."

The fact that Alex had just declared she agreed with Mels, essentially her nemesis, on something was tantamount to a bomb going off in the middle of the room. Amy and Rory gaped at her, their eyes wide with shock. Even Mels was stunned. She sat straight up and blinked rapidly at Alex. Had she not been so stunned by Alex's words, she might have joked about someone fetching her a pen and paper so she could mark this historic moment down.

But for the moment, all Mels could think about was making sure she'd heard correctly. "Did you just. . ." she said slowly.

Alex made a little face. "Yeah, scared me, too." She turned to the still gawking Amy and Rory. "But yeah, like Melody here said, it hasgotto be you two. You're perfect for each-other!"

"Yes," Mels nodded furiously. Her shock had faded away, replaced by her determination to get Amy and Rory to see the obvious. "Everyone thinks you're a couple!"

"Plus, you've got the childhood friends bond going for you."

"And the polar opposites. Shy, timid nurse meets fiery, passionate kissogram."

"You're like a living, breathing romance novel!"

"Nice thoughts," Amy deadpanned. "Okay, but completely impossible."

". . .yeah!" Rory agreed a beat later. "It, um . . . impossible."

"I mean, I'd love to!" Amy cried. "He's gorgeous, he's my favorite guy." She patted Rory somewhat awkwardly on the back. "But he's . . . you know. . ."

"A friend," Rory said at the exact same time Amy said, "Gay."

Alex and Mels had to bite the inside of their cheeks to keep from laughing. Another thing they both agreed on: now was not the time for riotous laughter.

Slowly, Amy and Rory turned and looked at each other.

"I'm not gay," Rory protested.

"Yes, you are," Amy insisted.

"No . . . no, I'm not."

"'Course you are! Don't be stupid. In the whole time I've known you, when have you shown any interest in agirl?"

"Penny in the air," Mels murmured as Alex started grinning.

"I mean, I've known you for what, ten years?" Amy continued, not noticing how pale Rory's face was getting. "I've seen you practically every day. Name one girl you've paid theslightestbit of attention to."

Alex's grin grew wider. Amy had no idea her words directly described her. Not yet, at least.

Rory gaped at Amy for a few seconds. Then, without a word, he ran out of the room.

Amy stood still, staring in confusion at the spot Rory had rapidly vacated. Then a lightbulb finally clicked on. "Oh my God!" she gasped, pointing to herself. Then she was running out the door, shouting Rory's name.

"And the penny drops!" Mels cheered.

Alex's grin was seemingly glued to her face. "Only took them ten years and a month and a half, but they finally admitted it."

"Yeah, good job," Mels complimented. And for once, she meant it. There wasn't a hint of begrudging in her voice.

Alex shrugged. "You deserve most of the credit."

"True."

They were silent for a moment, basking in their victory at finally getting the stubborn Amy and Rory together. But, as the silence drew on, it started to become awkward. Alex and Mels shifted uncomfortably, both glaringly aware that they had actually agreed on something for the first time ever.

It was rather disconcerting.

"So. . ." Alex said slowly. ". . .we can go back to hating each other, right?"

Mels nodded firmly. "Way ahead of you, Ally."

The surge of annoyance that ran through her at the comment wouldn't have comforted most people. But then again, Alex wasn't most people. She rolled her eyes as she stood and tucked her book under her arm. "I see there's still reason for me to worry," she said dryly, heading towards the door. "That deficient brain of yours still has yet to register the fact that I prefer to be calledAlex."

Mels stuck her tongue out at Alex's back while the latter hurried into the hall and down the stairs, eager to see the results of her and Mels' matchmaking. Mels waited until Alex's footsteps faded before getting up. She smiled at the TARDIS model now sitting on Amy's desk. Picking it up, her smile turned into an almost sly grin.

"Catch you later, Time Boy." She tossed the TARDIS onto the bed before making her way downstairs as well.

After almost forty years of waiting, dreaming, and plotting, it was high time she see the moment her parents officially became a couple.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Whenever Spencer dared to imagine a trip in the TARDIS, it never went anything like this.

Specifically, the TARDIS being completely and utterly out of control.

Alex let out a shriek as the time machine swerved sharply and started tumbling head-over-heels. It was only her grip on the console and Spencer's arms wrapped in a vise-like grip around her waist that kept her from flying off the platform.

Of course, this whole thing wouldn't have happened if Mels hadn't taken a shot at Alex.

It all happened rather quickly. The Doctor, still sporting a face that would have made a less braver person run for the hills, allowed Mels (still holding Alex at gunpoint) into the TARDIS. Amy, Rory, and Spencer immediately followed. Despite his UNIT training, Spencer had taken one quick moment to admire the inside of the magnificent time-ship. He'd read accounts of the few UNIT personnel that had actually been inside, but that was way back in the seventies (or eighties, depending on the dating protocol). The TARDIS interior had changed quite a lot since then and, despite the dire situation, Spencer was rather excited to be here.

The Doctor, still giving Mels dark looks, piloted them into the vortex. During this, Amy and Rory fruitlessly pleaded with Mels to let go of Alex. Spencer had stood at the side, trying not to snort. Honestly. Mels hadn't knocked off her delinquent behavior years ago at her parents' pleas, so why should she start now? Indeed, all Mels had done was smirk at the Ponds and give admiring glances towards the Doctor's behind.

Which had been a huge mistake on her part. So focused on her parents or the Doctor, she hadn't been keeping a close eye on her hostage. That had enabled Alex to slide her hand into the pocket of her cardigan and pull out a very familiar ivory dagger with roses and vines etched into the hilt. Before Mels knew it, the dagger's three-inch blade had been rammed into her thigh.

Mels' shriek of pain had enabled Alex to escape her hold and sprint up to the platform. With Amy and Rory occupied in gaping at Mels' wound, it had been left to Spencer to try and restrain her. Unfortunately, Mels' training allowed her to recover from sudden shock very quickly. Just as Spencer was about to rush towards her, Mels yanked the dagger out of her thigh with one hand and used the other to shoot at Alex's head.

It was only due to the Doctor's quick reflexes that they weren't finding out if Alex could regenerate right now. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Mels aiming and quickly thrust Alex's head down. A split second after that, the bullet hit the glass rotor right above Alex's head and all hell broke loose.

Spencer hadn't been able to try and grab Mels or her gun before the TARDIS abruptly went sideways. Indeed, it had been all he could do to make his way up to the platform and guard Alex while the Doctor busied himself with trying to get the ship under control.

Now, peering through the dim red emergency lighting that had activated the second the gunshot rang out, Spencer watched the Doctor furiously examine the small bullet hole. Gas was pouring out of it, making it even more difficult to see anything.

"You've shot it!" the Doctor snapped at Mels. His fingers, desperately yanking, pulling, and pressing random controls, itched to wrap themselves around her neck. "You shot my TARDIS! You nearly shot Alex!"

"It's your fault!" Mels retorted. She gripped the railing with one hand, struggling to hold on as the TARDIS's movements became even wilder. Her other hand continued to clutch her gun, waving it around recklessly.

If it was possible, the Doctor's stormy glare became even stormier. How Mels hadn't realized that she was clearly screwed was beyond Spencer. "How's it MY fault?!"

"You said guns didn't work in this place! You said we're in a state of temporal grace!"

Indeed, he had. The Doctor had thrown the comment over his shoulder as they dematerialized. No doubt it was to encourage Mels to release Alex. Not that it worked. Only Alex stabbing her had done that.

The Doctor let out a growl, both at his own frustration for coming up with that lie, and for the fact that Alex – and Amy and Rory and Spencer – was in danger and it was all due to the smug, infuriating woman in front of him.

At that moment, the TARDIS jolted harshly to the side. The gas overhead grew even thicker. The Doctor hurriedly pushed past Alex and Spencer and over to the other side of the console. "Oh, that was a clever lie, you idiot!" he snapped as he frantically worked the controls. "Anyone could tell that was a clever lie!" One hand still working the controls, he used the other to reach out and seize hold of Alex's cardigan, tugging her towards him.

Once Spencer released her, Alex stumbled over and gripped onto the end of his military coat. "Doctor, can't you land her?!" she shouted.

In response, the Doctor yanked down a lever. "Crash landing!" he bellowed. Before Alex could so much as blink, the Doctor had pushed her into a crouching position on the floor. "Assume the positions!" he shouted to Amy and Rory, both of whom had been clinging to the console for the past several minutes. He turned to shout directions at Spencer but was pleased to see the UNIT operative was already mimicking Alex's crouch.

The Doctor didn't bother to look over at Mels. Quite frankly, he really didn't care what happened to her. If she toppled off the platform and broke her neck, it was no skin off his back.

Wrapping her arms around her knees, Alex squeezed her eyes shut.Please, please, God,she prayed,please let us live. She hadn't prayed in so long, so she hoped God or whoever wouldn't ignore her.

She was about to start whispering the Lord's Prayer when she felt someone press their chest against her back. A pair of arms wrapped around her, clutching her to them. Alex smelt spicy, musky cologne as a familiar stream of adrenaline ran through her. Smiling despite the danger around them, she reached up and squeezed the Doctor's hand. He immediately squeezed back.

The TARDIS continued to bump and jostle around for a few more moments. Alex felt the TARDIS slam through something, presumably a window due to the distant sound of shattering glass. Finally, with a jarring halt, the time machine came to a stop.

Before Alex could let out a sigh of relief, the Doctor sprang up and grabbed her hand. His other hand dug a handkerchief out of his pocket. He placed it over Alex's nose and mouth and dragged her to the door, all but shoving her outside.

"Out, out, out!" he shouted as smoke spilled out of the doorway. "Everybody out!" A coughing Spencer, Amy, and Rory hastily ran out. Mels was hot on their heels. "Don't breathe the smoke, just get out!"

Amy alternatively coughed and gagged as she struggled to clear the toxic gas from her lungs. "Where are we?" she asked, looking blearily around the large room they had landed in.

"A room."

"What room?" Rory asked.

"I don't know what room. I haven't memorized every room in the universe yet!" the Doctor snapped. "I had yesterday off!" He turned back to Alex and carefully removed the handkerchief from her face. "Are you okay?" he asked worriedly, his voice now soft and soothing. He ran his hands through her hair and over her face, his fingertips dancing across her cheeks.

Alex smiled softly. "I'mfine," she promised, reaching up and lightly squeezing his wrist. She was about to utter more reassurances when she spotted something behind him. Immediately, her good mood faded. "Oh, for God's sake! What is shedoing?!"

Frowning, the Doctor spun around. Incredibly, Mels, for God only knew what reason, was lingering in the TARDIS doorway, breathing in the dangerous gas. Granted, with her physiology, it wouldn't harm her, but he still wouldn't advise breathing it in. "Mels! Don't go in there!" he shouted as he ran over and slammed the door shut. "Bad smoke!" Then, seeing that she was distracted enough, he took the opportunity to grab her gun.

"Oi!" Mels cried, eyes blazing.

The Doctor ignored this. "Bad smoke. Don't breathe the bad, bad smoke. Bad, deadly smoke becausesomebody shot my TARDIS!" The glare he shot her on these last few words would have made most people turn tail and run. Mels, however, was made of sterner stuff. She merely flounced off with a roll of her eyes.

Resisting the urge to spout off a bunch of vulgar Gallifreyan swears, the Doctor turned to look for Spencer. If anyone in this room was best suited to hold a confiscated gun, it was him.

At some point during all the chaos, Spencer had slipped to the other side of the room. He was now standing towards one end of it, right in front of a heavy door. Though he was still coughing heavily, Spencer was trying to do a bit of reconnaissance. Namely, keeping track of everyone in the room. Mels, thankfully, didn't seem particularly eager to cause any more trouble. At least right now. Spencer watched her pace to the far side of the room, near a series of floor to ceiling windows (one of which was completely shattered, presumably from the TARDIS crashing through), and carefully examine the still bleeding wound in her thigh. She hissed a bit when she touched it, but otherwise seemed alright. It didn't look as though Alex had hit any major arteries. Not that Spencer thought she'd been trying to. Her only goal was to distract Mels long enough to get out of her grasp.

Satisfied for the time being that Mels wouldn't pose any trouble, Spencer looked for the rest of the group. The Doctor was standing by the TARDIS, eyeing Mels' gun. Spencer had no doubt the man was uncomfortable holding it. All the files he'd read showed that while the Doctor would, occasionally, resort to violent means, he still preferred a solution that didn't require weaponry. Perhaps he should offer to take it? Just as he thought that, the Doctor turned towards him. He seemed about to approach Spencer, only for Alex to divert his attention.

"Doctor!" she called. Spencer turned to see she was standing just before a massive desk at the head of the room, crouching beside a kneeling Amy and Rory. On the ground before them was an unconscious man in uniform. Spencer guessed that he'd been struck by the TARDIS when it slammed through the window. "You'd better come over here!"

"Yeah, I think he's hurt," Rory added, checking the man's pulse. He frowned. "No, wait, hold on. He's fine."

Alex frowned as well. Surely, after being hit by the TARDIS, the man's body would exhibit some signs of trauma. Instead, he looked perfectly normal, no cuts from the broken glass or bruises from the TARDIS striking him.And isn't that suspicious,she thought. Careful to be surreptitious, she ran her sonic necklace over the man, taking care to keep its usual buzzing silent.

Her eyebrows shot up at the results. The man wasn't a man at all. He was a robot!Well, that's unexpected,she thought.

Alex turned to tell the Doctor, only to find that he was in the process of trying to dispose of Mels' gun in a fruit bowl on the desk. As she watched him do that, she caught a bit of movement coming from behind the bit of furniture.

Spencer spotted it, too. He immediately moved forward as the mystery figure carefully picked themselves up off the floor. It wasn't until they were almost fully upright that he and Alex both recognized the figure. Someone that, up until this point, they had only ever seen in history books, followed by words such asWorld War II,Holocaust,concentration camps, andgenocide.

It was none other than Adolf Hitler.

Oh, sh*t!Spencer thought with a grimace. This wasjustwhat they needed. A psychopathic assassin and the most notorious dictator in modern history. In the same room, no less! He winced upon noticing the giant swastika banners hung along the walls. So busy in keeping an eye on everyone, he hadn't noticed them.

Holy sh*t!Alex thought, her light green eyes now wide as saucers. She eyed the huge swastika banner hanging on the wall over the desk.How the hell did I not notice that?!Even while choking on deadly smoke and dealing with Mels' antics, she should have noticed that they were in the personal office of Adolf freaking Hitler!

At the same time Alex and Spencer were mentally berating themselves for not noticing their surroundings sooner, the Doctor was just noticing the figure gingerly picking themselves up. "Oh!" he said brightly. "Hello! Sorry, is this your office? Had a sort of collision with my vehicle. Faults on both sides, let's say no more about. . ." His voice trailed off as he finally got a good, proper look at the office's occupant.

Bloody, sodden hell!he thought, before mentally devolving into a series of Gallifreyan swear words that would have caused his mother to stick a bar of soap in his mouth. He took a brief look at the swastika banners decorating every wall in the room. How had he not noticed they were in Adolf Hitler's office before now?! Screw the smoke. Had he known they were here of all places, he would have piloted them elsewhere.

Now, he'd landed his companions, his Ally, and poor Spencer in certain trouble. Mels he wasn't particularly concerned with, but she didn't need to be here either.

". . .it. . ." he managed to finish.

Amy and Rory clambered to their feet, their faces paling upon seeing the infamous historical figure in front of them. Spencer, his eyes fixed tightly on Hitler, slid up beside them. Alex carefully slipped next to the Doctor and silently took his hand, squeezing it for reassurance. The Doctor didn't hesitate in squeezing back before subtly pushing her behind him and over towards Spencer. Alex already had one nutcase after her; no need to make it two.

Amy shifted nervously, subtly positioning herself closer to Rory. "Is that. . . No, it can't be, Doctor. . ."

"Thank you, whoever you are," Hitler said. "I think you have just saved my life."

There was a pause as the TARDIS crew debated what, if anything, to say. Finally, the Doctor managed to breathe out, ". . .believe me, it was an accident."

Hitler barely registered their shock and horror, instead focusing on the new blue box-shaped addition to his office. "What is this thing?" he inquired as he walked over to the TARDIS, now currently lodged into the wall.

No one answered him. The moment Hitler's back was turned, Amy whispered, "What did he mean, we saved his life? We could not have just savedHitler."

"We didn't," Alex murmured. "He committed suicide less than forty-eight hours after marrying his longtime lover, Eva Braun, who committed suicide with him. It was at the very end of the war, when the Allies had Berlin surrounded. And Hitler and Braun weren't even in this building when they did it."

"She's right," Spencer jumped in. "They were in an air raid shelter which, if I'm guessing, isn't far from here." He studied the room intently, his brain whirling. "I'm guessing we're in the Reich Chancellery. Hitler didn't leave here until January 1945, so we're sometime before then."

The Doctor stuck his tongue out, tasting the air. "1938, to be specific," he announced, ignoring Alex, Spencer, and Rory's baffled expressions.

Amy breathed a small sigh of relief at all this information, but she still found it incredibly disconcerting that they had crash-landed in Hitler's office, of all places in the universe.Oh, hell,she thought with sudden realization.Melody got her wish to kill Hitler after all!She glanced towards the side of the room. Her daughter, thankfully, didn't seem about to launch an attack. She was instead leaning against a table, studying her surroundings (and the historical figure they belonged to) with intense interest.

Seeing where she was looking, the Doctor shook his head. Too many problems to deal with. First Mels and now Hitler. Alex on his heels, he stormed over to Mels, the only one of them who seemed to be taking this complication in stride. "You see!" he snapped. "You see? Time travel, it never goes to plan."

Mels' only response was to roll her eyes at him.

"This box," Hitler called. "What is it?"

The Doctor rounded on him. "It's a police telephone box from London, England," he revealed as he walked towards the man. He wasn't sure what he was going to do the moment he reached the dictator, but it would definitely be something that would keep him from being an issue for the next few hours. "That's right, Adolf," he smirked. "The British,"And soon, the Americans,he thought, with a quick look at Alex, "are coming."

Hitler might have questioned them more, but his attention was quickly redirected to the man on the ground, now in the process of standing up. "No! Stop him!" He immediately grabbed the pistol from his belt before firing off several shots.

For the second time that day, the Doctor shoved Alex to the ground and pressed himself against her while Amy and Spencer dropped to their knees. Rory, however, took the initiative. He ran forward and punched Hitler in the face. The force of the impact caused the dictator to sink to the ground. The moment he was down, Rory grabbed his gun and aimed it at him.

"Sit still," he ordered, co*cking the gun. "Shut up."

"Damn," Spencer muttered. "I should've done that. Actually," he mused, helping Amy up, "IwishI had done that."

"It's a banner day," Amy shrugged. "Maybe you'll get another chance."

With Hitler subdued, the Doctor helped Alex up. "Sorry about that," he winced, seeing her rub at her chest. Bruises were surely forming there. "You alright?"

"Wonderful, after you tackled me," Alex said dryly, but she smiled as she said it. "What about you?" she asked, her brow furrowing in concern. Her eyes ran up and down his form. "He didn't manage to hit you, did he?"

"Nope!" the Doctor grinned. "Still all intact."

"Are you okay?" Spencer asked. The two turned to see him and Amy kneeling by the other man, helping him sit up.

"Yes, yes," the man nodded. "Yes, I'm fine. I think he missed."

"He was going tokillme!" Hitler shouted.

"Shut up, Hitler!" Rory snapped.

The Doctor shook his head, vaguely feeling a headache coming on. Again, too many problems. Mels, Hitler, and now this man. Time to get rid of at least one of them. "Rory, you and Spencer take Hitler and put him in that cupboard over there," he instructed. "Now. Do it."

"Well, this is something I didn't think I'd be doing today," Spencer said as he went and hauled Hitler to his feet.

Rory seemed to be of the same mind. "Right," he muttered to himself. "Putting Hitler in the cupboard. . ." With Spencer leading the way, Rory kept the gun focused on Hitler. "Cupboard, Hitler. Hitler, cupboard. . ."

"Come on," Spencer said unceremoniously as he opened the cupboard door.

"But I am the Fuhrer!" Hitler protested, gaping at the two incredulously.

Both men ignored him. Instead, they shoved him inside the small cupboard. "Right, in you go!" Rory said.

Hitler stared at them in absolute befuddlement. "Who are you?!"

"Not Nazis," Spencer said before shoving the door closed.

"Are you okay?" the Doctor asked the man on the floor, who he now noticed was wearing a Nazi uniform. Therefore, he kept Alex back a bit, not wanting her to get too close.

The man seemed to struggle for words. "Oh. . .I. . ." Then he fainted.

The Doctor, Alex, and Spencer eyed him curiously while Amy and Rory rushed to check him over. "I think he just fainted," Rory said, stating the obvious.

"Yes. . ." the Doctor said slowly. "That was a faint."

"A very convenient faint," Alex remarked.

"Aperfectfaint, too," Spencer added.

Unwilling to alarm Amy and Rory, Alex caught the Doctor's eye and held up her sonic necklace, the results of her scan still on display. The Doctor's eyes widened as he read the results. His burgeoning headache also became a full-blown one.

Arobot? In Nazi Germany? What was a robot doing in Nazi Germany? And for the love of Rassilon, why did he have to deal with itnow? When there was already a psychotic assassin in the room, just waiting for a chance to try to kill him and/or Alex? Truly, when he landed in Leadworth, all he'd wanted to do was whisk Alex and the Ponds away and let UNIT or Torchwood track Mels down. He'd had visions of properly reuniting with Alex, finishing what they'd started in his lab the day Amy called, acting out some of his dreams and fantasies in the privacy of his room, where no companions could interrupt them.

Instead, he had to deal withthis.

He was pulled out of his thoughts by Amy suddenly saying, "Mels?"

Jolting at the reminder of the other dangerous person in the room, the Doctor, Alex, and Spencer turned. Much to their alarm, the young woman was clutching her side.

"Hitler. . ." Mels breathed, appearing as though she was straining to do so.

"What about him?" Alex asked warily.

"Lousy shot," Mels managed to gasp out before collapsing to the floor.

"Mels!" Amy gasped, her heart lurching as she ran to her daughter, the others following close behind. "Mels!"

"Rory!" the Doctor shouted.

Rory immediately knelt down next to Amy and put his hands on his daughter's wound. "No, no, no, no, no!" he cried, resisting the urge to start violently swearing. "I've got to stop the bleeding!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Inside the robot known officially as Justice Department Vehicle #6018, more commonly called a Teselecta, people were working frantically at their computers, desperate to maintain the image of an unconscious Nazi soldier.

And figure out what the hell was going on outside.

In the main part of the Teselecta, crewman Jim turned around in his seat to face the command chair. "Sir!" he called. "That blue box. I've got a match." He studied the information on his screen. "We're trying to bag war criminals; we've got the biggest one ever right under our noses."

Intrigued, Captain Carter, an older, rather imposing looking man, stood and walked over.

"Forget Hitler," Jim continued. "If we take this one down, the Justice Department will give us the rest of theyearoff."

Carter peered at the screen, his eyes widening at the information presented. "Are you sure?"

"There's no question," Jim nodded, his seriousness making him look older than his twenty-five years. "It's her."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"How bad is it?" Amy fretted. "Rory, what can we do?"

"Just keep her conscious," Rory instructed. He took a quick glance at Mels' face. She now appeared slightly dazed, clearly going into shock. "Stay with us, Mels!" he called.

While Spencer stood to the side, keeping an eye on the unconscious soldier, the Doctor and Alex knelt beside the Ponds. Despite the fact that neither of them particularly cared for this woman, that didn't mean they were willing to watch her die either. "Hey, look at us," the Doctor said, trying to break Mels out of her daze.

"Yeah, just keep your eyes on us," Alex said, taking Mels' hand and squeezing it. After a few moments, Mels tentatively squeezed back. It wasn't a very strong squeeze, but it was something. "There you go," Alex smiled. "Just hold on."

Mels' gaze flickered over to the Doctor. "I used to dream about you," she said, panting slightly for breath. "All those stories Amy used to tell me. . ."

"What stories?" the Doctor asked, hoping to keep her talking. So long as she was talking, she couldn't slip into unconsciousness. "Tell me what stories. Vampires in Venice, that's a better!"

Mels offered him a small smile. "When I was little, I was gonna marry you."

Alex very successfully did not roll her eyes.Total batsh*t crazy behavior,she thought. Mels simultaneously wanted to kill and marry the Doctor. Only years of therapy would straighten Mels out, though having met River, Alex had to wonder whether the woman had ever sought professional help. She was willing to bet not.

The Doctor's thoughts ran much the same as Alex's. When this whole thing was over, he was going to drag Melody to the best therapist he could find. "You can still get married," he said, carefully phrasing his words so it wouldn't sound like he was offering to marry Mels himself. "As long as you stay alive."

"To you?" Mels started to smirk at the thought, but it quickly turned into a grimace as the pain in her side worsened. "You'd have to ask my parents' permission first though."

The Doctor, Alex, Amy, Rory, and Spencer stiffened. All their thoughts were identical. Was Mels planning on revealing her true origins right here, right now? Of course, it made sense if she thought she was dying. And judging by the wound in her side, Mels didn't have a lot of time left in this body. Since she had regenerated before, she likely knew it as well and was preparing for the inevitable fallout when she did so a second time.

Mels didn't seem to notice the sudden tension for she continued talking. "Might as well do it now, since they're both right here." She grinned, taking everyone's wide eyes for bewilderment. "Penny in the air," she murmured, right as her hands started glowing a bright golden-orange color. She grinned as everyone's jaws dropped. "Penny drops."

The Doctor quickly got to his feet and wrapped an arm around Alex's waist, hauling her back. Spencer quickly followed suit, knowing from all the UNIT files what was about to happen. The Ponds, however, simply stared at the golden-orange light in shock.

"What the hell is going on?!" Rory cried, even though a part of his mind knew the answer.

"What do you think?!" Alex retorted. "She's regenerating!"

"Back, back, back!" the Doctor shouted. He and Spencer lunged forwards and pulled the Ponds away from Mels as the regeneration energy around her hands increased, turning into a slight mist. "Get back!"

Mels didn't even seem to notice her parents' bewilderment. Slowly getting to her feet, she stared at her glowing hands in wonder. "Last time I did this, I ended up a toddler in the middle of New York," she revealed, her voice almost breathy.

Amy bit her lip at the realization her baby had done this once before, most likely all alone. "How?" she gasped out.

Mels blinked, her head tilting at Amy's teary-eyed expression. "Contracted influenza," she explained, still in that breathy voice. "It developed into pneumonia."

The Doctor nodded thoughtfully. That made sense. To an adult Time Lord, catching the flu was more of a minor inconvenience than it was to humans. Maybe a day in bed, then they were right as rain. But to a young Time Lord, specifically a child in its first incarnation, it was much more serious. At that age, a Time Lord's superior immune system was still developing and catching an illness such as the flu required a lot of antibiotics and a bit more recovery time. Without treatment, the virus would develop and affect the young Time Lord in much the same way as it would a human. If they still didn't get treatment, a Time Lord child would eventually get to the point where antibiotics wouldn't help, and the only other option was regeneration.

It wasn't something a young Time Lord was supposed to go through. Regeneration before reaching full maturity had been strongly discouraged on Gallifrey. There was the risk of it causing adverse effects, since a child wouldn't be in full control during the process. The Doctor wasn't sure if Mels' mental state was a result of that premature regeneration or not, but it was definitely another traumatic event in her life that had enabled Melody to become how she was now.

"It took me years to find you two," Mels went on. She gave Amy and Rory a soft smile. "I'm so glad I did. And you see? It all worked out in the end, didn't it? You got to raise me after all." Her expression turned a bit expectant, presumably waiting for the looks of shock on her parents' faces. However, she was disappointed. Amy and Rory were far more focused on the regeneration energy steadily building around her hands. Her brow furrowed. "But you already knew that. . . How?"

Before anyone could even think about answering (not that any of them knewwhatthey would say), Mels suddenly hissed. "Shut up!" she cried, even though no one was speaking. She squeezed her eyes shut. "I'm focusing on a dress size. . ."

A split second later, Mels threw her arms and head back and let out a piercing scream. Huge blasts of golden-orange regeneration energy burst out of her neck and arms. Through the energy, Alex could just make out Mels' features shifting. Her skin turned white, her neat cornrow braids morphed into a wild halo of dirty blonde curls, and she seemed to gain a few inches in height.

Before Alex could catalog all the new features, the Doctor hastily shoved her to the ground. He then threw himself over her, using his body as a makeshift shield against the searing heat of the regeneration energy. Vaguely, she was aware of Rory similarly protecting Amy. Spencer, however, remained standing, with only a hand blocking part of his face.

After a few more seconds, Mels' scream cut off. The regeneration energy faded away. The group slowly straightened up, staring at the newly regenerated figure.

Standing before them now was the woman they all knew as River Song.

Melody/River gasped as she came out of the regeneration. "Oh, right! Let's see then." Not sparing the group any attention, she looked down and began feeling her new body. "Ooh, it's all going down there, isn't it?" she laughed. She moved her hands upwards. "Hair!" she gasped. "The hair!" She ran over to a mirror hanging above a nearby fireplace. "It just doesn't stop, does it?" she marveled, running her fingers through her wild, curly mop. "Look at that!Everything changes! Oh, but I love it! I love it!" Grinning, she spun around to face the group. "I'm all sort of . . .mature."

That's not the word I'd use,Alex thought, grimacing slightly. Psychopath, manipulator, and a bunch of other unflattering terms were usually what came to mind whenever she thought about River.

With a quick move, Melody/River propped her leg up on a fallen table. "Hello, Benjamin," she purred, her gaze fixed tightly on the Doctor.

The Doctor slapped a hand over his eyes, keeping it there for all of two seconds before lifting it to look at Alex. "Who's Benjamin?" he whispered.

Alex opened her mouth to tell him aboutThe Graduate– a movie he had to already be familiar with, having previously called River 'Mrs. Robinson' – but Melody/River cut her off.

"The teeth!" she exclaimed, spinning back around to the mirror to examine her teeth. She felt them excitedly. "The teeth, the teeth! Oh, look at them!"

In another quick move, she whirled back around and charged towards the Doctor. Spencer yanked Alex back and Amy and Rory barely managed to jump out of the way before Melody/River shoved the Doctor up against the desk and put her arms on either side of him, effectively trapping him. "Watch out that bowtie!" she smirked. She either didn't notice or just ignored the Doctor desperately trying to shift away from her. Before he could get away though, Melody/River dropped her arms.

"Excuse me, you lot. I need to weigh myself!" And with that announcement, she ran off into a little side room branching off the main office.

The moment she was out of sight, the group slowly leaned back against the desk. With the whirlwind that was Melody/River gone, it felt like they could finally relax, take a minute to breathe and process the events of the last few minutes. The Doctor tugged Alex out of Spencer's protective grasp, maneuvering her to stand in between his legs while he pushed himself up higher on the desk. Alex leaned back against his chest and closed her eyes for a moment, simply inhaling the traces of musky cologne on his coat. It was nice and calming, something she desperately needed after the last several minutes.

"That's . . . Melody," Amy breathed. She had already known this, of course, but actually seeing her best friend turn into the woman who had proclaimed herself her daughter. . . Well, it was a lot.

"That's River Song," Rory added breathlessly.

Melody/River suddenly poked her head back into the room. "Who's River Song?" she asked, her brow slightly furrowed.

The Doctor, Alex, Spencer, Amy, and Rory all looked at her for a moment, each of them wondering if and how they should answer. It was ultimately the Doctor and Alex who did. "Spoilers," they said together.

Melody/River's brow furrowed even more at the simultaneous speaking, but she didn't comment on it. "Spoilers?" she repeated. "What spoilers?" Then another thought came to her. "Hang on, just something I have to check."

"Is anybody else finding today just a bit difficult?" Rory asked once Melody/River departed. He rubbed the back of his head. "I'm getting a sort of banging in my head. . ."

"Yeah, that might be Hitler in the cupboard," Alex said.

Rory shot her a mild glare. "That's not helping."

"This isn't the River Song we know yet," the Doctor remarked. Gently nudging Alex forwards, he got off the desk and strode to the middle of the room. "This is her right at the start. Doesn't even know her own name."

"All well and good," Spencer cut in. "But that doesn't mean she isn't dangerous." Risking a glance towards where Melody/River was, he dropped his voice to a near whisper and added, "She tried to kill Alex! And I bet when she's done examining herself, she'll get down to her mission of killing you!"If not also doing that to Alex,he thought worriedly.

The Doctor grimaced. "Yes. . ." he murmured. He rubbed his chin thoughtfully. "I'm hoping I might be able to get out of that."

Spencer goggled at him. "How?! By talking to her?!"

The Doctor smirked at him. "You've read the files, Dr. Grayson. Surely they've mentioned how my talking has gotten me and others out of a lot of trouble. Besides," he added, "most of the beings I've faced were a lot more dangerous than Melody."

"Difference is," Alex jumped in, giving the Doctor a narrow-eyed glare, "most of your enemies haven't been raised since birth to kill you!"

"Yes," the Doctor mused, rubbing his chin again. "That presents a bit of difficulty. But!" he cried, giving the group a dazzling grin. "Doesn't mean it's impossible!"

Spencer shook his head. "No, no, I don't care how much you babble on,nothingis going to convince Melody, River, whatever her name is—"

"Let's go with Melody for now," Alex suggested.

Without missing a beat, Spencer nodded and continued. "Nothing is going to convinceMelodyto go back on a mission she's been training for since birth."

"Couldn't she?" Amy broke in. She looked at them hopefully. "I mean, she hasn't tried anything since she regenerated."

"That's true," Rory said. "She's more concerned about her appearance. Wouldn't a true assassin skip right over that and get down to the. . ." He winced at the next word. ". . .killing?"

"I'm not sure," the Doctor said slowly. "To tell you the truth, Ponds, after regenerating, Time Lords paid a fair bit of attention to their new appearance before getting back to whatever it was they were doing before the regeneration happened. Getting a new body is, after all, a pretty big deal."

Amy and Rory exchanged glances. They couldn't really argue that logic.

"What about Melody's mental state?" Alex asked. She eyed the doorway the subject of their conversation had disappeared through before adding, in a slight undertone, "Let's be honest, she wasn't exactly in a stable headspace before. How much would the regeneration change that, if at all?"

The Doctor took a few moments before answering. "Honestly?" he said with a sigh. "Not all that much. There are someslightpersonality changes – a person who's impatient in one incarnation might gain patience in the next – but nothing that significantly alters the verycoreof the person. Despite the surface changes, they are very much the same person on the inside. Same values, same morality, etc."

"So," Spencer sighed, "Melody is still very much a threat." He gave a slight nod to himself. When he spoke again, his tone was brisk. "Okay, so that means we need to get you and Alex out of here."

"I'mfine," the Doctor said firmly. "But I do want Alex out of here."

Alex rolled her eyes. "Do I get a say in this?"

"No," Spencer said flatly, not even looking at her. His focus was on the Doctor. "Can we get out of here? Maybe back to Leadworth?"

One look at the TARDIS answered that question. Smoke was still spewing out of the cracks in the doorway. Based on the look of it, it didn't seem like it would stop anytime soon.

"Okay," Spencer scowled. "Time travel's out."

"Yes," the Doctor said with a matching scowl. "For several hours, I'm afraid."

"So, what?" Alex cried, turning to look at Spencer incredulously. "You expect to try and protect me from Melody inNazi Berlin?!"

"Technically, Britain hasn't declared war yet." The Doctor offered a slight smile, though it did nothing to diminish the worry in his eyes. "Berlin is still quite a tourist destination now. You two could go and see the sights, maybe try the local cuisine. Visit a nightclub! Actually, now that I think of it, my old mate Christopher might still be in town. You love writers, Ally, you can go and visit him!"

Before Alex or Spencer could refute these absolutelyridiculoussuggestions (why the hell would they gosight-seeinginstead of staying to protect him?!), Melody let out a sudden cry. "Oh, that'smagnificent!" She burst back into the room, a very satisfied grin stretched across her face. "I'm going to wearlotsof jodhpurs!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Well, that's her alright," Carter declared. His eyes narrowed as he stared at the woman on the observation screen. "Melody Pond. The woman who kills the Doctor and attempts to kill Alex Locke."

Chapter 42: Let's Kill Hitler Part 2

Notes:

A/N: Alex's outfit for this chapter can be viewed on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

Chapter Text

"Well, now," Melody said briskly. "Enough of all that." Without further ado, she whipped out Hitler's pistol and aimed it directly at the Doctor. "Down to business."

While Amy and Rory reared back at the sight of the gun, Spencer swiftly stepped in front of Alex. Considering Melody's mental state and her previous actions, he wouldn't put it past her to try and shoot at Alex again. That thought in mind, he carefully steered Alex by the shoulder until she was completely out of Melody's sight. Alex complied with the move, but that didn't stop her from getting on tiptoe to peer over Spencer's shoulder.

Having spotted Spencer's quick move, the Doctor made an internal sigh of relief. Yes, he currently seemed to be the object of Melody's attention, but there was no telling how long that would last. She'd said that she would make Alex pay for her supposed transgressions. He had no doubts about her no longer wanting to fulfill that promise. Therefore, until he could figure out how to subdue Melody, he needed to keep her attention focused on him.

"Oh, hello, I thought you wanted to marry me?" he smiled, affecting an air of nonchalance that he only partially felt.

"I told you," Melody said as she walked closer to him. "I'm not a wedding person. Besides," she added, craning her neck to try and look at Alex. "I think your girlfriend would object to that."

Damn right I would,Alex thought, though she knew better than to express this out loud.

"Doctor," Rory called. "What's she doing?"

Alex sighed softly. "Only what she was taught and programmed to do."

Rory blinked incoherently. "Where'd she get the gun?"

The Doctor took this one. "Hello, Benjamin," he quoted. He'd seen Melody grab it from the chair in front of the mirror while she was checking out her new appearance.

Melody smirked, but it wasn't one of pleasure. More one of maliciousness. "You noticed." Without another word, she pulled the trigger.

Yelping, Amy and Rory jumped back. Spencer shoved Alex back, the latter clutching his shirt in fright. But then they all realized . . . no actual bullets had come out. Indeed, a quick look at the Doctor, still standing, confirmed this.

"Of course I noticed," the Doctor grinned, recalling how he'd darted to the chair and taken the bullets out while Melody was busy regenerating. "As soon as I knew you were coming, I tidied up a bit."

Once again, Melody gave him a malicious smirk. "I know you did." She quickly dropped her useless gun and moved to pull another out of her pocket.

"I know you know," the Doctor retorted. He smirked satisfactorily at the banana now in Melody's hand. He'd managed to switch the fruit-bowl around when she'd pressed herself up against him and complimented his bowtie.

Melody stared at the banana for a moment, then let out a huff. "Goodness, is killing you going to take all day?"

Still affecting an air of nonchalance, the Doctor reached out and took the banana from her. "Why?" he asked, tossing the fruit over his shoulder. "Are you busy?"

"Oh, I'm not complaining," Melody laughed. As she spoke, she turned and grabbed a sharp letter opener off the desk. Swinging back around, she moved to hurl it at the Doctor. However, a buzzing sound rang out and the object was knocked out of her hand. She looked accusingly at the Doctor, only to find that he was staring in Alex's direction. Indeed, the young woman had partially stepped out from behind Spencer and was aiming her sonic necklace charm at Melody.

"Alex!" Spencer hissed at the same time as the Doctor, giving her a wink, said, "Very nice."

Alex shrugged modestly, though secretly she was very pleased. "I learned from the best," she said with a pointed smile at the Doctor. Then, ignoring Spencer's attempts to move her back into place, Alex fully stepped away from him. As much as she liked that Spencer wanted to protect her, she didn't want to give Melody the impression that she had to be protected from her. No, if she was going to be in the same room as Melody, she wanted the psychopath to know that she wasn't afraid of her, that she would sooner fight than hide.

She stared Melody down, her bright copper eyes turning dark. Melody met her gaze head on. A small smile now graced her lips. Alex wasn't sure if it was a sign of respect for facing her or amusem*nt at her doing so.Probably the latter,she thought. "You know," she said slowly, "if you were really in a hurry, you could've just run him down or shot him back in the cornfield. No one would've been able to stop you."

Melody gave her an acknowledging nod. "True. But we'd only just met! I'm a psychopath. . ." She turned slowly towards the desk, inching the actual gun out of the fruit-bowl. ". . .not rude," she muttered, before whirling around and firing.

Amy and Rory jumped, the former letting out a slight shriek. Spencer and Alex sprang to the side, out of the line of fire. The Doctor, however, remained still. In his hand was the gun clip.

Seeing that Melody was once more weaponless, Amy strode forward. Melody was her daughter, had grown up as her best friend. She wouldn't harm her mother . . . right? In any event, Amy had to try. "You are not a psychopath!" she cried, almost sounding like she was pleading for Melody to believe it.

Melody stepped forwards and she and the Doctor began to circle each other. "Oh, mummy, mummy, pay attention. I was trained and conditioned for one purpose. I was born to kill the Doctor."

"Yes, I know that!" Amy snapped. Though Melody wasn't looking at her, she shot her daughter a glare. Maybe looking at her sternly would make her listen? "But you escaped! I know you did! You eventually managed to make your way to Leadworth and met us! I mean, for God's sake!" she cried, flinging her arms in the air. "He's my best friend! Are you really going to kill your mother's best friend right in front of her?!"

"Believe it or not, mother dear," Melody said, risking a glance at Amy, "I'm doing this for your own good."

"My—" Amy couldn't even finish the thought, so shocked was she. Beside her, Rory was much the same, his jaw agape as he stared incredulously at his daughter.

Melody nodded. "It's true!He," she pointed one sharp fingernail at the Doctor, "has been manipulating you since you were seven!" She smiled sadly at her parents. "It's not your fault," she said gently. "It's just what he does."

"I think you give me far too much credit," the Doctor remarked.

Melody ignored him. "But don't worry, 'cause I'm going to fix it." She turned back to the Doctor, her features contorting into a sneer. "As soon as I get my hands on another weapon, that is."

Spencer surreptitiously checked his ankle holster, making sure his pistol was still there. He wouldn't put it past Melody to somehow get a hold of it without him realizing. Once he was satisfied that his gun hadn't moved, he thought on Melody's words.Well, that explains why she doesn't have any qualms on killing her parents' best friend,he thought. Kovarian had evidently spun tales to a young Melody of how the dark, dangerous Doctor got innocent humans in his grasp and manipulated them into thinking him a wonderful hero when he was really a vengeful, wrathful god. She'd impressed upon Melody that she was going to be a hero and save her parents and the rest of the universe from the Time Lord's wicked deceptions. As far as brainwashing went, it wasn't a bad way to go.

Alex, having come to these same conclusions, couldn't help feeling a bit of pity for Melody. Twisted as her thinking was, she clearly thought she was doing her parents a favor. She did love them, that much was clear, and wanted to protect them. A noble goal, though it didn't excuse what was going on here. "Well, he's not like that!" she cried, pulling Melody's attention to her. "I'm sorry, Melody, but you were lied to by . . . well, your caretakers for those first few years."

"My caretakers – good word to describe them, by the way – were many things." A shadow passed over Melody's face, disappearing almost as quickly as it appeared. "But they didn't lie to me. Not about things like this." She spun to look at Amy and Rory. "When they found me back in '96, they could've taken me back with them. But they didn't! Instead, I got to go to Leadworth and meet you!"

Alex raised an eyebrow. "Did that out of the kindness of their hearts, did they?"

"Hardly," Melody scoffed. "I figured out eventually that it was to make sure they got together and I was conceived. But!" she added brightly. "I didn't mind! The chance to have you raise me after all?" She smiled broadly at her parents, not noticing how they didn't smile back. "Who could pass that up?"

They hardly could have raised you when they were children themselves,Alex thought. She didn't say that though. Melody surely wouldn't take kindly to that.

"So, what about last month?" Spencer jumped in, deciding to take advantage of Melody's chatty mood. "Why'd you leave them then, if they were at such risk from the Doctor?"

"Well, Ihadto leave." Melody turned a baleful glare on him. "Youshowed up. I couldn't do anything with you sniffing around. UNIT are known friends of his. What would they want to do but take out the woman trying to end him?"

You got that right,Spencer thought.

"When I realized you were guarding Alex, I decided a little vacation was in order. Amy and Rory made it no secret they were leaving at the end of the summer, so I knew there was plenty of time to get some things in order. Pay the bills, resign my post, possibly look at selling the cottage. . . Plus I had a real hankering for French food."

"And while in Paris, you realized you were being followed."

"Not initially," Melody admitted. "Don't blame your little lackey, she's quite good, but no one's been trained like me. I spotted her before the end of my first week."

"And you didn't do anything about it?"

Melody shrugged. "Why should I? Confront the guard or causing her to go missing would just raise the alarm, wouldn't it? And like I said. . ." She turned back to the Doctor, giving him a salacious smirk. "Thanks to Mummy and Daddy, I knew whenhewas going to show up."

The Doctor shook his head. "People at Demons Run really knew what they were building, didn't they?" he remarked as Melody took a step closer to him. "My bespoke psychopath."

"I'm all yours, sweetie," Melody murmured. She moved in and gave him a light kiss on the lips, causing the Doctor to grimace and Alex to scowl.

"No onecalls my boyfriend 'sweetie' but me," Alex snapped.God, I really need to find a better term!she thought, mentally grimacing at the word 'boyfriend'.

Melody raised a quizzical eyebrow at her. "Not even this River person?"

"I try to make her not to."

Melody shrugged. "Fair enough, stupid name." She sashayed over to the window the TARDIS had crashed through and jumped up on the sill. "Oh, look at that!" she gasped appreciatively. "Berlin on the eve of war. A whole world about to tear itself apart." She turned back to face the group. "Now that's my kind of town. Mum, Dad, don't follow me, and yes, that is an order."

The Doctor raised an eyebrow. "No warning for me, then?"

Alarm bells started ringing in Alex and Spencer's heads when Melody's sinister smirk cropped up. "No need, my love. The deed is done. And so are you two."

Two?the Doctor, Alex, and Spencer thought.

The Doctor took a step forward, about to ask Melody just what she meant by that, only to suddenly stumble, nearly collapsing onto the floor.

Alex gasped. "Doctor!" She moved to rush towards him, only to abruptly fall to her knees. A whimper escaped her at the sudden, overwhelming rush of pain running through her body. Her nerve endings felt like they were on fire, her blood seemed as though it was boiling, and her limbs shook erratically, unable to stay still.

"Alex!" Spencer shouted as he dove down beside her. He started to gather her into his arms, only to think better of it when Alex let out a gasp of pain.

Meanwhile, Amy and Rory scrambled over to the Doctor. "Doctor, Alex, what's wrong?!" Amy demanded as she and Rory moved to help the Doctor up.

The Doctor didn't answer her. Instead, clutching his chest, he fixed a set of narrowed emerald green eyes on Melody. "What have you done?!" he yelled. Aside from the pain currently wracking his body, he also sensed white-hot anger sizzling in his veins, begging to be unleashed on the woman in front of him. He didn't care that she had apparently poisoned him. Oh no, he'd have gladly welcomed it so long as she didn't touch Alex. But she had, somehow, and that just filled him with rage. "River, answer me!"

Melody, either oblivious to or just ignoring his ire, rolled her eyes. "Oh, River, River, River. More than a friend, I think." Looking behind him, her smirk deepened at the sight of Alex struggling to breathe, clutching her chest while Spencer hovered over her. "What would your precious Ally think of that?"

The Doctor's face twisted into a snarl. "What have you done?!"

"It was never going to be a gun for you, Doctor, or even for Alex. The man and woman of peace who understand every kind of warfare except, perhaps, the cruelest."

"Lipstick," Spencer hissed through gritted teeth. His jaw tightened as the dots in his mind started connecting. "Poisoned lipstick, I'm guessing. Administered when you kissed him." He glanced at Alex, specifically at the still bleeding scratch on her neck. "And poisoned nail polish?"

"Give the man a gold star," Melody laughed.

A low growl echoed throughout the room. It took a minute for everyone to realize it was coming from Spencer. His eyes were more gray than blue as they narrowed on Melody. His hand shot towards his gun.

Melody's eyes widened slightly at the action. She knew this trained UNIT soldier would shoot her without question. Never mind that her parents were in the room. No, if he got the opportunity to take a shot at her, he would take it. And he probably wouldn't miss.

Her heart beating anxiously, Melody hastily looked back at the Doctor. She had to get one final shot in, metaphorically speaking. "Kiss, kiss," she smirked, blowing him a kiss for good measure.

Spencer whipped out the gun. He pulled the trigger. But Melody was already gone. In perfect fashion with her older self, she'd jumped out the window.

"Damnit!" Spencer snapped. He ran to the sill and peered out. From the looks of it, they were on the top floor of the Reich Chancellery, meaning there was at least a twenty-foot drop to the street below. Not that that would have been a concern to Melody. Being part Time Lord, she could most likely survive jumps and falls that would otherwise kill a human. However, it meant that going after her would be that much more difficult.

While Spencer was analyzing possible alternate routes to the outside world, Rory was frantically looking back-and-forth between the Doctor and Alex. "What's wrong with you?" he cried. "What has she done to you two?"

Alex gritted her teeth as her muscles spasmed, and her body continued to shake. "Haven't you been paying attention?!" she snapped. "Your batsh*t crazy daughter poisoned us! Him through that kiss and me by scratching my neck!"

"But we're fine!" the Doctor insisted. He might have been more convincing had his voice not sounded so rough and strained, as though the vocal chords were already beginning to shut down.

Through her pain, Alex glared at him. "I don't feel particularly fine!"

The Doctor winced. "Well, no, we're dying," he admitted. "But I've got a plan!"

"What plan?" Amy asked.

"Not dying! See? Fine!" With a slight growl, he pulled away from the Ponds' grasp and managed to crawl over to Alex. She was now curled up in the fetal position, grimacing and mewling with pain. Taking care not to cause her any undue agony, the Doctor gently wrapped his arm around her and leaned down to whisper in her ear. "We'll be fine," he said softly. His hearts ached, not from the poison, but from Alex suffering once again and him unable to do anything about it. "Ipromise, Ally." He then kissed her forehead, hoping he hadn't just made a promise he wouldn't be able to keep.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Scanning him," another Teselecta crewmember, a young woman named Anita, called out. She examined her monitoring screens. "He's dying alright."

"But he can't be!" Jim protested.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The Doctor groaned as he pushed himself up, assisted by Amy and Rory. Spencer, momentarily putting his plans for pursuing Melody on hold, rushed over to pull Alex up. Even with his tight grip, Alex struggled to remain upright. All the nerves in her body felt like jelly – jelly thatachedwhen prodded or pushed in any way – which made her legs shake and her muscles contract painfully.

Spencer grimaced. "It's almost like it's worse for you." He took a quick look at the Doctor. The Time Lord definitely appeared to be in pain, though not on a level anywhere near Alex's.

"Must've given me a higher dose," Alex scowled. If she survived this, Melody/River was going to get onehellof an ass-kicking.

"Okay, what do we do?" Rory asked, his nurse instincts taking over. "How do we help you?"

The Doctor dug in his jacket pocket and removed the sonic screwdriver. "Take this," he directed, passing the device to Amy. "The TARDIS can home in on it." He ushered Rory and Spencer towards the window. "Now go, get after her!"

Neither Rory nor Spencer hesitated in obeying. Both rushed to the window and looked for any sign of Melody. Incredibly, they spotted her almost immediately. She was approaching a group of Nazi soldiers, looking, for all intents and purposes, as though she were out for a stroll.

Not that the Nazis much cared for her motives. All they were concerned about was this strange woman who most definitely didn't belong on the property. As one, they raised their guns at her.

Though Spencer couldn't see it, he had no doubt Melody was smirking as she called, "Hello, boys!"

At the same time this was going on, Amy was using all of her upper body strength to help lug the Doctor and Alex over to the TARDIS.God, I'm out of shape,she thought, though this was quickly put on the backburner as they approached the ship. "You said the smoke was deadly!" she cried as Alex opened the TARDIS door, the ship automatically unlocking upon sensing her Thief and Ally's current turmoil.

The Doctor waved her off. "Oh, yeah, yeah, the smoke's fine. The poison will kill us first."

Somehow, Alex managed to roll her eyes.Oh, yes,she thought snidely.Very reassuring!

The Doctor leaned against the doorframe and hauled Alex to him. For a moment, he kept her pressed against him. His hearts constricted painfully, feeling her body shake and convulse as the poison ran through her. It was so similar to how she'd acted when she experienced the effects of Demons Run in her Ganger body, moments that he never wanted to be reminded of ever again.

He leaned down and lightly kissed her forehead. His lips tasted the fine sheen of sweat that now coated her skin. It was a detail, however minor, that served to make him even angrier than he already was. He turned to Amy. "Now get after River," he ordered.

Amy didn't move. "I don't understand, okay? One minute, she wants to marry you and then she's going to kill you, apparently for my own good, andthenshe decides to kill Alex. . ."

"Ah, well, she's been brainwashed," the Doctor explained through gritted teeth. "Probably been fed a lot of stories about how you and Rory fell victim to me and killing me would make her a great hero."

"And she's a psychopath," Alex picked up. Her back arched as a tremor of pain ran down her spine, but she forced herself to finish her explanation. "It all makes sense to her!"

"Plus," the Doctor added, "she's a woman." Amy gave him a sharp look for that remark, and Alex even managed to scowl at him. The Doctor rolled his eyes. "Oh, shut up, we're dying!" He pushed Amy towards the window before grabbing Alex's hand and rushing her into the TARDIS.

Inside the console room, the smoke was still going strong. The Doctor and Alex used the collars of their jacket and cardigan, respectively, to cover their mouths.

"Extractor fans on!" the Doctor shouted up at the ceiling. A moment later, there came a whirring sound, and the smoke began to clear. "Oh!" he cried, blinking in surprise. "That works?"

Alex shook her head. "Oh, shut up," she groaned. Still holding the Doctor's hand, she pulled him along with her as she struggled to the console.

Suddenly, the Doctor pulled her to a stop. Alex looked up to ask him what he was doing. But before she could, she was abruptly lifted off the ground and placed over the Doctor's shoulder. Alex gasped in astonishment. How could he do that with the pain he was currently in? "Doctor—"

"Don't argue," he said, cutting off her protests. "It's fine. I just can't stand to see you hurting and struggling."

And with that, he stumbled towards the console. Alex continued to rest over his shoulder, making no further move to object.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Outside, Spencer and Rory had managed to shimmy down a couple of crates, a large stack of which they were now crouched behind. They took care to keep silent as they tensely watched the scene in front of them.

"What are you doing here?" one of the soldiers, a captain by the looks of his uniform, demanded.

"Well," Melody smirked, "I was on my way to this gay gypsy bar mitzvah for the disabled when I suddenly thought, 'Gosh, the Third Reich's a bit rubbish, I think I'll kill the Fuhrer'." She looked at the somewhat incredulous soldiers expectantly. "Who's with me?"

The Nazi captain lowered his pistol. "Shoot her."

As soon as the captain stepped aside, the soldiers fired on Melody.

"No!" Rory gasped, his exclamation drowned out by the gunfire.

Gunfire which quickly came to a halt as the soldiers saw that their weapons had no effect on this strange woman. Instead of lying in a bloody heap on the ground, Melody was merely crouched, her arms wrapped tightly around her bullet-ridden midsection.

She raised her head and grinned at them. "Tip for you all.Nevershoot a girl while she's regenerating." With that, she rose to her feet and unfolded her arms. A huge burst of regeneration energy spread outwards, striking the soldiers head on. They toppled backwards, groaning in pain and bewilderment. It was a little-known fact about regeneration energy; useful for second-hand healing in small doses, almost deadly in larger ones.

"Ah! Now that hit the spot!" Melody said cheerfully. As she spoke, she moved quickly over the soldiers, snatching up a few of their weapons and strapping them to her back. She then hopped on a nearby motorbike. "Thanks, boys!" she laughed as the nearly unconscious soldiers continued to groan. "Call me!"

At that moment, Amy hopped down. She stared incredulously first at the nearly unconscious Nazis, then at Melody. "What are you doing?!"

Melody didn't even glance at her. "New body, new town. I'm going shopping!" And without another word, she sped off.

Spencer, Amy, and Rory immediately started looking for something they could use to follow her. Before they could look too closely though, another Nazi soldier on a motorbike pulled up beside them. He looked first at the soldiers, then at the trio.

sh*t,Spencer thought as he resisted the urge to chew the inside of his cheek. How were they going to get out of this?

After a quick glance at Amy, Rory turned to the soldier. "Look," he began, his face flushing. "I know how this looks. Let me explain everything from the beginning. . ." Before the soldier could respond, Rory raised his hand in salute. "Heil!" he cried.

"Heil!" the soldier saluted. Before he could utter another word, Rory punched him in the face. The soldier sank to the ground.

"Damn," Spencer marveled, he and Amy gaping down at the now unconscious Nazi. "Why didn't I think of that?"

"Come on!" Rory called as he ran past the solider and climbed up on the motorbike.

Spencer and Amy shook themselves out of their shock and rushed to join them. Amy climbed on behind Rory, with Spencer behind her. As Spencer adjusted himself on the seat, Amy leaned closer to Rory and whispered, "Can you ride a motorbike?"

Rory shrugged. "I expect so. It's that sort of day."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

As they sped off, neither of the trio looked back at the unconscious group they'd left behind. Hence, they didn't see the soldier Rory had knocked out slowly get to his feet, his movements stiff and mechanical.

The soldier was, of course, the Teselecta.

Inside, Captain Carter let out a frustrated sigh. "Okay," he said as he settled into the captain's chair. "This time, let's do the bike, too."

His crew wasted no time in drawing up the motorbike. Within just a few seconds, they were following the Ponds and Spencer through the streets of Berlin.

Jim peered at the information he'd pulled up on his computer screen. "You see," he cried, pointing at it. "He can't be dying!"

Indeed, the information displayed proved as much. His screen showed two images: one of the Doctor standing in the Utah desert, and one of Alex, cropped from the photo Amy and Rory had taken at her 21st birthday party in Savannah. Written underneath the photos was 'The Doctor and Alex Locke'.

Beneath the Doctor's photo were the following words:

Death Date: 22/04/2011

Time: 5:02 pm

Location: Lake Silencio, Utah

The information beneath Alex's photo was nearly the same, except for one key difference.

Attempted Death Date: 22/04/2011

Time: 5:02 pm

Location: Lake Silencio, Utah

Jim nodded to himself as he read the last bit of information. It was common knowledge that Alex Locke had been approximately 22 years old at the time of her attempted murder. The scans they'd done just a few minutes ago revealed that she was now nearing 23. Her part at Lake Silencio was done. But the Doctor had yet to reach that date.

"But the Doctor is confirmed deceased!" Carter protested. "We have his records."

"But he doesn't die here," Jim explained. "He dies in Utah, by Lake Silencio, April the twenty-second, 2011, less than a minute after the attempted murder of his girlfriend, Alex Locke."

"Time can be rewritten," Anita reminded him. "Remember Kennedy?"

Jim shook his head. "This time can't. It's a confirmed fixed point. The Doctor must always die exactly then. He always has and he always will."

"Then someone's screwed up," Carter grimaced. "Because he's dying right now."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Somehow, the Doctor had succeeded in getting himself and Alex up on the platform. He gently lowered Alex to the ground before all but collapsing down next to her. The two struggled for breath, their respiratory bypass systems only capable of doing so much.

Alex smiled weakly as the Doctor tugged her closer to him. She rested her head against his chest. His hearts, she noted, were beating furiously. She could feel her own banging away, going like drums at a rock concert, trying so hard to keep her body going despite the poison running rampant through her system.

The Doctor ran his fingers through Alex's hair. As he did so, he felt a cool load of adrenaline making its way through his veins. He couldn't help but smile a little, pleased than even through his agony, his body could still react pleasantly to Alex's presence.

Unfortunately, his happiness couldn't last long. He winced as the poison-manufactured pain hit him harder. It hit Alex the same way, too, based on the whimper she let out. Her head drooped lower on his chest and her currently chocolate-colored eyes started to close.

"Ally!" the Doctor called. He took her shoulder and shook it a little. "Come on, Ally girl, stay with me." To his relief, Alex's eyes fully opened, but her head remained drooped.

"Okay, we're shutting down!" he groaned. He looked up at the console. "We need an interface. Voice interface! Come on, emergency!"

A hologram of the Doctor immediately appeared before them. "Voice interface enabled," it announced in the Doctor's voice. Unlike the Doctor's actual voice, however, the hologram's tone was bland and devoid of emotion.

"Oh, no, no, no, no, no!" the Doctor shouted. "Give me someone Ilike!"

The interface obliged. In the blink of an eye, it morphed from the Doctor to Alex. For some reason, the interface chose to show Alex in the kissogram outfit she'd been wearing when she and the Doctor first met. The Doctor's eyes roved over the Alex hologram, lingering on the very short black skirt for a moment.

Alex's eyes, in stark contrast, widened in shock. Why the hell would the TARDIS – because it had to be the TARDIS who operated the voice interface – show her inthat?

Before she could ponder it further, a violent tremor ran through her body. Her back arched and Alex unwittingly let out a little sob.

The sob yanked the Doctor back to his senses. He glowered at the interface. "Don't show me her when she's lying on the floor dying next to me!" he snapped. "Someone else!"

The image of Alex shifted away. It was replaced by none other than Rose Tyler.

"Oh, thanks!" the Doctor groaned. "Give me guilt!"

The image changed again, now displaying Martha Jones.

The Doctor shook his head. "Also guilt!"

Again, the image changed, morphing into Donna Noble.

The Doctor winced, remembering those horrible final moments he'd spent with Donna, erasing her memories of him against her will. "More guilt!" he choked out as his back suddenly stiffened and his chest began to ache. With a shout, he put a hand over one of his hearts. It was beating erratically, desperately pumping more blood into his damaged system. If they continued beating at this rate, it was just possible his hearts would burst before the poison even finished him.

Taking a deep, shuddering breath to try and calm himself, the Doctor turned back to Alex. No doubt she was worried about him, even while going through her own battle. And, knowing her, she probably had questions on just who the women the interface had presented were.

Much to his alarm, however, Alex hadn't even noticed his reactions and turmoil. How could she, when she was now writhing in pain? Her eyes were squeezed tightly shut and she had a hand clutched over the scratch on her neck. The Doctor watched helplessly as she bit on her bottom lip to keep from crying out. She bit down so hard that she drew blood.

Resisting the urge to swear (particularly towards Melody/River), the Doctor shot the interface a desperate expression. "Come on!" he cried. "There must be someone left in the universe I haven't screwed up yet!"

When the interface didn't respond, he shut his eyes and leaned his head back against the railing. At the same time, the pain in Alex's system eased up slightly, enabling her to release her lip and open her eyes. Tears welled up when she saw the agonized look on the Doctor's face, but she refused to let them fall. Instead, she shifted a little, moving her head up to his shoulder and resting it in the crook of his neck. With a little head tilt, she was able to brush his shirt collar aside and rest her cheek against the bare skin of his neck.

The Doctor smiled weakly. Alex's breath was hot and ragged against his skin. In any other situation, this would have made him desperate for more of her touch. But now? Now it only made him anxious as to how much longer his Ally had left to live. Even through the agony he'd experienced back in Hitler's office, he'd been able to hear Spencer's observation on Alex's state. She really did seem worse than him.Oh, when I get my hands on you, River. . .

These dark thoughts were cut off by a new, startingly familiar sound ringing throughout the console room. "Voice interface enabled," a young, female, Scottish-accented voice announced.

The Doctor and Alex wearily opened their eyes. Standing before them was little Amelia Pond, dressed in the nightgown and wellies she'd been wearing the night she met the Doctor.

"Oh," the Doctor sighed in relief. "Oh, Amelia Pond, before I got it all wrong. My sweet little Amelia."

"I am not Amelia Pond," the interface said flatly. "I am a voice interface."

"Hey, let's run away and have adventures. Come along, Pond."

Amelia's image continued to stare at him impassively. "I am not Amelia Pond. I am a voice interface."

The Doctor laughed. "You are soScottish." But his amusem*nt was quickly tempered by the life-threatening situation at hand. "What's happened?" he asked.

The interface shifted slightly to address him. "Your system has been contaminated by the poison of the Judas Tree. You will be dead in thirty-two minutes."

"Okay," the Doctor nodded, right as he grabbed the back of his suddenly aching neck. He glanced at Alex. "So, basically better regenerate, that's what you're saying?" Unfortunately, being on his thirteenth life, there was no question of regenerating for him. But Alex potentially could.

However, the interface quickly shot this hope down. "Regeneration disabled," it said matter-of-factly. "You will be dead in thirty-two minutes."

"What about a cure?" Alex asked.

A new little bubble of hope rose in the Doctor's chest.

But once again, it was deflated by the Amelia interface's answer. "There is no cure. You will be dead in thirty-two minutes."

A new burst of anger swelled up in the Doctor. "Why do you keepsayingthat?!"

The interface didn't so much as blink at the outburst. "Because you will be dead in thirty-two minutes."

"You see?! There you go again! Basically skipping thirty-one whole minutes when we're absolutelyfine. Scottish, that's all I'm saying."

"You will be fine for thirty-one minutes," the interface agreed, still looking directly at him. "You will be dead in thirty-two minutes."

"Scotland's never conquered anywhere, you know. Not even a Shetland. River needs us." He grimaced on these last few words, even though he knew he spoke the truth. Didn't mean he had to like it though. "She's only just beginning. We can't die now."

"You will not die now. You will die in thirty-two minutes."

"Will you stop saying that?!" Alex snapped. She couldn't stand listening to this infuriatingly calm voice telling her exactly when she would die. Not to mention, it was more than a bit disturbing. No one should know the precise moment of their death. It would drive them mad. Alex certainly felt as though that was happening to her. She shook her head, focusing on the bit of defiance she still felt, despite the dire odds. "And neither of us are going down without a fight!"

The Doctor gave her a weak grin. "That's my girl," he murmured. He managed to press a kiss into her hair before they both let out almost identical shrieks of pain. Their limbs contorted, sending them sprawling. The Doctor clutched his chest, falling forwards and landing on his stomach. Alex fell on her back, immediately arching upwards as her fingernails scratched the glass floor beneath her.

"Doctor!" she sobbed. She thrust her hand out, scrabbling for his reassuring touch.

The Doctor gasped desperately for breath. His respiratory bypass system no longer seemed to be working. Still, he forced himself to try and remain strong, for Alex's sake if nothing else. "It's okay, Ally." He reached out and grasped her hand firmly. His thumb ran soothing circles across her knuckles. "Okay," he grimaced, looking back up at the interface. "We need something for the pain now." He offered the interface a wobbly smile. "Come on, Amelia. It'sme.Please."

But the interface simply stared at him. "I am not Amelia Pond. I am a voice interface."

Logically, the Doctor knew the interface spoke the truth. But logic had flown out the window a long time ago. All that was left now was desperate, pleading, nonsensical emotion. "Amelia, listen to me," he pressed. "I can be brave for Alex and you, but you have got to tell me how."

"I am not Amelia Pond," the interface repeated. "I am a voice interface."

"Doctor, drop it," Alex wheezed. Her eyes started to flutter. "It's not going to say anything else."

"It will! Amelia, Amelia, please. . ." The Doctor's voice faded. Against his will, his eyes closed.

Despite her earlier words, Alex couldn't summon the strength to fight. The poison was going to win, plain and simple. There was nothing she or the Doctor or anyone else could do about it. Her now dull light-green eyes fluttered shut. Her back slowly sank to the floor, her head flopping to one side.It's no use,she thought.Interface Amelia won't tell him anything. Better to just give in to the inevitable. . .

But before Alex could follow that thought through, a voice rang out. "Fish fingers and custard and salsa dancing." It wasn't Amelia's little Scottish voice. It was a different one. Still female, but with a new accent. American and distinctly Southern. . .

The Doctor and Alex's eyes snapped open. Standing before them was the Alex interface, police kissogram outfit and all. The interface was smirking slightly, eyes turning from honey-colored to the Doctor's own dark green.

"What did you say?" the Doctor and Alex breathed.

Interface Alex rolled her eyes. "You both heard me. Fish fingers and custard and salsa dancing." Her smirk deepened. "Need me to repeat it?"

The Doctor and Alex stared at it for a moment, before they both burst into laughter. "No!" Alex cackled. "I think we're good!"

"Fish fingers and custard and salsa dancing?" the Doctor grinned. "Oh, yes!"

With this newfound encouragement, he pushed himself up and onto his feet. He turned to help Alex but was pleasantly surprised to see her managing on her own. "Fish fingers and custard and salsa dancing!" he repeated enthusiastically. Those words had helped remind him of the woman running around Berlin, trying to locate her daughter so that she might be able to help her, as well as of the woman beside him. Alex, his Ally. The one he would protect and cherish for all of time, if the universe allowed. He had to push past the pain, focus on the people who needed him, as well as the threat currently wreaking havoc outside.

Truly, getting ahold of Melody/River and getting her somewhere more . . .restrictedwas reason enough to force himself onwards.

The moment she stood upright, Alex beamed. Incredibly, she felt full of energy now. The poison generated pain was still there, of course, but it seemed to be on the backburner now. It was no longer a pressing concern. No, her hologram doppelganger had reminded her of her real priorities. Amy, her best friend, who desperately needed her help in managing her psychotic daughter. And the Doctor, her best friend and the one she loved with all her hearts. He couldn't die now, not because of Lake Silencio, but in general. He justcouldn'tdie. She couldn't,wouldn'tlose him.

The two linked their arms together and carefully made their way to the console.

"Fish fingers," the Doctor said as he used a hand to grab the edge of the console.

"Custard," and he pulled himself and Alex the rest of the way there.

"And. . ." He grabbed a lever, Alex keeping her arm linked with his. "Salsa dancing!"

He pulled the lever down, sending them into the time vortex.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Spencer had no idea how long they'd been riding around Berlin. Too long, he thought, in regards to the Doctor and Alex. For all he and the Ponds knew, the couple could be dead by now.

Spencer winced at the taste of blood on his tongue. Slowly, he released the inside of his cheek. If he kept it up, he was going to nibble it raw.

He'd always thought that if he ever got the chance to time travel, he'd be caught up in all the new, unfamiliar sights and sounds. A whole new world, either long gone to time or way off in the future, and he would be privileged enough to see it. Unfortunately, he couldn't muster any enthusiasm for 1938 Berlin. The time period and location were definitely part of it, but it was mainly the fear of what Melody could be getting up to. Pre-WWII Berlin was a powder keg waiting to happen. To a psychopath of Melody's caliber, it was a playground for mischief and mayhem.

He was momentarily pulled out of his worries by the motorbike slowing down. Going off the look of the buildings, they were in Berlin's wealthier district. Just across the street from them was a rather ostentatious one labeled the Hotel Adlon.

Rory let out a long sigh. Try as he might, it was hard to keep his growing frustration and worry to himself. His only consolation was that Amy and Spencer most likely felt the same way. "Okay, all of Berlin. How do we find her?"

Amy shrugged. "I don't know. Look for clues."

Rory stared at her incredulously. "Clues?" he repeated in a mock Scottish accent. "What kind ofclues?!"

"Shut up," Amy retorted, smacking his chest.

A split second later, multiple screams rang out in the otherwise still street.

The trio spun around, expecting carnage, a sudden attack, maybe Melody walking down the street shooting random bystanders. . .

What they didnotexpect to see was several men and women running out of the Hotel Adlon in nothing but their underclothes, frantically pushing each other out of the way as they ran for dear life down the sidewalk.

"Like that," Spencer said slowly, his eyes wide in shock. "I should think."

Still somewhat gobsmacked, Rory nodded absently. "Okay. . ." However, before he or the others could make a move to go and see what was happening, the sound of an approaching bike engine distracted them.

Turning, they found another motorbike had pulled up alongside them. And for the second time in as many minutes, they were greeted by a sight they had not expected to see.

The driver of the bike was none other than Amy Pond. In a movement that Spencer thought rather mechanical, the second Amy's head turned slowly towards them. . .

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Inside the Hotel Adlon, Melody stood before a mirror in the now empty restaurant. Surrounding her were piles and piles of clothes she'd acquired from the hotel's diners.

Well, not so muchacquiredas held the diners at gunpoint and ordered them to strip. But as far as Melody was concerned, the ends justified the means.

"Now look at that!" she grinned as she threw on a rather lovely fur wrap. "Now that's fun. Fromeveryangle." Her gaze was pulled away from her image to one of Amy running in.

Melody rolled her eyes. "Now dear," she said, her tone patronizing. "Itoldyou not to follow me."

So preoccupied in her new body, as well as her irritation that her mother was trying to spoil her fun, Melody didn't register the fact that Amy's face was perfectly blank. Not the sort of expression one would normally wear when attempting to reason with their psychotic kid. Nor did she realize that Amy's running had a slightlymechanicallook to it. . .

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

This isnotmy day,Spencer thought with a groan.

Honestly, could things get any worse or more bizarre? First Mels appearing in the cornfield and infecting Alex with deadly poison, then her shooting at Alex and sending them to freaking Nazi Berlin, Mels regenerating and immediately poisoning the Doctor, and now an Amy doppelganger had transported them . . . somewhere. Though he didn't know for sure, Spencer suspected they were actuallyinsidethe Amy doppelganger.

Slowly, he raised his head and tried to examine his new surroundings. It was a metal and glass corridor with dim lighting. Unfortunately, not much to go on.

Beside him, Rory and Amy were carefully getting to their feet. "Okay, okay," Rory muttered to himself. "I'm trapped inside a giant robot replica of my wife. I'mreallytrying not to see that as a metaphor."

Unnoticed by Rory, Spencer nodded thoughtfully. The Amy doppelganger being a robot made sense. What else could it be?

"How can we be in here?" Amy wondered, gaze darting all around the corridor. "How do we fit?"

Rory reached the answer a split second before Spencer did. "Miniaturization ray."

Amy stared at him. "How would you know that?"

"Well, there was a ray, and we were miniaturized."

"As good an explanation as any to me," Spencer said as he stood. Crossing his arms, he stepped closer to the glass wall and peered out. Unfortunately, the lighting outside was dark. If there were any other corridors out there, potentially with other people, he couldn't see them. Sighing, he turned back to the Ponds. "Next question: why are we here? And another question: where ishere?"

"Welcome," a voice rang out. The trio whirled around to see a gray robot with jellyfish-like tentacles rising from the ground. "You are unauthorized. Your death will now be implemented."

"Er, what's that?" Amy asked nervously.

"Uh, I don't know! It's inyourhead!" Rory retorted. He and Spencer quickly shifted in front of Amy, all three backing away from the newfound threat.

"Please remain calm while your life is terminated."

Frantically, Amy held up her hands. "We come in peace!"

Rory half-snorted, half-laughed at this. "When has thateverworked?!"

"Oh, shut up!"

"Both of you shut up!" Spencer snapped. Grabbing their hands, he led them into a run. A few moments later, he tugged them around a corner. . .

. . .only to come face-to-face with another one of the jellyfish robots. "Please cooperate in your officially sanctioned termination."

"Great, we're here to be sentenced to death!" Spencer growled.

Once again, they ran around another corner. And once again, they encountered another one of the robots. "It is normal to experience fear during your incineration," it said as it and the other robots cornered the trio against a wall.

Amy whipped out the sonic screwdriver. "Stop or I sonic!" she cried, aiming the device out in front of her.

"What are youdoing?" Rory demanded.

"Er. . . I don't know!"

At the same time Amy withdrew the sonic, Spencer pulled out his pistol. He had no idea if it would be effective against these robots – a bullet hitting one wouldsurelycause others to appear – but right now, it was the best weapon he had. Unless Amy figured out how to work the sonic screwdriver.Didshe know how to work it? Hearing her last remark, Spencer grimaced. "Well, think of something!" he cried. He loaded a bullet into the chamber. "Or I'll have to try and shoot our way out!" And he didn't fancy doing that. Aside from potentially summoning more robots, there was also the chance the bullet could ricochet.

Truly, the sonic screwdriver trumped guns in this scenario.

"Okay. . ." Rory thought quickly, trying to remember what Alex had said back when she told them about her necklace being sonic. The Doctor had based her necklace off his screwdriver, so the devices couldn't be that different, right? "Psychic interface! Just point and think!"

Amy just blinked incoherently. "I know, but what do I think?"

"I don't know!"

It was just as Spencer was about to sayscrew itand shoot that a pair of doors neither he nor the Ponds had noticed slid open behind them.

Standing there was Jim from the control room. "It's okay," he said calmly, barely even glancing at the multiple, threatening robots surrounding them. "Just stay still, don't move." With quick efficiency, he slipped three wrist devices onto the Ponds and Spencer and pressed a few buttons on each. "Privileges activated," he announced. Gesturing for Spencer to hold up his wrist, Jim raised Amy and Rory's. All three of the devices now emitted a green glow. "See," he said to the robots. "Activated."

"You are authorized," the robots stated as they turned to leave. "Your existence will continue."

"And you can put your hands down." Jim waited until all three had done so before adding, "This is Justice Department Vehicle 6018. You're not guilty of anything." He smiled warmly. "Welcome aboard the Teselecta."

Spencer blinked as he holstered his gun.Apparently, thingscanget more bizarre.

He just hoped they wouldn't get worse as well.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Back in the Hotel Adlon restaurant, Melody was still trying on clothes. She had now exchanged the fur wrap for a rather fetching Luftwaffe jacket. "I might take the age down a bit," she remarked, still completely oblivious to the fact that the Amy standing beside her was not the real Amy, but the Teselecta. "Just gradually, to freak people out."

"You killed the Doctor," the Teselecta stated. "And attempted to kill Alex Locke."

Melody didn't so much as blink at the flat monotone accompanying the statement. In fact, she barely registered the statement at all. "Oh, yes, I know, dear. I hope you're not going to keep on about it." She grabbed a matching military-style hat from a nearby pile of clothes and tucked it over her curls. "Oh, regeneration," she sighed, taking the hat off. "It's a whole new coloring to work with."

As Melody fussed with her hair (she wasdefinitelygoing to have to find some products to keep it in line), the Teselecta moved to stand directly beside the mirror. "You killed the Doctor on the orders of the movement known as the Silence and Academy of the Question, and attempted to kill Alex Locke. You accept and know this to be true?"

"Quite honestly, I don't remember," Melody said, not looking away from her reflection. "It was all a bit of a jumble—"

She was cut off by the Teselecta suddenly shoving the mirror to the side. The robot opened its mouth. A blue-white beam immediately shot out and hit Melody in the chest. She stumbled back, desperate to get away from the sharp pain being emitted by the beam. "No! No!" she shouted. "Getoff me!"

"Sorry," a familiar voice called out.

At the sound of it, the Teselecta stopped its attack. The robot and Melody turned to see who it was.

Both were shocked to see none other than the Doctor and Alex Locke on the small band stage, leaning nonchalantly against a corner of the TARDIS.

Another source of shock was the fact that the poisoned couple were now dressed to the nines. The Doctor wore a posh black suit, complete with tails, white shirt, white bowtie, a top-hat, and a cane. Alex had donned a strapless, high-low, TARDIS blue dress, complete with a corseted back and fluffy tulle. Completing her ensemble were a pair of dropped earrings with huge sapphires in the center surrounded by tiny diamonds, and strappy, open-toed blue pumps. She'd even managed to put makeup on, including a dramatic smokey eye, long mascara clad lashes, and dark pink lipstick. The only holdovers from her earlier outfit were her ring and sonic necklace. The latter gleamed brightly in the sunlight coming through the windows.

"Did you say she killed the Doctor?" He looked up at his and Alex's astonished audience. "The Doctor?"

"Doctor who?" he and Alex said together.

Alex gave a little wave, rather pleased at the flabbergasted expression Melody was giving them. "You just can't keep a good thing down, can you?" she smirked.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"You said he wasdying!" Carter exclaimed.

"Heis!" Anita insisted.

Behind them, the control room doors slid open. Jim, Amy, Rory, and Spencer all stepped in. The former was in the middle of explaining just what Spencer and the Ponds were doing here.

Not that he'd really explained a lot. The fact that they were on something called a 'Justice Department Vehicle' suggested to Spencer a law enforcement agency, though Jim was rather vague on the specifics. Especially regarding questions on just what the Teselecta was doing here. It was some kind of mission, Spencer had figured out that much, and it somehow involved Melody. But no matter how much he pressed Jim for answers, the young man wouldn't reveal anything. All he would say was, "I'm not authorized to explain that. You'll have to ask Captain Carter."

Needless to say, Spencer was very much looking forward to speaking with the captain. The man and his crew were interfering in his mission to protect Alex. He could hardly do anything for her when he was stuck inside an exact replica of Amy Pond.

"When you're done here, your memories will be wiped," Jim explained as they walked into the small, dimly lit control room. "And you'll be able to—"

"Doctor!" Amy cried, cutting him off upon seeing her friend's image on the monitors.

Overtop her, Rory and Spencer gasped, "Alex!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Back in the restaurant, Melody gaped at the Doctor and Alex. "You're dying," she said, looking more at the Doctor than at Alex. "And you stopped tochange?!"

Alex shrugged. "The dead are always dressed up for a funeral, aren't they?" Her tone came off rather flippant, which was just what Alex had intended. She really didn't want to reveal to Melody just how scared she was – or how mad she thought the Doctor for insisting on them getting all dolled up.

With one hand clasped in Alex's, the Doctor used his other hand to swing his cane around. "Oh, you should always waste time when you don't have any!" he smiled as he and Alex made their way down a couple of steps to the main floor. "Time is not the boss of you. Rule 408."

Rolling her eyes at his antics, Alex turned towards the Teselecta. "If you don't mind, Doc, I'm a bit more interested inthat." She raised her eyebrows at the robot, which she and the Doctor both suspected as being the same one they'd encountered back in Hitler's office. "Amelia Pond, judgement death machine. For some reason, I'm really not that surprised."

The Doctor grinned at her, then proceeded to whip open the top of his cane. Inside was a sonic end similar to the one on his screwdriver. "Sonic cane!" he cheered with a glance at Melody.

Melody just stared at him. "Are you serious?"

"That was myexactreaction when he showed that to me," Alex remarked.

The Doctor ignored her, instead choosing to reply to Melody. "Never knowingly. Never knowingly be serious. Rule 27. You might want to write these down." As he spoke, he scanned the Teselecta. Unbeknownst to him, this caused the lights and monitors inside the vehicle's control room to briefly emit a bright green glow, much to Carter and his crew's confusion. "Oh, it's a robot! With 423 life signs inside. A robot worked by tiny people. Love it! But how did you all get in there though?" He grinned again at Alex. "Bigger on the inside?"

Smiling back at him, Alex took a quick scan with her necklace. Out of the corner of her eye, she could see Melody watching her intently, her gaze turning a touch envious.Well, now I know why her older self was yelling at me to give her my necklace back in 1969,she thought before studying the results. "Sorry, Doc," she said, shooting him an apologetic look. "According to this, it's a basic miniaturization sustained by a compression field."

"Oooh," the Doctor said, his eyes going wide. "Watch what you eat, it'll get you every time." Then, before Alex could roll her eyes at him again, he turned to face the Teselecta. "Amy, if you, Rory, and Spencer are okay, signal us."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Amy didn't need to be told twice. Before the Doctor even finished speaking, she had already whipped the sonic screwdriver out of her jacket pocket. Keeping in mind to just point and think, she aimed the device upwards and thought about the Doctor's instruction. A moment later, the sonic emitted its familiar buzzing.

On the monitors, the Doctor's cane lit up at the same time as the lone topaz on Alex's necklace emitted a bright, topaz-colored glow.

The couple beamed. "Thanking you," they said together.

Rory hastily shoved Amy's hand down to hide the sonic as Carter whirled towards them. "How'd you do that?!" he demanded.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Fortunately, before Amy could try and come up with an answer, the Doctor and Alex let out shouts of pain.

"AH!" they cried, the Doctor clutching his leg, Alex bent over with her arms wrapped tightly around her abdomen.

The Doctor toppled towards the floor but managed to catch himself at the last moment with his cane. Predictably, he tried to laugh it off. "I'm so sorry, leg went to sleep! Just had a quick left leg power nap. I forgot I had one scheduled." He started to stand, wanting to go over and comfort Alex, but his body made him quickly reconsider and he sank down onto the steps behind him. "Actually, better sit down," he said as Alex, still clutching her abdomen and grimacing, made her way towards him. "I think I heard the right one yawning."

Melody, who'd spent the past few minutes looking for a possible escape, now saw her chance. She bolted for the doors . . . but the Teselecta was a step ahead of her. The robot's head whirled around, and the mouth opened. A blue-white beam shot out and quickly surrounded Melody. Melody shouted in agony at the white-hot bursts of pain the beam emitted and struggled to try and escape it.

"Don't you touch her!" the Doctor shouted as Alex sank down next to him. "Do not harm her in any way!"

The Teselecta obliged, but it didn't release Melody entirely. The robot closed its mouth, cutting off the beam, but Melody was left in a blue-gray containment field. She let out a few moans, presumably from after-effects of the beam, but otherwise seemed unharmed. For now.

The robot swung its head towards the Doctor. "Why would you care?" Carter asked, only the voice that came out of the robot's mouth sounded exactly like Amy's. "She's the woman who kills you."

The Doctor took off his top-hat, letting it fall to the floor. "I'm not dead," he said with a smile.

"And neither am I," Alex said with a mild glare at the robot. "Thanks for acknowledging me."

The Teselecta continued to look at the Doctor, which may have proven Alex's point. "You're dying."

"Well, at least I'm not a time traveling, shape-shifting robot operated by miniaturized cross people!" the Doctor retorted. "Which," he added with a wince, "I have got to admit, I didn't see coming."

"Neitherof us saw that coming," Alex snorted. "Now," she continued, pointing to Melody. "What do you want with her?"

"She's Melody Pond," Carter stated, as though this was answer enough. "According to records, the woman who kills the Doctor and attempts to kill Alex Locke."

Alex raised an eyebrow at the 'attempt to kill' part of the sentence, but figured it probably referred to Lake Silencio. Riverhadattempted to kill her there.Not the case now though,Alex inwardly sighed. "And I'm Alex Locke and he's the Doctor, so what's all this to you? Seems more like anusproblem," she waved her hand between her and the Doctor, "than ayouproblem."

"Throughout history, many criminals have gone unpunished in their lifetimes. Time travel has . . .responsibilities."

The Doctor and Alex stared at the Teselecta, their faces a perfect mixture of shock and incredulity. The Doctor let out a slight laugh, but it lacked his usual warmth. Instead, it was a bit cold, bordering on threatening, but not to where it was overly obvious. Alex knew that him being truly cold and threatening would come later. "What? You got yourselves time travel, so you decided to punish dead people?"

"We don't kill them. We extract them near the end of their established timelines."

Alex pursed her lips, already dreading the answer to her question. "And then what?"

"Give them hell."

Alex's expression tightened. "So that's what you were doing in Hitler's office earlier. Shot off by a few years though, didn't you?" she taunted. She shook her head and let out a disbelieving laugh. "Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying Hitler doesn't deserve it, but it still seems like an unnecessary job."

The Doctor stared at the Teselecta, his expression dark. "I'd ask you who you think you are," he said coldly, "but I think the answer is pretty obvious. So, who do you thinkIam? Huh?" He used his cane to point at Melody. "The woman who killed the Doctor. It sounds like you've got my biography in there. I'd love a peek."

"Our records office is sealed to the public." Even through the bland tone, Alex could detect a hint of finality. "Foreknowledge is dangerous."

"He'll be dead in three minutes," Alex argued. "There's not much foreknowledge left!"

"Sorry, can't do that."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Amy, by this point more than a bit infuriated, spun the captain's chair so Carter was forced to face her. "That man and woman are my best friends." Her eyes were narrowed and dark, just like she'd seen Alex's do several times before. "That other woman is my daughter. You give them anything they want."Or I'll make youwas left unsaid, but there was no doubt to anyone that it was implied.

"If she's family, she has privileges," Jim called over.

Carter appeared rather annoyed at Jim revealing this, but nevertheless began typing commands into Amy's wrist-device. "Say 'access personal records, the Doctor'," he instructed.

Amy obediently raised the device to her lips. "Access personal records, the Doctor."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Records available," the Teselecta announced.

With the help of his cane, the Doctor was able to push himself to his feet. Once he was standing, Alex used the end of his jacket to haul herself upright. The moment she was vertical, the Doctor wasted no time in linking his arm with hers. Together, they stared at the Teselecta, mild flashes of pain breaking through their expectant expressions.

"Question," the Doctor began. "I'm dying. Who wants me dead?"

"The Silence."

"Yes, we know that," Alex said waspishly. "But who exactlyarethe Silence?"

"Yes, why is it called that?" the Doctor added. "What does itmean?"

"The Silence is not a species," the Teselecta replied. The Doctor and Alex blinked in surprise but didn't say anything as the Teselecta was still talking. "It is a religious order or movement. Their core belief is that silence will fall when the question is asked."

"What question?" the Doctor demanded.

"The first question. The oldest question in the universe. Hidden in plain sight."

"Enough of the theatrics!" Alex snapped, her eyes flashing dangerously. "Whatisthe question, specifically?"

There was a pause before the Teselecta finally answered. "Unknown."

Alex let out a squawk of outrage while the Doctor rolled his eyes. Much good that did him! "Oh, well, fat lot of use that is, you big ginge!" he retorted. "Call yourself a records—AHH!" He suddenly fell to the floor. Alex nearly went down with him, only for her own brand of pain to hit her. She pulled her arm out of the Doctor's and collapsed, landing painfully on her back.

"Ahh!" the Doctor yelped, grabbing his abdomen. "Kidneys are always the first to quit! I've had better, you know."

Alex bit down on her lip until she tasted the coppery tang of blood. "Have you had better spines? Because I think mine just gave out."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Okay," Anita said quietly. "He's finished."

"Oh my God," Amy whimpered. She spun into Rory's arms and hugged him tightly, burying her face in his neck. Rory rubbed her back, all while keeping his eyes away from the screens as well.

Spencer, however, continued to stare at them, his brow furrowed in thought. The crewmember stated that theDoctorwas finished . . . but what about Alex? Technically, she'd been poisoned before him, so she should presumably already be dead. Not to mention, the Teselecta crew didn't seem to be too concerned with her. Which suggested that they weren't concerned about her death because there was nothing to be concerned about. . .

So caught up in these musings, he almost missed Carter's reply. "Well then," he said, his voice turning rather detached. "Let's do what we do. Give her hell."

Chapter 43: Let's Kill Hitler Part 3

Chapter Text

The compression field around Melody switched from gray-blue to a bright, blood red. To Alex's eyes, it also appeared to besizzling. She and the Doctor watched in horror as the forcefield attacked Melody, their goddaughter/murderer screaming in agony as unimaginable, horrible, torturous pain hit her.

Despite everything Melody had done to her, Alex couldn't help but sympathize. That was . . . well, there were no words for how horrific the Teselecta's brand of punishment was.

"Amy!" the Doctor shouted. "Rory! Amy! Spencer! Can you hear me?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Amy's gaze snapped to the monitors. "Yeah?" she called. But it didn't appear that the Doctor had heard her.

To her surprise, Carter passed her the circular microphone he'd been using to speak to the Doctor and Alex. "Here, you can talk to him."

Amy wasted no time in grabbing it.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"What do we do?" the robot asked, Amy's frantic voice spilling out. "This is me! This is me, actually talking! What do we do?!"

The Doctor spoke through gritted teeth. "Just stop them." Pain was wracking his body with a new intensity. He could literally feel all his vital organs slowly shutting down. He wondered if Alex could feel it, too. He reached out and grabbed her hand, using what little strength he had left to tug her closer to him. "She's your daughter! Juststopthem."

"How? How? How?"

Alex hissed before responding. "Just do it!" she shrieked.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Amy thought hurriedly. She recalled Jim putting the wrist-devices on her, Rory, and Spencer."Privileges activated,"he'd said before holding the green-glowing devices before the jellyfish-robots."See? Activated."

The Doctor's words ran through her head again."She's your daughter! Juststopthem."

And like a lightbulb going off over her head, Amy knew what to do.

Rory watched as his wife pulled out the sonic screwdriver and aimed it at her wrist-device. "What are you doing?"

"Pointing and thinking, both of you get ready to run." Amy switched the sonic on. A few sparks went off as her wrist-device short-circuited. The green light quickly switched to red. Alarms started to blare all around them and the jellyfish-robots began rising out of nowhere.

"You are unauthorized. Your death will now be implemented."

"Okay, Captain. Release her now, or I take down the whole Teselecta."

"Amy. . ." Rory began warningly.

"Let her finish, Rory," Spencer urged, though he, too, looked cautious.

Carter merely scoffed at Amy. "You can't!" he dismissed, turning his chair away from her.

Amy leaned forward, wrapping her arm around the chair so that the sonic was now in Carter's face. "Theycan," she hissed. Then she soniced the room.

In an instant, everyone's wrist-devices switched off, green lights turning red, causing the robots to round on the crewmembers.

Amy didn't stick around to see the results of her handiwork though. "Rory, go!" she cried, pushing him towards the elevator. Spencer was already there, his gun out just in case anyone tried to stop them.

"All privileges withdrawn," the robots stated.

Jim stared around the control room in horror. "What have you done?!"

"All life forms prepare for immediate decease. You will experience a tingling sensation and then death."

And as the robots declared that, the elevator doors closed, taking Amy, Rory, and Spencer away.

"Shut it down!" Carter shouted, springing from his chair as one of the robots started to strangle Anita.

"I'm trying!" Jim cried.

"Shut everything down!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

As everything in the Teselecta shut down, Melody was released from her pain-filled forcefield. She crashed to the floor, stumbling as she tried to get back on her feet. As she wobbled uncertainly, she happened to catch the Doctor's gaze.

"Please," he called, his voice weak. "Now we have to save your parents."

"Oh, God, please don't run," Alex begged. She'd managed to roll over on her stomach, but that was it. Curiously, in addition to the pain, she now felt rather nauseous. Not something the Doctor seemed to be experiencing, but maybe the Judas Tree poison affected people differently? It had certainly hit her harder than it had him. She struggled to lift herself on her elbows, tucking her head against her chest. "Because frankly, neither of us have the energy to chase you."

"And we know you're scared," the Doctor added, sounding even weaker now. "But never run when you're scared. Rule 7. Please. . ."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Spencer and the Ponds sprinted through the Teselecta's corridors, pushing past panicked crewmembers. Much to their frustration, all of the corridors appeared identical to each other. Even more frustrating was that the killer robots' call echoed around them, growing ever closer with each passing second. "Remain calm while your life is extracted. . ."

"Run!" Spencer yelled. He glanced behind him to make sure Amy and Rory were still with him. "Keep running!"

"Where?!" Rory shouted.

"I don't know! Just run!"

As she ran, Amy looked around her. So caught up in escaping, she almost hadn't noticed that the corridors were nowemptywhen they should have been full of fleeing crewmembers. "Where did everyone go?!"

Frowning, Rory began looking around as well. "How can they just disappear?!"

Spencer rolled his eyes. "If they're capable of shrinking themselves down in here, they're probably also capable of teleporting themselves out! Now stop talking andrun!"

But before any of them could tread further ground, the killer robots began to approach. All too soon, they surrounded the trio, preventing any means of escape.

Heart thudding rapidly, Amy glanced at the microphone still clutched in her hand. "Doctor, Alex, can you help us?" she called. "Doctor? Alex? Doctor, Alex, help us!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

By this point, the Doctor and Alex were nearly unconscious. They lay on the cool marble floor, their eyes shut despite their best efforts.

Despite the nausea still churning in her stomach, Alex had succeeded in crawling over to lay by the Doctor's side. She wanted to be right next to him when she died. She suspected he felt the same way about her.

Vaguely, Alex registered Melody sitting down in a nearby chair. She had followed their 'don't run' request, though what she was doing now wasn't much better. Making herself comfortable, patiently waiting for them to die. . . Really, did no part of Melody's brain find that just abitrepulsive?

Alex let out a soft little sigh. Truthfully, try as she might, she couldn't really bring herself to care about Melody anymore. She'd be dead in what, two minutes? Those worries no longer mattered. The only thing thatdidmatter was that she was with the Doctor. So long as he was by her side, she could die in peace.

After a little bit of fumbling, the Doctor found Alex's hand. He squeezed it, trying to offer comfort in their final moments. His breathing was slow and labored. It wouldn't be long now. He could feel it, death looming over him like an approaching storm cloud. As far as deaths went, he definitely hadn't pictured dying like this. Especially not with Alex beside him, dying as well. He inwardly scowled at himself. He'd sworn to protect Alex and look what happened? His Ally, bright, young, still with so much promise, dying on the floor of a restaurant in Nazi Germany.

What I wouldn't give to keep her alive,the Doctor thought wearily. Much as he didn't want to die, he'd happily go gently into that good night if it meant Alex could live.

This train of thought was cut off by Amy's voice suddenly shouting, "Doctor! Alex! Doctor, Alex, help us! Please!"

The Doctor and Alex's eyes burst open. Going gently into that good night? Not yet. Their friends needed them.

Letting go of Alex's hand, the Doctor let out a weak grunt as he endeavored to get up. Unfortunately, the poison was too deeply ingrained in his system now. He staggered, his body no longer able to support him in the laborious process of standing up.

The bile in Alex's stomach seemed to be rising. She swallowed heavily, choking slightly as she did so, before clawing her way across the floor to the stairs. Her nail polish chipped as it rubbed against the floor, but Alex didn't even notice. There were more important things to worry about than her appearance.

Following her lead, the Doctor tried to crawl towards the stairs. But the bottoms of his shoes kept slipping on the smooth floor, resulting in him barely moving from his original spot.

Alex was having a similar problem. She was trying to use her heels as leverage, but they also kept sliding across the floor. Finally, after one more labored try, she collapsed. Her knee came down hard, causing her to grit her teeth. Even worse, the bile seemed to have risen higher.God, I hope I don't puke on myself,she thought.

"Doctor!" Amy continued to shout. "Alex! Help!"

"Look at you," Melody breathed. "You still care." Her eyes, wide in amazement, were focused on the Doctor, who was still trying to climb up the three short steps to the TARDIS. Incredibly, she didn't seem alarmed or even concerned about what could be causing her mother to cry out for help. Alex wanted to question her on it, but the bile inching up her throat made speaking next to impossible.

"Doctor, Alex, help!" Amy begged. "Doctor, help us! Alex, please!"

Melody didn't so much as glance at the Teselecta. Alex wondered if she was secretly worried and doing a very good job at hiding it or if, strangely, she really didn't care. "It's impressive, I'll give you that."

"River, please. . ." the Doctor begged through ragged breath.

"Again!" Melody huffed. "Who is this River?" she demanded, springing to her feet. "She's got to be a woman. Am I right?"

"Help me," the Doctor pleaded. He glanced sideways at Alex. Much to his alarm, she was clutching her throat. Could she no longer breathe? Mentally shaking himself, he focused back on the more immediate problem at hand. "Save Amy and Rory. Help me."

But Melody, proving she was very much Amy Pond's daughter, refused to be swayed. "Tell me about her," she requested.

The Doctor tried to speak, but the only thing that came out was a rather pathetic squeak as he tried to reach for the TARDIS.

Melody wasn't daunted. "Go on."

The Doctor nearly growled. She was asking for a complete explanationnow?! When his Ally was dying not an inch away and his companions were stuck in a robot that was seemingly attacking them?! "Oh, JUST. . ." he started to snap, but his voice faded away. He gasped for strength, then managed to breathe out, "Help me. . ."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Amy, Rory, and Spencer stared the rapidly approaching killer robots down.

"You are unauthorized. You are unauthorized. Your death will now be implemented." Crackles of electricity appeared around their metal tentacles, promising a very painful ending.

Amy turned to Rory. "I love you," she whispered softly.

"I love you, too." Rory pulled her into a tight hug, and they both buried their faces in the other's neck.

Spencer, meanwhile, aimed his gun. His finger hovered over the trigger. Amy and Rory might be prepared for death, but he wasn't. He was a trained UNIT operative and UNIT operatives went down fighting. Besides, there was still so much for him to do! He wanted to see Alex again, apologize for not protecting her adequately enough. He wanted to see his friends at UNIT, Osgood, Chief Stewart, Dr. Taylor, even Ron, the front-desk guard who only talked about his beloved Blackburn Rovers' chances of winning the Premier League.

And he wanted to fall in love. That wasn't too much to ask for, was it?

Spencer clenched his jaw, his blue-gray eyes locked on the robots. He prepared himself to fire. . .

. . .only for a wheezing, groaning sound to suddenly drown out the robots' chants.

He and the Ponds looked up, stunned, as the TARDIS materialized around them. A few seconds later, they were standing, completely unharmed, in the control room.

"Doctor?" Amy called out. "Alex?" She looked around for the mad, bowtie wearing figure and his bubbly girlfriend. Even though she didn't see them, she wasn't worried. "You did it!" she cheered. "They did it!"

Spencer smiled tightly as Amy and Rory laughed and shared a relieved hug. Only he had seen what Amy hadn't; a massive pile of curly blonde hair peeking out from behind the rotor. He lowered his gun but didn't remove his finger from the trigger.

Sure enough, Melody gingerly stepped out from behind the console. Her parents immediately became quiet, staring at her in a mixture of confusion and amazement.

"I seem to be able to fly her," she confided. The mystified expression on her face was almost a twin to her parents' faces. "She showed me how." Melody gazed up at the rotor in wonder, apparently not noticing what her parents and Spencer noticed; how the TARDIS was humming frantically, the walls practically vibrating. The time machine was desperate to get back to her Thief and his Ally. "She taught me. The Doctor says I'm the child of the TARDIS." Melody tilted her head at them. "What does that mean?"

A muscle in Spencer's jaw ticked. Honestly! Two people were dying right now thanks to her, and Melody wanted to play Twenty Questions? "Where are they?" he boomed across the room. A small part of him was pleased when Melody flinched. "Where are the Doctor and Alex?"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

In the short time it took Melody to pilot them back to the Hotel Adlon restaurant, Amy, Rory, and Spencer had all more or less prepared themselves for what they were about to see: their friends, either close to death or having already died. It wouldn't be pretty, it certainly wouldn't be pleasant, but they would see it all the same.

Melody rushed past them to the doors. All three eyed her warily. She still seemed a bit shaken by her miraculous ability to fly the TARDIS and she hadn't brought up the Doctor or Alex. Spencer wondered what was going through her head now.

Melody opened the door, the Ponds and Spencer hot on her heels. The three took deep breaths, bracing themselves for what they were about to see. . .

As a matter of fact, their first look outside the TARDIS did not include the Doctor and Alex lying lifeless on the floor.

Instead, it was a furious Alex marching up and slapping Melody.Hard. Time Lord strength combined with obvious rage meant that Melody was knocked right down to the floor. She only barely managed to catch herself before she cracked her head on the marble.

"YOU BITCH!" Alex roared. She stood over Melody, hands planted on her hips, eyes so dark they were almost black, waves of fury practically radiating off her.

Wait a minute,Spencer frowned. His eyes roved over Alex. Aside from appearing mad as hell, she also looked perfectly healthy. She was standing upright, something she'd barely been able to do the last time he saw her. Her skin was a bit paler than usual, but there were spots of pink in her cheeks. It looked like she hadn't been poisoned at all, which wasn't possible . . . was it?

His thoughts were cut off by Melody suddenly laughing.Laughing.

"So," she cackled, looking far too upbeat for someone who had just gotten knocked off her feet by a slap. "You figured it out!"

Rory's brow furrowed. "Figuredwhatout?"

Instead of answering, Alex let out a low growl. Her eyes narrowed into slits. At this point, they were more reminiscent of snake eyes than human ones. One of her wickedly sharp heels moved towards Melody. . .

Spencer only barely managed to grab her and haul her back before she successfully kicked Melody. Though he nearly regretted doing so as Alex thrashed wildly in his arms. "Let me go!" she shouted. "Let me at her!"

Amy shot her daughter an accusing look. "Melody, what did you do?!"

Melody, still laughing, didn't answer. But that was fine. There was someone else who could give them answers.

Alex paused her struggling long enough to shoot Melody a baleful glare. "She didn't poison me!"

Amy and Rory stared at her. "What?" they said, uncomprehending.

"She didn't poison me," Alex repeated. "Not with anything fatal, at least."

"It's true," Melody smirked as she got to her feet. She threw her shoulders back and beamed, either oblivious to or just ignoring her parents' horrified expressions. She held up her hand, showing off the shiny red polish that had remained even through her regeneration. "Did any of youreallythink I would wear a fatal poison on my nails? Especially one withno known cure? What if I cut myself? Talk about being up a creek without a paddle."

Alex let out another growl. Before she could try and lunge at Melody though, Spencer tightened his grip on her. His arm slid around her waist, and he tugged her back against his chest. Alex scowled but didn't make any further movement. Despite their self-defense training, she knew Spencer could hold her down no matter what she did if he was determined enough. "She gave me a knock-off poison. Something designed to mimic the effects of the Judas Tree poison, if on a larger scale, but which doesn't actually kill the victim."

Melody's smirk deepened. "Oh, give the librarian a gold star! Yes," she said, fluffing her hair. "A nice little knock-off. Usually used for torturing, makes people a bit more talkative if they think they're going to die, but I decided to use it for my own purposes."

Rory gaped at his daughter. "Whatpurposes?!"

In the blink of an eye, Melody's smugness was gone, replaced by a look of righteous fury. "To get back ather!" she shrieked, pointing at Alex. She narrowed her eyes at the furious brunette. "I told you I'd find some way to make you pay for everything you've done! Well, guess what? I have!" She threw her head back, looking for all the world like an athlete winning gold at the Olympics. "You thought you were going to die horribly and painfully, your only comfort being that you'd go with your precious Doctor."

"And now I can't!" Alex spat.

"Precisely. I must admit, as nice as it would be to kill you, I think this is a lot better. Alexandria Locke, girl who has everything, suddenly gets poisoned. The little princess's only comfort is that she thinks she'll die alongside her lover, but then recovers at the last second!" Melody gave her a faux pout. "And now she has to watch him die, then live alone.Forever."

Alex trembled, though whether it was in anger or burgeoning sobs, she didn't know. It really was quite an ingenious plan of Melody's. Much as Alex hated to admit it, Melody knew exactly how to push her buttons and had executed her plan accordingly.

She should have knownsomethingwas off with how long it took the poison to affect her. The Doctor had been physically affected seconds after Melody kissed him. Not to mention with how much more severe her symptoms had been. They mirrored the Doctor's, but were far harsher, giving credence to the idea that she had gotten a bigger dose. It made sense, considering how much Melody hated her. No one would have put it past her to give Alex a larger dose. And that was exactly what Melody had been counting on.

It was only in the last few minutes that Alex began to suspect otherwise. The Doctor hadn't been experiencing nausea. Actually, he seemed to be going into organ failure. And though Alex felt lousy, she couldn't say she sensed any of her organs shutting down. How could their symptoms be so different?

When Alex threw up, she got her answer. Seconds after Melody departed in the TARDIS, the bile creeping up Alex's throat finally emerged. She hadn't thrown up on herself, thank God. Instead, it was in the Doctor's discarded top-hat (and even while dying, he still managed to give her a dirty look). And the moment she did, she felt ten times better. Her limbs no longer shook, she could get up and move around without a struggle. . . By vomiting, she seemed to have swallowed a cure.

A quick scan of herself and the vomit revealed Melody's horrible ingenuity. She'd expelled the contents of a lab-made poison that was chemically similar to the Judas Tree poison, but with significant differences. Namely, the poison only mimicked the effects of the Judas Tree poison. She was never in any real danger. After running through her bloodstream, what was left of the poison ended up in her stomach. It didn't interact well with stomach acids, hence the vomiting.

This new information also explained why the Teselecta never seemed concerned about her. If they knew the Doctor was dying, probably from a scan, then they knew shewasn'tdying.

Horror had swept through Alex's system, immediately followed by an overwhelming wave of sadness. She was going to live, and the Doctor was going to die. And she was going to have to watch it happen.Again.

It was that thought that pushed Alex over into anger. River screwed-in-the-head Song had done this. Shekeptdoing this. Over and over again, she forced Alex to go through the most horrible things. First it was watching the Doctor be gunned down at Lake Silencio, then it was terrorizing her in Leadworth, and nowthis. The Doctor would die, and she'd be left all alone. Which, thanks to her lengthened lifespan, would be for the rest of time. She wouldn't be able to love anyone else like that again. The Doctor had, quite unintentionally, ruined her for any other man or woman.

So, when the TARDIS landed, all Alex could see was red. And she acted accordingly.

"You psychotic bitch!" she screamed. She made another move to escape Spencer's grasp, but his hold was too tight. She kicked and thrashed uselessly. Tears started to well up. She squeezed her eyes shut. No, no, she wasn't going to give Melody the satisfaction of seeing her cry. Actually, she didn't even want to deal with Melody anymore. The only person she wanted to see right now was the Doctor.

Alex gasped. In all the revelations and anger of the last few moments, she'd completely forgotten her dying boyfriend. "Doctor!"

"Finally," the Time Lord groaned weakly. "Oh, don't mind me," he said with a sardonic smile when everyone turned towards him. "Just ignore the man currently dying in bloody Nazi Germany."

Alex, Amy, Rory, and Spencer fairly flew to his side. Melody, wisely, stayed back. The Doctor had regained enough strength to roll over on his back and now lay vertically across the steps. Amy, Rory, and Alex knelt on either side of him. Spencer stood just behind Alex, keeping one cautious eye on Melody.

"Hey," Alex whispered. Her eyes watered again, her irises turning neon green.

The Doctor smiled weakly. "Hey," he murmured. With a slight wince, he wrapped an arm around her shoulders, pulling her closer to him. "No tears, love. I'm not worth it."

Alex shook her head. "Yes, you are," she said, giving him a watery smile.

Amy swallowed thickly in an effort to hold her own tears back. "You can't die now," she whispered. She took his other hand. It was horribly cold now, but Amy tried not to think about that. "Iknowyou don't die now."

"Oh, Pond," the Doctor sighed. "You've got a schedule for everything."

"But it doesn't make any sense!" Mainly because of what they'd witnessed at Lake Silencio, but Amy wasn't about to bring that up.

"Doctor, what do we do?" Rory asked. He glanced at Alex. His heart nearly shattered at the tears streaming down her face. Her eyes were neon green and bloodshot, contrasting horribly with her shaky smile. She had already been through so much; she shouldn't have to go through this, too. "Come on," Rory begged. "How do we help you?"

The Doctor just shook his head. "No. Sorry, Rory, you can't. Nobody can." Which wasn't strictly true. Not that he was going to reveal that. The plan he'd been working on all day hinged on no one figuring out what he was up to. And now was the time to put it into action. "Ponds, listen to me. I need to talk to your daughter."

Though Amy and Rory were rather confused as to why he wanted to speak to Melody, of all people, they nevertheless got up and moved aside.

The Doctor turned to Alex. Her jaw was clenched, and her arms crossed. He smiled softly. "Ally," he murmured.

Alex rolled her eyes. She understood his non-verbal request, not that she liked it. With a little huff, she obligingly went over to Amy and Rory. Spencer went with her. With everyone out of the way, a wary Melody was able to step up and kneel by the Doctor.

The Doctor would be lying if he said he didn't feel a flame of anger burn in his stomach as he looked upon Melody. She was, after all, responsible for all this, responsible for putting Alex through even more turmoil. But he pushed that anger aside. He had to concentrate. "Find her," he said. "Find River Song and tell her something from me."

Melody frowned. "Tell her what?"

Amy, Rory, Alex, and Spencer all watched curiously as the Doctor tugged Melody down and whispered in her ear. Try as she might with her advanced hearing, Alex couldn't make out the words. She suspected that was intentional on the Doctor's part. Whatever he was saying was for Melody's ears alone.

Melody let out a little laugh. "Well, I'm sure she already knows. . ." She pulled back, about to say more, but she saw there was no reason to.

The Doctor's eyes were shut, his chest still. He was dead.

Déjà vu,Alex thought, right before a gasping sob escaped her. She clapped her hand over her mouth to muffle further sounds, but she couldn't do anything about the violent trembling of her shoulders or the mixture of tears and mascara running down her cheeks.

Amy and Rory's eyes also welled up in tears. Amy covered her eyes with her hands, not wanting to see the Doctor's lifeless body –again– and turned into Rory's arms. She buried her face in his neck while he gently rubbed her back. He, too, closed his eyes so he wouldn't have to look at the awful sight in front of him.

As Rory was occupied with Amy, Alex threw herself at Spencer. He immediately tugged Alex against him, wrapping an arm around her heaving shoulders. He could tell that she was trying to keep from wailing, not wanting anyone to hear her obvious sorrow. She buried her face in his shirt, immediately staining it with tears and makeup. Not that Spencer cared. No, there were far more important things to worry about than the state of his shirt.

The Doctor was gone. Permanently gone. And he was going to have to deal with the fallout.

Even as Spencer hugged Alex, his brain was already coming up with plans. He would have to get Melody to take them and the Doctor's body back to their own time. From there, he would have to notify UNIT. Spencer loathed the idea of having to tell Chief Stewart and Osgood that the Doctor was dead. Neither of them would take it very well. Then arrangements would have to be made. Former companions would have to be notified, a funeral would have to be held, andsomethingwould have to be done about the Doctor's body. As the last of the Time Lords, Spencer had no doubt there were plenty of alien races who would tear the Earth apart to get their hands on him. Most likely, the Doctor would be cremated. As the closest thing to his next of kin, his ashes would presumably then go to Alex.

The only positive thing he could see in all this mess was that he could arrest Melody. Spencer had no idea what UNIT would do with her. Probably interrogate her, then keep her locked up for the rest of eternity. Frankly, though, he didn't really care what became of Melody Pond. All he cared about was the crying young woman in his arms, her hearts having been irretrievably broken.

The only one not affected by the Doctor's death was his killer. Instead of an expression of mourning, Melody's face was one of absolute confusion as she recalled several moments from the last few hours. "Who's River Song?" she asked.

Amy, Rory, Alex, and Spencer stared at her incredulously. "Now? You want to know thisnow?!" Even though her voice was caked with sobs, there was no missing the anger behind Alex's words.

Though she felt much the same way, Amy nevertheless separated from Rory and turned to the Teselecta, still disguised as herself. "Are you still working? 'Cause I'm still a relative." There was no response, but Amy decided to try anyway. Something, instinct perhaps, told her that giving Melody a firm answer was incredibly important. "Access files on River Song."

"Records available," the Teselecta announced.

"Show me her," Amy said quietly. "Show me River Song."

Slowly, the robot's features shifted into River Song, none other than Melody Pond herself.

Melody stared, stunned, at the Teselecta. It was definitely her, albeit one that appeared slightly younger. Apparently, she really did take the age down a bit. Her eyes widened as the implications began to set in. The Doctor had kept referring to her as River, which meant he and the others all knew her in the future as River Song.

Amy eyed her daughter apprehensively, taking in her dumbstruck expression. "What did he say?" she asked, glancing briefly at the Doctor's still body. "The Doctor gave you a message for River Song. What was it?"

Melody ignored her in favor of looking at the Doctor. Her mind was whirling, processing everything she had just learned.

Melody knew the circ*mstances behind her own acquirement. Blurry as her past was before New York, she did remember that. Someone – she couldn't recall exactly who, but it was someone who scared her half to death – had explained that the Doctor was a cruel man who had tricked her parents into thinking otherwise. They were brainwashed, pure and simple. It was something that would have inevitably happened to Melody herself if the Silence hadn't rescued her.

Her upbringing – what she could remember of it, anyway – had been focused on killing the Doctor. She wouldn't be killing some random, innocent bystander; she would be saving the universe from this horrible man who brought disaster with him wherever he went. In addition, she'd free her parents from his control. After that, she, Amy, and Rory could live happily ever after.

But as the saying went, the best laid plans of mice and men often go awry. Being raised in that awful orphanage had been hell and Melody felt in fear of her life every moment. Her limited memories of her caretakers weren't pleasant – they certainly hadn't been maternal, something she had desperately longed for. Melody had started seeking out ways to escape, particularly thatawfulspacesuit. How often over the years, even recently, had she had nightmares about that suit eating her? Too many to count, that was for sure.

And then . . . she escaped. Her mother had inadvertently helped with that. At the time, Melody hadn't understood why her mother wasn't trying to rescue her. It was only much later, when she had the time and energy to carefully think things over, that she realized the Amy she'd met at Graystark hadn't given birth to her yet. She probably hadn't even realized she was pregnant. It was why Melody could forgive her mother shooting at her (the only thing that suit had ever proven useful for). She'd been scared, confused, not to mention warped by the Doctor's manipulations.

After escaping Graystark, Melody had spent decades trying to evade her caretakers. She had to move around a lot, partly because she kept getting into trouble (why people had a problem with something so fun, she had no idea) and partly because she kept getting the sense that someone was watching her. The trouble of creatures that erased your memory of seeing them the second you looked away.

Melody thought that, all things considered, she'd done a pretty good job at evading people over the years. But her caretakers had still managed to track her down. However, it turned out alright! Melody didn't remember theexactconversation, but she did know what it resulted in. She'd been sent to Leadworth, ostensibly to have a better life than what she'd been living as a runaway, but also to grow up alongside her parents and assure her existence.

As Melody had already stated, she hadn't minded this. Making sure her parents got together was a small price to pay to grow up with them, be raised by them, even if they didn't know who she was.

But there was an unintended consequence to this, something Melody was sure her caretakers hadn't foreseen. Seven-year-old Amy had already met the Doctor and completely idolized him. And she wanted to share this idolization with anyone who would listen.

Despite her best efforts, Melody couldn't help but become enthralled by her mother's tales of the Doctor. She made him sound completely different to the stories she'd been fed the first six years of her life. Certainlynotlike a dangerous, manipulative Time Lord who had to be taken out at all costs. Melody knew she had to kill him eventually, but there was nothing wrong with daydreaming and fantasizing about him. She could almost envision them as partners in crime, running all through time and space, getting into delicious trouble and wonderful mayhem wherever they went.

Yes, life was good.

And then Alex showed up.

All of Melody's instincts screamed at her to take the troublesome little brunette out, but she couldn't. Getting locked up in prison for first-degree murder wasn't on her agenda. So, she was forced to put up with Alex, trying not to let on how much it pissed her off that the girl was seamlessly taking her place, gaining the love and respect of everyone Melody had sought to get the same from.

But then, she saw that photo in the library. Alex and the Doctor, of all people, sitting close together, looking deliriously, disgustingly happy. She hadn't landed on the details until much later, but it had occurred to Melody then that through the Doctor, she could kill two birds with one stone.

And she'd done it! The Doctor was dead, or near enough, and Alex was completely shattered. Her lover had been taken away from her and there was nothing she could do about it. Alex could try to move on, but Melody felt pretty confident in saying that she didn't think it would be possible for Alex. Not in the love department, anyway.

But instead of feeling victorious, Melody was just . . . hollow.

She stared at the Doctor. Even while dying at her hand, he hadn't tried to fight her. Disarmed her, yes, but even though that had been completely infuriating, it was also rather impressive. He'd lobbied that awful robot to stop torturing her, begged her not to run when she was released. She could have, had thought about it. He wouldn't have been able to stop her. But something made her reconsider, made her stay.

Melody knew what it was. This dangerous, trouble-seeking individual, while definitely that, was also quite charming. More than a match for her, intellectually and physically.

And he was certainly hot, even with that ridiculous bowtie.

But he was withAlex. Annoying, holier-than-thou Alex, always lording it over Melody that she was superior to her in every way.

But that wasn't really the case, was it? Alex had needed a freakingbodyguardall summer. She hadn't been able to protect herself. Instead, she needed help. That fact had made Melody smirk in self-satisfaction more than a few times over the last month. Sweet little Alex, needing a big, bad protector. Melody certainly didn't need that. She'd lived on the backstreets of New York and London, getting herself into and out of more scrapes than she could count. And she'd enjoyed every second. There was no time to feel anything as ridiculous asfear.

Alex had been scared today, there was no doubt about that. Oh, she'd put on a brave face, but it hadn't fooled Melody. She'd been scared, thinking that this wasn't something she was going to get out of. But the Doctor hadn't been scared. He'd been far more concerned with her, trying to talk to her, save her, and save her parents. Alex had been too busy trying not to puke when her parents were calling for help. Yet the Doctor had continually fought against the poison in his system to try and get to the TARDIS. That was . . . very admirable, remarkable, impressive, and a lot of other things that would take far too long to list.

Someone like that couldn't be happy forever with someone like Alex. She was weak. She'd nearly been felled by anon-lethalpoison. If the Doctor, who'd actually gotten a lethal dose, could summon the strength to fight against it, surely Alex could have done the same.

And that hadn't been her only instance of weakness. In the cornfield, she hadn't immediately jumped out of Melody's way. Oh no, her bodyguard had to physicallyshoveher down. She was too slow.

Melody had heard several tales of the Doctor, all the things he'd done and seen and made happen. He wasn't deserving of Alex. Someone too weak, too spineless, too slow couldn't keep up with him forever. He deserved someone so much better. Someone who could act quickly, someone with specialized training for action-packed, perilous situations. Someone who wasn'tweak.

Someone . . . quite like Melody herself.

Though he couldn't get her if he was dead.

There was no cure for the Judas Tree poison. Once you got dosed, there was nothing you could do. But the Doctor wasn't actually dead yet. What a lot of people didn't know was that the poison put victims in a short coma first, with death following shortly thereafter. He was on death's doorstep, but he had yet to cross the threshold.

And just as she had poisoned him, she could cure him.

Melody's hands began to glow with regeneration energy. She glanced sideways at Alex. The American was still crying, biting her lip to keep her sobs contained. Annoying, but far more preferable to her anger. Melody's cheek still throbbed with the echo of that vicious slap.

Much as she wanted to, Melody knew she couldn't get rid of Alex now. She still had the Doctor wrapped around her finger, and Melody knew that the Doctor wouldn't be very receptive to her advances if she tried to go after his girlfriend now. But that was alright. If there was one thing Melody had plenty of, it was patience.

Amy, Rory, Alex, and Spencer gaped at the wispy yellow-orange regeneration energy surrounding Melody's hands. "What's happening?!" Amy cried in alarm. "River, what are you doing?!"

Melody walked slowly to the Doctor. Just as she was about to kneel beside him, she hesitated. "Just tell me," she said quietly. "The Doctor . . . is he worth it?"

Alex and Spencer exchanged incredulous looks, but they stayed silent. The question seemed to have been aimed more at Amy and Rory. And in any event, Alex and Spencer both doubted Melody would give any credence to their opinions.

For a moment, all Amy and Rory could do was stare at each other in disbelief. But they quickly regained their composure and nodded frantically. "Yes!" Amy affirmed. "Yes, he is!"

With that declaration, Melody's hands glowed brighter than ever. Her eyes fixed tightly on him, she knelt before the Doctor. Alex watched, her breath hitched, as Melody placed her hands on either side of the Doctor's face. The moment the regeneration energy made contact with his skin, the Doctor's eyes burst open.

A shuddering gasp rushed out of Alex, and she staggered. She would have fallen had an equally amazed Spencer not caught her at the last second.

"River. . ." the Doctor breathed, his eyes wide in shock. Though it was only partly because of Melody's actions. The rest of it was dedicated to the fact that his plan had worked. Itworked!

Melody smiled down at him. "Hello, sweetie," she murmured as regeneration energy continued to pour from her hands, swirling into the Doctor's body, bringing him back from the brink of death.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Melody's eyes fluttered. She winced slightly. That was weird. Why the hell did it feel like there were weights attached to her eyelids?

She blinked blearily, pushing past the heaviness. Her gaze was a bit blurry, but she could make out that her surroundings were very white and appeared rather clean and sterile. Definitelynotthe Hotel Adlon restaurant. Had she passed out? She didn't remember doing so but then, shehadbeen pretty busy bringing the Doctor back to life.

As her vision cleared a bit more, she was able to make out two figures leaning over her. A bit more blinking and their features came into focus. It was her parents.

"Hey," Amy breathed in relief. "Hey."

"Hey." Melody's voice came out just a little higher than a whisper. Now that she was (somewhat) awake, she could tell just howdrainedher body was. It felt like several hundred-pound weights had been attached to her limbs, rendering them too heavy to move. Her throat was scratchy, as though she had a cold, and her eyes continued to flutter sleepily. Though she was conscious now, she knew she wouldn't remain that way for long. But she had to push past it, at least for a little longer. She needed answers. Starting with. . . "Where am I?"

"You're safe now," Amy assured her. "Apparently," she said with a small smile, "you used all your remaining regenerations in one go. You shouldn't have done that."

Melody matched her smile, even though her facial muscles protested at the movement. "Mother, I had to try. . ."

"I know."

"He said no one could save him. But he must have known I could."

"Rule One," two new voices said. Melody turned her head slightly to see the Doctor leaning against a window to the right of her bed, Alex pressed into his side, both back in their regular clothes. Of special interest to Melody was the fact that the Doctor wasn't showing any signs that he had nearly died just a short time ago. If anything, he looked the picture of health. He and Alex gave Melody small smiles as they said, "The Doctor lies."

Melody's brow furrowed. "Do you two do that a lot?"

The Doctor and Alex couldn't keep from smirking. "Yes," they said together.

"It's very annoying."

Before the Doctor or Alex could respond to that (though their shared eye-roll suggested this wasn't the first time they'd heard this), another voice broke in, this one belonging to a nurse dressed in a white nun's habit, standing just behind Amy and Rory. "She just needs to rest." As though confirming her words, Melody's eyes closed, and she lapsed back into a heavy sleep. The nurse smiled at her. "She'll be absolutely fine."

"She'll be something alright," Alex agreed dryly.

The Doctor snorted slightly as he reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a crisp new journal with a TARDIS-style cover, the exact journal he and the others had seen later versions of Melody/River use. He set it on the bedside table where Melody, when she was ready to begin her life as River Song, would easily find it.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Yeah, we're at the hospital now," Spencer reported. He leaned back against the plate-glass window, curling his shoulder slightly in an attempt at privacy. According to the Doctor, the Sisters of the Infinite Schism operated the best hospital in the universe. Based on how packed the lobby and halls were, this statement hadn't been an exaggeration.

On the other end of the phone, Chief Stewart let out a long sigh. "Well, that's something I suppose. God knows she needs therapy."

Spencer hummed in agreement. Though he refrained from adding that he didn't think Melody would get any. Not that the Doctor hadn't stressed to the physicians working on Melody that she needed therapy. Quite the opposite. He was adamant that she meet with their on-site psychiatrists. But Spencer didn't think Melody would respond well to the sessions, much less seek out further ones. Melody would resent the implication there was something wrong with her mind and actively fight against attempts to fix it. Spencer doubted she would ever truly acknowledge how damaged her mental state was because of Kovarian and the Silence.

"They're getting Amy checked out, too," he revealed.

"Really? Oh, I don't know why I sound surprised. She certainly needs it. Who knows what they were doing to her on Demons Run?"

Spencer made no comment. In actuality, he did know what Amy's body had been subjected to during her involuntary stay on Demons Run. The Doctor had allowed him a look at the files he'd downloaded from the base. While the ones on Alex were seemingly impenetrable, the ones on Amy weren't. They detailed everything, down to the tiniest, most insignificant actions that Kovarian had done to her body while Amy's mind believed she was still on the TARDIS.

It was nothing particularly harmful to Amy. After all, Kovarian wouldn't want to risk harming the person carrying her precious soon-to-be assassin. Nor would she want to invoke the Doctor's wrath when he inevitably came to Demons Run and laid eyes on Amy. But the techniques Kovarian and her doctors had used on the still growing fetus weren't ones, according to the Doctor, that he would have used on an expectant mother, particularly one from the early 21st century.

Kovarian's main mission had been to make sure that the fetus exhibited as many Time Lord traits as possible. Therefore, Amy's body had been flooded with different types of time sensitive radiation, designed to strengthen the fetus. There had also been procedures where cells had been extracted from the fetus, which were then studied to monitor the burgeoning Time Lord DNA. Even more things had been done, procedures and experiments that Spencer had never heard of, but which the Doctor said were common enough in the 51st century. But it wasn't anything that should be done on a person from a different time period, particularly a past one. Their bodies hadn’t adapted enough yet to handle those operations.

The Doctor wasn't sure what, if any effect these medical techniques had on Amy, but it was enough to make him insist that she get checked out. She seemed physically fine, hadn't shown any signs of something being wrong over the summer. But you never knew. In any event, it was better to be sure. The last Spencer had seen them, Amy and Rory were meeting with one of the head doctors. That had been over an hour ago.

"When are you coming back?" Chief Stewart asked, drawing Spencer out of his thoughts. "Straight away or are you sticking aboard the TARDIS awhile?" There was no missing the grin in her voice.

"I'm coming back," Spencer said firmly. He'd be lying if he said he didn't want to travel more on the TARDIS, join the crew, and have adventures thatdidn'tinvolve a time traveling psychopath. But tempted as he might be, he knew he was needed on Earth. Not to mention, but he missed UNIT. He missed the asthmatic wheezes Osgood made when she got too excited, talking all matter of technical stuff with Malcolm, just . . . everything. As much as he would miss Alex, the Ponds, and even the Doctor, Spencer was ready to go home.

"You sure? I mean, if anyone deserves a bit of a time traveling vacation, it's you."

"I'm sure. Though now that you mention it," Spencer grinned, "I wouldn't mind a few weeks in the Caribbean."

"We'll talk," Chief Stewart laughed. "And," she said, her tone turning serious, "good job, Spencer. Really. This whole thing didn't turn out how we planned or wanted, but in the end, everything worked out for the best."

"Yeah," Spencer nodded thoughtfully. "I guess it did. Well, see you soon, Chief."

"See you soon." And with a click, she was gone.

Just as Spencer clicked off himself, the Doctor, Alex, and the Ponds came around the corner. "Hey, everything okay?"

"She's settled," Alex said, stepping up beside him. She smiled grimly. "The Sisters of the Infinite Schism can take it from here."

Spencer turned to Amy. "What about you?"

A rush of air escaped Amy as she tried to recall the overload of information she'd received in the last hour. "Well, basically, I'm fine. The doctors said there shouldn't be any long-term effects from Demons Run. But, um. . ."

"They're concerned about her egg count," Rory stepped in when Amy trailed off. "They say it's decreased quite a bit."

Spencer glanced at the Doctor and Alex. Their faces were grim, eyes narrowed at nothing. He had no doubt that if Kovarian happened to come into the room right now, she'd be lucky to leave it alive. "Oh, I'm so sorry, Amy."

Amy gave him a smile, though it was somewhat dim. Even though the doctors had tried to sound optimistic and reassuring, she knew how bad the news was, not to mention its potential repercussions. "They want to do further tests, make sure I can still give birth. There was also something about potentially freezing some of my eggs, in case my giving birth again isn't an option." She didn't want to admit it, but she was actually rather scared. Just this morning, she'd thought the biggest thing Kovarian and the Silence had taken away from her was her baby. But now, it seemed as though they had taken a lot worse. Her ownfertility.

What was she going to do? Obviously, Amy knew she and Rory weren't planning on having another baby yet. Melody, Demons Run, it was still too raw. Amy suspected it would be quite some time before she or Rory became comfortable with theideaof potentially having another child. It was something they would have to discuss. And soon, if the Sisters of the Infinite Schism were right in their suspicions.

She was pulled out of these worrying thoughts by someone taking her hand. Amy looked down. It was Rory. Smiling a bit wider than before, she clutched his hand tightly, resolving not to let it go, no matter what the news turned out to be.

Seeing that the Ponds were having a little moment, the Doctor turned to Spencer. "How did UNIT take everything?" he asked, purposefully changing the subject.

"Pretty well, all things considered," Spencer remarked. He tucked his phone into his pocket. "I need to file an official report when I get back, but Chief Stewart already has all the necessary bits." Since Amy and Rory were in earshot, he refrained from adding that his boss had expressed disappointment over not being able to interrogate Melody/River over her Kovarian/Silence related knowledge. Though Spencer didn't think there was much knowledge to be gathered from Melody. Going off her account, she really didn't remember much about her childhood. Not until she was living on the streets, anyway.

Still, there was something the Ponds needed to be consulted about in regards to their daughter. Spencer hesitated a moment. The Ponds had already been through so much today. Did he really need to burden them with more? After a little consideration, Spencer reluctantly decided he needed to. "There was also discussion," he said quietly, "about what to do with Mels' belongings."

Amy's eyes widened while Rory sucked in a breath. "Right," he said slowly. "I, um. . ." He blinked somewhat bewilderedly. "I didn't even think about that." He really hadn't. Of course, with everything going on, how could he? But Spencer and the rest of UNIT had. Perhaps they'd had to think about things like this before. The thought made Rory's stomach twist uncomfortably.

"There's no rush," Spencer said quickly, seeing how ill at ease the Ponds looked. "But it's something that needs to be thought about. After all, people in Leadworth are going to notice Mels' absence."

Amy let out a dry snort. "Half of them will probably throw a party," she muttered, her eyes downcast.

Neither Spencer, Alex, nor the Doctor said anything. There was, after all, truth in Amy's statement.

"What does Chief Stewart suggest?" Rory asked.

Once again, Spencer hesitated, dreading the words he was about to utter. "It was suggested," he said slowly, "that in order to keep people from asking questions or from having you lie all the time, that Mels be reported dead." This time, both Ponds sucked in a breath. "Just suggested!" Spencer said hastily, his voice coming out faster and high-pitched now. "It was only one option! Another was to say that Mels moved, preferably somewhere overseas, like America. But that would bring up questions about her visiting, or you going to visit her, accounting for fake postcards, letters, phone calls—"

Amy held up her hand. "I get it!" she snapped, then immediately winced in apology. It wasn't fair to blame Spencer. He was just the messenger, and what he was saying made a lot of sense, even if Amy didn't particularly like it.

Alex decided to intervene. "Like Spencer said, nothing has to be decided now. I think we can all agree it's been a long day, so no hasty decisions onanything," she looked at the Ponds on this, "should be made. So, how about we head back to the TARDIS, maybe go to that bar on the moon with the great co*cktails the Doctor told me about?"

"Yes!" the Doctor cheered, snapping his fingers for emphasis. "co*cktails on the moon.Anti-gravco*cktails on the moon!"

Rory stared at him. "Anti-gravity co*cktails?" he said, his tone indicating he didn't believe such a thing existed.

If the Doctor noticed it, he didn't comment on it. Instead, he just grinned and chirped, "Wasn't that clear, Rory Pond?"

Much as Spencer was curious on how anti-gravity co*cktails worked (on themoon!), it wasn't enough to tempt him away from thoughts of home. His apartment, neat and orderly, with the French press his grandparents had given him for his 21st birthday, all of his fake Ficus trees named after different scientists, and the makeshift lab he'd set up in the way-too-big-for-him closet, all of its test tubes and beakers sitting there patiently waiting to be used in experiments. . . The TARDIS, even with its anti-grav co*cktails, didn't have any of that. "Sounds fun," he said with a smile. "But you'll have to do that without me."

Alex frowned, but she couldn't say she was altogether surprised. Disappointed, yes, but not surprised. "You really don't want to come? Not even for just one trip?"

Spencer smiled down at her. "I really gotta get back to UNIT. Besides," he added with a knowing glance at the Doctor, "something tells me that 'one trip' could quickly escalate into several."

Alex followed his gaze. Her expression turned impish as she spotted the Doctor's cheeks turning red. "Fair enough. But we'll miss you." She pulled Spencer into a hug. "I'llmiss you," she whispered.

"Me too," Spencer murmured. To his horror, his eyes started to go misty. He blinked rapidly, succeeding in dispelling the mist by the time Alex pulled back. "But you've got my number!" he reminded her. "Don't hesitate to call."

Alex nodded. "Same goes for you."

"We'll miss you, too, Spencer," Amy chimed in. Though she was still slightly unsettled by their earlier conversation, she managed to give Spencer a bright smile. "It's been . . . well, I'm not surefunis the right word. . ."

Rory chuckled. "It's definitely beensomething," he said, clapping Spencer on the back. He glanced over his shoulder at Amy. To his relief, she was now questioning the Doctor on how anti-grav margaritas worked. He turned back to Spencer and leaned in. "And Amy and I will discuss Mels," he murmured. He swallowed thickly. He was already dreading that conversation, as well as the one on Amy's potential fertility, but he knew it had to be done sooner or later.

"There's no rush," Spencer said reassuringly, though he and Rory both knew that was a total lie. "Take all the time you need. UNIT will take care of everything."

And then it was time to bid goodbye to the Doctor.

Just like this morning, Spencer fumbled for something adequate to say. It was easy to talk to the Doctor when there was some life-threatening situation going on, but in moments like this? Not so much. "Well, um, sir. . ." He winced.Oh, God, why did I call himsir?!

Fortunately, the Doctor came to his rescue. "At ease, Dr. Grayson," he smirked, his green eyes twinkling. "Let me just say. . . Thank you. I'll admit, you're not who or what I was expecting, but I'm glad all the same that you were there to protect Alex."

Spencer blushed. "I'm not really sure how much I—"

"You did alot," the Doctor cut in. "Believe me, Alex has sung your praises and I trust that they were not unfounded."

"They weren't," Alex said firmly.

Both men chuckled. "Well," Spencer smiled, "thank you for that, Doctor. Coming from you, it means a lot."

The Doctor couldn't help preening a bit. "Of course it does," he grinned as he straightened his bowtie.

Alex and the Ponds rolled their eyes. "Oh, blimey, Doctor, don't let that go to your head!" Amy cried.

"It already barely fits through the TARDIS doorway," Alex said cheekily. "Best not tempt fate."

"Oi!" the Doctor cried as Alex, the Ponds, and Spencer all burst out laughing. He glared at them for a few moments before finally letting out a sigh. "Alright, alright, if you're going to laugh, you may as well do it in the TARDIS. Come along, Ponds, Ally, and Dr. Grayson!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

It took a very short amount of time to return to Leadworth. While Rory drove his car back, the Doctor moved the TARDIS into the backyard of the Ponds and Alex's rental house. From there, they bid another set of goodbyes to Spencer before he went off to the boarding house to pack, then Amy and Alex quickly gathered up their packed belongings so that they could leave as soon as Rory returned. Indeed, less than a minute after Rory pulled into the driveway, the TARDIS dematerialized. Goodbye, Leadworth, hello, all of time and space.

But that didn't mean the events of today had been forgotten. Or that there weren't a few questions that still needed to be answered.

"So that's it, we just leave her there?" Amy asked the moment the TARDIS entered the time vortex.

"Sisters of the Infinite Schism," the Doctor replied as he absently gripped Alex tight against his side. He couldn't help it. He had almostdiedtoday. He'd almost lost Alex which, in a sense, was akin to death. Was it any wonder that he was loathe to let her go even the slightest distance away from him now? Fortunately, Alex didn't seem to mind his clinginess, going off how she nestled further into him. "Greatest hospital in the universe."

"Yeah, but she's our daughter." Amy shook her head. Though she'd known it for a while, the full realization of who River Song was to her was starting to sink in. "Doctor, she's River,andshe's our daughter."

"Amy, I know," the Doctor said gently. "But we have to let her make her own way now. We have too much foreknowledge." A little reluctantly, he separated himself from Alex long enough to eye the monitor behind him. The screen currently showed two pictures: one of him in the desert and a cropped one of Alex at her birthday dinner in Savannah. Beneath each photo was a list of information regarding their murders (or attempted murder, in Alex's case). The time and location on each were exactly the same: 5:02pm on April 22nd, 2011, at Lake Silencio, Utah.

The Doctor swallowed heavily. "Dangerous thing, foreknowledge."

Noticing his drifted gaze, Amy followed it to the monitor. "What's that?" she asked, moving forward to look.

"Nothing," the Doctor dismissed. With a quick twist of a dial, the lists beneath his and Alex's photos vanished just before Amy could spot them. "Just some information I downloaded from the Teselecta." He smiled innocently at them. "Very boring."

I doubt that,Alex thought. She had a pretty good idea on what he'd downloaded from the Teselecta. Not that she was going to say anything right now, though.

"Doctor, River was brainwashed to kill you, right?" Rory asked.

"Well, shedidkill me," the Doctor said with a slight scowl. "And tricked Alex into thinking she was dying as well." His jaw clenched at the memory. Even though he'd been seconds away from dying, he'd heard every gloating word Melody/River had uttered regarding her revenge on Alex. In those moments, he'd longed for the strength to pull himself up and threaten her with his cane. It was a dark thought, but one that the Doctor didn't mind very much. He was perfectly fine with River going after him – hell, hepreferredit – but if she ever went after Alex again. . .

Well, if she did, River would need to watch her back. Despite her being Amy and Rory's daughter, the Doctor knew he wouldn't hesitate in getting even, making her pay, forcing her to suffer in a way that would hurt worse than any of the turmoil Alex had been through in the last several months.

This was something he could, and would, express to Alex, but he couldn't say any of it to Amy and Rory. The Ponds were well aware of their daughter's less than balanced mental state, but as Amy had so adequately expressed, she was theirdaughter. Their little girl, the baby they'd held so protectively and lovingly on Demons Run. Despite everything Melody/Mels/River had and would do, the Ponds would continue to love her. As they should.

The Doctor knew River wasn't an altogether horrible person. Most of her actions could be blamed on the brainwashing she'd suffered during her formative years, then on essentially raising herself for the next twenty-something years. Still, he refused to forgive her for going after Alex. He would try to help his goddaughter become a better person, guide her to become the individual he'd met in the Library, the woman who'd respected Miss Evangelista's data ghosting and who ultimately sacrificed her life to save Donna and 4,022 people. But if she did anything else to Alex, all bets were off. He wouldn't hesitate in making sure she understood the consequences of making the last Time Lord in existence mad.

With a slight grimace, the Doctor shook off his anger. Now wasn't the time for it. "And then she used her remaining lives to bring me back." He smiled down at Alex. Thank every deity in the universe he hadn't been parted from her. Not yet, at least.

Alex smiled back at him, her eyes switching from copper to his own emerald green. "Like I said, can't keep a good thing down!"

"Very true," he laughed, before leaning down and pressing a kiss to the top of her head.

Amy and Rory smiled at their friends, but that didn't mean their questions and concerns about Melody/River were over. Far from it. "But that stuff they put in her head," Rory piped up. "Is that gone now?" He hesitated before adding, "The River we know in the future, she's in prison formurderandattempted murder."

"Whose murder?" Amy asked. "Whoseattemptedmurder?"

Alex struggled not to gape at them.How have Amy and Rory not figured out that it's the Doctor and I she shot at?It seemed perfectly obvious to her. Then again, she reasoned, Amy and Rory were probably under the impression that the astronaut at Lake Silencio was a completely separate person from the group that had been assembled there. Not to mention, but they probably didn't want to think too hard on who their daughter potentially tried to harm. Knowing that your child was capable of such horrible acts. . . Alex couldn't even imagine what that felt like. She couldn't blame the Ponds for not wanting to dwell on the possibilities too much, particularly when the two most obvious ones were standing right in front of them.

She looked at the Doctor, wondering what he would say. Somehow, she doubted he was going to reveal all to Amy and Rory.

Sure enough, the Doctor didn't answer. Instead, he smiled, grabbed Alex's hand, and dashed around the console. Alex laughed as he tugged her along, leading her towards the stairs.

Amy and Rory shared eye-rolls at the Doctor's silence, but they weren't really surprised. Hopefully, his silence meant that he didn't know, not that he was actively keeping the truth from them. "Will we see her again?" Amy called out. Surely the Doctor would answerthis.

Leaping up the stairs after the Doctor, Alex took it upon herself to answer. "I would think so. Based on her diary, we have quite a few adventures with her."

"Yeah," the Doctor nodded. "She'll find us one day."

"Yeah, but how?" Amy questioned. "How do people even look for you?"

The Doctor and Alex paused at the top of the stairs. "Oh, Pond," the Doctor sighed. "Haven't you figured that one out yet?" Then without another word, he squeezed Alex's hand and tugged her out of the control room.

Alex laughed wildly as the Doctor's frantic pace forced her to run along behind him. They had gone through several corridors before she was finally able to push past her laughing and ask, "Where are we going? And why so fast?"

He glanced back at her as they took a quick left turn into another corridor. Sparks ran down Alex's spine at the heat in his gaze. "Oh, I don't know. . ." His voice was in that low tone she loved, sending her into shivers. "Maybe, perhaps, somewhere private? No offense to the Ponds, but they have a lot to discuss, and I would much rather have. . ." He suddenly stopped running, catching Alex before she could plow into him. Before Alex could get her bearings, the Doctor spun her around and pulled her back against his chest. One of his arms wrapped itself around her waist, keeping her from escaping. Not that Alex was thinking about doing such a thing.

Blood rushed to her cheeks as he leaned down and whispered in her ear. "As I was saying," he continued, his lips brushing the sensitive skin, "I would much rather have a more . . .privatereunion. No distractions, no interruptions."

Alex's whole body shuddered, and she felt his lips curve into a smirk at the action. Heat and adrenaline ran through her system, creating an intoxicating effect that sent Alex's head spinning. Almost involuntarily, her head tilted back. Somehow, she managed to find her voice. "I couldn't agree more, Doc," she breathed.

He let out a dark chuckle. "That's my girl," he murmured, pressing a quick, heated kiss to her neck. Before Alex could react to it, she was spun round once more. Now she was standing before a door. A veryfamiliardoor with beautiful circular Gallifreyan carvings. . .

"Well then," she murmured, looking up to give him a grin. "Let's not waste any time, Time Lord."

The Doctor's grin was positively sinful as he reached out and turned the knob. . .

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Melody Pond – or as she was now calling herself, River Song – found herself perfectly at home in the main library of Luna University.

No one would have expected it of her, but she'd always had a fondness for libraries. In her last incarnation, she'd spent many a school day tucked in the very back stacks of the school library, a pile of books beside her. It was primarily to avoid all the idiots surrounding her, children and adults alike, but also because she just loved books. She lovedlearning. There were very few, interesting things to learn about in the twentieth and twenty-first centuries, but here? In the year 5123? The possibilities were endless.

Though River didn't need endless possibilities. She just needed one. But this seemed like the perfect place to find her desired information.

It also helped that the aesthetics of this library far outranked her school library and the Leadworth Public Library. Neither one, for example, boasted a giant skylight showing off the beautiful blue and white marble that was planet Earth. River could easily picture herself sitting at this very table, her books illuminated by the wonderous Earth light.

Unfortunately, her being able to spend time here hinged on the man in front of her.

Professor Arthur Candy, a kindly middle-aged man in a bowtie, strode around the table. "So then, tell me," he said, sitting down beside her. "Why do you want to study archeology?"

River leaned forward and smiled. In her lap, her fingers curled protectively, even a bit possessively, around her diary. "Well, to be perfectly honest, Professor, I'm looking for a good man. . ."

Chapter 44: Sparks Fly

Notes:

A/N: THIS CHAPTER IS RATED M! If you are not fond of smut, please skip (and don't complain, because I've just given you fair warning). Seriously, this chapter is nothing but fluff and sexy times. Enjoy!

Alex's outfit for this chapter can be found on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The Doctor’s grin was positively sinful as he reached out and turned the knob. . .

Slowly, the door creaked open.

Unlike some, who might have lingered on the threshold for a moment as the reality of what they were about to do settled over them, the Doctor and Alex surged forwards, nearly tripping in their haste. Part of this was because the Doctor’s arms were locked around Alex, his hands running up and down her sides teasingly, making her shiver in anticipation.

They did, however, pause just a few steps in. But not because of sudden nerves.

“Whoa,” Alex gasped, her eyes widening.

The Doctor let out a low whistle. “Whoa is right,” he murmured, reluctantly drawing a hand away from Alex to ease the bedroom door shut. He glanced up at the ceiling. “Bit much, don’t you think, dear?”

“Don’t listen to him, Gorgeous!” Alex called as the walls and ceiling vibrated in reply. “I think it’s wonderful.” She grinned, a fresh load of adrenaline coursing through her. “Very romantic.”

Indeed, the TARDIS had pulled out all the stops in transforming the Doctor’s bedroom into a scene straight out of a romance novel. The cluttered bookshelves and desk were gone, replaced by a massive gray stone fireplace, a hearty fire already roaring within. Sitting before the fireplace was a huge, fluffy white rug, two leather club chairs, and a small coffee table. On the coffee table itself was a silver ice bucket, a bottle of champagne cooling inside, and two long-stem glasses. Another romantic touch were the rose petals strewn across the bed, the brilliant red of the flowers contrasting wonderfully against Alex’s snow-white bedspread.

And then there were the candles. So many candles. They were lined up along the fireplace mantle, grouped in clusters on the cleared nightstands and dresser. There were even some in the bathroom. Through the partially ajar door, Alex spotted several perched on the Jacuzzi tub and counter, giving the otherwise dark room an inviting glow. The scent of vanilla filled the air, though despite the plethora of candles, it wasn’t overwhelming. On the contrary, it was just right.

Alex stepped further into the room, her copper-colored eyes darting all around, trying to take in everything all at once. “Damn,” she murmured as she bent down to check the label on the champagne bottle. It was a very expensive brand, the kind she never thought she’d be able to drink before gaining her inheritance. “She really went all out.”

Turning, she arched an eyebrow at the Doctor. “Is all this because she’s getting a full show tonight and wants to make sure it’s a good one?” She was joking, but there was a hint of seriousness in her voice. Much as Alex loved the TARDIS, tonight was an occasion where she would much rather the old girl take her sentience elsewhere. The idea of the TARDIS watching them, potentially even judging them. . .

Before Alex could get caught up in those thoughts, the Doctor quickly reassured her. “No, no,” he said with a slight laugh. “Trust me, Ally, she’s not going to be peering over our shoulders during anything.” Once more, he looked up at the ceiling. “Actually,” he said slowly, his features turning just a bit stern, “I’d say all this is something of an apology.”

Alex frowned. “An apology? For what?”

The Doctor swung himself into one of the club chairs, his long legs nearly knocking the ice bucket off the coffee table in the process. “Remember when we were in the control room talking to the voice interface?”

Alex couldn’t keep from scowling as she recalled the horrible agony of the not-quite-poison running through her system. “Hard to forget that, Doc,” she said dryly. “Especially as it was only a few hours ago.”

He gave her an apologetic grimace. “Right, sorry. Anyway, I didn’t notice it then – was a bit busy trying not to die and all – but it only occurred to me while I was piloting us to the hospital that the interface never actually addressed you.”

Alex’s brow furrowed as she mentally replayed the whole scene. She knew she’d missed some parts of the conversation with the voice interface (dealing with her own brand of pain and all), but she was sure she hadn’t missed much. Nothing important, at any rate. Though now that she thought about it . . . the interface had addressed the Doctor more than her, even shifting to face him directly. And its words. . .

Alex’s eyes widened in shocked realization. The interface never actually said she had been contaminated with Judas Tree poison. It had consistently said, ‘your system’, and each time it said that, it was looking right at the Doctor. In those panicked moments, their thoughts trying and failing not to contemplate a rapidly approaching death, she and the Doctor just assumed the interface was referring to them both. But it hadn’t been.

“Oh my God,” she gasped, sinking into the other chair.

The Doctor nodded grimly. “Yes, I’m afraid so.” Sighing, he added, “Part of the fault lies with me. I never actually asked what was wrong with you. If I had, maybe I could have gotten you something to counteract the drug, so you wouldn’t have continued to suffer.” And so River wouldn’t have gotten a chance to gloat, he thought sourly. Her crazed, triumphant words still rang in his ears.

“Don’t do that, Doc,” Alex murmured. She leaned forward and grasped his clenched hand. He hadn’t even realized he’d curled it into a fist. She smiled softly as her thumb traced soothing circles across his knuckles. “Don’t blame yourself. I certainly don’t.”

He let out a humorless chuckle, but the tenseness in his hand softened a bit. “Well, that’s because you’re you, Ally.”

A rush of pride swept through her at his words, though Alex refused to be completely sidetracked. “Thank you, Doc. But really, I could have said something, too. I also took it for granted that the interface was addressing both of us.” She tilted her head to one side, her smile fading as she considered something. “But why didn’t the interface come right out and say I wasn’t dying when you asked what was wrong? It’s a part of the TARDIS, right? So, shouldn’t she have told us what was really going on right away?”

“Ah, well, not exactly.” Still keeping hold of her hand, the Doctor straightened slightly. “The voice interface isn’t actually the TARDIS speaking. It’s more of a. . .” He scrunched his nose as he tried to think of an appropriate term. “. . .subroutine, I’d say? Or maybe more of an A.I. Basically, just think of it like the Siri feature on an iPhone.”

Alex nodded comprehendingly, grateful that she knew what Siri was. The latest iPhone wouldn’t be released for another two months in her time, but time travel allowed for Amy and Rory to get early upgrades. “I get it. It’s not really the phone talking to you, just a different operating system responding to your voice and what it’s saying, then analyzing it to come up with an answer.”

“Precisely!” the Doctor beamed. “Both systems are very literal. They’re not going to supply information you haven’t asked.”

“But you said this. . .” Alex waved her hand around the room, “. . .was the TARDIS’s way of apologizing.”

The Doctor shot a baleful look towards the ceiling. “Well, she could have done something!” Unless Alex was imagining it, a slight tremor ran through the walls, as though the TARDIS was physically recoiling. Her hearts went out to the time machine, but the Doctor’s did no such thing. “Alerted me to scan you, steered us towards the med bay, anything other than let you suffer and then let River have her little victory.”

Alex’s lips pursed at the memory. Hearing River sound so confident and self-righteous, so convinced that she was in the right for pulling such a horrible trick. . . Even now, hours later, it made her blood boil.

But she quickly shook her head. No. She wasn’t going to let the events of a few hours ago ruin tonight, not when everything had turned out alright. The Doctor, her Doctor, was sitting right in front of her, alive and well. Though currently lost in his anger, he continued to keep a firm grip on her hand. Their fingers were perfectly interlocked, almost as though nature had purposefully designed their bodies to fit together, knowing long before they did that they would find each other. That no matter what obstacles were thrown in their way, this night would happen and nothing, not even a curly-haired psychopath, could change it.

With those thoughts in mind, Alex squeezed his hand, pulling his attention back to her. The indignance in his features quickly faded at the sight of her cheerful smile. “Well then! If the TARDIS wants to apologize, I’m all for it. So. . .” She nodded to the champagne. “Would you mind pouring us a glass?”

For a moment, the Doctor couldn’t say anything. Alex’s abrupt change in mood had completely thrown him. Finally, though, he let out a boisterous laugh. “Alright, as you wish, Ally,” he grinned. If Alex was willing to accept the TARDIS’s apology without another word, then he would, too.

It took a few tries, but the Doctor finally got the bottle open (the cork was accidentally launched into the fireplace, but it made Alex laugh, so he didn’t really mind it too much). Soon, they each had a glass of bubbly, sparkly champagne. The Doctor sprawled back in his chair and watched Alex take an experimental sip.

“Mmm. . .” Alex’s eyes sparkled in delight, and she couldn’t keep from letting out a giggle as the bubbles tickled her nose. “This is really good!” With that praise, she took another, longer sip.

The Doctor took a sip of his own. He coughed when the bubbles hit his nose, though the drink itself wasn’t bad. Actually, it was rather good. In the time it took him to down half his glass, Alex had already drunk hers and was in the process of pouring herself another. “Good thing alcohol doesn’t affect Time Lords the same way it does humans,” he smiled. “Otherwise, I’d be worrying about your ability to consent right now.”

Alex laughed. “No need to worry about my ability to consent, Doc. I’m not even slightly tipsy.” She paused for a moment. Judging by her contemplative expression, the Doctor guessed that she was thinking something over. Before he could ask what it was, Alex’s musing expression disappeared, replaced by another look the Doctor was intimately familiar with: impishness.

Her now light green eyes shining mischievously, Alex abruptly stood up. Then, in a very surprising but entirely welcome move, Alex took the two steps over to his chair and plopped herself in his lap.

She grinned at his widened eyes. “Still doubting my ability to consent, Doc?” As if to reiterate her question, she swung her legs over, resting them along an arm of the chair.

He chuckled, and Alex shivered at the new, low timbre in his voice. “Not at all, Ally,” he murmured.

So saying, he eased one arm around her waist, tugging her against his chest. Once she was settled, the hand wrapped around her waist slowly crept upwards until it had slipped underneath her tank top. He couldn’t keep from smirking as Alex let out a low hum and arched into his touch. His fingertips dug into her, rubbing patterns against her cool, soft skin. His other hand sat chastely on Alex’s right knee, absently tracing circles against the skin exposed by one of the denim’s pre-made rips.

Alex wasn’t sure if he was doing it on purpose (oh, screw that, he definitely was), but his gentle touches were slowly serving to drive her wild. She could feel her body temperature rising slightly as he continued to rub impressions into her skin. She wasn’t certain, but she suspected they were Circular Gallifreyan. After a moment of hesitation, she decided to go with her theory. “What’s that say?” she asked.

The Doctor blinked, surprised not only by her sudden question, but by how quickly Alex had guessed what he was tracing on her skin. Though, regarding the latter point, he supposed he shouldn’t be so shocked. His Ally was brilliant, after all.

“Your Gallifreyan name, mainly,” he murmured. The thumb on her right knee continued to write out Circular Gallifreyan. Little loops and curls and circles inside circles. . . A complicated language, to be sure, but for him, it was as easy as breathing.

Even in her aroused state, Alex paid close attention to the intricate circular pattern. She’d always been interested in other languages, how people who lived on the same planet as her, who oftentimes lived similar lives to hers spoke so differently, their words, gestures, and accents reflecting a whole other culture, a world entirely different from Alex’s own. Circular Gallifreyan was no exception. It was so sophisticated, equal parts delicate and complex. Alex was sure no other language she’d heard of, whether from Earth or another planet, could even begin to compare to the nuances of Gallifreyan.

This thought sent a rush of excitement racing through her. She couldn’t wait to start learning. Going off what little the Doctor had told her, as well as her own inferences, she felt confident in saying that Gallifreyan, both Circular and Old High, would be a challenge to learn.

Fortunately, when it came to learning, there was nothing Alex loved more than a challenge.

Though tonight was supposed to be about them and their private reunion, Alex’s brain couldn’t help but ponder her upcoming Gallifreyan lessons, as well as come up with a few questions. “Were there different dialects of Gallifreyan?” she asked as the Doctor’s thumb continued traveling over her skin. When he didn’t say anything, much less looked up, she added, “You know, like different dialects of English? People speaking slightly differently from one region to another? Same language, but different patterns of grammar, vocabulary, pronunciation—"

Her voice, which had been growing more and more animated with each word, was abruptly cut off by the Doctor saying, “If it’s all the same with you, Alissyandreya, I don’t really want to talk about the finer points of Circular Gallifreyan.”

Alex swallowed heavily as the Doctor raised his head. His eyes were pitch black, pupils blown so wide, his emerald irises almost couldn’t be seen. Her pulses quickened. The Doctor must have noticed, for his lips stretched into a truly sinful grin. When he spoke again, his words were uttered in the low, whiskey-smooth tone he knew she loved.

“I would much rather talk about us.”

Alex shuddered as he reached a fingertip out and began gently tracing a line down her neck. “That, that. . .” She took a deep breath, trying and failing to fight the trembles such a simple action produced. “That’s . . . just fine with me. Anything specific?”

“Well, now that you mention it. . .” If it was possible, the Doctor’s gaze darkened even more. “. . .I would rather like to discuss that. . .” He paused, but only to lean closer and whisper in her ear, “. . .scintillating phone call we had a few weeks ago.”

Heat rushed through Alex’s veins, not only from the light press of the Doctor’s lips at her ear, but at the memory of that steamy encounter. She’d never done anything like it before, but that didn’t matter. In that glorious moment in time, it was all about her and the Doctor, desperate to release a little bit of the tension and longing they felt for each other. Though now that she was reminded of it. . .

Alex’s cheeks started burning. She’d said some things she had never revealed to a lover before, desires she kept tightly tucked away except for nights spent all alone in her dark, quiet bedroom. They were things she thought she’d die before ever revealing, things she hadn’t even written about in her diary. . .

She was pulled out of these thoughts by the Doctor chuckling. “No need to be embarrassed, love,” he murmured. His hands gripped her hips, maneuvering her until she was essentially straddling him. “Not with me.”

“I’m not,” Alex said quickly.

He raised an eyebrow. “Really?”

Alex sighed. “Okay, maybe a little.” Her cheeks continued crimsoning. Good lord, why was she sometimes so free-spirited, and other times a total prude?

“Let me repeat, Ally,” the Doctor said, his tone gentle but firm, “you shouldn’t feel embarrassed with me.” He grinned then, a grin that ought to have been illegal, it was so equal parts charming and filthy. “Actually, quite a bit of what you said I found to be rather . . . exciting.” This last word was once again whispered enticingly in her ear, his breath hot and ragged against her sensitive skin. Alex couldn’t quite hold back a whimper at the sensation. She shifted into him, wishing that the seam of her jeans caused a bit more friction.

As though he could read her mind, the Doctor grinned and his hands lowered until they were cupping her ass, pressing her further against him. As he eased her further down into his lap, he continued to whisper in her ear, each sentence more thrilling than the last. “Like when you told me you’d always wanted to be tied up? You said you wanted me to tie each limb to a corner of the bed, completely spread out for me and at my mercy.”

His co*ck throbbed not just at the mental image, but at the memory of his lovely Ally uttering those words, words he’d never expected to hear from her. Her tone then was confiding, passionate, with just a touch of embarrassment, as though she feared scaring him off by revealing too much. But all he’d been able to think about since then was how much he wanted to enact that very fantasy the moment they reunited. He wanted to watch Alex strain against her bonds, squirm as he teased her relentlessly. He wanted to build her up to release but pull back before she fell over the edge. She’d curse him, but the wait would be worth it when he finally let her fall.

He murmured all this to her, delighting in Alex’s responding whimpers. By this point, he’d completely settled her into his lap, their bodies falling perfectly into place. The seam of her jeans dug against the bulge in his trousers, creating a delicious friction.

Alex’s eyes fluttered at the exquisite feeling between her legs. The Doctor was pressing against her just right. Not enough to get her off, but enough to tease her, offer her a glimpse of what was to come. His filthy words made her even more excited, not to mention a lot less embarrassed by her desires. And, therefore, a lot less inhibited.

“How about your fantasies?” She smirked when his gaze snapped to her, his fingers digging into her rear. Alex hissed at the pressure but didn’t let it stop her from continuing with her teasing, tempting train of thought. “You said you wanted me to suck you off while you flew the TARDIS.” Her mouth watered at the mental image. She’d never enjoyed giving blowj*bs before, but she had a feeling it would be different with the Doctor.

The Doctor chuckled, a low, heated sound that sent shivers down Alex’s spine. “That I did.” He tilted his head back, taking in her flushed cheeks and dilated pupils. “Does that excite you, Ally?”

In reply, Alex pressed her lips to his.

Just like when they kissed in the cornfield, the effect on them both was immediate. Adrenaline rushed through their systems, interacting pleasantly with their heightened arousal. At first, the kiss was sloppy, a mash of mouths and tongues, completely lacking any kind of coordination. All they cared about was tasting each other. Soon though, the sloppiness eased, though not the frantic pace.

One of the Doctor’s hands shot up to grip Alex’s head, guiding her carefully as he took control of the kiss. He smirked at her responding moan. He never would have pegged Alex to be so submissive, so eager to be dominated and ordered about, but he certainly wasn’t complaining. He used his tongue to keep her mouth open, nibbling and sucking on her bottom lip. He used their respiratory bypass systems to their advantage, keeping the kiss going for far longer than could be sustained with an ordinary human.

Alex felt her respiratory bypass system kick in as the Doctor maintained control of their kiss. Not that she minded. She actually really loved this aspect of his personality, his need to take control of her and guide her into what he wanted. In stark contrast to the other men she’d been with, Alex didn’t worry about him trying to take advantage of her, using her for his own pleasure without considering hers. No, the Doctor wanted the power, but every move he made was calculated not just for his enjoyment, but for her own. She felt it in the way he gripped her head; firm, but not hard, his fingers running through her hair, playing with the silky strands. It was even apparent in how he settled her against his body. Their centers were now aligned, but he hadn’t started bucking or grinding into her. Instead, his hips stayed still, patiently waiting for her to make the next move.

Which she did. She ground her hips against him, moving ever so slowly, almost torturously. One nice and easy back and forth motion. It vaguely reminded her of her days working as a stripper, giving lap dances to men with more money than decency. This move had always been a guaranteed pleaser.

As it proved to be now. Their kiss abruptly ended as the Doctor let out a breathy groan. His eyes squeezed shut, his head kicking back to rest against the buttery soft leather of his chair. The hand in Alex’s hair went back to her hip. He didn’t try to direct her movements though. Instead, it just rested there, his fingers rubbing encouraging circles into the thick denim.

Alex became bolder. Slow and steady was nice, but it was time for things to escalate. Her hips moved faster, grinding and pressing down frantically. She couldn’t keep from letting out a guttural groan as the seam of her jeans, combined with the Doctor’s hardness, pressed against her cl*t just right.

The Doctor gave her an answering groan. Dominance was all but forgotten. Now it was all about feeling, wanting, needing. He needed Alex like an addict needed another hit, like a smoker needed another cigarette right this very minute. It was an intense, intoxicating, bullying craving, and he hoped he never tired of it.

With that thought in mind, his hands left her hips and dove up her shirt. Rather than heading straight for her bra clasp like most blokes, he went for her breasts. The feeling of lace against silky smooth skin was positively sinful and he cupped them experimentally, enjoying how firm and soft they felt in his palms.

Alex whimpered and moaned at the feeling, her nipples hardening almost instantly. God, when was the last time someone cupped her breasts, ran the tips of their fingers across the sensitive buds in a firm, delicate way? Not in years, she was sure. But that was fine. The Doctor was the only one she wanted doing such things from now on.

As the Doctor continued fondling her breasts, Alex blindly reached down and began tugging at his jacket. She couldn’t help but let out a little whining sound when he didn’t immediately move to comply with her unspoken wish. Fortunately, he quickly came to his senses. With a breathy chuckle, he pressed a quick, reassuring kiss to her lips. “Alright, love, alright. . .” He slid his hands out from under Alex’s tank and cardigan, then carefully eased out of his jacket.

The moment it was clear, Alex hastily dove back down for a kiss, all while her hands shoved his braces down. When she pulled back after a few moments, she smirked down at him, pleased at their progress. He wasn’t nude, but the Doctor was deliciously disheveled, which was almost as good. His hair was all amuck, wild and untamed, just as hers surely was. His lips were bruised red, and there was a noticeable flush in his cheeks.

But his eyes were far from rumpled. They were dark and glittering, only growing more so the longer they rested on her. Those eyes promised a wild, fun ride ahead, and Alex couldn’t wait to get on. But there was something she wanted – needed – to do first, something she was sure the Doctor would enjoy.

“Doctor, if you don’t mind,” she said, her voice soft and a little bit coy, “I think I’m gonna go change into something a little more . . . comfortable.”

The Doctor’s eyes widened. There was no missing the implication in her words. “Oh?”

“Yes,” she whispered. Then, with a smile, she added, “And I think you’ll like it. I picked it out special.”

The Doctor’s smile turned into another borderline illegal smirk. “Well, far be it from me, Ally, to refuse an offer like that.”

“Excellent.” Alex quickly bounced off his lap, giggling at the yelp he let out at her sudden move, and strode towards the bathroom. As she headed inside, she called over her shoulder, “Feel free to get a little more comfortable yourself, if you want.” Before she shut the door behind her, she heard the Doctor scrambling to his feet, presumably about to get right on that.

In the candle-lit bathroom, Alex wasn’t at all surprised to find her Victoria’s Secret nightgown carefully hanging from the back of one of the closet doors. She smiled brightly as she patted the wall in thanks. In response, a very faint vibration ran beneath her fingertips. A sign that the TARDIS had truly taken her sentience elsewhere for the evening.

She made quick work in stripping down to her underwear. Thankfully, even during this morning’s distracted state of mind, she’d had the good fortune to don her usual black lace. As she slipped the nightgown off its hanger, Alex wondered if she’d subconsciously selected her favored lingerie in the hope or belief that Amy’s harebrained scheme would work. Whatever her reasoning, subconscious or otherwise, Alex was glad she had listened to it.

She slipped the nightgown on. The silk felt smooth and slightly slippery against her skin. Peering in the mirror, Alex saw that the material also left nothing to the imagination. The TARDIS blue silk clung to her frame, outlining each straight plain and slight curve. But it was also flattering. The black lace neckline accentuated the curve of her breasts and the short hem showed off her long, tan legs.

Alex debated whether or not to brush her teeth or remove or add makeup, but ultimately dismissed those thoughts. The Doctor certainly hadn’t expressed any opinions regarding her looks or breath a few minutes ago. Nor had she expressed any thoughts regarding those aspects on him. It never even occurred to her to notice them. Which meant the same could likely be said of him.

Alex took a deep breath, inhaling the warm, comforting scent of vanilla. She was incredibly excited for what was about to happen, but she’d be lying if she said she wasn’t a touch nervous as well.

In her defense, previous sexual encounters had never gone anything like this. Nothing like the romance novel fantasy the TARDIS had engineered. She’d lost her virginity in the back of Matthew Denton’s pickup after a bonfire night at the Adkins family pond. Not exactly a scenario worthy of a chapter in a Harlequin romance. Thinking back, Alex was startled to realize that most of her previous sexual encounters had taken place in the back of pickups or in the backseat of someone’s car. Only once had she been in a bed (William McElroy, whose Star Wars sheets had smelled questionable, at best).

But, as had long been established, things were different with the Doctor. And there was nothing wrong with that. It was exciting, a bit nerve-wracking, but the excitement far outweighed the nerves.

With that thought in mind, Alex nodded decisively at her reflection. “Time to go, Alexandria,” she muttered. She straightened her shoulders, ran a quick hand through her already messy hair, and opened the door.

The bedroom looked just as she’d left it, with only one major difference. The Doctor had moved to recline on the bed, propped up by several pillows. He’d taken her suggestion to get a little more comfortable to heart. He now wore only a white button-down and dark trousers, his braces and boots lying sloppily on the floor, bowtie nowhere in sight. But Alex could hardly care about that, especially when his eyes shot to her the moment she appeared. Her breath hitched and a rush of wetness gathered in her center at his dark, electrifying gaze.

“Oh, Ally,” he breathed, eyeing her appreciatively. His eyes swept up and down her form, taking in her every feature; her tousled hair; her lovely eyes, currently a dark, dark green; that marvelous nightgown that left absolutely nothing about Alex to the imagination, TARDIS blue silk clinging to her slight curves, black lace accentuating her breasts and long, toned, tan legs; and the impish, if slightly shy smile on her pale pink lips.

She’d known exactly what her reappearance was going to do to him, his clever, infuriating, sexy girl.

He crooked his finger in a come here gesture. As though she and him were attached by an invisible string, Alex immediately hastened to him. She crawled up on the bed, not bothering to try and be graceful or sexy about it. There was no need. The look in the Doctor’s eyes and the upturned corners of his mouth were more than enough to convince her that he was very, very pleased by her.

Her eyes locked on his, Alex crawled towards him. The moment she reached him, the Doctor grabbed her hips and carefully maneuvered her into a sitting position on his lap. Alex noted that he was careful to keep their centers from meeting, but she wasn’t concerned about that. After all, more than one Cosmo article had declared that foreplay made the main event that much more pleasurable.

“You were right, Ally,” the Doctor murmured, his hands moving away from her hips to trace the outline of her body. The silk was smooth and sleek under his calloused fingertips, almost like Alex’s actual skin. “I really like this.” In fact, he had to resist the urge to rip it off her, she was so bloody tempting in it. But he doubted Alex would appreciate that, presumably having spent a bit of time and money on the garment.

“I thought you might,” Alex purred. She hummed in delight as the Doctor’s hands continued to explore her body. They were by her breasts now, carefully kneading them. She tilted her head back, brown-blonde hair spilling over her shoulders. Still, her gaze never left his. “So, you like me in blue then?”

TARDIS blue,” he corrected. “And yes.” He moved a hand up to one of the nightgown’s straps and eased it down, exposing a glimpse of her bra. “Also black lace,” he murmured, eyeing the garment thoughtfully.

Alex let out a breathy little laugh. “I’ll keep that in mind.”

With one last look at the black lace, the Doctor surprised Alex by removing his hands from her. She watched, curious, as he leaned over towards the nightstand, where their champagne glasses now sat, once more filled to the brim. The empty champagne bottle lay discarded on the coffee table, alongside the slightly melting ice bucket.

“Last of the champagne,” the Doctor said as he passed Alex her glass. He grabbed his own glass and held it slightly aloft.

“A toast?” Alex asked, her eyebrows slightly raised.

“Yes. A bit cliché, perhaps—”

“Oh no, Doc, just the opposite.” With a grin, Alex raised her glass. “What are we toasting to?”

He gave her a broad grin, the dark passion in his eyes abating slightly to reveal pure, unadulterated joy. “To life.”

Alex beamed. “To life,” she echoed, and clinked her glass against his.

They held each other’s gaze as they took long sips of the still cold, bubbly champagne. Such long sips, in fact, that the glasses were neatly drained by the time they swallowed. Still careful to keep her eyes on his, Alex took the Doctor’s glass and sat it and hers on the nightstand. The moment the glasses were out of the way, she leaned down and pressed her lips to his.

They kissed eagerly, almost frantically, tongues and lips gliding as, by unspoken agreement, they hastened to get a move on. They were eager to properly celebrate their toast to life, especially since just a few hours ago, it looked as though life was something they were rapidly running out of. Alex pulled back long enough to start popping buttons on his shirt. The first three were easy, but she struggled with the fourth. After almost a minute of fiddling with it, growing aggravated, she ripped the shirt open. The Doctor gasped as small buttons flew in various directions.

Alex blushed and smiled coyly. I’ll have to go hunting for those later, she thought. She’d never done anything like that before. That move only came from watching too many love scenes on General Hospital.

The Doctor chuckled, the sound low and full of heat. It sent shivers down Alex’s spine, and another rush of wetness gathered at her center. “That eager for me, huh?” he teased. He leaned up and whispered in her ear, “That was one of my favorite shirts, you know.”

Alex merely moved her lips down to his newly exposed neck. She sucked and nibbled her way down to his collarbone, pausing to lick it wholeheartedly. The Doctor kicked his head back, nearly knocking it against the headboard, and his hands gripped her hips. Alex let out a little groan against his skin before murmuring, “I’m an heiress, remember? I’ll buy you another one.”

The Doctor didn’t bother to retort. He was far too busy falling under Alex’s spell. It was far from the first time she’d done this to him. She did it every time she walked into the room. Her eyes captivated him, her smile made him want to impress her further, and her intelligence kept him on his toes. He’d hand her the universe on a silver platter if she asked.

He came back to himself as Alex pulled away to try and unfasten the buttons on his cuffs. He hastened to assist her and once the task was done, he cast the shirt to the floor.

Alex’s eyes darkened as she studied him. Just as she’d thought way back in Rio, the Doctor’s shirts hid some very nice abs. Not quite a six-pack, but close enough. There was only the briefest smattering of hair on his chest, and Alex ran her hand down his happy trail. Her teeth crept out to bite her lip as her nails brushed against the Doctor’s skin, making him shiver.

Smirking at her obvious enjoyment, the Doctor placed his hands back on her hips. “Like what you see, Ally?” he murmured, leaning up to press a kiss to her cheek. Alex nodded as her hands continued exploring his chest. The Doctor couldn’t keep from letting out a little hiss, his eyes closing blissfully for a moment as Alex’s thumbs brushed against his nipples. “Well, you know what they say.” He tugged at the hem of her nightgown. “Turnabout’s fair play.”

Now it was Alex’s turn to smirk. “So it is.”

And without another word, she whipped off the nightgown.

The Doctor took the garment from her, holding it reverently for a moment (Alex would wear it again, he’d make sure of that) before ultimately tossing it to the floor. His eyes roamed over her newly exposed skin. “Rassilon,” he murmured. Alex’s skin was a healthy tan, a lovely contrast to her usually pale complexion, and he could now see her perfectly-sized breasts encased in that enticing black lace bra. Almost hesitantly, he reached out to touch her.

Alex gasped and hummed as the Doctor’s fingertips trailed over her newly bared skin. But it wasn’t enough. Shivering as he caressed her stomach, she grabbed his shoulders and pulled him to her lips, kissing him hungrily. The Doctor leaned into the kiss, wrapping his arms tightly around her, like he was never going to let her go. Not that Alex ever wanted him to. No, she would happily spend all of eternity in his embrace if possible.

Suddenly, Alex found herself being lifted. A moment later, she was on her back, silky rose petals and soft cotton cushioning her. She opened her eyes (when had she closed them?) and saw the Doctor leaning over her. Alex shivered again, even though he wasn’t currently touching her. But then, so slowly as to be almost cruel, he leaned down and pressed his lips to her newly uncovered skin.

Alex’s head fell back against the pillows. Through half-lidded eyes, she watched the Doctor kiss and suck his way down and across her chest, placing a chaste kiss on each covered breast. Then when he was done with that, he straightened up and started fiddling with the button of his trousers.

Alex hastened to help him. Sitting up slightly, she reached out and swiftly tugged the zipper down. The Doctor shot her a quick grateful look before proceeding to kick his trousers off. Alex couldn’t keep from giggling when the Doctor nearly fell off the bed in the process, but they were quick to die the moment she got a good look at the bulge pressing against the front of his boxers.

Her eyes widened and she bit her bottom lip, fingers grasping the sheets in anticipation. She’d deny it to anyone who dared ask, but she had fantasized about this part of the Doctor’s anatomy before. A lot. Even before she got confirmation that they were sexually compatible. How big is he? she would wonder as they made out and she felt something digging into her thigh. Lying in bed at night, whether by herself or with the Doctor nestled close beside her, Alex’s thoughts would inevitably drift to that section of anatomy and all the wonderful things one could do with it.

Now was no different.

As the Doctor crawled back over her, Alex slid her right knee up towards his covered co*ck. She smirked wickedly when, upon making contact, he let out a kiss, his eyes briefly squeezing shut in pleasure. “That a sonic in there, Doc, or are you just happy to see me?”

He let out a raspy chuckle. “Oh, I’m definitely happy to see you, Ally.” His deep, dark gaze traveled over her body, lingering on her covered breasts. “But. . .” A hand darted beneath her to grip her bra clasp. “I’d be even happier if I could see a bit more of you.”

Alex pressed her knee against his manhood again. “Same here,” she smiled sweetly as he hissed again. Arching her back, she reached behind her and unclasped her bra. She had yet to encounter a man who could successfully remove a back-clasping bra, and based on a past fumble at the garment, she doubted her soon-to-be-lover would be very successful at the venture. Not without a lot of practice, she thought elatedly.

Despite the predatory gleam in his eyes, the Doctor looked a lot like a boy about to unwrap his Christmas presents. Grasping the now loose straps, he wasted no time in tugging them down Alex’s arms. The moment her breasts were completely bare, he flung the bra somewhere off to the side of the room. He didn’t bother to look where. All he could focus on were Alex’s newly revealed breasts.

Her perfect breasts. He stared, transfixed, at her pale pink nipples – the same color as her lips – pebbled in arousal.

Alex’s cheeks reddened as he continued to stare, the blush spreading down her neck, collarbone, and then her breasts. The Doctor tracked its path with the same single-minded focus he’d used to figure out the secrets of her altered body. It was just when Alex thought he’d do nothing but gawp like a teenage boy seeing his first boob that he finally made a move.

Quick as a wink, the Doctor darted down and started sucking on her left breast.

Alex cried out as he sucked her nipple, then did so again when he started to nip at it, first gently, then a touch harder. His hand darted to her other breast and began kneading it, though not at the rough pace he was setting with his mouth. “Harder, Doc,” she panted, her eyes fluttering closed. “You can go harder.”

Almost immediately, the Doctor did just that. He bit at the underside of her breast and his hand tightened around the other. He smirked as Alex let out an encouraging cry and her hands gripped his hair.

He’d suspected, even before that wonderfully revealing phone call, that Alex preferred things a bit . . . well, not rougher, but more . . . forceful in bed. But knowing her as well as he did, he knew she would be hard pressed to admit it. She’d be even more hard pressed to let someone act out the fantasies she’d described to him. In fact, the Doctor suspected they had remained just that – fantasies – for as long as Alex had been sexually active.

Therefore, it meant a lot that she’d admitted such things to him, trusted him with such privileged information. And he had no intention of letting this night go by without making some of Alex’s fantasies a reality.

That thought in mind, the Doctor switched his mouth to Alex’s other breast. His teeth tugged harshly at her other nipple, causing Alex to emit the most delightful cry/moan he’d ever heard.

Alex ran her fingers through his hair, her nails digging into the nape of his neck when the hand on her other breast began twisting her nipple. He groaned at the action, so Alex did it again. In response, he gently bit down on her other nipple.

Electricity and adrenaline ran down Alex’s spine and straight to her center. Her hips bucked wildly, and for a moment, she was sure she was going to come. That’s new, a distant part of her mind mused. Then again, none of her past partners ever paid this much attention to her breasts. They hadn’t been much for foreplay. Thankfully, that wasn’t something that could be said about the Doctor.

She felt him grin against her breast before he suddenly moved back up to her lips. Their kiss was frantic, even a bit rough. The Doctor’s lips pressed against hers unyieldingly, and Alex knew her own lips would be bruised later. His tongue swept into her mouth, tangling with hers in a little duel. He won, naturally, but Alex’s couldn’t find it in herself to care.

Pulling back, the Doctor kissed the corners of her mouth, then her chin, before moving down her neck. Alex whimpered when he sucked at her pulse point. He nipped and licked the spot until Alex was sure a hickey had formed eleven times over.

The Doctor repeated this process as he moved further down her body, paying attention to every possible erogenous zone. He made note of every spot that seemed to excite Alex. Her neck and breasts were prime spots. He also discovered areas Alex didn’t like being paid attention to. Kissing her stomach, for example, revealed she was surprisingly ticklish. Filing that way for future, non-sex related reference, he continued towards the one area he’d been most eager to explore since the evening began.

His mouth went slack at the sight of the huge damp spot on Alex’s knickers, noticeable even with the black fabric. His breathing turned ragged as he reached out and pressed his fingers against her crotch.

The action made them both moan, but for different reasons: Alex because of how f*cking good it felt to be touched there, and the Doctor because of how wet she was for him. He’d expected and hoped that she would be – a healthy amount of lubrication was important for female pleasure – but he hadn’t anticipated this. Her underwear was practically drenched, the damp fabric sliding almost sinfully against his fingertips.

“Oh, Ally,” he whispered, unable to hide his awe. “You’re so wet.” He caressed her slowly, his pointer finger tracing her slit.

Alex bucked into him, her head knocking back into the pillows. “All for you,” she murmured.

He chuckled, sultry and wicked and so f*cking sexy. “I should hope so.” He pressed his fingernail against the fabric and, after a moment, managed to locate a very special spot.

Alex let out a strangled gasp as the Doctor’s fingernail grazed her cl*t. Her eyes, which she hadn’t even realized she’d closed, burst open. Her pupils were blown wide, her currently topaz-colored irises nothing but a thin ring around them. “Please, Doctor,” she begged, her hips arching into his fingers. “No more teasing. . . I need you.”

“No need to beg, love,” he murmured, grasping her hand, and pressing a quick kiss to her inner wrist. He licked the sweat gathered there, savoring the sweet and sour flavor, before refocusing on Alex’s knickers. While he desperately wanted to rip them off with his teeth, he had a feeling Alex would frown on that. So, he settled for tugging them down her legs as fast as possible, blindly tossing the soaked scrap of fabric over his shoulder.

And there she was. His Ally, in all her glory. Not even a Silent could make him forget the sight of her glistening, pale pink folds, surrounded by dark, neatly groomed curls.

Nor could they make me forget her taste, he decided as he carefully swept his tongue across her slit, the tip teasing her cl*t on the upstroke. Sweet and sour, like lime juice mixed into a glass of lemonade. So refreshingly, wonderfully, perfectly Alex.

Alex moaned as the Doctor’s hesitant licks became utterly enthusiastic ones. He teased her folds, humming all the while as his tongue delved further into her. He seemed to enjoy going down on her, not something Alex could say for previous partners. They had all acted like it was something to be endured, a chore to accomplish as fast as possible, or treated as a bribe to get her to go down on them.

As though sensing her thoughts, the Doctor muttered around her cl*t, “You taste so good, Ally. f*ck, I could do this all night and never get tired of it.” Alex’s only response was a strangled moan, but the Doctor seemed to understand her appreciation for he chuckled and said, “Let’s see if we can’t improve on past experiences.”

And then he slid a finger into her, curling it in a come here gesture, thereby locating that one elusive spot no other partner had ever been able to find, whether they’d been trying or not.

Alex let out a guttural cry, one she was sure could be heard throughout the TARDIS. She writhed helplessly against the petal-strewn sheets. f*ck, he needed to go faster, harder, anything, just so long as he didn’t leave that spot. . .

She didn’t realize until much later that she actually said these thoughts out loud, but that was alright. The Doctor loved hearing her fall apart under his touch, babbling almost hysterically from pleasure. He strove to keep her in that state of mind, slipping another finger inside her and rubbing against her G-spot, her slick walls fluttering around him.

He watched through hooded eyes as Alex writhed and moaned wantonly, her fingers scrabbling desperately against the sheets. As he slipped a third finger in, Alex shocked him by reaching down and tugging on her nipples, just as hard and rough as he had done earlier. He watched, utterly enthralled, as his Ally played with herself, working with him to get herself off. Her head thrown back, brown-blonde hair splayed across the pillows, her fingers giving quick flicks to her nipples, it all added up to a sight that was nearly enough to make him come. f*ck, these boxers needed to come off now. . .

He mentally shook his head. His own pleasure would come later. Right now, he needed to focus on Alex. Well, needed wasn’t the right word. He wanted to focus on Alex, wanted to see her fall apart and experience something he was sure she hadn’t felt before.

He redoubled his efforts, thrusting his fingers in and out of her roughly, her slick juices coating his skin. His tongue went back to her cl*t, lapping at it eagerly and rapidly. All the while, he rubbed his aching co*ck against the bed. It was a poor substitute to his hand or Alex’s hand or – dare he think it? – her mouth, but it provided some relief.

“Yes, yes, oh, God yes!” Alex wriggled closer to him, completely lost in pleasure. She tugged harder at her nipples, trying to recreate the way the Doctor handled them. Almost involuntarily, her hips thrusted against his fingers, and she reached down to tug at his hair, keeping him positioned at her cl*t.

Then, it happened. With a shout of his name, Alex’s back arched completely off the bed.

The org*sm was like nothing Alex had ever experienced. In the past, it had been like a small wave sweeping slowly, gently, almost tepidly over her. But now, it was like a tsunami, crashing down on her without any warning. Pleasure swept through her, so much that it almost hurt. It seemed to last both hours and only a few seconds.

Alex fell back against the bed as her org*sm faded, replaced by a boneless sensation in all her limbs. She inched her eyes open just in time to see the Doctor pop his cum-soaked fingers in his mouth. Despite her exhaustion, a fresh wave of lust swept through Alex at the sight. When had any of her former partners licked her cum, if they had even bothered to lick down there at all?

The Doctor licked his fingers clean. If he hadn’t been sure before, he was now. Alex tasted wonderful. Even better than fish fingers and custard, which was not something he ever thought he’d say. “How was that?” he murmured. If there was a bit of smugness in his voice, it was well-deserved. He knew damn well that Alex had enjoyed herself. He had seen and tasted the evidence.

“Holy sh*t,” Alex muttered.

He chuckled. “I’ll take that as a compliment.”

“You should.” Alex offered him a lazy, slightly blissed out smile. “If I’d known you were that good before, I’d’ve jumped you the day we met.”

The Doctor chuckled again as he crawled up her body. “And when would you have done it?” He settled himself above her, planting one hand on either side of her face. “With all the running from alien prisoners and trying to keep the Atraxi from burning the earth?”

Alex’s blissed smile turned a bit brighter, and she managed to find enough strength in her arms to wrap them around the Doctor’s neck. “Oh, right after, of course. Victory shag.”

“Ah, of course,” he grinned, before leaning down and kissing her. He’d expected Alex to be a bit hesitant in accepting the kiss, considering where his lips had just been, but she surprised him by eagerly reciprocating, delving into his mouth and tasting herself on his tongue. With a groan, he lowered himself onto her, his ever-present hard-on digging into her bare hip.

Alex pulled out of the kiss. Her copper-colored eyes were a touch impish as she gazed up at him. “Still happy to see me, Doc?”

He tilted his head down towards her, his lips briefly touching hers as he said, “Always, love. You?”

“Oh, yes, always, absolutely. But. . .” In the blink of an eye, the Doctor found himself on his back, Alex perched atop him, a smug, if playful smirk on her face. Time Lord strength definitely had its perks. Her eyes darkened as she leaned closer to him. Her nails ran teasingly down his chest, making him shudder. As she did this, she carefully rubbed her still soaking wet c*nt across his bulge. Her smirk deepened as his head kicked back, and he let out a gravelly moan. Humming, she whispered, “As you said earlier, I’d prefer if I could see more of you.”

The Doctor needed no further encouragement. The moment Alex raised herself up enough, he hurriedly tugged his boxers down. Alex made no attempt to hide her giggles as he frantically shoved them down his legs, ultimately resorting to kicking them off once they were past his knees. Her giggles ceased, however, the moment she got a good look at what those boxers had been hiding.

He was. . . Well, there was no other word for it. The Doctor was huge. She’d suspected as much, but it was one thing to suspect and a whole other to get confirmation. He was larger than the average human male, but not outrageously so. A bit thicker and a bit longer than Alex was used to, as well as uncircumcised, but nothing she didn’t think she’d be able to handle.

“Damn. That’s . . . impressive.”

The Doctor made no effort to hide his smugness. “I do try,” he smirked.

Alex managed to pull her eyes away from his member long enough to give him an incredulous laugh. “Oh, really? That something you focus on during regeneration? Please let me be bigger and more impressive than my last incarnation?”

“Well . . . more please let me be ginger this go around, but the, er, downstairs bits are a consideration as well.”

“Well, I’m glad you considered them when regenerating into this body.” Really glad, she thought, her mouth watering in anticipation. In the past, this stage had made her slightly nauseous, even a bit angry. After all, if her boyfriends couldn’t be bothered to go down on her, why should she? But now she was practically bouncing in impatience, her mouth and tongue eager to give him as much pleasure as he had given her.

Without another word, not even one of warning, Alex slid further down his body until her face was resting over his co*ck. He was hard as a rock, beads of pre-cum littering the very top of the mushroom head.

The Doctor froze, his whole body tense in anticipation. He stared at Alex’s long, brown-blonde locks, trailing over his thighs as she leaned closer to him. Soon, he felt her breath, hot and ragged, against his member.

She hesitated, as though considering her next move. Then there came a light kiss, so sweet and simple in its unexpectedness, followed by a tentative flick of tongue. That tentative lick quickly turned bolder, Alex wrapping her lips around him. The Doctor groaned and his head fell back as Alex slowly but surely took him into her mouth.

He forced himself to keep his eyes open as Alex began her ministrations. He didn’t want to miss a second of this. He reached down and slipped a hand into her hair, his fingers tightening around several smooth, silky strands. He didn’t try to guide her movements though. He simply rested it there, content to let his Ally do whatever she wanted to him.

Alex moved slowly, almost tentatively. She didn’t have a lot of experience in this area. But that didn’t dampen her enthusiasm. Far from it. She wanted to suck all of him down her throat, but with his width and length, there was no way she could do that. Not yet, anyway. That would take some practice. For now, she satisfied herself (and the Doctor) by swallowing as much as she could before slowly, teasingly, releasing him.

There was a long pause. The Doctor lay there, breathing heavily. Alex’s own breath teased the sensitive skin of his co*ck. Finally, when he thought he couldn’t take it anymore, he cried out, “Ally, please!”

He heard Alex chuckle, the exhale rolling over him and making him squirm. Then she was on him. This time, she practically devoured him, sucking and teasing with a newfound intensity. Her tongue lapped at his slit, gathering up all the pre-cum. Her pale pink lips strained to wrap around as much of him as possible. Her mouth itself was warm and slick, and he couldn’t help the small jerks his hips gave, seeking to delve further in and down her throat.

Alex hummed around him, delighting in the moan he gave in response. Opening her eyes (why did she keep closing them?), she looked up to see his dark green gaze fixed on her. His mouth was slack and gaping. His chest rose and fell almost erratically, and she wondered if his hearts were beating in a similar rhythm.

“Alex,” he gasped as, her eyes still on him, she reached up and started fondling his balls. Her nails drew circles over the sensitive skin, and he hissed, praying he wouldn’t come just yet. The teenage boys she’d been with before had probably popped within seconds of her mouth enveloping them. Not that he could blame them, but he wanted this to last longer than a few seconds.

Alex continued to play with his balls while her lips moved up and down his co*ck at a leisurely pace. She didn’t want this to end quickly either. The feeling of the Doctor in her mouth. . . It was indescribable. She’d never been so turned on giving someone a blowj*b before. She squirmed against the sheets, absently wondering if she could get off on this. The wetness gathering between her legs certainly suggested it was possible.

Eager to find out, she increased her pace. She bobbed her head up and down, making inelegant sucking, choking sounds, but she didn’t care.

Neither did the Doctor as he cried out, eyes now tightly shut. He threw his head back against the pillow. Looking up, Alex saw his neck fully stretched out, veins standing out in stark relief against his skin, his Adam’s apple bobbing heavily. She smirked and, continuing her frantic pace, took the hand that was still tracing his balls and abruptly squeezed them.

Electricity ran down the Doctor’s spine and his hips shot forwards with a violent jerk. In the process, his co*ck rammed further down Alex’s throat, and she pulled back a bit before she could start gagging. But that didn’t stop her from clenching her throat around him and swallowing. Or from squeezing his balls again.

A half-moan, half screaming sound wrenched itself from the Doctor’s throat. The hand buried in Alex’s hair tightened, probably causing her a bit of pain, but he was way past the point of caring. “Ally,” he ground out through gritted teeth, “I’m gonna—”

He was cut off by Alex taking him out of her mouth long enough to mumble, “Good”, before diving back down and licking at his sensitive tip like it was a lollypop. Her hands wandered to the bit of co*ck her mouth couldn’t reach and began teasing the skin. “Come for me, Doc,” she murmured around him, the vibration pushing him even closer to the edge. She gazed at him, her light green eyes shining. “I want to see you.”

He needed no further encouragement. With a sob of her name, he came.

Hard.

Pleasure snapped and crackled down his body, making his limbs shake uncontrollably and his hips jerk unevenly. It was like being struck by lightning, only far more enjoyable. Vaguely, he registered Alex calling his name, her voice euphoric, before frantically swallowing his cum.

Her hips still shaking from her unexpected, but very much appreciated org*sm, Alex busied herself in swallowing mouthful after mouthful of cum. It seemed never-ending, a constant string of sweet, slightly tangy cum. A few years ago, she would have sooner curled up on the ground and died than swallow the results of her half-hearted efforts. But now? She couldn’t get enough of it.

The Doctor fell back against the mattress as the aftershocks of his org*sm died down. His hearts were beating out a samba and he was breathing so heavily, he could feel his respiratory bypass threatening to kick in. He stared at the ceiling through half-lidded eyes, though he didn’t really register it. He did, however, register Alex giggling and saying, “Well, I’d ask you how that was, but I think I already know.”

He let out a breathless laugh but didn’t reply. Frankly, words seemed too hard to form right now, even if he could find the right ones to express his sheer enjoyment or the utter exhilaration he’d experienced as he toppled over the edge.

Fortunately, Alex seemed to understand this. Instead of trying to make more conversation, she began to gently trail her lips over his stomach. Her hands explored his muscled thighs, her nails lightly scratching his skin.

After a few minutes, the Doctor’s breathing steadied, and his brain returned to normal power, allowing him to recall a moment he’d nearly missed whilst in the throes of org*sm. He propped himself up on his elbows and looked down at Alex. His gaze was intense, and Alex very nearly shivered at it. “Did you—”

Blushing, Alex cut him off with a nod. “Yeah,” she said with a little laugh. “Wasn’t expecting that.”

The Doctor’s eyes, having regained their normal color in the last few minutes, once again turned dark. He smirked down at her, and this time, Alex gave into the urge to shiver. In this moment, he reminded her of a lion eyeing a gazelle. Unlike a regular gazelle though, she had no intention of trying to flee. On the contrary, all she wanted to do was get closer.

“So that’s, what? Twice I’ve made you come tonight?”

Alex shifted herself up onto her knees. "Yes," she purred, shifting slightly towards the Doctor.

Eyes narrowing, the Doctor grabbed her by the shoulders and pulled her to him. They were now chest to chest, and neither wasted any time in pressing themselves against the other. Both shivered as their bare skin made contact, their bodies melding together like puzzle pieces. The Doctor ran a hand through Alex’s hair, brushing aside her bangs so he could better see her now dark green eyes. “Well, then,” he grinned as his other hand ran down her bare side, “let’s go for a third, shall we?”

He had barely finished the remark before, once again, Alex found herself on her back. She squirmed in anticipation, rubbing against a few rose petals as the Doctor moved down her body, aligning himself. . . No, he was slipping off the bed.

Her brow furrowing, Alex opened her mouth to ask what he was doing, only for all words to escape her as he took a piece of long, TARDIS blue silk from the dresser. Her breath hitched. It was the bowtie he’d been wearing earlier. And the way he was holding it, stretching the cloth out, his fingers gripping both ends as he smiled enticingly. . .

She knew what he was going to ask. And she knew what her answer was going to be.

Based on how the Doctor’s smirk deepened at her obvious excitement, he knew it, too. “Ally,” he said, and never did her name sound so sensual, so sexy. “Ever since our enlightening phone call a few weeks ago, I’ve been thinking about possibly incorporating some of your . . . desires into this night.”

Alex licked her lips, eyes still locked on the long blue cloth in his hands. “What, what did you have in mind?” she panted.

He stepped closer to the bed. The candles on the nightstand cast his face and part of his body in shadow, but there was no hiding the passionate, predatory gleam in his dark eyes, nor his co*ck, standing tall, proud, and hard once again. Alex wondered if he could hear the frantic beating of her hearts as he approached, or if he could sense how every nerve in her body now stood at attention, ready and willing for the slightest touch from him. Slowly, he sat on the edge of the bed, just a hair’s breadth away from her.

“Well,” he smiled ruefully, “not quite tying all your limbs to the bed. I’d rather you be a more. . .” He paused, watching the blush start in her cheeks and spread down her body before he whispered the rest of his sentence. “. . .active participant the first go around.”

Alex bit her lip, noting how the Doctor’s gaze zeroed in on the action, as well as how his grip on the cloth tightened. “No complaints here,” she murmured. Then, with a soft smile, she held out her wrists.

The Doctor hesitated a moment, searching her for any sign of disdain or fear. When he found none, he gently grasped her wrists with one large hand. He lowered them into his lap, and, with quick, almost effortless movements, slipped the long strand of fabric around her wrists and tied the ends securely. Firm, but not enough to dig into Alex’s skin. He checked her face again, making sure there was no discomfort or second thoughts. Alex simply raised an eyebrow at him, as if to say, Well, are you gonna get on with it or not?

He did. The moment Alex removed her bound wrists from his lap, he surged forward. Their lips met wildly, almost impatiently, their tongues tangling together as the Doctor moved on top of Alex. Still keeping his lips on hers, he raised her bound wrists, putting them over her head. Alex whimpered, a new rush of arousal and adrenaline coursing through her at the subtle, dominant move.

Satisfied that Alex wouldn’t move her wrists anytime soon, the Doctor slid his hand down her body, fingertips lightly caressing her skin and making Alex shiver. Reaching her center, he gently slid two fingers inside her. He couldn’t help the little hitch in his breath upon finding that she was still soaking wet. All for me, he thought with no small amount of wonder

Alex mewed as the Doctor slid his fingers out, but her disappointment was short-lived. She watched, her breath coming out in eager little pants, as he positioned himself so that their bodies aligned. His co*ck pressed against her inner thigh, and he had to restrain himself from grinding against her. He set his hands on her hips, his calloused thumbs rubbing Circular Gallifreyan into that inviting, tempting skin.

“Ally, are you sure?” He knew he’d already received her consent, but it never hurt to be sure. He’d never forgive himself if Alex somehow grew to regret this night.

“Yes,” she murmured, her voice breathy. She fixed her eyes on his, and the Doctor nearly gasped at the love he saw emanating from the shining copper orbs. “Yes, always, absolutely.”

The last syllable hadn’t even left her lips before the Doctor, swallowing heavily, pushed into her.

Tremors engulfed them both as he entered her. The Doctor squeezed his eyes shut as he strove to go slowly. Alex had never said it outright, but he was sure it had been awhile since she’d last been intimate with anyone. Still, it was a hard act to do, as Alex felt so f*cking good. Her walls stretched as he sank into her, gripping him tight. Like she never wanted to let him go. And that was just fine with him. Every Alex-related instinct in his body was screaming finally! This moment had been a long time coming, and now that it was here, the Doctor found that he never wanted to leave it. He wanted to stay here, with this wonderful, gorgeous woman who somehow completed him in every possible way, for the rest of time.

Lake Silencio can go to hell, he thought. The universe wouldn’t tear him away from Alex. Not when it had given her to him in such a grand, seemingly divine way. He practically dared it to try.

Alex was of a similar mind. She let out a moan as the Doctor fully settled inside her, his member throbbing and making her inner walls shudder even as they clamped down around him. She never wanted to let him go. Her whole life had been leading her towards this very moment, and now that it was here, she didn’t want it to end. She wanted to stay here, forever, the Doctor’s body slowly sinking down to cover hers. They aligned perfectly, every curve and straight plane matching up, and it only reinforced Alex’s newfound belief that everything with the Doctor had been destined to happen.

If this is fate, nothing should be able to ruin this, she thought. She immediately recalled Lake Silencio, but she pushed the memory aside. Such a horrible moment was not welcome here. As far as she was concerned, Lake Silencio, River, Kovarian, the Silence, all of it could go f*ck themselves.

And as for other f*cks. . . With a smirk, Alex thrust her hips upward.

The Doctor hissed, but finally started to move. His strokes were soft, deep, and leisurely. There was no need to rush. They had all the time in the universe.

Alex whimpered as each stroke went deep inside her. His movements were so languid, calculated to build her up slowly and drive her crazy quickly. Her hands clenched, longing to grip his hair, his ass, whatever was in reach. She strained against the silky bowtie, but the fabric wouldn’t give. Annoying as it was, Alex couldn’t regret the spark of lust that rushed down her spine straight to her center. She was at the Doctor’s mercy, just as she had long fantasized, and it was everything she could have imagined and more.

The Doctor kept his slow and steady pace for a bit, but finally, impatience nagged at him. On his next stroke, his hands fisted tightly around Alex’s hips, and without warning, he slammed into her. Both cried out at the rough movement and Alex made an encouraging little mew.

f*ck,” she moaned, writhing against the sheets, her bound hands grasping at nothing. “Do that again, please.”

Always eager to oblige her, the Doctor rammed into her again and again, before abruptly changing the pace. He rocked slowly, almost grinding into her. His breath came out in pants, matching Alex’s, and he looked into her eyes. The colorful orbs were even more colorful now, shades of brown and green shifting and changing so fast he couldn’t keep up. But there was no missing the amount of love and adoration within them.

Alex kept his gaze, concentrating on those gorgeous emerald green depths. They were full of passion and love, a perfect match to the emotions in hers.

They continued to maintain eye contact even as the Doctor shifted slightly. Alex moaned as he hit her G-spot and she bucked her hips, using them as leverage to wrap her legs around his waist. “Do that again,” she ordered. And he did.

At Alex’s encouraging moan, the Doctor resumed his rough pace, pounding into Alex hard enough that her body was shoved nearly an inch up the bed. Her legs gripped him tightly, locking him in a vise he had no chance (or desire) of escaping. He moved one hand from her hip to cradle the back of her head, protecting it from the headboard as he slammed into her over and over, once going so hard that his vision went white for a few moments. Neither he nor Alex made any effort to keep quiet, and soon, the room was filled with groans, moans, and strangled curses and pleas.

“Don’t stop,” Alex sobbed as the Doctor’s balls brushed against her cl*t. Her fingers scrabbled at the headboard, nails digging into the polished wood as she fruitlessly searched for something to grip. Her body arched as the Doctor’s free hand played with one of her breasts, twisting her nipple in time to his thrusts.

“Never,” he growled, pressing a quick, heated kiss to her pulse point. He kicked his head back, eyes fluttering shut, as adrenaline raced through his system. It was so intoxicating, the overwhelming rush threatening to drown him. And directly underneath were little crackles of electricity, indicating release was close at hand.

Looking at Alex, it was clear she wasn’t far off from release herself. Her head thrashed against the pillows, brown-blonde hair splayed across the white cotton surface. A fine sheen of sweat decorated her skin. Her arms remained thrown over her head, her wrists straining against their bonds. Her legs tightened around him, and her body arched into his as a new stroke hit both her G-spot and cl*t. Her walls fluttered around him and the Doctor grit his teeth. He couldn’t come yet. Not before Alex. He wanted – needed – to see her fall apart before he did so himself.

He moved the hand at her breast down to her cl*t. Alex’s eyes widened as he began handling it just as roughly as he had her nipple. She was close, she could feel it. A thunderous wave of pleasure was building, just seconds away from crashing over her.

With a little wail, she flung her bound wrists over his head, linking her fingers together behind his neck. The Doctor obligingly tilted his head down, his forehead touching hers. Their frantic gasps and moans mingled together as their eyes locked, not wanting to look away even for a second, especially if it meant they were going to miss what was rapidly approaching.

And then, the wave fell. Alex’s eyes slammed shut and her whole body arched off the bed. Every limb shook erratically, her hearts threatened to pound out of her chest, her veins were on fire. . .

And sure enough, just as the Doctor had predicted months back, she screamed. Loud. His name echoed around the room, and a distant part of Alex’s mind prayed that the walls were soundproof.

The Doctor only saw a few seconds of the incredible sight before his own org*sm crashed down around him. Alex’s name, as well as a mixture of English and Gallifreyan obscenities fell from his lips in a shout as her inner walls spasmed and tightened around his co*ck, triggering release.

Alex moaned as he emptied into her. He released far more sem*n than the average Earth male, and Alex could feel some of it dripping down her thighs. She didn’t mind though. It was simply a mark of how the last Time Lord had claimed her. She was his and he was hers.

His arms suddenly too weak to hold himself upright, the Doctor dropped heavily onto Alex. After a moment, realizing that he was probably crushing her, he moved to roll off to the side, but Alex surprised him by keeping her legs locked around his waist and her bound wrists around his neck. A slight shift towards bare mattress made her mew in annoyance.

“I’m not crushing you?” he asked, his words coming out in between rapid pants.

“No,” she managed to gasp.

For the next few minutes, they were silent, simply concentrating on coming down from their highs. Alex’s legs ultimately relaxed their tight grip on the Doctor, falling to rest on either side of him. Though as the rest of her body calmed, Alex didn’t feel any inclination to remove her bound wrists from around the Doctor’s neck. She was content to let them rest there, a light weight against his sweat-soaked skin.

Glancing down, Alex saw that the Doctor’s head was nestled atop her breasts, his nose buried in her cleavage. His eyes were closed, and his breathing steadier and slower than it had been a few minutes ago. Typical male, she thought with a grin. Falls asleep after all the fun. Laced behind his head, her fingers crept into his hair. She intended the gentle caresses to soothe him, and herself, into deeper slumber, but he surprised her by emitting a low groan.

Another surprise? His co*ck was suddenly rock hard again.

Alex gaped down at him even as her inner walls fluttered around his member. “I thought you were asleep, but you’re still. . .”

Despite his best efforts, the Doctor couldn’t quite keep from blushing. “Time Lord stamina,” he murmured. Hesitantly, he managed to prop himself up on one elbow, though most of his body continued to rest on Alex, and her wrists remained around his neck. “Doesn’t take much, er, petrol to refill the tank.”

Alex wrinkled her nose at the analogy, but not at the information it provided. On the contrary, she couldn’t be more pleased at this new insight into Time Lord biology. Another pro to add to the list. “Soooo,” she said slowly, deliberately drawing out the word, “does this stamina apply to me, as well?” She finished her question with an experimental squeeze of her pelvic muscles.

Sure enough, the Doctor hissed as her walls momentarily tightened around him. “I think you just answered your own question,” he said, the words coming out in a slight growl. His emerald eyes darkened once more as he leered down at her, but there was no hiding the intense, almost overwhelming love shining within them.

Alex moaned as the Doctor propped himself up on both elbows, causing him to shift inside her. “Definitely not complaining about the answer,” she said with a fluttery laugh.

The Doctor chuckled. “I was hoping you’d say that.” He started to lean in for a kiss, only to finally register the light weight of her bound hands against the back of his neck. Gently, he shifted his head out from underneath her arms. Eyeing the blue silk with no small amount of appreciation, he quickly undid the knot. Once the long silk ribbon came loose, he dropped it to the floor, letting it mingle with the rest of their clothes.

Alex’s wrists were slightly red, but other than that, hadn’t been harmed during their lovemaking. They didn’t even sting. With her hands now free, she more than happily buried them in the Doctor’s hair, maneuvering him into a kiss. It was slow and sweet, tongues lazily exploring the other’s mouth. The frenzied, almost desperate pace from earlier had vanished. Now they were content to just enjoy each other’s company, reassured in the knowledge that they weren’t going anywhere, weren’t going to be separated from each other any time soon.

Ultimately though, the Doctor’s co*ck, still solid and unyielding, forced things to speed up. Alex pulled out of the kiss and gave the Doctor an impish grin. “You still want me to be an active participant for round two?”

“Round four,” he corrected, “counting our earlier explorations on each other.” He smiled down at her. “But yes.” He honestly didn’t have the desire or inclination to remove himself from Alex, even to potentially act out her all-limbs-tied-to-the-bed fantasy.

Her grin, if it was possible, turned even more impish. “Well, in that case. . .” With a sudden, quick movement, the Doctor was on his back, Alex astride him. She smirked down at him, her now chocolate brown eyes shining as she took in his pleasantly surprised expression. She licked her lips as she leaned forwards. The movement caused her hips to shift slightly, making them both groan. Still, Alex didn’t let that distract her. She planted her hands on his chest to support herself as she tilted her head down until her face hovered directly above his.

“You don’t mind me being on top this time, do you?” She was so close, her lips brushed against his as she spoke in a low whisper.

The Doctor swallowed heavily, his heartbeats kicking up a notch. “N-not at all, Ally.”

Clever, infuriating girl she was, Alex didn’t fail to notice his slight stutter. “Excellent,” she purred as she slowly straightened back up.

As she started to move atop him, the same thought ran through both their minds; this night was only the first of many, many, many more to come.

And they couldn’t wait to experience them all.

Notes:

A/N: *fans self aggressively* Whoo! I hope that this chapter, recounting the Doctor and Alex's private reunion, lived up to expectations! It was my first time writing smut, so if it sucks, I'm so sorry. Hopefully, I'll get better with practice, wink wink, nudge nudge.

Chapter 45: Pleasure, Pleasure

Notes:

This chapter is rated a borderline M (no smut, but suggestible all the same).

Alex's outfit for this chapter can be found on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jack: Oh, pleasure, pleasure! What else should bring one anywhere? – The Importance of Being Earnest

A few hours later, the Doctor woke up.

Being a Time Lord, the Doctor didn’t slowly drift into consciousness as humans did. One second, he was asleep. The next, his eyes were wide open, his brain already in the midst of processing the events of the last few hours.

According to his internal clock, it was still the middle of the night on the TARDIS. Only a few hours had passed since he and Alex finally collapsed against the pillows for a much-needed power nap. Had it been after their fifth round? Or was it six rounds? His brain, normally very efficient on such matters, was a bit sluggish on that point. Blissed out from pleasure? he thought wryly. Ah, well, he’d figure it out later.

Looking around now, he found his bedroom (or was it now his and Alex’s? Another thing to figure out later) much as it had been before he and Alex fell asleep. The candles were still aglow, but the wicks had burned low. The roaring fire in the new fireplace had settled into a low smolder, casting the room in even more shadow. Thanks to his and Alex’s vigorous activities, most of the rose petals were now strewn across the floor, intermingling with their clothes. The heavy, heady scent of sex hung in the air. Combined with the rose petals and the vanilla from the candles, it created an intoxicating aroma that was enough to make even the Doctor’s head spin.

Blinking in an effort to regain his equilibrium, he turned to Alex. She was nestled right beside him, still fast asleep. She lay on her back, one arm stretched back on the pillow, the other loosely wrapped around her waist. Her brown-blonde hair was in complete disarray, some of it splayed across the pillow, the rest falling over her left shoulder. As the comforter had been kicked off several rounds ago, she was covered in nothing but a thin white sheet. It rested just beneath her breasts, exposing her still hard nipples. Directly above them, Alex’s sonic necklace lay in the hollow of her throat, gemstones twinkling softly in the dim light.

He smiled softly. She looked so peaceful, the very image of Sleeping Beauty. The thought of waking her, even to go on their date to the original The Importance of Being Earnest premiere, was abhorrent in the face of such tranquility.

No, he thought. Alex needs her rest. He smirked as he mentally added, She’s more than earned it tonight.

Still, that left him with nothing to do. Going back to sleep would have been nice, but the Doctor felt perfectly well rested. He toyed with the idea of slipping out, having one of his middle of the night mini adventures but, like waking Alex, found the idea utterly repellent. He had no desire to leave Alex, even for something as mundane as going to read in the library or tinker in his study.

With a little decisive nod, the Doctor settled back down into his pillow, shifting his whole body so that he faced Alex. Past incarnations would have found the idea of simply laying there, studying his girlfriend and her features, completely ridiculous and laughable. But then, none of them had known Alex. The Doctor’s hearts seemed to clench with the sudden wave of possessiveness that swept over him. But he did. He, the very last incarnation of the Time Lord known as the Doctor, had the sole privilege of being in Alexandria Locke’s company. He was the only one who would ever see her roll her eyes at him, watch how far her lips would quirk when she was amused but trying to hide it and, most importantly, he was the only incarnation who would ever see the look on her face when she came, her back arching, her color-changing eyes wide, her mouth open in a little o-shape as she fell over the edge and into a pleasurable abyss.

This was his last life. If it was only now, in what Time Lords could call the twilight years, that he could meet and fall in love with Alex, so be it. As Alex herself had said, she was his reward from the universe. He deserved such a reward after his long, tumultuous, often tragic life.

He took a deep breath, releasing it slowly as he visualized his dark thoughts going along with it. It seemed to work, as a soft smile spread across his face as his gaze roamed over Alex’s form. Even though he’d seen every inch of her body tonight, he was still utterly captivated by it. He would never get enough of that exquisite form or the woman it belonged to. It was a simple fact. Alex was the most delectable craving he’d ever encountered. Sweeter than chocolate, more intoxicating than alcohol, and capable of giving him a greater high than any drug ever invented.

He watched the slow, steady rise and fall of her chest, the sheet threatening to slip lower with every breath. He studied the way her eyelashes curled against her cheek. How had he never noticed how long they were before? Or how her pale pink lips parted slightly in sleep, how they curved into a small, sweet smile?

His fingers twitched. He wanted to trace all of Alex’s beautiful features, every part that made her so uniquely and perfectly her, commit it all to memory. But touching Alex right now risked waking her, and she really did need her sleep. Though she was now a genetically engineered Time Lord, the Doctor couldn’t say for certain if she was at a regular Time Lord’s level of endurance. It was entirely possible that while she didn’t need as much sleep as a human, she still needed a bit more than a regular Time Lord.

Still, the urge to do something was overwhelming. His fingers continued to twitch, even after he dug them into his thigh.

Then inspiration hit.

It was like getting hit over the head by a hammer, only without the agonizing pain.

Question was, was it a feasible idea? Could he even do it?

Only one way to find out, he thought. Slowly so as not to jostle the mattress, the Doctor slid the sheet aside and slipped off the bed.

His bare feet padded softly across the carpet and, after a momentary search, he found and reclaimed his discarded boxers. He grimaced at the idea of putting clothes back on, but even he had to admit that what he was about to attempt wasn’t best conducted naked.

Once he had slipped the boxers back on, the Doctor went and crouched beside his nightstand. The top drawer slid open on silent hinges.

Like many things aboard the TARDIS, the drawer was bigger on the inside and, therefore, stuffed with all sorts of random mishmash. A discarded set of juggling pins, various mechanical bits and bobs, a stretched-out Slinky, a bag of Jelly Babies that, based on a quick sniff, had long since passed their expiration date, a fountain pen he kept meaning to return to Emily Dickinson, a canister of prototype Nitro-90 he’d confiscated from Ace (he made sure to handle this item gingerly, as Ace had proudly declared it was more powerful than a hundred Molotov co*cktails), and a blueprint of Steinmar 12’s notorious Black Hand prison, which had been considered escape proof until he and a group of anti-government revolutionaries proved otherwise.

Finally, he found what he was looking for: a large leather-bound sketchbook and a box of charcoal pencils.

Grinning madly, the Doctor made quick work of placing everything else back in the drawer before making his way to one of the leather club chairs. After tugging it closer to the bed, he settled down into the soft, warm leather.

The Doctor had no trouble admitting that very, very few of his past incarnations were artistic. Most of them, last incarnation included, had only been able to produce stick figures. Except for when his last self temporarily turned himself human. After the whole John Smith/Family of Blood mess had been settled, he’d begun wondering whether his human self’s artistic abilities had carried over. Hence purchasing the sketchbook and pencils shortly after he and Martha were sent back to 1969. Waiting for Sally Sparrow to send the TARDIS back to them meant he’d had a lot of free time on his hands. He spent several evenings in a then Weeping Angel-free Wester Drumlins, attempting to sketch bemused model Martha. He’d never told her so, but he had a grand idea of presenting her with a masterful portrait, his way of trying to apologize for the hell he’d put her through in 1913 and then again by financially supporting him in 1969.

Unfortunately, it was hopeless. John Smith’s artistic skills had evidently died with their owner. Once they’d gotten the TARDIS back, he tossed the sketchbook and pencils in a drawer, forgetting about them and any other artistic pursuits.

Until now.

He quickly flipped past several rough, nearly illegible sketches made by his tenth self. Soon, he was on a blank page. He dug one of the barely used charcoal pencils out and hesitantly pressed it to the paper, making a small dot of the pristine white surface.

He took a quick look at Alex. She was still asleep and, incredibly, still in the exact same position. Still so breathtakingly beautiful and perfect, her Sleeping Beauty image just begging to be captured forever on paper.

With that thought in mind, the Doctor began sketching.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Hours seemed to pass. Thanks to his time senses, the Doctor knew this wasn’t really the case, but that was what it felt like. Being so caught up in a project, all thoughts and feelings focused only on it, it was disorienting when you looked up, unsure as to how much time had slipped by. It was a feeling he used to only get from tinkering, his long fingers twisting bits of metal and wire together as he repaired a tattered, run-down section of his beloved ship, or created something brand new.

Now, it came through sketching.

It was almost eerie, how easily the skill came to him. No practice, no formal training, it simply flowed out of him, as easy as breathing. Within no time at all, Alex’s outline was on the page. Slight lines indicated her face, her hair, the long, delicate fingers curled against her palm, patiently waiting to be connected into stronger, bolder lines.

Every few moments, he would pause and study Alex, not as a lover, but with an artistic lens. Though this drawing would be for his (and possibly her) eyes only, he wanted to get it as accurate as possible. He studied the way the candlelight cast varying shades of shadow across her face, the little bits of rose petals tangled in her hair, and the visibly tendons in her neck as her hand lay tilted back against the pillow. Each detail, however minor, found its way onto the page.

Before he knew it, he had nearly completed the drawing. All that was left was Alex’s face, something he had deliberately saved for last.

As he began work on Alex’s nose, the Doctor’s mind whirred. This was a fantastic development! So many possibilities were open to him now. It was clear he was good – dare he say talented – at drawing, which suggested he might be gifted in similar mediums as well. Oil paints, watercolors, acrylics, even mediums that didn’t involve paint at all. Marble sculpting, for instance. It would be a good excuse to visit Michaelangelo again, and Alex would surely delight in meeting the man responsible for creating so many famous works of Catholic art.

The Doctor smiled softly as he carefully drew a sideways lightning-bolt shaped scar on the right side of Alex’s nose. Alex, his Ally, his muse. That was already apparent. Though eager to explore more of his artistic side, it paled in comparison to the excitement of capturing Alex’s likeness over and over. Some artists, he knew, tired of their muses after a while, but the Doctor was confident that such a thing would never apply to Alex. She was, after all, the most precious thing in the universe.

All too soon, his most precious thing’s nose was done, followed by her eyes, the Doctor laboring over the curve of each individual eyelash. Probably the easiest part of Alex to sketch, so long as they were closed. Already, his brain was mulling over just how he was going to recreate her color-changing orbs with nothing but simple paint.

Something to experiment with, he thought as he began work on her lips. Alex had what could almost be considered a cupid’s bow, though not quite. It wasn’t something he could honestly say he’d noticed before, but now that he was drawing it, it was perfectly obvious. It was nice to know that, even though he already knew her so well, he could still learn new things about Alex.

Pausing his pencil’s movements, the Doctor looked up to study the curve of Alex’s upper lip once more. But his eyes quickly landed on something else.

Alex’s chest. Not her exposed breasts, but the way they were moving. More specifically, her breathing pattern. Previously slow and even, it was now a touch faster. Her legs shifted slightly beneath the sheet and the arm stretched over her head started to rise higher. Her eyes twitched, then began to flutter.

She was waking up.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex awoke slowly.

Not a surprise. Even as a genetically engineered Time Lord who needed far less than eight hours a night (or week), some of her former sleeping habits were hard to break. Such as waking slowly, luxuriating in the half-awake, half-asleep state. Alex had drifted back into a deep slumber more than once while in that state. A vague part of her mind thought that it wouldn’t happen now, but she wasn’t concentrating on that.

No, she was concentrating on the luscious feeling of soft, warm cotton sheets rubbing against her bare skin. Right, she was in bed. But not just any bed. She was in the Doctor’s bed. . .

The reminder stirred a bit more of her brain awake. Alex’s eyes struggled to open, the lids reluctant to move after remaining closed for so long. In her semi-conscious state, her vision was blurry, but she could make out that the room was dark, darker than it had been before she fell asleep. The scents of vanilla and roses hung in the air, along with the sweaty, musky smell of sex.

A slight smile crossed her lips. Sex. . . She remembered very well just how that scent came to be. Even if she hadn’t, the slight ache between her thighs would have been indication enough.

Blinking slowly, Alex started to move her arm (why the hell was it stretched above her head?), her fingertips itching to stroke the cool, soft skin of her lover (oh dear God, no, that sounded like something from a trashy romance novel) and maybe see if he’d be interested in helping bring a few more of her fantasies to life. God knew she had plenty of them, and not all of them involved being tied up.

But her arm had barely quivered when she heard a voice cry, “Ally, don’t move!”

This had the exact opposite effect on Alex. Her whole body jumped, pushing her fully into consciousness. Her fluttering eyes burst open, copper irises flicking rapidly around the dim room. “What. . .?” she groaned as she turned her head to locate the Doctor. After all, who else would call her Ally? But as with her arm, she’d barely moved her head when her bedmate hurriedly spoke again.

“Alex, please, just lay still for a moment.”

Alex obediently stilled, though her brow furrowed in confusion. What the hell was going on? Settling her head further down on the pillow, she peered out of the corner of her eye. The wide space of mattress beside her was empty and, had she been allowed to move, Alex knew the sheets would have been cool to the touch. But the Doctor was still in the room. She could just see him if she strained her peripheral vision. He had pulled one of the leather club chairs up to his side of the bed and was comfortably settled in it. There was something in his lap and something in his hand, but she couldn’t make either of them out.

She was about to ask just what he was doing when the Doctor suddenly said, with great excitement, “Oh, and would you mind closing your eyes again? Just for a few moments?”

Half of Alex wanted to ignore his previous instructions, sit up, and demand to know what the hell he was doing. The other half, however, was curious. What was the harm in doing as he asked for a few minutes? There was usually a method to his madness, even if it wasn’t initially apparent. “Okay,” she murmured as she closed her eyes.

Though her vision was now cut off, the rest of her senses weren’t. She could hear mild crackling coming from the dwindling fire in the fireplace, the soft and steady mechanical hum in the walls and . . . scritch-scratch?

It took a few moments, but she was finally able to work out that the scritch-scratching was a pencil against paper. But not just any ordinary pencil. And not just any paper. The pencil sounded almost rough as it moved against the paper, and the paper didn’t crinkle or tear like regular notebook paper. Which meant that the Doctor probably wasn’t writing in the 1,000-year diary he had shown her once. He certainly wouldn’t need her to lie still and keep her eyes shut for that.

There were very few reasons to need a pencil and paper, and fewer reasons still based on their current circ*mstances. He’s definitely not writing anything, which really only leaves the possibility that he’s . . . drawing?

It was a baffling thought, especially since the Doctor once told her stick figures were about his limit, but it was the only one that made sense. And since he asked me to stay still and close my eyes, that means he’s drawing me.

Alex resisted the suddenly overwhelming urge to swallow heavily, gasp, or do anything that would compromise her current pose. Holy sh*t, she thought, her hearts thudding a little faster. A burst of adrenaline ran through her system, closely followed by a rush of heat that settled low in her stomach. Considering he’d asked her to stay still, that meant he had been drawing her while she was asleep, recovering from the amazing five or six rounds of sex they’d had. I must not look too bad then, she thought with a little thrill, if he suddenly got the urge to try drawing me.

She itched to spring up and demand to see the sketch, but instead she abided the Doctor’s pleas and lay still, listening to the gentle scritch-scratch of pencil against paper as he slowly and methodically captured her likeness.

Finally, after what felt like an eternity, the Doctor’s voice rang out. “Okay, Ally, you can move now.”

The words were barely out of his mouth before Alex popped up, the sheet falling away from her chest. She lunged across the bed towards the Doctor, her fingers scrabbling for the leather-bound sketchbook now laying page down in his lap.

So distracted by the sight of Alex’s bare chest, it wasn’t until she had one hand wrapped around the sketchbook that the Doctor realized what she was doing. “Hey, hey!” he cried, quickly grabbing hold of the book. They now each held one end of the sketchbook.

Alex tilted her head at him, her brow furrowed in confusion. “Why won’t you let me see it?”

Oh, bloody hell, she’s figured it out! Not that he should have been surprised. This was Alex he was dealing with. “See what?” he said, smiling innocently. Maybe if he played dumb?

It didn’t work. Alex’s light green eyes simply narrowed. “Don’t play the idiot with me, Doc. We both know I can see right past it.” She tightened her grip on the sketchbook and gave a little tug, only for the Doctor to tug it back. “Oh, come on!” she cried as she once again yanked fruitlessly at the book. “Let me see the drawing! It’s of me, right?”

“Um, well, yes,” the Doctor stuttered, his cheeks flushing.

Seeing this, Alex’s impatience faded away. Though she didn’t relax her grip on the book, she offered him a soft smile. “Oh, Doc, I’m sure it’s not that bad.”

The Doctor gave her a little self-conscious shrug. “I don’t believe so,” he said hesitantly. Truthfully, he thought the drawing was excellent, but then again, an artist was always biased by their own creation. Especially when they had such an exquisite, inspiring muse like Alex. But it wasn’t his own opinion that concerned him. How Alex reacted to it would far eclipse his own thoughts and feelings.

“Well, then. . .” Alex smiled hopefully, her now copper eyes shining eagerly. “Can I see it?”

The Doctor hesitated for only a few seconds, then released his grip.

Alex wasted no time in settling the sketchbook in her lap. She was vaguely aware of the Doctor moving to sit on the bed beside her as she turned the book page side up. And when she did. . .

“Oh,” Alex gasped, a hand coming to her mouth.

It was a simple charcoal sketch, but to Alex, it might as well have been the Mona Lisa or Ally’s Roses. Each and every line had been drawn with such precision, such care, such . . . love. From the long, often wildly curved lines of her hair, strewn across the shadow of a pillow, to the many tiny circles that made up the gemstones in her sonic necklace, every inch of the sketch screamed the Doctor’s love for her, the woman he had long since declared the most precious thing in the universe.

And she looked so beautiful. Not just erotic or sexy (though since she was topless, she did look that), but also attractive and gorgeous, words that she knew could describe her, but which she had never seen reflected back at her without the aid of a mirror.

Alex didn’t even realize she was crying until a teardrop hit the page, just a few millimeters shy of the drawing itself. Hastily, she moved the sketchbook down to her knees. “Sorry,” she said, laughing slightly as she wiped her eyes. “It’s just. . .” With a shudder, she gazed down at the drawing once more. She gently traced the lines making up her peaceful, sleeping face. “You’ve made me way too beautiful.”

The Doctor shook his head. “No,” he said softly. Gently, he cupped her chin and turned her face towards his. Teary light green eyes met shining, loving emerald orbs. “I drew you exactly as I see you.”

The tears multiplied. This man. . . Alex thought as the Doctor’s thumbs wiped each little droplet away. How had she gotten so lucky? There had been a time, a time not all that long ago, when she thought such love was something she would only experience second-hand from the pages of her favorite books. That she would have to live vicariously through the lives of Elinor and Marianne Dashwood, Anne Shirley, Cassandra Mortmain, and all her other favorite characters. That there was something wrong with her, a chemical defect in her brain that made finding and experiencing romantic love impossible.

Thank God she had been wrong. Thank God the Doctor had come into her life so miraculously, so fortuitously.

Speaking of her boyfriend. . . The Doctor had finished wiping away her tears. His fingertips caressed her cheeks one last time before reluctantly pulling away. “So,” he said slowly, his dark green gaze eyeing her closely. “You don’t mind the drawing?”

With a snort, Alex gestured at her still damp face. “Didn’t my happy crying answer that?”

The Doctor pulled a face at the term ‘happy crying’ (he honestly wasn’t sure he would ever understand such a concept), but said, “Well, I figured as much, but it seemed best to get a solid, verbal answer. Especially since. . .”

Alex raised an eyebrow when he trailed off. “Since?” she prodded.

“Especially since . . . I would like to do more of it.”

“Of drawing?” Alex turned back to the sketch, smiling as studied it again. “Well, yeah, you should. You’ve got a real talent for it. I’m actually kind of jealous.”

The Doctor chuckled, recalling how she’d once told him her drawing amounted to nothing more than stick figures. He had said the same, not having been aware of this underlying talent. “I do intend to keep sketching and drawing, possibly expand to more mediums, but what I really meant is that I would like to draw you more.”

Ripping her gaze away from the sketch, Alex stared, wide-eyed, at him. “Really?” Her voice came out breathy, her tone incredulous.

“Really,” he nodded, the single word coming out equal parts solemn and insistent. Then, as if there was only so much seriousness he could take, a mischievous gleam appeared in his eyes. “Besides,” he smirked, “do you really think I’m going to ask Pond to pose for something like this?”

Alex couldn’t help the cackle she let out. “If she didn’t kill you first, Rory would,” she said through peals of laughter. “With a sword. And he might cut off a few important bits,” she added impishly, nodding towards his lap.

Though he knew she was joking, the Doctor couldn’t help squirming at her words. He supposed that was a universal constant. No matter the species, the males always feared someone getting a bit too violent with their nether regions. “Yes, that, er, wouldn’t be good,” he winced.

“No,” Alex smiled, “I’m pretty fond of that section of your anatomy.” She turned back to the drawing, gazing at the carefully crafted image. It was honestly quite impressive that such a wonderful, intricate drawing could be achieved with nothing but charcoal and skill. And it was clear that the Doctor had the latter in spades.

The Doctor watched her, a grin coming to his face as he took in her awestruck expression. “So, you really don’t mind?”

“Being your muse? Hell no.” Smirking, Alex waved the drawing at him. “Especially if you draw me like this every time.”

“Well, I can’t make any promises,” the Doctor laughed, “but I’ll do my best.”

Alex set the sketchbook on the nightstand before turning back and leaning closer to the Doctor. “That’s all I ask,” she murmured before pressing her lips to his.

She meant for the kiss to be quick, chaste, nothing more. But things had a habit of escalating without warning, especially when the Doctor was involved. Before Alex knew it, the kiss had deepened, the Doctor’s tongue exploring her mouth. She tilted her head back, her hair spilling over the hand that was now gently cradling the back of her neck, a calloused thumb pressed against her pulse point.

Suddenly, the kiss ended. But by no means was the Doctor done. Alex let out a strangled gasp as his mouth dove down to her neck. His lips, a distant part of her mind mused, should be declared lethal weapons as they gently sucked at her skin. And that didn’t even factor in his teeth, which threatened to give her bruises as they nipped at her collarbone.

Alex groaned, hating herself for what she was about to do, but her curious mind wouldn’t be put off for very long. “What time is it?” The words came out on a sigh as the Doctor’s tongue traced Circular Gallifreyan onto her skin.

He sighed as he reluctantly pulled himself away from her neck. “On Earth, your time?” he said as he settled back against the pillows, crossing his arms over his chest. “Middle of the night. I imagine the Ponds have long since gone to bed.”

As they should, he thought. Aside from the fact that he wanted to be alone with Alex right now, today had been a very trying one for Amy and Rory. They had encountered a fully-grown, completely psychotic version of the daughter who had no qualms about killing (or tricking) their best friends, been told that Amy’s egg count was low, thus potentially compromising her fertility, and that UNIT strongly supported the idea of having their daughter’s identity on Earth declared legally dead.

Just dealing with one of those situations would be overwhelming. But all three? In the span of just a few hours? He was honestly amazed that the Ponds hadn’t completely broken down. Or that they hadn’t sworn off TARDIS traveling altogether. He wouldn’t have blamed them if they had. Especially since he was the reason Melody had been kidnapped in the first place.

The Doctor gave himself a little mental shake. No, he had to stop being so maudlin. Amy and Rory were here, on the TARDIS, hopefully sleeping off the day’s events. They didn’t blame him, Alex didn’t blame him and, in any event, the Silence, Kovarian, River, Lake Silencio, none of it were welcome here. Not in this moment, in this room that was still heady with the smell of vanilla, roses, and sex, with a naked Alex nestled beside him, her hair gloriously disheveled and her currently dark green eyes shimmering with intent. . .

“So, I have you all to myself,” she purred. With a sudden move, Alex was astride him. Her arms slipped around his neck, pulling him close. “Excellent.”

The Doctor’s responding chuckle was husky and almost hoarse sounding as he wrapped his own arms around Alex’s waist. The bed sheet was still wrapped around her lower half, thus separating her legs from his, but he was hardly complaining when he had her bare breasts right in his face. “My sentiments exactly,” he murmured, pressing a quick kiss to her left nipple. He chuckled once more when Alex’s breath hitched, her body automatically arching into his touch.

She shifted onto her knees so as to press her breasts more firmly into his face. He was quick to comply with her unspoken request, peppering kisses to each of her nipples. “Round seven, then?” she gasped as he lingered over her right breast.

“If you want,” he said, punctuating his words with a quick nip to her nipple.

Alex made a half-whimpering, half laughing sound. “If I want? There another option I don’t know about, Doc?”

The Doctor’s hands, which had been surprisingly idle the past few minutes, now came to life, slipping down and under the sheet to cup Alex’s bum. She hissed as his fingers gently kneaded the sensitive skin. One fingertip was perilously close to her puckered rim, and Alex absently wondered if anal play was something that interested him. It had never appealed to her, despite the attempts of several ex-boyfriends to convince her otherwise. Much like her fantasies of being tied up, there hadn’t been anyone Alex trusted enough to allow such control over her body. No one until the Doctor.

So caught up in these thoughts, it took her a moment to realize that the Doctor had been speaking. “Sorry,” she said, her cheeks reddening, “what were you saying?”

The Doctor smirked, wondering just what dirty thoughts had been running through her mind. There was no other explanation for her inadvertently tuning him out, or for the beautiful red blush that was spreading rapidly down her cheeks and neck towards her breasts. “I was saying,” he said with a mock huff of impatience, “that you have two options for what we do next.”

Alex pressed herself further into his marvelous hands, still massaging her bum, as she carefully listened to his voice. “Only two?” she groaned as one of the Doctor’s fingers brushed against her rapidly dampening center. Her nails dug into his shoulders, desperate to keep herself grounded and listen instead of grinding down onto those wonderful, talented fingers. “And what are they?”

“Either we stay right here. . .” The Doctor paused long enough to press a long, lingering kiss to her throat, enjoying the way Alex’s breath hitched at the action. Her little mewl of protest when he pulled away was so adorably tempting, but he forced himself to stay composed, to offer her the choice he rather hoped she wouldn’t take. “Or I take you on that date I’ve been promising you all summer.”

Alex stilled, her center hovering over his fingers. “You mean, go see the premiere of The Importance of Being Earnest?” she asked, her now copper colored eyes staring into his.

The Doctor nodded, taking in her wide-eyed gaze. There was no mistaking the eagerness in those beautiful, color-changing orbs. Her excitement was so palpable, he could feel it, her body practically vibrating against his. Much as he would rather keep her in bed for the next several hours (or days), he couldn’t deny his Ally anything she wanted. And it was clear, even before she spoke, just what her choice would be.

Alex would be lying if she said she wasn’t tempted by option number one. Grinding down on the Doctor’s fingers, letting him bring her to the heights of ecstasy again, maybe even convincing him to act out her tied-to-the-bed fantasy. . . All of it sounded incredibly tempting, but she couldn’t quite dismiss option number two either.

Getting dressed up in a gown that would make the Doctor’s head spin, possibly seeing him in an outfit that would make her drool, meeting one of her favorite writers and seeing the original performance of one of her favorite plays? A play she had just finished acting in? And, above all, the chance to have a date with her incredibly sexy, charming Time Lord? One that wasn’t overshadowed by mysterious painful body attacks or worries about Kovarian and the Silence?

Alex’s hearts twisted in remembrance. They hadn’t had such a date since their first one in Cabo, back when they hadn’t known she and Amy had been replaced with Gangers, before her horrible pain attacks, before Demons Run and all the revelations that had followed.

No, she thought darkly, that bitch and her minions, all of it, are not welcome here. Much later, she would allow herself to process everything that had happened today and how it all connected to everything that had already occurred, but not now. Not in this perfect moment, when she had a Time Lord eager to fulfill whatever desire she asked of him, including the date night she was about to request.

Alex smiled broadly. She’d reached her decision without even thinking about it. “Option number two, please,” she grinned, bouncing slightly in her enthusiasm.

The Doctor chuckled. “Yes, Ally,” he smiled, before leaning in and kissing her.

Alex accepted the kiss but was especially careful this time to keep it chaste. With only slight regret, she pulled away from his wonderful grasp and jumped off the bed, making her way towards the bathroom.

The Doctor’s gaze swept appreciatively over her nude form, but he forced himself to keep his libido in check. His Ally wanted a proper date night and he’d give it to her, come hell or high water. Still, his dark green eyes stayed fixed on her tempting body as he said, “Perhaps we should get ready separately, Ally.”

Alex paused just inside the doorway to the bathroom. “Why?” she asked, her brow furrowing. But only a second after asking, she realized the answer. It was in the Doctor’s steadily darkening eyes, the way the veins in his hands stood out as they clutched the rumpled, petal-strewn sheets, clearly a replacement for her own skin. Every inch of him screamed his desire for her. Alex knew that all she had to do was say the word and he’d be on her, the lion to her willing lamb, giving her pleasure until she couldn’t remember her own name.

Her cheeks reddened, and she knew the blush was spreading all the way down her body. The Doctor followed it intently, spotting the pinkish hue easily despite the dim lighting. Tension hung in the air, like a rubber band stretched too tightly. It was only a matter of time before it either snapped or loosened.

“Ah,” Alex breathed, licking her suddenly dry lips. “Yes, that might be a good idea.”

The Doctor’s dark green gaze didn’t let up, but a corner of his mouth twitched. “Yes,” he said, his voice a low baritone. “Risks less . . . distractions.”

Dear God, how does he make that sound so filthy? Alex swallowed hard, pushing down her rising arousal. There would be plenty of time for that later. “Yes, good plan,” she nodded as she strode towards the door. She paused halfway there to retrieve her underwear, lying in the middle of the other club chair. She tugged them on, giggling when the Doctor groaned in disapproval. “Hey, what if I run into Amy or Rory? I don’t want them seeing me stark naked.”

“True,” the Doctor acknowledged, but that didn’t keep him from pouting as Alex put her tank top and jeans back on. At least she left her bra, cardigan, and shoes behind, along with that excellent nightgown, currently lying in a crumpled heap beside the bed.

Alex zipped up her jeans. “Get ready,” she scolded, her stern tone bellied by a wide smile.

Smirking, the Doctor gave her a mock salute. “Yes, ma’am.”

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

Alex left before the Doctor got out of bed. If his reaction to seeing her nude body told her anything, it was that she would be just as bad vice-versa. And there was no time for any of that.

Her hearts beat rapidly as she skipped around a corner. The original premiere of The Importance of Being Earnest! Dressing up! Meeting Oscar Wilde! Sex just had to be put on the backburner. Only for a few hours, of course, Alex thought. After all, one of the perks of getting dressed up was finding an outfit guaranteed to drive the Doctor wild. Potentially wild enough to tear her out of it.

Swallowing heavily at her imaginings, Alex continued down the corridor. The overhead lights were set to night-mode, casting nothing more than a dim glow, but with her newly advanced vision, Alex navigated the short distance to her room easily. Once inside, she wasted no time peeling off all the clothes she’d just put on and making a beeline for the shower. It was already turned on, and as she stepped underneath spray, Alex sighed appreciatively at the piping hot temperature.

“Thanks, Gorgeous,” she said, patting the shower wall.

Even though she hesitated a bit at washing the slight stickiness between her thighs away, Alex scrubbed at her skin anyway. It felt nice now, but she knew from experience it wouldn’t feel that way in a few hours.

As usual, her shower only took a few minutes, and Alex spent a few more toweling off, throwing on a dressing gown, and drying her hair. Just as she reached for her straightener though, Alex felt a sudden force at her back, urging her out of the bathroom.

Some might have been alarmed, but Alex merely glanced up at the ceiling. “Eager, Gorgeous?” she asked as the force at her back continued pushing her out of her bedroom and down the twisting corridors. A quick answering hum sounded out around her. Though she wouldn’t claim to be an expert at translating the TARDIS’s responding hums and vibrations, Alex felt confident in saying that yes, the time machine was very eager to help her get ready.

Soon, Alex found herself standing before the closed doors of the wardrobe room. Grasping the knob, she laughed when the TARDIS started humming excitedly, the walls visibly vibrating in the time machine’s eagerness. “Alright, alright,” she murmured. “Let’s see what you’ve come up with.”

Her jaw dropped as she stepped inside.

The TARDIS had wasted no effort in procuring everything one might need for a night out in Victorian London. Several racks of period appropriate clothing stood before Alex, positively packed with dresses of every color, texture, and style imaginable. Off to the side were shelves Alex knew hadn’t been there before, stocked with Victorian era footwear, from simple lace-up boots to low-heeled slippers made of delicate silk and trimmed with ribbons. Another series of shelves held a collection of hats and accompanying accessories. Scattered on the nearby vanity was a small fortune in makeup. The cosmetics, however, were from the 21st century, for which Alex was grateful. She had no desire to use anything containing arsenic, lead, mercury, or anything else now banned by the FDA and the European Union.

With a wide grin, Alex quickly started sorting through the gowns. So many options, she thought, amazed, as she ran her fingertips over delicate lace, satiny ribbons, and silk as soft as human skin. She studied a beautiful midnight blue gown with tiny, sweeping stitching, passed over a pale pink dress trimmed in multitudes of matching lace and ribbon, and laughed over an emerald green dress with such pronounced puffed sleeves, Anne Shirley would have combusted at the sight of it.

For a moment, she thought she’d found a suitable one: a red and black lace off-the-shoulder corset top attached to a burgundy skirt, slightly ruffled at the bottom, and gathered at one side. There was even a fetching black velvet cape to wear over it. But just as Alex reached for the gown, it vanished from the rack.

What sounded like an apologetic hum rang out. Alex frowned in confusion, but ultimately she didn’t question it. She was sure the TARDIS had her reasons.

Finally, after a few more racks, she found it. The perfect gown. And this one made the red and black gown look positively measly in comparison.

It was purple. Lavender, technically, but still a shade belonging to Alex’s favorite color. Made of silk and satin, the floor-length evening gown contained off-the-shoulder sleeves and an asymmetrical two-layer skirt, with the edges of the first skirt trimmed in ruffles. As if this wasn’t enough decoration, elaborate roses and climbing vines had been painstakingly embroidered along one side of the dress, the thread just a shad darker than the silk it rested on. On the back, several tiny lavender buttons ran from the top of the material down to the waist.

That’s gonna be a problem, Alex thought with a grimace. But she supposed she could get the Doctor to help her. Though he’d probably much prefer undoing the buttons. . .

Blushing at this new mental image, Alex removed the dress from its hanger before carefully draping it over a nearby chair. This was the one. She knew it. And she couldn’t wait to see the Doctor’s reaction.

Turning to the vanity, Alex saw that a few new items were waiting for her. On the dainty chair in front of the vanity was a strapless, nude-colored chemise, matching stockings, a pair of her favored black lace knickers and. . .

Alex groaned.

A corset.

A f*cking corset.

Sitting directly on top of the pile like it was the crown jewel of them all.

“Guess it was too much to hope to avoid wearing one of those,” Alex grumbled. The TARDIS let out a responding hum and, based on the fast pitch, Alex suspected that the time machine was laughing at her.

Alex stuck her tongue out at the ceiling but moved towards the dreaded corset and its fellow undergarments anyway.

She made quick work in donning the underwear, chemise, and stockings. The corset was a little tricky, but fortunately it was a front-lacing one, so Alex was able to figure out the mechanics fairly quickly. To her pleasant surprise, it wasn’t even very tight. She could breathe perfectly normally. Charlotte was right, she thought as she studied her new, slightly curvy form in the mirror. And period dramas have a lot to answer for.

“Not bad,” she murmured appreciatively, running her hands over her new accentuated curves. “Not bad at all.”

After spending a few more moments admiring her new form, Alex slung her dressing gown over her shoulders and began tackling her hair. Much as she was tempted to leave it down, she knew that no respectable woman in 1895 went out without styling her hair. Otherwise, people might think she was a prostitute. And though she generally didn’t care what people thought of her, Alex didn’t want to risk any potential interfering busybodies tonight. That would definitely put a sour note on her and the Doctor’s date night.

Fortunately, while she’d needed Elsie’s help back in Leadworth, this time she was on the TARDIS, with tons of futuristic technology scattered everywhere. Including, as Alex discovered in one of the vanity drawers, a large hair-dryer-looking gadget with claws for arms whose instruction manual promised the perfect chignon. Muttering a quick prayer, Alex plugged in the gadget, then settled back to let it do its work.

To her everlasting relief, she did not have to yell for the Doctor to help her cut the Rexia Hair Stylist 3000 out of her hair. In fact, she was going to ask him to take her to wherever she could get one of these.

The gadget had indeed swept her long brown-blonde locks into an elegant chignon. It had also swept her bangs to the side, allowing her currently copper-colored eyes to be on prime display, and had left a few tendrils loose, letting them frame Alex’s face, just as she had styled her hair for the last two acts of Earnest. The whole thing was held together by carefully concealed bobby pins and a single silver hair comb, which wasn’t concealed. The comb was shaped like a spray of flowers, with several little rhinestones making up the blooms. As Alex turned her head this way and that, she could just register the comb shining and shimmering in the light.

Definitely getting one of these for myself,” she declared as she put the Hair Stylist 3000 back in its drawer. And maybe one for Lacey. She did have a birthday coming up.

Now for makeup. As cosmetics had been considered gaudy and improper during the Victorian era, and really only for the use of actors and prostitutes, Alex kept it to a minimum. Foundation, just a slight amount of pale pink blush, her regular mascara and eyeliner, and the eyeshadow she’d worn for Amy and Rory’s wedding, a light mixture of pale pink and gold. Since her beloved Cherry Bomb was out, Alex applied a light sheen of her favorite lip gloss: Lip Smackers Cotton Candy. A few spritzes of Chanel No. 5 completed her beauty regimen.

Now to get into the dress. Alex carefully pulled it on and, at the TARDIS’s urging, stepped into another gadget she hadn’t seen stashed in the corner. A quick glance at the label revealed it was the Rexia Dress Doer 9000. Its mechanical hands spent only seconds buttoning Alex into the gown, reinforcing her opinion that she really needed to check this Rexia place out.

From there, the TARDIS did the rest. A loud hum directed Alex back to the vanity. Resting atop it were a pair of sparkly lavender heels, white elbow-length gloves, and earrings. Though similar to the ones she’d worn back at the Hotel Adlon, the dropped earrings were much longer, consisting of three large sapphires. Each sapphire had been cut into a different shape; oval on top, circular in the middle, and teardrop-shaped on the bottom. Surrounding each gem was a ring of diamonds while a small crystal separated each sapphire from the other. Going off the plethora of gems alone, Alex suspected the earrings would weigh quite a bit once placed in her lobes. But she didn’t care.

“They’re perfect, Gorgeous! They even match my necklace!” She ran a hand over her TARDIS charm which, thanks to the low neckline of her dress, was on prime display, the tiny sapphires, diamonds, black onyx, and lone topaz gleaming and glittering in the light.

Alex quickly stepped into the shoes, pulled on the gloves, and fastened the earrings in place. Just as she’d thought, they were heavy, pulling a bit on her lobes, but Alex was sure she could tolerate them for one night. Besides, they really completed the outfit.

Looking in the mirror, Alex almost didn’t recognize herself. The woman looking back at her no longer resembled the one from 2011, who regularly wore leather jackets, tight jeans, and combat boots. This was a proper Victorian lady, someone who used to full-length dresses and elbow-length gloves, who embodied sensuality and propriety even when all she planned on doing was attending the theater.

The Doctor wasn’t going to know what hit him.

Grinning, Alex picked up her skirts and set off towards the console room. But as she rushed towards her date, she wondered if, at the end of the evening, she could get the Doctor to draw her in this outfit before ripping it off her.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

In the time it had taken Alex to get ready, the Doctor had showered (under very cold water), dabbed on more of the musky cologne he knew Alex loved, and dressed. Now, he was practically bouncing around the console room in anticipation. In fact, he had to resist the urge to keep checking his watch. Or from rushing off and tracking Alex down.

Biting back these two impulses, the Doctor fiddled with some of the console controls, triple-checking that they were in the right place and time. Thankfully, the readout on the monitor was the same as it had been the last two times: February 14th, 1895, just a block away from the St. James’s Theatre, a little after six o’clock in the evening.

Satisfied, the Doctor rubbed his palms together. But even the reassurance of the TARDIS landing in the right place and time did nothing to calm his nerves.

Tonight has to go perfectly, he thought as he paced along the platform. No mysterious distress signals, no Weeping Angels, Daleks, and especially no Silence.

His jaw tightened at the reminder of this new, dangerous enemy. He knew they weren’t done with Kovarian or the Silence. Far from it. Right now, they were at a sort of stalemate. They knew who River was, what she’d been programmed to do. But they still didn’t know why the Silence were after him, what the first question was that they were so afraid of being asked, or why they had turned Alex into a Time Lady.

Answers would come eventually. The Doctor had no doubt about that. But he worried they might come too late. Lake Silencio was a long time away (he hoped), but it was still out there, lurking, waiting. Would he get the answers to his questions before then or would he only receive them seconds away from death?

The Doctor shook his head so violently something in his neck cracked. No, he couldn’t think such things. Not tonight, anyway. Later. Tonight was about himself and Alex.

Aside from general worries about the threat of the Silence and their eye-patched leader, it had crossed his mind that, for the first time since becoming aware of their existence, he was landing in a time period where the Silence was virtually everywhere. But the Doctor had decided there was nothing doing about that. He had dealt with the threat in 1969, so there wasn’t much he could do in 1895. But in any event, he doubted any of the creatures would be lurking around the theatre. When it came to influencing humanity, the Silence seemed only to care about science, not the arts. Oscar Wilde, he was sure, wouldn’t have been of much use to them.

Besides, the Doctor refused to let the knowledge of when and where those sinister creatures lurked influence his travels. The moment he did that, he might as well park the TARDIS on some distant star and settle down into a life of bitter hermitage.

He wouldn’t let the Silence win at that.

As if to punctuate this, the sound of heels clicking against the metal floor rang out above them. “Sorry!” Alex called. There was a swoosh of fabric as she started down the stairs towards the console. “I didn’t keep you waiting long, did I?”

The Doctor turned, about to reply in the negative, but the moment his gaze landed on Alex, any and all words died in his throat.

Alex was. . . Well, she was. . .

Stunning.

Absolutely, positively stunning.

Alex bit the inside of her cheek to keep from grinning as she carefully walked down the steps. The Doctor was literally slack-jawed, his mouth hanging wide open. Yet his emerald eyes expressed all the admiration and adoration his mouth couldn’t. As she reached the last step, she released her hold on her skirts. How women had walked in these things, beautiful as they were, on a daily basis without tripping was beyond her. But it was all worth it to see the effect her appearance had on the Doctor.

“Do I pass muster?” she asked as she came to a stop before him.

The Doctor continued to struggle at remembering any words in any of the 57 billion, 205 languages he knew. It wasn’t until the TARDIS gave him a mental poke that he managed to recover the ability to speak. “Ally,” he breathed, “you look. . .” He stepped closer and placed his hands on her waist, smiling when Alex leaned into his touch. “Beautiful,” he murmured. “Stunning, gorgeous, completely and utterly breathtaking.” He finished this declaration with a soft kiss to her forehead.

Alex’s responding blush spread through her cheeks, down her neck, and to the top of her chest. The Doctor followed it closely, his eyes turning dark and predatory. Her blush only deepened at the sight, and she remembered her vow to find a dress that he would want to rip off her. Going off that deep, passionate gaze, she had succeeded and then some.

“Thank you,” she smiled now, before forcing herself to take a step back and out of his grasp. There would be time for that later. For now, she satisfied herself with studying the Doctor’s new attire. Her own chocolate brown gaze turned appreciative. “You don’t look too bad yourself.”

The passion in the Doctor’s eyes relaxed as he beamed and did a little twirl. He had changed into a tux, though not the one he’d worn just a few hours ago. While tuxedos hadn’t really changed since they were invented, the Doctor’s was distinctly Victorian flavored. It was deep black, contrasting sharply against his white vest, shirt, and bowtie, and cut to fit his figure, the jacket clinging to his slightly muscular frame and the slim pants accentuating his long legs. Completing the ensemble were a pair of shiny black dress shoes, gleaming white kid gloves and, of course, a top hat.

Alex’s mouth watered. She had admired tuxedos before, but now, she appreciated them.

Seeing her obvious approval, the Doctor smirked. “Like what you see, Ally?”

Alex matched his smirk, her now topaz eyes twinkling. “Very much so, Doc.”

“Good.” With that, he snatched up a walking stick leaning against the console. Not the sonic cane from earlier, but a beautifully carved black stick topped with a heavy silver knob boasting intricate filigree along the sides.

The TARDIS suddenly let out a fast-pitched hum that reverberated all around the room. A split second later, Alex felt another urging force at her back and found herself turning towards the jump seat. Two items were lying on it. The first was an elbow-length white fur capelet, a large diamond brooch acting as the fastener. The second item was a small, beaded lavender clutch, though Alex suspected its inside was bigger than its outside.

“Guessing those are for you,” the Doctor chuckled.

Alex laughed as she took up first the capelet, then the clutch. “You’re spoiling me, Gorgeous.”

The TARDIS hummed once more, and the Doctor smiled softly as he translated its meaning. “No such thing, according to her.” He gave the console an affectionate pat before focusing back on Alex. “And me, for that matter.” As far as he was concerned, Alex deserved endless spoiling. She hadn’t received such care and attention during her first several years of life, so he was determined to make up for it now.

Alex smiled bashfully, but she couldn’t deny that she was pleased. None of her previous romantic partners had ever expressed such a sentiment. Oh, they had paid for dinners and movie tickets, but that was just because it was what was expected. They never indicated she deserved pampering or that they wanted to do said pampering. Not like the Doctor.

Seeing her shy, slightly embarrassed smile, the Doctor quickly changed the subject. “Not a bad idea with the wrap. It is London in February out there.” Granted, Alex wouldn’t really feel the cold, but it was best to keep up appearances.

“True,” Alex agreed as she slipped on the capelet. She couldn’t help but sigh happily. Though she was highly against the use of real fur in fashion, she had to admit that the capelet’s fur lining was incredibly soft and warm.

On impulse, she opened the clutch’s brass clasps. What could the TARDIS have provided her with for the evening? Just as she had expected, the clutch was bigger on the inside, though not by much. It only took a little digging to spot everything tucked inside. Her lip gloss, a silver compact, her cell phone (presumably in case Amy and Rory needed to get a hold of them), a pair of opera glasses and. . .

“What?!” the Doctor cried at Alex’s gasp. He’d been examining the console controls, making sure nothing was amiss so they wouldn’t have to hurry back or delay their evening, so he hadn’t seen her going through the clutch, much less what had so obviously shocked her. “What is it, Ally?”

Hoping to God her face wasn’t bright red, Alex snapped the brass clasps shut. “Nothing!” she chirped. “Really,” she added softly, seeing his worried gaze. “It’s nothing, just a little something unexpected Gorgeous decided to include. Really, don’t worry about it.”

The Doctor studied her for a few moments before finally clearing his throat. “Well, then.” As one hand twirled his cane around (nearly hitting the monitor in the process), he offered the other to Alex. “Come, milady,” he smiled, assuming a posh accent. “Your evening of entertainment awaits.”

Alex grinned as she slipped her gloved hand into his. “I look forward to it, sir.”

Right before they reached the TARDIS doors, Alex suddenly drew them to a halt. Before the Doctor could ask her what was wrong, she was leaning up on tiptoe. “By the way,” she whispered into his ear, “if I forget to tell you later, I had a wonderful time tonight.”

She had no doubt about it. Tonight would be magnificent. Seeing the very first performance of her favorite play, meeting one of her favorite playwrights/authors, it was everything she had dreamed of all summer. So much pleasure, all for her.

And the four long red ropes, one for each limb, tucked at the bottom of her clutch ensured that the night’s pleasures were only just beginning.

Notes:

A/N: Okay, so, not dead, lol! I'm so sorry this chapter is coming two years late. It gave me no end of trouble and today, I thought, "Screw it", and polished it into something I'm happy with. It doesn't match my original plan for it, but I think it works all the same.

Next up is an adaptation of the BBC New Series Adventures book, Paradox Lost. Those chapters should be up fairly soon - I'm aiming for by the end of the month - as they just need to be filled out/edited.

Chapter 46: Paradox Lost Part 1

Notes:

A/N: This adventure is from the BBC New Adventures book, Paradox Lost, by George Mann. Lines of dialogue and description have been copied out just as they are in the book for authenticity's sake, but I took liberties with some descriptive parts and 'he said, she said' parts. I do not own Paradox Lost by George Mann.

Alex's outfit for this chapter can be viewed on my Tumblr, under the name 'darksideofparis'.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

London,June 10th, 2789

"Hold on!"

"Iamholding on!"

"Well . . . hold on a little tighter, then!" The Doctor shouted this while clutching the TARDIS console and hammering at the controls in what, to Rory, appeared to be a random fashion.

Alex seemed to be of a similar mind as her copper-colored eyes narrowed. "Doctor. . ." she said warningly.

"Erm. . . I think you might want to tell her what's going on now, Doctor," Rory said, in what he hoped was a conciliatory – and not at all panicked – fashion. "And while we're on the subject, I'd quite like to have a better idea myself, too. . .

"Ditto!" Amy shouted, gripping a section of console only steps away from the Time Lord.

Across from them, Rory made a grab for the railing while Alex wrapped her arms around the back of the jumpseat. Both held on for dear life as the entire ship shook and bucked around them. "I mean," Rory added, "for instance, are we all about to plummet to our deaths, or is this fairly typical for a journey to the Rambalian Cluster?"

Alex let out a particularly creative string of curses as the TARDIS jolted ominously. "I'm going with not!" she cried, sending another glare at the Doctor.

Her annoyance, however, went unnoticed by her boyfriend. He was too preoccupied with examining the console. Finally, after a few moments, he glanced up, brushing his floppy hair out of his eyes. It wasn't the only thing slightly off about his appearance. Somewhere along the line, the Doctor had discarded his tweed jacket and rolled up his sleeves. His bowtie was slightly off kilter, too. Had the situation not been so perilous, Alex would have happily indulged in raking her gaze up and down his form. Maybe even help him becomemoredisheveled. . .

She was pulled out of these thoughts as the TARDIS gave a sudden buck that reminded Alex of the mechanical bull she'd once ridden at a bar back in Bristol. She'd lasted a grand total of 3.5 seconds. But that bull was nothing compared to the frenetic pace the TARDIS was keeping as it seemingly bounced all over the time vortex.

Shaking her head, she looked up in time for the Doctor to meet her gaze. Seeing the worry in her eyes, he offered her an endearing smile. When he spoke again, his tone was calm and measured. "Well, I . . . I suppose we're sort of . . . crashing. In a manner of speaking." He turned back to the controls, as if that was the end of the matter.

Alex rolled her eyes.Oh, yes, that clears it all up!She was about to question him further, but Amy beat her to it.

"How can you crash 'in a manner of speaking'?" Though it was phrased as a demand, Rory could tell the exasperation in his wife's voice was very much affected. In fact, Amy looked as if she was actuallyenjoyingthe experience. He, on the other hand, felt decidedly queasy. He'd rather not have been crashing at all, let alone 'in a manner of speaking'. Even if this was the first time in days Amy had smiled.

"Well, not so muchcrashing, as smashing our way through a few roadblocks. Think of it more like a bad case of turbulence," the Doctor said, nearly tumbling over backwards with a sudden jolt, and only managing to maintain his balance by sticking a leg in the air and clinging resolutely to the console. "The old girl seems to want to take us somewhere in a bit of a hurry and she's jumping a few time tracks in order to do it. Just like a needle skipping in the grooves in an old record."

Amy looked at him blankly.

"Oh, now Idofeel old."

"But why?" Rory asked, his knuckles tightening on the rail as he was nearly knocked from his feet.

"Why do I feel old?" the Doctor said, a quizzical expression on his face. "Well, Rory, it's quite simple, really—"

"He meant why is the TARDIS taking us somewhere in a hurry?!" Alex snapped. Her nails dug into the jump seat, threatening to tear the leather covering.

The Doctor beamed. "That's the bit I haven't worked out yet," he revealed, leaning forward to pat the console fondly and glancing up at the time rotor. "But it's not like you to take shortcuts, is it?"

It took a moment for Rory to realize the Doctor was addressing the ship. As if in response, the TARDIS shuddered and vibrated, and then seemed to settle. Alex and Rory watched the Doctor and Amy for a moment as the latter two stood back from the console, glanced at each other, and then burst out giggling. Catching Rory's eye, Alex shook her head, her expression a mixture of exasperation and fondness. With a little smile, Rory shook his head right back.

With this moment of camaraderie, Alex and Rory tentatively released their holds on the jump seat and railing, respectively, afraid that the ship would suddenly jolt again, and they'd go tumbling over the edge of the central platform. Fortunately, the TARDIS issued its familiar grating wheeze and landed with a resoundingthump.

"We're there!" the Doctor announced, rushing around the console, flicking switches and turning dials. He stood back and grasped the sides of the hanging monitor, swinging it around so he could examine the readout.

"Where's 'there'?" Amy wondered as she came around to stand beside the Doctor, keen not to miss anything. She was wearing a red hoodie, a short black skirt with matching tights, and calf-high black boots. Rory watched her for a minute as she leaned in over the Doctor's shoulder. He still couldn't quite believe that she was his wife. Even with all the awful events of the last few months, he swore he was the luckiest man alive. Smiling to himself, he went over and joined them, Alex right on his heels.

"One thing's for sure. It's not the Rambalian Cluster," the Doctor said, running a hand through his hair. "Where have you brought us, old girl?" he said quietly, looking suddenly serious. "And why?" He tapped a fingertip thoughtfully against his forehead, then turned and clapped a hand on Rory's shoulder. "I suppose there's only one way to find out!" he announced brightly. Without another word, he grabbed Alex's hand and quickly led her down the stairs towards the door.

Alex yelped at the sudden move, but she was soon laughing. Despite her earlier irritation, it was nice to be like this again; the Doctor holding her hand, softly but firmly, leading her headlong into a brand-new adventure. After the events in Berlin just a few days ago, it was a normalcy she desperately needed.

Back on the platform, Rory watched as the Doctor flung open both doors and he and Alex disappeared into the bright sunshine that suddenly flooded in from outside. He looked at Amy. She had a mischievous grin on her face. "We're going after them, then?" he guessed, already knowing the answer.

"Too right we are!" Amy replied, grabbing his hand. "We're not letting them have all the fun." She led him down the steps towards the door. The Doctor and Alex were waiting for them there. The Doctor leaned with his back against the doorframe, silhouetted against the bright sun. One arm was wrapped around Alex's waist, keeping her nestled into his side.

"Come along, Pond. Places to go, things to see." The Doctor fiddled with his newly tied bowtie as if smartening himself up. He'd also managed to reclaim his jacket. "And you, Rory. Chop, chop. No time to waste. You're going to want to see this."

"See what?" Rory said as he followed the others out into the street. He glanced around, shielding his eyes against the sun and taking in the vista. "Oh," he continued. "That."

They were standing on the embankment of a wide river, looking out over a futuristic cityscape of the kind Rory had only ever imagined from reading science fiction novels and comic books when he was younger. Glittering towers of metal and glass seemed to extrude from the ground, twisting organically, toward the sky. Large, covered complexes sat squat beside the river, built – or perhaps evengrown– from a substance that resembled pink coral. Huge glass domes encapsulated what looked like forests or plantations amongst all the habitation. Brimming with leafy green trees and lush vines, they punctuated the urban sprawl, little havens of wildlife in the midst of the angular chaos.

Above, the sky was crisscrossed with the vapor trails of scudding aircraft, and below, the river was a hive of activity, buzzing with strange little boats and floating platforms. Amidst all of this shining modernity, however, Rory could see ancient-looking buildings nestling in the shadows, old fashioned brick-built houses and churches of the sort that were old even in his day.

"What is this place?" he asked, drinking it all in.

Amy squeezed his hand even more tightly in excitement. "Is it another alien planet?"

The Doctor shook his head. "No. It's Earth. London, to be precise. And," he sniffed at the air, then licked his finger and held it up to the breeze, "judging by the look and smell of the place, I'd say it was some time in the 28th century."

"You really need to teach me how to do that," Alex said, her now light green eyes marveling at the city before her.

The Doctor grinned down at her. "I'll add it to the list."

"London?" Rory breathed, incredulous. "Really? Everything's so . . . different."

The Doctor laughed. "Am I often wrong about these things, Rory?"

Rory shrugged.Well, you're not always right,he thought, but kept that comment to himself.

Alex, thinking the very same thing, shot the Doctor an impish expression. "Do you really want him to answer that, Doc?" she smirked, her eyes shining in mirth.

His own eyes twinkling, the Doctor shot her a mock glare. "Hush it, you," he scolded playfully, before focusing back on the city. "Look, there are the Houses of Parliament." He pointed across the river to the now incredibly ancient – but still stately – buildings on the other side. Big Ben remained where it had always stood, proud amongst the surrounding spires that now dwarfed it, but almost lost among those later, futuristic developments. "And that's Westminster Bridge, if I'm not mistaken." He indicated a little further along the river. "They manage to preserve a lot of it. At least for another few decades, anyway."

Rory's brow furrowed. "What happens in a few decades?"

"Please tell me they don't go the way of the Notre Dame," Alex begged. She'd been devastated when the Doctor told her of the fire that would destroy part of the famed cathedral's roof in 2019, only a few years away in her time. She really didn't want to hear of a similar fate befalling other famous, beautiful, historic buildings.

The Doctor merely frowned. "Good questions, you two. But more importantly, why has the TARDIS brought us here, to this specific time and place, and in such a hurry?"

Alex sighed but didn't try to press him for answers. He was right, after all. Whyhadthe TARDIS brought them here? Based on the time machine's frenzied flight through the vortex, something that needed urgent attention was happening here, but what? Just going off the scenery alone, nothing appeared to be amiss.

She, Amy, and Rory lapsed into silence while the Doctor seemed to be considering the answer to his own question. He paced back and forth, drumming his fingers against his temples.

"What's going on over there?" Amy suddenly asked. She had finally relinquished Rory's hand and had wandered over to the railing that separated the street from the embankment below. She leaned over and pointed to a small group of people who were gathered by the water's edge, lifting something tentatively out of the river on a large pallet. There were at least five men and women, plus a handful of divers bobbing up and down in the water, their faces hidden behind breathing apparatus. Large frames of scaffolding had been erected along the embankment close to where they were working, covered in flapping tarpaulins.

The Doctor produced a small pair of binoculars from inside his jacket and put them to his eyes. "I don't know, but it looks interesting." Suddenly registering a persistent tapping on his shoulder, he quickly handed the binoculars to Alex.

Alex smiled her thanks before peering through the binoculars. "Kinda looks like an archaeological dig," she said with a frown. Was her voice tight or was it just her? Either way, she prayed that Amy and Rory hadn't noticed.

They hadn't, but the Doctor did. He also saw how Alex was gripping the binoculars so tight, her fingers had turned white. Keeping his face neutral, he carefully pried the binoculars out of her grasp. "Just what I was thinking, Ally," he said coolly, before placing the device back to his eyes. His hearts beat in trepidation as he scanned the embankment for a mass of blonde curls.

It hadn't even been a week since their encounter with Melody/Mels/River Song in Nazi Berlin. None of the TARDIS inhabitants would claim to be completely recovered from the incident, let alone the intertwining events that had preceded it. The Doctor had come to the grim realization that, much like the Time War for him, he, Alex, Amy, and Rory would be permanently affected by Demons Run, the Silence, Kovarian, River, all of it for the rest of their days, no matter how much time had passed.

The past few days had mainly been spent in the vortex, each couple taking their own approach in recovering from Berlin. Amy and Rory, the Doctor knew, had mainly sequestered themselves in their room discussing, amongst other issues, what to do about Mels/River's belongings and overall presence in Leadworth. Neither conversation, the Doctor was sure, had been pleasant. The red-rimmed eyes both Ponds had been sporting in recent days attested to that.

What result the conversations had achieved, if any result at all, was unknown. The Doctor wasn't about to pry. He was sure that when the Ponds were ready, they would discuss everything with him and Alex.

As for the Doctor himself, he and Alex had also spent the majority of their time in a bedroom, though their choice of activity was more . . .excitingthan Amy and Rory's. The four long red ropes the TARDIS had cheekily provided had gotten alotof use over the past few days. As had his sketchpad.

They did manage to have a serious conversation of their own though, and a thoroughly successful one at that. Alex had officially moved into the Doctor's bedroom. No packing of boxes or suitcases was even required. Just moments after Alex eagerly agreed to his request, the TARDIS had promptly transferred all of her belongings into the bedroom and bathroom. Just seeing her Chanel No. 5 perfume next to his bottle of cologne on the bathroom counter gave the Doctor's hearts a little thrill.

All that to say, the wounds they'd gained in Berlin were healing, but they still hurt. There was still so much to decide, so much left unsaid. And seeing River not even a week after dealing with a younger, psychotic version of her . . . the Doctor didn't know if any of them could handle it.

Fortunately, he didn't see any sign of River on the embankment. But that still didn't mean they should go down there. Anxious as he was for an adventure, he wouldn't risk upsetting Amy and Rory with a potential reminder of their daughter.

But before he could make up his mind one way or the other, it was Amy, of all people, who made the decision for him. "Then let's go and take a look," she said, starting out in the direction of the excavation. "You like museums, don't you, Doctor? Here's your chance to see something new."

"Something old," Rory corrected her. "You mean something old."

Amy seemed to ignore this. After a few steps, she turned to look back over her shoulder to see if they were following, and the Doctor caught her eye. "You've got that look in your eye, Pond."

"What look?" she replied with mock-sweetness, as if she had no idea at all what he was getting at.

"Like you're planning mischief," said the Doctor. He grinned at Rory and Alex, and then turned back to Amy. "That's good. I like mischief. Mischief is what we need. Now," he clapped his hands together with resolve, taking all three of them in with an expansive gesture, "let's go and see what they've found in the river!"

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"This looksspectacularlyinteresting!" the Doctor announced loudly and with a little too much enthusiasm as the four of them walked along the embankment towards the team of archaeologists. A number of men and women were huddled around the pallet bickering loudly, preventing Alex from getting a good view of whatever it was they had lifted out of the river. Others were drifting to and fro, ducking in and out of their work tents.

Upon hearing the Doctor's exclamation, one of their number, the woman they'd all spotted from above, turned to regard them as they approached. She was clearly in charge: she was holding some sort of complicated computer device for a start, and she was wearing a smart blue suit rather than the more casual attire of the others in her group. She was in her mid-to-late forties, by Alex's estimation, and was pretty and well coiffured. More importantly, she wasnotRiver Song.

"Can I help you?" she said to the Doctor, who raised an eyebrow at her unnecessarily severe tone. He reached for his psychic paper and flashed it before her in a rather cursory fashion.

"I do hope so," he answered. "We're here to make an inspection."

The woman narrowed her eyes. "An inspection, you say?"

The Doctor nodded. "Yes, that's right. New procedure, nothing to worry about. We just need to take a look at the site to ensure everything is in order." He loomed over the woman, trying to see, but she blocked his way. "Everythingisin order, isn't it?"

"Yes, of course it is. All the finds are being logged and recorded in the marquees over there. I can't imagine there's anything the city conservation board would find interesting though."

Since the Doctor now looked as though he was trying to wrap his head around the psychic paper's disguise for them, Alex decided to step in. "The city conservation board," she began in her best official, no-nonsense tone, "is focused on preserving London and all of its resources, which naturally extends to the River Thames." To emphasize her point, she nodded towards the river. "We need to make sure this artifact you've found has not contaminated the river in any way, as well as make sure it isn't a threat to the city population."

The woman shifted slightly, evidently not having considered that possibility.

The Doctor shot Alex a quick grin. His Ally really was quite impressive. "So," he said, "what's that, on the pallet over there?"

"Nothing but a rusty lump of recently dumped equipment." The woman shrugged. "You'll be wasting your time with that."

"Nevertheless, we'd like to take a look," Alex insisted, still in an official voice.

"If you must." The woman stepped to one side to allow the Doctor and Alex to pass.

"I'm Amy, by the way," Amy spoke up, stepping forward and offering the woman her hand. "This is Rory, andthey'rethe Doctor and Alex."

"Hmmm," the woman hummed. She took Amy's hand. "Patricia Young."

"So, what is it you've dredged out of the river, Ms. Young?" Amy asked diplomatically, as if in apology for the Doctor and Alex. "We saw you lifting it out on a pallet."

Rory was half-listening to the conversation and half-trying to see over the Doctor and Alex's shoulders as the couple jostled their way to the front of the assembled group of people and dropped to their haunches, examining the find.

"An Artificial Intelligence unit," the woman, Patricia, continued. "It's a recent model, one of those 'nearly human' things that have only been on the market for a few months. It's covered in rust and bits of it are missing. Someone's obviously got more money than sense."

"Why's that?" Amy asked.

Patricia gave her a sideways glance. "Because they cost an absolutefortune," she said, shaking her head. "More than I could afford. And here's someone dumping one in the Thames."

"People don't change," Rory said with a sigh. He turned, glancing up and down the street. He had the vague sense that he was being watched, but he couldn't see anyone else about. He turned back to Patricia and Amy.

Amy gave him an inquisitive look. He shrugged, presuming it was just his imagination. Spending so much time with the Doctor, as well as their recent tangles with the Silence, it was no wonder he was beginning to get spooked by his own shadow.

"Amy? Rory? Come tell us what you make of this." The Doctor and Alex's voices floated over the noise of the buzzing river tugs. The little cluster of archaeologists had begun to disperse, drifting away to the marquees and – Rory assumed – what they considered to be the more interesting finds.

Rory walked over to stand beside the Doctor and Alex. Amy, he realized, was right behind him.

The Doctor and Alex were crouched over the pallet, which had been laid out carefully on the embankment and was basically just a plastic stretcher covered in a blue tarpaulin. Upon this makeshift platform rested what looked like the ancient remains of a human being, not unlike a mummy dragged from the bottom of a peat bog. Rory had seen one of those in the British Museum as a child and the image had stayed with him ever since: its twisted, misshapen face, its wrinkled flesh like waxy clay.

This figure was missing one arm, and its left leg was gone from below the knee. Its body – a series of interlocking metal plates encasing a steel skeleton – was thick with brown rust and corrosion. Clumps of rubbery flesh still clung resolutely to its midriff and in patches across its chest. Bunches of exposed wires could be seen between the rusted plates of its joints and its face was frozen in a rictus snarl; enamel teeth exposed in the jaws where the fleshy covering had peeled away.

The Doctor was running his hands over it, a fascinated expression on his face. Alex merely contemplated the figure, her eyebrows pinched together in thought. Her hand started towards her sonic necklace, but the Doctor beat her to it. He reached into his pocket and extracted his sonic screwdriver, flipping it out so that the four fingers of its retractable casing sprung open like petals. He waved it over the AI's head. It emitted its familiar buzzing sound. Then, standing up and spinning around on the spot, the Doctor turned to face Patricia.

"How long did you say these AI's have been on the market?"

Patricia shrugged. "Two, maybe three months."

"That's very odd," the Doctor said, tapping the sonic against his chin. "Very odd indeed."

Alex pulled her necklace charm out from under the collar of her black, long-sleeved velvet shirt, and quickly scanned the AI. Reading the results, her brow furrowed. "That's odd," she echoed. Turning to look over her shoulder at the group, she announced, "This particular AI has been in the water forcenturies."

Patricia almost guffawed. "That's impossible!" she cried, striding forward. "Absolutely impossible!"

The Doctor grinned. "Precisely!" He turned around, clearly animated now. "But look at it! It's made from a plastic-bonded titanium alloy. State of the art! It could never have corroded like that in a couple of months. It's been in there for ages."

"And in addition," Alex added, "by lifting it out of the water, you lot have somehow managed to reactivate it." She tilted her head thoughtfully as she continued to study the necklace's psychic readout. "There's some residual power in the chest unit."

Giving her an approving nod, the Doctor dropped to his knees, once again firing up the sonic. "Exactly, Ally. If I can just. . ." He screwed up his face in concentration. "There!"

One of the AI's eyes suddenly blinked, and Rory took an involuntary step backwards.

"Ow!" Amy shouted, slapping his arm. "Watch my toes!"

"Sorry," Rory said sheepishly, shuffling his feet. He found the entire scene rather creepy. It was like watching an ancient corpse suddenly stir and return to life, like something out of a zombie film. Yet he couldn't tear his eyes away from the corroded shell of the AI. He watched with fascination as it tried to turn its head but failed as the rusted joints had little or no movement left in them. Its arm twitched spasmodically, and then it tried to speak.

"Doc. . .tor. . ." The word was clear, but spoken in such a broken, mechanical voice that it took Rory a moment to realize its significance. "Doc. . .tor. . ."

"Um, Doc?" Alex squeaked. She placed a hand on the Doctor's shoulder, though it was more for her comfort than his. "It's saying your name."

"Yes," he replied. "Although it's most likely a different person it's asking for. The person who built it, perhaps?"

Alex wasn't so sure. Warily, she watched the AI's left eye blink again. There was a dull glow now, emanating from deep within the dark socket. Its head turned fractionally as it tried to look up at the Doctor. "Doc. . .tor. . ."

"Err, Doctor. I actually do think it's you that it wants," Rory piped up with a mixture of bafflement and amazement.

"Doc. . .tor. . ."

"Yes, I'm here," the Doctor told it. "I'm here." He gave the AI another buzz with the sonic. Nothing happened for a second, and then all of a sudden the AI sat up, twisted to face the Doctor, and grabbed the lapel of his tween jacket in its one remaining fist.

The Doctor started and pulled back, but the AI held him firm, dragging him closer so that his face was near to its own eerie visage. "Oooh. Interesting," he murmured, with a frown. "Now I wasn't expectingthat."

The AI's unexpected action made Alex yelp, while Amy and Rory jumped. The archaeologists were all backing off too, Patricia included. But Alex forced herself to remain kneeling beside the Doctor, ready to help defend him in case the AI proved hostile. "Doctor," she said, her voice low, her gaze fixed warily on the AI.

The Doctor let out a long exhalation. "It's all right, Ally," he said, speaking in his calmest voice so as not to alarm her. Or the AI. "Just stay calm, love. I have the situationcompletelyunder control."

The AI shifted slightly in order to glance over at Amy, Rory, and Alex with its working eye. The sounds of its movements were like the screams of an animal being tortured, as the metal plating, so long in the water, creaked and grated against each other in protest. Alex could hear something else, too, a whirring sound coming from deep inside it. When it turned back to the Doctor, it began to speak once more, but this time its voice was calm and measured, with a neutral, male, English accent. The sound seemed to emanate from within the chest of the machine, as its badly damaged mouth did not appear to move. To Rory, this made the decrepit thing seem even creepier than it had been before.

"Doctor. Can you hear me?" it said.

The Doctor nodded, as best as he could with the thing still grabbing hold of him. "Yes, I can hear you."

"I do not have long before this residual power is gone and the remnants of my mind decay. I have waited a thousand years in the water for you to come, conserving what strength I had left. I have a warning for you."

"Go on," the Doctor requested, darkly. "I'm listening." Beside him, Alex stiffened in wary anticipation.

"The Squall are coming. Gradius's experimental ship has torn a hole in time and the hive is manifesting in the past. Everyone is in grave danger. You told me. . ." The remains of the AI slumped forward, its fingers loosening on the Doctor's jacket as its voice became nothing but a long, grating drone. The Doctor caught the machine as it crumpled, laying it down gently upon the pallet. Its strange, half-rotten face stared up at them, unmoving.

The Doctor sat back, an unreadable expression on his face.Never a good sign,Alex thought, her brow furrowing. Knowing that he wouldn't likely be willing to answer questions just yet, she instead did her best to comfort him. Because there was no doubt that whatever this 'Squall' was, it wasn't good.Everyone is in grave danger, the AI had said. The Doctor's expression told Alex that the android spoke the truth.

Gently, she placed one hand on his shoulder. Almost immediately, the tense muscles beneath her fingers loosened. Alex started to rest her other hand on the Doctor's thigh, only to yelp and jump back as the AI suddenly shifted again, its hand scrabbling over the side of the skid, scraping on the ground.

"And Doc. . .tor. . ." Its voice was once again a dull, metallic hiss. "Don't forget. . .to. . .modulate. . .th. . .frequency."

The light in the machine's eyes blinked out, and all was quiet.

Except for Amy.

"Doctor? What's going on?" Amy sounded uneasy, as if what the AI had said to the Doctor had robbed her of her earlier exuberance.

It probably had. Alex didn't blame her.Everyone is in grave danger. The AI's ominous words ran through her mind, alongside a rising flame of anger. Hadn't theyjustfaced a grave danger situation? Hell, weren't they still technically in one? The revelation of River's identity and her mental turnaround in Berlin had answered a lot of their questions regarding Kovarian and the Silence, but there were still so many more whose answers they could only guess at.

The Silence situation, Alex knew, was far from over. At most, they had just landed a temporary reprieve from it. But they were all still healing from Berlin. Amy. . . Ten minutes ago, that was the happiest she'd seen Amy in days. Alex knew she and Rory both would tolerate a bucking bronco of a TARDIS if it meant seeing Amy smile and laugh again.

She doubted this Squall threat would accomplish that.

She was pulled out of these bleak thoughts by the Doctor's reply. "I don't know, Amy," he said softly, still with that unreadable expression, "but I'm sure it has something to do with the reason the TARDIS brought us here."

Rory stepped forward. "Can't you find an alternative power source, Doctor?"

"Yeah!" Alex cried, nodding enthusiastically. "Just plug the AI into the TARDIS and reactivate it so you can hear the rest of its message."

But the Doctor shook his head. "No. It used the last of its power to speak. Now that the reserve has been spent, there's nothing left to hold its mind together. Its neural matrix will have already collapsed." He got to his feet, helped Alex up, then dusted himself down. "We'll just have to get to the bottom of it ourselves."

Alex sighed, but she wasn't surprised. Nor did she really want to turn tale and run in the other direction. If there was a serious threat to humanity brewing, she wanted to stop it before it could reach fruition.

"It was about to say something that it claimed you'd told it. But how could that be right? How could you have told it something?" Amy wondered, a puzzled expression on her face.

Alex gave her a dry look. "Really, Amelia? What, exactly, do we travel in?"

Remembering the TARDIS (not to mention her daughter's own convoluted timeline), Amy smiled sheepishly.

The Doctor gave Alex a nod, a slight, proud smile on his lips. "Ally's right. It must have been referring to something that hasn't happened yet. For me, at least. The AI's past, my future. That sort of thing."Like I haven't dealt with that enough lately,he thought wryly, tugging at his hair.

"And what about all that stuff about Gradius and a hole in time? It said everyone was in grave danger." Amy glanced at Rory, and he tried to offer her a reassuring smile.

"Ah, well, that's a lot clearer. Someone in this period has been conducting experiments with time. It looks as if they sent an experimental ship back a thousand years, taking this AI with them. Something must have happened, and it's been in the water ever since. Waiting for us." The Doctor seemed suddenly animated now as he began to unpick at things, teasing the meaning out of what little the AI had said.

"But why is that dangerous?" Rory asked. "You go traveling through time and space all the time." He glanced over at Patricia Young, who, he suddenly remembered with a cringe, was still standing nearby. Her face was stony and unreadable, and she was watching the Doctor and Alex with suspicion. Rory could tell from her expression that she no longer believed they were representatives of the city conservation board.

Alex followed Rory's line of sight and grimaced.Oh well,she thought.Still a personal best for us.She turned back to the Doctor, who barely seemed to notice that their cover had been blown. He was far too focused on Rory's query.

"Rory, Rory!" he cried, pacing back and forth. "You can't just go blithely swanning about the universe, cutting great swathes through time. My people learned that long ago, and they worked out a way to manipulate the Vortex safely, to pass through without leaving great rents in their wake. There are things out there in the darkness, lurking outside of the universe, waiting to find a way in."

"The Squall," Amy said.

"The Squall," the Doctor confirmed, nodding. "Amongst others."

"What, exactly, are the Squall?" Alex asked, crossing her arms in preparation.

The Doctor took a deep breath before he began, as though bracing himself. "The Squall are a race of parasites, creatures that cling to a paltry existence outside the realms of normal time and space, always looking for a means to get to the gooey core of the physical universe where you and I exist." The Doctor mashed his hands together as he said the words 'gooey core', and Rory couldn't help thinking of the fondant center of a chocolate egg. "The Squall feed on psychic energy, absorbing it to establish new hives. They spread like a plague, a contagion of the whole universe. And if they are not stopped, they will strip the Earth clean. . ."

"Then what do we have to do?" Amy asked, showing signs of her usual resilience (much to her husband and friend's relief). "Where do we find these Squall creatures?"

The Doctor shook his head. "You, Amy Pond, are staying exactly where you are. Here, in the 28th century."

"But—"

"No buts! No questions!" He wagged his finger dramatically. "The Squall are extremely dangerous, and they need to be stopped. Alex and I are taking the TARDIS back to. . .um. . ." He paused to run the sonic screwdriver over the remains of the AI before examining the readout. "The sixteenth of October 1910. The day before this sorry specimen met its end in the water. You and Rory need to find this Gradius fellow and put a stop to these experiments he's been carrying out. Whatever happens, he can't go tearing more holes in the universe. There's no use in me and Alex patching things up in 1910 if more dimensional holes are going to start popping up left, right, and center. If the Squall manage to infest any more time periods, they'll gain a foothold in this universe. There's no time to waste. You need to stop Gradius as a matter of urgency. Got that?"

"Got it," Amy affirmed, grinning. "Come on, Rory. Let's go and see what the 28th century has to offer."

Rory couldn't help feeling a little apprehensive about the sudden change of plan. "Doctor, what if something happens to you and Alex in 1910? Won't Amy and I end up stuck here with no way of getting home?" He tried to ignore the sharp elbow he received in the ribs from his wife for his trouble.

"Rory, would I let you down?" The Doctor grinned, with a look that Rory imagined was meant to inspire great confidence. "We'll be back before you know it. A quick hop to 1910, plug the dimensional hole, find a way to get rid of the monsters. . . You won't even know we've been gone."

Seeing that Rory still appeared reluctant, Alex gave him a soft smile. "Don't worry, Rory. I'll keep him in line."

"Exactly. . . OI!"

Rory chuckled and gave the two a winning smile as Amy quickly dragged him away, eager to explore the 28th century and find this Gradius person.

"And you, Ms. Young," the Doctor declared, beaming and spinning about to face Patricia, who was now standing with a small group of archaeologists and divers, watching the exchange between the Doctor and his companions with some interest. "I'm pleased to report that the city conservation board are satisfied with everything you're doing here." He waved his hand to indicate the remains of the AI as he started off toward the TARDIS at a run, tugging Alex along behind him.

Alex shook her head at his tweed-clad back. "Please continue with what you were doing!" she called over her shoulder.

Patricia Young, shaking her own head, watched them go with a bemused expression on her face. "Come on, boys," she said after a minute, resignedly. "Let's get this thing back to the lab."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

London, October 16th, 1910

Professor Archibald Angelchrist had yet to see one of the creatures for himself, but he'd read the descriptions in the police reports, and he knew, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that they were real. The newspapers, of course, told a different story, attributing the recent rash of disappearances to the work of a serial killer or a criminal organization. They argued that the rumors about the creatures were simply that – rumors, started by those responsible to create a climate of fear and to throw the police off their trail.

Angelchrist knew from experience, however, that most criminals were not that clever, and even those who were would be unlikely to go about blaming unearthly demons for their handiwork. No, Angelchrist wholeheartedly believed in monsters. He knew they existed because he'd encountered their like before.

He'd been retired for five long, quiet years now, but before that, before he'd been put out to pasture, he'd worked for the secret service as a scientific advisor, and as such he'd been party to all sorts of information about the various alien incursions that had plagued the country over the years. From the earliest surviving records, the history of Britain was a colorful account of the battles that had been lost and won against foes both human and alien. Angelchrist himself had fought against such unnatural interlopers on more than one occasion – strange tentacle things that had clambered out of the Thames; people possessed by an apparently extraterrestrial virus that drove them murderously insane; ancient entities awoken from their tombs beneath Edinburgh. Of course, the truth of such matters had been kept from the public in the interests of their own protection, but nevertheless, Angelchrist was well aware of the reality: that monsters lurked around every corner, that the universe teemed with life, and that the human race was not, as it seemed to consider itself, at the center of everything.

It had come as no great surprise to Angelchrist then to discover that London was being slowly overrun by this new breed of demon: tall, bipedal creatures that left their victims lying in the gutters weeping blood. What concerned him most, though, was the fact that nobody seemed to be doing anything about it.

It was with that in mind that he had taken it upon himself to investigate the matter.

He knew he was no spring chicken – that he was most definitely past his prime – but his gray moustache was still peppered with traces of its original raven-black, and he was still fit and mobile. And besides, he had experience on his side.

He'd started by mapping the attacks and sightings that had been reported over the course of the previous few days, pinning them up on the laboratory wall. It had become immediately clear to him that the police were already barking up the wrong tree. They had gotten into their heads that whoever – or whatever – was responsible for the attacks was working alone. Angelchrist could tell from the pattern of the incidents, however, that they were wrong. There were at least three of the creatures on the loose. What was more, they seemed to be behaving in a territorial fashion, maintaining their own hunting grounds distinct from one another.

Consequently, he had selected one of those territories – the area between Hyde Park and the river – and now stood on Cheyne Walk in the dusk, watching, waiting. He knew if he were patient, he would see it. A number of the bodies had been discovered in the area, and if he set himself up as bait, as easy prey, surely it would come for him. It would certainly get a surprise when it did.

The night was drawing in now, though, and Angelchrist was growing cold. The swirling fog that had been threatening to descend on the city all afternoon was finally beginning to settle; long, ghostly fingers wrapping themselves around streetlamps and the masts of boats moored in the river. The moon was a bright bauble hanging low overhead, and his breath was fogging as he leaned heavily on his cane. Another hour and he'd have to head home to Grosvenor Square. Even inside his gloves, his fingers were beginning to grow numb, and his long, black overcoat and hat were offering little protection from the penetrating chill.

Angelchrist turned at the sound of footsteps in the distance. He stiffened, imagining the creature lurking there unseen, but then he heard the bark of a man's drunken laughter, and realized it was probably a crewman from one of the boats returning to his bunk. He turned back to the river, sighing with a mixture of disappointment and relief, and that was when he saw it, looming out of the fog a short distance from where he was standing.

It was just as he'd imagined it from the descriptions: tall, gangly, and angular, with a slightly elongated head and a face that resembled that of a bat. Its flesh was gray and smooth, and its hands terminated in vicious claws that twitched in anticipation of what was to come. Beneath its arms hung loose flaps of skin – membranes, he presumed, for enabling it to glide through the air.

This particular specimen, however, was currently on foot, and as it came towards him, baring its fangs, Angelchrist knew that he was going to have to put up an exceptionably good fight. He raised his cane and brandished it before him like a sword, as if in warning the creature to keep back. It snarled like an animal in response, and it occurred to Angelchrist that the thing wasn't necessarily blessed with intelligence or self-awareness. That, of course, made it even more of a dangerous foe. It would fight like a ravenous animal for all it was worth.

The creature stalked forward, its red eyes blazing, and Angelchrist swung his cane, leveling a blow at the side of its head. The creature shrieked in fury, but its reactions were lightning fast, and it brushed aside his attack with a sweep of its arm. Angelchrist stepped back, trying to buy himself some more time. All he needed to do was knock it unconscious. A few stiff blows to the head would do it, he was sure.

He raised his arm and swung at the beast again, this time throwing all of his weight behind the motion. The cane struck home with a loud thud and the creature staggered back, shaking its head as if attempting to clear the disorientation caused by the blow. Angelchrist pressed forward, hoping to capitalize on his success, but the creature reared up again, swiping at him with its talons. They slashed through the front of his coat, scattering buttons and shreds of fabric across the cobbled road.

"Get back, beast!" Angelchrist bellowed, lurching forward with a roundhouse punch that connected squarely with the creature's jaw. It would have been enough to fell a man, but the creature reeled for only a moment before its long, bony fingers whipped out and closed around Angelchrist's throat. He choked and tried to kick at the thing, but it was agile and avoided his frantic attempts to take its legs out from beneath it.

The fingers tightened around his throat, but worse, Angelchrist could feel the creature doing something else to him, somehow probing around inside his mind, as if it were sifting through his memories, tugging at them, trying to prize them free. He felt tears running down his cheeks and realized it was warm blood, trickling from the corners of his eyes. Enraged, he raised his cane and lashed out at the beast, striking it hard across the temple. Its grip on his throat loosened for a second and he pressed his advantage, shoving it forcefully back and striking it repeatedly, intent on dazing it.

It was at that point, just as Angelchrist was beginning to gain the upper hand, that a tall, thin man in a tweed jacket came barreling out of a nearby alleyway, skidded to a halt a few steps away, and raised some sort of bizarre glowing device above his head.

Behind him came another figure, this one a young woman. Her clothing was like nothing Angelchrist had ever seen. Rather than a floor-length dress and petticoats, she wore an indecently short denim skirt that showed off her black stocking-clad legs, a long-sleeved black velvet shirt, a black leather jacket, and black combat boots. For jewelry, Angelchrist spotted ridiculously large gold hoops hanging from her lobes and a gold necklace decorated with moon and star charms. Her long, brown-blonde hair was unpinned, flowing freely down her back. She kept slightly behind her companion as they rushed forward, but her wide-eyed gaze was firmly fixed on the creature.

"Don't worry!" the man called, still wielding the glowing device over his head. "I've got everything under control." Unseen by him, his companion's brow furrowed, clearly dubious of this statement.

He marched forward in the direction of the beast, waving his contraption in the air as if it were a magic wand and he a conjurer casting an enchantment to dispel the beast. Angelchrist realized the device was emitting an unusual buzzing sound.

Whatever the man was doing, it worked, for almost immediately the creature began to back away, clutching its hands to the sides of its head. Angelchrist raised his cane as if to strike it again, but he wasn't quick enough, and before he could make his move the creature had fled, hurtling away along the street. He lowered his cane in frustration.

"You okay, Doc?" the young woman asked. Angelchrist was surprised to hear an American accent.

"Fine, Ally," her companion answered. The two then sidled over to Angelchrist, the young man looking pleased with himself. "Hello," he said, beaming. "I'm the Doctor and this is Alex."

Angelchrist watched with dismay as the creature made off into the night. "No! What are you doing? Are you mad?" He took a few steps forward as if to go after the creature, but stopped when he realized it was already too late. He watched it dive over the side of the embankment, disappearing from view for a moment before rising up again on the zephyrs, sailing away into the foggy night on its membranous wings.

"Beautiful creatures, the Squall," the Doctor said, he and Alex coming up to stand beside Angelchrist. "But quite deadly. Especially if there's more than one of them."

Angelchrist turned to regard this strange, gawky man who had appeared out of nowhere to foil his plans. "You fool!" he exclaimed, trying to bite back his frustration. "I almost had it!"

"You almost had it? What. . .you mean. . . No! You weren't trying to catch that thing, were you?" the Doctor said, sounding impressed.

Alex, in stark contrast, gaped incredulously.He's either incredibly brave or incredibly stupid,she thought. Even with the experience she'd gained in traveling with the Doctor, she wouldn't have touched one of those creatures with a twenty-foot pole.

"I most certainly was," Angelchrist replied hotly. "And I would have managed it too, if you hadn't intervened with your strange contraption." He sighed, attempting to compose himself. He supposed the fellow had only been trying to help. "I imagine I owe you an apology for the brusqueness of my tone. Thank you for your assistance."

"You're very welcome," the Doctor nodded. "I admire your bravery, Mr. . .?"

"Professor Angelchrist."

". . .Professor Angelchrist, but you really don't want to get on the wrong side of one of those creatures. It'll suck out all of your psychic energy before you know it. Oh. . . Look, you're bleeding. Here." The Doctor produced a handkerchief from his jacket pocket with a flourish, and then promptly dropped it on the ground. He looked down as it settled in a brackish puddle.

Alex sighed. "Smooth, Doc," she said dryly.

The Doctor shot her a defensive look before turning back to Angelchrist. "Ah. Right. Well. . .yes. You might want to take a look." He made circles beneath his eyes with his two forefingers.

Angelchrist looked him up and down appraisingly. There was something odd about him. His eyes were fiercely bright and intelligent, and he obviously knew what he was talking about, but his manner was . . . unusual, to say the least. He was young and carried himself with a certain awkwardness, like a child who had only recently learned to walk.

Angelchrist took a handkerchief from his own pocket and dabbed at his cheeks. The Doctor had been right – he'd definitely been bleeding, just like the victims he'd seen described in the police reports. He wiped his eyes. Thankfully it seemed to have stopped.

"You're lucky it didn't have time to do any lasting harm," the Doctor continued. He and Alex were watching Angelchrist with interest. "A few seconds longer and you'd have been dead." He rubbed his hand over his chin in thought. "Still, something's not right. Something's wrong with this picture." He frowned, leaning in and studying Angelchrist's face a little too closely for comfort, as if he expected to find the answer hidden in the lines on the man's face. Then, a moment later, his face lit up in apparent jubilation. He clicked his fingers. "Yes! That's it! I know what's wrong. You threw me there, for a minute, professor." He was grinning now, like the cat that got the proverbial cream.

"What are you going on about, Doctor? What's wrong?" Angelchrist was more perplexed than outraged by the Doctor's bumbling familiarity.

"I think I know." Alex's currently dark green eyes roamed over Angelchrist, her head tilted in thought. "Most people who encountered a creature such as the Squall would be scared out of their mind, or frantically trying to deny its existence. But you aren't."

"She's right," the Doctor said, his expression suddenly changing to a serious one. "You should be very,veryscared."

Angelchrist was momentarily taken aback by the alteration in tone. "Well . . . I. . . Look here, you two! I'll have you know I've encountered more beasts of that sort than you've had hot dinners!"

The Doctor laughed heartily. Even Alex couldn't hold back a few giggles. "Oh, I sincerely doubt that, professor," the Doctor chuckled. "But good on you! Good for you! Getting stuck in there." He punched Angelchrist gently on the arm, and then looked vaguely embarrassed.

"Who are you, Doctor? Alex?" Angelchrist wondered.

The Doctor smiled, and his eyes seemed to flash in the movement. "I'm the one the monsters are scared of," he said cryptically, and Angelchrist didn't detect even a hint of irony.

He looked expectantly at Alex.

Alex's lips, tinted a dark berry color, curved upwards, but it wasn't quite a smile. More of a grimace trying to masquerade as a smile. "Someone they really shouldn't piss off." Her eyes, normally so full of compassion and eagerness, were now hard, the dark green irises bordering on black. In that moment, anyone that wished her harm would surely have thought twice before doing so.

Angelchrist, most decidedlynotin that camp, just blinked at them. "You're not from around here, are you?"

"Not exactly," Alex agreed, her dark gaze softening as she glanced down and tugged self-consciously at her skirt.

"It's a long story," the Doctor replied. "A good one, admittedly, filled with lots of gadding about and danger and adventure and a pretty girl," he paused to wink at Alex, delighting in her ensuing blush, "but very long, and it's cold out here. And besides, it's far more important you tell us why you were trying to catch that thing."

"What was it you called it?" Angelchrist asked.

"A Squall," Alex said. She kept her gaze firmly fixed on Angelchrist as she said, "It's an alien from another dimensional plane."

If she expected Angelchrist to balk, say she was talking nonsense, she was sorely mistaken. Angelchrist didn't so much as blink at the information, nor at what the Doctor said next.

"A parasite with an insatiable appetite for psychic energy." He brushed his hair from his eyes. "It certainly wouldn't have taken kindly to being put in a cage. It wouldn't have proved any less dangerous, either."

Angelchrist shrugged. "Someone needs to do something. To stop them. People are dying, and Scotland Yard is still saying it's the work of a serial killer. During my time in the secret service, I fought to protect the country from incursions such as this. I thought if I could catch it, I could study it, find out what they were. Prove to the police once and for all what it was they were up against. I've been mapping the pattern of their attacks. There are three of them, I believe, each of them keeping to its own territory within the boundaries of the city."

The Doctor smiled sadly. "I fear, professor, there are far more of them than that. The Squall are hive creatures, like ants or bees. Their numbers will be growing with every passing hour as more and more of them spill through the rent in the universe that brought then here." The Doctor tapped his mechanical contraption idly in the palm of his hand. "You say you've been mapping the location of their attacks?"

"Indeed. . ."

"Then we need you to show us. As soon as you can. It could be of critical importance." The Doctor turned and set off in the direction he and Alex had come from. After a few steps, he stopped and turned back, gesturing up and down the street. "Umm, lead on!" He looked at Angelchrist and shrugged. "I don't know the way."

Rolling her eyes, Alex turned her best smile on Angelchrist. "Could youpleaseshow us the way?" she asked, shooting a pointed look at the Doctor as she said 'please'.

Angelchrist knew that he should walk away from this strange couple, should simply thank them for their assistance and leave. But there was something about them, about the intensity in their eyes, about the way they seemed to know exactly what was going on, that compelled Angelchrist to trust them. He had the notion that the Doctor and Alex could help him get to the bottom of the situation with the Squall. He didn't know exactly where the couple had come from, but he supposed it didn't matter. Not if they could help Angelchrist to prevent any further deaths.

"Yes, of course," he said. "This way." He pointed in the opposite direction with the end of his cane. "I have a motor car parked around the corner and my house is only a short drive away. I'd be happy to help."

The Doctor grinned and grabbed Alex's hand. "I'm glad to hear that, Professor Angelchrist. Good choice."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

London, June 10th, 2789

It had taken Amy and Rory the better part of a day to navigate their way through the teeming streets of the metropolis.

London had changed almost beyond recognition, as unfamiliar to Rory as any alien world. Some of the landmarks were the same, of course: St. Paul's Cathedral still sat squat and proud by Ludgate Hill; the Tower of London, now unimaginably old, remained like a sentry by the river; Buckingham Palace had been preserved almost as it had been in Amy and Rory's time. These familiar monuments were not enough, however, to dispel the sense of dislocation, the feeling that they were somewhere else, somewhere that wasn't London. It felt to Rory as if those ancient buildings had somehow been plucked from where they had sat, back home in the 21st century, and dropped here in this other time and place, in the middle of a different city, on a different world. Given the things he'd seen with the Doctor, he knew that wasn't as outlandish an idea as it sounded.

Amy, ever the more streetwise one, had led the way, but even she had been enchanted by the sheer magic of the place, unable to wipe the look of wide-eyed wonder from her face. Rory had squeezed her hand and held on to her as they'd fought their way through the milling crowds, past strange-looking boutiques staffed by talking computer terminals and restaurants selling a bizarre mix of dishes, from the almost incongruously traditional shepherd's pie to the unpalatable sounding 'corobian scuff'.

Rory had expected to see flying cars and hoverboards and all that stuff fromBack to the Future, but in reality, the city was still just a city, as unfamiliar as it was. There did appear to be a version of the Tube still in operation – a system of pneumatic trains that shot soundlessly through a network of tunnels beneath the city – but they had chosen to walk in order to drink in the sights. Or rather, Amy had insisted on it.

At one point they had turned down what had seemed like a familiar side road just off Oxford Street, only to come across the base of one of the large domes they had seen from the other side of the river. It appeared to erupt from the ground itself, a towering wall of shimmering crystal, curving up into the sky and away in all directions; a vast bubble of glass in the center of the metropolis.

To Rory, it had looked like an enormous version of one of those botanical experiments, a micro-ecology in a bottle, but the area it covered must have been half a square mile, all the way down to the river's edge. Huge swathes of the old city must have been cleared away to accommodate it.

Amy had pressed herself up against the glass, her hands cupped to her face so she could peer at the strange, bottled environment inside. It was utterly at odds with the city around them: instead of tall towers of steel and glass or the crumbling monuments of ages past, the dome contained what appeared to be a lush, green forest, complete with brazenly colored birds and a lioness stalking through the undergrowth, only a few meters away from where they were standing. Inside, at the apex of the dome, Rory had noticed a bank of huge fans mounted on a series of steel frames.

"What do you think it is?" he had said, thinking aloud. "Some sort of zoo or conservation area?"

Amy had shaken her head. "Perhaps. More likely it's an oxygen factory like the one at the heart of theByzantium." She'd shuddered as she'd said this, stepping back from the glass wall. Whether she was recalling the terror of the Weeping Angels or that that had been her first proper encounter with River, Rory wasn't sure. But whatever memory had sprung to mind, Amy hadn't let it affect her for long. She smiled, her head tilted to the side in thought as she added, "Big city, no trees, lots of people. I reckon this is how they keep everyone breathing."

Rory had been impressed by her deduction. Clearly all that time spent with the Doctor was beginning to rub off on her. "An oxygen factory. . ." he'd breathed, bewildered. He didn't like the implication of that, what it suggested had happened to the Earth's natural habitats in the intervening centuries since their own time.

They'd moved on, dazzled by the strangeness of this future London, frustrated by the things that hadn't changed. Rory had caught sight of more than one of the artificial people – what he assumed to be the 'nearly human' AIs that Patricia Young had referred to, just like the one they'd pulled out of the river. Except, of course, these examples were up and about, sheathed in pale, rubbery skin, walking along beside their owners. They were fetching, carrying, and otherwise assisting their rich benefactors, as if they were nothing but personal butlers. Some of them were even dressed in the typical apparel of an Edwardian servant, all black suits and white gloves. Something about it just didn't sit right with Rory. He didn't like the notion of slaves, whether they were human or machine.

Neither of them had really known where to start in their search for Gradius. They didn't even know – they realized as they set about their task – if they were looking for a man or a woman.

At first they'd decided to try to locate any institutes or establishments at which a leading scientist might be conducting experiments such as the Doctor had described, but that had led them down a blind alley. Literally, on at least one occasion. So, instead, they had wandered the streets, trying to get their bearings, wracking their brains for a way to narrow their search. Rory had even tried getting his mobile phone to connect to a network in order to run a search on the name 'Gradius', but, of course, his service provider had long ago ceased to exist, the technology having become entirely obsolete. He'd wondered if people even had cell-phones in the future. Or, indeed, whether the internet had been superseded by something entirely new.

In the end, however, the answer had been almost ridiculously simple.

Amy had pointed out the tall, black boxes that seemed to pepper the streets, installed at intervals all over the city. They were coffin-shaped and around two and a half meters tall, hollow and open-fronted. Rory had pretty much ignored them as they'd passed them by, distracted by the sheer magnificence of the view, too busy looking all around him to worry about what these strange, box-like constructions really were.

What Amy had seen, however, was a person stepping into one, just across the street. Rory had watched with interest as the man had disappeared inside and a faint blue light had emanated from within the box. Moments later, voices had followed. It was at that moment he'd realized what the black boxes actually were.

"Information terminals," he'd said, turning to Amy with a wide grin on his face, only to see her already dashing off down the street toward another, unoccupied booth. Sighing, he'd followed after her.

He'd caught up with her a few seconds later, just as she was entering the box. "Amy, don't you think we should—"

"Shh," she'd hissed, cutting him off, as a holographic image had flickered into being in the dark recess at the back of the booth: an electronic ghost with a blank, hairless, asexual face. Only its head and shoulders were visible, giving Rory the impression that it was leaning forward from the shadowy recess, dipping its head into the light.

Rory had watched over Amy's shoulder, straining to get a proper look at what was happening. The holographic face had stared at them impassively for a moment, and then it had spoken. "Welcome to the City of London. I am your guide. How may I be of assistance?"

"Erm. . . We're trying to find someone?" Amy had said with a shrug.

"Please state the name of the person you wish to locate," the hologram had replied in cool, unemotional tones.

"Gradius," Amy had continued, glancing over her shoulder at Rory with a cheeky smile, her eyes wide with excitement, as if to say, 'this is the future, Rory!' He couldn't help but grin back in return. Her enthusiasm, like Alex's own, was utterly infectious.

"There are six occurrences of the name Gradius in the directory," the hologram had stated after a moment, and a list of names and addresses had scrolled up before Amy, the glowing letters apparently hovering in mid-air.

"Look! There's a Professor C. Gradius. That has to be the one we're looking for," Rory had pointed out, pointing to the name.

"Well, the professor bit does kind of give the game away there, bright spark," Amy had laughed, before reaching out and tentatively prodding at the name with an outstretched index finger.

Rory had felt her start as the holographic face had suddenly dispersed in a shower of glittering fragments, and in its place a map had resolved, showing them the location of the professor's workshop or home, indicated by a blinking light. Beneath the map, the address scrolled through the air, the letters shining a bright, holographic blue.

"This is the registered address of Professor C. Gradius. Currently, the professor does not appear to be in residence," the disembodied voice of the guide had announced.

Rory had thought it sounded a little bored, but he could have been imagining it. Surely, he'd considered, holographic guides couldn't actuallygetbored?

"I know where that is," Amy had declared. "It's right near the British Museum. Look, there it is on the map. I visited it once when I was a kid."

"It should be easy enough to find," Rory had agreed. "It's only about half an hour's walk from here. I think."

"Um, thank you," Amy had called to the guide, backing out of the booth.

"Enjoy your stay in London," the monotone voice had replied, and the two of them had set out with a renewed sense of purpose.

Now, they stood on the threshold of a large, modern-looking building about ten minutes' walk from the British Museum. The frontage was all steel and glass, and through the towering windows, Rory could see a curved reception desk in the sparsely furnished lobby.

"It looks like a hotel," he remarked, peering inside.

"Do you think anyone actually lives here?" Amy wondered, trying the door handle. It turned easily in her hand and the door creaked open.

"I think we're about to find out," Rory replied, ushering her in through the opening.

Inside, the building smelled of polish. That was the only way Rory could describe it. Clean, clinical – the sort of smell that got right up your nose and lingered there for hours. The place itself was immaculate. The marble floor gleamed in the reflected light of the overhead strip lights, the walls were bare and white, and the sweeping lines of the reception desk were hewn from a single piece of black granite. Upon it, the legend GRADIUS INDUSTRIES was emblazed in foot-high letters. So, it was an office or laboratory, after all.

Across the lobby was a spiral staircase leading to both upper and lower floors, designed to represent the twisting lattices of a double helix. Someone had spent alotof money on the interior design.

"There's no one here," Rory said, redundantly. It was cold, and he had the oddest sense that something here was very wrong. "Where's the receptionist?"

Amy just shrugged. "Probably another one of those holographic whatjamacallits," she suggested, strolling pointedly over to the desk, her boots clopping on the polished stone floor.

"There's no muzak, either," Rory muttered. "Places like thisalwayshave muzak."

"Are you telling me you'dratherhave some dodgy instrumental rendition of a Justin Bieber song?"

Rory gave his bestwhat-do-you-take-me-forlook, but she only smiled sweetly and turned to lean on the reception desk. "Hello?" she called. "Anyone at home?"

There was no reply.

She tried again. "Hello?"

Rory glanced at the stairs, then back at the door. "Look, it's pretty clear no one's here. Perhaps we got the wrong place?" He was starting to feel increasingly uncomfortable.

Amy frowned. "No, that can't be right. There has to be someone here."

"Even that holographic thing out there told us Professor Gradius wasn't at home. We shouldn't be in here," Rory said, half-turning toward the door.

"If nobody's at home, why was the door open?" Amy asked, and Rory knew she had a point. "Besides, there's areception desk. It's not like we're trespassing in someone's house." She clopped over to him and took his hand. "Come one. I think we should take a look around."

"I've got a bad feeling about this, Amy. . ."

"Oh, come on! Where's your sense of adventure?" She beamed at him, and he felt himself giving in, despite his sense of impending danger.

"I suppose we did promise the Doctor. . ." And Alex would have told him to buck up as well if she were here.

"Precisely! So. . ." Amy took his hand and dragged him across the lobby towards the staircase. "Upstairs or downstairs first?"

"Um. . ." Rory peered up and down the stairwell. It looked more than a little precarious. "Upstairs," he said with confidence. "We should look upstairs first."

"Great," Amy beamed, jumping onto the steps, and beginning her descent to thelowerlevel.

"I said upstairs first!" Rory cried as she took the metal rungs two at a time.

"Exactly!" was the only response he received, her voice drifting back up the stairwell, already halfway down the flight to the lower level.

Shaking his head, he followed behind her, wondering – not for the first time – at how often he seemed to do just that.

But he knew he wouldn't have it any other way.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"What did you mean 'exactly'?"

"You should take it as a compliment. I'm trusting your instincts."

"My instincts told me we should look upstairs, just as I said."

"Precisely. Which is why I figured we should look downstairs first. Your gut was telling you to avoid the dark, scary hanger that you expected us to find down here. And that's exactly the sort of place weshouldbe looking."

Rory frowned. Somehow, however wrong it seemed on the surface, he couldn't quite argue with Amy's logic. "Well, I suppose I can see your point. Kind of."

She elbowed him affectionately in the ribs. "See. Trusting your instincts. And now look," she gave an expansive gesture with her arms, "a big, scary hangar. The Doctor and Alex would be so proud."

They were standing at the bottom of the stairs in what appeared to be a very large open space. Rory could discern as much from the fact the light seeping down from the stairwell did absolutely nothing to dispel the darkness that seemed to close in on them from all sides.

"So . . . definitely not a hostel," he quipped.

Amy shook her head as she walked cautiously forward into the gloom. "It must be some sort of underground warehouse or workshop," she hypothesized.

"Yes. And Professor Gradius definitely isn't here."

Amy took another step forward and there was a sudden, stuttering flash of light. Rory blinked and covered his face with the back of his hand to ward off the glare. Banks of brilliant electric bulbs blinked on in sudden succession, flooding the hangar with sickly yellow light, triggered – he guessed – by Amy's movements.

Rory peered between his fingers while he waited for his eyes to adjust to the sudden alteration in their surroundings. The hangar was as big as he'd imagined – bigger, even – and was lined with workbenches and computer stations, banks of monitors and pools of cables. Wires trailed from the ceiling like writhing vipers dripping from the branches of trees, and beneath them, right in the center of the room, sat a huge, shining, silver spaceship.

At least, to Rory, it looked like a spaceship. It was like something out of a science fiction film, a gleaming escape pod or shuttlecraft, the sort of thing he would have expected to see filling the skies over London in the 28th century, if he hadn't been there to know otherwise.

The ship was around fifteen meters in length and about the height of an average car. It appeared to be fashioned from panels of shining chrome or polished steel, gleaming in the harsh, reflected light. It was shaped like a lozenge with a conical nose, and a hatchway was open on one side of it like a gull's wing. Some of the overhead cables actually snaked down and disappeared inside the machine like fat umbilical cords, plugged into sockets on its outer shell.

Rory drifted towards it without really noticing what he was doing. "Just look at it," he said. "Do you think this is the time machine the Doctor was talking about? It doesn't look that experimental."

Amy shrugged. "Must be," she guessed, walking slowly around it, reaching out to run her fingers over its smooth surface.

"Careful," Rory cautioned. "Do you think you should be touching that?"

Amy, however, had stopped dead in her tracks and was staring at something by her feet, an expression of absolute horror on her face. Rory ran to her side without a moment's hesitation. "Amy? Are you. . ." He trailed off when he saw what she was looking at.

Lying there on the stone floor, in the shadow of the time machine, was a pretty woman in her early thirties. She was wearing a white lab coat, and her blonde hair was tied back in a severe ponytail. Her face, however, was twisted into a visage of utter terror, and dark, sticky tributaries stained her cheeks and collar.

She was dead, and she had died weeping blood.

Notes:

A/N: And here's the first part of 'Paradox Lost'! And if you thought 'Let's Kill Hitler' was a doozy for our Fab Four, you haven't seen anything yet! And I promise, we'll be getting more introspection from the Fab Four on those events, as well as a few things that haven't been touched on yet (cough, cough, Alex's dagger?).

Chapter 47: Paradox Lost Part 2

Notes:

A/N: This adventure is from the BBC New Adventures book, Paradox Lost, by George Mann. Lines of dialogue and description have been copied out just as they are in the book for authenticity's sake, but I took liberties with some descriptive parts and 'he said, she said' parts. I do not own Paradox Lost by George Mann.

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London, October 16th, 1910

Angelchrist's laboratory was full of wonders. Or so he liked to think. He loved the room and spent most of his time within its four walls, more so now, ironically, that he'd been forced to retire from active duty. He lived alone – he always had – and wasn't yet ready to idle away his days with his pipe and slippers.

So, instead, Angelchrist put his time to good use in the lab, working on some of the inventions he'd always intended to develop, studying rare specimens of plant and animal life, unofficially investigating crimes that Scotland Yard seemed unable to satisfactorily handle. As a consequence, the room was brimming with all manner of paraphernalia: a human skeleton, the skull of a great cat, a large clockwork orrery, a case of ancient, leather-bound books, maps pasted to the walls, photographs of the catacombs beneath Edinburgh, the case of an Egyptian mummy, a cabinet filled with trophies – the list went on.

As Angelchrist came down the laboratory steps, a tea tray in hand, he observed Miss Alex Locke (she'd provided him with her last name on the drive back to his home) wandering through the room. Most ladies of her age would find the lab and its contents dull, the stuff of dusty museums, but Miss Locke, as her attire had already proven, was not like most young ladies. She peered at each and every artifact with wide-eyed interest, taking the object in for several moments before moving on to the next one.

Angelchrist watched as she paused before the sarcophagus, studying it intently. "Is this a real sarcophagus?" she asked.

Angelchrist smiled and nodded. "Indeed, it is."

Kneeling, Alex gingerly ran her fingertips over the hieroglyphs that ran in a straight line down the middle of the sarcophagus. Though the case had to be thousands of years old, the paint still shone, as though it had been applied only yesterday.What do they say?she wondered. The TARDIS wasn't translating, but Alex found that she didn't mind. Seeing the ancient, intricate writing in English would have simply ruined the effect.

"How did you acquire it?"

Angelchrist chuckled. "Would you believe me if I told you?"

Turning, Alex gave him a bright, encouraging smile. "Try me."

The professor crossed over to a small sitting area with a low table. As he set the tea tray down, his lined expression seemed to fade away, replaced by a younger version as he recalled the adventure in question. "It was a few years before I retired. A team and I were sent out to try and take care of some aliens who had managed to break into a tomb near the Giza pyramid complex."

Rising to her feet, Alex raised an eyebrow. "They were tomb-robbing?" That was a first. Most of the alien species she'd encountered didn't care much for Earth cultures. The idea of one species having the resilience and dedication necessary to find, break into, and rob an ancient tomb was very surprising.

"You would think so, but no. It transpired that these creatures stemmed from a planet whose religion was almost identical to that of the ancient Egyptians. They even strongly resembled the ancient gods. In fact, I have a theory that previous visitors of that species may have either directly or indirectly influenced the Egyptians in that regard."

Alex pursed her lips. "Wouldn't be the first time a species has influenced humans," she said coolly.

Angelchrist noticed the slight darkening of her tone but refrained from commenting. He doubted Miss Locke would elaborate on a subject that was clearly very painful to her. Still, he couldn't help but wonder what or who had hurt her so much, why those colorful eyes sometimes darkened, showing a heaviness that shouldn't be present in someone so young.

"Regardless," he said now, endeavoring to distract Alex from her burden, "the creatures believed the nearby pyramids to be the work of their ancestors, meant for their leader, who was in the laborious process of dying, to be buried there. Unfortunately, they failed to gain access to any of the pyramids. So, they regrouped and proceeded to look for an appropriate site near them."

"And they stumbled upon a burial tomb."

"Yes, and I'm afraid they were rather disgruntled when they found that the sarcophagus inside was already occupied." Angelchrist's expression turned grim. "They therefore took matters into their own hands."

Alex's jaw dropped. "They didn't," she breathed.

The professor, his face downcast, slowly nodded. "I'm afraid, my dear, that they did. The sarcophagus before you used to belong to a minor prince from the Fourth Dynasty. A son of Khufu, we believe. There are very few official records of him. The aliens found the prince's sarcophagus and destroyed the mummy inside, intending for it to be occupied by their leader once he finally reached his demise." Angelchrist's face lightened as a small, proud smile crossed his lips. "Fortunately, my team and I were able to get them to see reason and they departed peacefully, if a little put out at their plans being changed."

"Good for you," Alex said, before making her way over to the sitting area. Though her stride was casual, the look in her honey-colored eyes was anything but. Angelchrist had the distinct feeling she was appraising him, as a collector does a specimen he is thinking of acquiring.

But Miss Locke's appraisal, he thought, went further than that. She eyed him in a way that suggested she was trying to peer inside him, see what made him tick, discover the parts of himself he hid from others. It was, he had to admit, a bit unsettling. Even more so as her eyes changed from honey to light green to dark green in the span of a few seconds.

Alex settled herself into a worn wingback chair. She pulled her gaze away from Angelchrist (who, she was amused to see, looked faintly unnerved) to prepare a cup of tea for the Doctor. She didn't know very much about tea or preparing it, but that didn't matter. A toddler could have made the Doctor's preferred beverage. All you had to do was pour the tea into a cup, then add an amount of sugar that would send most humans into a diabetic coma.

"You and your team," she said as she carefully poured the steaming hot tea into a delicate china cup. "You were all part of the secret service?"

"Yes," Angelchrist confirmed, holding out his cup. As Alex poured, he said, "But if you wish to know the particulars of it, I am afraid I cannot oblige you. I signed the Official Secrets Act of 1889."

Alex grimaced, but she wasn't surprised. Anyone belonging to a government agency, especially asecretone, was required to sign some sort of document pledging not to reveal the finer details of their activities while in service.

Still, that didn't mean she was ready to back down. Though she'd been in considerable pain at the time, she still recalled in perfect detail the Doctor telling her about his and Rose Tyler's encounter with an alien werewolf (orlupine wavelength haemovariform, as the Doctor termed it) and Queen Victoria, an encounter that led to the creation of the Torchwood Institute and, ultimately, the Battle of Canary Wharf and the Doctor and Rose's separation.

Everything worked out in the end, of course, but Alex was still incensed that her Doctor had been put through such torment, suchgrief. All because some uppity queen had deemed him a threat, even though he'd saved not just her life, but the whole British Empire as well.

Just as well we didn't know each other back then,Alex thought wryly. She would have undoubtedly been arrested or banished for punching Queen Victoria in the nose.

Inflicting bodily harm on English monarchs aside, the last thing she wanted to deal with right now, when there was already the threat of the Squall, was a plot by a former Torchwood employee to capture the Doctor.

There's been enough kidnappings already,Alex thought, scowling as she dumped first one, then two, then three lumps of sugar into the Doctor's cup.Too many damn plots and conspiracies. Hell, they werestilldealing with a conspiracy. She had no desire to tackle another.

However, the more she thought about it, the less certain she was on the identity of Angelchrist's employers. His story just now. . . From what Alex knew about the original organization, Torchwood had been very anti-alien, seemingly embodying the motto, 'shoot first, ask questions later'. She highly doubted the Torchwood operating in this time period would try toreasonwith a bunch of misguided creatures they'd caught grave-robbing.

Of course, every organization had some operatives who disagreed with its workings. Torchwood was surely no exception. Perhaps Angelchrist had been one of them, he and his team quietly doing their own thing while the higher-ups were distracted by bigger fish.

There was only one way to find out for sure. "I realize you can't tell me a lot," Alex said slowly, setting the sugar spoon down, "but just tell me this. The secret service you worked for . . . did it happen to be Torchwood?"

Angelchrist's expression was almost comical. His eyes went so wide, they seemed close to popping right out of their sockets. "You know of Torchwood?"

Alex kept her face perfectly blank as she said simply, "Yes."

Angelchrist seemed to realize he was gawping at her, and quickly took a sip of tea. The bracing liquid seemed to prove restorative for his features relaxed, though an air of tension continued to hover around him. "You had best be careful of who you say that to, my dear." Though he smiled as he said it, his eyes were solemn, fixed solidly on Alex. "That particular organization is not too keen on publicity. They would have no qualms in quieting you, and I suspect their ways of doing so would be rather drastic."

Alex was quick to note his use of 'suspect'. "So, you didn't work for them?"

Angelchrist shook his head. "No, although I was approached several times by their director." The professor set his cup down, his shoulders tensing slightly as he recalled those encounters. "I have no doubt that they do good work, but their approach to non-terrestrial life. . ." Though his expression remained neutral, his moustache seemed to quiver indignantly. "Well," he said slowly, "let's just say that they have their methods and I have mine."

With a long whoosh of breath, Alex eased back into her chair. Her muscles, clenched so tight as to be almost painful, relaxed, and the anxious thudding of her hearts calmed to a soothing rhythm.Thank God,she thought.Thank God he's not one of them.It was one less thing to worry about, one less thing her mind had to puzzle over. Heaven knew there had been too much she'd had to fret over lately. Hell, there were things she wasstillmulling over!

Angelchrist reclaimed his teacup, eyeing Alex over the rim as he took a sip. Much as she had done earlier, he studied her intently. He was incredibly curious about the astonishing, mysterious young woman sitting before him. What lurked inside that brilliant mind of hers? Dark secrets and amazing truths, no doubt, things he probably couldn't imagine, not even in his wildest dreams. But hidden inside, he was sure, were intense emotions, the kinds of feelings one only experienced when they lived so much in so short a time. Passion and heartbreak, delight and pain. . . Angelchrist had experienced such emotions himself, but he suspected his experiences paled to those of Miss Locke's.

He suspected the same could be said for her companion, perhaps in an even greater capacity.

Recalling his other visitor, Angelchrist stood to see what the Doctor was doing. For a moment, he couldn't see him amongst the chaotic forest of artifacts, but then he spotted him in the corner of the laboratory, examining some of the machinery.

Angelchrist smiled. The Doctor was running his strange device over one of the professor's most prized possessions: a clockwork owl, given to him years ago by an old and very dear friend. The Doctor turned when he heard Angelchrist approaching. Alex was right on the professor's heels, the teacup she'd lovingly prepared cradled in both hands.

"What is that marvelous contraption, Doctor?" Angelchrist asked.

"This?" The Doctor held it out, still bent low, studying the owl. "This is a sonic screwdriver."

"Andthis," Alex tugged at a necklace chain Angelchrist hadn't even seen, hidden as it was by her moon and stars one, "is a sonic necklace."

Angelchrist examined the necklace thoroughly, admiring the multitude of sapphires, diamonds, black onyx, and lone topaz that made up the charm. They shimmered and shined in the low light of the laboratory, appearing even more impressive than the Crown Jewels themselves. Though he was a bit bemused as to why the gems had been fashioned into the shape of a blue box. Particularly a box labelled 'Police Public Call Box'. He'd heard of such boxes becoming popular in Glasgow, but Miss Locke's necklace charm looked nothing like those boxes.

Truth be told, Angelchrist couldn't help but find the necklace a bit gaudy. Not to mention, why would anyone want to make a piece of jewelry sonic? But he kept those thoughts to himself. Miss Locke clearly treasured her necklace; holding the teacup in one hand, her free one gently cradled the charm, her thumb rubbing over the gems in an almost reverent manner. He was a gentleman, and gentlemen took great pains to avoid upsetting young ladies, even if they were ones as unorthodox as Miss Locke.

Giving Miss Locke a nod he hoped came off as admiring, Angelchrist took the proffered sonic screwdriver and turned it over in his hands. "A screwdriver?" he said, handing it back to the Doctor, once again a little unimpressed. "I've always believed in the principle that tools shouldn't be over-engineered. I mean, why go to all of that trouble when a traditional screwdriver would do the job just as well?" He shrugged. "Still, I suppose we're lucky that Squall didn't think much of the sound it was making."

Alex bit back the giggles threatening to erupt.Oh, the Doctor's not gonna like that!

Sure enough, the Doctor turned around, looking suddenly taken aback. "Well, it's really not that simple. . ."

"Precisely!" Angelchrist replied.

"Oh, never mind," the Doctor dismissed, tucking the sonic screwdriver back into his pocket. Following his lead, Alex tucked her necklace back underneath her shirt. In any event, it was time to get back to the matter at hand.

"You said you had a map of the attacks, professor?" Alex asked.

"Over here, on the wall." Angelchrist led them to the other end of the laboratory, avoiding the life-sized model of a Neanderthal man that stood propped against a stack of wooden crates. "The map is a little out of date, I'm afraid, but London doesn't change all that much."

"Try telling that to Amy and Rory," the Doctor said cryptically, distracted by the raft of artifacts that covered the workbench beside him. "Ah, a top hat!" he exclaimed, suddenly, plucking it from where it sat atop an ancient globe and putting it on his head. "I love top hats. Top hats are—"

"Notsomething we need to be focusing on right now, Doc," Alex said pointedly, giving him a sharp look for good measure.

The Doctor looked vaguely crestfallen as he removed the hat and placed it back on the workbench. His face brightened though when Alex passed him the cup of tea, then more so when he looked up and saw the map. "Excellent work, professor!" he enthused, taking a long, appreciative sip of tea.

He and Alex stepped closer, looking up at the yellowing old street map of London that Angelchrist had pasted to the wall. It was covered in an array of pins, each one marking the scene of one of the recent attacks or sightings. Around it, Angelchrist had pinned grainy photographs of six of the victims, each one taken in the police morgue, the victims' faces all streaked with dried tributaries of blood. Lines of string stretched from each photograph to the exact locations of their deaths. Angelchrist still had friends in Scotland Yard, and they were more than happy to provide him with all the information he needed, grateful as they were for his help.

"I fear the Squall have been busy. The reported attacks have been steadily increasing in number since Thursday," Angelchrist revealed now, his voice low.

"And there's no telling how manyunreportedattacks there have been," Alex said, biting her lip.

The Doctor stood for a moment in silence, tracing his fingers over the lines of the map, turning his head this way and that as he interpreted the data. "There's not quite enough information to triangulate an exact position, but it looks as though the region we want is about here," he said, tapping the map with his finger, "somewhere around Holborn and the British Museum."

"What exactly is it you're looking for?" Angelchrist asked, studying the map over the Doctor's shoulder.

Alex was quick to figure it out. "He's trying to locate ground zero, the vessel that punched a hole in the universe and allowed the Squall to come through and into this time period."

"If I can find it," the Doctor added, "we have a shot at stopping them before the hive can fully manifest."

"What happens then? If this . . . hive is allowed to establish itself here?" Angelchrist decided not to bring up the bit about 'this time period' or the questions that such a statement implied.

"The end of the world," the Doctor answered gravely. He set his now empty cup on top of a nearby cabinet, the china hitting the wood with a softclink. "The Squall will suck it dry. And once they've finished, once they've drained the human race of all its psychic energy, they'll move on. They'll use the Earth as a beachhead, a staging post from which to expand throughout the galaxy, setting up hives on innumerable worlds as they go. Within a few hundred thousand years, they'll have conquered half the galactic spiral. They have to be stopped." He fixed Angelchrist with a firm stare. "Will you help us, professor?"

Angelchrist looked first at Alex, then at the Doctor, staring him straight in the eye. "I'm an old man, Doctor. I'm not sure what use I can be."

Alex patted his arm reassuringly. "I think you'll be a great deal of use, professor, as long as you're up for it." She grinned, her eyes turning from topaz to light green. "And besides, do you really want to miss this?"

Angelchrist couldn't hide the smile that crept onto his lips. "One last adventure, eh? Once more unto the breach and all that. Why not? I'd be honored."

The Doctor's grin was an exact twin to Alex's. "You're a remarkable man, professor," he complimented, clapping Angelchrist on the shoulder and steering him toward the door. "Now, we're going to need your car. . ."

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

"Ally, professor, overhead. Have you seen them?" The Doctor had to shout over the noise of the wind as they hurtled through the streets in Angelchrist's open-topped motor car. Somehow, the Doctor had persuaded Angelchrist to let him drive, and now, bent over the wheel, his hair whipping wildly about his face, he looked every bit the madcap adventurer. Angelchrist hadn't felt so alive in years.

Alex, in stark contrast, felt nothing but déjà vu, recalling Rory's driving and Amy's erratic directions as they'd constructed the 'Doctor' crop circle. Just as she'd been a few weeks ago, she was in the backseat, one hand clutching the edge of the door, the other digging holes into the leather seat.And I'm supposed to be the bad driver!she thought as the Doctor made a sharp left turn. It was only Alex's white-knuckled grip that kept her from flying over the door, Angelchrist's car lacking seatbelts.

"Doctor, be careful!" she shouted, sending a dark look at the back of his head. She doubted he could hear her though, thanks to the rushing wind.

Back in the front seat, Angelchrist looked to the skies. It was late – approaching midnight – and he could see very little for the darkness and the wispy fog. What he could discern, however, stark against the moonlight, were three Squall, circling the rooftops of the city, gliding smoothly on the shifting currents. He wondered if they were searching for prey, or whether, perhaps, they were keeping watch on something far below. If the latter were true, then the likelihood was that he, the Doctor, and Miss Locke would be spotted before they ever got near their destination.

Whatever the case, the Doctor had been right. There were clearly more of them than Angelchrist had at first assumed. If the Doctor and Miss Locke were to be believed – something which Angelchrist was becoming more and more disposed to do, the longer he spent with the couple – there'd be many, many more to come if they couldn't find a way to close the inter-dimensional rift through which they were spilling like a torrent of living poison.

Angelchrist didn't quite understand the complexities of the situation, but he knew enough to have grasped that the Squall represented a terrible threat. If they were allowed to establish a hive in the physical world, they would spread and devour every living thing they encountered, extinguishing entire species as they fueled their insatiable appetite.

Angelchrist had always suspected the universe was teeming with life. He'd known other life forms existed, of course – he'd seen examples of them on Earth during his active years in the secret service – but to have the Doctor and Miss Locke confirm the existence of myriad other worlds, to hear them describe the vastness of the populated universe, the near-infinite spread of life. . . Well, that was something else entirely. Angelchrist's world had suddenly gotten bigger and exceedingly more interesting, and whatever he did, he wasn't about to let these alien parasites take that away from him.

The Doctor yanked the steering wheel and the car lurched around a corner, causing Angelchrist and Alex to bounce up and down in their seats, Angelchrist nearly tumbling out over the low side of the door. "Steady as she goes, Doctor!" he shouted. "There is a break, you know."

The Doctor grinned, but kept his eyes on the road ahead, searching intently for any sign of the vessel he expected to find in the area. "I haven't had this much fun since Bessie!" he cried cryptically.

Angelchrist still hadn't been able to ascertain exactly who the Doctor and Miss Locke were, or where they had come from, but surprisingly found himself happy to accept that ambiguity for now. They clearly had a sophisticated understanding of how the universe worked – much more so than anyone Angelchrist had ever met – and the intensity and urgency with which they worked had been enough to carry Angelchrist along in their wake.

What surprised the professor the most about the remarkable couple, however, was the fact that they appeared to beenjoyingthemselves. There was a kind of exuberance about them, ajoie de vivrethat to Angelchrist seemed utterly infectious. No matter that they were hurtling headlong into danger – the Doctor and Miss Locke appeared to relish every moment of it.

Well,almostevery moment. Angelchrist's lips twitched as he caught an expletive Miss Locke hurled at the Doctor as the latter took a curve a little too steeply, the passenger side of the car bouncing harshly off the curb.

But no matter. Being with them reminded Angelchrist of his younger, carefree self, of his days adventuring and derring-do. In his eyes, that was no bad thing. If felt as if he were finally shaking off the cobwebs that had settled over him these last few years and embracing the spirit of adventure once again. The thought brought a welcome smile to his lips, and he leaned back in his seat to watch the hours flit by as they shot along the road at speed.

The streets at this time of night were deserted, save for the odd, lonely figure drifting along the pavements, making their way home from some hostelry or other, less salubrious undertaking. The Doctor paid them no heed as he sent the car careening along the roads, spinning the wheel to send them flying around corners, the headlamps bobbing as the vehicle was jolted this way and that. The twin beams seemed to burrow through the wispy fog, penetrating the gloom like shimmering arrows.

Presently, after nearly half an hour spent circling the area in the immediate vicinity of the British Museum, the Doctor brought the car to a sharp halt by the side of the road, cranking the handbrake so that the vehicle lurched dramatically before shuddering to rest. Without even so much as glancing in Angelchrist's direction, he leapt out of the driver's seat, sprang over the side of the car, and produced his sonic screwdriver from his jacket pocket. He proceeded to hold it aloft like a torch, pressing the button that caused it to emit the loud buzzing noise that Angelchrist was beginning to find a little grating.

"I fail to see what a screwdriver is going to do to aid us in our search for this mysterious vessel, Doctor," he said, perplexed once again by the Doctor's bizarre behavior.

"He's using it to try and locate the vessel," Alex explained. Basking in relief that their car ride was (momentarily) over, she relinquished her death grips on the door and seat and leaned back, eyes trained on the sky. Like Angelchrist, she had spotted the three Squall leaping and jumping from rooftop to rooftop. Now, they were no longer in sight, but that didn't mean they weren't nearby.

Her hearts thudding in nervous anticipation, Alex's gaze moved from the sky and onto the Doctor. He was turning about on the spot, regarding the sonic thoughtfully. "Yes, I. . ." He trailed off, turning back on himself to face in the opposite direction. "Ah ha! This way!"

Alex hurriedly climbed out of the car and rushed to follow him. They set off at a brisk pace, and only turned to look back at Angelchrist – who was still sitting in his seat – when they were already halfway along the street. "Come on, professor!" Alex called, beckoning him to join them.

"You'll get cold sitting there!" the Doctor added.

Laughing despite himself, Angelchrist popped open the car door and clambered down onto the pavement. He hurried over to where the Doctor and Alex were standing, waiting for him.

"Now, very important this next bit. Stay alert. Watch the skies as well as the streets. And most crucial of all," the Doctor patted Angelchrist on the lapel with the sonic screwdriver as if to emphasize this last point, "do absolutely everything I say."

Angelchrist nodded. "You can count on me, Doctor," he confirmed, fingering the butt of his revolver in his pocket.

When the Doctor turned to her, an eyebrow arched in question, Alex smirked. "Don't I always, Doc?"

The Doctor's lips twitched, his emerald green orbs full of amusem*nt. "Do you really want me to answer that, Ally?"

"Probably better for you if you don't." Still smirking, Alex stretched up on tiptoe and pressed a kiss to the corner of his mouth. She would have given him a proper one, but Angelchrist was standing right next to them, and Alex didn't want to shock his Edwardian sensibilities by engaging in what would surely be a long, lingering kiss involving tongue. Instead, her lips still touching the Doctor's skin, she murmured in a voice only he could hear, "I promise, Doc."

The Doctor's muscles, rigid and hard as a statue's, relaxed at Alex's words. With a shuddering breath, he ran his free hand down the smooth expanse of her hair. "Thank you, Ally," he whispered, before placing a light kiss to the center of her forehead.

Slowly, reluctantly, the couple pulled apart. The Squall weren't going to vanquish themselves. Both knew that the faster they resolved this threat, the faster they could be back on the TARDIS. Back in their bedroom, where so many pleasures still waited to be explored. . .

Clearing her throat, Alex forced her mind away from that distracting train of thought. "So," she said, giving the Doctor an expectant look, "where are we going?"

The Doctor held his finger up in the air as if judging the direction of the wind. "This way," he said, nodding down the street. He took Alex's hand and together, they set off with a run.

Sighing, Angelchrist gave chase after them. At least, he thought, all of this running about was going to keep him fit.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

It didn't take the Doctor long to find what he was looking for.

Angelchrist had lost track entirely of where they were, after following the Doctor and Miss Locke down a series of alleyways and side streets, concentrating hard on keeping up with the couple. It seemed to Angelchrist as if they'd already doubled back on themselves innumerable times and that the Doctor was generally working hard to get them utterly lost. He would dash down a narrow lane at a run, still holding Miss Locke's hand, stop dead, consult his sonic screwdriver, and then set off again in the other direction, tutting to himself and frowning.

Just as Angelchrist was becoming exasperated, as well as breathless, the Doctor and Miss Locke ducked down another darkened alleyway, almost slipping over the damp cobbles in their haste, the tip of the sonic screwdriver casting eerie shadows on the redbrick walls.

"If I'm right. . ." the Doctor announced, in a voice that suggested he thought himself to be exactly that, "then it should be just about. . ." He stopped suddenly, Alex nearly barreling into his back. The Doctor kicked open the back gate of a terraced house and stood back, a beaming smile on his face. "Here!" He folded his arms across his chest, evidently pleased with himself. "One terribly dangerous, experimental time ship that should never have been created." He leaned forward, peering in through the opening. "Oh, but it does look rather splendid, doesn't it? This Gradius fellow has a good eye for aesthetics, even if his applied physics is a little on the wonky side."

"I'll take your word for it," Alex murmured as she tilted her head to one side, eyeing the vessel curiously.

Angelchrist, who up until this point had still been hurrying along, trying to keep pace with the Doctor and Alex, came to a stop by the open gate. He leaned against the wall with one hand, his breath coming in long, rasping gasps. When he turned to see what his companions were staring at, however, he suddenly forgot all about his aching limbs, his sore feet, and the sweat beading on his brow. He stepped forward, drinking in the sight.

A gleaming silver spaceship – or what looked to Angelchrist very much like he imagined a spaceshipshouldlook – was partially buried in the back wall of the house. The potting shed, or what had once been the potting shed, had been reduced to nothing but a pile of rubbish beneath the weight of the vessel, and broken glass from a greenhouse lay scattered all across the flagstones of the backyard.

The vessel itself seemed to shimmer in the reflected moonlight, its smooth hull unblemished by the violent manner of its arrival. It was shaped like a bulbous torpedo, about the size of three motor cars in length, and a hatchway was open in its flank like a dark, gaping maw. Clearly, the ship had disgorged someone, or something, into the yard.

What puzzled Angelchrist most of all, however, was the fact that – although the ship appeared to be half buried in the brickwork of the house – the wall itself did not seem to have been damaged by the impact. It was almost as if the building had been built around the ship, or as if the nose of the vessel had been sliced off and the fuselage pushed flush with the wall to give the impression that it had somehow grown there like a vast silver blemish, a rupture on the side of the building.

"It's . . . remarkable. Beautiful. It's like nothing I've ever conceived of, even in my wildest imaginings." Angelchrist turned to the Doctor and Alex. "Is this what the future looks like?"

The Doctor grinned. "This? Well, sort of, I suppose. It's actually fairly primitive really, as far as time-capable vessels go. Looks impressive though, doesn't it?"

"It does," Alex admitted. She then aimed a dazzling smile at the Doctor, her eyes turning from copper to his own emerald green. "But I've seen better."

The Doctor's grin softened into a besotted smile. The fact that Alex loved the TARDIS as much as he did. . . Wrapping an arm around her waist, he pressed a kiss to the top of her head. Not quite sweeping her off her feet and into a full snog, but it would have to do. Alex, far from complaining, let out a little hum and nestled into his chest.

Angelchrist, meanwhile, edged slowly through the opening towards the ship, his feet crunching on broken shards of glass. There was a smell in the air, like the scent of burnt ozone after a lightning storm. "Why does it look like that? Half in the wall, I mean."

With little resigned sighs, the Doctor and Alex separated and followed Angelchrist into the yard. "Ah, yes," the Doctor said. "Well, that's the 'experimental' part, you see. Whoever built this thing hadn't considered fitting it out with proximity alarms. It's materialized at the right coordinates, even though those coordinates were already partially occupied by a wall."

"Meaning. . .?"

Alex quickly connected the dots. "Meaning the nose of the ship has materializedinsidethe wall."

The Doctor nodded, his eyes shining in admiration at his Ally's clever brain. "Luckily for the people inside the ship, the wall wasn't any thicker."

"Or any closer to the alleyway," Angelchrist said, his voice low. He could still hardly believe what he was seeing.

The Doctor and Alex approached the remains of the crashed ship, the Doctor running the palm of his hand over the silvery hull. Angelchrist could tell that, despite what he'd said about the vessel being primitive, the Doctor was genuinely impressed by the craftsmanship.

"What of this dimensional hole you spoke of, Doctor? Wasn't that the reason you wanted to find the ship in the first place?"

"Oh, that'll be somewhere close by, no doubt. Probably inside the house. Or over there, in what's left of that outside loo. Won't be much to see. Just a vague shimmer in the air where the skein between dimensions is a bit thin, like a heat haze on a road." The Doctor hadn't taken his eyes off the vessel as he spoke. "The thing that's worrying me, though, is why no one has noticed there's a whopping great time skip in their neighbor's backyard."

Alex stiffened, her stomach immediately twisting into a hard, anxious knot. "You're right," she murmured, biting her lip. "This thing must've made quite a racket when it landed. And you'd think that would attract a crowd."Unless something happened that made it impossible for a crowd to form.Her stomach tightening further, she shifted closer to the Doctor, pausing only when she could smell faint whiffs of musky cologne coming off his tweed jacket. The scent calmed her, but the knot in her stomach refused to lessen.

"Precisely, Ally. We're in the middle of a terrace of what, fifty houses?" The Doctor stepped back, putting his hands on his hips, still regarding the ship.

"Ah, Doctor. . .?" Angelchrist nervously called.

Alex looked up, only to immediately wish she hadn't. Her hearts seemed to jump into her throat, her honey-colored eyes widening to the size of saucers.

"You'd think someone might have noticed it by now, reported it to the police. You'd think the place would be swarming with people."

"Doctor!" Angelchrist hissed, his voice growing ever more insistent as he tried to get the Doctor's attention.

"Instead, the whole street is absolutely silent. It's as if there's nobody here. All the lights are off, in all the houses. . . Oh." The Doctor stopped talking suddenly, as if a lightbulb had just gone on inside his head. "And that's exactly why you're trying to get my attention, isn't it, professor? Because I've forgotten something really quite important. I've forgotten there are monsters here, lurking in the shadows." The Doctor turned to look at Angelchrist and Alex, a pained expression on his face. "I don't really want to look now, do I? They're here, aren't they?"

"Oh, yeah," Alex squeaked.

Seeing her frightened expression, the Doctor was quick to close the remaining distance between them. He grabbed her arm, tugging her into his side. As he placed a protective arm around her shoulders, he felt her tense limbs relax, but her horrified expression remained.

"Quite so, Doctor," Angelchrist confirmed. "I rather think you have your reason." He pointed over the Doctor's shoulder at the massing ranks of Squall. They were hanging from the eaves of the nearby houses like gargoyles, or scrabbling over the rooftops, or squatting on the walls. Their red eyes burned in the darkness like hot coals. There must have been fifty of them, at the very least, up and down the entire street. Clearly, they had made short work of any people in the vicinity of the crash site, harvesting their psychic energy to feed the hive. That was why nobody had reported the appearance of the ship – because there was nobody left here to do so.

Angelchrist stared as one of the creatures swooped down from above, landing noisily on the wooden fence that separated the yard they were in from the neighboring property. It raised its head and issued the most terrifying shriek, baring its fangs as it regarded them. Its black talons scored the wooden panels as it settled, wrapping its membranous wings around itself protectively.

"Hello," the Doctor said brightly as he shoved Alex behind him. "Pleasant night for it."

The Squall hissed at him from between its teeth.

Others were coming closer now, too, and a quick glance up at the house told Angelchrist the place was swarming with them. He could see them crowding the windows inside the house, too. One was hanging from a drainpipe just a few paces away.

Angelchrist slipped his hand into his pocket, reassured by the feel of his revolver, cold and hard against his palm.

"Oh, come on," the Doctor continued. "You can do better than that. There are plenty of you here now. You must have at least the intelligence of an average human between you."

"We," said the Squall in its thick, gravelly voice.

"Are," said another to Angelchrist's left, which had hopped over the fence and was now stalking towards them over the rubble of the potting shed, its talons extended.

"Squall," said the third from its perch on a window ledge above.

"And. We. Shall. Feast," they finished, each of them drawing a word in turn.

"Yes, yes, yes," the Doctor chattered. "Heard it all before. Same old story. But I'm afraid that's not going to happen."

"The. Hive. Is. Manifesting," the Squall replied in their strange, disjointed speech. "And. It. Hungers."

"I understand all that. I really do. Biological imperatives, insatiable appetites, I get it. But this universe isn't for the taking. You can't have it." He sighed. "Look, you're intelligent enough now to understand what I'm offering you here, so I'll give you a chance. I'll give youonechance. Turn around and leave. All of you, now, just turn and go back to where you came from. Either that, or I'm going to have to do it for you." He straightened his back, meeting the gaze of the Squall on the fence. "Make you leave, that is," he added quietly.

Angelchrist could hardly believe the manner in which the Doctor was speaking to the monstrous creatures. Every fiber in his body screamed at him to start shooting at the things, to take as many of them down as he could before they descended on him and began tearing him apart. But it was as if the Doctor wasn't scared of them, as if he did this sort of thing all the time. There was a kind of weary inevitability about the way he addressed them, as if he knew that the Squall were never going to accept his offer but felt obliged to make it anyway.

"This. World. Is. So. Rich," the Squall continued, unperturbed by the Doctor's threat. "And. You. . . We. Can. Smell. You. . . We. Shall. Feast. On. You."

The Doctor's shoulders sagged. Alex, who'd been standing on tiptoe behind him, sighed heavily. She'd been hoping for a peaceful outcome, but unfortunately, she wasn't surprised by the Squall's refusal. Maybe one day a hostile alien race would take the Doctor's offer seriously, but today was not that day.

Angelchrist stepped forward, pulling his revolver from his pocket and brandishing it before him. "Have you any weapons, Doctor, Miss Locke?"

The couple turned to Angelchrist, and the professor was momentarily taken aback by the coldness he saw in the Doctor's eyes. Miss Locke, in stark contrast, offered him a sad smile, as if to say she understood his motives. In fact, based on her actions back in his lab, Angelchrist suspected she understood more than he could imagine.

Her partner, however, was not so sympathetic. "Put your gun away, professor. You won't be needing it," the Doctor said severely.

Angelchrist frowned. "But. . ." he started, before trailing off. He'd promised the Doctor he'd do exactly as asked, and he would be true to his word, as much as it pained him. He slipped the revolver back into his pocket. He hoped that whatever the Doctor had up his sleeve, it was good.

There was a sudden screeching sound from somewhere to his right, accompanied by the sound of claws grating on metal, and Angelchrist, the Doctor, and Alex turned to see another of the creatures emerging from the hatchway of the ship, something soft and red draped in its claws. It was an article of clothing, as far as Angelchrist could tell, some sort of jumper with a hood.

"Amy!" the Doctor and Alex yelled, rushing forward.

The Doctor snatched the item from the Squall's grasp. It tore as he wrenched it free, and the alien shrieked, raising its claws to attack. The Doctor, his face like thunder, wrenched the sonic screwdriver from his pocket and held it aloft. "If you've hurt her. . ." he began, with real ire in his voice. "If you've hurt her, then you'd better hope you've manifested a whole army by the time I return."

"By the timewereturn," Alex corrected. Her light green eyes darkened, the irises so dark they bordered on black. Narrowing them, she withdrew her sonic necklace, holding the charm out in front of her.

With an almost cruel smile, the Doctor linked his free arm through hers. "By the timewereturn," he affirmed. "Because that's the only thing that will stop us. Mark my words."

The couple activated their sonic devices.

All around them, the Squall began screeching in pain and scratching violently at their heads. The creature immediately in front of the Doctor and Alex buckled to its knees on the ground, wrapping its membranous wings around itself and burying its head in its arms, as if trying to blot out the sounds. Further afield, along the street, the unaffected creatures looked on curiously, as if unable to understand what had suddenly become of their kin. Angelchrist realized they must have been out of range of the Doctor and Miss Locke's devices.

Still holding his screwdriver aloft, the Doctor turned and handed Alex Amy's jumper, and then ducked his head into the hatch of the ship. He remained there for a moment or two as if looking for something. Then, stepping back from the vessel, he and Alex walked over to where Angelchrist was standing, wide-eyed with wonder.

"We can't keep this up for long," the Doctor revealed, motioning with the sonic screwdriver. "It'll drain all the power. And besides, the hive adapts quickly. Within a few minutes, they'll have figured out how to filter out the sounds. Better to conserve what we can for later." He searched Alex and Angelchrist's faces for understanding. "We might need it," he added.

Alex and Angelchrist nodded.

"So, when I take my finger off this button and Alex deactivates her necklace. . ."

"More running?" Angelchrist asked with a grin.

"More running," the Doctor and Alex agreed, but the smiles were gone from their faces, replaced by identical haunted expressions that sent a cold shiver running down Angelchrist's spine.

"I imagine they're going to be really,reallyangry," Alex mused. She raised an eyebrow at Angelchrist. "Are you ready?"

Angelchrist turned back to see the Squall still writhing on the ground, or screaming from their perches, clinging on as they twisted and turned in agony at the frequency being emitted by the Doctor and Miss Locke's sonic devices. The sound of their anguish was at once terrifying and moving. "I'm ready."

The Doctor nodded. "Then run!" he bellowed, as they all hurtled toward the alleyway, a pack of baying alien parasites hot on their heels.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

London, June 10th, 2789

"What do we do now?" Amy wondered, steadfastly refusing to look at the corpse. She was stoically maintaining a stiff upper lip, but Rory could tell she was deeply affected by the sight of the woman's body. He knew how she felt.

He was stooped over the body, rummaging in the dead woman's pockets, searching for any clues as to what might have happened to her, what might have caused her to perish in such a terrible way. Bleeding out of the eyes like that. . . He could think of no medical explanation for it. She didn't appear to be wounded in any way, although her clothes had been torn as if she'd been in a fight.

"It's Gradius," he announced a moment later, producing an ID card from the woman's pocket. "Professor Celestine Gradius." He stared at the pretty face that smiled back at him from the photograph. "I was expecting someone . . . well, you know. Someone more like a. . ."

". . .man?" Amy supplied. "Go on, admit it, you were expecting an old man, weren't you? A mad professor, with a wispy gray beard and hair growing out of his ears."

"Well, weren't you?"

Amy shrugged. "I suppose I was," she sighed, but there was little humor in it. "I certainly wasn't expectingthis. I mean . . . look at the state of her. It's awful."

"Poor woman," Rory said darkly. "Now we know why the hologram thought there was nobody here. Technically, it was right."

"Do you think one of her experiments might have gone wrong?" Amy asked. Her expression was serious; all sense of exuberance and joy had long since been dispelled. She looked pale and tired. Rory wished that the Doctor and Alex would hurry up.

He shrugged. "I suppose so," he said, glancing around the hangar. "I mean, what else could have caused her to bleed out of her eyes like that?"

He looked back at the body, and then turned away, preferring not to dwell on the sight of the corpse. He'd seen bodies before, in the hospital – of course he had – but that was different. He found it difficult to articulate why. It was something to do with the fact that they were meant to be there. Those people had been ill, or hurt, and they were in a place where they were meant to live or die, the place where that sort of thing was supposed to happen, where decisions like that were made.

Here, in this strange, futuristic workshop, lying in the shadow of a time-traveling ship, the body was just incongruous. Wrong.

At least,he thought,it hasn't yet started to decompose.

"I think we should try to alert the authorities. We should go to one of those booths, ask for help."

Amy shook her head. "I'm not sure that's such a good idea."

Rory frowned. "What's wrong? Other than the fact you're standing over the corpse of a scientist from the 28th century, that is." He felt immediately foolish for spouting such a flippant comment, but Amy smiled weakly, realizing he was only trying to cheer her up.

"Think about it for a minute. We're not from around here. We're trespassing. No one will have any records of our identities. That hologram even told us that Professor Gradius wasn't at home. There must be a system that keeps track of everyone's movements, and it's not going to recognize us. As far as the 28th century is concerned, we don't exist."

Rory frowned as he worked her chain of reasoning through to its logical conclusion. "And the fact we're strangers who found the body while trespassing in her lab might implicate us in her death."

Amy nodded. "If there happened to be more to her death than a botched experiment, well. . ."

Rory shrugged, getting to his feet. "Yes. Good point, well made." He sighed. "So, we wait here for the Doctor and Alex, then? Here, with a strange time machine and a corpse. Brilliant."

Amy nodded again. "Yes. But we could wait upstairs in reception. They should be back soon."

"They've only been gone a few hours."

"Time travel, remember!" Amy rolled her eyes dramatically.

"Yes, but how're they going to find us?"

Amy waved her hand dismissively and made for the stairs. "They'll find us. They always do." She stopped suddenly, her face creasing in concern. "Hang on. What wasthat?"

"What was what?" Rory asked, perplexed.

"Shhh." She waved him quiet.

A second later, there was a quiet rapping sound from somewhere beneath their feet.

"That," Amy said pointedly.

Rory dropped to his knees. "It sounded as if it was coming from down there," he remarked, studying the ground beneath them.

"You don't think these experiments involved drilling, do you? I could do without the earth suddenly opening up beneath my feet again," Amy chattered nervously, stepping back and studying the ground where she'd been standing.

"No," Rory said, a smile spreading on his face. "But you've been standing on a trapdoor." He listened carefully for a minute. There it was again – the same rapping sound, like someone hammering on a door with their knuckles, only far away.

"There's someone down there," Amy deduced. "Someone's trapped down there." She dropped to her haunches and ran her fingers around the edges of the wide trapdoor, which appeared to be little more than a square cut into the concrete floor of the hangar. "How do I open this thing? There's no handle."

Rory shuffled over until he was kneeling beside her. "Hold on." He put his hand over hers to stop her for a moment. "Have you considered that we might not want to let them out?"

Amy stared at him, confusion in her eyes. "What?"

"There may be a reason they're down there. What if they're the ones who're responsible for Professor Gradius looking the way she does?"

Amy paused for a moment, and then shook her head. "No. We'll have to take that risk. We can't leave someone trapped down there, Rory. Innocent until proven guilty and all that." She returned to running her fingers around the rim of the trapdoor once again, searching for a way to pop it open. "Gah! If only the Doctor and Alex were here with their sonics. It must have been sealed with some sort of complex locking mechanism."

"Have you tried. . ." Rory leaned over and pushed down on the far right corner of the trapdoor. There was a loud click, and it popped open with a sigh. ". . .that?" he finished, sitting back, and feeling more than a little smug. He decided it would work out better for him if he refrained from rubbing it in.

Amy reached forward and eased the trapdoor back on its hinges, which groaned in protest at the motion. She allowed the door to fold back on itself, striking the ground with a loud bang.

Rory peered into the hole. There was nothing there but a silky puddle of darkness and a cold breeze swirling up from below. He felt a shudder run along the length of his spine. "Perhaps we were wrong? Perhaps we were hearing things? It might have been the rattle of old pipes, or the so—" He stopped suddenly as a head shot up out of the hole, causing Amy to fall back with a cry and Rory to call out in alarm. He leapt to his feet and scrabbled about on a nearby workbench, looking for anything he could use to defend them with. In the confusion, he grabbed for the nearest tool he could reach and brandished it before him in what he hoped was a threatening manner.

A voice boomed suddenly and urgently out of the hole – a deep, male voice with a distinct mechanical edge. "Do not be alarmed," it said, and Rory stepped back from the hole, taking a moment to absorb what was happening. His heart was hammering in his chest as if it were trying to burst its way out through his ribcage.

The head was that of an AI – just like the other examples they had seen around the city. Rory watched as it turned to look at them both in turn, and then twisted its neck to survey the rest of the hangar. It blinked, and he was momentarily taken aback by how well the machine was able to mimic the human gesture.

This close, the synthetic nature of the AI's flesh was clearly evident. It was pale, rubbery, and didn't vary in tone like a human face. The eyebrows and eyelashes were perfectly shaped, and its pate was smooth and unblemished. It looked too perfect to be true, too idealistic to be human. Its eyes, however, looked every bit as human as Rory's own: bright blue and darting frantically from side to side. If anything, it lookednervous.

Rory clutched the tool before him like a weapon, hoping he at least looked as if he could defend himself.

"A set square? Seriously?" Amy sounded incredulous, rather than scared. "Of all the possible weapons in here, you picked a set square?"

He glanced down at the thing in his hand, and then pulled a dejected face. A set square.Yeah, that's going to help,he thought. He shrugged and waved it threateningly at the AI regardless. "I could do some damage with a set square," he said unconvincingly.

"Have they gone?" the AI asked, clearly ignoring him.

"Have who gone?" Amy questioned, leaning forward as if studying the machine's face. As far as Rory was concerned, she was getting uncomfortably close to the AI.

"I'll take that as a yes," it replied. It twisted suddenly and its left hand shot out of the hole, scrabbling at the ground by Amy's boots, its rubbery fingers scraping on the concrete as it tried to find purchase.

Amy shuffled backwards, avoiding the reach of the spidery fingers. She glanced nervously over at Rory. He thought about rushing forward to stab at the fingers with the set square, but realized that wouldn't help the situation, and Amy was already out of its reach.

After a moment, the hand stilled and the AI turned its gaze on Rory. "May I request some assistance in extracting myself from this inspection pit?" it requested.

"Erm. . ." Rory squirmed, unsure what to do.

Amy glowered at him and nodded her head in the direction of the AI, her eyes wide with embarrassment. "Go on," she mouthed. Then, sighing and shaking her head when he didn't respond, she edged forward and caught hold of the AI's extended arm. She never had been big on subtlety.

"Oh, right. Of course," Rory stuttered. He dropped the set square and inched forward, reaching gingerly down into the pit as if he expected something to bite him in the darkness. His fingers closed around the AI's other limb. The flesh of its forearm felt cold and pliable, but he could feel the hard skeleton underneath. He decided he really wouldn't want to end up on the wrong side of the machine.

Rory set his feet on either side of the pit and looked over at Amy. "Ready?"

She nodded.

"One, two, three. . ."

He heaved with all his strength, staggering backwards as he and Amy tried to drag the artificial man free of the hole. He tumbled over onto his backside a moment later, and Amy fell back with a grunt, leaving the machine slumped half-in and half-out of the hole, its legs still dangling down into the empty void. He let go of its hand and the AI planted both of its palms firmly on the ground, dragging itself the rest of the way out.

"Whoever . . . you . . . are. . ." Rory said, between gasping breaths, "you're . . . heavy. . ."

The AI clambered to its feet, dusting itself down. It must have been over two meters tall and was dressed in a white shirt – now thick with grime – and black trousers. "My designation is RVN-73," it informed them. "I am Professor Gradius's assistant. Thank you for your help."

"RVN-73," Amy repeated. "RVN . . . RVN . . . Arven!" She beamed at the AI. "Hello, Arven."

Rory shook his head and the AI frowned in apparent confusion. "Professor Gradius?" it said, its voice solemn.

Amy stopped smiling and shook her head. "Behind you," she directed. "I'm afraid she didn't make it."

Arven – the name was now stuck in Rory's head – turned towards the ship. For the first time, Rory saw the great furrows that had been torn into his back, slashing the fabric of his shirt, and gouging his rubbery flesh so that the metal skeleton beneath was exposed.

The AI crossed to where the body of Professor Gradius was sprawled on the concrete like a discarded ragdoll. "Your human forms are so fragile. I tried to help her . . . to stop them, but they did something to her mind."

Arven paused for a moment, as if gathering his thoughts. His eyes had taken on a haunted quality. There was an infinite sadness in the look he gave the corpse of his former mistress, and Rory couldn't tell if it was simply respect, or something more. Perhaps the AI was actually capable of feeling human emotions, or at the very least emulating them incredibly well.

"When they realized I was not human, they tried to tear me apart," he went on. "They were swarming at me from all sides, blocking all of the exits, so I threw myself down into the inspection pit and locked myself inside. It was only later that I realized it couldn't be opened again from within."

"How long have you been down there?" Rory asked.

"A day, perhaps longer."

"You said they did something to her mind?" Amy recalled.

Arven nodded. "The last thing I heard her scream was for them to get out of her head."

Amy glanced at Rory. "The Doctor said the Squall were a race of psychic parasites."

"The Doctor?" Arven repeated.

"He's . . . a friend," Rory said noncommittally.

"So, Professor Gradius was running experiments with time-travel technology?" Amy quizzed, pressing on with her questions.

"Yes . . . but how do you know about that?" Arven looked confused. "Who exactly are you?"

"I'm Amy and this is Rory. We're . . . well, it doesn't matter. The important thing is that those experiments are the reason those creatures were here."

"But the Doctor said the Squall had infected the past," Rory reminded her.

Amy shrugged. "And now it looks like they've infected this time period, too," she said, indicating the corpse on the ground nearby. "The evidence kind of speaks for itself."

"So, the monsters are here too, and the Doctor and Alex have gone back to 1910 to look for them. Leaving us here. Where there are monsters." Rory reiterated the word 'monsters' in case Amy had missed it the first time.

There was a clattering sound from behind them. As one, Rory, Amy, and Arven turned towards the direction of the sound. Rory gawped at the sight that confronted him.

A strange bipedal creature, so thin it was almost skeletal, stood watching them from the bottom of the stairwell. It had a gray leathery hide, and its beady red eyes regarded them with obvious malice. Membranous flaps of skin hung loose between its elbows and its ribcage like a fleshy cloak, and its upturned snout twitched as it sniffed deliberately at the air. It was tapping the tips of its long, bony fingers menacingly against the metal railings.

As Rory watched, the creature bared its needle-like fangs and hissed at them. To Rory, it sounded almost as if it were a sinister laugh. Behind the creature, the sound of further talons striking the metal treads of the staircase betrayed the fact that it was not alone.

"They're still here," Arven said quietly. "Get behind me."

"I knew we should have looked upstairs first!" Rory hissed. He reached down, picked up the set square he'd dropped earlier and threw it at the nearest creature, which squawked angrily as it batted it aside with its arm. It stalked forward, raising its claws.

The hairs on the nape of Rory's neck prickled with fear. There was nowhere to run. The way out was now completely blocked by a gathering mass of creatures. He could see them swarming down the stairwell, flooding like a deluge into the hangar.

He had to keep Amy safe. He had todosomething. If these were the creatures responsible for what had happened to the professor, he had to keep them as far away from his wife as possible.

The staircase, though, was the only exit from the hangar. Whichever way he looked at it, they were trapped.

Rory took a deep breath, refusing to take his eyes off the Squall as it crept slowly into the hangar, taking its time as if it knew there was nowhere for them to run. Its talons looked vicious, and he knew he wouldn't be able to defend himself against the creature for long. Worse, he could feel a pain beginning to blossom inside his head, like a sharp headache, like something was teasing away at his very thoughts, trying to prize them free.

"We. Are. Squall," the creatures hissed, their voices grating and unnatural. "And. We. Shall. Feast."

"In the pit!" Amy bellowed. "We can hide in the pit!" She started forward, but Arven caught her wrist and swung her around to face him.

"No. It can't be opened from the inside. If you find yourself trapped down there, there'll be no getting out. You'd die without food or water if no one comes."

"Oh, great," Rory groaned, stepping forward and readying himself for the coming attack. "So it's a choice between starving to death or having our minds sucked out by inter-dimensional parasites."

"What about in here?" Amy yelled, backing up until her hands encountered the fuselage of the ship. She grimaced as she stepped over the body of the dead professor and peered into the open hatchway. "Come on!"

"You've got to be kidding!" Rory called to her through gritted teeth. "We'll be trapped in there too!" The pain in his head was excruciating and his eyes were beginning to swell, filling with pressure. It was like the worst migraine he'd ever had, a deep, painful throbbing, as if something inside his skull was trying desperately to escape. He issued a low moan of pain despite himself.

"It's not like we have any other choice!" came Amy's desperate reply.

Without warning, Arven suddenly lurched forward, grabbed Rory by the shoulders, and shoved him violently back towards the ship. Rory stumbled and almost fell, catching himself on the edge of the hatchway and tumbling awkwardly inside.

"I'll hold them off," the AI said as Amy pulled Rory to safety in the belly of the ship.

The Squall now completely filled the space around the base of the stairwell. There were five, six of them, possibly more, and they were completely blocking the exit. "There. Is. Nowhere. To. Hide. . . The. Squall. Shall. Consume. All. . . The. Hive. Shall. Consume. This. World. . . The. Hive. Shall. Manifest. . . We. SHALL. Feed."

Rory shook his head, trying to clear the fog of pain and confusion. He could see Amy was now suffering from the same effects, her hands clutching desperately at her head, trying to stave off the flowering pain. Only Arven, the artificial man, seemed immune to the creature's psychic ministrations.

The lead Squall leapt at Arven, spreading its membranous wings and screeching in fury as it buried its talons deep in the rubbery flesh of the AI's chest.

"Arven!" Amy cried, pushing her way to the open hatchway. Rory grabbed her and held her back inside the confines of the ship, trying to prevent her from putting herself in the creature's way.

"We need to shut the door!"

"No! Not without Arven!" she protested, clinging onto the lip of the hatchway.

The AI was battling the creature frantically, trying to fend off its rending limbs. With immense strength, he grabbed the Squall around the waist and wrenched it free, holding it writhing above his head before slamming it down hard against the concrete floor. It bellowed in fury, flapping a broken arm uselessly as it tried to scramble to its feet.

The remaining Squall, as if on cue, rushed forward en masse, suddenly engulfing the AI.

"Arven!" Amy screamed.

There was no response, other than the screeching of the Squall as they set upon the AI.

Cursing, Amy shook herself free of Rory's grip and threw herself out of the ship into the hangar.

"Amy!" Rory called after her in frustration. "Amy, get back here!"

Amy ignored him, rushing instead towards the morass of flailing limbs, covering her face in the crook of her arm and reaching out, grabbing hold of the AI's arm as he tried to defend himself against the creatures. Arven twisted around to look at her in surprise, and Rory saw with horror that half of the rubbery flesh that covered his face had been gouged away. It hung in stringy lumps beneath his left eye, exposing the bright steel skeleton beneath.

"Quickly!" Amy cried, admonishing the artificial man as she tried to drag him back toward the ship. Arven, in response, seemed to fight with renewed vigor, and he wrestled the Squall free, tearing one of them off his shoulder and kicking out at another that was busy attempting to wrench his left leg free from its socket.

Rory was up and out of the ship again now, and he hurried to Amy's side, bustling her back into the hatchway and ducking in behind her, just as another of the Squall leapt up onto Arven's back. The AI twisted and turned, trying desperately to shake the creature free as its wings battered his face and hands.

Arven groaned in frustration as the Squall wrenched another chunk of his rubbery flesh free in its talons. He turned on the spot, slamming himself back against the hull of the ship and crushing the Squall on his back, causing it to momentarily loosen its grip. He took advantage of the brief reprieve, diving headfirst through the open hatchway and almost crushing Rory in the process, who had to leap to one side to avoid being bowled over.

Amy grabbed urgently at the door and slammed it shut, catching one of the creature's wrists in the process as it tried to claw its way inside. It squealed and thrashed at the opening, its hand spasming open and closed, and so Amy raised the door and slammed it shut once again, this time causing the creature to wail and withdraw its damaged limb.

The door clicked shut, and the three of them were plunged into absolute darkness.

They stood for a moment in the belly of the time ship, trying to catch their breath. The only light was the faint glow of Arven's eyes, pale and haunting, twin orbs searching their faces in the gloom. Rory wondered if the AI could actually see in the dark, or whether it could simply sense them there and didn't know where else to look.

"Are you hurt?" Amy asked, her voice tremulous.

"I do not feel pain," Arven replied, although Rory thought he could hear something – anxiety, perhaps – in the AI's voice. Perhaps the machine didn't feel pain, but it was certainly jumpy.

Outside, the Squall were clawing away at the outer skin of the ship, their claws scratching noisily at the polished metal plating. Others were banging and shaking the vessel as they searched for a means to get inside. Rory felt like a sardine in a can, trapped and waiting for someone to peel back the aluminum lid and snatch him out for dinner. The thought didn't do much to put him at ease.

"Well, I wasn't expectingthat," he said with disdain.

Amy gave a nervous laugh and clutched at his arm. "I hope the Doctor and Alex are having more luck."

He hoped she couldn't feel him trembling. His head was still pounding, and he had the disturbing sensation of something crawling around inside his head, like a spider sifting through his thoughts. He shuddered.

Rory watched Arven's eyes flickering back and forth as he followed their conversation.

"So, this is a time ship, is it?" Amy spoke, addressing her question at the AI.

"Yes, although it's only an experimental model. It's been tested on short hops of up to a few minutes."

"It's a lot smaller than the TARDIS," Rory observed. He was hunched up against the bulkhead to avoid banging his head on the curved roof.

There was a terrifying CLANG, and the whole vessel gave a sudden, violent shudder. "What the. . ." Rory started, but he never finished his sentence. There was another bang, and then another. The Squall were clearly striking the outer skin of the ship with whatever tools they could find on the workbenches.

"They're trying to get in," Arven summarized. "They're trying to break in through the hull."

"Will they do it?" Rory questioned.

"With time," Arven confirmed. "There are so many of them, and they have such strength. . ."

"Then we have to work out how to pilot this thing," Amy declared, releasing her grip on Rory's arm. "We have to use the ship to get out of here. It's our only chance."

Again, Arven's eyes turned towards her in the darkness. It was an eerie experience, like watching two tiny moons revolving in a sea of black. "I can pilot this vessel," he announced in his usual monotone.

"Then what are you waiting for?" Amy exclaimed, and her voice was once again filled with her characteristic confidence. "Take me to 1910, mister RVN-73! The sixteenth of October!"

Arven glanced at Rory, a question in his eyes.

"Better do what she says," Rory grinned. "I certainly wouldn't want to get on the wrong side of her."

"Oi!" Amy cried, slapping him – playfully – on the arm.

"I must warn you the vessel has not yet been tested with a living occupant," Arven cautioned. "The risks are manifold."

Rory glanced at Amy but couldn't make out her expression in the darkness. Another clanging sound reverberated around the ship as the creatures outside continued with their attempts to smash their way in. He could hear them clambering over the hull, could imagine their fangs glistening in the harsh electric light of the hangar. "Another five minutes and there won'tbeany living occupants," he pointed out.

"Besides, we're used to this time traveling stuff," Amy said nonchalantly.

"Very well," Arven agreed, rising to his feet and steadying himself against the bulkhead as the vessel gave another violent rock. A moment later, he was gone, working his way through the narrow space towards the front of the ship.

Rory and Amy remained silent, listening to the scratching of the Squall so close to their heads. "It'll be okay," Rory said, but he knew it was more an attempt to convince himself then reassure Amy.

Seconds later, red lights winked on throughout the ship, casting everything in a disturbing, blood-colored hue. Rory peered along the spine of the small ship. It was pretty much an empty shell, filled with nothing but trailing wires and banks of switches. Up in the pilot's pit, Arven had strapped himself into a low bucket seat and was busy operating the controls, tapping screens and turning dials. It looked decidedly low-tech for a 28th century invention.

Rory turned to Amy who, despite her earlier moment of bravado, was wearing a decidedly worried expression. He reached out and took her hand.

"Here goes nothing," she muttered.

Rory offered her a weak smile. "I wonder if it'll be as hairy a ride as the TARDIS."

"I wouldn't count on it," she replied. "Not without the Doctor at the controls."

Rory squeezed her hand. "At least we're together."

"Hold on!" Arven called back to them. The vessel began to vibrate, shaking violently as if building up a head of steam. Rory grabbed for a loop of overhanging cable, using it to brace himself as the metal shell rattled and buckled. He could hear Squall screeching loudly as they were thrown from their perches.

"Whhhoooaaa. . ." Amy called, squeezing Rory's hand, until the very end of her cry was lost in the midst of an almighty clap as the vessel ripped an aperture in the fabric of time and space and slammed itself through into the swirling blue-gray Vortex.

Rory squeezed his eyes shut and held on to Amy for all he was worth.

He hoped the Doctor and Alex would be waiting for them at the other end.

~The Pros and Cons of Silence~

The Pros and Cons of Silence - DarkSideofParis (2024)
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